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fQjh HC hCul hl jV HLn LV VLl jjm lS Ll quR, chl
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mMLl Lmj Ls eJul Se jlu qu EWR pjSl eee nZl mL, jmhc
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pCph ALl apmjl pC ceml Lqe, kMe ayL cO cjp ALl
BaNfe Ll bLa quRm eSl cnz hCV jma abiLz hwmcn fLna
BSLl LNS, ill LNS, CgL, pwhc, hwmhSl, CeLmh, ceLm, pwNj,
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Bqjc nlg
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fLna
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2. Eam qJu (1976-1987)
3. Ma (1988-1993)
4. pCph ALl (1994)
AfLna
5. Bj im eC, aj im bL fu cn (1994-1997)
6. eC, LR eC (1998-2002)
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Sm NeSmS glVl kce Hm Bjl hsa, pce AVmnu
Lfl Mm qR, MmR ila Bl fLez SmL Cnlu hpa hmmj
pgu, Bjl jaC p je cu Mm cMa mNmz HL OV LV Nm
Mm cMCz HC HLV OV Bj Sml p LeJlLj Lb hme, hme
LlZ Bj eQa k Mml jTMe Lb hmm Rm hl qhz Bjcl
hsa HlLjC euj, Bl kpju hl Ll Ll, Mm cMl pju eu,
hno Ll LV Mml pju eu, BlJ hno Ll p Mm kc ila Bl
fLel jd quz ScS ne Ll hcu qmz nQeJ hCn e aCn Ll
fimue gl Nmz BSql ae Ll noz Hlfl d l hm Mm bL
QM plu Sm Le cml pjbL a Sea QCz fn e hL QM
Bjl cL aLu p Sp Ll--HC Mml ej L?
Mml ej L je? aj Se e L Mm HV! BLn bL Bjl
paLl fs kL hmz
Sm jb esz p Se ez Mml jbj LRC p hTez
hm L! CElfl Rm, Cwml fnl cn al cn, Bl p L e
LV L, LL hm al LRC Se e! e, Se e! LV Mm Sm
al hfl Sj cMe, neJe LV hm HLV Mm BR HC
SNaz HLhl Lh LbJ eRm CwlSl HLV Mm Mm, k Mmu
hnl iNC MmusC jWl jd ial ja cysu bL, HLSe h cSe
Lhm csu; pC EV MmVl ejC k LV, a BS p qs qs
Efm LlRz

aqm HL OV k jjl ja cMm!

cMmj! L Bl Lla fl! aj a Lb hmRm ez aj hz
qu Lz

Bj ihRmj Bjl Qu SmC hT hn EfiN LlR Mmz kC qL,

kMe Lb hml pju qm, aMe hQll kJul pjuJ qmz qa j HLOV
pju eu p HpRm Bjl hsaz hmm Lm p BjL eu kh
glp cahpz HC cahpC Bj BN NuRmj ipl Sez BjL
fWe lfVp py Vup Bl Ba Vminel BjZ cMJ
cahpl mLl LWe L hm cuR k Hph BjZ LS qh e,
ip qh ez Le qh e, L LlZ, al LRC hmez ip qhel Mhl e

lfVp py Vupl mLl SmL fWu cuR flp bL YLu,

ke ipl hh Ll BjL elfc ehO flp eu fyRuz
Sm BjL flce cahp eu Nu ip fCu cmz k ip ca
Que cahp, pC ipC L QjvLl cu cmz k SepV qh e hm
Se, pV L k L Aa LlZ jT jT qu hp bL! Sm VLV
eu HpRz YL bL bC HulmCp hwLL qu Hul p flpz
k Bjl fpfVC Rm e, p Bjl fpfV quR, cmi fpfV cmi
ipJ SV NRz fpfVV LMeC qua faj e kc e hcnl
jehdLl pwNWem acl plLlL Qf ca Bjl fpfV gla
fJul hh Lll Sez fpfV gla fJul Bn Bj Bpm HLlLj
RsC cuRmjz L BjlL eL Nmm Lj es a qLj es e
fhcV hdqu AQm qu kuz Bjl hnp, HC AphV ph Lll fRe
mML pwNWe fe Hl ijL BR, fe kc fefe e Lla, ah
BjlLl plLl jV pSN qa ez gaul Mhl, jcl Bcmel
Mhl a BRC, eE CuL VCjp mM Bjl EfpfcLuVJ pha
AeLV LS LlR Bjl hfl BjlLl plLll EcN qJulz a
e qm acl L cu fsRm hs hu Hp Bjl fpfVl hh Ll
kJul! La jeol Jfl H cn Aeu qR, La elfld jRjR Sm
fQ jlR, La jeoL E hee qR, cnRs Ll qR, LC acl
pqk Lll Se Bjcl BjlLe A pqh L cscs LlRe
LR!
pVLp Lfs Qfs Ru emjz Hfm HMe Nlj p qmJ
JMe a Aa na na BhqJul jd fsa qhz ah ns emj LRz
fV pV im aje eC Bjlz mmjVuu Nu RVcl LR bL ayl
HLV LV eu Hmjz c aeV pV fVJ emjz Nu Bjl YmYm
Ll Jph, L Qmz hs Lel fl VL fupl Aa RsRs eC k eae
Lfs Lehz
Sm jV HLV hC eu HpR Bjl Sez lfVp py Vup hl
LlRz fbhl Lbu Lbu mML pwhcLcl Lmj Ls eJu BR,
LL Sm YLe qR, LL fVe qR, LL jl gm qR, al
Mhlz hwmcn pfL mM, cnV Aa clz he OZTs cl fsa
HC cn HLSe mML BR, aL jmhcl BjZ LlRz plLl al
hC eo OoZ LlR, al fpfV BVL LlRz Sm hmm,"hwmcn
HC Bj fbj Hmjz H cn pfL fu LRC Se e Bjlz Lhm ajl
Lb Sez flp ajl p cM Lla AeLC Bph, phC Jl
ajl pfL Sez Bjl ajL Sea QCz ajl hC fsa QCz'
Sm HMeLl LR pwhcLcl p pwhcfl dea hou Lb
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hmRz SmL eu njpl lqjel hs Ol Hp nlVe qVml

Lga hp Q Ma Ma Sea QCmj HMeLl pwhcLcl al
Lje mNR? Sm fLV bL LR ejl LX hl Ll hmm Hycl p
p Lb hmRz ejml jd HLV ejC Bj fmj Qez jqjc
Sqlz
H mLV eQuC Bl phl Qu im?
Sm Lyd esu WyV gmu hmm, "HC imLl p Bjl j
LuLjeV Lb quR, hmme, ajl de cn, ajl HC Nlh cnl
pwhcLcl Se VL fWR e Le! VL fm HMeLl pwhcLcl
AeL phd qhz VL fWJ kc paC pwhcLcl Se LR LlaC
QJz'
Sml pwNWeV, Bj kl hT k LEL VL fup cu pqk Lll Se
euz pwhcLcl deal Se Bcme Lll Se pwNWeVz pwhcLl
ke deih k LeJ MhlC flhne Lla fle, aycl ke H LlZ
LE qe Lla e fl, aycl ke LE Tjmu gma, Sm ila e
flz aycl ke Lld Ll e qu, aycl Lmj ke Ls eJu e quz
pwNWeVl LS hi cnl pwhcL ekael hl pQl qJu,
pwhcfl dea eQa Llz H cnl pwhcL p dlZ cJul
BNC Sml dlZ Sj NRz
Sm k hsa EWR, hsV HL hPm imLl, hE glpz Hl BN
flpl Nj gV HSp bL Sm ppul HpRm, pJ mnel H
hsVa Rmz pC Sml p dlC HC Sm H hsa EWRz pC Sm
LuL qSl Rh am eu NR Bjl, HjeL BjL eu jujepwq
NR, AhLn flhll phl p Rh amR, hno Ll jl pz Rcz
jl p Rh? j Afa Rmez jl a LMeJ Hih LMeJ Rh am qu
ez jL la cJuV hsl phCL a hVC, jLJ AhL LlRz HMe
HC Sm, Sm NeSmS mnez H hsa pce AeLL ejZ Ll
quRm, eja hPm Aabcl Sm hs Nh Ll hmR, ajcl
apmjL Bj flp eu ka HpRz JMe Jl Aee BRz Ba
Vmine J fp Xj pfL hmhz e, Sm hmm, Jl jVJ Mn
que, hlw hmR, Jl mM a Bjl fRc Ll ez
Sm pa gV mz jcqe RjRj nllz em QMl pem Qml BQk
pcl khLz Rhl cnl Lhal cnl khLz Sm hm, glpl Mh plmz
SVma Lj hTz HV Bjl Mh k hnp quR, a euz HmShbLC
a cMRz p bL HpRm Bjl Jfl HLV abQ Llaz hs
lqpjuz hnm hnm Ljl Lyd eu HmShbl fRe fRe
HpRm gmfz Bjl prvLl eJul jTMe jTMe gmf Bl
11

HmShb Bsm Nu glp iou Lb hmz Bj pje NmC Lb h

Ll gmz Bl hh, hm kJ, Bj L Bl glp io hT! HmShb
BjL pmVl pqh peL flocl qhhl lqjel Lb Sp Llm,
k Se a Sem hmRm kh p pmVz pmV kh? L Ll JMe
qhhl lqjeL MyS fh? Bjl fnl El chl BN HmShb Bhl
gmfl p gpgp Llmz Hlfl BjL HLhl pg pg Seu
cm, Bpm acl pju eC pmV khl, al kR ez Bpm L
pmV al NuRmz fLu cMR Mhlz Bjl LR mLel L LlZ
bLa fl Bjl hT quez SVma qua Sm Lj hTz
no ll hje Esh BLnz BjL hje hcl fyR chl Se
pqhe Bjl hsa la LVmez SmL mne bL am eu
hje hcl Nmj, la aMe aeV L QlVz Nu e pju ja Bjl
hje Qsa flR e, cl qh ae OVz la Bjl Oj que, SmlJ
quez Bjl p euRmj hje Ojhz La eu BpRm nll,
llyl HL LZu aeV Ll Qul pSu Bjl u fsmjz Hje
SuNu mC a Oj Bp ez cSe Nf Lla l Llmjz Sm HC fbj
Hnul LeJ cn HpRz hje hclV pfL hmm, Cp L RV hcl,
j LV j hje! Lje mNR YL nqlV cMa! hmm, Mh is,
ll, jeolz hmm, flp Lhm Nsz Ns Bl Nsz Nsl Lbu HJ
hmm k JMe phC eS Ns Qmuz XCil lM ez Mh iBCf qm
lMz kje? kje fpXV, fCj jeVlz Bjl Nsl XCil cM
Sm hmRm, aj Mh dez e qp hyQ ez e, de qa qu ez HMe
phC XCil lMz XCill hae HMe a Mh hn eu, aC lMa
flz Bjl hsa, fbjceC Sm hmRm, Svp ejl e hRl hup
juVL cM, k Q cuRm Bjcl, J L ajl iC?

e, J HMe LS Llz
LS Ll? Sm AhL quz LS Lll jeo kl lM, al a Mh de qu,
Sml dlZz
Svpl es jb cM Sm hm, Jl jbu Qm eC Le?

Qm gm cJu quR, Bhl im Qm NSh hmz

im Qm NSh! Sml em QMcV AeLrZ hs qu Rm hpuz LeXl
ju meJ AhL quRm imhpl es jb cMz JL fl Bj hTu
hmR, HMe HlLj HLV hnp Qm BR k ka hn Qm LV qu
hQcl, aa Oe J Lm Qm NSuz HVl fRe LeJ heL LlZ
BR hm Bjl Se eCz Sml BlJ HLV dlZ cM Bj
qpRmjz jmhccl HLV jRm cM Sp LlRm, Jl L
jpmj?
12

Sm jpmj hma jmhc hTz Qe jmhccl J Qe hmz

Qe nV EQlZl pju Jl eL LyQL JWz jpmj nV iuwLl
HLV n, Jl EQlZ Bj a Aeje Llz
llyu Qul fa u Bl LarZ bL ku! EW qyVqyV Ll pju
LVa bLz hje hcll Semu cysu Bjl kMe cMRmj hje
EsR, ejR, pcu, fBCH, hwmcn hje, Sm jh Llm, cMR

ph hjemu phS lw!

aa L?
phS qR Cpmjl faLz ph jpmj cnl faLaC phS lw bLz
Bj a Se phS qR alZl lwz phS qR fLal lwz
aj cM, ph jpmj cnlC faLu phS BRz LR e LR phS
BRCz
Bj jb es hmmj, ez WL hmez all faLu eCz
Sm jb QmLuz HV al jbu Rm ez

al Rs ph jpmj cnl faLu phS BRz

MeLrZ ih hm, jmunuu eC, aEenuu eCz Lall faLu
eCz
Afa ia Sm hm, e cMh hnl iN cnmaC BRz
AeL Ajpmj cnl faLu phS iaz hSmz ilaz hmNluz
Bulmz Camz jLz crZ BLz Bj eQa, BlJ AeL
cn BRz
qy bLa flz L jpmj cnl faLu hnz
hwmcnl faLl phSl hMV Ll cmj, hwmcn CpmjL cn
euz HMeJ cnVl ej NZfSa hwmcnz faLl phS qR Bjcl
phS fLaz
hwmcn Rsl BN Sm pwhcLcl p al Aial Lb hmz hm
k AeL pwhcLl pC al Lb quRz Bjl pfL Jcl p
Sp LlRz Jl Aa Ll eL qpRz hmR, J a flo hoz J
k lLj el deal Lb hm, pV H cnl Se MV ez Sm BjL
Sp Ll, plm Sp, pwhcLcl Le qu Le Bjl ej em?
Sm Jcl Le cM hn Bqa quRz L Se, je je ihR
hdqu k BjL HaV pje Sea flp Ahc eu kJu WL qR
ez Bj pwLQ QM glu eCz Sml jMMel cL aLu Bjl
hT qu e LeJ AenQe qR L e alz hdqu qR, hdqu qR ez
Bj HC qR Bl qR el jTMe cma bL HL HLz HMeLl
pwhcLcl Ql Bj hn Se, al L hmm e hmm a eu Bj

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jVJ jb OjC ez Sml Se Bjl ju qa bLz p L fL, QC

ez
hwLL fyR cM Bjcl e L cn OV Afr Lla qh flpl
hje dll Sez hnj eJul Se hje hcl cV Ol eu Smz Sm
cV Ol eu Le? R OVu HLV Ol Qn Xml Llz Ha VL MlQ
Lll LeJ je eCz HLV OlC BR cV hRez HaC a cSel
Qmaz L Se H hdqu pi cnl hnoaz YL hje hcl HL nc
mLL cMu SmL Sp LlRmj, mLV L glp? Sm HL fmL
cMC pS hm cm, ez
e hmm Le? L Ll hTm k mLV glp eu? glpcl Qqlu L
hno LeJ LR BR?
eQuC, hm llyu LuLV nc mLl cL aLu gV Ll HLVL
cMu hm cm, JC mLV glpz

aC hT!

gl gl aLu LR HLV hnoa MySRmj Qqlu, BQl, BQlZz

BR L? y, a BR hV LRz
kcJ hnjl Se Bjl Ol euRmj, Oj BjlJ que, SmlJ quez
Bjl Bhl p eC, hje Ojhz hcl Ol Sml Se QLmV
LeRz cM Mna gV fsz Bj kMe hnj eRmj Ol, aMeC Sm
cSel fpfV Bl VLV cMu cV hXw LX eu euRz fl
BjL je Mlf Ll hmm, hXw LX cR k juV, Sp LlR
SmL, Bfel qa hwmcnl fpfV Le? L HC hwmcn ju?
HL Bjl BjZ SeuR flpz El e juV Sml cL
pcql QM aLuRz AeLrZ hpu lMR, HL JL XL He
fpfV cMuRz Hph e Bjl je Mlf qu kuz hwmcnl
fpfVdlcl L ioZ OZ Ll jeo! al k LeJ cnC Ahd ih
YL ka fl, HC Bn phlz Bj pC cnlC jeo hluR fbhl
fb, kl cL cn cn mLl pcql QM aLhz Sm AeLhl
Nlh Ll hmR k fbhl phQu pcl cn p, phQu pcl nql
flpz p Sje fRc Ll e, LlZ hs n n euj Lee J cn,
BjlLJ al fRc eu, LeJ pwa eC hmz ah, Sm, e hmmJ
hT, k, hwmcnL fRc Ll ez Bl al AfRcl cnl, fQ Nlh
Bl pi e qJu cnl jeo Bj BjLJ eQuC p fRc LlR ez
kc Ll LR, p LlZz
kMeC hjel ial YLl Se mLcl WmWm ha l qu
Nm, Sm Sl qp EW hm, "Hl Hje fNm qu kR Le BN
kJul Se, BN Nm L im SuNu hpa flh eL?' Bjcl
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jdC BN kJul LeJ as Rm ez BN NmJ fl NmJ JC

hq el BpeC hpa qhz hjel ial cSe fnfn hp
Hul qVpcl cu kJu Ljml lp fe LlR kMe, Sm hmm,
"Mum LlR, Hul qVpcl qpm? L lLj Lj qp, cMR!
ke lhVl jM qp hpu cJu quRz' lpl Nmp kMe ea Hm
BlL Hul qVp, jVJ e qp, Sm Bjl Lel LR jM He
B hm, "H HMeJ VCe, eLm qp l Lla nMez' Oj Bjcl, k
ihRmj, qh, quez JlLj hp hp L Oje ku! Oja Q Ll
BjlJ Oj que, SmlJ quez hje QmR LWj c qu fLe
BgNee fl qu flpl cLz Sem Mm cm TyL TyL Bm
Hp poZ Seuz flp kMe ejm hje, Qmje pysa eu, aj
qyVR Qm LfVl Jfl cu, Ja Bl phl ja qyVa Nu kqa
Ai eJ, js Mu fsa euR hn Lhlz Mh a HL cme bL
BlL cme flfll Se HC kL hhV LlR glplz L he
OZTs Bl clfsa cnl jeo Hph kL Sep L Ll Rc
qh! LeJ LlZ eCz qy qu cM hclVz L hnm! L hnm! hcll
ej nm c Nmz hclVa qSl qSl jeo RVR, jeV jeV hcll
EWe hje ejR, EWe hp bL hje Es kRz HC BR, HC
eCz QMl fmL cnm hcm kRz RVhmu cM hufl
Rhl jaz Hje cn paLl HC fbj cMR Shez BjL Naj
Seel Se Afr LlRme lfVp py Vupl fde lhV jeXz
Sm kL qhu je hm, Aa Bjl Le HlLjC ne kuz lhV
jeX Bl qhu je k HL h a Bjl fr fbj hT ph quez
Bj Se k glp EQlZ WL heel ja qu ez hee ljhEX qmJ
glp Lhl ej lyh, alflJ e lyhJ Jl Bjcl ja EQlZ Ll
e, Le fam ne kh Myhz Jcl pfL fs Bl e Se HL
Sep, Bl Jcl jd cysu Jcl pfL Se BlL Sepz qhu
je BjL Ssu dl c Nm Qj Mmez Bj ioZ Afa
z Aeip
LW qu Rmjz QLa pluJ euRmj jM kMe ayl jM Bjl jMl
cL HNu BpRmz Seaj glpl Nm Qj Mu, L Qjl pje fsm
jbl HC Se hcV QsC fMl ja Es kuz qhu je HLV Arl
CwlS See ez Bjcl jd ciol LS LlR Smz
hcl bL hCl hlmC al XN pmpupz HLV na na pC
Bjl Nu hydm Hpz Sm al Nul LVV Mm Bjl fW Rsu cmz
Bjl Ns Ll flpl cL kRz Ns Mh a QmR, ph NsmC
Mh a Qm HMez qhu je Bl Sm cSe AeNm Lb hmR, Sm
cMR eV Ll eR k k Lb qR, m HLV LNS il Nm mMa
15

mMaz jT jT Sm Bhl Aehc Ll cR BjL, "ajl p

HLSe cM Lla QCR, HXne c gj bL, Ee Bhl jJz' pl
j cM Lla QCR! AhL qCz Bj L jl p cM Lll kN! Hl
qSl hRll nraz Bl Bjl hwn Bjl ee cc cSeC VfpC Hl
Qu hn k flae, a eSl ejMe mMa Lhmz Bjl hnp qa
Qu e Bj HC SuNu Hp fyQRz hnp qa Qu e fbha Hje
pcl LeJ nql bLa flz eSL ima bL Bjz Bjl ial
Bl Bj eCz ke Ae LE, Ae LE Ae LeJ Nqz Abh ke Rh
phz ke Hph pa eu flpl ial kMe Bjcl Ns QmRm, Rhl ja
mNRmz Rha cMR Hje ph cnz flp YL e a BQk pcl
HLV Rhl jd YL fsz Hje pcl QlcL, k cMa cMa np ea
im kRz flp eR hMa AeL kcOl BR, L fl flpC
k B HLV kcOl, a Bjl Se Rm e BNz
Bjl Ol LV ez Bjl hpu LV ez ka cM flp, aa BlJ
cMa CR Llz nqlVL Ls iN iN Ll quRz LR HmLL hm
qu de HmL, LR HmLL Nlh HmLz hmim ejl HL Nlh HmL
kMe BjL cMe qm, Bj Ba fa Ll cl MS
y Rmjz hnm
hnm AfVjV hs, hsa kl bLR fu pLmlC Ns BR,
pLml fle pV fV, pLml fu Sa, Hl Bhl Nlh qh Le!
Nlh HmL cMh hmRm? SmL Sp Llz
JC a cMmjz HarZ L cMm!
HL ajl Nlh HmL hm! Bj qp EWz Bjl QM cM Bl
glpcl QM cM cl BLn fam fbLz
Sm BjL eu Nm HLV hpla cfl MJuaz hpll ial HLV
hlz aL pl pl jcl ham pSez Sm Se e L Mhl ca
hmR cSel Sez Aa Mhl, LMeJ MCe BNz Bjl fr MJu
ph qu ez rd Rm fV, L je Hje il BR flpl pck!
fVl rd k Lbu Eh NR L Sez
Sm BjL eu Nm ny Sj c fl HLV Lgaz hMa Lgz
Lg c glz Sml he cjeL Afr LlRm JMe Bjcl Sez
LgVa HLpju Sy fm p Bl pje c hiu hpae, B
cae, mMae, pqa Bl cne eu ha Llaez Jycl ej mM BR
Qull fW, k Qul cel fl ce hp LVuRez cjeL Bl
Sml jd Mh haz HLSe BlLSel fnwp LlR, Bsmz Bl
pje MepyVa hz cSe hs quR qf flhlz j fen NeSmS
Bl hh Sje glVl flhllz qfl pjSl LeJ euj je Qma
ez Sm Bl cjeL RVhmu hh jl LeJ lLj npe fuez
16

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MJ, fsa hp, Oja kJ h LRz kMe k CR Ll Sml aC
LlRz hh jJ ajez kje CR aje She kfe LlRz LeJ
hyddl euj Rm e LRaz Sml hh j LMeJ huC Llez
Rmjul hh jL ej dl XLaz SmJ al jL Lcu hm XLz
BQk, JC flhn hs quJ Sm al hh j Bl hel Se L Nil
imhp fo lMz JlJ Sml Sez
kMe BjL Sp Ll qm, L cMa QC flpz fbjC Bj hmmj,
lyc jESujz lycl Jfl HLV hC fs BR Bjlz lycl
ikm HMeJ jel ialz Sm Bl cjeL BjL eu Nm lyc
jESujz Mh pcl HC jESujz lycl ikm pje bL cM
Bl ih Lm fC e L Ll fbl LV LV Hje ph BQk pcl ja
Nsa fl LEz lycl fl SheV Bjl QMl pje ipa bLz L
Ll ae al jXm Lecl hhql LlRe LSz Lj LcmL MyS ayl
LSz CR Ll Ryu cMz e, HMe LRC fn Ll kh ez Ljlu Rh
amm gn h Ll ama qu, LlZ JC Bmu nfLj e qu ka
flz LbJ LbJ Hje BR k qSl hRl BNl ql Rhm cMJ
HMe pdlZ jeol Se eo, LlZ jeol np fn pl LlZ Rh
jme qu kuz jESujl hCl lM BR lycl ihL jaVz qyVl
Jfl LeC lM QhLl eQ qa lM ihR jeoVz lM elLl lJz
lycl ik cM no qm Sm eu Nm il ENl hsaz fp c
hS Hz jTMe HLV jW, Bl Ql Lel HLlLj ph hsz HmLV
de HmLz del bLae HLpju, HMeJ delC bLez hsm
jVJ Bjcl hsl ja euz Hph h[sa LeJ Rc eCz LE
hLmhm Rc JW ez Rcm Lm Cfa h phS Lfl jb js
BR, jbl am RV RV OmOmm fMl esl jaz HLpju
Jflaml RV RV Ol LSl jul bLaz glp limnel fl nZl
agvV cl quRz aj fi, Bj iaHC hfl Bl eCz Bq HlLj
HLV pjS kc Bjcl cnJ qaz il ENl hsVa ayl ByL Rh,
ayl mM fmf cMmjz HLV Sep Bjl Mh AhL mNR, ayl ju
pCe eca fs jl kJul fl EN HjeC iP fsRme k jul
Bal p ae Lb hmae hm ihaez Vhm VL fsa Bl ae
VLm Aehc Llaez jpl fl jp hp hp AfLal ja Lhm
Aehc Llaez jV jV Ma il gmRe mM jul Bal p ayl
LbfLbez lhcebJ feQV Llaez Se e hs hs jeom hn
hup Hp Hje ehd qu ke Lez lhcebl p il ENl jm
AeLz cSel jd hup HLn hRll agvz cSe pa imhpaez
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cSe Rh ByLaez EN fj fsRme ayl ccl fjLl, Bl

lhceb fj fsRme ayl ccl lz EN Lel ja a nL hqm
Rmez lhcebJz cSeC jehal Lb hmaez
mil jESujV pCe ecl fsz BQk HC jESujV hCl bL
OVl fl OV cMmJ cM glh ez HjeC eMya fa Hlz hnm HC
hsVl Nu Nu ja hpez qVm c iml NuJ ja hpez fbj
kMe QjvLl hsVl ej Sm hmm qVm c im, Bj a ihCRmj
HV paC LeJ qVm, kMe mL Ol is eu bLz Bl a qh
Le! JV VEe qmz flp nqll jull Bfpz plLl HlLj
hsmL glpl qVm hmz hplLl L hs LeJ hs qmJ hm,
kje qVm flaLmuz
Sy nm hlbul Bl cjeL BjL eu Nm mil jESuj
cMaz Sy nm HpRm qVm Bjl p cM Llaz hlbul Bjl
AehcLz m hCV Aehcl LS euR pz hlbul Bl cjeL
Bjl cfn, Bj SNal pLm hpu eu cMR mil jESujz AdL
ce jESuj qyVa qyVa fu hb qu ku, ah jESujl qSl
iNl HL iNJ cM qu ez fle amQm pC pal BWl
nal, fdea kl Rhz kl jMjb bL Bm WLl hlRz
BdewV kC cMm Ll BRe aMeLl nfLmz BScq ph
Leipz Bl L k eMya ph LS! HLV Rha k Bl ayl fn
AeLm mL, LE MR, LE Ne NCR, LlJ LlJ Bhl ioZ lLj
EN jMz cjeLL Sp Ll, HC cnl NfV hmaz cjeL hmm
k dj pfL MhC Lj Se pz Bj kMe fn Ll El fR e, aMe
is bL HL mL Hp hmm, jeom phpju k hChml Ql a eu,
nf kl Bnfnl mLSel jM aMeLl ejLl pqaL pwaL
hal jM hpu caez LMeJ LMeJ Bhl cM ku isl jd djl
mLSel jd BLl RV HLV jeo, p jeoV qua ae, ke
nfL cu HC Rh ByLuRmez fupl heju Rh ByLa Nm
AeL Aeld je Qma quz lS hcnl h de mLl nfcl cu
Rh ByLae, na bLa kl ful LR LeJ Lel ke ayl MeLV
ni fez nal fl na dl pC ph jM HMeJ ni fR
Leip, djl Nfl Awncl quz
cjeLl p nf pwa eu Lb qu, hlbull p aje qu ez
hlbul e Se CwlS, e Se hwm, kcJ p ch Ll k p hwm
Sez H fk HLV hwm nJ Bj al jM EQla qa eez Bj
hn LuLhl hwmu Lb hma QuR, Sp LlR, Bfe L Aehc
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l Ll cuRe? hwm io nMRe Lbu? Hphl El BQjL W W

Ll qp EWR pz HMe al k hml CR a p glp iou
cjeLL hmR, cjeL a Aehc Ll BjL neRz Bjl iu
mN ih k HC hwm e Se mLV m hCV hwm bL glp
iou Aehc Llh, Lhm Llh e, Aehc eL lJ Ll cuRz Bj
eQa, mLVl l Bl kC qL, Aehc qh ez kC qL, Ja Bj
Bfaa je cR e, je cR nfz QlcL kl Ha ewV ewV Rh
cM aL L djl mL hm je qR e, je qR feNgl Qlz
no HLV jh Llmj, djl fuSe nfl Se, Shel Se euz
cjeL p p je em Bjl Lbz hmm, dj jeoL eelLj Lfe
cuRz LfeL i LlC HCph ByLByLz
cjeL, aj L hqhV no fk djL ca QCR? Bj L
jeoL ca QCR phVL Laaz jeoC dj p LlRz jeoC dj eu
Rh HyLR, hC mMRz jeol ial fai Rm hmC e Hph Lla
fuRz
la Sy nm hlbul MJuh BjLz Sm Qm NR Sml hhl
hsz p Lz hlbul, cjeL Bl Bj jyflep LSl c mm
ejl HLV hMa lylu Ma Nmjz HV hMa HC Se k, HMe
HLpju Lh pqaL nfl B caez Een naLl ll cL
BjlLu jc eo Lll gm AeL BjlLe mML flp Qm
HpRmez ayl HC hdeodqe ffla hp jqec jc Maez
BeV qjwJu a HC llyu hp fl HLV hC mMRez flp
HlLj h Lg BR, kMe nf pqaL cneLl Lg pwal
l LlRmz
llyVa cMR Rmjul jc MR, flflL Ssu dlR, Qj
MRz LE Jcl cL aLR ez Bj aLCz QM jm cM phz L
QjvLl flhnz CRmL LE cje LlR ez Qj Ma CR LlR,
MRz QM Lfm LQy L jM lN OZ qwp eu hp bL TNs Ll jeo
cMl QCa a qp jMl Mn jMl fj cM Qj cM AeL imz je
im qu kuz fbhL hs pcl je quz cOce hyQ bLa CR quz
hlgl bmu Bjcl Se TeL Hmz cM ByaL EWz L l hh TeL
Mh L! hlbul Bl cjeL JuJ JuJ hm HLl fl HL Jm
Ma l Llmz ihRmj JuJ nVl fl hmh L hSz L hmm
Julgmz L Ll HC hcOV SepV Julgm qu Se ez h L
Nmu EW Bp hj BVL lMz cSeC BjL pdpd Ll Maz Bj
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pS e hm cCz Bjl e H LS qu ez cjeL BjL k LlC qL

TeLl c eJuhCz Bjl QM h Llm Jl, eL h Llm, Hlfl
jMV qy Llu YLu cm HLV B TeLz Nm hu plpl Ll Qm Nm
SepV, ke LlJ HLcm bLbL pc Nm gmmjz hlbull AeL
MlQ qu Nm HC llyuz Bj VL ca QCm, hlbul BjL bju
cu hmm, ajl hC Aehc Lll Se jm VL fuR Bjz
la csVu Bjl hlmj lly bLz lly aMeJ SjSjVz
flp L Oju la! Bjl je qu ez hcu eJul pju cjeL Bl
hlbul Ssu dl Qj Mm Nmz HLcel flQu Nm Qj MJu H
cn LeJ hflC euz cjeL BjL qVm fyR cu kuz la
im Oj qu Bjlz Bue c XjlL ge LlRmjz Bj flp e
Mna QyQu hmm, CeXhmz CeXhm nV Hl Mh hhql Llz
Qe hpL ge LlmJ J hmR, CeXhm, aj flp! pLm
Bue Hm qVmz BjL eu LRC HLV Lga Nm e Maz
TLTL lc EWRz Bue lc cM hlhlC hmR, Bq, L QjvLl
ce BSz L pcl lc!
Eg, lc Bjl im mN ez Bj lc bL N hyQu Ru dl qyVz
L hm! lc imhp e aj!
eqz
Bjcl HMe Evph l qu ku lc EWmz hpl fbj lcz aj
ke ajl cnl QjvLl lc HC W jOm pyapya flp eu
Hm! ajL dehcz
lc eu L ioZ ERp ajclz Bj lcl cnl jeoz lc
Bjcl N fsu cuz
Bjcl pk im mNz
Bjcl Qyc imz
HMe lc je Becz lc je pMz
JMe lc je Sm fs, lc je Anz Ru Bjcl fZ
Ssuz
L fbL aC e! BhqJu euC Xjl Lb hmm BdOVz h im
mN Bjlz h Apq Xjllz jOm ceL Xjl,Lhm Xjl eu,
HMeLl phC, hm Mlf cez Bj hm QjvLl cez Xjl BjL al
fL cm, mhlnez HV gpl hjf fLz mhlne Bjl
flp Bpl Mhl Rf quRz Xjl YLu Nu Bjl k prvLl
euRm, pV k c fa Ss hnm Ll Rf quRm H fLu, p
mMVJ cmz fL Mm eSl Rh Bl ej Rs LeJ LR Bjl fr
Qe ph qu ez io lje qlg, L iol Mh hn LR El Lla
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Bj fl ez Lg bL qVm gl cM Qe hp Bjl Se
Afr LlRez Qel hup oVl LRLR qh, AadeL fnL fl
pem Qml jcj, glp AlVVz L Nkl hc j LR eCz
qC qC Ll jeo aez QLn QLn Ll c Nm Qj Mu ae BjL
LRl BlLV Lga eu Nme e Maz Lgl ial ka
QCm e e Ll EWme Qez hCll lc hphe aez Lgl pje
ll Jfll gVfa Qul fa, JMe lc fsR, lc hp XjlJ
MuR, QeJ Mmez flpl HC qm pckz Nlj l qa e qaC
Lg llyml hCl fa Qul Vhm Ma h fe Lla Lmhm
is mN khz
m HLdlel lV BR, glpl HC lVL hNa hmz HV acl Mh
fu lVz hNm Ll HLV hNa eu mLl la hs glz Abh
pLm Oj Oj QM hlu jsl hmeSl bL HLV ph hee Nlj
hNa Le hNm Ll hs kuz hNa Ma Bl k LeJ lVl jaC
cz Bj Se e, Le RV lV e heu c qa m lV hea qu
Hclz VXne hm HLV hfl BR, glpl a pqS qla Qu ez
La lLj k lV BR HC cn! Qe pLm py hm HLV nMl
ja cMa lV MRe, p Lm Lgz HC qm ayl pLml ez AeNm
hLa fle aez CwlS hme Ls glp EQlZz hl hl Ll Sea
QCRe Bjl pl fNjz Lh qh, LMe qh, Lbu qh, L qh
ph ae Sea Qez Bj, pa Lb hma L SeJ e Bjl LMe Lbu
L Aee BRz QeL hs BlL je quz cSe Mu cu qVm
gl cM hlbul Afr LlRz jV HLV hC HeR lhceblz
lhcebl ByL HLV Rh cMm, HV eL ml fRc qhz HlflC
Sm Hm BjL eaz hlbulL hcu cu Sm V XLm, pS
BjL eu Nm lXJ pz lXJa prvLl ca qmz Sm hmm k
ae alM lXJa eL Bjl BlLV prvLl BRz Sm Se phzJ
Se LMe Lbu BjL ka qhz lXJ bL eu Nm HLV fL
Bfpz pcl NRe RjRj Bfpz hsz NcNc Ll hwmcnl
fL Bfp kje pwhcLl hp, plLj euz JMeJ prvLlz
Hlfl cSe hlu Lgl hCl hp cfll Mhl Mmjz Mu qVm
gll fl cM pNj ejl gV HSp bL gVNgl Hp hp BR,
gV amh Bjlz qVm amh e, hCl amhz hCll lcz
gVNgl al Ns Ll Bjcl eu Nm mil jESujl pjel
hNez LQ Lmfa lPl phS Op gV BR nc nc gmz Nu AeL
ffsz fjL fjLl HC gml ffsm Rys Rys HLV Mm Mmz
ffs Rys Bl hm, aju Bj imhp, Mh imhp, fNml ja
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imhp, imhp ez Rysa Rysa k ffsV HLcj no Nu Rysh

pVC qh jel Lbz Rhl Se hi jal pje cysa qR, Bl Bjl
bL bL QM Qm kR gml cLz hNel ial khL kha Qj
MRz MR a MRCz Nil Qjz HC Qjl ejC hdqu glp Qjz
cOrZ Ha Oe qu hp HCk ehs Ll Ssu dl Nil Ll Qj MR,
MuC kR, asOs LeJ Lj pll Lb, cM je qu, jVJ ihR
ez fn cu Ha mL qyV kR, LE HLhl glJ aLR e Qj
MJu Ssl cLz hwmcn qm is mN kaz Ss a RsaC
mL, cSel qa ful SsJ iP ca jlz
Bjl Se Ah BLl Osu hp pem jal LRC HLV Lga
hpz HJ hClz gVNgl im CwlS Se ez Bd Bd Ll hml
Q Llm LRz HMe, p, hnl iN jeoC CwlS ioV Se ez
pi qa Nm k CwlS Sea qu e, a p Hp Bjl hn im
LlC hd quz EfjqcnC HC dlZV hjm, cn hRl CwlS npe
bL HC quR jepLaz fil io nM Sa JWl afpz
pV qVm hnj ea Nu cM Oj Ym fsRz L Apju Ojm
Qmh Le! HMeLl pjul p Bjl nllL jeu ea qhz la eVu
Sm Hp XL eu Nmz qVm bLC V XL Smz c jeVl jd
V Hp clSl pje cysuz Bjl Qm kC cl LbJz Tmjm
lly HmLuz Ma Ma cSe lSl Nf Llz hLm Qe HpRm
qVm, BjL fuez QW mM NR, k imS iuS Hl HL pjul
jV CfVV elhc mML jle Julel Bjl p cM Lla QCRz
e Sm hm, LR qmC hm gm jV jV jVz JC mMLl ej
Bj LMeJ eez Qel ph ERpL Sm hm, ph VLl Se, ph
hhpl LlZz kl Bcme LlR, ell Se msC LlR, hC acl
cJu EQa, Bcn hm Lbz hhpu fLnLL ajl hC cJ ez Sm
kMe Qel pje hmRm k BjL VphN ka qh, Qe mgu
EWRm Bec, Sm JC BecLJ hmR, R! ph VLl Sez ajL
Mn Ll ajl LR bL hC hNa QCRz HC Enz VL VL VLz
Sm qp, qWv hmm, Bj HC eae QLla im Lla flR ez
eae QLl?
qy ajl fCiV pVll QLlz
Sml jfmuy gl khl Lb Rmz L Bjl Se Ql alM fk bL
kR J flpz la aMe ps hlz is EfQ fsR llymuz
Rm jul qa qa dl lu qyVRz Tmjm Bec QlcLz qWv cM
eLl pje HLV aS mm Nmfz NmfV hsu dl bL mLVL
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cMz QM QM fsz mLVL hPm je qRz gm Leh L Leh e a

e SeC mLV a pl Nm pje bLz mr Ll, cl bL Bhl fRe
cL aLm Bjl cLz mLV L Qea flm BjL! pha! Abh
Bj k al cn Abh al fnl cn bL HpR, p pfL p eQaz
mLV L hwmcn! Sm Sp Llz
Bjl L aC je qRz
QlcL LmLm Becl jd, nc nc qpm glpcl jd HLV
hoZ hcj jM, gmAmVl jMV je fsa bLz
Bjl Mh Mlf mN, Mh L qu kMe cM Bjcl cnl Rml
CJlf BjlLu Hp llyu hpe jS, lu gm h Llz nra
mLlJ pel qlZl pe cn Rs Qm kRz
Sm QM hs hs Ll hm, hq! Mlf mNh Le! aj a fRc Ll
cnl hCl kJuz
hmmj, p a hsaz HlLjih, hpe jSa, Ts ca, jum flLl
Lla Bjcl cnl nra mLl de cnmu csRz
Sm hmm, hdqu LS eC cn, aCz
HLV SlC hm, cn bL LS Lll Se Q a Lla qhz LS ke
fJu ku cn, plLj Ah Lll Se pwNj a Lla qhz k
mLVL cMmj, pha p hnhcmu fcbhe jVl XN Ll
H cn HpR, HMe gm h LlRz gm h Lll Se L fcbhe
Sel clLl qu! jdm fQl qu kR Nlh cn bL de cnz
cn bL cnl lSeaL AbeaL pjSL Ah flhael Se L
ah Q Llh kc kh pjS L Ll MeLV hn VL Ljh, pC LlZ
kc hpSe cu ph Bcn!
Sm jb esmz pu cm Bjl Lbuz
Lb Rm Bj Bl Sm eL eu pCe eca Ol hshz L Bl CR
Lle pCe ipaz
flce Een alMz Een Hfml Xul BjL mMa qh flpl
hMa fL m eim AhSlial Hl Sez fLVl pfcL Sy
ceum YLu BjL AeLm g fWuRe Xul mMl Se
Aeld Llz fbhl hMa ph mML Ja mMhez Een alMV ayl
Lje LVuRe, al hZe Llz HC ceVaC BjL VphN ka qhz
Qe pLmC ge LlRmz ipLm Seu hmme Lm Bphe ae
BjL ea BlLV Vi fNjl Sez pNjl BlLSe gVNgl
Bhl Bphz pLm Nlj Sm Npm Ll Nmf HLV ns fl eCz
flp HC fbj Bjl ns flz ns fl no Lle, eQ bL gmf
XjeHl Bpl Mhl cJu qmz m i ej HL fLl pwhcL HC
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gmfz qVml eQamu HLV Lg BR, Lga hp cSez e

Ma Ma pwhcLl fnl El cCz HLC lLj fn, HLC lLj Elz
Hl jd Sm Bp hs HLV mp gml as euz L k im mNm
QjvLl gmm cMz gm cMmC Bjl eL LR eu OZ eJul
Aipz mr LlR, glpl gml pck cM, OZ eJul Se eL
hsu e ajez HMeLl gm OZJ Mh Lj bLz hZSL LlZ gm
gVe qm aa OZ Lbu bLh! gmf aMeJ kue, Hm m gNl
fLl pwhcL p gVNgl euz qVml LRl lu Rh amm
gVNglz Bjl qVml ej jlpmul Afl, Ahn kc Bj EQlZ
Llz Bjl EQlZ e HLV glpJ hT e L hmR Bjz BjL
hee Ll ca qu qVml ejz Jl jpC Afu Sau LR HLV
hmz gNll pwhcL jl Hjm mjhX p Lb hml Bjl pju
eC, LlZ BjL ka qh VphNz Sm kR e VphN, kqa Ae
pwhcLlJ kRe Vi fNjl Sez aRs jl Hjm kR Bjl
pz Sm hm cm, AhnC ke VphNl LbXmV cMz jl Hjm
Bl Bj flpl Alm hjehcl Qm Nmjz jlL fb Sp
Llmj, ajlJ L LeJ fNj BR Via?
jl qp hmm, e, Bj LhmC ajl prvLl ehl Se kRz aj
Ha h k kc Ae pju pju e fJ, aC hje hp prvLl ehz
hje hclC flQu qu BmSlul Bl Ljlel pwhcLl pz
Ljlel hnm cq pwhcLV LR CwlS SemJ BmSlul
pwhcL HLV CwlS nJ hma fle ez ihRmj hjel Sem
cu cMa cMa kh fMl QM pz L jll fnl Smu a
ph qu ez ihRmj flpl hCl LeJ HL RV jgxm nql
VphN, aje Bqjl LR cMa qh ez L fyR QlcL cM
BhlJ hpu SNz eMya nqlz lfl LeJ Lja eCz cV Ns
Bjcl Se Afr LlRm hje hclz HLVa Bj, jl, Bl
Ljlel pwhcLVz BlLVa hLlz Ljlel mLV m HLV
lPe BmM flR, jbu HLV lPe VfJ mNuRz hmm, fnLV
Ljlel jpmjecl fnL, kcJ p MVe, H fnL al im mN
hm flRz hje hp Sy nm hlbull cJu fLVV Mm, pLmC
Sy nm qc qu fLVV qa cu hm NRe, HV hje EW Mmh,
al BN euz fLVl ial HLV ee lQ ejl pN, BlLV
QLmVl hz QLmVl hV LEL cu ch, QLmV Bjl fRc
euz glpcl aeV Sep Mh fu, Hhw HC aeV SepC Bjl HLcj
pu e, Lg, QLmV, QSz Jcl Bj hmRJ ajcl aeV Sep

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Bjl LR AMc, aeVC l p cuz ejm hmm Jl ijs Muz

BjL Bc jeo hm ih L e L Sez
Vminel hsV QjvLlz Bjcl Se JMeJ Afr LlRm AeLz
HLSe qa hsu hmm, Bj XL NlXmz XLC a BjL Ba
Vmine bL BjZ f fWuRmez cSe hPm ju cM V V
qyV BpR Bjl cLz LR Hp hmm, Bjl Bfel AehcLz Hace
fl Ll jM f hwm emj, je eQ JW, LmLm Ll Bj hwmu
Lb hm EW, fM kje jel Bec hp Hm Ne NCa bL, ajez
flp Ll jM eh hwm! hlbul ch LlR p hwm Sez HMeJ
ne que HLV nJz ju cSeL flp bL Vmine Lafr
BeuRez XL glpa hm kRe fl AeeV L qh, L Sp
Ll qh, Le Le abQ cMe qh jTMe, L Bjcl fn Llh,
phz ciocSe XLl Lbm Aehc Ll cmz cf ll Mhll
BuSe Ll qm JMez Mhl hma HL qa m HLV pECQz JV
Bjl fr MJu ph quez jLBf lj eu kJu qm BjLz JMe
Hp Aeel fkSL cM Ll Nmez XL Bjl Se, kqa Lg
MC e, Q eu Hme, Bl cM e RV Bl elj lVl pECQz
jLBf no qaC VXJz Bmu gV fsRm OlVz HC fbj CElfl
LeJ VXJa hp Aee AwnNqZ Llz ceum mL hpme
jTMez ceum Aee flQme Llhez ayl hy fn Bjz Xe
BmSlul pwhcLz Bjl hy fn Ljlel pwhcLz Ljle
plLl kyL plLll hl mMl LlZ Sm fWuRmz BmSlul
pwhcLL jpmj jmhcl cuRm qal qjL, NmJ LlRmz Ahn
fZ hyQ NRe aez HLSe LVeV hpRe pjez LVe HyL kRe
Bfe jez ayl ByL LVem Bjl Bhl pje lM jeVl cMa
fRz phl Le Lege mNe BRz Bjl Lege hwmu ea
fR kl k LbC hmRz qhu je hpR Bjcl bL cl, HL
LZz Sje bL HpR HL pwhcL, ej Qez Aeel pLm
glp hmRz Qe Sje hmR, Bj hwmz L phl LbC Bjl
eSl iou ea fRz asv Naa Aehcl BuSez Qel Bl
Bjl Lbm glp iou Aehc qu kR p pz fQljdjl
dea hou fn l qmz jT jT abQ cMe qRz jLa
HL pwhcL XN jgul hl mMa Nu iuwLl Aphdu fsR,
LlZ jLl plLl XN hhpu Ssaz jV ao Se pwhcLL
pl hn jl gm quRz 124 Se pwhcL jLl pjMez
BmSlul pwhcL hmm, JMe pwhcLl jmhccl AaQl

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Aaz jmhcl kMe aMe kL aL jl gmRz hno Ll pCph

pwhcLcl kl jmhccl hl mMRz
Hlfl fn qm, kqa HV hL deal fn, jmhccl dea bL
EQa L e k LR hmlz
Bj Bf Llmjz hmmj "e, jmhccl hmu Bj HC Rs ca
lS eCz Bjcl cnl jmhcl de Blh cnNml VL fu HMe
Ahe quRz pjSVL e Ll gmRz cnSs HL iuhq AlSLal
p quRz jeoL he du jl gmR, qa ful lN LV cRz
Ahd dj fQl Ll kRz elq jeomL djl hZ eu hL
heu cm isRz HLpju Bjcl cn Hcl LeJ AdLl Rm e
lSea Lllz HMe al djiL lSea Lll AdLl fu cnSs
ah QmRz HLV djelfr lL HMe Cpmj l qph Ns
aml Se Ejc qu NRz dju nr Rsu dju BCe Sl Ll
cnVL dwp Ll ca QCRz pju bLa HC phenL lM cysa
qhz' Hlfl BmSlul pwhcLl LR HLC fn lM qmz ae hmme,
"BN apmjl ja HlLj Bjcl cnJ ih qaz L HMe HC ihel
flhae quRz Bjl kl jmhcl hl msC LlR, alC hmR,
jmhcclJ dea bL EQa ja fLnl Sez NZal eujC a
HCz' BlJ AeLrZ fnl Qmmz no fnV BjL Ll qu, p Bl
Sjel hLdea eu HC k abQ cMm, kMe hm qR HMeJ
pwhcLl AeL LR hmR e h hma flR e, LlZ pwhcfl
hfecacl Aeja e fm pjSl AeL Aeu pfL jM Mm ku
ez HV Bjcl cnl ameu Lje? Bj hmmj, "HMeJ deau
qrf qR, AhnCz ah aau hnl cnmu fQl jdjl dea
BlJ hn Ljz lXJ Vmine plLl jmLeu bLu Hm plLl
fQll Se hhqa quz pwhcf hnl iN kcJ h jmLede,
alJflJ LeJ pwhcf kc plLl hld LR fLn fu, plLl
pju pju acl hl jjm Lla,acl Ngal Lla, Hje L fL
h Ll ca d Ll ez hplLl fLmLJ hyQa qu plLl
hfe, palw hfel Se AeL pwhcfC plLl Bcn je
Lla hd quz'
Aee no Sjel Ve BjL HLV prvLl cJul Se
Aeld Llmz pju eCz Af LRrZ Lb hm cs Afrje Nsa
Qs hpa qmz pS hjehclz jlJ glm flp Bjl pz BWl
ja mN bL Bjl LR Lha gVLf Ll emz Oj Bjl nll iP
BpRmz HC qR fa hLmz flpl pjul p nll Mf MCa

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QCR ez HMeJ cnl pju nll eau fsR, nll Bsjs iPRz
Sm ge Llm hm cC, e hh, HMe LbJ kh e, Ojhz
Sml cnVu Bpl Lb bLmJ p al hh eamL eu BNC Qm
Bp qVmz BCgm VJul cMa ka qhz eam juVl XNl
XNl QM, jM j j qpz juVL Bjl hn im mNz Sm
hmRm kcJ al HLp bL, HMeJ eL al p eaml Nil
LeJ imhp quez H MhC pa Lb k HLp bLmC HL hReu
OjmC imhp Ns JW ez Bjl LRcl qyV HLV V eu
BCgm VJull LR Nmjz aeam h qu NR VJull, EWm
aeamu JWC imz Bjl L Aa Qsu JWl LeJ ah CR eCz cl
bLC cM e Le! Bm Tmjm flhnV Bjl im mNz BScq
VJulV mq mLLll HLV z Se e Le mL HV fRc Llz
flpl mLl Ahn HVL SOe HLV Sep hm R! R! Llz
1889 pm flpl BSaL fcnel Se h BCgm ejl HL
mL HV heuRme, aen jVl m VJulV, pa qSl Ve JSez
Lb Rm fcnel fl HV am gm qhz L no Ahc am que, lu
NRz HmLV, Sm hm, dez del Rml HLVLl QLAm LWl
Jfl Qs iuwLl ih csRz Nlj fsaC eL HMe Hje l qu
kuz Bjl eL Qsh hm ecl LR Nu cM eL eCz H LlZ k
je Mlf qh a euz Bjl JlLj qyVaC im mNRmz fnfn aeSez
im mNRm lLjl jeol isz Beca jMz qyVa qyVa Bjl BL c
VugHl LR fyR kCz Sm Bl eam cSe hsa Mu HpRz
Bjl lal MJu aMeJ que hm nymp H mSl HL llyu hpz
ial eu, hCl, alpz AeL la Ahcz la Nil qmJ hTl Efu
eCz q s, jeol is, kehqel isz L Aa HL AelLj
SNal jd Bj!
flcez pLm Ljlel pwhcLl p e MJul Lbz dv L e
Mhz pLm hReu hp Q MR Blj Llz Ljlel Lb Bfaa im
kCz Qe hp Afr LlRe eQz Bhl Sml gez Qe HpR
MhlV cm Sm hmm, "aqm aj QeL euC lXJa Qm kJz
Bj ajL eu Bpa Nm cl qu ka flz Bj Bjl HMe
bLC aqm pS lXJa Qm kRz' MeL fl Bhl Sml gez
"fkSL eC HMe lXJa, ajl JMe NR L e, MeLrZ Afr
Llz' Qel p Q Lg eu hpmj BdOV jaz Qe hl hlC
HLV Lb hmm, "Bj ajl ejl Se ajl hC Rfa QCR ez Rfa
QCR ajl pqal Sez mML qph ajL QCRz ajL gau
cuR, ajl HMe QlcL ej, pSe ass Ll ajl HLV hC
27

Rf qVLLl ja h Ll aju im ka QCR ez pa Lb hma

L, aj k mML, aj k im HLSe mML, a jeoL Sea QCRz'
lXJl mLl Se hp bLa CR Ll ez Bjl EW fsz Qe
BjL ayl hsa eu ka HpRez R HLV mm Ns Qmu eu
Nme ayl fpXV ECmpe lXl hsaz Aph lLj LjW ae,
Ahpl hma LR ayl She eCz Qe AeNm Lb hmez LeJ
HLVJ L hS Lb euz glpl Lb hma Nm qa f jM jb WyV
QM Mh esz HV Jcl pha Sau Aipz HXne c gjl jqm
jnm CXm ge LlR, cM Lla QCR e Qe eL pyVL hmm,
"elhc elhc elhcz Eg! Apqz elhc eu kl mgu, Bj acl
pq Lla fl ez H qR HLdlel pjhaz HJ BlL dlel
jmhcz k LeJ LRaC Bjl el Bjl elz ell HC que pC
quez HC QC pC QCz HC qa qh pC qa qhz H Bhl L! jeol
Lb ih, jeol Se hm, jeol Se Ll, el flo n phl Lb ih!
Lhm ellC L ph pjp? ncl eC? flol eC? !elhccl
En el eu hhp Ll, Bl LR euz'
Qe ll Lel Ns lM ayl hsl pjel psLf hSl hpR,
pMe kuz hSlV HC f hdhl Bl nehl hpz cfll jdC
hSlV EW khz Bhl ph TLTL aLaL BNl jaz hLm cMm
LlJ hTl Efu bLh e HMe HLV SjSjV hSl Rm pLmhmz
Bjcl LyQ hSll ja eu HVz phLRl HMe edla cjz Bjcl
cnl ja QvLl Ll clcj Lla qu ez Qe gm Lez mm Ah c
imz QjvLl OZ gml, RV nc gmz Qel hsV aeamuz Hje
pcl hs Bj She LjC cMRz ke hs eu, B HLV jESujz
pan pp jgul NsV cM jeC que ayl hsa BR Mfh Qln
nal fQe ja, hhmue, pjlue pial Ajm ph pfcz fQe
ph lPe fbll AmwLlz jnll q bL am Be pC Bjml
Sepfz Bj b qu cysu bL jaml pje, kje b qu Rmj
milz hsVl cum cum ka amQ BR, phC hs hs nflz phC
Bpm, eLm hma LR eCz hsl BphhfmJ nfl alz k Lf
Q Ma cm, pVJ LuLn hRl BNlz AVL hsV iaz HLV
AVL mJ BRz Ajai Ool AVL m hCV glp iou
Aehc LlRe Qe eSz hCVl ej CSV cM Bj dc fsz
Qe hmme hZSL LlZ ae ejV fV cuRez hZSL nV
EQlZ Lla HMe LlJ LeJ Ne eCz Bjl Q MJu no quez
Vminel mLl Hmz Sy nm hlbulJ Hmz HLhl hwmu HLhl
CwlSa prvLl em Jlz Hlfl eQ, MeLV qyV Nu jXe
28

jESujl hlcu BlL cg prvLlz qyVR, Lb hmR, Ljl

Bjl fa Ai am lMRz
flp Lje mNR?
Ha pck flpl, a Bj BN LfeJ Llez
Sy nm hlbulL AehcL qph euR Vil mLlz HLpju Bj
jeL BamyL, pwhcL flQmL cVC ae, hm k hwm bL
glpa Aehc qm, Bj CwlSa HLC fnl El k hmR, pVl
p ke jmu cM ee hh WL BR L ez mr Lle Sy nm Bjl
fReC cysu Rmz hmm, Bfe hpJup Mle e? QjL EWz aLu
hlbull jM cM hoZ jMz hs Afa qC! hm, "e e BfeL Bj
hnp Llz ah HC Bl L! Bfel a LR im qa flz kje dle
AeL LWe LWe hwm n kc e hTa fle, aCz' Bjl HC peu
hlbull hoZa cl qu ez ju qu jeoVl Sez Hje ih hmV
hdqu EQa quez Qe hp Bl jeL Bamy qyVR Lb hma hma,
gyL gyL Bjl hN Bl Qnj qa eu cysu bL hlbull hoZ
jme jMV cMRz em QM al, Os Ahc pem Qm, fle Sepl
SLV MeLV NhV NhV je qu aL, hlbulL, Ha fnLal
qh ihez LeJ glp flo Hje Aije Ll jmeal Qcl eSL
YL gma fl, HC fbj cMmjz Qel Nsl LR ka ka
phl bL eSL BmNR plu c Lcj fRu eu hlbull p
Lb hma bL Bjz Hje Lbz RVMV Lbz Hace Bpm
hlbulL hoj Hsu QmRz Qe kMe BjL eu Nsa EWh,
hlbulL hmmj, BfeJ Qme Bjcl p, Bjl cfll Mhl Ma
kR, Qmez hlbull jMV jqal Se Em qu EWmz L Qe
aL glpa LR hmm, L hmm Se ez p p hlbul BjL
baja W Nmu hm cm k p ka flR e, Sll LR LS BR
alz ah ae hlbul Aflu eu khe BjL, Afll VLV LV
HeRmez ae hmme, paVu qVm khe BjL Aflu eu kaz
Qe BjL mheS HLV llyu eu Nmez jlNl Lhhja, Bl
LyQ hdLf, ee lLj LyQ fa, k LMeJ LyQ MJu ku hm Bjl
dlZ Rm ez Ma Ma Qel p Lb hm glp pqa euz glp
pqaLl Lje mMRe, L mMRe! Qe p p WyV EV hmme,
hS hS hSz eae fSjl phC BjhmLpl cL aLu bLz
ih phC a BR aclz alC a SeL nfl pqalz palw eae
LRl Bl L clLl! Qe MhC qan glp mMLcl euz hmme,
"Bj AeL fmf fC glp mMLclz phC AMcz Lhm hZez LRC
eae euz eae io eCz eae hh eCz'
29

Qe Sy nmL cu m Aehc LlRez HMe m eu ae Bl

ihRe ez ihRe Bjl Ae hC euz Sy nm me bL Bjl hwm
hC Le HeRz nd, ejZ, jl LCJ Nu phC ayl fs qu NRz
ndl NfV p QeL euRez Ma Lmj hl Ll Qe mM
eme L L hC H fk mMR Bjz L L ayL Bj HMe ca flh
Rfaz H fk Bj k mMR phC ae Qe Hhw HMe kV mMR,
Llel el, pVJ ayl QCz ph ayl QC, k BRz Lh fWa flh
phz LMez ph ayl Se QCz hwmu fWC, CwlSa fWC ayl LeJ
Aphd eCz CwlSa fWm ae eS Aehc Ll ehez hwmu qm
hwm Se Hje LEL cu fbjL Aehc Llu eu eS ae
pwnde Llhez Bj flp bLLmeC ae BjL cu LeV gj
pC Lla Qez hlhlC hmme, "apmj, ajl ejL eu, Bjl ajl
mML Rfa QCz'
Vminel Se Qel prvLl eJu quRz Sp Lle, eSC
hmme k Bjl pfL Sll k LbV hmRe a qm, "apmjl qa
HLV A BR, AVl ej Lmjz'
Bjl OsV flp Bpl fbC h qu BRz QeJ Os fla fRc
Lle ez HcL ce cM hTl Efu eC LV hSz k cn la cnV
Ahc Bm bL, L Ll Aeje Llh LMe p cn cfl qu, LMe hLm
Bl LMe pz qVm gla qh, HXne VL bL gVNgl Bph
Rh aml Sez c gj fLnel jnm CXm Bphez jnmHl p
Bjl cM Lll CR LlZ jnmC fbj glp fLnL Bjl p
YLu kNkN LlRmez c gj bLC Bjl hC QJu quRm phl
BNz JclC fbj Bj Lb cuRmj m hCV JclC chz no fk
m Bj HXne VLL, Qel fLneLC cCz jnm JcL hCul
Se ge LlRe la cez "cM apmj BjlC fbj ajl p
kNkN LlR, Bl aj Le Qf Ll BR, Le hl hl ge LlJ
ajL fa fl ez Le aj Bjl p Lb hma QCR ez VLl
fuSe ajl? La VL QJ? HXne VL La VL ca QCR aju,
al Qu AeL hn VL Bjl chz ah m Rfl Aeja Bjcl
cJz' m Rfhe hm LeV gj fWuRe, eScl Rfe hC f
fWuRe ke cM p eCz hmRe, "cM apmj cu Ll Bjcl
Aeja cJ m Rflz Bjl Bw pw pQl hC RfR, pQ CEe
fll fuRz Bea gL ajl SeJ CEe flll hh
Llhez' e ioZ hha Bjz BjL L mi cMe qR! Bj a
mi fsR e, VfjM hL e hlw mu fsRz ml Se cV
fLne HjeC Ejc qu EWR k jTMe fs Bj mu jM mLCz
30

cSeLC Bj hTa Q LlR, cM m Hje HLV hC eu kV

ajcl fWLl Bc im mNh,hCV hwmcnl pfcuL pjp
eu mM, al Jfl hCV abiL hCz glp fWLl HC hC jVJ
im mNh e, Jl hThJ ez e, Bjl Lb LE jehe ez aycl hC
QC, QCC, k LlC qL QCz Qel Qf Bl af hCV ayL Rfl
Aeja cJul fl jnml Se paC Bjl L qa bLz ml ja
ApdlZ HLV hC ae fme e hm eu, ayl CRl Bj jm cCe
hm ae k L fuRe, p LlZz qVm ps fyQVu fyR cM
QlV bL Afr LlR HXe, Rh aml juz Afr LlR jnm
CXmz jnml hup Qnl Jflz BjL Bjl cn m ju hm qu,
Bjl QuJ cs qa m jnm, eMya pclz jM qp mNC BRz
Xe Qe hj jnmL eu Bj aMe L Ll, Lbu kC hTa flR
ez pa, Hje ALl Ahu Bj Bl fsez plfb Qe hm hm
HpRe, "fLnL HLSe bL EQa ajl H cnz cSe fLnL bLh
Le! LlZ L hm! HMe LeJ mMLC HLdL fLnLL hC ce ez
aj cM Bjcl fLneVL! cM Bjl L dlel hC fLn LlRz L
jel hC aj eS Hp cM kJz BS hS RV fLnLl p ajl
cM LlC EQa euz Bj AhL qu kC ajl lQ cMz c gj!! al?
acl aj fRc Llm L Ll? al ph hSz SOez el el el hm
jM ge am gmm! kphz HCph hS Sep cMC Bj p euR
fLneu kJulz apmj, LeJ LRl Se Bj ajL Qf ca QC
ez ch ez ajl AdLl BR k LR Lll, kL Mn hC chlz L
ajl a lQ bL EQaz Aa pje lQ a ajl LR Bn Llz
aj L Ll Jcl fh lS quRm? Eg, ihaC fl ez im k Bj
Hp hyQuRmj ajL Jcl qa bLz HMe Bhl hmR k aj Jcl
pjel kh? ajl L jb Vb Mlf quR? bX Lpz bX Lpz
NmC hThz ne, jbu kc ajl pje Om bL bL, ah Bjl
Lb aj lMh, Bj ajL Aeld LlR, kJ ez kJ e Jcl
pjelz eSl jeV e Ll ez qpLl flhn Nu eSL qpLl
Ll ez' HLV fbeC Bj je je LlR qVm gll fb, jnm
CXm Bjl Se qVm Afr Lla Lla Bj glR e hm ke ae
hl qu gl kez Bjl fbe LeJ Mc h iNhel LR eu, HC
SNal lqpju SVm fLal LRz fLa Bjl XL ps cu ez jnm
CXm ayl qpm jMMe eu qVml clSu cujez Bj Bl
Qe jMjM jnmlz Bj HMe LL pjmhz Qe jVJ
jnml cL gl e aLu HLcj hm ke, "apmj, ajL HMe
Rh ama qh, HXe hp BR AeLrZz asas Qmz Rh am alfl
31

a ajL Aflu ka qh, Se a! Sy nm Bph WL paVuz je

BR a! asas Llz'
Bj jl L HXeL Sp Ll, aj L Ol Rh amh, e L hCl?
pcl HXe jdl qp hmm, hClz
hCl?
Caa Llz
HXe BhlJ qp hmm, cl euz LRCz LRC fm c lumz JMeLl
hNez
Mh asas Lla qh Lz hn pju eC Bjlz LlZ..
Qel cL kaV ph e aLu hm, LlZ jnm HpR BjL
ea, pjel ka qhz
Qe q q Ll EWm, Lpl pjel? Le pjel? aj e Aflu
kR! Sy nm ajL ea Bphz J VLV Ll lMRz
Hhl BjL HLV fr ea qhz Qe hcu qm HMe Bj hyQz H
pju jnmL glu cJu Bjl EQa euz Ha hs AjehL LSV Ll
Bjl fr ph euz LRrZl Se qmJ Bj pjel kh, Lb kMe
cuR, khCz
QeL Hsu Bj hm, Qm HLV V XL, HXe jnm Bl Bj
HLpC Qm hNeVa kCz JMe bL jnm Bl Bj Qm khz
Qe Nsl cL kR, ke Bjl Lb nee, hmm, Qm Qm hNe Qm,
Bj ajcl cSeL eu ka flhz HXe Hp, apmj Hpz
Bl hh jnm Lbu kh! jnml L qh? jnm qai cysu
Rmez Bj ayl qa dl hmmj, BfeJ Qmez
jnm Nsa EWa kRe, Qe hme, Bjl Nsa a cSel hn
SuN qh ez
qh qhz Bj hm, pje Bj hpRz fRe Jl cSe hph, SuN qh e
Le! WLC qhz
Qe ial NSNS LlRe a WLC hTz hNe gVgV LV Rh am
Bl pju ca flh e hm LV fsz jnm HLV V XL cys Llu
lMRme, Ja EW fsz cSe Lb hma bL hlaqe, ke
AeLLml pfL Bjclz BjL jnm eu Nme Aee, hnm
pjel LrVl jl cL, k j hp BRe LuLSel p Cm
Qul HLSe, pC HLSel cL, Buea gLl cLz oV cnLl
el Bcmel e HC gLz HMe CElfu fmjV pnm
XjVL fVl pcpz HXne c gj ejl fLnel jmL fLnL
aeCz ayLC jnm CXm l jeez gLl p Lljce qmz qp heju
qmz QjQj qmz j bL OoZ Ll cJu qm Bjl BNje ha,
32

apmj nV d Qea flmj HLNc glp nl isz p p

hnm Ol ia el flo fQ qaam ca l Llme, qaam ca
ca cysu Nme pLmz Hje cn BN LMeJ cMez Ha jeo BjL
Aihce SeRez Bj Aiiaz hpaz nqlaz LRV hhaJz QM
Bjl Sm Qm Hmz BS L paC HMe Hp fyRR Bj! H L Bjl
Se Aal eu! Ha Bjl ff Rm ez BjL LR hma hm qm j
cysuz L hmh! L Lb hm ku HMez pLml Qull pje mMl
Se Vhmz elhcl Jfl cj cj Lbha qRm HMe, pLm mM
eRme BmQel lafZ Awnmz ph bju cJu qm Bj ha
ch hm! LeJ LR L Bj hma flh k Hycl LR eae! jnm
Bl BueaL jeje Ll hmmj, cM BjL a BN hm que k
BjL ha Lla qh! Bjl a LeJ fa eC, aRs Bj L,
BjL kaJ qh Hrez Ha Afai hd LlRmj k hluC Hmjz
hlu Hp je qm Bq JC Aihcel El Aa dehc See EQa
Rmz
Bjl Bl jnml fRe fRe LuLSe alZ hlu Hmz jnmL
hmmj, Bjl LR hm EQa Rm JMez phC eQuC jc hmhzjnm
qp Bjl Lyd qa lM hmm, "L k hmR apmjz phC ioZ Mn
ajL cMz ajl EfaVC hsz hmaC k qh Hje LeJ Lb
eCz' phC Bjl LRl HLV Lga Nu hpmjz HL glp alZ
Lyf Lyf qa Bjl qa Ryu Lyf Lyf Nmu hmm, ajl p flQa
qu Bj de qmjz Lga BjL Ol hp phC Bj Lje BR, L
LlR, L ihR, phC Sea QCRz hwmcn pfL LRC Se e al,
Se Lhm BjLz Bjl Se phC cQ LlRz gaul Mhl fJul
fl flpl lu ejRm elhcl, hwmcn cahpl pje cysu
bLR Bjl apmjl pjbL mM hs hs fLX euz al Bjl
mM fsa Quz Lh hlh hC Sea Al qu JWz qhC az fbhl
Afl f LeJ HL he Bl OZTsl cnl HL ju el deal
Lb mMa Nu gaul nLl quR, L mMR p k Ha mL rf
Nm, a Sel BNq a Hcl bLhCz je je ih, HC k m hCVl
Se Hje Afr Ll hp BR fsh hm, mu a elhcl Lb
eCz LE kc ih bL Cpmjl hl LR hmR hm m hSu
LlR hwmcn plLl Abh Cpmj jmhcl Bjl jbl jm dk
LlR ah a k pfZ im a Bj L Ll LL hTh! Llm Vw J
Afr LlRe Bjl hC fsl Sez Llm Vw CJlfu fmjVl
jz aeC EcN euRme Ls cg ch fn Lll, Bjl fpfV
kc gla e cJu qu, elf kc e cJu qu BjL ah CElf
33

bL hwmcnl LeJ Ab-pqk fJul hlV hSh Cacz

lpmneV fn quR Hfml HLn alMz
p bL Lce flC cn gl kR e pLm AhL quz hgla
QM HLLSelz
JMe a BfeL jl gmhz cn gl Bfel EQa qh ez
cn L Bl Bj HL msC LlRz Bjl fn AeL BRez
Bfel She jmhez BfeL mMa qhz cn kc BfeL jl
gm aqm mMhe L Ll? Bfe p bLez mMa qm hyQ bLa
qh apmjz
mMmM cn hpC Llhz cn Rsh ez
H LeJ Lb qm? Bfel iu Ll e?
Shel TyL eu AeLce bL BR, Hih bLVC HMe Aip
cysu NRz msC Ll hyQa QCz fmu euz kc jla qu, jl khz
H Bl Hje L! La mL jlRz
pLml hpa QMl pje paV hS Nm Bj EW fsz jnm
BjL qVm fyR chl pju hl hl Ll hmme ke Bueal
Se LeJ HLce pju lMz BjL eu ayl flpl hCl LbJ
ka Qez BlJ AeL LRl CR BRz pSS fVhhV qu kbla
qVm Afr LlRme Sy nmz Bjl k Aflu kJul Mh CR Rm
a eu, AeLV Sy nmL Bqa e Lll Se, kqa kbC Ll quR
Cajd, Bl LRV SmL Hshl Se Bjl HC Aflu kJuz Sm
hlhlC hmR, Bj ke HLV gyL fmC aL ge Ll, ge LlmC
Qm Bph pz Bj QCRmj e SmL ge Llaz bL p jfymJaz
pl crZ fl HL nqlz Bl al fjL hp Ll flpz eaml
p al pju LVe eQuC Becl, Aa BjL eu Ol hsel
QCaz aRs SmL Bjl Ha im mN k, al Se je Lje Ll
bL eSLJ HLlLj hyQa QCz eq, Sm eaml p pju LVL,
Bjl Se al plceV e Lll fuSe eCz Sm eamL imhp,
hpLz Bjl je ke Ha Sm fs e bLz Bpm, Ha QjvLl e qmJ
p flaz Bjl Qu hup p Ql hRll RVz BQk, LMeJ LeJce
Bjl Qu Af hupl LlJ Se Bjl je Lje Llez Sml Se Le
Ll hTez
flpl eae AflV BdeL fal HLV EcqlZ hVz glp mML
SS flL HVL Ahn hs jfl fhmL VumVl p ame LlRmez
glpl nql ia QjvLl fle fal jd V Ll HLV hYf
cme ama jVJ lS Rm ez lu ej laja Bcme LlR eae
AflVl ejZl hfrz Bcme LS que, no Ahc glp
34

eceaLcl hQl
k hV HLV Lvpa fa, pVC BdeL
Afl qph WL WL cysu Nmz Aflu Bjcl Se Afr LlRm
Sy nml eanz BjL jTMe hpu c fn hp Nm cSez ean
ecp ecp juz al qlue j Jul H fp fs Ha j quRme
k Le Sjm ej lMme eanz ean Bl Sy nm acl Rml ej
lMR paSvz e Ha im mNz flpl lu qyVa qyVa pce
cMR paSv lul Rh QmR, pacel paSv Evphz Bec HjeC
ipRmj k QM Sm Qm HpRmz qu Hjez
HMeLl eVL buVll no k SepV qu, a Bjcl cnl
eVj cMez eVLl no nfl kMe phC j Hp cysu hcu
Sea, cnLl acl Llam cu Aiece Seuz L cnLl kc
LeJ eVL Mh im mN, pC Llam Bl pqS bj ez karZ e bj
aarZ hl hlC nfcl j Hp Hp Aiece NqZ Lla quz Afl
bL llyu lal Mhl Ma Nu llyu HLV Vhm faC
Bjcl Afr Lla qu HL OVz AeL la Ahc llyu hp alZ
alZl flflL kbla Ssu dl, HLn mLl pje Qj MJul cn
cMa cMa Nf Lla bLz Nf Nf HCXpl fp JWz ean Bl
Sy nm cSeC hmm, fu faceC HC lN LE e LE jl kR
pz aln qSl glp HCXp lN iNRz CElfl jd pC
phQu hn HCXp lNz glpcl jd HMe pQaea hsRz
HCXpl iu AeL BNq qlR kepfL, HjeL fjJz HCXpl
lNl j j exp qu kR, LE jna QCR e, LS Lla
QCR e acl pz Hph je Mlf Ll OVe e qVm kMe gl Bp
Bj, hs Lz nllVL hReu Hmu cu QM hS Bpl BN QM
fs Sml cJu mp gmz L pcl gV BR gmmz Sm Lje BRz
L LlR! eQuC Ol eCz nehl la Le p Ol bLh! eamL eu
eQuC lal flp Ss Bec LlRz kl kl ge LlRm, qVml
mL LNS mM lMz ejml Jfl a QM hmu Sml ej MySz
eCz
flce fum jz Oj iP gel LLn nz Sm qm nV qua Ha
LLn je qa e, Ljlel pwhcL fup hmC quz BSJ al HLp
e MJul Bhclz HL qVm fnl Ol bLR, AbQ cM qR e,
Lb qR ez Lm QlVl pju Q MJul Lb Rm, gla fle QlVuz
eVu eQamu ej fupHl p e Llmjz Bjl fle Rm pV fV,
MRmj nMl pNlVz fup hmm, aj L jpmj cn HlLj fnL
fla fl, pNlV Ma fl? Bj hmmj, pV fV fl ku, ah
35

lOV Mh Rc Qmgl Ll ku ez Bl ju qu pNlV Mm

mL R R Llz fup qp hmm, Ljle Hph LeJ Aphd eCz
fupl BlLV Bhcl, Bjl HLV prvLl al QCC QCz "Qme
Bjl Ol kC, JMe Bjl lLXl BRz hsa n Lj qh Olz' Bj
p p fupl Bhcl eLQ Ll cCz kcJ aL lSl jll ja
cMa mN, ah cehl ja hnm cMa mLVl Ol Nu prvLl
ca Bjl jVJ CR qu ez L Se, iu iuJ qua Llz HV L, Bj
Se e, jLl Nfe LeJ Lo, hnpl ja BR, Lm LQLQ
LR jeC ia h JC Sau iuwLl LRz Sy nm Bpl BN, SmL
Llh e Llh e LlJ ge Llz
ge fu Sm hmm, L Mhl ajl! ajl gel Se Afr Lla
Lla Bj HMe L qu NRz
Bjl gel Se Afr LlRm! Le aj eS HLhl ge Llez
aj LMe qVm bL e bL al WL eCz al Qu, BNC a
hmR, aj kMe h bLh e, BjL ge Llz Bj Qm kh ajl
LRz HMe hm, L fNj ajl BSL? Bj QCR aj Bjl p
flpV Ol cM!
e qh ez Sy nm Bph HMez hlhz alfl hLm jnm Bph
eaz
Ha ha!
Bj qp ge lM Sy nm Hm hlu fsz Sy nm Ns Bee BSz
lu jRm jVw qR, fmn ph SuNu Ns Qma cR e, aCz j
chp BSz cLe fV hz AelLj flpl Qqlz Bjl qyV qyV
Se Ah BLl jal fn Nmjz jal pje fQl gm fs BRz Mh
AhL qmj e k Qlj Xef cm j chp Se Ah BLl fccn
gm cu, Hhw Se Ah BLL XeflC eScl faL qph eu
euRz Se Ah BLl jaa gm ca QCm Sy nm e e Ll EWm,
hmm Ha gm cJu je ajJ gpV cml ja BQlZ Llmz
hm L!
gpV Rs Bl LE gm cu e Se Ah BLl jaa?
ez
Se Ah BL a pl Nlhz Le eu?
LlZ Qlj Xef Sauahc mfel cml le pz
Le HlLj qm?
qm LlZ Se Ah BL pl Se CwlScl hl k LlRz
mfeJ ihR, alJ aC LlRz HC Qljfl ph hcn CjNVcl
hl k LlRz H qR SOe Sauahcz
36

Sauahc a Bjcl Efjqcn fSVi HLV nz

qVml Sauahc Rmz CElf Sauahc nV Mh eNViz
KfehnL npe bL eSl cnL j Lll Se noacl
Sauahc qJu Bl cn hp CElfu Kfehnhc npLLml
i Sal fa OZ fo, acl cl cl Ll ase Bl eSl Sal
AqwLl Sauhc qJu cV pfZ i Sepz
Sy nm fnu puLHemVz aL hCl bL cMm jepL lN
je qmJ ial jeoV hjez Bj glp io Sem Abh Sy nm
im hwm Sem Bjcl B QjvLl Sja fla, flflL Bjl
BlJ hTa flaj eQuCz qyVa qyVa AQl Bjl cMa fmj
mil jESujl fRe HLV Mm SuNu mfel cml hnm piz
mm em phS qmc hme EsR, j hp BR LR mL, jl pje
qSl qSl jeo cysu eR haz h pl fpXV pnmV
cml ea ypu jalyl Lb LR hmR, Bl e Mna mgR
naz Sy nmL Sp Ll, jalyL L hmR?
Nm cRz
L hm Nm cR?
Sy hmm, ulz
j Lhm flo eaC ee, el eJ hp BRez BQk, ayl L
NZal QQ LlR jl Jfl! HC Xef cmVC a jucl QLl
hLl Rs cu Ol gl kJul Lb hmR, hmR Ol gl ke jul
nc nc pel Sj cu, LlZ Lm Bl hcjl Sj Sj fbh
cMm Ll eRz palw HC Qlj Xef hZhc gpV cml Efcn qm,
jul HaLm dl pwNj Ll k dea ASe LlR, a ke cnl
b nc hZl b hpSe cu! jnm CXm hmRe pce, mfel
cm HlLj HLV BCe al Lla QCR, k hQ hum jul LS
Ll k VL EfSe Lla, pC fljZ Abh alJ Qu hn VL LS e
LlC Ol hp fu khz QLl hLl Lll Se jul pe Sj ca
BNq qR e, HV eu mfel Mh jb hbz aqm a phen Nz
jnmL Sp LlRmj, jul L HMe pe Evfcel k qJul
Bcj hhu gl kh hp hp VL fJul mi? jnm hmRe,
"eq! pl AbeaL Ah HMe Hje LR im euz HV BlJ Mlfl
cL ka flz jul hLl qJul TyL eh ez im k mfe rjau
eCz' Bjl Bn Lh e Se Bhl mfel cm iV Sa ku!
p iV ca kJul mL Mh Ljz iVl ce al qu cl LbJ
hsa Qm ku, eua Ol hp Blj Llz iVl fa pdlZ jeol

37

HC Aeql HC pkN Bhl mfel cm LeJ ce e Sa ku! aMe

Lm hcj jeol Se a pjpC, nc jucl SeJ pjpz
hu LR mL acl HLLml hL hS mNe jXm mNe pefnL fl HpR mfel piuz Bjl kMe cysuR, al hy fnC
HL Cu jQAm mL pe fnL cysu Rm, Sy hmm, mLV
BmSluu k LlRz mLl p HLV hs LLl z cM Sy QM hs
hs Ll hm, LLlVlJ Vew BR BmSluecl Ljsez hm L! aC
eL? Sy eQa l hmm, eQuCz mLVl qa HLV hs fVl, glp
iou L mM BR Sea QCm Sy hmm, CJlf HL qJul hldz
Sauahc kL hmz Bjl glp, Bjcl Sa Ae Sal Qu imz
Bjl Ae LeJ Sal p HL qh ez
pje ehQe pz Bj Sy nmL Sp Ll, Hl kc Sa ku!
Sy WyV EV hmm, Bl e! Hl MhC RV cmz
kMe cysuRmj, pMe bL pl mill hlcu dl qyVa Nu mr
Ll, LR mL ar QM BjL cMRz qWv Sy BjL Ve EV cL
glu cu hmm, JcL kJ ez
Le kh e?
hcncl Jfl Jcl Mh lNz NmNm Lla flz
NmNm Llh? Bj a hThJ e Nmz
aj e hTmJ Bj a hThz
L hm Nm ch?
hmh eSl cn gl kz HMe HpRp Bjcl cnl pkN phd
iN Llaz Bjcl QLl Ma!
Bj a p LlZ Bpez BjL a BjZ Seu Be quR, Bj
a Aabz
ajl Nu a mM eC k aj Aabz
NmNm Llm Bjl L! Qm qyV JcL, mLl SV fLu L LlR,
cM Bpz
clLl eC hhz Qm H SuN bL pl kCz
Sy hs hs f gm EVcL qyVa bLz SyL bju hm, Bjl Mh
cMa CR LlR L qR HMez Sy Bjl qa dl Ve hmR, Qm pl
kC! qa Rsu eu Bj djL EW, NmNmL ajl Ha iu!
NmNm a aje LR ez Hl jlJ gma fl ajLz
hm L!
WLC hmRz Hcl pfL ajl f dlZ eCz Hl Mh iuwLlz
Sy Sl qyV qyV hjfcl jRm BjL eu ka QCRmz L
jRm aarZ no qu NRz jRm Bl pi Rs lu Mh mL eCz
38

Hpju eL fahRlC Xj Bl hj LR jlfV qu luz jlfV qu?

jlfV cMhz Ny dlm Sy hmm, "J Bn Rs cJz hjl pi no qu
NRz' ANa LRC HL Lga cSe hp Q Lg Ma Ma cMa
bL ll Lell cnmz HL mL ja pS cysu BR, ese Qse
eC, pje jbl Vf EV Ll lM, LE kc fup cuz aeV Rm
jLieu LlRz aclJ pje Vfz Sy hmm, "Hl pha fml
Rmz Rz p hsa HpRz HihC fup am QmRz' hqz hn az
hpl fbj bL HLhl Nol no Ahc R Rl hsa ku hi
cnz kcl VL fup eC Ol hshl, al lu Ne Nu, Aieu
cMu, ja pS VL EfSe Ll pC VLu lml VLV LV, bL
MJul MlQ jVuz Bj Jcl cMa cMa ih Bjcl cnl alZ
alZl Hih hcn Ol hsel Se jVJ BNq eu Le! fLV
VL fup e eu Ol bL hlu fsl TyL LE ea Qu e Le!
AeL HMe m LmS RV qmJ llyu hpe jSl LS eu eu, a
bL k EfSe Ll, a cu Ae cn hsa kuz jdh LeJ Rm
L Bjcl cn hpe jSl LS Llh? Bj eQa a Llh ez Ha
acl je khz L CElf BjlLu Hp Bjcl nra Bcll
cmml L aC LlR, Ha je ku hm je LlR ez Bhl HJ WL,
cnl llyu hpe jSm La VL Bl fh! lu pw pS cysmC
h acl L ch VL! HMe RV RV LSJ jm VL jmz RV
LS hm WLel aje LeJ l eCz Mh Lj Ll qmJ OVu fn
yz hwmcn VLu Qln VLz OVu Le hpejSeJumL Qln VL
ch Bjcl mLl! a C h ch LL! LSel qa VL BR
cn! QLl Ll Xl CeullC k VL lSNl Ll, a cu
hsis a cll Lb, face chm MhlJ SVh ez aCa ceal
Bnu ea qu phCLz fmnl ceal Lb mL qjnC hm! Oo Le
Mh e HLSe fmn! jp hae La fu p! k VL hae fu, pC
VLu al hE hQ eu al L hyQ bL ph! cea cje eu La hs
hs Lb mL hm, L cea LeJce OQh e kace e pLml
EfSe Hje qu, k EfSe cu bL MJu fll hh Ll kuz Bhl
HJ ih, hs ceam hs hs mLlC Llz kcl AeL BRz
VLuLl qa AYm VLz hnl iN LuLn She Qmuz LeJja
jb NySl WyC Bl ce chm ial SNe qmC Bjcl cnl
hnl iN jeo Mnz de cnC A h hpel fl BlLV Sepl
fuSe Aeih Ll phC, a qm Bec, gaz Bec gaL Bjcl
cn jVJ fuSeu hm ih qu e, ih qu hmpaz HV Le!
cnel HC agv L cll LlZ! eL Ae LeJ LlZ BRz HLhl
39

ih Sy l p H eu BmQe Llz flC Bhl Evpq cMC ez

ihem Bjl jbu ku Bpz Bp kuz ihem LbJ l qu
bL ez hap dml ja Js, aml ja Jsz MC qlu ku, Bhl
gl gl Bpz jeo ejl Sa HLVCz AbQ L hic HC jeol
jdz LE fh, LE fh ez LE Mh, LE Mh ez LE pM bLh,
LE bLh ez LlJ ph qh, LlJ LRC qh ez LlJ LR She je
Bec, LlJ LR She chpqz k nV SjR BS p, Bl k
nV SjR hwmcn, L acl jd fbL! jeo qph LeJ
fbL eC, AbQ L ioZ lLj i Ahu flhn cV n c cn hs
qRz BhlJ ih Mh L fbL? Bj k flpl de Qe hpl hs
Nmj, Bl YLl mne Heuaq Mel hs NuRmj, L Hje
fbL chsl jd? L Hje agv c Sel She kfe? e, Mh HLV
eCz del, p k cnC qL, HLC lLj Blj bLz ah Nlhl Ah
qua iz hwmcnl Nlh Bl pl Nlh a HLlLj Ahu bL e!
Nlhl k Qql cMR hmim, HC kc Nlh qu, ah aSNyl hL
L hm kh! cN fNll Jfl hyn fya Jl Jfl HLMe a hRu Ol
heu jal jd She LVRz aSNy hl cNV flpl Lga
hpJ qWv Bjl eL Hp mNz QlcL hnue eu Lb qRz Ll
Se hnue! fbh RV qu BpR hm quz L Lcl LR RV?
hwmcnl HLSe pdlZ mLl LR hnuel Ab L! aL a Lhm
nj ca qh del de hsaz hnue Lhm a fZhC HL cn bL
BlL cn Ahd khz Nlh cn bL LV Sep hcnl hSl
fyRh! Nlh cnl LV mL CR LlmC cnl pje fla flh!
Nlh qm qa f Lje hyd fs kuz pje La jf qu ku! dea
La pja qu ku! phC fbhlC pe, L LlJ LlJ Se HL euj,
LlJ LlJ Se Aez LlJ Se hyQ bL, LlJ Se ja z LlJ Se
pM, LlJ Se cxMz qWv pM nV BjL cma bLz pM L de
cma qmC qu! aSNyl hl HL juL cMR Nu Rsy Lfs fu
Sa eC, jul Qm hm LV LV ELe BeR Bl MmMm Ll qpR,
lmmCel dl HLV jVl Qmu Le Xm fa Smu jul j'V
ia gVR, jJ qpRz JC pjuVa j Bl ju cSeC Mh pM Rmz
Bl HMe HC flp Qel hsa al AYm pfcl jmL j
VeL cMR HLV HLm Ol hoZ hp bLa, jVJ je que ae Mh
pM BRez
Sy nm BjL qVm fyR cu Qm ku Vminez JMe Bjl
cJu hwm prvLll glp Aehc Lll cua fuR pz Sm
qVm Mhl cu lMR Bj ke glC HLhl aL ge Llz ge
40

qa eu hp bLz CR LlC Sml ge elV Bj im kCz Qe

ge Ll, "Eg ajL a fJuC ku e pcl, LlR L plce! hm,
pcel pjel Lje qm? eQuC Mh qpLl! eQuC ajl im
mNez'
Bj n Nmu hmR, Bjl im mNRz
hm L?
qy im mNRz Bj hnrZ Rmj e JMez ah kcl p Lb
quR, Mh im jeo alz
Qe q q Ll qp EWmez hmme, "aj HMeJ im Ll Qee
Jclz'
Bj Bl Lb hsCez Qel BlL L hl hl dea qR, hm,
ajl LR mNh L e hmz
e, Bjl LR mNh ez
Le mNh e! k LRC mN, BjL hmhz Bj ajl phu
euSaz im e Lz
jnm CXm Hm jnmL Bjl qVml Ol Qm Bpa hmz Ol hp
cSe MeLrZ Nf Ll Lg c glH kC, JMe hp ccnl jucl
Ah eu Lb hmz Lb qu iV euz fn hRl BN pl jul
iVl AdLl fuRz jnm Sea Qe Lh Bjcl JcLLl jul
fuR HC AdLlz Mh pS, paQn pm hVn cl qm ilaho
bL, NZal fa qm, flo Hhw el EiuC iVl AdLl fmz
jnml HLV Lbu Bj hpu cjeV Lb hma fl ez pCvSlml
jul eL iVl AdLl fuR Eenn HLl pmz
p la Bjl LV Buea gLl hsaz hnm hsz Bueal
HL Aepl, aylJ jnm hm ej, Bjl prvLl eme iXJaz
Bjl hs A qRmz Ha fn Ha El Bjl Bl pCRm ez hl hlC
no Lla QCRmj, L Buea gLl CR Bjl khau Lbha
ae lLX Ll lMhez L Le? LS mNhz L LS? ajl JflC
HLV abQ LlR Bjl! Bjl A Ell hsz
flcez pLm eVu Sm Hm qVmz Mhl fu Npm Ll nc HLV
pV Bl hcj lPl HLV fV fl glgl jSS eQ kCz Q e
eu cSe hp jMjMz Sm cs Ljuez BNl pC Lm Sep fle
alz Ajm qp Tmjm Ll Sml jMz
Lje BR apmjz
imz aj?
imz Sm qp JW hmz

41

Lm la Sm hmRm BS p LyVu LyVu eVu Bphz eVl HL jeV

cl qm Bj eL hlu ka flz je je hmRmj, khC az
ajl Se Bj Le Afr Llh Sm?
ajL cce pju cmj Smz ke eaml p pju LVa flz
ke Bjl QLl Lla e quz
Jq ez apmj L hmR aj! Bj phpju Afr LlRmj ajl
gelz
aj a ge Lle!
qy LlRz aj eCz
p a Bj CR LlC eCz ke aj eaml p..
L hmR aj!
qy, paz
eaml p, aj Se, Bjl LeJ Nil pfL eCz Jl p cO
pju LVa, hnp Ll, Bjl im mN ez pjuC LVa Qu ez
ah L Bjl p im mN? je je hm aqm Qm Hm e Le!
Sml em cV QM QM lM hm, aehl ge LlRz H LeJ ge
Ll qm? Sm qp hm, "WL BR kJ, fa cn jeV fl fl HMe bL
ge Llhz WL BR?'
Bj hTe SmL cMm Le je qu Bj Mh im BRz ke ph L
LV NR, ph ci he cl quRz Bjl hp bLa bLaC eam Hmz
Lm p ge LlRm, BS Bjl p cM Lla Bph hmRz HC
eam Sml fjL eam euz eam hegl flpl plhe
hnhcmu hwm nMz Bjl Mhl fuR nnl iQkl LRz nnl
hwmcnl Rm, flp LuL hRll Se hwm fsa HpRez
eaml LR Mhl fu al fu mS mSC HpR emlae, iml
Rm, flp mMfs LlRz eam juV QjvLlz Bjl Mh im mN
JLz ke Jl AeLcel h Bjz eam pcl hwm hm, pcl hwm
mMJz Sm Bjl hwm mM cM hm, H a LeJ io eu, H qR
BVz eam qWv hm BjL p glp io nMhz
hq hn a nMJz
L nMa QJ fbj?
Bj ajL imhpz
S ajz
HL HL Ll p mMm, Lje BR, im BRz Lj ph? phz dehcz
jlpz SmL hmmj, Sm, S ajz
Sml QM jM Mna Em qu EWmz El p glp iou L hmm
hTez eam mM kR BlJ LR glp nz Sm hmm, "BS plce
42

L ajl p bLhz BjL Rs Ae LbJ kJu BS ajl Qmh

ez Qmh ez' Hl jdC Sy nm Hp Efaz NaLm ae e OV
Vmine LVuRe Bjl hwm Aehc Llaz SmL hNma qp
Lmu hm c BjL eu ae Aflu NuRmez
Sm hmm, L hfl aj a hme aj k Aflu NuRm!
qp hm, je Rm ez
je Rm e?
Sm qp JWz nl qpl ja qpz
hlV hS Nmz pLmC Qe qVm g fWu SeuRe k
BjL ae ps hlVu Hp eu khe, gla cu khe aeVuz
AVmul Vmine bL fVl ejl HL mL Ql f m g
fWuRe, LL k HC mL Mhl fme Bj Lbu BR, Se ez
SmL hm gV fs nea, Bjl fr Aa m Sep fs ph euz
Sm hd Rml ja neuz Qe Hm SmL p eCz pS HXne
VL, Qel fLneaz L hnm fLnel hsVz pLm BjL cM
hoj ERpaz c Nm k La hl LaSel LR fa ca qm Qj Maz
Ai eC Hphz L Jcl Aipl LR Bjl NmcMe hpSe ca
quz
la HmShb Bpz al abQl iXJ LpV cm BjL, k J
al LlRm YLu Nuz hmm, hCnV cn HC abQV Le euRz
pCvSlm, Cam, fe, Cwm, pCXe, XejL, BjlL..z
HmShb YLu kje lqp js Rm, Hhl Bl a euz hmm, YLu
al Tjm quRmz aln Se fmn al fRe kMe p nMlfa
fyQRz L Ll al khl Mhl fmn Se, a HMeJ al LR lqpz
guS ej k RmV aL hwm bL glpa Aehc Ll cuRm,
HmShb Qm Bpl flC aL dl eu NuRm fmn, beu eu LuL
qSl fn LlRz fmnl LlZ HmShbl Bl nMlfa Rh am
ph quez Sp Llmj, hCnV cn ajl HC Rh Le em? BQk!
qyz ioZ fRc LlR Jlz fQl QW BpR Bjl LRz Jl ajL
pqjja Sea Quz ajl WLe QCR z
Bl kh e YLu?
HmShb qp hmm, Bjl Se YL kJul fb hdqu h qu Nmz
BjL Bl YLa ch hm je qu ez
HmShb Qm khl p eam Hm, p emlae Bl njm Qha
ej HLV Rmz njm emlael hz emlae l Ll eu HpRz
jlN, gmLf Bl hpja Qml iaz em QjQ cuRm bmuz plu
cu qa Xhu cC iaz Lace fl ial c fJu! Bqz njm hl
43

hlC hmR, cc Bfel p flQa qhl CR pC Lacelz L k im

mNR cc!
eam Hp Le JuLje mNu hwm Ne ea hp NRz eam,
BfcjL glp ju, L QjvLl hwm hm, hwm mMz hwm Nel
fNmz Sp Ll, HC aj ns fla fl?
jb es hmm, ez
JL HLV mm ns cmjz emlaeL nVz
"eu eJz Bjl mNh ez' p k Mn cSez
njm jVa hcj h Llz p HMe lSeaL Bnu QuRz
See, glp plLl aL Bnu ch L ez e cm aL cn Qm ka
qhz hcj h Ll ce HLn y SV alz
HMe Sepl p k L Be cj, HC VLu L Qma fl!
L Ll Qm ccz
njm hs LlZ l hma bL, HL Ol pa BVSe NcNc Ll
bLz hPml jV Vne hcj h Ll, Lfs h Ll, gm gm
h Llz Hph h Ll jVa eoz fmn fuC dl eu kuz
jldl Llz
Ma Ma njml Nf ez
fel alM Bfel Jfl HLV Aee quR Vminez c OV
BN bLC hfe cRmz hp Rmj BfeL cMh hmz L k im
mNR ccz
emlae hmm, HMeLl LNS pce fsmj pl Cm LmSm
Bfel Jfl HLV hno BmQe Aee qRz Nh hL il NRz
MJu no qm Bjl phC jm hCl kCz AeLV fb lal flp
Ss qyVz hwmu Lb hma hma qyVz la AVmu Vmine bL
ge, Bjl Jfl HLV abQ hea Jl hwmcn ka Quz Bj lS
L e Sea QCRz Hph L ka cMR, aa AhL qCz Bj a pC
BjC! pC AhLnl Bjz
eam la bL ku Bjl Olz AeLV la Nf Ll LVuz pLm
Oj iP ku Vmgel nz eQ gVNgl Afr LlRz Nj eua
pNj gVHSp bL HpRz hm cC k eQ ka flh e, QCm
Jfl ke Qm Bpz juV Bjl Ol Qm Hp fNml ja Rh ama
bLz Rh am aMeJ no que, amS bL Hme Llme jLeSz
aMe Q MRz gVNgl Afr LlRz Llme Mh LR jMjM hp
hmme, "HLV Efep BjL Rfa cez'
"Efep a LR eC hLz HXne VLL cu cuRz'
"Efep kc e ca fle, Aa HLV Nfl hC cez'
44

"LR a eCz Nf k BR, a VLL ch hm Lb a cu gmRz'

"L Bjl k QCRz pC Lace bL Bjl YLu Bfel LR ge
LlR, g LlRz LR HLV Bjcl caC qh apmjz cu Lle
Bjclz Bfel m hlh pVlz HC pVll jdC BjL
RV Nfl fmf cez caC qhz'
e hma Bj fl ez Se e, e hma Bjl L qu Lez hs Ll
HLV e hm ch, fl ez L l JW ez m qu e hmaz Lje ke
ju qu jeoVl Sez Bj Mh im LlC Se k Bj Hje LR mMe k
L e glp iou fLn fa flz m a euCz Qe kMe Bjl
LR k LRC H fk mMR phC QuR, Bj paC mu fsRz
Buea gL Bl jnm CXm kMe Qu jlR, m Bjl Lj quez
ah hs du ehQa LmjV cuRz k deal Lb hmR ehQa
Lmj, p dea HMeLl jul h BNC fu NRz Bjl elhc
Hcl LR eaC fle Sepz Bl k LV mMC mMR, phC a
Bjcl cn Bl pjS pfLa, LaVLC h glpl Aa cl cnl
eacel pjpl p Ssa! Llme LeV glj eu HpRez
hmR, HMe pC Llh e, BN cn gl cM Bc LeJ Nf Bjl
LR BR L ez bLm Le LeV BfeL fWe kuz Llme
HLV fLV Bjl qa cu hmme, HV ajl Sez Mm cM HLV
Osz hmme, Sy nm hmR, ajl HLV Os clLlz
Sy nmL Bj hme, Bjl Os clLlz eQuC p mr LlR k Bjl
qa Os eCz flpl AeL juC cMR lPe Os flz lPe Os
Bjl fr fl ph eu, je je hm, Lje ke hQ hQ mNz aMeJ
Bj Se e puQ Os, p lPe qmC L, e qmC L, Hl jm AeLz
HcL gVNgll jneNe QmRz LVLVLVLVLVz bjbj eCz
Ha Rh am L qh N? L Llh Ha Rh!
eam fl hmR, hT e L Llh Hph Rh? h Llhz
h? Lbu?
pl LNSz Lhm L pl! hi cnl fLuz Lhm L fLu!
hCul fLne BR, fVl Lfe BR. Vmine BR..z
HC LVLV ka e kaC m qEjeal pwhcL Hmez m qEjea
hjfcl fLz pwhcLl p pjSa hou hl Lb qmz
pjSa Le Bj hnp Llz piua CEeue fael fl Bj L
Bnhc, kc Bnhc, Le Bnhcz prvLl kMe QmRm, aMeC Sm
Hmz ka qh lXJaz eamLJ p emjz Sy nm BNC Nu hp
BR JMez Bj Bl pwhcL juV, k Bjl prvLl eh, Nu
hpmj HLV Nm Vhml Ol, Vhm Ol jCge, LQl cuml
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Jfn HLV Olz CwlSa fn Ll qh, Bj hwmu El ch, Sy nm

p p Bjl hwm glpa Aehc Ll chz eamJ hpR HLV
Qulz LQl cuml Jfn OlVa lLXw LVm qR, J OlVaC
cysu BR Smz HL HLV fnl El cC Bl Sml cL aLCz Sm
j Ll qpz QM Vf hqh Seuz SmL Bjl Ha Bfe je qu k
im Ll al p Bj fuC hwmu Lb hm gmz lXJ bL hlu
V eu fLp jESuj kCz fLp jESuj cMh HlLj HLV
CR flp ejl fl bLC Rmz Sm hmm, hdqu h, ah Qmz Nu
WL WLC cM Nm hz flpl jESujm LeJV pjhl,
LeJV jmhl h bL, HlLj eu k pql cVce ne lhhl
jESujmJ h bLhz qyVa qyVa LbJ Mh hm HLV llyu
YLz Sm hmm, HV Cccl lly, Hcl Mhl Mh im quz llyl
QqlV AelLjz ke dwpfz Abh LeJ qz HlLj LlC hee
quRz Bjcl cn kje hsOl lw Llm ih qu pcl, HMe L
ph pju a euz ka fle hs, ka fQe, jme, aa al jkc hnz
flpl hs hsm ph fbl hee, LeJ lPl fuSe qu e,
pmC flpl pckz CV pjVl hsmL, EyQ qL, TLTL
qL, jVJ pcl hm je Ll qu ez Bj Bjcl LbC ih, fle
hs iP eae hs heel dj Qmz Bjcl AhLn Mh fle hsz
hnm hnm clS Sem, EyQ pmw, cuml LlLSL jVJ ih qu
e pcl LRz AhLn iP eae XSCel hs Lll CR hsl fu
phlCz al Jfl pC fle LWl LlLS Ll BphhfmL
flm iP Ms heel CR phlz pwql jM Am MVl fumL
fle fQ ih qu, al Qu LeJ fuqe hl ja MVmL je
Ll qu pcl, BdeLz BdeL Bphhf, hsOll fa JMe BLoZ
fQz flp WL al EVz hnm TLTL aLaL AadeL cLel
Semu cMR pSe BR QVl h, fs Ms, iP CV, jl Xmz
JmC HMe pckz Hph cM Bjl HLV Sep je qu, BdeLal
no EW Hcl Bl BdeL BLoZ eC, Bl fQeaj cnmu f f
Ll kMe BdeLa EyL cR, pMe jeo sjs Ll Nu ByLs
dlR pVz BdeLa je L? eSl LRC fn Llz fa, Bphh,
fnL eae YwHl ejC L BdeLa! jel BdeLaL kc paLl
BdeLa hm, ah de cl eae fQe ph cnC BR pC BdeLaz
cn h pjS i qa fl, L Bjl kl fle jmhd fRe gm
eae cL eae Ll eae ih eae pjul Lb ihR, acl ihem
HLz Bl kl dja, Aa, qwpa Cac eu BR, acl
BQlZNmJ HLz
46

Cccl Mhl Mh Bmc clz Sm hmz

Bj hm, a Le qh? LeJ MhlC djiL euz Hm cniL,
HmL iLz
Sm phN jb es BjL ALl Ll hm, e, Cccl Mhl
AelLjz
L hmR Bhmahm! LeJ MhlL aj hma fl e HC Mhl
Cccl, HC Mhl jpmjecl h MVeclz p k Ccl qSl
hRl bL hp LlR, acl Mhl Cc-Mhl qh Le, qh glp Mhl!
hwmcnl jpmjel Mhl Bl ClLl jpmjel Mhl HL euz
ilal MVecl Mhl Bl Caml MVecl Mhl HL euz Blhl
Cc Bl Sjel Ccl MhlJ HL euz
Sm hm, HLz
HL qJul a LlZ eCz
Sm BhlJ hm, HLz HL, LlZ ph cnC acl hno Mhlm al
HL lLj Ll al Llz
e, Bj ajl Lb jea flmj ez
e jea flm Bjl LR Lll eCz L Bj k hmR, a WLz Ccl
faV cnC HLlLj Ll Mhl al Llz
Bj pSl jb es hmmj, djl p Mhll LeJ pfL eC,
bLa fl ez Bj eQa ilal Cc Bl pl Cc HLlLj
Mhl al Ll ez ilal Elml qc Bl crZml qccl
MhlC iz Hph eil Ll HmLl Jflz eil Ll pC HmLl
pwal Jflz
Sm al ja glu ez BjJ ez
k LV Mhll Lb hm quR, HL HL Ll ph Bpz phml jd
LR e LR he BR, aJ Bhl hcz Tmz Sml bmu hs HLV
jlQ pz nLfal ial ia il js cuRz L Aa Mhl hh!
Bjl fr MJu ph qu ez Bjl bm bL Sm Mm, Bj Sml
bL MeLVz hpzlly bL hlu kMe qyVR, qWv cM HLV
llyl ej imaul lly, imaull ej lz
HMe L imaul bLae?
Sm hm, e, pje See qRz
Sy nm hm, apmjl ejJ HLce flp l qhz
q q Ll qp EWz
jXe BV jESujV hCl bL cMm je qh B HLV aml
LlMez eelLj em cu hee jESujl cumVz HmLVa
mLl is, LR e LR mNC BRz eam hmm HMe eL hn LR
47

hPm LS Llz fb LeJ hPm cMmC p qp Bjl cL aLu,

Le Le hm, cMm hPmz LR hPm cMmj, lu cysu Qml
jd ej mM mLV h LlRz Aa RV Qml jd L Ll ej mM
ku, a Bjl jbu YL ez jVu lm Qs qm, LeJ hcjAm hPm
QM fsm ez eam hmm, Nlj fs NR, Jl hCl Qm HpRz
HLV fLl Lmj Lel nM qm qWvz ioZ cjz
Sm, Bjcl cnJ fLl Lmj fJu kuz L Ha cj eu a
Jm!
Jm eQuC Bpm eu, eLmz aC cj Ljz aj flp bLC fLl
Lez Hm Bpmz
fLll Nu WL HlLjC a mM bL, Le Bpm qh e Bjcl
cnlm?
Sm hm, qua ehV Ha im e, Hml kje imz
Sm al ja fVh e LRaCz no Ahc cj cuC HLV fLl Lmj
Le quz k LeJ cj cMmC Bj BV cu Z Ll gmz hCul
cLe YLJ LR Bl Le ph euz hnm HLMe hC mill Jflz
cjJ Lma flh e, JSeJ ez aC hcz BlJ LRrZ hCul
cLemu pju LVh, al pju eCz Vmine ka qh, Sm as
cmz
dv Ha Vmine Bjl im mN ez qmC a Laz
HVC noz Sm jea Llz
HLfn, HL Elz Bl im mN ez m Le plLl hSu Llm,
gau cm Le, Bjl Lje mNR gaul fl, LeJ pjbe BR L
e cn, HphC az glpl a eRC Hph, Bl La eh! Bjl im
mN ez
Sm hm, hT Bjz Bj kc aj qaj, BjlJ Hje mNa, kje mNR
ajlz L Jl Hje Ll dlR, HhlVC no, ajL Bl L ch ez
Bj n Nmu hm, Sm, Bj pdlZ HLSe jeoz Mh plm iou Mh
pdlZ Sep mMz BjL eu Ha q Q Le! Bj a ihRmj
VphN AeeV Ll gl kh cnz jTMe bL flpV cMhz
flp cMlCR Bjl hcelz HCph lXJ Vmine Ha e Ll
flpV Ol hsm im mNaz Abh ajcl p B cuz
Sm cOnp gmz SmJ pha hyd al HC pwNWel QLlaz alJ
LR Lll eCz BjL HMe eu HpR lfVp py Vup Bl Ba
Vmine, Ha MlQ LlR Hl Bjl fRe, e qu, k Aeld LlR,

48

jeC emj LRz LmC a Qm khz qVm fyR Sm hmm, ajL

ae jeV pju cmjz Hl jd al qu eJz
Sml LR Bhcl Ll cn jeV pju eu pe Ll HLV hmQl ns
flmjz Nt Mul lPlz Sml HC lwV Mh fRcz BNC HC nsV cM
hmRm, HV ajL HLce fla qh,Aa Bjl Sez nsVl ByQm
HLV ju Lmp qa, HLV Rm Os QmR Hph cM hmRm,
fjl Nf hT!
Bj eQ ej Hm Sm nsl ByQmV qa eu j Ll qpz
QMcVJ qp alz Vmine Nu cM fQ ph hal jqmz
Bjl Mh im mN ju-pwhcL Bl ju-gVNglcl cMaz
Bjcl cn qa Ne ju pwhcLal LS Llz LlhC h L!
mMfs no Lla e LlaC a acl hul fsa hpa qu, Bl fi
jl k Bcn Ll jul a aC jb ea Ll fme Llz flol
fnfn hp mMmM Ll, Mhl kNs Lla RVRV Lll LS
jucl jeh e pC eu eJu quz k jqmV Bjl prvLl
ehe, ae BjL hwmu fnl El cJul Se Aeld Llez glpl
CwlS fRc Ll ez CwlS SemJ flafr hma Qu ez jaioVC
Hcl LR fRcz Lb hmm Bj Bjl jaiou Lb hmh, AehcL
al ka MlQ qL Beu eh, ah BjL CwlSa Lb hma ch ez
CwlS ioV glpl jVJ fRc Ll ez CwlSl p Hcl cO cO
Lml hld Hl fRe LS Ll phaz
LL XLh hwm bL glp Aehcl Se? Sy nm cyal Xll
LR NR, Bpa flez ps RVu HV fQl qh, palw Hre mNhz
AaHh eam, aj flh? eam iu em qu, al JCVL hwm hc
eu jV ilp fu ez AaHh BjLC hwmu hm hwmVLl CwlS
Aehc mM cu Bpa qu, eam J bL glp Ll ehz p lu ku
Viaz qhu je hmhe BjL eu, Bjl flCz
Sm Hhl BjL eu Nm, fu cs, nmp H mSl geLz geLL
pqa pwaL Lc hm kuz hC f, Nel k, LpV pX ph h
qu, fnfn pqaL pwaL Aeec quz fuC mMLl aycl hC
bL fsez BS aL fp Xj chp fme qR geLz hs HLV
fcne qRz lfVp py Vup HMe BuSe LlR BmQe pilz
Sm hmm, ajl HMe CwlSaC hma qh je qRz Sy nm a
Bpa flR ez hwm bL glp Lll LE eCz Bjl CwlSl k qm,
fRc ja LeJ nC MyS fJu ku ez lXJ Via k qL glpa
are are Aehc qu ku k hmz L HLhl cnL nal pje!
HLV QulJ Mm eCz OlV fl il NRz glpl im CwlS Se
49

e, HVC Bjl ilpz HlLj kMe ihR, aMeC cM HL TyL hPmz

TyLl jd emlae, fbfaj jSjclz fb hwmcnl Rm, jLieu
fLz YLu Bjl p cM Lla Bjl hsa NuRme, aMeC
Bmfz fbl p flpl Aip qa jmmjz
HLSe hPm MySRmj, BfeL fJu Nmz
hPml aarZ BjL Ol dlR, Lh HpR, Lbu EWR, Lace
bLh, Cac qSl lLj fnz ERpa phz
fbfaj, ke Bjl qSl hRll h, hlhlC hma mNme, "Le
Bjcl Mhl cJe kce Hm? pceC ge Ll cJu ka e!
Bjcl hsa ej Lla flaj!' fbl fn cysu bL HL mL
hmme, "Qme Bjcl hsa khe BSL, HLhm Aa Mhez' LmC
Qm kh e Cp Cp Bq Bq Ll JW phCz Le BN bL Jl Sem
e, Lbu BR Bjz aqm a BjL qVm bL am eu ka
flaez BN Sem Bjl a HLV Aeel BuSe Lla flajz
HMe hPmcl RVMV pwNWe BR, ph pwNWel flQmLlC QL QL
Ll cxM LlRez pLmLC Bjl hea l Sea qm, HMe a Bl
pju eC iCz LmC Qm khz Le Bl LV ce bLR ez Hih flp
Hp acl hsa e Nu cV hPm Mhl e Mu hcu eh, H Lje
Lb qm!
N Llm Qmh e, j hl hp NRez BjL XL qRz j
BjL eu hpme lfVp py Vupl pie, Aeel EffLflQmLz piel hy fn hpeul pwhcL, Xe fn Bj, Bjl
fn Ljle, Ljlel Xe BmSluz pl mLl BLl
Mhl Mh im lMz BmSlu a hma Nm pl Oe Bauz
hpeul MhlJ hn lMz Lhm ilaho pfL BNq Mh eCz SeJ e
Mh hn LRz
HL HL Ll fnl El cRe pwhcLlz pLmC glp iou hmRez
BjLC Lhm CwlSa hma qhz CwlS bL glpa Aehc Ll
ch Lez kqa HL io bL BlL iou Aehc LlaC qh, aMe
hwm bLC eu Lez hPml cmVl cL kC e f hV cJu qm,
fa pm ejl HL hPm jqm j Hme Bjl Aehc Llaz HLV
Ell Aehc Ll ae cnLl Bpe hp LEL cM Bjl Qu im
AehcL HLSeL cR hm eS LV fs kyL fWme, ae Ajai
Qhaz fa pml eSl Jfl B LRV Ljz Sm cysu BR,
Qul HLVJ Mm eC k hphz hl hl al cL Bjl QM Qm kuz
Sml Qu pcne Bl LeJ glpL L Bj H Ahc cMR! eq!
cMez Sm NmNm Ll glpa Lb hm, ea hn mNz al CwlS
50

hmJ hn jSl, hnl iN hLC p l Ll BC Aj Nuw cuz BC

Aj Nuw V Lj V Cul qVm, BC Aj Nuw V N V eamp qEp,
BC Aj Nuw V hC H VLV HlLjz qWv eamL cM, emlaeLJz
emlae Bjl cJu nVV fl HpRz Ajai Qha AeNm Bjl
Lel LR jM He hm kRe jl hl L L hmRez hcl hh
no qm cnLcl jd bL fn l qmz jma glp-is bL fnz
HLSe Sje imL Sea QCme, CElf bL ayl L Ll BjL
pqk Lla flez Bj hmmj, cn J hcnl khc hhLhe
pQae jeol pqkNa Rs Bjl fr fpfV fJu ph qa ez
fQjl cnm k cnm hL dea Hhw jehdLl hnp Ll,
AeL Bjl fpfV gla chl Se, Bjl elfl Se, m
hCVl Jfl bL plLl eod am cJul Se fQl QW mMRez
acl Bcmel gmC Bj Bjl fpfV gla fuRz Bfecl
LR Bj paC Laz qua HLce Bj elf fh cnz qua m
hCVl JflJ Bl eod bLh ez
HLpju cM mm HLV Sj fl eam YLR, Sml eamz eam
YLC SmL eu clSl hCl Acn qu Nmz Sm L HMe eaml p
Qm kR LbJ! Bjl je Mlf qu kuz Sm, aj a hmR eaml
p ajl Nil LeJ fj eC! ah kR Lbu!
jnm CXml pwNWel ju alpL cM z jnm ge LlRme
qVm, BjL ea Bphe p paVuz Buea gLl hsa
ejz Sm Ecu quz je im qu kuz qhu jel qp-jMVJ fmLl
Se QM fsz mLV Bjl Ru jse ez iol Aphdl Se HC cla
ae eSC al LlRez CR Ll glp ioV nM ea, L L Ll
ph! eaml p Q Ll cMR, qu ez SiL Nm Ll fyQu
Nml am bL Aa Aa n Jl hl Ll, JlLj n na Q LlmJ
Bjl Nm bL hlh hm je qu ez Aee no qaC BjL Ol
dlm AeLz Sje bL HpRe HL el pwNWel ez ae BjL
BjZ SeuRe Sjel Aee ha Lllz
Bj hm cC, cn Nu Seh BfeLz HMeC Lb ca flR ez
Aeel glp cnLl Bjl LR is Lle AVNg faz
Bfel hC Lh hlh?
pha pVlz
Bjl Adl BNq hp BR Bfel hC fsh hmz
Bj hoZ qpz Bjl cL hs juu aLu HLV ju hmm, Bfe L
pC bLhe HMe bL?
e, Bj Lm cn gl kRz
51

cn Le glhe? JMe kc BfeL jl gm!

Bj cn glR e BlJ fyQ RSe glp ju hpul Ol hma
bL, e e e cn glhe ez cn Bfe L Ll hyQ bLhe gau
eu! Hje HLV gau cu cm, Bl Bfe gll Lb ihRe, L Ll
ihRe!
aC hm eSl cn Rsh! Aphz
Bfel hT fZl ju eC? k LlC qL hyQ bLa qh az hyQ e
bLm mMhe L Ll!
jeoml QMl EN EvL ju jjam Bj Aehc Ll eCz
Hlfl k LSe hPm HpRme Aee, Bhl Ol dlme BjLz Qme
Bjcl hs Qmez
BS a flR e iCz la ej BRz
ah Lm!
Lm Qm khz
Bjl L LRC Lla flh e Bfel Se?
Hhl a qm ez fll hl Hm eQuC kh Bfecl hsaz
fb faj flQu Llu cme nnl iQkl pz nnl Lm ja MV
ja hQ hQ Qqll HL mLz nnlL hmmj, eR im Aehc
Lle, Bfel Lb Bj Bjl fLnLL hmh, HMeLl glpcl hwmu
Bjl Mh HLV B eCz
pLmC Mn qm k hPmcl LEL cuC Aehcl LS qh hmz MeL
fl fb BjL MeLV cl plu fmu lu ejl HL mLl p flQu
Llu cu hmme, fmu lu QNjl Rmz hce bL BRe Hcnz
fmu hn im Aehc Lla flhz LR AehcJ LlRz ame qu ez
LeJ hPmC Jl ja im glp mMa fl ez
fmu Bl nnl cSel elC fbl LR bL emjz Sy nm Hl hwmu
Bj jVJ p eCz fmul ejC e qu Qe hpl LR f h Llh,
ih je jez HL Sfe cysu Rm qy Llz LR Hp hmme, Sfe
bL al Bjl p kNkN Lla Qez Bj ke L HLV hnm LR
qu NRz L Bj L quR LR? Mh im Se k Bj LRC qCez k
Bj, p BjC BR, AhLnl Bj, NhQl Bj, MeLV hL h,
MeLV Bcn je, MeLV pa N ipe, LR hT, LR e hT
juz
Sml p hLV pju LVe ph quez jnm CXm Bl Buea
gLl p jdla Ahc LVa quz

52

Hfml Ql alMz Bjl Qm khl cez Hulp flp bL

hwLL, bC HulmCp hwLL bL YL, YL bL hwmcn hje
LmLa, LmLau Lce LVu Bhl YLz kl BjL flp HeRe,
acl BS flpl cL qa es Bjl hma qh, fu flp, ajL
hcu, fu flp, S ajz Qe hp Bjl khl Mhl e qVm Qm
Hmez pC Lll Se LeV glj HeRe Qez pC Lll fl hmme,
fyRC ke ayL Llel el k hCV j mM no LlR, fWu
cCz eam Bjl Lfs Qfs pVLp il cRz AeLl p cM
qJul Lb Rm, qm ez pjul Aih qm ez Qe hp L fC fC Ll
hm cuR, Bjl mM LeJ glp Se Hje hPmL cu Aehc
Llhez Qe Lb cuRe k ae aC Llhe, ah ml Aehc Sy
nm fu no Ll HeRe, HV eae Ll Aehc Lll pha fuSe
eCz fuSe eC, H Lb Bj WL je eC ez
flp Rs Qm kh, ihaC hLl jd Ll JWz Se e Bl
LMeJ Bp qh L e flp, qua LeJceC Bl qh ez Abh qmJ
Ha imhp Ha Bcl qua fh ez
Qe hmme, Lm ajl Ba Aee cMmjz L Rm ajl
AehcL?
ez JlC kNs Ll euRmz ah eR k juV Aehc LlR, Jl
hh glp, Bl j hPmz Mh im hwm k hma fl a euz n n
n hTa fl hm je quez
Qe hmm, ajl Bpm CwlSa hm EQaz
Bjl CwlSl k qm! LeJlLj LS QmCz H cu LeJ prvLl
Qm ez JlC hm BjL hwmu hmaz
L hm ajl CwlSl qm Mlfz pce cfl eim AhSliVll
Sy ceuml p hn Ru a hmmz ajl mMmM, ajl pwNjz
pju fm aj hn pcl hma flz HMe bL p eJ aj
CwlSa ch k LeJ prvLlz
cM, Bjcl cn CwlS QQ HLhlC eCz jM hma Nm cM
Aip e bLu n MySa quz
ajl hh ke ph SuNu, kMeC Lb hmR, f qu, p LlZC
hmRz LlZ AehcL, dl qWv Ll HLSe AehcL fm, ajl
QQaehnp pfL kl LeJ f dlZ eC, p ajL, aj kC
hm, im hTa flh ez AehcJ Lla flh ez

53

Qe Nl qu e cu kRe BjLz ayl hhph kje im, ayl

pqjjaJ cMl jaz pVLp NRa NRaC Lb hmRmj Qel
pz
qWv fLl LmjV MyS fR ez Qe YL Nm ayl JC jeV fl
nll eu MVl am, eam Ba fa Ll MySR, Bl QL QL Ll cxM
LlR, Qe MySR Bl hmR, L lLj lw hm, Bj cs cLe Nu
Hre Le eu BpRz MyS MyS MySz no Ahc fJu Nm Lmj k
nVV fl Rmj, al fLVz
BhlJ Vminel Aeel Lb JWme Qez hmme, ajl
hnp Bl Bcn pfL Bj Sez L Bal Aee ajl hh Mh
hm je quez BlLV Lb, aj kMe jmhccl hLdea h
Lll Se fh Ll, Hl fRe aj LeJ im k cMa fl ez
Bj hmmj, Le, Bj a hmCR k jmhcl pjSL fRe cL
VeRz el flol pje AdLl je e alz jucl hl gau
cR, Jcl fsu jlR, fbl Rys jlRz j hl k LeJ jeol
Jfl jL BpRz de Blh cnm bL VL Bp acl LR, qa
acl Az jp Ns EWR fQl, Bl jp bL fahRl hlR
Aea jmhcz Hl cnl phen Rs Bl LRC LlR ez HLpju
Bjcl cn a RmC djiL lSea eoz plLj a Bhl qa
fl!
Qe, je que, Bjl ka az LVu eu hmme, AehcL kih
hmR, aa kV hm quez
Bj hT k Qe NZal Lb ihRz HLV NZaL cn pLml
AdLl bL EQa lSea Lllz HV eo JV eo Hph em
CElfl jeo fle piua CEeuel Q Lfe Ll nEl JWz
piual iu piua iP kJul flJ kuez L jmhcl kc
NZa hhql Ll rjau Hp ku LeJ ce, ah a fbj k LSV
Llh a qm Lhl ch NZal, Lhl qu kh jQl, hL dealz
ehQe Sa Mh L LWe qh Jcl Se! djL hhql LlR kRaC
ihz Anra A jM jeom Bq Mcl je lr Lla Nu Hcl
cm kN cm BQk qJul LR eCz rjau e HpC plLll BnLl
fu jmhc hld eacl Nm LVa d LlR ez HlLj a eu k
al LeJ BmQeu ka Quz Bj Lmj hhql LlR Bjl jmhc
hld msCu, jmhcl L Bjl k Lmj hhql Ll Ma Qu?
e, a Qu ez al amul eu fb ejz Ljl acl lj cz Qe
kc je Lle NZa jeC qm k LeJ Bcn euC lSea Lll Ahd
AdLl, ah CElfl AeL cnC a evp lSea eoz HjeL
54

lu puLl Qq eu cysm fmn dl eu kuz ah? HMe NZa

Lbu Nmz Bl NZaC kc Ha phLRl Ed, ah qVmll evp cm
a hfm iVC SaRm Sjel ehQe!qVml a L Ll rjau
Bpez
iha iha pNlV dlCz eam djL hmm, pNlV lM, Ma qh
ez
HC noz
e, gm cJz MJ ez
eaml QM Bcl, npez
eme pclV Ha Bfe qu EWR Le Bjl! ayl em QM Bjl Se
imhp l qu BRz Le eam BjL imhp! Bj hPm hm,
kqa p hwm nMR? eL Bjl Lb fLu Rf qu hm, BjL
lXJ Vmine XL hm p ihR Bj hMa jeo, aC? eL
Bjl Jfl gau Sl quR hm LlZu? eL Bjl LR fcl glp
Aehc fs al im mNR hm? LeV? Bj Aeje Lll Q Llz
l qa fl e LeJ HLV LlZz Hl jd Sm Qm HpR, pJ Ru
eu HpR al hNz BS p Qm kR jfymJz
eamL hm, flpl no pNlV BjL Ma cJz
eam Aije WyV gmu hm, ez
eamL ka cM, AhL qCz hwmu Lha mMl CR alz SmL
hmRmj eam hn im hwm hmz Sm hmRm, ah eQuC JC
emlael fj fsR p, fj fsmC io nMl BNq qu, fjLl
p hwm QQ LlR hmC im hwm hmRz Ahn eaml hmu a quez
J hmR pceC emlaeL fbj cMRz eam hwmL imhpC
hwm nMR, hPm Rml fj fs euz emlael Se ju qu,
BjL hs Lyc Lyc Nmu hmRm, "cc BjL a asu ch H
cn bL, mMfs no, fn Ll hlR Bl c jp fl, HMe a Bl
bLl Efu eCz Bfe kc Q Lle, aqm Bjl qua bL qh
HMez LlZ cn k gl kh, cn Nu L Llh? JMe a QLl
eC, LR eCz' emL hmR, L Bj L Ll Q Llh, Lbu Ll LR
L hmh? emlae Qf Ll Rmz LaV AeQua Bl ci he bL
BjL Aeld LlR p, hT! SmL hmR kc ph qu emlaeL ke
pqk Llz See Sml fr Bc ph qh L ez qh e quaz
emlae Le flpC bL ka Qu! Bj emlae qm cn gl ka
QCajz eSl cnl Se k qL LR im Lla QCajz L BhlJ
ih, cnl Se QCmC L LR Ll ph! emlae kc hnhcmu
nrL qJul Se Bhce Ll, ah L Mh pqS p nrLl QLlV
55

fh? qc qJul Afld aL L ciN fqa qh e! qh! jpmje

ejl jeol k ciN fqR e, a euz Bpm rjapecl full
mL e qm ciN fqa quC LeJ e LeJihz hwmcn HLV
NZaL cn, HC k hm Ha, hm hm jM ge am gm, BpmC L
HV LeJ NZaz iVl hSl LR VL MVuC Nlhl iV kc Le
ku, ah aL NZa hm L Ll! paLl NZa LeJce Bjl fh
e kace e cl jQe qR, kace e nrl fpl qR, kace e
pdlZ jeol jd lSeaL AbeaL pjSL pQaea BpRz
aace fk L? NZal QQ a QmaC qh eL LeJ HLeuL h
HLeuLl npe QJ? fnV Qe qu Bj BjL Llz Bfaa eQf
bL Bjz NZa pjSa fyShc jmhc Hphl jd jehdLl hL
dea h dea HL QjV Ll Ll ca bL Bl iha bLz
Bjl ihel pa qlu ku eaml plz

--Bj YLu kh BNVz

--qy eQuC khz Bjl hsa bLhz
--Bjl Se LR Lha fs ch? Bj LpV am lMhz

eam jqMna Bjl fs hwm Lham am euz elh LhaV

al Mh im mN hl hl hmmz Hlfl Bjl qacV dl p hmm, Bjl

Se a AeL Llm, Hhl HLV Sep Lla fl Bjl Se?

--eQuC Llhz ajl Se Bj ph Lla flz hm L QC?
--Bjl Se aj pNlV Rsz
Bj qp EWz hm, Bj a iC dle pNlV k pNlV Rsh! H
Bjl nMl MJuz
Sm Bjl il pVLpV eu eQ ej kuz BjJ eQ ej Beje
HLV pNlV dlCz eam Bjl qa bL pNlV eu gm cu hmm,

pNlV Mm L qu Se?
n L hm, Sez Lplz

pgu N Hmu cu hwmu hmm, Bjl hh BLn bLz Le

Se?
pNlVl LlZ?
qyz L quRm hm a!
hwLSeL Llpejz p Sez
Se?
qp hm, qyz
alflJ MJ?
Bj je qpz

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eam al S pC mh mM hSV al Sj bL Mm Bjl nV

mNu cuz

QW mMh a!

qy mMhz
eaml QM RmRm Llz
Sm hm, eam a BRC ajl pz aj e qu HulfV Jl p
Qm kJz Bj kh Ae HulfV, Almaz
qC Sm, BS no ce, BSJ fma QJ!
eam hmm, J Bpm eaml p pju LVa Quz
WL hmRz
Sm djL JW, fNm quRz Bj Jl hsa kh ez Bj a Alma

khz

aeSe Bjl Va EW hpz Sm cOnp Rs hm, Lm la Mh CR

Rm ajl p LVCz L aj a Qm Nm Jcl pz
--ajJ ka flaz
--BjL ej Lle, Bj kh Le!
--aa L!
--eq, ajcl hhpuL Lbhau BjL jea ez
-- jVJ hhpuL Lbha Rm ez Rm elhc BmQez
AeLV fb Nu eam hmm, hje hcl Nu L miz Bjl Mh Mlf
mN fuSecl Qm kJu cMaz BjL hlw HMe eju cJz Bj
plhe kh, cce Lp Ll ez
eam ej Nm Bjl V Rs cu hjehcl kJul hp EW
fsz flp jV Qs qm, hp Qs qh e Le! aC hp Qsl Bhcl
Bjlz hpV pS hjehcl khz hp cSe fnfn hpz Sm hm,

aj kMe hha bL, Bjl aMe ajl p bLa im mN ez aj

kMe HL bL, aMe Bjl im mN, cSe hp Nf LlaC a imz
--Lh aj flp Bph Sm?
-- SmCul no cLz aMe HLV hs is eh flpz
-- hs is Le? eaml hsaC a bLa flhz
--Bl ez ajL a hmR k eaml p Bjl pfL no qu kRz
--kq Bjl hnp qu ez Le no qh pfL! Mh QjvLl ju eamz
--Le ajl hnp qu e? Bj L jb hmR? eamL Bj imhp
ez
Sm BS Bjl Ol YLaC hmRmj, Sm Lm eamL Bj hmR
Sml p Bjl HLV hfl jm BRz Sm HL eaml p bLR,
Bj bLR BlL eaml pz Sm mSL qpRz E
cp aLu bL
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Semuz Sm hm, aj kc SmCul BN Sjea Bp, ah Sje

bL pS Qm kh jyfmuaz JMe Bjl hsa bLhz pje

pjz ajl Mh im mNhz cSe Bjl fe hsa khz fe Mh

pcl cnz
jyfmuz jyfmuz Sm jyfmul f hilz

Bl a kc e qu!
Al kc e qu, ah L?
aj a pVl BpRCz Qe hp ajL a eu BpRe ajl
hCul fLne Evphz aMe a BjL QehC ez hmh Sm, Le Sm?
Sm ej LEL a Qe ez
Sml fV LeCul ya fs, hS hL e a!
---hS hLR ez k pa aC hmRz Bj ch QM cMa fR ajL
Ol bLh pwhcLl, fLnLlz HXne VL pl Mh hs fLnez
aRs Qe hpl a VLl Aih eCz JL hm ajL ke
yua lMz hmh yu Rs Bj bLh ez aMe Qe LRaC e
hma flh ez aRs al mL cMeJ qh, hmh cM cM Bjl
mMLL Bj pl phQu cj qVm lMRz HV al fQll
LSJ chz yua kc bL, Bl Sm ejl HC hQlL kc QeaC
fl, ah HlLj V nV fl ajl p cM Lla Nm pS hm
ch, pV VC fl Hp, aRs cM qh ez
---e Smz hs hs qVm Bjl bLa CR Ll ez Bjl CR Ll Mh
pdlZ ih bL Bl Ol Ol She cM jeolz fl SNaV cMz
jeol Qu BLoZu Bl L BRz hnm cj qVm bL L Bj
jeol paLl She cMa fl!
Sm jb esz WL hmRz
hje hcl ej Bjl pVLpMe Vma EWu WmRm kMe, SmL
AfmL cMRmjz Sml Se Bjl qcu le le Ll HLV hZ hS,
hSC Qmz
kMe hjel fb kh, Sm cysu Bjl jMjMz hm, Bj ajL

QW mMhz aj AhnC AhnC mMhz je bLh a!

hoZal Jfn bL Bj jb esz mMhz

hcu hmRz Qm kRz Sm hm, Bl fyQjeV bLz je je hm, L

qh Bl HC fyQ jeV?

Sm qWv BjL Bma Ll Ssu c Nm Nm RCy u Qj Mmz H

glpcl Aipz phl p glpl HC Llz HjeL HLcel flQuJ
Llz ahJ Sml HC fn, HC Qe BjL Aa HL im mN cuz
Sml qa Ryu hm, L Ryu L MeL Lyf, hm, kCz
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Qmje pys kMe BjL jn HL HLLal cL eu kRm, fRe

gl Bl cMe Sm cysu BR L eCz

59

ah

Xul mMl Aip Bjl jVJ eCz eae hRll BN BN hn

AeL Xul jmz faV eae hRl Bpl BN ih euja lSejQ
mMhz Hje eu k l Ll ez fbj ce mMa Nu fl fa il Nm,
HjeL jSeJ mMa qm, Ha Lb jez au ceJ aCz aau ce
jSe mMl fuSe qm ez Qab ce fa AdL ilmz fj ce im
NR mMaz o cel ce hp fj Bl o ccel Lb mMa Nu cM
ku LR MyS fR e mMlz AdLl Qu Lj ilm faz Hlfl fl ae
ce lSejQ mMl Lb hjmj im hp bLz qWv ae ce fl cV
hL mMl fl aau hLV Apj lM aMeLl Se Xull Qu AdL
Sll LeJ HLV hou h qu fsz j j Xull MaVl Jfl
BlJ hC Ma Sj MaV Acn qu bL LuL pqz al fl HLce
Vhm Ts jR NRa Nu dml Bl Sj JW XulV qa fsa
HL TmL Bm eQ QM, je je hm "Jq aC a, Bjl a Lb Rm
face Ha mMhz' Lb a La LRC bLz LV Lb Bl je qu! Vhm
no fk NRe qu e, Xull fa EV EV mMm fsz fsa
fsa ih, HMe bL hL ceml Lb mM lMh, Shel La Lb
im kR ce ce z kce je qm, pcel Lb c R mM lM cC, Hl
fl ce mM Bl qu ez ih HL pju mM kh, H Bl Hje L! je a
BRC ph LRz je bLhz k ph L OV Nm, a L Bl iml jaz
L, Bjl jLV Bjl p falZ Ll Mhz k OVeV LMeJ iml
eu hm hnp Ll, pVC Lce fl jeC fs e LMeJ OVRmz je HL
BQk Sepz LeJ HL cfl HLV mm Sj fl SjNRl am cysu
Sj MRmj, pV f je BRz L Le hRl Bj Xl fn LlR,
pV ch im hp BR, Hl Jl LR Sp Lla quz fuSel LbV
je bL e, AfuSeu Lbu je hTC qu bLz je SepV Aaz
L Sep je eh, L eh e, a Bjl pd eC Aeje Llz
flpl ceNml LR LR Lb Se e L LlZ mM lMRmjz
LmLal ceml Nf mM lMm p Nf no qa e pqSz LmLa
flp eu, LmLa BjL Qe hn, flpl Qu AeL Bfe HC
LmLa, LmLa BjL eim Aehc Llz phQu hs Lb LmLaL
LMeJ Bjl hcn hm je qu ez LmLau fyR cn gll ja Bec
qu Bjlz qVm fyR pVLpV lM hlu kh hcl p cM
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Lla HlLj CR eu qVml Ol YLa Nu cM Oll clSu mq

mLLl mNe, clSl LR fmn hpz
H L l hh, Hph Le?
jVm XVLVl mNe quRz H ajl elfl Sez
LmLau BjL L L Llh? LmLal ja elfc SuN fbhl
Bl Lbu BR?
LmLau jpmje jmhcl pwM Lj eu, acl je L BR L
Se, phde bL imz
jVm XVLVl, fmn fql Hph BjL Hje mu gm k jM yS
hp bL Olz kcL c QM ku pcL khl, VC VC Ll hCl Ol
hshl CRVl fu HLV lfl nLm fle quRz L nLm Bjl
im mNh Le! fmnl clLl eC Bjl, H LbV Sl Nmu hml flJ
LE Bjl Lb jeme ez clSl fmncl Bj QCmJ hcu Lla
fl ez
Bjl LmLau bLl BuSeV BechSl bL Ll quRz kce
fL Bfp kC Qe flQacl p pSe pral Se, AiL
plLll p cM quz Mh h jeo aez N N fLl jmL qm
ha bLCz AiL plLll p fZ Mm Lb LMeJ qu e, ph euz
ayl pju eCz cjeV L aejeVl Se ayl p Lb hml pju
fJuVC piN, pVlC hh Lla AeLce mN kuz AiL
plLl BjL HLV fljn ce, LeJ pwhcLl p ke Lb e hmz
HcL L pwhcLl js Mu fsR, ke Bl LeJ LS eC SNa
pwpl, HL Bjl p Lb hmC H jqa phQu Sllz Bjl Jfl Hje
BNq p qJul jm LlZV qm gauz fh Lle J jqeh qkla
jqjc pfL Bjl hCma kph Lb BR, pph fRc que hm
pmVl qhhl lqje Bjl jbl jm OoZ LlRez HRs LmLau
Bj HMe Sefu HL mML, Bjl m hCV eu haL QmR hRl
ilz Ha ph LlZl fl pwhcLl Bjl Jfl Tyfu fsh e H ihC
ku ez hn LR eu, HLV prvLl Qu al, Bd OV e qm Ls
jeV, a e qmJ Aa fyQ jeVz L NZql pLmL hcu Ll qmz L
hma Bhl L hm gm, L mMa al Bhl L mM gm, JcL
hwmcnl qJu aa BR BN bLC, palw jmhc bL a
phde bLaC qh, pwhcL bLJ phdez
HLce Vminel mL Hm, p pem Nfduz pem Nfdu
Bjl prvLl ehez ayL e hm cC L Ll! BechSll LalJ
pem Nfdul ej em e hma fle ez Bj nlj jl kC, Bj
a Ha hs qCe k pem Nfdu Bjl prvLl ehe! L ae
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kMe eheC, Hhw Bjl pd eC ayL glu cJu, AaHh fnl

(Bj L Se eL ph fnl El!) h prvLll ja e qu BjC
fh Llmj HV HLV B qa flz qmz cC mMLl BmfQla,
HihC hflVL dl eJu qmz Lhm a pem NfduC h ee,
pwhcLcl jdJ a h BRe, aycl kMe HLl fl HL asu
cJu qRm, hs Afai hd LlRmjz Lace fl cM, prvLl e
qL, cV Lb qL e! Lh Naj Oo ccl face fLu
pwhcLa LlRe, QMl pje ayLJ ase qmz hqlEeL a
eQ am bL Jfl EWaC cJu qu ez H L Lz hlC a ah n
qu kh! Hih NZql ase qR pwhcLcl! Naj Oo ccl,
k Bjl hoj fnwp Ll m hCVl pjmQe mMRme, aeC L
Hlfl QM EV cmez H eaC im hThTz prvLl e cm
fLu Bjl pfL mMmM h bLh, a a eu, hlw heu mM
qhz Lb hmm hlw hee Nf bL el fJu kuz eMm plLlL
SeC OVez ae hmme, cHLV im fLu aqm cJ prvLlz
VCjp Ah Cu, VmNgz VVpjeJ kN qmz ge BpR jeV fl
fl, Aee pwhcLl fNm qu kRez c h bL Hp hp
BRez ju aycl SeJ quz qa Ne Sep Bl qa Nel jd
bL ez pwhcLcl p HLC lLj BmQe Bl aycl fu HLC
dlel fnl El ca ca L qu fsz L LV hcl p
pqaL BmQe Bl Buz qpel lqje LmLa Lh eu Nme
HLce, JMe ayl mML hSh hcl p Bmf qmz qpel lqje
YLu Bjl hs NuRme HLhl, aMeC ayl p flQuz YL nql
ch ae da fl Ol hluRez LmLal k LSe jpmje ejl
jeol p flQu quR Bjl, pLmLC cMR Sa dj e je jeo,
hs Nlh hd Ll aycl euz k Cm jL LeJce cl bL cMlJ
Bjl piN qh hm ihe, pC Cm j qWv HLce qVm Hme
Bjl p cM Lla, AeLrZ Rme, je Mm Lb hma fle, HLl
fl HL prvfb Hp is Llm Lb LlJ p WL qu ez cn lLj
jeol p HLC p Lb hm ku L! lSeahc, pqaL, elhc,
nf, AelN fWL, HC fWLcl jd hhpu bL he pLmC
BRe HLSel p LR Lb qm a BlLSel p qm ez Bjl
CR Ll phl p Lb hmaz LEL Bjl glu ca CR Ll ez
La LR Sel BR nMl BR Jycl bLz i i Aiam,
Shecnem ea CR Llz elhc mML ju Qfdu
BjL AhL Llme BjL Ssu dl, ihRmj ae hT Bjl
jMcne LeJce Llhe ez hmme aeJ fb ejRe Bjl pjbez
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AcnwLl lul hsa Nmj HL pu, JMe Afr LlRme

AflSa Npq ayl cmz pLmC cM Lla Qe, pLmC Lb hma
Qez L pjul Aih LlJ p Mh hn Lb hm qu ez HL la
pem Nfdul hsa ej, pj j, jeje j, hcm hp,
LjLj hp pq Me fe Ne ieu la Nil quz pem Nfdu jc
Ma Ma qa jb es lhcpa NCa bLe HLl fl HLz NmV
kje aje, pl imz a, peml hme, pem a lhcpa heu,
LE dlaJ fl ez a WL, La Bl jM bL ph Nel ph Lm,
LbJ im Nm Ne bju e cu ae heu Nu kez lhceb ayl
Ne L dlel n hhql Llae, a a Mh ASe eu! OV lhe LR
bLm Rc Qmu eJu kuz LmSl flrl MaaJ lhceb HC
mMRe pC mMRe hm fal fl fa eSl Lb mM kaez Le
flrLl pju BR MyS cMl lhceb ayl Le hCu Le LbV
mMRme! Lhm pem Nfdul Se pju MlQ Ll gmmC a Qm
ez pio jMfdul p cM Lla ayl hsa HLhl kaC quz
kCz eMm plLll hsa ej, JMe n qu hp, dl p Lb
hm, mMmM Lje qR hm, cnl Ah hm, cnl hl HC
cxpju fn BR L e hmz Shel ph Lb Mm hm eMm plLlLz
ae Bfez Mh Bfez Ha Bfe Bjl Bl LEL je qu ez Bpm
Bfe qa Nm Bau qa qu ez e quJ eSl hhl Qu iCul Qu
Bfe qa fl LE LEz eMm plLll HLV Rm Rm, ff ejz ff
kMe al j BV hRl hup, lu Mma Nu Ns Qf fs jl NRz
Aph faihe Rm Rm ffz JC hQ hupC Rh ByLa, Rs mMaz
BSJ jl plLl, eMm plLll ffl Lb ih QMl Sm gme,
facez face ae cum ffl Rh Bl ffl ByL Rhml dm
eSl ByQm cu jRez HMeJz HMeJ fcf Sm ce fa phm
ffl Rhl pjez qy HMeJz jl plLll hce BjL HjeC fn
LlRm k HLce hmRmj, dl ee BjC Bfecl ff, ff a hyQ
bLm Bjl hupC qaz ffl mM Rs Bl Rhl HLV hC eLo
fLneL cu hwmcn hl LlRz hCV eMm plLll qa cu
Bjl Bec qu Mhz eMm plLl, jujepwql dhEsl Rm HMe
LmLa hno, AeLm hC mMRe Lhm LmLa euCz ka eMm
plLlL cM, aa Bj j qCz hsia hC, fsRe, Lhm fsRez
ee hou BNq aylz cn hcn Caqp iNm pqa nfLml LeJ
im hCHl ej emC ae a k LlC qL kNs Ll fs eez ayl
HC HLVC en, fsz eMm plLll LR Hm eSl Aea jMa
cya
jm fLna qu, ah ae BjL Rys gm ce ez jqlql fn aR
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aZ, ah Bj imhp fC aylz imhp fuR AcnwLl lul,

nheluZ lul, pio jMfdulz eSl piNl cL jT jT
hs hpu-QM aLCz phC AmL hm je qu, ke pa eu, ke H
OVR e, ke H LhmC HLV fz SN cMh Bj pC Bj, mLl b
b MR, mb MR, OZ Bl ecl Lcl am AdL Xh BRz
hwmcnl Se eMm plLll Aa HL imhp LS Llz hwmcnl
im pqaLl ke Bec fll fe, p hh ae al Ll ca Qez
Xl BepjeL fll LjVl pcp Lll fRe aeC EcN
euRmez Iaql ALl ej AeLm ApdlZ LpV Lll Se
k hRl ele hnp Hhw BepjeL Bec fll chl p qm,
HL TsSml la h L hs MyS MyS pMhlV cu HpRmj ele
hnpLz khl njpl lqje fme, phl k L ioZ Bec quRm!
cscs mN Nm Bjl,Mhl eR, cRz njpl lqjel fpfV
eJ, ip Llz hje hcl fyR cu Hpz aMe eSl fpfVV
bLm Bec fll Aee kN ca WLC Qm Bpaj LmLauz ae
kN HC fll fJulz Bj k H fll fJul kN Rmj e, p
Bj Sez Bec fll fJul Bec ka Rm, HV fJul m Bjl
LR Lj Rm ez Bec fll eu, HC fQjh Bjl phQu hs fJu
LR Apje jeol pq Bl imhpz HV Ajm pfcz Bec flll
VL MlQ qu kh qhSha, flll pec dpl qa bLh ce ce,
L imhp bL kh, ha Em qa bLh ka ce khz
VVpje Bjl prvLlV kce Rf qm, pce pLmC eMm
plLl Bjl qVm ge Llmez hn l qu Sp Llme, aj L
VVpjel pwhcLL hmR k aj Lle pwnde Lla QJ?
e a!
mMR a!
L hmRe Hph! Lle pwnde? Lle Bhl pwnde Ll ku eL?
HlLj EV Lb Bjl jbu LeJce Bpez hml fn JW ez Bj
Lle hnp Ll e, Bj Le Hl pwnde QCh! Lle hnp Llm a
Lle pwndel fn Bpz
hme, aqm mMm Le? eQuC Hdlel LR hmR!
nlu BCel Lb hmRmjz e Hl pwnde QCez LlZ pwnde
LSl LS paLl qu ez hmRmj nlu BCe fVa QCz je HL
hcu Lla QCz HC BCel hcm el flo pje AdLl BR Hje
BCel Lb hmRmjz
L hma k L hm!

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L hma L euz Bj k hmR, f Ll hmRz HV LeJ eae Lb

euz H Lb Bj cOce bL hm BpRz mM BpRz Bj eQa, k
juV prvLl ea HpRm, p See Lle Bl nlul jd fbLz
nlu hma p Lle hTRz
kC qL, cl Ll ez Hre HLV pwnde fWu cJz
HlLj La im mM fLu, al Se pwnde a LeJce fWCe!
H k p im euz HC jh eu hfc qa flz
cl e Ll eMm plLll Bfp Nu VVpje pfcLl LR QW
mM cC k Bj Lle pwndel Lb hme, H Lb hml fnJ JW e
LlZ Bj dj hnp Ll ez ph djNC Bj je Ll H kNl Se
AQmz ph lLj dju BCe plu, kqa dju BCe el al AdLl
bL ha qu, el flol jd hojqe HLV BCe hhl ch Bj
cO ce bL LlRz djC kc e je, ah Lle pwndel houV
pfZC AfpLz HV mM Bjl quz VVpjel mMV fsl
fl pa Bjl je Mlf qu NuRm, HLV im hL BjL L lLj
BL heu Rsmz dj hnp LlmC a fn Bp djN pwndelz
HLV fV fV HL je Qm, HL jbu am lMz Rx, Bj L aC
hnp Ll eL! HaLm dl ah Lpl pwNj LlR Bj! Bj L
jNaC hm QmR e k floa Bl djl nLm Rys hlu Bp e
fk jucl paLl j eC!
BhmL bL HLV Aee Ll qm, pde Aee hm ku HLz
Lha fW qhz L Lha fsh? Bjz Bl LE? e, Bl LE eu, HL
Bjz Hl LeJ je qu! Jyl hmme, je quz n Qfdu hpme
Bjl hj, pem Nfdu Xez BfelJ fse Lha, Bj Lal
Aeld Llz e, BS Bjl ajl Lha ehz n hmez Bj pwLQ
jlz hwm pqal cSe n Lhl jTMe hp Lha fsa k jel
n mN, pV Bjl eCz eC, ah hpa qu Lha fsaz jM fsR
Lha Bl je je hmR dlZ d qJz dlZ d quez BjL hdqu
BLn Rys e cu dlZl n eCz Lha fWl fl MJu cJu, MJu
cJul BN Ahn QlQla jcfez pl fl HC jcfeV LmLal
EQh Bl jdhl AeLV euja hflz Ol Ol jc eu hp
kRe j, HjeL Jz Aab Hm a LbC eC, Bl LR e QmL, jc
QmhCz pl AabL YLl nfel jdhl pha HMeJ Q cuC
Bfue Llez n Qfdu pje jcfe LlC, mr Ll, Bjl
fRe fRe qyVRe Bl hmRe, apmj ajL Bj Ha imhp Le,
hm a! HC plRz HC aR jeoVL Ha Bcl ka Ll qR, HjeL
BLn am qR, alfl Lh n Qfdu kc HMe HC il Bpl
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Hje V Ll Bjl fj fs ke, ah Ha Bj pjmh L Ll! Le

cV Ty Ty Lla mNmz mu Bj Lbu jM mLh al SuN MyS
fR ez Bj nc LR Mhe, Bj Bfel Se Mhl eu Bp, hm
ayl fn bL a pl kC, ke Hl jd ae ayl fjL Bfaa Na
lMl fup fez ayl Se Mhl Bea kC, ke jM Mhl flaC ae
h bLe, ke fjl hL BJsel LeJ pju ayl e SVz L
fRe fRe Bhl ae, gpgp Ll hmRe, ajL Le Ha imhp
Bj! Mhll bmV ayl qa cC, ae hd nl ja hp Ma l
Llmez mr Ll WLja ae Ma fRe e, Mhlm jM ama Nm
Rsu
fsR
HcL
JcLz
jZr
Qfdu, nl Rme MeLV clz ayl LRC cs kC, hc,

nNNl Bpe, nc Lje ke LlRez Ma fRe ez

J LR e! hm jZr kl p je cu Nf LlRme, Lla mNmez

nl Lje LlL ae jV fC cme ez Bj HcL jq jnLm

fsRz HL Bj nl fj pjm ca flR ez ae a MJu cJu
gm Bhl BjL hma l LlRe k ae BjL Mh imhpez Le
BjL ae Ha imhpe, a hlhlC BjL Sp LlRez Bj L
Ll Seh a! Bjl LR a El eCz H HjeC HL ALl hfl k
Bj e flR hp hp ea ayl fjl fmf, e flR LEL hmaz
Hje hL L kMe pMe jm! hTa Bjl cce mNR k n Q
fdu pa paC Bjl fj fseez fV jc fsm ae HLV EV
fV hLe, HC kz
LmLau pju gla bL a, Mh az CR Ll ByQml My V hyd
lM cl pjuVL, fl ez pju Lfll ja qJuu Es kuz cn gl
kJul BN BN LmLau pju paC a gluz LmLaL Rs
ka CR Ll e, L ka quz
YLu gll fl cM ah l quR pl cnz VVpje fLu
cJu prvLlV Rf quR hwmcnl fLuz Bj Lle pwnde
Lla QC, H MhlV gmJ Ll fQl Ll jmhcl HL iuwLl
Bcme Tyfu fsRz H qR L! Bj a Lle pwndel Lb
hmez Bjl Lb L ne! ihRmj m hSu qJul fl
jmhccl fm k qJu mNRm, gau Sll fl plLll eua
kje EpL cuRm Be, p qJul Sl, p Bel af dl dl
Lj kRz LjJRm LRz fmn fqlJ AeLV BR BR eC eC lLj
Rmz L qWv Ll qJu r, a, eae Ll Z aS Z hN
dha qR! Bjl La hs fd k Bj fh Lle nlg LyVRs
Lla QCR, uw Bql hZ pwnde Lla QCR! Hl je HC k Bj
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gm lMh, j Esu ch, L hmC pl, qa ea Baaul
BjL LMeJ fuez Hhl hdqu HC gcC HyVR, fmn BpR hm iu
cMu hsl hl Llh, Bl p pC Mf Ll dl gm NmV B
BLhl hm LV pJuh Ljhz Qm kC Bjl mMl Ol, k mMV
mMRmj mMa bLz Hlfl BdOV fl Bhl gez Hhll mLVJ
AQez Hhll mLVJ hmm, BjL Bfe Qehe ez
L Bfe? ej L?
hmmj a, BjL Bfe Qehe ez Bj LV bL hmRz HXiLV
nqcaz Bfel hl NiljV LCp LlRz AlV JulV Cp qu
NRz Bfe hs bL Bfaa LbJ Qm kez
HC geV BjL ihmz cV i mL cV i SuN bL hmR k
Bjl hl mu Sl quRz ah L paC mu Sl quR? aC h
qh Le! jmhccl jRm hlm plLl bL BjL elf cJu
qR, kcJ Nuc fmn BRC fRe, L hsl pje a LR fmn
Aa cys Lle qu kMe jRm ku Bjl gyp Qu! HC plLl Le
Bjl hl jjm Llh? jjm kc Ll LE, p a jmhcl cmz
au mLV kMe Lb hmRm ge, fQl mLl Lbha ne kRmz
qa fl mLV k hmR, WLC hmR k p LV bL Lb hmRz
mLV kc paC ELm qu bL, ah al fr qmul MhlV Se LWe
eu jVJz L alflJ Bjl hnp qa Qu e k plLl Bjl hl
jjm LlRz BSaL jehdLl pwNWem BjL elf chl
Se fdejL elhd hm kRz gaul MhlV pl hn Rsu NRz
HMe plLl BjL elf e cu Bjl hl jjm Llh! Bj dc
fsz LRC WLja Bjl jbu YLR ez AwL jmR e LRCz eQ HMe
clLj fmn hp, Na HLjp bL fql fmn hpR CVel NCVl
78

pje Bl pc fnLl Nucm a qyVqyV LlRC hsl Qlfnz

Bhl Bj hlc bL EyL cC isl lu, Lbu Lpl Bsm
cysu BR Baau, MySz LeJ mL aLR L e Oe Oe HC hsVl
cL, cMz l bL QMcV pla emC QM fs ll Jfll
aeam HLV hsl hlcu cV mLl cL, BjL cMR mL cV,
cMR Bl eScl jd Lb hmRz BN LMeJ mLcVL cMe J
hsa! gel Jfll mLcVl p L hlcl HC cV mLl
LeJ pfL BR! BR quaz BjL Lnm hlcu hl Ll QCR
m Lla! Mh pqS JC hlc bL Bjl cL aL Ll m Rys
ku! QLa HLV W LR hLl ial Ebm JWz a pl Bp hlc
bLz fc Ve cCz La lLjl BdeL A k HMe jeol qaz
jdfQl LR de cn bL HMe Ab Bl A fQl fljZ BpRz
Baaul Aih qJul a Lb euz
H jqa WL L Ll EQa Bjl hT fC ez fuQl Llz no fk
ge Ll Xl Ljm qpel Bfpz ge dlme pl qpez plL
hmmj, cV mL LRrZ BN ge BjL SeuR k BjL AlV
Lll Se JulV Cp quRz L Aa hfl, a Le qh!
aC a! plJ hmme, a a qJul Lb euz HlLj LR a plce
eez cM Bj Mhl eRz LR Mhl Sea flm BfeL Sehz
pl eS cuaV eu BjL eil Llez
BjL BdOV fl ge Ll Seme pl k ae Bcma mL fWu
SeRe MhlV paz jaTm be bL elm Bmj ejl HL fmn
Agpl jjm LlR Bjl hlz BjL Ngal Lll Se mu Sl
quRz
jb QlLl ja Ol JWz Bj WL hT EWa flR e L Llhz k LeJ
jqa fmn YLh Ol, qacVa qaLs flh, Ljl qua lnJ
hydh, Ve eu kh eQ, Os dLL cu fmnl ie JWhz
L AikN Bjl hl?
Bfe dju Aeiaa BOa LlRez
HMe L Ll EQa? plL eS L Sp Llz
pl n Nmu hmme, Sje ea qhz Aee ELml p Lb hm
Sjel hflV cMRz
MeLV SVz Sje eJul fl jjml hl msC Lla qhz
Ljm qpel ja ELm bLa Bjl jos fsl LR eCz LR eC L
alflJ HLV pwnu Bjl ial bL ku ez fmn kc BjL pa
paC Ngal Ll eu ku! BSLm Bcmal hQlLcl jdJ
79

jmhc bL, fmnl jdJ eQuC jmhc BRz BjL a qSaC

fo jl gmhz pwnuV jLsnl Sml ja BjL BVL gmz
ee Bl Te Mm hsa HpRe, j Jycl Se l LlRez jme Bl
Cupjel cL Rys cC mu Sl qJul MhlVz Jl aje N Ll ez
AeLce bLC Aa Aa ph Mhl ea ea Jl AeLV Ai qu
NRz mu hflV k WL L, a pha JlJ Aeje Lla fl ez
cSel LlJ jM LeJ flhae mr Ll ez Jl, k LeJ Mhll ja
MhlV e k kl LS Qm kuz Cupje imhpL Oj fsa, jme
Npm Llaz
j, Bjl hl JulV Cp qCRz fmn BCaRz no fk jL hmz
j hme, L Lp HCph BS hS Lb!
BS hS ez WLC LCaRz
fmn BCh Le? L LlRp aC?
Se e L LlRz plLl eL jjm LlRz jaTml Le HL fmn
Agpl eL LCR k Bj al dju Aeiaa BOa cRz
al La LCR Bq lpm eu LR mMp ez Bjl Lb a eR ez
jJ pha hnp LlRe e k pa paC fmn BpR BjL Ngal
Llaz Hl BN hO BpR hO BpRl ja fmn BpR ae eRez
no fk cM NR fmn Bpez L pa paC kMe fmn BpR, aMe
hnp Lla LE Qu ez Apqu lMml ja eSL mNz Hhll fmn
BpR lhV k LeJ Sh eu a L Ll LL hTh!
ee HC fbj HpRe Bjl hsaz hs Lel fl jL hmRmj ke
HLhl eeL eu Bpe YLuz ee ayl jujepwql hs Rs
LbJ ka Qe ez ayL H fk eu Bp TeMml cOcel flnjl
gmz eel p hp Mh Bj, j Mhl cRe Vhmz Mu cu fel
hV Mm eel qal hee HLV fe Mh, fnfn u Nf Llh,
La ce fl Bjcl cM! ee hlhlC hmRe, eple, Bjl LR
BCp h HLV, L Lje BRpz Mhl Vhl Lz
jbu Bjl mu, l qu L Ll hph Bj!
j XLRe Maz rd Eh NR AeLrZz Ala BjL gel LR
Ve euz HLV ge Ll Qe HLSe BCeShL, pC HLSel ej dl
kL Lz LL Semj hz L ph e BjL hmme, Hre hlu ke
hs bLz
Lbu kh Bj? LR a hT fR e..
LeJ Bau h hl hsa Qm kez
L..
80

L L?
fmh Le! hsa bLC a imz
Eg Bfe hTa flRe ez Bfaa Bjl hsa Qm Bpez HMe
hp WL Lle Lbu khez
HMeJ a fmn fql BRz fmn HLcL BjL kc elf cu,
ah Bhl Ngal Llh Le?
L jnLm! fmn kc BjL Ngal Lla Qu, ah a LeJ hsa
NuJ LeJ mi qh ez MyS a BjL fhCz
Hph ih pju e Llhe e az hs bL hle asasz
hs bL hlu kJul EfcnV Bjl fRc quez L H pju eSl
ha LR Lll Qu BCe Ai jeol EfcnC fme Ll EQa, fRc
e qmJz jme Npm pl hlaC jmeL hCl kJul Se a al
qa hmmjz
LC kChe?
asas Qmz Lb LJul pju eCz
jme m fV fV fl emz Bj k Lfs Rmj, pV flCz
jl jM jqa fV Nm kMe cMRe Bj clSl cL HNRz
LC kCaRp? LMe glh? jl Lyf Lz
Se ez hm a pys cu eja bL eQz
fRe clSu qai cysu BRe j, ee, TeMm, Cupjez
cs Nsa EWz jmeJz pqheL a fl qa hm CVe fuVz
ke hCl bL Nsl ial hp Bjl QqlV LlJ cMl pkN e qu,
ke BjL Qe JWl BNC Bjl Ns a Acn qu kuz ke LlJ
pju Hhw pkN e qu NsV bjelz NVl LR fqll cV fmn
hp BRz pqhe LMeJ Ns a Qme ez pqhe a hVC BjJ
fRc Ll dl Naa Ns Qmez BS Bjl as cM ae Tsl hN
Qmmez L ayl hsa hp Rme Bjl Afruz NsV kc fmnl
QM fs aqm Se kh k Bj HMez palw hsl pje bL
NsL hcu Lla qhz hflV Bjl jbu Bpe, HpR Ll jbuz
L-C jmeL hmme Qm kaz fC fC Ll hm cme,LEL ke p e
Seu Bj Lbu, Ll hsa Cac LeJ LRz L Cajd ayl LSe
BCeSh hL ge Ll SeRe H pfLz chdl 295 (L) dlV,
csn hRl BNl fle BCe, hVnl al, HC fbj Ll hl
fuN Ll qmz LlJ dju Aeiaa kc LE BOa Ll, ah Hl n
c hRll Llc Bl Sljez L phQu hS hflV qm, HC jjmu
Sje AkN Ngal flue Sl quz
al je L? Sje qh e?
81

L jb esez qh ez
H LeJ Lb qm? phlC a e Sje quz
qy quz Mel hl jjm qmJ a Sje quz
Mecl qu! ah Bjl Sje qh e Le?
L qp jb esa esa hme, BfeL qua Me hcjnl QuJ
iuwLl LR ihR plLlz
fmn Agpl jjm LlR, HC jjm hl e qu plLll qh Le?
Ll LR Sea QCz
L hme, fmn Agpl kMe jjm Lle, ah a plLl jjmCz
BlLV Aa euj, plLl Aejce Rs H jjm LE Lla fl ez
al je Bj kc HC BCe nuMm qcpL gypa QC, hm k nuMm
qcp Bjl dju Aeiaa BOa LlR, qh ez plLll Aejce
mNhz fdej Abh ljl pC QCz plLll Aejce Rs LeJ
BcmaC HC jjm eh ez
Ll j M YLe Bjcl BmQeuz L ayl jL BNC SeuRe OVez
M hmme, HMe phQu Sll hou qR Sjel Se Q Llz
Bj hm, L Sje eL qh e!
M hme, Mh hcOV hflz L Ae LeJ Efu a eCz ajl
ELm Hph hfl Sehe imz ayl qua LeJ gyL gLl fa
flez
eL fmnl LR dl ch? Bj Sp Llz
L hme, dl cJu WL qh ez dju Aeial hfl, fmnl jdC
jmhc bLa flz
M J HC hfl HL jaz ae hmme, ajL Ngal Lll Se
jmhcl plLll LR ch SeRz aj Ngal qm acl Su qhz
plLlL Qf cu al HC jjm fk Llu ea flRz Qf cu
jacl hhJ Lla flz
L Nl Nmu hmme, pjuV hs Mlf apmjz Mh ih Q p ea
qhz V Ll LR Ll Qmh ez Sje e qJu fk Bfe LbJ mLu
bLe, LeJ elfc SuNuz
L Lbu mLh?
H hsa Bfe mLu bLa flae, L..
M hmme, H hsa ph euz Jl Ns JL eju cu NR H hsaz
Jl Ns a HjeaC fmn gm Llz aRs AlV JulV fu
fmn HMe Jl eSl hsa JL e fu k ph hsa Jl kaua Rm
pph hsa JL MS
y a kh, HhsaJ Bpa flz

82

Ha Lb Bjl jbu Bpez L Hhw M cSe eScl jd Lb hm

p eme BjL H hs bL ka nO ph Qm ka qhz L Le
hsa Bj mLa kh! LlJ hsa Nu mLu bLl hflV Bjl
LR hRl mNRz L L Hhw Ml LR mLu bLl houV ke houC
euz hs eu ihel cua L Hhw M emez
la ejl Se Afr Ll qRz la Oe e qm lu hle kh ez
JcL fmn BjL MySR eQuCz HcL fmnl QM gyL cJul Se
lal Bnu MyS qRz M LlJ p Lb hmme ge, hmme k ae
kRe ayl hsa, HLV hpu Afr LlR ayl Sez hpuV L Jfn
bL Sea QJu quz M LRC iP hmeez la Oe qJul p p
ae ayl HL BauL ge Ll WL cn jeVl jd ayl hsl clSl
pje Bpa hmmez M eSl Nsa BjL eu LbJ khe ez LlZ
fmn kc Hl jd Se ku k Bj Ml hsa HpR, ah M l Ns
Lbu kR e kR al MyS ehz Baul NsV Hp bjl p p
BjL EWu eJu quz fRel Bpe BjL hpu c fn L Hhw M
hpez Bau pjez L Bl M cSeC Bjl jbu nsl ByQm Ve ca
hmmez ByQm Ve Aip eC Bjl, fl e Veaz mu qa ku e
ByQmz M eS ByQm EWu cez jM YL lMa qm ByQm ke ll
Bm Bjl jM fsmJ LE hCl bL Qea e fl k H Bj, Mel
Bpjl QuJ hs Bpjz L, M Hhw M Hl Bau AeLrZ LE LlJ
p Lb hmRme ez pLml HL QM ial, BlL QM hCl, isl
lu Nsl Na pb qm Qm qu JWe aeSeCz e, Hih hp
bLm Qmh ez Qmh e hTC pha M Lb hma l Llmez Hje
Lb, Ol pwpll Lbz hCl bL fmnl kc QM fs NsV, ke e
iha fl k HC Nsl iall jeom WL ihL Ahu eCz Ns
bjm phenz fyQV Vf fl mL qeqe Ll HNu BpR gVfa dl,
Ns bj BR ll is, L Bjl jMV al jb cu YL lMa
QCRez Hlfl M Bjl fW dLL cu nll Efs Ll cmez l
LVu Ns LRcl pje HNel fl jb am, iu Lhm Bjl qcf
qas fVR e, L Hhw MLJ el cR e, hTz jb aml flC
cM c NS clC cysu BR fmnl Nsz M Nm Qf hmme, u fsz
JVL SuN u fsl SuN euz QM eju lM, eL jMl Jfl ByQm
Ve cC, jb YLz L M pLmC eS eS jbu ByQm h Jse am cez
Ml BauJ aC Llez Nsl QlSel jd HLSe fcene qm fmnl
pcq qa flz pLm Bjl jqal jd i Oll fcene jqm he
kCz jme hlLaEql cC hh Bl cC Le LeJ Baul hs kR,
fmnL HlLj HLV pdlZ LR ihl pkN cJu quz fmn fl qm
83

Nsl iall jeoml jb bL ByQm Mp ez hm ku e, Bhl Le

js cysu BR fmnl mLz Ns exn fb flu mnel HLV
hsl clSu bjz Bjl Ns bL ej ALl jn hsl pjel jW
Hp bjz fcl amu HLV Lm jnjn iu cya jm BRz Nm cV
n Qs LouJ Hl cya mLa fl ez
hs bL OE OE Ll HLV LLl hlu Hmz LL ll OE OE bja
HLSe imL fRe fRe cs Hmez imL LLl eu ial YL
hlcl Bm ehu cmez ALll fRe fRe Bjlz imLl ,
dl kL ae N, Bjcl ial Ol eu L Hhw M l jM OVel Aa
pje eC N Oll Bm Lju cmez clS Sem ph h Ll
Bjcl pje Qa jM BCel HLV hC qa eu hpmez BCe eu
L Hhw Nl jd Lb quz Mh eQ l Lb quz LlJ jM aje f Ll
Bl cM ku ez Lb k qu, hnl iN LbC Bjl fr hT ph qu
ez Nl p Lb no Ll L BjL hmme k Lm ae Bjl ELml
p Sjel hfl eu Lb hmhe, Sea QChe LeJ lLj gyL
gLl BR L e Sje eJulz BS laV N lS quRe BjL ayl
hsa lMaz HL lal hn ae lS ee, LlZ, ayl iu Bnfn
cahp bLl LlZ fQl fmn cysu bL lu, k LeJ pju al
Se ka fl k Bj H hsa BRz H hsl QLl hLl Bjl
hceMe cMmC Qe gmh Bj L, hCl Nu LlJ LR kc hm
cu Aabl flQu, ahC SeSe qu khz L BlJ hmme, Sje
fa kc cl qu, ah Lbu Bj mLu bLh, p hh ke Bj Ll
eCz ae jmeL Mhl che, jme BjL H hs bL eu kh LeJ
Nfe SuNuz Nfe SuNVl Lb ke Bj ih lMz
SuN a LaC BRz L Nfe LeJ SuN a Bjl eCz Ll
hsa Bj kh eSL mLu lMa, ihz M Sp Llme Bjl
LeJ Bau BR L e YLuz jj Bl Mm BRe, hmz h BR?
LeJ hl hsa kJu ku e? a eQuC kuz hl Mhl em a
BjL ph lLj pqk Llhz L hmme, fmn Jph SuNu BfeL
MySa ka flz Hje LE BR kcl Bfe Qee L acl hsa
BN kee?
Apqu hmL jb esz je qR jb fbl qu BR, jbu LR YLR
e, jb bL LR hlR ez
N hmme, H pju a JL LeJ Ajhpa fmVLm ApCmj ca
flz LlJ hsa bLl Qu Ajhpa bL elfcz LeJ
Ajhpa YL fmn LEL Ngal Lla fl ez
84

Bj avrZv hm EW je je as hSu, Bjl p AjlLe

Ajhpl gV pVll flQu BRz aeC a Bjl fpfV eu
cmez
hq! L,M, N eQl np gmmez
N hmme, Bfe BS laC ge Lle Ajhpl mLLz HlLjJ qa
fl BS laC BfeL Jl eu khz
N BjlLl cahpl ge el kNs Ll BjL cez cahp ge
Llm HLSe lr ge dlez Al MyS Llm lr See, A HMe
hsaz lrL Aeld Ll ke Al hsa ge Ll See k Bj
ayl p Lb hma QC, QC BS laCz BdOV fl Bhl ge Ll
lrl LR bL Al hsl Vmge el eCz la aMe AeL, A
u fsRmez ayL mul MhlV cu LeJ lLj lM YL e Ll
BjL ke cahp ae Bnu ce, pC Aeld Llz A hmme HC
la HMe LRC Ll ayl fr ph eu, Bj ke Lm pLm ayL Bfp
ge Llz
L, M Hhw Bau Qm Nme, BjL hm Nme, Bj ke imJ ge e
Ll Bjl hsaz LlZ hsa ge eQuC VfX qR, fmn Se kh
Bj Lbu BRz
plla HLV ALl Ol u bLz HL gyV Oj Bp ez

fyQ Se, lhhl

pLm N AeLm fL pje eu hpRmez faV fLu fbj
fau Bjl Rh pq Ngal fluel Mhlz Bj fLm cMa
QCm ae cOnp gm hme k pLm ae LSl mLL cMRe je
cu fL fsRz mLV mMfs Se, palw Lhm Rh cMC no
Lle, MhlJ fsRz H hsl Aabl cL Lm la al QM e
fsmJ BS a QM fshz aL, LSl mLL qWv Ll ae HMe
Olhc Lla fle ez hCl fWu caJ fle ez aqm pcq BlJ
Oe qhz
faV fLu Ngal fluel Mhlz
dju Aeiaa BOa Bel AikN He apmj eplel hl
Ngal flue Sl

85

mML apmj eplel hl Sje AkN Ngal flue Sl

Ll quRz YLl jaTm bel Jp jx elm Bmjl culLa jjml
fra NaLm YLl jM jqeNl qLj nqcEe Bqjc HC Ngal
flue Sll ecn cuRez hc al BlSa EM Lle, apmj
eple hwmcnl eNlL quJ pfaLLm cn J hcnl hi fQl
jdjl pqk Cpmj dj J Cpmj ho h LVfZ jh LlRe k
hmih fQla qRz hhc pe CRLaih EnfZca qu
HClf clipjmL LS m BRez hc al BlSa hme, Na 9 j
apmj eple ayl cJu LmLal CwlS ceL c VVpje fLu
prvLl hmRe, fh Lle nlg jeh p Nz ae Lle nlgl
Bjm flhae Hhw flhde Qez 11 j E fLu ayl mM HLV QW
hluR, QWa apmj eple fh Lle nlgL haje frfV
kNfkN eu hm jh Lle Hhw Lle Aeku flQma e qhl Se
jaja fLn Llez hc BlJ EM Lle, apmj eple ayl dj
hld RQljmL J hLa jaja, Efep, Nf, fh Cacl jdj
hwmcnl hql SeNl dju Aeiaa BOa Ll pLml dLLll
f qph flNZa quRe J hwmcnl chdl 295 (L) dlu
nkN Afld LlRez EM, apmj eplel hl jjm cul
Lll Se hc ljZmul plL ew 338/ hhd 48/94 (BCe) alM
6.4.94 Cw jahL jlf quC NaLm Bcma jjmV cul
Llez Bcma AikNLll fr Hff hlqeEe Bqjc Efa
Rmez jjmu 11 hL pr Ll quR, ayl qme jSl Selm
(Ahx) Bep JuCS, fpfm hwmcn jXLm LmS; jga jJme
gSmm qL Bje, fpfm mmhN Bmu jp; HXiLV HhHj
elm Cpmj, hlVl Llhe Bm, AdfL Bh Bqjc Qdl,
fgpl HSHj Qdl, BmqS jShEl lqje Qdl, jJme Sjua
Bm qhh, jJme Bhcm Sl, jJme jqEe Me, jJme Bhcm
magz jjml flha alM BNj 4W SmCz HcL apmj epleL
Ngal Lll Se jaTm bel 2V uX RsJ Nuc fmnl
HLV hno uX NaLm bLC ayL qe qu MS
y Rz apmj eple
ke BLnfb h pjfb cnl hCl ka e fl p hfl LkLl
fcrf NqZ Lll Se fmnl fr bL pwn LafrL See quR
hm fmn p Se NRz
hL Mhlm Bjl hl jRml, hhalz 129 Se Bmj hha
cuRe, (aMeJ ayl See e k Bjl hl plLl jjm LlR)
Cc eplQ apmj eplecl Os pJul qu HC cn bL Cpmj
jR gml osk ja EWRz plLll LR hlhl ch Sehl flJ
86

plLl acl hl LeJ hh NqZ LlR ez fl fmn fql hpu

acl eLa fQl pqua LlRz Ahm jlaccl gyp e cm
aqc Seal qaC acl Qs gupm qhz Cuw jpmj ppCV
hnm hel eu Bjl gyp Qu nql hri jRm Llz jRm no
piu Xx elm Cpmj hme, apmj eplel ja em jqm Bjl
pl hRl hup HLSeJ cMez HC jqmL n e cm cnhp
hHef plLlL rj Llh ez
apmjl nl cha NV Sa gyp EWR, HC qm nlejz Sja
Cpmj, Sau kh Lj, Mmga Bcme, pQae kh pjS, Jmj
LjVl hha, hril Mhl Hl amuz HRs BlJ My VeV, Lm LVl
pju Bj hs bL hluRz LV fk hs glez L lPl Nsa Ll
hluRz Nsl el L Rmz El NR eL crZz fmn Lhl NR
Bjl hsa, LV bL LV fk Rmz LL LL Sl LlRz LL
hydR, LL RsRz
N BS Bjl LlZ Bfp LjC cuRez pLm HL Lf Q Mhl
aoV ayL Sem ae eS Q heu cez LeJ LSl mLL Bjl
Bnfn isa cRe ez hs gVL am mNu cuRez LSl
mLcl LE ke hsl hCl kaJ e flz pl nql fmn kL a
a Ll MySR, ae aL mLu lMRe ayl hsaz N l qu LbJ
hpa flRe ez Bjl cL hl-QM MeL fl fl aLRez Bj
ke H hsa Hp HLV jq Afld Ll gmRz Q H Qe cJu que,
Qe RsC Qu QjL
cC, Nl LR Qe Qu ayL Bl hl Lla CR
Ll ez Osl LyVl cL QM Bjl, eV hSaC EW AL ge
Llaz ayL eae Ll LR hma qu e BS, ae fLu ph MhlC
fsRez

BjL Bnu ce Bfecl cahpz H nql h nqll hCl Bjl

Hje LE eC k BjL elfc LeJ Bnu ca flz cahp Rs Bl
LbJ elf eCz a hm, L Bjl Lyf EN, EvL, BnwL,

elfqeauz
A hmme, cahp mu jbu eu Ol LeJ BpjL Bnu ca

fl ez

Al Jfl k hs ilpV Rm Bjl, jqa jM bhs fsz

Bj eR cahp Bnu QJu kuz H pju Bnu BjL caC qhz
Bfe Le hTa flRe e! BjL Sm fl qh, Sm a BjL
jl gmhz Bfel Bjl eNlL AdLl glu ca Q Llme,
fpfV fCu cmez HMe Bjl She hyQhl Se Le Q Llhe e!
fpfVl Qu a Shel jm hn! eL e!
87

A elf L hmme, Bfe Bfel ELml p Lb hmez Bfel

ELmL hme Sjel Se Q Llaz
Sje kc e qu! HC jjmu a Sje qu ez Bl Sje k Lce e
qh, aace L qh? L BjL Bnu chz

---p hfl Bjl LR hma flR ez

---Bfel aqm LeJ pqkC Llhe e?
---ee apmj,BfeL fpfVl Se pqk LlRmjz a Bfe
fLu mM cuRez JV a SeNZL Seel hfl Rm ez HLV
XfjVL hfl HlLj fhmL Ll cu MhC AeQa LS LlRe
Bfez
A BjL AhL Llez ayL hlw Bj fnwp LlR fpfV fCu
cuRe hmz fnwp Llm LC Mn qh a eu hV lN LlRz
---Bj MhC cxMaz Bj Seaj e k See EQa euz HMe Bfel

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Bpjz LeJ cahpC HMe Bfel Se LeJ LRC Lla fl ez
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lqjez pC BnuL, pC elfL, pC eiuL, Ts Tu Be
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ayl h Ll, ne, LeJ Lb hm kh ez Bjl Vmge VfX
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nel fl Al qu BRz Bj AeLl p ajl hou Lb hmRz
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e? aL LbJ fJu kR e, H LeJ Lb qm? aL fa qh Hhw
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93

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cMmj LE eCz
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bL cM O hme, Ha L fs? hc cJ fsz BS e qu Lm aj Sje
fu khz q Q Bl bLh ez cM aj!
Sje kc e qu! Bjl jme lz
HJ HLV Lbz Sje kc e quz HC plLl kc ajL Sm fWa
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e, plLl CegupC ph Qmz mul LV plLll XCl Blz
qCLV Agpum XCl e qmJ CeXClm Blz a e qm
qCLV Lih Nmj BkjL eco fjZ Ll, hm! HC plLl Nmj
BkjL j cu chl p euRz HMe qCLVL plLll Bcn
ea qhz aRs SSl a Bhl HL HLV fVl mLz
qua SmC BR Lfmz cOnp gma gma hmz
O hmme, "Sm a Bl fmVLm fSelcl p ajL lMh ez
lMh jemcl pz Me hcjncl pz ajl hl k LCp, pV
a jem LCpz ajL jem qph VV Ll qhz Sm aj
bLh L Ll! Aphz Bj cMR Sml ialVz jemcl kMe
lM qu, pMe MhC SOe Ahz gl a qu, LeJ hX cJu qu ez
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pMeC fRhfuMe Llz SOe Mhl cJu quz cN, hp fQz jV
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"Hph a BRC, NXl jqm fSelcl lf LlR kMe aMez e e,
Sml ej eJ ez Bj ihaC fl e. .. '
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LlRmez cnl Ahl Lb EWmz HMe a cnl Ahl Lb JW je
ajl Lb JWz a Ee L hmme Se?
eqz a a Se e L hmme!
BR, ajl pb L jmL hNjl LeJ NNm quR eL?
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mMR hn quRz dj eu hS Lb hmR, n qh e Le? p
NuRm VL Bea, Jl gyp qJuC EQaz
jmL hNj Hph Lb hmRe? Bj Ahnp QM aLC O l jMz
qy, hmRez Le, ajl hnp qR e?
e hdL jb esa Nu es ez L Se, qh quaz BSLm La LRC
a EV OVRz kcl h hm ih, cM ku al Bpm paLl h euz
O kcJ hmRe, ae jmL hNjl jh fRc Lleez L HLV Sep
Vl fC, JC jh ayl p BWl ja pyV BRz
Hl fl jmL hNj eu, Ae LR eu Lb quz hLml Q eu, Nlj
fs eu, hRel Qcl-hmn euz
HLpju O hme, Lfm AeLNm Hmjm iyS, BR, aj Ha
QjvLl ehQa Lmj mMm! Ha pcl Lha mM ajz Bj ajl
phm Lhal hC fsRz LR LR Lha jMJ qu NR fsa fsaz
jucl Lb aj kih mMa fl, Bl LE fl e pih mMa!
aj jucl jel Lbm fLn LlRm, k Lb jul fLn Lla
Se ez aj a Lhm jucl jel LbC Lhm hme, acl aj
AeL flZ cR, pqp cRz AeL juC BjL hmR, ajl mM
fs acl She HMe fV NR, al HMe eae Ll eScl Qea
flR, al HMe eScl jm ca nMRz al jb EyQ Ll hyQa
QCRz H La hs LS, aj hT! kih mMRm, pcl mMRmz ph
LR a imC Rmz L, aj qWv Le m mMa Nm?
hs HLV QjL Bjl Sez O Hhw ayl j jmhc Hhw pfcuLa
hld Bcmel p Jafaih Ssa Bl HC O L e hmRe Bj
Le m mMa Nmj!
ajl jb Vb L Mlf quRm?
Hl El L ch Bj a e hTa fl Afldl ja eM My Vz eM bL
QM ammC cM O HLc aLu BRe Bjl Ell Sez
jc L hm, HMe qccl Jfl Aeu AaQl quRz HNml fahc
LlRz LlV Lah je quRz
ne, aj elhc mML, aj elhc mM mMhz qc jpmje pjp
eu mMl Se a AeLC BRez Hph fmVLm mMz aj a Bl
fmV Ll ez ajl HLV g BR, pC g aj ej LlRmz aj
elhc euC gX bLa fla! MjL Le aj XlC qm? ajl
m mMV EQa quez
m mMR hm Bj k jucl pfL mM h Ll cuR, a a
euz Bj a mMRCz
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im ih eR ez jmL hNj hmme aj hSfl LR bL VL eu
mMR m, H Lb a d a jmL hNjC hme e, H Lb AeLC
hmz HC m mM eSl AeL ra LlR aj apmjz
H pju LecV kc hdl qu ka! kc paC hdl qa Le, Bjl
qaz
aj L Se e ila jpmjecl L Ll jlR? Sm Eee Jcl
gVR, Se e?
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hm? Hph hma qu ez aj Mh im LlR m mMz
CR qu fahc Llz hm k e, Bj im Llez JMe L qR, a Bj
cMe, a Bj Se ez HMe k qR, HMe k Bj cMR, a mMRz
O Bjl elhal LR HLV Aehc Ll eu hmme, HV HLV pepVi
Cpz HV ccnl fmVLm hflz HV eu aj Xm Lla fl ez
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hTh ez fmV Llm fmV hTaz
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a Hcnl AdLwn mL hmRez eq, fahc HMe Bl Bj LlR ez
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fZ eu aLu BRz Hpju qWv Ol YLe Oz L l Lb Sp Llez
L Lbu BR a Bj Se L e Sea HpRez
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ez L ae eSC hme, Ll BS Bp clLl BjL eu khl Sez
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BR HMe, aj Se e?
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quz ke LE LeJ hsl clS Mm H pju hlu BjL cM gml
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LeJ Lb qR ez P Lhm Nsl QmLL hj, Xe, pje nm
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Bj Le QM am cMR e L qR e qR! Nsl ial HL QmL Rs
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ayl Lel hsz Q ejl juV ayl Lez

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Bdyl Bydl OlVa L, M, P, Q Hhw Bjz Bjcl jd Mh eQ Nmu

Lb quz L hme k ae Bjl ELml LR NuRme, ELm HMeJ
Bcma kee Bjl Sjel Sez Xx Ljm qpe cn Rme e, ae
gl Hp AhV hTa Q LlRez L BlJ hmme k kqa HC
jjmu Sje qu e, palw Sjel Se kc ELm msa Qe, ah cnl
SeNZ k Bjl hl Sl qJu jjm Bl Ngal fluel hl
fahc LlR, a hma qh, al fjZ cMa qhz aC Bjl fr HMe
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LeJ hSh, mML, lSeaL hha ca QCRe ez L ca QCRe
e, a Bjl Sp Lll pqp qu ez Bj hm, LR hha a NRz
Ll jM cQl cNV BlJ Oe Lm cMu kMe hme, J LV hhaa
LR LS qh ez
M hmme, ajl Se H cnl mLl pfV BR, ajl fr cyshl
Se HVC HLj hCpz
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L hmme, qy hcn AlNeCSnel pfV BRz L cn pfV
mNhz cn pfVHl jm HMe hnz
pl qpel p Lb quR Bfel? L L Sp Llz
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ELm fuRez ayl ju pl qpe Bfel Sjel hfl eu ioZ
hz LV Bfel Aefaa Sje eJul Q Ll qRz LlZ LV
kJu a Bfel Se lz kacl je qR Sje fJu jVJ pqS
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qu NR k Ljm qpe Bfel ELmz fhmL pVjVl hflz
LMe hj jl Esu cu ELml Agp L Se! Ljm qpe HLV
fmVLm fVl mXlz Bfel fr em aylJ ra qhz
cO HLV np Nfe Llz
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ah ajL LeJ hsa Bnu cul rja Rm ez O kMe Seu
cme k ajL ae Bl lMa QCRe e, jV paSel p Bj
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quRez
L qWv AfpLih ml Lb ammez hmme, Bfel EQa Rm
m hCVa HLV hmp lMz ilal jpmjel Jfl L quR, pV
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BfeL fRc Lla, HMe Bl aje Ll ez
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Bfel HC Aphd qa ez
khl BN L QL hmme clS a hVC, SemmJ ph pju h
lMl Se, ke hCl bL LE BjL cMl pkN e fuz Vmge
amh lMl Se ke LeJihC Bjl qal eNm Vmge e Bp
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Bs fa qR, fmn aMe Se kh Le hsa Bj BR, aMe Lhm
Bjl phen qh e, Q l J qhz

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k OlVa BjL bLa cJu quR, p OlVa HLV Sem BR,
SemV hz Ol LeJ fM eCz Se jpl N p Ll Nljz plla
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ALl Hfn Jfn LlR, Smau LalR, Lbu Bm fh, Sm
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jMz jnl Ljsl mm mm cN qa fu Nm Nmuz pLm HLLf Q
Mhl aou Al qCz L Lbu fh Q! H hsa Qul Qm eCz Q
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Rs cu ae Bfp khez hLm h pu glhez Ql j YLl
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cn HNl hRl hup hV ejl HLV Rm BRz hV l h Ll
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OlVa hp bLhz fRh fuMeu ka qm Bnfn cM eu jbu
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ke eQl aml mLl Vl e fu k H hsa HLV jeo qyVRz jbl
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LeJ cl pfLl Bau eC, Bjl j jl kue, Bj nqll
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flafr e qm imz pcl clSu qWv hCl bL am fsm HMe
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Q fJu qu e, L jbu m OjV Ve, ke Nqe Njl mnm
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cuz Mhl Ol bL plu geV nhl Ol hc Ll quRz ke Bj
n, Bjl eNm bL LQl hpe Lpe plu lM qRz a qL, Bj
a AeLV nC HMe, Ael Jfl eil Ll BR ph LRl Sez Lbu
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acl ne clLlz Lle pwndel Lb k hme a mMz
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Bhl hmz Bhl mMz HC QW fLll LR kh, ph fLu khz

Bj Oe LuLSel p H eu Lb hmRz aylJ BjL hmme k
fLll LR QW mM cM kL L quz
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jeeu fLl,
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prvLl hmRz AbQ Lle nlg pwndel Lb Bj LMeJ LbJ
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Dearest Taslima,

25th May,1994

Further to our telephone conversation this afternoon,

here is my latest information.
It seems that, due to an oversight by somebody in our
financial depertment, a cheque of $ 5,144.21 ( the
advance payment of Lajja), dated 15th of April and in
your favour was sent directly to your address( instead
of a bank order, to your bank account, as per my
instructions).
This cheque was cashed and our account debited by
the clearing bank in New York on the 19th of May.
I have asked the BNP ( our bank) to fax me the copy
of this cheque. I cant understand what happened
unless it was stolen and your signature forged.This is
what we want to find out.
The two other payments were made according to my
instructions on the 15th and 16th of May, and have
gone to your bank who should have the money very
shortly if not already.
Needless to say that I am pursuing my enquiries. I
shall talk to our financial controller tomorrow to see
how to solve the problem.
I am awfully worried about you, and the more furious
that such a stupid thing should happen at such an
inconvenient time.
With lots of love
Christaine Besse

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JMe dl fsmJ ke LE Qea e flz qyV pj flu khz hyQl
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cuz jM mLl kl eScl j hm ch Ll mL WLel hhp
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plLl jmhccl faV ch je eRz BS SeLl QlSe
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p SeLl pwhcLcl flal ame Ll ku ez LlZ SeLl
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Se k Sm BjL jl gma flz L cV Mlf Hl jd HLV
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mM HLV QlLVz eple, Bjl phC al Lb ihRz aC iP fsp
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kNkN qu, ke cu cCz hmR, jujepwq bL Bfel hh eL
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lMe, ke iP e fsez Ljm al hE hQ eu HMe Bfel hsa
bLRz Bfel ELml p euja kNkN LlR pz
L Bl P LarZ Rme hp Bjl je eCz LlJ p Bjl Bl LeJ
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e, Bj OjuRmj L ez
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fsRz
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jmhcl hmh, k, cxMa Bjcl im qu NuRm, apmjl hl
Bcme Ll, LlZ J a hme Lle pwndel Lbpalw Bjl
pl cysR Jl gyp QJu bL! plLl L hmh, Cpl L jb jjm
WL cuRz HMe rj Qu jjm am eC! LE hmh ez hmh e LlZ
pwndel LbVl Se jmhcl Bjl Jfl r eu, Lle pwndel
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LeJ HLV fnLal hou eu jW ej, eScl aS cMe, lN
cMe Bl mLcl iu cMez CR, nje qJuz H a jmhccl
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AecL Olu cJuz jTMe bL L ciN fqR? Bjz rjape
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cml p Byaa Lla quz pha plLl cml dlZ Rm e, EpL
cm jmhcl Ha hLV n dlZ Lla flz Abh dlZ Rm,
plLll Axm kbC dj hlS Llz
BS ph fLu hha hluRz hha cuRe cnl pj hShNZz
cnl ka lSeaL cm BR ( hHef Hhw jmhc cm Rs), cnl
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phl, cnl ka el pwNWe BR, ka pqaL-pwaL N BR,
mMLcl, Lhcl, eVLlcl, nfcl, pwhcLcl ka lLj pw
BR phl, Bhl cml, Nel cml, eQl cml, Mml cml, qy
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pwhcLcl hl jjm faqll chz hShcl jd phl Jfl
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jqch pq, jg elEm Cpmj. . .z hhal fl hhaz hL deal
fr hha, L Bjl hL deal fr euz pgu Ljm, jmL hNj
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fqe, eL BL, pLmC hha cuRez cnl fNanm jh
khc HLV fZJ eQf eez a a Ll HLV, Aa HLV hhal
jd Bjl ejV My S, SeLl pwhcLcl p HC pje ejV, j
Ql Arll ejV MyS, LbJ LeJ nl Bsm BR L e ejV,
kqa HLC 295 (L) dlu jjm Sl quR Bjl hlJ, kqa
Aeu ih Bjl hlJ, kqa dju Aeiaa BOa mNl AikN
Bjl hlJ, ejV MyS, imJ kc LE EM Ll bLe ejV, MySz
eCz LbJ eCz LeJ hhaa eCz LeJ fahc eCz ah L HC
pa k Bjl hl jjm Ll plLll EQa quR, Hhw SeLl
pwhcLcl hl Ll EQa que? hhal LbJ Bj eC, ah Bjl
ejV BR, BR fLl hL Awn Ssjmhccl piu, pjme,
jRm, hel, Lhm Bjl ejVC BR, Bl LlJ ej eCz
SeLl pwhcLcl jjm faql Lll Se plLll LR ch
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Ll jjm faql Lll ch LlR ajl ph fNanm hlz al LE
ajl hl Sl Ll jjml Lb LR hmR ez ajl fNanm hl
LEC ajl Ngal fluel hl Vy n LlR ez
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cMR, WL fsR? qy aj WL cMR, WL fsRz HV OVRz hpa qR?
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ja hpu lMR pC pLm bL, pLm flu NR, cfl NR, hLm
NRz hpu L LVR ajl? e LVez
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ez hpu BjL j cR ez jal QM cu Sm NsRz Sm NsLz
jal qa Sm jR gma pC Sml cL HNR ez NsLz Sm Nsa
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BR, Se?
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fpm LVjpH BVL Ll quR?
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paLl QqlV Hhl HLV Qe eJz JWz cMz fsz hTz
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hme ajl Lbz ajl Lb hmh Le? aj L? aj LR ez aj
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pj ALl cl Lll Se mMRz L mi quR mM? BS phC
SeLl pwhcLcl j QuR, acl jjm mu am eJul ch
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jmhcl ajL VNV LlR LlZ al Se k aj HL, aj Apqu,
H cn ajl fr cyshl ja LeJ h eC, pwNWe eC, LeJ
lSeaL cm eCz jmhccl HC Ee jca cR Ll, a Se?
cR ahv lSeaL cm, fNanm h, pwNWe, Bl hSh hhaAmcl elhaz ajL gyp cR Bpm jmhcl eu, gyp
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hm CwlS hm ph fLu SeLl pwhcLcl hl plLll jjm
cull ec Ll pfcLu mM quR, EfpfcLu mM quRz Lmj
Rf quRz LbJ LE imJ kN LlR e ajl ejz LE imJ
fahc LlR e ajl jjmlz
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ez LE ez ah HLSe EM LlRez NV LmjVC ae ajL
eu mMRez ae hclEl Ejlz mMRe ajl LeJ AdLl eC
fNanm qJul, LlZ aj LeJ ce jRm kJe, LeJce pNe
cJez
jRm e Nm, pNe e cm L fNanm qJu ku e?
Ejl a hmRe qJu ku ez
ah Bj L? faunm?
aj alJ Qu Adjz aj HLV hS mMLz mMa Se ez lSeal
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hfc SeJ gVgV Ll hm cJz djl hl mM fNanm Bcmel
ra LlRz ajl mMmMl LlZ jmhcl HLV Cp fuRz
hcle Ejl L SeLl pwhcLclJ co cuRe? LlZ
SeLLJ a jmhcl Cp LlR!
e a cee, ae hha cuRe SeLl pwhcLcl Jfl bL
jjm Bl mu am eJul Sez
Bjl hl plLll jjm Bl mu am ea hmee?
ez aj djl pjmQe LlR, ajl Hph n ff Rm, HjeC
ayl jaz ae mMRe aj Ael seL qu mMRz
Ll?
Aeje Ll eJz Se a L co ajL cJu qu! hSfl,
BechSll aj seL!
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fjZ ca flhe ayl HCph jbl? flhe ez Bj L hSfl HLV
mLL Qe? Qe ez BechSll LE L BjL hm cu Bj L
mMh e mMh? LMeC ez fQjh Bjl mM fWL fsa Qu hm
BechSl Bjl mM Rf h hC Rfz
aj Bec fll fuR, HVL ajl co hm ih qRz
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fWL e fa, aqm BS qua aj LlZ fa LR!
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ra? jmhccl fr eu HC plLl LlR ra?
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co cRe Lhm ajLz hmRe aj LlR raz Lhm aeC ee
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h je Lla, aylC hmRez
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hojqe pjSl f cMRmj, Bj a HLV pLml ll Se
Bcme LlRmjz
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ae ejZ Llae, Hhw ayl AeL h kyl ajl mMl AelN, ae
eS Mh Nh Ll flQu Llu cae aycl p ayl mMLlz L LlRe
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ajl jjml Lb pfZ Hsu SeLl pwhcLcl hl Sl Ll
jjml fahc Llmez a hla BS RfJ quR BSLl LNS
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eJul ch Llme, ajl Jfl bL jjm am eJul Lb L
hmeez k pqL fLm fa pq ajl Rh Bl Mhl Rf
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Bl fahcl hmu cua Aeih Llm Ael Sez ajL hc cuz
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LlR e, LlR HLV Aeul hl fahc Lll cua bLz H khv
mM, jmhccl AaQl ell pu aj LRC ASe Lla fle
apmj, ph nez She huN cu kNl Ol ne SjR ajlz
ah L Bjl hl jjm LeJ Aeu jjm eu?
al a je LlR ez SeL HLV nnm fae Bl aj qR HLz
ajl jbl Jfl jmhc n Bl plLl, Eiu MsNq cysu BRz
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kl fr em hfc, jmhcl paLl Ab kl hfr, plLl kl Ae
Lla Qu, al fr Lb hm kh ez a e qm Lle Ahjeel
AikNl HC Cpl jd fNanml Le HLV fr eRe! kc ayl
hme k ajl mMmM fRc qu e, aa L? jahc i qa fl,
L k LlZ ajl hl jjm Ll quR, pV a expcq Aeu
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qh e hm hhLhe jeo, eahe jeo ajl hl jjmV pjbe
Llhe Le!
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AaC Rmz aj Lhm hTa im LlRm BNz Lm Sjal NZpi
qmz HMe al SeLl hl aje LR hmR ez alJ hT NR k
SeLl hl QyQu mi qh ez mi qh apmjl gyp Quz Ha
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cR al ajL jl gmh, alflJ plLl Qf, phC Qf, HC pkN
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eu apmjl ja hshs mM mM e, al fl fhz pwpc L
hlda Llh Hl? LE ez Mh pqSC HC hmV pwpc fp qu khz
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hpgjl n a jacz kMe aMe kL aL hm qh p hpgj
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HMeJ Ajpmjecl hl hhql qhz HMeJ gaul hl klC
hmh, klC nlu BCel pjmQe Llh hpgj LlR hm hm qhz
L j fh aMe jmhc Rs!
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qph Qqa qu khez BlJ HLV LlZ qm, hHef kje SjaL
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HMe ccmLC eL cs cu OlRz Bpm ccmlC SjaL clLlz
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aj HLz aj HL hnm HL jmhc nl p msRmz aj HL
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nf LEC ajl Jfl plLl Bl jmhc SOe iuhq qjml
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I am sure you have become tired of being called the
female Salman Rushdie - what a bizarre and comical
creature that would be! - when all along you thought you
were the female Taslima Nasrin. I am sorry my name has
been hung around your neck, but please know that there
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are many people in many countries working to make sure

that such sloganizing does not obscure your identity, the
unique features of your situation and the importance of
fighting to defend you and your rights against those who
would cheerfully see you dead.
In reality it is our adversaries who seem to have things in
common, who seem to believe in divine sanction for
lynching and terrorism. So instead of turning you into a
female me, the headline writers should be describing
your opponents as the Bangladeshi Iranians. How sad it
must be to believe in a God of blood! What an Islam they
have made, these apostles of death, and how important it
is to have the courage to dissent from it!
Great writers have agreed to lend their weight to the
campaign on your behalf: Czeslaw Milosz, Mario Vargas
Llosa, Milan Kundera and more. When such campaigns
were run on my behalf, I found them immensely cheering,
and I know that they helped shape public opinion and
government attitudes in many countries.
You have spoken out about the oppression of women
under Islam, and what you said needed saying. In the
West, there are too many eloquent apologists working to
convince people of the fiction that women are not
discriminated against in Muslim countries or that, if they
are, it has nothing to do with the religion. The sexual
mutilation of women, according to this argument, has no
basis in Islam. This may be true in theory, but in many
countries where this goes on, the mullahs wholeheartedly
support it. And then there are the countless crimes of
violence within the home, the inequalities of legal
systems that value womens evidence below that of men,
the driving of women out of the workplace in all countries
where Islamists have come to, or even near to power.
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You have spoken out about the attacks on Hindus in

Bangladesh after the destruction of the Ayodhya mosque
in India by Hindu extremists. Yet any fair-minded person
would agree that a religious attack by Muslims on
innocent Hindus is as bad as an attack by Hindus on
innocent Muslims. Such simple fairness is the target of
the bigots rage, and it is that fairness which, in
defending you, we seek to defend.
You are accused of having said that the Koran should be
revised (though you have said that you were referring
only to Islamic religious code). You may have seen that
only last week the Turkish authorities have announced a
project to revise these codes, so in that regard at least
you are not alone. And even if you did say that the Koran
should be revised to remove its ambiguities about the
rights of women, and even if every Muslim man in the
world were to disagree with you, it would remain a
perfectly legitimate opinion, and no society which wishes
to jail or hang you for expression it can call itself free.
Simplicity is what fundamentalists always say they are
after, but in fact they are obscurantists in all things.
What is simple is to agree that if one may say God
exists then another may also say God does not exist;
that if one may say I loathe this book then another may
also say But I like it very much. What is not at all
simple is to be asked to believe that there is only one
truth, one way of expressing that truth, and one
punishment (death) for those who say this isnt so.
As you know, Taslima, Bengali culture - and I mean the
culture of Bangladesh as well as the Indian Bengal - has
always prided itself on its openness, its freedom to think
and argue, its lack of bigotry. It is a disgrace that your
Government has chosen to side with the religious
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extremists against their own history, their own

civilization, their own values. It is the treasure-house of
the intelligence, the imagination and the word that your
opponents are trying to loot.
I have seen and heard reports that you are all sorts of
dreadful things - - a difficult woman, an advocate (horror
of horrors) of free love. Let me assure you that those of
us who are working on your behalf are well aware that
character assassination is normal in such situations, and
must be discounted. And simplicity again has something
valuable to say on this issue: even difficult advocates of
free love must be allowed to stay alive, otherwise we
would be left only with those who believe that love is
something for which there must be a price - perhaps a
terrible price - to pay.
Taslima, I know that there must be a storm inside you
now. One minute you will feel weak and helpless, another
strong and defiant. Now you will feel betrayed and alone,
and now you will have the sense of standing for many who
are standing silently with you. Perhaps in your darkest
moments you will feel you did something wrong - that
those demanding your death may have a point. This of all
your goblins you must exorcise first. You have done
nothing wrong. The wrong is committed by others against
you. You have done nothing wrong, and I am sure that one
day soon you will be free.

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al SlS jpmje, H eu hlnm HL mL fll hl jjm
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ja BjL nc Bmu cysu bL nc Nsl cL ka quz BjL
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Bjcl QM dm cu L Ll Hace YLu Rme, aC ihRz
Bj BhlJ je qpz ih, HC HlyC BjL pl cn fa fa Ll
MySRe Ngal Lll Se, Bl HylC HMe BjL elf cRez Hyl
L fV NRe? ez Hyl HylC BRe, Lhm plLl Lj fVRz Hyl
j j Lb hmRe HMe, Lj Hm HC HylC hVl mb mNa fle
fWz Lj Hm HylC BjL Ngal Ll Lm Nsa am Sm ila
flez
Nl jM jQAm Sp Llme--- HL SuNu Rme eL hi

SuNu?
---hiz
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---Ae LbJ je?
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fnV e hs HLV np eC Bjz jQqe hme, Bpm Bjl a SeC
Bfe Lcl hsa Rmez fmn L e Se hme!
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kMe aMe Bl Sp LlRe Le?

jQAm hmme, Bfel jM bL ea QCz
Le ea Qe? L clLl?
clLl BRz

cSs QM Bjl jM fmLqe aLu BRz cV eL OZ eR Bjl

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Vl fC Si LR Bjl, Sil fReJ La La eQ ejR,
Nm, hL LRz
VCfl gp ja jQAm hmme, Bfe Sje fJul fl bL k hje

hcl OlJ Ll BR jmhcl, a a Seez

Sez
BfeL kc BSL fVLne e cC, aqm L Ll khe hjehcl
hmez HL khe? fmn Rs?

QMl pje BhR BmVL qWv jR kuz ke OlO ALll jd

HL hp BRz LeJ ejl HLV ArlJ aC EQlZ Llp e, iall
BjV hCll BjL hmRz
mm nV Hhl n L hme, ejm hme, kcl hsa Rmez
LRrZ Qf bL hmme, e hmm a Bfel raz Bfe L Qe Bfel

ra qL?

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ez ez

e?

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Bjl QM A qu BpR, Mm QM, ke hS BR Hje HLV hdz hy
hy Ll OlR Lhm jb eu, SNaz jQqe, jQAm fl fl hm QmRe,
aqm Bfe Bfel raC QCRez aqm Bfe QCRe e hje hcl
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pn mLml qa bL hyQhe? Bjl pju cR BfeL, Bfe ih
cMe L qh Bfel, kMe Bfe hje hcl fRhe, Bl BfeL
Ol dlh jl!
mm nVl QM fbl cV QM lM hmmj, BfeL kc Shel TyL
eu LR jeo Bnu ca Bfel Mh hfcl ce, jal qa bL hyQa
fZfZ Q LlR kl, acl L hfc gmhe Bfe? WL Bjl Ah
kc qa Bfel, Bfe L Jcl LlJ ej hma flae?

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Nl Nmu, Bfel She L HMe hfcj Bfe ihRe?
mm nV hyL qpV jmu gm hmme, HMeJ L Bfe cnl ialz

p Bj Sez L Bj LlJ ej hmh ez

ej e hmm BfeL hjehcl HL ka qhz fmn kR e Bfel
pz
H Lbl fl aeV fZ Aam HL exnl jd hp bLz HLpju pC
exn bL EW HL Nmp Sm Ma qu BjLz mr Ll Nmp dl
qaV Bjl LyfRz iall Ol hh hp BRe, QMcVu KvpL
mgR fmnl p Bjl L Lb qR Seaz Bj Ca ayl
QMcVL n qa hmmj, ayLJz
Sm mmnVJ QCmez hh Bl Ol hp bLa flee, EW Hp
fmncl iP Nmu Sp Llme Q Mhe? hm ae Bl Afr
Llme e Sea Q Hyl Mhe L e, jeL fWme lOl Q Lll
Sez je Q eu Bpl BN fk aeV fZ BhlJ enl ial
pyal LVRmjz Qu QjL cu VC fl fbj hmme, aqm L Bfe L
ej hmhe e? LR ejl Se eSl Ha hs ra Llhe Bfe?

Lhm ej qm a LbC Rmz ejl Bsm a jeo BRz

aa Bfel L? Bfe a eSl cLV cMhez k na Bfel phd
qu a eu ihhez
ejm Se Bfecl clLl Le?
Hjez SV LElJpVz Bjl a acl Bl LeJ ra Lla kh ez
fnC JW ez
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hmmj a Laqmz
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Se LRz hLV Bfe hmm im quz
ez Bj hmh ez
acl LeJlLj ra qh e, Lb cRz Lhm Bjl cSe Seh, Bl
LE ez
Bjl fr ph e LlJ ej hmz
Bfel ra qmJ e?
Bj Qu QjL cu f l hmmj, ez
ih hmRe?
ihC hmRz
ihl Se BlJ pju ehe?
ez
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mLcV Q no Lleez cV L aeV QjLl fl EW fsmez Bj hp
bL, fmn L BjL hje hcl aqm eu khe e! HlLj L qa
fl e k Bj kh e! fmn Bpe, aC Bjl kJu quez HC gyLV
L Bj HMe ca fl e! eQuC flz Sje BjL kc HC naC
cJu qu bL k BjL cn Rsa qh, e qu quR cJuz L Bj
kc hyL hp, kc hm k kh e cn Rs, ah L Bjl Sje gla
eJu qh! L hmRme, BjL plLl k Mn Lla fl, Sm ila
flz Bj cn bLm jmhccl Bcme Hje ah qh k BjL
hyQa aMe Bl LE flh ez e H cn, e Ae LeJ cnz Aa
Bcmel aha Lja H cnl b BjL fs ca qh Bfaa
Ae cnz alfl Oll ju a Ol gl BphCz HLce e qu HLcez
jbV Rys ka bLz LeJ ihe Bl dl ez nll n eC k EW
cyshz BjL asu cJu kc plLl p qu bL, HV a Se
plLl pC, ah a fmn BjL elf chC BS laz eu
BjL khC hje hclz Bl a kc e qu, ah fmn RsC kh
hcl, k qu qhz
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j BjL Ssu dl gyfu hma bLe, ajl Bj mLCu lMhj,
LE Seh ez aj kCJ e jz Efl Bq BRez LE LR Lla flh
ez ph WL qCu kChz aj d hCm ch djl hl Bl LR mMh ez
jucl ekael hl, jucl deal Se k mMaRm,aje
mMh, d djl hl e mMmC a qCmz
hh cO HLV np Rs hmme, hmmJ Jl jeh e LRz J a hmRC
Llel Lb hm eC, alflJ L Jl bjR?
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gmm Bl LeJ jRm qh ez
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Le QCh e? jeo im Llm rj Qu e? jl qacV Qf dlR
Bjl qaz

Bj LeJ im Ll eCz
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LeJ Aphd Llh ez j Bjl Nu qa hmu ca ca hmez

jl pje bL pl Bpz Bjl fRe EW Bpa Bpa ae hma

bLe, Bj pwhcLcl XLh, XCL Bj Bjl jul qCu rj QChz
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LWe L hmz
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fSj Ls eu hmme, Ha Sj Lfs caRp Le? J Lucel

mCN kCaR?

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bLaC qChz

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cMez

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Nmu hm, da hLl ja Lc Le!
eple HC hs LeR, Ns LeRz hsX j pSCR hs RCs QCm
kJul mCN?
j, aj hTaR e Le? Bj L plShel mCN kCaR N eL?
Luce flC a BCu fsjz
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RVc L Se? RVc L Bjl Qu hn Se? Lu, BcS Luz elJu
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LlR hcn kJul mCNz cnl Ah Mlf hCm LlRz cMaR e
L OVaR! HMe a qal LR fCm Bjl VLl VLl LCl gmhz
hcnl Aee no qCm a QCm Bjl BpaC qChz
j gyfu gfu hme, aqe L BCa ch Mmc Su?
ch e Le? HCV Bjl cn e?
aCm k Ljm Lu BCa eL ch ez
Hje Luz
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Bp qCh e!
BQkz HCph k L hLl ja Llz ajl ja hL Bj Bl cM
eCzMmc Su a Bjl cnl hCl kCa ca Qu eCz cM e
fpfV eu eRm? cM eC cnl ph l h LCl cRm ke hCl
kCa e flz plLl a LMeJ Qu eC Bj hCl kCz HMe hCll
cnm hmR hCm lS qCRz
Lh BCh aCm?
Aee no qCmC BCp fshjz Hljd fla n qCu kChz jl
Bl Lace QCh! plLl hCT NR jcl ECm eSclC hfc
quz Hqe Bl ECh ez
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Bl BCa ch ez LlZ aC BCmC jl al gyp QCh, plLl

fael Bcme Llhz e QvLl Ll Lyca l Lle jz
cc jTu f Rsu hp, hmme, Mmc Sul a Bl LeJ Efu Rm
e eplel cnl hCl fXCu cJu Rsz jcl HLV LVm
LCl plLlC Al eu BChz
RVc pS qu hp hmme, ajl LCR eu BCh! Bfc hcu
Lla flm hyQ Mmcz eV CmLne BJuj mN Sam Bpl
HLV phe BRz
Bjl jul al LC fWCaRpz ju LC bLh? Ll LR bLh? L
MCh! Lje hyQh! hma hma Lyce jz jl cL LE gl aLu ez
Hl osk LCl ajl cl plCu caRz aj kCJ ez Bjl jul
Bj LbJ kCa ch ez pVLp bCL Lfs hCl Llz
RVc Sl djL JWe, L fNmj LlaRe jz HChl bje a!
hh BjL gpgp Ll Sp Lle, fmn L LCa BCRm?
SNCa BCRm Ll Ll hsa Rmjz
LCu cR?
ez
im LlRz
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Rmj Bjz hsl mLl HL Tl hsl LbC See Lhm k JMe
Rmjz hsl LELC hme Bl LeJ ej, Bl LeJ hsl Lbz
pVLpl cL QM fsa pVLpl Lfs LR Bmjla am lMa
lMa hm, Ha Lfs cR ke je qu Ru jpl mCN kCaR! HCph
HCMe kCih pSe BR, ajeC bLLz
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Qul hp f esRez f m Mh a esRz pje ayl ka Ll LV
Na cjp cnl fLm bL Bj Ssa Mhll LuL c LNSz
hcn bL Bp QWf, gz

HCm eu k eplez
ez
LS mNa flz
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BRe RVc, ccz Cupje Bl jmeJ BRz j LycRe Bjl ful
LR hpz

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Wm plu cmj jl qaz H pju Ll Ma CR Ll! Osl cL hl
hl QM Qm kRz ka LyV HNR, aa Bjl nll nbm qRz
la csVl cL cM cV Ns neNll jsl LRz RVc cM
hme, JCm fmnl Nsz
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Qea e flz Jseu Bhl jM jb YLl fm, hlu bLh Lhm
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quz LlZ RVc, cc, jme al, pju qu NRz j HC cn cMa Qe
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hs bL mL SN kh hmz
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j Lyc Lyc hmRe, Bjl jul al osk LCl cn bCL hl

LCl caRpz Bjl jul Bjl LR glCu c alz Bjl jul

Bj kCa ch ez LbJ kCa ch ez

hh, cc Bl RVcl hl AikN no Ll j Bq eu fse,

BqN, H L Llm N Bqz ajl fu fCl La LeRz La LCR

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Nz Bj L LCl hQhj! Bq aj L Llmz Bjl jul Ha L Le
caRz J a Ha L pCa flh ez L Bjl cJ Bqz Jl Bl
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Bjl LR bCL cl plCJ ez
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BVC pVlz cMR? VLV Bjl qa cn gllz aj LCc ez
j QM ah jRe ez ah j Lycez Bj Se, jJ See k BjL
ka qR, cn bLl Efu eC hm LbJ ka qR Bjlz Bj
Se k cnl Ah MeLV im qm, jmhccl Bgme pje Lj
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qh ez LlZ BjL gla cJu qh ez Bj Se e k Bpm HC
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Blz BjL Bjl eNlL AdLl bL ha Ll qh, pLm Seh ph
L LE LeJce Ha hs HLV Aeul hl LeJ Vy n Llh ez
HLSe mMLL ayl mMl Afld, ayl ja fLnl Afld Qlj
ehpec fa qh, fl HLV cn aLu aLu cMh Lhm, LeJ
Bf Llh ez Bj kR f eu k cnl hdhpf jeol
LRaC je ehe e k HLSe mMLL ayl mMl LlZ ehpe ka
qh, ayl Bcme Llhe, BjL cn gla eu Bpl Se plLll
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eSl jMMe YL jb eQ Ll Qlj Apjee eu ej flQu mLu
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eu glh, mML qph glh, mMLl AdLl eu glh, hL
deal Su SuLl dea qh Qlfn, Bj glhz L Bj Se e k
Bjl f fu jsu kh mL, LE LMeJ Bjl cn gl Bpl
Lb imJ amh ez Bj Se e k BjL cnl mLl im kh Mh
a, Bjl Lb Bl LbJ aje EQla qh ez e, Bj LRaC
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pLmz LE Bl Bjl LeJlLj fuSeual Lb Aeih Llh ez
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flhe ez HL HL Lyche aez LE ayl JC Ll cL gl aLh
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hmmj, hh khz
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Nsa SuN qh ez
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n Ll BjL hL ByLs lMez BjL jl n Bme bL Sl
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ca kCaR z
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kRz plLll Jflam Se Bj k kR, eQam Se e LVeal
phLRz Hje paLal jd CaEa aLu phC eQ NlS ej Hmz
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jTMez pc NsV hlu Hm CVe fuV bLz pepe l,
neNll js Ahc fyRaC Bjcl Nsl pje HLV, fRe HLV
Ns Qma l Llz fmnl Nsz fRe hsVl cL aLe qu e
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Bjl p hje hcl Ahc kuz
hje hcl Ns bL ejaC cM jQAm Bl jQqe fmn Agpl
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ialz jTMe Bj, Bsm Ll lM qR BjLz ka ka LMe
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cysu fsz fRe aLu cM Jl Bjl eNm e fJu claz L
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hsa bLz Ll JW hLz pS BjL hjel ial eu Nme
fmn Agpl cSez ial LR mL hp BRz qWv cM P hp BRe
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jW fb, he, gpml raz HL TyL jO Hp qWv Bsm Ll cu phz
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hjeV BlJ jO gys jOl Jfl EW kuz BQjL Acn qu ku
Bjl cnV, hs fu cnVz
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npV L eQl! l! She gl fJul!
eL hcel! AeQual! She qlel!

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