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Z omMez L fll flC mm L OVmz hh BjL cM eSl
QML hnp Lla flRe e, N MyQu hmme,HCX L flRp?
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fV flRp Le aC?
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HCph fla, nlml LeJ Qjs hc bLh e Hje fVhz

BjL fV Mm fuSj fla qmz Hlfl JC fV k fle a eu,

flR ah hh jCm MeL clal jd eC SeC ah flRz
ccl Efql hC Bl Sj Lfs Bl NueNVl pj Rsu Hlfl lwH
kuz Rh ByLl lw eu, jM jMl lwz Bjl Se HLV jL Bf h Le
Beme ae, HVl Se LeJ Aeld Bjl Rm e, cc eSl CRaC
LeRez HC h pfL Bjl LeJlLj AiaC eC, L Ll L jMa
qu a Bj Se ez aMe RVc qme pquz Qul BjL jal ja hpu
Bjl jM QM, QMl fau, Nm, QhL, WyV lw jMu cmez
CupjeLJ cmez lwHl hVL jSL hl ja je qa mNm Bjl,
L QjvLl jMl Qql fV cR, eSL je qR Lhl, hha, nhel
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ja pejl euLz hsa Qce hsa Hm, JLJ hpu jM lw jMe

qmz Qcel Nm hl Nmf fEXl ama Ll RVc kMe hmRme,
j hmme, Qce a ncC, Jl L Bl fEXl mN?
cc BjL Bl CupjeLC k Lhm ce a eu, jLJ cez j jme
nsl Rys Rc Bsm Ll fle ke LlJ QM e fs, QM kc fsJ
LlJl, QM Hje Ai qu NR k LE QjL JW e hlw j HLV eae
ns flmC phl QM fsz HLV im ns flmC, hq nsX a pcl, LC
fCR, L cm! Hph jhl Ts hu kuz L qWv qWv Bjl h Cupjel
QM fs, kcJ QM hESqe puqe nsaJ jL cMR, Rys ns Hje
LeJ cOVe eu jl Se, ah ccl LR ns QJ kc hm, j hme, eje

Bl La ch? acl caRz kC jeoVl cJul Lb, p a Blj BRz

eSl cual Lb iCm NRz LlJ Se LR Lel Q eCz j Qe cc

eu, hh ke jL LR cez jL ihRe, jl Se LlRe hh, pje LR

qmJ, am fljZ qmJ, cMa j QaL fMl ja Afr Llez hh LlJ
Afrl cL gl aLe e, hno Ll jlz Bjcl hl k Dcl Sj,
pV caJ BSLm hh Mh HLV BNq eez ccl LR bL Bjl fR, a
Ahn ae Seez eS a che e, cc ke Bjcl BnLl Lj ce,
Bhl hn fm Bjl k ER kh, p LbV ccL XL djL plZ Llu
cez
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cc BjL hme, L l fLeL kCh? Ol bL hlel pkNl Se Ja
fa bL Bj mgu EWz HlLj HLV fh fu Bjl cfll Oj lal
Oj ph Eh Nmz
HC fLeL jujepwql jdfl Sm eu, lSde YLuz ccl p YL
kJul pkN Hhlz YLl pil fLeL Lla kR gCpp Lfel
mLlz Bau Se eu ka flz ccl hE eCz cV he BR, HL iC
BRz hh j BRez hh jL eJu Qm e, ayl fLeLl Se hjeez
RVc fLeLl Se hs qu kuz Cupje RV qu kuz HLhl Mf Mf
jm kC Bjz palw Sj Lfs hRC Llz hRC Lll LR Ahn Rm e
Bjl, CnLml CEegjl hCl qa Ne k BR aC du C Ll al
eCz C hma mql HLV qamAm fa, Qml Jfl JV lM fal am
Nlj qm fl Ll NjR iyS Ll qam dl EWu eu Lfs Op eCz Sj
Lfs eC, Bl eC ccl cJu pC lPl hz Ve Qs YL kJu, Hl
Qu Bec Bl L BR She! pj fb Semu jM lM Nlj qJu Bl
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mmjVuu eu, hs dejaz eS SuN Le RV RV Ol amRez Ol
RV RV hQz hs jjl hsa SuNl Aih cc la LVa Nme
Bfpl HL hsLal hsz BjL a quR Te Mm Bl hs jjl Rm
jul p HL QLa BsBs QfQf NcNc Llz pLm cc Hme
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ea BjLz C Ll Sj fl jM lw jMR kMe Bl nf hs jjl

jucV ia cMl ja cMRm BjLz LEL Jl jM lw jMa Hl BN
cMez Te Mm BjL Bsm LlRme hl hl Jcl bL, hmRme,
hscl pSa qu, ajcl HMeJ hup qu eC pSl, plz Te Mm hs jj
bLJ kbph BjL Bsm Llmez ayl iu, jMl Hph lw cMm hs jj
hs jjL Smu Mhe Hje HLV lwHl h Le cJul Sez hp Qs
pil Nu hs HL jWl jd fLeLl hs hs qysLys bm hpe ph
eje qmz l qm, MJu qm, Mm qm, euS jqjc ejl HL NuLL
is Ll He Ne NJue qmz hCll mLl p cc ayl QlQla lQa
hwm Qmu Nme l L s hm hmz ccl HC qu, YLl LlJ p, kyl
hwmu Lb hme, Lb hma Nu jujepwql BmLa hpSe cJul
Se HjeC paL bLl Q Lle k l-l EQlZ qu ku s, Bjs gcs a

Xs, Qs sN cMRme,aMeC as Nm, asfs ks ks BpRm,

acs pb Bjs psps Lb quRz fLeL cc ayl Lfel hs hs
mLcl p Bjl flQu Llu cme, Bjs RV he epse, HChl
jVsL cm hmz Bl flQul fl Lb e hm s jl hp bL BjL
cM cc qp hme, L s nsj fJus L BR! HcL Buz Bjs ps,
pss pmj cz pil bL nql gl Hp cc eL LyQL Lhm HLVC
jh Llme, lwX hn jMCu gmRp jMz BjL eL pwHl ja mNRmz

Te Mm CXe LmS bL fn Ll YL hnhcmu fsRe hwmuz

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qy qu cMR phz TeM ml HLV Lp Rm, JaJ eu Nmez Lp Rl
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H HL hpuLl Aiaz Lp fsa Hme emj Chqjz Bj ej eR
ayl, mMJ fsRz emj Chqj mr Llee Lp Af hupl HLV ju
hp BR Sspsz L fsuRe ae al L-J hTa e fl Lp bL hlu
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LbJ bL, ah HMeC HlLj HLV dlZ Sju Bjlz LeJ HLce
YL hnhcmu fsl f eu ccl p Ve Qs jujepwq gl Bpz
gl Qcel LR eMya hZe Ll YL hnhcmu Rm jul fnfn
qyVR, qpR,Lb hmR,Ne NCR LE acl cL gl gl aLR e,
QM VfR e, jc Lb hmR e, Ym RysR ez jWl Op hp BR Rm
ju Nm qu, B cRz LeJlLj ec fnL eC LlJ Sez kl k
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HL SNaz hCll flo Bjcl LR HLC p hpu Hhw HLC p iulz
Nf Efep fs pej cM Bjl Bl Qcel je kc LeJ flol f
bL, p pcne pflol fz Nf Efep fsl MplaJ ca qu BjL
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Qm fhZ Rys VLl VLl Ll gm cme Sem cu, kce hmme,
HMe bL HCph BSCl fL fs h, hs bL hlu kC Bjz
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eehs Qm ka flhz LfcLqe La Nf Efepl pejl euLl a
hlu, lu MeLV qyVmC LeJ eSe pj al h Nil AlZ h Ecp
elhm fqs SV kuz LeJ AOVe OV e,hlw QjvLl QjvLl OVe OVz
euL qua euLl cM fm, Abh hnm de HL Ecl mL euLL
fma-Le heu gmmz Abh euL HL HL ec h pjl dl qyVm,
gm Ru bL hNe qyVa qyVa gmml p je je Lb hmm, Es
Bp LeJ fMl pJ hmm, lPe fSfal fRe csm, HLpju NR
qme cu pMl Abh cxMl HLV Ne NCmz Abh AOVe OVmJ AOVe
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Nf Efep fs pej cM ju hLl ial iu Hhw eiu cV Sep
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qyV, fLl cLz hNe Am HLV SuNl cL, mL kl ej cuR mXp
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nql HMeC Bp, h hp hcj QeQl Mu, Mu qJuu qyVqyV Ll
hs gl kuz Bj kMe eSeal f eu ilcfl fL fyR NRl Ruu
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cLz jTl cLz QM ku ecl JC fl, L QjvLl Lngm Ru BR!
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h pl Nu hpz cM Rml cm ERp hsz q q Ll pC hl LR
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HC Rs al hf BR?

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al qa f Mm BLn Esm ca bLz Bjl hLm QM MyS gl LeJ
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LE YLR e fLz imLl ph JC fl hsa NRz HC fl LE
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dV BjL QLa fRe glu QvLl Ll hmu,Bj HCMe hCp lCR,

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cya cMR, Si cMRz MmR BjL euz jS LlRz HMe SjV Bjl
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flm qu! HC ene fL LE cMh e L qR HcLz qWv cSe mLL
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Bjl o Ccu hm, Hl BjL Ell Se euz Bjl o Ccu hm,
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nllz Bjl nll cu Bj Bsm Ll lM BjLz Vl fC mLcV
Rml cml qa BjL pyf cu Qm NRz Hl HMe k Mn Lll Rsf
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je qu e, je qu LeJ mL qphl Sz Rml m am ee cMu ch
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74

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bL ej kuz

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fsl js Acn qu kJu nc nVL cM je qa hdqu Hl fj fs
NRz hL k dLfL Lle a euz L lLl ja RV Hp BjL Ssu
dll hflV Ha Lj mNR k A ju hTR Bj QCmC Lhl qa
fl e, QCmC hha qa fl e, Nf Efep Bl pejl ja Shel
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flajz flez
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Qm cu Bp ajlz LbJ khl eC hm Rc bL ej jluj CnLm
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mu plla Bj hmn jM yS Lycz hL YL lMl HC hsa LfsV
fla Bjl m qu, LlZ HVC Bjl je qu fjZ Ll k HVl Bsm
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104

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ae jL eSl Ol XL fn hpu pySa bL HLV Lha eu hme,

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Lb a HL LhC LCmz

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106

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clSu eae LR pyV quR L e cM kez LlZ RsC Bjl Oll fn
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pcl qCRz hh Hlfl Bl LR mMe ez fcl She Bl paLl She
k AeL fbL a HLce hhl eple XLl QvLl Aeia quz hhl
pje BNl pC eajM eaQM cysCz ae BNl jaC cya MyQu hme,

L Ll qCaR?

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lS hm eC?
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A eu, Bec Evph l Llz YL kJul Becz

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ca fWa hh lS qae e kc e Hj H Lqqll fde glqcl jM
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fn qu e LMeJz e qmJ ayl Lbl a jm BRz fanf im hou,
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108

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qu BR mVm jNSez A hCul MyS fJu k Bjl fr
ph eu, a hTz Al MaNmJ hsa Bl BR hm je qu ez plcl
h Ll pySal LNS Lea Qm NRz
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flr ch YL hnhcmu, hwm pqa fsne Llhz YLu Bjl
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109

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Bj hpa qC ez
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euz hfeqe fL eSl NyVl fup MlQ Ll hl Ll klC Lha
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MlQ qu ez Lha fse, Lha fL Lee, Lhal hC Lee pdlZl
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110

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lcel pz

hsa LE eC, Qce J gm qa Bj Bj Lhal fSu hpR,

Aije plV ce eLjl ja hp bL AqaL,
clSu cysu LaO nl QM Vf pqp Afje Ll
cdm Svpu Ja fa hp bL ecL J pjmQLl cm

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bL hcl ipa bL pjul paz
l pc Rf qJu al fbj Lhal hC Efa EfLm fWuRz hCul
Lham pn fs, p CupjeLJ XL Be fsaz AhLnl hap
ll Lhal nz Lhal Nz Bjcl jM Lhaz je Lhaz

BS Bj hap mnl N fC,

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dea, p Bjl fu jeol l Le Ajm gpmz
doa hel ns JC Bjl l Sal faLz

ll Lha BjL nu bL hpu cuz cys Llu cuz hlcu Al

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jW, Sepiuz Lha Bh Ll eaC eae eu Bjl Se, ccl
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fuR Bj, Bl Bj nMa l Ll CupjeLz Cupje CnLml Bh
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QmRm, pC Evphl Bha ej mMu Bpz WL WL HLce Nu Bh
Ll ae aeV fll fu Nm, jujepwq Sm jSVVl qa bL
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eu hs glmz Nahae Mm HL HLC J Ne NCa l Llz Jl Ne
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qCaz hsa LeJ hck eCz ccl hqm iP fs BR, RVc eSl
NVl h Ll NaL ns Le cuRez hh Ne hSe fRc Lle e,
111

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MJul hh Llz Ne NJul f CupjeL Bfaa qJuu Esu ca
quz alQu Lha fs, Lha fsa LeJ kl clLl qu ez
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Se cc BjL YL eu Nmez fLnm hnhcmu RVcl h lgLl
qVm-lj eu ke ia flru L fn Bp, L lLj L al pje qmJ
kc ae Bip cez lgL jme qp hme, LmL flr, BSL L Bl
cMh! ah BjL hpu LNS fpm cu HLVe HLV plmlM ByLa
hmme, HLVe hz ByLl fl hmme,HC OlVl Rh ByLz aJ ByLl fl
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ki Ll hh hmme, YL kJul clLl eCz
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ej EWR jXLm ial pkN fJucl amLuz

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LEL e fu fsl lu ir Ll qmjL dl Beme jz qmj al
j pq hsa hqm qu Nmz VLVL pJc Lla Nu lu LeJ HL
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j jnm hVRme, hmme, MsCa Lz

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qial ja MR mLV, j hmme, L N ju ajl LeJ ju eC? HC
dl hl al hRl hupz kha ju LS lMa iu qu jlz aC ju QCm
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pde Ll que Bjl, LR bLmJ Jycl Mh cll je qa L!
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Se pje BlJ hRl fs BR hm Bj l je cCz l HLV eo OVe
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je Ll fmNel Bpl, je Ll pC njm ljZ
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euz kqa aj LR eC, LSC Bj lSC ajL mMa fl, Hhw mMhz
ajl Aa laV Lbu? ps cn L la? p a pz HCVL l SNl
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Aip HMe bL e Llm fl hfc fsh a! HLhl eOj fhel la

a Bph, pC ph SmRpl la L Llh? QceL Bj HLV hZJ jb
mMe, hlw AeL Lj Ll hmRz Le, Bj Lb e h Lb hm ku e?
Bj jM e aJ aj jM ama fl e? pfLl phVL cuaC L Bjl?
iNiN a phLRl BdBd Ll quRz HMe Le ah flV Bjl qh?

aj Nm gmu lM, QM lPu lM, Bj Bjl Bcll qa pQa Llz

fnC Bp ez ajl Bcll qa L LMe fpla bL? k qa fpla eu

al Bl pwLQe L? Le, Bj ajl Aije iPC e? aj e XLmJ
Bj LR kC e? aj Lb e LCm Bj Lb LCe? aj jM e aJ L Bj
Bcll Ryuu ajl jM am e? ajl elf QM SsL Bcl iSC
e? aqm aj fl e Le? BS Bj Aijel io hTa fl ez k
hTJ phLR e hTl ie Ll fbhl Le n BR aL hTu! BS
Bnel BVz flQul BS ae hRl Ql cez L lLj je qu Se? je qu
qSl hRl dl Bj ajL Qez qSl hRl BN Bjcl cM quRmz
LMe L ih cM quRm je eCz d je BR HL lc fs je HLMe
njm Llam fV LeJ Lbqe exn Hp mMRm HLMe Lb--Bjz
ke Bjl Ae pju dl flflL MyS glRmjz HLce cM qmz Bl fbj
cMu Bjl Qe gj HLSe BlLSeLz Le ijLl fuSe qm ez
cSeC jmu emj ial k Rh Rm al pbz qy HC a pz kL
hcel lP cu HyLRz qcul l cu mMR kl ejz eia L Bl eSe
f cu kL ejZ LlR HC a pz Le Lbqe aC Hp Bjl
flfll Llam HLV Lb mMmj, Bjz Abv Bj pC kL aj ejZ
LlR eSl ialz
eSe HLV Ol, kV jujepwq fJu ph qu e, a k YLu BR a
l hl hl hmz BjL YLu ka hmz L YL kJu Bjl fr ph
qh L Ll! HL HL Ve EW qua YL kJu ph qh Bjl, L ka
L ch? no Ahc RVc jujepwq Hm Bj Ny dl YL khz YL Le?
YL bL pVgLV Bea qh V fg flrlz RVcl p YL kJu
qu, NuC Bj hnhcmul Rehp CnLml HL fle hhl p
cM Lla kR hm hlu kCz hlu pS ll hphl Ol VL,
JlLjC Lb Rmz ll Mnl fLn eCz Bec mgu JW, L fu QMl
Sm gm Hph lL cu qu ez BfcjL HLV LWz k qR k OVR
ialz LNS al fLn quz l Ahn HLC Lb hm Bjl pfL, Bj
eL QWaC pqSpclihL, pje eCz pje JC HLC, jl LWz l
BjL HLV ns cm fla, ncl Jfl RV RV gm fa fV ns, p
pu hES, ns fl hCl ka qhz H nsV ll he hb fRc LlRz
l eS fRc Ll LMeJ ns Lee Bjl Se, Hl BN phS HLV pa
ns LeRm, pV LeaJ p al hh jL p euR fRc Llaz
ll Sjce Bj k LR Efql cC, eS fRc Ll Lez Le lPl nVl
p Le lPl fV im jeh, a eSC hQl Llz l kMe AeL Bjl
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Se ns fRc Lla hm, Bjl Nul lPl Lb hm, njm lPl juL
Le lPl ns im jeh!jucl ns eL julC im hTz nsl Lb

Sea quR hmC L e Se e l hbL SeuR Bjcl hul Lb,

HjeL jLJz p la BjL ns flu HLV Qe llyu eu ku pz
JMe lal Mhl Mu gl Bp hphz jqjc elm cL p Bjcl
hul Lb SeuR, Sea quR, ke la J hsa Bjl bL Anie e
cMuz Bjl LR bL H Ahc LE hul Lb Seez l Sea l
LlRz Hl BNJ cHLSe hL p SeuRz HC Seeu Bjl EN qu
SeJ SeuRz H laV ll p bLa qhz bLa qhCz L Bjl a
ka qhz ka qh, RVcL hm HpR OVMeL fl glhz jl
RVc, aj Bjl hE, pVC ajl phQu hs flQuz L H flQuC eu,
k She kfe LlR Bj, a Lla flh ez hn flhz ah L Bj hsa
hmh TeM ml Ol Rmj, kc e gl BS la! p eu ih e, Bj
TeM mL hm chrZ jeS Ll eaz L TeM m L jehe? jehe e
Le, aL Seu ch k hu LlRz Aphz ajl Aph eu fs bL
aj, Bj k Lll Llhz BS la ll p LVa qh H ll Bhcl
Aeld ch Bcn phCz l hm, BS la Bj ajL pfZ Ll QCz
pfZ je? pfZ je pfZz LeJ hL lM eCz Hl Ab Aeje Ll
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LyfeV nll Rsa bLz ce ka lal cL HNu, aa np a quz
eSL hTC, Bj a LeJ Aeu LlR e, Bj Bjl jl p hd
ih la LVh, Bjl hup qu qpe kc H LSV fl Bj Le flh
e! Bjl Lpl ju jcl LplC HL Rm nJLaL mLu hu LlR,
AeL hm mLu eL jcl nJLal qVml Ol ku, la LVuz J kc
fl, Bj L Hje LQ ML lu NR k flh e!
no Ahc la Hmz hWL Ol c Bl ayl hE pqel p BjL
flQu Llu cu l hE hmz cl R juV AhL aLu bL hE ejL
Bjl cLz AeL la e qmJ l hm, u fsl pju quRz u fsa
l al OlVa BjL eu kuz nV fV Mm Lhm HLV m fl ha
ehu Qul fbl qu hp bL BjL Cu cu hReuz eSL hlhl
hm, aC hu LlRp, hu Llm jl p a qu hL juz a
qu!HlLj faV juC nuz m Ts gmz Bj fZfZ m Ts gma
bLz Sem cu Bm BpR hCll mffVl, iha QCR H Qycl
Bmz lL Bj imhp, p Bjl jz Bjl jl p Bjl Bj fbj
la LVhz BSLl la Bjl ke LeJlLj Bsa e bLz Bsa e
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fs bL qa f Vuz pC Ve BjL l LR Vez Bj eC, Bjl
nll ll pC Bme Shbh fs bL, hLl Jfl BsBs Ll n qu
bL BjlC cV qa, Bj plu ea fl ez J bLz JC qacVL l al
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pj nlll Lyfez WyV NY Qj Mu lz WyVSs, Bj Aeih Ll gm
EWR, il qu EWR, Bj QC e L Bjl qa cV lL Wm pla Quz
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ca QJu Bjl qaz haj Mm hESl ial l jM Xhu cu, iS
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ll hel ial asfRz l eSl cV f cu plu ca bL Bjl
f cVz Bjl HL f ka hn BlL fl Oe qa Qu, aaC l al pj
n MVu f cVl Oe qJul hlz f cV ajl j kje Ll
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LlR, HC Ll jl, HC Lla qu, eSL hmz hm Bj nlll ial
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Bj Ahn fs bLa flz aC Ll, pSl QrcV hS, cqa hS
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qm L L jeoV ns fV pmul LjS fl eu hm, Bj kCz
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ea QCz lal L, m,iu Bl OZ BjL pLmJ ByLs bLz HLC
p Afldhdz lL l hm je qu, j hm je qu ez pe hNQu
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TeM ml lj Rmjz
TeM m a HMe Bl qm bL ez RVc hmez

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J L eVL Rm! Aije BjL exn Lyca bLz pl nll kZ, ke
HCj hOl q bL glRz qyVa Nm ke qR Elpaz fRh
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Qjl mm cNm VeVe LlR, BPm Ryue ku ez HLV la LVel Lb
l pC LNS pC Lll fl bL hmRz pC Lll BNJ p Lj Ljs ca
Bpe, Tyfu fsR Qj Ma, hL qa ca, eSL Rsu hyQu euRz
dd ByQ Ll jpcl hs bL e hm cJu quRz pV e qJua
Aije Bl lN cVC p Lj cMue Bjl pz lal jm ll LR Ha
hn Le, hT que Bjlz Bj aL AeL hmR, Shel pj la a
flC BR pje, Afr Ll Qmz Afrl k L, p L a HLlLj pM
cuz e l Afr Llh ez Afru LeJ pM eC, p hmz Bj ka hm,
Qm imhp, l hm Qm C, a kCz l qial ja MC MC LlRz BSC
al QCz Hre QCz Hre e qm al Bl QmR ez jujepwq kMe ku,
eSe HLV Ol fa Ejc qu JWz Bjl fr eSe Ol fJu ph eu
SeJ Ol Bj Le fCe H eu Aije Ll, Lhm Aije eu, lNz HLV
la al LVeC QCz HLV la a no Ahc LVeC qm, cxfl HLV
laz Bj Hje Ll eSl SheL ihe LMeJz BjlJ a Aije qu,
BjlJ a lN qa flz lL CR Ll Rys gm cCz L gma Nm
cM qa cV AQm qu BR Bjlz ke f Bjz Lhm JC LNSVl LR
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ql jeR, Bjl JC pCVl LR, kqa JC LNS pCHl ej hu! eL

lL Bj imhp! ihz ihe BjL Rs LbJ HL f ku ez
RVcL hm jbV euJ ihz RVc a iha fle HlLj k Te
Mml p cM qJul fl Bjl pC CnLml hhl p AeLce fl
Bjl Nf Ll Nsu Nsu jdla Rym, ANa TeM ml fle OlVa
Bj hLlaVL no LlR Ojuz RVc L lLj ihRe L Se, ah
BjL BNm lM Bl LeJ hhl p cM Lla HL hla e cu,
lSVl hwH BjL eS eu Nu pVgLV amu, cce fl BjL
fyR cu Bpe jujepwqz
l fl hmR, Bj aL pfZ hnp Ll ez Bjl HMeJ pwnu jez
Bj Bqa quR ez hmR aL hnp Ll hmC, aL Bj pfZ hnp
Ll hmC imhp, imhpa qm k SepVl phQu hn fuSe p
hnpz HC hnpl jd HLpa gyL bLm im mN qua qu, imhp qu
ez l mMR, Bj L HaVC qaiN k BjL ph LRC Sl Ll ea

qh? ph LR Bcu Ll ea qh? Sl Ll kaVL eJu ku, kaVL eJu

nie, Bj a euRz Bjl Bl k HL fJul, k Bjl eiaaj fJu,
kc Lece eJ fC, ah Bj a Sl Ll eh e, Bcu Ll eh ez
hnp Bl imhp eu Bj LMeC fn am ez pfZ hnp hma Bj Ae
LR hTa QuR, pV hTa e fll a Le LlZ eCz
HC OVel fu cshRl fl l mM, hEpe, Hhl L quR Se? ns
fl ajL cM fbj je qm BS ke fbj ajL cMRz ke aj Ae
LE, ke HL Ae jeo, HL eae jeoz Na cO pju hi ih, hi
lLj im mN fuR L H ke al ph LR bL Bmcz HLhl Bmc
HL im mNz je qm ke Bjcl HChlC imhpl lz ke Hace
d jqs quRz BS HLhl jz

cs hRl cjp L ae jp Al Al HLhl HpR l jujepwqz

pde Ll e hm lN Ll BjL pde qe QW mMR hn LuL jpz
fpLhl LVe Bjcl pju LVRz LVe bL kMe EWa quR,
HcL JcL LbJ hp Lb hml Se BNl jaC SuN MySRz hlhll
jaC SuN MyS fJu Bjl Se cxpd quRz ll Aeld HLce ns
fl cM Lla kCz ns Bj im fla Se e, Cupjel pqk eu jl
HLV ns fl hhl Sjce kR hm hlCz p ceVa MeLV
eSeal pkN cV aeV Qj Mhl, hL qa chl pkN l fuRm,
gl Nu mMR JC QWz

je je qpR, e?
BpmC, pa je qm Hace Bjcl imhpl lz ke Hace
Bjl d flflL Ryu Rmj, BS ke Bjl flfll nlll Ef fRz
hTa flR flfll qcfl dez BS je qR LehlC hT HaV je
ilez aj HLV HLV Ll pqS qR, f qu EWRz Bj ke HL AQe
fbhL Qea flRz Bj a Hace dl ajl HC pqS qu JWl

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hn EjQa qu EWhz Bjcl ja Ha pcl Bl Ll imhpl Ol
qh e---aj cM eJz Hhl HLV Bcl Ll e mrz e. e. jMV OlJ
ezaLJ, Bjl QMl cL aLJz Ha ml L BRz Bj a ajl
pC Lacel Qez HC QM, HC il, HC Lfm, HC jM, HC nll aj
Lahl RyuRz Lahl Bjl Bjcl Bmc Ll Qea flez ah?
ah Ha m fR Le? WyVV RyuJz LC--RyuJz
HLV HLV Ll hn LlR eSLz Hlj Ll Bju kc HLV imhp
cJ, cM Bj WL ajl jel ja qu EWhz Abh aj WL Bjl jel
jaz Bpm imhp je hdqu cV jeL HLV je heu gmz CR
LlR Qlu cysu QvLl Ll phCL XL hm--ajl ne, Bj
Bjl imhpl jeo fuR, Bjl HLV qcu qa flRz
mr bL, pe Bjlz im bL fZz Bcl Bcl Bclz ajl lz

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AhLnl QqlV Mh fV NRz Cupje jVL fn LlRz fn LlR
fbj hiNz lpue HLV mVl BR alz HC mVll LlZ Cupje
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ke AeL hs qu NRz BNl R hQV eC Blz Bjl che LbJ
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qu hs mN Bjl Qu JL, cSel jd cMa L pcl HC fn EWm,
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mN nllV eu iN je jez AbQ QMl ame Llm J kc qlZ qu,
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RV QhL, fl WyV eu Cupjel MyaMyael no eCz Jl ial Nfe
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QM, hyL WyVz
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del nol cL lMe, jpScL jpScl cLz HC VL bL pwpll
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Qma, i a ajl iC, Jl QmCa cJz pqcl fljhmVlVJ iL
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quR, il JW quRz L qpe ccL hmR il Se eae Le eu

Bpz
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me Nu qCmJ Le eu Bpa qChz

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pCLm a cnC fJu kh ez

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kuz ae RVcL hmRe, HC flhn pqcl jeo Ll kh ez aC Jl
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pqc jqpM AhLn ce kfe Lla bLz JL eu fu hLmC hsa
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ez mf chez kc hV fla CR qu, flhz lXjX Rs LMeJ kc Lfs
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hm cC, HMe bCL eS jf chz CupjeL hm qu e Le Jl eSl H
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na Bjl, J ke lhcpa Nuz Dne Qha lXl HLV cum gys
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pa hcmul Nel jVl hcm Qcl hs Lbu MyS eu Se
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pjl Qc c Jlg LVe HLLm RVcL NVl nMaez nqll HL el
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RmjuJ hs qu NRz pLm pa pdeu EvpN LlR Shez hcm Qc
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ahC ae R ehez Bjcl, Bj Se e Le, fRc qm hcm Qclz ae
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eu eu, pqa euJ Nf Llez lhcebl Lham jM hm ka
bLez Lha jM Lll jb Bjl eC, Bj j nal ijLuz Cupjel
p l N j hcm Qcl LRC fbj nM euz Jl kMe fyQ L Ru hRl hup,
hh JL lShs CnLml nrL lLul hsa eu kae Ne nMa, J
hsVJ eQ Nel hs Rmz lLul ju ff eQaz Rm hL Ne NCaz
lLul he Bun, hel p HLC hsa bLae, aeJ nrL, eSJ
Ne NCae, ju cmeLJ Ne nMaez CupjeL J hsa eu kJu,
hs bL eu Bp Hph eu j hmae, Cupjel Ne nMel En a

al hf JC hsa ku e, Bunl pb llp LlC Bpm Enz

CupjeL J hsa eu hQcl p hpu cu Ae Ol LyLs Qml

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p eae flQul fl MyS cm k nql Becde ej HLV Nel CnLm
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qLl no afe hc, emvfm pd, Bl elm Beul Becdel R
Rcl Ne nMez R Rl k LeJ huplz fyQJ BR, fnJ BRz
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paz Lhm pMhdC eu, cxMhdJ HLlLj Bec cuz CupjeL
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bL Bjz Becdea kJu l Lll fl emvfm pdl eSl fs
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eu Ne nMa l Llez Cupje HLce ahml Bhcl Llu im cM
ahmJ Le cC NmfLlfs fjc hqll ahml cLe bLz hcm Qc
cl BNq CupjeL EQ pa nMaz Ol EQ pa Qmm, hCl
lhcpaz Qlfnl jeol ra eQa bfla bL QM glu lM
CupjeL eu HLV QjvLl SNa al qu Bjlz Cupje kMe
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ihe.. NeV BjL gyV gyV QMl Sm Tla bLz Cupje jT jT
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