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paa LRC Mu kh ez lSeaL pQaea Hm eSl peLJ
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hTl AhLn e bL, hm cuRe k, "ayl elhc eez ayl fQjl
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al Ll kL paLl imhp, aL euz hul LNS Jph cn
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NmC Bj pje, aj fRez
fjl l lhWLlC kc fjLL eu fnfn qyVa e fle, ah
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Bj EyQa, aj eQaz Bj Qul, aj Bjl ful LRz
hPm flol jd L flj h Hhw fjL ihl lJuS eCz ayl
L LR dea ce Ll hCl hm hse k dea cuRez ke
dea LEL chl Sep, ke H jeol SjNa AdLl eu! hPm
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cMRz ho Ma cMRz jVl amu Tyfu fsa cMRz jepL lN
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18

el nll
el nll eu HaLm flol mMRe, HyLRe, NsRe aycl jel
jdl jnuz ell AdLl Rm e ell nll eu mMlz je eu mMa
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iPl Q pje qmJ QmR, pha hPm el-mML-Lhcl AeLC
pnra Hhw eil Hhw eSl AdLl pfL pQae hmCz L pjS
HMeJ el Apqu, HMeJ el fZ, iNfZ, kepjN qphC Qqaz
el Cm LmS kR, L paLl nra qR ez el EfSe LlR,
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iu fu hca bL j faz ell Se HC Apqu AhV p LlR
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hm je qu e kcJ, pfLl Nil NmC hT ku k cpz el kMe
fjL, p cp, el kMe , aMeJ p cpz Eajel cpz flo
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pih eSL Nsa quz pSp, BQl hhql, coZ phLRl dlZC
flol al Llz fj imhp flol Se A, elL chm Lllz fi
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19

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kMe Ah Bjcl pjSl, aMe el-mML-Lhl kMe eSl nlll
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acl jd Be eC a eu, L acl Be acl jdC bL ku,
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ijL lMz
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el AeL Lj lMz
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phz fVl jc Tlel LeJ euj aMe al quez HMe euj all
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Se QfJ Aeih Lla ez qy, BN kje aje cp qmC Qmaz HMe
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phel Ca OVu eScl hnu flZa LlR julz hnmu hp
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gm fQj cnl pcll pw HMe Rsu NR phz pw Ax LlR
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VLm Lla QCRz flm Se fV cuz XHeH l cL ene Olu
cuz fQj cnl flol ell Ww cM fmLa quz Ww eu BcMa
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Xh kR cM iuz iu Bjl Nu LyV cu JW pjS faa EQ
nra heje eil jucl kMe iuhq pSpl Qql cMz Le
acl Bahnpl Aih! kc aclC Aihhd bL, ah pdlZ
fleil jucl Efu L qh? pqp hRll fldeal nMm Rys
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m fa qu! jM QeLm e jMm kc p eSL kN je e Ll
QM am aLhl, ah nMm Rys a qhC e, hlw BlJ LWe nMm
p eSLC Ssh BlJz
fQjl elhc Bcme a EWRm oV cnLz Lvpa floal
Nm Lo bs mNu el al AdLl faa LlRmz lrZnm
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fk que Jclz HMe elL fam heel QC aMeLl pC pgm el
Bcmel fauz HMe elL HLn hRl fRe Ve ehl osk
QmRz el Bhl nLm fl, pS, pcl qJ, Ol hCl pcl
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al hLmn, Hm elL fZ Lll phlLj q sz
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pXm h jucl A fa eu HlLj mr Efj Hhw QLfl
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Lm h gp, pcl h Apclz HMeJ flol flQu al Lj Bl ell
flQu p cMa Lje, aaz cO cO Lm dl Hph cMJ jucl Le
lN qu e? Le hnl iN juC fljec je eu el flol hLV
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LaVL nr jbu, LS Lje flcn, Bjcl Lp Lje cra
pmC cMl h cMhlz
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juclL pcl qJul Se mmu cJuz Hl fRe ke jucl AYm
VL ku, pju ku, jb ku, ke phen quz Bl, flo eQ elfc
iysAm, VLAm, Lvpa LcLl nll euJ SNal khau rjau hqm
ahua hlS Llhz LE acl nllL pck eu jVJ iha qh
ez fnwpu fjM qh acl LSLj cMz Hphl LR haj k eC
a euz L haj LMeJ EcqlZ qa fl ez AeL qua hmh pej
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r, L ameu eaC eNZz pejl Lb dl, cmf Ljll ja Cu
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ayl aLl HLn iyS euJ BS jN Vl bL ka fle, lML L
hmlM ph OQu ah VL bLa qR! Ej Ljl Oll hCl
hluRe hup qmJ; Qmqea, ma, hmlM euJ ka Ol hsRe
pj Qfduz alLMa Lje, hlw hsRz pQ peL L
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See hmC Sepjr ae Qql cMe ez mLu BRe hRll fl hRlz
pQ pe Mh im Aie Rme, L Aa hs AieLJ jkc fa
qu ayl nlll LlZz aL iyS fsm, e eu fsm, Qm fL dlm,
ell, ka hs AieC ayl qe e Le, Bl pje fe ez AfZ
peHl fail dl LR Bpl kNa qh e AeL floQflQmLlz L alflJ, ASC ae floaL pjSl QjvLl
nLl qu hp BRez ayLJ L iuhqlLj pSa qu, fjZ Lla qu
k ae pcl! Bl pqal SNa? pem Nfdul Qql cMe,
alfc luL cMe, HlLj Qql eu LeJ ju-mML L cceJ VL
bLa fla?

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LmLau Aa ph Aia Bjl qRz HMeLl Cm LmS fn
Ll h hnhcmu bL hle jul, eil L eil eu, hm hsu
k ell pjedLl fu NRz Bf Sem no gV JW WyVl
Lel, nol Aehc Ll eC eS cuaz Bj Hcn eC hm H hou
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ekael Lb eR al LR, ah, WL Lbu, Lih, Se ez pyV
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euz
Bj qy Ll aLu bLz BjL Mh hL cMa mNz Mh AgV
l qua Sp Ll, nql LeJ ekae eC?
jb es Elz ez
LeJ hoj?
ez ez HMe jul MhC dez
a hVz dez deal je LL hm, HC jul L Se? Bj
eQa, Se ez HC k de hm eScl al je LlR, je acl
de ih Q Lla fl e hmC hmR k al dez
AdLl L ph fJu quR?
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paC L?
Mh CeVlul, je HLhl Nj Ahn jucl AdLl fJu que
aaVz hQl, Jcl Se paC ju quz
e, Njl jul QuJ nl jul Se hn ju qa bL Bjlz
mMfs Se LmS hnhcmul XN eJu cQlV Rmhl p jn
ju deal no EW NR hm hnp LlRz p cMe al qa fu
k nLm flez p hT e k HC floaL pjS al fh ell
kje kepjN Bl pe Evfcel k Rm, aje pJz BdeLal
qJu mN jul flol iNl rd hlw aeZ hsu cuz HC nl
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de el nyM pycl f'l Hhw jl fch dlZ L'l eSC See cR

k p flol hNa pfz j ejL k fcbV al BR, pV al
elf, k elfV hNs Nm al pjq hfc, k elfV Mp Nm
pJ Mp fshz
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bL! Bj AeL eil juL cMR pjSl elhld efQ eujl
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ASel Se ph lLj TyL eJu ph nra Hhw eil jul frJ ph
euz
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hyccl QuJ hn AdLlhd eu hyQz HLV HcL JcL LE Llm
a Ljl ByQm hyd am NmNm Ll ah Rsmz Nu ByQs
mNm, mWm eju cmz eSl qL Bcu Lla Jc alz laja
k cu aL Llz nqll jpSc LeJ jul Nu pqp eC ejS
fs Bpz L Njl jul cmhyd Nu hoj hfh Ll ejS fs
Hm fQjhlC HL Nj, HC pcez djQlZ Ll k jucl paLl
LeJ mi qu e, a e SeJ LR HLV a Ll gmm, k LRV JC
pjS eo Rm! jucl fbm na pqp eodl BhSeu il, fb
Qma Nm acl fde cua khau eodm BN BLys gmz
Njl jul pju pju lM JW, hT e hT hfh hydu gm WL,
L Hl je HC eu k, Nj k Anr Lnr Rm, a eCz elekae
eCz HMeJ pphl phC BRz hmhhq, fZfb, qa, doZ, Me hqm
ahua hlS LlRz ah am am hn L'hRl hn hcmJ NR L
Njl LR Qz jul Cm BNl Qu hn kRz Cm qua Rs
ca hd qR HLV pju, L kJul YEV eaez cl k HLV hs
LlZ Cm e kJul, a Cml jXX-jmC fjZ Llz ia fh hm
Cm fsul pwM hs kuz ia e fm ia Ae LbJ bL kNs
mN kuz A B L M cu Lll a rd cl qu ez jucl Se Ol
pwpll LS Ll, hu qu kJu Cac LlZ Cm Rslz HC Tjm
kcl eC, al cM ku, ch Cm no Ll LmS Ahd fsa kRz
pCLm Qmu HL Nj bL BlL Nj, Njl lL BmLa Lla
Lla kRz nl L'Se ju pCLm Qmu? LmLau Bj HLV
juLJ H fk cMez
nqll Qu Njl pwMC kqa hn, nl jul ameu Njl juC
kqa AdL, NjC alal Ll hsa qh elnrz pC Lla flmC
nra ej cu Yf jl Bp quR hLmz Hhl Hph h qLz nra
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je pC Lla fl a euC, Caqp iNm he fs XN ASe LlJ

eu, nra je eSl AdLl pfL pjL emi Llz el k LlJ
Mme eu, fam eu, cp eu, h eu, k eu p pfL pfZ pQae
qJuC phQu hs nrz
HLV pjS LaVL Ea, a JC pjS ell Ea Lje al Jfl
eil Llz H Lb Bj hnp Llz NV SepwMl AdLC qR elz HC
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AaQla bL ku, pjSl Se kc HC hfm pwMl jd, h, n,
rja LR LS e mN ah pC pjS a fRuC bLhz el fRu
bLm fNa fRu bLz fNa fRu bLm pia fRu bLz
ilal AbeaL Eue expcq BLn RyRz L p ameu ell
phL Eue L fu fam fn LlC BRz ell AdLl, jehdLl
Hhw pjedLll Se Ai cJue hdl hh, djj, pwlj p
Shel ch eu pwNj Lll Se nnm LeJ el Bcme eC H
cnz L lLj qh ah pC AbeaL Eue, kc AdL SepwMC ha
bL eScl AdLl bL! pC Eue paLl Eue eu, k Eue eu
Nlh Ll kuz pc Blh Hhw pCXe, cV cnC de cnz aga L
iuhqz NZa, hL deau, jehdLl pCXe 100 fm pc Blh
fh 0z HLV pi, AeV eQaC Apiz
elL LE dea qa cu hmh e "eJ'z elL msC Ll eSl
dea eSL ea qhz el eSC Se e L bL al ha qR,
Lih qRz nal fl na a ell jL YLu cJu quR k
al cpl Saz L Ll j fh el! ah Bj Le fa lCz Le fa
lC cO cO Lm dl Oju bL ell SN JWl n eh hmz

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Bjl Nlh, Bj RQl

BLn iP h Bl hSfaz Hl jdC pce hlu fsmj hs
bLz L, ha iShz
Le iSh?
CR LlRz
CR?
qy CRz
mL L ihh hm!
L ihh?
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ha iSm ApM Llh a!
L ApM?
pc Slz
LlLz
HC hup Hph jeu ez
Le hup Hph jeu?
om pal hRl hup qm WL qaz
AeLl QM aJ WL euz L heuR Le hup L Ll EQa L
EQa eu, al mV?
ppCVz
ppCVl Se Bjl, eL Bjcl Se ppCV? jeoC euj al
Llz jeoC euj iPz LeJ eujC cOLm hlS Ll ez
Bjcl LbfLbe Hlfl BlJ AeL HNu no RQl Nu
bjRz RQl nl Ab kc eSl MumMna Ll LS (pwpc hwm
Aide) qu ah AhnC Bj RQlz HLn iNz H Bjl Shez Bj
p eh Bjl She Bj L Llh e Llhz Ae Le eh? She
kl kl al alz eSl She Ll L Lll CR, a jeol eSlC Se
EQaz kl HMeJ eS CR Ns JWe, aL Bj fhu hm ez k
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HMeJ eSl CR Aeku Qm e h Qma iu fu, aL Bj p jLl

jeoJ je Ll ez
HMe fn EWa fl, LlJ kc CR Ll LEL Me Lla, ah? LlJ
kc CR Ll LEL doZ Lla, ah? Bjl hNa ja, k RQl
Ael ra Ll, pC RQl Bj hnp eCz HMe ralJ lLj gl
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Bjl dju Aeiaa BOa LlR,' ah?
Ll nll BOa cJul Ab kc Ael ra Ll qu bL, ah je
BOa cJul Ab Le Ael ra Ll qh e! H r Bjl ja qR
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LV jpmje jul Qu HLV Lopl qlZl jm H cn hnz Lopl
qlZL hyQhl BCe BR, BV LV juL hyQhl LeJ BCe eCz
HLV n kMe Sj eu, al LeJ dj bL ez aL hh jl dji
qa hd Ll quz h qhl fl al LeJ AdLl bL e eSl Se
LeJ dj Abh djqeaL fRc Lllz nqhe, Cjle, magp,
sul L jpmjel Ol Sj eu co LlR? Le acl l acl
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jehdLl, pjedLl, hL dea, Hhw ff elf bL? L Afld
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juz Hl "al' eu, Hl "Bjl', Hl a, pla, Hl fc, Hl
fha, Hl na, jqnaz HL ju kMe hc, Bj hnp Ll aMe ph
juC hcz jucl hc Ll qR HC pjS, HC cn, Bl HC cnlC
HC pjSlC jeo qu eScl j ih k jul, dL aclz LeJ
juC j eu, kMe ph ju j euz HC hdV Bl Lh jucl je
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eee lLj MyQu hcz LlC h L Lll BR LWe LWl floal
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quz HVC jul kc phC jm Lla fla! eSclL Akb pM Hhw
de je e Llz elfc Hhw elfh BR hm im e Ll!
ila BS EcqlZ qa fla paLl NZalz fahn lm
dl dl ilal EcqlZ je NZaL qa fla BlJz d
50

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cysu BR jb EyQ Ll z HC ila cu ea fla pialz cu kc
hsl e eu, ah eh L?
BpR eil LmLa nql qa QmR djj jehhc jl
Leienez Leiene "Ai cJue hd QC' hm ch EWhz HC jl
pLml Sj jpmj flhlz NupEe, pmae JuSc, jSggl
qpe, pmM hNj, Sqel Mae, gaj lqje, Nmj CuSce,
jqa qpe HlLj AeLz plLl L LR SL jpmjel faed e
ih HC nra pQae hhLhe khc heje, jehhc Hhw
jehdLl, NZa Hhw pLmlSj hnp jeocl jpmjel faed
iha fle e? flm Q hcm kuz HLV hojqe BNjl f Bjl
cMa flz jl BlJ ch "jehdLl, ell AdLl, djj nr
hh, dju ppj pjS' Hph fa Lll EcNJ ehO eJu
ka flz
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lL, BCeL, pjSL pje pi Lll chz chV a AkL euz
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hojqe hoqe pjS Qu? al L Bc cnl HaVL im Qu?

51

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1. iCcl jm Lje Lll Se LmLau l quR iCgyVl
BuSez BjL L'Se Bhcl LlRm iCgyV chl Sez Bj pC
iCcl hmmj, "Bfel hegyVl hh Llez hecl jm Lje Ll
acl Lfm gyV flez Bfecl jm a AeL qmz Hhl hel
jml Se LR Llez euj fVez'
iCl BLn bL fsmz Hje AmrZ Lb al CqShe neez
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jpmje flhl SjR hmC k BjL jpmje qa qh al LeJ je
eCz Bj BfcjL eLz LlJ eLaL pje Seel la H
pjS eCz LeJ e LeJ djl Na jeoL gml AipC jeolz
BjL "ajcl Cc, ajcl lS, ajcl nhhla' hm Lb hma
e aclC, kl Bjl eLal Bcf Sez Bpm, iSm Sep
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euz Bj eLal Lb hm hmC k Bj ial ial jpmje eC, a
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H Lb Bj na hmJ LEL hTa fl ez pha paLl eL
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3. Bjl hsa k hPm floC cfll h lal Mhl MuR, Nu
52

Nal ka p hmnm qL, cMR chmz eSl bm al eS eu ea

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e, OV d flol hmuz Le, HC lqp HLce Bj ic Llz hcl
hsa hsa Nu cMR, hsl jul hsl flocl MJuez Vhm
flocl Ma cu eSl cysu cysu flhne Llez eSl Me ez
flol, hQl Hhw Aabl Mu JWl fl al Mez flol Osl
fRe cysu bL acl phcp, LR acl clLl qu L e cMl
Sez flol, kl el-deau Ahnp Hhw Olal hnp jqec
cuje phcp fn eu Mu cu YyLl amez
pC k hm qa, jl BN Mu em jl Ajm quz HMeJ
pha HLC hnp LS Ll ka RaC HLp hp e Mhl fr
cJu qL e Lez
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Ss qu N LlR, flol BlL SuNuz HLce a jM gpL Bjl
hluC Nm, "L hfl, HMe phC pjLj e L?' kbph ccmL HL
Llhl Q Llz L hnrZ a u qu ez flol B Bl jucl
Bl houm Bmcz flfll hou eu LE Mh HLV Evpq euz
mr LlR, jucl hou ns Lfs, hQ LQ, l h, j pwpl,
hsSl Ne hSez flol hou, lSea, Abea, kea, VL fupz
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Nsu OVR ez
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juL eL cs cu OlRz J Rm AeLm jul p LlRz
hEVEL Lul Ll ez Jl LSl juVl a qi gNl, XCm Llz
J Rm a im Mpu ea flRz J a im Vea flz pLm
53

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LR ez'
ih ku, LeJ ju pfL Hje jh, Hhw Hphl ej "ej'?
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LeJ juLC cQr cMa fl ez
aau hcej eu HMe BnwL LlRz pV pha qh qSscl
euz Bj qSs ho, qSscl cQr cMa fl ez
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Bl jb OjR ez HV hdqu HLcL bL imC qmz
7. ilal AeL nql jucl jVl pCLm Qma Mh cM kuz
L LmLau Hl Qm eCz H nql jVl pCLm Qmu flolz QmLcl
jbu qmjV ni fuz QmLl pje fRe kc flo-Blq bL,
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LV fll k i Lla h eSl SheV hm cu fll SheV hm
Lla ell Ss eCz

54

Hace pi BCe
eleNq Rm pLm Oj bL JWl ja, EW fRh Lll ja, cya
jSl ja, Q MJul jaz eleNq Rm fsl cLe bL qg fL
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ml fl HLV Tju eJul jaz Rm lLl Bl ja, ama Me
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HjeC eljmz
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c j Llh a jlhz HC cl cn hm eC LJu eC mmQrl Rs
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mm faL Tmu ke-Aene ej NRz BCehhL N bL e Mcu
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a eL LQy L hmC kR, "BCe Ll Lpp qh e, k BCel fuN Lpe
LmJ qh e, pC BCe fZue Ll BCeLC qpl h hee qmz'
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Qmh al AilZ pwndel aNcz hCll Lj euz
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H eu Nh Lll mLl Aih eC H nqlz ah qu kC ihm, k,
dj floaL pjS L Ll Lh BdeL qm! jucl HMeJ "cMa
Bp' flolz hu Ll flol hsa eu ku juLz hul fl
jucl fla qu nyM pycl, fVa qu fch, LlJ pf al, a
hTel Sez floL L LeJ hhql Qq hqe Lla qu e!
HC "BdeL' pjSC l Jfl nllL jepL AbeaL ph lLj
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Se jf ja nll al Lla qR, pSfnL fla qRz HC BdeL
pjSC a doZ, hdqa J hdekae hqm ahua hlS Llz HC
BdeL pjSC a lw Lm hm Efr Ah fa fa Nil qanu
Xh Baqa Ll jul!
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qlmJ, Nqm HL HL Ll LrQa qmJ HC pjSL paLl BdeL
Ll clq qhz
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Hhw cpl nfZ pqhez
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LlZ RsC Ol Ol hu ejL Sepm VL BRz HMe pfl Bj
jmL qm k CR aC Llh, Bl BjL eL k CR aC Lla ch
e BCehhlz ilal pf BCe L hm? pC BCe L hm e Bjl
pfa Bjl HLR AdLl?
el k flol pf eu, pjSL pfL bLmJ a L'Se Sez
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ju "flo' cMm, flo cMu flol rja RVLMeL Mh Llm
al je HC eu k iCp ip, flolJ ell pflf!
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jul HNh ez jucl npe qhz jul cl iu fhz L
LeJ HLce a fuN qh, LeJ HLce a LR ju jb EyQ Ll
hQl QCh HC BCel BJauz cum fW mN kJu jul a
flol lQr aR Ll pje HNu khz Hhw HC pqp jucl cM
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qu bL, ah acl eae Ll nr cJul hh a HihC Lla qhz
Hih, BCe Llz
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elfl Se a HLn HLV BCe BRz pC Ael jd elL k
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Aeul fr eL Aeul hfr?
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kMe Hp hpRe, aMe ke floml NmNmS Bl nml yau
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jeha eCz
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fnpe Qmu? L'Se el ALXjl EyQfc? Ahn elnrC h l
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el J flo Eiu jeo Hhw acl AdLl pje? nra nl jul a
hQL Cm YLu Cml clSl LR plce cysu bLz plce fl
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61

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k jul jb eu jM hS She LVa, pC jul, pC pll
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jlhz Ha cta, Ha aS!' Lbu fm jul Ha jel Sl? Ls
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1.
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qh, jehl Jfl ekae cM Qf Ll hp bL jehhc qJu a ph
euz'
"ell qu gjeV, eu al jpLV, eSL L cu Bec fu
k LeJ HLV', HLSe elhc hmRmez BjlJ aC hnpz
jpLV kc aj e qa QJ, ah aj gjeV qhz qhCz Bj flo
Hhw flo npa pjS l eSL ekaa qa, efoa qa, fo
jla, fsu jla lS eCz p LlZ Bj elhcz
elhc p jeoVC, k el Hhw flo cSeL pfZ jeo hm je
Ll Hhw el J flol jd pja Hhw pjedLl hnp Llz
elhcl ja pqS plm pdlZ SepV pfL hnl iN jeol
dlZ eCz el flol lSeaL, AbeaL J pjSL pjal fr
bLC a elhcz Mh L LWe Sep HV e hTl?
elhc h gjeV nl Jfl lN h jeol, Lhm crZl
cnmu eu, Ell cnJz Jph cn gjeV nV hcm Ae LeJ
n, k n LeJ LmLmj eC, hhqll fh HpRm LlJ LlJ
LR bLz eae LeJ ej cmC L ph pjpl pjde qu kh! e qh
ez elhc nV eu Bpm mLl iu eu, mLl iu elhcl
ALnez HLV ju eSL p elhc hmL e hmL, al AdLl ASe
Lll Se ctih cysuR, HC hflV Mh iulz
lhL JuV, HLSe hVn mML, hmRme, "elhc L, a
paLlih Bjl Se eCz Bj d Se kMeC Bj Bjl iall
BjL fLn Ll, Bl a BjL f jRl ffn h hn bL Bmc
Ll, aMeC mL BjL elhc hm XLz'
mML Xmi feXl mMRme, elhc LeJ k Ll e,
hldfrL Me Ll e, LeJ LepeVne Lf ejZ Ll e, nL
e MCu jl e, LeJ ela Ll ez elhcl ch nrl Se, iVl
73

Se, LS Lll Eaal flhnl Se, lOV elfl Se, pnm

Jumgull Se, el nlZbl Se, elhld BCe pwndel Se..z
LE kc hm "Bj elhc eC', fn Ll, "quV CS CJl fhmj?'
j Lb, jbu fhmj e bLm ph ellC elhc qJul Lbz
elhcl pwl no eCz elhc HLV lSeaL bJl Hhw
fLVp k pLm elL j Lll pwNjl Se mz pLm el? qy, Lm
hcj qmc Cac lPl el, MV MJu el, cl el, f el,
pjLj el, h el, d aC eu, pc, de, ApjLj elz
elhcl BlLV plm pw qm, ell jeo HC LbV Sl cu
hmz "gjeSj CS B lXLm ene cV ECje Bl qEje hwpz'
HC plm pwV acl LRC LWe je qu, kl elL jeol pje
ca lS euz

5.

ell qR AaQla jeocl jd HLj cm, kl Mh Oeih

eScl AaQlLll p hp Llz elhcl kN kN AeL Lb
hmRe, Caqp kl Mh LjC EM BRz fh fQj El crZ ph
Aml flol QlNaih HL Hhw Aiz elhcl k Am bL k
LbC hme, ph Aml ell Aial p a jmz
flol acl chmal Se rj Qu, ell Qu acl phmal Sez
fQjl ell hmRe H Lbz fhl ell L Se e a!
flol Se phm qJu ihL hm je Ll quz ell Se WL
EVVz elL chm qJu jeu, el phm qm HV al Z eu, coz
HC qm pjS, kMe Bjl hp Llz elL hm qu fpgm Bl fpiz
HV eL ell SjNaz e, Jph ell SjNa euz el pfZ jeo, HVC
Lhm elC SjNa, Ae LR euz
eS Bj jepLih Mh phm, AbeaLih eil, Hhw eaLih
de jeoz HV HC OVeV flol LRaC fRc euz flo Qu elL
chmlf cMaz flo elL qal jWu Qf, ful amu fo k
Bec fu, p Bec Ae LRa fu ez
hNa She flol Bdfa Bj hlc Lla lS eC hm HL
bLz el kc eSL L ca e Qu, ah p elhcz Bl elhc qm
eSl Se Ol Mh Sllz pC LaLm BN 1928 pm iSeu Emg
mMRme Mh Sll HLV hC, "H lj Ag Juep ue', eSl Se HLV
Olz eSl Se Oll fuSe ph ellz fQjl ell eSl Se Oll
hh Ll euRz pjS HMe acl Bl SSl iu cMu ez L pjSl
74

lQM HC ilahol jucl cL Hjeih aLu BR k jul

pyVu BR iu, Ha iu k ekaeLl foZLl Api em el
flocl hfr jM Mma fl ez Hcl plu a caC fl e eSl
Qq bL, hlw Bcl Bqc jbu am lM, Sheil foz
kce bL Bj HL hp LlR, pce bL Bjl Shel jm Bj
Vl fuRz flol p hp Llm Vl faj ez flol SheC fde
qu EWaz H pjS ell She flol Shel ameu jmqe, Abqez
AaQll p hp Llm el al Shel jm Aedhe Lll pkN pju
LeJVC fh ez elL a ceil h bLa qu flo-phu, flocqaa, flo-jelez
Bj Le HL bL? Hl El Bj hmh, LlZ Bj jpLV eCz
Bj iNa QC ez flo ful amu BjL pkN fmC foL, QC ez
hCl foR, foa QCRz ke Ol a e quz LeJ pfLl Rau ke
a e quz HLhpl ja abLbL ljVL Shel Rau ke e quz
mS ECeVX, El BjlLl HL ju hmRm, I think, therefore
Im single. Hl fl L BlJ hTu hml clLl, Le jucl HL bL
fuSe? OV hdh LR bLm el L flol p hp Ll? es L
hmam ku?

75

no fk ql ka qm
glp flVfl fnrLL Bme Lll Afld fLel fkVe j
emgl hMaull hl gau Sl LlRm jmhc Nz emgl
Bn LlRme npL cm fHjHm-LE ay l fn cyshz L LEC fn
cysuez cm Hhw plLll LR k pjbe Bn LlRme a fee
emglz
emgll hl gau Sl qhl flceC ilal HL Vi Qem H
eu HLV BmQe Aeel BuSe Llz BmQeu Awn eJu
jeom HL HL cn, HL HL Amz L VLemS phCL HL
SuNu He Ss LlRmz fLel Bpj Sql, jehdLll Se
cOLm Bcme LlRe, gaul nLl emgl hMaul, Hhw HcL
ila bL Bjz Bpj Sql hmRe, "faceC jucl hl HlLj
gau cJu QmR fLe, BS jl hl qm hmC jXu gmJ
Ll fQl LlR Hhw p LlZC QlcL q Qz' emgl hmRme, "H LR
e, R HLV N gau cuR, Hcl LE Qe e, Hcl Lbl LeJ
cj eCz gaul a eCCz pdlZ jeo Hcl gy jl Esu chz
Bjl pjbe Bjl cm BR, plLl BR, SeNZ BRz Bj k LlR
a BhlJ Llhz'
p BmQeu Bj L hmRmj, "RV cm ih Hcl L aR Ll
EQa euz LlZ, gaul fRe k iuwLl nV LS Ll, a qm djz
ka RVmLC gau Sl LlL e Le LeJ jul hl, djl pu
BR hmC pC gauL ph hVC pjbe Llh, floal lOh
huml jqec jb eshz djL l bL fbL Lll hh e Llm,
pjedLll ia BCe fZue e qm, jmhc-Evfcel ej
jp-nr h e qm, ell nr Hhw eilal hh e qm, phl
ell rjaue e qm gauhSl eQ eiheu acl LkLmf
Qmu khz ell AdLl J dea fa Lla qm, jehdLl Hhw
76

jehal Su QCm djl hhql h LlaC qhz djL jbu JWm

jmhcJ jbu EWhz'
Bj hm, gauhScl nl hh Llaz emgl hme, "Hcl Nq
Lll LeJ je qu ez' L ayl Rm fQ Bahnpz emgl hnp
LlRme, r jmhc n ql kh, aeC HC k Sahez e Sal
LeJ a LlZ eC, LlZ ae a LeJ Aeu Lleez flpV
SfwH pgm qu fnrLL fbja Bme LlRez Mh hnce BNl
Lb euz emgl ihaJ a flee k Nq Bpm jmhcclC Ll
qhz Nq emglLC Ll qh ez jNa jLl jM fs cml,
plLll, SeNZl LlJ pjbe e fu emgl hd quRe Cg caz
Abh cml h plLl QfC ae Cg cuRez ql L Nm? jmhcl
eL emgl? emgl qlRez Aeu e LlJ aL n fa qmz
emgl ihRme, ae cnl j, palw ayl rja fQl, L ae im
NuRme k ae el, im NuRme el rjaqez im NuRme k
flohc flol is ae LRC e, LRC e, LRC ez rja ayl aaVL,
kaVL rjahe flol ayL cuRz k LeJ jqa HL asa p
rja EWu ea fl alz emgl im NuRme k ae el, im
NuRme k LeJ kC ayL ql ka hd Ll qh, im NuRme
HC SNaV flolz
ell H Lb hlhl im ku, hno Ll LR pkN phd fJu el,
Sa JW el, jpec JW elz im ku k LeJ EQa bL acl
Mpu gma fl flolz k LeJ jqaz
emgl HMe j ee Blz lS j ESl eSl pifa pefa
cmfa lfa Hph hs hs fc flol flol SeC al LlRmz
jucl HC fcm fhl pkN Ll cu LR flo hTa Qu k el
J flol AdLl pjez L pje k HLhlC eu, a QM Le Mh hn
Mm lMl clLl eC, pje lMmC hdNj quz
jmhc gauhSl LaVL nnm qm emglL NcQa Lla
fl, Bjl eQuC a Aeje Lla flz Hhw j quJ LeJ Aeu e
LlJ d Bahnp Bl jel Sl bLl flJ Lhm el qJul Afld
emglL LLl NcQa qa qu, a Bjl Lhm AhmLe Lla flz
emgll co L LeJ fl-floL fn h Bme Ll euz emgll
co emgl elz BS p el e qm ayl LeJ fn h Bme col
qa ez el qu SjRe hmC aL iNa qR, Bme LlRe hm euz
el qu e Sjm cn mr flVf
l fnrLL Bme LlmJ LE
gau ca ez el e qm ayL ja bL Cg ca qa ez
77

Hph Bjl cM BpR AeL hRlz Bjcl Bl LeJ L Efu BR

Lhm fahc Ll Rs? Bjcl fahc LlJ LR ku Bp ez BS
qSl hRl dl floal fahc hhLh pf jeol Ll BpRz
aa L quR? HLVJ L HC a gVm dlR? chm LR jeo ph pjS
ph pju floal hl hocNl LlRz rjahel Llez Llm
BS pl hn jucl iNa qa e HC Afld k, al juz
djJ bLh, el deaJ bLh, HlLj kl ih al qu dj L a
Se e, Abh el deal je Se ez floa bLh, flo npa
pjS bLh, rja flol cMm bLh, Bhl el deaJ hSu
bLh, Hph BSh LfeJ AeL Llz emglJ LlRme, HMe ae
qs qs Vl fuRe, k, ayl AwL im quRmz ae hmRe, "hnp
Lle Bjcl cSel LEC Bjcl pwa h pjSL BOa cJul
En LRC Llez EsSqS bL flpV eu mg cJu LeJ
djhld h LeJ cnhld LS euz' cnhld LS eu a WL, L
HV djhld LSz Sm m Alr AiihLqe Ahu ell jZ
Lll Lb djl Le N mM BR? ell a Olhl qJuC eod, Bl
qmJ BfcjL Bha Lla qh hlMu, ell a fl-flol pje
eSl cqL pck fcne Ll eodz HC eod k el e je, p el
djhld LS Llz emglL Afld hmh AeL, L LeJ p
jLl jeol QM p Afld euz
HC fbha kqa phm Hhw chm, de Hhw cl, rjahe Hhw
rjaqe fLVih Hhw fhmih Efa, pqa pha ihL LlZC
Mh elq jeol Jfl AaQl Qmz HC AaQlL ihL hm je Ll
quz elq flol Jfl kMe AaQl Qm, nZ pwNj m, jehdLl
Se msC kl LlR pLm HNu Bp AaQla flol fr cysaz
L ell Jfl kMe AaQl Qm, aMe L Ha jeo Ha fr Ha cm
Ha pwNWe HNu Bp ez ell Jfl AaQl ell Sjl fl bL cM
Ai jeoz emgll ja eC hm LE Mh Bqa qh ez ell ja
fJuV Abh flol JC fc ell fJuVC AhL Ll hflz emgl
HMe "flol fc' bL ej Bp, el qJul Afld ka n BR jb
fa eJul Afru bL elz emgl HMe k LeJ pgu, ngm
k LeJ G, az jXu kcl fRe csh e, al Aih ApM
dLa bLmJ Mhl eh e, flol fala fVmJ gl aLh e,
acl ell eNq ekae bL LE acl hyQh ez Lhm doa qm,
78

Lhm AfOa ja qmC cL cL Mhl Rshz Tfu fsh jXuz

ell doa qJu h AfOa ja qJu cVC ke pwhcz ke h qph
ell H pjS Qqaz doZl Mhl doL flocl Nfe Nfe ESa
Llz jal Mhl, hno Ll flo kMe elL ejjih qa Ll, pVL
Mhl qph fde cJu quz L Ll Lfu fsu elL jl quR,
pVl mjqoL hZeJ AeL flol Se pha nrZu Hhw Bljfcz
LeJ el kc e im ku k p el, LeJ el kc e im ku k
dj bL l Ll hfc Bfc al k hjVL BR fll, pVJ
elhldz ahC pha el al pWL fb f gma flhz flol cu
crZ flol fc Ada qu Nha hd Lll Qu Sl msC Qmu
kh JC fcmL ell fc lfla Lllz
H msC LWe msCz dj Bl floa, fbhl hnm cC nl hl
msl Qu LWe LS Bl L BR! faV ell pje BS cV jljM
ca, qu msC Ll eu jlz ell Bfp LlJ jlR, msC Lla
NuJ jlRz jlaC kMe qh, aMe nL Rys Ljs jlC imz

79

Ljs MjQ jucl "Bcl' LlR flol

k pjS flo ell La, ell fi, ell euL, ell eu, pC
pjS ell p flol k-C qL, fj qa fl ez eeV ReV Mu
hs qJu flo HyVV LyVV Mu hs qJu ell p hsSl MepV
Lla fl, fj euz ell fa flol LlZ Hhw flol fa ell
nL H pjS fj hm hhQe Ll quz HC fj qcu Hhw nll
cVLC Ym cu abLba kN h AkN fz ell qcu eu flo
k Ll, a AeLlC Sez L nll eu L Ll? ell fa kqa
flol LeJ n eC, ell nlll faJ eCz ell nll fJu
flol Se hOl qlZ fJul jaz qlZl Se LeJ nhd hOl
eCz Rys Ma hOl LeJ Ne eCz Mc fuR, nLl LlR,
MuRz Mu YyLl ama ama eSl VlVla gl kh, gl Mc
fm Tyfu fsh eae LeJ qlZ fa, e fm jo h jeoz
flol LVLV Ljsel ja ell WyV Ljsm, Hl ej cu cm
Qez k el HihC Qel Aia ASe Ll, p a Qe hma a-C
hT, dlm cyal Ljs, WyV gm kJu, Rys kJu, l qJuz
WyV Ljsel fl flol ell hL eu fsz cm fo phen Llz
rZ rZ MjQ dlz eM Rys, cya LVz elL imhpm, ell
nllLJ imhpa fla flo, imhpm BPm elj qa, cya eM
mLu bLaz flo eSl Bec Rs Ae LR hT ez ell Lp
im mNh, Lp mNh e, a Sel Q al LeJce Llez SemJ
la cue, ell pM ApMl au flo Lle LMeJz
elJ AeL pju Se e, L Llm acl im mNh, L Llm
nll pM qhz elL kih k hTu flo, el pihC hTz al
L Bl Bmc Ll eSl jb Hhw qcu MVu LR hTl rja BR?
eCz nlll pfL flo qm "c jVl, jNmjeuL jQ', Bl el
al seLz flo pflul, el Ceglulz flo ALViz el fpiz
80

el fpi e qm flol jnLm quz qlZ esQs EWm hOl irZ

kje jnLm qu, ajez SNa floC lSeaa, Abeaa, dj, Adj,
pjS, pwpl, nr--pwaa jqe je qu hp BRz HC ea
lam floju Ll lMl Se flol iuwLllLj ALViz HC
ALVi flo hReu Nu el ejL iNl hVL L Ll AmE
Llh ALVi qJul? Aphz CNl Ol Be Smhz flo aaVLC
esa ch elL, kaV ese qm flol Nu fmL mNz hvpuejnC
Qo Lml Lb Sl Nmu hm NmJ HL jnel LmaC a
hPmhhl, hL ao Lml fRe pju MlQ e Ll elL fpi h
fyCnL heu lMl Lm Lnm im l LlRez
flol lphd Ljz Lj hmC ell lphd eu BawLa alz
lprlZ e qm k jpZ qu e, Sel flJ lprlZl lu flol ka
hs Bf h Bmpjz flo fa palw pCL fa qa qhz Os
fa, mNj faz AXl AXlz HL asa flo NqZ fa qJ elz
aeqm aj Bl el Lpl? aj Bl phL Lpl? Beccue,
jele Lpl? flol pMnl Se Baa ca el ph
HLfu Msz
nopM Se el? L'Se el Se? el Se SNal ka pM, phC
flol Sez ell k HLhl pM eC a eu, ell pM floL pM cuz
ell Ae pM bLa eCz Bec hma LR Aeih Lla eCz flo
HihC kN kN dl ell jL YLu cuR aN qJul jz ell
aNC flol phQu hn fbeuz el al eSa, al fbL Aa,
al pd, al pM phC pec aN Llh Bl HC aNLC flo alu
alu iN Llhz ell aNHl ja Ha pc Bl Efcu SNa Bl
LeJ Mc eCz
ell kc pjLj qa, hyQ kaz ApjLj qJul Aphd qm,
Aecl, Ahqm, Afje, ApoL HLlLj p LlC She LVa hd
qa quz flo fmLl ja Ll fn Llh ell pl nll, el HLV
HLV Ll Ls kje gm qu gV, aje gVhz hOel ja Lja
QM aLh, qlZl ja Lal QM euz flol exnp fn, Oj
N, Lj, LPru EfQ EWh ah fjz JW L? ez cal ja EW
Bp doeRz jNmjeuz jQpjz elL fo ews Rhs Ll
cJul floL pMz
ell LeJ-6

81

H SNa flolz ilaho a BlJ hn flolz flo Lje Llh

elL, flol kMe Mn, aMez ell Lje hpe bLa eCz bLmJ
fLn Lla eCz ell nll SNa eC, SNm Oj fsu lMC jmz
ell HNu Bpa eCz Qj Ma eCz keau el fde ijL ea
fl ez el kefi eu, "kecp'z HC QlV pkae elL Efql
cuR floz keau el kc pl ijLJ eu, ahJ flol fm QjL
JW, nn nbm quz karZ e el kecpl ijLu ejR, aarZ Ahd
flol Ee AeQaz
el keaou Lalm p el jc, flo keaou Lalm flo
hkhe, nkhez HC hoj eu paLl p LeJ kepfL L qa
fl el flo? ez fl ez Ol Ol el-flo cSe jm k kepfL
LlR, aL Lb hwmu hm qu "flo elL LlR'z jMl io bLC
L hlu Bp hojl hivp Qz "Jl LlR'l hcm "J LlR'z HLSe
LS LlR, BlLSe hp BR, hflV HlLjz keau ell LeJ
ijL eC, bLa eC a phSeje luz
Eelqa SNa iaz AbQ cMm hTl S eCz LlJ m eC,
jb qV eC, cQ eCz Eelqacl jL L Ea bLz Bl k
ell Eelqacl nLl, alC hlw jb ea Ll ce LVuz cxpq
ll LVuz el kea fL, HV BlLih Mh hn Eelqa L
Qu? QCm Q bLa eSL pwndelz keal ej cel fl ce
ell Jfl AaQl Qma ez
flo kce hnp Llh ell pjAdLl, flo kce ell
deaL naqe pje Seu de qh, flo kce acl Lvpa flo
hpSe cu, ahv floL enwpa-Lcka aN Ll jeo qh, jehL
qh, elL fn Llh fj, k fj A Ssu bL n; pceC qh
paLl el flol kepfLz al BN Ahd OVe JC HLC, HLSe
iN Ll, BlLSe iNz
"el dea'l Ab "ke dea' HlLj jh AeL Llz hf
Ll hm Lbz Lb L paz ke dea Rs el LMeJ paLl
dea ASe Lla fl e, flez k ell nll al eSl AdLll
hCl Qm ku, pC el LeJ AbC "de el' euz nr fmJ,
eil qmJ, HC elho pjS ell "kecpa' bL j fa
82

fl e z HC cpa bL j qu, HC hca bL hlu el kc ke

dea flfl iN Lla fl, ahC p elL "de' hm jeh
Bjz ke dea je flo fmC u fs eu, flol p e nul
ejJ ke deaz QlcL doLl is, H pju doL-dSicl Bqe
Bcn ps e cJul Se k ke dea, a bL faV ell
fuSez WyV Ljs, e MjQ k flol flo gma Qu, al ka
k-C qL e Le, acl d cu plu cJul ke dea e fm
j eC ellz k flol Lhm eSl kepM eu jN, ell kepM
eu ih kcl Lj eu, pC flocl phm ALl Lll ke-dea
k LlC qL ASe LlL elz

83

pel hwml pel ell ne: Oeu BpR Ol cce

hwmcn cC lSeaL e hLm bL cn npe LlRez qpe
Bl Mmcz Mmc eQaihC dju jmhccl hz Bl qpeL ih
qa pLml, ApfcuL, jmhcl hfr nz qpel cm BJuj mN
Hhl Sa kh, HlLjC AeL ihRmz LlZ dju jmhccl cfV,
pp SeShe SSlaz Bn Rm cnVa Bhl djelfra Be,
jp nrl fpl h Ll, gauhScl gau h Ll, jmhccl
cfV h Lll hl qpeC HLj e ke lM cysa flez
faunm jmhc n kMe cnVL dwp Ll gmR, aMe qpel
cL Mh ihLihC aLu Rm cnl iedu jeoz phCL a
Ll, hl Ll qpe Seu cuRe, ae gauhScl AdLl che
gau chlz hmme, ae jpmL LmS hnhcmul jkc
che, hpgj BCe Behe, Hhw NZfSa hwmcnL HLV eiSm
Cpmj l heu ah Rshez 1993 pm qhhl lqje ejl k pmV
jmhc mLV Bjl hl gau OoZ LlRm, jbl cj OoZ
LlRm, p BNj ehQe BJuj mNl HLSe fbz qpe Ahmmu
qa jmuRe Cpmj jmhc cml ea nuMm qcpl p, cn Ss
dju pp Rsa kl Ss eCz LlJ L hnp qu Hje Lb! hnp e
qmJ Hph paz hnp e qmJ pa k hwmcn ejl cnVl Bl LeJ
phe eC NZa, pjSa, djelfra Bl hPm Sauahcl
Bcn gl khlz
BJuj mN ejl cmVL jeo Qea fNanm Hhw ApfcuL cm
qphz HMe BJuj mN Bl jmhc cm LeJ L fbL BR?
Sja Cpmj, Cpmj ILSV, hHef, BJuj mN HCph cml
jd ea J BcnNaih pa Lb hma L, HMe paLl LeJ fbL
eCz HC jqa L qa fl ah cnVl ihoa! ez J cn eu LeJ
phel f cMa Bj HMe AflNz cnV ENf S jpmjecl
HLV OyVa flZa quRz hL kl BR, kl hmR k al ENf eu,
84

al jmhchld, al Nfe Nfe jmhcl nLs ByLs hp

BRz jmhcl nLs k dj a phm ALl Lla QCh AeLz
L dj hnp BR hmC jmhcl hl Aa n Ll msa BS
djelfr jeoJ flR ez jmhc a BLn bL fse! jmhc dj
bL Eaz Bq h Dnl h iNhe pLmC jmhc, acl hcNZ
jmhc, djl lSel, fla flol pLmC pcqaaih
jmhcz djl jmeaa kl hnp Ll alC a jmhcz djl
jmeaa hnp a ayl LleC, ayl Qe Aea jeoJ pC eaa ke
hnp Llz hwmcn kl ch LlRe k ayl jmhc ee, ayl L djl
jmeaa hnp Lle e? Nfe Nfe AeL Llez kyl Lle e
aycl hnl iNlC pqp eC hml k ayl Lle ez
hwmcn Rm pgcl cnz RVhmu cMR Mh hsl kcl LR
Lll eC, mW il cu VL VL Ll qyV jpSc kae, kae ejSl
Se, al Qu hn Ae hscl p B chl Sez ph jmu cn
hlSe mL qa jpScz Bl HMe? alZcl is jpSc EfQ fsRz
l h Ll al ejS fsz H L lf cM hwmcnl! djl HC
Ejce L p Llm? Bj co ch lSeaLclz co ch de
BlhcnmL kl djfQl Lla cl cnmL fu Le euR,
co ch pjSahld fyShc eJ-Lecl lQrLz hwmcn pel
hwm euz LeJLm Rm L! hqa, Eepl Bl HLl HLV
Lhm phe Rmz pC Agle phe L j LhRlC qJuz
HC k djau bLbL LlR cn, HC k lSeaL eal HL HL
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jl e quz kace e acl cL ys Ll e quz acl floL Rys
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ilaho jucl Ah k ioZ LlZ, jul k hc qu BR
pwpl-LlNl, jucl k eeaj AdLl eC eSl AdLlVL iN
Lll a ilal Xipl ql cMmC f hT kuz hhae hm
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ell Ahu hhae hm LeJ Sep eCz fj eC, imhp eC,
AaQl Aa WLljl WLljl WLljl WLljl k LlZ Xip
Lla e jcl, HMe HC 2007 pm BSLl abLba nra pQae
eil jul HLC LlZ Xip LlR ez

96

Bl LaLm el Lm LyM lM Ajeo Llh

floSaL?
ilau Rhl jN Vl Ajai hQel Rm AioLl p Inkl
hu qa fl HlLj HLV Mhl kMe fLu, pLml Aa imhpl de
Ajai hQe hm cme Sao hmR InkL hu Llm AioLl
Ajm qh, palw hu hcz alfl eelLj fS BQ Ll eL pV
jQe qmz AjmJ jQe qmz AioL HMe hu Lla fl InkLz
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pLml jez ayL L Aieu Lll Aeja ch ayl j Hhw nlhs?
AioL eR hmRe, Ink Aieu Lla QCm Llhz hul fl
AioLl Aieu h qh L qh e a eu L LE fn Llez Inkl
LR Sea Que AioLL ae Aeja che Le Aieu Lllz
LlJ LR L Hm Mh AhL Ll hfl? ez LlJ LRC euz Hph
phC MhC ihLz Le Hje? Le HC fnV LE Ll e, k, hu Le
jul SheL fV cu, Rml SheL eu?
nr Hhw AbeaL eila elL pfZ de jeo qph hyQ
bLa cu, H Lb AeL elhclJ hmz im hm eQuCz im e qm
ej Aie k Le nra Hhw AYm VLLsl jmL, ioZih
eil, aL Le jl CRl kfL hm qa qu? ah L HC pa k
HC j pwpl hflVl jdC ka NNm! LlZ HMe jul HMeJ
hc, ju nra qL L Anra qL, eil qL e qL, pLml Se
HLC eujz j ph Ll, jl Bcn ecn fme Ll, jl pe
Evfce Ll, pe mme fme Ll HC eujVl ej floa, SNal
pLm el HC al nLlz flol kN kN dl VLu lMR HC ewl
Lvpa floaz jpepwplL jul ke acl Shel QuJ hn
jmhe je Ll, HlLj HLV j jucl jbu BSLm fl cJu qRz
BN a jucl mMfs LllC pkN Rm e, eil qJul a fnC
JW ez HMe jucl Cm LmS qR, jul hHHjH fn LlR, L
ell LeJ-7

97

qm qh L ! fn Ll qu Nqhd qu hp BR eua QLl hLl hhp

hZS LlR, LlR L flol Aeja eu, hhl eua jl eua
flz jucl Nmu h Ljl n cs hydz HC cs Mm gml pqp
Hhw n LeJVC ke jucl e bL, al phlLj hhC flol Ll
lMRz flol cs es, HC esu csa Tm bL jucl Shbh She
Bl eshs ihoa esz
hMa elhc mML Nlu VCej hmRe, "BC qi CuV V qul
A je Bp gl AXiCp Ae qE V LjhCe jlS A H Llulz'
hu pfL AeL jhC LlRe Nluz "HLhl BjL HLSe
Sp LlRm, jucl Qu Rml Le Su Mm hnz Hl Lje pp
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Elz Ce g ECjep VVm CpVwV gl Nmw CS pVpgCX hC
jlSz' Bl, Nlul pC LbV? "H mhlVX ECje CS Jue qS
p hgl jlS H H Sh BgVlz' hu eu ae hmRe, k, "huV
ell Qu flol Se MV imz' "jlS JuLp hV gl je ce
ECjez c V qfuV Nfp Bl jlX je A BejlX ECjez'
phQu pM qm c dlel jeo, hhqa flo Bl Ahhqa elz Nlul
faV Lb Bel ja paz oVl cnL k pNeV SNahf
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CS mCL H gp ECcEV H hCpCLmz' a j hyc qu bL ell
fr hT n k ell She flol fuSe eC, jRl She kje
pCLml fuSe eCz
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jucl Se huV Mh iulz Ainfl jaz fQjl elhcl
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e Bjl huV ejm Lla flhz'
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k, el Bcmel fbj LS HC hufbVL iP gmz hul hm
Rs ell dea ASe LMeC ph euz
oV pl cnL hu hflVl Sefua fQjl jucl jd jVJ
Rm ez L hu gl BpR, cxpju kje gl Bpz lrZnma gl
BpR, ckNl jO kje qWv qWv gl Bp BLn Lm Llaz
ilahol AdL BLn a QlLmC ckNl OeOVz HC ilaho
hul hm LeJceC quez QlLmC jul HC fbl hm quRz BSJ
98

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Bmc Aa hm Bc LR eC, kMe eSl ej jl fch dlZ
Ll, nyM pycl fl flol pf qph eSL Qqa Lla qu, kMe
elL eSl hsOl Rs flol hsa Bnu ea qu, ihoa L qh
a edlZ Llh Ae mL, pMe hul L Ll hm qh!
HMeJ ell AbeaL eilaL paLl eila hm hQl Ll
qu ez flol EfSeL k jm cJu qu, p jm ell EfSeL cJu
qu ez
flo EfSe Ll aeV LlZ, fbj LlZ VL, au LlZ VVp,
Bl aau LlZ pVpgLnez elJ EfSe Ll JC aeV LlZ, ah
LlZm fbj pVpgLne, au VVp, aau VLz EQh HjeL
jdhcl BQlZ HjeC, ke ell EfSel Mh fuSe eC, nMl Se,
al Se, ke hflV VCjfpl Sez
EfSel fuSe ke Lhm ejh elcl, jl hEm hcjn
hm, Af fup Lju hm, VL fup cu e hm, ia cu e hm Nal
MVa qu h Ol Se-flSe Efp hm MVa quz EQ Hhw jdh
jcl l Mh Mn k al Nlh eu, jcl fupu al hn Blj
Lla flz HC ell Oll ni hdel Se hn EfLl hVz ni hde
a BRC, HLC p paa Hhw ela Hhw jaa Hhw Nqhda lr Ll
acl hhqa She pbL Lla quz
eSl dea Hhw eila lrl Se floal hl k OoZ
BSJ LlR e ellz BSJ al ka de qL, ka hco qL, ka ej
qL, cj qL, eScl fae eSlC fnu cRz HC ellC Bhl
QM Wm HyV hm k, el al dea phVC fu NR ilahoz
HLV Lb al L OZrlJ hm e k HC ilaC fa 26 jeV
HLV juL ke qe pCa qR, fa 34 jeV HLV juL doa
qa qR, fa 42 jeV HLV ju ke mel nLl qR, fa 43
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BlJ aee hnz
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LR eCz jL cha jel lJuS BR HMez HC chalC p
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99

pwpl elL Rys Rhs Mu, pC pwpl eSl She EvpN Lll Se
ell k BLma, pV L ell eSl eL hCll? nMe?
Bjl hnp HV nMez Bjl hnp Bapjehd ASe Llm el
hq Llhz eSl ja hyQhz eSl ja k hyQVL phQu iu fu
flo Hhw al a j, al npe Ll pjSz flol L BSJ iu fJul,
iP kJul, qqLl Lll pju Bpe? Bl LaLm ell Lm LyM
lM Ajeo Llh floSaL?

100

flo L Bc ell fj fhl kN?

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BlL qu EWz flol paMe jg Ll cCz eSL Bj AeLhl npe
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LeJVC HC npe je ez qcul cul Bj Mm lM hm k LeJ
pcneC BQjL YL ka fl z cM pCLC fbj fbj je qu, "H
floV floa je e, dj Lpwl lrZnma Cac bL mr jCm
clz H floV ApdlZ fjL e quC ku ez' fj BjL Lfel pa
pNl Xhu lMz pC Xh bL Bj floL ih eC ell fa Aa
nnm, el-deau HLn iN hnp, ell AdLll Se eSC hT
mshz L ce ka ku aa Xh bL Bj ip EWa bL, Ahno XPu
EWz BjL qan Ll fjL hTu cu k Bl cnV mLl ja pJ
elho, pJ pkN fm ell phen Lla Rs ez
"flol ell fj fhl kN eu', H Lb hnp LlJ Bj fj Ll,
Ll flol pCz Hl LlZ, Bj Q LlJ pjLj qa fle, Bl
Bjl fLaa flo-Lj fQz pcne pWj jcqe dlm flo-nll
iN Ll Bj hs Bec fCz flol fZ qJu Bjl Lj euz BjJ
L QC flo Bjl fZ qL! QC ez HC el ho pjS elC kMe
Ol Ol flol fZ qu hyQ bLR, pMe floL fZ Ll Aphz
ph qm fand ea BjC HLhl Jcl fZ Ll cMajz Bj k
Sep QC, p Sep HMe jm ez al ej pjedLlz pjedLl L
Sep, HMeLl flol al dlZ eCz pjedLll Nf kl eR,
al eRC Lhm, hTe LRz
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101

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Bl Qe e p, Nu VL cu cu hm, "HC aC L l? L aC?'
floL mC cJu Bl fj cJu HLC Lbz fj al ea Se, fj
LeJce ca nMez L Ll nMh, nMh L acl! Sjl fl fbj
fW eu eu Acljqm, hh Bl jul i ijL acl eSl fsRz
cMR j fj cR, n cR, ph cR, Bl hh eQ eiheu
iN LlR phz fWl L Bl no BR! Ol bL hlmC au fW,
aau fWz
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Abeal jal alz HC Bljl amdJ LeJ flo RsR ez H e
qu ilahol Qz fQjl kph cn jucl cfV AeLVC hsR,
JMeJ HLC Qz pc fjL-floJ cMR qeje, DoLal, c,
cLz Bpm flo SaVC ioZlLj elhoz Sal co cJu
qua WL euz flocl hee quR elho Llz h na dl flo
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hn, acl jbV h dl hn, al Ea Sal jeoz palw H Mh
ihL Lj hT Lj Se chm hqe elSaL flo fRh e, Lhm
hhql Llh eSl bz
eSl Jfl hs lN qu Bjlz Ha jb EyQ Ll Qm jeo Bj, Ha
de, eil, Ha ct, Ha phm, nje, Bl HC Bj fj fsmC chm
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qJuu Eh kuz hL HLV Shbh Bj fs bL fjLl eNml jdz
Bj Bjl fVl jc eu hha qC, Bjl Xhm Qe eu Bjl cQl
no bL ez Bjl eL QM jMl Nse La mNz fL Qm pq qu e,
Qml hep SOe mNz Bjl aMe lMl ja Qql QC, ppa pel
ja gNl QCz eSl LeJLR Bjl Bl fRc qu ez fjLl QM
cu eSl cL aLC Bj, LlZ aMe Bjl eS LeJ QM bL ez
fjLl QM Bj YLu cC Apoz pC Apo eu eSL cM
Bjz hlhl cMz pqphl cMz ka cM aa eS qCz ka cM aa
Bj h qu EW fjLL j Lll eelLj BuSez iya jb bL
RVL hla bL jMa, qejea, Apquaz fjl BNe Bjl
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ebl, ejz Bjl lf cM fjL ke Bqca qu, Z cM Bjca qu,
jlu qu al Q Llz Bjl eS LeJ hd bL ez Bjl
102

Ccum j ALS qu EWa bLz jbl Mm fs bL, ial

jL hm LR Bl bL ez Bjl BjL Bj qlu gma bLz Bjl
eSa, Bjl AqwLl, Bjl cta, Bjl hma, Bjl n pqp
fjl age VLl VLl qu Esa bLz ka Esa bL, ka Bj
HLV ceqe Ss h qu EW, aa Bjl fjL cM ndl flo qu
EWRz ka Bj ea, aa p Beca, aa p gm gyf Ym qR, aa p
jNmjeuL, aa p CeXhm q, aa p "jC ke L qel..'z
L BjL nMuR fjLl je ila? fle LeJ nr L
HMeJ OfV jl LbJ mLu BR ial? LLV lNl ja HC nr,
Shehep nr, dwp Ll Rsz qjM jaL Ve He A SheVC
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jmhcl hl, Lvpa floa, k Bl lfal hl pwNj
QmuJ, jehal Se hnSs msC Ll Aejeu Bfpqe BjC Le
ea qC AjehL flol LRz floal phd iN Ll, kN kN dl
elL cm fo Blj Ll flol LRz
L k ch Bj Hl! HC iml, HC Adxfal! HLVC pe k
Bjl Ol LV ku kMeC QhL fs fWz flo jbu EWmC jb hehe
Ll Ol Bjlz HLVC pe k aL e eju Bjl Bl Qm e aMez
floL jb bL ejel pju, jLsnl ja She ByLs fs bL
floL Wm plel pju Aph n fu kC je Bl nllz fjl
nLm Rys, fjLl Lmdm Ts EW Bhl cysu fsa flz
cyse BjV LeJ hojl p Bfp Ll ez cyse BjV fRe
gl aLu ez cyse BjV flo fR ez cyse jeoV HLSel
pC fj Lla fl, HLSel pC al ha qa fl, p qm jeoz
H pjSl flo HMeJ flo, HMeJ jeo euz kace "jeo' e qu, aace
fj eh eh Qz
flo L Bc LeJce jeo qh! Ol faal jd Xh bL Bl
k LRC qJu ku, "jeo' qJu ku ez jeo hma Bj hT kl jeoa
BR, jehL Z BR, k jehhc hnpz jeo hma hT jeol fa
Aeu k Ll e, jeo jeo Apj k je e, Lhm mZ eSL
Eaal Sh hm hQl Ll ez alC jeo, kl el J flol jd
raj LeJ hojJ je eu e, hojl hl fahc Ll, k Ll,
Hhw eSl She hojl RyVgyVlJ QQ Ll e elL Apje Ll,
103

el hm elL Ah Ll flol Qll ANaz flo L QCh

"Qlqe' qa? fjLl ial bL kMe hlu Bp flo, p Bl
fjL bL ez H Bjl She Bj hlhlC cMRz fjLL flo eu,
jeo hm hlhlC Bj im LlRz
k ell Bjl jaC fj hnp, kl iN, kl jl, alJ kc
Bjl ja EW cysa fla, flol dmjum Ts floqe jehL
She LVa fla, fbhV pcl qa Mhz floal hCl e hlm
LeJ floC, Bj pa hmR, k, ell HLhc fj fhlJ kN euz

104

pjLjcl Na mLu lM fNanm qJu Aph

Bjl fQj hcl fu AdLC pjLjz p LlZ CJlf BjlLl
pjLj hl llyu eaj Bjl fQl kJu Bpz eECuL
pjLjcl k hnm N fCX flX qu fahRl, pVaJ pjLj-pjbL
qph ej NR jqecz pjLjl acl AdLll Se Bcme LlR
h hRlz AeL AdLlC ASe quR, AeL hL lu NRz El
CJlfl cnmu pjLjl phQu hn AdLl fuz JMe hu a
hVC, cL pel EldLll hfl k fn Rm, pVlJ gupm qu
NRz Jph cn pjLjlJ BS lfde, BS fdejz
pjLjcl AdLlL pjbe k Ll e, p jehdLlL pjbe Ll
ez faV jeolC AdLl BR eSl keCRl fLl Hhw fLa pfL
eQa qJu, pC ja p MyS eJu, Hhw HLhp Llz HLhp LlR
Bjl AeL pjLj hz cHLSe nM Ll hu LlRz cL euR LR
pjLj flo-hSVz pce flp Bjl cC pjLj ju-hl pSe
pwpl Nu cMmj HLSe ph j quRz L hfl, fj fm LL?
Le flol p uR? e, u euz fj eJu quR aclC HL
pjLj flo h bLz pjLj ju-h cSeC ehSaL nVL
HLClLj Bcl mme fme LlRz flo Hhw el kMe nl hh j, aMe
L nl mme fme HL elLC Lla qu, hQL MJue, Oj
fse, hQl Lyb Lfs fVe Cac qSl lLj LSl L'V flo
Ll?
flVp kc cSeC el qu, ah nl ka kje hn qu, aje nJ
hs qu hojqe HLV flhlL flhnz nl mme fmel il
HLSel Jfl Qfu cJu qu ez phQu CahQL cLV qm, cC ell
pwpl EyQm EQyeL Bl jeLQ jQOyQl Tjm eCz
pce HC LmLau, k LmLaL hlV HL fNanm nql Bl
105

ilal pwaL lSde hm hnliN mL hnp Ll, pMe mu jM

mLu lM HL pjLj ju Bjl LR hmm Hp al kZl Lbz LeJ
floL p hu Llez hh j rz juVl fRc juz ju eu p Ol
Nm mL ec Llz fsu Y Y fs NRz HC ju eL "Mlf'z
HLhp Qu p al fjLVl pz ph eu HC LmLa nqlz hma
hma ju LycRmz hmmj, "mL k CR aC hmL, ajl kV im
mN pV Llhz' hmmj hV, L ju L Ll VL bLh nql! HL
a hyQa ch ez pjLj qJul Afld HMe QLl Qm kR jeolz
juV QLl khl iu, fs bL al AfplZl iu em qu bLz
Bjl Mh L qu juVl Se, al ciNl Sez L qu fQ fle
floaL fbu fs bL lrZnm qjghLcl Sez acl ehal
Sez
kMe ju qu Sj eJuVC HLV Ainf, pMe pjLj qJu k
WL L lLj, a AdLwn jeol hTl rja eCz pjLjl hl BCe
BR, dl fsm cn hRll Llc, qy, HC NZal cnz Ahnp hVz
NZal HC cn ja fLnl dea, Bl jehdLll mOe L
Ahmmu Ll qu! L'Se fahc Ll?
plLl qph H cn fa OVu HLV Ll ju doa qR, fa R
OVu HLV Ll juL fZ e cJul Afld fsu jl qR, Hhw
Ahd Nifal naLl Bn iN nC juz qy, doa qJul, ekaa
qJul, jl kJul AdLl jucl BR, L Ae HLV juL
imhpl AdLl eCz imhpa qh floL, fj ca qh floL,
floL EvpN Lla qh Shez a e qm HC floa HL am WyC eC
ajlz
Bjl HL CJlfu pjLj ju-h HpRm chRl BN LmLauz
HLV HeSJl LS p nql a hVC Nj NJ Ol hsm c jpz
CJlf gl kJul BN Bjl p cM alz hmm L L LlR,
hmm Aa hlV jul p al ke pfLl quRz
"hm L?' Bj QjL EWz "Jl lS qm?'
juV hmm, "eQuC lSz'
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106

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cM Nm fsmz'
"Bl hReu..? Se LR?'
"HLV NCX LlmC flgz'
"Bl AlNSj?'
"ah AlNSj fmz je qu flocl LR bL fue LMeJz'
Bjl hVl LR ApjLj h qVlpum hm flQa jucl
BQlZ Mh ihL hm je qmJ Bj HLV iheu fsmjz jul
eScl keal Ahcje Ll QmR hRll fl hRl! HLV Lhm fnl
Afruz cgyV Sml Afru Be!
flol LR bL pM e fu fuC k jul pjLj qu, a euz
jucl imhpC jul pjLj quz imhp fn Lla Se L'V
flo! flo kV Mh im Se, a qm doZz faal j kc jucl
jL Ljih YLe e qa, jucl kc Api a j A Ll e
qa, hnl iN juC qua pjLj qaz pjLjal Aia BjlJ
BR Hhw Bj qmg Lla hma fl JC cemu Bj Mh pM Hhw
a Rmj, eiheu Rmj, ial hCl a Rmjz
kC e flo glR Aje cQ, ciN, Aje An Bl Apoz
ciNj nll Bjl floLj, a e qm pjLj qu pjSL cMu
caj L Ll imhpa qu, HLhp Lla qu, Hhw mr mLl pje
QyQu hma qu k "pjLj qJul phlLj AdLl Bjl BR, Bj
pjLj, Bj BjL eu ma eC, Nhaz'
acl Se Bjl m qu kl Ael ke CRl mNj Ve She fl
Llz Hhw cxMSeL qmJ pa k, HC pwMVC pjS hnz
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hmRm, pjS kce, kc LeJce, Ll Ll pjLjcl, pC pcel
Se p Afr LlRz Bj hmR, "pjS LeJce HC LSV Llh ez'
aL hmR "LRL flu Ll ez hlw jM gV eSl ch SeJz Sl
Nmu SeJz fbha pjLjl Bcme LlR acl AdLl Bcul
Se, acl AdLl LE acl qa cu hme k HC eJ, cmjz LeJ
pjSC Ha jehL LeJLmC Rm ez'
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bLh aace mLl phd qh acl OZ Lla, Hhw iu faz hlu
107

HmC mL Vl fh k al aclC ja jeo, al aclC iC hez

aclC Sez
mphue nV HpR Npl mph ejl HLV f bL, k f
MVl Sjl ps aen hRl BN SjRme pg ejl HL Lhz k
Lh eS el Hhw Ae ell fa al fj Hhw keBLoZl Lb fLn
LlRez hwmu Bjl mphuecl pjLj hmz nV pclz L nVa
d Ljl EM BR, imhpl eCz pjLj SVl L flflL
imhpz Lj acl pfL VLu lM e, VLu lM fjz AeLpju
cMR pjLjl ka jm cu fjl, ApjLjl aa cu ez
Vep Mmus jVe eamil fe fjL BjlLe mML la
j hEe pjLjcl fp hmRe, "jul kl jucl imhp al
mphuez flo, kqa al juclL kepjN hm ih, mphuel
pw cu iih, acl ja mphue je qR cC ell jd
kepfLz BlJ hmRe No government has the right to tell its
citizens when or whom to love. The only queer people are those
who dont love anybody.

plLll kje AdLl bL EQa eu SeNZl fjShe eL Nmhl,

Bjcl aje cua BR SeNZl AdLll Se mslz Bjl kl
jehdLl hnp Ll, Le ApjLj Bl pjLj phl Se HC NZal
cn pjedLll ia pi BCe fZuel Se Bcme LlR e!
Bjl Bl LaLm OZu, qwpu, k, lfa hnp Llh, Bl LaLm
imhpu hnp e Llh ! Bl LaLm fjL RR Llh, QeL ppl
Llh, keaL eo Llh! Bl LaLm Bjl pial ej Apia
Ll kh?

108

Bjl jul Bjl hel L lPe HLn

ghul, Bj L ima fl....
BjL HLV io nMuRm Bjl j, jl eSl ioz ioV nMa
nMa XPl quR, nMa nMa jeoz ioV Rm hm Lb hmRmj,
rdal Lb, CRl Lb, CRml Lbz jM gV hmRmj, "Bjl
ffVL QCz' ioV Rm hm Ne NuRmj, fahc mMRmj cJum,
hNa LNSz hNa LRC Bl hNa bLe, Be qu RsuRm
pl cnz ioV BjL ce ce L AQk lLj nju Ll amRm,
Bj Bl pC pa Qs l e Ll Bj Rmj ez lmmCel OjV Ol Ol
hse, hLm Ss NRVl Bj Rmj ez hsl Rc hp HL HL
lal al Nel Bj Rmj ez Bj aMe qSl jeol is qyVR,
Bj aMe hicm iPR, Bj aMe A hohr Efs amRz Bj
aMe Lhm Bjl eu, pqp LVl ffl Lb QvLl Ll hmRz e
HjeC lN Jcl, Nm Qf dlRm Bjl, io Ls ehz
qa bL Lmj Ls em, io Ls ehz hC fsel Evph Llm
nql eNl, N Njz io Ls ehz BjL fsm, fs Bj Al
qCe, Cfa quRz k n BjL cuRm Bjl j, Jl Ls ehz
LE L ea fl LlJ ial Nil Ll kc LR bL, a? LE L fl
Jih c qa eM cya Rys ea LR! imhp fl ea? io? io
a l bL, l bL LE L WLl ea fl iol LZL?
ehpe c qm Bjlz Bl LE eu, LeJ Se eu, h eu, ioV
lCm Lhm p, HL HL Bjl cSez iecn ieiocl is Bjl
cSe, cSe eia elmu qcu qcu hL heju Llz plla e
Oju Llz ie-iol n n ja BOa fa Bjl ioVL cC e,
ie-iol mjn mjn ful am f qa Bjl ioVL cC e, elq
eSe ioVL BNm lM, cM cM lMz imhp lMz QMl Sm
iol Nul dmLm du lMz jul ja lM, hel ja iCul ja
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lMz ioV lCm ehpe cO HL kNz ioV lCm hlg aol, ALl
cO HL kNz ioV lCm Bjl EQlZ eu, nhZ eu, qcu HL kNz
QacLl qC QC bL HL LZ HL HL Bjl jaC HL kNz
ioV j j Ap qu ah na, ioV Sj ka bL W hlgz
hyQa bL aL hLl Ef cu cu, n nhl hp no Ll alz
p Bjl Bau aMe, h aMez p Bjl jz La La hRl Qm Nm, La
LE Qm Nm, Bfe La LE, ka ka pje fle, QMl Bsmz
LeJce Bl gl e Bp cla HL HL Ll jeom Qm Nmz BjC
fs BR HL, ph qlu glu exz p LE eC, LR eC, d ioVz
ioV BR hm Qm kJu jeoNml p je je Lb hma flz
ioV BR hm QlcL M M Lll, HLm-mNl cQlV Ncfc mMa
flz Mh cxMLl ce iol hL jM yS Lyca flz ioV BR hmC
LE BRz
L ioV a k LlC qL mLmu Qu, cn Qu, Eoa Qu, EQlZ
Quz ioVl Se Bj pa pj al ec flu BS HMez ioVL
hyQaz Bjl ioLz
io BS pkl jM cMR, BS p pkjMz
io BS jW juce hLml ll MmR, p pMz
iol nll bL pyapya nJm cl qR, p pyal LVR Nu,
hfpNlz
Bj Bl Bjl io, cO cO hRll hcn hiyCHl LLl fldea
plu HCMe, cn, cnl fQj f, eQz Bj Bl Bjl io
BS Ol, eSOl, elfc Bnuz Bj kMe Bjl ioL EQlZ Ll,
Bjl jL EQlZ Llz Bj kMe Bjl ioL imhp, Bjl jL
imhp Bjz j eC, LE LE hm j eL Lh Lbu BLnl LeJ
HLV al qu NRz
j eC, BjL jul ja cM cM lMR Bjl jul io, k
iou j BjL imhpl Lb hma, k iou j Bjl Se Lyca, k
iou j BjL al Lm gl Bpa hmaz ioVL Bj Mh ehs
Ll Bme Ll, je je hm, j ajz ioVl nll Bj Bjl jul
pN fCz jl hou Bnu LR Rm e, pje k Rm ph fQ dp NR,
Lhm ioVC BR, face Sh, fZjuz
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jL Bj EQlZ Ll, jL Bj EQlZ LlRz Bj EQlZ LlR

ajL Bjl io, ajL EQlZ Lla QC, kace np ehz ajL
imhph, kace hyQhz ajl LRC hlhl gl Bphz Bj a
QlLml elnu, io aj BjL cM cM lMz jeol jl Mu,
OZ fu kMe eu fsh, io aj pqp cJ io aj n cJ, j kje
n caz
fahc Bj mMR, fblm plR fb bL, fbm fb qLz
Bjcl ff a Mm-flol mVfV Mm, Bjl ell BS hh,
ioqez kahlC Lb hma QC, aahlC jM Qf dl Jlz Nmu Nlm
Ym cuz kahlC Lb hma QC, aahlC WyV pmC, Si LyVz Bjl
ell BS LLl LL Seh k Bjl im eC! qSl hRl dl fW
LmpV, QM eOj, qSl hRl dl Bjl ioqez ell L Hhl io
EW BpL, gm qL p, Bel ja Rsu kL phMe, ell fs
fs Cfa qLz el nju qLz
io aj j,
io aj Bj,
io aj hez
el BS EQlZ LlR io, el BS EQlZ LlR fahcz el BS
L eR ar ah io, el BS EQlZ LlR ell Se ell
imhpz
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fu LE nLm fla Hp e, Bjcl jLL LE Qf dla Hp
e, Bjcl imhpl hL LE Rl hpa Hp ez
rja aj cl pl bL,
rja aj fbl Rs e,
rja aj fbld Ll e,
rja aj imhpa nM,
rja fla jeo qJ,
rja aj jeo qJ, jehL qJz
BjL bLa cJ Bjl ja, ehhc, iouimhpuz BjL
bLa cJ Bjl jul LR, Bjl jul QMl Sm du ch Bjl
Nul dmLmz Bjl jul LmV bLh Bjl Se, JC Lm pM
Lwh cxM Bj glh, j a QlLmC XLae BjL, ayl Lmz
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pell ja ju QCz BR?

hlijl Bmc Njl ju pel k OVm, a L'Se ju OVa
fl? L'Se ju hul jm Mm gma fl hul BplC? BWl hRl
hupl HLV ju cMu cm hLl fVz LlJ Aeld p YyL Nmez
k al CR LlR, LlRz p HC hu iP ch p euR, iP
cuRz k mL hul BplC jul hhL Afje Lla d Lle, p
k juL EWa hpa Sheil Afje Llh, a pel hT NuRz
pel JC choq She Que, Que hmC hhqa She l Lll BNC
JV p no LlRz
hup j BWl pellz HC hup pdlZa flhll Qfl LR ea
qa jul hd quz fahcl io al qa jucl pju eu AeLz
Ahn kl al qu e, al pl SheJ qu ez LE LE Lnlhup hn
fahc, kje CR aje QmR, eSl AdLll hfl ioZ pSN, L
kC e hu ejL SepV OVl pju qu Bp, aMe HLhl hh jl
fRc Ll fl Nmu QM Le hS Tm fsz nlhs Nu ch hd
hdz n, pjqaz LeJHL Lm Lnlhup cl Rm p, cp Rm,
hLml Qul p jQjQ pa qu bL Jphz
XjVL iumpl hwm Aehc el ekae qJuC kpaz LlZ
iump pdlZa ell JflC qu, flo lz Bfaa HL NqeNq
hmC EM LlRz lf hmR, "ilaol cC aauwn hhqa el
NqeNql nLlz' eae HLV BCe quR NqeNql hlz L L'Se
ju HC BCel Bnu eh? pell ja ju Rs LlJ L pqp qh
HC BCe gypu AaQl jL Sml ia MJua? qh e iu Hhw
ml LlZz "iu' Hhw "m' H SepcV jucl paal ja fhz
k ju pjSL iu fu e, pjSl pje m hma LR kl eC, p
al Ca h paa Muel ja Afld Llz NqeNq BCeL LS
mNa pell ja ju QCz BR?
pel Aeul fahc LlRz au Lle Hlfl L qh e qh
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alz hu qh e Bl? e qL, p flu LlR ez hlw hmR, "hu

LlaC qh al L je BR?' H Lb HC elho pjS jucl jM
jM bLl Lb, L nl nra eil jul jM bLJ Ha G hZ
EQla qu e, k quR Bmc Njl HL cl lJuml ju pell
jM bLz pel je k hu e LlJ p ch im hyQ bLa flz
hmR, "Bj pmC Se, Lfs pmCul Bmfe amhz MV hL
SheV LVhz' Hje Bahnp kc BS elcl bLa, fbh hcm
kaz el kc AaQl flol p She Bl kfe Llh e hm jel
Ll kje pel LlR, kc hT k c Nll Qu ne Num im,
Abh LeJ hcjnl p bLl Qu HL bLC Yl im, Hhw eSl
kNa Aeku LeJ LS MyS eu, Hhw eSl Bapje eu Qml
pwLf Ll, ah paC, fbh hcm ka hdz L, pell ja ju
L Mh hn BR?
LR hua mNl Lpwl bLz mNl HLV HcL JcL qm penz
flol LeJ pen qu e, qu ellz kl p hu qu ell, ihC
eJu qu, plShel p pz plShe pwplcq flL L flohSeu
fQL, pL aN Ll Qmh ez La k kZLal ell jM cMR Bj
HC ilau Efjqcn, al e fl kZ hCa, e fl pCaz HihC
LV ku acl Shel jmhe jqam, jpmz LV cO cO hRl
Bl kNz pel qJul f L Nfe Nfe phl jd eC! bLmJ p
f hh Lll pqp Hhw n AdLwn ell eCz ell f fC cM
kuz iu Bl m acl fL QlLm f LlC lM cuz
HLV hnp Mh Sefu k jul nra Bl eil qm NqeNql
nLl al Bl qu ez HC hnpL jb fjZ Ll faceC jul
ekaa qR Nqz al Xl Ceul, BCeSh, NuL, euL,
hhpu L eu! Cm LmS e fn Ll NqhdL kje NqeNq pCa qu,
fn Ll juclJ pCa qu HLC lLj NqeNqz Hl fRel LlZ, cSeC
elz cSeC nra qL, Anra qL, HC pjSl QM chm, cSeC
aumz pel floaLal Aa na a hTez Lhm al CRl
LbV p hTRz Hhw CRVL jm cuRz p QyQuRz Afcbl p
hu iPRz pel nraJ eQuC Rm e, eilJ p euz L al k
eil qJul phe BR, aC p Sl Nmu hmmz floeil flSh
jucl f Lyf eSl fu cysa hmmz Hcl jd LmS hnhcmu
fn Ll jul pwM eqa Lj euz
HlLj HLV Qm BR, k, hul la flocl hsm jla quz JC
hsm jl cMC eae hT kh k al LfmJ HC jl BRz palw
ell LeJ-8

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p ea qh ej qh, Bcn eod Arl Arl fme Llh, Hhw j-phu

She EvpN Llhz hul ce hsm e jl hlfrl mLl jul hhL
jl cMu ca QuRm, "al hhLC Bjl Lul Ll e, aL L
Llh!' HMe pell hh flol faed eu, faed al jul,
pellz aC p Aa pqS jl Ma flRz pell hh kc pce al
Rml hu ca, Ll n Rm al Nu qa am!
k LeJ hs nql OV e, RV LeJ Nj, RV LeJ flhl eia
OV kuz JCph RV RV NjC cMR qWv LeJ HL ju doLl
flo LV eu h i Nl i djl fjLL eu edu fmu
kuz
floal hcV ka pcl Ll Caqp iNm fcb he Bl
lpuee nMl ja jul nM eu, aa L "mMfs e Se'
pell nMa fl ez acl aC hul Bpl HLb hma hd e k
"HC hu Bj je ez' Aes cysu bL hul jm Mm gma acl
HLVJ pwLQ qu ez floal euj Lee A bLm pwLQ qaz hul
ce hl Hhw hll hsl mLl BlJ hs LeJ cOVe OVmJ, jul
hhL Lhm fVe eu, jl gmmJ floal hc nM jul hu
iPl ja cxpqp Lla ez Lm hm Lbz
L pel Se e L Llm Lml LaLqe lQa quz Se e
hmC p Aje LWe Hhw Sll HLV p ea d Llez HMe L qh
pell? qua al hh Bhl f Lla QCh pelLz pel Hhl
hdqu QM Le hS lS qhz LlZ Bau Se fs fsn Bl aL
aa cR ez pel HMe j Bl nlhsl phl ph Llh Bl
face jl Mhz HlLj, Abh paC pel k hmRm, aC Llh, hu
p Llh e Bl, eSl EfSel hh eSC Ll ehz p LlJ Mu e,
fl ez p LeJ eujeal dlJ dl ez HC cV flZal LbC
Bfaa ihRz au flZaV kcJ Bj pjbe Ll, L HC pjS a
OVe Mh clq z k Qf pell Jfl Bph pjSl Aenpe je Qml,
k ec pelL Ll qh p al CRl jm cuR hm, a L pell
HLl fr hqe Ll ph! jeo kc QlcL bL pelL pjbe Lla,
pqkNa Lla, je p Sl faz ah, Sepjr e LlmJ Aea
ju BS pelL je je pjbe LlR, Bjl hnpz
pelL Bj Aiece SeRz HC Aiece ha al LR Se e
LMeJ fyRh L ez qua SehJ e al JC R lM cyseV cu
p BjLJ BS L ioZ AefZa LlRz elhcl Bcf Se jeo
Bj, HC BjlJ pell LR nMl BR AeL LRz flol BjL
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kRaC ih Afje Ll, Bl Bj k alflJ i jul ja, im

jul ja jM hS bL, Bl jM hS bL hm hlhlC BjL Afje
Lla h Afc Lla flol HaVL Aphd qu e Bjl H SepV
nMl BR, k, flol HLhl Afje Lll fl acl ke au hl
Afje Lll pkN Bj e cC, ke acl jMl Jfl clS h Llz

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365 cel jd 364 ce flochp, 1 ce elchp

ceV L Ll Bjcl qm:

8 jQ 1857 pmz eCuL nql nana NjVp Bl VVCm elnjLl Ss qu fahc Ll acl Ljml AjehL flhnl
hlz 12 OV LS, hae pjez fmn Hp Ri Ll jRmz Hl
chRl fl JC njLlC HLV CEeue Ns amz
8 jQ, 1908 pmz eCuL nql fel qSl el jRm Llz acl
ch Rm LSl pju Lja qhz im hae ca qhz iVl AdLl
ca qhz n nj h Lla qhz
JC hRll j jp BjlLl pnmV fV ghull no lhhlL
Sau el chp hm OoZ Llz
28 ghul, 1909 pmz fl BjlLu fbj Sau el chp fma
quz 1913 pm Ahd HC ceV fme Ll BjlLl ellz
1910 pmz CJlfl ell ghull no lhhlL elchp qph
fme Lla l Llz
XejLl lSde LfeqNe BSaL pjSaL cml piu
elchpL BSaL Lll ch See quz Sje pnmV cml e
Ll SVLe ANZ ijL fme Llez palV cnl HLn Se el
faed BSaL el chpl fhL pjbe Seuz
BSaL el chpl Se aMeJ LeJ ce ec quez
19 jQ, 1911 pmz BSaL el chp CJlf jqpjlq fma
qa bLz AVu, Sje, pCvSlm J XejL cn mrlJ hn el
jRm ej eScl AdLll chaz iVl AdLlz lSea Lll
AdLlz LS Lll AdLlz Ljm el flol jd hlSje hoj cl
Lll chz
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Hl LRce flC fyQn jQ eCuLl HL LlMeu Be mN HLn

Qn Se elnjLl ja quz hnl iNC Rm Camu Bl Cc juz HC
OVel fl BjlLu ajm njL Bcme l qu kuz
8 jQ,1913-1914z CJlf BjlLu HC ceVaC fme qa bL
BSaL el chpz jul fbj hnkl hl fahc Llz
23 ghul, 1917 pmz 20 mr lnue jul Mc Hhw nl cha
acl Apqeu cll hl jRm Llz
lnu aMe Smue Lml jeaz Smue Lmll 23
ghulC qm SSue Lmll 8C jQz
8 jQ, 1975 pmz lf HC ceVL BSaL el chp hm OoZ
Llz
Xpl, 1977 pmz lfl pdlZ pi HLV fh pjbe Ll k
lfl pcp lmL k LeJ ceLC el AdLl lf chp h
BSaL n lf chp hm je ea qhz

ceV HMe :

ceV HMe Bl aa lSeaL eu, ka Rmz ceV HMe k LeJ

gclp X, jclp X, imVCep Xl ja cez

ceVa L qu pl cn?:

hs hs ha qu ee cnl piuz hZY lm qu cn cnz fQl

pSNS Ll pM ellz Mu cu Ne Nuz
pce BlJ AeLLR OV, k AeLLRl Mhl AeLC fu ez
pce Aea ju Lhm Mhl e fu, Lhm Mhl Se h Sm
e fu L fRz HjeL jl kRz
pce Le ke e Sju pSe Zqa Ll qu, pce flhlL Mh
cxM cu AeLra Le Sjuz Le Sj cJul Afld pce na na
ljZL amL cu acl jlz
pce jun qa qu, LlZ al juz juncl pce Rs
cJu qu BhSel f, LlZ al juz pce juncl doZ Ll
hu flolz
pce Nj N nql hcl Lnl alZ khaal Jfl NZdoZ
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Qmz pce flol jucl Nu Llpe Ym Be Smu cuz pce

flol jucl npld Ll qa Llz pce flol jucl fhm
fql Llz flol ApX Rs cu jucl jMz ke Tmp ku jMz
fjLl fjLcl hQ cu hnfsuz pce HL cn bL BlL
cn, HL nql bL BlL nql, HL Nj bL BlL Nj mr mr
jucl fQl Ll qu kecp h acp hehl Sez pce ke Tmp
ku jMz cma cwna Afjea Ahqma Apjea ApwM ju eSl
pj lr Lla Nu Baqa Llz
pce, kcl Xjl LlZ fbhl pqp LV juL hn h
kecp qa quR, (Xj bLmC pfC Hl hh qu, Xj e bLm
pfCHl clLl qu ez) al kje CR aje Ll iN Ll floaL
lSeal nLl Bjcl cxMe juclz jul f qu elchpl
ilhm bL jdll fk floL AaQlz fnQL Hhw fnhL
AaQll Qu k AaQl pqpZ ejjz

364 ce flochp, 1ce elchp:

Bpm, pa Lb hma L, HC flonpa pjS 365 cel jd

365ceC flo chpz HLV ce ell Se LlZ Ll lM quR, LlZ
ell Jfl flol ekae Mh hn hm Aa JC ceVa ke ell
pcmhm LLV Lla flz Abh "k cuR eb, aaC pM' hm
BmQe Aeel BuSe Lla flz "je e jeh e' Sau pNel
kN AeLLm no quRz HMe ka elj qJu ku, ka Bfp Ll ku,
aaC jmz elcl jmju Lll Luc Hhw Lnm HC pjS eae euz
H SNa "flo chp' hm LeJ chpl fuSe eCz LlZ faV
chpC flo chpz
Bjl eSl ja, el flol jd k iuwLl hoj hlS LlR, a
cl qm "elchp' h "flochp' hm LeJ chp bLh ez Bjl f
365 cel faV ceC "jehchp' qhz

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e, HC ceV eu pjmQe hn jeo Llez HjeL hs elhclJ

Llez BjlLl lSeahc, elhc, BCe hm BhSN, fVhc
qph kl hn ej Rm, hmRme QjvLl Lb

They used to give us a dayit was called International

Women's Day. In 1975 they gave us a year, the Year of the Woman.
Then from 1975 to 1985 they gave us a decade, the Decade of the

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Woman. I said at the time, who knows, if we behave they may let
us into the whole thing. Well, we didn't behave and here we are.
hqiHl Lb EWm Bjl phpju je fs pC LbV, well-behaved
women rarely make history.

Bjl ell HMe L Llh:

Bjcl HLV chp cJu quRz pC chpV Bjl fme Llhz

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LeJ LeJ ju qua Mh im eC, Jl Bpm Q Ll e hmC
AdLl fa fl ez CR bLm L e qu!
LE LE hmh, Bjl im eCz Bjl Ol hCl ekaa qRz
floa Bl dj, pwl Hhw pwpl, fb Hhw fc, Iaq Hhw pwa phC
HC pjS elhoz el HC pjS keh Rs LR eu, flo Hhw
flol aj phl Se elz HC dju floaL fQ fle pwlR
pjS iP eae HLV hojqe pjS Nsa qm hfh clLlz
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LE hmh, el flo EiuLC HNu Bpa qhz
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QChz ellC ell fZ qJul fr hmh, Bhl AeL elC ell fZ
qJul hfr hmhz c' fr clLj ja fLn Llhz Hhw elcl jd
LeJ IL al qh ez ell hi qhz Ma qhz fa hRll ja
HhRlJz floa BlJ qSl hRl VLu lMl Se Hl Qu im Bl
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1. hX mCe hm HLV Aee qR Viaz fnLa flo, Hhw El
cR cSe el-alLz
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Lla CR Ll, L Afm Ll hnz' Hml El jucV jqec
cu kRmz hShe L lLj flo acl fRc, HC fnl El cSeC
hmm, acl fRc ANpi floz flol ANpi e qm acl
BecC qa Qu ez
Bj qy qu lCmjz e flol eu, ell QCR "ANpi floz' HC
flo npa pjS flol ANpiep phz flo elL doZ LlR,
NZdoZ LlR, LeZ qa LlR, AfqlZ LlR, elqa LlR, hdqal
ql hsR, hhqa ell cC aauwnC nLl qR XjVL iumpl,
flol jucl jM ApX Rs jlR, jucl p falZ LlR,
fjL pS jucl Oll hl Ll faamu h Ll cR, Ll
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Nm LV ipu cR ecl Sm, Me Ll Baqa ej cu LshlNu
h pmw ge h NRl Xm Tmu cRz flol ANpiepl LlZ
el ekae QmRC Nj N, nql eNlz Ol, Oll hClz Bl Vil
fcu mpjul hmRe, al BlJ ANpi flo Lje Llez ayl
jQ-je Qez lg Vgz al n fn Qe, fnl Sl Qe, k fnl
Sl ell Jfl Abv chml Jfl QsJ qa fl floz flol Lj qm
elcl jWu lM, XjeV Ll, ashs Llm as jl Esu cJuz
flol fnl Sl f qa imhpe ell, Hhw HihC ayl
floaL QjvLl VLu lMa pqk Llez Hhw HC ellC Aea
pdlZ elL Evpqa Lle floL Lje Lla, ANpi floLz
flol ANpiep ayl j qez aC kMe Ljl mb Lou flo, jW
dl Qm Rys gm, Lfm gVu, QM jl QM l Ll, jul Bec
BVMe qez HC e qm Bhl flo Lpl!
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jVa, acl BlJ BlJ BlJ Bec ca Bl La kN La na hL
h ell Baqa ch!
2. Bjl pwpll LS k juV BjL pqk Lla, p AeLcel
Se hs NRz Bj HLz HLC Oll LSLj phC plRmjz Hljd LR
juh Bjl hsa Hm, al k bm hV Np Xel Ma Nu hhql
LlR, pm eSlC flLl Llm, d aC eu, BN hsu BlJ LR
Olhsl LS Ll cu Nm, eSl hs bL l Ll MhlJ cu Nm
BjLz Bjl Aphd qR Aeje Ll BjL Jl pdja pqk Llm,
paLl hl k Llz cce fl JC ju-hl kje Oe, ajeC Oe
Bjl LR flo-h Bjl hsa Hmz Jl hs Ss qyVR, fe LlR,
MR, gmRz Sepf ph Rsu RVu phen LlRz Bj kMe hmmj ph
Ru lMa, Jl ByaL EWmz Bj Mh elj L hmmj, "hsa BjL
pqk Lll juV eC, Bjl fQl ha, ajcl ewl flLl Lll
pju Bjl eCz' Ha Jcl je LeJ lLj pqei a SNm a e-C, hlw
qp EWm, ke Bj jS LlRz Bj hTmj k Bj jS LlR e, Bj
paC QCR Jl ke Oll k SepV kMe Rm, pMe lM Bpz
hcl Bj lOl eu Q Llmj Jcl ewl hpem Jcl cu
duaz flmj ez Jl je Llm Bj Jcl Afje LlRz LjXl pV
e am qp Ll VumV iSu gn e Ll Qm Bpz AikN Llm M
M Ll qpz HC Ql eu Jl pwpl Ll L Ll Bj hTe, Jcl
hEcl clh Aeje Ll Bj nEl EWz
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flLll Bl NRel LS juclz Bl Jcl LS Bec Lll, ga
Lll, hp bLl, u bLl Bl Bcn Lll, HV QC, JV QCz
jul floaL-phdl LlZ ARal Sa er quz flol
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he, hEc, hE, fjL, hh, QLl Bl jbllz
flol HC jepLa e hcmm LeJce pjS LeJ flhae
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jeopjS hoj bLm a el flo EiuLC OQa qh, H LlJ
HLl cua euz jeopjS pja Hhw pa Bea QCm el flo
EiuLC H LS ha qa qh, a e qm flol jLl Apa,
eScl lS hcnq ihl Bl elcl Qu eScl Ea nZl je
Lll Apa LeJceC cl qh ez
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3. cf jqal JuVl RhV cMmjz ApdlZ Rhz L QjvLl

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Male domination is so rooted in our collective unconscious that we
no longer even see it. It is so in tune with our expectations that it
becomes hard to challenge it. Now, more than ever, it is crucial that we
work to dissolve the apparently obvious and explore the symbolic
structures of the androcentric unconscious that still exists in men and
women alike.
Pierre Bourdieu

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melfr Lll Se k flhaem quR h qR, pphl pje LR
EcqlZ cRz

k Rm

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180

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AbmV, fVpEJje (fuSe)

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Se A jl qi gm
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181

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pwnde Lla qh phl BNz
nllL k fbL flo ela BR, a a BRCz al hcml Lb
qR ez el Bl flol ijL HL HL pjS HL HL pju HL
HLlLj Rmz el J flo qJul LlZ AbeaL, pjSL, lSeaL,
pwaL pkN phd qlgl Ll quz el Hhw flocl LS iN Ll
cJu quRz HC iNV LlR flolz elL cnl mLea, Abea
euZ, p-ejZ Hph lafZ LSl cua ea hd cJu quz
mL pjl Lb hmm AeL ih flo J elL hT HL Ll
cJul Lb hm qRz a eu, flo qL el qL, pkN phd k fh,
pje fh HC qm chz
"Ahm' k Ab hhql qu, pC Ab "Ahm' nV hhqa qa qhz
flo kc hmqe Hhw chm qu ah acl Ahm hm XLa qh, kje XL
qu elcl Ahmz Ljl, pa, lra, faa, hlZ, hlhZa, NZL,
hn, XLe, Lme, LmV, Effa, jN, jN, Apa, QlZ,
lffShe, cqfShe, Rem, MeL Cacl fw fan fa Ll
qL, eu HC nml hhql h Ll qLz
k Ab Ljl Hhw pa nu hhqa qu, pC HLC Ab Ljl Bl pv
hhqa qu ez n eae Ab fe LllJ Mh fuSez pa/Apa nul
fwm fan al Lla qm pa/Apa-Hl Lb ih kuz pv-Apv kje
i Ab hhqa qR el flo Eiul r, ajeC qhz Se Sl Ll
LeJ eae n iou YLe ku ez L jeol jd pQaea HmC
eae n Hhw hLl hhql qu, Hhw Hl fQme l quz floaL pjS
hwm ioVL Aa el hld iou flZa LlRz NmNmS Bl ke
lpaL LaL hSl k QlLmC QmR, fu phC el-hldz elL
iuwLlih Afje LlC q q Ll ajm
qp JW pjSz
182

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LlR, LeJceC pMe el al pjedLl fh e, kc HC flhnV
elL hSe Ll LeJihz
Qma gla Bj floaL hLl pjMe qC facez dl kL
pha BjL ej Llm, Bj kh, p emj p Bjl HL h
AjaL eh Bj, kC e hmmj Aje pha Ajal p ge Lb
hma QCh, hm ch Aja ke BjL AjL WLeu phal hsa
eu kuz AjL WLe Aja al hfl Sj Qe ez kc Qe LE, p
Bjl Nsl XCil, Bl Nsa k jf BR, pC jf cM WLe
MyS hl Lla fl Bj, kV Ajal fr LMeC ph euz Bjl
Nsa Blj Ll hp Aja Ne nez Bl, qu XCil eu Bj WLe
MyS hl Llz phal hsa kJul fl pha Hhw al hsl pLm Bl
al hl HC MhlV Se Hhw mLL Seu k Aja ejl HLV Rm
BjL al hs eu NRz
LbJ ej Nm kMe fQl mL mr LlR HLm jucl
Sp Ll, "Ll p Hm h L eu Hm ajL?' HLm Rmcl H
LbV Sp Ll e L eu Hmz jul HL LbJ ka fl e HC
hnp bL iol HC hhqlz
cece She faceC floL fde Ll kph hL hhql qR,
LlJ Le h je Le MVL mN e ez "pha HC j al hEL eu
hlu Nmz' Hl hcm hm a ku "pha Bl GafZ HC j hlu Nm!'
"c Bl jLw mi' hwm Lbiou Hje n fQma eu, k fQma a
qm "RmV juVL LlRz' Ha cSeL cu LeJ LS Lle qR ez
aa cSel CeimijV eCz HLSeL ALVi, BlLSeL fpi dl
qRz
Lh Bl jqm-Lh, HlLj hm qR AeL kNz el flo Eiul Se
"Lh' nV hhql Ll Sll, L a e Ll jucl kc "jqm-Lh'
hm qu, ah flocl d Lh e hm "flo Lh' hm EQaz HLC lLj
pwhcL Bl jqm pwhcLz qu cSel Se pwhcLz eu HLSe flopwhcL, AlLSe jqm-pwhcLz
"ajl L-flo hp LlR HMe?' e hm, "ajl L-fSj hp
LlR HMe?' "ajl fh flo Lbu hp Lla?' l hcm "ajl
BNl fSj Lbu hp Lla?'
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183

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hh Lbu Nm' Hih e XL pS ej dl, kc ej qu AiL, XLa
qh AiLz
hwmL m elfr io Lll r HLV hs phd BRz phdV qm
CwlSl q Hhw n hwmu "p'z qj/ql/qS/ phC al/aLz el flo
Eiul r HC HLC nl hhql ioVL m elfr qJul fr
hfL phe cRz
ph pju j- hhql Ll Le? -jJ a hhql Ll kuz EjpQl SuNu pQ-EjJ hm Qm hLf qphz
ioL Lll Lb HC LlZC hm qR, k, io d k Bjcl
jepLal fagme aC eu, io Bjcl jepLaL NWe LlJ hVz
Hje io kc plrZ hhql Ll qu, k io elL chm, fleil,
eQnZl Sh qph Qqa Ll, aqm HC dlZV jeol jepLal
jd ASC YL hp bL ell hT paC chm, fleil, eQnZl
Shz
BdeL qR SNaz pjl Al pjedLll hd hsR jeol jdz
el nLm Rs hCl hlRz Bjcl Qihe de dlZl hhae
qR, ah hhqa ioVl hhae eu Le?
io Mh nnm Sepz pqaLl See, hojl nLl k ell,
aylJ See iol n L iuwLlz k pjS ka hn jeo iol a
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184

nyM pycll Nf
Cm hhqa jul ke nyM pycl fl e Bp, Ahhqa jucl
LR eScl cfa Shel Nf e Ll, LRce BN jnchcl HLV
Cm Lafr Hje BcnC Sl LlRz Sl Ll j ioZih rf
EWm jXu, jeoz L? qc djl hl gau! Lafr hTa
QCRe, cfa Shel plp hZe Ahhqa jucl kc BNq Ll am
hhqa Shel fa, ah al fsneu BNq e qu hlw ka nO fl
hu Lll Se BNq qhz Lafrl k LlJ fRc que, jLl jM
Cml nyM pycl e fll Bcn am ea hd qme Lafrz
Bl JcL El Qn flNZl j Njl le hL Njhpl fQ
jl Nj bL asu cuRz al Afld, hhqa quJ nyM pycl e
flz h dj NqZ Lll LlZ le nyM pycl flee, L Njhpl
gau, nyM pycl flaC qh, a e qm Nj bL Qmh ez le h
ANa al j hlc hL eu Nj Rsa hd quRez ae ayl
Njl hsa elfc hp Lla Qe L pC eQua HMeJ ae
fnpel LR bL feez
nyM pycll Nf AeLz Bjl hsa fuC Nf Lla Bp
pelfll pjz Sj al pclhez heu hs Ol ip Nm k hRl,
p hRl al hh j al HNlV iCheL p eu Qm HpRm
pelflz pj aMe pa jpl nz pjL jTu hpu lM mLl
hsa LS Lla al jz pjJ Af hup bLC mLl hsa LS
LlRz hl al hRl hupC al hu qu NuRmz j LeJce
imhpez nlhsa cpl LS Lla, alflJ face aL j
pq nlhsl mLl fQ jlaz Ha AaQl puJ jl hs hmC
lu NuRm pz cV ju-hQ SjR, hQm aMeJ Lm, j
aL jl fu Bdjl Ll hs bL asu cmz pJ fel hRl qu
Nmz HC fel hRl j al p LeJ kNkN Lle, hQcV hyQ
BR L jl NR a SeaJ LeJce Q Llez LeJce LeJ
185

MlQfa cuez Aph BbL L cel fl ce LVuRz e Mu h

BdfV Mu hyQR pj, hyQuR c hQLz al j BlLV hu
Ll euR pJ AeL hRlz L pj HMeJ fl BR nyM pycl, HMeJ
fl BR qa mqz cM pjL Sp LlR, "k mL ajL Ha
L cm, Ha jlm, asu cm, ajl p fel hRl LeJ pfL
eCz ajJ LeJce al LR glh ez pJ ajL eh ez ah Le
fl BR nyM pycl?'
pj hm, "Bjcl jd HLhl nyM pycl flm a Bjl gma
fl ez'
Bj hmmj, "aj Xip cR e Le?'
hmm, "Ajcl jd jul Xip Lla fl ez'
hmmj, "L hmR fl e? Mh flz ajl jl p ajl a
Xip que, j a BlLV hu Ll hp BRz ajcl jd a
Xip e qm gl hu LlJ BCea eo, pV Se?'
pj Bjl Lb WL hTa flm ez BjL Bhl hTu hma qm
k HMeLl qc BCe Xip cJul AdLl jucl BR Hhw LeJ
flo h ell HLdL h j lMl AdLl eCz e, pj Hph
BCel Lb Se ez p NsNs Ll AeL Qe flol ej hm Nm, kl
cV aeV eu HL hsa hp LlRz
"Lbu?' Bj Sp Llz
hmm, "pelfl, pioNj, pclhez'
pjL Bj cMR LR HLV Lb kMe p BjL hnp Lla Qu,
asas al HL qal nyML BlL qa QjV jl dl hm, "Bjl
jl ch Mu hmR cc....'
pjl LR hs fh Sep HC nyMz HV p k LlC qL fla Quz
HV gma kce qh, pce al Shel phQu iuhq cez
Bj qp hm, "ajl j ajl LeJ MhlC euez ajl clhu
LeJ lLj pqk LeJceC Llez ajl c hQ SeC e hh LL
hmz JC mL hyQ bLmC L, e bLmC Lz'
pj hmm, "Bjl j kihC bLL, Bj QC hyQ bLLz'
"Le?' Bjl fnz
pjl El, "Bj nyM pycl euC jla QCz'
nyM pycl eu jlm pj N khz pjl ja ju fQl QlcLz
Bj pC jucl Lb Se, kcl j BlLV hu Ll Ae pwpl
LlR, glJ aLu e, Se pC jucl Lb jl kcl jl qs
186

Ns iP gm lM, Se pC jucl Lb, k jul AjeoL flnj

Ll plce k EfSe Ll, al fl VLC jcf Sul j phm
Hp Ls eu, Se pC jul L flj ka pycl fl, L Bqmc nyM
flz
"nyM pycl e flm a eelLj phe BRz LlJ p ajl fj
qa fl, aL hu Ll eae She l Lla flz LeJ im mLl
cM a fa flz'
Bjl Lb e pj Sl qp gmmz hmm, "e, e, hu Bjcl
HLhlC quz j Bjcl HLSeC bLz im mLl Lb hmRe? e,
ccz LEL hnp eCz fbj fbj im qmJ no Nu ph mLC Bjl
jl jaCz'
pj HLce hmm, "hc mLl Evfa bL hyQl Se nyM pycl
Bjcl flaC quz Hm fl cMm mLl hT kh Bjl LeJ
hJuln jm eCz'
Bjl hT qm, nyM pycl jucl She hlV HL elfz jl
LeJ Aa e bLmJ hJuln jm ih num nLel ke acl
Mhm e Ma fl, p LlZ nyM pycll Bnu acl eaC quz
L nyM pycl jucl paLl LeJ elf ca fl hm Bj
je Ll ez k flo Rys Ma Bp, doZl Se Tyfu fsa Bp, hc
En hcjCn Lla Bp, nyM pycl acl Se LeJ hd euz
pjl Se, pjl ja BlJ mr jul Se Bjl Mh L qa bLz
juV HL bL, HL HLV hsl Olz Ma fL h e fL, Lbu Le
pcl Bjc ga Ll jl jml Se ka fS BQ BR, phC Aih
juV pdl hCll MlQfa cu qmJ Llz L elf cu aL
nyM pyclz Sp LlRmj aL LE L Q Lle Apje Lla?
"Mh LlRz' pjl Lbz "ce la mL LlC kRz'
"ah Bl L mi!' hma QuJ hmez eSC hmm, "la la Oj
qu ez hmnl LR HLV c eu Cz clSu kMeC MV MV n qu, c
eu clSl LR kCz Bu L YLh YL, BS al HLce L Bjl
HLcez'
"Ha pqp ajl pj!' j hpu hmz
"pqp e bLm mL LV gma N ccz LE c fup cu BjL
pqk Lll eCz pelfl bL pa pLm EW f Mu isl Ve
dlz pa mLl hsa LS Ll lal ALl hs glz pqp BR
hm HLV HLV Ll VL Sju HLV SuN LeR, SuNl Jfl qL
e cljl, Ol a HLV LlRz mL La hs RV Lb hmR, hmR
187

LmLau Nu Nu mP dlz LlJ Lbu Bj Le cCez Le cm Qmh?

BjL L HLhm Ma ch eL Jl?
Sp Ll, "ah nyM pycl e flm mL L ihh L hmh a eu
cQ Ll Le? k CR aC hmL, ihLz hJuln jm ihm ajl
L ku Bp? kc hm, ajl Aeja Rs ajL LE fn Llh,
ajL LE hl Llh, ajl Jfl LE Tyfu fsh, aa L?
ajl c a BRCz iu Lpl?'
pjl QM Ae iu Mm Llz pC iuV cO cOLm dl jq cfV
eu hlS Ll pwlL iPl iuz HC iuV pjl ja BlJ pqp
pjl BRz
ejh jul L L ph L OVu gm, EQ-nZl, EQ-nra EQh jucl fr pph Lfe LlJ Aphz pjl BCe Se e aC
je ez jMl A SNa hd cu, Hje k LRC cM pSl Efs gm,
fR mL LR hml dl LMeJ dl ez ioZ pqp Bl n eu Hl HL
HL hyQ bLz Hcl c fup cu pqk Lll, HLhm Mhl cu
pqkNa Lll LE eCz Hl k Ll face, ial HLV cel SeJ
k Lla quz Hl LeJce Cm kue, l A l B Se ez L
mgu L Ll VeV dla qu Sez LE Lyd MjQ dlm L Ll N am
Nm cu eSL Rsu ea qu Sez eSl fupl cL LE qa hsm
pC qa L Ll jQs ca qu Sez lal ALl Oll clS iP LE
YL fsm jbu L Ll Lf ca qu Sez d Se e L Ll gm ca
qu qal nyM, L Ll jRa qu pycl z pwll nLm hc HMeJ hnl
iN ju, HjeL cc pqp juJz

188

dj bLh, ell AdLlJ bLh, HV qu e

el-dea, jehdLl, jeha, j Q, jafLnl AdLl, NZa
Hhw djj
SheQlZl p dj, dja, dju Lpwl, dju BCe, dju
npe Cacl hld phQu hnz HC hld BSLl eu, kce bL
djl Bhih pce bLCz ell AdLll Lb hmh, L dju
jmhcl Bjl Jfl Ap qh e, pkN fm BjZ Llh e, a a
qa fl ez LE LE hm, Jcl MyQJ Le, h EpL cJ Le, h
hshs Ll Le, aC a Jl gau cu, h qa Lla Tyfu fsz
Hl Ab jmhcl LlZ ell eScl AdLl bL ha qR qL,
jmhc pjS pl p LlR LlL, jmhc elL nLm flR flL,
elL ALl hc LlR LlL, L el ke jM hS bLz jM hS e
bLm jmhcl Bhl eMn qh, lN qh, Nm ch, fbl Ry s jlhz
Hl gm pjS hnMm cM ch, a a LRaC qa cJu ku ez
HLV pju Rm, kMe SNa Rm djl npe, pC pjuL hm qu "c XL
HSp' h "ALl kN'z MVel XCe BM cu S fsu jla
juclz qcl jucl S fsa, jl p pqjlZ ka hd
Lla acl, flol hhhq a RmC, EldLl Hhw jehdLl bL
jucl ha Ll qa, kecp Bl f Evfcel k qphC d
hhqa qa julz jucl S e fsmJ kecp Hhw flol pf
qph hhql Ll Bl ph djl ja CpmjlJ Bcnz SNa hi pju
hi cneL, khc, Hhw jQu hnpl dju npel pjmQe
LlRe, pjl Lb, pjedLll Lb jM gV hmRe, Hhw aycl
Lld Lll Q quR ph LmC, ph pjSCz NmmJ NmmC,
Suce he bL l Ll hwml hcpNl, ljjqe lu pLml
JflC BjZ quRz ALl pjSL k jeoC BmLa Lla QuRe,
acl jRc Lll mLl LeJLmC Aih Rm ez HMeJ eCz
khccl AL flnj Aee dju Nl jd eaL Hhw mLL
nr dl dl Rsu NmJ Hhw l J djL fbL Lll hh qmJ
189

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lmL eScl b AeLLm dl hhql Ll BpRz pdlZ
jeoL Aa Bl AmLLal jd Lnm Xhu lMC bp ph
quRz jpmj npLcl lQl, hb, Aclcna AdLwn jpmj
lL HMeJ pia bL BmLho cl plu lMRz jehdLl,
jeha, ell AdLl, NZa, hL deal Aa fu eC hmmC Qmz
JMe k OVR, al fih fsR hi cnl pwMmO jpmj HmLuz Hl
gm djelfr qJul hcm jeo qu EWR jmhcz a RsJ jpmj
cnmu hqv flnl AqjLl hj-hglZ jpmj khpjSL
fb Ll jmhc qJul fb f hsa pqk LlRz LjEeSjl
faeJ cN LlRm jeoL, djLC Bnu qph SeR alz
hfh Rs, NZSNlZ Rs jmhcl cehu nl p k Ll BS
Aphz Hcl iu ka LyLs bLh jeo, pial pwLV aaC Ell
h fhz hCl bL kje Sl Ll NZa fa Ll ku e, Sl Ll
jehdLlJ LbJ Qfe ku ez kcl Se NZa, kcl Se
pjedLl, aclL fa qa qu Hph NqZ Lll Sez pQae e qm
fa qJu ku ez jeol jd pQaea SNa kN kN hq QL, h
pwlL Q Qmu NRez hNaih eSl mMmMl jdj pC Q
Bj LlRz
jpmj Adoa cn Sj qJul LlZ jucl Jfl Cpmjl BCe
Hhw pwll npe cMR Mh LR bLz h dj Bl pwal pjS hs
qJul LlZ Ajpmj jucl Jfl Aee djl Hhw pwal AeQlJ
cM quR kbz Bj Aa r HLSe jeoz Xl fsRz Xl Ll
pRm She LVh, HlLj Lb Rmz ph Rs Rs Shel TyL eu elhoa, floaL, djL Bl Apqo jmhca il pjS Bj k
ell AdLll Lb Sl Nmu hma l LlR, a Le? nM? eL cua
hd LlR pjSL p Lll? LEL e LEL a lM cysa qu
cxnpel hlz LE LE a LeJ clipl p Bfp e Ll
Aeul fahc Ll!
pa, pj Bl pcll f eu dj, jmhc, Lpwl, floa
Cacl hl msC Lla Nu BS Bj al hRl ehpe-She LVa
hd qRz jM hS bLl na je em Bj qua cn gla flajz
Bnu Qu Qu HL cn bL BlL cn csa qa ez Ol
AeQual jd h Seqe cxpq She LVa qa ez d mMh hmC
a, k Lb mM e Mh hn jeo, d kh hmC a pC fb, k fb
pqp eC phl khlz
190

Bj hlhl hm jmhcl hl H Bjl HLl msC eu, H pLm

jQu, ja fLnl AdLl Bl h deau hnp jeol msCz
H msC pal p Apalz kl p kqealz eael p
flelz pial p Apialz pjl p Apjlz H msC el
p Aalz nrl p Anrlz fNal p fQvfcalz
fuC Bjl Jfl lrZnm floaL djL jmhccl qjm quz
qjm qu Le? gau Sl qu Le? jbl cj OoZ qu Le? eQuC
Bj pWL SuNu BOa Lla flRz Bj ell AdLll fr mMh
Hhw el-AdLl hld n Bjl Jfl Mn bLh a a qa fl ez
Lhm nlll Jfl Tyfu fsmC k a qjm, a euz qwp qjm
AffQl Hhw hocNl LlJ a qu Mhz kMeC Bjl Jfl jmhccl
BjZ qu, aMeC cMR fNanm jeo h nf pqaL hSh kylC
HNu Bpe jmhccl pjmQe Lla, hme, apmjl jal p
Abh ph jal p Bj h Bjl HLja eC, L al Jfl BjZl
fahc LlRz Bjl aMe Mh Sea CR Ll Bjl Le jal p ayl
HLja eez 1. jehdLlz 2. ell AdLlz 3. jehhcz 4. pLmlSjz
HC QlVl jd LeV ayl jee e? HC QlV Bcnl SeC a Bjl
mMmM, Bjl msCz
fNanml jMn fl bL LR jmhc BjL phde Ll cu
hme, Bj ke LEL e MyQC, e rfCz Bj ke "hshs' e Llz
Bjl pwka qJu EQa, hT e mM EQa, ke jmhcl hl e qu,
jRm e Llz LE LE hme, Hm CR LlC Ll, ke jmhcl r
qu, Bgme Ll Bl Bjl fQl quz LE LE hme, Bj mMa fl e,
e fc e Ncz Bj pqaL eCz Bj d qWv qWv jmhccl EpL
cJu ku, Hje jh Llz jmhccl aC BjL BjZ Lll kb
k BRz LE LE hme, ell nr eila Cac eu LeJ
ce mMe Bj, ell Ae LeJ dea QC e, d ke dea QCz
palw jmhcl a BjZ LlhCz kyl Hph AikN Lle, ayl HC
cn hSh qph hlV ej LlRez Bjl hl HC AffQl Bl
jb Rsm jmhc-BjZl ke NqZkNa LR bL, HVC Qe aylz
dju jmhclC d fahL eu, Bjl Lld Lll Se hnm
n Em cysu BR pjez hL djl hduL quJ fLn Mel
jL cu, m-hXl jb quJ jbl cj OoZ Ll, BjL qa Ll
gypa kh Ahd hmz cnp ihpf mL acl cM R R Llz
L pC QmL mLl, kcl Bjl fNanm hm Se, Mh fa ia
191

kMe hme Bjl hshs Ll EQa eu Abh Hje Lb Bjl hm EQa

eu, k Lbu Ael dju Aeiaa BOa mNz aMe ayl SepdlZL
AeL hn fiha Lla fle Hhw aylC aMe fNal hl-n qph
jmhccl QuJ Z iuwLl qu JWez "hshs e Lll gau'
"jbl cjl gau'l Qu hn hfeLz jbl cjl gau cm qWv
HLce V Ll Me qa qhz hshs e Lll gau cJu je
hLShe BjL jM hS bLa qhz HLcel kZl Qu cOcel
kZ eQuC ikhqz
Bj kc el hld cC fde n dj Hhw jmhcl hl jM Mm
aqmC a djL Hhw jmhccl Se a "hshs'z Hhw pC nfu
pqaLlJ HL hshs hm je Lle, kyl hnp Lle jmhc Hhw
eldea cVC HLV pjS pqhe Llh Hhw Hcl jd LMeJ
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