It's Your World: Think Freely and Express Yourself
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This book will stimulate your views of the world and your understanding of your world. Each essay is fresh and offers observations about the world that will help you see it more clearly.
The book tackles the questions: Who am I? Where am I going? What does is it all mean? The answers are varied and complex and insightful. The answers will challenge and motivate you to examine your own personal philosophy.
This is for you if you are: a freethinker, open-minded, a person who loves a fresh perspective to share with others, spiritual but maybe not religious, and a person that wants to think and live freely.
Each chapter is short and easily-digestible. You can read them quickly and discover fascinating takeaways. Every piece confronts contemporary issues.
All of the content is original, authentic and real. It's about your world.
Xolani Kacela
Raised by an atheist father and a deeply religious mother, Reverend Xolani Kacela began early seeing the world through a lens of many faiths and beliefs. His broad experience helps him appeal to a wide audience, both secular and religious. He serves as minister of the Unitarian Universalist Church of Las Cruces, NM, and has been minister at four other Unitarian Universalist churches as well as the United Methodist Church. He grew up a member of the African Methodist Episcopal Church (AME). As Chaplain in the U.S. Air Force and Air National Guard, he served in New Orleans following Hurricane Katrina, as well as in Guam and Iraq. He holds a Ph.D. in Pastoral Theology and Pastoral Counseling from Brite Divinity School. His many publications on spirituality, faith development, grief, and relationships include articles, “Being One with the Spirit: Mysticism of Howard Thurman,” “One Session is Enough: Counseling African American Families,” and “Mature Religious Experience in the Midst of Death and Dying”; his book chapters include “To Wake, To Rise: Meditations on Justice and Resilience” and “Art and Wholeness in Church Life.” His blog, masteringyourownfaith.com with an audience of thousands, explores issues ranging from maximizing one’s potential to race and politics. He contributes to NPR and community radio in Las Cruces, NM, and newspapers and radio in the Southwest. He believes that everyone has the foundations for living a great life, using their own faith convictions as the cornerstone.
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It's Your World - Xolani Kacela
It’s Your World: Think Freely and Express Yourself
Xolani Kacela, Ph.D.
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This book is a memoir. Some names, characteristics, and locations have been changed, events have been compressed, and dialogue has been recreated.
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www.itsyourworld.online
Second Edition
This book is dedicated to my spouse, Tamara, who is the most loving person that I know.
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Table of Contents
Foreword
Preface
It’s My World
Essay 1 - My Friends Mean Everything To Me
Essay 2 - The Remnants of Divorce
Essay 3 - Redeemed!
Essay 4 - Working Out
Essay 5 – Drinking
Essay 6 - Coffee Makes You Sweeter
Essay 7 - Can’t We Just Be Friends?
Essay 8 - Black Men Speaking
Relationships
Essay 9 - Professional Sisters
Essay 10 - Why Men Beat Women
Essay 11 - Giving Up Our Parent’s Values
On Spiritual Matters
Essay 12 - Burning Churches
Essay 13 - A Sunday Sermon
Essay 14 - Leaving Las Vegas
Essay 15 - The Boys’ Club
Essay 16 - My Calling
Critical Feedback - Essays on the Way We Live
Essay 17 - It’s a Shoe Thing
Essay 18 – Clothes
Essay 19 - Basketball Goals In The Hood
Essay 20 - Is Rodney King A Fool?
Essay 21 - Baggy Pants, Slang and Know-How
Essay 22 - Big Hair
Essay 23 - Can I Get A Barber, Please?
Essay 24 - The Oscars, This Time
Essay 25 - Fanatical, Not Fantasy Football
About the Author
Foreword
Dear Reader,
I wrote this compilation of essays in 1996. Since then, they have been sitting dormant in a large binder awaiting publication. You might say they were conceived in a whole other epoch of my life. That was a post-divorce and pre-seminary period. It was a creative time and ideas and observations were flowing through me like water over Niagara Falls. Reflections just poured out.
If you know me now, you will immediately realize that I was a different person back then with a different perspective. I’ve broadened my views over the last 24 years, have experienced another divorce and remarriage, earned two graduate degrees (M.Div. and Ph.D.), joined the U.S. Air Force as a chaplain, transitioned from being a United Methodist Church minister to a Unitarian Universalist clergyperson, lived in four states, visited numerous countries, learned Spanish and grounded myself in a beautiful marriage.
If the ideas presented in these pages seem outdated, it is because they are. I wish I had time to update each essay, but life does not permit that. It is more interesting to see from whence I came.
To capture my current state of mind, please visit my itsyourworld.online or my other websites: masteringyourownfaith.com, myquibbler.com (a website for filing complaints and getting results), getaholdofyourself.org (which showcases my book on faith development), and runawaycatfish.com (my children's book website). From these sites, you will notice that things have changed for me.
A quick shoutout to my boy, Vincent Bursey, a distinguished Morehouse Man, who read the manuscript for me with rigor and love. One more shoutout to my boy, Bill Igbinovia, who kept saying, You need to publish this, brother!
Blessings to you, Cynthia and Katrina. This 3rd edition would not be possible with Margaret Rabbitt
Loring, who graciously proofread and edited the manuscript.
Cheers,
Xolani Kacela
Preface
I grew up the son of a military man and an entrepreneurial woman. It was a precarious position for me because I had strict, disciplined, bootstrapping on one side and tempered, loving nurturing on the other side. My father could be counted on for a swift kick in the butt if I got too far out of line. It’s no wonder that my mother had such an appeal to me during my youth. I knew I could count on her for understanding and compassion. Over the years, their styles of loving have blended, and I attribute my balanced mental health largely to their distinctly different styles of parenting. But it was their healthy outlook on life that encouraged me to look out at the world around me and take note of my surroundings and strive to make a positive difference.
Born on an Army post in Oklahoma, where the city met the plains, the military life offered a sheltered, pluralistic view of society. The schools were a mixture of many races with varied socioeconomic backgrounds, often hidden by camouflaged fatigues and Army greens. For a society that tries to emphasize homogeneity, the military neighborhoods offered a dozen ways to say, you all.
Some people said, y'all
while others said, you'ins.
But as a kid, it really didn't matter. Despite the dialect of the hillbilly soldiers, we all played together as if one big family.
Every other year, the family reunion ended as my family returned to Columbus, Georgia, while my dad did a stint at Ft. Benning. The return was an opportunity for me to reunite with the homeboys who never left and a reality check for me and my sister, Tina. Not only were we reminded that our year away from the nest caused us to speak proper
as opposed to Southern, we were also reminded the world was not as multi-colored beyond the gates of the military fort. When we returned to Columbus, there was primarily only one color--colored. You see, in our neighborhood, there was no cultural diversity, there were no military police roaming the community continually keeping the peace, there were no soldiers to spray the trees and shrubs every spring to wipe out mosquitoes, and there were no home-cooked meals awaiting us every day after school (because my mother returned to work at the family-owned funeral home). Life acquired an urban edge that was soulful and often unclean.
But going home fortified us with the spice of life we missed as Army brats. We witnessed the urban plight in all its beauty and ugliness. Though the neighborhood was homogenous, there was another kind of diversity than we were accustomed to on the post.
Our house sat in the middle of a black oasis. To the left of us were the Joneses, a couple of educators who stood as role models for all the kids. Mr. Jones was tall and dark, with a deep voice that yielded a touch of tenderness and compassion. His manner was strong, yet gentle. Mrs. Jones had a similar disposition. She was friendly and always approachable. The Joneses were the first family to own a car with lights that shut off by themselves after the driver left the car. Though I never have been able to determine the value of that feature, Mr. Jones seemed to bask in it.
Right in front of the Joneses lived Ms. Jesse, whom none of the kids liked. We didn’t like her because her whole front yard was a garden that was closed off by a tall wooden fence. Whenever we played kickball in the street, we had to be extra careful not to kick the ball in her yard. Unlike other neighbors who didn’t mind if we went into their yards, Ms. Jesse would fuss every time the ball landed in her garden. Then we’d have to knock on the fence and beg like little slaves to get the ball back. Every now and then, she wouldn’t come to the door and that would end our game because no one had the guts to venture into her yard without her permission.
Behind our house was the Blue Haven Cafe, the neighborhood juke joint that rocked every Friday and Saturday night. I can recall many a summer night listening to loudmouth, card-playing, fun-loving drunks
(as we called them) playing cards into the wee hours speaking in a language where every other word had four letters. Something about that late-night card-playing has stuck with me over the years. Maybe it was the smell of those chicken legs and thighs placed between two pieces of white bread covered with mayonnaise, lettuce, and tomato. It could have been the sounds of Marvin Gaye singing Let's Get It On
on the jukebox for a meager ten cents. Maybe it was the potpourri of other food scents that wafted into my bedroom window on those hot summer nights. Most likely, it was the combination of elements that lingers on and tugs at my heart. To this day, I prefer a juke joint to the high-tech lights that illumine modern dance halls and the earthquake sound systems you can hear before stepping through the doors.
The juke joint was patronized by the blue-collar, sometimes no-collar, part of the neighborhood that started a few doors away from ours. Most of my best friends lived behind those doors and I spent as much time behind those doors and as I did behind my own. Being there, living there, gave me a deep understanding of how most lives, no matter what the income level, are born of the same desires and longing for well-being, strong family values, and cross-generational prosperity. Very few people in our oasis were content with complacency and they knew the value of education and a strong work ethic. Whether or not they were able to exercise that knowledge was a different question. The influences on knowledge that exists today prevailed in the '60s, too. Some things haven't changed no matter what today's political, social, and intellectual pundits say. The influences we have today have always been in place. It's the rate at which information is communicated that has accelerated in exponential proportions that has changed our lives so drastically. Our inclination for nostalgia is the cause of American amnesia.
Around the comer from us was another type of living. Like us, people were black and working class. Like us, they were largely homeowners struggling to make ends meet. But unlike us, they didn’t get along with the people who frequented and lived closer to the juke joint. They acted like they despised the juke joint and all its patrons. Around the corner, people were above patronizing the juke joint. I don’t know where they got their juke on, but it wasn’t behind my house.
I saw these two worlds collide when I attended elementary school after returning from a year-long stint in Oklahoma. Vividly, I recall a recess one morning when my boy, Greg, who lived directly in front of me, was caught wearing some gold sneakers with holes in them. He was identified by my other partner, David, who lived around the corner. Greg's family truly was doing the best they could, and he defended himself with harsh anger. But David pressed on in jest trying to belittle Greg in fine fashion. David clearly didn't understand the cause of the problem and he had no interest in learning. While his jokes were hysterical, I felt shame for Greg but was too much a coward to step in say something. Yet, deep inside, I knew they were both good people. Their ignorance of each other is the same ignorance that separates people today. It lessens people's life chances and creates a false sense of superiority and security. It leaves behind a collective mass of hopelessness and pain.
Today, Greg