Deluge
By Leila Chatti
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In her early twenties, Leila Chatti started bleeding and did not stop. Physicians referred to this bleeding as flooding. In the Qur’an, as in the Bible, the Flood was sent as punishment. The idea of disease as punishment drives this collection’s themes of shame, illness, grief, and gender, transmuting religious narratives through the lens of a young Arab-American woman suffering a taboo female affliction. Deluge investigates the childhood roots of faith and desire alongside their present day enactments. Chatti’s remarkably direct voice makes use of innovative poetic form to gaze unflinchingly at what she was taught to keep hidden. This powerful piece of life-writing depicts Chatti’s journey from diagnosis to surgery and remission in meticulous chronology that binds body to spirit and advocates for the salvation of both. Chatti blends personal narrative, religious imagery, and medical terminology in a chronicle of illness, womanhood, and faith.
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Deluge - Leila Chatti
Deluge
LEILA CHATTI
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This e-book edition was created through a special grant provided by the Paul G. Allen Family Foundation.
for Patricia
Poems in this book have been published in the following journals:
The American Poetry Review—Haemorrhoissa,
Tumor
Beloit Poetry Journal—Intake Form
Boulevard—Annunciation (My body now a chamber)
CALYX Journal—Mary in the Waiting Room at the Gynecologist’s Office
The Cincinnati Review—God’s Will
fields—Postdiluvian,
The Scare
Four Way Review—MRI
The Georgia Review—Annunciation (I have come to accept the story),
Questions Directed toward the Idea of Mary
Gulf Coast—The Blood,
Night Ghazal
Indiana Review—Immaculate or Otherwise
The Journal—Etiology,
Odalisque
Kenyon Review Online—Angel
The Los Angeles Review—Nulligravida Nocturne,
Watershed
Los Angeles Review of Books—Haemorrhoissa’s Menarche,
Mary Speaks
The Massachusetts Review—Still Life with Hemorrhage
Mid-American Review—Deluge (And so it was)
Narrative—Exegesis,
Landscape with Bleeding Woman,
Sainte-Baume
New England Review—Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare
Ninth Letter—Prayer
Pleiades—Litany While Reading Scripture in the Gynecologic Oncology Waiting Room
Ploughshares—Confession
Poetry Northwest—Metrorrhagia
Prairie Schooner—Eyes Opened, as Gods
Rattle—14, Sunday School, 3 Days Late,
Morning
The Rumpus—Annunciation (at the bedside)
Smartish Pace—The Handsome Young Doctor, Who Is Very Concerned
32 Poems—Morcellation,
Waking after the Surgery
Tin House—Sarcoma
Tin House Online—Testimony
Virginia Quarterly Review—Menorrhagia,
Mother,
Mubtadiyah,
Storm
West Branch—Annunciation (All night I leak a shadow)
Willow Springs—Myomectomy
14, Sunday School, 3 Days Late
also appeared in the anthology Annunciation (Phoenicia Publishing, 2015); Immaculate or Otherwise
and Morcellation
were included in the Orison Anthology for 2017 and 2019, respectively; Confession
appeared in the anthology Halal If You Hear Me (Haymarket Books, 2019).
Contents
Title Page
Note to Reader
Confession
Mubtadiyah
Intake Form
Deluge
Mary in the Waiting Room at the Gynecologist’s Office
MRI
Annunciation
Mary Speaks
Watershed
Sarcoma
Litany While Reading Scripture in the Gynecologic Oncology Waiting Room
Menorrhagia
Mother
Tumor
Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare
Angel
Haemorrhoissa’s Menarche
Etiology
Eyes Opened, as Gods
14, Sunday School, 3 Days Late
The Scare
Night Ghazal
Hymen
The Blood
Metrorrhagia
Still Life with Hemorrhage
Haemorrhoissa
Immaculate or Otherwise
God’s Will
Testimony
Prayer
Zina
Nulligravida Nocturne
Morning
Annunciation
The Handsome Young Doctor, Who Is Very Concerned
Morcellation
Landscape with Bleeding Woman
Odalisque (Polaroid Taken One Day before the Surgery)
Annunciation
Myomectomy
Waking after the Surgery
Postdiluvian
Remission
And It Was Said
Annunciation
Storm
Exegesis
Questions Directed toward the Idea of Mary
Awrah
Sainte-Baume
Deluge
Notes
About the Author
Also by Leila Chatti
Acknowledgments
Copyright
Special thanks
From the depths I have cried out to you, O Lord
DELUGE
CONFESSION
Oh, I wish I had died before this and was in oblivion, forgotten.
Mary giving birth, the Holy Qur’an
Truth be told, I like Mary a little better
when I imagine her like this, crouched
and cursing, a boy-God pushing on
her cervix (I like remembering
she had a cervix, her body ordinary
and so like mine), girl-sweat lacing
rivulets like veins in the sand,
her