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Deluge
Deluge
Deluge
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“To write a series of poems out of extreme illness is a bracing accomplishment indeed. In Deluge… Leila Chatti, born of a Catholic mother and a Muslim father, brilliantly explores the trauma." —Naomi Shihab Nye, The New York Times

In her early twenties, Leila Chatti started bleeding and did not stop. Physicians referred to this bleeding as flooding. In the Qur’an, as in the Bible, the Flood was sent as punishment. The idea of disease as punishment drives this collection’s themes of shame, illness, grief, and gender, transmuting religious narratives through the lens of a young Arab-American woman suffering a taboo female affliction. Deluge investigates the childhood roots of faith and desire alongside their present day enactments. Chatti’s remarkably direct voice makes use of innovative poetic form to gaze unflinchingly at what she was taught to keep hidden. This powerful piece of life-writing depicts Chatti’s journey from diagnosis to surgery and remission in meticulous chronology that binds body to spirit and advocates for the salvation of both. Chatti blends personal narrative, religious imagery, and medical terminology in a chronicle of illness, womanhood, and faith.
LanguageEnglish
Release dateApr 21, 2020
ISBN9781619322202
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    Deluge - Leila Chatti

    Deluge

    LEILA CHATTI

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    This e-book edition was created through a special grant provided by the Paul G. Allen Family Foundation.

    for Patricia

    Poems in this book have been published in the following journals:

    The American Poetry ReviewHaemorrhoissa, Tumor

    Beloit Poetry JournalIntake Form

    BoulevardAnnunciation (My body now a chamber)

    CALYX JournalMary in the Waiting Room at the Gynecologist’s Office

    The Cincinnati ReviewGod’s Will

    fieldsPostdiluvian, The Scare

    Four Way ReviewMRI

    The Georgia ReviewAnnunciation (I have come to accept the story), Questions Directed toward the Idea of Mary

    Gulf CoastThe Blood, Night Ghazal

    Indiana ReviewImmaculate or Otherwise

    The JournalEtiology, Odalisque

    Kenyon Review OnlineAngel

    The Los Angeles ReviewNulligravida Nocturne, Watershed

    Los Angeles Review of BooksHaemorrhoissa’s Menarche, Mary Speaks

    The Massachusetts ReviewStill Life with Hemorrhage

    Mid-American ReviewDeluge (And so it was)

    NarrativeExegesis, Landscape with Bleeding Woman, Sainte-Baume

    New England ReviewPortrait of the Illness as Nightmare

    Ninth LetterPrayer

    PleiadesLitany While Reading Scripture in the Gynecologic Oncology Waiting Room

    PloughsharesConfession

    Poetry NorthwestMetrorrhagia

    Prairie SchoonerEyes Opened, as Gods

    Rattle14, Sunday School, 3 Days Late, Morning

    The RumpusAnnunciation (at the bedside)

    Smartish PaceThe Handsome Young Doctor, Who Is Very Concerned

    32 PoemsMorcellation, Waking after the Surgery

    Tin HouseSarcoma

    Tin House OnlineTestimony

    Virginia Quarterly ReviewMenorrhagia, Mother, Mubtadiyah, Storm

    West BranchAnnunciation (All night I leak a shadow)

    Willow SpringsMyomectomy

    14, Sunday School, 3 Days Late also appeared in the anthology Annunciation (Phoenicia Publishing, 2015); Immaculate or Otherwise and Morcellation were included in the Orison Anthology for 2017 and 2019, respectively; Confession appeared in the anthology Halal If You Hear Me (Haymarket Books, 2019).

    Contents

    Title Page

    Note to Reader

    Confession

    Mubtadiyah

    Intake Form

    Deluge

    Mary in the Waiting Room at the Gynecologist’s Office

    MRI

    Annunciation

    Mary Speaks

    Watershed

    Sarcoma

    Litany While Reading Scripture in the Gynecologic Oncology Waiting Room

    Menorrhagia

    Mother

    Tumor

    Portrait of the Illness as Nightmare

    Angel

    Haemorrhoissa’s Menarche

    Etiology

    Eyes Opened, as Gods

    14, Sunday School, 3 Days Late

    The Scare

    Night Ghazal

    Hymen

    The Blood

    Metrorrhagia

    Still Life with Hemorrhage

    Haemorrhoissa

    Immaculate or Otherwise

    God’s Will

    Testimony

    Prayer

    Zina

    Nulligravida Nocturne

    Morning

    Annunciation

    The Handsome Young Doctor, Who Is Very Concerned

    Morcellation

    Landscape with Bleeding Woman

    Odalisque (Polaroid Taken One Day before the Surgery)

    Annunciation

    Myomectomy

    Waking after the Surgery

    Postdiluvian

    Remission

    And It Was Said

    Annunciation

    Storm

    Exegesis

    Questions Directed toward the Idea of Mary

    Awrah

    Sainte-Baume

    Deluge

    Notes

    About the Author

    Also by Leila Chatti

    Acknowledgments

    Copyright

    Special thanks

    From the depths I have cried out to you, O Lord

    DELUGE

    CONFESSION

    Oh, I wish I had died before this and was in oblivion, forgotten.

    Mary giving birth, the Holy Qur’an

    Truth be told, I like Mary a little better

    when I imagine her like this, crouched

    and cursing, a boy-God pushing on

    her cervix (I like remembering

    she had a cervix, her body ordinary

    and so like mine), girl-sweat lacing

    rivulets like veins in the sand,

    her

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