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True Love: My Beautiful Chief Editor: Volume 7
True Love: My Beautiful Chief Editor: Volume 7
True Love: My Beautiful Chief Editor: Volume 7
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The young reporter who had just joined the office was drunk. When he woke up, he opened his eyes and saw a beautiful female editor lying beside him …
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Release dateNov 16, 2019
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True Love: My Beautiful Chief Editor: Volume 7

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    True Love - Nan TianXing

    WORLD

    CHAPTER 601 - I CAN FINALLY REDEEM IT

    Qing Er did not seem to notice the changes in the two of them, she poured herself another cup of wine and looked at Liu Yue: Come, Liu Jie, let me toast you with this cup of wine, I will also congratulate you. Corydalis is free now, according to what we had agreed upon, you can finally fulfill the wish that we made for you … ~ How nice is this, Corydalis is a mature and stable man, he will love and care for others, and also like Ni Ni so much … How great is this, Ni Ni can have a father now, and you can also have a healthy home now …

    Liu Yue's face lost its redness, and immediately became pale, her lips trembling, and then she closed her lips tightly.

    Corydalis's expression became serious, and he looked at Liu Yue. Then, he looked at Qing Er and forced a smile: Xiao Xu, you … Are you drunk …"

    I also anxiously tried to smooth things over, extended my hand out to grab the cup in Qing Er's hand and said: Qing Er, you drank too much, don't drink anymore …

    Qing Er reached out his hand to stop me, and raised his hand to drink the wine. After that, she put down the wine cup and looked at us with her red eyes: I … I didn't drink too much... I... I'm going to say what's in my heart today... Am I wrong? Aren't I talking about the two of you? Corydalis, what do you say?

    Corydalis frowned, he glanced at Liu Yue and laughed: Xiao Xu, don't talk about that, today we are going to have a gathering to drink, you drank too much, hehe.

    Liu Yue forced out a smile and said: Come, Xiao Xu, drink some water … …

    Qing Er shook her head and looked at Liu Yue: Liu Jie, I don't drink water, I'm not thirsty, today, I want to say all that I have in my heart, can I?

    Liu Yue stopped laughing and bit her lips. Then, like a prisoner awaiting trial, she said, Speak …

    Qing Er's chest moved up and down a little. She paused for a while and said: "Liu Jie, do you know why I'm inviting you and Corydalis to dinner today? I think, I won't say much, you should know by now... Do you know why I tried so hard to get you and Corydalis together? I told you before, you should know that the Corydalis loves you, and has been chasing and waiting for you.

    "You are a good woman, a woman who is much more outstanding than me, I cannot compare to you, I know, I also understand. So, a good woman like you should have a good man, with such an outstanding man, you need a family more, need more people to love you, to love you, Ni Ni definitely need a whole family as well … This is one of the important reasons why I want to get you and the Corydalis together …

    "But, other than this reason, there is another important factor. It is because of you and feng-ge, because of your past, your past, it has always been like a rock pressing against my heart, pressing down until I can't breathe …

    I know I'm inferior to you, I don't have as much confidence as you, but, after all, I have been in a relationship with the feng-ge for many years. From the time we went to school until now, for the sake of my hard-earned life and happiness, I have almost paid the price of my life. I …

    Saying that, Qing Er's tears suddenly burst out, her body fiercely sobbing.

    Liu Yue's body started to tremble violently. She clenched her teeth tightly, lowered her head slightly, and became increasingly pale.

    Qing Er gasped for breath, extended her hand and wiped away her tears, then continued: "Right now, you and feng-ge are working together, I know that it is necessary for your work, I will not say anything, you guys often travel together, study work together, I understand …

    "But do you understand me? Do you understand my heart? Every day I lived in fear. Every moment I feared that what I saw would become a mirage, that my happiness would become nothing more than a mirage, that my life would once again be destroyed by the nightmares of the past. Why? I think you know very well that we are all women. If we change our positions and think about it, I think you will understand …

    "So, Liu Jie, when you told me that you had truly decided to end your bachelorhood and form a family, I felt joy from the bottom of my heart. I wished you well, wished you well, no —

    "Of course, I know. I also don't want Liu Jie to casually find a man to marry either. So, now, Corydalis has finally been released, I am sincerely happy for you guys, Corydalis is such an outstanding man, he will definitely bring you happiness, and Corydalis has always deeply loved you, you definitely know this as well …

    "So, Liu Jie, today, you can think that I am trying to fix you up, or you can think that I am begging you. For your own happiness, for everyone's happiness, for Ni Ni's happiness, for the Corydalis who has been waiting so long for you with infatuation, for the sake of giving me a way out, you should make the wisest and most important choice …

    Of course, I always remember what you said to me back in the Xiejing … I can still clearly remember you personally telling me that you were going to end your bachelor life...

    After Qing Er finished speaking, she wiped away her tears and looked straight at Liu Yue.

    Corydalis's gaze turned deep as the wrinkles on his forehead deepened. His eyes stared at a certain spot on the table as he remained motionless.

    Liu Yue's body had already stopped trembling, but the muscles on her face were twitching from time to time, and her eyes were filled with extreme pain and guilt.

    The room became very quiet and everyone was silent. The air seemed frozen solid.

    Qing Er continued to stare at Liu Yue without moving.

    Liu Yue slowly raised his head, not looking at anyone. She slowly extended his trembling right hand, picked up the wine cup in front of him and held it to her mouth. She raised his head and slowly drank it all.

    After putting down the wine cup, Liu Yue reached out and grabbed a pack of cigarettes on the table, took one out, brought it to her mouth, caught it, and picked up the lighter.

    Qing Er took the lighter from Liu Yue's hand and lit it up with a Pa sound.

    Liu Yue took a deep breath and immediately started coughing.

    Then, Liu Yue continued to smoke.

    Liu Yue's brows tightly knitted together. However, the pain in her eyes grew deeper and deeper, and her lips began to tremble once more …

    After finishing a cigarette, Liu Yue pressed the tip of his cigarette into the ashtray. Her brows loosened and her eyes grew wide, as if she had finally made a huge decision. I'll give you an answer now! "

    Qing Er's eyes lit up, and continued to stare deadly at Liu Yue.

    Liu Yue did not look at Qing Er, but looked at me.

    Liu Yue looked at me with eyes that were filled with deep bitterness and deep love. That kind of gaze, seemed to express deep love to me and also seemed to express the farewell of life and death, as well as extreme helplessness and trembling.

    Liu Yue only looked at me for less than a second, but I understood what Liu Yue was looking at.

    I felt a sharp pain in my heart, as if I knew what was going to happen next.

    Then, he turned his gaze towards Corydalis and said: Corydalis, are you willing to marry me?

    Corydalis looked as though he was suddenly shocked and raised his head to look at Liu Yue.

    Qing Er opened her eyes even wider, staring straight at Liu Yue without letting go, then looking at Corydalis, the expression on her face tensed up.

    Corydalis seemed to have calmed down and looked at Liu Yue. Her eyes were still deep, and she did not speak.

    Liu Yue then continued to speak slowly, Corydalis, if you are willing to marry me, then … I... I... I promise you!

    My mind boomed and my heart beat wildly.

    This day had finally arrived!

    Qing Er and I stared fixedly at Corydalis, and no longer looked at Liu Yue.

    Qing Er and I were very nervous, but the reason for our nervousness was different.

    I know that the Corydalis has been waiting all these years for his dream to come to fruition. After all these years, wasn't he just waiting for a reply from Liu Yue? Now that Liu Yue had spoken, he only needed to nod her head and say yes, then Liu Yue would be his in the future. The goal and dream that he bitterly awaited could finally be realized!

    Liu Yue lowered her head, her expression seemingly very nervous yet at the same time a little resigned and sorrowful. It was as if she was waiting for fate to sentence her.

    Corydalis looked at Liu Yue in a daze, her eyes filled with pain and sympathy, as well as unspeakable pain, as though they were faintly filled with extremely deep love.

    Corydalis took a deep breath, slowly raised the cup in his hand that Qing Er had not had the time to toast to him, brought it to his mouth, and drank it all in one gulp. He then looked at Qing Er and me, and then turned his gaze towards Liu Yue.

    When Corydalis said these words, my heart suddenly relaxed. I didn't know why I was like that, I had always longed for Liu Yue's happiness, why did Corydalis reject Liu Yue, and I felt relaxed instead.

    As if Liu Yue also wanted to be freed of something, her body seemed to be slightly loosened, but at the same time, her expression carried a deep desolation.

    Qing Er seemed to be dumbstruck, and looked at Corydalis with an incredulous gaze, as he stuttered: This … Corydalis... Corydalis... This... Why... Why …"

    Corydalis did not seem to hear Qing Er's words, nor did he look at Qing Er. He continued to look at Liu Yue, and said: Liu Yue, I cannot, and will not, agree to you … Sorry, I'm sorry …"

    With that, Corydalis took out a cigarette, lit it, and lowered his head to smoke.

    Qing Er continued to stare at Corydalis, and almost muttered: Corydalis — — Corydalis — — What happened to you?

    At this time, Corydalis gave Qing Er a glance, gave him a deep look, and said coldly: Xiao Xu, don't say anymore. Xiao Xu, today, you went too far …

    At this time, I turned my head and glared at Qing Er.

    Qing Er looked at Corydalis, then at me, then suddenly stood up and cried out loud: You guys are bullying me, all of you bully me …

    With that, Qing Er ran into the bedroom and suddenly closed the door. She laid on the bed and started wailing, crying in pain and grievance.

    Liu Yue was shaken by Qing Er's crying. She stood up and was about to go to the bedroom to visit Qing Er when I pulled her hand and said, Sit down, don't move!

    Liu Yue's face showed fear, and said: Xiao Xu is crying, I'll go take a look …

    Don't go, make her cry … Ignore her … I pressed down on Liu Yue's shoulder and said tyrannically, with a command in my voice.

    Corydalis also spoke: Xiao Liu, don't go over. Right now, if you go over, it will be even worse and you won't be able to explain it clearly!

    Liu Yue stopped moving and sat there uneasily. Her expression showed extreme pain and guilt.

    CHAPTER 602 - DON'T SAY THAT

    At this time, I said, Corydalis, Liu Yue, Qing Er drank too much today. I'm sorry, I've made things difficult for you all …

    Jiang Feng, don't say that, don't say that... Liu Yue raised his head and looked at me as his eyes flooded with tears, I know, she didn't drink too much today. I know, what she said today was the truth. I don't blame her, I don't blame …"

    Corydalis did not say anything and sighed deeply.

    Liu Yue looked at Corydalis and said, Corydalis, you … Why …"

    The Corydalis gave Liu Yue a deep look and said: "Xiao Liu, I admit that I have always loved and admired you, that I was waiting for you to give me a word, but today, I know, I can see that your heart is not with me. Even though you promised me, I know that even if I get your person, I won't be able to get your heart, and even if I get my own satisfaction from getting yours, you won't get the true happiness and happiness that you want.

    Even though you promised me today, I could still feel it. I could sense that you were being forced by Xiao Xu, and that you had made a choice out of force of choice, that you had tied your fate to the chariot of conscience, that the words that you had promised me, came from your mouth, but they did not come from your heart. I know that your heart has always been bitter, and I know that the wound in your heart is bleeding. Therefore, little Liu, although I love you, I can't accept you. I can't promise you. Sorry, please forgive me …"

    Corydalis's words deeply moved me. I felt like she was giving me a love lesson, so I couldn't help but be moved.

    Liu Yue seemed to be moved by Corydalis's words and looked at him, Corydalis … You... I... Thank You... Thank you …"

    Liu Yue's voice got lower and lower, as if she was choking on her words.

    Corydalis sighed, "Xiao Liu, don't say that you have to thank me. Actually, I should thank you for that … Having been with you for so long, you have taught me a lot of things that I did not understand before. You have taught me what is true love in the world.

    "Actually, I should thank you for so many things. At the very least, you were able to make me hold onto my hope and wait for my life, allowing me to pass every single lonely night in my illusion …

    But now, I understand. Little Liu, love someone, you don't have to get them. Having love doesn't necessarily make them happy or happy, only making yourself satisfied. That isn't love, that is, selfishness and greed. Real love, we have to love each other …

    Liu Yue and I quietly looked at Corydalis, at her mature and serious eyes.

    Inside the bedroom, Qing Er's sad wails were constantly heard …

    Liu Yue heard Qing Er and looked at me. Then, she looked uneasy and stood up.

    I knew what Liu Yue was planning to do, so I reached out to press my hand on Liu Yue's shoulder.

    Corydalis also said: Let Xiao Xu cry as much as she can. Maybe she will cry too. This Xiao Xu, you went too far today …

    Liu Yue did not speak, but stared blankly at Corydalis.

    Corydalis also looked at Liu Yue with gentleness in her eyes. "Xiao Liu, I know that I am definitely not the only one who adores you, because you are too outstanding a woman, the goddess in the hearts of almost all men …

    I know that when you love someone, you must see their happiness and happiness. I hope that you can find someone who loves you and who you also love to walk together through this long and short life together … If that day ever comes, I will be very happy to sincerely look at you, to see the happiness that comes from your heart. I sincerely wish you, bless you …"

    Liu Yue looked at Corydalis with moved eyes: Corydalis, thank you! Thank you …"

    Just then, Liu Yue's body suddenly swayed, as though she was about to faint.

    Corydalis and I reached out at the same time and one of us grabbed onto Liu Yue's arm.

    Liu Yue shook her head, and said: I'm sorry, I'm a little dizzy! I'll go to the balcony to get some fresh air. It'll be fine after a while …"

    Liu Yue stood up and went to the balcony. At this time, Qing Er's crying sound had died down in the bedroom, maybe because she felt that it was disheartening for no one to talk to her, but she still whimpered from time to time.

    Corydalis and I were the only ones left at the table.

    Corydalis looked at me calmly as he reached out his hand. Xiao Jiang, give me a cigarette!

    I handed the cigarette to Corydalis and lit it up. I lit one myself and took two deep puffs on it before looking at Corydalis.

    Corydalis said to me: Xiao Jiang, I think you should know why Liu Yue asked me to marry her as well as why I rejected Liu Yue right?

    I nodded silently.

    The Corydalis said: "Xiao Xu is your wife, I can't say much about her in front of you. I don't care about Xiao Xu's right or wrong, but I feel that Xiao Xu seems to have a huge misunderstanding towards Liu Yue. This misunderstanding is very, very deep, and it's not something that can be avoided in one or two days.

    I nodded. Yeah … Yes …

    Corydalis said: "Of course, I am not blaming you. I am interacting with you, and I already understand your past and Liu Yue's situation, so I basically know the relationship and circumstances between the three of you. Think about it, if not for you, would there still be so many conflicts between you and Liu Yue? That is why you are at the heart of all these conflicts and disputes. It seems like there is no direct connection between you, but deep down, all of this is inextricably linked to you …

    "I think even you and I know what kind of person Liu Yue is, without me saying anything, Xiao Xu isn't a bad person either. She was just distracted for a moment, or had entered a dead end. Xiao Xu is a very good girl, I firmly believe that Xiao Xu is someone who loves you dearly …

    Then, in this situation, do you feel that you should reflect on yourself and find the reason for your actions? What triggered all of these things, leading to things becoming like this? Also, should you think about what you should do in the future?

    My brain was in a daze. I really didn't know what to do next, much less think of it. Not only could I not think of the next step, but why things had come to this point, I could not figure it out for a while, and I could not figure out my own reasons.

    Although my mind was in a mess, I still nodded my head, indicating that I understood what the Corydalis had to say.

    Corydalis continued: "Although the answer Little Liu gave me today is something that I have always yearned for, but today, I can see that under these circumstances, even if I were to obtain Liu Yue, under these circumstances, I can't give her true happiness, true happiness. It can even be said that with someone taking advantage of someone in danger, I absolutely won't do such a thing, nor can I do such a thing …

    Actually, it's not only you youngsters who like romance and desire for love, men like me also greatly desire to have an old and devoted love, a love that goes hand in hand with white hair. It's just that my age is different from the way you express it, after all, I've experienced a lot and have experienced many vicissitudes of life, which has enriched my experience. I've considered more than you guys …

    I looked at the Corydalis and listened seriously.

    The Corydalis took a few puffs and then said, Xiao Jiang, tell me, what is love, and what is love?

    I know that this is a seemingly simple question that is actually very hard to answer, especially when Corydalis asks.

    I shook my head.

    Corydalis said, I know you will shake your head. You are very smart … In fact, for me, there is also a bit of incomprehension. As Oshu said, the best and most beautiful things in life can be experienced and understood, but they are hard to define and hard to describe. Love is like this. Who can give me the best answer?

    The Corydalis seemed to be asking him, frowning.

    I silently looked at Corydalis.

    Corydalis looked up at me: "Xiao Jiang, we might not know what love is, but we can't not understand the meaning of love. Do you know what love means? This question, perhaps our views will be different, after all, we have generation gap, then I, I will say what I think of love...

    "I think, love means looks, it means two people being together forever. Whether alive or dead, they are like two intertwined ivy on a cliff, growing together, flourishing together, enduring together the most vicious attacks of the wind and rain, experiencing together the warmest caresses of the sun. In the end, both of them withered together, rotted away, and turned into wisps that fell into the abyss …

    "Her nobility requires two enormous powers, two scorching hearts, one for each of them. True love is duty, the duty to give, the duty to do everything for the other person. This kind of love was unstoppable. Whether it was the gods in the sky or the officials in charge of hell, none of them could force her to submit, because she herself was heaven, and represented the most noble and perfect realm in her life … I thought, this is true love …

    "It is not easy to find true love in one's life that is reserved, not ostentatious, sincere but not hypocritical, simple but not flashy. Many people yearn for the love, but ignore that the true meaning of love is to work hand in hand, old age. Love is not born from the combination of speech and English. The truth is what you don't show, you don't cover it up.

    Millions of times a cry, if not from the heart and not from the soft, slow words, 'I am also'. Besides, sometimes it doesn't mean there's no love. Deep love cannot be expressed in words.

    I focused on Corydalis and felt shocked in my heart. This was the first time Corydalis had talked about love to me, and this was the first time a Old man was talking about love to a little man. As for why Corydalis was talking about this to me, I didn't know.

    The Corydalis looked at me and suddenly laughed indifferently: Xiao Jiang, perhaps because I was born in the countryside and my mind is not yet enlightened, I am unable to understand what happened. The love of the parents is more like fragrant tea, in the plain pregnancy has simple and deep feelings. You often drink Tie Guanyin, I think you should know, Tie Guanyin needs to be fine to know its value. What I have said today is not to educate you, but to exchange views with you …"

    CHAPTER 603 - BASICALLY THE SAME

    I said, Corydalis, what you said is right. What you said is very reasonable and what I heard is very beneficial. I am also a child from the countryside. My understanding of you and you is basically the same …

    The Corydalis chuckled. "Heh heh … A person's life was like a journey. Everyone was on the train of time, and once they had a starting point, they would not know which station was the destination … Perhaps because life was too short and hasty, God arranged for a couple of beautiful encounters, happy holding hands...

    "The world is full of love and it is much more gorgeous! Did you notice? Love in the beginning, is always sweet, because you will feel one more person to accompany, one more person to help you share, then no longer lonely, lonely. There was a person who thought about you, loved you, and looked forward to you. At that time, everything was so wonderful.

    "But as we got to know each other better, as if all the problems were coming at you head over heels, you began to feel bored, tired, and even wanted to run away. Yes, love is to pick up the stone, everyone wants to pick up the most suitable stone. But on the vast beach, which one is the perfect rock for you? Also, you picked up the stone that you thought was the most suitable, will the stone let you pick it up? Although the stone can't speak, the beautiful stone can still sing …

    We are men. We must learn to love women, especially those we love. We cannot base our happiness on the unhappiness of our loved ones... Also, don't hurt the one who loves you, because endless harm will cool the love and distance away from the feelings. Even if she still loves you, there will always be something that really changes … Treat women well, this is the basic principle of a true man …"

    I feel that it's a little strange that Corydalis and I have spoken about the great principles of love, but I know that the Corydalis will not speak nonsense. If he doesn't look like the main topic tonight, then there must be a reason for it. As for the real purpose of the Corydalis, it took me a long time to understand it.

    At that time, my superficial feeling was that I was being taught how to be a responsible man. If I were to handle the disputes between relationships, how to comprehend the true meaning of love, and how to treat Liu Yue and Qing Er.

    Just then, Liu Yue came back, using her hands to support her forehead, her brows knitted tightly, her expression evidently in pain.

    Corydalis said with concern: What? A headache? Is it powerful?"

    Liu Yue said, Mn … It hurts more and more …"

    I said, You should go back and rest first …

    Corydalis also said, Xiao Jiang is right, let's go back and rest …

    This … Liu Yue looked at the door to her bedroom, obviously feeling uneasy.

    I raised my voice and said, Don't worry about her. The more you spoil her, the more unscrupulous she becomes. She's used to these kinds of stinky habits!

    I purposely let Qing Er, who was in the bedroom, hear it.

    There was no sound from the bedroom, Qing Er seemed to be asleep.

    Liu Yue looked at me reproachfully, then said: Then I'll go bid farewell to Xiao Xu!

    Corydalis said: Xiao Liu, stop. is not in a good mood this time, goodbye …. You can go back and rest. Xiao Jiang, send Little Liu off, I'll wait here and watch Xiao Xu …

    I promised.

    Liu Yue said at this time: No need to send me off, I'll go myself!

    The Corydalis said, Tonight is dark, so let's have Xiao Jiang send you off. It just so happens that I also want to talk to Xiao Xu alone since the both of you aren't here …

    Liu Yue stopped talking. I opened the door and Liu Yue and I went out. We went downstairs and saw Liu Yue to the school to hail a taxi.

    The autumn night was rather cold. The students were self-study, so the campus was very quiet.

    Liu Yue and I walked slowly. In front of us was a forest, the street lamp was broken, it was a little dark.

    Walking over, the sound of leaves being stepped on could be heard.

    Suddenly, Liu Yue cried out, and I ran over. Liu Yue was squatting on the ground.

    I said, What's the matter?

    Liu Yue tried to stand up, Oh … It's fine, I stepped into a small pit … I sprained my ankle …"

    Hearing that, I immediately reached out to rub Liu Yue's ankle, and Liu Yue said: Don't, don't, I'll slowly walk!

    I said in a muffled voice, Don't move, listen!

    I earnestly rubbed Liu Yue's ankle and squatted in front of him. After a while, I raised my head and asked Liu Yue: Try it, do you feel better?

    Liu Yue stretched a little and said, Mn … Much better …"

    I stood up and panted. Looking at Liu Yue's faintly discernible face and shiny black eyes in the darkness, I thought about what happened tonight and felt a lot of pain in my heart. I couldn't help but sigh.

    Liu Yue said softly, Jiang Feng, don't sigh... I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault … I've done it myself... Sorry …"

    Liu Yue's voice was filled with remorse and regret, as well as deep grief.

    My heart was filled with pity as I said to Liu Yue: Liu Yue, don't say anymore, I can't blame you for this. If you want to blame, you should blame Xiao Xu. Tonight, Xiao Xu has made it difficult for you … I didn't know that she invited you and Corydalis over for dinner tonight for this reason …

    There's nothing difficult about it. No matter how much pain I suffer, it was all self-inflicted … I know what Xiao Xu was thinking, and I understand her thoughts. I tried my best to satisfy her and agree to her request, and so I did my best. I tried my best, but Corydalis … I have already done this, I don't know what I need to do to make Xiao Xu satisfied … I don't know what I need to do to make her let me go … Liu Yue's voice suddenly became choked with emotions, he could not continue any further, he turned around, and started moving his shoulders.

    I said, I know you want to live your own life. You like to live a free and unfettered life. Tonight, I know that you've been wronged …"

    Liu Yue said, I … I don't feel wronged at all, I just want to satisfy Xiao Xu and all of her demands on me. I have never been this indulgent to anyone before, I have never tolerated anyone this way, I don't have this kind of personality, but, towards her, I can't do anything … I have to let her. I have to agree to all her demands... I... I have no choice. No matter how she forces me, I will listen to her … I... I really can't take it anymore …"

    Saying that, Liu Yue suddenly covered her face with her hands as her shoulders trembled even more.

    My heart was in extreme pain. I know that the reason why Liu Yue was so patient with Qing Er was because of me.

    Seeing that Liu Yue was trying her best to suppress her painful and soundless crying, my heart felt as though a knife was being twisted, I slowly walked to Liu Yue's back, extended my hand to grab onto Liu Yue's shoulder and turned him around. Without thinking, I extended my arm and grabbed onto Liu Yue's body, pulling him into my embrace.

    Liu Yue was shocked, she was just about to struggle, but then my arms tightly wrapped around Liu Yue's body, making her unable to move in my embrace. After struggling for a while, Liu Yue stopped resisting and remained motionless.

    I tightly embraced Liu Yue's body, pressed my forehead against the top of Liu Yue's head and said in a low and heavy voice, Liu Yue, I was unable to protect you and caused you to suffer … I'm not a good man, I'm not a good man, I... I am a piece of trash …"

    After Liu Yue heard this, her body suddenly started trembling violently, and started crying uncontrollably in my arms. Although she tried her best to suppress her voice, it was still very clear in the quiet night.

    I felt Liu Yue's flowing tears, and it was so hot that it soaked my chest.

    Although the sound of Liu Yue's suppressed weeping was low, I could still feel the heart-wrenching pain and bitterness.

    My tears also uncontrollably flowed down onto Liu Yue's hair …

    Liu Yue and I stood there in the dark forest. I held Liu Yue's body and she was in my embrace while crying bitterly …

    Liu Yue's cry was very similar to the one I saw at Liu Yue's house for the first time. The cry was filled with the humiliation and depression that I had suppressed for a long time, as well as that faint, cold, desolation and sorrow.

    I lightly patted Liu Yue's shoulders as I listened to him cry. I didn't stop Liu Yue, I knew that letting her cry heartily once would be the best release and relaxation for her …

    After a long while, Liu Yue stopped crying and came out from my embrace, wiping away her tears. She looked at me and said, You … You... I forbid you to say that about yourself... You... You're so nice to me... You're a good man, you're the best... I... I won't allow you to degrade yourself like this... I want to see you grow... Develop it well... Live a good life... Live a good day... As long as you live a good life, I will live a happy life. As long as you live a happy life, no matter how much of a pain I'll suffer, I'm willing …"

    I was moved again, my eyes were wet again, and my heart began to fill with tears.

    After we had calmed down, Liu Yue and I quietly walked out of the small forest and headed towards the school gate.

    Liu Yue continued to speak, Don't say that you can't blame Xiao Xu, even if you blame her, I wouldn't be angry at her. I know that she is forcing me, but, I will still forgive her everything … …

    I said, Sometimes, to be willing to forgive someone is not really willing to forgive her, but to not want to lose her. I don't want to lose her, but I can pretend to forgive her.

    Liu Yue sighed: Maybe, maybe you have already revealed what I am thinking, I really don't want to lose her, she really isn't a bad girl, only your good wife … She will take care of you better than I will... Sometimes, forgiveness doesn't mean forgetting, nor does it mean forgiving. It means letting yourself go …"

    At the school's gate, in front of a taxi, Liu Yue looked at me and said: Jiang Feng, you promise me one thing!

    I promise, I said.

    Liu Yue said, When you go back, you are not allowed to cause trouble with Xiao Xu, and you are not allowed to blame her scolding!

    I let out a deep breath, looked deeply into Liu Yue's eyes, and said, Mn … I promise you!

    Liu Yue's pale face revealed a trace of a smile, and said: I believe you, because you're a man. Alright, I'm leaving …"

    After Liu Yue left, I went home.

    When I went downstairs, I met Corydalis, and he wanted to leave as well.

    I had originally wanted to talk to Xiao Xu alone, but no matter how I called her, she wouldn't come out from the bedroom, nor did she agree. Corydalis shook his head with a bitter smile. I'll go back first. Later, you bring me to thank her for her dinner …

    Corydalis said his goodbyes and left.

    I thought about it as I went upstairs, and the more I thought, the angrier I got. The anger that I had accumulated for a long time welled up in me, and I really wanted to go back and give Qing Er a good beating.

    The words that I promised Liu Yue before she left were completely forgotten.

    CHAPTER 604 - HE WAS SO ANGRY THAT HE WAS ABOUT TO BURST INTO RAGE AT ANY MOMENT …

    came out of his bedroom. Wearing his pajamas, he was sitting on the sofa in the living room and watching TV with his legs crossed and his mouth still eating melon seeds. Qing Er seemed to be enjoying the show.

    I flew into a rage and closed the door behind me. I stood in front of Qing Er, blocking her view of the TV.

    I angrily stood in front of Qing Er, fiercely glaring at him, looking down from above.

    Qing Er casually looked up at me as she ate her melon seeds. Why are you so agitated? Don't stop me from watching TV!

    After such an incident, Qing Er actually still had the leisure to watch TV. I believe even more that the pain Qing Er suffered in the bedroom was just a show.

    I roared, Qing Er, are you done yet? Have you had enough fun?

    Qing Er didn't even raise her head, she just continued to kowtow the melon seeds and said indifferently: Not enough, not enough to play … …

    You … My anger was rising, and I couldn't help but clench my fists.

    Qing Er raised her eyes. What? You want to use force?

    You — I waved my fist at Qing Er. Don't think I wouldn't dare!

    As soon as the words left his mouth, Qing Er suddenly stood up. As he was standing on the sofa, Qing Er seemed to be even taller than me.

    Qing Er threw the melon seeds in her hands in my face, and her eyes widened: Okay, you're really capable, you've learnt how to hit your wife, okay, okay, count it as you have the guts — — Come, fight, for the sake of other women, just hit your own wife … Come on, hit him!"

    Qing Er shouted angrily, looking at me without showing any signs of weakness.

    You — I snarled, raising my arm.

    Qing Er held her head and shouted, Ah — —

    At this moment, I suddenly remembered what I promised Liu Yue. Looking at Qing Er's scream of fear and how her body was trembling, my heart softened.

    Qing Er cried out, she did not feel my slap. She raised her head, however, tears streamed down her face, and said while choking back her emotions, You … You... You really want to hit me for a woman... That woman almost caused me to lose my life, and now you want to beat me up for her sake? Just beat me to death... Since I've already died once, so what if I die again … Anyways, it's better if I live for now than die. Just hit me, hit me!"

    I looked at Qing Er and felt great pain in my heart. How did my Qing Er become like this? How did all of this happen? I felt deeply guilty, wasn't it me who caused everything that happened to Qing Er today? All of this, can't be blamed on Liu Yue, and can't be blamed on Qing Er either.

    Seeing that I had stopped talking, Qing Er became even noisier: You guys have joined hands to deal with me, and you don't want me anymore. You're also standing by their side, and you still want to hit me? What's the point of me living, I... I don't want to live anymore …"

    With that, Qing Er jumped off the sofa and ran towards the balcony barefooted.

    I am really afraid, afraid that Qing Er will do something that cannot be undone.

    I grabbed Qing Er's waist and tucked Qing Er under my armpit, then used my strength to lift him up.

    Qing Er stretched his arms under my arms and kicked her legs, Let go of me — —

    I caught Qing Er's body and directly went to the bedroom. After throwing Qing Er onto the bed, I said powerlessly, "Alright, that's enough.

    Seeing me like this, Qing Er suddenly became quiet, leaned on the bed, and secretly looked at me.

    I sat on the sofa beside the bed and let out a heavy sigh. Then, I looked at Qing Er calmly, Qing Er, I won't hit you. Look at you, are you still a scholar? Are you still a college student? Are you still a schoolmaster? Don't let people think you're some slut from the countryside, okay?"

    Qing Er continued to remain silent.

    I opened up my blanket and wrapped it around Qing Er, then sat back down again and looked at Qing Er: You directed a good show tonight and created your own show. You thought that you were very proud of yourself and had done it very successfully, but in the end, you didn't even knock yourself on the wall. What are you trying to do?

    Qing Er was curled up in her bed, she rolled her eyes at me and muttered: You know, why ask me!

    And I said, Yes, I know... I was just asking the obvious question... I know your reasons... Qing Er, the source of all this is me, and I have caused all of this, I hope that you do not place the blame on others and instead look into this matter. If you want to settle this, then look for me, I am willing to bear all of this, and I am willing to do everything in order to make amends for my crimes …

    Qing Er said: Even if you say that, I do not believe … I know exactly whose responsibility it is, so I don't need you to tell me … Are you willing to do anything to make up for it? Then you go, go get Corydalis and Liu Yue married. You can't be too good, you can go and do it!

    I said, There are some things that we can do by subjective effort, some things that we can't do by subjective effort!

    Qing Er said: I can't do it, but you can do it, Liu Yue doesn't seem to be opposing me, so listen to me. In fact, I have seen through her, she is doing it for you, and she listens to you the most. Whatever you say, she will definitely listen, she will definitely listen, and if you want her to marry Corydalis, she will definitely agree!

    I said, But, this Corydalis does not agree. This is not something that you and I and Liu Yue can control!

    Corydalis … Qing Er said: Do you really think that Corydalis does not want to agree? Corydalis... Hmph … Corydalis is practicing tonight, and was intentionally going against me …

    I said, You are wrong, Corydalis is not practicing, nor is he opposing you. He really does not agree to it, he has told me a lot tonight, and I understand his true thoughts. Although he loves Liu Yue, he will not marry Liu Yue!

    Qing Er looked at me blankly. Really?

    It's true! I nodded.

    Why? Unbelievable!" Qing Er said.

    There's no reason. The problems that the people at the age of Corydalis think about are not things that we can comprehend now. Once we reach that age, we might understand! No, I said.

    So you're saying, the Corydalis will never get along with Liu Yue? Qing Er did not give up and asked.

    At least for now! After that, who knows what will happen? No, I said.

    How long is it? Qing Er asked me.

    I said, I don't know! However, at least for a long period of time in the future, I won't!"

    Qing Er's eyes revealed confusion and temptation, followed by disappointment and disappointment.

    It's all in vain. I'm finished, I'm done, Qing Er muttered. Both sides are done for, so boring!

    With that, Qing Er straightened her body and pulled up the blanket to cover her head.

    Letting out a breath, I stood up and went into the living room to clean up the mess. I cleaned the floor, cleaned the table, cleaned it up, and after that, I took a quick shower and went to bed.

    Qing Er suddenly revealed her head from under the blanket, and said: Corydalis and Liu Yue must be very angry with me tonight!

    I said, I'm not mad at you!

    Qing Er said: They must be very angry if they don't show it in front of you, especially Liu Yue, since she hates me so much!

    I said, You're wrong. She doesn't hate you, and she's not angry with you!

    Qing Er said, Really? Why?"

    I said, It's because she is Liu Yue, and not some other person, and even more so not you!

    Qing Er snorted, then said: Then are you angry at me?

    I said, Life!

    Qing Er said: I won't allow you to be angry at me!

    I didn't say anything.

    Qing Er said: Are you still angry at me?

    I sighed and said against my will, What's the use of living? It won't happen anymore!

    Qing Er said: Are you speaking the truth?

    I nodded. It's the truth!

    Qing Er said: Then I want to confirm!

    I said, How are you going to prove it?

    Qing Er said: I want you to do that thing with me!

    I said, Not in the mood!

    Qing Er said: That means you're still angry at me!

    I said, I'm not in the mood!

    Qing Er asked, Why aren't you in the mood?

    I said, Because I'm tired!

    Qing Er said, No, you have to do it with me tonight!

    After saying that, Qing Er extended her hand towards my lower body, reached into my treasury, and began to stroke my lower body.

    I said, There's no use touching it, I can't get up! I'm really tired, no!

    Qing Er said: You are an iron man, no matter how tired you are, if you want to do it, you can still get up!

    I said, I'm not an iron man anymore. I'm tired, but I can't get up!

    Qing Er's hand groped under me, stroking it, but I didn't react.

    Qing Er looked at me for a while and said: Then let me kiss you! With that, Qing Er moved her head downwards.

    I pulled Qing Er closer to me and held him under the blanket. I said: Stop tormenting yourself, okay?

    Qing Er stared at me: I'm not doing it like that, you still won't be able to fight. Tell me, are you not interested in me anymore?

    I said, No!

    Qing Er said: Since that's not the case, then today is the weekend. I want you to do it with me! I have to do it!

    I sighed and closed my eyes.

    Qing Er's head still continued to move …

    I helplessly indulged my thoughts and spread it around in my mind, trying my best to focus my thoughts and allow Liu Yue and my entanglement from back then to replay in front of my eyes …

    Qing Er said in satisfaction: Isn't this fine? I knew you lied to me just now, I knew you were not bad …

    I reached out and turned off the light, pulling Qing Er up …

    My heart is numbed and in pain...

    Only... Only you and I do that, only you enter my body, I … I can still feel that you're still mine... I can make myself feel real, real, belonging...

    I said nothing.

    At the end, I didn't feel anything, but I wanted to cry.

    I rolled over onto my back and stared at the dark ceiling, a tear falling from the corner of my eye.

    Qing Er satisfyingly embraced me, put her head on my chest, caressed my body and muttered to herself: You are my man, you are mine, no one can take you away from me … You only belong to me …"

    I still didn't say anything, but the pain in my heart continued to spread …

    After a while, I heard Qing Er talking to herself. The struggle, when it's not over … Perhaps, I should change my method …"

    When I heard it, I was shocked. What was Qing Er going to do now?

    CHAPTER 605 - WHAT IS CALLED A FIGHT

    I said, I sleep with you every day. My body belongs to you. What kind of fight are you talking about, it's asking for trouble, you know?

    Qing Er said: That's right, you now belong to me, but I want you to forever belong to me. I will not allow any signs of instability or insecurity to occur, I want to extinguish some fires that may bring about instability to my marriage, a budding state of being strangled … Love is a struggle. Defending marriage is more of a struggle. As long as the risk factors are not eliminated, the struggle will never end. I don't want to bring trouble upon myself, but I have no choice, I was forced …"

    I didn't say anything, Qing Er also stopped talking, and we all fell silent.

    After a while, Qing Er said: feng-ge, do you still love me?

    Mm …

    I don't want your En. I want your answer! Qing Er said.

    Love … I said the word, but it felt dry.

    I feel like Qing Er is deceiving herself, hiding her true self. In truth, am I not?

    The next morning, I woke up. When I turned around, I found that Qing Er had already woken up, with her eyes wide open as she stared blankly at the ceiling, her eyeballs rolling around. I didn't know what she was thinking about or how long she had been thinking about it for.

    Seeing that I had woken up, Qing Er said, feng-ge, it's the weekend today. I don't want to go to school, I want to rest for the day!

    I said, Okay! How do you want to relax?

    Qing Er said: I want to go out to play!

    I said, Okay, I'll go out with you. Do you want to go shopping or go to a restaurant?

    Qing Er said: I don't want to. I want to go out of the city to climb the mountains.

    I said, Okay! Then get up!

    The two of them got up.

    After getting up, Qing Er said, I want to call Liu Yue and apologize!

    When I heard this, I was very relieved. Okay, go ahead and fight!

    Qing Er touched the phone and made a call, which was quickly picked up.

    Liu Jie, it's me … Qing Er started to speak: Liu Jie, I drank too much last night, I was talking nonsense. Sorry, it was hard for you to do it …

    Not knowing what Liu Yue said, Qing Er started to smile, Aiyah — Liu Jie, I'm really sorry. I thought you were angry … feng-ge came back last night to criticize me, and I feel very sorry for myself, today I specially apologize to you …

    I relaxed a little and went to the bathroom to wash up, Qing Er and Liu Yue continued to make calls.

    When he came out, Qing Er was still making a call to Liu Yue, Mmm … Alright, Liu Jie, then we'll wait for you at home, haha... You must remember to bring Little Ni Ni along, I miss her so much... Okay, then that's it!"

    With that, Qing Er hung up.

    I was a little stunned as I looked at Qing Er: What?

    Qing Er said: "I invite Liu Yue to bring me out to climb the mountain. Liu Yue agreed to it.

    And I said, Oh... Are you planning something again?

    Qing Er pouted: Is your wife that evil? Is that how you look at your wife? I sincerely apologize to Liu Yue, and Liu Yue accepted it. In order to make up for my mistakes, I invited Liu Yue to come out and play with me, since Liu Yue was fine, and happily agreed … Furthermore, I have also missed Ni Ni …

    I said, You really think so?

    Qing Er was a little unhappy. Your wife isn't that bad to the point that she has so many schemes in her heart! Saying that, Qing Er turned and went to wash up.

    I thought about it, and thought that Qing Er might not have some tricks up her sleeves, so we all went out to climb the mountains to relax and have a look at the autumn mountains.

    Maybe Qing Er felt apologetic towards Liu Yue and wanted to repair her relationship with him. As I thought this, my mood improved.

    When Qing Er finished washing up, I said to him half-jokingly, Did you secretly invite the Corydalis to join us again?

    Qing Er's face sank: You stinking man, you sure can't bring up the issue, you're looking for me, aren't you?

    I grinned and said nothing.

    After a while, Liu Yue drove over. Qing Er and I were already waiting downstairs, so we all got on the car to go to a small mountain with dense vegetation on the outskirts.

    Liu Yue's expression did not look bad today. It was as if the phone call with Qing Er made her forget what happened last night. She drove excitedly and joked with Qing Er.

    When we reached our destination, everyone started to climb the mountain. Liu Yue and Qing Er walked up the mountain hand in hand, I bringing Ni Ni up the mountain quickly while Xiao Hong followed behind.

    Seeing Liu Yue and Qing Er chatting so intimately, I suddenly felt very relaxed in my heart. After fighting Ni Ni to climb the mountain, they were quickly left behind.

    Ni Ni and I quickly reached the summit, and for the last half of the climb, I carried her until she was done.

    Standing at the top of the mountain, one could see everything around them. The golden autumn sun was so beautiful that it could make one's heart palpitate.

    Ni Ni refused to come down, she just wanted me to continue hugging him.

    After a while, Ni Ni said to me, Big brother, last night, I was once again forced to pee, and woke up …

    And I said, Oh... You didn't wet the bed, did you?

    Ni Ni said, No, I wanted to ask Mommy to bring me to pee, but...

    I said, But what?

    Ni Ni looked a little sad. But mother is crying right there, on top of the pillow, crying nonstop. I was too scared to say anything.

    When I heard it, my heart ached. I hugged Ni Ni tightly and didn't say anything.

    Ni Ni's eyes revealed a trace of sadness, Big brother, tell me, why does mother cry so much at night? I've found out several times …"

    I sighed in my heart, Ni Ni, you still don't understand the affairs of the Lord. When you grow up, you will understand …

    Ni Ni looked at me with her index finger, as if she didn't understand me, and said after a while: Today, Mom received a call, and suddenly I was very happy, and said that she wanted to take me out to play, and climb the mountain. I was so happy to see Mom today, Mom is so happy, so I was happy … I want Mom to be so happy all the time...

    I kissed Ni Ni's face. Be good, baby, your mother will always be this happy …

    Ni Ni giggled, she hugged my neck and whispered into my ear, little father, hehe …

    I hurriedly said: Ni Ni, be good, don't you dare call you that in front of others … Otherwise, your mother and big sister would be unhappy if they found out …"

    Ni Ni obediently nodded his head, Okay … But, when I said you were my father in front of my teacher that day, my mother wasn't angry …"

    I said, It was a special occasion that day. Don't call me that from now on, remember? It's better to just call him big brother!

    Ni Ni was a little disappointed, and said: Then I can only call you that in front of you, okay?

    I shook my head. Forget about it this time. I won't do it again in the future!

    Ni Ni pouted: I'm not, I just want to shout, I want big brother to be my little father …

    As he said that, Ni Ni seemed to feel wronged, and was about to cry.

    I hurriedly comforted Ni Ni: My darling, don't cry, big brother can't be your little father …

    When I said this, I felt bitter.

    Ni Ni felt even more wronged, she opened her mouth and started to cry, Wuu … I'm not, I'm not... Ni Ni wants to be the little father, Ni Ni likes big brother, Ni Ni wants big brother to be the little father for Ni Ni …

    When Ni Ni cried, I couldn't take it anymore. I felt very uncomfortable in my heart, especially when I thought about Ni Ni's lack of fatherly love.

    I hurriedly said, Ni Ni, big brother will tell you. How about this, you can only call out to big brother so that no one will hear you, okay?

    Hearing that, Ni Ni laughed through her tears: Alright, big brother, little father … little father...

    Hearing Ni Ni's address, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart, and I didn't know if it was happiness or worry for the moment.

    I looked at Ni Ni seriously: "Ni Ni, you must promise big brother that you will only call me that when we are alone together. You can't let anyone else know, including your mother.

    Ni Ni nodded seriously and extended her pinky, Un … Big brother, I will pull the hook with you!

    Ni Ni and I solemnly hung ourselves on the hooks, and after that, Ni Ni happily hugged my neck and called out, Big brother, little father … little father, big brother …

    Looking at Ni Ni's cheerful appearance, I felt very gratified in my heart, but also felt that Ni Ni was very pitiful.

    After a while, Qing Er and Liu Yue climbed to the top of the mountain while gasping for breath, Xiao Hong also came up.

    When Liu Yue saw that Ni Ni was still being hugged by me, she said: Ni Ni, come down here and play by yourself for a while!

    Ni Ni giggled. "Mom, big sister, you guys are so slow, how fast are we?

    I hugged Ni Ni's hands and exerted a force against her butt, causing Ni Ni to hesitate for a moment. Then,

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