The Hot Young Widows Club: Lessons on Survival from the Front Lines of Grief
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In the span of a few weeks, thirty-something Nora McInerny had a miscarriage, lost her father to cancer, and lost her husband due to a brain tumor. Her life fell apart.
What Nora discovered during this dark time is that, when you’re in these hard moments, it can feel impossible to feel like even a shadow of the person you once were. People will give you all sorts of advice of how to hold onto your sanity and sense of self. But how exactly? How do you find that person again? Welcome to The Hot Young Widows Club, Nora’s response to the toughest questions about life’s biggest struggles.
The Hot Young Widows Club isn’t just for people who have lost a spouse, but an essential tool for anyone who has gone through a major life struggle. Based on her own experiences and those of the listeners dedicated to her podcast, Terrible, Thanks for Asking, Nora offers wise, heartfelt, and often humorous advice to anyone navigating a painful period in their lives. Full of practical guidance, Nora also reminds us that it’s still okay to laugh, despite your deep grief. She explores how readers can educate the people around them on what to do, what to say, and how to best to lend their support. Ultimately, this book is a space for people to recognize that they aren’t alone, and to learn how to get through life’s hardest moments with grace and humor, and even hope.
Nora McInerny
Nora McInerny was voted Most Humorous by the Annunciation Catholic School Class of 1997. Since then, she’s written the bestselling memoirs It’s Okay to Laugh (Crying Is Cool Too) and No Happy Endings, as well as The Hot Young Widows Club and Bad Moms. She hosts the award-winning podcast Terrible, Thanks for Asking, has spoken on TED’s mainstage, and has contributed to publications like The New York Times, Time, Slate, and Vox. She is very tall.
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The Hot Young Widows Club - Nora McInerny
INTRODUCTION
What this book is not:
• A collection of bummer stories.
• A definitive guide to sadness.
• A competition between you and me and everyone else to see who has the Saddest, Worst, Most Tragic Story of All Time.
That last one is important.
If we all took our personal tragedies and lined them up for comparison, we would find that someone always has it worse, and someone always has it better than us. We’d quickly find ourselves ranking our losses against one another, deciding who deserves more sympathy, more compassion. I’ve heard a million times that comparison is the thief of joy. But it’s the thief of grief, too. And of empathy. Comparison is a dirty scoundrel who will snatch anything you leave hanging out of your pocket, so protect yourself with one of those little travel wallets that tucks up under your shirt and requires you to partially disrobe in order to pay for your lunch. OR, we can all just agree to suspend our reflex to compare, at least for the coming pages. Deal? Deal.
In my regular life, I host a podcast where I talk about people’s hardest life experiences. I’ve spoken with rape survivors, people dying of cancer, people who have lost their hands and feet, people whose entire families have died. And I’ve gotten thousands of emails from people who have survived or are currently trying to survive the death of their children, the trauma of abuse, or the loneliness and heartbreak of infertility.
When people reach out to me to share their stories, they often say, Now, this doesn’t compare to . . .
As a preemptive strike against my judgment, or the judgment of others, they take the biggest thing that has happened in their life and shrink its significance.
Why?
What does the size of someone else’s loss have to do with the size of my own? What is this macabre contest, and who could possibly win?
At thirty-one, I was a widowed mother of one. I’d just lost a parent (RIP, Dad), a husband (RIP, Aaron), and a pregnancy (RIP, Baby Deuce).
As many internet commenters have reminded me, there is nothing special about what happened to me, or what happened to Aaron. They are right, because people die all day, every day. And they are wrong, because it is all very special. Because it is ours, and it happened just to us.
I am the only woman who lost Aaron as a husband (I hope). And you are the only person who went through exactly what you went through, exactly how you went through it.
I will confess right now that I do not love when people compare them losing their pet bird to me losing my husband, but then . . . I’ve never lost a bird.
There is no conversion chart that would help us quantify and weigh these losses, no yardstick we can use to measure them against one another.
Maybe you haven’t gone through anything hard yet. Maybe everyone you love is still alive, and the most difficult part of your life so far has been your middle school awkward phase. Well, just wait. You’ll go through something eventually. A whole lot of somethings, actually. And what you have gone through, or will go through, doesn’t compare to what I’ve gone through, and never will. The good news is, it doesn’t need to.
Grief is just one of the hard things you’ll experience in your life. Not just once, either. You’ll get multiple servings, even when you raise your hands and say, Really. That’s enough now. I’d like to try the Joy if it’s still available.
At this point in the book, it’s probably easy to see why I have such a busy social life. Who wouldn’t want to spend their time with a woman who is constantly reminding you that everyone you love will die and that each death will bring a fresh new brand of grief?
Grief has the ability to maroon us on our own little island of emotion. The rest of the world is pretending it’s still Tuesday, but you know the truth: that time has stopped completely, that ice cream will never taste good again, that you will never not feel the abyss inside your chest. Comparing our grief against some unknowable Grief Yardstick has the strangest effect. It takes the universality of grief and makes it so special, so unique, that our islands get smaller and more remote.
It’s tempting, isn’t it? To hold our losses up to the light like some kind of jeweler would, looking at all the things that make them so very unique? I knew for a fact that when Aaron died I didn’t need anybody to help me through it. I scoffed at grief support groups. I bet you’ve never truly scoffed before—it’s terribly pretentious—but I actually did. I scoffed. I said aloud, What are they going to tell me that I don’t already know?
What they would have told me were their own stories. They would have told me my own story. The circumstances, the names, the details, those would be different for every person in the circle of folding chairs in the hospital conference room. But the feeling—that unsoothable ache—would be the same in all of us.
They would have told me what I would like to tell you: that grief grants you admission to a club you had no intention of joining. You’re admitted whether the loss is yours—your husband, your sister—or whether the loss is more tangential. Grief is a rock thrown into a still pond—even the smallest pebble ripples outward.
This book is a club of its own. Not just for those who have survived the death of a spouse, but for anyone who has loved someone who died, or who has loved someone who loved someone who died. It’s for anyone who currently loves someone who will die, or who knows a person who loves someone who will die. For those whose grief is a hot fire burning through their lives, and those whose grief is a pile of ashes, embers glowing calmly. Some of the thoughts within are targeted to the griever, and some are targeted to the people trying to support the griever. Read it all. Because you’ll need it all. Eventually, the supporter is a griever. Someday, the griever becomes a supporter. Sometimes, you’ll be in both spots simultaneously, which is beyond rude and deeply unfair.
Today, you are here. And so am I.
. . .
My Tragedy Résumé reads as such:
Nora McInerny
Cancer Wife: 2011–2014
Chauffeur, personal chef, unlicensed nurse, and loving wife to Aaron Joseph Purmort.
Co-Founder, Hot Young Widows Club: 2014–Present
First husband, Aaron, died of brain cancer on November 25, 2014.
Dead Dads Club: 2014–Present
Dad died six weeks before Aaron. Rude!
Miscarriage Club: 2014–Present
Lost my second pregnancy a week before my dad. Beyond rude!
Prior to 2014, you will notice an absence of any tragedy whatsoever. That’s because I had none. I had heard about a lot of sad things, of course, but none of them were mine. I lived a very easy, very comfortable life. I grew up as a white woman in the Midwest, daughter to two loving parents, and sister to three mostly well-adjusted