From the Guttermost to the Uttermost: From a Biblical Perspective
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Dr. Laurie McDonald
Pastor Laurie McDonald offers a transparent approach of how God changes a life with a biblical perspective. Over forty years of experience walking with the Lord and an ardent student of the word gives this author insight that many others lack. Dealing with issues of substance abuse, enabling, child abuse, sexual confusion and physical abuse, the author shares a story of survival and thriving through the word of God. A high school drop-out that returned to school after having ten children to receive a Associate Degree, Bachelors Degree, and a Master's Degree in Nursing. Pastor McDonald has an Honary Doctorate in Sacred Ministry, and has pastored Greater Harvest AME Church for the past 3 years. She can be heard on KIXW Talk 960 radio and on the web at www.talk960.com on Sundays at 7:30 am.
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From the Guttermost to the Uttermost - Dr. Laurie McDonald
Contents
Acknowledgement
Introduction
Part 1
Living With Shame
Part 2
No Where to Run
Part 3
An opportunity for a new life
Part 4
Still Thirsty
Part 5
Acknowledgement
I would like to thank my husband, Dr. Osofo L. H. McDonald for his patience and support as I pursue God’s best for me. Also my sister Jackie and other siblings, as well as my 10 children, Sheila (RN), Michael (BA, Teacher), Donna (MS, Psychologist), Leslie (LVN), Marc (BA, JD), Z Ukoni (AS, Active in LA), T Star (Artist, Cosmotologist), Donald (BA in Biology), Tyme (Marine & Army retired), and Laurie (BA Psychology), who lived through this with me. I am proud of all of you.
Introduction
At last, I have taken pen in hand to write my autobiography. People have told down through the years, You should write your story
, but I was always too busy, but the time has arrived to complete the book. I know now that it wasn’t time to write the story until I had grown some and some of the characters died. Even though I mention no names, it is not hard to imagine who I am talking about if you know me. My children used to be ashamed when I gave my testimony in church of my deliverance, but now that they are adult, I have their blessing to tell the story.
How can God change a prostitute into a pastor? For forty-five years I have been testifying of the miracle of God’s grace, this is the story of the process, with its highs and lows. I knew the name of the book from the beginning but I had to live it out to prove that it can be done. "From the Guttermost to the Uttermost is one woman’s story of deliverance
As the title suggests, I believe God has brought me from the lowest level of life to the highest. The definition for gutter is of worst kind:of the most vulgar, corrupt, or morally degraded kind. The definition of uttermost is greatest degree or amount: number, or amount of something, especially the greatest effort that somebody is capable of. There is a scripture in the bible that states Wherefore he is able also to save them to the uttermost that comes unto God by him, seeing he ever liveth to make intercession for them.
(Hebrews 7:25 KJV). Jesus ability to save reaches to the uttermost depths of guilt and depravity; the greatest sinners can be saved. He is able to lift us higher than we ever have been by seating us in heavenly places in Christ Jesus. (Ephesians 2:6)
This passage of scripture is talking about Jesus being our Great High Priest who, contrary to the Aaronic priesthood of the Old Testament, is able to deliver us completely (justified), entirely (sanctified), and eternally (glorified). My deliverance is not my own doing. I didn’t turn over a new leaf, pull myself up by my own bootstraps, or get a new attitude. I had an encounter with the Living God through Jesus Christ our Eternal high Priest. My life has been changed forever, and this book is written to give someone hope for their deliverance, and to give glory to God. I have read other books that seemed to glorify sin to make the book more interesting. I find nothing pleasant or exciting about the sin that took my Savior to the cross. Some may read it out of curiosity and others may read it for information. My greatest desire in writing this book is that someone reading it might avoid some of the pitfalls, learn from my mistakes, and above find the God who can save anybody.
Part 1
The Early Years
Living With Shame
If a child lives with criticism, he learns to condemn, If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight. If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to feel shy. If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, he learns to be patient. If child lives with encouragement, he learns confidence. If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness, he learns justice. If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith. If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself. If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, he learns to find love in the world. (Author: Dorothy Law Neite)
If children in this stage are encouraged and supported in their increased independence, they become more confident and secure in their own ability to survive in the world. If children are criticized, overly controlled, or not given the opportunity to assert themselves, they begin to feel inadequate in their ability to survive, and may then become overly dependent upon others, lack self-esteem, and feel a sense of shame or doubt in their own abilities.(1)
God spoke to Jeremiah in the first chapter of the book named after him, saying "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you; before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you