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    Conglomeration of Feelings
    Conglomeration of Feelings
    Conglomeration of Feelings
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    Conglomeration of Feelings

    By Jeff Fleischman

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    A book for any generation and all walks of life, Conglomeration of Feelings rings the bell of emotional trials and answers the call of the heart. From the deepest well of internal darkness to the ever-present and mysterious joys of love and its departure, the entire landscape of mind and soul is ventured upon. Having experienced much loss and love early in life, the author reaches out to lend insight into many difficult and heartwarming occurrences from birth to death and everything in between.


    Conglomeration of Feelings is a book of free-verse poetry, used as a showcase for displaying various forms of strength and meekness of the human spirit. Finding the words to describe our thoughts and feelings has never been an easy task, but this book will help you comprehend the hidden meaning behind your most intimate and personal emotions. Let this Conglomeration of Feelings help you to describe and understand youre life experiences!

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherAuthorHouse
    Release dateJun 6, 2002
    ISBN9780759664500
    Conglomeration of Feelings
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    Jeff Fleischman

    Jeff Fleischman, a Wisconsin native, now resides in Indiana with his wife and son; after living in Colorado for the majority of his life and briefly in Utah. Learning to write poetry from his fifth grade teacher Mrs. Gallegos, he never imagined he would have a talent for this type of writing. When he was between the ages of fifteen and sixteen years old, he experienced the death of two friends and a relative. He discovered how enchanting the healing power of poetry truly was after writing and reading poems at their services. He then began to write about many of his life experiences. He also finished a short story that he began in the fifth grade about the experience at age six of his grandmother’s death. He finished Conglomeration of Feelings at the age of twenty-three, and hopes others will enjoy and benefit from this collection of poetry.

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      Conglomeration of Feelings - Jeff Fleischman

      © 2002 by Jeff Fleischman. All rights reserved.

      No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without written permission from the author.

      ISBN: 978-0-7596-6450-0 (e)

      ISBN: 978-0-7596-6451-7 (sc)

      1stBooks - rev. 06/06/02

      Table of Contents

      A Heart’s Contraction

      Abnormal Visions

      Access to My Life

      Adorable Pain

      Adventures of the Mind

      Agitated Life

      All That I am

      Aurora of Darkness

      Beyond Forever

      Blessed Death

      Blessings Scattered

      Burial

      Calamity of Death

      Candle of Life

      Captive of Love

      Charred Infatuation

      Cleansed Life

      Concluded Search

      Confession of Sorrow

      Contortion of Thy Heart

      Cries Not Heard

      Darkness

      Death Wish

      Departed Love

      Discontinued

      Dreams of Heaven

      Epic of Sadness

      Eternal Friendship

      Exchange of Heart

      Fall of the Dying Leaf

      Frozen Heart

      Garden of Emotions

      Grandfather

      Guardian Wings

      Healing Pain

      Her Flame, My Life

      Her Kiss

      Infernal Love

      Infinite Beauty

      Jeremy

      Lackluster Love

      Learning to Love

      Life’s Accusations

      Living Dreams

      Look to Me

      Lost Love

      Lost

      Love Superior

      Martyr of Love

      Mind Addict

      Mine True Love

      Miracle Life

      My Cross

      My Final Sob

      My Only Fear

      My Uncle Don

      My World of Love

      No Regrets

      Prelude to a Lifetime

      Presentation of Love

      Queen of Angels

      Raining Tears

      Reason Unknown

      Remember Me

      River of Tears

      Rose of Death

      Scripted Reality

      Second Chance

      Shades of Tears

      Shadows of Feeling

      Silent Words

      Sleeping Love

      Stage of Contrition

      Stepping Stone

      Structure of Time

      Sweet Farewell

      Tech Lab 2000

      The Clamor of Love

      The Contradiction of Pain

      The Death of a Friend

      The Future

      The Life Within

      The Nature of Friendship

      The Storm of Love

      This is My Body

      Threshold of Life

      Timeless Kiss

      Today is Life

      True Love

      Unleash the Pain

      Upon Castle Stairs

      Velvet Ribbons

      Waves of Emotion

      Weep Not For Me

      Weeping Symphony

      Why is Life so Unfair?

      Wish of Me

      Wrenching Tears

      A Heart’s Contraction

      As the incense of life burns within my soul,

      its eerie smoke lingers within my mind causing confusion.

      For I know not what has become of my love,

      but only of what my love has become.

      Our hearts are so close, yet our feelings so distant.

      I have so loyally followed my heart throughout the

      wanderings of life, only to be mislead into a pain

      of which I can find no release.

      My loyal kiss, my shooting star,

      has faded and tumbled into nothing.

      I search through tears of rage and sorrow for an answer

      to the unforgivable behavior which I have regretfully

      displayed, yet it remains a mystery.

      Peeling away from this shell of blood, I remove this stake

      of pain that has been driven through my heart;

      the tears that ache to be shed will not come.

      If love has abandoned me once again,

      then I must also abandon love… forever.

      For love should not be pain, nor should pain be love.

      With me I shall take this knowledge,

      for the survival of my contracted heart.

      Abnormal Visions

      I glare into these eyes and see long black tunnels of

      emptiness.

      Everything is a blur.

      Abject life hanging from dreams is conducted by loneliness.

      The clash of opposites causes life to change its own course

      and paint abhorrent pictures in the mind.

      Imagination is an emotion in this world.

      This pattern of life subjected to the darkness,

      can handle only so much.

      It can no longer withstand the torment and the hate

      that evil has bestowed upon it.

      To free myself from an abrupt death,

      I throw this destruction to my past.

      Now that world is erased and nonexistent,

      and all life is stalled.

      Who knows me?

      Who sees me?

      Who is it that glares at me with those lonely eyes of

      emptiness?

      Access to My Life

      Life seems to be a puzzle.

      So many pieces out of place, missing.

      Everything is so abstruse in my world.

      I confiscate my abused feelings and nurture my memories.

      Unable to find myself within,

      I search through fallen tears.

      Scattered tears of love, hate, joy, and sorrow.

      There I find myself in a state of absolute confusion.

      Though found, I continue to wander within.

      Can this be me,

      or is it a part of me that I have abandoned and since

      forgotten?

      Is it a shard of my broken past, searching for the

      precise fit in my renewed life?

      I am beginning to better understand myself.

      Emotions unknown then, seem to be true now.

      The mystery of my life lies in the abysmal container of my

      soul.

      A piece to my puzzled life has been found, yet remains lost

      forever.

      Who am I?

      Adorable Pain

      As we scale the walls of reality beyond reality,

      we find ourselves to be lost in a world of dreams and

      emotions.

      Silence marks these lonely thoughts of painful memories.

      This dark shroud from the past clothes itself around

      happiness and suffocates love.

      Where is the line between love and hate?

      How do I find it before crossing it?

      I enter your dreams and feel your pain knife through me,

      as tears drip from your lashes like diamonds from a rose.

      My mind feasts upon your thoughts,

      and my heart aches for your love.

      As these fiery tears pierce my eyes,

      I feel your sorrow burning its way into my soul.

      I search through your eyes clouded with hope,

      and find my heart taken into a cascade of your beauty.

      My love gently wipes

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