Things That Join the Sea and the Sky: Field Notes on Living
By Mark Nepo
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The Universe holds us and tosses us about, only to hold us again. With Things That Join the Sea and the Sky, Mark Nepo brings us a compelling treasury of short prose reflections to turn to when struggling to keep our heads above water, and to breathe into all of our sorrows and joys.
Inspired by his own journal writing across 15 years, this book shares with us some of Mark’s most personal work. Many passages arise from accounts of his own life events—moments of “sinking and being lifted”—and the insights they yielded. Through these passages, we’re encouraged to navigate our own currents of sea and sky, and to discover something fundamental yet elusive: How, simply, to be here.
To be enjoyed in many ways—individually, by topic, or as an unfolding sequence—Things That Join the Sea and the Sky presents 145 contemplations gathered into 17 themes, each intended to illuminate specific situations.
The themes include: Unraveling Our Fear, Beyond What Goes Wrong, The Gift of Deepening, The Practice of Relationship, What Holds Us Up, Right-Sizing Our Pain, The Reach of Kindness, Burning Off What’s Unnecessary, How We Make Our Way and many more.
For those interested in either beginning or expanding their own journaling explorations, this reader also provides a guide to the practice of daily writing, with 100 compelling questions to get us started. “Joy is the sea that holds all,” writes Mark, “the Unity of Being where feelings don’t separate, but surface like waves to remind us we are alive.”
Here, he helps us swim in those waters until we are held in the mystery of their buoyancy.
Mark Nepo
Mark Nepo is a poet, philosopher, and spiritual adviser who has taught in the fields of poetry and spirituality for more than 30 years. He is the author of 12 books, including the New York Times bestseller, The Book of Awakening. He lives in Brooklyn, New York.
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Things That Join the Sea and the Sky - Mark Nepo
for Ryōkan
who cried on the six-hundred-year-old manuscript of Dogen . . .
for Neruda and the coal miner
who came out of the earth and called him brother . . .
for Whitman
who volunteered as a Civil War medic for both sides . . .
for Rilke
who stared at the panther in the cage
and saw that the bars go both ways . . .
We could all learn from the flatfish.
They spend their days
scavenging in the mud
but their eyes
never leave Heaven.
They’re ready for anything.
LAKE SAGARIS
CONTENTS
The What and the How
STOPPING THE NOISE
Quieting the Thieves
Bring Me Close
Short Wisdom on a Long Planet
Speechless
Our Hands
Over and Over
This Is How
UNRAVELING OUR FEAR
Offering
Once Falling In
On Retreat
If I Could
The Only Task
We Try, We Try
Doorways
During the Storm
BEYOND WHAT GOES WRONG
Breaking the Clearness
Stone of Light
Circling the Sun
Everywhere I Turn
To Rise from Nowhere
Beyond the Telling
Eternal Two-Step
Stung Open for a Moment
Rhythm Beneath the Rhythms
THE GIFT OF DEEPENING
Take Me Down
Before We Die
Depth Seeks Us
The Other Name for Heaven
Being in Time
The Radiant Flow
A Delicate Crossing
The History of My Heart
From the Wooden Bridge
THE PRACTICE OF RELATIONSHIP
The Labyrinth to Shared Happiness
The Privilege of Awe
In Order to Be, Hold
The Urge to Fly
Things Get Complicated
The Wisdom of Strangers
Love Is a Guess
Poplars by the River
Matepn
WHAT HOLDS US UP
Love Is as Love Does
Daybreak
263 Prinsengracht
Quivering Angels
In Case
Toward What Is
Rising Out of Hardship
A Pebble in the Stream
Moment of Lift
NAVIGATING TROUBLE
How to Empty
Guns in the Stream
The One Who Goes Nowhere
The Life of Questions
Liberated by the River
Small Messengers
Inside the Darkness
Navigating Trouble
RIGHT-SIZING OUR PAIN
Drinking from Center
Cézanne in Snow
Staring into the River
Beyond Myself
In a Universe That Breathes
Etched
Over Many Months
Near the Center
SHEDDING OUR MASKS
What the World Asks
Perks
An Early Mirror
The Details Change
Getting Wind of It
Côtô
In the Winter Cabin
Giving Way
THE REACH OF KINDNESS
The Swift One
Small Light and Timeless Light
Of Course You Can Come
Putting Down Our Broom
Natural
In the Sea of Dream
And So It Goes
The Symmetry of Kindness
THE RADIANCE IN ALL THINGS
Flow of Light
Grace Notes
Blood of the Sun
We’re Intimate Now
The Thing Falling
The Oldest Song in the World
At Times, They Dance
Eye of the Crow
BURNING OFF WHAT’S UNNECESSARY
On the Edge of God’s Shimmer
Becoming Conscious
This Tenderness
In Our Rawness
Catching Fire
The Mansions We Dream Of
The Dilation of What Seems Ordinary
Before the Waterfall
Saturn’s Return
FINDING THE EXTRAORDINARY IN THE ORDINARY
Talkin’ It Over at Ouzos
Your Presence
Unfiltered
Tilted Toward the Sky
How Many Waves
The Infinite Canvas
Inside Practice
The Golden Thread
ALWAYS BUILDING AND MENDING
Trying to Map the River
Pilot Light
Around the World
Accessing Resilience
After the War
A Star after Rain
Next of Kin
Always Building and Mending
THE STRENGTH OF OUR ATTENTION
With Things That Break
Swayed in All Directions
Between Troubles
The Way We Practice
Vellum
The Creative Storm
As the Snow Falls
In Full Praise
The Unheard Symphony
LETTING EVERYTHING IN AND THROUGH
Instructions to My Smaller Self
Time Is a Rose
The Conflict from Assignments
The Great Teacher
The One Cry
However It Might Appear
To Be Received
Every Chance We Get
Receiver-of-the-Waterfall
Landing Face Up
HOW WE MAKE OUR WAY
Inside Every Burden
Calling It In
Inheriting Now
Let Them Go Where They Will
The Deepest Place on Earth
Life after the Ocean
How We Make Our Way
For Instance
Becoming a Small Gesture
In Love with the World
THREADING INNER AND OUTER:
THE PRACTICE OF JOURNALING
In Return to Promise (An Essay on Journaling)
Questions to Work With
Gratitudes
Notes
Permissions
About the Author
Also by Mark Nepo
About Sounds True
Copyright
Praise for Mark Nepo
Praise for The Way Under the Way
Praise for Inside the Miracle
THE WHAT AND THE HOW
In early March 2002, we went to the Union. Stefon Harris, the great vibes player, was sitting in with the Western Michigan Jazz Quartet. We arrived early to get a table up front, so we could see his hands. The place filled, and as they began, I felt this smile wash over my entire being. It’s what I always feel when tucked inside a small club as music starts to swirl its sweet, unseeable smoke.
Stefon touched an inner chord right away. It might have been two notes an octave apart. They pierced any hesitation that had clung to me throughout the day. I was fresh again and thankful. The music opened us further as the sax player rode his first solo. Suddenly, I fell into one of those moments where life shows itself as always just beginning. We weren’t just watching. We weren’t just listening. We were part of the song of life starting all over again. It made me want to write a book about joy. I closed my eyes, and the sax player quieted his roll of notes, which the piano player picked up as if they’d handed them off. It made me laugh. It felt like the bough of a fallen tree letting go at the top of a waterfall, its branches gently going over.
Then, it struck me. Joy is the name for all the things that join the sea and the sky. In that instant, I met this book. Their jazz inspired my jazz. It’s how these things work. One bird is flushed out of hiding by a sudden streak of light, and all the birds nearby are sent flapping into the open. So let’s not talk about theories or concepts. I just know that joy is the what and the jazz of unscripted living is the how. What we love doesn’t seem to matter. It’s all a holy excuse to love the world and ourselves back together.
I started this book fifteen years ago, when I was fifty-one. What you just read is where it began. Like all books, it came alive and had ideas of its own. My initial impulse was to reach for joy, but you’ll see that my sense of joy has deepened: I now experience joy in the oceanic trenches of feeling. Though when struggling, like the rest of us, it’s hard to keep my head above water. But that’s the point. We’re asked to go below: to swim and drift in the deep where my breath and your breath and the breath of the Universe are one. This depth has taught me that joy is not the stillness waiting at the end of difficult feelings but the sea of Being that holds all feelings, from which the thousand moods we undergo surface like waves to engage us in the world. To my surprise, I discovered along the way that the life of feeling, when entered like a sea, holds us with the mystery of its buoyancy.
These pages are drawn from my ongoing journal of many years. And so, this thematic reader is one of my most intimate books, a travelogue of my conversation with the Universe, a mix of inner reflections, questions, and stories that have come to teach me how to be here.
I have gathered these reflections into themes we’re all asked to face, thresholds we’re all asked to cross, though no one can tell us how. At most, we can bear witness to each other’s journey and keep each other company. There’s one experience waiting if you should read these passages in order, the way you might follow a path to the sea. But each section stands alone as well, so you can go to each directly, depending on what you’re faced with today. On the whole, these passages explore how we open and close and fall down and get up, given the storms and clearings that come our way. The conversation they evoke acknowledges life’s difficulties, while trying to uncover the pathways to resilience and peace that have always been waiting under our trouble, if we can find them.
At the end of the book, I offer an essay about the nature and gift of journaling, followed by journaling guidelines, and a hundred journal questions to work with. All to encourage you to engage in your own conversation with the Universe.
This book contains raw moments of sinking and being lifted, intimate accounts of being thrown into feeling and depth. I share how I’ve been stretched into wondering about my life and the lives of others, in this ongoing push and pull in a Universe that holds us, then tosses us about, only to hold us again. Under every passage, I hope you feel the common song we’re each born to sing in our unique and very human way.
STOPPING THE NOISE
When there is silence, one finds the anchor of the Universe within oneself.
LAO TZU
Often we’re cast about by the noise of the world and the noise in our heads. Often we’re mesmerized by the stunning cacophony that masks itself as excitement. And though there’s much to be gained for being in the world, we can’t make sense of it till we stop the noise, till we go below the noise, till we go below the habit of our own thoughts. But it’s impossible to be still and quiet all the time. As a whale or dolphin must break surface, only to dive back down, only to break surface again, each of us must break surface into the noise of the world, only to rest our way back into the depth of stillness, where we can know ourselves and life more deeply, until we have to break surface again. No one is ever done with this crossover between noise and stillness. Not even those committed to a contemplative life. Not even those who are blind or mute. For the noise of the mind never dies. It can only be put in perspective, quieted until we can hear the more ancient voices that give us life. At every turn, we need to stop the noise, our own and everyone else’s, not to retreat from the world but to live more fully in it.
QUIETING THE THIEVES
Today I am sad, or so I thought. But more I am tired of keeping up with all that doesn’t matter. I’m sipping coffee, listening to rain. I like watching the leaves hang in long weather. I like to close my eyes and feel the rain quiet the earth. I welcome that quieting. I like to have my habits of going here and there interrupted. I was caught in the rain when coming here. The cool blotches sink in all over. The many lists I carry in my shirt are wet. I take them out to dry, and all the tasks have blurred. At last. Unreadable. Forgettable. We carry these lists near our heart and finger them like worry beads. It doesn’t matter what is on them. They are the thieves, and it is the insidious virtue to have everything in order before we live that is the greatest thief. I feel the rain drip down my neck. I think I’m becoming unfinished.
BRING ME CLOSE
When I stop, the smallest things make me weep: the afternoon light dusting our dog’s face, the beads of rain darkening the head of St. Francis in the neglected garden, and my father’s stroke-laden tongue falling through the phone. The ache of being here reveals itself as the heartbeat of Eternity. I hear it in the throng of birds beaten back by wind, in the wall of silence that crumbles between old friends too stubborn to forgive, and in the swollen minds on the train trying to find their way home. The ache of being here undoes my need for fences.
SHORT WISDOM ON A LONG PLANET
We keep turning one thing into another and calling it progress. We keep machining the beauty off of things as they are, creating more and more things to hide in, as if that will let us live longer. We keep burrowing into everything but ourselves: churning trees into lumber, animals into meat, wind into electricity, vegetables into remedies, and silence into noise; turning the earth, continent by continent, into one giant anthill. We keep eating our way through the arms of the Universe, desperate for something large and quiet to hold us.
SPEECHLESS
I pause under that summer tree, the one that feels like a friend, as my dog wonders why we’ve stopped. She was trotting in such rhythm. But when this still, I wonder what part of me, way down, remains untouched by dream or memory? What drop of being remains out of reach of the opinions of others? When up close, each thing reveals its shimmer. And it’s the unexpected closeness that holds everything together. The light spreads across my dog’s face, her eyes so devoted to wherever I want to go. Can I be this devoted to the pull of life? Last month, I saw a dolphin and her calf slip back into the surf, and the pucker of the sea where they went under said, This is what it feels like to shimmer and go speechless. There’s a closeness we recognize in everything simple, as if we knew everything at the moment of our birth, and living is how we remember it all, piece by broken piece. It can happen when I stop to pick up what you drop in the supermarket. As your eyes shimmer, I realize we’ve known each other forever, though we just met.
OUR HANDS
Sometimes, with no warning, we suffer an earthquake and have to remake the ground beneath us. Someone we love may leave or die or think us cruel when we are kind. Sometimes the tools we need break or are stolen or simply stop working, and we have to invent more. Sometimes it feels like we can’t get through, that the phone won’t get reception, and the computer gets jammed. And sometimes what gets through is partial and misunderstood. It’s then we’re forced to go barefoot and refind our hands. Sometimes we’re asked to drift away from the crowd in order to be found by what we love.
OVER AND OVER
I’m not afraid of dying, but losing those I love. I can’t quite imagine the world