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Snuff and Temperance: Tales of Luton and Lutonians
Snuff and Temperance: Tales of Luton and Lutonians
Snuff and Temperance: Tales of Luton and Lutonians
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From the riotous trauma of the town’s darkest hours in 1919 to the tribulations at one of the UK’s first salsa clubs, these stories explore the lives of Lutonians past and present. This is an eclectic look at a much-maligned corner of Bedfordshire, and beyond, with themes of travel, protest and identity. While some Lutonians have left and returned, eccentric Walter Greer remains embedded in his town of petrol and lace, searching for ‘Snuff and Temperance’ in streets where excess and piety still co-exist amongst the diversity of twenty-first century Britain.

In the final, longer story, ‘Homage to Far Cawley Knoll’, the lives of disparate Lutonians we have already met, are plaited together in dramatic interplay, as we follow Eamonn Doherty’s desperate plight set against the backdrop of the bitterly cold winter of 2013
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PublisherAUK Authors
Release dateMar 17, 2015
ISBN9781785381539
Snuff and Temperance: Tales of Luton and Lutonians
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Paul Harrison

Paul Harrison is a UK-based writer and editor of fiction and nonfiction books for children.

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    Snuff and Temperance - Paul Harrison

    (1954)

    Keep the Home Fires Burning

    The rain fell without mercy. It was hard to believe it was July, even more difficult to believe it was nineteen-nineteen and we were finally celebrating the peace. Ernest Greer stood on that makeshift platform in front of Luton Town Hall in a sodden straw hat, shaking his fist and preaching Bolshevism to the crowd.

    Greer wore my vestments and the dog collar torn from my throat. Such was the antagonism from the crowd that the attendant police were too pre-occupied in defending the Town Hall to worry about appearances. But I knew He would find it hard to accept the explanation of my drunken loss at the hands of so ungodly a man. Only He could let the heavens pore down in retribution. I sensed there was a lot more rain to fall on this land once fit for heroes.

    I caught only fragments of the Bolsheviks’ rant because the crowd was rowdy and numerous. Then I noticed I was almost sober and the rain was soaking through Greer’s thin municipal trousers. We were of a similar height and his working man’s clothes fitted well enough, but with the moisture clinging to my thighs, I felt as though he was becoming absorbed into me, like some terrible poltergeist. I further felt the irritation of something heavy and metallic inside a grimy pocket. At first I assumed it was money that we had somehow failed to drink during our furious debate at ‘The Abbot’ public house. Then I realised it was a set of keys.

    Even they were moist, as though left poised in an external door on a cold January day. But I realised they were too big to be normal house keys. And that set me searching for those of my parish. Fortunately, they were left there amongst a crumpled wrapping that I identified as a half-ounce of Greer’s tobacco. At least I would be able to return home once I had recovered my clothing from the mindless reprobate.

    Even my church keys smelt of stale ale after the long afternoon’s argument and my ultimate humiliation. I lost the wager and at about four o’clock was defrocked in the lavatory at ‘The Abbot’. Despite all the privations and horror at the front, nothing so humiliating had ever occurred before. I could only imagine the Bishop’s fury when he would hear of the events of the nineteenth of July in Luton. My name would surely be mud. Unless I could save the day somehow, I feared I was looking at a second defrocking of a more permanent nature.

    And I assumed so wrongly that the vote would go with me, that even less than sober, the discharged troops would side against Greer’s murderous intentions. That they would choose to ignore his plea for blood and leave the Mayor in peace. That I had been a Pal with many of them after Gallipoli, that although I did not carry a weapon, we stood and fell together as Lutonians. I wagered my frock on their decency and the Bolshevik took me up on the offer.

    Ernest Greer limped across the bar room towards me. I know his mind held anger but his face was flat, almost expressionless, as though ironed of emotion from the shaking palsy. His eyes hinted at inebriation and half-forgotten horrors. But his tongue was like a lasso, winding in support for those who wanted rebellion.

    He said Mayor Impey ignored the common man. That he wanted to charge unemployed soldiers to attend the Peace Banquet and had ignored their plea for a Memorial Service at the pleasure grounds in Wardown. All of this was true of course, but it was no excuse for a lynching.

    Ernest Greer was a big man, a career soldier. He looked too old to have been injured at Sulva Bay, too old to have fought in this last war at all. Surely, he should have been retired from the 5ths after Spionkop? His breath smelt of cheap sausage. When he brought his face near to me in the gloom of ‘The Abbot’, I saw that it was tanned brown. The other Pals were also bronzed or burnt from a summer of idleness, from wasting away the hours on the streets of New Town.

    But I remembered Greer was a caretaker of some description. I offered him spiritual guidance on his return: such wasted words. His face bore an unhealthy, flame-thrown glow, reflected back from the hard rock of Gallipoli. He grimaced at me with the frozen smile of a puppet.

    ‘You are a man of God and a follower of false truths. But you were there, Chaplain, with the boys, and we bear you no malice. I will give you my own clothes in return rather than see you naked and foolish. If the men in this hostelry agree with you, I will follow their counsel and leave Impey alone. But if they vote with me, I will rub salt in your wound and lead us to Impey dressed as a clergyman.’

    And when it came to the vote I was comprehensively beaten, Christian values refuted. Only a couple of men, too ancient to have served in the Great War, lifted reluctant, pacifist hands. The rest raised their arms and roared with Greer. Amongst them I recognised burly blockers from Hightown, the ‘Yellow Devils’, who led the fight up Kidney Hill but returned to a hat industry bereft of work.

    That heroism was exhausted now. The men were a disgrace to their insignia, to the name of the Bedfordshire and Hertfordshire regiment, to the good name of Luton and to the name of our Lord, Jesus Christ. Greer approached me. He called out:

    ‘Hey, whiskey priest, time to get stripped down...’

    In a moment of sanity, and no doubt mindful of his license to a degree, that fellow traveller of a landlord intervened. A wire-haired terrier of a man, he stood with his arms folded in front of the godless mob:

    ‘Ernest Greer, if you are to swap clothes with the Chaplain, I want no scenes of embarrassment in the public bar. Behave like gentlemen and carry out the exchange honourably in the lavatory.’

    And we would have done, but some drunken hooligans followed us in and fair ripped the clothes off my back. Greer stood by grinning inanely before stripping to his underclothes and climbing into my holy vestments. As he left he said:

    ‘I told you so, Chaplain. The days when you could stop working men and soldiers from reaching their destiny are finally over. The days of snuff and temperance are past.’

    His uniform of the Water Board was left behind in an untidy heap on the floor like droppings from the devil. Eventually I climbed into it. Only my drunken state prevented me from registering fully the shame of being witnessed in such apparel. There was no choice but to follow Greer to the Town Hall and recover my belongings after his inevitable arrest.

    After my assailant’s incoherent rambling up on the platform, Cecil Barber spoke. Barber that shell-shocked projectionist, who should have stayed in the darkness of the cinema rather than let his pale face rouse so much fury in the warm summer rain. Worse of all he shouted that he knew where Impey lived and could lead the crowd to him. Egged on by Greer, a bad five hundred men, women and children followed Barber down George Street.

    I had no choice but trail behind as though the clothing on Greer’s back demanded I follow. Surely, they would not harm the man in the bosom of his family home? As we climbed London Road, the talk ahead of me was only of violence. ‘Lynch the Mayor!’, ‘Hang the bastard!’ Barber told the crowd where we were heading. I saw arms stretched above the white of my collar and heard Greer shout that he would be ‘going over the top’ at Whitecroft.

    Whitecroft stood high on a bend above the road, a pleasant and modern abode, separated from the mob by a steep front garden and defended by a handful of constabulary, drenched to a man. Their straw hats were pitiful defence against the raging elements. Tufts of pink crowned the skeletons of willow bay herb blown almost prostrate along the side of the garden path. Barber demanded they let us question the Mayor, but the police said he was elsewhere. I wondered if he was still hidden at the now surrounded Town Hall, lurking in a cellar or aloft with the pigeons?

    The police agreed that one of the rabble would be allowed to search the house to prove Impey was absent. A man unknown to me was escorted through the front door and returned less than five minutes later shaking his head. Neither the Mayor nor anyone in his family was to be found. After a few moments consultation, Barber and Greer led the crowd back down the hill towards the town centre.

    Surely someone in the crowd would challenge Greer on his sacrilegious appearance? I prayed desperately that no foolish souls believed they were being led by a holy man. Equally, that they did not believe I was leading the fury. The rain intensified and followed the mob down steep pavements as though enthusiastically joining in the pursuit for Luton’s most wanted man.

    I stayed behind, alone on London Road, defeated as though my powers of persuasion had left me. I felt things were completely out of hand, my clothes completely stolen now, and my soul heavy from witnessing such unchristian behaviour. My head ached from so many pints of unfamiliar ale and I needed to urinate. One of the constabulary shouted from his shelter under Impey’s porch:

    ‘Move on now or we will arrest you. Get away, you drunken degenerate!’

    I hastily made my way up London Road, knowing that to be arrested outside Mayor Impey’s house would be an even greater humiliation. I imagined the respectable faces peering at me through lace curtains in this normally genteel suburb. So, I drank a little! The war had turned me that way, but to be linked with Greer’s hooligans was a shame I could not bear.

    Where the ground levelled off, I watched the beacon that was being prepared for later that evening. A huge pile of wood lay ready for tinder, but it was already soaked a deep brown colour and I wondered would it ever burn? As I watched two workers add straggly branches to the pile, I remembered for some reason that I was close to Ernest Greer’s place of employment. Of course, he worked at Bailey Hill Water Tower!

    I left the growing beacon and proceeded down Westhill Road. The Water Tower was stood just beyond the junction with Tennyson Road at the edge of town. For a moment, I imagined Greer, perpetually hung over, staggering up the steepest hill in Luton from his place in Adelaide Terrace each day. I remembered visiting him in his squalid hovel when we returned from the front. He did not want to pray with me and virtually turned me from his door.

    The Water Tower, along with its counterpart on Hart Lane, is a wonderful building: a good hundred-feet high, ornate and graceful yet entirely functional, guaranteeing that the good townsfolk receive water in their taps, even those who live across the valley at Stopsley. Even the scum of the earth, gathered now in George Street, benefit from its modern technology.

    Built of grey Luton brick and decorated with rubbed red dressings, the tower is capped with a slate triangle of a roof. On a misty day, it could easily pass for a poor man’s castle, a symbol of security. What a terrible contradiction that a man like Greer should be involved in its maintenance.

    I remembered the key in my pocked. My head ached badly and I now desperately needed to relieve myself. I reasoned that on this day of celebration the Bailey Tower workers would be elsewhere. Hopefully, only Greer amongst them was involved in the mounting unrest at the Town Hall.

    I feared for the Mayor’s life if that band of hooligans happened upon him and realised now there was nothing I could do to change my parishioners’ behaviour. I also realised I needed to be fully sober and required some rest. It was still surprising, on this day of surprises, when I walked up to the solid wooden door and inserted a key. Surprised even more so when it opened noiselessly, as though Greer kept it well-oiled. And there I was, trespassing in the Bailey Hill Water Tower, searching for a urinal like a common criminal. This day was truly shocking!

    The interior was spacious, but I delayed my full observation until my bladder was relieved. The toilet was at the back of the building in an anteroom. Feeling more comfortable, I looked around in the limited light cast from the narrow windows high above. I saw a measuring board that recorded the tank to be three quarters full but the water tank itself was obviously contained much higher in the tower.

    Despite my weariness, I noticed the National Gas Engine and Lee Howl Triplex pump that drove the water upwards. Both pieces of machinery were polished so that they even shone without illumination. It seemed inconceivable that a man like Greer could be involved with such modern engineering. In a moment of shame I wished he had been blown apart by Turkish guns and never returned to Luton. I prayed for forgiveness.

    At one side of the room was a table with some papers from the Luton Water Company piled up on one side. It was a relief to sit down on a chair and lean my arms across the smooth wood. Hardly comfortable, but with so much of the day spent on my feet, I was grateful for any form of seating. It was almost silent in this peculiar building; only an occasional humming sound disturbed the calm. When my head stopped aching, I was determined to reappraise the situation.

    It seemed only moments passed between allowing my head to touch the smooth table and lifting it up again with a jerk. But as always after sleep, I knew it was much later. The circulation had left one arm from where I lay across it and I could barely feel my fingers. It was with some pain that I pushed them against the table to bring back the blood. Looking around me I saw the gleam was faded from the pump and I could no longer read the level off the measuring board. My watch told me it was nearly nine o’clock. I had been asleep for almost four hours!

    There was a dry feeling at the back of my throat and I quenched it with tap water. I climbed the spiral staircase and halfway up remembered that I was yet to locate the tank. Unfamiliar vistas of the town and surrounding countryside were visible from the narrow ‘archers’ windows. I imagined I was climbing a medieval tower in the Eternal City; a strange idea because I have never set foot in Rome. The first-floor landing was installed near the top of the building, obviously just below the water level.

    As if in a Parisian town house, a city I have visited, four exits led out onto balconies. I took the north-west facing door and took in the view of the fields either side of the Tennyson Road summit. Umbrellas of white cow parsley stood out quite radiantly in the gloom gathering around the hedgerows.

    At the end of St Paul’s Road, allotments divided the hillside into a patchwork quilt. Bailey Hill’s counterpart was still visible on the Hart Hill ridge. Further north, in the valley in between, I saw the mass of houses punctuated by the spires of Luton Parish Church and the Corn Exchange. I was just able to see the Town Hall by leaning out from the balcony and stretching my neck to look past three ancient oak trees.

    The wind carried no sound and I hoped the crowd was dispersed for the evening. Swifts hung on the evening breeze, enjoying the thermal drafts thrown up from the chalk escarpment. There was lull in the rain as though the heavens were pausing for breath before resuming the deluge. I tried to recall if it rained on ‘St. Swithern’s, only four days earlier? Was I really interested in such superstition? Was this an issue a holy man should rightly consider?

    I pulled a wooden chair out from the landing deciding to sit outside for a while in the calm evening, disturbing several, poorly concealed bottles of ale in the process, no doubt hidden by Greer or another water company employee. My head was clear again and I wondered if a few sips of beer might help recover my composure more fully.

    It was easy to prise open a bottle and sit drinking on the balcony with darkness setting in. The scent of sweet peas and buddleia wafting up from the allotments reminded me that it really was summer, rather than some foul day at the autumn equinox. I considered spending the night in the tower and then walking across town at dawn, when I was less likely to be recognised in Greer’s clothing. And if a stray policeman should happen upon me, then I was dressed for the part anyway. With this line of thought becoming established as the way forward, I easily justified drinking a second bottle as well.

    For a while I sat content, impressed with the line of interlinked red circles of brick built into the wall, like the wheels on a steam train. I recalled that it was a notable architect from London who designed the tower. His name escaped me, but it belonged to life before the war, when things were certain.

    I dozed again as the night began and although the rain blew about me; I was dry and warm enough in my solitary post. Occasionally, muffled sounds came from the town centre, but there was no way to know if sanity had broken out. Then I heard a commotion on the London Road and as the Town Hall bells pealed ten, I saw enthusiastic flames leap up into a drizzly sky.

    And beacons also came to life on the hills around the town: at Hart Hill, the Downs, Far Cawley Knoll and Pope’s Meadow. The brightness illuminated the town centre and I prayed the day of celebration was finally going to hit the correct note. But within five minutes, slices of yellow and orange were visible between the buildings. It was as though the flames were responding in kind to the message of peace cast from the hills around Luton.

    But I knew there was no official bonfire built in George Street, and it was nigh impossible not to fear the worst. The mob was obviously in the ascendancy again and Mayor Impey was being burnt out! Fireworks flashed up over Pope’s Meadow, but most spattered to nothing in the damp firmament. With the smoke drifting towards me from the London Road Beacon, I felt the whole world was on fire. It was like Arras again.

    Now the wind billowed from an unseasonal north-easterly direction, snatches of sound drifted up to me: raucous, angry chants followed by the swoosh of water, as though a spring had burst forth on Tennyson Road. After a while, the obvious conclusion was that the sound was really of firemen’s hoses gushing on George Street, trying to save the Town Hall and all within.

    With the oak trees obstructing my view, I climbed over the balcony ledge and dropped precariously on to the projecting concrete spout below, guessing correctly that it could easily bear my weight. I needed to see, if possible, exactly what was happening! My view of the town centre was improved but it required a strong grasp on grey Luton bricks to stay safe. Clearly, the Town Hall was ablaze.

    Although it was too far away to read the time, the flames even illuminated the clock face. Had that impostor Greer actually thrown the first fire bomb? The days of temperance and snuff were past he had said. What did he mean? Were the police and officials now hunting down a maverick priest? Would I return to the parish with a reward upon my head?

    The shame mounted my entire being and I prayed briefly for forgiveness, but something had happened. I felt cold and damp in the cheap Water Company clothing. The usual reply from above that normally, somehow, mysteriously, reached me, seemed slow in forthcoming. It was as though even He could not compete with the din of the riot below. I wondered strangely had there been too many explosions over the last few years, too much shot fired from ‘Big Bertha’, for even the Almighty to keep his hearing intact?

    How long I clutched this wall I could not tell, but eventually the sound of a piano came tinkling up the hill. Someone is playing ‘Old Barbed Wire’, that rousing tune from the front. Maybe the riot has passed? I am trying to sing along, but the words from the town centre are not the ones I learnt with our boys in the trenches:

    ‘Looking for old man Impey? We know where he’s at. We know where he is.

    ‘He’s a hanging at the old Town Hall.

    ‘We’ve seen him. We’ve seen him.’

    Ernest Greer, that hero of Chocolate Hill in nineteen-fifteen, was obviously the town’s nemesis, and now it seemed, Mayor Impey’s hangman too. My body is pressed up against the soaking wall and I begin to feel Greer’s thin municipal trousers lose their grip. My nails are dug deep into the concrete between the grey brickwork but I am slipping away. I remember Greer’s words: ‘Hey, whisky priest...’ and I seek His guidance, but I’m slipping fast now and I can’t hear even His reply. The lights went out in nineteen-fourteen. Darkness still surrounds me.

    Salsa, Salsa, Salsa

    As if I was single again, childless, I shimmied in my car across the county line at dusk. The pan-Caribbean sound of ‘Joe Arroyo’ kept my shoulders moving as I skirted the intense field of yellow that bordered the road to the west. Its brilliance faded fast in the May sunset, leaving a heavy musk of rape suggesting the promise of summer ahead.

    I imagined I was driving through the night into a sweaty July from the past, with the music blaring and the window down. Then, I remembered being parked on a side road in the cloying heat of late afternoon, discovering I wasn’t the queen Salsera, I was the shy girl again. The one I knew before salsa and the twisting road into Hertfordshire, the one who left the scene behind her in intense confusion.

    On the outskirts of the town, I knew every turn in the road from all those nightly drives of the past. Now, I felt the chill of the evening on my bare shoulders and turned on the car’s heating. My headlights picked out a lonely oil seed plant stretching from broken concrete on a busy roundabout. A fading bulbous head quivered above skinny stems. She was like an adolescent wallflower. Ignored by all through the rush hours of spring, I witnessed her teenage anguish rapidly turning to seed. I knew her memory would last in a thousand unwanted scions rising next year amongst the municipal daffodils. How close had I come to a similar fate?

    My bravado intact, I reached the ‘Cheetah Club’ and parked easily, almost directly across the road, just like I always had. There was a moment when I almost put my key back in the ignition and drove away again. Then curiosity soothed my fear. I didn’t know the staff on the door and I walked unrecognised onto the dance floor. It looked just the same. Not that it would be easy to remember me at first glance. Not with my long dark hair replaced with a blond bob and that previously irresistible figure matronly now. It was over five years since I last danced salsa, so I opted for the beginner’s class.

    A young girl demonstrated the ‘Suzie Q’, a ‘shine’ that you danced alone at certain moments in the routine. She wore a crop-top and blue denim. There was a tattoo of a red snake with wings on her lower back, which went in and out of her jeans as she twisted. She was at school when I first danced salsa. I was part of that first wave: an amazing mixture of colour and creed, of the outrageous and the insecure. Now the crowd looked more suburban, married women and single men, I guessed. At first sight a conventional blend of regular punters, but was it really a more deadly brew?

    ‘Suzie Q! Right on through!’

    I could remember when salsa was young, when Richard demonstrated that ‘shine’ in one of his sequences. There were no female dance teachers then. Terry Slattery, known to his workers as ‘Slaughter’ would never have tolerated that in his club. He believed in the machismo requirements of salsa. Men led; women followed. Men taught; women learnt. Male dance teachers screwed around; women never learnt.

    Slaughter got his name from working his staff to the bone. He was successful because he employed three teachers who served up the salsa dream to perfection. Three different bottles of sauce aimed to cater for everyone’s palate. For better or worse, richer or poorer, I could have bedded or wedded any of them. I became their main assistant to demonstrate the moves. I was almost their equal, but not quite. Salsa didn’t allow that. They needed me to look good during the lessons, not to mess up in front of expectant pupils. To always turn and twist at the right moment, but never become the star of the show.

    ‘1-2-3, 5-6-7. Two rumbas, one cross-body lead, one half-turn, ladies change partners, move around the room, please! Ladies move anticlockwise!

    ‘No, lady in the yellow. That’s clockwise!’

    Aided and abetted by Mr Slaughter, the three salsa teachers at the ‘Cheetah Club’ conquered womankind. Those stars of the rumba and the mambo, those thieves of the cha-cha-cha. Ali Baba was nothing compared to those guys. Everything went into that salsa pot and came out counting:

    ‘1-2-3, 5-6-7, 1-2-3, 5-6-7. Step out on the eighth!’

    With sexy wriggles and fancy New York shines, they aroused the woman within. Many a young girl’s heart was inflamed, and mothers sighed all the way home dreaming of more delectable husbands. And I could have had any of them! Probably for poorer!

    There was Sonny from North London, with his pasta overload of a tum and smooth black crown. He had liquid motion in his thighs and floated like a god above the dance floor. When you danced with Sonny you absorbed the beat in your subconscious, the steps disappeared. It was 1-1-1, 1-1-1. You were number one, breezing in his slipstream, looking beautiful. He was a big graceful man with pleading eyes of fire.

    He always taught the advanced class. Slaughter knew he couldn’t teach beginners. It was beyond Sonny to start with any easy moves. He just imported that London style, that sassy street dance from Walthamstow; all of those acid jazz moves he learnt as a boy, were just grafted onto the cross-body lead. He talked about real men and beautiful women and made everyone laugh.

    The three of them led the warm-up on a Friday night. Sonny, Ruben and Richard danced in front of the men; Celia and me in front of the women. The two groups faced one another in a duel of the sexes. It was foreplay before the action began. And as the sound of ‘Group Niche’ faded away, Sonny would breathe deeply into the microphone and whisper softly:

    ‘Four beats, three steps, mean hips; that’s S.a.l.s.a!’

    Ruben taught improvers and intermediates. He was a real Latino. I loved the way he said ‘Luggely juggerly’ in his rich Central American accent. ‘Lubbely jubbely’ was not the way he danced. His moustachioed grin and upturned collars were like a parody of ‘Saturday Night Fever’. But Ruben didn’t do irony. He shrugged when I was brave enough to mention John Travolta to him: ‘Which club does he play for?’

    Ruben provided that streak of credibility the ‘Cheetah Club’ needed to draw real Latinos up from London. I don’t know where Slaughter found him, but he was an inspirational catch.

    ‘I’ll show you how we move on the coast, at Cali. Follow me, salsamanos!’

    He danced at and around his partners with that cumbia roll, full of native Indian understatement. He didn’t like ‘shines’, people doing their own thing, moving too far away from one another; he didn’t like individualism on the dance floor. It was all about the partnership, the perfect clench that mimed or mocked love. He told me:

    ‘That New York shit. Hey, Sonny makes it look good but it ain’t salsa, man.’

    Some nights he was a Colombian. A girlfriend of mine who slept with him thought he was Puerto Rican. Yes, he could have been a PR from ‘West Side Story’, a street boy flown in from a different continent and a forgotten decade. Only the great god of salsa knew where he came from, but his favoured residence was the heartbreak hotel. How many broken marriages did he instigate with those laughing eyes? How many tears flowed in the secrecy of the ladies’ cubicles?

    And then there was Richard. He was the only one I could talk to at first. I could dance and smile all night with Sonny or Ruben but I couldn’t converse with either. Richard taught the beginners. He looked like an out-of-work actor. I remember he wore chinos a lot, and a tatty green blazer. He was always flicking that long fringe out of his eyes like some Mayfair lounge lizard. Unlike his colleagues, he actually knew how to teach. He gave instructions like:

    ‘Whatever you do, men, don’t swing your hips. You’ll just look effeminate. Let your leg movement give you the roll. But remember! Always make the women look good.’

    Slaughter once said to me:

    ‘Richard’s good for those guys who’ll never dance salsa, not in a million years. He makes them think they can, even when they look like complete prats!’

    And the ladies? Well, they loved bashful Richard too, because he always explained everything clearly, always had patience and never once put anyone down. They were disarmed by his diffidence and easy charm. On the night I slept with Richard, I picked up the courage to say:

    ‘You look like an out-of-work actor.’

    He laughed back at me in that Oxford accent.

    ‘Maybe that’s because I am.’

    And so, scaredy little white girl I was, I bedded Richard. And what did I discover? That beneath those close clenches and straying fingers, he really didn’t like girls, or at least not in the way I hoped he would.

    Maybe he just didn’t fancy me? Or possibly the lead in his pencil was snapped in two? But I never got to know. He just turned away on his side and snored gently until dawn, leaving a faint odour of sandalwood behind. We never spoke about the evening, but somehow remained friendly. Even afterwards, he was still one of the few people at the ‘Cheetah’ I could actually talk to without a full blush overtaking my features.

    Those three Romeos managed to break young girl’s hearts and send married women akimbo with their slinky Cuban hips. Do I sound like a slut? Like I knew those guys just a bit too much?

    ‘Suzie Q. Right on through?’

    No, I was just playing the game. Apart from that failed night with Richard, I kept the sauce on a low gas. Occasionally, it bubbled up on the stove but I never broke the universal law of salsa. I never danced with a guy more than twice in a row. I was just too shy to cook on a high number. When they grew close, made suggestive comments or spent too long looking down my dress, I smiled regretfully, as though I was spoken for and found a new dance partner.

    After I discovered the ‘Cheetah Club’, it was a new life. Plain old Susie was reborn as ‘Suzie Q’. There were a couple of years when I lived for salsa. Ninety-two? Ninety-three? I always went to the ‘Cheetah Club’. At that time, the only other option was

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