There's a Pattern Here & It Ain't Glen Plaid (How to Get Out of a Bad Relationship and Get in Good with Yourself)
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“...laugh-out-loud funny...great practical suggestions...A quirky, earnest guide to regaining self-esteem for the modern woman.” — Kirkus Reviews
Many women grow up looking for their security and sense of well being outside themselves, typically in a love relationship with a man. Man comes, self esteem comes—you’re walking on sunshine. Man goes, literally or figuratively, self esteem goes—you’re walking where the sun don’t shine. Because a strong sense of self is never internalized, this cycle of searching for and losing the man who can supposedly ground you, is endless.
But there’s hope. Learn to internalize a strong, healthy sense of self and self love and you will be a calm, confident and much more discerning mate seeker, for a women who truly values herself will find relationships, both platonic and romantic, that value her.
So, things are crappy. Yay! I mean, yay, because now you’ve found the perfect book. Help is on the way.
Laurie Frankel
Author, short-story writer and humorist, Laurie Frankel, knows pain is the root of all comedy and is thrilled her life is so damn funny. Her work has appeared in journals such as The Literary Review, Shenandoah and The Pedestal Magazine to name a few and is the author of "I Wore a Thong for This?!" and "There's A Pattern Here & It Ain't Glen Plaid". This former east coast gal, now residing on Planet OC, can be found saving the human race one love question at a time. Join the fun and visit her at http://laurieslovelogic.com
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There's a Pattern Here & It Ain't Glen Plaid (How to Get Out of a Bad Relationship and Get in Good with Yourself) - Laurie Frankel
THERE’S A PATTERN HERE...
AND IT AIN’T GLEN PLAID
how to get out of a bad relationship and get in good with yourself
Laurie Frankel
Copyright 2014 by Laurie Frankel
Smashwords Edition
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
INTRODUCTION
SECTION I—You Talkin’ to Me?
Chapter 1: Who Moved My Self Esteem?
Chapter 2: The Dating Drinking Game—a story
Chapter 3: The Crappy Relationship Club
SECTION II—Stuck by Choice
Chapter 4: The Five People you Meet (in your own little Hell) on Earth
Chapter 5: Kili Me Softly—a story
Chapter 6: I Want Therefore I am…Left Wanting
Section III—Ah, Go Unstuck Yourself!
Chapter 7: Your Unhappy Place
Chapter 8: A Mother and Child (and Disco) Reunion—a story
Chapter 9: Make New Mistakes but Keep the Old
Chapter 10: Resistance, Denial and the Funky Chicken
Section IV: I Think I’m Alone Now
Chapter 11: Always Look on the Bright Side of Crap
Chapter 12: Lights out in White—a story
Chapter 13: And the Patterns Played On
Chapter 14: The Thrill of Victoria’s Secret
Section V: The Great Beyond
Chapter 15: Let’s Get Physical
Chapter 16: I Love Me, I Love Me Not—a story
Chapter 17: Self Esteem for All Seasons
Chapter 18: Happy (self esteem) Birthday!
Appendix FAQs
INTRODUCTION
Many women grow up looking for their security and sense of well being outside themselves, typically in a love relationship with a man. Man comes, self esteem comes—you’re walking on sunshine. Man goes, literally or figuratively, self esteem goes—you’re walking where the sun don’t shine. Because a strong sense of self is never internalized, this cycle of searching for and losing the man who can supposedly ground you, is endless. Unfortunately, the pain and loneliness are endless, too.
But there’s hope. Learn to internalize a strong, healthy sense of self and self love and you will be a calm, confident and much more discerning mate seeker, for a women who truly values herself will find relationships, both platonic and romantic, that value her.
And that’s the gist of this book. If you were looking for another gist please put this book down and try, How to Find a Man in 60 Seconds
or maybe it’s called, The 60-second Man
. I can’t remember.
Read this book if:
-You or a friend
(wink) are in a crappy relationship,
-You just got out of a crappy relationship,
-For reasons unrelated to anyone/thing in particular, you just feel crappy about yourself.
I include the last line above because it refers to a relationship as well—the one you have with yourself—which, depending how it’s going, can be directly responsible for items one and two. Rest assured, as long as there’s something lousy going on, you’ve come to the right place.
Just so we’re clear: What is a crappy relationship exactly?
Quite plainly, are you happy? Not jump-around-like-a-lobotomized-idiot happy but generally content with the state of your union? Do you feel respected, supported and loved? Great, stop reading and proceed into the sunset. If, on the other hand, you feel neither respected, supported nor loved then you, my dear, are part of The Club. Read on.
NOTE: If your mate beats you, your children or the dog, that’s an abusive relationship—get out now, seriously. Search the internet for a social service agency near you (key words: women’s shelter
and your city).
And if you’re still not crystal clear, for the purposes of this book an unacceptable relationship is one in which you are:
-Denigrated and/or
-Treated disrespectfully and/or
-Talked to disparagingly and/or
-Cheated on and/or
-Completely and utterly dependent like an iron-deficient woman in a Jane Austen novel, as in if you had a fainting couch you would go faint on it. Right. Now.
It’s important to note, this book is not about saving rocky relationships. Say, for whatever reasons, the two of you make each other’s existence a living hell, but it’s an equal partnership, a 50/50 joint venture. That’s nice, but save it for Masochists Anonymous, because I’m not interested. In fact, I’m not the least bit interested in the other person in your relationship. I am only interested in you and your relationship with yourself.
Relationship with yourself. Wha? Huh? Sounds a bit new agey, doesn’t it? You’re bracing for the patchouli, right? Well, don’t. Instead, think of it like this: Pretend you are on a boat at sea. All the people in your life are on separate boats out at sea with you. Everyone’s having a great time riding the waves, enjoying the ocean air. Life is good except you’ve allowed one of the other boats to keep your anchor, (the thing that allows you to be grounded, get it?)—great idea as long as the weather cooperates and everyone is on the same course, but what happens when a squall comes up, out of nowhere, as squalls do? You need to drop anchor to ride out the storm but, oops, your anchor is on another boat and that boat is incommunicado. There you are, tossed at sea, headed God knows where, pissed off at the boat that has the anchor. But you gave that boat your anchor. What were you thinking?
Just in case you’re still not ready to admit you are suffering from an awful relationship I’ve compiled a list of common deal-breaking relationship violations (many of which I’ve been lucky enough to personally experience). Sometimes when you see you’ve made the cut
it becomes that much more real. You feel special (in a bizarre way you’d only admit to your shrink) and then empowered to take action.
You know you might want to begin thinking about your relationship in the past tense when:
-He only calls when he’s on the road returning calls
,
-After being an hour late without phoning, his apology maker, in need of repair, sounds like this, Yeah, I know. That’s just how my work is
,
-You ask him if he ever thinks about you when you’re not together and he says, No
,
-You are fourth or further on his to do
list, i.e. Let’s play squash at 9p after my Iron John meeting
,
-He cheats and says it will never happen again...with that girl,
-He tells you his wife divorced him because she was too insecure,
-He used to court you with flowers; now he apologizes with them…again and again,
-His idea of relaxing is beer, all six of them,
-He withholds sex and then you find him in a private spank session,
-His idea of a compliment is, You look nicer than you did last night
,
-He buys sixteen hotdogs from the bikinied Czech girl on the beach, sixteen separate times,
-His yearly expenditure on you is equal to an economy pack of Big Red.
I think you get the picture and congrats if you made the list—you know who you are! So, things are crappy. Yay! I mean, yay, because now you’ve got the perfect book in your hands. Help is on the way.
PC note: Because of my heterosexual orientation, I will not assume to know what it’s like to be in an LGBTQ relationship. While I hope my perspective, stories and advice can help many, because I am straight, I will make male/female gender references throughout this book.
SECTION I: You Talkin’ to Me?
CHAPTER 1: Who Moved my Self Esteem?
Unless you were raised by corn, chances are, there was a time, even if ever so briefly, when you felt confident and secure. Someone at some point in your upbringing lavished praise on you for something you did and that just plain made you feel good. Chances are you didn’t get enough hooray you!
but that’s the memory lane we’re sweeping here.
Sometimes you have to look waaay back to find your early proud moments, the foundation of your happy place
, like the first time you:
-Sang Que Sera, Sera
, out loud with your best friend and