by

Gora

If it is true that dream creates reality then we should dream the sweetest dream together

and if it is true
that the dream already exists in the mind of the Ultimate Dreamer then we should endeavor to know what it is and serve it with love.

CONTENTS
Preface Introduction page 7 page 9

Part One - World Love

Page 11 15 18 19 21 22 24 27

Page 11 Part Three - God Love

Page 55 56 59 61 66 69 72 77 89 82 84 91 94 97 103 108

The Titanic The Revolution Bridge The Arc The Unity Project To Give and To Receive Playtime Gathering the Tribe Prophecy 2012

Page 53

Part Two - Self Love Page 30

Page 30 Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating in Space 33 The Mood of Devotion 38 Obliged to the Self 43 Amnesty of the Self 45 Actors and Reactors 47 A Choice

49 Trust

Exodus to Utopia The Personal Love for God Spontaneous Love for God The Maha-Mantra Sri Radha - The Goddess of Love Subjective Evolution of Consciousness and Form The Ultimate Dream World The Rasa Dance Reality Who Are You? Accepting the Love Siva, Parvati and Conscientious Consciousness Forget God The Obstacle of Religion Connoisseurs of Love The Flowers of Bhava and the Fruits of Prema

Part Four Romantic and Erotic Love

Page 114 119 124 126 127 131 141 146 150 155

Page 109

The Play of Sexual Love The Nature of Romantic Men and Women Part Seven - The Masterplan Page 199 Two Methods of Making Love The Definition of Love Page 200 World Holi Day Relationships in Love 202 What Unity Requires Your Part in the Play The Philosophy of Sex 208 Cyber World or Samadhi? Fuck Philosophy 210 The Moment of Love Exercises to Attain Erotic Mastery How to Get What You Want The Enchanting Erotic Love-play of Radha and Krsna

Part Five Freedom from Lovelessness Page 162

Page 162 Aparadha What is Really Offensive?

Afterword

Page 212

212 The Magic of Surrender 221 Trust me 221 Whos in?

Part Six - The Golden Age

Page 166 173 179 184 196

Page 166

The Dramatic Metamorphosis of Everything The One Mahaprabhu The Golden Avatar Guru - the Way and the Goal Prema-nama-sankirtan

Preface
This is a book of all books. It is a great revelation to the people of this time, for this time. It is a song from the authors heartstrings as the Divine plays them with the bow of His love. I have been fortunate enough to witness a golden effulgence manifest from energy to idea to book. It has been written on the pages between tears of love, amidst fits of laughter, after love-making and lovequarrels, and meetings with saints and bright-eyed souls, and between our enchanting spiritual experiences and pilgrimages. The book echoes from the great hill-tops of spiritual realization into the valleys of hearts of anyone wishing to receive it. And it is ultimately meant for all. I met the creator of Revolutions in Love four years ago, after having contacted him a year before through emails and his autobiography The Ecstacy Matrix. While reading his words I received divine mercy and love streaming into me from every line of every page. It was the same grace I recognized from reading a lecture of the divine love play of Radha and Krsna by Srila Narayana Maharaja on purebhakti.com. That wonderful and mystical feeling which enters you and emanates from you in all directions! A feeling that sucks you in to it and convinces you beyond doubt that this is real love. So I have been lucky. And so too may anyone else who chooses to be lucky. It only takes sincerity, open-mindedness, a little intelligence for the grasping of wisdom presented and a willingness to let your soul move into a new space of astonishment and wonderment. I do not exaggerate with words. Only words try to describe something beyond their power.

This book is truly for everyone. Everyone can certainly get something from it, and one can certainly get everything from it. And I mean Everything!!! It is as relevant as love itself because it vibrates and speaks of nothing else but the attainment of love in all dimensions. No one can live without love. And one can live completely and complete in love. So I leave you to explore to adventure into this bookto be filled with the enthusiasm and optimism of unity by succumbing to the potency of the pleasure of love in all its magical glory. Your servant and well-wisher, and disciple of the incredulous love-inspired dream-plan, Sudevi sakhi

Introduction
Unity. It is our dream. To unite is to bond through love, the one true bonding agent. The goal of life is love and the blissful experience of it. Love means to unite with our self, with others, with the planet and with God. What is needed for unity to become reality, is a revolution in love. Dream creates reality. Therefore if we construct a dream plan, an ideal world in the mind, and understand how to practically achieve that, then we are using our precious life for the utmost good. Then we will be fulfilled. Revolutions in love is a manifesto, an idea, to be savored, embraced and united with, so it becomes many people's idea. Thus when many people cooperate to manifest the most beautiful idea, the most beautiful environment becomes reality. The outside is a mirror of the inside. Therefore the revolution is an internal affair, a spiritual process. When love enters the heart, that loving heart strives to achieve an environment conducive for love. And the loving heart loves all. The society we live in has failed us. It is not conducive for love. It merely inspires competition between human beings. Let us roll a new snowball. Let us gather together with an idea which aims to restore our pride in humanity. One world. Equal rights. That is how we come into the world, how we are born, why should it differ as we grow? This present system we are ignorantly serving began with murder of tribes. It grew from the soil of ignorance and produced a battlefield instead of a playground. Mother Earth is at risk of becoming uninhabitable. In one hundred years we have polluted her so bad. The fundamental resources for living are being taken away.

If the mother becomes sick, the children naturally suffer. It is not difficult to understand our united stupidity. Everything was perfectly arranged so that all our needs are satisfied and all that we need to do in this life is celebrate. Now we need to work hard to survive. We pour our energy into a system which supports war, and creates disease and famine, consciously. If we are really human we will strive for an alternative. Revolutions in Love is a solution. It is a tangible project put together after much consideration and channeling of divine inspiration. A revolution will work if there is balance, if there is awareness of nature and spirit, our self and our brother. We need to consider the WHOLE for there to be any sort of unity. Otherwise our revolutions are instead rebellions away from bad ideas born from a battle. There is no battle. We shall build a new boat, a new culture, with the intelligence which pure love provides. And we shall maintain this culture with the Father, the Mother, the Brother and Self in mind. It is Absolute Amnesty time. We must forgive and forget our selves and our brothers for the mistakes in history and go forward together. History is history. It is time to create a new world. Many of us know it and feel it. Those who do should become pioneers of change. It may seem like a difficult task but in fact it is as easy as laying down your body, mind and soul and saying Im with you. Unite your snowflake with the snowball of love and an avalanche will soon coat the world with something pure, white, brilliant, and then we may create new footsteps in a new world. Time has come. I guarantee you.

Part 1 - World Love

So let us take from our history the wisdom gained by our mistakes and our successes and create a perfect culture. Our leaders are not doing this. Therefore they do not have to be accepted as our leaders. They killed so they may order you to behave as they wish, and they keep on destroying the people and the planet. Earth is Gods creation, Gods gift. Hell is what we create if we destroy it. Heaven is what we create if we dont. The creation looks after itself, and us, if we let it. We need to apply this wisdom now by living ideally. WHO IS IN? Show me your hands. Now, what needs DOING? Hell is sinking. We need to get off the boat. We need to get back to nature. We should construct a lifeboat, an arc like Noah's, a new age. We have everything he had. We have everything that Adam and Eve had. Here is the key. Heaven exists on Earth. It needs not creating. It needs saving from further bad ideas, it needs resurrecting, maintaining, respecting, and enjoying as a unit. For we are a unit. We must live together under one roof and preserve our natural abundance. Who does not know it? Look at three things; the hell, the exodus and the heaven; the Titanic, the rope-bridge and the Arc; the present age, the revolution and the forthcoming (new) age.

The Titanic
So what sort of shit did we get ourselves in? We had everything, a perfect system, nature, providing

sustenance for health and happiness in abundance. Then someone wanted to save some fruit in case he didn't have any for the next day. Someone else saw this and thought, 'I'd better save some too'. It continued and human beings began to make boxes to secure possessions. The boxes then developed around the human being and around groups of human beings. We needed things from other boxes and began to trade, invented money. So we needed money for what originally was free. And this was our big mistake; this fear, this doubt that tomorrow I will be without. In faith, in 'trust in God', you do not need the dollar. Even today, in this age where you 'need' money, those who live simply and trust in the universe don't. It takes a brave soul to experiment with 'divine arrangement' but people should take note of the findings of these 'scientific researchers'. They have been speaking forever the same thing. 'We are in good hands; we have everything we need. There is an energy protecting and providing for us, like a mother, a father, and if we trust in it we lose all the fear.' So when we lose the fear we lose the greed, and the possessive mentality. We own nothing yet taste everything. We become real kings once we accept our position as non-owner. Ownership is the lie which forges the box. A box we imprison our selves and our brothers in. This is the essence of the shit we are in. The form of it you can see. If you are free from shit yourself. If you are covered in shit then this shit you consider luxury. "You think you are in heaven but you're living in hell." So OK, some people may be enjoying in this hell at the expense of others. But what really is enjoyment? It is not provided by greed. This society we are in now is an accumulation of man's greed. Some have money, some don't. Some live in abundant lands, some are imprisoned in lands where there is no food. Our brothers starve and we buy electrical toys, and spend money on ridiculous activities like scientific research and war.

Between the rich and the starving is the middle class, the majority. Slaves to a system still, isolated from each other by the walls of our boxes. We have luxurious homes but no luxury. Luxury means time, space to relish and enjoy life and its natural abundance. I see only scurrying slaves, now bumper to bumper on cluttered roads. People have no time. "They say that time is money, and that sounds fine, but they got all the money while I got all the time." This is the irony, (and this is my song!) Money doesn't give you freedom. It makes you a slave. You strive for money and then you seek more comfort but comfort is an internal state of consciousness. You can have it for free. In fact, if you spend money trying to attain it you will need to spend more money trying to increase it as you will feel again, inevitably, uncomfortable. A beggar on a cardboard box, a man living in a cave, can feel totally comfortable while a man in a large house works his ass off to get a larger house. One day a man complained to his teacher I cannot live in these conditions. I have a small house with a wife, two sons, my parents, a dog and a cat. What should I do? I need more space. The teacher said, O.K. Invite into your house your wife's parents, two more dogs and seven chickens But Trust me The man did as his teacher advised and the next week he returned, it is terrible, hell what should I do? O.k. the teacher told him, move your wife's parents, the dogs and chickens back out. Wow he told his teacher when he returned the next week, it is luxury! You have solved my problems. Everything is relative, in relation to something else. In this world the energy of human beings is to conquer, but no one ever wins this battle, it is an eternal itch we scratch. A lack of internal comfort

leads to a search for external comfort. You are looking for the something in the wrong place; you use the wrong technique to solve your problem. We have become dependent on the external. In ten years we have become unable to live without mobile phones. We didn't need them before. We didn't need any of this technology. It has not increased our happiness. It comes in as a friend. And reveals itself as an enemy. You look at old photos of people in cars. They are joyous to move on four wheels. But now, the wheels go a lot faster but the joy has gone because we need more money to pay for the fast wheels. We need cars to get to work, to work to get the cars, and are thus caught in a vicious cycle. We depend on things that cost money which is exactly what those at the top of the money pyramid want. That is how they make you work for their comfort. Yet they are scratching more than you. Therefore they have no morality. They create wars, famines and disease to acquire more money. They are addicted to money and will do anything to get more. The drug addict may steal from his grandmother's purse. The money addict ultimately makes business in mass murder. And you are slaves of them, karmically attached to an insatiable war machine. Get out. I beg you. And take a good look at this shit we are in. It gets even worse because everything spirals. Everything gains momentum. The shit machine is now threatening the lives of all of us as it steals away our basic necessities like good air and water. The planet is suffering and those in power do not give a shit! But soon, the shit will hit the fan. The present environment, though hellish, is nothing compared to the crash we are heading towards. The money because it started with a loan, means that it ends in repayment. Now, the top insurance

companies and banks in America are going bankrupt. Soon, the few at the top of the pyramid will win the game of monopoly and then, game over. The system falls in on itself because there will be no money to pay for the labour, so the labourers, the legs of the society will refuse to work, and all will be without food. The cities where people have gathered to struggle for money will be unable to sustain its prisoners. CHAOS. On a huge scale! Spreading worldwide. The system will come down as all unnatural systems do and the result will be lawlessness, animalistic survival, fighting for food in the streets. On top of that we will have more natural disasters because we continue to plunder the nature. Global warming, deforestation, sucking the oil this is the shit we are in. The Titanic is sinking. Yet most people are still wining and dining in the 1st class lounge, oblivious to the water in the lower decks. The intelligent few are striving to spread the intelligence to as many passengers as possible, and are creating a lifeboat with that intelligence. The conscious awakening produces films such as Zeitgeist. This film reveals the conspiracies and provokes the question- HOW TO GET OUT OF THIS SHIT! Revolution!

The Revolution Bridge

Those aware of the serious shit the world is in should 1) get together to 2) do something about it! Even for the persons who are not motivated by the movement from the negative side there should be

enthusiasm to move into as much positivity as possible. So. How? How do you gather energy? By advertisement. Whether three people or three million, gathering comes from a suggestion, a preposition, you advertise the idea. "Hey, lets go to a reggae party!" Some 'one' suggests it. If it sounds like a good idea people contact and advertise, by SMS, email etc, then you end up with fifteen people getting together. So I propose that we 'all' get together to make a revolution party. And not only for one day, but for a continuous period of time so that a growing gathering gathers. As many people as possible should do something fun, artistic, alternative, inspiring, imaginative, revolutionary - together. Here is an idea. For one hour, we can call it WORLD UNITY HOUR we can cover our bodies in mud and stand as mud statues, or walk slowly through the streets looking like Neanderthal tribes people. We will have a sign EVOLUTION MEETS REVOLUTION. We will make videos for youtube and the next day you will see brothers and sisters in all different parts of the world doing the same beautiful thing. You see, you may have millions of people demonstrating, shouting for peace with banners, but nothing comes of it. You need to create art, and the artistic side of the world's people will appreciate it and join in, because it is fun. It needs to be a growing campaign, and it needs to have behind it something Absolutely Creative. Attracting all the people who are fed up with this society and with these governments, we will attract more and more people into a beautiful solution. Unity seeks to end the lack of harmony, the lack of brotherhood, the lack of human rights, the lack of fun and celebration. We are not going to get angry

and shout slogans. We are going to dance, create art, celebrate, to attract all positive vibrations, understanding that positive unified vibrations is the solution. It is what the world needs. It is what the people want. So, for a few weeks, we can grow a tribe of Neanderthals, and in cities all over the world, and towns and villages, wherever you are, we gather together, knowing that even if you are alone in Pontefract, Yorkshire, England, you have sisters and brothers in Barcelona, Rio de Janeiro, Melbourne, Istanbul, doing the same ridiculous, creative, wonderful thing at the same time. The months after we can collaborate to do any art we want. We can, in our thousands, dress in green and hop around like frogs, dress in white and perform synchronized meditation, dress as Spiderman and do whatever Spiderman can. Each week the snowball will grow, till an avalanche will loom over this ugly society. For those a little shy at the prospect of alternative art, help and support in creating food for a picnic afterwards, and also a WORLD UNITY PARTY the same night. We are getting together so let us party and make the most of it! Human beings should dance together to drums and flutes and singing, for it releases and pleases the spirit. Every natural tribe gets together and dances in ecstasy, without drugs, without judgment, with the feeling of togetherness. Let us bring this back. The society is making us work hard and not giving us time to play. Time to play is our right. It is time for a ONE WORLD TRIBE with ONE LOVE so that we can use our time perfectly. So this is my humble proposal, an idea I would love to see manifest, which I will see manifest. For no reason other than it would be beautiful. Just for the love of it. And for the love of it there is also a

reason. We put energies together to create the real shit, the mother of all ages, the arc, the new lifeboat, the utopian society based on love, peace and understanding, the fruit of revolution.

The Arc
When the world sees such art in togetherness we can make another suggestion. Let us unite our energy to produce a system that runs on united energy and not money. Let us live with nature, existing in ready abundance, and create natural villages and communities in nature, so we may all live together, supporting each other by doing, individually, what we love to do. The idea is to create a system where energy reaches through a global network of conscious people who work to create sustainable, natural tribes, communities and villages. There are communities all over the world that exist already with the same ideology as myself. Those communities I would love to help grow and become more productive and efficient and completely independent. If conscious people are to serve the world then we must unite to bring about awareness to the people that this is the way forward. Once a self-replenishing community is in operation then another can be created, and another. There will be an inevitable steady trend towards the positive ideal and thus a growth in the desire to live in nature, in communities will occur. The consciousness of solidarity will aid in creation. Heaven is being created. We have examples on the planet of communal intelligence and living with Mother Earth. The Unity is to bring this to the norm and to make heaven accessible for all. The heaven is actually the consciousness of love. Therefore even one living in a squat in the suburbs of East London can relish the

Internal Eden. External heaven is the future. We wont create in ways less than naturally beautiful in the beautiful future. Therefore, it is important now to unite our selves on a deep soul level, throughout the planet, to ensure that unity, once installed, is a lasting phenomenon. Putting all the dreams and creative desire together, a natural tribe may be created, and sustained, embracing all natural productivity, healing, and farming such as Permaculture. The society at present creates diseases and charges you for ridding them, while simultaneously prolonging them for the sake of money. Those living natural will be able to receive natural care. It is not just some hippy fantasy but a real solution to a real crisis which this present system has presented us with. Take away the money and people will not work. We depend on money. Money is collapsing. As safe as everything may seem now, in an instant there can be war on the streets and people fighting to find food. A revolution is necessary. Natural living, sharing, loving communities may sound radical but do you think this world will see UNITY without a big change in the way we live?

The Unity Project

The Unity is an organization designed to create freedom and love for each other. It is an energetic organization, the physical manifestation will be minimal, for material creations are easily destroyed, and societies tend to enamour people into forgetting the real goal at hand, which is spirit and not form. Needless to say, everyone is welcome to join this unified energy. In fact, naturally we are a unity, in these times however we need conscious reestablishment of this truth in our day-to-day living. The

Unity aims to bring together all the materials for a loving culture and quickly create it. It is positive utilization of energy, which is going to bring peace and love to our lives. We all have energy and we are all competing with each other with this energy. As an alternative we begin to consciously share our energy, supporting each other, creating a ONE WORLD ENERGETIC TRIBE, which will lead to a network of sustainable living communities around the world. To come from chaos to unity will take some organization and organization takes organizers. The organizers will be people with no desire for anything more than anyone else. Because of corrupt organizers; governments and dictators, we became averse to organization. But anarchy will not lead us away from bad governing. Rather good organization will lead everyone to freedom and love. Twenty people trying to climb over a twenty-foot wall will all fail unless they get together to form a human pyramid, climb on each others shoulders and then pull each other up from the top of the wall. All actions are part of the same plan. The end result - success for all. The Unity is ours. Everyone can be proud of it. Everyone will succeed by embracing it. It stands for equality and respects specialty. Each individual will be given the chance to utilize his or her talents in the process of change. No-one is the same. Yet we are all ONE. When we put our differences together as a tribe with a vision of peace and love, only then can we create the environment which produces happiness for all, and which protects the planets natural environment and in which we can all flourish into our fullest potential.

The Unity has begun. It is small and will grow to embrace all those with the ideal, the ideal of ONE LOVE. We are creators of our own reality, and there is nothing we cannot achieve if we get together to create a conscious project with a conscious goal. The force of energies co-operating for this ultimate goal will be magnetic and the power will increase as the egos drop and the love becomes irresistible. The Unity is merely a tool to orchestrate a revolution. A way of centralizing energy so food may reach all parts, just like giving water to the root of a tree. We have to focus ideas and now we have the aid of Internet communications there is no reason why we cannot put out the good idea and grow it together, keeping in our hearts the understanding that whatever we do it must be together. This is the primary idea from which all ideas must be based upon. Everyone can do what they love doing and do it for Unity, for the WHOLE. Then we will free ourselves from the system that is designed for competition and capitalization. It is time for a change as you well know.

To Give and Receive

All we need to do in this world is share. We have what we need between us. Therefore the new age system will work in a mood of sharing. We will have a website to centralize energy exchanges, suggestions and propositions for creating a network of consciousness, a web of love, and a practical manifestation of working communities. By donation of money to buy land, by donation of land, by donation of time and manpower, by donation of clothing, by donation of tools, equipment, ideas we

will create a charity and utilize the money to construct and create where necessary. However, it is much office work. If we have honest suggestions and charitable donations and through the medium of ONE website, ONE project we will guide everyone to each other. We will eventually cut out the middleman, cut out the trade and replace it with loving devotional contributions. In unity there is no greed. Therefore in the Unity there is no superior with desire for more than anyone else. It is freedom plan, and those who clamber on the shoulders of friends to get to the top of the wall, will pull the friends up once there. A good plan and firm trust will see every one who wants gets out of this system into the new one. The revolution is a Divine Plan and we are hollow flutes allowing the breath of God. There is nothing to do but allow everything to be done. As Krishna said to Arjuna on the battlefield, the war has already been won, now fight.

Playtime
We have been surviving, we have been struggling and making ends meet. We have been playing a little but that play is suffocated between working, working for money to survive. Our priority is celebration. Survival is secondary, and secondary is accomplished when primary is in tact. Celebration, worship of life, play is a continuous affair which becomes your life. Work and survival become integrated with your play as you establish a life doing what you love to do, fulfilling your dharma, your life-duty, your dream reality. And together many people working at playing produces the energy to create and preserve

the culture of love. This is the beautiful and ironic truth. When we all start to play together in roles we love we won't need money to survive because human beings in a perfect system support each other naturally by the fruit of their dharma. 'All' means whoever is ready to step out of slavery and into devotion. A small group can support each other so success does not depend on large numbers. Once the mood is right and the core is strong, then the attracted souls may grow that which is already beautiful. The tribe expands, the exodus expands, quality attracts quantity and remains quality. As the exodus expands it becomes easier for people to let go and trust the devotion vibration. So in playing together we organize a website where ideas are offered, suggestions made and energy then donated to construct the lifeboat. The world will witness that human beings everywhere have the same dream, and goal, and inspiration and motivation and action which is to live as one, with no boundaries created by religions and countries and social structures. John Lennon was smart dont forget. Imagine. Just imagine and then when it is time to manifest, dance the dance you need to dance to help manifest it. We are one. When we behave as one, create as one, the energy of togetherness will be so fulfilling it will naturally be the magnet we have all been waiting for. We have a playful mission. Computer artists can create connections between the people with the internet. Music makers, fire jugglers, animators, graffiti artists, t-shirt makers, costume designers, actors, dancers, can unite the genius to create human art of Olympic (or Galactic) proportions, free of charge, without notice, without money, with pride in unity.

Gathering the Tribe

One world. One love. How is it possible to consider? The people of the world are so dispersed. Mostly it is true. But that very split has caused a trend of the opposite. The further apart we become the closer we want to become. The fruit of that desire has manifested, in one way, as the Rainbow Gathering. Since its conception after the Woodstock festival, there have been hundreds of festivals under the all are welcome rainbow flag. Conscientious guidelines are set in vision councils which give the foundation of the festivals an Earthfriendly, people-sharing, vibration. Due to this effort by volunteer organizers the gatherings host strong community feelings. The idea is simple. You find a location off the beaten track; a forest, a desert, preferably with water supply (otherwise running back and forth with tanks apply). You make a kitchen area, a main fire area, and invite people to live together for one month. Requested of the people is no electrical appliances, phones etc, no hard drugs, no vehicles on the site, there is usually a welcome centre and car park a distance away. The festivals not only provide for a months entertainment, enjoyment but really bond people with each other and with nature. There are always problems of course, because you are a group of people, with eternal life-problems at hand, stripped naked and revealed. Internally many people go through big processes in the festivals and externally there is always some saga, someone getting crazy

or police arriving to disturb the peace. What is missing mainly in the Rainbow is a head, someone who unites all the tribe, a father and mother to focus the children. Somehow, we concluded that a tribe doesnt need a head. But there is nothing wrong with a head if it is wise. In fact a body cannot do anything without a head. The shaman, guru, chief were the heads of tribes and respected by all. Talking circles led to decisions, and tribal people felt protected and united. In the Rainbow, because of the philosophy of equality and spontaneity having egoistic followers it is difficult to organize. The male ego is a problem. The male ego cannot stand seeing another male in the centre so if there is no shaman then it is difficult to organize spontaneously. The female ego appreciates the service of creating stability. It is the misunderstanding that leadership and organization have anything to do with hierarchy. We are one. There is no hierarchy. But there needs to be organization in creation. Rebellion from society causes anarchy and anarchy doesnt create community. Without positive roles in positive action we will never supersede this organized system called Babylon. Due to no centre, at the end of each meal in the Rainbow different people would come around shouting their requests for you to help in their project; collecting wood, cooking, building a tee-pee, making a work shop etc. It is like watching the advertisements on T.V. There was a fight for energy instead of all members of a group serving all projects. If everyone understands the whole plan, then you can see together what energy needs going where. Then you can work in the garden knowing your brother is

working in the kitchen and your sister is preparing a ceremony for the evening. In tribal consciousness each person works for the whole. And where there is organized work there is a lot more play, and a lot more spontaneous fun! Society is the social structure of culture. We need a beautiful society not a lack of one. When things get ugly you want to go far away from them. After a lousy boyfriend you may hate all men, but all men are not so bad! In fact, the dream of the perfect man may become reality. The dream of the perfect society may become reality. It is up to us. I envision a Unity gathering, taking the education seriously. Imagine, one hundred people, no more, no less, together, for 28 days. In the beginning there would be acquiring of duties - so all may relax completely knowing the other 99 parts would provide efficient energy in constructing a temporary tribe. We could have builders of beautiful natural homes teaching this art. Permaculture experts, herbal medicine healers, masseurs, meditators, craftsmen, tantrics, musicians all teaching and leading each other in their own given workshop space. Talking circles would be eloquently conducted, with everyone absorbing the sharer. Such events, attracting strong individuals, could be organized all over the world. We can also make a film of the event so the world could benefit. I am not against technology while it is necessary for the benefit of nature and mankind. The Unity gathering is not to oust the Rainbow tribe, but rather to take the Rainbow ideal of natural tribal living a step further. We need to grow, advance in consciousness and not get sentimental about

past creations which produce further beautiful creations.

Prophecy 2012
The last date in the Mayan Calendar is 21/12/12. Much speculation and prophecy surrounds this date. The feeling amongst the people who feel the new age is coming is that 2012 is going to be the year of significant change. This timing coincides with other prophecies of other cultures and also with astronomical research and logic. If you look at the rate of growth of industry and technology (materialism) and also spiritualism, it fits an exponential growth curve. Everything grows in multiplication like this, including ignorance and consciousness. On 22/11/07 there was a small earthquake in Tel Aviv. On this day in Tel Aviv I was writing pages for a website similar to this writing. As I began to explain exponential growth of consciousness, I drew a 45 degree angle with the time line as base. Where the line touches the curve is the point where time and change move at the same pace. That point, I realized, was that very day. Thus we were entering a new energetic climate where change is faster than time. I stepped outside and noticed the colours were different, the energies, the vibration. Friends noticed too. 0-45 degrees = beginning of time to 22/11/07 and 45 degrees to 90 degrees = The Revolution Period, where we are now. This period will last only five years, and change will be greater in that time than the rest of history. All this goes to illuminate the fact that right now everything is possible. It is difficult to foresee exactly where these five years will bring us. I know one thing. It will be light. The darkness

will grow and defeat itself. The light will grow and redeem itself. At the end of 2012 we will enter a new level of united consciousness. At least it will begin. The darkness may take out a big percentage of the population. But there is nothing to fear, because if you are reading and believing you are probably ready for the paradise, and if not, I am wrong and there is nothing to fear. Plus, there is no death; only life, here or anywhere else. The prophecy is for here. The Hopi tribes predicted that a new tribe would emerge from the chaos of our times. It is quite clear to see these people amongst us. We know who we are. The shepherds at least! There are shepherds and there are sheep. A lot of sheep will come with the shepherds. They may not know that yet, but simple people will uproot easily from this nightmare. Now, we should unite more clearly so others may recognize us, and themselves in this glorious time. The new age will come soon, but not overnight. It is not something to wait for but create. As we move into further spiritual heights our divine creative powers will help concentrate and speed up the unification of mankind. It starts now. Small. A domino effect of people deciding, Im in and then energy will come to really create our destinies. Before 22/11/07 I noticed how my desire and the fruit of my desire were becoming closer. Then, after this, the fruit was coming before the desire had struck me. As if God was planting exactly what I needed in front of me before I was aware I needed it. The divine is giving more than you are taking. Opportunities are now being given. The universe, when it seems to be smashing your ego, is actually

the divine creating space for love. When we see it how it is then we accept the sculpting of the creator. Then we become hollow and our own pure desires will shape our eternal destiny. It is our time. Money and time are to be replaced by love and timelessness. It is the end of time. Not the end of the world. We must learn to live in a new way, an eternal way, which means a natural way, full of love.

Part Two Self Love

Ladies and Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space
We are observed in space and time. We are observers in space and time. If we want to know reality we must always see both sides of the coin. The mistake of seekers of truth is to always try to limit truth to one thing when truth is always two things. Opposites. We are the created. We are creators. We are loved. We are the lovers. We are free. We are fated. Our perception accords to where we are. In this human body we are in the middle of the universe. One of our days is like years to an ant yet one million of our years is a second in the life of the celestials. And the celestials one hundred years is a blip in comparison with eternal time. Here lies the fault of all seekers. Comparison. There can be no comparison in reality for in reality everything is different. Everyone will give you a different truth. We should stop striving for truth and concentrate on experience. Whether you are an ant or the Divine Lord in Eternal Heaven experience is experience and experience is either pleasurable or not. Scientists are always measuring but never consider themselves as the measured. How can the measured really measure because the measured is just floating in another test tube? We have no firm ground for measurement. We have no tangible grasp of how high or low the heaven is above us or hell is below us. We have time. But time is an experience. It is nothing solid. It is completely subjective and therefore it may move fast, slow, or stop. Space is the same. What we consider solid is only solid because we are

solid. Once we become light we will consider it light. Once we become love we will consider it love. Once our experiences changes, so time and space will also change. It has started to happen already. To those who have brought themselves away from the obligations of a time and space world, the experience of time and space is much different. You can do so many things in such a short space of time. Or you can feel two minutes to be an age. All that is true is that we are constantly here and it is constantly now. There is also there and then, but that is also experienced by yourself as here and now. In Bhagavad-gita Krishna says I am in control of remembrance and forgetfulness. That means if he likes he can erase your history from your mind and give you remembrance of something millions of lives ago, as if it was yesterday. Then who are you? It is crazy. Only the patterns keep us sane enough to establish roles by which we can experience relationship. This is the mercy of the Lord. Otherwise, we are merely blips of energy which contain existential information. This is the truth. We do not have boundaries. Yet our boundaries are our gift from God. Without them we cannot love. Without the programming of boundaries of space and time we are unable to love. Ultimately we are love. But that is not enough. To be loved and to be loving is the great gift of life. Which is why God put us in these machines. By giving us these bodies and ideas we are able to do something with what we are, love. This is amazing. It is a mistake of scientific thinkers that enlightenment is to get back to the initial state of being love without boundaries because having boundaries is not a boundary to love. In fact only when you have

these boundaries of space and time, a body and mind, can you relish the sharing of love. Otherwise we are one. And if we are one what are we going to do with each other? Nothing. There is nothing to do. By finding existence in its essence you have wiped away existence altogether. Nirvana. Well done. Now what? But God is smarter than you. He has already designed a wonderful package, a playstation for his blips of energy. It is the human consciousness. The human consciousness is not meant for finding its origin, it is meant for finding its lover. When you find your home you will want to leave again. When you find your lover you will be eternally satisfied. As blips of energy we may be energized by a power station, with which we are eternally connected. Just as space and time may be subjected to magic and miracles, so may everything else. We are only power sources. We are the empowered. Knowing this we may understand there is no limit to our power, yet there may be limit. Allowing the paradox creates an opening for the Supreme Energy to endow you with its opulence of strength, beauty, wisdom, renunciation, wealth and youth. One man may do the work of a thousand without effort. One man may attract the quantity of lovers of a thousand without effort. One man may enjoy the wealth of the world without money, for money is not the point. Money is just an imaginative number. I have lived without money for years but I eat like a king, food cooked with love, by different people, everyday. Money is not moving anything. It is apparently like this in the consciousness of money people. But on a higher level there are magicians who know that it doesnt mean anything. For them life is magic and magic is the highest commodity which cannot be bought by dollars or pounds.

The only real meaning of existence. The only truth of life worth knowing is that we all want to be happy. And it is possible for everyone to achieve. We are power. We are empowered by another power. Once one becomes surrendered to the higher power, one becomes utilized in the service of the higher power and thus the higher power serves you the higher power. You are the flute whose sides become touched with the breath of the flute-player, and that experience fills you with bliss which keeps you empowered to offer your power to the higher power. That power is love. An unlimited phenomenon which may enter your limited matrix and make you never want to leave.

The Mood of Devotion

Everything you do, do it with love. Before you change the world first you need to change your self. It is true. So what is that change that needs to take place? It is to understand the self, the whole of the self, the body, mind, soul and super-soul, and the working relationship between all parts. It is to understand the meaning of life for if you do not know the meaning then you cannot move to attain the meaning of life. The meaning of life is love so all of life should be a continual development of love. Our intelligence should understand love, our mind should be full of thoughts of love, and our body should be loved and ready to love. Thus our soul will feel love. When our soul feels love we are ready to enter the drama of life, in love. We are constantly in a drama. You cannot separate yourself from your drama. Therefore your self and your drama should be united. Your life should reflect the love that you feel

inside. In this way, you act out of love, and to increase love, for your self, the other, the father and mother. The desire to change the world therefore is concomitant in understanding the desire to change ones self. In one with the desire to develop love in the self is the desire to change the world. They are not two separate things. Changing your self is part of the drama. You still have to do something even if that thing is becoming good at not doing anything. In the past yogis have struggled for ages for silence of the soul, to be able to perceive the divine in the heart. The divine is there but the heart is not stagnant. It is denying the self to strive for silence when the heart is naturally singing. Therefore the real way to change the self is to listen to the song of the heart and consciously bring your self in tune with that song. That song, your own individual melody will naturally bring happiness to the self and all those that come in contact with you, and especially when you come in contact with those who are also aware of the melody of their own hearts. This is yoga. Union with the divine! In that union there is a further union as you see divine in all and unite melodies to create a symphony. That is how the world changes. Because in understanding the heart, in listening to the heart there is spontaneous love for the earth, and for all people. Therefore when you look at the world you feel compassion and desire to create the most beautiful environment. In passion, you move into action. That action is bhakti-yoga, union through devotion. To tune yourself is difficult because you have no measuring device. The ego which is the vibration taking you out of tune is so deep that it is making the tuning. Therefore to be with those who are in tune

with themselves is the best way to get in tune with the self. That is the real role of spiritual teachers and disciples. You tune the guitar to the expert pianist. You dont become the same instrument for each person is a unique instrument, but you become tuned in to someone tuned in. Then we are all in the same key and can create improvised or orchestrated music as we please. In creating a revolution it is important to listen to the heartbeat of the revolution. Though there are thousands of light-workers on the planet, becoming in tune with their selves, the change will come when they all tune together. The only way to do that is by taking one tuned instrument, and tuning in to him. It is simple. But in practice it is the most difficult thing to do. Because who shall it be. Who is the most in tune with love the self, the planet, God and each other? It takes one to know one but if there is someone who is the one then how can anyone else know who that one is? This is the catch. Once we solve this puzzle the revolution will come quick. Spiritual gatherings attract many selves who are almost in tune. People collected together in heavenly environments, most with the same ambition of a natural society and a future full of devotion and celebration, a philosophy of equality and an air of excitement for the unity which everyone can scent. But still, what happens? The almost-in-tune people, because they are almost in tune, start to listen to other peoples slight out-of-tunedness, a result of being slightly out of tune. There is conflict at the top. At the top of the mountain of enlightenment is a final conflict stemming from pride which provides an obstacle in going the whole way to the top. On the top is love. Love is the highest enlightenment. And for love you need to surrender independence. You need to accept the hand of the lover. It is difficult after climbing with two hands up this mountain. But at the top you cannot reach unless you take one

hand away from the rock of knowledge and hold it out to catch the lovers hand. On top of the Mountain of Love is a feast. All the different flavours and tastes of human souls are united to create the feast. No one is independent there; everyone is interdependent, like foodstuff in a feast. When you arrive at the top of the mountain of love, aided by the hand of love, you see clearly the other side of the mountain. You see how small the mountain is in comparison to the whole of existence. Many mountains there are and many souls on top, witnessing the humbling experience of unconditional love. The soul has to give up conditions, reasons, expectations, and the soul has to give up attachments to immoral behavior and moral behavior, which means giving up attachment to material conceptions of good and bad, and understanding love, let it take you on its path. The path of love is not your path. It is loves path. You are to lose independence completely in the path of love. And love will smash your own idea of the path of love so you may become free from obligations to anything else. On the top of that mountain with lovers of love there is no longer independence or dependence, there is only interdependence, a naturally sustained play of love where all are kings and slaves. The last part of the journey to the feast is where many people are now, whispering to each other that there is a feast ahead, they have heard about it now as they can hear those on top of the mountain. All that is left to do is give up the ego completely and allow love to physically take your hand. That hand will belong to a person, and your ego will erupt at the thought of taking it, because in your philosophy no one is higher or lower than you. All is equal. But in the land of love, all feel equal therefore sometimes they feel

special and sometimes they feel insignificant, sometimes they feel like the king, sometimes the beggar, but always there is love. If there is really no hierarchy then there can be leaders, controllers, organizers, because all know that it is a play, and actually, in truth, all are equal. The philosophy of equality is a very deep and subtle pitfall. Because people will shout at you, get back in the circle. Dont enter the middle of the circle, dont eat before me, we are equal. The religious Rainbow followers keep an eye on those who leave the circle to pull them back. The circle is like the box and therefore the free love and expression of it is religiously contained. The soul is free. Real equality, which has humility at its core, is allowing the specialty of everyone when it is expressed through the following of divine inspiration. We are all equal means we are all special. So if at one time someone wants to lead the orchestra or play improvised melodies. If you make melodies without tuning into the orchestra then it is a disturbance so sensitivity is required. Sensitivity leads to freedom. One who realizes equality sees no difference between one in the middle and one on the edge because for him there is no circle like there is no box. We live in a multidimensional play, accepting all polarities as one. This is the journey of the self. The work has to be given up, the tools you climbed to the top of the mountain can be abandoned. The sadhanas, the processes, the ideas of freedom even have to be given up so you may reap the reward of all these things. Accepting this paradox you will surrender and go through to the naked self, be pulled to the Mountaintop feast and join in the celebration with people who only love. Then you can truly relax. And in that relaxed state you will meet the Ultimate Expression of Divinity.

Obliged to the Self

Surrender, trust, open up and let go. It seems like you are giving away your self, but actually, by this mood of devotion you find deep happiness inside yourself. You find your self, that person who you really love. Our potential is love and love is available for all. There is a way to achieve this potential and this way is 1) the same for all 2) different for everybody. It is the same for all because devotion is a mood which will give the same result to all. It is different because in devotion each individual has an individual character, skill, art, dharma. Being obliged to the self means to be true to ones own deepest character, which is achieved by devotion. To be true to one's self is to act according to that deepest character. That character is one of a lover for one with love is a lover. Therefore to be true to oneself is to be completely self-centered and completely selfless simultaneously. They are not different things. If one is obliged to the self one will be selfless in character. When one becomes selfless in character, the self will be centered, happy. One who is selfless and happy feels happy in witnessing someone elses happiness. Thus one enters the spiral of unending happiness. To be selfish and accumulate possessions is ignorance, and not real self-centredness. The self has everything and needn't accumulate anything. The body, the mind, the ego collects in fear, possessions to feel more secure. But the self is ignored. The self needs only love. It needs to love and be loved. Everything that is required by the body and mind is obtained once the self is loving and loved. And once the self is loving, the self will be loved. Therefore, to love oneself and to love others is the same, for the external universe is a reflection of the internal universe. If you do not love your self how can you love anyone else? Love your brother like you love your self. It is obvious that in the beginning to

love your brother you must know how to love yourself. You must know your own passion. You must be obliged to the self to help anyone, to serve anyone. Once you become a king you may serve everyone as kings. Israelis are a good example. They are naturally like kings so when you are in their home they tell you it is your home, Feel free, feel like a king. Whatever is in the fridge is yours. In India they may beg you to stay in the house. If their internal consciousness is similar to that of Narayana they can receive you like Narayana. Then you feel home. What is mine is yours only two hundred rupees a night. The extension is modern one. So we have a duty to be loving, for our self, for other selves, the planet and the universal spirit, God; which means by acting in our dharma we will provide happiness for the self, others, the universe and the universal spirit, or self, brother, mother and father; self and family; family. We are a family. It is impossible to be obliged to the self and family while existing in a society that puts money above love. Obliged to money to survive, the self is not experiencing its potential and so the family does not feel its potential as a family. What is therefore necessary is to create a society based on love, so that each member can find the self and act in full love, to achieve internal happiness, and together, utopia. It is difficult to play in the money system. It will be easy to work in the love system. We must create a new way, otherwise spiritual enlightenment, and self-realization; in a word - love will remain a pipe-dream. There are groups with loving ideals but a group with a limit in members, with a boundary wall, is not extending itself to the whole. And the family is the whole. Once a group of

souls are living as a loving family, open to all to join in the creation of a perfect culture, there will be happiness within that family, a happiness which will grow as the family expands. The whole world may belong to an intimate loving family! So how can this awareness practically be applied in our lives, now? Take a look. What is your goal? Is it money or love? Millions of people spend their time in useless university programs learning how to capitalize on others to make more money. Hiding behind subject titles, this is the main purpose of universities. Even when a person realizes this is what it is, and even when the person doesn't want to do it, parents and society, in fear that the future will not be secure, pressurize the person. It is a big fucking irony that love will never die and money is on its last legs and those who fear for security opt for money and not love. I understand why this is. There is no love system. It needs creating. You will be happy to know that from this moment forth, the most ideal system of love is in creation and you can give your energy towards it. You may work and play according to your deepest character and be completely happy. And secure. You are guaranteeing security by surrendering to love. You are not guaranteeing money. You are guaranteeing happiness. Money is not happiness. Money is not security. Love is happiness. Love is security. We may study. But study to be learned so you may give your learning to others. Study that which is necessary for body, mind and soul. Study the plants and their powers to sustain health, cure diseases and increase perception. Study farming in ways that are sustaining the planet! Study building, cloth

making, pot making in ways which do not disturb the Earth. Natural. Ecological. It is not talk, or fashion, but necessary. Study yoga to enlighten, tantra to enjoy, music and dance for love not money. Money may come but it should not be the goal. Are you working? To survive or create space for love? Computer expertise is necessary in the changeover, in the period of transition, if not later when communications become once again flesh-to-flesh; when we become sensual, sensitive and spiritual. Do you belong to a group created for something other than love? Why? You are not obliged. You are free. Your country is a lot younger than you. It has been created by killing. You have been created for loving. You are eternal. Your country is temporary. The land is sacred, worshipable, but not the flag. The flag will change colour time and time again and men will die over the colour of a flag. We are not obliged to temporary things. We are obliged to eternal things; Self, God, Universe, family. We may have penalties for not obeying temporary obligations but this is part of the shit we are in. Killing each other to make a few rich guys richer. Years ago we have invented cures for cancer and aids. Years ago we have invented ways of burning water so we don't need to extract oil from the ground. We devastate forests, and change the weather with false clouds. And the leaders don't stop the fight against the planet. We are serving these people. And thus, we do not feel bliss. A few people may creep out of the system, become hippies, vagabonds, ascetics, gypsies, but it is not satisfying. We want to be together. We want peace. How long do we have to wait for leaders to even attempt to solve the problem? THEY DO NOT CARE. It is time to act according to love and its law.

The family will be happy. Together we will dance, unite, create a simple utopia, and each find our piece in the puzzle. We are not going to create protests, riots etc but when numbers are big enough we may step out of the system together, as skydivers holding hands jump after the count of three. To stir up the love we should celebrate this life. The solution is celebration. In celebration there is ecstasy produced, and in ecstasy there is no judgment because you love everyone. Everyone appears so beautiful when you are in love with life. It seems nothing needs to change, but that is because you are in the perfect act of producing change. In celebration we guide each other into love. This is the answer to all the problems in this world. We know it. To hear it again may sound tiring but I write merely to inspire the action. It is time for action. Either that or chaos and catastrophe which will arise from the lack of action will create lawlessness. Let the revolution come first for the sake of everyone. One day leaders will shout 'fire' and no guns will sound, for we are holding them. The leaders hold phones, and phones can only carry words of suggestion. It is time to ignore bad advice and embrace good advice. Once we open up we make it easier for others to follow us. Shepherds will unite first. Sheep will follow. Once a group jumps from the back of a plane and forms a spiral of divers in the sky, the next group will be inspired and jump easily. Once a few brave souls, pioneers, dance in mud in the city centers, the dance-floor will fill, and all will let their hair down. Freedom. There are 2 steps to real freedom.

Step 1 - stop abusing life Step 2 - start using life Step 1 involves getting out of the shit, taking energy away from a destructive system. Step 2 involves utilizing your self, for the sake of love and its absolute solution. Once you have surrendered to yourself, given your self to your self, vowed to love your self, uprooted yourself from temporary obligations and attachments, then you can work on perfecting your life by understanding who you are, what divine instrument you are, and how it is played.

Amnesty of the Self

The soul is naturally free. In love there is freedom therefore the soul looks for love. If it doesnt find love it feels trapped, imprisoned, and tries to find freedom in violence. The cure for the disease of man is amnesty, forgiveness for past bad activities which is a part of love which then tunes the eye into seeing the pure potential in all, even if that potential has not been reached. It starts with the self. We are our own biggest enemies because we punish our self in the courtroom of our minds. We do not allow our self to be our self. Society, religion, family and our own concept of correct behaviour have established patterns which we believe we must adopt to be right-eous. If we cannot live up to these etiquettes we feel bad, we feel, unclean, shameful, guilty. We are sinners and are punished by our own self. Once we accept our self as it is, with all its symptoms of life, with all its apparent flaws, then the flaws will not be flaws but ornaments of the liberated soul. And just like a child you will be sometimes

angry, moody, aggressive, impolite, sexual, spontaneous and free. If we believe that to be angry, aggressive, sexual, is to be a sinner then we convince ourselves that we are sinners. Then we go to church and they will confirm it for you. Then you think, so, what can I do, I need to get out of the courtroom, so you adopt unnaturally high levels of anger and violence and sexuality. The wars in the world come from unnatural repression which come from concepts of right and wrong. The child doesnt punish him or herself. The parent punishes and teaches the child how to judge the self and others, how to imprison everyone. In that prison you become acclimatized and live a life imprisoned. Or you want to break free, so you seek freedom in extreme behaviour, which gives the sense that you are above law. Children in India wrestle in the sand, fighting all day. Indians when they grow dont have a fight in them. If there is a problem they fight but it is not an ego fight, just some external dealings. After the fight the two can still sit side by side. It is amazing. They are not afraid in India. It unsettles people to have adults staring you in the eye. They are not afraid of themselves, of you, of life, of anything. Yet, they are not satisfied either. The culture has not admitted romance. It is half-truth. There is no sexual freedom so there is so much rape. Because there is no acceptance of nature. It is a repressed society. Just as America represents freedom with no culture, India represents culture with no freedom. They have to be brought together - the culture of India and the freedom of America. (Not that there is culture and freedom really, but the ambition exists.)

In the future we will not need prisons and mental homes because a healthy culture will contain no judgement, just love. There will be no need for Burning man because life will be spontaneous and free, and it will be organized in such a way that we will not need to kill anyone, rape anyone, steal from anyone, condone anyone. We will not need catharsis because we will cry and laugh and play and fight and scream and dance like children who live in constant catharsis. At the same time we will live in a culture designed with wisdom. Wisdom with a child like spirit will the cure the disease of mankind and prevent it reoccurring, once real wisdom is permanently embraced. So, in love of yourself, forgive your self for the past and allow your self in the future to move how you feel. But first relax, breathe, meditate and find that satisfaction in the soul, which is existential bliss, experienced without any aid from outside. Once you are happy in being, free from desire of excess and denial, then do what you like and allow others to be and do what they like. Once you reach this perfection you will see perfection in all. You will witness all imperfections but you will concentrate your vision on the pure untainted loving heart of everyone and everything. This is more than enlightenment; it is enlovement. Light sees everything that exists. Love sees beyond the present existence and into the potential which has not yet manifested. Therefore the vision of love usurps the potential for love.

Actors and Reactors

What does enlightenment mean? It means to realize how light works and then work with it. No longer

reacting to the fruit of past actions but acting in sat, cit and ananda, eternity, knowledge and bliss, we transcend. We are actors not reactors. We go beyond reaction and into action. Once you go beyond karma life becomes a lila, a play. In that play you can decide how to behave. The secret to gain this power is surrendering to the energy of love. Otherwise you remain in samsara, the causal world of action and reaction. So, by being a slave to love, you become a creator of love. When you are a creator of love you are an actor in the play of love. On the way to being an actor, you become a witness; a witness of your self, and a witness of your lovers love. In witnessing your soul you can begin to play with that love of the lover. There is no lack of energy for someone acting in love. On the way to the highest love there are lessons and challenges. You get the opportunity (open portal for unity) again to play life in the sweetest way. Once you become an expert you will attain a level of consciousness which will enable you to do exactly what you want all the time, and that will ultimately please everyone and everything. Karma will come as Krishna keeps our karma so we may undergo life experiences as a model for growth. But when reactions come we can now transcend the cyclic pattern of reacting to those reactions by acting with love. By this method we not only transcend and avoid the negative spiral, we create a positive spiral, affecting the whole universe. The movement of the butterfly creates the tsunami. The act of love sends shock waves in the ocean of karma. Hell will be on its knees when the butterflies begin to fly.

A Choice
Knowledge of the way things work helps us to create what we want to see. Fortunately, this ancient knowledge is being received again. It is a natural cycle. When the consciousness of the world plunges into ignorance, which produces greed, envy, illusion - it eventually leads to disgust. This disgust is the catalyst of inquiry. Who am I? What is the meaning of this life? How can I be happy? What am I supposed to be doing? How am I supposed to be living? You ask, the universe answers. With this information you become aware of the power to control your own destiny. The game is not over. There is a process of purification. What we desire is largely reaction to what we are receiving. This is karma and we have lifetimes of karma accrued. We have the desires of others who manipulate us, the natural movement of the sun, moon, stars and planets, which effects our consciousness, and above all, the Supreme Consciousness, the Generator, Operator, Destroyer God. We are parts of the Whole, individual units of energy paradoxically able to experience the infinite. If we want. If we focus on love. We have choice. Without choice there is no love. Love is an offering. If life were automatic, without the need for conscious endeavour, it would not be love. A pre-requisite therefore, for love, is the choice not to love, not to offer. It is our decision. If we love, we become sensitive and accept the energy of love, which will guide us into happiness. If not we create plastic. So God is not to blame for this plastic life. He had a choice; to give us choice or not. Non-existence or existence/choice. Existence and choice are inseparable. Now with that existence, with that choice we are free to create.

We are not alone. We are we. We are many. This is another ornamentation of life. Millions of creative units, dumped on one planet. For what? For survival? Yes, but as humans we are not merely satisfied with survival, there is room in our hearts for something more. Love. If this is not satisfied then we create war. As humans we have a natural dissatisfaction with basic survival that is designed to create the impulse for fulfilment which comes actually from love, but being unfulfilled leads to greed, which leads to war. So in one sense, when God created the space for love, he also created space for war. He created the space and then came and told us what to do with that space. We didnt listen, so we filled it with kama, desires for ego-gratification. A world of many ego-gratifiers produced hell. A natural human being is full of love. If there is no love there is exploitation. If love is not experienced we go against each other and nature. The solution therefore is not peace. There can never be peace without love, because naturally a human being wants to fill this space that God designed for our fulfilment. And the duty of human life is to fill that space and achieve a love divine. Now, if we can create hell by exploitation we can also create heaven by love. Individually anyone can do it. But collectively, this is Utopia. Collectively makes it easier for all. Imagine ten little beings in a box with ten grapes. They can do three things. 1) Share the grapes evenly. 2) Fight over the grapes. As soon as one takes two there is a struggle to survive (and because no-one wants less, others will try to take two or three, and leave the rest fighting to survive). 3) Crush the grapes, make a wine and party! Greedy units created a struggle for the rest. This is our world. In our apathy, we accept it, we even give

more power to the greedy by supporting their greed. The most greedy are full of intelligent ideas how to take your grapes without you knowing, which is why they disguise themselves as people who are giving grapes. This is the predicament. What can we do to experience the units united in love, drunk on life? Simple. We take a little space and create abundance. Then share it and experience the bliss of this exchange. We separate ourselves from the greedy and create a new system, where we share. And then we invite people to the party. It will taste so good in a human race after time in a rat race that greed wont enter there. Because love will satisfy the space in the human soul! A new culture will emerge. Units create this understanding, the meaning of life and how to extract the nectar from it. An alternative from the struggle is being created. You may choose. Greed (rat race) or Love (human race). At present the new culture still needs to associate with the old culture to acquire land and materials, but in a short while the new culture will be independent and exist by harmonious relationship with the Earth. Trust The choice to accept an idea comes from trust, or faith. The world has come into the condition it is in

because we trusted someone who convinced us of an idea. Maybe we dont personally trust in this society. Maybe we just dont see any alternative. Maybe we dont trust in religious societies either and are wondering just who can you trust? First we must trust in the self. We must trust in the justice of life. Everything is just. Everything is science. If you do not believe that everything is just because you see an innocent person attacked, and killed and maimed, then the conclusion will be injustice, and if there is no justice then this life is totally out of your control. In that mood you will resort to a smash and grab lifestyle, thinking there is no penalty or reward for negative and positive mood and action. If one can understand karma and reincarnation then one can understand that what we see in this world is a reaction of everyones past actions. Good people in this life may have made errors in the past lives. If we personally accept that then when our bad karma is fructifying we will not blame anyone else. Karma is not an excuse for more negativity. We cannot just blame the past and continue to err. We must stop the cycle of samsara by transcending the patterns and samskaras (subtle impressions which influence thought and action). When Jesus said turn the other cheek he didnt mean dont defend yourself, he meant dont continue the cycle of hate. You can defend without hate. It is not action which creates bad karma, it is mood. If you do everything with love then your life will inevitably end up reflecting that love. Once you witness the magic of love you will truly understand that everything is just, there is justice, and your luck is actually controlled by your love. It is a very basic understanding of life. I live with a three-year old Bengali girl who remembers her last

life as a sadhu. She tells her grandfather who worries about daily life that this body will be ashes but your love will go with you to the next life, so you should just love. No body has taught her this in this life. The knowledge you attain on the spiritual path never dies. We never die. Spiritual teachers teach this every time they incarnate. We should not worry. We should take control of our lives. To take control of life we must do the right thing with our trust. We can trust the society, trust our parents, trust a religious idea, trust our own idea. But if we trust the self, life will give us signs who to trust. Our own mind, polluted by egoistic desires may cheat us. If one trusts the self one may get a clear sign, this person is trustworthy. This is how you find a teacher. You trust in the teacher and are pulled to the consciousness of the teacher. If the teacher has faith and trust in the right place you will experience the experience rewarded for having the right trust in the right place. You may thus gage your trust by the fruit of your trust, which is internal happiness, or bliss. If you have complete trust in yourself you will have complete trust in life, which is ultimately trust in the universe and trust in God. It is all one. Once you have this trust you have no fear. Once you have no fear you become an expert sieve. You will detect love and invite it inside, and you will detect fear and allow it, and the representatives of it, to pass you by. We have swallowed so much fear in our lives that when it comes past us again we allow it inside again. We accumulate fear and in that fearful state we make our decisions and consequently trust the wrong people, the people who are exactly like our shitfilled self. Once we accept love, we are cleaned of the fear, and the doubt, and begin to trust in the universe. Thus our intelligence becomes sharp and we allow in only love, and escalate towards pure love, divine love.

The soul is called tatastha in Sanksrit, which means marginal. It may accept either of the two energies which approach it, maya sakti and svarup sakti. Maya sakti is illusion caused by doubt and svarup-sakti is awareness caused by trust. They are inseparable in the sense that they are in harmonious opposition. Like dark and light; when one is there the other is not. If there is a big light there is no dark. If there is a little light there is also a little dark. In the same way, if there is love there is no fear. If we accept the energy of love we will be free from illusion. Being completely immersed in svarup-sakti, we will be completely blissful. If we are not completely blissful then we have work to do. This is where we swallow the pride and by humility invite the energy of love to fill us. The energy of love vibrates in the universe, in the trees, in the ground, in the sky, yet it is distinctly present in the soul, because the soul is actively involved in loving. The universe has love. The soul loves. Therefore the soul is considered a higher vibration than the external universe. And therefore to trust in a soul who possesses love reaps a higher reward than trust in the universe. It is a dangerous game. Because the universe will never cheat you but 99.9% of the souls in this world can. It is a tricky game because the souls in this world may sometimes cheat you and sometimes not. This is why we become so cautious in our dealings that most of us dont trust anyone completely. This is the trap we are in. In the western world, so many people are afraid to step outside the door. They are afraid to let their children play with other children. This fear is the catalyst of accidents. Instead of instilling fearlessness we instil fear. How will the child grow to be brave enough to trust another soul? How will the child ever trust in love? This is the predicament. This is what needs to be changed. This is the root of any revolution. Trust.

Once you trust in love and those who have love then you will attain love and be happy. It sounds easy but there are voices of others and voices in the head that try to feed you doubt. There is a story in Panchatantra, the Indian Aesops Fables, which beautifully depicts this eternal abduction of trust. Once there was a bull and a lion that jointly reigned the jungle. They were good friends and ruled the jungle well. All the other animals were pleased with them as they distributed land and food equally. Everyone was happy; except the jackals. Despite receiving their fair share the jackals wanted more. They plotted to end the reign of the bull and the lion. One jackal spoke to the bull, my dear bull, I have heard that the lion is planning to kill you, for he desires to reign the jungle alone. Not possible, the bull replied, the lion is my best friend, go away from here. O.K. but just watch his movements, he will crouch ready to pounce, be on guard. One jackal spoke to the lion, my dear lion, I have heard that the bull is planning to kill you, for he desires to reign the jungle alone. Not possible, the lion replied, the bull is my best friend. O.K. but be on guard and see how he snorts when you next meet, I warn you. The bull and lion were sure, but, for safetys sake, they both thought, I will be a little cautious just in case. When they met the bull studied the lion, the lion studied the bull. He is looking very carefully at me today, they both thought. The lion crouched slightly. The bull slowed down. Strange, they both thought, maybe the Jackal was right. The lion crouched more and walked stealthily. The bull began to raise dust with his hooves, just in case. The lion prepared for the bull and the bull prepared for the lion. How could he, my friend, I will show him. The friends attacked each other, and killed each other. The jackals came on the scene and stole all the food. The jungle was never the same.

Argument may begin with an inkling of a doubt. The doubt snowballs and before you know it you it covers your vision of reality. From that little doubt we create wars. Once the wars start it is tit for tat. They bombed so we bomb. No one can ever remember why it started. Take the brothers Israel and Palestine, the Jews and the Arabs. Who is right and who is wrong? More to the point, how to resolve the out-of-hand situation? Amnesty. Forgive and forget. You are brothers, shake hands and enjoy your beautiful abundant country together. It is not just Israel and Palestine. It happens between friends every day on smaller levels. This doubt which creates mistrust. This ego that pollutes reality and wages a war against - yourself. Those fighting with you are manifestations of your ego. If you love you will find yourself in front of someone who loves you. If you are greedy you will find yourself in front of someone equally as greedy. Inevitably you will fight over something you could happily share! The solution is in you. The outside is just a reflection of your self! You cannot demand the face in the mirror to smile. You just smile your self! The universe is responding to you! Whatever ego you have you will see in another in front of you. Whatever love you have you will see in another in front of you. The world is just. If it seems unjust then take a deeper look inside. It is painful to admit but once you do, in humility you will swallow your pride, repent for the past mistakes, look forward to giving love and thus meet someone giving love. If you are really sincere you will meet someone with Absolute love for the Self, the Universe, You and God. And if you do not believe in God that is why you do not believe in God. If you are open for a revolution and a revelation you will meet someone who not only believes in God, but serves his love. And if you are fortunate, you will trust him completely.

Part 3 God Love

Exodus to Utopia
The exodus to utopia is a transition. We have to leave temporary obligations for the sake of our one true obligation. Yet we have to be true to our self. As our self grows towards Absolute Love, our potential, our surrender grows. If we jump too fast, in a display of surrender, we will fall into the ocean from the rope bridge between the titanic and the lifeboat. Step by step we grow, always surrendering, letting go, opening up, till our personal revolution is complete. As a unit, we do not drop what 'Babylon' is providing if we need it, accustomed to it, and have no practical, natural alternative. The future will see a complete return to nature, and the technology and equipment will become obsolete. Technology is not bad. The beautiful truth is we won't need techno toys. Considering our conscious transformation we will naturally be attracted to nature once more and be disgusted by false light, false water, false air, and false relationships once again. Our consciousness is about to soar and as it does we will unite and go into a new age of music, dance, love and living, a different age, completely embracing nature, living abundant lives, not desperate survival, which people consider when considering living in nature. We will provide each other with all beautiful modern conveniences. New age conveniences which do not disturb the self, other selves, planet and God realization. Modern conveniences are really not convenient if they pollute your mind, body, water and air. This is very fucking inconvenient and we have to wake up and understand this very quickly as part of a movement into higher consciousness. Technology is not bad. Nothing is bad. On the way to utopia we use what we need and as nature takes

over and sensitivity increases, unnatural and insensitive appliances to this universe will be naturally abandoned. It is transition and will take place in conjunction with necessity and desire. We have to be true to ourselves. And we have to grow. We have to move forward into new territory. We have to have a clear understanding of the goal, of what is utopia and we have to stick to the path. As human consciousness varies, and levels of surrender and knowledge vary, we will live in different circumstances, environments while jointly accepting the creation of utopia. This is why we will have city-dwellers, village-dwellers, community-dwellers, all part of a revolution movement. For those who are ready, the ideal may be immediately available, the utopia may exist and those surrendered to love may live together in a way others may still be uncomfortable with. The fundamental philosophy of the new age is equality, freedom to choose your reality and, as love is the guiding force, acceptance of other's spiritual paths. We are one. We are different. Together as a unit we exist with different flavours. Some may continue to call God Allah, some Buddha or Krishna or Jehovah. You may call God what you like. But, as someone who has received knowledge, I must give it. It is my pleasure to give it. This chapter is concerned with the deeper penetration into the soul which will also provide a deeper union between souls once understood. Beyond equality there is diversity. So, once through the open door of equality there is another choice. To remain in Brahman, oneness, or enter the realm of prema, intimate Love of God.

The Personal Love of God

Love has two characteristics; universality and speciality. The universality of love creates oneness in the world. Speciality of love creates different flavours within the One Love. On Earth, relationships vary in intensity and flavour. In the spiritual dimension too love varies in intensity and flavour. In Part Two I spoke of Universal Love, a Love for the Divine which is formless, nameless, pervading all religious belief and available to every man and woman on the planet without taking specific shelter of any doctrine. Freedom. In freedom we can unite as brothers and sisters and create the beautiful love revolution. We can build communities and respect each other as equals forgetting past sectarian dogmas. Personal Love however is not just something to experience with each other on the way to the Divine or upon reaching the Divine, but something to experience with the Divine. Brahman, oneness, is the fundamental experience of divinity. We can all agree on the oneness of God. And we can all disagree on the difference of God. And remain brothers. Our Mother is the same. Mother Earth. Our father is the same, but we may see Him differently. It is O.K. We may disagree and still be in love with each other. Once we agree on the oneness, we can respectfully disagree with the different forms, characters, expressions, aspects, deities, forms of God. Brahman is the ontological objective-Truth and Bhagavan is the experienced, subjective-Truth. Bhagavan is the Someone, the Personal God, the form of energy - Love Himself.

This is acintya bhedabheda tattva; the inconceivable, simultaneous oneness and difference of the Absolute Truth; the Ultimate Paradox. The ultimate philosophy is a philosophy which accepts both oneness and difference, advaitavada and dvaitavada, formlessness and form, masculinity and femininity, unity and diversity, spiritual and material, sexuality and spirituality, fate and free will, independence and dependence, God how you like to know him and God how he likes to be known. Acintya bhedabheda tattva means bothness, everythingness, and thus encompasses all thought and offers all love. One who knows this truth may agree with all, yet all may be extended to the supreme doctrine which embraces total knowledge and absolute love. All cultures may embrace the culture of love. The mother language, Sanksrit, is not an Indian language, but a universal language. Just as God is not Indian but universal and may appear in any culture. If someone is one-sided in thought then there will be argument with those on the other side of thought. There are no sides in reality, only unlimited possibilities. The possibility of God being a Sweet Person is described here, as it still remains a mystery to most. There are many forms of God as there are many forms of man. That side of the divide is as variegated as this side. The spiritual dimension is not a mere beam of light but unlimited universes. God, one, becomes God many. So how do you find your way in this saga realizing God has many unlimited possibilities? What can you do? You can pray. God, connect me with your highest Self. Then He will send you someone to pick you up at heavens gate, or the top of the mountain. All you can do is surrender. All you can do is desire Utopia and Love and then God will come and explain the dream of all dreams. The

fantasyland of the highest unimaginable love. The truth is that dream creates reality but reality in its highest manifestation is so much more fantastic than we can imagine. Therefore we need to be taken into that Divine realm. Therefore God will come and reveal Himself to you, so you can begin to desire to serve Him. Or Her. God is not just one person, but two and not two but many. However, God, being the initial source of everything, is also the initial split into two, and embodies 'itself' as 'himself' and 'herself' and thus becomes the Divine Couple. The Divine Couple being personalities have personalities, and thus have forms, minds, qualities, and dramas. To serve in this inner dimension the God and Goddess of Love is to experience the self in the highest potential, achieving the greatest ecstasy, premananda, the ecstasy rewarded by love of the divine. Of all the unlimited forms and dramas of God, the sweetest is the most human, where God, known as Krishna, considers himself ordinary and falls in love with the most extraordinary ordinary village girl, known as Radha. Spontaneous love for Radha, as she is the deepest love of Krishna, is expounded as the zenith of all experiences in the Vedic scriptures of India. This love embraces all philosophies and contradicts none.

Spontaneous Love of God

Bhakti, devotion, is of two types; reverential and intimate. Reverential devotion to Bhagavan necessitates following the required scriptural prescriptions and prohibitions. The goal of this bhakti, called vaidhi bhakti, is devotion to God in a mood of awe and reverence and is usually connected with

Narayana or Siva or Kali or Krishna in his majestic feature. The most intimate devotion to Bhagavan is towards sweet Vrindavan Krishna. It is spontaneous and requires greed to attain it. It is no coincidence that the requirement to attain the highest Love is akin to that which leads us away from Love. This is because greed in this world is the perverted reflection of the greed in the highest dimension. When we have greed to love, to serve, then it is obviously opposite to the greed to acquire, be served. To attain that greed to serve Radha one obviously has to come in touch with some information about Her and the love for Her. This is how the desire comes. This is where it all begins. Usually the desire to attain Radha-dasya, service (love) to Radha, comes about after studying the Bhagavad-Gita, following vaidhi bhakti for a while, understanding the basic tenets of Vaisnava philosophy, and then meeting a guru who has the right mood of Love of God in his heart. The only way it can actually come to you is through someone who is in the mood of Lover of Radha, because it is a mood and not a philosophy. To be attracted to the love of God due to philosophical acceptance is tenuous. Philosophy always has a conclusion and conclusions always have counter-conclusions. If you come to God because of a philosophical understanding then when you meet someone who counters that understanding your faith will waver and you may leave the path. Vaidhi bhakti which advocates the following of scripture is also weak because of because. You become a perfect follower but in following you relinquish the taste of freedom which spontaneous love enables. In Raganuga bhakti there is no because. You follow the path because you feel like it. It is your path. From the beginning there is taste which becomes sweeter as the consciousness develops. Raganuga bhakti means to follow love. You fall in love with the name,

the form, the qualities and pastimes of Radha and Krishna. You fall in love with real people and they give you inspiration how to develop your relationship with them. You meet a guru who has love in the mood which attracts you, (or upon hearing about his love you are attracted), and he gives you mantra and you begin to meditate. The chanting of the names of God are so powerful that the guru recommends you perform japa and kirtan. Japa is chanting to oneself and kirtan is chanting with out loud. Sankirtan, chanting and dancing, is the most powerful form of meditation because many people as a unit bring the energy of the Lord for everyone to experience together. The raganuga practitioner is not averse to the following of scripture or the following of prescribed beneficial practices. In fact he holds scripture and etiquette very dear. Only his faith is not based on scripture but love, therefore once he has it nothing can shake it. As the love grows then the behaviour of the practitioner becomes more and more refined and in accordance with the inspiration of his heart. Ultimately one drops all obligations and surrenders completely to love and thus ones actions become spontaneous.

The Maha-Mantra
Mantra is sound vibration used to control the mind. It is something you use knowingly to aid your connection to the Divine not something that controls you and brainwashes you as some think. Mantra stabilizers the mind and awakens the power of internal sight so one may understand the nature of nature.

Mantra enables you to differentiate between mind and soul, and then soul and super-soul. Once you can differentiate between your own soul and the part of your soul known as the super-soul, which is connected to all souls, then you can experience relationship with God. Relationship with God starts with this connection to Super-soul, you begin to have conversations with the God part of you. Hence the truths, God is inside you, You are God. Yogis following the path of jnana yoga meditate on this Super-soul called paramatma and achieve liberation. For yogis of bhakti yoga there is further thickening of relationship with the Divine. This is just the beginning. There are different mantras to connect you to different deities. The maha-mantra is so called because it connects you to the Original Personalities of Love, the deities regarded by the Vedic scriptures as the Absolute of the Absolute. In the Srimad Bhagavatam, which is the essence of the Vedas, the essential teaching is revealed. In the middle of the book it is declared krsnas tu bhagavan svayam Krishna is the Original Personality of God, and furthermore, the Love of Radha for Krishna is the highest Love. Radha and Krishna therefore are glorified as the Absolute Lovers. The yin and yang of Love. The maha-mantra has three words. hare, krishna and rama. hare krishna hare krishna krishna krishna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama hare hare Hare means energy of Divine Love, the female aspect, Radha. Krishna means all attractive, the

magnet attracting that female, the male aspect, also known as Rama, from His personal name RadhaRaman, lover of Radha. When you chant these names in the mantra firstly it cleans the heart, just as windscreen wipers clean the mud from a muddy window. Then it reveals the Divine. The process of creation is described in the Srimad Bhagavatam like this. There is mahat-tattva, the undifferentiated oneness. Manipulated by the will of God ego (ahankara) is created, then intelligence (buddhi), then mind (manas), then ether, air, fire, water and earth. Ether hosts sound; air, touch; fire, sight, water, taste; earth, smell. Through the doorway of sound therefore we go back into creation, back to the Creator. Sound is the subtlest of the gross senses. That sound calms the mind, inspires the intelligence, transforms the ego from I am purusa, the enjoyer, the served, to prakriti, I am the enjoyed, the servant. Illusion is thus destroyed and we go deeper into the spiritual realm realizing I am a servant of Bhagavan, (in my case Radha and Krishna). Then intelligence comes how to serve, then the mind becomes spontaneously attracted to that service, then the sound of Hare and Krishna will be experienced directly as God. This experience comes about due to Gods names being non-different to Himself. The same applies to His associates also. First you hear God. Then you touch God or things considered to be non-different that God like such as His land, His devotee, then you see God - directly (internally or externally), Radha and Krishna can appear before your eyes if you are fortunate, either manifest in this material sphere or they can be seen

in divine visions (sphurtis). After you have met them, then you taste them, which means you experience the taste of their character, their sweetness, and then, finally you smell them, you go into their lila, their play. Chanting the maha-mantra is not difficult. It is very simple. However, because the effect of it is a melt down of the ego by revelation of the pure uncontaminated self, we resist it. The ego will resist anything that comes to destroy it. Even to experiment with, repeating some words, even when we like the philosophy, is somehow difficult to do. We may experiment with all sorts of ways to attain ecstasy, like taking pills, smoking shit, doing hours of yoga a day, but the simplest method advocated in the Vedic scriptures for this age, the repetition of a three word mantra is somehow difficult to do. Sit down, experience the quiet and then chant, and you will find out it is not. And you will find out, without doubt, that the medicine works. You can argue all you like about the affectivity of magic mushrooms but once you take them you will have no doubt that they alter your state of perception. There is a difference between potions in this world and notions about God. God, and the mystical experience, is not mere placebo yet if one does not have faith one will not attain the pure fruit of it. God is objective. He exists. Yet He is independent and may reveal His Self and His power according to His whim. To satisfy His whim one must be open, receptive and faithful. So, it is not a projection. The power of God, and God related things, are not just powerful because man thinks they are powerful, they are powerful because they are powerful. Yet when man has faith in that power, that power can be experienced. Magic mushrooms will work whether you believe or not. Chanting will work. But there is a part you have to play. If you come to the mood of devotion in chanting then you may receive full power.

Chanting, as an act of devotion, burns away the karma stored in the cit, the subconscious, waiting to fructify as reaction. The mantra does not cloud the brain; it removes the cloud from the brain. You will not become brainwashed but you may have your brain washed. In a clean state reality is perceived and greed is over. When you have no ego then you are aware that you have all you need for the attainment of the highest actual commodity, love. Just like when you have no money, you realize there is no need for money (if you are not attached to a system creates need for unnecessary things!) The universe is providing our food for survival. The mantra quenches the thirst knowledge, and that knowledge opens the door to surrender and love. Karma is burned and lila is granted by cultured devotion. Bhakti yoga may be vaidhi or raganuga, devotion inspired by scripture or devotion inspired by love. Lovers of Radha also follow prescriptions in the scriptures because they are techniques of purification that bring you to achieving attachment to your goal. Chanting of the maha-mantra is the essential practise. Reading books that explain the form, character and play of Radha and Krishna is also essential. These books are written by elevated sadhus who are experiencing Radha and Krishna in their world and then write books explaining who they are in such detail you will think they are talking about someone who lives next door. From the ankle-bells she wears to the melody of his flute; from her best friends favourite colour to his favourite type of sweets. It is all there. So, as in all expeditions there are two things to consider - the way and the goal; the path of service to Radha, and the goal, the description of the Ultimately Fantastic Fantasy World where she resides with Krishna.

The essential, obligatory consideration for reaching the Ultimate Transcendental Abode is falling in love with someone who has experienced that Abode. The guru. You may chant Hare Krishna all you like but to go deep to attain the heart of Lover of Radha, the only way is to fall in love with someone in love with her. It is not difficult because they are the sweetest people on the planet. But it is so difficult because we are not. Their sweetness throws you into turmoil, reveals your shit, and you see in them all your ugliness. Slowly your heart melts, and then it remoulds into a divine receptacle to hold all this Divine Love. Actually, your soul starts to take a shape. It takes on a form, a sound. The guru will give you a mantra, which is the sound of your destiny. Along with a meditation he inspires in you, you begin to enter the spiritual world through trance and mercy. The guru will feed you the desire to serve Radha as his sweetness seduces you into serving him. This melts your heart to his so you an experience Radha. He is the channel which love flows through. (A deeper understanding of guru comes later in part five.) The goal of this love is love of Love Herself, Sri Radha. The essence of devotion to Radha, of course, is Radha Herself. The following is a description of her.

Sri Radha - The Goddess of Love

My mind constantly remembers that Sri Radha who wears a beautiful stripe of vermilion in Her hairparting and who has arisen from the ocean of Vrishabhanus (Her father) dynasty like a beautiful

moonbeam. Hearing of Sri Krishnas form and attributes naturally awakens Cupids aches within Her. She wears a most soft, fragrant jasmine garland within her very beautiful braid, Her large lotus eyes defeat the playfulness of wagtail birds in their restless intoxicated motions, Her captivating gait is as elegant as that of a love-stricken elephant, Her very tender vine-like arms are decorated with jewelled bangles and armlets. She enchants every young girl with Her wonderful form, Her gently smiling face defeats the moon and Her large beautiful buttocks are bound with a sash of bells. Her fabulous breasts are as beautiful as golden jugs and are covered with an embroided blouse. Her red lips incite lust in Krishnas mind with their ambrosial flavour, Her beautiful chin is beautified even more by a very captivating spot of musk and Her charming nose and Her golden jewel-studded big nose pearl bears an enchanting lustre and radiant beauty. Her body is the essence of tasty brilliant passion, Krishnas bewildered deer-like mind falls in the nectar well of her navel. The wearing of necklaces, ankle-bells and captivating earrings makes bodily lustre even more radiant and she wears a beautiful red dress. Krishna is agitated with lusty intoxication and runs down the pathways to take shelter of Sri Radhas foot soles. Sri Prabhodananda Sarasvati What I have just quoted is a description of Love. This is what Love looks like. This is the form of Madanakiya Mahabhava, which is a term to describe the highest possible level of love in all the three worlds, of which Radha, the Absolute Female, is the sole possessor and experiencer. Throughout Sri Radha is love. Her body is love. Her mind is love. Constantly she is absorbed in meditation on Krishna. She is sometimes with Krishna (milan) and sometimes she is apart from him

(viraha). In both cases she is in ecstasy in remembering him. In separation the heart grows fonder. As it grows fonder her desire to see him grows and when she sees him it is as if for the first time (purva raga). When she goes to meet him, she is so anxious to meet him that when she sees a Tamal tree, which is the same colour as him, she thinks it is he. And when she sees him sometimes she becomes disappointed thinking him to be a Tamal tree. This state is called divyanmada, divine madness. In this mad state sometimes she puts her make-up on all back to front, eyeliner on her lips, lipstick on her eyes, and then she goes out to meet him in a trance. When he sees her like this he becomes overwhelmed, she looks so crazy, yet love-produced craziness sends the heart of the lover crazy too. Thus her mind is agitated to degrees we cannot imagine. Radhas soul is love. She is manipulated completely by this love for Krishna and though she has no other thought than him, simultaneously she loves every single soul, every single cell in the universe. How one sees God, one sees the world, so for one who has divine erotic love for God, (who is actually not seen by her as God, but her dear paramour), the entire universe appears to be in love like she is. It appears to her that the bees are totally in love with the flowers, the stars with the moon, the people with each other. In fact, she feels she is the only one not completely in love; such is her paradoxical flavour of absolute love. She especially loves her girlfriends who are as dear as life to her. This relationship with her girlfriends is the highest level of friendship. Her maidservants feel everything she feels, and thus, they too are absolute love personified. As Radha is love personified, the maids are specialized parts of her love personified. In this way, she gives pleasure to Krishna from many angles, many vantage points.

The play of Radha and Krishna is the play of love. There is no reason for it. That is the meaning of lila. If you ask why is it happening the only answer is love, because the divine wanted to experience love, and it takes two to tango, therefore Brahman becomes Bhagavan, one became two. Of course, there is no becoming, because there was no beginning. Like this it is and will forever be.

Subjective Evolution of Consciousness and Form

Consciousness has form. If you live in England and your name is Carol Vorderman then you are the form of Carol Vordermanness, that special flavour of consciousness of which Carol Vorderman is the sole possessor and experiencer, and England is the environment of consciousness suitable for that experience. There may be others on a similar level actually. For within the scope of human experience we experience the same emotions through the flavour of our own individual character. If you see someone who has features similar to someone else it is because they have a certain trait or character similar to that person. Sometimes you get twins which means the karma of two souls is nearly identical so they meet in the womb. We experience love and greed and our bodies are constructed according to our consciousness at the time of death, and they also change through our life. If you could experiment and take a person and split him into two and then bring him up with different minds, they would look totally different in later life. Everyone has the chance to be beautiful or ugly according to his or her consciousness.

Radha and Krishna are 100% Intimate Love. Their forms are Love. We are a mix of love and greed. Once we rid ourselves of the greed and accept the Divine Love our body will change and become like theirs. If at the time of death we have complete detachment from this world and complete attachment to the Divine World, then we take a body in that dimension. Our body naturally resonates our consciousness. There is no difference between body and soul. The body is the shape of the soul. The soul is the essence of the body. However, if you think about yourself as an object then it is difficult to conceive of your eternal growth. You will instead consider the age of your body, where it was born, which has very little to do with you. Therefore sadhakas are told you are not the body, you are the soul, you do not age. It is true. Old people should be the happiest because they have had a long life to attain perfection. But, due to false recognition of themselves, they feel they are going to die. It is a lie. No one is going to die. If you realize this, you realize life is a continual development towards the greatest love, and Greatest Lovers. So understanding we have forever before us it is also correct to say that old people dont have an advantage. There is no advantage. We all have the same chance in this life for life is fair. It is a fact that the change in consciousness on the planet is attracting high souls with evolved consciousness. The indigo children and now the crystal children are very evolved spiritual beings arriving on the planet to help with the change over and to taste the fruits of it. They have done much sadhana in past lives. You can tell from their eyes and their auras and their bodies. It is as if angels are descending to escort us to the highest dimension. Some may be coming down from high and some may be on their way up from low. It doesnt matter, what matters is that we all get caught in an Exodus to Utopia.

Change is inevitable. The teenagers are not growing up as satisfied souls in the system. For them, when revolution erupts it will be easy to take part. They have a qualification from previous lives and they have not accrued any possessions or stagnating concepts and ideas. They are thrown into a society, which doesnt feed their soul, and the world looks to be a vicious cycle in which you have to enter to survive. An alternative will be gladly accepted with enthusiasm. So here it is! Many souls here have been in touch with Krishna bhakti in previous lives. That karma will fructify in stark realization of truth one day as it did with me twelve years ago. I see many people who have the features similar to Radha and Krishna and the gopis (their girlfriends). Because the body is a manifestation of consciousness, people who can read the body, especially souls who have witnessed the Absolute Forms of Love, can understand ones karma. Your past is written all over your body. On your palms, your iris, the moles on your body, the shape of your feet, neck, nose, breasts. You are your history. But you are not confined by it. You can change any moment. You do change every moment. The life is a growth towards love and away from greed, away from karma, action and reaction and into bhakti, devotion. If not, it is a waste of time, or not a waste, it is just time, a continuous cycle of happiness and distress, sometimes enjoying good karma, sometimes suffering bad karma. If you come close to Love, if you come close to God, you will start to attain their internal moods, their qualities, and concomitantly you will start to look like them, physically. E=mc2. What your E is like your mc2 will be like. Radha and Krishnas mc2 is so amazing because their E is so amazing. Your mc 2 is a reflection of your E. Spiritual people all look beautiful. Even their figures, their smell, their hair, everything about them. You become so beautiful when in touch with the divine. However you choose

to be, the consciousness will shape the body and the future experience; whether you become erotic nymphs in eternal heaven, goalkeepers in Wigan, aardvarks in Peru, bunny rabbits in Perth or a carrot in Kazakhstan(?) It all comes down to the science of evolution. It all comes down to you. In ignorance we are so attached to how the body appears, we forget the soul. Then we go to the other extreme, we forget the body and consider it a bag of useless bones and shit and mucus that needs to be left behind as we go into the soul. This is separatist mentality and not recognizing the present at all. If you are not recognizing the present how are you going to live in a dimension where the present is all that exists? Rather, by being completely in the present you will naturally qualify for a world that is completely in the present. Your only ticket to the divine world is realizing you are divine, this soul, this mind, and this body. If you do not respect your body how is God going to accept you into his world? He has full respect for His body. She has full love for Hers. The body is changing but it always exists. It is an eternal concept too. Once we are connected with the soul then we understand this glorious relationship between body and soul. The soul is the artist; the body is art. The way you move, the way you use it, what you create with it, how you feel the universe with it, how you dress it, how you share it.

The Ultimate Dream World

Like Radha and Krishnas bodies, their world is also eternal and made of Love. Let me explain their world. It is an eternal world appearing like a temporary world, a paradox universe. Brahman is the

infinite behaving how infinite things should, in an infinite way. Bhagavan is the infinite breaking the laws of infinity and appearing finite. Of course, this is the active side of infinity; there cannot be something outside of it. A rabbi once told me, God cannot have a body. God cannot, Ill stop you there. God can do what He likes. It is because you think the body is a limitation and you believe God doesnt have a limitation, so the conclusion from your limited brain is that God cannot have a body. But look what you can do with a body that you cant do without one. That is why God is both formless and with form. Bhagavan has many characters. Though essentially One, that One has many emanations. So why emphasize Radha and Krishna? God has many moods and many manifestations of personality, and therefore many relationships. Because we are talking about God in form, we can recognize the depth of relationship in our human lives. 1) Shanta rasa - neutral, the relationship and love you have with trees and plants. 2) Dasya rasa - servitude, the relationship of servant and master, disciple and guru. 3) Sakhya rasa - the friend. 4) Vatsalya rasa - parent and child. 5) Madhura rasa - lover and beloved. The first four you may have with God but not the romantic mood for all the Gods have their consorts; Siva Parvati; Laxmi Narayana; Sita Rama; Radha Krishna.

Wait with Krishna you can. The romantic mood is divided in two categories. 1) Svakiya - the wife 2) Parakiya - the extramarital lover In all of the guises of God He sets the standard of righteousness for mankind and shows the chastity of married lovers. In Krishnas lila (play) He experiences married life with Rukmini, but before his marriage, in his teenage life he experiences illegal love. The height of his passion is so intense that he transgresses all moral and social boundaries to love his lovers, who maybe single or married, He doesnt care. He cares for his lovers and his own ecstatic experience more than any notion of righteousness. Actually he is acting in complete righteousness and this can be realized when one dives into a deep investigation of their play, and the essential truths contained within their play. Radha and Krishna have very simple human lives. Of all the Gods They are the most human, and they are the most sweet. Their world is called Goloka Vrindavan. It is an ever-existing world. It does not die. It exists right now on a higher frequency level. As Radha is the Goddess of Love, and Krishna is the God of Love, so Goloka Vrindavan is the Playground of Love. Love has personality so there must be a place for personalities to live. There must be relatives and friends, trees, water, fire, everything. Everything in Goloka is eternal, though it appears like this world. Here we are covered by an energy called maya which covers us from the truth that Krishna is God. There, Krishna is covered by his own energy called

yogamaya which deludes Krishna from the truth that he is God. When God doesnt realize He is God then He acts just like an ordinary boy. In this way he savours the intimacy with His parts, us. Imagine a king in his kingdom who has everything. What can you give him for his birthday? How can the God of Gods be surprised if he knows everything? Krishna therefore accepts delusion as the greatest of gifts and wanders in his playground in love with everyone in the deepest way possible. This is the glory and speciality of love for Krishna, the sweetness and intimacy. In the most glorious love-affair ever, which never began, exists at this moment, and will never end, Radha, a simple, beautiful 15 year old cowherd girl, is born in Raval, raised in Varshana, and married in Yavat, to Her husband Abhimanyu. These are village in Vraja, the area surrounding Vrindavan. In the eternal world the past exists only as a memory, something like the film Total Recall. She was never born, but she eternally remembers her birthplace is Raval. Five thousand years ago Krishna brought his dimension to ours. In this worldly Vrindavan in India, he appeared and played his eternal drama. He moved through time, experiencing all ages, baby, teenage, youth, married life, and fatherhood. Those who love Krishna as a baby will behold him as a baby forever, when they attain their spiritual body, those who attract to the romantic Krishna with Radha will forever reside in that mood, in that world conducive for hosting that mood. That world is inside of us. In the super-soul and in our own soul, both. Inside the super-soul, the paramatma, you can enter deep, deep inside and find the Forms of Love. And your self playing with them. For each person there is a different God, but it is the same God, just as the same paramatma

resides in everyones heart. What you see when you go deep, is a manifestation of your own dream which is designed by you and God together. Radha and Krishna are there. Everyone will find God inside himself or herself and move inside him or herself eventually flipping to the other side of him or her self and experiencing eternal pastimes with reflections of the Absolute Male and Female Lovers, who are the Self outside the Self. Radha and Krishna is you manifested to give you the highest pleasure possible. Or, you are they; separated to experience the experience of Loving, for Loving is even higher than Love. You are one and different with God. That is the objective truth. What matters is the subjective truth. Experience. What is the greatest experience? Which matrix provides the deepest, most succulently sweet ecstasy? This is what the soul searches for. The game is not to find truth, but to find love, ecstasy. It lies in the Secret Garden of the Palace of Truth. The place where the King lets his hair down and forgets who He is! So, Radha, the Goddess of Love, has a form. She has qualities which are described by saints who have seen her in person and who know her. She is the embodiment of sweetness, sexiness, gravity, humour, trickery, honesty she has ALL qualities to the maximum, yet they increase forever, as does her love. Radha seeing Krishna falls in love. Her beauty thus increases. Seeing this his own beauty increases. Seeing this her love increases. Seeing this His love increases. And so on. When they separate it is as if millenniums go by so when they meet, even if they have been apart for five minutes, the relief of meeting is indescribable. They recognize each other but simultaneously completely fall in love with each other again for the first time.

Krishna wears golden cloth (pitambara), a peacock feather in his turban, his skin is shyama, the colour of rainclouds. He plays sweetly on His flute, which along with the incredible beauty of His body, movement and speech sends everyone in his universe crazy for Him. Especially his girlfriends in madhura rasa, who give up their chastity in the night to meet Him. He seduces all of them. He is Rasaraja, the King of all mellows, and his favourite mellow is eroticism. He is the God of Erotic Love. He knows all the arts of kama-sastra, how to satisfy the erotic heart of a woman. Radha, she knows too, how to satisfy His erotic heart in ever-fresh ways.

The Rasa Dance

Probably the most romantic, erotic and seductive happening on this planet was what in India is known as rasalila, the night of Krishnas rasa dance. To this day this one night is spoken of in stories, remembered in dance performances, and used by philosophers of love to highlight the nature of the man and woman in love. Five thousand years ago Krishna performed his eternal pastimes on this planet. In Vrindavan, India, his life is remembered every day. Whether he was God or not is one subject, but his undeniable effect on the people on the planet renders the question meaningless. If you fall in love with President of America you dont care if he is the President of America anymore! As Krishna strolled through the villages of Vraja, the area surrounding Vrindavan, herding his cows, he would play his flute. He called each cow with individual melodies. And he called each gopi, village girl. As he glanced at them, standing crooked in his famous relaxed pose, their hearts melted and at that

time he placed a mantra inside their hearts, a composition from his flute. He moved on, all around, feeling free, the king of the world, the lover of all women. He knew it, and all the women knew it. He stole the hearts of all, even the chaste girls, securely married, were captivated. The resentment towards him and his flirtatious behaviour was shattered by an affection that defeated all logic, all religious and moral thinking, and all fear. His flute-song was proud, that of a man who knows what he wants and knows he can get it. Until he came across the most beautiful girl in the area, in a village called Yavat. Radha, in love with him, but determined not to be, was the deepest. His pride couldnt capture her. Her depth was deeper than his breadth was broad. He had to resort to depth. In a moment he played the most melancholy melody on his flute. In tears, now humbled, he wanted only her, the Queen of Vrindavan. She heard his pathetic song, and it touched her, for she knew he was a king laying down his crown at her feet. He humbly moved on. The impression of Krishna remained with the girls in his absence. The sound of his flute-song, the sight of his perfect figure, the fragrance in the atmosphere at that time, were all deeply embossed upon their minds, in dreams and waking. One night, the night of the full moon, Krishnas desire to make love to all he wanted could not be checked. He entered the forest and played to the four directions his heart song. That song contained all the individual pieces of melodies related to each specific girl. The sound of his love reached the gopis ears and hearts. They immediately started to enter the forest. Some battled with obligations and determination to not be seduced, for I am married, I am married

but too much, the love they could feel melted all reason. Thus there was an exodus towards the source of the sound which made the girls intoxicated. As they arrived and met Krishna, so happy to have left everything for the sake of love, feeling the relief of this action, feeling the ecstasy as reassurance that they had done no wrong, and feeling ready to love him how he wanted, Krishna spoke to the girls. What are you doing here? Are you not supposed to be at home? Some of you are married I see. Krishnas slight mischievous smile and crooked tongue only whet their appetites. We are here now take us. What can one man do with thousands of lusty women begging for his love? It was physically impossible for him to satisfy them all. Unless he had mystic power! There are nine mystic siddhis known to yogis. Krishna, as well as the best of lovers, was the best of yogis. He knew how to multiply himself. Therefore, acting according to the desire of those wanting his love, he expanded himself so there were enough Krishnas to go around. One Krishna between two gopis he began to dance. Denizens from heaven came and played the music. The scene was incredible. But someone was missing. After a while Krishna changed the mood. He became one again and played that melancholy raga, which begged her love. The Queen. The One. Now he is calling me, she thought, what audacity he has. She continued to ignore the sound, but it was constant, it was begging, Radha, only you, only you, only you, Radha. She tried to do things around the home, making noises to drown the sound, but she couldnt. She battled, till finally she lay in a heap defeated. Dont resist her maidservants told her, Go to the forest, move towards your love. The external words matched her

internal feelings leaving no space for any other thought or action. She arrived in the forest and met with her love. Not noticing the other girls she entered the centre of the dance. How perfect they looked together. He with gold attire, she with dark blue sari. He with cloudcolour skin, she with a body of molten gold. How captivating was this vision of the perfect lovers as they both became stunned, witnessing the beauty of their perfect love before them. Paurnamasi, the Goddess of Pastimes, ordered the music to start, and Krishna took Radha and they danced. He expanded again and danced with all the girls creating a circle around he and Radha. It was the most glorious sight, the crown jewel of romantic nights. After a while Radha noticed all the other girls. She looked so deeply into Krishnas eyes that she could see them all dancing with him. How was it possible? She was dancing with him? As she looked around she saw the girls standing. Yet she was with Krishna in the centre. Krishna had come back to being one Krishna. The girls saw that Krishna was in the centre and they were thirsty for him. Radha became jealous and left the dance. Krishna, left with thousands of the most beautiful girls in existence, hungry for his love, was not satisfied. Without Radha, it was not complete. And he was not happy. She was the one. How could he do this to her? He lamented and ran after her. He found her lying on the ground crying. He picked her up and carried her for a while. As he heard the other girls approaching, for the other girls were chasing Krishna, he lay her down again. The girls found Radha, distressed. Sobbing because Krishna had again abandoned her. The girls saw that her love was greater than theirs for him and they vowed to find him for her. A search party went out and

Krishna, not far away, was found and brought to Radha. The girls found more joy in uniting the perfect lovers than in loving him themselves. Thus, they went to work, preparing a kunja, a love-den in the forest, to where they escorted the Divine Couple, for the rest of the night. Radha was happy that Krishna had forsaken all his girls to be alone with her. Krishna was happy that Radha had forgiven him and knew only his deep love for her. In such a mood of love they made love unrestrictedly to the sound of peacocks and the lapping of the rivers edge. Radha woke before Krishna. She was so happy to be trapped inside his arms. How she loved him. How she wanted to love him. It was impossible with only one body she thought. She had an idea. She crawled from his embrace and her maidservants, ever at hand, cleaned her, made her hair, made her fresh, but she was impatient. She took his flute and played, more sweetly than Krishna had ever played. The other gopis came. They had stayed together close-by, discussing the beauty of the night. They arrived and to their surprise saw Radha, standing in a Krishna pose. Krishna began to wake. The gopis saw how beautiful he looked, noticing the scars from his erotic battle with Radha on his body. Radha glanced at Krishna and then disappeared into the forest. It was enough for him to understand. The gopis understood too. As they approached him one by one he expanded and took each one to an individual universe for love.

Reality
It is a real story. Reality. Everything else we witness is a reality, a story created by our desire to

manipulate. But there can never be constant bliss till we tune in to the source of love. God is one. Brahman. God is two. Radha and Krishna. And two becomes many to create the play of love and include you in it. Krishna expanded to serve Radha who is ever expanded as the gopis. The other gopis are actually expansions of her, so when Krishna is dancing with many girls, actually he is still only dancing with her. The male expands to please the female by remaining one for the many. The female expands to please the male by becoming many to please the one. The female pleases by giving variety and the male pleases by giving stability. Both acts of multiplication are acts of compassion considering the nature of the erotic heart of the other. What is special in the pastimes of Krishna is the consciousness, the feeling that He is stealing the girls from their husbands, when in tattva, in ontological truth; he and they (she) are one. And he who owns everything cannot steal anything. But he who owns everything can also not acquire anything. He who possesses everything cannot receive gifts or surprises. Therefore to be God is a problem, an obstacle in achieving sweet love. In Radha Krishna lila, sweet love is accomplished with the aid of yogamaya, the potency of divine illusion, enabling Krishna to experience a worldly love which is deeper than any other love in this world, or the world of the Gods. For he and she, are the God and Goddess of Love. And their play is the most incredible reality.

Who are You?

Lovers of Radha and Krishna know who they are, what role in the Divine Play they play.

Who are you? What is your eternal identity in the sweetest ecstatic universe? The glory of Krishna is that you can develop a romantic relationship with him, which sets him apart from the other deities. So are you to compete with Radha? Your eternal identity depends on your practise. When you practise meditation, chanting the mahamantra you envision yourself with Radha and Krishna serving them, in your own specialized way. Here, the story gets deeper and sweeter. The love of Radha for Krishna is the highest love. But you cannot be Radha. Radha is Radha. You could be one of Krishnas other gopis but you will be left cold for Radha when she gets angry with him. The highest position is to become established in serving Radha. There are girlfriends of Radha called manjaris (literally it means bud, when the creeper shakes the buds shake!). They are 11-13 year old erotic nymphs. They are 100% dedicated to helping Radha be with Krishna. They are energetic engineers of eternal erotic euphoria. They are Radhas limbs. They are her maids, her shoulders to cry on, her legs to pull her to the forest, her mouth to give excuses why she was late bringing the water form the river! When she feels the highest bliss, the manjaris feel it too. The manjaris also feel the bliss of Krishna, for so does Radha. The manjaris feel even more ecstasy than Radha and Krishna, for they feel the love of the couple like the couple feel AND they feel it from their own separate experience of loving them too. They feel the Union of love-making though they are not actually making love. Their own allegiance to Radha stops them. They mesmerize Krishna with their

charm and beauty. Radha sometimes allows Krishna to touch them so he is turned on, otherwise they are completely Hers and they tease Krishna towards Radha with their expert erotic seduction powers. To experience the highest flavour of love of God is to accept the mood of the manjaris. In attainment of this sentiment one will experience internal bliss in this life and in the next life one will be born into the eternal drama and to take up ones eternal role of Radhas personal maidservant.

Accepting the Love

We are in a doing world, a world of reason. Therefore to lift us to a being world there are, graciously, things we may do to raise our consciousness to the level of spontaneous love. It is an argument amongst spiritualists. Does enlightenment, or divine love, come by grace or practice of sadhana. The answer as always is both. The cat and the monkey! The kitten is grabbed by the mother cat by the scruff of the neck and carried. The baby monkey holds on to the mother and is carried. So, to entice the grace, knowing that without grace emancipation is impossible, we make an effort to achieve effortlessness. We use reason to go beyond reason. This is the bridge. As one crosses the bridge from the world of reason to the world of love, progressively the sadhana is replaced by pure grace, and as one comes to the end of the bridge, one must completely let go of dependency on sadhana to imbibe the absolute mood of spontaneous love, whereby there cannot be anything other than complete dependency on the inspiration given by love. That inspiration may inspire you to act completely contrary to the sadhana you have been doing. This is the test. You can be celibate, you can fast, and you can follow everything

that religion requires from you. Now, can you leave all the prescriptions and prohibitions behind Can you break Gods law for God himself? So this is the path of sadhana. One needs to know where one is and where one is going. If one neglects sadhana one may get left behind. If one doesnt put the book down once he understands it he will not progress. This reality one should know when on the path. Otherwise there becomes the fault of overattachment or under-attachment to developmental practices. So here are the practices that entice grace. Upon receiving grace you may still follow all of them. It is not that you ever have to drop them. And grace may come in the beginning so you may never have to perform them. Love is an individual path. Saying this, here are the recommendations, which I fully recommend one experience. Encouraging these things, having witnessed their power, is merely encouraging ones transformation in consciousness.

1) Sadhu-sanga - associate with saints in the mood of Lover of Radha. 2) Saranagati - surrender to them, giving up your ego of I am served, for the ego I am servant. 3) Mantra - chant the maha-mantra. The mood while chanting will develop as your bhakti develops. In the beginning you may chant even before initiation. The mood should be a prayer to Radha and Krishna. I dont know you, but I am curious, I am open, please reveal yourselves to me. Something like that! Later you will develop a taste

for chanting and you will develop a relationship with Super-soul. Krishna will speak to you through signs in the universe. He will appear all over the place. You will wonder how you never noticed him before. Everywhere I go he is there. His picture will become attractive to you, be it a lousy Indian neon-blue portrait. It will be Him. And you will see Him. The mantra will clear your vision and help you in practical affairs, inspiring you to go the right way. If you have no pre-conceived ideas of where it will take you it will take you all the way.

4) Diksa - specific deity mantras Initiation is the beginning of relationship with guru and involves receiving mantras, whispered in the ear, connecting you to each specific deity in the Gaudiya line. 5) Siddha pranali - your personal mantra and identity. Your guru will reveal to you the details of your svarup, your eternal identity. There are eleven pieces of information to meditate on which you will experience as your dream reality. Revealed will be your name, colour of body, service to Radha and Krishna, residence, colour of cloth, names of Mother, Father, Husband, Mother-in-law, Sister-in-law along with all your gurus identity, as you will serve next to him. This is information which supports the real Siddha Pranali which is an experience given to you by Radharani herself.
One day she will look into your eyes through the eyes of a beautiful, pure eleven/twelve year old girl and you will be literally stunned. This love you will witness as unlimited, carrying with it all moods,

emotions in passion and compassion. The beautiful girl who Radharani uses to distribute her mercy through will be you in the next life. At the time of death you remember your deepest experiences, which mould the shape of your next play. It is science. Therefore your next play, if totally surrendered to Radharani will be in the body of a young girl who serves her with unlimited love. In the cit, the subtle body where impressions are stored, will be the photograph of your manjari svarup, the form of your eternal self. Ultimately the ultimate revelation of your ultimate self is as unique and beautiful as your self, and mystical miracles may render all guidebooks useless. Even this one. The future is not set in stone. Till you set it in stone. And dont worry, ecstasy melts the stone and you recreate yourself unlimitedly forever.

6) Smarana - meditation. While chanting the maha mantra you meditate on Radha Krishna Lila. There are eight specific periods of the day and in those times the Divine Couple are performing various pastimes. Understanding yourself, your svarup, you meditate on serving in your own internal body, the bodies of Radha and Krishna, according to the time of the day. In waking when they wake, at dawn, and serving them in meditation, it will be easier to connect to the meditation later in the day. In meditation, if you are waking Radha and dressing her as the day starts you will be able to build upon that meditation through the day. In the beginning it may be difficult to take the mind away from the temporary dealings in this world, but as this meditation becomes the most important obligation in life, it becomes easier to concentrate. After a while the meditation takes over and you just tune in and watch yourself serving the

God and Goddess of Love, gaining attachment and love for them.

7) Dham Darshan The land where Radha and Krishna played five thousand years ago is the place best to chant and understand the mood of the Divine Couple. It is the most powerful place on Earth. It is so beautiful. All the villages around remember the pastimes of Krishna as the stories have been passed down through the centuries completely in tact. It is as if He was there yesterday. Deeper still, He is still there today. This creates the divine awareness of home. You feel like you are not in India or Planet Earth but high on a divine pedestal that is high, yet sweet, like home. It is difficult in the beginning because the energy is so pure, again, the shit in your self rises to the surface then reflects outside and someone, something will come to annoy you. If you take it as you and go through it, and pray for the grace to stay then it will reveal its incredible sweet vibration. Of all places around Vrindavan, Govardhan Hill is the most magnificent. In Govardhan there is a village called Radha Kund which was Radhas secret pond where she used to make love day and night with Krishna. It is full of sadhus in the mood of manjari bhava. If you take bath there you will one day leave samsara for good and go all the way home, to the internal playground of Goloka Vrindavan. 8) Sravan - hear about Radha and Krishna from the mouths of devotees. In their presence or by reading books you will get a taste of the mood of Love for Radha and Krishna by hearing their glories.

9) Bhajan, kirtan and sankirtan. Singing mantras, songs, names and prayers connected to Radha and Krishna is very powerful. Sankirtan, to chant and dance in a group is the most powerful process of enlightenment of this age. 10) Tantra Tantra means sensuality. The senses are to be used to produce energy. You cannot give up using senses. Life is sensual. We should use that sensual experience to produce love. Therefore we are advised by the wise to control the senses. Control does not mean not using, it means controlling the usage so ones consciousness is elevated to a human platform and then to a super human platform. We should control the tongue by speaking words which elevate ones consciousness. We should eat food which elevates ones consciousness. We should have that sex which elevates ones consciousness. Learn the arts of living. Learn eating, learn speaking, learn everything in such a way it elevates the consciousness. In the beginning of spiritual life we should utilize the senses by engaging them in devotional service for the Whole, instead of limited self-service. We do not have to give up pleasure. There will be more pleasure in using the senses and not abusing them. Once use your senses then they will perceive more than they previously perceived. Once you have surrendered your senses to the Whole, which in the highest truth means, Radha and Krishnas senses, then the energy of body, mind and spirit will be one, and your body will feel your soul and your soul will feel your body. Then we come to understand the play of God, empathize totally with THEM and enter their dimension.
Therefore. Enjoy the art of love making with your lover. Fall in love with your lover. And understand

that this life is temporary and all relationships connected to Radha and Krishna are the eternal relationships. So your moods, emotions, ecstasies are all related to your education of the Supreme mood, emotions and ecstasies which come from service to Radha and Krishna. As the self becomes spiritualized through development of love you will feel complete satisfaction in erotic love-making, in the soul as it offers itself to Supreme through your lover, in the intelligence as it understands why everything is happening like it is, in the mind as it melts into the lover, and in the body as it feels its own divine ecstasy in every single cell. Bhakti should be performed with joy. Everyone experiences devotion. If one is devoted to the centre then all areas of ones life become perfect. We have experience of devotion, whether it be to people we admire, football teams, drugs, business ventures. All we need to do is transfer the devotion to the source of devotion, and we will experience the ecstasy of love. We will still love everything around us. The leaves will still be fed when you water the root! Everywhere you look is opportunity to love. And in that love, in premi-bhakti, every day is more magic than the last, and thus there is no feeling of regret or judgment, just a continual savouring of life. Love of God is something which doesnt come about through sadhana or practice but krpa, mercy. Mercy is enticed by practice but that practice should be in a joyful mood. Therefore if you are religious, stop it. Love is beyond religion. And Love is to be added into your cup and as it is filled then lovelessness leaves, as air leaves a cup as you add water. Devotees who have concentrated on extracting air before adding water have become vacuums. Radha and Krishna are personified love. They have no judgment. You can relax with them. They appreciate sincere lovers, who are giving

themselves in a joyful way. Joy will lead to more of the same. Love will lead to intensified love. Struggling to follow rules and regulations will lead to frustration, bitterness, and a search elsewhere for the eternal joy. God is not to be feared. He, or should I say they, are your most intimate lovers, parents and friends designed to suit your absolute needs. And as all you need is love, you will be guided by Them towards mantra and tantra to relish their love, forever.

Siva, Parvati and Conscientious Consciousness

There are two truths; objective and subjective; ontological and flavourful. Our own consciousness is affected by relationship with others. If we are attached to low conscious beings we become low in consciousness. If we are attached to high conscious beings we are raised to their platform. One with knowledge sees God in all and respects everyone accordingly. There is no difference between an elephant and a brahmana. Everyone is atma, soul. This is the fundamental attitude of one with clear vision, one with clear ontological perspective. However every atma is also conscious. One who is conscious of the difference as well as the oneness of the animated will respect according to bhava, or mood, of the observed. Or not. If one has ego, one will make mistakes in perception, seeing ego where it is not. One who is clear will observe correctly. One who himself has a high conscious level will see according to his own bhava. In this there is no harm in mistakes, for one with love sees that everyone has love. There are three levels of devotee; the kanistha, the madhyama and the uttama; the low, middle and high-class devotee. The kanistha still has incorrect judgment. The madhyama sees clearly. And the high class sees with they eyes of love. The kanistha thinks he is better than everyone. The

madhyama sees things as they are. The uttama sees things as they are and sometimes, due to love, sees everyone is better than him. It is a humility which carries a deep ecstasy. Devotion is the measuring implement of consciousness. And ecstasy is the symptom of devotion. Respecting devotion will attract the qualities of devotion to us; and also the ecstasy. Humility is the key, for by humility we can see consciousness on a higher level than our own. Without humility we can never see higher consciousness and therefore we can never reach it. In this world we must learn to recognize devotion which is not apparent from external dress because in this world those wanting the recognition of sadhu are expert at dressing and also behaving the part. Those following vaidhi bhakti may become expert in following all the rules and regulations, prescriptions and prohibitions, yet they may retain their low class ego. In raganuga bhakti there is no guide but love and love has no rules and therefore there is no external gage. Recognizing higher consciousness is a gift which comes through humility and grace. Humility is your part which entices Gods gift of correct perception. In this world we are fortunate to have with us real sadhus with real devotion to God. In the spiritual world too, discrepancy needs to be used in order to respect the higher conscious beings accordingly. For this scripture is important, for how can we discriminate between higher conscious beings? We can only see their foot soles as we look up. We may bow down irrespective of the name of God but this too reflects a level of ignorance which keeps us from real relationships with the Gods. Describing Radha and Krishna as the God and Goddess of the most intimate love I have put them on a higher position than the other Gods. Generally Hindus worship all the Gods as ways to the undifferentiated truth known as Om, or Brahman. This philosophy

is undermining their eternal existence as conscious beings which is the tattva, absolute truth. All are one, yet all are different. Siva and Krishna are non-different. They are different manifestations of the same divine principle. Yet, in rasa, they have different roles. Krishna is the ultimate resting place where souls may experience eternal love play, and Siva is the greatest Vaishnava, or servant of Krishna. To call Siva a servant of Krishna may disturb Siva devotees who see him as supreme. However, for Siva, this is the greatest compliment, for Krishna servants are seen by Krishna as superior to him, and they experience even greater bliss than Krishna himself. What to speak of Siva, Parvati, his wife, is a servant of the servant (Siva) of Krishna, so she experiences even more devotional bliss. Devotees of Krishna fail to appreciate the service of Siva and thus cannot enter the playground of Vrindavan. Siva is the gatekeeper. Without his grace you cannot enter that realm. Without connecting to Siva you cannot meet with Krishna and therefore Siva, in the form of Gopesvara Mahadeva, Sivas intimate female form, is worshipped by conscientious devotees. Expressing one-pointed devotion to Krishna uttama bhaktas, the high-class devotees, sometimes cannot tolerate any other God. It is a product of ecstatic love. If a person with this love says I dont want to see Narayana, or Siva, I only want to see Krishna, this is also pleasing to Narayana and Siva who are also serving Krishna. However, if a low class devotee tries to copy saying, I will not eat food offered to Narayana or Siva, he will offend Narayana, Siva and Krishna. In short, you cannot copy the ways of love you can only invite love in by honest humility, and establishing relationships with those with more devotion. Thus respecting a person according to both tattva and rasa one can elevate ones own consciousness to any level. There is no limit. We may play with the Gods in their world if we are consciously conscientious.

Forget God
Having spoken thus we must understand just how the deities like to be related with. Krishna, the Personality of God is so beautiful. He is not like you would expect with someone with so much fame. Though he is considered by the authoritative Vedas as the Supreme Abode of Worship, he himself declares I am not attracted to this worship of the Vedas, in fact if anyone offers a leaf or water with love, I become their servant. You cannot attain God by reverence because he doesnt like it. Though the scriptures advise you to bow down to this statue, take your shoes off in his temple, beg forgiveness for your sins etc, he himself says you can bow down for lifetimes but if you want to be with me, only through natural love can you attract me. Imagine. You invite David Beckham home for lunch. Because he is a famous personality you clean the carpets, buy some new furniture, have your kids stand with their hands behind their backs, fold your hands etc. But those who receive reverence everywhere they go become sick of this unnatural behavior. Plus, if he is of a humble disposition, he really doesnt want extra consideration. Krishna, being infinitely more famous, wealthy, beautiful and royal than David Beckham deserves all the awe and reverence one can muster, but his personality is of humility. He doesnt consider himself greater than anyone else. Even though he created the whole cosmos, he begs you to overlook that side of him, and see his human side. Once you treat him like a friend, a lover, a priya, he is overjoyed and opens his heart to you. He considers himself a loving servant. When someone so royal is so humble then there is incredible

emanating from this person. So Krishna, the person, needs to be understood. God needs to be understood. God doesnt like this label of God, just as the Queen is probably sick of people behaving with so much reverence. Imagine how comfortable she feels in her secret garden in her tracksuit bottoms and slippers, munching on biscuits, laughing with those with love around her. So Krishna loves love, love with sweetness and not reverence. But somehow this has not been understood by most. Instead people keep worshipping him as if he is royalty, people keep praying to him as if they are less than he, people keep fearing him as if he is judging their actions. Give him a break for Gods sake. He wants to play like one of us. He wants to put on the number 7 shirt and dive around a football pitch, he wants to be fed sweet rice from your hand, he wants to arouse your passion by touching your breast with a trailing hand. He is madhurya, full of sweet natural, human love. He and she. Radha is the same. So humble. So accepting of natural love. Otherwise you can come to her with riches and she will order her servants to stack them in a big cupboard with all the other reverential gifts. The Goddess of Love has her opulent side but she favors her sweet, relaxed, human side. If you knock on the palace door you can give gold and you will receive a receipt of pride for your pious deed. Or you can say I want to see my sweet Radhika and give her fruit and she will beckon you come, come and you go through the regal courtroom, into the center of the palace, into the secret gardens of Eden, where she plays with those with natural love for her. God is like this. Because we dont understand their personalities, we dont go near the palace. Because such reverence is not attractive to us, we conclude that love of God is not for us. But God is just like us.

We are just like God. Around the palace is regal hoo-ha, but inside the palace, inside the hearts of the personalities of love is only natural sweet love. I lived for a while in Vrindavan and Radha Kund, the places where Radha and Krishna experienced this sweet natural love. There is so much opulent worship there. So much fear of making a mistake in the holy place. I feel the energy, I feel her natural love and jump into her pond with joy. It is my home. She is my home, my love. And then religious people tell me dont play here; it is not a playing place. They are so wrong. If you cannot relax here, in the bosom of the sweetest, natural love, where can you relax, I told a girl, frightened she was committing offences towards God. Forget God and understand Radha and Krishna. Know them from one who has seen them and you will simply fall in love. He considers himself a loving servant. When someone so royal is so humble there is incredible beauty emanating from this person. So Krishna, the person, needs to be In approaching God in his personal aspect we have to realize his personality. Approaching any person you begin with respect and honor, then servitude, then friendship, then parental love and eventually completely surrendered romantic love. If you open a persons refrigerator door before developing closeness you need to ask otherwise it is considered offensive. If you attain friendship then that friend will be offended if you ask. It is the same with Krishna. Ultimately he will let you steal what you want and call him a motherfucker, and this will give him the greatest pleasure as such intimate behavior is naturally the most delightful. Attaining love of the Absolute you are blessed with Absolute freedom.

The Obstacle of Religion

Religious prescription is like a childs bike stabilizer wheels. In the beginning they help a child to balance. After the child can ride comfortably you take them off so he can ride fast around corners (otherwise the very tools to balance you in the beginning knock you off in the end!) It was very clear the journey, in hindsight, from greed to zero to love. The Vaisnava scriptures do not tell you it will be like this, for the scriptures are to get you on the way. The way then takes you into love. There is no need to tell you about what happens when spontaneity takes over, in fact, it is disturbing to spontaneity, it is disturbing to surrender if you are looking at the fruit because surrender is about giving up fruit. Therefore the scriptures say give up, give up. Those who need to give up are attracted to it. Those who dont are not. Many people didnt come to Krishna because they couldnt understand why he was so against sex. He is a hypocrite or something, look at His life! No, when Krishna speaks in Bhagavad-gita he is speaking to man who needs to get out of greed. When you get out of greed you do not need Bhagavad-gita Krishna. Think about it. He is going to say something to the world through Arjuna. What should he say? Do what you want? Then those with greed will never get out of it. Those with no greedy mentality dont need advise. When you are mature you naturally understand. It is not that Krishna doesnt realize sex is good. He knows very well. It is like a mother speaking to her sons at the dinner table. She has one sentence to advise all. Dont speak to strangers. It is good for her five-year-old son who walks to school everyday. And the fifteen-year-old son who is looking for work knows it is not for him, he knows she is speaking to his brother.

The wise understand that love is above religion. The Gospel of Peace of Jesus Christ by the disciple John reveals the mood of a lover of God and he is warning about the over-attachment to religious scripture. Jesus said, None can be happy except he who follow the law, and the people answered, we all do the laws of Moses, our lawgiver, even as they are written in the Holy Scriptures. And Jesus answered, Seek not the law in your scriptures for the law is life, whereas the scripture is dead. I tell you truly, Moses received not his laws from God in writing, but through the living word. The law is living world of living God to living prophets to living men. In everything that is life is the law written. You find it in the grass, in the tree, in the river, in the mountain, in the birds of heaven, in the fishes of the sea, but seek it chiefly in yourselves. For I tell you truly, all living things are nearer to God than the scripture which is without life. God so made life and all living things that they might by the ever-living world teach the laws of the true God to man. God wrote not the laws in the pages of books, but in your heart and in your spirit. They are in your breath, your blood, your bones, in your flesh, your bowels, your eyes, your ears, and in every little part of your body. They are present in the air, water earth, in plants, in sunbeams, in the depths and in the heights. They all speak to you that you may understand the tongue and the will of the living God. But you shut your eyes that you may not see, and you shut your ears that you may not hear. I tell you truly, that the scripture is the work of man, but life and all its hosts are the work of our God. Unfortunately those attached to scripture didnt accept him. Jesus was expanding as well as reiterating Moses. He was alive. Still today the Jews dont accept the New Testament. And then Christians

followed it just as Christ warned them not to. Lovers of God tell you in books to put the book down, otherwise you may not get it. That God is in the flowers. Listen to the flowers, listen to the body, listen to life and above all your very self. But no, we create religion. We are attached to rules. But life has no rules. God recommends you live in such away as to attain bliss. Prophets reiterate. They are alive. When they die they dont want you to be so inspired by their death. Be inspired by their life. Then the living prophet can attract you. Otherwise you will wait till someone dies like Christ and then it is too late, just a dead body on a cross. If you are ready then you will meet a living prophet and his being is the experienced truth, which is nothing more than someone in love with life, with the whole of it, top to bottom, sky to ground, and all around. Osho really tried to break this religious vibe too. Even going to the length of becoming a Baba who owns 96 Rolls Royces, gold jewellery, girls, fun. People understood and became freed from religious traits, but then he died and his meditations became a sadhana, a way to freedom instead of freedom itself. And here is the problem. You want a way to God so sadhana is given but you are so attached to paths that you never reach the goal, which is instantly realized as soon as you realize `there is no way.` Vaidhi bhakti, devotion which follows rules and regulations is only preparing you for the let go. As soon as you crave for God he is there. Then you become a raganuga, a follower of love. It is like a journey to London. You walk to the train and then travel on the train. On the train, even if you are walking down the carriage in the opposite direction of London, you are travelling towards your destination at speed. And on that train you may meet the Londoners, during Raganuga you are likely to meet Krishna as he comes to this world to escort you to his!

The dive out of the back of the plane has little similarity with the walk towards the edge of the plane. And it is that which we are after, that which the prophets encourage us towards, and even they push you. The ego however retaliates, clings to history, to the safety of life in reason, to the habits and patterns which create the bondage of karma. But love cuts the bonds of karma instantly. Krishna says, give up all other dharma and surrender to me, I will free you from sin, do not fear. Do not fear. You cannot do anything wrong in his eyes. Surrender to he, who is love, and give up attachment to the scripture, to ways of badness and goodness, and live a life in love with life, its ups, downs and merrygo-rounds. He is not saying get off the merry-go-round, leave Earth and go to Heaven. He is saying you are in heaven. When Jesus came off the cross he was in heaven. He ascended to heaven but didnt go anywhere. He realized it was around him. And then he was free. Then he could do what he liked. Because he understood, I am free, I can do what I like. (See the Martin Scorseses film for an inspired account of Christ, and read Jesus Lived in India, because Jesus lived in India.) And this is his message. When you have love you can do what you like and create no karma. Which doesnt mean that you will escape a place called samsara, the material world. It means you will escape samsara, a material idea. You dont need to go anywhere. There is no need to hope you will reach heaven when you die. You will go there, the physical heaven, which actually exists also, when you stop trying to get there. When here becomes the same as there. Here you are in heaven, and then all your heres forever will be heaven. Do not fear. Love. You cannot understand this by fear. Give up this addiction to the journey and reach the goal. Enjoy the merry-go-round; enjoy everything, because this is the gift of life. And God is such a person who wants you to enjoy this life as he does. This is surely the mood of one with love.

One with the mood of love wants everyone to have it. And if he has the power he will give it to you. If he has the confidence he will say, I am the way, the truth and the light, which you are looking for. And when you come to him there is no longer a way, a truth or light, because there is the destination without untruth or darkness. You are in heaven and therefore nothing needs to change. So the prophets give guidelines for creating good karma, living in sattva, so you may understand easier that you can go beyond this karma altogether, and live in love. You do not need to change what you do, but in the mood you do it. Do everything with love. It is time to accept this advice and stop creating religions, groups of people who instead of embracing love, fight over what is good and bad. Become sensitive. It is obvious what is good and bad. Why do we need to be told? Only religious people need to be told because they are babies and cannot ascertain for themselves what is good and bad. I have no need to consult anyone to reassure me that my actions are pure, clean and providing positive energy for the Whole. I have no doubt that God is happy with me. I have no fear that he is not. Because I am in bliss. And bliss is the fruit of Gods happiness so a simple child can work out the mathematics. Dont criticize anyone. The prophets say. Love your brother like you love yourself. If you loved your self and allowed your self to do what you want to do, then you would love your brother who does what he wants to do. And we would all be so happy we would serve each others dreams all day. But if we dont love ourselves, if we criticize our self, then we criticize our brother too, and remain free from the bliss that will itself liberate us from the very tendency to see fault in others. God is so high that he sees no wrong in anything anybody does. God is not punishing. But there is a universal law that is life itself. And it says whatever you put in you will get out. So do good! And better still just be in love. If you

judge you will be judged. If you kill you will be killed. If you love you will be loved. Treat the outside world, your brothers, sisters and planet, like yourself because it is yourself. It is your drama, and you cannot separate yourself from your drama. You cannot avoid drama. Just make the play a sweet one, by making everyone elses a sweet one. Krishna is the example. He is a person in love. Yet his actions are condemned by the religious. His followers create the most repressed religion. Simple people dont get it. How is Krishna behaving and how are his followers behaving? The leader is enjoying and his slaves are not. What sort of guy is this? He is God therefore he can do what he likes because he is the Supreme Enjoyer and this world is for his pleasure. Well fuck this guy. God is like this? He creates for himself? Fuck him. Let me seek the devil. It is no wonder the people seek to enjoy on their own, away from God, cause those who speak of God make him out to be such a selfish bastard. So naturally, who wants to be with a selfish bastard? Only selfish bastards. They associate with God the Selfish Bastard and create religions and attract other selfish bastards. But no, they dont know God. He is love. He is a lover. And he wants to give love and allow you to experience it, through the air, the water, the earth, the flowers, the trees, the sunshine, the body. So do not deny this love of God. And do not, in denial of this love of God, suggest that he encourages this denial, because he does not!!! He says give up lust, give up karma and dharma, the actions which have a purpose, an expectation to receive in return. Take up actions which have no reason but love, and one will enter the beautiful spiral of love, how it inspires loving ideas, creates loving possibilities, responds with further loving ideas upon the acting upon those loving ideas and the manifestations of those ideas.

Until we create the highest love vibration our efforts in creating loving communities will fail. Ego will create what ego creates. Therefore love has to be more than an idea and an ideal and an ideology, it has to be our i.d. It will become our i.d. We will completely identify ourselves as love when we open the heart to receive it, and allow the alchemy to take place. Do not change what you do, do not change your form, Krishna says, just make it gold. He is so desperate to give his love it is maddening. It is time, therefore, merely to stop resisting it.

Connoisseurs of Love
Servants of God who strive for the highest level of worship and thus contact the incomparable experience of Radha-bhava are known as rasika bhaktas, connoisseurs of rasa, the taste of love. Connoisseurs are not satisfied with anything less than the best. Rasika bhaktas are not just devotees who know that Radha-bhava is the highest flavour, they know how to taste it, and thus they really experience it. All types of worship are offered to us through the medium of words and therefore intelligent people can get their heads around the words, get their bodies into robes and get their knickers in a twist. Every camp has its followers of essence and followers of form. Followers of form concentrate on the words and followers of essence focus beyond the words. They may appear to be the same to the layman looking in but a sensitive soul is not fooled. A rasika bhakti is not so concerned with external appearance. He is concerned with taste. You can give him the food in a McDonalds carton, as long as inside is prasad, sanctified food, his favourite dish. Through service one tastes the served. Through love one tastes the lover. The essence of love, the essence of bhakti is premananda,

the ecstasy which is experienced through devotional service. Your happiness is derived from your lovers happiness. Your satisfaction comes purely from seeing and feeling your lover satisfied. If the lover is Radha then the most immense love is transferred into your soul and you taste. The manjaris, who are Radhas servants, are the quintessence of love, for they derive their happiness purely from the happiness she feels. They attend her erotic rendezvous with Krishna with no desire to unite with him individually. In such an incredible climate these souls have not one ounce of desire to enjoy for themselves. Thus they are granted an experience beyond that of Radhas own experience. When one comes to the level of rasika, then that inner experience may be usurped from the outer experience. The rasika bhakti sees everything in relationship to her love. Her love is the love between Radha and Krishna. When she contacts objects of this world which remind her of the inner world she tastes the inner world. Peacock feathers, flute-song, beautiful girls, beautiful girls making love to beautiful boys. If one is on the platform of love, then he or she may be the beautiful girl or boy in the external movie. Being aloof from this world, a true sannyasi, who has renounced attachment to the world, one may go into the world and taste rasa, the divine flavour, as if God himself uses your own senses to taste and you are right there, a happy witness, a manjari. Of course it sounds like an excuse for a philosophical fuck, but there is nothing to philosophize with a fuck if it is a fuck you want. Just fuck and then concentrate again on bhakti if you feel fucking is in the way of your bhakti. Devotees on the vaidhi marg, regulations path, who cannot follow the prohibitions they given become angry due to unreleased lust. That lust transforms into anger, as Krishna scientifically establishes in Bhagavad-gita, and that anger is then aimed at other people. It cannot be aimed at God, or the guru, because of etiquette, or the self, because of ego, so it is aimed at anyone else. It is a waste of time becoming angry

with non-believers so usually it is aimed at those following raganuga bhakti, who may be following a tantric path or dont care for external appearances. This is the irony. The connoisseurs of love who should be honoured and imbibed becomes the target of novice devotees repressed anger. One following the tantric path may have no lust. He may be making love to many girls or boys but he has no lust, only love. This irritates the external devotee who has neither love for God or sex in his life. To the vaidhi bhakta, it looks very strange that a devotee is smoking or eating meat or having sex. He cannot understand it because his judgment comes from scripture which advises cessation of these things (or at least the teacher advises, scriptures says give up lust, not sex. Kama, the word translated as sex is actually that hankering for something you dont have. Novice devotees are hankering to be respected in their group more than tantric devotees are hankering for sex!) However, the glories of avadhuta bhaktas, devotees who are beyond rules, are spoken of with esteem. Accounts of sadhus breaking the rules due to intense love are too numerous to mention. Devotees feeding the deity with dirty hands, devotees feeding the deity banana skins out of divine intoxication, devotees leaving their husbands in the night to dance with the Lord. The most glorious example of love spoken of in the Vedas is the gopis neglect of social and moral boundaries for the purpose of serving Krishna their bodies. They are our example. We are told not to jump too soon, not to imitate, but when love enters the heart, it takes control and smashes the boundaries itself. When love plunders you have no choice anymore but to let it take you into the realm of rasa. You become rasika, a connoisseur, and understand at last beyond the words of scripture and meet the naughtiest God of all.

Prabhupada, the genius revolutionary who brought the words Hare Krishna into the minds of most of the world at some point, was a mystical rasika bhakta. He organized a society which was predominantly vaidhi for the sake of establishing culture in a cultureless world. He knew the esoteric erotic goal and tasted it constantly. Gaudiya Vaishnavism is the most secret path in the world for most of its members dont even know its secrets! This is the beauty. When Radha speaks with Krishna she speaks as if angry with him. He insults her but uses crooked words, double-entendres, to reveal his erotic heart. My guru didnt speak to me for two years. He would hug someone else and look me in the eyes. He would speak out loud to someone not listening and then look me in the eyes. He would use secret codes in classes. He would use reverse language while criticizing me to someone. All the time he was teaching me how to have an illegal relationship with someone you love. He split the temple into two. Novice devotees who thought he hated me and rasika devotees who knew he loved me. Concomitantly, of course, I was hated and loved. He gave me the worst reputation in the ashram in my time as a monk. But he gave me his love. I didnt give a fuck for anything else. And now. He smiles at me, supports me, calls my book his book and allows me to swallow all the anger of the vaidhi bhaktas. And like Siva, I dont allow the poison into my heart. If you dont understand the internal mood of Krishna, of Mahaprabhu, of the guru, you are missing the point. Those missing the point cannot preach Krishna Consciousness because they dont know the consciousness of Krishna. If they met him they would probably preach to him to give up his bad habits, and just as Christians would despise Jesus and Muslims would despise Mohammed and Jews would despise Moshe, most Hare Krishnas would not like the Sweetest Boy in The Three Worlds. To be a connoisseur means to understand the inside. To know the secret. It is time that the secrets are revealed.

This is my job. All the elevated devotees before me knew I was coming to bring the revolution. A pure devotee sees past, present and future. They dont rush their job thinking that success must come in their lifetime. They are not in time. They are perfectly in time which means they are out of time and in eternal time. The pure devotee of God is one. Many bodies, one soul. They each have a part in the puzzle. It is puzzling to those who are still wandering the labyrinth and not raised in the middle watching the past, present and future. Osho, Mother Meera, Sai Baba, Amma, Papaji, Babaji, Mohammed, Jesus, Chaitanya, Dalai Lama, Bob Marley, Buddha, to name a few, are all in it together, playing their individual part in the same process, the same revolution. Even Hitler and co. The bad side also work for the good side because chaos will bring the unity. From antithesis we move to thesis and synthesis. Hitler brought the Jews together and now they are strong, they have brotherhood. Whether conscious or unconscious it doesnt matter. Love will win in the end because it remains beyond death, it accumulates till the point of revolution in love and then what is about to happen happens. The center of the hurricane becomes bigger than the hurricane. Turbulence defeated from the inside. In Tel Aviv when the war was going on in the North and South there was an air of calm. Even American T.V came to report on the Tel Aviv bubble thinking such obliviousness was strange while the country was being bombed at either end. But, in Tel Aviv there are many high souls, who experience the effect of souls close to a revolution. That is; calm in the center of chaos. And so, you will see, when the shit hits the fan; when the war revolution hits a moment in time; that moment in a Wild West movie when someone throws a chair and then all of a sudden everyone is punching anyone, you will notice the light-beings sat at the bar with a cigar and chairs flying past and none of them being hit. Divine protection. Trust me. Then our dance will be appreciated.

It looks so meaningless to speak about erotic nymphs making love in a timeless dimension when all that is happening around you is terrorism and violence and rape and God knows what. But there is deep meaning in this meaninglessness. If we can understand that there is no meaning then we have meaning. If we have meaning other than meaninglessness we are bound to something which is not natural. We make boxes and circles and lines. Existence is not linear. It can do what it likes. And so can you. You can give meaning to your life. If you give your life meaning then you will live without meaning, meaning you will live for love. Love is the meaning of life and in love you are free to do what you like. You may become an erotic nymph making love in a timeless dimension, why not? All your religions have temporary meanings. That is why the religious end up fighting with each other because their meanings differ. But if you are rasika, a connoisseur of love, you will discover that the essence is love, and all meaning is coming from love. The words of love are just interpreted by divisional consciousness to create religions. And thus the experience of entering either side of division becomes static. For the lake has boundaries! The ocean, however, is fathomless, borderless. You cannot ascertain it. You cannot contain it. You can only enjoy it unlimitedly. Once you enter the ocean you become exstatic. That is the goal of life.

The Flowers of Bhava and the Fruits of Prema

How will it feel to achieve the goal of life? What is the experience of loving God? Life really is all about pleasure and how to attain it. Anything anybody does is done for pleasure. All actions are performed out of a desire to attain happiness. Seeking pleasure is natural. In this world we have

forgotten how to attain pleasure so the people are confused and try to find pleasure by taking energy instead of giving it. The Vedic scriptures are divided into five sections. There are five ways to achieve pleasure. By kama, sensual enjoyment, artha, enjoyment of abundance, dharma, pious enjoyment or religious satisfaction, moksa, liberation and prema, love. You choose the pleasure you want and follow the scripture accordingly to achieve your goal. Achieving success in the fifth goal, love, you may achieve success in all the other goals concomitantly. That is why the scriptures advise you to not bother with the other goals independently but to strive for the ultimate goal of life which is prema, love. The taste of that love is obviously something which can attract us to it. When you begin to surrender to the goal of prema, then prema itself awards you with a spoonful of its flavour. When you begin to chant Hare Krishna you are rewarded with a drop of honey from the honey jar, and this experience encourages you to take up the path so one day you may open the pot and dive in. Generally it is a process. Theoretically it can take one second. Lovers of God have written books on the experience of the path of prema-bhakti which delineate the conscious growth of love. From meeting the guru you perform bhajan, practice chanting and consciously adopt an attitude favourable to the growth of love. Then the anarthas, the negative desires which oppose selfless love, fall away and you are left with strong faith, nistha. After nistha you really get a taste, ruci, for bhajan. Until nistha there is an uphill struggle fighting with the senses, with indecision, with fluctuations in enthusiasm, but attaining nistha and then ruci, you start to roll inevitably downhill, towards asakti, strong attachment to everything connected to the Lord, then bhava, intense emotional joy, the flowers and then prema, the fruits of the tree of life.

We are in a revolution period. What used to take lifetimes to achieve can now be achieved in a few short years. And quicker still in the next years. If one surrenders to the path he can take full shelter of the experience of past spiritual travelers and, like a raindrop on a windowpane which enters a trail, shoot rapidly to the consciousness ones predecessor. Nistha gives a pure sense of calm. There is no doubt, no fear, no worry. Even if there is some turbulence still externally as ones karma attempts to disturb, your anchor is down and you do not become turned over. Ruci makes you want to serve more and more. At last you begin to taste the pleasure of giving in a deep way which encourages you to give more and more. Asakti gives you the sense of belonging. This is my Krishna, my Radha. Sentiments which were previously for worldly connections now are pointed towards the divine. Then bhava. Everything starts to speak to you about love. Everything starts to remind you about Krishna. Your selfish desires are almost eradicated. If you see a loving couple you will feel their bliss and you will remember the Supreme Lovers, Radha and Krishna. You do not get the urge to want pleasure for yourself anymore. The pleasure you have inside is much more powerful than any pleasure you ever attained by being a lover yourself. This is bhava-bhakti. Ecstasy awakens in you. You dance, sing, laugh, cry, and the body becomes decorated with the symptoms of bliss such as goosebumps, the hairs standing on end, tears flowing from the eyes and shaking. There is an intense longing to behold Krishna and this longing can bring transcendental visions of the Lord, in spurthi, flashes of divine sensual perception, or darshana, directly witnessing the Lord as he and she appear in front of you in a three-dimensional flesh and bloodform (or you may be taken to the divine realm to witness God in his

own world.). If the fruit of prema had not appeared, the appearance of the Lord brings it. After darshana you feel different. Radha and Krishna are no longer dream material but real characters in your own movie. If you see Krishna you will probably want to make love with him. You see that he can seduce anyone he wants. His beauty is outstanding, mesmerizing. Radha you will see is so deep, and that depth will melt your heart and you will only want to serve her by bringing her Krishna so she may rise from her gravity and meet with her love. Personally I had darshana of Radha six years before Krishna, so when I saw Krishna all I could think of was seeing him with Radha. I was already hers. Prema is a philosophers stone which turns everything into ecstasy. The body is transformed. Emotions are transformed. The whole being becomes love. When the whole being becomes love it is free to love. Bhakti is your servant now, the rules of devotion being transformed. This energy, called svarup-sakti, the internal potency of Radha, enters your being, and your body undergoes its transformation. It can be quite overwhelming but the ecstasy which it provides makes you strong enough to tolerate it. You become absolutely sensitive and are able to perceive your istadeva, your God, everywhere. You also become disgusted with Godlessness. You cannot stand pollution which man invents and tolerates. One who is sensitive may receive full symptoms of ecstasy, known as sattvika-bhavas, which are rolling on the ground in wonder, crying and laughing hysterically, throwing the arms around, dancing, becoming stunned, whirling and fainting. My friend, next to me as I write, is going through these symptoms, and I am not quite as intensely. My siksa and diska gurus do not display these symptoms either but my babaji guru does. It is not certain that one with prema may experience all the ecstasies to such an intense degree. One time Advaita Acharaya, the associate of Sri Chaitanya, the incarnation of RadhaKrishna, came running to him. Everyone is in bliss and fainting and I have no love for you

because I am not. You love me more than anyone Chaitanya replied, only I have kept your prema in the knot of my dhoti (Indian cloth for men). He then released the knot and Advaita Prabhu fainted. Then he tied it again and told him, if I give everyone this experience, who is there to pick up the pieces. In other words God gives the intensified experience to some and some he keeps sane. For if everyone is going to faint in ecstasy who is going to peel the potatoes! One beautiful Japanese woman I have seen becomes entranced by harinam, kirtan and even hearing the flute, and she starts to imitate the gopis in trance, becoming possessed by their spirits. This is something quite rare. One need not be worried that the love becomes too much because as love is the drug, Krishna is the dealer and he does not give what a person cannot handle. In prema there is a further development, a ripening of the fruit of love. Mana, raga, sneha, anuraga, bhava, mahabhava, and madanakiya mahabhava. Mana is the condition where love seems to turn into hate and the lover maybe jealous as hell and you are confused, having already experienced complete freedom in love. I tell you about this one because a reflection of it is seen in this world and it confuses lovers. The rest is too much to reveal here. Radha is the sole possessor of, and personification of, madanakiya mahabhava, (unless you become one with her), which is described in stories of Radha and Krishna. The fundamental experience of prema is love and in prema the magic of life is experienced. You look towards nature with ecstatic vision, you notice a pair of puppy dogs playing with each other and wonder in wonder how these atoms became animated with a spark, and how these manifestations of atoms and atmas produce such funny movements, and then you see a human being walking past and

wonder how he could miss the beauty. You are loved up. And being loved up you feel the sense of wonder. Naturally you desire to share this love with others. When the chance arrives it is immaculate, sublime. Love, guiding your life, provides you with opportunity after opportunity to share love, condensing the solution, making it more and more relishable. You become lucky. There is no luck of course. You dont need luck. You have love. (quote from a futuristic Bollywood film I just caught a glimpse of ). You love everyone and everything and are able to give love according to the capacity of acceptance. Because you have love many become envious of you. We are in a changeover period. In the future, when more and more people attain this level of love, and congregate to seduce more and more people into it, then egos will fall, envy will dissolve, and the world may live as one.

Part 4 Romantic and Erotic Love

The Play of Sexual Love
Evolution meets revolution. Human meets God. The Absolute Forms of Love reflect into the material world and that world becomes spiritualized; body, mind and soul. Human forms resemble God forms. Human minds resemble God minds. Human hearts resemble God hearts. Human qualities resemble God qualities. Human plays resemble the Play of God. In the spiritual dimension Radha and Krishna taste all the flavours of relationship. Santa, dasya, sakhya, vatsalya and madhura. Sexual love is the deepest and contains all other feelings of love and it is a topic which the human has so many questions about. We understand friendship and parental love but sometimes romance baffles us. It is the deepest love which has no blood ties, no condition except its own influence. Therefore in the last part, which is the love of the other, bringing the unity of planet, self, God and other to completion I will dive into the mysteries of romantic and erotic love. Lila. In understanding Radha Krishna Lila you can understand where surrendering, trusting, opening up and letting go will lead us to. How utopia will look on this planet. It will look like a perfect reflection

of the perfect planet, graced by the perfect lovers. Attaining ecstasy, cheek and charm, the attributes of Krishna, the world will move as you desire it to move. We will become perfect lovers. All of us. What more do you want? If a full moon, riverbank, flowerpetal bed, and sweet girl is good enough for God, is it not good enough for us? There is nothing to beat human love. God, who has millions of super-human incarnations, prefers the simplicity of Earthly love, prefers the company of village girls, prefers love over religion, prefers preference over a lack of choice. He is human. With likes and dislikes, fancies and fetishes, mood-swings and fuck-ups. Therefore his play is completely uncertain, dynamic, mysterious, as ours will be in its perfect mirror-dance. What is love? You. Potentially. What is love? Radha and Krishna. Know them and you will meet your deepest self. We are lovers of Radha and Krishna. Lovers of love. When you know who you are, your eternal reality, which is your ultimate potential, you can gage your growth towards your own completion. Before you understand exactly who you are, and exactly what is love, there can only be doubt and confusion, uncertainty and frustration. When you know what love is, its name, form, qualities and play, then you can measure consciousness, and thus you can ascertain growth. Radha Krishna lila is love. There is love on a lesser intensity, in the spiritual world and material world, but the love between Radha and Krishna is the zenith. And everyone has a right to enter that play. And not just a right, Radha and Krishna desire you to be with them. For they love you, and their love for

you, even in the beginning of this realization, before meeting them, will be the most incredible experience of your life. This I guarantee you. Only when you taste their love will you realize my authority to guarantee you, I have no doubt. Because I know what is love, how it feels, what its name is, what it looks like, how beautiful it is and what happens in the play. In the play of love you will exist as an individual person, a lover, of Radha. Radha experiences more love and thus more ecstasy than Krishna, so both want you to taste that. The intimate love between them is experienced by Radha's dedicated maidservants; the servants of erotic love; for it is erotic love which digs the deepest groove in the heart and fills it with unprecedented bliss. Our life in this world become double-sided as we break through to the world of paradox, where there is day and night but no time, where there is simultaneous ever-fresh affection and age-old love. We are sadhakas, practitioners of devotion. In meditation we behold the Absolute Forms, chanting their names, absorbing their qualities and tasting their play. In our own play we become men and women experiencing the growth of love, as our hearts are possessed by Divine Love. Coming from the cesspit of this age, God allows us to enjoy, to understand him. Evolution meet revolution. Human meets God. Earth meets Heaven. Sex meets Celibacy. The spiritual revolution is also the sexual revolution. We will be so attracted by each other when we adopt the qualities of the divine we will be able to reach the goal of life through doing exactly what we want to do. And actually, when we are clean and doing exactly what we want to do we will simultaneously be surrendered servants of God mirroring his love-play.

This is a merger which happens as we unite, and go through the gate of heaven. Our sexuality becomes spirituality; our spirituality embraces sexuality. Zorba and Buddha unite to create Krishna. Narcissus and Goldmund collaborate and form Siddhartha. As we become selfless, the self is fulfilled. As we become desireless, God graces us with a desire not born of a lack, but of an over-flowing fountain of love. The body becomes spiritualized, the mind controlled by love as it has been offered to love and the soul becomes love. No creation of material lives, no material attachments. When the primary attachment is Radha Krishna they may give you the experience of unlimited love. Love for self, for others, the universe and spirit, for family. It is a love beyond attachment which may be experienced as attachment as all experiences which once tied us to karma, now unite us with lila. Slowly and surely we enter the eternal love drama. We go beyond time. Eternity is an experience, not a length of time. There is no time. There is only experience. Spontaneous love with no knowledge of future, for there is no future. If there is no future than can be no promises, for even promises are mere outbursts of emotion. There is stability in movement; a peacefulness in the form of dynamic bliss. We become the recipients of Gods own experience as we become the object of his pleasure. We will feel all God feels, the bliss of love, in our relationships with our lovers on Earth, and yet we will never lose the goal of serving the divine couple. That is their blessing. Krishna devotees may condemn me for suggesting the path of devotion may be an explicit drama reflecting our erotic heroes. Gaudiya Vaisnavism has its tantric side known as Sahajism. The sahaja bhaktas are rare tantric devotees who accept that sex is a way to elevate the consciousness from lust to

love. A misconception of some of the sahaja bhaktas is that we are Radha and Krishna and that the personages mentioned are only our own divine aspects. Some people believe Radha and Krishna are only separate beings whose spirit we can never imbibe and some people believe we are they and they can never exist. Both are wrong because both are right. The story of Radha and Krishna is both factual, historical and true, as are their eternal existences, and also, their stories are metaphors of human existence. Jayadeva Gosvami in Gita Govinda, a dramatic account of the Divine Couples erotic separation and union most gloriously reveals their story. Jayadeva Gosvami sings of his own lover in the invocation, more than suggesting he was a sahaja bhakti, a devotee who understands mood by direct sensual perception. Chaitanya used to carry his book everywhere. The future of spirituality embraces all sides of truth. Because everything is one. Buddha denied the emotional aspect, the relationship aspect and thus the personal aspect of life in the name of oneness. But if everything is one there is nothing to deny. Everyone is you, and loving another is an acceptance of yourself. Krishna denied nothing, accepted everything and thus lived without dichotomy. He embraced pain and pleasure, sex and celibacy. He was beyond law. He simply existed in bliss and lived according to the flow of devotion. Religion ties itself to history. Spirituality however leaps into heaven, embracing those wishing to drop all prejudices, boundaries, dogmas and fears. Now atheists, absorbed in sexual dramas may embrace God, knowing him to be the hero of their dreams, understanding at last that he is not a judge, he is a lover, and he loves lovers. He is honest, he respects honesty, he is a dreamer who blesses dreamers, and

he is a cheeky and charming romantic who inspires gorgeous encounters with gorgeous girls! For the love of it! The theists may embrace each other! Knowing there is no other, only the divine running through all of life, pervading with love the spirit, the mind and the body. All is one (yet different). Utopia is about to arrive, about to be created as the ultimate goal of life plunders into this world and seduces every simple soul in it. Knowing the Supreme man and woman, and their love story, we can understand, at last, 'how to love'.

The Nature of Romantic Men and Women

The Supreme Lovers are our example. They live exemplary lives. If we wish to imitate them we must understand their play is a result of their inner sentiments. How to acquire such inner sentiments? We associate with the people who have embraced their love. As the supreme creates our play, united with the force of our own surrender, opportunities for love come our way. Love is the teacher of love, and in our learning we enjoy and grow deeper in our inner sentiments. In this double-life as a sadhaka, internally we see ourselves as maidservants of Radha, and in practical service to the teacher we acquire the level of devotion of the maidservants. In knowledge nothing disturbs us from our goal. We are equipoised, one-pointed, feeling renunciation from the world around us, in Buddhahood. Yet, for the benefit of our inner development and providing concomitant pleasure, in reflection of the pleasure of Krishna, absorbed in Zorbahood, we are dipped into a play of our own. We can find our Radha, our Krishna, our Jatila, our Lalita, our Visakha... The characters in the divine

world who are nothing but the personifications of flavours of mood, reflect into this world and provide a play to resemble the play of God. In observance of your Radha and Krishna you will be able to experience the moods of the Supreme Man and Woman. When you witness the attributes and qualities of the Lord reflected in your Radha and Krishna you will realize the nature of primordial man and woman, Adam and Eve, and therefore you can measure consciousness and grow towards its peak. Who is man? Who is woman? How does a man love? How does a woman love? How do Radha and Krishna love each other? The body of a man differs from the body of a woman. They are similar, yet there are differences. The mind too is different, and the heart. To understand these differences preserves the love for in understanding comes compassion. Simplified, the basic characteristic of the romantic, sexual heart of a man is breadth. He loves broad. He thirsts quantity. A woman loves in depth. She thirsts quality. A man is thrilled by quantity. A woman feels ecstasy in quality. And actually, the quality of a woman's love is deeper than the quality of a man's love. This is why Krishna himself desires to experience that love, thus, later, in another pastime, he takes the mood of Sri Radha and enjoys loving himself. When speaking of man and woman, we speak of masculinity and femininity. You see for yourself, men with female hearts. Women with male hearts. Men who seek quality. Women who thirst quantity. We have a mix of male and female sentiments, but understanding maleness and femaleness we can understand

why our lover is acting contrary to our own compulsions. Most men are masculine, and most women are feminine, and most relationships undergo the same quirks, dynamics, as the original man and woman. You know the story. It is not a new one. In fact, it is an eternal one, and an invincible one. He wants to make love with other women. She wants him for herself. He naturally flicks his attention to the side and she naturally gets pissed off with it. For she wants to go deeper, deeper and she feels he is breaking this dive into each other if he is not looking, even if for just a moment. They love each other. There is no other girl for him. She is the one for him. And he is the one for her. They both know it, they both feel it. So "why don't you understand, if I make love with another girl it means nothing, it will not interrupt or change my love for you," "why don't you understand, I cannot stand the thought of you with another girl because if you truly loved me you would not do it." The solution. There isn't one. Radha and Krishna are having the same argument in the perfect world. The solution is to know that there is no problem. Therefore there is no solution. The problem is to strive for peace, when love is an ocean producing clashing waves sometimes. Love is experienced in passion and compassion. Passion is the selfish adherence to your own desire for your lover. Compassion is selfless surrender to the lover's desire. They exist to compliment each other. In pure love there has to be both. Take away passion, and compassion cannot exist, only dispassion, the monotonous experience of nirvana. The ocean is for the brave. In the ocean, when compassion meets compassion there is the stillness of a lake. When passion meets compassion there are playful waves. When passion meets passion there is unified ecstasy or a 'clash'. All is love.

The solution is to understand in your heart of hearts that he cannot help being a bastard and she cannot help being a bitch. Through the eyes of each other in passionate turmoil the lover is eternally a bastard and a bitch. Radharani, in a prayer to Krishna, calls him 'lampata' which roughly translated means 'motherfucker'. 'Even though you are a motherfucker, I am yours, life after life.' In love you will call each other the worst names, and you will feel the deepest disgust, but that is part of the deal, part of the love. This is the mood of Radha after her anger has faded and compassion has set in. Two hours earlier she is 'get out of my sight, I never want to see you again.' She is not kidding. Krishna suffers. Radha suffers. In that suffering thy feel the most incredible bliss, in love in separation. The river of love flows between the two banks of union (milan) and separation (viraha), to create the ever-increasing exhilaration. Therefore the play of love, controlled by Krishna's own potency called Yogamaya, moves naturally from anxiety to relief, disgust to amazement, sadness to happiness, as the lovers dance to the music love plays. In full 100% love every emotion is transformed by love. If we witness the sun eclipsed by the moon, at 99% we still cannot understand the 100% eclipse. The total eclipse transforms the environment. So, as the intensity of our relationships reaches the intensity of the intense lovers, we will experience the 'total' moods of love. And mostly we are confused by our lover's actions because we do not have the knowledge of the Supreme Lovers. Once we do, we can go deeper in our own affairs. Radha experiences many contradictory moods at the same time. Sometimes she tells Krishna "I love you so much, your pleasure is my pleasure, go and enjoy all the girls you want." She is not only

allowing Krishna but she desires this, feeling completely his mood as a free lover. She is full of erotic excitement at the thought of seeing him with other women. Krishna says to Radha, "I love you so much, your pleasure is my pleasure, I will never go with another woman." He means it. He is not lying. To each they declare their space, the gift of freedom. "Do what you want, that will be my pleasure. Be jealous, be promiscuous, be as you like." And when love usurps the opposite emotion, the possessive mood they rage "how dare you act contrary to my heart." They do not lie to each other. And when, by the power of their own love-inspired passion they are impulsively forced to act contrary to their own words, their own promises, they are still not lying. Now is now. The perfect lovers live in the moment. In the moment love may inspire anything. Passion is passion and love is in full control of the passionate lovers. Krishna, whose expansions Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva control the whole material universe is controlled by love, and is powerless to disobey its prompting. It is an intense affair. Love is intense. That is to be understood. There are times when we are immersed in the emotions of love and times where we are able to reflect on these emotions with wisdom. We are knowledgeable and emotional. As we climb to the Absolute Emotional World we will fall back on knowledge as emotions seem to knock us from our boat. We have sailed on the peaceful lake of Brahman realization, thinking that enlightenment is easy. Then Love of God enters our soul and disturbs the waters with passion. A higher flavour, yet a trickier water to sail. We fall back on knowledge. Hours after a fight, we may both fall back on knowledge and discuss what just happened.

Lovers in this world without knowledge cannot do this, because they do not know the moods of the Supreme Lovers, thus they do not understand love, or how to love. You cannot act in compassion when love is inspiring passion. The relationship will end if you do not listen to your self. If you listen to yourself you may fight with your lover, but if you both fall back on knowledge then it may continue forever, into heights rarely achieved in this world. All lovers in this world are trying to solve a problem that does not exist. The only problem is you cannot accept that in love sometimes there is war. This war is the real war, a war which is merely a catalyst for a deeper union. It is the play of love. If you are to play the play of love you must know how love plays with you, otherwise your intelligence will never, never understand it.

Two Methods of Making Love

The essential internal mood having been discussed let us look at the external methods. There are two experienced moods of external methods arising from the two fundamental elements of love, passion and compassion. There is loving making with compassion as predominant, and loving making with passion as predominant. Compassionate loving making is tantra. You are focussed on yourself outside yourself, the lover. You aim to please. You aim to give love. Your passion is in compassion. It is conscious, awake, full of knowledge, full of giving. The man is not out to have an orgasm. He concerns himself more with the womans pleasure, and in this way she can experience multiple orgasm, and the man feel completely

satisfied without coming. It is a breakthrough in sexuality when this is swallowed, digested and enjoyed. Passionate love-making is one of two things. Gross or sublime, according to consciousness. Because you are focussed on yourself as yourself you aim to please your self. Your passion is in passion. It is unconscious, dreamy, full of ignorance, full of taking. The man is out to get what he wants. And so is the woman. The lovers concern themselves with their own pleasure. It is gross if the consciousness of the lovers do not have the natural compassion as lovers, if they have not digested and enjoyed tantric love. It is disconnected and can be painful after the conclusion of self-satisfaction. Yet, for lovers who are given to each other it is the most sublime experience. The lover who tells the lover take me as you want, I dont expect a thing, I dont desire a thing is actually manifesting complete compassion by giving unlimited freedom to the lover. When both have the same mood, then love is a battle, a play fight, and becomes more awake yet dreamy, fantastic, the ignorance becomes bliss, as you feel freedom and love at the same time, and your taking will give the most pleasure, so passion meets with compassion. Their lovemaking in philosophical texts is explained to be with a trace of self want. It is pure compassion. Yet in rasa, mood, texts, it says they make love like mad elephants. In such a mood, Krishna is not trying to follow some tantric sadhana, he is fucking his beautiful reflections how he wants. And guess what. They love it. That is why passionate love is suited for parakiya rasa, as compassionate love is suited for svakiya rasa. In love which has agreed a sanctuary, the bedroom is the sacred temple where no-one else can go. In this love, which breaks the rules of love, and forms a vow, makes a promise, commits itself to depth,

the love-making is tantric. You give and give and give your self by giving and giving to your lover. There is familiarity, familiarity, familiarity, and as deep as you go the more you get to know each others soul. The heart grows and you fall into each others love. In parakiya, you are predominantly taking. You cannot really take that which is given. But you can take what is not yours. Therefore Radha Krishna lila is arranged so that he who owns everything can steal. God, who knows everything without the aid of tantra-discovery, wanted to fuck like an animal, come to the lowest to achieve what for him is the highest. Treating that one you love like a toy and calling her a bitch. When you are someones darling to hear the opposite, in love, gives sweet taste. My guru always used to tell me. Indirect is more sweet. Crooked is more sweet.

The Definition of Love

Having described the two methods, let me say that love making is obviously not following one or the other but intertwining the two, and a couple who can freely intertwine between both methods of love making, reaching a level of spontaneity and freedom which is higher than following one method, are tasting the paradox of life through erotic love. It is easy to be a monk. It is easy to be promiscuous. It is not so easy to be both at the same time. Krishna did it. It is easy to be vegetarian. It is easy to eat meat. It is not so easy to do both at the same time. It is easy to abstain from intoxication. It is easy to smoke a joint. It is not so easy to understand how the fuck you can do both at the same time. But I do it. Because I understand. I have no definition and neither does life. Neither does love. Love is that which is beyond

definition. That is the definition of love. And if that is the definition of love, that it has no definition then you cannot do it wrong. You cannot. If you are loving, you are doing it right. Whatever you are doing. Doing is secondary. As primary is being and secondary is doing then wrong and right have nothing to do with doing and everything to do with being. It is all ultimately subjective. And life is a subjective evolution of consciousness towards Radha Krishna Lila. Radha Krishna Lila is not a complete definition of love because love has no definition. Radha Krishna Lila is the definitive definition, the greatest experience of ecstasy from all of the matrixes. And their love is beyond definition. Therefore it cannot be understood by intelligence. It can only be understood by experiencing it. Then you know. The proof is in the pudding. You need to take a bite. Then you become a lover. And a lover is all one should be. In definition if you are a something you limit yourself. If you are a lover you are unlimited in what you do, and you can never do it wrong, because the definition of a lover is one who cannot be defined.

Relationships in Love
We are conditioned to behave in certain ways, accepting certain etiquettes moulded by different cultures which are all born of someones idea. In forming a new culture we will be able to take the best ideas which nurture love and leave the bad ideas. Because religion became a farce, so did marriage. You swear to God your love in a place where he left long ago. Marriage became a business tool like everything else. It was something created to stabilize the consciousness so that one could reap love, but what happens these days is that love is killed in the name of commitment. New age relationships will

develop according to new age consciousness. There will be couples who vow to each other their loyal love. It is beautiful. There will be couples that give each other the freedom of loving others. If a couple really have love for each other they will realize that sacred space with each other while continually allowing each other the option of other lovers. Therefore, when they unite, it is always a choice, and therefore the love remains fresh. Preserving romantic love takes sensitivity, an awareness of each others inner goal and openness to change. Change is the only guarantee in life and in these times of change we have to realize how the reflections of God, coming in the form or our lovers, are helping us to develop the eternal relationship with God. In the future a trust in the divine will give faith that where there is love there will be growth towards further love. As relationships thicken in friendship as well as romantic relationships, in communities and villages, everyone will provide love where needed. Children will have many parents as well as two loving parents. If children are contained in houses where the parents hate each other it is more detrimental than being with parents who love each other, yet dont live together. Experiments in the past may be bad examples. When people use past examples to declare an idea useless, we forget that we are continually creating anew and at some point the consciousness will raise high enough to manifest all the brilliant ideas, all the visions which man has had in pure dreams. The revolution didnt work in the seventies, the Osho communities didnt work in the eighties, the Hare Krishna schools were plagued with abuse etc etc. There have been elements which polluted our efforts.

Instead of rejecting an idea on the basis of its fruit, you take out the polluting elements and try again to achieve the pristine fruit which you have seen in dreams. One day the energy of love will be so powerful that the destructive elements will be powerless. The human being is naturally rebellious. Therefore when something is not right we rebel, we swing to the other side. Upon witnessing fanatic behaviour around gurus we become disgusted with guru worship. Upon witnessing the misuse of mantra chanting we become disgusted with mantra chanting. Everything has its use and abuse. Worship of God became abused, sex became abused, many things in this age of Kali have become abused. But we are not to rid ourselves of God and sex. We should find the pure use of everything. This will provide balance. We need to find a balance. Our own balance. For the individual is unique. Once we live beyond definitions created by others then we can, with unlimited freedom, design our self and upon that create beautiful relationships according to our own selves, and the nature of our own selves. We can of course learn from each other because we are also the same as we are different. If not then we would not be able to empathize with each other. In empathy with the Supreme Lovers we will be able to recognize divine traits in our own character and relationships, and therefore build our relationships with the experience of the self, and wisdom of the Super-self. The erotic lover and the continual partner may be different people. For yourself and the lover too. They are different moods. Svakiya and parakiya. In the future, you may be able to have both lifetime lover, and occasional lover, and the lifetime lover of the future may have the love to allow it, and the occasional lover may be wise enough to understand it.

A man must allow a woman to be a woman and a woman must allow a man to be a man. Naturally the woman loves to tease. She invokes eroticism through her beauty. Naturally the man loves to squeeze. He invokes eroticism through touching that beauty. A man is thought to be disgusting if he tries to touch but thus it is only those below morality who are touching the girls. And that is disgusting. But above morality is a different matter. Above morality and social conduct is where the erotic fantasies may be experienced. In love, everything is possible and everything is beautiful. Everything sacred is once again experienced as sacred. As we become sensitive we will become endowed with perfect discrimination. In perfect discrimination people will judge the consciousness and not the action. There will not be fear. When there is love there is wisdom, and the pure will be seen to be pure despite apparently behaving badly, and the impure will seen to be impure despite apparently behaving saintly. We categorize by action and not consciousness and we imprison each other and our selves by definition. Releasing each other and ourselves with the wisdom provided by svarup sakti, the internal loving potency of the divine, we will meet each other, confidently in an indefinite space and create sweet dramas of our choice. The problem with our relationships is the understanding of eternity and time. Love and life is emotional and if we allow each other the full range of emotions at any time then the space created by the feeling that you can come and go as you like will allow room for breathing while being together. Jealousy may come but it will not be a permanent resident which forges a conclusion that you cannot sleep with another lover. Sleeping with another lover may come but it does not mean that in another moment you cannot abandon the idea completely and resign yourself to your one love. Couples are forever arguing over the conditions and definitions of their love. Understanding love does not have dimensions one may experience it deeper and broader and longer, or in short, its

unlimited capacity. Love-making will then destroy all boundaries. You will attain a state of oneness with your lover which will render meaningless the outlines on each others body. For you will not know who is who. You will not know if you are touching your lover or your self. You will not know if your arm caresses the sky or the earth. You will not know if you are God or his fortunate victim of love. You will not know anything and you will not care to know anything because in that glorious experience of love, there is no knowledge, just absolute awareness, absolute presence and absolute bliss.

The Philosophy of Sex

Who is not attracted by the word sex? I once saw an advert on a billboard, Sex with an arrow pointing towards a shop. Another sign read, now we have your attention please take a look at our shoes. It is our greatest pleasure. You may also be reading this part before the rest of the book, either because you are sexy or religious, either because you want to hear about it or you want to fight against it. Whether you are running away from it or running to it, it remains. It is the deepest attachment in the material world therefore we must give it up, say the renunciates. It is the deepest attachment in the material world therefore one may reach God by it, say the tantrics. It is meant to be private, personal say the svakiyas. It is meant to be universal say the parakiyas. It is disgusting. It is pure love. Whatever it is, it fascinates.

Sex is an action. All actions are initiated from mood. Mood comes first and then action. Krishna, in Bhagavad-gita was telling Arjuna, dont obsess yourself with the rightness and wrongness of your actions, but concern yourself with mood. If you have love your actions will be good. Now people think that if you have love for God you wont consider touching another human being, you will just be in church all day looking up to the heavens. But love is not like that, especially not love for God. Love fills you so you see with divine vision. Everything is magic. You look upon a leaf, it is magic. You look upon a bird, it is magic. You start to perceive the Absolute Magic in nature. This is the nature of God. When you have love you see the nature of God. What is the most beautiful sight? A man and a woman. The human being is so beautiful. How many of them do you walk past a day without admiring? It is crazy. How do people go to work? Sometimes I am stuck in the middle of a town, loved-up, wishing these human beings could slow down so I could get a closer look. When I am in museums or art exhibitions I am more interested in the human being looking at the art. For me the human being is the most genius piece of art and its creator is the most genius artist. The human being is made in the reflection of that creator. In other words, there is nothing more to achieve than humanness. Now, if you are human you cannot get away from humanness. Why would you want to? It is the greatest accolade. The fact that human beings are not experiencing their potential, which is magic, is very sad. The fact that they are killing each other is insanity. Maybe this insanity is part of humanness but not necessarily. Humans have more choice. If ten people can live happily together, co-existing, then ten billion people can, without taking away their humanness. In fact, humanness means ecstasyness because the human is born for ecstasy. Ecstasy is the fruit of the human tree. And ecstasy comes from love.

When a person attains love of God the whole being undergoes a transformation. The soul unites with the supersoul, the mind is possessed by desire to serve and the body becomes spiritualized. It becomes super-sensitive. In Madhurya Kadambini, Visvanath Cakravarti Thakur explains the metamorphosis. The body changes. It is no longer the material body it was, he says. It is with that transformed body that you see magic in a leaf, you smell magic in the flower, you touch magic when you touch each other. Does your heart not feel magic when someone strokes your hair? Does your heart not feel magic when your hand is kissed? Does your heart not feel magic when a smile directs itself to your eye? And does your heart not feel magic when a human being you feel love for touches your nipples, smells your neck, caresses your sex? Magic. Maybe I sound like I am trying to convince people to have sex. I am trying to convince those against sex and those having sex without magic to have magic sex. You should have magic everything. Magic sex is the most magic magic. Even God, the ultimate human, professes. This we should not overlook. One on the path of Krishna chants a mantra called the kama-gayatri. Kama means lust, sex or erotic desire. You chant a mantra which gives erotic desire for Krishna. In your soul you attain an energy of magic eroticism. What do you think will happen? You will become averse to sexuality? You will understand Krishnas erotic desire and consider everybody elses erotic desire to be bad? How can it be? We have magic bodies. The body attaining love of God becomes more magic. Imagine the orgasm one has. It is more like a soulgasm because there is no difference anymore between body and soul. Krishna devotees of old will tell you that you are erotic on the inside but renounced on the outside. Can you explain to me how that works? That means that guru will love God but not give a shit about you. The vision of love is with you. You see with love inside, outside, the same. There is no difference for

one who is one with himself. Next question is why are the gurus not having sex then (and you are!) The answer is 1) how do you know? 2) There is no need to have sex. Everything is sexual to a lover of God, like a baby. Breathing is erotic to him. And a guru of vaidhi bhakti will not display sexuality in front of them. A teacher of children has no business fondling them when it is time for 2x2=4. There is no need for sex but there is also no need for no sex, if one is free from social obligations. The body and soul must be brought together. The body cannot enjoy without love. The soul cannot express without the body. In raganuga-bhakti Rupa Gosvami says that one should serve in the internal body and\or the external body. The internal body is the manjari svarup, the realized soul-body with which you serve Radha and Krishna, and the external body is the body which becomes spiritualized upon attaining love. There is no time we are without body and have to entertain ourselves without a body. If we are forever to be with a body, which if you understand the glory of the body you will understand it is not a negative thing, then we should understand how to express love with it. Therefore, in the present body, we may practice serving the body with love, our own body and others bodies. It is natural. There is a whole science to love-making. There are erotic places and movements and touches one can learn. The Vedas gave this knowledge too in Kama Sutra. But if you become sensitive, like a baby, you will find the breast! And you will find everything you need to find to please both you and the one you love. On top of that you have Radha and Krishna and the other story, which brings in another dimension, but not one which interferes with this dimension, rather a dimension which possesses this dimension. It takes one to know one. To understand Krishna you will undoubtedly need to be of his ilk.

To understand me you will need to be without boundaries as I am. If you are not like me you will not understand me. If you are like me, you are lucky, cause Im like Krishna and hes having fun. Sex is the paradox. You may totally enter someone elses world. If you become sensitive you may even feel like you have become them. It is not only fluid which is exchanged, it is consciousness. You exchange consciousness with the one thing that is not you. That is the other. The object. You become the object of your desire. It is inevitable. This happens constantly. We become what we desire. Birth after birth we become our fantasy, because geniusly enough, that is how God created this whole damn thing. This is the secret, which is not a secret anymore. But even the secret is not put to good use. Let us use this secret and do everything that we want. Let us put the world straight so we can love. Thats it. What is the big deal? Sab Kuch Milega. It is true. Everything is possible. Which means everything. And the most improbable you will find to be the most achievable. Half a revolution is difficult and has never succeeded. A complete one is going to happen. Because the idea is so genius. The idea world is the creation station. When we are alone and think about women we are such chivalrous romantics. Yet when the opportunity comes, what happens? We dont believe in the dream. But once you start believing in the dream you will find that the woman loves a man who believes in the dream. She loves dreamers. The world changes vibration when love is aroused, especially erotic love. The tension in the atmosphere makes time speed up, slow down. You enter a new dimension. Into that dimension you may pull someone for love. It is just like being pulled through a looking glass into Alices world. There are

no rules. There is no time. This world is called priti-nagara, the world of love. You can feel it running through the streets of Tel Aviv, or through the parks in Paris, or sat on a rickshaw in Calcutta. You can feel it anywhere because it is nowhere, everywhere. It is a place conjured by magic dust that only those with love can see. If you are in love and walk down the street no-one will notice you because most are running to work, or DOING something or other. Most have forgotten priti-nagara, the place of children and lovers. Children will notice you, and understand you. Even if you are having sex on the park, the children will understand. It is the adults who will think something bad is happening. Once we believe in the magic the magic can happen. You may get the desire to make love to a girl immediately. So try it. I think about one occasion in Turkey. There were eight beautiful Italian girls all staying in one room. It turns out now that everyone who is in my universe is open for love. So if I am staying in a guest house, I am aware of everybody in it. Especially eight beautiful Italian girls! One walked by. She had the most amazing ass you have ever seen. One of these asses that if you dont mention it you have liar written all over your face. How a simple shape can make a man crazy. I saw this shape vanish into a room which in my mind I followed for eight months after. I noticed the next day actually that what could have happened, meaning potentially God the Director was ready to sanction, was that I followed that shape, noticed seven other beautiful shape-yielding girls, closed the door, cleared the center of the floor and then started to dance Arabic style like a woman. Anything. I mean. You want to fuck. The girls know within 0.2 seconds. You may as well give a good show. So if there is any lingerie around get imaginative. In my mind I caught the girls humour. It is easier when there are many of them because they giggle with each other. And then I went over to the ass one and put her hands on the wall. Without saying a word, just admiring eroticism into her heart, and, as if I

was undressing myself, undressed her, leaving her with a naked shape to end all shapes. In front of her girlfriends, now wetting themselves from top to toe, I slipped myself inside her, chewed on her ear as she cooed and brought her to ecstasy. I could get more artistic with words I suppose, and explain how the other girls then started to undress, and one by one, dancing Arabic style, in my face, teasing me, till they were up against the wall. Oh my God. The avalanche of such encounters is only the rolling of a small snowball in the right direction away. This is the personal side of creating fantasy. To love your self in your self who is not your self. This is part of the revolution too. To be free. To enjoy with love. Then there was the hot springs. A group of Krishna devotees taking bath together, boys and girls. The girls, apparently, wanted separate pools. All I could think of was Krishna when they entered the same pond, happily. This is uddipana. A reminder of Gods world. Our God loves these moments which are so dangerous and erotic, potentially fantastic. Was I the only one thinking what would Krishna do in this position? And was I the only one who would do the same given the balls? It didnt happen. But in the minds of those there maybe it did. And is that bad? To be like Krishna when you are not Krishna? Is Krishna against someone who is like him? Krishna is looking to take people like him back to his world. He is ready to possess such people with his love, with his lovers love, so they may live constantly in priti-nagara forever. Let us get creative like the creator himself. Otherwise we are not human. Sex is so boring in the west and non-existent in the east (the east to me is India). Hi, you are nice, whats your phone number? Would you like to meet tomorrow? What is it with tomorrow? Fuck tomorrow! Forget phones I am in front of you, why do you want my phone number? I was getting crazy sometimes. Why do we have

to wait? For what? You are busy? Doing what? There is a sweeter place than priti-nagara, the magical dimension of erotic love? Mobiles! Please somebody destroy these gadgets that now hang around peoples neck chaining them to the illusion of tomorrow. Then there is youtube, facebook, dickbook. God help us. Please. O.K. You can use everything to bring love, but what about a bit of spontaneity. God knows when we should meet and he arranges it. When you re-arrange it, it isnt the same. The backdrop is different. The lighting is different. The circumstances are different. You are different. People look for love but then give you their phone number. You meet. O.K. What shall we do? Errm, drink something, smoke something. What is this? You cannot grab someone and start running with them once they are prepared to drink and smoke with you and talk. Fuck. What do you want to talk about? I can talk to my best friends about philosophy or changing the world. Or we can talk about changing the world after we have made love explicitly with the Unknown, the erotic self which has no information, no history, no future, just the smell of presence, intoxicating. Fantasy will become reality when we accept both. Otherwise our future will be life after life of fantasy separate from reality. That will be our reality. We will forever have fantasy, there is no getting rid of it. There is no need to get rid of it. You just need to embrace love in all aspects. Embrace God, the Planet, the self and each other. Utopia waits for us to let God know what we want. The Rainbow is the closest thing Ive seen to Utopia but it is still in need of funky black bitches who shake their booty in the main fire circle. Where is Krishna? Krishna is a nigger some of you may be startled to realize. That is why is he is the best of dancers. That is why he doesnt give a shit. Actually, of course he gives a shit. He is in constant

defecation therefore he need not think about it anymore. It is his nature to give a shit, and therefore his actions are completely opposite to his nature. He transforms everything. He is a pervert. He is so erotic. And so are you. At least potentially! Potentially my words are worthy of your semen, but may somehow be perverted and understood to be perverted. Krishna is not a pervert. He is perverted. Thus he appears to be perverted. Thus he is a pervert. It is perfectly simple to understand. If you are perfectly simple. If not. What can I do? There are self help books maybe I could recommend. You can join groups of unperverted people and wallow in your glorious united conceptions of purity. I am not writing to please the ego. There are many self-help books by new age writers which do that. It feels good to read something that you already know. You are elated realizing you are enlightened. These books convince you that you dont need love from outside because love is inside, there is no need for a revolution because everything is perfect as it is, and you dont need God because you are God. It is sweet nectar for the ego. The books help some people of course. The books may get you out the ocean but you are not meant to stay in the net. The net is concept, religion. This new age philosophy is the subtlest of religions and the subtlest is the most difficult to get out of. Because you arent even aware you are in it. The Rainbow was most orthodox religious function ever. No official space for expanding consciousness. Only concepts of equality. But what about diversity. Is that not part of the whole? Is that not the meaning of rainbow? Do I have to tow the line all the time? Do I have to eat at the same time as everyone all the time? Can I not steal youre your plate and eat running like a child? One time. Can I not serve everyone with love and eat last? Must I be good always? Cant I be a bit naughty sometimes?

Of course. This is erotic. Perverted love. It is not a lack of love it is just perverted, twisted, crooked. It is so perverted sometimes it doesnt even look like love to someone outside of the vibration. For my sweet darling one girl wrote on a present to a friend, (yesterday in fact). yo, bitch, hope you choke on it I wrote on my friends wrapped up cheese and tomato toast that I was bringing her. Erotic love is bad made good. Sweet aggression, selfless selfishness, loving violence. Through the acceptance of each other a couple may drop the social etiquettes and treat each other with apparent neglect. Meditation on each other, free of guilt is love in separation, just as you meditate on how to save the world or how to love God. Masturbating is the most useless and useful act a man can do. Without love it sucks us into depravity. With love it becomes a magnet for a fantasy reality. If we have love then disgusting becomes the most beautiful. We do not need to get rid of sex, we just need to add God and then it will come out from the depths of depravity and into our lives, in a beautiful way. We do not need to get rid of the religious scene, we just need to add God and then it will come out of the church and into the streets, into the forests and into the hearts of all. Understand the power of love and stop taking sides. There are no sides. There is no roof. There is no floor. There is ecstasy supplied by love and loving. So allow yourself to be seduced. Dont fear. It is a big fucking change Ill admit. Because it has never happened before. It is a big surrender. To become erotic is a big surrender. But it is what you want. And if you dont get it you just condemn those that do. Once you are erotic you wont care about money or dominating countries. Wars will end. Sacred sex will satisfy the soul and there will be need to dominate anyone else. Wars are only manifestations of the unsuccessful man who has given up. Because of his unerotic behavior he needs to

dominate something other than a woman. If he could dominate a woman he would see that there is nothing more worthy of dominating. It is complete fulfillment. The woman is more powerful than any country. And if you do still want to rule the world, then try dominating God first otherwise forget it. And the only way to dominate God is by loving him. Cause he is God and he only allows freedom as a consequence of love. Once you love him you are not interested in dominating the world. Again you are foiled. So woman and God are what are lacking in the feeble lives of poor dominators. The only man that will rule the world is the man who can dominate the woman and God. The world will come as consequence. Then it will be different because everyone will become dominators of woman and God. But remember one thing, that behind every great man there has to be a great woman. Erotic love of God is God perverted. God perverted is not God; he is a human being wandering around a forest with bare feet playing a bamboo flute, seducing women. That I have discussed. Erotic love of the world is a spiritual revolution with a cute ass. That we have established. Erotic love of the lover? Ok. Enough philosophy, lets get practical.

Fuck Philosophy
Philosophy is the prelude, that which leads to the real thing. Once you understand it you drop it. Krishna is not a philosopher. He is a lover. He had to take himself out of his erotic homeland to get philosophical, to give the prelude. That was out of his compassion.

In his deepest self, he never really leaves Vrindavan. Out of compassion he makes his passion accessible with his philosophy of love so everyone may go beyond war, pain, ignorance, suffering, confusion, awareness, clarity, knowledge, enlightenment and sex. In passion he loves his dearmost to the extent that he cannot drag himself away from her. It is her desire that everyone achieve this love for him, and that he experience the love of everyone for him, which makes him leave her for us, and him. It is the compassion of Radha, not Krishna, which leads to the Bhagavad-gita. And it is the mercy of Radha, not Krishna that inspired me to write this book. Otherwise I was so deep in passionate meditation I had no interest in this world at all. O.K. Enough masturbating with philosophy now lets get back to masturbating. The worlds most genius method of meditation ever practiced. Direct results every time. Complete absorption in the object which has not been attained yet. Thus, part three is easy. But enough masturbating with masturbating, where is the real thing? When is it going to be Krishna time for all of us? Enough Morrissey. Let me get what I want now. No? It is all about opportunity. We have the opportunity all the time for erotic love. Only we are too obliged to other meaningless things, such as money, and society and family, and security, and dignity. Gods grace manifests as opportunity. He gives an open portal for unity. You feel it. That moment when you are excited, when you want to move in the direction of sexual love. But you dont. You dont even notice the opportunity. Only when you are drunk in nightclubs and then where is the eroticism. Where is the mystery, the challenge, the art?

It takes practice. Being Krishna is not easy. As I write Im still wondering why didnt I kiss her at that moment that moment that hindsight, like a bad fucking friend, comes and tells you, that moment you dick. It is a cool game of let-go. Next opportunity, next opportunity. It comes fast if you dont look for it, the next opportunity. If there is no mind, no desire. If desire is something controlled by love, you are permanently blissful in sadhu mode. Because you are in love with the Erotic Lover Personified internally. So you meditate on him for a while, chanting the names of Hare and Krishna with no desire or expectation of ever meeting another girl. You return to your dharma undisturbed and then when externally he casts himself his female expansion in front of you, inside comes outside for you to enjoy and learn simultaneously. In high consciousness we are to live in the present and are therefore eternal virgins who have never met a beautiful girl before. We have never done anything before. There is no before, only now. Mantra and tantra may intertwine but they are not given up because they are love, the male and female, the offering and the receiving of Gods love. God and sex. What a blend. It is amazing the people put them so far apart, when in essence they are the same thing. In the end, the story always has a twist. It is always perverted. Otherwise it is known, obvious, boring. That is the beauty of truth. In the end you can work everything out with your balls. In the end, when all your charkas are one with each other, what stirs your heart and stirs your soul, and your mind and your divinity, and your compassion, and your butterflies and your genitals and your ass, is the same. In the end if you free your mind, your ass will follow. In the end if you free your ass your God will follow. In the end if you open a girls heart her legs will follow and vice versa. Whichever way you want to work. Mantra or tantra. Half the world has lost the sky. Half has lost the ground. How can you dance fully satisfied. You cannot know sex till you

know God. It is not complete. You cannot know God till you know sex. It is not complete. Both will come together in the dance of true love. Tonight I missed the opportunity to seduce another girl. One after another. I fail. I forget about it. Another girl walks in front of me and smiles and I think wow, she is so beautiful, and I am seduced. The sight of a beautiful girl is enough for me to feel complete. But lila is a dance on the platform of completion. Over to me. She has done her part. She has elevated her consciousness to the point that her vibration attracts me, her smile attracts me, her hips, lips, tits attract me. It is instant. I need not inquire further about where she is from or where she is going, how she earns money, what she does for a living, what she thinks about Van Morrison, Terence McKenna, Krishna, anything. I dont care what she thinks. I am seduced. Then I enter the dangerous world of information. She becomes my friend. Then how can I set out to conquer her, my friend, my sister. She gets hurt. Fuck. I did it again. Why cant I just flash a glance into her erotic heart, surely she has such a deep space as I do and loves love like I do. Why cant I just place my lips on her lips, my hands on her breasts. The self help books told me a woman likes a man who knows what he wants and is not afraid to take it. Shit. Im afraid. She will kick the shit out of me, surely. O.K. Let me write another unsuccessful genius romantic poem instead of whispering fuck me. It is a sweet game. She may well kick the shit out of you. The revolution will not make it any easier. Because a woman, who is a woman, will go deeper into no even as she goes deeper into yes because this is her beautiful nature. The no is an automatic erotic mechanism which stimulates the mans yes by which the no may become a yes if charmingly acted upon. Maybe poetry will work later when a

womans heart and genitals, sky and ground are one. Maybe lets fuck will work. A man wants to conquer and a woman wants to be conquered, Im sure Im not the first to declare. We may switch roles in the glorious act of erotic love, but the natures exist. So if a man wants to conquer, what fun it is to fuck the conquered. If a woman wants to be conquered, what fun is it to be conquered by someone who has already conquered you? Thus the married couple have a hard time keeping it up and resort to backgammon for entertainment. In the play of Krishna, Radha is seriously, devoutly, one hundred percent, not going to let Krishna conquer her. She is a married woman. And that chastity is real. She feels it. It is not mimicked. She loves Krishna but she is determined to not be seduced by him. The erotic side is so deep in a woman it is hard to see it. It is so deep, and the nature of a woman is so private, that it is revealed very subtly. Krishna is sensitive and courageous and lucky to be eternally in love with someone elses wife. The game is never over. So am I saying we should seduce other mens wives. No. I am trying to seduce the men away from their wives. And by saying that I am trying to seduce wives and husbands towards each other so they may experience the real devoted experience of commitment. In fact there is no wife, and there is no husband. There is only love. As yogamaya creates the illusion there, maya creates the illusion here. We are in this world for love, dont get so serious about it all. Love is serious. So if you are in love deeply with your wife, dont let some smart words rattle you. Show her your love. Show him your love. Let us get serious in love, in svakiya and parakiya. We need both. They depend upon each other. In India there is too much svakiya and too little parakiya. In the west, too much parakiya and too little svakiya.

It takes an expert to seduce a religious woman or get a modern woman to be chaste. We need to bring them together. The sky to the ground. Freedom and culture, like I mentioned before. It is a high topic, the equilibrium, the balance. Only those in the centre will not jump on one of the scales. It is a high centre, a thin line and a glorious position. Zorba is easy. Buddha is easy. Krishna? It is a high topic.

Exercises to Attain Erotic Mastery

Im joking. Humour is taking over me again. But now that the title has crept onto the page, why not? There is much I could say about erotic exercises to stimulate lovers involved. You could just read the Kama Sutra. Or you could start by looking into each others eyes, taking each others clothes off, allowing your love to flow from the top chakra to the bottom chakra and then up through the partners chakras, into the cosmos, and back into you while at the same time your lovers love goes the other way. In this way your energies will meet in unlimited loving ways and activate the Absolute life force. It is also a good idea to get two girls to stare at each other while fingering them both, two more girls to stare at each other while fucking your dick and tongue, respectively, and of course, very respectfully! I am serious. It is difficult to write because the experience of eroticism has its own language which is as naturally aggressive as is the erotic experience. And what to speak of different people with different moods, even I disagree with myself when in different moods and thus edit my book, and then add to it again. But deep inside we all have the same nature. We are all hunters. We are all animals and part of

the animal is violent. Sex is violence; Perry Farrell was right, but a type of violence which, in the right consciousness transforms violence into sweetness, ridding ourselves of a violent tendency which would otherwise come out in less sweet ways. The aggressiveness in erotic behaviour is the paradox. The selfishness is the paradox. So unless you are able to ascertain the paradox you will be unable to understand the purity of orgiastic behaviour. It is very sacred and must be kept that way. We polluted everything pure on this planet. But we can start again, keeping divinity in the centre. In love you can experience two becoming one. And more sensitive, you can experience three becoming one. Four and five. There is no limit really. But it is increasingly difficult to remain one when there are more bodies. That is why when it happens it is amazing. In sankirtans, in orgies, in football matches, oneness is the joy of life. The joy of four women in orgasm, in simultaneous ecstasy, the source of which is one man, is something very high. Something rarely experienced, but in the wake of love and a surrender of ego, will naturally take place more often. When men achieve connection with their female potential it will be easier to unite in numbers. The male ego is the problem in this world. If the world were full of women (with only femininity) they would just decide to have a big lesbian orgy. Men. It is not so easy. To take fantasy from the fantasy and bring it into life is part of the revolution. This is what Krishna did. He was bold enough to steal the clothes of gopis who were bathing. He then ordered them to come out with their hands up. If they were not ready for his fantasy he would have returned their clothes, he has a compassionate loving heart. He offered them his passionate erotic heart. He offered the choice. So the gopis united and decided, O.K. He is a man with high erotic ambitions, let us delight him, thus they

raised their arms and came out displaying their breasts for him. Now they were in control. You made offence to the River Yamuna he declared, now turn and bow down in atonement. They knew his mind and together agreed to delight it by displaying to him everything as he watched a group of girls in a united tease. It takes a brave soul to realize his dream. It takes brave women with surrendered souls to embrace that dream. So if you are in a group of intimate associates and feeling kinky and sacred, design a party which will be so bonding it wont be forgotten. In conscious creation of erotic pleasure we can transcend the mundane fucking that has become too gross to witness in these last decades. The future is not a world where sex is rampantly free. For eroticism thrives on danger and romantic suspense and cultures fruit is eroticism. Eroticism without culture leads to people sticking fish up their ass for pleasure while culture without eroticism leads to a world beating cricket team. East requires the West. The West needs the East. The unification of the western and eastern mind will provide a super-culture where everyone is completely satisfied. Sex is sacred. When we become united in our self, the erotic love-making will bring Gods names to our tongue and Gods name on our tongue will stimulate erotic love-making. Understanding the psychological benefit of sexual freedom with your lover I offer a few more tips. It can be helpful if a couple speak their desires during love-making and demand their love co-operate. There is nothing more erotic than hearing the erotic longing of the woman. Maybe it is vice versa too! Masturbating in front of your lover is erotic and rids you of the feeling of guilt and condemnation which society dumps on you. You will find that many couples who make love will feel shy to masturbate in front of each other,

which shows that there is a lack of freedom in their love and a certain hiding behind apparent giving. It is helpful if a man can practice coming close to orgasm then holding it, and breathing deeply, to raise energy to the crown chakra. However, in premananda, in the ecstasy of love, there can be no loss of energy. Krishna gives his love without making girls pregnant and without concern for tantric repression, just like a qualified babaji. There are tantric exercises given in tantric books too to encourage sexual liberation and but they are akin to a book on how to act spontaneously. It is purpose-defeating to give a code to something which thrives on invention. An encouragement towards creation is all that is needed. My personal experience at present is Krishna wants me to become expert in life, in whatever way you enjoy it. I am someone who greatest pleasure is making love and I love to make love in artistic ways in beautiful settings, with romantic hearts. Krishna sends me the girls but does not put them on a plate for me because half of the erotic experience is to catch the prey. I am in the process of accepting my masculinity in a world where the male has become afraid of himself amidst the rebellion of the female. The female has suffered too from the male and the rebellion from the male. It is time to balance, find our self, and be brave to get what we want, with respect for the other. Words are ambiguous because life is not meant to have a conclusion. In fact it is the conclusion, the definition, that we seek in our uncertainty which traps the soul. Suffice it is to say that we are free, erotic, romantic and inside us, outside us are all the elements necessary to attain ecstatic perfection, which naturally continues to grow in every way possible.

So I am not short of ideas for erotic revolutions. Once we individually steady our consciousness in the divine, then divine pastimes can take place in our lives, the most erotic pastimes beyond even your own acceptance of possibility. We have problems to resolve, basic survival crises in the world. We will resolve them by unity and thereafter we may party how we, the erotic reflections of God, love to party. O.K. Back to my cows.

How to Get What You Want

As Mr. Jagger once said, you cant always get what you want. It is true. But if you try sometimes. I am no expert it must be said. Not yet. Maybe one day I will be more qualified to host such a chapter and at that time I will start seminars, wear white suits and sit with small groups of desperate men wondering how the hell you get laid. Dont worry guys. Krsna is one of us. He ponders the same question. Because he is energetically attracted to girls who are vibrating his level of love, he is acquainted with the most beautiful, chaste girls in all the three worlds, namely Radha and gopi companions. As a male pigeon chases a female pigeon, a bull tries to mount a cow, a drunken guy tries to shag a drunken woman, the personification of love also plays the game of trying to get what he wants. If you imagine a computer game then Krishna is on the 108th stage, the final level of play, having become expert in seducing all women on all other levels. But he is not interested in merely having sex with those he is easily able to; he requires love, he requires the sharing of energy with those on the same energetic level. As ones consciousness develops you will notice this progression. You will not necessarily fuck more girls, but girls in your movie will become increasingly more divine, and

ultimately Radha-like. Obviously that is because you are becoming increasingly more Krishna-like. You will go through a period of renunciation. It is natural when you are absorbed in sattva-guna, the mode of goodness, you will feel like you dont need or want sex and that sex is not so spiritual. That is why many in this category will see the topic as low because they havent tasted divine sexuality yet. The blessing is to come. As well as external beauty, the internal ecstasy soars so the experience of sex becomes something astonishing. As there are levels of consciousness there are concomitant levels of ecstasy caused by devotion. Sex becomes the topmost service as it not only usurps simultaneous physical, mental and spiritual bliss but it unites you with Radha and Krishna and produces direct experience of their bhavas which they experience in their lila. So. What to do? Again, let us go to the master of erotic love and acquire his advice. Actually, let us acquire the advice he is receiving. In his book Astakala-lila-padavali, Raya Shekhar offers advice to Krishna Himself as Krishna stands bewildered in front of the apparently insurmountable task of seducing Sri Radha. In three verses Raya Shekhar gives eternal advice to man on how to seduce a woman. Nayaka Siksa (instructions to the hero): O Hari! This heroine is a young girl, but you somehow consider her a woman. Wherever Radha is standing, go there in a humble way. Attract her with humble contact, smile at her and speak sweet words. Whenever she looks at you in a rasika way, you can go and touch her body. When you see that this makes her happy, then you can proceed by kissing her on the face. If she tolerates all this then you can grab her big breasts and give up all shame by kissing her on the mouth and seating her on your thighs. With the strength of your arms you can open her girdle and take her on your lap while laughing and joking. Touching her buttocks, continue

looking into her eyes. If she faints then anoint her body with sandalwood pulp. In this way you will gradually achieve your goal. Dont engage in any more talks. Wonderful. I was so happy to read these verses tucked away in some special rasa-sastra. I know it. Krishna knows it. But it is always helpful to hear it again from a friend. To acquire erotic contact with a beautiful girl you need to follow her into her erotic heart, following insinuations of allowance with positive penetration, and contact. You have to touch her. And you have to shut the fuck up! When the feeling comes to touch her and the smile is in her eyes that is the time to shoot. But step by step. It is risky. It is daring. But who dares wins, no? The problem is of course that you may get a smile and an urge to touch and then touch and then get a slap in the face followed by what the fuck do you think you are doing? If this is the case you were chasing a parasite. Women not interested in love seek to suck energy from the man and leave him empty. Naturally you will learn to avoid such women. And women will learn to avoid the men who have no interest in mood, only body. A real woman will respect a real man and understand that he is merely reciprocating with the erotic mood that she has put in him. A real man will allow the real woman to know she is in control yet to show her what he wants and that he is ready to turn his fantasy into reality and hers. When we become real we will find each other and play a more sophisticated, naturally play of love. The woman then will be able to confidently play again, knowing real men are out there. So to the womans desire. Raya Shekhar also has advice for Radha. Again three verses. Sakhi siksa (instructions to the heroine): O lotus-like fortunate girl, hear my words. This is how you meet with your hero. Carefully conceal your body with your cloth. Remain shy and silent.

Look at the ground with lowered head. Look again and again with half-opened eyes, at one time pull your cloth nonchalantly over your breasts, and another time breathe out deeply. Sometimes bind your girdle tightly so that Krishna will get lusty when he sees it. When your hero comes and approaches you, then dont stay silent but stop him with your words. When your beloved is thirsty for eros and tries to hold your hands, dont give him permission, but shake your head. When Krishna takes you on his lap then turn your face away and ask him to let go. When Krishna seeks your permission then speak to him with a soft, ambrosial voice. When he wants to kiss you, then turn your face away and when the time for love-making arrives, then show fear. Raya Shekhar says, Go tender Radha, Krishna is very eager for you. Interesting. The advice for the woman is to say no to the man when the man is merely following the advice of the same friend. Where will it all lead? To amazing erotic adventures. It is simple to understand. The woman seduces the man by her beauty and the man seduces by his touch. She begins by attracting him with flirtation. Nowadays women are showing their tits to the world twenty-four hours a day so there isnt a moment for them to reveal their beauty. It is in your face and therefore you get sick of it. As spontaneity depends of organization, as the funny man depends on the straight man, as white depends on black, erotic love depends on chastity. When jewels are concealed they astonish when they are revealed. Western women. Listen. The sari is the most erotic fashion garment there is because it is covering the whole body, but in a moment it tightens and then curves are revealed and steal your mind. Suggestion is the key. You will not get horny on a naked beach. Kali yuga fashion has turned women into prostitutes, and all in the name of liberation. This is the irony. Real freedom is to gain power not lose it. A woman, chaste with her body has the power to use it as she likes, not that

all she passes leer at it. If you seduce a woman in a night club, be sure that one hundred men have already fucked her in their minds. To the sensitive man this is not so sweet. I have nothing wrong with a woman actually making love to a hundred men of her choice. I know prostitutes who are actually priestesses in my view. I respect women who can do it. A woman must be able to choose who enters her and she is wise to keep herself from mental rape. The woman as we know is in control for the man is besotted with her body. She neednt do too much to attract. She is the passive beauty. The man is the active beauty. He is the charmer. So when he charms allow him to go to step two. Step two is touch her. Dont smoke forty cigarettes getting to know her life. Her life is probably as boring as yours less you are a tantric revolutionary like me. No. Touch her. Sweetly. And then step three and step four. And women. Say no. Push him away. It is the nature of a shy woman anyway to say no. Even if there is a big yes in the heart. The mind is shy. And this is beautiful. This outside no and inside yes stokes the mans erotic fire. So he approaches more and she becomes more shy, yet more desirous. Bad becomes good and grabbing the breasts brings a bigger no and yes. This is the way of erotic love. In the end the man cannot help but use his physical force to take her to a solitary place (flower beds are sweeter than pub toilets, in the future utopia will provide!). In the end both lovers get what they want. But in such an incredible way. Not an arranged fuck after a boring conversation. But wild rape. Yes rape. The most disgusting thing is the sweetest thing when you have a loving connection. To have a loving connection and to have illegal love is the product of eroticism. When life yields such eroticism there will be no need for trying to cultivate eroticism by mechanical devices. If eroticism is cultivated by mood then there will a sexual revolution because now in the west people try to gain more and more erotic pleasure through the body, ignoring mood. In this

way, there is sheer desperation, as you turn sex into a drug you can no longer enjoy. Real eroticism will end, or at least, minimize, hopefully all the way, the problem of rape. Because rape, the disgusting kind we associate this word with, exists because of an imbalance in life. We are naturally erotic. If we do not surrender to nature we become unnatural and thus in America, where sex is easy, rape is rife, and in India where you cannot touch a girl in public, rape is rife. But if you accept your self, nature, God and each other in the most gorgeous way, we will turn this most hideous diseased world into a fantasy playground, where men and women get what they want, and naturally enjoy it to the max.

The Enchanting Erotic Love-play of Radha and Krishna

There are no greater teachers of erotic love than Sri Radha and Sri Krishna, the very source of divine erotic love. Combining the deepest devotional surrender with the sweetest forms and the most enchanting movements, the sringar (erotic) lila (stories) of the divine couple are the epitome of dynamic ecstasy. It takes a connoisseur to appreciate both the religious devotion and explicit eroticism which unite in the play of the eternal heroes of sexual love. Teachers have been sensitive to air the secret pastimes of Radha and Krishna warning that they may lead to sexual stimulation. Sexual stimulation is not a problem. Forgetting the Absolute Truth is the problem. If you can hear how beautiful the Absolute Truth is you will never forget it. Rather, you will aspire to be a part of it, thus achieving the potential of ecstatic erotic and exotic love in the forest-bowers of Sri Vrindavan Dham, the eternal abode of love.

After reading the final chapter of Sri Krishna Bhavanamrta Mahakavya by Visvanatha Cakravarti Thakur, I just had to put it in, having fallen enchanted by its sweet spiritual sensuality. If one fears making offence to God due to the tendency to feel bad upon hearing someone elses happiness I do not encourage you to read this part. The chapter, End of the Day is a climax. The lovers have been flirting all day, playing games in water, wandering in the forest, drinking honey wine, dressing each other and joking with each other. The book is written by one who sees the pastimes directly in samadhi, inter-dimentional experience. Thus they are excerpts from the Sweetest Reality, written to enchant and attract us into that universe forever. It is difficult to translate from Sanskrit to English because in the Sanskrit there is so much double-entendre as Krishna and the gopis use cheeky suggestive word-play and beautiful comparative praises of each other. Nevertheless, you will get the picture; a picture, which like a magical magnet, can draw you into it. "Chapter Twenty; End of the Day." After singing all these songs and playing different beautiful tunes with their wonderful musical instruments, Krishna and then the gopis, changed their clothes from playing in the Yamuna river and entered a kunja, a secret forest grove, where Vrinda, the Goddess of the Forest, brought them dates, bananas, jack fruits, rose apples, mangoes and other juicy fruits. Radha and Krishna were enchanted by the gorgeous forms and smells of these fruits and praised them.

The gopis had brought various cakes from home that Radha and Krishna jokingly relished with shining smiling faces. Mukunda, Krishna whose teeth are wild like kunda flowers, relished the golden betel leaves given to him by the maidservants. While chewing them he looked like a sapphire toppled by a moon that was washed with sweet erotic mellows by the Creator, and in which the stars of his eyes were shining and reddish inside. When the moon of Krishna's glance rose, the darkness of Radhika's patience was vanquished and the lotus of her bashfulness dried up and shrivelled. But her erotic feelings began to bloom up like a field of lilies do when the moon rises, and her eyes showered drops of ecstatic tears, just as the moonstones start dripping when the moon rises. Krishna told Sri Radhika; 'O restless eyed one, people become excited with erotic feelings when they see the spots of moonlight coming through the small slits between the thick leaves of the trees that are trembling in the wind! It seems that the moon has engaged the moonlight in attending to us here in Vrindavan. Let's rest on this flowerbed in this kunja of desire trees for a while.' Kalanidhi, artful Krishna, held his left arm on Radhika's shoulder and brought her to the bed where they both lay down. Then the kinkaris, the maidservants, had their desires to massage Radha and Krishna's lotus feet fulfilled. Two maidservants held the lotus feet of Radha and Krishna on their thighs, that were like golden seats, and worshipped these feet, offering foot-bathing water with their tear drops, and offering their hair, which was standing on end in ecstasy, for the cleaning of their hands. This, however, frightened them with the thought that their tender lotus feet might be hurt by these sweet hairs. They worshipped these lotus feet with their lotus-like hands, offered scents with the musk and camphor from their breasts,

incense with their breath, lamps with their shining jewel like nails, garlands with their glances, foodstuffs with their pomegranate-like breasts and a camphor lamp with their very lives, that are full of love and are mixed with the moonlight of their faces. Krishna's feet were like sprouts on the golden banana-like thighs of the maidservants, whose red lotuslike hands massaged them. Their bangles buzzed like bumblebees as they went up and down with the movements of their massaging hands. Other maidservants fanned Radha and Krishna with flower fans, as if they wanted to gladden the poets having their descriptions of their master's glories dancing before them in personified forms. One maidservant stood on each of Radha and Krishna's side, serving golden betel leaves filled with camphor, nutmeg and cloves. Radha and Krishna looked like spotless full moons, sprinkling two golden vines that constantly worshipped them. Krishna said; 'Dear Radhe! Look! Your maidservants are very tired! They perspire and their eyes are rolling! Let them take some rest! If your feet are still tired then I will massage them myself!' As soon as the maidservants heard this they left the kunja, like worshippers leaving the temple having had their desires fulfilled. Then Krishna bathed in Cupid's holy lake, shivering from erotic bliss. His body was made shining by being washed after which he joyfully engaged in worship, being expert in all the religious function of the scriptures, including the kama sastra, the book of love-making. After bathing, Krishna stepped into Cupid's pond, his body shivered from lustful agitation. He became eager for all the different aspects of erotic play. In the beginning of the union he drank the nectar of contrary unwilling Radha and then he removed the obstacle of her contrariness by embracing her by force! At the beginning of his sacrifice Krishna was assured of Radha's desires by the movements of her hands, then he worshipped the

demigods by placing his hands on her golden jug like breasts, making full moon shaped nail marks on them. He bit her lips with his teeth and united with his beloved, smiling and riding on a wave of bliss. Sri Radhika thought to Herself; 'How can I make my girlfriends share this happiness?' Krishna, understanding her loving purpose, expanded himself into as many forms as there were gopis and enjoyed with them also. The maidservants, who cannot live without seeing Radha and Krishna's pastimes, beheld their play with joy. One of them suddenly said, 'Sakhis! Just look at Radha and Krishna's amazing condition! They bind each other's bodies with their arms, lying there motionlessly for a while, then again they shiver and say, 'ha, ha' with faltering voices, anxious in separation from each other, sprinkling each other with warm tears. Even if they give up their embrace and sit facing each other they strike their own foreheads and become distressed, unable to see each other through innumerable tears. 'Listen', Krishna tells Radhika, 'O proud, angry girl, where have you gone leaving me behind?' and Radhika said, 'O Dear One! Why have you suddenly hidden yourself to joke with me?' The maidservants giggled while they relished these utterances of loving delusion. One maidservant said, 'Why do these two feel separation from each other? And why do they still meet, although no one arranged for it?' Another maidservant, speaking on the conclusions of erotic science said, 'these clever maidservants know their mood! When they are separate, they constantly meditate on each other and even when they stretch out their arms to embrace each other their touch mitigates the pangs of their separation.' O Sakhis (friends)! this separation caused their eagerness to meet each other to increase a million fold and in this way, remaining stationary for a long time, it also increases their pleasure of union.' 'Look, the loving couple, fearing separation from each other tightly embrace each

other and take off each other's clothes making each other enter each other's heart, telling each other, 'I'm entering into that mind where you are always keeping me, to play there.' It is certainly proper for this enjoying couple to become one in their embrace since they are already one soul and one mind, but not yet one body. Is this why they have quickly united in erotic yoga, union.' Seeing the vastness of Sri Radhika's breasts Krishna thought 'only I am so huge in this world. Do these breasts want to defeat me? I will smash their pride!' Is this why he massages them they way he does? 'O beautiful friend, after Krishna kissed the collyrium from Radhika's eyes her bimba fruit-like lips anxiously thought, 'arey! Who has put ink on Krishna's wonderful lips, like spots on the moon? Let me take it away and put the red colour of my chewed betel leaves there!' 'Sakhi. When I see how they bite each other's lips I think that the kunda flower-shafts of King Cupid have pierced these bandhujiva-lips.' 'When I see how Krishna scratched Radhika's breasts with his nails and how the pearls from her necklace are falling on the ground one by one because Krishna broke the string, I think that Cupid has pierced his enemy Siva with the half moon mark of his arrows after binding them up with two sprout like ropes. Seeing this, the Ganga, who falls on Siva's head became afraid and began to cry, her white pearl-like tear drops falling on the ground one by one. 'Look! the lightning is empowered by Cupid and topples the cloud after attacking him!', one gopi said after Radhika and Krishna reversed roles, she taking the man's position above him. Seeing this the gopis and manjaris cried tears of loving ecstasy that showered the grove, cooling the loving couple. The maidservants were angry at their tears of ecstasy as it hindered their service of fanning the couple. Did the honey bees get so angry at the moon, unable to tolerate his drinking the nectar of their blue lotus

flower, that they now forcibly drink the nectar of the moon?' A string of pearls dances on the sun globe that rose above the clouds to attain liberation and the golden swans on the earth blissfully began to play music with the avadhutas (wild renunciates). Others could not come on that golden ground and when Krishna came there he sang sweet songs that made the vine like bodies of all the rasika devotees melt of ecstasy. (Radhika's pearl necklace danced upon Krishna's gem-stone, that was like the rising sun peaking on Krishna's cloud like chest.) Many honeybees came there, being attracted to Radha and Krishna's fragrance and began to sing sweet songs that made the vine dance. Crooked and foolish people wander around restlessly, attached to the fruitive activities prescribed in the Vedas that will grant them residence in heaven. The Divine eternally youthful couple was intoxicated by drinking unlimited amounts of nectar, whose shields of sandalwood paste were smeared by each other's nails and that had bound each other through their ever fresh desires for union. Radha and Krishna competed with each other in erotic cleverness, but their fight ended with tiredness that brought Nidra Devi, the Goddess of Sleep, there to promptly stop the fight. I worship Srila Rupa and Sanatana Gosvami, who brought Radha and Krishna, the King and Queen of Vrindavan, out of their hearts into this world, who revealed their pastimes from the Vedic Scriptures and who are followed by all the spontaneous devotees of the world. I take shelter of the Sri Krishna Chaitanya cloud, who showers the whole world, making it drink the stream of his lustre that is like billions of Cupids so fair, and who destroys the darkness of the material world. " Thus ends Srila Visvanath Chakravarti Thakurs description of Radha and Krishna's nightime activities.

Part 5 Freedom from Lovelessness

Aparadha - What is Really Offensive?
In Parts 1 to 4, I gave positive recommendations for creating love in every direction. A short chapter needs to be given regarding the one big obstacle in achieving Love, and that is the offensive consciousness of lovelessness. Aparadha is a term which means offence in Sanksrit. In this material existence we have good and bad karma. In the cycle of samsara, repeated birth and death, we recycle the good and bad moods and actions which produce more good or bad fruits. Aparadha relates to love. It is the mood and action which blocks the flow of love into the heart. It is so important to understand what is blocking the love from coming in for removing that block will create the inevitable deluge of it. The word aparadha is known to Krishna devotees all too well. Many use it egoistically to bring down other devotees. Obviously, that is a contradiction to devotion. This is absolutely the point! What is contradicting devotion is what is really offensive. Religion, instead of being the playground of devotion has become the cesspit of deviation. The elements for this cesspit are 1) rules and regulations 2) egoism. I lived as a monk for seven years in a vaidhi-bhakti environment. Let me tell you what happens. Instead of devotees concentrating on their spiritual ascension, the egoistic devotees rather try and pull down the other devotees. We know that this is what happens in the world. Ego wants to pull others down so it can get on top. In a society whose goal is love, instead of devotees attaining that love by trnad api sunicena seeing themselves as the lowest (and therefore achieving the experience of

the highest), the ego throws mud on others to establish the position of greatest devotee, greatest lover of God. Of course, this is disgusting and this is why aparadha is the one big, big obstacle in the way of devotion. DO NOT CRITICIZE OTHERS. ESPECIALLY THOSE WITH LOVE OF GOD. We are all equal. But those with love of God are developing a relationship with the highest energy, and therefore negative vibrations toward those channels create an impression in the heart which disables one from receiving that energy. Coming into the knowledge and grace of devotion therefore can be precarious for inevitably most people are carrying ego with them. This is why humility and awareness of ones ignorance needs to be utilized to bow down to love and those who possess it. All the bowing down recommended by scriptures and saints of the past is not for Gods purpose. God, or the guru, is not really interested in prostrated human beings, but for the human beings sake it cultivates humility. Unless you make a religion of it! Then the bowing down starts to look more impressive yet to God it becomes less impressive. The clothes the monks wear look impressive, the devotional marks on the face look impressive, the singing sounds impressive, the reciting of mantras and verses of scripture appears impressive, the enthusiastic praises of guru sounds impressive, but sadly, the behaviour of ego when imitating devotion is the most ugly thing in this world. If one has ego one will see ego in all else, especially clean mirrors. It is those shouting offence who usually make the offensive behaviour. Inevitably those who appear to be the closest to God and guru may be the furthest away and vice versa. This is the irony recognized by the sensitive and which needs to be recognized by anyone who understands that association will take you up or down. The ego is very

subtle and until it is given up at the feet of the egoless master, it is wise to pay careful attention to ones attitude towards others. Once you have reached a certain level of cleanliness you will see everything as it is and further still you will see everything as it is and with the eyes of love. Further still you will not even care to see the ego which is there but the love which is shining from your own heart, into all the hearts of the world. God sees like this. He loves all. It takes the gurus grace to administer the medicine of grace. Love has no rules and it has no boundaries. It is a powerful energy which can take you on its ride of pound you to the banks of the river if you are clinging to social conventions, religious belief or moral conduct. Religion was made to help you get rid of the ego but it invariably is used for the opposite purpose. Therefore it is time to abolish religion altogether and establish real love for God. And real love for the planet. And real love for the self and each other. The same psychology applies right across the board. If you give yourself rules and obligations you may follow them but God will not necessarily be impressed. Meaning, you will not impress yourself on his heart. He loves you. But the real reward in life is when he falls in love with you. You may love every person in the world but when you fall in love you impress yourself on a persons soul forever. We make a religion of love and it is offensive. In marriage we declare love but really we attain a slave. And that slave we rape. Because he or she is ours we believe we can do what we like with them. Because she is my wife, he is my boyfriend we make love without love and that is offensive to love. In love there is no because, because there is no reason. Sex should be performed with love and for no

other reason. When you enter someones body without entering the heart, it is a crime. Krishna entered many girls bodies. He entered the bodies of other mens wives even, but he did it with love and therefore it was not a crime. He stole the hearts, minds and bodies of chaste women and this act is the most glorious act written in Vedic Literature. We should understand why. Krishna can steal not because he is God but because he has love. He is God because he has love. Being God naturally he has love but we need to concentrate on essence and not form otherwise we will look at everyones dress and not their heart, and then one day, when Krishna, or someone with the same love, passes us, we will not only miss their graceful embrace, we will probably throw stones at them, or worse! Sex is devotional service to each other. Making love to someone is to enter sacred space. If you enter that space you should do it with love and if you do it with love it will produce love and if you do it without love you will produce violence. Rape is to take away energy. If you take energy it is rape. If you give energy it is love. Simple. I am not expressing an opinion or delivering a new age concept. This is science. Raganuga-bhakti is devotion which follows the way of love and the way of love is unpredictable so you cannot really pretend to be a follower if you are not. To follow something which has no rules is difficult. The real spiritual path is therefore without rules to spare us from offensive behaviour. On that path we should see everything as a gift of love from God. We should see everyone as a lover and whatever we have to give and receive from them, in whatever flavour of relationship, it should be done to give energy and not take energy. Giving up this criminal mentality we will attain freedom and attaining freedom we will experience ever-increasing and everlasting love.

Part 6 The Golden Age

The Dramatic Metamorphosis of Everything
How can we transform all knowledge into a unified experience of prema-rasa, the taste of love? We the transformers are also the transformed. We are the subjects and objects of life, of which nothing is outside. We are the drama. And we are the dramatic. We are present, sat. We have knowledge, cit. We possess ecstasy, ananda. This is our constitutional position in our awakened state. If we are outside of this, not experiencing this, we are on a path towards it, consciously or unconsciously. Life is a taste of love, or a journey towards that taste of love, or tasting what we have tasted, again and again, since the beginning of time. Hence, we are caterpillars, munching and not thinking, cocoons, thinking and not munching or butterflies, not munching, not thinking, just flying. There are those in the spiritual drama, the nitya-siddhas. There are those in the material drama, the sadhakas. We are here; on the threshold of breaking through to the other side. And we are in a drama that we are about to take hold of, and manipulate in the most dramatic way. Such is our evolution of consciousness that we, nearing the end of our time on this side of the divide, become directors of the final scene. Such is our power in this time of our ultimate metamorphosis. We, the caterpillars, design the wings that will make us butterflies. Our breakthrough is as inevitable as that transition from caterpillar to butterfly for the soul is meant for love.

The sadhakas are in meditation, contemplation of our breakthrough to free love. We are in the cocoon of life, undergoing internal transformation by thirst for wings, for love. The sadhakas will create a drama to attract caterpillars and butterflies. Thus, the caterpillars enter the cocoon and the butterflies appear to entice the transformation. Metamorphosis is the drama of revolution. That revolution is ready. The play is ready. All components are with us. So let us bring everything together. Let us utilize everyones wisdom, the genius of ages, and consciously construct the jailbreak. What do we the people want? The dreams are on the screens. In the west we see the Matrix, we want freedom, we want revolution. In the east, in India at least, we want to kiss. Just to kiss a girl. The people want but the ego-fuelled envy of the same people fight against it. You mention starting a revolution and those that want the same thing jump down your throat, so, you think you are the Messiah. An Indian man kisses a girl in public, the most natural loving impulse, and he is beaten by the local mob. Get real people, together, and let us all have what we want so we may all feel good. Let us bring Hollywood and Bollywood to life. I would like to merge the genius of great dramatists in creating the finale, which will end in a beautiful scene of millions of butterflies emerging from the cocoon, of sadhakas reaching siddhi. They are Rupa Gosvami and the Wachowski brothers, co-creators of the films The Matrix and V for Vendetta. Rupa Gosvami lived five hundred years ago and was a nitya-siddha, a saint, a philosopher and a playwright. He wrote plays regarding the ultimate hero and heroine. Drama for him was not a method of entertainment; though it was the best entertainment, but rather the perfection of sadhana, practice to attain perfection.

Internally, in the path of raganuga-bhakti, one becomes a character in the divine play, nitya lila, serving Radha and Krishna intimately and thereby experiencing two things, the mood of the served and the mood of service. The experience is uniting oneself with the ultimate object and subject, God and yourself. Identifying yourself as a butterfly you become a butterfly. Rupa Gosvami knew the power of drama as he knew the power of his topic, Radha Krishna lila. In drama, one takes on the internal mood of the characters played, as well as the external dress, and in performance, completely identifies with the roles. Rupa wrote and directed plays, which were performed to attract caterpillars to the cocoon and the cocooned to the land of butterflies. He wrote from his direct experience in trance. He was merely revealing the Ultimate Reality. Drama provided the rasa, the flavor of its topic. Imbibing the mood of the characters, Radha and Krishna and associates from the divine realm, Rupa brought to the world of illusion the divine reality, brought to the cave visions of the real world outside. The spectators of the plays would swoon, witnessing their heroes, their Gods, moving on stage, revealing more than statues ever could. The actors would become possessed by their character roles and experience the mood of their heroes. In drama, an actor is encouraged to become the role, to rid the ego of the self to allow space for the character. In doing this, actors become possessed by the spirit of their character. Rupa, knowing God, and knowing drama put them together and created dramas to help the sadhaka transcend the ego-self, and bring one closer to the real-self. Actors, possessed by their character, Radha and Krishna and associates, were taken into their roles and experienced the bhava of God, the mood of Love incarnate. Those who witnessed the play witnessed God and fell in love.

By association things have power. Even in this world. If Brad Pitt buys a Ford Fiesta; many people will buy a Ford Fiesta. If George Bush is hit in the head with a certain shoe, some Turkish guy becomes rich. It is the power of association. But that is just a meaningful example in the world of meaning. In the world of no meaning, where only love has any value, then objects and actions enjoyed by the Ultimate Lover gain power. Krishna loves the Tulasi plant thus Tulasi has the power to give bhakti. Krishna wears pitambara, a golden shawl, thus wearing a golden shawl will give you power. For no reason. Krishna swinging on a swing with Radha incites romance. Try it. It will incite romance. Everything God does becomes causelessly powerful. And if you imitate it knowing this then your actions too become causelessly powerful. What is later understood to be superstition you may trace back to be deep logic. So Rupa, knowing good logic, used imitation in such a way that one could not only transform consciousness through consciousness, you could also transform it through action with the body. Good idea! Somehow this good idea was lost, but should now be resurrected, as all the best ideas will be in the quest for utopia. Ingredient one; the genius of Rupa Gosvami (who is the most qualified, for he is known to be the reincarnation of Rupa Manjari, Radhas closest personal maidservant). Ingredient two; the genius of modern directors of film. None really have been able to come close to the complete heroine and hero, which Radha and Krishna naturally are, but attempts to do so reveal an inclination towards the divine couple. The Unbearable Lightness of Being (with credit to the book) was a favourite love story film of mine. The Titanic touched hearts of the audience, because half the audiences were in love with the actor beforehand, enhancing the rasa. Films these days however seem to be watched in an effort to forget the real drama of life, ones own movie, which, by-and-large is not a perfect love story.

It is a shame. Love stories should be viewed as sadhana, by which love, the goal, can enter your own life. Why Krishna lila has not become a modern movie yet is beyond me. Nothing the mind of man can come up with is close to the story of a man who exists forever in his own multi-dimensional abode, and who existed here in this three dimensional world five thousand years ago. The films that offer the most to society are the films which show how to come from the degradation of mans ego, the world around us being its manifestation, and into a new age. This is why the Matrix, and V for Vendetta offer positive enthusiasm, and more, positive ideas, to a world which needs a revolution. V for Vendetta especially fills you with revolution rasa, a special flavor of the times which can be taken and utilized to make the dream real. It was fiction mixed with non-fiction and thus it had the power to entice empathy. Good ideas. But let us use them. Let us unite film and reality. And let V be for Victory for there is no vendetta. I suggest two things. Bringing drama to life and life to drama. Bring drama to life. V for Vendetta. Let us take the idea, and move it to the street for real. Conspiracies are known now. We are not blind, we are just lazy. We have to unite to create a new culture. And it has to be of one love. It has to start by movement of one and grow with that one in the center. That one has to have perfect vision. I would like to meet directors of movies and bring the drama to life. United ideas will seduce enough people to create the timely change. Governments cannot do it because they are run by caterpillars, afraid to move away from the past for fear of separation from other caterpillars, the voters. Change will come from the butterflies. I envision a beautiful unification of souls desiring the change, an organized movement into natural,

loving, devotional living through glorious art-drama. The world is our stage and the people have waited long enough for the play. World Unity Hour will work, it can increase in beauty and choreography according to our physical limitations unless we begin to stop bullets with a glance and fly though the air like a ninja swift. I think a simple yet unified World Mudman Hour will provide sufficient solidarity and frivolity for starters. If we are to embrace all knowledge you can imagine the power of millions of Radhas and Krishnas dancing through the streets, possessed by love. Which brings us to bringing life to drama. For those embracing the center of change, there is increasingly little difference between man and God. To aid the final union we will use drama, for life is drama. So we use life consciously to live life spontaneously. Publicly we will recreate Radha Krishna lila to captivate the people and provide internal meditation through external action. Privately, those fully embracing the goal of manjari-bhava may join the play of love. Instead of merely meditating individually on Radha Krishna lila, we will live it, by imitation, assigning two lovers to adopt roles of Radha and Krishna, with others adopting roles of manjaris. These roles of manjaris will actually be the role of the future self, so as one begins to witness ones internal eternal role, one can begin to practice the drama, identifying completely with ones future self. Because manjari-bhava is a bhava, a mood, even men may play dressing beautiful in feminine dress according to the femininity of the their heart. (The play has to be beautiful not slapstick!) The drama can embrace as close as it likes the reality of Goloka Vrindavan, the spiritual dimension.

Plays may be complex stories involving antiparties, those characters who are designed to be obstacles in Radha and Krishnas love affair such as Jatila and Kutila and Candravali, for enhancement of rasa. Otherwise taking a loving couple to a country riverbank on full moon night and treating them like the God and Goddess of love will increase the bhava of those rasikas, connoisseurs of tasting love, able to taste uddipana, objects, and scenes, related to Radha Krishna lila. In this drama you will either be playing your self and you will be serving two lovers playing Radha and Krishna, along with other sadhakas or you will be playing Radha or Krishna, being served by all your closest friends. In the internal world your friends will be your closest manjari friends who have accepted this specific mode of love for the divine. The plays will be choreographed with room for divine inspiration to take over and manipulate through spontaneous devoted action, in drama. It may be small. You may even be one servant serving two lovers. And it may just spill over into the drama outside the drama. That is, we will begin to naturally fall in love and serve each other. It happens to me already. I am with two friends in love, they start making love, and if joining in is not energetically correct then I start creating the music, the lighting, the aroma, to enhance the romance. Massage and poetry are my specialities. I also envision Shamanic ceremonies which will aid in melting the false ego and completely allowing the possibility for divine sensitivity and absolute identification with anything you want. Everything is possible. There is nothing outside of Krishnas jurisdiction in regards to elevating the consciousness of his lost souls. During such fantastic, dramatic ceremonies Radha and Krishna may well appear and join in the fun.

After perfecting this sort of ceremony you will not know if you are here or there, in a drama or the drama, in fantasy or reality, and it will not matter, because finally the metamorphosis will be complete and both will be the same. One. Finally we will all live happily ever after.

The One
Small problem. The ego. The envy of man. It will blind the eye, and turn gold into lead. Whereas love. The love of The One, will cure the blindness of the eye and turn lead into gold. But how can you approach a doctor when you don't know what he looks like? How can the alchemy take place if the alchemist is not recognized? Nobody wants there to be an alchemist. People want there to be alchemy and no alchemist. People want a solution to spring from nowhere. An idea generated by cosmic chance. Just as we would like to imagine that the created doesn't have a creator, though to suggest that anything in this world is created by chance is ridiculous. Atheism is egoism. And it is about time it was abolished. We cannot stand the thought of someone more powerful than our self. Therefore we remain less powerful than that someone. Otherwise, when we accept that there is someone more powerful than ourselves we acquire the same power as that powerful one. Understand the paradox and become a king, queen, God, Messiah by becoming a slave; to love. By serving the servant of servants you attain the same position as the king of the king of kings. How are we going to come to attain unity? Is it going to enter our hearts, so that we all love each other

unanimously? Or will it take surrender? Will it take faith? Surrender to what? Faith in what? An idea? Yes. But where did that idea come from? Can you really praise 'the sunflowers' and ignore Van Gogh? Can you really praise sunflowers and ignore God? Come on. Get real. Get personal. Don't worry. Did you ever see a film where the hero had no personality? Come from behind your computers and meet life in the flesh. Come from behind your envy and meet love in the flesh. It is not going to make you feel bad. It may make you feel small but you think that feeling small will make you feel bad, but it won't, it will make you feel good. And most incredibly, it will make you feel big; and small, at the same time. The One is designed for your benefit. The one is a person, the place where you retire from envy. It is amnesty time. Let us put down our real weapons. The kalashnikovs are only manifestations of our ego. We have to put the egos down otherwise we put the kalashnikovs down and invent another weapon. The universe outside is a manifestation of the inside. So how is there ever going to be peace, if there is not amnesty, a surrender of weapons? How can there ever be love if ego is not surrendered? And how can you surrender ego without someone to surrender it to? You may wish to surrender only to God because all others appear like sharks, wanting your worship, your money, your soul. And it is true. You have to be careful. God is a person, a very special person but he is not someone you can stroll up to immediately. There is a test of humility. If you can bow down to his lovers you can bow down to him. If you can bow down to his lovers you will not need to bow down to them because you will be awarded friendship and intimate love relationships with them. And thus, you will receive God intimately. The One is Gods business tool, a place that many people can bow down to, feel intimate love with, so that unity can be a world-changing phenomenon.

Yet it jerks your soul. Just the words. Just the idea of surrendering to a person. What the fuck do you want from me? What are you going to take from me, gain from me? Who are you to acquire more than me? Let me tell you that love is the only commodity in this life and it is available for all. Therefore noone is able to be more superior than another. Superiority is an illusion. There is no superiority. There is only love and understanding. If you have love then you don't mind if you eat first or last. You don't mind where your name is put on the cast list. You don't mind what people think of you. You don't mind admitting that you attained love from a living person, human being, flesh and blood. The dead Christ is easy to bow down to because he is an idea. To bow down to the living Christ will jerk your ego. Or... satisfy your soul. How do we bring all consciousness to one, and preserve culture, individuality, personality, flavour, independence, character, spontaneity and mystery? We must unite with some One who understands how to create revolutions in world love, self love, God love and romantic love. Up, down, left right and center. If there is no One in the center of a movement then the egos of mankind will try and pull it in different directions according to their understanding of what is good or bad. It won't work. Everyone has ideas, and the Unity idea is a collaboration of everyones channeled ideas. But in action, in creation, we have to be organized. Once we are organized, spontaneity will increasingly take over. After some smart work, life will be full of play. After being completely careful we will be able to be completely carefree. First the revolution. It is a personal affair, we become emotionally involved with it and feel the center. We know this. We have shown the dream in films. We love Luke Skywalker and Neo and V. Because we love personality. We may love Han Solo more, that is understandable because

he was the romantic, and we love romance. We love romance and revolution and we appreciate therefore the romantic revolutionary. Unless we are Stormtroopers! The Messiah unrecognized is only a potential, an average guy. A teacher is only a teacher with the acceptance of students. A popstar is only a hero with the adoration of fans. Freddie Mercury plays to one hundred thousand people and all are one. He is the hero yet all enjoy the same bliss. He is the center of energy who is able to raise the people due to relationship. The bliss can only occur because he has the songs, he has the charisma, he has the potential and he is accepted and appreciated and adored. We are one. Paradoxically the One creates a Two. Without separation there is no relationship. This is why kirtan is always led by a kirtaneer who sings mantra and encourages repetition. By separating the chanting there is relationship, there is union and separation, there is I love you I love you too I love you I love you too. Therefore oneness is only really experienced when there is two. Love is therefore only a product of the real goal of life; which is loving; which can only be done if there is someone to love. The One is someone for everyone to love, someone with potential to love everyone having attained love of the Supreme who sits in everyones hearts as paramatma, and who plays in the forest groves in Goloka Vrindavan as bhagavan. The One is designed to centralize all energies, create a new vibration, accept love, give love and grow love. There is no argument. There is accepting or rejecting. When people, en masse, accept, then the power of the idea, and the creation of unity will be powerful and swift. Then every One will attain the power of the One and the bliss of the One. Every One will understand the One. Every One will attain the love of the One. Everyone will attain love for the WORLD, SELF, GOD AND EACH OTHER in

every way. His love is unlimited; it has no borders or boundaries. He loves like his deepest lover, Krishna, he prefers therefore sweet intimate love over majestic worship. It takes selfless surrender. After selfless surrender comes the passion of God infused in one's soul. That passion then united creates an incredibly powerful magnet to attract the souls of this world. The One will grow. Will become Ones. When the enemy shouts 'who is Spartacus' many may reply, 'I am Spartacus'. We are all the One. Potentially. Experientially we have to first bow down to the idea, personalized in the One, and then come to feel the One, by loving the One. Think about it. I am the One. You don't need to know who I am. I may remain anonymous. I may not. If being identified aids unity I will stand up proud. Whatever is necessary to keep the revolution from ego. You don't need to give me any money because the Unity Project is based on love. You don't need to give me your body. I am satisfied with being a normal human being, free from worship of harems. In Indian philosophy it is said that man's biggest greed is for wealth, fame and women. I don't desire these things. I, and anyone, may enjoy them when they come, but the greed to attain them is detrimental to devotion. The only real achievement in life is love. We have to surrender to love. And if love has a personality, how can we make that person happy. He doesn't want, money, fame and women. He wants unity. And he cries for it. He left Radha Kund for it. He touched God and then God told him to touch everyone. He is trying. Too much probably. Maybe he needs to give up trying and it will all work out. He is one of you. Yet he knows something quite beautiful. He is the way, the truth and the light and the center of this revolution. And, having understood Krishna, having merged into his heart, he may say also what Krishna said to Arjuna on the battlefield of Kuruksetra. 'Give up all worldly obligations and

surrender to me (and my masterplan), I will relieve you from sin (and its reactions), do not fear.' I have complete conviction that the solution to all problems lies in these words. I do not desire credit. In fact I reject credit. It is all Gods work. A work which is vital right now. If there are better ideas to accompany the ideas I have suggested then I will embrace them. If anyone is waking in the morning wishing to change the world then we need to unite because I respect such a person. In fact this is the only person I can truly understand for if I live in a house and there are rooms occupied by people who dont eat and dont feel love, then I need to do something about it. At last we have an idea, a project to support, so we may do something about it. If I could wave a wand for everything to change I would but this is the stoner in us. We want the chocolate without going to the shop. It is time to get off our asses Im afraid and work towards ultimate good. Give what you can in the right direction. What more can I say? Some people have experienced a Messiah trip, or a Jesus trip, because they are close to the centre and understand it to some point, and then they go through it and realize that we are all one and no-one is the Messiah. This is true too. But, we are free, and we can play the movie how we want, and without ego, with supreme intelligence, we will come to the conclusion that to bring everything to one we must start from one. Thus gathering the conscious people of the world who can understand the contradiction and paradox of organizing freedom by separating one voice from the crowd so that the echo will melt the hearts of all is the smartest idea. To see man follow another man looks impossible in these times. But times are a changing and egos are melting and love is flowing. The One is a temporary measure enabling the love revolution to concentrate and erupt all over the world like a volcano which covers the

land with a new land. The lava is in all of us. United it will be released and flow over the old age to create the new. The Messiah is a genius concept for egos cannot follow it. At least not this Messiah. Because this Messiah is the One, beyond rules and regulations and religions, surrendered completely to love. It takes one to know one. Then ones united become a big One. Then magnetism will do its thing. nuff said.

Mahaprabhu - The Golden Avatar

Where does the love come from, the love that is about to seduce the world? Let me introduce you to Sri Krishna Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, THE Romantic and Revolutionary. Once upon a time there was a gorgeous boy named Gokula-chandra (Krishna). He was in love with the sweetest girl in the village, Vrindavanesvari Sri Radha, the queen of Vrindavan. She was renowned as the most chaste girl in the universe. One day Krishna passed on the way to the forest herding his cows. He caught the sight of sweet Radha as she was dressing her cows. His heart stopped, and the moment of eye contact with the sweet gopi made time stand still. He was pulled by his friends down the lane. But life had changed. Any other desire other than appreciating Her beauty had been extinguished by her glance. Radha was stunned as he disappeared into the forest. Her manjaris saw her and sang Krishna Hey, Krishna Hey. She found him there, in the voices of her maidservants. They took her hand and led her

to her lookout tower. She saw him and heard that flute and its melody entered her heart and coated her love with his love. We will meet him by the Yamuna, lets go, said one manjari. They took her, dressed her in fine garments, designed to steel the mind of Cupid himself. We must take Radha to worship Yamuna Devi, the manjaris told Jatila, Radhas mother-in-law. So she moved through the village and into the forest, her maidservants calling more maidservants. They passed hints and started to work, some picking flowers for garlands, some picking flower-petals for a love-bed by the river. Musician girls, incense girls, girls with peacock fans, girls with drinks, sweets, aphrodisiacs, and girls with Krishna. Krishna, the lightning strike will pierce the clouds and rain will bless the Earth. Quick come, said Premila Manjari. His friends looked confused. It was sunny! Remembering her golden form he followed the beautiful young damsels to the kunja, the secret forest location prepared for love. There, love itself took over. The jewels of divine femininity ornamented the chaste girls body. Idiosyncrasies to melt iron hearts. Krishna had no chance. His soft soul melted, disappeared. He found Himself inside her looking at Him. Wow, Krishna is so beautiful, He thought then realized again he was Krishna, and returned inside his own body. Radha saw her love staring at herself, I am Krishna and she is Radha? she pondered and wondered how much he loved her. Then again, she awoke to reality. Or was it a dream? She could not tell. The manjaris disturbed their meditation so they could move towards each other. What followed was the graceful flow of intoxicated lovers. The One which had become Two to become

One again. Krishna held his love, lying satisfied in his arms. Manjaris cooled their bodies and massaged them. He witnessed her bliss. What does it feel like to love me? he thought. What is her experience? How to taste her bliss? Chaitanya was conceived. And born. In Navadvipa, West Bengal, 1486. A direct incarnation of Sri Krishna, endowed with the mood and bodily lustre of Sri Radhika. Two had become One. Male and female united in one form. Purusa and Prakriti. Lover and Beloved. Sri Krishna Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, (known as Nimai as a boy, having been born under a Neem tree) grew strong, always chanting the maha-mantra. He preached the philosophy of Oneness and Difference (acintyabhedabheda vada) and defeated all the wise scholars of India who came to Navadvipa to challenge him. He began to dance and sing, Hare Krishna Hare Krishna Krishna Krishna Hare Hare Hare Rama Hare Rama Rama Rama Hare Hare. Give up speculation and just chant this mantra he roared and drowned in the beauty of his own names. Sankirtan. United chanting in celebration of the divine. Mahaprabhu led his people into the yoga of song and dance, and he and his people sang and danced in ecstasy. He experienced the love of Radha for Krishna and displayed symptoms of ecstasy only she had previously tasted. He was Krishna in the mood of Radha, the personification of man and woman, the Personification of UNITY. Sometimes, remembering the mood of Krishna in himself he would become the Supreme Purusa, the Rasaraja, the

King of Connoisseurs, and steal the hearts, minds and bodies of all that attracted him. Then in the mood of Radha he would cry in separation of Krishna. Thus he was the Personification of Paradoxical Love. To taste union with Krishna Radha herself manifested as Gadadhara Pandit, Chaitanyas personal teacher of loving affairs. Gadadhara was also a man with a female heart thus Radha and Krishna were now two men with erotic female hearts and eternal love for each other. The pair had interchanging moods, between Rasaraja and Mahabhava, male and female. In love sometimes Gauranga would be the male and Gadadhara the female, sometimes vice versa. Radha, the chaste housewife, transcended moral and social boundaries to be with Krishna in Vrindavan. Mahaprabhu embraced a deeper taboo. For God there is no taboo, only love. There were no boundaries for Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. He experienced every rasa, every flavour of love, even flavours which Krishna had not experienced. As he danced through the streets, his beautiful form would seduce everyone, his complete masculinity somehow graced by absolute femininity. Krishna is Prabhu. Chaitanya is Mahaprabhu. His love is broad and deep, free and possessive, masculine and feminine. No body could resist him. He danced through the streets melting stone hearts. Whereas Krishna fought with egoistic enemies, Mahaprabhu changed their hearts by giving them the wealth of his own love. However he was approached, he would give his love, unconditionally. He turned religion into a festival of dancing, singing and making love. All of Krishnas dramatic congregation appeared in Nadiya (the district surrounding Navadvipa). Radha as Gadadhara, Balarama as Nityananda, the intoxicated Avadhuta expert at delivering Chaitanyas mercy; the gopis and manjaris as village girls in love with Chaitanya and brahman saints

and sadhus. The brahmana boys also had internal female moods (nadiya-nagari, bhava), their bodies even changed back and forth as Mahaprabhu blessed them with his love. Now Radha was with Krishna the manjaris could serve their beloved couple by serving them\him directly. With nowhere to hide, and no reason to refuse, Mahaprabhu blessed them with his body, mind and soul. This is Chaitanya. This is the Zenith of Love of God. The Maha-mantra has a Gaura-lila version too. Taking the Go from Govinda and the Ra from Radha you get the name of RadhaKrishna-svarupini Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu; in short Gora. Lovers of Gauranaga Gora chant his name as well as the names he chants (Hare Krishna). Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora, Gora. This is the only mantra where the name of the purusa (male) precedes the prakriti (female), for Mahaprabhu is the only God whose Goddess side is more predominant and whose consort reverses roles in his ecstatic loveplay. My revered Guru-maharaja, now in his 104th year of ecstasy, gives both Krishna and Chaitanya siddha-pranali (revelation of spiritual form),japa-mantra, (personal mantra) and lila-smarana (reality drama to meditate on). Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu came to the world for two reasons; to taste the mood of Radha and to distribute it to everyone fortunate enough to hold out their hands. Thus he and his associates gave the maha-mantra to disciples, impregnating it with manjari-bhava and nadiya-nagari-bhava. Those disciples thus taste and distributed it to their disciples, and so on, down the guru-parampara, the chain

of connected hollow vessels through which the ocean of sublime love of God pours; into the present. By contacting this love of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu one is contacting the most wonderful female sakti, known as hladini-sakti, the potency of ecstasy. This ecstasy is complete in every way. It is sensual and spiritual, God-like and human-like, real and fantastic. When Mahaprabhu possesses you, you will become like him, as unlimitedly loving as he is. Inevitably, endowed with the mood of the Absolute Lovers, the world will be transformed. Imagine a world full of Mahaprabhus! How we would treat each other. How we would treat the planet. How we would treat ourselves and how we would treat the original lover of lovers, God of Gods, Mahaprabhu himself when he appears amongst us to dance in our prema-induced sankirtan!!

Guru the Way and the Goal

The Way
In light of everything we can do the smartest thing. We can adopt the present to mould the future in the sweetest way. There are so many ways we could do this. It is a truth which has hindered us from doing any of them. The truth is so undeniably, inconceivably, stupendously different for every one of us that we have forgotten one thing. It is also the same for everyone. The truth is one. The planet is one. Consciousness is one. Therefore we need to combine truths and merge oneness with difference and create a suitable drama which will be both an imitation of the Absolute Reality, aiding our metamorphosis, and an imitation of Absolute Fiction, aiding our exodus to utopia.

There is no doubt. We are in a movie. Just to be aware of this fact can be liberating because most often life is taken too seriously. You do not have to act according to your temporary designated self, formed by ignorance, fear, and greed. You may wear a Spiderman outfit and walk through the streets carrying a inflatable doll singing Dont worry be happy. It doesnt matter. You are free to do what you like. Society may condemn you but God will be laughing. We wake everyday as if born for the first time. There is no time. If there is no time, imagine, you are a virgin, you are not confined by your last days (moments!) actions, you are a painter with a blank canvas in front of you, a director of a movie and the leading actor with a world as your stage. Once you understand this you can get creative. Once we understand this then we can get united. To get united we have to make one movie, one movie, which will host unlimited movies within it. We have one stage, the world. On that stage at present we have a war movie with no particular direction, no idea how to stop it. We have made the stage, the movie, this world, a big mess. Now let us clean up. Now we unite with one idea to silence the noise and give way to symphony. I propose everyone listen to the best idea we have and meditate on how one can be utilized in the creation of the movie. This is all I have done, and I have been given the role of Supreme Director, the One. Those who tune in to the source of love, which is the actual director, will understand their parts in the play. The play starts small and grows, collecting people who realize their parts in the play. Because the play is a play there can be no superiority, no position, just roles. One coming to the play will realize this and not mind my part which appears to be bigger, better paid. It is not better paid. No-one is better paid. For everyone in this play is twenty-four hours a day engaged in the drama, and the smallest parts are no smaller than the biggest parts. And the payment is love.

So. As part of my play I call people to the Creation Station. Who has something to offer in creation of this beautiful movie? As part of my play I also tell people that if you do not agree with the organization tactics then this movie, at this stage is not for you. There is no time to deal with male egos and complaints and taunts and wisecracks who do not like the idea of centralization and creation and organization of a movie. I understand that the goal is spontaneous, but to achieve that level of life we have to move energies to one, and then, from that center, move in spontaneous love. It is a matter of meeting, agreeing, and moving away with one love. First we need to get together, and in getting together we can do so many wonderful operations, play so many sweet dramas within the bigger picture. I may seem to be playing at God. That is exactly what I am doing. I am playing. It is not serious. I am not God. Understanding quite clearly the distinction I am able to play the role and in playing the role I am empowered to play it well. The guru is not perfect but the disciple should see him as perfect for his own benefit. The qualified guru is able to give you love by which you can become perfect and in this sense he is perfect. He has attained the highest love and can pass it to you therefore his actions intensions and actions are inspired by love. In this way he is controlled by yogamaya. Due to external contact with maya he may still have a few spelling mistakes here and there (just like this book) but he is your link to a perfect relationship with God. If you can see perfection in guru then you will have no problem once you meet God, but if you see imperfection in guru you will see imperfection in God also if you meet him; which you wont, if you are seeing imperfection in the qualified guru. It is a miracle that you can get to God through the grace of someone less than God therefore the disciple should appreciate this miracle and see the guru as more than God. That will make God very happy which is the

whole point! I feel I am not qualified but I know I am. I feel very small sometimes but I know I am Christ returned deliver the world; I have no doubt about it. And in revealing this I purposefully make it hard for you to enter the center. Because once you bow down to me, once you do the most ridiculous action of kneeling down before some guy who thinks he is Jesus Christ, then we have no ego problems any more, then we can be friends and create the play of unity. Again, it is not about truth, it is about effectiveness. It may be a lie, a test, a red herring; it does not matter. The future is not created upon history. No historical figure has any more power than anyone else. History is history. The last moment has gone and now we have to build a life-boat in a new way, according to feeling, not thinking, according to love and not religion, according to us, not any dictator who wants to take energy for himself. I have met many Messiahs but none of them had a clue what to DO! They just said, I am the Messiah. I tell you I am the Messiah because that is the only name you can give for my play I am playing. Otherwise you can call me Tinkerbell for all I care. Who gives a fuck? It is about action. I may be an alien, the greatest revolutionary ever seen or spunky lad from up north it doesnt matter. Ill give you a parallel example. You see the incredible crop circles mysteriously cut into the wheat fields (of mainly England and mainly the Stonehenge area.) They are acts of aliens, higher beings come to give energetic power at this time of shift. And if not, if it is some smart-ass with a lawnmower, a piece of rope and a stick, then still I would like to bow down to that smart ass, for he must be an alien. To say they are created by a human being and therefore we must consider them normal is ridiculous. It is not normal

that someone can do that without being caught, ever. Come on. If he is eventually caught you think society will put him on his rightful throne as artist of the century? No. He will be sent to prison for inciting hysteria. If only the people were alive enough to get hysterical!! So I am a little guy with a big idea just like this. I am not a big guy. I am not Sai Baba. He is a big guy (Or at least a little guy with big hair!) He cannot play my part cause how can you relate to someone plucking gold nuggets from your ear-holes. Christ was made into a myth. We crippled his power by putting him so high we couldnt relate to him any more. The mythical Christ is the creation of people who couldnt understand Gods plot, who wanted Jesus to be unattainable so they could continue their greedy ways, and bow to a figure on a cross who could obviously never be emulated. You have to become like Christ. It is not difficult. He was born next to pigs and goats, not in the Bethlehem Hilton. You have to become the real God-lover like him and it is not so difficult. God is trying a lot harder in giving his love to you than you are trying to receive it. God is always giving us ways to him. Anyone who has realized he is the Son of God is his one true son. God doesnt have just one one true son there are many. So what is the speciality of Christ? He is the Messiah. He makes a world revolution possible. That is his destiny. That is my destiny. He inspires it. He needs support because a revolution means unity of people. We are one. Dont sit back and see if the prediction is correct. Get off your ass and make it happen. Recognize the genius behind the idea. It is God. The Messiah is just a vessel, a channel, just like you. How can you know him or me; a two thousand year old historical hero, a thirtyseven year old nobody? There are people serving next to my guru for twenty years and dont know who he is. Revelation comes with humility, simplicity and sincerity. The meek shall inherit the Earth. The meek are smart people full of the creative power which love prescribes. How can you know?

Enough with this question! ASK for Christ (God, Pete, Fuck)s sake!! In our dramatic metamorphosis of everything we have a vision of utopia, which is the meeting of heaven and earth, and we have the final play in samsara before entering the eternal play. In that play we have the last years of the difference between internal and external. In these last years, because of the escalation of consciousness produced by the inevitable, mathematical climax, a dramatic reflection of the exponential curve which we are witnessing both inside and outside, there will be a new movement externally, called revolution, and a new movement internally, a spiritual revolution. In the external revolution there will appear one figure that will represent the change, personify it, and give it a center. That person may prefer anonymity than getting his self pinned to a cross, but he may also not give a shit, lets see. The drama of revolution is to bring the unity of mankind, the experience, at long last, to brotherhood. One man cannot do this alone. If you look at the credits for Star Wars or Matrix there are many people involved. We are all involved in this one. We are all one. But the knowledge is not enough. It is time for the experience of it. And that experience will follow the good idea to create a center, bring snowflakes to it and roll it across the snow. It is happening. I am not alone. Some of us are consciously together. But we are many. Now is the time we as many unite. The last leg of the internal journey, the spiritual revolution, will see a whole new look at God and spirituality. It will be a merger of East and West, which is also a merger of North and South, for the East represents the sky, the soul, mantra, God and the internal manifestation of the divine. The west represents the ground, the body, tantra, sexuality, and the external manifestation of the divine. As this collaboration occurs we need a new format for our practice. The sadhana needs to change with the

times. In changing with the times it is not really becoming different, just the path will increasingly become like that of the goal.

The Goal
As religion has progressed, especially Gaudiya Vaisnavism, the Ultimate Truth has been revealed in public not only according to reality itself but the capacity to embrace that reality. For this reason, the exotic, erotic and esoteric reality of Radha Krishna lila, has gone through its own public metamorphosis, in accord to the social climates in time. The world is changing fast. West has been introduced to East and vice versa. Two hundred years ago the Gaudiya Vaisnavas were covering the fact that Radha was married to another man, explaining that Radha and Krishna were married, when this directly opposed the internal truth that they were experiencing parakiya rasa, the flavor of illegal love. As time moved on it became accepted. In recent times, little has been known about Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhus erotic pastimes with his associates, but that too is now coming into public awareness. (for now, public awareness is a very small amount of Vaishnavas). Now, Krishna is inspiring me to bring to public attention all the secrets of love of God in its deepest expression. Now, the world is so degraded that it will be merely ignored or accepted, without too much fluster. Because of the demise of dharma, there is no longer a threat to it. Krishna advised us to give up all dharma and surrender to him. Part one has been accomplished by sheer demise. Part two will bring the resurrection of it, along with an internal surpassing of it. Dharma needs to exist for our fundamental healthy living, and beyond that, our emancipation into the divine will become complete.

Rupa Gosvami, in one verse, explained the method for attaining the Absolute. Imitate it, with your internal perfected bodies and your external sadhaka bodies. Raganuga means to follow, copy, imitate, identify with, the raga, the love of the nitya-siddhas, the souls in the spiritual world (or the paradigmatic individual as David Haberman calls them in his recommended treatise called Acting as a Way of Salvation.) Internally, as I have explained, the practice is to meditate on lila in meditation. Externally however, what was Rupa Gosvami talking about? Imitate them in your sadhaka body? Does he mean we should go around in saris? Some do. The sakhibekhis in Vrindavan. We are warned to avoid them less they convince us to become transvestites ourselves. What is noticeable is that when something is so extreme there is either complete right or complete wrong, complete hideous misunderstanding, or complete esoteric understanding. When you speak to the men in dresses in Vraja they tell you they can no longer relate to this world, and no longer want to relate to it. The internal world means everything, and thus, the babas fearlessly accept and embrace imitation of the gopis, both internally and externally. Rupa Kaviraja gave this external imitation as a sadhana, quoting Rupa Gosvami as evidence. Visvanatha Cakravati refuted him and the orthodox Vaishnava accepted that refutation. However, ideas may be condemned but they can never be arrested from the ether once released. It is a trick of Vaishnava to air confidential, controversial truths and then condemn them. Everything is there for the individual to embrace or reject according to the qualification of the soul. Visvanatha Cakravati argued that the sadhaka should imitate the external behavior of Rupa Gosvami, not that with the external body you imitate the internal body. But what was Rupa Gosvami actually

doing? It takes one to know one. If we accept the Supreme Guru as our Supreme Example, Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, we will find out that most of the population who know him, and even profess to be his devotees, dont even know what he was doing. They do not accept he was an erotic lover as well as a religious teacher. He was avadhuta, not confined by social conventions. So what to speak of his followers? Maybe they too were avadhutas, maybe they too were free, and maybe they too, in secret sances, sailed beyond social moralities and social etiquettes and performed intimate imitational devotional service in dramatic settings with other goal-surrendered servants of the erotic rasa. Maybe. We can only imitate what we are aware of and truth can only be known by revelation gracefully given by surrender to love and its path. Saying this I resort back to practicality and aesthetics and suggest it will look pretty ridiculous to have an epidemic of transvestites running around everywhere. But, anything goes, and if you want to get funky no-one is stopping you. So what is the role of the guru? The guru is as misunderstood as God. Which fits, for he is the representative of God, the channel for God-love, and the absorber of sins. It is not an easy post. Unless you become qualified, then you are not there to concern yourself whether it is easy or hard. It is a play. You know it is a play and you know how to play the role. Intelligence will come for your role and if your role is to be guru then you will be used in the play perfectly. Even false gurus have their perfect role in attracting false disciples. But, enough with the false, let us get real. Let us understand God really, and the guru, really. One must be careful however. In this world your worst enemy will disguise himself as your best friend. The sweetest positions and traditions are the most perversely perverted. Anyone may become leader of a concept externally and attract those with no inner vision. You have to feel your way with your Super-senses, allowing them priority over your

conditioned senses. God is not manifest in this world at present. His love is. The guru is the storehouse of that love thus the guru is the manifestation of that love, thus the guru is that love, and due to that love being God, the guru is God. Guru and God are one and different, simultaneously. Christ is not God. Christ is God. Both. An understanding of less than both is incomplete and hinders ones growth. The guru is utilized in the play of internal emancipation into the divine. Because bhakti necessitates a visaya, an object of love, for the asraya, the lover, guru becomes the accessible deity. The real guru doesnt take the worship but he allows it to reach the Deities of Radha Krishna through the channel of the guru parampara, the succession of pure gurus. It is the nature of bhakti to consider oneself the last therefore when one approaches God he rather approaches the servant of the servant of the servant, and doing so he finds the electricity. The electricity is coming from the power station but there is a fence around it, and there is a box around the plug-socket, yet at the end of the cable, there you will get the shock. The guru is someone who takes the role as service to his guru, knowing that he is being used as a manifestation of the visaya principle, he is part of the play of Gods multiplication, existing for the benefit of simple contact with divine energy. Loving him will please God. And pleasing God, one will be pleased. The beauty and ease of this process is obvious. Yet where is the beauty, where is the manifestation of love on this planet? It is there, but not common, yet it is about to avalanche. What is necessary before this happens is to understand the guru? How is he, and of course she, to be served? We are in a change period so history is not our source of knowledge anymore. As the growth of

everything speeds up, so the revolution process accepts revolutionary changes to the practice of bhakti. Krishna bhakti has been introduced to the west forty years ago, but the vaidhi bhakti that Prabhupada expounded was meant to lead to raganuga. Those that accepted the growth are a minority. Yet they are carriers of an eternal tradition which is now ready to manifest outside in all its unrestricted glory. Internal meditation I have discussed and so to the external service which will effect the internal transformation of consciousness. If the guru is to be served like God then you can understand that in service there are five fundamental rasas, or relationships. Santa, neutral; dasya, servitude; sakhya, friendship; vatsalya, parental and madhura, romantic. Growth in relationship with guru should accord with the natural progression of rasas. In the beginning there is neutrality, there is reading of a book, hearing of words, but no relationship. Becoming a das, or dasi, a servant, by taking initiation, (which is an internal acceptance of love) there is the relationship of servitude, disciple\guru. After becoming surrendered one becomes more intimate and reaches the rasa of friendship, then increasingly intimate one reaches a parental mood and ultimately a romantic mood with the guru. It is a mood. The romantic rasa is complete surrender. You would do anything for your guru. It is not that you have to. It is an internal surrender. However, outside activity may mirror that surrender, and here is where west meets east. It is easy for westerners to develop intimate relationships because in their culture it is accepted. Embracing sexual relationships with ones guru may shock Indians but you cannot shock westerners with sexual connections because the whole of the west is pervaded with sexual connections. However, you can shock westerners by suggesting that you bow down to your guru. Dasya rasa, the entrance into

relationship with the guru, is understood in India, but is shocking to westerners. Why should one man bow to another? The reason is love-play. To understand the play of love a player has been chosen to become the God. It is an incredible bhava, mood. Friends, parents, lovers may let you down, but the guru, never. Loneliness you will feel and understand is forever uprooted. For one to experience this the guru humbly and mercifully takes the role. It is time for union of east and west. It is time westerners understood dasya rasa, and the importance of respect for the superior, without that rasa, the mood of friendship, parent and lover is a mundane affair. Coming through that rasa, the moods of friendship, parent and lover become transcendental. That the Indian must learn to understand. The guru is not limited to dasya rasa, he may reciprocate with his disciples just as Krishna reciprocates with his lovers, and his topmost lovers are gopis. Osho paved the way, but ultimately his sannyasis had no visaya, object of worship, so they were left wondering and wandering what had changed. Now, the tantric sannyasa or babaji, can receive its fulfillment in complete knowledge of the Personality of Love. Vaidhi bhakti is a process whereby the consciousness is elevated by actions. Raganuga bhakti is a process whereby actions are elevated by consciousness. Thus, in the wake of a raganuga revolution, not only is God coming down, but actions, considered low by religion, are coming up.

Prema-nama-sankirtan
This is all the grace of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, the personification of sky and ground, male and female, east and west, north and south. At last the time has come for his mood to be reflected in all the crystal souls of the world, souls which will unite in sankirtan, in united celebration, to glorify him. His birthplace in West Bengal is love made manifest. Radha is united with Krishna constantly in the eternal form of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu. Living in his land is living in love. In Radha Krishna lila, the couple are together only a percentage of the time. In Vrindavan there are many aspiring devotees feeling union and separation according to their depth of sentiment. In Navadvipa, the couple are together forever, and premi-bhaktas, love-filled devotees are constantly happy, and not aspiring for anything. For love is found with every breath. The way and the goal are the same. The way is a drop of water on the lake which throws out concentric circles. The center of the lake is Navadvipa Dham and the water is prema-nama-sankirtan. I live here now. There are two of us together going around Navadvipa. I am playing drums and singing and dancing, Sudevi is playing kartalas dancing, and falling into piles of sand thinking it is Govardhan! The people love us. They are so beautiful. They are waiting for what is about to happen after having taken birth here prior to the revolution! High souls in bodies of beautiful Bengalis. We are followed by scores of kids, coaxed by devotees into homes for darsan and prasad, danced with, joked with, and we are still only two. These people love Mahaprabhu but for some reason, in the birth town of the Lord, there is no Sankirtan. There may be a few temples following programs but there is no ecstatic harinam.

Why not? Soon it will be more. If there were twenty people with us we will bring the town alive, and from here we will go all over the world for Part Two of Prabhupadas mission. Prabhupada was the guru who sat in Times Square and Golden Gate Park playing kartalas and chanting. Within a year, in the midst of the hippy revolution he brought Krishna. Egos sent the vibe down but now it is time for a resurrection of consciousness. That resurrection is here in Navadvipa doing the only thing that really needs to be done. If I have advocated sex I didnt mean to. I believe that if one uses sex and not abuses it one can make love. You may disagree. I respect all opinions. Each to there own. What is for sure is that anyone and everyone can perform prema-nama-sankirtan together. Whoever your guru may be, whatever your history may be, whatever your skin colour, whatever your religion, whatever your concepts are it doesnt matter. Sankirtan brings an energy which melts all borders, spiritually, mentally and physically. If there are gurukulis (Krishna devotees with a beautiful mix of love and rebellion), exdevotees, new devotees, traveling Israelis (who are connoisseurs so they will come), revolutionaries, rainbow-wallahs, anyone, who wants to join in the process of union with God for this age, then (Wel)come home! It begins at home, in the center and extends to the circumference. There is no circumference. The name will be heard not only in every town and village which becomes transformed by the sabda, the sound of love, but it will be heard in the heavens and in hell. Meaning; Those with too much good karma will leave all material opulence to dance, those with too much bad karma will leave all sinful ways to dance. And united we will be. This time is so special. Chaitanya only comes to this world once in millions of years. The cycle of

avatars in which Krishna takes a part and appears as an expansion of Vishnu revolves many times till in one of these cycles the Golden Avatar appears. 2012 is the year when the effect of his love will draw all souls into the dimension of his love, and in that experience there will be spontaneous love-play, eternity, knowledge and bliss. Chaitanya is the treasure of treasures and once you get to realize this, and you realize the fortune of being on the planet while the wave of his love is not only continuing but expanding (and soon crashing all over this world) then everything else looks like stupidity. Stress over your basketball teams performance. Concern over Britney Spears erratic life-style. Worry that your boyfriend likes your best friend. Fear that the world is going to end in apocalypse. It all seems so irrelevant when you realize we are here now, we have been blessed with the most simple opportunity to attain the highest dimension and meet God, fall in love with Him, be seduced by Him, and live for ever in anandambhudivardanam, an ever increasing ocean of blissful love. One day hopefully you will understand me, and understand the grievous misfortune of souls being in human bodies in this time of the Gaura Prema Revolution and not taking part - only to go back into samsara and struggle to survive for a few more billion years, till Mahaprabhu comes again with the key.

This key has been passed down to me! And here I am! Now! Holding open the door which no-one can shut.

Part 7 - The Masterplan

How can one man change or save the world? It is not possible. But one idea may change and save the world. And that one idea may come from one man. The idea to create a love revolution is actually coming to many of us. Each person in his own dharma, united in ambition, creates a vibration of oneness which attracts pure hearts to the pure ideal. My role I have mentioned. I am the one. It is a role I understand because it is my role. Others who understand it can unite with me to give support in perfecting it, just as I will lend my support to perfecting everyone elses role in the play. We have to break away from the vibration of this society and create a new vibration. That is why we need to go through a tangible surrender to a tangible project initiated by a tangible group of high conscious people. The Messiah concept is perfect because anyone with ego will not accept it. Religious people will not accept it because religion has perverted itself away from love of God. The Messiah is not someone with extraordinary powers, just someone with love of God who has a good plan in creating a way for everyone to receive it in their lives. Naturally utopia will follow. Naturally nature will benefit and all of mankind. The plan is a Masterplan. It is the plan of the Master. The Messiah is the messenger who delivers the manifesto. Many people are realizing what needs to be done. We have to realize absolutely what needs to be done, understanding each others roles. If we are actors in a movie we need to know others parts too. Once we understand we unite.

Taking from all the chapters of the book so far I will tell you now what will happen in the next year or two. It is irresistible so dont bother trying to resist it.

World Holi Day

I declare a WORLD HOLI DAY. On the full moon (purnima) in March 2010 the people of the world who desire One Love will take to the streets dressed as gopis and gopas. At precisely 12 noon, armed with colored powder and water jets they will cover the world in red, yellow, pink, green, orange, purple and blue! In a mammoth play fight, full of joy and celebration, the world will witness the coming of a new age. Everyone may take part. This festival is held in India every year. It is a re-enactment of a pastime where the gopis and the gopas (Krishnas girlfriends and boyfriends) fought with each other. Holi also coincides with the appearance (birth) day of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu! It is a holy day! We will have men in the middle creating Sankirtan with drums, horns, bells, cymbals, outside we will have girls dancing throwing colour. Thus Krishna and Chaitanya lila will be recreated together and all the power of love will descend. In our play the boys may dress as gopis and the girls may dress as gopas. In surrender of the ego we can do whatever we like. If we create a giant world party, organized for maximum fun, then people will understand, together we can do anything. Then we will set to work doing everything. On Gaura Purnima, the full moon in March 2009 we will advertise for the big event which will be exactly one year later. V for Vendetta drew the outline for revolution, so let us color it in. Rupa

Gosvami gave the perfect heroes. Let us use good ideas to maximum effect. Let us unite East and West to initiate the movement towards God, Mother Earth, each other and ourselves. Let us colour the world. The parliament will probably fall down on its knees without the use of bombs. How to advertise? Anyone have good ideas, brave enough to throw some colour where it may be seen? In the film V for Vendetta one man single-handedly constructed a revolution plan. But in reality, could one man place all the bombs in the train himself? No. It is a team effort. I, like V, neednt be recognized. We are all V, because V is an idea-carrier. All I am suggesting is that we carry the same idea so that we can overturn the bad idea that pollutes this world every day. We can change the plan in less than a second if we like because in unity a million minds will be one mind. So we may change our mind as we like. Or should I say renew our decision. There is nothing wrong in changing direction. A huge tribe with one heart will be able to sail into the future because we will not be tied to the history of our past decisions. We will allow ourself to be as free as nature! If you are in then you should report to head office and offer your services. We have a WORLD HOLI DAY to inspire, and thereafter a WORLD REVOLUTION to create and maintain. This is where reality will supersede all revolution films because there is work to do beyond the unification day. We must do something to wake the sleeping lovers. Fortunately I understand not only how to create unity but maintain it. Part one is easy. It is called surrender. You surrender to me and we become we. Part two We organize the Golden Age.

What Unity Requires Your Part in the Play

There is no escaping it. We need a plan. We need organization. We need organizers. We need leaders, focalizers, to build the future how we want it. Why has no one offered a manifesto as yet. Does no-one else have ideas what to do? Yes, but not absolutely. If we are to change the world the solution must be absolute. Therefore it is not enough to teach about God and ignore the fact that the world is suffering. It is not enough to help the starving when the central problem is a lack of God. It is not enough to talk about the self without taking about the other, and one cannot love the other without loving first the self. The solution is absolute. And the solution is here. It may be difficult to accept after this shambles of a system. Babylon is a genius system but a terrible one at the same time for it does not produce happiness. Culture is not at fault. Culture is the foundation for free love. We can have free love once we have a culture because there will be food on the table. Culture with no free love is a miserable ocean of blandness. Free love with no culture is its desperate rebellion. We need a culture of devotion in which we respect each other fully. We respect the dharma, the dream, the culture and the freedom of every one. In this mood I offer you the dream and reality of unity. I would love everything to fall into place spontaneously, but it is not happening and I have chosen not to go into internal meditation and leave this world but rather offer what I understand to it. It is Gods gift he gives through me.

1. Art
We require people to invent and construct beautiful images, music, films, art, dance, theatre, poetry. And wh who will be the Minister of Capers? Imagine. Two thousand people split into one thousand supporters of one football team and one thousand supporters of another. We go to a football match in

appropriate scarves and shirts and swell the support of two ordinary football teams by double. The football stadiums can hold ten thousand people but the teams only attract one thousand; and cameras. The matches are always filmed. One thousand jubilant fans, with drums, and new songs, funny ones, inspired ones. The players will not know what is happening. At the end of the game, or when there is a signal, when a team score, fans can run on in celebration, and cover all the players in red, and yellow and pink and green, orange and purple and blue. What is that? A banner will tell WORLD HOLI DAY FULL MOON MARCH 2010. We can do it all over the world so each country gets T.V. publicity. Capers should be funny, bold; with the capacity to find the attention they seek causing as little bad reaction as possible. If you do it with love and humour (and girls) then everything is possible. Imagine. All over the world. One team of artistic revolutionaries. It has to happen! So we will have a Caper Department. All it takes is surrender to a piece of art for a worthwhile cause THE SOLUTION TO THE WORLDS PROBLEMS. The Ministry of Art can be split into different sections once the volunteers come through. Focalizers will create sub-divisions of the Unity to gather unity-minded artists to construct genius, heart-melting art. Revolutionary graffiti artists and rappers to street circus to puppet theatre and ballet dance; everything beautiful will work.

Let us bring art to the streets. One idea I had in Israel while I lived there was to create spontaneous street theatre, blending actors in with the crowd and then performing dramatic scenes for five minutes, filmed of course, and then blending back in as if nothing had happened. Leaving a sublime message for stunned passers-by, and a youtube worth visiting!

2. Agriculture
We need food. When the system collapses we will need to hunt food. Unless we organize ourselves beforehand so we are dependent on a tribe, a culture of conscious people not greedy people. All over the world we should grow communities and villages which are self-sufficient and abundant. Permaculture is the way. We need to learn about the Earth and how to treat her so she may give the best fruits. No chemicals. No modifications. Everything was and is perfect if we connect to nature. A Ministry of Agriculture will gather all those will skills in agricultural development and those who wish to give their energies in living on farms, producing food with love. I belong to this world. Everybody should have basics. I really dont want to eat for many more years knowing some people do not have food. The governments didnt solve this simple problem. The people must do it together it seems.

3. Healing
As we resort to natural living, natural healing will be increasingly and effectively used. At present we may use natural inventions to cure our diseases caused by this unnatural world and in the future we can

minimize and ultimately end disease by our adherence to natures powers. Mystic healers will replace hospitals, just as mystic travel will replace air travel, telepathy will replace mobile phones, and mystic love-making will replace cyber sexual frustration. A Ministry of Healing will gather the healers.

4. Architecture
The artists with good hands will gather to create what we need to create. New accommodation we require can be constructed with recognition of vastu and feng shui. Carpenters, blacksmiths, bricklayers, crystallayers will unite to design and construct Unity villages, and also teach others new age and ancient methods of architecture.

5. Other stuff
A ministry of other stuff may not be so named. But it is not words it is action that counts. Potters, clothmakers etc will be supported by the Unity.

6. Finance
I want really to end this finance thing and live in a world of devotion. In the next few years however we can use a few bob, (a little money (a lot of money)) to kick start the revolution. Money will come if necessary and we will use it where needed. I have lived without money for twelve years. Alone it is

O.K. I travel and give my knowledge to people and they give me a bed and breakfast. This is baba life. All are not babas. We need to raise a culture. We need money for books to inspire. We need money for materials to build. Hence, we need a few smart money men to help in the smartest, most ambitious company. As the unity seeks to encourage a sharing world, steadily the need for money will decrease and eventually, in the glory of a successful revolution, will disappear.

7. Unity Centres
Unity Ashrams, and music centres and tantra centres and restaurants can be easily created. Just open your house and establish your own unity vibration. There will be some centers with teachers of bhakti, some centers with free healing, reiki, massage. Whatever! In these times we need to open up to each other, give to each other and we will stop needing to spend so much money on shit which supports corruption, disease and wars. Once a caf declares itself a unity caf then unity members can come to work there and eat there and prices we can bring down, till we are freed by devotion completely. The spiral of greed will end when we give power to the spiral of love. It is our duty as intelligent human beings to ignite this trend.

8. Books
If anyone is inspired to translate this book then off you go. If anyone is inspired to link his or her book to mine off you go. Do what you like? There is no copyright. I dont believe anyone has the right to deny repetition of a good idea. A good idea it is also if people want to order books to give or sell, by donation, to others. Maybe someone can give up their shitty job and sell books instead. Maybe

someone can go through a list of influential celebrities and send them all a copy. Some people are actually clusters of people due to their existing popularity. The revolution will be like a forest fire. If anyone wants to blow a little on this camp-fire of a start, then these are good ideas.

9. What else?
You get the picture. Now you can paint on it. I may have overlooked something obvious but you will point that out to me. I am listening. My role is to inspire, initiate, and hold the center. If I am supported then we hold the center. Because this plan is Gods masterplan, we, when we tune into it will naturally have the same ideas and same conclusions in constructing the ideal culture. It is happening. To allow it to happen enough to see it manifest part one is utterly, unavoidably, absolutely imperative. Surrender to me and have no fear. Trust. It all comes down to trust. I have to draw a thick line between this Babylon and Unity, and that line is the trust in me. It is not difficult because I have no ego. But, if you do, it is almost impossible. Unless you drop it! And this is the glorious benediction created by the thick line. You may drop the ego, and upon doing so, all the efforts by all the saints who dropped their egos for the sake of love will bare fruit in your soul. Then you will realize who I am, who is God, who you are and who are the beautiful people crossing your path, your brothers. You will know everything. Because you will love everything! The snowball will start small. But it will grow fast. And the quality because of the astronomic\atomic entrance fee, will never be polluted by quantity!

Cyber World or Samadhi?

One last little thing! 2012. Coming soon to a reality near you. It is the end. The end of mundane consciousness and the breakthrough to Utopia. But how will it come? Will the world of games create a Total Recall Transcendent Existenz so that you can just plug in and go where you like? The computer is sucking us in. Into the homes, away from the world, into another world where we try to find pleasure; in sex, drugs and rocknroll, and combat, again the same thing. If you advance the technology a little for sure we will be plugged into one game. But what are we going to do in that game? We are going to do the same thing that we did in this game. We will try and win. We will try and attain ecstasy and fuck each other and create wars in the process. What is the difference? The fight over land is one war. The fight over the mind is another. The mind is the experience center in the self so if you plug into some game which gives pleasure to the mind then the body you can support in the future by a few vaults given by some volunteer games engineer. I am watching the movies and they show the future of the world if it werent sabotaged by me. Hello real ecstasy seekers, my name is Neo V Skywalker. I am here to lead you to reality. Really. It is movie time. And this is an interactive movie. You may decide to transcend this mundane existence through technology or you may realize that the eternal dream of unlimited ecstasy is available right here, right now, without plugging into any sort of exterior appliance. Because you havent experienced the potential of this planet you doubt its capacity. Because you have not entered into samadhi you are not aware of other dimensions which are totally natural providing maximum pleasure to the body, mind and soul; through the genius concept of love invented by the Supreme Inventor and Connoisseur.

It is true. You live in a Matrix. Life is a game. You are given chances to experience pleasure in the Matrix but you fail time and again so you blame the game. Do not blame the game. Enjoy the game. You cannot get out of the game into another game and win another game because that game will be created by the created not The Creator. What the creators of the movie the Matrix and other similar movies are making you realize is that you are the leading actor in the movie of your own life. You cannot get out because out in reality is Nirvana, and Vrindavana, positive ecstatic worldly existence, is higher than this zero reality therefore love always pulls you back into its playground. If you choose to play the game with the Creator as Game Guide then you will achieve freedom, and more than freedom, love. Raghunatha das Gosvami writes for this world his experiences of samadhi. When he returns to external consciousness he is like an addict crazy for another fix, demanding to be plugged back in. Let me see the sweet face of Radha one more time. Oh Radhe! Oh Krishna! Even the cold turkey is ecstasy to him as his drug pervades every experience and emotion. The Supreme Drug is Love. The Supreme Method is a combination of Sex, Drugs and RockNRoll, Tantra, Mantra and Sankirtan in Sanksrit. The Supreme World is the One you are in! If you know how to play the game! If you dont you should find yourself a master and get real! Jiv Jago, Jiv Jago. Wake up, sleeping souls. This is not a game it is reality. This is not reality as you know reality, it is a game. And it is time for phase 2, to leave the Matrix, receive your next identities and enter, enjoy The Ecstasy Matrix.

The Moment of Love

Of course there is never one more last thing. As there was never one first thing. All we have is right here and right now and unlimited possibilities. As I watch the film The Fountain on this the last day of my many last days of writing this book, I am overwhelmed with so much poignancy I could die. And thus death receives its due last page. For Krishna, through the film and me, speaks to you what has been spoken a million times by people who have achieved immortality. Give up your quest for immortality. You are immortal. You cannot create what exists you can only wake up and realize it. You cannot create love you can merely wake up and realize you are love. You cannot reach heaven. You are there. It is here. The Unity is not a mission to create utopia for we are in utopia. We just have to realize it. We can then realize it together and offer the realization to others. Thats all. The Mayans knew about death, for they overcame it through ceremony while living. Ayahuasca, the gift of the Amazon, gives an experience of death and the ecstasy of it. When you know the ecstasy of it you lose the fear of it. When you lose the fear of it you know deeper the ecstasy of it. Death is the road to awe. Yet once you know awe while living there will be no road anymore, there will be no death, just the donning of suitable robes for the next dramatic scene. This is the essence of all knowledge. We are love and love is eternal. All essence of all cultures is the same. That is why this time of unity is the merger of all cultures. There is really no unity to create. We just need to create the awareness of it and understand our individual part in the drama. There is only an awakening of truth. There is nothing to create in this world. It is for our pleasure. In an ayahuasca

ceremony in Brazil I felt the essential ecstasy of life. I saw only beauty and wanted to kiss that beauty. The most beautiful sight was a woman. We are each others simplest and most rewarding gift. And yet, it was illegal to kiss, because it was a religious ceremony. It was a work. Enough working I said, it is time to play. This spiritual work is an addiction which stops you enjoying the fruit of that work. There is no more spiritual work to do on this planet. It has all been done. And thus I declare. Enjoy. Everything may be realized by spiritual play. In enjoying the spirit of this world we will naturally preserve it with love. In enjoying the spirit of everything we will naturally preserve everything in the most spirited way. And thus Utopia will start to look like Utopia, objectivity transformed by subjectivity. By 2012 there may be a huge pole shift as we enter into a new physical and spiritual dimension. We may all be inspired to congregate on some island and taste the paradise. We may all die. But no one will die. It will be no problem for those who know who they are. Thus, a tribe of wise lovers will step through the door together and experience the greatest moment of love. Each moment is a moment of love. Each taste is an offering from the tree of life. There is nothing actually to create. For God is the Creator and we are his lovers. To serve God we must merely enjoy his creation. Why are we trying to do what he has done? Why are we cooking when there is food on the table? Why are we fighting over that food when there is naturally an unlimited supply? We must change our ways. The change is to come to reality. In reality nothing needs to be changed. This is the paradox. Embracing this paradox we unite work and play, dream our perfect dream, and enter into the moment of love, fearlessly, together, forever, amen.

Afterword
The Magic of Surrender
What is surrender? It sounds intrinsically linked with defeat. It is. But it is defeat of the ego. It is victory over the ego. It is the birth of pure identity, of the free soul. Surrender is the secret gateway to the garden of all opportunities. Without surrender nothing is really possible. You have to be surrendered, committed to your dream. And in this world, those committed are victorious. But what is victory worth in this world. You testify to your own stupidity if a little adoration, fame, wealth is giving you your pleasure. It is embarrassed by the all-glorious experience of bhakti, devotion. Those who are committed to love know surrender to be their weapon. In love you offer your self. To offer your self is to unite with another; with their dream, with their intelligence, with their mind and body. To experience something you really need to relate to it, connect to it through surrender, through love. If there is going to be a love revolution there needs to be surrender, uniting the hearts through relationship. Without this there is only war or, at best, an impersonal revolution where each remains to their self. That is practically impossible. The sweeter scenario, the love revolution is possible because you may use all your passion to bring it about instead of trying to turn the mind off, and the body off, and the soul off. The love revolution is inevitable because all souls want love. And once love starts to gather in clumps and grow it attracts rapidly and grows rapidly and melts egos, and devours everything. The result of a love revolution is undoubtedly the freedom for every man and woman. Men and women will achieve the status of kings and queens, devas and devis, Radhas and Krishnas. But to be a king, to

be divine, you need to be a slave to the divine or one who serves the divine. If not, you will not taste the bliss of surrender. Then you will ask people to surrender from the place of ego. And you are weighed down by lifetimes accrued karma. But if you are a servant you can carry the weight of the world on your back as if it is a pebble. To be everything you need to be nothing. And if you are everything having experienced the nothing, then you will encourage others to be nothing, to be everything. But what can the guru say? Surrender to me? Yes... and he will be criticized for being egoistic... no, and he looks weak, not sure of his capacity to grant salvation. In the end... it is all down to sincerity of the seeker. Whatever the guru says the seeker will have to measure it with ones own sensitivity, and thus one will recognize the grace between the words, between the worlds, or not. It is an exponential growth of cleanliness. The more you become clean the clearer you see. The clearer you see the faster you travel, towards the pure uncontaminated, enlightened, loving self; which perceives truth in all directions. We are all coming to that center now. The center which is very personal. If Universal Love floods the planet let it consist of personal love and personality otherwise we are stuck in meditation with nothing to do. There is nothing to do... unless you have divine personal love... then we have to love. Love forces us to love. And thus, we are dynamic sources and receptacles of eternal love. Beyond liberation we entice the Personality of God. And here is where we learn how to love God. By surrendering to one who loves God. Who is that person? Only God can reveal to you. He may declare it is I but then it is the duty of the surrendering to check with God and affirm this declaration. Whatever ones method of enticing Gods affirmation maybe.

So people surrender to all sorts of gurus and teachers. The decision made according to ones own sincerity in the search for truth in truths completeness. And you unite with the heart of the person or society you surrender to. If you surrender to a person, you will ultimately feel what he feels. If you surrender to a society you go where it goes. Let me reveal. Societies are all down the pan. We are ending the age of societies and society. On a whole it has completely veered off course from nature. We have become ignorant and disrespectful of nature. We play with inventions but don't even know the scope our own selves. Phones and electricity may not appear harmful but how do you know the effects on the subtle body, and the spirit. All we have is a messed up world which we, collectively have invented. Medicines may well be the biggest killers of man. We are always obsessed with the immediate and overlook the eternal, and thus our medicines are temporary and often cause more problems than they cure. Nature is eternal, Her cures are complete. Because Her cures are His and He created you in the first place so let us get back to THEM. Surrender. Surrender to God, to self, to guru is also surrender to nature because in fact surrender encompasses all directions. It is one act because the self, nature and God do not naturally oppose each other. Once you surrender you become free because you become one with nature, your own nature, Gods nature and nature itself, and then of course your relationships will be perfect. You may think yourself free but you are constantly bound by karma, by desire, by universal law and its All Devouring precision. Ego has you opposing nature. And in one act of opposition everything is opposed; yourself, God, Nature and everyone else. Only one bound by love of God can dance on the serpents hoods, can play in the world and not get bound by it. You cannot crush someone who has surrendered. He is not

there. He is being danced. And he is enjoying it so much he will continue to dance even if you kill him. One surrendered has won, has nothing more to achieve and is firmly situated in eternal bliss, enjoying the continuous taste of love-play. We have to give up the fight and surrender to nature. It is not so difficult. The world is in the state it is in because it is rife with ego. But it can and will be turned around. Egoism is a plague and now it is time we cured this epidemic. Ego perverts truth; so all sacred things become perverted. Let us reconvert to sacredness. The guru is the deliverer of love. The only gurus popular now are the ones that tell you don't need a guru. This is a rebellion from the fact that bogus gurus have misled people. But people mislead themselves and bogus gurus come to supply the demand. It is you. You cannot blame anyone else for the state of your internal and external world because you have power to do something about it. Collectively we have something to do about it. Real rebellion from ego will bring a worldwide loving community but dont get addicted to rebellion either. Don't rebel against positivity, just because you don't understand. Fuck the Revolution, Ive seen written on anarchist t-shirts. I agree. But first create the revolution. And when we are all dancing in unity, yeah, then fuck it. We are there. But we are not yet there. We have to see everything consciously not religiously. There is no right or wrong. There are no two paths the same. Yet there is one way we are all going to come together. God has created a way for it to happen despite there being unlimited ways. Here the guru, the Messiah comes in. The Messiah is just like Krishna in so much as he is the contradiction of his own philosophy. God says all are equal yet I am above all. And I say, as Messiah, that we are all one, yet to experience it, I am the one who you

must come through. The fact that God has a body is a paradox of unlimitedness, yet the unlimited in a limited form is the glory of his unlimitedness. And the Messiah is the one who is able to bring about equality, crushing dictatorship and egoistic dominion as well as Rainbow and Anarchist leaders who let the philosophy of equality stand in the way of the only practical process in attaining it. The world needs unity and diversity. The world needs soul and body. The world needs culture and freedom, organization and spontaneity. You cannot separate opposites, for if you take away one the opposite is impossible. You cannot play unless you work, for continuous play will become heavy like work and continuous work will lead, or should I say, has lead, to worldwide depression. The zenith of human consciousness has been displayed by Radha and Krishna. They are good and bad in one. Krishna is doing things considered to be very bad by the religious, but he has love. And because he has love he says these things are not bad. Because love changes everything to good. Thus we are only to invite love in and respectfully live a happy, colourful, magical, ecstatic life, pleasing God, nature, your self and everyone in every single action. You will only disturb egos. Love will disturb egos but egos are inevitably going to get disturbed. In the end love will snowball and only those who have taken an eternal vow with the devil will resist. We can merely love. Give it and receive it and let the course of the snowball of love do its damage. The aftermath of this party, let me tell you, will be very beautiful. The guru is sacred. Sex is sacred. Life is sacred. God is sacred. Many people may be thinking that they want to make a revolution but dont want to accept Krishna. That is OK with me. The revolution is a humanitarian project which works on the level of respect for each other. Love of God is a bonus really

which when tasted will be understood to be everything. When you are tasting the bonus, the fruit of life, it is needless to say that you are happy to exist. People are going to move very swiftly from a hard life to an ecstatic life. The bonus which is to come will come when we have a humanitarian revolution, so I am happy to suggest that everyone is fully free to perceive spirit however one feels. It goes without saying really, for love cannot be forced. Yet it WILL force itself upon the clean consciousness. I am just warning you that I know what is going to happen so my prophecy is not going to get in the way of it happening. Krishna cannot be contained because naturally we are all part of everything, and Krishna is the Sweetest Part of the Everything. And I am the Leader of the Love Revolution. This also cannot be checked. Just because it is like this. It is nature. I cannot even try to get in the way of it. I am doing so many things wrong but everything is going so according to plan it astonishes me. I consider myself very stupid, yet am amazed what genius comes through me. And it is so perfectly timed that there is no way I can be in control of the timing. Thus I relax. And in relaxing I get closer to the powerful person that I am destined to become. It is a play. I have seen my role. It has been given by God and sanctioned by lovers of God. It is to guide humanity back to nature, back to the self, back to God. Sorry, if it sounds a little bit like selfflattery, but it is merely a job. It is like cooking for a cook, singing for a singer. It is not a big deal. And I am not a big deal. God, on one hand, is not a big deal. He is a very beautiful, loving deal, but not a big one. For one who is the biggest of all smallness is a virtue. When you understand the purpose of the Messiah and the genius in its conception then you can

appreciate my role. And then find yours. By surrendering to this perfect movie. It is simple. Only the ego will get in the way. The ego which seduces the intelligence and mind away from the self-revolution of let-go to love, away from the idea of utopia, away from the ultimate relationship with the personalities of God, away from your most exotic erotic potential in relationship, and away from this guy who claims to be the one. The beauty is this. The very craziness of it will enhance its power when people one by one, two by two, eight by eight, sixty-four by sixty-four, surrender to it. It sounds very crazy, a definite joke, that some one who claims to be Jesus comes back and resurrects not only himself but all of mankind. So beautiful. Only in this resurrection, it is the soul and not the bodies of dead Jehovahs Witnesses which will be raised. Of course. The latter would be all too Thriller for anybodies liking. You shouldnt be shocked that Jesus has in fact returned and that someone, who is striving for revolution is claiming he is he. Everyone has returned. This is reincarnation. Everyone comes back unless they go into lower species or higher species. Those qualified for the spiritual world are generally too full of love for the rest of humanity to go alone. Therefore, let me tell you, that everyone is here. Expansions of Gods, incarnations of Demigods, reincarnations of prophets, Jesus, Moses, Mohammed, King Arthur, Queen Sheba, Elvis Presley, Mother Teresa, Rumi, Bob Marley, Jim Morrison, Martin Luther King, Gandhi, John Lennon. I dont profess to know who exactly was full of love and who was full of shit but I do know everyone who ever wanted ONE LOVE is here preparing to meet, to unite, to make it happen. But dont let the big names intimidate you. There are no big names. All names are the same size (10.5 Times New Roman). All souls have the same capacity. Just some of them became influential and famous. If any of you have any power to influence then use it to bring about ONE

LOVE. It doesnt matter who you were or who you will be or who you are now. It matters WHAT YOU DO NOW. If I was Jesus (maybe Im just pulling your leg!!) then I dont deserve credit for that fact. Check what I am DOING NOW and what is my intention. Judge by intention and dream. If our intention and dream is the same, we are co-creators of something incredibly beautiful. The Unity Project is ours. It is time WE stood up and created something which will give power to the people. For those in power right now, those with money and guns are doing a shit job. Enough!! I've had enough. I cannot stand it anymore. Don't you feel the same way? It is hideous. Wars aside, the people are not in tune. It is like listening to a jam session and no-one is following a beat, no-one is leading a beat. Let us get in tune, in time, in rhythm, in sensitivity with each other. For God's sake, for my sake, for all our sakes. Our sakes are one. All it takes is to enter the jam session with sensitivity, with surrender to the music. I am the conductor. I start the timing. And when the music is flowing I retract from apparent importance yet remain the most important in case ego arises to separate the vibration. If you live for the sake of music then we make symphony, together. All of us. That is my dream. If you feel it is a good dream, surrender to it. What is stopping you? I know what. You do too. You cannot stand seeing someone above you. Let me tell you. I am the Messiah. And I am not above you. I am next to you with my hands linked ready to help you over this wall of karma. Unity. That is all I ask for. Surrender. I will tell you you are free. You may know already. But knowledge is not enough. Connection is the point. I will use you. To find you. So you may play, connected to me, to everyone, to the universe, to God. That is my purpose. Without connection what is the purpose of this world. A struggle with each other. Why struggle? The center of this world at the moment is money. Everything revolves around money. It is ugly. Let everything revolve around love. And then there will

be a dance. Let's dance. I only want to dance. Together. It is a good idea. The best idea. God's idea. Accept it. Embrace it. Make love with it. This is the magic of surrender. And it must be complete, unconditional. I promise you everything, but you may receive nothing. You will receive nothing, but connection. And connection is everything. Connect, without a doubt. Faith will give you the vision to see who I am and why I am speaking all this. So, being the King of kings means I need kings. I am a beggar. I need you. I need to receive you to bring the energy. You are kings. Please allow me to web you, so you are united kings. That is my simple request. Because.... I want my universe to be ideal. Our universe. The Messiah is important to understand. Once you do there is no need to meditate on it again. It is the door. Surrender is the door. Through the door there is a beautiful world where we all play, equally, together. Unity means one. One must start from one. Then all can join sakes and become one. Two sakes is two much. Unless there is unity, then unlimited sakes for one sake. Unity in diversity. You know this is the truth. So what is the next best step? That is up to you. I have offered. You may choose.

It all sounds a bit serious you may think. Excuse me. You are right. Soon we will all dress like circus chickens and show the world the power of united artistic stupidity. When the world asks why then we will get serious again and remind the world of nature. Then WE will grow. And then five thousand chickens will become five million Teenage Mutant Ninja Geckos; history will be history and the future will be ours.

Trust Me
Trust me.

Whos in?
So whos in? Whos in love? At least who is into the idea of it? From the idea we can create the ground reality. And it is not going to be difficult. Just a case of tuning your self into nature and as many do it a culture of love is manifested. It is Mother Nature doing what she needs to do God doing what he needs to do. Human beings doing what they need to do. Unity has become a necessity and therefore it is about to become a reality. Whos in? Visit our online community http://www.RevolutionsInLove.com where you will find all the information including this book so you can share it with everyone. Or you can send me a personal message to Gora@RevolutionsInLove.com We have work to do. That work is a play. It is a magic play stimulated by gifts of energy to the loving centre. From there, all will be fulfilled. You will see. We will all see, very clearly, soon. Hare Krishna! Hallelujah!! Love Me

tavaivasmi tavaivasmi na jivami tvaya vina iti vijnaya radhe tvam naya mam caranantikam