Strap on experience with a bit of a twist that changed my life

<span class=aff_author>sirius4444</span> My girlfriend Jessica and me were sitting watching a programme about shemales and she started joking about me making a good one. I am only 5ft 6 same as my girlfriend and thin with long blonde hair. because i can never be bothered getting it cut and although i am 22 most people think i am about 16ish because i dont grow much facial hair and take after my mum with my high cheekbones, button nose, big lips and small chin. Although i used to be called poof and queer in school because of my face and shortness, I am a typical lads lad and try to act hard around my mates to make up for not looking hard sort of thing. Anyway, i started to say to her that it would take a miracle and a lot of lager to get me to wear make up or girls clothes. She started pushing back my hair and turning my head at different angles and saying again that i would make a very convincing girl. I just laughed it off and that was that. Next night she phoned me and asked me to come around to her flat and told me to have a good shave and wear a suit and shirt and tie, i never thought nothing of it. I thought she was thinking of us going to a restaurant or something. I Got to my girlfriends flat and she took me straight upstairs, She said if i did something for her she would let me do anything i wanted to her afterwards within reason. i said as long as its not painful i was up for anything. She looked amazing, she had on her nurses uniform that i only ever see when i pick her up from work, (she's a nurse in our local hospital) The whole uniform, striped green nurses dress, white nurses belt, black stockings and green nurses cardigan with her name tag on and black bar shoes. I just wanted to take her there and then. She took me into her bedroom, stripped me off and took me into the shower where she gave me a shave and used hair remover all over my body including my testicles which i thought was a bit weird but i just let her carry on as i was getting turned on by the attention she was in her uniform and i was in heaven. After she had made me almost completely hairless she dusted my body with something that made me smell like i had smelt on her loads of times, like roses and really girly smell. She sprayed some can of stuff between my legs called Femfresh which i found out later was what girls use to stay fresh in the vaginal area. i started to click a bit of what she was doing and remembered what she was joking about the night before. I asked her if all this was anything to do with what we had seen on telly and she just started laughing and saying things like stop being a naughty girl and do what you are told. As soon as she said this i just said get lost, no way am i getting into any gay crap, i am not into anything like that. She knew i had always wanted to have sex outdoors in the park with her while she was dressed in her nurses uniform so she said if i went along with this we would be in the park straight after. I thought a bit and then said ok but don't tell anyone about me dressing up. I thought she was just going to do the usual 'lad in bra and knickers' thing but she really did it in detail, pulling my shaven testicles up and behind me and strapping me up with one of her ribbons so i looked like i had a vagina from the front, my meat and 2 veg were just totally hidden. Then she folded the skin over and taped it and said that she has seen a trannie doing it on a programme and said i now looked like i had a F***y. What she did next made me think we were just going to have sex without me dressing up for her

any further. She took off her uniform, her shoes and all her underwear, even the combs and ribbon from her tied up hair and laid everything on the bed, i just started to try to undo the string that she had tied my bits up with because i thought we were going to do it there and then. She told me to stop untying it because she wanted the front of the knickers to look flat like a girls when she put them on me She tied my hair up into a pony tail with her hair ribbon and put the hair slides either side of my head, exactly like she had done with them to her own hair for work. I started to wonder why she had taken off all her clothes but she was doing my hair and putting make up on me and painting my nails. After the make up was done she told me to look into the mirror, i was shocked, i just looked like a girl, she started laughing saying she thought i would look good but even she would think i was a girl if she passed me in the street. She said you don't just look like an average girl you actually look very pretty. I was half wanting to just wash it all off but half wanting to just get it over with so i could have her in the park while she wore her uniform. She said now that all the make up and hair was done that the clothes were next. She told me to stand up and lift up one leg and placed one leg hole of her knickers that she had just been wearing around my ankle, then did the same with the other leg. She started pulling them up my legs and taunting me saying when the gusset of these knickers touches you underneath i reckon you will get turned on a bit. I said no way, i wont get turned on wearing girls stuff. She pulled the knickers right up and then started straightening the satin around underneath and over my bum, she stroke the back of them while standing behind me and whispered to me that i was going to be her and she was going to be me, I still hadn't a clue what her plan was. She patted the back of my bum and said 'there you go, you are now me, you are jessica, a lovely pretty 19y old girl. How do you feel in your knickers jessica, your F***y is showing a bit at the side, lets fix that for you jessica. She went to the drawer and pulled out a packet of those white liner things, Pantie liners i think they are called. She said ah well i am due on this week so i suppose you are now and slipped the pantie liner into the knickers and straightened it between my legs. I still dont know to this day why it happened but as soon as she started stroking the front of the knickers and saying now you are all fresh, cant you hear the rustle of the panty liner in your gorgeous knickers, i started to get turned on by being made to act like a girl. She carried on putting every item of her underwear and uniform on me that she had been wearing only mins before. Shoes, nurses dress, nurses belt, black stockings with a suspender belt, the lot, she even placed the pens and her nurses scissors and watch on the pockets of the nurses dress. She finished it off by finally putting her nurses cardigan on me and placed her nurses ID badge on my chest on the cardigan. She stood back and said oh my god, you could walk through our hospital and nobody would give you a second glance. I was really getting turned on now and when i saw myself in the mirror i almost came, i shouldn't feel like this, i am not gay and never had worn anything female before in my life, i always called trannies benders and queers. She was messing about lifting up the dress and fingering me around the bottom of the knickers while fingering herself with the other hand saying things like, come on Jessica , get that ... dripping for me. She knew thats what i always used to say to her when i was fingering her and she was really getting turned on by making out that i was now her, Jessica, wearing her clothes, her hairstyle, her perfume, even her panty liner. This was weird but i really couldn't stop enjoying it. The last bit was something i wont forget for the rest of my life. She took out a strap on from a

carrier bag and stepped into it pulling it up around her waist, it looked really real and she just said ok now we really ARE swapped, do you like my C*** jessica, do you want it up your F***y jessica you naughty girl? She put on all my clothes, the shirt, underpants, suit, shoes and waxed her hair down to look like a lads. She placed the dildo part of the strap on into the underpants so it looked real under her suit pants. She rubbed some black eyeshadow around her chin and jaw to make it look like a 5 0 clock shadow. Yes i was really turned on dressed as her i admit but there was no way i was having that up my bum and she knew i wouldn't go that far. She calmed me down saying don't worry, your a girl for the next few hours and i am going to take you as a girl, we are just going to pretend you have a proper girls F***y. She then said would i do one final thing for her and would i walk with her down the street and past the park. She said even my own mum would think i was a real girl, and i looked just like any other young nurse on her way to work so not to worry about when we have to walk past the shops. I was really worried about actually going out into the open like this but she said i should just make the most of it and enjoy experiencing being a girl for just a few hours of my life and that every guy should do it once. For the first time ever i felt lucky at being 5ft 6 and thin. It was helping me now to pass as a girl. The face i always worried was too girly was now useful. I agreed but said that if anyone susses me i would come straight back. She put my small tape recorder pen in one of the suit pockets and told me she was going to record all what we said so we could play it back and turn herself on later. We stepped out of the front door and started walking down the street, i could feel the wind blowing up the nurses dress, jessica's hand squeezing mine to stop me worrying and her other hand around my waist. She was fumbling around pulling the top of the suspender belt and asking me if i could feel the suspender straps rubbing against my knickers. She said she was going to whisper things as we walked to make me feel like a real girl to help get me to start thinking like a girl.. She started whispering things like 'you are jessica now, i am paul, you are my girlfriend, you work as a nurse, you have lovely satin knickers on with a lovely F***y in them and you are on your period, feel the pantie liner rubbing between your smooth thighs and F***y as you walk, look around, everyone just thinks we are a normal couple, a guy in a suit whose just picked his nurse girlfriend up from work. You are in the open air walking around as a pretty nurse, all these women walking past just think you are one of them , you are a girl, you are a girl. She started twanging the straps on the suspenders she had put on me and smiled and said ' you always do this to me when i am in my uniform, now i am doing it to you Jessica. How does it feel? Is that tight pretty F***y of yours getting wet waiting for my C**k? Dont worry, later i am going to get you to spread those pretty legs, i am going to move your knickers to one side and ram my C**k up your F***y and make you wet your knickers. She was almost brainwashing me, every few mins i forgot i was a lad, i even started walking differently and at 1 point even looked at another girl walking past thinking how nice her dress and jacket was. This was getting totally weird now. We got to the end of the shops and the last one was the spar shop, she gave me a sly grin and pulled me in there. I was scared that the bright lights in there would show me up but i didnt have to worry. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror on the aisle column and even in that light i just looked like the type of girl i would fancy, small, thin, blonde hair and pixie features, only difference was i was looking at my own reflection. As i said, totally weird all this now. Jessica was waiting for a bit and i was wondering why, i really wanted to get out of the shop as it

was nearing 7.00 and we both knew that the catholic girls school at the end of her street always had crowds of girls coming out at 7.00 on wednesdays after dance classes and they all went into the spar before getting the bus. I told Jessica this and she just said 'why do you think i am waiting, i just realised what time and day it is, this will prove to you how convincing you look, if a crowd of schoolgirls thought someone was a bloke dressed up they would let him know about it trust me. i really honestly got frightened now and thought i would get skitted big style by the crowd of schoolgirls that were pouring into the shop and around where i was standing. When i realised that they werent giving me a second glance i started to get turned on again, i was ashamed that i WAS getting turned on by being accepted as one of the girls but i couldn't help it. One of the schoolgirls said 'ay girl can i just get past you to get some cans? She called me a girl, i was standing in a crowd of schoolgirls with a schoolgirl actually calling me a girl and i was being looked on by all of them as one of the girls just like them. This time last week i was playing snooker with my mates as one of the lads drinking pints of lager and here i was surrounded by girls who were thinking that i was just another young nurse getting some bits of shopping before going on shift. I almost fainted with the excitement, this was very wrong and very gayish but i couldn't stop enjoying the feeling. What really made me totally turned on is Jessica had gone near the shelf with the women's things like pantie liners and deodorants, tampons and stuff and so all the girls could hear her shouted in her put on gruff male voice, "Jessica, they only have the ones with those wing things at the side, are they ok? come and check. She knew that all the schoolgirls would hear and it was turning her on knowing that they were thinking i was a girl buying pantie liners for myself like some of them were at the same shelf. At that moment i was just another girl buying panty liners to put over my F***y being watched by other girls who were buying pantie liners as well and jessica was loving every minute of it (she told me the next day that she actually came herself when she watched me standing in the queue of girls holding the pantie liners in my hands and being accepted by the schoolgirls as one of them. After a few mins of jessica making me pick up boxes of tampons and finally making me take a packet to the till in front of the girls she whispered come on, you have done my fantasy for me, now we can do that nurse thing in the park. Finally i was going back home to swap back with jessica and have her in the open air while she was in her uniform. Half of me was relieved but half of me wanted to carry on walking, maybe go into town and have a drink in a bar with me still as jessica and jessica still as me. Never thought i would get to love being a girl like this, i was a total lager drinking womanising guy who used to whistle and jeer at girls in clubs and i was here enjoying straightening the back of my knickers and adjusting the front of my bra strap. I was almost arguing with myself telling myself to stop enjoying it. We walked back towards her flat and just as we neared the side entrance to the park, she said Jessica, sit down on this wall for a few minutes. I sat down and she told me to spread my legs which i did, She undid her trouser zipper and pulled out the C**k part of the strap on. I stopped her hands as she was pushing my knickers to the side and said Hold on, i thought we were going back to the flat for us to change back so we could do the outdoor nurses thing where i S**g you while you are in your uniform. What she said next just stunned me that much, i basically was so numb she could have done

anything to me, She said "you ARE doing the nurses thing, just that i want you to feel what its like on the other side of it before we do it later on, now just spread your legs, steady yourself on the wall with your hands and enjoy being a girl getting Sh****d. She went back to moving my knickers to one side and put the strap on up between my legs, she just moved in and out so it rubbed underneath between my legs and told me to just pretend she was inside me and asked me "is it in yet Jessica? guide my C**k into your F***y, ooh you are all nice and wet. She then asked me to wimper like she does when i am doing her and told me to say things like take me paul, take me hard and yes you are just on the cl*t. I was doing what she said and to be honest i was really getting into it with her saying things like "my baby girl my sexy little girl, ooh your knickers are getting really wet. After a few minutes i noticed that there was a middle aged woman and a man walking up towards us. I quickly told jessica and started to pull down the nurses dress but she said "dont worry, they cant see the strap on so they will just think we are snogging, i said dont be stupid, i have my legs apart and you have your flys down, they are going to know what we are doing. She said "Well, isnt this what you wanted? to have sex in the open with the chance of getting caught by someone? Well you are doing it, its just that theres a twist, i have made you into the girl and me into the lad, they will think you are a girl getting Sh****d by her boyfriend, she just kept on saying, come on spread those legs further you naughty ... i want to get right up so my whole C**k is up your F***y, She then pulled my knickers down to my ankles and stepped over them so behind her all the couple could see was my stockinged legs spread apart with my knickers pulled tight around my ankles with the pantie liner still stuck to the gusset of the knickers in full view and my "Boyfriend" standing up moving up and down. As the woman and man got up to us, jessica on purpose out loud said "my C**k is right inside your F***y now knowing that the couple would hear her. The woman just looked at me sort of half alarmed but with a small smile on her face as if she was thinking "go for it girl" and the guy when he got further away just help up his forearm and did the crossing of forearms that men do when they are telling another guy to "Give her one". I was sitting on a wall in the open air dressed totally as a nurse, with my hair tied up in ribbons in a ponytail, fully made up, with my knickers around my ankles. With what looked like my boyfriend taking me on the wall with a woman looking at me thinking i had a F***y just like hers that was getting entered by a C**k and a man who would normally look at me in a pub as just another guy now looking at me as if i was a real girl and telling my "Boyfriend" to "give me one" . By now i was just totally into it, i started saying things a girl would say without jessica telling me to, i was whispering into her ear things like "harder, take me harder, thats it, rub your C**k a bit higher so it catches my CL*T. Once Jessica saw that i was being a girl completely and enjoying it, she just went mad and started really pumping away pretending she was really the guy and i was the girl. We did a few more things that night because we were getting so into it, we went back to the flat and jessica dressed me in a pair of her white capri pants that just went down to the knee, wrapping a towel flat around my hips so it looked like i had girls hips, her mid riff pink mexican off the shoulder blouse, she put on one of my shirts and and jeans that she had washed for me and we went to the odeon near hers and sat watching the film with me still as the girl and her as the lad. There was loads of couples around us and nobody batted an eyelid, i just enjoyed being a girl for a bit and loving the fact that the other lads girlfriends around us just thought of me as one of the girls. I even had the courage to walk into the ladies with jessica dressed as the lad waiting for me outside, It was pure heaven now, what she had done as a little game had made me into a part time girl and i knew i wanted to do it loads more times and we do most weekends now.

Last week she found a photo of me and her when we went to her sisters wedding where she was a bridesmaid, She still had the dress and the basque/knickers set and the shoes and remembered that we did it against her mums kitchen wall with her still in the dress. So last night she recreated it with me in the same dress, underwear, shoes, even the same flower headress and again jessica "gave one" to her "girlfriend" We are just going to carry on swapping some times while we are still young enough to do it, we go clubbing swapped over, we have been horse riding swapped over, you name it we have done it, anything we can think of where i can be put into a situation where other girls accept me as a girl Jessica goes for it and i never want it to stop