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m¡¢N L¡y¢cmz ®pC öl¦ a£hÐ a£rÁ c¤cÑje£u ®fЭjlz ®pC fÐbj ®L¡eJ ¢hh¡¢qa
f¤l¦­ol p­‰ pÇfLÑ qm Bj¡lz e¡, Bj¡l ®L¡eJ Ef¡u ¢Rm e¡ a¡­L e¡
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fªbLh¡p Bj¡­L fÐn¡¢¿¹ ¢c­u­R fÐQ¤lz Bj¡l S£he k¡f­e, Bj¡l ®mM¡u,
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e¡LL¡ej¡b¡ N¢m­u ®ch¡l ®eCz ¢L¿º kMe ®fÐj S¡N­R, B¢j a¡­L Q¤j¤ M¡¢µR,
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HL¡L¡l Ll¢R, a¤j¤m a¤g¡­e q¡l¡¢µRz a¡­L ®fТj­L ¢ejÑ¡Z L¢l Bj¡l aÉ¡­N
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pja¡l SeÉ Bj¡l ms¡CHl ¢hfl£­a Sj¡ q­µR ®m¡Lz nWh¡c, f¤l¦oh¡c,
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HL¢ce fСZ h¡yQ¡­a f¡m¡¢µR B¢j, l¡­al Q¡cl j¤­s ®c±­s¡¢µRz aMe ®fТjL­L
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Hi¡­hC q­h ®fÐj fªbLh¡­pz ®fТjL a¡ j¡­e e¡z j­e L­l B¢j a¡­L a¤µR
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p§rÈ¡¢ap§rÈ ¢nÒf h¡c ¢c­m f¤h-f¢ÕQ­jl ph f¤l¦oC HL¢V j¡e¢pLa¡l L¡­R
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nl£l L¡yf­R ¢jme m¡¢N, ®fТjL H­p Q¤j¤l e¡­j ®W¡yV L¡js¡­m¡, Bc­ll e¡­j
h¤L M¡jQ¡­m¡z a¡lfl N¡­m ¢Qj¢V ®L­V V¡-V¡ h­m Q­m ®Nm, JV¤L¤C a¡l ®fÐjz
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HaV¤L¤ ¢àd¡ L­l¢e HL¢V paÉ m¤¢L­u, ®k, ®p E›¡el¢qaz
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L¢h Bj¡l pL¡m c¤f¤l ¢h­Lmz L¢h Bj¡l p­å, Bj¡l l¡az L¢h­L ®fÐj
h¤¢T­u h¢œn Lm¡ ¢n¢M­u kMe flj ®fТjL L­l a¤­m¢R, ®c¢M L¢hl p¡l¡
nl£­l ®k±e­l¡­Nl c¡Nz SNa Bj¡l m¡¢V­jl j­a¡ ®O¡­l z q¡a¤¢s ¢f¢V­u
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Bj¡l L­øl ¢c­L ¢g­l a¡L¡­e¡l q©cu a¡l ®eCz B¢j HjeC lš²¡š² aMe,
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pwú¡­ll i§a A­eLV¡C pj¡S ®b­L p­l­Rz ¢L¿º f¤­hl q¡m hs Ll¦Zz f¤­hl
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"a£hÐ AlN¡Sj ®fmz j­e qu f¤l¦o­cl L¡R ®b­L f¡u¢e LMeJz'
Bj¡l h夢Vl L¡­R ApjL¡j£ h¡ ®qV¡­l¡­p„¤u¡m h­m f¢l¢Qa ®j­u­cl
BQlZ M¤h ü¡i¡¢hL h­m j­e q­mJ B¢j HLV¤ i¡he¡u fsm¡jz ®j­ul¡
¢e­S­cl ®k±ea¡l Ahcje L­l Q­m­R hR­ll fl hRl! HLV¤ ®Lhm Øf­nÑl
A­fr¡uz c¤­g¡yV¡ S­ml A­fr¡u B…e!

f¤l¦­ol L¡R ®b­L p¤M e¡ ®f­u ®f­uC ®k ®j­ul¡ pjL¡j£ qu, a¡ euz
®j­u­cl i¡­m¡­h­pC ®j­ul¡ pjL¡j£ quz i¡­m¡­h­p ØfnÑ Ll­a S¡­e L'V¡
f¤l¦o! f¤l¦o ®kV¡ M¤h i¡­m¡ S¡­e, a¡ qm doÑZz ¢faªa­¿»l j¿» k¢c ®j­u­cl
j¢Ù¹­×L Lª¢œji¡­h ®Y¡L¡­e¡ e¡ qa, ®j­u­cl k¢c ApiÉ a­¿» j­¿» Aå Ll¡ e¡
qa, ®h¢nl i¡N ®j­uC qu­a¡ pjL¡j£ qaz pjL¡j£a¡l A¢i‘a¡ Bj¡lJ
B­R Hhw B¢j qmg Ll­a hm­a f¡¢l JC ¢ce…­m¡u B¢j M¤h p¤­M Hhw
ü¢Ù¹­a ¢Rm¡j, ¢eiÑ¡he¡u ¢Rm¡j, ®ia­l h¡C­l aªç ¢Rm¡jz
®kC e¡ f¤l¦­o ¢g­l¢R Aj¢e c¤¢ÕQ¿¹¡, c¤­i¡ÑN, Aj¢e An¡¢¿¹ Bl Ap­¿¹¡oz
c¤i¡ÑNɜ²­j nl£l Bj¡l f¤l¦oL¡j£, a¡ e¡ q­m pjL¡j£ q­u pj¡S­L ®c¢M­u
¢ca¡j L£ L­l i¡­m¡h¡p­a qu, HLœh¡p Ll­a qu, Hhw mr ®m¡­Ll p¡j­e
®Qy¢Q­u hm­a qu ®k "pjL¡j£ qJu¡l phlLj A¢dL¡l Bj¡l B­R, B¢j
pjL¡j£, B¢j Bj¡­L ¢e­u m¢‹a eC, N¢hÑaz'
a¡­cl SeÉ Bj¡l m‹¡ qu k¡l¡ A­eÉl ®k±e C­µRl m¡N¡j ®V­e S£he f¡l
L­lz Hhw c¤xMSeL q­mJ paÉ ®k, HC pwMÉ¡¢VC pj¡­S ®h¢nz
LmL¡a¡l ®k pjL¡j£ ®j­u¢V Bj¡­L hm­a H­p¢Rm a¡l L­øl Lb¡,
h­m¢Rm, pj¡S ®k¢ce, k¢c ®L¡eJ¢ce, ü£L¡l L­l pjL¡j£­cl, ®pC p¤¢c­el
SeÉ ®p A­fr¡ Ll­Rz B¢j h­m¢R, "pj¡S ®L¡eJ¢ce HC L¡S¢V Ll­h e¡z'
a¡­L h­m¢R "¢LR¤­L f­l¡u¡ L­l¡ e¡z hlw j¤M g¤­V ¢e­Sl c¡¢h S¡e¡Jz ®S¡l
Nm¡u S¡e¡Jz fª¢bh£­a pjL¡j£l¡ B­¾c¡me L­l­R a¡­cl A¢dL¡l Bc¡­ul
SeÉ, a¡­cl A¢dL¡l ®LE a¡­cl q¡­a ¢c­u h­m¢e ®k HC e¡J, ¢cm¡jz ®L¡eJ
pj¡SC Ha j¡e¢hL ®L¡eJL¡­mC ¢Rm e¡z'

pjL¡j£­cl ®h¢l­u Bp­a q­h NaÑ ®b­Lz ka¢ce a¡l¡ N­aÑl j­dÉ
b¡L­h aa¢ce ®m¡­Ll p¤¢h­d q­h a¡­cl OªZ¡ Ll­a, Hhw iu ®f­az ®h¢l­u
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H­mC ®m¡­L ®Vl f¡­h ®k a¡l¡ a¡­clC j­a¡ j¡e¤o, a¡l¡ a¡­clC i¡C ®h¡ez
a¡­clC üSez

®mp¢hu¡e në¢V H­p­R NË£­pl ®mp­h¡ e¡­jl HL¢V à£f ®b­L, ®k ࣭f
¢MË­ØVl S­¾jl p¡­s ¢aen hRl B­N S­¾j¢R­me pÉ¡­g¡ e¡­jl HL L¢hz ®k
L¢h ¢e­S e¡l£ Hhw AeÉ e¡l£l fТa a¡l ®fÐj Hhw ®k±eBLoÑ­Zl Lb¡ fÐL¡n
L­l­Rez h¡wm¡u Bjl¡ ®mp¢hu¡e­cl pjL¡j£ h¢mz në¢V p¤¾clz ¢L¿º në¢V­a
öd¤ L¡­jl E­õM B­R, i¡­m¡h¡p¡l ®eCz pjL¡j£ S¤¢Vl¡ ¢L¿º flØfl­L
i¡­m¡h¡­pz L¡j a¡­cl pÇfLÑ ¢V¢L­u l¡­M e¡, ¢V¢L­u l¡­M ®fÐjz A­eLpju
®c­M¢R pjL¡j£l¡ ka j§mÉ ®cu ®fЭjl, ApjL¡j£l¡ aa ®cu e¡z

®V¢ep ®M­m¡u¡s j¡¢VÑe¡ e¡ï¡¢a­m¡i¡l fСš²e ®fТjL¡ B­j¢lL¡e ®mML ¢la¡

®j hСEe pjL¡j£­cl fÐp­‰ h­m­Re, "®j­ul¡ k¡l¡ ®j­u­cl i¡­m¡h¡­p a¡l¡
®mp¢hu¡ez f¤l¦o, ®k­qa¤ a¡l¡ ®j­u­cl­L ®k±ep¡jNË£ h­m i¡­h, ®mp¢hu¡­el
pw‘¡ ®cu ¢iæi¡­h, a¡­cl j­a ®mp¢hu¡e j¡­e q­µR c¤C e¡l£l j­dÉ
®k±epÇfLÑz BlJ h­m­Re— No government has the right to tell its
citizens when or whom to love. The only queer people are those
who don’t love anybody.

plL¡­ll ®kje A¢dL¡l b¡L¡ E¢Qa eu SeN­Zl ®fÐjS£h­e e¡L Nm¡h¡l,

Bj¡­cl ®aje c¡¢uaÅ B­R SeN­Zl A¢dL¡­ll SeÉ ms¡lz Bjl¡ k¡l¡
j¡eh¡¢dL¡­l ¢hnÄ¡p L¢l, ®Le ApjL¡j£ Bl pjL¡j£ ph¡l SeÉ HC NZa­¿»l
®c­n pj¡e¡¢dL¡­ll ¢i¢š­a piÉ BCe fÐZu­el SeÉ B­¾c¡me Ll¢R e¡!
Bjl¡ Bl LaL¡m OªZ¡u, ¢qw­pu, k¤­Ü, lš²f¡­a ¢hnÄ¡p Ll­h¡, Bl LaL¡m
i¡­m¡h¡p¡u ¢hnÄ¡p e¡ Ll­h¡ ! Bl LaL¡m ®fÐj­L ¢R¢R Ll­h¡, Q¤ðe­L ®p¾pl
Ll­h¡, ®k±ea¡­L ¢e¢oÜ Ll­h¡! Bl LaL¡m Bjl¡ piÉa¡l e¡­j ApiÉa¡
L­l k¡­h¡?

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Bj¡l j¡­ul Bj¡l ®h¡­el L­ø l¡P¡­e¡ HL¤­n
®ghЦu¡¢l, B¢j ¢L i¤¢m­a f¡¢l....
Bj¡­L HL¢V i¡o¡ ¢n¢M­u¢Rm Bj¡l j¡, j¡l ¢e­Sl i¡o¡z i¡o¡¢V ¢nM­a
¢nM­a X¡Pl q­u¢R, ¢nM­a ¢nM­a j¡e¤oz i¡o¡¢V ¢Rm h­m Lb¡ h­m¢Rm¡j,
¢r­d­aø¡l Lb¡, C­µRl Lb¡, C­µR…­m¡l Lb¡z j¤M g¤­V h­m¢Rm¡j, "Bj¡l
fСfÉV¤L¤ Q¡Cz' i¡o¡¢V ¢Rm h­m N¡e ®N­u¢Rm¡j, fТah¡c ¢m­M¢Rm¡j ®cJu¡­m,
hÉ¢š²Na L¡N­Sz hÉ¢š²Na ¢LR¤C Bl hÉ¢š²Na b¡­L¢e, B…e q­u R¢s­u¢Rm
p¡l¡ ®c­nz i¡o¡¢V Bj¡­L ¢ce ¢ce L£ A¡ÕQkÑ lLj n¢š²ju£ L­l a¤­m¢Rm,
B¢j Bl ®pC p¡a Q­s l¡ e¡ Ll¡ B¢j ¢Rm¡j e¡z ®lmm¡C­el O¤j¢V O­l O¤­l
®hs¡­e¡, ¢h­Lm S¤­s ®N¡õ¡R¤­Vl B¢j ¢Rm¡j e¡z h¡¢sl R¡­c h­p HL¡ HL¡
l¡­al a¡l¡ ®N¡e¡l B¢j ¢Rm¡j e¡z B¢j aMe q¡S¡l j¡e¤­ol ¢i­s q¡yV¢R,
B¢j aMe ¢h­ic…­m¡ i¡P¢R, B¢j aMe A…¢¿¹ ¢hohªr Ef­s a¤m¢Rz B¢j
aMe ®Lhm Bj¡l eu, pqpË ®L¡¢Vl fС­fÉl Lb¡ ¢QvL¡l L­l hm¢Rz ö­e
HjeC l¡N J­cl, Nm¡ ®Q­f d­l¢Rm Bj¡l, i¡o¡ ®L­s ®e­hz
q¡a ®b­L Lmj ®L­s ¢em, i¡o¡ ®L­s ®e­hz hC ®f¡s¡­e¡l Evph Ll­m¡
nq­l eN­l, N­” NË¡­jz i¡o¡ ®L­s ®e­hz Bj¡­L ®f¡s¡­m¡, f¤­s B¢j A‰¡l
qC¢e, CØf¡a q­u¢Rz ®k n¢š² Bj¡­L ¢c­u¢Rm Bj¡l j¡, Jl¡ ®L­s ®e­hz
®LE ¢L ¢e­a f¡­l L¡lJ ®ial Ni£l L­l k¢c ¢LR¤ b¡­L, a¡? ®LE ¢L f¡­l
Ji¡­h c¤ q¡­a e­M c¡y­a ¢Ry­s ¢e­a ¢LR¤! i¡­m¡h¡p¡ f¡­l ¢e­a? i¡o¡? i¡o¡
®a¡ l­š² b¡­L, lš² ®b­L ®LE ¢L W¤L­l ¢e­a f¡­l i¡o¡l L¢ZL¡?

¢ehÑ¡pe c™ qm Bj¡lz Bl ®LE eu, ®L¡eJ üSe eu, hå¤ eu, i¡o¡¢V
lCm ®Lhm p­‰, HL¡ HL¡ Bjl¡ c¤Sez ¢ie­c­n ¢iei¡o£­cl ¢i­s Bjl¡
c¤Se, c¤S­e ¢eiª­a ¢el¡m¡u q©c­u q©c­u h¡LÉ ¢h¢eju L¢lz p¡l¡l¡a e¡
O¤¢j­u L¢lz ¢ie-i¡o¡l nš² nš² j¤¢ù­a BO¡a ®f­a Bj¡l i¡o¡¢V­L ¢cC e¡,
¢ie-i¡o¡l ®m¡jn ®m¡jn f¡­ul a­m ¢fø q­a Bj¡l i¡o¡¢V­L ¢cC e¡, ¢el£q
¢eSÑe i¡o¡¢V­L BN­m l¡¢M, ®c­M ®c­M l¡¢Mz i¡­m¡­h­p l¡¢Mz ®Q¡­Ml S­m
i¡o¡l N¡­ul d¤­m¡L¡¢m d¤­u l¡¢Mz j¡­ul j­a¡ l¡¢M, ®h¡­el ja i¡C­ul j­a¡
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l¡¢Mz i¡o¡¢V lCm ¢ehÑ¡p­e c£OÑ HL k¤Nz i¡o¡¢V lCm hl­g a¤o¡­l, AåL¡­l
c£OÑ HL k¤Nz i¡o¡¢V lCm Bj¡l EµQ¡l­Z eu, nÐh­Z eu, q©c­u HL k¤Nz
Qa¤¢cÑ­Ll qC QC ®b­L HL ®L¡­Z HL¡ HL¡ Bj¡l j­a¡C HL k¤Nz

i¡o¡¢V œ²­j œ²­j Ap¤ÙÛ qu a£hÐ n£­a, i¡o¡¢V S­j ®k­a b¡­L W¡™¡ hl­gz
h¡yQ¡­a b¡¢L a¡­L h¤­Ll Eš¡f ¢c­u ¢c­u, nœ¦ ¢n¢h­l h­p önЦo¡ L¢l a¡lz
®p Bj¡l BaÈ£u aMe, hå¤ aMez ®p Bj¡l j¡z La La hRl Q­m ®Nm, La
®LE Q­m ®Nm, Bfe La ®LE, ®k­a ®k­a p£j¡e¡ ®f­l¡­e¡, ®Q¡­Ml Bs¡mz
®L¡eJ¢ce Bl ¢g­l e¡ Bp¡ c§l­aÅ HL HL L­l j¡e¤o…­m¡ Q­m ®Nmz B¢jC
f­s B¢R HL¡, ph q¡¢l­u g¤¢l­u ¢exüz p­‰ ®LE ®eC, ¢LR¤ ®eC, öd¤ i¡o¡¢Vz
i¡o¡¢V B­R h­m Q­m k¡Ju¡ j¡e¤oN¤­m¡l p­‰ j­e j­e Lb¡ hm­a f¡¢lz
i¡o¡¢V B­R h­m Q¡l¢cL M¡ M¡ Ll¡l, HLm¡-m¡N¡l c¤Q¡l­V NcÉfcÉ ¢mM­a
f¡¢lz M¤h c¤xML­øl ¢c­e i¡o¡l h¤­L j¤M …y­S L¡yc­a f¡¢lz i¡o¡¢V B­R h­mC
®LE B­Rz

¢L¿º i¡o¡¢V ®a¡ ®k L­lC ®q¡L ®m¡L¡mu Q¡u, ®cn Q¡u, Eo·a¡ Q¡u, EµQ¡lZ
Q¡uz i¡o¡¢Vl SeÉ B¢j p¡a pj¤â ®a­l¡ ec£ ®f¢l­u BS HM¡­ez i¡o¡¢V­L
h¡yQ¡­az Bj¡l i¡o¡­Lz
i¡o¡ BS p§­kÑl j¤M ®cM­R, BS ®p p§kÑj¤M£z
i¡o¡ BS j¡­W juc¡­e ¢h­L­ml ®l¡Ÿ¤­l ®Mm­R, ®p p¤M£z
i¡o¡l nl£l ®b­L pÉ¡ya­py­a nÉ¡Jm¡ c§l q­µR, ®p p¡ya¡l L¡V­R N‰¡u,
h­‰¡fp¡N­lz

B¢j Bl Bj¡l i¡o¡, c£OÑ c£OÑ hR­ll ¢h­cn ¢hi¤yCHl LÓ¡¢¿¹Ll fl¡d£ea¡
p¢l­u HCM¡­e, ®c­n, ®c­nl f¢ÕQj fС­¿¹, ¢e¢ÕQ­¿¹z B¢j Bl Bj¡l i¡o¡
BS O­l, ¢eSO­l, ¢el¡fc BnЭuz B¢j kMe Bj¡l i¡o¡­L EµQ¡lZ L¢l,
Bj¡l j¡­L EµQ¡lZ L¢lz B¢j kMe Bj¡l i¡o¡­L i¡­m¡h¡¢p, Bj¡l j¡­L
i¡­m¡h¡¢p B¢jz j¡ ®eC, ®LE ®LE h­m j¡ e¡¢L L­h ®L¡b¡u BL¡­nl ®L¡eJ
HL¢V a¡l¡ q­u ®N­Rz

j¡ ®eC, Bj¡­L j¡­ul j­a¡ ®c­M ®c­M l¡M­R Bj¡l j¡­ul i¡o¡, ®k
i¡o¡u j¡ Bj¡­L i¡­m¡h¡p¡l Lb¡ hm­a¡, ®k i¡o¡u j¡ Bj¡l SeÉ L¡yca, ®k
i¡o¡u j¡ Bj¡­L a¡l ®L¡­m ¢g­l Bp­a hm­a¡z i¡o¡¢V­L B¢j M¤h ¢e¢hs
L­l B¢m‰e L¢l, j­e j­e h¢m, j¡ a¤¢jz i¡o¡¢Vl nl£­l B¢j Bj¡l j¡­ul
p¤Nå f¡Cz j¡l ¢hou Bnu ¢LR¤ ¢Rm e¡, p¡j¡eÉ k¡ ¢Rm ph f­Q dÄ­p ®N­R,
®Lhm i¡o¡¢VC B­R, fТa¢ce S£h¿¹, fСZjuz
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 j¡­L B¢j EµQ¡lZ L¢l, j¡­L B¢j EµQ¡lZ Ll¢Rz B¢j EµQ¡lZ Ll¢R
®a¡j¡­L Bj¡l i¡o¡, ®a¡j¡­L EµQ¡lZ Ll­a Q¡C, ka¢ce nÄ¡p ®ehz ®a¡j¡­L
i¡­m¡h¡ph, ka¢ce h¡yQhz ®a¡j¡l L¡­RC h¡lh¡l ¢g­l Bp­h¡z B¢j ®a¡
¢QlL¡­ml ¢el¡nÐu, i¡o¡ a¤¢j Bj¡­L ®c­M ®c­M ®l­M¡z j¡e¤­ol j¡l ®M­u,
OªZ¡ ®f­u kMe e¤­u fsh, i¡o¡ a¤¢j p¡qp ¢cJ i¡o¡ a¤¢j n¢š² ¢cJ, j¡ ®kje
n¢š² ¢caz

fТah¡c B¢j ¢mM¢R, f¡bl…­m¡ pl¡¢µR fb ®b­L, fb…­m¡ fb ®q¡Lz

Bj¡­cl fСfÉ ®a¡ Mm-f¤l¦­ol¡ m¤­Vf¤­V ®Mm, Bjl¡ e¡l£l¡ BS ®h¡h¡,
i¡o¡q£ez kah¡lC Lb¡ hm­a Q¡C, aah¡lC j¤M ®Q­f d­l Jl¡z Nm¡u Nlm
®Y­m ®cuz kah¡lC Lb¡ hm­a Q¡C, aah¡lC ®W¡y­V ®pm¡C, ¢S­i L¡yV¡z Bjl¡
e¡l£l¡ BS L£L­l L¡­L S¡e¡­h¡ ®k Bjl¡ i¡­m¡ ®eC! q¡S¡l hRl d­l ¢f­W
L¡m¢p­V, ®Q¡M ¢eOѤj, q¡S¡l hRl d­l Bjl¡ i¡o¡q£ez e¡l£l L­˜ Hh¡l i¡o¡
E­W Bp¤L, Øg§§¢m‰ ®q¡L ®p, B…­el j­a¡ R¢s­u k¡L phM¡­e, e¡l£l¡ f¤­s
f¤­s CØf¡a ®q¡Lz e¡l£ n¢š²ju£ ®q¡Lz

i¡o¡ a¤¢j j¡,

i¡o¡ a¤¢j B¢j,
i¡o¡ a¤¢j ®h¡ez
e¡l£ BS EµQ¡lZ Ll­R i¡o¡, e¡l£ BS EµQ¡lZ Ll­R fТah¡cz e¡l£ BS
L­˜ ¢e­µR a£rÁ a£hÐ i¡o¡, e¡l£ BS EµQ¡lZ Ll­R e¡l£l SeÉ e¡l£l
i¡­m¡h¡p¡z
B¢j Hhw Bj¡l i¡o¡ BS ®M¡m¡­jm¡ O¤­l ®hs¡¢µR, Bj¡­cl ü¡d£ea¡l
f¡­u ®LE ®nLm fl¡­a H­p¡ e¡, Bj¡­cl j¤š²L˜­L ®LE ®Q­f dl­a H­p¡
e¡, Bj¡­cl i¡­m¡h¡p¡l h¤­L ®LE R¤¢l hp¡­a H­p¡ e¡z
rja¡ a¤¢j c§­l p­l b¡­L¡,
rja¡ a¤¢j f¡bl R¤­s¡ e¡,
rja¡ a¤¢j fb­l¡d L­l¡ e¡,
rja¡ a¤¢j i¡­m¡h¡p­a ®n­M¡,
rja¡ f¡­l¡­a¡ j¡e¤o qJ,
rja¡ a¤¢j j¡e¤o qJ, j¡e¢hL qJz

Bj¡­L b¡L­a c¡J Bj¡l j­a¡, ¢e¢hÑh¡­c, i¡o¡ui¡­m¡h¡p¡uz Bj¡­L

b¡L­a c¡J Bj¡l j¡­ul L¡­R, Bj¡l j¡­ul ®Q¡­Ml Sm d¤­u ®c­h Bj¡l
N¡­ul d¤­m¡L¡¢mz Bj¡l j¡­ul ®L¡m¢V b¡L­h Bj¡l SeÉ, JC ®L¡­m p¤­M
¢Lwh¡ c¤x­M B¢j ¢gl­h¡, j¡ ®a¡ ¢QlL¡mC X¡L­ae Bj¡­L, ay¡l ®L¡­mz
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h£li§­jl Bm¤¾c¡ NË¡­jl ®j­u p¡­el¡ k¡ OV¡­m¡, a¡ L'Se ®j­u OV¡­a
f¡­l? L'Se ®j­u ¢h­ul j¡m¡ M¤­m ®gm­a f¡­l ¢h­ul Bp­lC? BW¡­l¡ hRl
hu­pl HL¢V ®j­u ®c¢M­u ¢cm h¤­Ll f¡V¡z L¡lJ Ae¤­l¡­d ®p ®Yy¢L ®N­m¢ez
k¡ a¡l C­µR L­l­R, L­l­Rz ®p HC ¢h­u ®i­P ®c­h ¢pÜ¡¿¹ ¢e­u­R, ®i­P
¢c­u­Rz ®k ®m¡L ¢h­ul Bp­lC ®j­ul h¡h¡­L Afj¡e Ll­a ¢àd¡ L­l¢e, ®p
®k ®j­u­L EW­a hp­a S£heil Afj¡e Ll­h, a¡ p¡­el¡ h¤­T ¢N­u­Rz
p¡­el¡ JC c¤¢hÑoq S£he Q¡u¢e, Q¡u¢e h­mC ¢hh¡¢qa S£he öl¦ Ll¡l B­NC
J¢V ®p ®no L­l­Rz
hup j¡œ BW¡­l¡ p¡­el¡lz HC hu­p p¡d¡lZa f¢lh¡­ll Q¡­fl L¡­R ea
q­a ®j­ul¡ h¡dÉ quz fТah¡­cl i¡o¡ °a¢l q­a ®j­u­cl pju ®eu A­eLz
AhnÉ k¡l °a¢l qu e¡, a¡l p¡l¡ S£h­eJ qu e¡z ®LE ®LE ¢L­n¡l£hu­p ®hn
fТah¡c£, ®kje C­µR ®aje Qm­R, ¢e­Sl A¢dL¡­ll hÉ¡f¡­l i£oZ pS¡N, ¢L¿º
®kC e¡ ¢h­u e¡jL ¢S¢ep¢V OV¡l pju q­u B­p, aMe H­Lh¡­l h¡h¡ j¡l
fR¾c Ll¡ f¡­œl Nm¡u ®Q¡M L¡e h¤­S T¤­m f­sz nÄölh¡¢s ¢N­u ¢c¢hÉ h¡dÉ
hd§z n¡¿¹, pj¡¢qaz ®L¡eJHL L¡­m ¢L­n¡l£hu­p c¤l¿¹ ¢Rm ®p, c¢pÉ ¢Rm,
¢h­L­ml Q¡­ul p­‰ j¤Qj¤­Q pȪ¢a q­u b¡­L Jphz
X­j¢ØVL i¡­u¡­m­¾pl h¡wm¡ Ae¤h¡c e¡l£ ¢ekÑ¡ae qJu¡C k¤¢š²p‰az L¡lZ
i¡­u¡­m¾p p¡d¡lZa e¡l£l JflC qu, f¤l¦o à¡l¡z Bf¡aa H­L Nªq¢eNËq
h­mC E­õM Ll¢Rz l¡øÌf¤” hm­R, "i¡la­oÑl c¤C aªa£u¡wn ¢hh¡¢qa e¡l£
Nªq¢eNË­ql ¢nL¡lz' ea¤e HL¢V BCe q­u­R Nªq¢eNË­ql ¢hl¦­Üz ¢L¿º L'Se
®j­u HC BC­el BnÐu ®e­h? p¡­el¡l j­a¡ ®j­u R¡s¡ L¡lJ ¢L p¡qp q­h
HC BC­e g¡y¢p­u AaÉ¡Q¡l£ ü¡j£­L ®S­ml i¡a M¡Ju¡­a? q­h e¡ iu Hhw
m‹¡l L¡l­Zz "iu' Hhw "m‹¡' H ¢S¢epc¤­V¡ ®j­u­cl pa£­aÅl j­a¡ f¢hœz
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E¢š²:
e¡, HC ¢ce¢V ¢e­u pj¡­m¡Qe¡ ®h¢n j¡e¤o L­l¢ez HjeL£ hs e¡l£h¡c£l¡J
L­l¢ez B­j¢lL¡l l¡Se£¢a¢hc, e¡l£h¡c£, BCe‘ ®hm¡ BhS¤N, ØfØVh¡c£
¢q­p­h k¡l ®hn e¡j ¢Rm, h­m¢R­me QjvL¡l Lb¡ —
‘They used to give us a day—it was called International
Women's Day. In 1975 they gave us a year, the Year of the Woman.
Then from 1975 to 1985 they gave us a decade, the Decade of the
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Woman. I said at the time, who knows, if we behave they may let
us into the whole thing. Well, we didn't behave and here we are.’
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women rarely make history.

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“Male domination is so rooted in our collective unconscious that we
no longer even see it. It is so in tune with our expectations that it
becomes hard to challenge it. Now, more than ever, it is crucial that we
work to dissolve the apparently obvious and explore the symbolic
structures of the androcentric unconscious that still exists in men and
women alike.” Pierre Bourdieu

®p¢ce LmL¡a¡ ¢V¢il HL¢V Ae¤ù¡­e Bj¡­L X¡L¡ q­u¢Rmz Ae¤ù¡­e Bj¡­L
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S¤¢Vl c¤¢V Ae¤ù¡­el HL¢VJ, hRl f¡l q­u ®N­R, BSJ fÐQ¡l qu¢ez JM¡­e
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pj¡­Sl j¡e¤o euz f¤l¦o n¡¢pa pj¡­Sl f¤l¦o Hl¡z ®k f¤l¦­ol¡ N¡e N¡u,
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