Dadi Janki 4th February 2011 Om Shanti Bhavan Night Class What are feelings?

s? Check the quality of your feelings now. My feelings should be improving all the time. Think of what your feelings were like before you came to Baba. We were stumbling here and there, our feelings were fluctuating all the time. We may have been calling out to God before but we dont need to call out any longer. He is available to us at every second. What then do I have to do? It is simple: Consider the self as a soul, remember God and leave aside everything else. I should not get involved in anything else even at a mental level. Nothing foreign to me should be kept inside. Nothing old should be kept inside. God is there for me as a friend and it is this friendship and companionship with God that can help us transform our feelings. Whilst other people and situations may bring us into fluctuation, the connection with Baba helps us transform our feelings into constantly positive ones. Feelings come from the heart. They are expressed through the mind and intellect. They emerge through the mind and intellect. If my mind is peaceless for any reason then my heart will experience sorrow. When the intellect is not working accurately the soul feels hopeless. The sanskaras then emerge according to the feelings. Baba has told us clearly that we have to transform our sanskaras. It is the mind and intellects work to transform those sanskaras and it is remembrance which will give us the power and support us in this work. We also need the study for this work of transformation. I cannot do this work of transforming my sanskaras alone. I need Babas remembrance and I need to bring the study He provides into practical. The work I have to do now then is to remove anything which is not useful for me in the process of transformation from my mind and intellect. I have only a short time to do this work and so I have to do it now. There will be no second chance. Now check your chart daily. Have I given sorrow? Even if someone has given you sorrow, do not give it back! If you give even the slightest bit of sorrow or taken even the slightest bit of sorrow then your chart will not be good. For this I need to pay deep attention to myself. I have to pay attention that I am bringing Babas teachings into my life. Only if you bring them into life will it be easy to speak them. Secondly, I have to check whether my mind wanders either during yoga or during murli. If your intellect is outside and your eyes are wandering, you have spoilt your chart and it means you have failed. Remember that others will only benefit when you are in your stage of ascent. At every moment I have to ascend. I have to be following all the marayadas and I mustnt stop anywhere. There is a line around me and I have to stay within that line. Only if we conquer the mind can we conquer the vices and the world. In order to conquer my mind I have to remember Baba in such a way that His influence reaches me. For this, practice: a) I am a faithful bride of Baba 2) I am an obedient child of the Father. A very important aspect is that I cannot have yoga unless I remain accurately on the path of purity. Purity is a very deep topic. Baba has told us that to follow purity doesnt just mean to follow celibacy. Go into the depth of purity and check how much you are actually adhering to that. Your feelings will tell you where you are in this aspect. Time and energy are very important to us at this time. Dadi feels she has spent her whole life using time in a worthwhile way. See how Baba uses His time. He sat with us for 4 hours on the 2nd February and satisfied not just the 20,000 people in front of Him but thousands of others throughout the world. Can

any human being do such work? In fact, the most worthwhile way to use our time is to stay in remembrance. Through remembrance my forehead will sparkle, my face will smile and everyone will take benefit from my company. Remember that fortune is created through renunciation and remembrance because everyone will take benefit from you when you have these practices. When my renunciation is accurate, God can use me at every moment. For this total internal honesty is essential. Remember that we are the ones who are destroying falsehood and establishing the true dharma. For this, it is essential that I am 100 percent honest internally and externally. An introverted soul is highly fortunate. Why? That state of introversion and internal remembrance of Baba will make him constantly happy. In this way he increases his fortune. Now look inside and see your feelings. See what Baba has given you and remain in the awareness of being highly fortunate. You will then always feel happy. At night Baba used to ask us if we had made any mistakes during the day. He would tell us that the biggest mistake is to forget Baba. Check yourself before you rest, what mistakes did I make today? Did I forget Baba during the day. The next day correct yourself and keep moving forward. Om Shanti ******************************** DadiJanki 5th February 2011Meditation Hall, PandavBhavan How can I create good feelings? Where do feelings come from? They emerge from the heart and reach the mind. It is possible to control our feelings through the brake of the intellect. When we create good thoughts we can also change our feelings. When the intellect accepts Babas gyan and holds that and thus knows what is right and healthy, the mind can then accept what the intellect says. Thus negative thoughts dont come. For example, I may be sick but I can control that experience with the power of my intellect in such a way that the thought and feeling of sorrow does not even come in my own mind. The feeling will not show on my face. Thus, it is possible not to show others that the body is not well. I can also create thoughts about points of gyan and remember different experiences with Baba in order to create good feelings. However, if I am still holding some type of sorrow from the past in my heart then when there is physical suffering or a challenging situation, that feelingof old sorrow will emerge from the heart into the mind and I will then feel sad. This is why I have to leave the past. I have to forget my past not just my own past but everyones past. If you cannot leave the past then the feeling of sorrow will keep emerging from your heart and will come into your feeling again and again. This is why we have to place our mind in Baba. All sorrow in the heart then finishes because Baba removes it and replaces it with true love and true happiness. If you dont place your mind in Baba there will be waste. That waste leads to leakage and if there is a leakage you will not be able to hold onto and accumulate the good feelings you get through positive experiences. They will come and they will go. Now move into truth I am true, I am linked with the true Father. I am in front of Him and I am taking His light. In fact, Baba is giving us so much at every

second. If I cant take it, there is a reason. It is usually because I am holding onto something from the past. I have to now move into the moment and place myself in front of Baba honestly. This is the deep effort we have to make now. With the help of gyan and yoga we have to finish the past. If you dont pay attention to cleaning your intellect then you may have finished what was old but you will start creating new accounts. A big sickness is to see, think about and talk about the defects of others. If you even think about the weaknesses of others then you instantly create an account. Now, we are learning to purify our feelings. For this, understand that each ones part is different. Pay attention to this and you will have wonderful experiences. Now pay attention to consciously creating very good thoughts. Creating positive thoughts will help you a great deal you will receive a great deal of power. Many BKs have the sickness of either being attracted to or clashing with someone. With the help of this knowledge the first thing that happens is that we start to free ourselves from negative karmic accounts. The soul then can start to take power from Baba. Through the knowledge and yoga we learn how to have only elevated thoughts of dharna and imbibing virtues. When we bring these into our lives we can do service.

Sanskaras are more subtle than mind and intellect. Every day Babas children are transforming their sanskaras by making the mind and intellect Manmanabhav. Before the mind and intellect were caught and influenced by the body and bodily relationships. Now, we have put them right through Manmanabhav. . Who are our security guards? Pure and determined thoughts. We all have different feelings but in front of Baba we all experience the feelings of peace and love. I have to become the same as Baba in this respect. I have to become the master of myself in such a way that everyone who comes in front of me experiences peace and love. If you want to attain a Masters degree then you will have to study until the last breath! I have to get that Masters degree before leaving this body! The first part of this course is to leave all traces of vice. I have to clean myself of thoughts and feelings of vice. When I clean myself of these things I will get great feelings of achievement. To clean the self in this way, I need to spin the cycle and use the power of gyan and yoga. This is the time to become detached and loving. I can be detached from and also loving to others only when I give priority to keeping my number one relationship the relationship with Baba.Remember that in relationships detachment comes first. Only when I am not pulled to any bodily being can I say that I am detached. Only then can I be truly loving. First I become detached, then I can go beyond, then I become the observer maintaining equanimity in every situation. It is the time to become upram (above everything). In fact, Baba is the number One upram soul! Only when a soul is detached and loving can he really receive blessings. Now remember, if you want to become a hero then apply a zero. Keep the one who is a true Hero as your companion and remain as a zero yourself. Now become so true and clean that the Lord is pleased with you and you will not have to face Dharamraj! Om Shanti