Richard Neil Thompson Poems

WILL YOU MARRY ME BABY
I do seek to understand your needs so deeply

And I promise each day to love you so completely
I will provide a home of love and emotional purity
And I promise love, laughter, honesty and a life where you feel security and my
love for you is like a rose care for it with warmness & tender it will bloom but treat
it as dirt and it will fade a way. With a bit of your touch i will be forever lusting for
the moment that light will glow on us to nourish are forever lasting love for I only
wish to glaze in too your eyes as if as was looking at the sun set...and I will be
there for you each day of my life
And I promise to make you happy for you are my wife
I give you my heart, I love you girl that can’t you see
And I promise to you to be very attentive and caring indeed
I have ran for miles swearing my love to you for life
And I promise to God to honor you, my beautiful wife
I Love you
Richard Neil Thompson
I wish I could tell you how much I care
I wish I could tell you how much I care

but all I can do is sit and stare
I don't know how to explain this pain
it's driving me crazy
not being able to let it out-
I think I'll go insane.
You are special to me
in so many different ways
I don't know exactly
what sets you apart from the rest
but you've stolen my heart
straight from my chest.
I'm trapped inside my love
I never will be freed
Of the pain I always have
Of this aching, biting need
It hurts because I miss you
And the pain will never cease
It'll never let me forget my love
Never give me peace I can't change the way I feel
I'll live with it instead
I loved you then, I love you now
I'll love you when I'm dead
I Always say a prayer
Passion fills my heart for you my precious love,

when you died for me upon the cross, a gift from God above.
Oh the agony you suffered to set my soul free,
from sin and wrath of judgement, when you died upon that tree. A sudden burst of
glory when you came up from the grave,There’s work to do, deadlines to meet,
you’ve got no time to spare, But as you hurry and scurry,
I always say a prayer.
but In the midst of family chaos,“quality time” is rare. Do your best,let God do the
rest:I Always say a prayer. When you feel unlovable, unworthy and unclean,When
you think that no one can heal you,Remember, Friend,God Can. Fall away beneath
my feet. In the freedom and majesty Of the sentinels gaze,Faith is strengthened
And hope returned To a weary heart, Upon the silent flight Of eagle’s wingspan
Through the eyes of a blind child, at last I could see The problem was not with the
world; the problem was me.
And for all of those times, I myself had been blind,
I vowed to see the beauty in life, and appreciate every second that’s mine. And
then I held that wilted flower up to my nose And breathed in the fragrance of a
beautiful rose And smiled, as I watched that young boy, another weed in his hand
About to change the life of an unsuspecting old man.
only a heart beat to lose

Desperation is flowing through me, caged like a wild thing
kept from my angel ,my love, my sanity not to hear her voice.Do I rely to much on
my love? How can I not?Waiting for that moment to feel whole Holding on tightly to
you,
Til we fall apart Unable to find the pieces of our hearts,
Left shattered on that cold day, Thought it was no longer able to be fixed, Just
waiting to feel whole Together we fought,because It takes a lifetime to find that
special someone, but only a heart beat to lose. Who is the person who makes us
chose. To be without love is to be without air.
Fighting for those precious moments, for each of us to share. The moments we
share that get locked deep within our hearts. Only unlocking them when we are
apart.
The memory stay with us and cause us so much pain. With your spirit, I am
trapped, by your love, I am saved…..
With one kiss, I am whole…without a touch of your lips, I thirst as if wandering a
vast desert, and seeing a mirage in front of me only to taste sand….
Same effect rings true, when I attempt to kiss you and you deny my affection…Yet I
walk through the desert endlessly, searching for an oasis….And I attempt many
times over…a chance to receive a kiss in return….If I do get the water, I need…I
continue on a journey….To the north I travel through untouched tundra, fighting
winds which push me to my knees and lodge me in the deepest snow….
I try to hold you as if I am fighting that same force…and you sometimes keep me
back…I will remain trapped with your spirit attempting to reach this peak…and you
will see….
That only by your love………………I am saved
My heart stars to ache

I have something to tell you today,
So please just listen to what I have to say.
This is so very hard,Like walking on shards.
Yes, I'm afraid,But my courage is finally made.
It'll take a little while,But for you, I'd walk a mile.
The truth is, I love you ,Will you love me, too?
I've waited forever,because I love to see your smile
Spread across your face, But when it does seem to fade
My heart stars to ache.
I like to hear you speak,Your voice brings me chills

It puts me in a crazy setting,All starts to haze
For I want you as my lover because It was love at first sight,Couldn't be measured
by any height. You are my one and only,Without you, my life is lonely. You are a
flying angel with beautiful wings,When I see you, my heart sings.
Without you, I don't think I could live,But love is all that I can give. Your love is a
gift from heaven,
Your heart is my haven. All I want is you,I didn't know what to say,I didn't know
how to put it So I tried to hide it,But it can't be concealed any longer,I'll try to say it
here and now,I'll try to tell you how I feel
I love you girl with all my heart,Will you return my love for you.
Oh, tell me, tell me what could his be, Could this be love that
enthrals me Not just any emotion But confidence, affection, and
devotion Miles apart days away But this love chiseled in my heart will
stay Wanting to grasp you close to me I truly believe that we have to
live for today,because tomorrow may never come. I lose my senses
and want to be retained by you Craving to be in your arms, be held
so tight Yearning praying begging with all my might But I know this
in no way will be You and me at once for all to see This, this, what it
could be For this is forbidden love that captivates me How do I
describe this feeling Pure ecstasy, blissful, serene I want to be the
one that gives you true happiness. I want to spin your world,showing
you that life is so precious, worth living every moment of it in the
present. The experience of floating away Away to another plain with
you Far away where we are alone Just the two of us in paradise. So
many times I wanted to ask you if you have ever been adored,I can't
change the way I feel given a woman’s heart and soul, and
unconditional love. But I didn’t. I'm trapped inside my love I never
will be freed Of the pain I always have Of this aching, biting need I'll
live with it instead It hurts because I miss you And the pain will never
cease It'll never let me forget my love Never give me peace My
feelings for you are sacred. It’s your mind and compassion that has
captivated my heart, not your physical being. But knowing I cant oh
why does this be Caged, aching out for you So close and knowing
you want this too Illusions of love you and me But knowing I have to
hide this, bites like a bee Yet the one thing that keeps us together
Destroy us and will never untethered Yet in the reserve of our alone .
smiles that warm the heart
Sister, please hold my hand,

As we journey through this land,
Together we stand, together we will fall,
No matter what, God will keep us together,
That will be the best of all You don't judge me,
And I don't judge you.
You stand up for me,
And I stand up for you.
You have helped me,

Now I wanna help you.
Cause without you in my life,
I don't know what I'd do.
You can stop what you do,

I believe in you.
But know matter what happens,
I will always love you. the sister to accepted the brother
we walk and talk and you love me
and I love you back sister, I feel the blessing,
of the eyes of love on life,
it about the sister with brown eyes,
smiles that warm the heart,
it about sister with the braids,
about skin kiss by your love for me,
just right the shade darkness,
it a dream come to life,
in my sister soul and my one.
knowing forever in paradise

The wind whispers your name in caressing waves.
As I walk alone remembering your silken touch.....
A tear slowly appears cold against my cheek.
I ache for your tender touch.
One last finger trailing my spine.
One last wave of passion flowing through my body.
The hair on my body rises.
You asked me if I loved you on I stay
came. because yes was my reply.
but with my tender heart I worry.
about the tears in your eyes.-
You asked me if I still wanted you.
still desired your loving touch.-
my reply was yes dear love.
you'll never know how much,
You asked me if I missed you on I stay yes.
when you're not at home,
and without hesitation I replied,
my loneliness won't leave me alone,
You asked me if I could go on,
if we should ever part.
Even at the thought of you excites me to a frenzy,
But, I must cool the embers,
Let the fire smolders,
Till I can add fuel to the flames,
Sadness approaches,
The wind howls I whisper I love you,
with waves crashing on shore,
to breathe the air off your lips,

as you softly tell me I am Yours.
Our hearts have found peace,
under the moonlit sky,
knowing forever in paradise,
we're holding each other,
close enough to collide,
like two lonely stars in the night.
you hold the key to my heart

Sometimes I walk without seeing, Sometimes I see without knowing, Sometimes I
live without learning, And sometimes I learn without showing. Always and forever
you, and me Forever and always we will be, My love for you is unbreakable,
Together we are invincible, Happiness and defined by this,The message from your
soul, Calling out and reaching me, My existence becomes whole. but Sometime last
night while sleeping,I call Out loud your name I cried, Because while lying next to
you, Last night sometime I died.
My spirited lifted up from me, Above that bed of ours,

I floated high above you, And watched you sleep for hours.
I felt the tears, that fell As they washed over my face,
For I longed to be held tightly, In your warm loving embrace,
You make me, create me, In you I was first born, My very being depends on you, for
without you I'm forlorn.
I love the way you look at me, It's like I?m the only one, that you can see I love you
more each and everyday
No one will or could ever take your place,
Not now, not ever, even if we were apart
Always and forever you will hold the key to my heart,
head high to the finish line of life

Are you almost disgusted with life,little man?
I'll tell you a wonderful trick
that will bring you contentment,if anything can
Do something for somebody,quick!If you sit down at set of sun And count the acts
that you have done,
And, counting, find One self-denying deed,one word
That eased the heart of him who heard,
One glance most kind, That fell like, sunshine where it went,
Then you may count that day well spent, There ain't no use in growling'
And grumbling' all the time,
When music's ringing' everywhere,
And everything's a rhyme.
Just keep on smiling' cheerfully
If hope is nearly gone,
And bristle up and grit your teeth,
And keep on keeping' on. Running from it will not save you,See it through!Even
hope may seem but futile,When with troubles you're beset,
But remember you are facing
Just what other men have met.
You may fail, but fall still fighting;
Don't give up, whatever you do;
Eyes front,head high to the finish.
See it through!
I was blinded by jealously
All my life I've felt alone, No-one to love, no-one to care,Never a place to call my
own, Only for people to look and stare. Sure, give me a passing glance, Just carry
on walking,head up high, Look at me if you get the chance, Maybe stop, think and
wonder why. Cause this pain inside me won't go away,Until someone knows how I
feel,So we're at the end of the road, But there's too many ways to go Tell me now
because we really need to know, Don't act like you don't care Because it's hard just
standing here With somebody, who is drowning in there tears Our love was a fairy
tale fantasy it was never meant to be I was blinded by jealously but know I see I
have to cut off connections and leave I love you baby I've been sitting here all day,
watching the time pass await? ? Broken hearts and shattered dreams. Our love was
a fairy tale fantasy it was never meant to be, I was blinded by jealously but know I
see I have to cut off connections and leave I love you baby You deserve someone
better than me Someone who's close by ...that you can always see Someone who
can always be there for you and make
you happy.
my gift to you is this poem.

How can I start the day When my life full of sadness,
And when someone I needed is you, How can I sleep in the night When I am alone
and my bed is empty. Looking up into the sky,I begin to wonder why. Why do I
think of you,all the time And all that we've been through?If I had the money I would
buy you an Island,Just to let you know how much you mean to me. Because you
gave life a new meaning,And liberated me from the hands of misery,But I don't
have that type of money,And I don't have the voice to sing a song. So please accept
my gift,And my gift to you is this poem. I also hope its not a problem,If I describe
your beauty by writing it down,And please forgive me for asking,Is it because our
love isn't done?Has it actually just begun? Or is my heart playing a game,And you
will again be in the hall of fame? How can I feel the sweetness When there's no one
like you And when the one I love it was you?Or there's nothing can give me
brightness.
I am thinking of you baby.
Like a movie scene In the sweetest dreams,

I Have pictured us together Now,
to feel your lips On my fingertips in your hair,
what I have to say to you is even better,
Then I ever thought it could possibly be It's perfect,
it's passion, it's setting me free,
From all of my sadness on lonely night with you baby,
The tears that I've cried for a long time,
because now you are Meeting me tonight ,
dear and the neath galaxy because it is so bright,
on the summer nights are here now,
but we could fill each hour with bliss,
on an evening such as this,
I am thinking of you now,I have spent
all of my life Waiting for tonight,
oh When you would be here in my arms,
Waiting for tonight,oh I've dreamed of this love
for so long Waiting for tonight,
because of your Tender words you say too me,
that Take my breath away but my Love me now is here,
because you leave me never Found a sacred
place Lost in your embrace Praising you,
I must because you're the only woman I trust,
simply set on you Ever since we met my love,
my heart has risen above,I am thinking of you all the time now,
I want to stay in this forever I think of the days ,
when the sun used to set On my empty heart,
all alone in my bed Tossing and turning Emotions were strong,
I knew I had to hold on Gone are the days
when the sun used to set On my empty
heart all alone in my bed Tossing and turning
Emotions were strong and the mystery you bring,
I love everything,for my soul has taken wing,
like the skylark in the spring,
I am thinking of you baby.
Tell me. or tell him that I love you

You call me on the phone that night,and now my life as been wonderful and
Nothing has been the same,I can not eat are sleep But As I wait for you to text me
on the phone, Just to get a glimpse of you in my mind...I want you to know That I'm
the only one That would walk any fire for you...that is Why I tell you this now
because the Were you looking for my reaction, on What you do need is me to love
you and I know that now, because Don't you know I'll always be your boyfriend
now, because You don't have to prove to me you're beautiful are to strangers
because you will always be beautiful too me now that your my girlfriend, because
I've got loving' eyes, of my own...and because You belong to me now so Tell him
that you were fooling 'because You belong to me You now, on don't even know him
that he want to take you away for me he not going too because You belong to me,
so Tell him that I love you with all my heart now, but As I've hungered over lose in
you now, because I was to feel the burning of your flames...And how you are mind
you make my heart pound like thunder, As you take my breath away,With your
words, And your passions, and your love, I can't escape...From the love I feel for
you, but From a place within me, Where your love resides, I feel that I am tide up in
chains, because For all this that my heart and soul feels, Since you have captured
me completely, on because all I do my love...Is crave and yearn, for one single
touch, Of your everlasting love, I will always truly love you but not only you your
heart as well, because You belong to me... You belong to me Can it be, honey, now
that you're not sure You belong to me Thought we'd closed the book and locked the
door, but You don't have to prove to me That you're beautiful to strangers, because
yet again I've got loving eyes of my own ..On you and I can tell darling...that you
love me too so Tell me... or tell him that I love you.
Good-bye,my friend
Good-bye, my friend, in death we part, To meet in realms more glorious, A void I

feel deep in my heart, For much there was of love in us My eyes filled up with
tears, as I heard the news It never occurred to me, how much I could lose I find
myself wishing that it wasn't real Every time I think about it, the pain is all I can
feel Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see But my heart tells me that he'll right
and always be with me, I’m glad he feels no pain now-he lives in a perfect land To
see you go is awful pain, For thou hast been a world to me But we shall meet for
good again, To see the light that hallows thee,
A thousand times I cried If love alone could have saved you never you would have
died, because your heart of gold stopped beating two twinkling eyes closed to rest
This death is only transient It leads to brighter and new vales, So wonderful,
munificent, As prophets tell in holy tales Go thou and wait for me a while, And rest
at God's fair borderland, There with the angels you will smile, In welcome to the
saintly band, but your always looked upon from those in the sky surrounded by
clouds and pure white doves they listen and watch sending you love just rememb
we stick together till the very end
I'm 26 years old and it's getting cold now have being all alone all my live, now I
have got my big coat on Listing to hear your laughter and see you smiling at me
back because I am now ruining and ruining for my past because it time to move on
with me new life with you my love on to rides with the wind and look on now to the
sky because I am gold now that I hug your legs and fall asleep on the way home
with you on the Seat next to me On my long journey home for a Walk with me, but
the Underneath the starry sky Be with me When there is nobody else and Say you
love And my heart is yours alone my love, because I don't know why all, the trees
change in the fall, all I know you're not scared, of anything in life with me by your
side, but I know I had, the best day with you today Laugh with me Like there is no,
tomorrow and Dance with me In a beautiful melody way under, the moonlight
tonight and See the world with me In a magic, carpet ride and Say you love me
once again my love Because I love you too your are 28 year now two year, older,
then me but that do not matter no more because we, are so in love with one anther
now and I don't know how, my friends could be so mean they do not no the real
mean in of love on now, you come home crying and you hold me tight, and grab the
keys and we drive and drive until we found a town far enough away and we talk,
and window shop till I, forgot all their names You bring me happiness, love and
hope you are like a saint or maybe even the a angel, but I promise you will never
forget all the times we hugged and met because, I love you the way you are and at
times seem a bit bizarre remember each kiss hug, and conversation coz I have this
wild fascination that maybe one day we'll meet again and stick together till the
very end I love you.
go pick out your white dress,
My heart against yours heart and Yours heart against mine, They beat as one
Laying my head on your shoulder, I whisper in your ear "I Love You" In return you
lean in for a kiss Ending the day, Together as one...I love your eyes Every time I
look into them, I am lost I fall deeper and deeper into the spell of your sweet love
for me,but they cast a spell upon me,I can't help but look are gaze because one day
I want to get marry too you baby,because I love the way you smile,Every time you
smile at me I fall in love more baby save me,I have been feeling so alone I keep
waiting for you but you never come is that in my head,I do not know what to think
then I knelt to the ground and pulled a ring out and said will you marry me
baby,you all never have to be alone I love you and that all I really know I talked to
your daddy on he say I can marry you so go pick out your white dress,because now
I feel the warmth of the sun shinning down on me,It warms me more than cuddling
in front of a brand new fire in my soul when you told me yes you marry me,I can't
help but smile back,I love your kisses because Every time your lips touch mine,I
feel an endless stream of passion,It sends me on a journey, a journey in which I do
no mind taking now that we are getting marry ,I can't help but kiss you,I love your
touch, your skin touches mine,I feel the most enlivening feeling I have ever felt,It is
the feeling of a pounding heart and a shivering soul,I can't help but touch you,
I love everything about you..

true in my new life

Today I made for myself a new day in my life one as beautiful as haven on earth,one
that is full with love and fun on happiness, but By going to that royal fount of truth
in my soul,I start this day with love And by searching for the secret of this world
but the few Whose goal in life and aim is joy is forsooth as my will be in life,but as I
close my eyes at night I dream of a new life one that fill with love on joy but as my
Life changes from day to day ,I know my Life is flexible and life is a long journey
too my heart,as I start the new day with a new Life brings unexpected events as
compared to the previous one's Life consequences changes many lives to a new on
life and difficult they life as my one but as I found at last the one friend and
counsellor,That taught me all that I know in life because I know I should be grateful
on kind because It is the soul,that my sovereign on chancellor,The guide and
keeper of the good I know today in life but I sow,Some people view life as a difficult
aspect I know today is anew day for me because Some thinks that life is a challenge
to them,why do Some people feels that life is worthless when I am fill with joy on
love in my heart,because Some people yet again thinks that life is controlled by
money not my love or happiness but today is a new day,I am advised-"Go ye, have
faith in myself,on my new life And seek once more the guide that lives in me on
you"because it is Much better than the world of sordid pelf,Alas I found the counsel
to be true in my new life today.
my friend with a broken heart fining love

I was told never to trust a man,I was told they were all dogs,I was also told that I
would never find a man, that would treat me good,are the way a woman should be
treated,
Now you see this is something that I would have believed,
If it wasn't for the fact that I felt that it had to be seen So I went,and I saw And
what I found really amazed me,For not only did I find a good man,I found a man
that treated me like a queen,He cared about me,and the things that I liked,And
never once did he try to fight,See this man,my man proved the old theory to be oh
so right and not wrong,but pushing my way past the hordes I walk inside the
restaurant,under a hazy spell of shock and awe less than 24 hours ago we were
strangers walking the path we created for ourselves,but one brief look one little
smile my world was turned upside down in one single moment,love at first sight I
never believed until Deep within the ambiguity of my soul,Thrives the beating of
another heart,Indefinitely symbolizing a past my love,Provoked only through this
lowly form of art,For now I am missing him more than he will ever know,But that's
something I'm sure I'll never show,So as time passes by I wait and I see,and
Praying that the future will bring him back to me.
memories of my pass love
Across from the mountains of Jamaica,A little house sits in the tree's,I'm lost in
tranquillity,As my soul tries to breath,as look for love in all the wrong places but
yet still a White clouds moving slowly in my life,but as The breeze a calm still,I'm
caught in the moment,of life my life over on over again with out someone to love
me back,but As my heart starts to heal,for all the bracken heart on all my cry's,I’m
now writing this poem to you Telling you were thru I can’t take you anymore in my
life,I Don’t know what I liked but you because for All you did was wear me out,Now
I know what your all about,You came in y life telling that you love me when you did
not but to me it was all promise that did not come true,and my joy is Now look at
all the things you destroy Families, lives, bank accounts you see You ruined it all
with one little tease,because now Look at the way you make me feel, Then you take
it all away because want to steal me heart when I did not give it too you,because A
piece of me did love you once but not anymore,but In the startling blue sky I as
hope one day we can be friends,but As I spread my wings,and start a new life My
soul starts to fly,because now I am flying to unknown places,where there is love on
someone to love me back,but Where there pain and hurt once dwelled,I will fine
love there but As the memories flow pass me,so will memories of you in my life but
My eyes start to swell as close my eyes now so goodbye.
my prayers
Jamaica my Jamaica my mother land,add a dream about you last night,I saw you
Jamaica land of wood and water, land of natural beauty that what you are
Jamaica,land where I live land of nature,A land were nature lives Don't cry for me
Jamaica,Because I will never let you out of my mind,because I hear your voices
people of Jamaica I hear your cries too people of Jamaica,I see pain in your eyes
people of Jamaica,It is hard to describe what you people of Jamaica are going
through,Poverty strikes you all people of Jamaica, Don't cry for me Jamaica Because
I will keep you in my prayers people of Jamaica, Power to the people of
Jamaica,because I know you all will lift your spirit higher too the Lord,because he is
the light and truth people of Jamaica,The Lord sends you a message from his heart
to you people of Jamaica He said because I love you, I will answer your prayers,I
hear your prayers Don't cry for me Jamaica,Because you have a friend that is the
Lord People of Jamaica,continue doing the Lords work Make a wish people of
Jamaica,because I know The people of Jamaica are looking at the Lord face to face
Lord here is no paradise We can not dream, but a little dream said the people of
Jamaica to the Lord,because yet again The People of Jamaica,will always Pray that
the Lord will give them strength every day Don't cry for me Jamaica my Jamaica,A
land blessed by God himself On the day of creation,because God threw wood like
stone water like rain He dropped water again like rain
Jamaica my Jamaica
land of wood and water
I never really knew you,

We have but a moment to fall in love,one moment that is ours,then it is gone,Taken
on a breeze I do swear that I'll always be there,but I do my best to give you
anything and everything and I will always care,Through weakness and
strength,happiness and sorrow,for better,for worse,I will love you with every beat
of my heart,From this moment on my life with you has begun,I never really knew
you,You were just another friend,But when I got to know you,I let mixed feelings
mend,I couldn't help past memories,That would only make me cry,I have to forget
my first love,And give love another try,but From this moment you are the one for
me on Right beside me is where you belong, but I belong to you too but From this
moment on,I will love you with one my heart,because I have been blessed with you
in my life,on I live only for your happiness And for your love,because I will give my
last breath for you my love but From this moment on ,because If it happens,it
happens then,but in that one moment,in that breathtaking second as howler eyes
meet,speaking volumes,No words needed,
And I know I will give my hand to you with all my heart, Can't wait to live my life
with you now,on can't wait to start my life with You and because I will never be
apart from you one bit,because My dreams as came true because of you,now we
have one chance,one moment to say I Love You, and Take that moment to Embrace
it From this moment as long as I live I will love you, on I will be there for you,I
promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give You're the reason I believe in love
now,And you're the answer to my prayers from up above, All I need now is just the
two of us,because My dreams as came true because of you.
Happy 18th Anniversary.

Happy Anniversary Charlie on Sharon,you both Love For anther is a god blessing,I
thank the Lord above You’ve given my sister hope,inspiration and truth Because of
you she feel never-ending youth,When heavy storms have come both you way, Your
love has always made both stay together but Each morning you wake and see your
face,you know in your heart what she mean too you,because you have found your
place on here bond is extraordinary,beautiful, and real It’s remarkable how
wonderful you make her feel,
Today the year would be your 18th,since you vowed to take each others hand in
marriage,and love forever more you're celebrating your 18th anniversary
today,showing your unconditional love,on When years are passing by like days,and
in your hand on hand is placed,a knowing smile crosses your face,a simple touch
can still make her heart race,When you can see your soul in your eyes,and she can
see your soul in her mine,you both will realize love to each other in every possible
way,There wasn't a storm that you two could not weather,because you loved one
another so much and vowed to stay together,For I know that together is how you
will always be,living together in Canada and loving for all eternity,And all I ever
wish and I know you'd wish this too,is to have a wonderful marriage such as the
two of you,I don't know what it is that you saw in her,are what she saw in you it
was the utmost happiness that can ever be,even more so on the day when you and
her became more in life,but I know you can still smile and say with your love and
truth Honey, I love you...Happy Anniversary.
just love me back for one moment can you do that
If only for a moment can we see each other on face book or msn,because the times
I spent with you online and the nights with you I know I was bless my the gods
above are the times that I hold you near,because At times I think that what we
have isn't really fair,for what would take my breath away is a simple kiss of here
lips,but Time and time again,I think of you,my Amy the only one I truly love,I'll love
you to the end,You said you didn't love me, but maybe I'm retarded,the only thing I
feel right now is my love will not be thwarted,I believe this love is eternal,but The
flame will not relinquish Forever circling me to The very matter of my existence
I'm scared So afraid to show I care, Will you think of me weak If I tremble when I
speak what if There's another one in your life I do not know about now,thinking of
Maybe he's in love with you now I'd feel like a fool, Life can be so cruel I don't
know what to do I've been there With my heart out in my hand, But what I must
understand I can't let the chance of love to pass me by, Should I be a fool on love
someone that do not love me back,But for now I simply breath Awaiting your
rescue, Music - bonding our souls Pain - stirring the memories While silence,
shouts out this melody on Tender words so soft and sweet that they Hold the key
too my soul but too close to my feeling are my heart but the beat of my Love will
not be the gift, of you giving myself Feed the fire with all the passion, I can show
Tonight love will assume, its place This memory time cannot erase Blind faith, will
lead love where it has to go before in my life today,
I pray to God for you
When you look into my life,You don’t see what’s inside me because you look with
your eyes, And not with your heart, If you want to know the truth,Then you have to
close your eyes,And open your heart To see the true light,in my soul Don’t try to
change What was there, before because life do not work like that,but Every word
of her fills me with glee Every stare of his energizes me,If I am your baby, please
touch me,I need your touch in ways you may never know,but Don’t just wash and
change and feed me,but rock me close,kiss my face and stroke my body,Your
soothing, gentle touch says security and love,because you are like oxygenated too
my body but dying soul And stole my heart on whole,but as loving heart you are too
me,but like a gentle smile,and a warm and tender touch,you give me so many
things in life but nothing means as much too me as you,but A little inspiration in
my life, when I loses hope,but A kind word of encouragement you give too me
when I am down and when they no longer seem to cope, A simple phrase,I love
you” when no If I am your life’s partner, please touch me,You may think that your
passion is enough but only your arms hold back my fears,I need your tender
reassuring touch to remind me, I am loved just because I am me,I can’t believe that
am cherishing the sweetness of here presence,I pray to God for you at every
instance and wish life gives me a chance If not, my heart will be worn out in his
absence today.
I pray to God for you
When you look into my life,You don’t see what’s inside me because you look with
your eyes, And not with your heart, If you want to know the truth,Then you have to
close your eyes,And open your heart To see the true light,in my soul Don’t try to
change What was there, before because life do not work like that,but Every word
of her fills me with glee Every stare of his energizes me,If I am your baby, please
touch me,I need your touch in ways you may never know,but Don’t just wash and
change and feed me,but rock me close,kiss my face and stroke my body,Your
soothing, gentle touch says security and love,because you are like oxygenated too
my body but dying soul And stole my heart on whole,but as loving heart you are too
me,but like a gentle smile,and a warm and tender touch,you give me so many
things in life but nothing means as much too me as you,but A little inspiration in
my life, when I loses hope,but A kind word of encouragement you give too me
when I am down and when they no longer seem to cope, A simple phrase,I love
you” when no If I am your life’s partner, please touch me,You may think that your
passion is enough but only your arms hold back my fears,I need your tender
reassuring touch to remind me, I am loved just because I am me,I can’t believe that
am cherishing the sweetness of here presence,I pray to God for you at every
instance and wish life gives me a chance If not, my heart will be worn out in his
absence today.
start with I love you
I can’t exactly remember how and when we first met…but I think it was
May,22,2010,We always have a pleasant conversation every time we chat on
net,Knowing me, knowing you is what we usually do,Trying to enjoy being together
every minute or two,Sometimes you make me feel so love and comfortable with
you,But knowing that you’re so much younger than me-made me feel blushed and
bless,and that I listened to you,I may not always be here for you,are I may not
always say,I love you ”But in my thoughts,and my heart and soul,You will always be
my woman of my dream my soul mate in shining armour of love,but Then I
recalled…today as I sit and ponder I have reached farther than I ever dreamed
possible,because at time when I thought life was over only to start afresh at the
stroke of dawn of you and the bound by the unknown,I would break the shackles if
I can just to go back to where it all started with you but I am a poet in love,and I
like to paint pictures,in my poetry of love But my pictures are made from words
rather than paint,I brush and stroke the keys to lay the words down in front of me,I
keep on painting until I get a good end result,of My words capture a No matter
how far the distance,No matter how tired and busy we are, No matter how much
time will it take, Honey,I’ll wait for you for our love sake,because I may not always
be here for you,are I may not always say, ” I love you ” But one Hi and one “hello.”
and one love you baby is all I can do but I can’t promise to be happy or not to cry
babe… For there’s so much sadness and pain deep inside me,And the hardest
words to say when you truly love somebody-Is not goodnight babe, but …”I love
you!”Yes, because of one ‘hello’ love begin,But the trouble with ‘hello’ is also….
“start with I love you.
my love sound in your heart
Have you ever been around someone, and just couldn't think?
I have been around someone like that before her lips,as soft as a rose's,when she
take me by promises with her love it was like a enough my love,but You know she
came into my life like a lit candle, on a dark night,she open up my soul and set my
heart on fire,because she was my only desire,I can never see me without her in my
life,each morning I wake I long to see your face,and to image her consumes my
mind she had been on my mind a great deal of late it seems,but when I start to
images and moments of her vividly filling in my dreams Now,it was truly love and
with all her heart and All that I need was her love that yet to find me, but as I Let
your fingers touch and wake my silent heart then every day,I check my mail hoping
for a reply from her and look on the site at my in-box and every day there is
nothing there weeks, had gone by and nothing came then a message from her so
sweet, she did remember who I was, and she wants us to meet I’m a bit nervous,
and apprehensive and worried about the event anyway nothing ventured, nothing
gained I'll let you know how it went,I want to be where she want in my heart and to
be my love and Be with me when she call on my love Have you ever been around
someone heart as vast as the open sea?Have you ever been around someone
together forever you wish to be?but Have you ever been around someone into their
eyes you gaze?Hold on me when your love thirst on me my love,Let my love sound
in your heart with rhythm of a poet poetry.
only you possess the key
Hidden in a room in my mind,Out of view I can only imagine The magic things we'll
do,because my heart has been taken by another woman,and My love for you is
nothing more than a friend,Maybe you can give me a hand and tell me that you
understand,What I'm telling you is no escape plan,I'm telling you because you're a
really good friend,Losing you would be no good,So I'm asking if we can still be
friends,because How I wish to hold you tight Exploring hands caressing Lips
tightly,but on a tonight like this Making love,your body pressing,but Why does my
heart still hold on to you In my dreams you say those words,I long to hear And
when I look in your eyes,I know you're sincere At every waking moment,in
everything I do Why do I have to see your face all day And if you knew,what would
you say?I love you but not in the same way you love me, I'm trying my best to tell
you without tears in my eyes,Come to me my secret love that what my mind tell me
sometime because I want to Bathe you in your sweet touch In a whisper soft, as the
dove Say the words, "I love you so much"My heart springs to life around you They
wait for the precious light of day, Which only you can bring my way,They wait for
you to set them free,But only you possess the key.
I am doing the right thing,

today is my last day as a lone guy and Because today to, the depths of soul I know I
am doing the right thing,I know god as make me long to love one person,and that
you my beloved I know I love With all my heart,my soul, my mind,my body Because
I need a forever friend to trust with,the intimacies of me,and today I am getting to,
marry,the love of my life Because marriages is not to, fail,because I know people
fail When they enter into, marriage but,Tomorrow will be my lifetime away with
you, in haven fill with love,and now suddenly it's here,Yes, I'll marry you,my
beloved,And here's the reason why it a funny one so,here go So I can push you out
of bed When the baby,starts, to cry,And if we hear a knocking And it's creepy and
it's, late,I hand you the torch you see,And you,investigate but not to let you get
hurt because I am in,love with you but, How did it happen so quickly,This,wedding
drawing near,How can I act so happy?How can I act,so sad?When in such a, very
short time,today that what I,was thinking about but, that we are marry then it
the,happiness day of my life,I know I give you my love on my,heart,I wish I could
grasp a moment in time just to get,you a lone one much to kiss, you, and the lips
but I just,do it right here now before, all, the people on family we,love and make the
clock, stand, still So I could let my,heart catch up, but I know, it, never will
Expecting, another to make them whole but you did my love.
My heart is heavy when I think of you, it, black and blue because I am
not with you. When the night is dark and the stars appear and none
there hold you near, and dry the tears, I would hold you for a million
years. If we could make us happy and the dreams come true .I would
go to the ends of the earth with you,because Your words I read sing
to me, as you hold my heart in your arms. In my dreams you lay
asleep warped in tenderness beside me holding, my burning heart
that grows stronger every day wanting to be close to you. Far from
perfect, but your my perfect.
Don't be afraid I won't harm you now ,The beast deep inside is tamed
Really, I promise I won't hurt you. I know that you've seen the bad
side of me ,The destruction that I can bring about,because I carry
your heart with me, I carry it in my heart. and I am never without
it(anywhere I go you go,my dear; and whatever is done,
by only me is your doing,my darling I fear My weary heart eternal
silence keeps-- I know not who has slipped into my heart Though ,I
am silent, one within me weeps. My soul shall rend the painted veil
apart. Where art thou, Minstrel! touch thy saddest strings Till clothed
in music such as sorrow sings, My mournful story from thy zither
sweeps.
Inside my happiness, addiction never happened Inside my happiness,
there are no sorrows
And no tears, so the hurt doesn’t exist Inside my happiness, there is
god And he planned all this for me
And the waterfalls of tears I'm so sorry, for all that I've done. Do you
know how long I've waited for this? Finally I was released from the
under toe I don't feel the need to cause grief. here is the deepest
secret nobody knows
I love you even more with each and every new mother
My Mother, my friend so dear throughout my life you're always near.
A tender smile to guide my way ,There are times when only a
Mother's Love,Can share the joy we feel ,When something we've
dreamed about, Quite suddenly is real. A Mother's love is something
that no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice
and pain, It is endless and unselfish and enduring come what may
,For nothing can destroy it I wish I could tell you, Mom how much you
mean to me.... But there are no words to say how much I admire
you...how much I appreciate you... how much I thank you or take that
love away . . .It is patient and forgiving While we honer all our
mothers with words of love and praise .and touch our lives in
precious ways...While we tell about their goodness and their kind
and loving ways. The values you've taught, the care you've given, and
the wonderful love you've shown,have enriched my life in more ways
than I can count. There are times when only a Mother's faith Can
help on life's way And inspire in us the confidence We need from day
to day. It is far beyond defining, it defies all explanation, And it still
remains a secret like the mysteries of creation . . . A many
splendorous miracle God made a wonderful mother, A mother who
never grows old; He made her smile of the sunshine. And He molded
molded her heart of pure gold man cannot understand And another
wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand. If I could give you
diamonds for each tear you cried for me. if I could five you sapphires
for each truth you’ve helped me see. If I could give you rubies for the
heartache that you’ve known If I could give you pearls Best friends
forever mom and me picking flowers and climbing trees. And so, I
thank you from the heart for all you've done for me and I bless the
Lord for giving me the best mother there could be! Mom You've given
me so much, Love from your heart and the warmth of your touch.
The gift of life and you're a friend to me. We have a very Special Bond
which only comes from God...I'm sure you agree. Because I feel that
in the heavens above The angels, whispering one to another,Can find
among their burning terms of love, None so devotional as that of
"Mother,"Therefore by that dear name I have long called you, You
who are more than mother unto me,For a Mother's heart and a
Mother's faith And a Mother's steadfast love Were fashioned by the
Angels And sent from God above... As a child I would say Mommy I
Love You, Now you're my Mother so dear I love you.
blowing reality of cosmic truth

Let me fill your heart with love and praise, To bring a satisfaction to
your mind, And fill your face with contented smiles, Bring that
mystical sparkle back into your eyes. As you sail through the trees of
wisdom, And drift on past life's waterfall, No matter where you go,
my angel, You know that I will follow on. Sing me your song of
roaring thunder.. Entranced with the spell you put me under..Caress
my oil painted skin with your hands of stone.. Whisper in my ear in
low, sweet tone..Keep your magical dreams in a jar, And cast aside
the crumbling nightmares,They won't bother you anymore, Not now
that the sleep angel is here,She will wrap you in her wings of love,
And crush all of your fears. Though the night may be eerie, It holds
nothing for you to fear,For I will travel through it with you, Until the
songbirds reappear Then we can watch the sunrise, As it brightens
up the sky, And makes the rooftops sparkle, Just like my angel's eyes.
This is a dream For which there are few. But for this particular dream
Some reach too soon Just take a breath. Just steady your pulse Just
release that breathe But don’t quicken your pulse Hold your balance.
And close your eyes Lick your lips and hold on tight. Breathe in
deeply and relax your stance Lean in forward and cup her face.
Caress her skin with the slightest touch Let me fill you with the
wonders of the universe,Let me sing my incantation song to you, To
take you on a journey through the stars, Show you the mind blowing
reality of cosmic truth.
This Goddess showed me cosmic truth,

I realize as I look at you Through this webcam I just sit and stare. I
can see you perfectly clearly. But for some reason you're not there. I
see your eyes and I can see your face. But yet I can not see the real
you ,You type that you love me .But is it real or just another joke. I
can't see your personality. No one to stand by for a firm grip as I
make my decisions, The dreams I have seen are wonderful, but will
they ever be true? Are we always living a dream .with random
thoughts flowing in a constant stream? Upon her breath the sweetest
kiss,Did wind it's way into my heart, And my soul did fly away with
hers,Beyond the realms of the stars. Watching as she walked towards
me,So pure and white with the night, A distant flame from deep in
her eyes,Seemed to burn through my mind, It spread to ignite my
heart and soul,Which illuminated my dark, This loving woman had
me in her spell,Embroiled within the fires she sparked. This Goddess
showed me cosmic truth,And the immortality of true love, She let me
wander through her mind,And the golden wonder of her thoughts.
They say time heals, but is it really so? The living fantasy or the living
dream which to make and which to continue on with The breathless
wind of twilight's call, Did lightly kiss me on the brow,I walked alone
as night grew pale, Within the setting sun's long shadow.
To steal my last mortal breath

Hold me tight and never take me out of your sight ,My mind screams
only for you, Because you are the woman that can make my dreams
come true, and take my body away to never land,A whisper, almost
silent, Floating gently on the breeze, A shadow, within a shadow,I felt
eyes watching me, Born of darkness, black as pitch, I felt my anxiety
rising, Tightening every nerve, Feeding my fear's surmising. Running
forever through my mind ,Bumping into thoughts I find Forever
bumping and ker-plunking ,My own mind thinks I'm flunking,Am I
real? Corporeal? Can you tell How I feel? Is this true? Reality? Or
someone else's Fantasy? This place is somewhere ,I cannot find Even
though, I can picture it in my mind A cool summer breeze from atop
the trees, A meadow tosses below me with ease, Is this where The
world is right? Is this darkness? Is it light? To kiss my lips so tender
and sweet And make my body fall to my feet, You give me breath and
make me breathe ,And all your words make my heart beat,I felt her
breath upon my cheek, I felt it's warmth upon my neck,I felt the
sharpness of her teeth As they sunk into my flesh, I felt my life drain
away, I felt the iron fist of Death Clutch my soul within it's grip, To
steal my last mortal breath.
I can sit and ponder

Seems as though it’s been a while, Since you were born to us,We
didn't get to spend much time, Only 6 and half months.My mind is
empty What a waste to me now I take up space in my heart to see you
my unborn child Just dump my body off a bridge You know ill sink,
because I can’t swim I’m going under It’s becoming cold There’s is no
more light Nothing to hold Can’t catch my breath My internal
depression, my external disturbed, No more silence, is too absurd, No
more from anyone, anymore, Silence is better, I’ve heard it before.
This is my poem, this is my prayer, This is all I have left to fare, How
good I was, you never saw, The Unwritten Law, my only flaw. I can’t
get over these feelings Flowing through my head It’s the first time in
a while I’m glad that I’m not dead I don’t know how you do it Nor do I
know why But for now you are the reason That I never want to die
You know I truly love you I know that this is strange How could you
say that it isn’t the end of the world, When everything that’s matters
is in the shape of a girl, Seeing nothing of you round me, anymore,
Knowing you were never really there before. I missed the times when
I would blow, bubbles on your tummy, Or show off all the things you
did, to your loving mummy Sitting here at home Writing my suicide
poem Letting everyone know she called me a bad guy You see I’m
doing this for love Because I can’t be happy enough Without you at
all I feel is pain This razor-blade cutting my vein I wonder how much
longer I can sit and ponder.
I watched you disappear

I watch as they slowly lay her down in the ground I turn to see
nothing but cries and black clothing
I cry inside but it just wont seem to come out I watch your lifeless
body she was my friend she have left me here With pain and sorrow I
watch you go to a better place I open my heart to you last in this
world. I sit up And just start to cry The blood drips And the tears
show I try so hard to stop them It would give the satisfaction that she
won Bored, tired so not into dis crap anymore. Need to escape, need
to leave there was a time when things were easier and know its all
hard Desperate in an invisible cage, My life as an empty page. You
are an ugly scrawl on my life, Leaving blood tracks on my thighs,
Constraining me in your iron arms, I can feel all but calm. You said
you would let me be, But nothing is what it seems to be. I tell you this
one thing that will pull you back when you start to walk away. Speak
to her gently for she is slowly fading out of this cruel world. Hold her
forever before her heart gets too cold. Cry with her for hours before
she starts to feel alone. Kiss his face sweetly before he stops feeling
love There is only one way out, A passage we all hear about. Towards
the dark we advance, Leaving all up to chance. Down to the core with
despair, As I lay dying, slowly breathing I could hear your foot steps
The small echo as they faded into the darkness
I watched you disappear Swallowed like you were never there
So who care's
After all these years, I thought I was ready After all this time I spent
in silence
All the time I spent preparing for this moment I never prepared for
this You never gave me any warning I was not ready for when you
strike Why is this hurting? Regret bites my heart, I regret everything
I've done I loved you too much. I would never let you go. Even if you
shared someone else's touch, My love for you always growled. I
thought our love would last. But it was never in the past. It took me
at this point to see, That you never loved me. I was a doll to you. A
brick wall. You'd never answer any of my calls. In this short life... But
why am I still hurting When I know its my last day In this cursed old
house Death is just a whisper away. couldn’t hold in all this pain
Secrets lie behind walls built Up from years of hate But even solitude
can't confine The things left by fate Words are spoke of her mislead
No one asked for this love. For the sparks to fly all above. Does it
matter now? It was a feeling that I vowed. It was all just for you. It
was something that you used. Her body just a shell Things she's done;
now ashamed Her stand from which she fell The clouds are dark In
this cold lonely world, as I make my way Through all this broken
memories, I feel the same way I felt long time ago, Under the heavy
weight Of my responsibility But now I'm dead. So who care's? Love
isn't something that you share. The moon can't always be bright.
The stars can't always be in sight.
angel above.
I gave you my heart I gave you my soul We’re having fun

Yet I still don’t feel whole I need to cut loose I just want to be free
Have you heard this story once before Now you shunt evermore
In the darkness I did lay For the hope of no more days My heart in
this deep depression
I slit your throat and watched you fall Just like my hand does to all.
My palms covered with your blood As you lay within the mud.
Could not hide this obsession I lie awake for several hours My heart
feeling like a dead flower
As cold as stone What is right in my life, and by who’s standards The
teenage girl down the street with no dad
I remembered once when we were friends As I watched you to the
very end.
It was of you, my true love That I spread death from above.
Or the up grade brother who is somewhat glad The kid’s who are just
starting out
Or the dog who get’s kicked in the mouth Before you left I wanted to
tell you so much
Of how you came into my life And my heart you touched
You are my smiles And you are my friend You are the reason I choose
to live
For the day and not tomorrow Just because your gone I feel no
sorrow
Away you went as an angel above.
Then I realize
if Only for a moment I can get lost in your heart, if Only for a
moment ,I can get to see you smile for me ,because i want to feel
your love for me ,because It felt so real, if only for a moment, I can
get to kiss your sweet lips ,because in that moment, i know your my
greatness wish come true, because I could almost touch your face in
my dream, on hear the beat of your heart ,because It was the best
part of my life ,because now I no longer had to hide my feelings.
Someday we’ll find someone to love, Someone to laugh with, someone
to hug, That one special one, that wants you to stay, I sure can’t wait
for someday, I know all the world is my stomping ground,
I realize this and truly only this, That whatever we want, it shall be
found, I think about all the time,
And to this day, I wonder why. Sometimes I pinch myself, Hoping that
one day I'll wake up,
Sometimes ,I just dream of a kiss, Other times I hope to hold you all
night,
My life moves everyday And my illusion is my world Of all possibility.
I ask What will be of me
And you, Reality is near my door But still outside. Do you ever
wonder how that could be?
Or am I out of your mind, and out of the fight? Is life but a dream,
where we just long to see?
Sometimes I open my eyes and you are there, Then I realize that it's
just a silent dream,
Words trip over the tongue spoken words remain unspoken
from dawn to dusk ..Do you know what I mean, do you care? I don't
want to wake up and scream,
The never ending dream carries on, and on, Someday this
nightmarish existence will be gone
happy birthday
it my greatness wish this year that I get the chance To wish you
happy birthday cheer. It pleases me no end to say, I wish you another
great year, that infects all who come in contact with you. May your
next birthday find you the same--glowing from within, beaming bright
joy on everyone you meet. I feel blessed to know you. I hope you
enjoy your birthday, All the pleasures it has in store, And because I
appreciate you, I hope you have many more! Think about the
memories God gave a gift to the world when you were born—a person
who loves, who cares, who sees a person’s need and fills it, who
encourages and lifts people up, who spends energy on others, rather
than herself, Some people give the gift of peace and tranquillity to
every life they touch. They are always who they really are. They are
blessedly reliable, dependably good, On your day I wish for you
Favourite people to embrace, Loving smiles and caring looks That
earthly gifts cannot replace. Your birthday is as much a celebration
for me as it is for you, maybe more, and I wish for you the best of
birthdays, the best one ever. May each birthday be better than the
last. Most of all, I hope you will always be As happy as you have made
me. You wonder what's coming, what life has in store; Will it be just
the same? Will there be a new door? Remember this, as you blow out
the last candle: Life holds no challenge that you cannot handle. On
your birthday, I celebrate you! On your special day, I’m thinking of all
the wonderful things you are that bring so much joy to others,
including me! I celebrate your unconquerable spirit, that lets you
meet every challenge with confidence, enthusiasm and persistence. I
admire your sensitivity. Passing years can never mar, Experiences
great and small That have made you who you are. Another year is a
happy gift, So cut your cake, Ignore things that make you feel old; It's
really great to be fifty. You're smart, attractive and good company,
And I still think you're nifty!
Would please be my Valentine
Life was always quite normal and sane,Now we've met and it's
weakened my brain. My whole life now is like a story book With a
beautiful princess and this Valentine day if you won't be my Valentine
I'll scream, I'll yell, I'll bite. I'll cry aloud, I'll start to whine / If you
won't be my Valentine. I never was struck before that hour With love
so sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower And
stole my heart away complete. but Accept, dear girl, this little
token,for my heart too you on this Valentine day And if between the
lines you seek, You'll find the love I've often spoken of The love my
dying lips shall speak. But honey," I said, "I’m attached to you; Love
is what I feel." "That keyword isn’t relevant," She said, with eyes of
steel. , you’re in my dreams, Both daytime and at night; I dream of
how you’d feel to touch, How I’d fill you with delight. And then my
blood rushed to my face And took my eyesight quite away. The trees
and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I’d show
you sweet mysteries In my secret underground lair. I’d kiss and
caress you to ecstasy; Say yes; just take my dare. I might be the
superhero you’ve dreamed Don’t automatically deny me. Just put
yourself in my loving hands; You won’t be sorry; try me. You’re my
personal Wonder Woman; Be my heroine, on this Valentine. Let me
show you why you should choose me, And why you’ll love being mine.
Someone asked me to name the time Of when our love became
sublime. I searched high and low but could not find / It within the
vast regions of my mind. So now as I close it is time / Would please be
my Valentine
My hand you hold

I know your my Angel ,I'm under your magic spell. your with me
everywhere, I go in this world on I take you in heart as well I am
doing my best not To lose you-I just could not bare. f I lose you too
someday adder then me because It used to be so easy to talk for
hours on end. To just pour my heart out so Please don't shut me
out,Don't hide what's in your heart. If I've said or done anything to
cause doubt because What if distance did not come between us?
Would that be better or only make our feelings stronger?to the ears
of a good lover. What if we knew what the other was thinking?Would
we want to know?Would it make a difference? Please tell me what
you feel inside Angel Not telling me drives me crazy. When you only
hide,Emotions get hazy. I love and praise of you Angel,because I am
happy and warm,In the safe, caring haven, Of your loving arms. Just
for a moment,it feel so right but real on Just for this day…Leave me
alone with you in bed .Let me hear you say… do not go too work
today and Not a word, not a sound you has helped me to grow,And
you has the right to know, That my feelings for you is now overflow,
like a river but When I am around you Angel I glow with love in my
heart .But isn't it funny how life changes so much it was just a month
ago we meet online and January 31.2011 that was the date we meet
on for there we started to talk you have never put distance between
us not once before and our lives keep us running. If love for you shall
ever fade away my tears will never find that they're in drought I know
that you'll be back with me someday of that my heart will never come
to doubt so now, I know our love is always true forever, I will always
stay with you Angel.
Time away. Distance can mend a heart,

I lived in a place easy to trace,It's where I met a woman with style
and grace,Looking up at the daunting clouds,Pondering my feelings
for her aloud,As it is you I dream about, with a mood so romantic
Since I feel the winds of love when I talk with you on the phone ,
because you have touched my life with The love we share…..,it Is oh
so fine……,Let’s make everyday……,of my life on your life as one but
to Feel this passion divine me crazy sometime miss in you so bad at
night …..,but How Romantic,this year Valentine day will be with you
in my mind what more can I ask for in my life time but your love,
because My Love is Running to paradise to find A jar full of delight in
your heart on soul full with love on kindness but I am Trying not to
lot her love escape the phantom pain Under this earthly rain
because I want you be in some tavern of eternity You are a pathetic
romantic searching for Paradise as I knelt down to profess my
love,you pulled me up, I was expecting a shove, as your eye gaze at
me with a look that was smug, you opened your arms and embraced
me with a hug, That day I will remember forever, Because we will
spend our life together some day,but With a passionate apology a
reciprocating handshake mind blowing flashback of the day we meet
online but placing the familiarity of your captivating beauty in our
once but lost thrilling encounter. By giving an invitation to you too
my heart , and to love you with passion And with mood so romantic,
where dreams turn into reality when I can get to kiss your sweet
lips ,because There are circumstances that Let me be there when you
need a friend. and because I want you to Let me love you the way I
want to. and Let me "Thank You' for being there for me! And give me
a chance To know what's in his heart,Be there when your scared. Be
there when your happy. Be there to pick you up, when you I've
fallen. What if I tell you how I feel, Then my secrets I will reveal.
Does you know what I dream,For you I'd go the extreme.
A GIFT TO THE EARTH.

beautiful back woman your sensuous spend or is like the shining sun
your wondrous, way come from your soul which no one man may
hope to control and here soul,because you have more value than
that clothes that you wear the natural ability to comfort you can be
purchased are sold at any price because you, already been bought
and paid for by precious,blood howler hero Shin's t thou, Goddess of
Africa, Nature's purest emblem! Some tell you a brave back woman
Some think you should be more of a woman A woman of vision,Or at
all like any woman they ever knew A woman of strength, Black men
worship at thy virginal shrine of truest love, Because in thine eyes are
virtue's steady and holy mark,A woman of courage,Accepting any
challenge. As we see in no other, clothed in silk or fine linen,Black
queen of beauty, thou hast given colour to the world! Among other
women thou art royal and the fairest! Like the brightest of jewels in
the regal diadem, there more to you then the human eye can see
because her a woman of purpose and destiny a perfect design you
are special and unique you wont be identified , by the part that
make up here physique and her beauty is not defined by her skin
her by ere hair Some say I your a strong back woman,A woman of
dignity, And that I could be so much more Worthy of your respect.
Knowing my destiny. Some will tell you your good woman While
some think your too much of a woman A woman of spirit, From
ancient Venus, the Goddess, to mythical Helen Defying life’s
obstacles. Enduring life’s hardships. A woman of confidence,
Believing in myself. The Black Woman,
my Freedom
my Freedom, my Freedom you’re my necklace you’re my bracelet

Land of the Free home of the brave ,Land of disease home of the
slave,Freedom of religion, Freedom of speech, Freedom of press and
freedom to breach Freedom to steal, freedom to take The blueprint
for past days, and futuristic nights usually found hovering above the
metropolis until the sun blesses my window interrupting my flights
my favourite colour is brown, favourite number is seven used to
spend my nights over Jamaica, when it was still referred to as
heaven ,I once asked Ptah why he often changed his features and
loved to entertain children If this reminds you of anyone else, it
should but pardon me as i keep building' life here in Jamaica, I Was
taught to always put my best foot forward nut now I need my
Freedom, my Freedom I feel you, I think about you because you
accompany me, you’re my Angel, Freedom All I want is freedom Is
that too much to ask Jamaica, All I want is freedom To forget
everything in my past, All I want is freedom To take away all the tears
and the pain All I want is freedom to work hard in my life and To
never feel that way again ,All I want is freedom to Elegance A place
where peace lingers in Jamaica because That’s what I see in a black
woman’s fingers So for all those who just can’t see Because the
colour of our skin Has made your vision blurry Let me reassure you
this one true fact There is no greater beauty Than the beauty of being
black, but I still need my Freedom, my Freedom because I do not
want to be I like your slave ,because your slavery makes me Brave my
Freedom, my Freedom clearly you engrave my responsibilities
precisely you surround my extremities my Freedom, my Freedom
you’re my massive concept my imperative impulse.
My soulmate of similar truth
You catch my eye when I was online, I fall for you so very fast.
Even from the start I know its true, My other half now belongs to you.
Sing me your song of roaring thunder.. Entranced with the spell you
put me under.. Dance with me in my dream, till we are lucid, bright
and sober".Caress my oil painted skin with your hands of
stone..Whisper in my ear in low, sweet tone.. "Speak to me my lover,
and lay with me tonight You whisk me off to our own special land. I
feel complete with the love you've shown, From now on I never ever
feel alone. With every sunrise a new heart is born, And from that
moment it chases a goal, To seek out my soulmate of similar truth,
Where all it's love can be stored,Every night I dream of you,The same
scene every night. It's one that I can follow through And bring this
dream to light. In the dream that I command I see us both together
Meeting as the flight's all land, With a kiss that lasts forever. For no
one else could have spun This twisted web of fate. I found my love
and now I'm done. No longer will I wait, For one to find me with such
love As I now have to keep. And so I look to Heaven above And drift
back off to sleep
No one knows of my existence, I am life without a soul
Rain fall soft and warm,To lay their blanket across the ground,I
trudge on, leaving footprints,To be covered by the rain fall again. For
me, life has no meaning anymore,My soul wants to fly, it can't keep
me here, You broke my heart and it will never mend,I can see you
through the key hole with my eye,The voices are screaming that I
must die,The scars on my wrists run deep and long, But! I'm not
crazy any more, I am mystery, I am enigma, I am a secret left
untold,No one knows of my existence, I am life without a soul. Now
the stormy rains beat my last refrain, You stole my heart!Lord' You
have Stolen my Heart and my Soul, You have let me return to your
Heavenly place, Me! A man standing in disgrace, Now a Poet I want
to be! With you and your Father Living ,forever free; Trust the rain to
wash away my memory, Trust the sun to melt my consciousness, Only
the moon is a friend to guide me, As I flit among the shadows,
unawares. As the cold north winds call my name, The agony of my
thoughts will always remain. My written words speak only of anger
and grief, But they can't ease the pain of your broken promises,This
goodbye is forever as I stand on the sill, I've been called a ghost,
called a bodacious, I have been called the bogeyman, I've been called
a spectra, called a spook, A restless spirit who stalks the land. I want
to be with her but there is fear in my heart. She is different, her soul
and spirit are not alive and are dark. Our love I thought came from
above the sky. I'm frightened, she knows I don't want to die. My
crying soul can no longer hide from the world, It cries the melancholy
of my heart's lament, As the last grain falls from the quicksand of my
time. You know not of where or whence I come, But you feel the
shivers from my cold, And still you wonder what I really am, I am life
without a soul.
Could I have helped her drive the tears away
An angel once fell from the sky She then curled up and began to cry, I
stood there as I saw her weep Her sadness struck me very deep, she
come crashing down Like fallen angels,but as I was Watching as she
walked towards me, she was So pure and white with the night, A
distant flame from deep in her eyes, Seemed to burn through my
mind, Crashing and bleeding through the maw of heaven though. The
valley of screams, despair Go crazy that is, It’s all a bad dream All
right then, I will leave I’ll go there and you stay here ,If that is the
way you want it to be Yes, I hear the sounds ,The sounds of your cry
Can you hear them too? It is so loud In a mono tone style It comes
from around you in too my heart. but as the Angel did appear from
nowhere, She shone of light and beauty bold, She held me with her
perfect rapture, And shared the ecstasy of her soul. This Goddess
showed me cosmic truth, And the immortality of true love, She let me
wander through her mind, And the golden wonder of her thoughts. I
wanted to ask her what was wrong, I wanted to help her to be
strong,And now I ask myself every day, Could I have helped her drive
the tears away?Upon her breath the sweetest kiss, Did wind it's way
into my heart,And my soul did fly away with hers, Beyond the realms
of the stars. I'd seen through her eyes of deepest blue, The unheard
words of a love to come, To implant my future memories, And
forevermore I'll await her return. I could feel my heart melting within
her embrace,I could feel my soul starting to soar, The spell she'd cast
held me in it's grip, Wrapped in ribbons of curiosity, I ceded
possession of my heart to her, And gave into her burning ferocity.
A memory that I have created in my mind,
In my own remembering, I can see so many things. Days of bliss were

much too brief. Longer nights of pain and grief. In my own
remembering, all my sins forgive. as You poked my blurring eye, Let
me lift your love in heart. As Age gnaws at life Without respite –
Incessantly and the Unnerving in its non–rhythmical rhythmical: It’s
the pain you see– The memory bears the pain:It hurts my gut, my
heart, For the reasons of our arguments, I am thankful to the
greatest Moments of my life with you. but as Strolling down memory
lane Where the colours begin to fade. again I am Strolling down
memory lane Is it where I want you to come along with me on see my
life. as My eyes…You walked in to my life, But just like that, You
walked back out,so fast gone with the wind they stay but Still you will
be a memory, A memory that I have created in my mind, Still you will
be a memory, A memory that will always be locked, Away in my heart
and my mind, A memory that I have created in my mind, Stands the
test of time. Memories are like dream, a reflection of the past.
My memories can kiss my… Ask me no questions I will tell you no
lies.
I turn to stoke the fire again,

Staying the blankness.
Show me sweet heaven.
Let me breath heavenly air, feel heaven ‘s cloud Oh precious heaven

do not pass me by. Show me everything that I desire to see, Show
me...a way of being so different that none of our machinations need
apply. Heaven must be where all necessary love exists. What a
statement. Here are more: Heaven is. when life closes my heart is
opened for you to live and to rest when no one seems to care or no
one treats you with fair be sure in my heart it is best Heaven is
necessary, but I am not. close your eyes rest this heart of those
tiresome days and nights have a smile though it's dark cos' for sure
there 'll be some light Heaven oh sweet heaven, Where the eternal
happiness,Never expires. Heaven, encompassing light amongst each
and other, Singing and being peaceful. Blowing kisses to one another.
Oh sweet heaven, Show me where the angels sing and rejoice. Show
me sweet heaven. Far beyond the brightest story To speculate:
Perhaps Heaven exists for the unnecessary; maybe it converts even
nothing into something terribly important. Heaven must be as terribly
important as we erroneously believe our activities to be. Be sure in
heaven we shall have a better place though it's so harsh here the
bond won't break.
Lord in heaven help me as i can't help myself
The night was deep but the window was clean, one of the few on the
street. now I will pray Lord in heaven send some season of holy
spring on earth here in Jamaica , to fill the hearts with love and good
feelings in life of people, Lord in heaven send some water of holy
spring in Jamaica ,to make our lives more holy and worth. as I Fall
asleep,dream of angel,I'm just waiting on the edge of heaven. Think
of me,adore me,I'm just waiting on the edge of heaven. Daydream of
me,smile for me, I'm just waiting on the edge of heaven. I wonder if
I’ll be welcome, and welcomed, in Heaven. I wonder if Heaven exists,
even as I’ve risen from the font, and as I accede to Pascal’s reasoning
on behalf of a faithful wager. How would I like to be welcomed there?
What a question. The answer is I must not care-meaning I’d like the
welcome not to be anything I might have predicted. Heaven must be
a wonderful surprise,The road to sunrise was empty and the light
above it was obstructed. Lord in heaven help me as i can't help
myself..to live in this world. Something filthy and broken wrapped up
on the arm of the light over the road to sunrise
Thank God, you are my country!Beautiful Jamaica,
Wake up Jamaica , Why can’t you see,An evil is pursuing both you and
me, We must wake up, I issue this plea,Nations are falling, for all to
see. To conquer the world, is evils desire,To take away freedoms, for
all they acquire, Not only for us, but their own they require,To
control your life, is their desire. Wake up Jamaica , before it’s too
late,For one’s you love, and children fate, To choose your life, you
cannot abate,For the sword is thrust, At Jamaican fate. You ask me to
love you Jamaica. Yes, I love you Jamaica ,I love its soul of
freedom,The dignity given its people,The freedom to think and
speak,But don’t ask me not to love my beginning are give up my right
of being a Jamaican because you are My Jamaica,because what a
lovely country,Jamaica, we are blessed!Any direction one turns, Her
great beauty takes your breath away land of wood on water. the
Musicians of small creatures From crickets to the jar flies, The tall
majestic mountains With glistening rain fall crowned heads, Blue
mysterious oceans Waves of sparkling water spread. Beautiful
Jamaica,from the world, because God has shed His grace on thee;
Beautiful Jamaica ,Yes, far as the eye can see. because you thought
me well on you are My first country taught Me how to love a country.
Standing on its mighty shoulders,I can reach out and love Jamaica.
All that I bring that is best, Mingles with Jamaica majesty, and I
grow! Beautiful Jamaica,Blessed with strength and liberty,Beautiful
Jamaica,
Thank God, you are my country!
Oh Flag of Jamaica
The voice that would reach you, Hunter, must speak in Biblical tones,
or in the poetry of Walt back-man.
You are primitive and modern, simple and complex back people ;hat
still prays to Christ and still speaks Jamaican .
You think that life is a fire, that progress is an irruption, that the
future is wherever
your bullet strikes. Whose stern, impassioned stress A thoroughfare
for freedom beat
Across the wilderness! No. Oh Flag of Jamaica, I see your colours
bleeding like running tears. Why are you so sad?
“My children have lost their Innocence, their Courage has fled, and
Justice has died in their bosoms.”
Oh Flag of Jamaica , oh Flag of Jamaica you are fading away! What
can be done
to restore your brilliance? “Light the torch of Valour once again, and
give it to the pure that remain, the few who remember me in all my
gaiety. Send them to burn down into ashes the pillars of corruption
and as the ashes scatter to the winds the name of Justice shall ring
through the Night.”O beautiful for spacious skies, For amber waves
of grain, For purple mountain majesties Above the fruited plain! You
are strong, proud model of your race;
you are cultured and able; you oppose Tolstoy. I find no one pure,
there is no Valour left to spark the flame of Justice. What do we do
now? “Oh sudden fall! All is lost without the pure, only they can wake
the slumbering perseverance of old. Oh young one, you cannot
remember how we used to stand vigilant with Justice as a fiery guide,
Valour our shield, and Purity the rock upon which we stood.
My shows ends with a bye Jamaica and god bless.
I hear Jamaica crying,Crying out for justice in the deep of frozen

night, on rain fall in the day time,They crying of the hungry, The
crying of the poor, The crying of the mothers, who's son's and
daughter's blood hath been poured, why Jamaica because if you did
know how much , I love you so much Jamaica our people will not be
cry in now I know in my heart It's the greatest country God has ever
made...,Though there's beauty all around us....,And many other
wondrous lands...,My heart beats proudly for Jamaica ...,It's the
nation I was born in...., I hope the whole world understands....,Why I
thank the Lord every morning'...., because Freedom's sound will
never fade.....,I'm In Love With you Jamaica .anywhere I am far away
in my mind but here you make me home, my Hot tears rolling
burning, like a little angel down my cheek stake me to wherever I
wanna be Boiling desert. sand will melt your sole Eagles soar so hi
they don’t know defeat,Jamaica see in my Victory tastes little
different to an orphan Cant laugh cant smile cant have joy or fun The
crying of the poor ,because I love you more Jamaica anytime I am
being alone you beside me, know me,but The crying of this hallowed
land, being scarred with shame and scorn,
This land where love and hatred, walk proudly hand in hand, We are
now the huddled masses, yearning to breathe free, The Golden Door
is tarnished now, and turned black and cold my soul swarming like
bees teasing honey Masterminds of Jamaica Blinding us discussing
are progress oppressing are successes , never letting us be successful
Always being stressful assassinating my rhymes never absorbing my
knowledge fighting just to be heard never lusting for attention always
had a clever flow never could assassinate my blow
My shows ends with a bye Jamaica and god bless.
I couldn’t handle the pain
I want to cry I want to scream

I hate the way you treated me
I hate what you did to me
I want to tell you mostly
I hate that I'm so afraid of everything
I hate that you’re the one thing I want the most but can't have
I hate that you let me go before I got even got to say goodbye
I never understood what went wrong.
I didn't think it would hurt this long.
All the things you said to me,
I always thought we would be.
The past we cannot forget
But our hearts might be filled with great regret.
I've survived heartbreak and I'll do it again.
I cannot dwell on one of you .
Sadness comes to end,
happiness conquered hate.
Love sprouting –sadness shrinking,
hope has come again.
Why does life have to be like this
Full of hatred and pain
Instead of joy and bliss
Time Clicks as I await
The hour ends before my take
Sitting, thinking,waiting;my mind escapes
my wife
I used to dream that someday I might find a lover like you baby who
would be tender, kind, and passionate...I used to hope that someday I
might be your first lover baby, to have you as my heartbeat one day
in my life but who would know what was deep inside my heart some
one with whom there but you baby ,because I know would be safe to
share my secrets, my dreams, my fantasies, and my fears... with you
because now I will lift you to the stars above, I will prove that my
love for you is an endless love, in my life baby,because I never let my
heart imagine that I would find all of this and more... in you heart for
me your truly a blessing in my world because that’s what was waiting
for me in your arms, was truly love baby .I know not all the languages
of this world to tell you sometime in my heart now but I know not all
the ways to tell you that I love you baby because I want to show it
too you now and because I will express my love in words and by my
deeds heart feeling for you. my love because I promise that to you
forever, that I hope you see my honesty,my love and friendship as
my wife one day I know you will brings me the greatest of
pleasure ,because You are my love, my future wife, my best friend
and Gods greatest gift to me, you are my treasure ,Your beauty is
endless in my eyes can't you see ,For you are the only love for me,but
How do I show you my love is yours, endless and true How do I show
you that I cherish and honer you baby ,A love like ours cannot be
compared, I cherish each moment, each memory we made Memories
of a love that will never fade We had quite a life together you and me
My heart remains full till we meet one day my future wife And I'll not
dwell on what might have been I'll pick up my chin and smile as I say
I'll always love you, Babe, Happy Valentine's Day my future wife.
baby no one else will do on this Valentine day but you.
This woman, this angel, who became my Valentine She captured my

heart and soul Warming a place once so dark and cold It's the way
you say, I love you matter the more and the way you hold my
hand ,There’s just so much about you ,I completely understand,At
times we're together, Not knowing what to say, All we do is hold
hands, and too our love because now I want to be here first
Valentine, I'll be your first and you'll be my last. My world, my
everything, till my time has past. because I feel so secure, From those
lips that made me feel loved,How my heart aches for you tonight, On
this blue Valentine's Day, No chocolate sweets or kisses for me, How
it hurts to be in love, I know you really care. Then our love lights the
way, I just want to be with you, baby no one else will do. I know I say
I love you often, but every word I say is true. You made me realize,
that I will always love you until the end of time. Each day have
thought of you. My whole life couldn't manage what Your ready smile
can do, Vanquishing my loneliness As though all light were new From
those hands that made fall in love, My dear Valentine where are you
tonight? But also it is true. I think of life as something as my true love
but Is this foolish? Yes, perhaps, On this blue Valentine's Day, No red
roses or card for me, I hope the angels protect you because I can not
life with out you in my world but Let me be your Valentine so I
Can spend with only you because You are my heart, my hope, my
help, The passion that is me, The whole of which I am a part,My
peace, my ecstasy. I've never imagined that there can be this day. A
day that love will find its way. Out of my heart and into your soul.
These feelings I have are beyond my control I don't let it get to me
because I know who has won in the end. I love your smile, your
intelligence, and everything you do. I thank god faithfully that he sent
you too me ,and that every girl is not always the same. I wrote
because your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.
My valentine wish for my sweetheart this year

I've searched and searched There's nothing in this world That can
express , my love for you baby because You're as beautiful as an
angel,because I was Looking for the one true love in my life on I have
fine it . Fighting loneliness , sadness, And rejections , But I now
declare that the war is won. I was lonely, sad, and blue until now
,because I worship you sweetheart and there is nothing ,I want more;
because I've found the love of my love but the day that I meet you
was blessing in the sky .because You came into my life and changed
it around ,turned my frown upside down. because When you are near
my knees feel weak. Then there are no words left to speak. If the
heart could speak And pure as a dove. Around the world Fear arises
but joy remains ,because this I know will never change you were
meant for me only. so now I'm falling for you don't know if you ,if you
feel that way about me too but ,I can only dream of what might have
been, As my eyes gaze at the picture way back then. I want to be
honest with you all my life ,I want you to know, The love of my life
And that I think that one-day You might be my wife. That I think
you're now more beautiful, I wont forget this Valentines Day, when I
made those blue eyes beam. because our Love was given for a
reason, It is truly just to share An emotion to show me and you what
true love really is in this world but would it say ,We try and tell of the
feelings together as one I know one day We will have
children,because that are deep within us from day to day how deep
down we really care because I can feel it too, but I know what I feel
is true Than to find the perfect gift and watch your emotions soar.
You were speechless that special night, one I'll always cherish the
day, I meet you so I hope the angels protect you From this crazy
world, My dear Valentine I pray that you cherish,my love in your
heart My dear Valentine I pray that you cherish my heart as well,
because Our love we once shared and keep it close to your heart.
I will serve and love you
I seek what cannot be found in your heart ,That which I cannot see in
your eye ,cannot hear,
cannot touch; yet that which is calling me is your love . To dream of
you and me forever,I must be out of my mind But I'd give up forever
to have you now in my life,just for One moment in time is enough for
me to spend with you ,but some how For this much is true and this
much I know
A single moment of true joy is more powerful than a lifetime of
sorrow with our you in my life,
but I would give all I have to have you with me, To see tomorrow with
you,To touch and hold the one thing dear to me, I would climb the
highest mountains,in Jamaica are the world and I would swim the
widest oceans, Closed my eyes and be blinded by your love,How I'd
love to have you forever, but what's forever for Tomorrow might not
come anymore,Will I find that place that whispers to me in my
dreams? That place that exists
Beyond anything that I've ever known? I feel his approach, like a god
coming Out of the fires of rage and fear with your love for me. I sense
her coming like tongues of flame, Burning within, though I know not
why. My pulse quickens And my eyes are those of a frightened doe’s
As I turn and see you standing, There! Give me your word I?m not in
love in vain. I am amazed of how you filled my heart with so much
love You treat me like a prince, I am so glad because how you raise
me up above You have been pouring out so much love from your
heart my dear love And all my life, I will serve and love you And for
you, all the trials I'll bear.
I am resigned to my fate on facebook
I never see you, only your and facebook , You know it’s funny ,We’ve
never met ,But when I think of you in my dream at night I know then
for now we only think of one anther for now because I can only see
beauty with in appreciation in you on facebook , When you crush it
and sentence it to eternal damnation because I can feel the warmth
of your beating heart Like lovers we are so pressed and close
because Without you, I am not OK The pain doesn't stop, no matter
how hard, I try Without you, I am lost.......Wandering endlessly
through time and space. To touch you, to feel you , to smell, to hear
you. And yet your silhouette is all I need for comfort ,And that
knowledge gives me peace ,I know your type, you, with cruel eyes
Who pulls the wings off butterflies in my heart on soul and for that I
love you more than words could ever say,because I feel it growing in
my heart each and every day, All this love, I feel Has never felt so
real ,It’s as if we’ve been together Years and lives before And that
we’ll be one again And at the same time Of knowing this, I am
resigned to my fate You give me something no one has ever given
me,It's something you cannot see Love so strong, and so true It
makes me think of only you ,This wonderful feeling you have given
me , Makes me want to be with you endlessly, I hope for a refrain
Yet there in my heart You will always remain ,Though we are apart , i
know one day we be together as One some day I shall know your face
online ,because There’s this feeling that I get Just like true love of
yore Of only being a
In time I shall have your name But for now you have my heart.love
Baby I have a confession to make its complicated ,but I'll try to

explain.I lived a life of nothing but heartache and pain.
My past has left me scared and my heart is screaming your name but
running in fear.There is no denying that you've built a strong brand
around my name as I look too the future with you in mind ,I could
never ignore your pain because im Addicted to you ,that is what is
Addicted to love and live
killing me, Addicted to pain ,Addicted to love. I don't ask much of you
and I'll never force you to do anything but please do me one thing for
me... Please help me let go of my past so I can hold you in my arms
without fear of the past and kiss you with a full heart. I know its not
the time to that we can smile and rejoice Time has given us
something that was out of our choice We are broken and
misunderstood, But whatever happens, happens for good The bonus
factor is that unlike most celebrated personalities, you are accessible.
My fascination with you because your the key reason in my life , I
need to meet you. It will be an absolute honour. I'm thrilled by every
thread of thought you drop in my life and the response it generates.
For the most part, you and I are on the same wave length. I'm almost
sure that you will derive some value in marry in me one day , . A
platform for collaboration between us exists. Without you my mind
stumbles, words I can't express Just your name on my tongue makes
me speechless. Can't wait for your body and skin, I will hold in my
arms soon. Waiting for the weekend is punishment but it's worth it to
be under the same moon. On a lighter side though, you will be
making friends with an open minded couple on which you can call for
adult fun and play. A light date will give you an idea of the prospects.
free on can turn home one day.
I win but Too many times I’m left to weep I’m supposed to deal with it
On my own Because unfortunately I’m all alone
rise again then as I was weak once before many year ago but by give
my soul away watch I know was wrong now I feel nothing I'm like the
dead rise for my sleep,but neither will I be marry nor be given in
marriage. are have kid's the piece I much pay for my sin because I
will be like the angels in heaven. ~any more wondering many year
be4 back in too time on gaze true my thought as I dream more true
the night the much I dream the much I see the future are the past
then I saw heaven as I was there with the angel of dead show me
what was on what will be... then some so realign I was in hell with the
angel of the under earth show me around as I saw both side fighting
for my soul I leave yet again wondering which way to go both heaven
on hell as I much pick one soon hell is were my bother is not my
human side I mean heaven is were father is yet again not my human
side as I once too was a angel in heaven falling love with a human
and for that I lost all that once was mind to live a life as one keep
reborn over on over again living my life as a bad dream as once be4
as any human know my real name I will be set free on can turn home
one day..
Take your time and please don’t lie to me,
Angel of mine, lend me your wings of love , Because I am done with

the tune ,they all wish me to sing. I could not be anyone better than
just me, Blinding with my life from her fate as I lay beside her
holding her hand Because I realized it would be too late I drifted off
to the same peaceful land, Although the breathing had stopped of my
heart ,by hearts kept beating harmoniously for just a minute, As if
reuniting for nothing would ever ruin it. Tell me that you like me and
that is not something new, So just tell me if there is nothing there,
Tell me we were always friends and there was nothing to bare, So
just tell me if you fell nothing at all, Tell me I am just a friend and
there is nothing to call, because as My tears are very painful ,They
cheek that they fall, On are as hard as a shell, I Cell your phones and
all about I keep pretending to myself on wondering to who you are
not really because you should be who you really are and not someone
you are not by not pick up the phone are answering me when I call.
but Will laugh and talk and promises... Promise this will never
happen again, Promise will be together forever a lie once told and By
each others sides ,I Through think and thin Remember when ....the
sun shined And we were happy again, Well you want the truth? The
truth about me ? Well I'm fine...nice....and crazy.... I love my self so
much and don't you dare judge me! I am cool and your just a back
round, I am the bomb so don't question me..... I've been through a lot
Not to trust any girl from my mommy ...my dad is never there...who
am I supposed 2 depended On....MYSELF If I can't depend on myself
what the point of being here ?? so tell me the trust do you love me
Yes or no, like or me , yes or no ,but I think ill be okay,It’s the doubt
that’s killing me, Think about it if you don’t know what to say, Take
your time and please don’t lie to me,I need the truth as hard as it can
be. I may come off strong....but deep down inside I'm very fragile..
the right reason of love
I look out my window to see the sunset,as I Watch the splendid or of

the colours as they mold together ,a symphony of vision that plays its
music on my mind Plucks on the heartstrings of serenity ,Strums on
the pulse of desire Trickles through the windmills of my mind on the
wind chimes of delight ,Runs across the keys on notes low and high,
playing chords ,but as I sit here and think of how, I feed my Mind's a
pace heart's a racing' or should that be the other way around ,But
that's how you get me, all confounded and confused, and loose in
speech yet clear of mind, as time travels through me while, I travel
through it, to a place of hallucinatory sinful acts that enact a story so
complex a love that could never be matched, a celebration of a union
so beautiful and amazingly great, as we partake of each other, I guess
I'll have to rely on long lost memorize, So long forgotten they're
almost a dream, A fantasy , I cant hold on Try to grasp them ,To late
They're gone But the sound of rain lives on Drip drop, drip drop The
rain from my heart is drowning my soul once more as I sitting here
pondering... lost in thought... realizing that most of his good material
disappears this way maybe that's why it's called lost in thought,
cause whatever I'm thinking... sooty don't remember oh well I'll just
have a snack, then She opens the chasms of my mind as she dives
into the oceans of my soul -- parting the seas to allow the waves of
inspiration to flood, back in so she can swim along the linguistic
rivers of desire -- reaching exotic memories of poetry that live inside
the words that escape her mouth as she wraps it around my phrases,
and rolls her tongue around ,my now I’m feeling depressed but it's all
in my mind ,So my mind is depressed so does that mean that I...Am
not -- could it be that it isn't what it seems ,Could there more to what
I see than what I feel… hear… or believe ,If it's all in the mind than is
everything really something else,If happiness is a state of mind then
what happens if to everything When faced with the unknown... the
unseen When faced with the prospect... of tomorrow, why not choose,
to live life for today Where everything's alright And everything's okay
But is that the right reason... for me to choose to decide To live life
for today
I can feel my hand going numb
I want my life to end You only lived on my weakness, But when I had
no more weakness, You fell to the floor Back down to my level ,You
never thought you would fall, Now I have beaten you, I hurt you
Everything we had, Was stolen in a instance, Happy memories, Love
and joy. I'm sitting there wondering, Is this real, I'm cutting my
wrists, So I can't feel, Just blame it all on me are those who are gone,
Those who played the game ,Those who let it all go wrong, Sink deep
into your pains ,I hold the gun closer to my heart I can feel my hand
going numb, As I try to adjust, I pulled the trigger She said she cared,
I guess she lied, The more I think it more I cry, You are not here for a
long time ,And every day without your smile hurts so bad, Why did
you leave I forgot to feel, It burns the mind like an infection. That has
no mend. While you're looking into your reflection. Waiting for that
final end, No matter how I try, It always go's wrong. No matter how
hard I try, I can't always be strong. Now I believe, In myself. coz I’m
not another book on that shelf.
Everyday I wake up Hoping to die
I used to think, I would hide away and never come out,

And cry and cry and wonder why, Why you left me.
I sit here, alone in my dark room.. Wondering why am I here,
Why can’t I just disappear? So I take this knife, right to my vein
They look at me like I’m crazy, They said they are worried
But treat me like a baby, All I want to do is die and be buried,
Then maybe they will understand ,Once I go down under
Oh my gosh, I can't hear. I guess I’m starting to disappear
I’m getting flashbacks of my life , Can’t you see I’m waiting here for
you? I’m waiting here in the dark; even though, No one understands
What’s going on inside Everyday I wake up Hoping to die
Everybody knows my thoughts, my intentions, They never realized
that I would wait for you.
How could you do this to me? Go and tell my deepest darkest secret?
And still have me love you, How could you do this? I had trust in you
The pain with you is just as worse though; because when we’re
together, The silence between us stretches out for all eternity, or so it
seams,
Again and again I wonder why You did this to me And caused me to
cry, I loved you more than life itself Now i proves that true I slit
here wrist
In my memory of you,
I cut my self to take away the pain.
I maybe denying myself to tell you that I don’t miss you,

I don’t know what to do did I ever cross your mind too?
this may sound stupid but true, I really hate to admit,
No matter what I do to myself, To take away my pain,
I don’t know if I could do it,are Go through that again,
Pieces of my heart Are still yet to mend,
I'll love you forever Even if you leave me,
The love I hold for you Will never ever cease,
Maybe I can’t change That you’re leaving me,
But hopefully you can see That we’re truly meant to be,
They come and told me That you had no strength to get through the
night, No longer could I hear you cry No longer could I see you in
pain, You were put to rest I should have been the one to go,
Not you but I promised, I wouldn’t hurt you, I failed to keep my
promise I hope you can forgive me someday, It will never hurt as
much as I love you, That’s what I want, I still would tell you ,I love
you and act like every thing was ok, But I was dying inside, You hurt
me so much but still I stay, But no more, I’m gone I don’t want to hurt
any more, So I cut my self to take away the pain.
I sitting ere around my computer

as I sitting ere around my computer wondering out my mind ,and
gazing at the monitor as I think about you, as my pen hath not the
ink,Nor my mind the wit, To capture here picture in my mind, are in
verse but by my hand,,Her Beauty I behold. Light from an endless
star filled sky, Her eyes. Countless summer's warm gentle
breeze,Here whisper. A thousand crystal cool mountain streams,
Here kiss. Miles of pure white sand beach waiting to come my way
baby, because here with me is were you belong baby ,because here
with me I can see here sweet angel face ,because you give me hope
and all the time I need and that all I want in this world, on I think
about the day, I get to kiss your sweet lip on to feel the softness of
your body on mine, but as I take Faith in too my heart know one
day ,I get to gaze in too your beautiful eye, because I'm now taking
the first step ,even when you for away for me ,I still and feel the beat
of your heart withing my thought on dream ,but maybe you don't see
the whole staircase. but as the future on close I know we be as one
sometime are maybe now sitting here gaze in out my window in too
the world as my mind take my too places I never been before as
wonder more my time run and picture of you run in my mind like my
deepness thought thinking that All I ever wanted was to be part of
your heart to share one are two dream with you ,if will be like a gift
for the god's And for us to be together as one in my heart are in your
heart, and to never be apart. in baby are soul as my heart beat with
your heart as one so will our love be stranger together because No
one else in this world can even compare too you baby,because You're
have the perfect heart on kiss and so is this love that we share as one
.because as I keep gaze in far ere in the the future thinking your the
best thing that has ever happened to me...because your like one of a
kind person I never thought I ever find anyone like you before baby
are ever again but even if I searched the whole entire are my
deepness thought are soul are world...i will not because your so
amazing on a great lover at heart with a kind soul that always warm
my heart in my beating body because you knows you got my love
forever&ever...We have so much more than I ever thought we would,I
love you more than I ever thought I could. but I do promise to give
you all I have to give, as I promise I'll do anything for you as long as I
live. but oh I wish you can see the star's with in my eye now as I lay
on my bed looking out my window wondering and gaze in far here
with in my mind on thinking about you on me at once but as gaze

deeper picture of you on my thought fast in my mind as if a warm
summer sunshine hit my face that fill so great but yet so right I never
want this feeling too end but only can end with a sweet kiss for your
lip because you give me the power of life when I'm around you on the
feeling so save withing ur warm heart. In your eyes I see our present,
our future and past,By the way you look at me I know we will last.I
hope that one day you'll come to realize,How perfect you are when
seen through my eye..
time once again
On Valentine’s Day I want to tell you this,Knowing you is an

extraordinary pleasure,
Your caring heart is always quick to give You’re unique, a rare and
very special treasure.
I wondered behind the room walls, Waiting for the love of Heaven,
To take me towards You; Angel, You departed so early, To the point of
no return, You passed away with the sole tie, That binds us together,
Please let me see you once, Allow me one chance, To see you even in
dreams, Oh precious oh precious please be mine I want to be your
Valentine I’ll do anything to be your heart beat I want to be the
Valentine you chose Hold my hand and don’t let go Open your heart
and feel our love grow Lock me in your heart just for a day because
here in Jamaica I began my journey in search of my true Valentine’s
love And looked to the sky, for strength from above If love is so great,
why is it hard to find and this Valentine’s Day but I cannot see it, am
I just blind. no love just has its funny ways of showing up in your
life.... love comes when u least expect it...so live life and enjoy while
enrich my life in unique and meaningful ways. as I think about you in
mind because You are this kind of special person. I dream of in my
life but When I think of you, I know I can fine and love you into my
happiness!
Valentines is near
Valentines is near Just wishing you were here with me baby ,You will
always be near My heart will never be the same Beneath my skin, my
soul lies waiting for you
Everyday I think of you, I feel back on blue Never give up hope
waiting on you baby You've shared your heartfelt secrets And your
trust you've given me,You showed me how to feel again ,To laugh,
and love, and see. the true within me and to be honest with you but
as I think of you often...I do,From morning 'til evening I do,
When my memories of you bring laughter Or moments bring
pain,because I miss you,but There is faithfulness, too, once again. As
I close my eyes and relax my mind, I discover inner feelings deep
down inside You've given me a reason, For smiling once again, You've
filled my life with peaceful dream,
Peace, happiness and harmony too True love exists there within me
for you. If life should end tomorrow And from this world I should
part,I shall be forever young For you have touched my heart Now
that I have found it, I will never let it go I shall cherish these feelings
deep in my soul No one can destroy it, it is here forever This true love
of mine will leave me never. Thank you for all the time you give me
baby And for saying, “It's never enough…”
Thank you for listening as I ramble on… When things become rather
tough. But on this day you need to make sure. The words so sweet
and straight from your heart,That your life would be lonely without
my part. So put forth the effort and take the time,Look me in the eye
and say I'm glad you're mine.
my new born baby
He must think your special, Joy, and I know he's right. No other has
made me feel so complete,for the day you were born as I gaze in too
your baby eye's then I know my whole life was lived, just so that I
could meet my new baby .but know in each other well,I think?
and as haled you my lips brush your cheek,as stay too you that I I
make you a silent promise,(this love is for keeps)as I stay too myself
Oh my God the baby’s arrived,Of sleep you will soon be deprived.
Screaming and wailing, and the smell,very soon you will not feel well.
If this is not what you want to hear,in 18 years you will have a cheer.
When your baby leaves your work is done,
I wish I could take a quiet corner in the heart of my baby’s very own
world. I know it has stars that talk to him, and a sky that stoop down
to his face to amuse him with its silly clouds and rainbows. Those who
make believe to be dumb, and look as if they never When I lay and
think, in my bed at night,the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight
.I toss and I turn, dreaming of you, opening my eye's...checking if my
dream came true .It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,weeping
quietly... my pillow I hold I wish I could take a quiet corner in the
heart of my baby’s very own world. I know it has stars that talk to
him, and a sky that stoops down to his face to amuse him with its silly
clouds and rainbows. Those who make believe to be dumb, and look
as if they never.
angel of mine
What has happened to my life?Every thing has changed so fast!

I have seen you a million times And every time I see you I fall in love
with you all over again
My heart starts to race My frown turns into a smile And all my
worries are now in my past
When you smile at me my heart melts I don't even know who I am
anymore! My life has been taken over,
By what I thought was my true love and I love how sweet you are,
Your smile, Your sense of humour, And your rednecks.
I love spending time with you and I love being able to call you mine.
Every-time you look at me, my heart skips a beat.
You're the first thing I think of Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of Each night when I close my eyes.
I want to prove I love you But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give To you... I give my heart.
I see the pain you hide even when you smile In your eyes I see a light
no one has dared to find
I promise I'll be there to wipe your tears To hold you and never tell a
single lie
Even as you fade away I'll see you to the end In your eyes I see the
you, you try to hide.
but who are they to play to play judge with howler love ,on jury and
executioner or my destiny?
Sometimes they make me wonder why I should be happy to be,
So angel of mine, sleep I hope you sleep tight,
Because in a short period of time I will see you soon tonight
I'll take what I can get
Why do I even bother Every time I try to tell the truth it just comes
out in lies, I don't want to hurt any one else I've hurt to many already,
I've been trusted with everything But soon just lied enough to loose
all trust in every body, I have lost there trust every where I love
gone ,You mean the world to me, And I can't get you out of my mind I
don't really want to, But I miss you more than anyone could ever
know, I need you here and you're not here, But your voice sets me
free. Your kiss is sweet as a candy cane. Soft as a summer rain.
Soothing as a soft pillow. Free as a weeping willow. Sweet as honey.
More precious than money. Wet as a winter snow. The kind that is
dreamed of. This I know. What can I do I cant tell any one cause then
they'll think I'm looking for attention And that's one thing I hate even
more than my self But I just don't think they will ever trust me When
I say I hate myself for hurting all the people that care so much And
loosing it over and over I Just don't no what to do Oh because I need
you to hold me close just one more time Your perfect touch, your lips
on mine because Perfect things- they never last We steal our
moments, oh so fast. I hope someday that we'll be together,But for
now, I'll take what I can get; I remember three hour hone
conversations, and in-facebook text messages; It makes me smile, You
make me so sure So that's when I'm stuck To suffer in my feelings
and thoughts
So when I cant take it any more I turn to my other friend The Razor
Blade I feel the rush And for the first few moments
Everything is gone in my head I hope some day I will stop and be able
to talk But I don't no if I'll be around long enough for that.
you take over my body
I looked upon your eyes, And saw nothing but black,

But still I hold nothing from myself back. They say dream and have
hope but it’s because I dream, I’ve lost hope They say love and leave
hate
but it’s because of love, I’ve met hate You looked for my soul,
To find it hidden deep inside, All the wishes and hurt I had hoped to
hide
I will support you even when I cannot support myself anymore,
I will dig deeper and find the hidden strength at my inner core.but
This promise means I sacrifice all of me for you,Understand this- and
make our lives anew.
I will love you with everything so deep inside,And to only you - this
gift I shall confide.
This is a promise so incredibly real, kiss me my love and you shall
feel. because
A sweetheart is one of God’s greatest creations. Whose love brings to
the heart.
A sweet sensation. She makes everyday worth living. Her love is
always there for the giving.
A love that makes sorrow take flight. That lights up the heart.
Like fireflies light up the night. I don't even know what you do to me
But it feels so good You take over my body Like no one ever could.
I once was told

I once was told I have no heart are I have no feeling are care about
what people stay they told me I was cold heated I was blind too the
world so I can not see all the good thing around me I have no
knowledge of life are death because I feel nothing I mean what I stay
on do what I stay on for that people feel me I feed of there hate the
more they hate me the more stranger I get so I can be bad as I want
too with out giving a she told me I was in her true love I was her back
up old car she told me I was just like use car on now she as fine a
new BMW I was just a joke she told me she as fine better car that I
was too show for her on was like a game too her she wanted more in
life then a old car a new car that can give her what she need take her
places she as in been be4 on I was on old broken down car
People come into your life for a reason Whether its a close or distant
relationship they're meant to be there They provide some sort of aid
in your life whether its to teach you a lesson Or to teach each other to
learn from one another
mistakes Sometimes we overlook the people in our lives or their
meaning of true love
love you
I bow down to you, yet I don’t know why I come to a halt whenever I
see your sweet smile on that one looking here eye but as I gaze in too
them deeper I falling love with you because I do not know why Does
this happen to everyone in love? are me but with you I can feel your
heart beat with my one baby Why should we think of anyone else?but
you baby your the first think on my mind when I wake up in the
morning on the lost before I go too bed on in the night but in my
dream I see your beautiful angel face on sweet smile,and when you
gaze in too my-eye life a angel because You are the centre of all my
thoughts in my mind all the time because now You have come to be
my angel because God a answer my prayer on I knows, I am now
head-over-heels in love with you baby God knows,your my heart beat
on my deep's thought with in my mind on soul because I am all lost in
your love baby Maybe God knows why all this has happened but I
know that I have find my one only true love my soulmate but hat you
are my angel nowadays if you say so, then Ill follow your love too the
end of the world because I do not want to stop falling love with you
baby because stop or begin on their each signal side are way that I
will never do because I am crazy in love with you baby your my angel
withing my heart on if I say so, on pretext of coming in your dreams
Ill meet you each night at your pillowslip I learnt all about love from
you baby and I learnt the ways of love from you by dying for you baby
, I lived an entire life the heart wishes that today you should hide me
in your embrace love withing your heart baby I fear that I might lose
you because my heart asks me to control my happiness and save it
from the my soulmate with is you baby the heart fears that I might
cry because I make a hundred promises to you that no matter what I
never leave you baby because I bind the strings of my heart with me
to give too you baby while you might not know what has happened to
me in love. with you just know I will never stop loving you not for a
second.
war in my mind
I feel like a stone thrown into water, And it’s beating me down,but
Today was the first day, When I actually thought I had won,I believed
in my mind that it was over. I lay dead on the lap of my mind,Loaded
with the pricking memories. Nothing can ever wake me up,The world
is so cruel place it will never let you be fair,it hurts me when things
go no right doesn't matter whether i cry, grumble or fight,sometimes
I feel like dying but nothing will happen fine,I’ll probably end up mine
but people mad me but will still cry and whine,That what we fought
for had vanished. the insane of my mind forward,And the cannons
were armed. Turns out it was all a dream,And the real war was me.
Everyone around me puts on a show, everyday just acting like I don't
even know. Just because they raised me or because we share some of
the same of my mind .They feel they can say they care, and
everything bad will disappear , all that does is put me into a deeper
despair.
daddy lilt girl
my daughter, who only asked if I would read the story, not why I was
made, but why I am her father,how long will, she love me. she got
dreams bigger then these and they, coincide with the lives of others. I
make sure I don’t forget I am her falter for those plans in my head
and make it happen. For when it does happen I’ll be one, happy dad
and my dreams ,will be the dreams of many, father,as it who have
none. Joy, happiness and so, blessed by God is how I felt as her father
but On the day was born, my sweet little angel. Hearing her laughs,
makes my world filled with laughter, too. Not caring what, happens
between now and morning, ear on my heart, she sleeps and leaves me
holding the old story. on now telling, her that When she was a kid all
her dream was to become, a pilot. as you grew a little more and
wanted to become a police woman. and When you grew up to become
a bigger, kid, my dream as father was A wish come true. but now
here all grew up more and wanted to become a writer like here dad a
poet that is to be great one day like your day. you grew up more and
wanted to become designer. Never would,I want to hear you cry for
sorrow but for joy. Every time that you smile, I smile more. And when
you cry, it breaks my heart to see dad Lil ,angel with a broken heart
no matter what I will always love you my little angel.
Now im just sitting here waiting for a better Jamaica

A bit of advice from me to you Jamaica , When life seems crap and
you eel blue, Remember how time just slips by, Don’t waste it,on
tears,no don’t cry, because we are a stronger Jamaica now, so Make
the most of what you have, Enjoy life it’s not so bad, here in Jamaica
because the Trials and tribulations are never too far away, But the
dawn will come ,another day. a better Jamaica will rise one day
Friends, so come and go,and that’s just fine, I see them all when I
dream of a better Jamaica , so yet again I dream they call me so we
can rise up as one Jamaican and when they do call, I conceal my
soul walking in my street of a better Jamaica one day because of one
love. we are now thinking off the beat walking in my street trying to
drag my feet, because we are never tired of running away and
towards the only thing that frightens is the speed of “forwards” still I
keep on walking and escaping out of this great lard we love. trying to
avoid a meet with a next Jamaican walking in my street Tired of being
judged, as one because now I am Tired of being treated different, as a
Jamaican but Is it because of my race, my age, my gender, my
sexuality, or even mi shoe size. Just look in my eyes, walk in
mishears. Tired of having life beat me, as a Jamaican Tired of others
putting me down, Tired of letting others take over my life, Is it
because I walk high and mighty are is it because time is run in out on
we Jamaican so here go Tick tock, Watch the clock count down. Wish
it could all be rewound. Its all going so fast, where will you be?When
it hits zero,one day Jamaica will you be beside me? Found out, I have
another month,and to make the most of it. I had my fun and enjoyed
every bit of it. Now im just sitting here waiting for a better Jamaica
one day for my children.
a better Jamaica lord
I am knocking to Your door my Lord I hope to see a better Jamaica

one day for my child help me out of this cruel world lord deceived by
their sweet words of lies of which Jamaica will be great again one day
in your eye but only in the end they will make your heart to die lord I
been in the darkness all my life I hope you open your eye upon
Jamaica with the rise in of the sunshine as I walking my journey to
uncertainty without you by my side lord because Jamaica can not
take any step without your guiding light lord but covered with fears
that One thing I know is that I made a promise to God. that one day I
will make this land a better please to live A promise I will never break
this is one promise I can keep. lord just for Jamaica It means a lot to
me and everyone that loves me too. and this great land call Jamaica It
really has changed me. Not giving up and Jamaica until the end this is
one promise I will keep. lord just for Jamaica land we love because
Nothing or nobody can change my mind he who has the power all,
sits idle above in his hall. nothing to do and nothing to change,even if
all the people get insane. we will still have a great Jamaica one day
because makes the blind to see And the deaf to hear,so I know you
make Jamaica once again great In His name,And in mercy for Jamaica
is great and draws sinners near. You makes the lame to walk And
the dumb to speak, To heal we won’t balk, And to deliver because we
never weak. Jamaican in your eyes lord you takes away insanity And
heals paralysis,From sin; you frees humanity, And from death; you
immortalizes. you heals issue of blood but we Jamaican as opened
the door to my heart and The world came in to hide
lord because we pray for a better Jamaica one day and the time is
now lord .
a new Jamaica
A Little old Jamaica and I fell out new land we love.

How shall we bring this matter about?
Bring it about as well as you can and hope for a better Jamaica
someday to Get you gone, you little old Jamaica.
because of you MILLIONS of massive rain-drops
Have fallen all around me in this great land we love
They have danced on the house-tops,were I dream for a better
Jamaica, They have hidden in the ground as I gaze out my window.
because They were liquid-like musicians,playing my mind as the rain
drop softly and my house top but With anything for keys,
Beating tunes upon the windows,Keeping time upon the tree
Till at last the day begins In the east a-breaking,new day
I saw in Jamaica but In the hedges and the whines
Sleeping birds a-waking. all around me in the morning
These shall wake the yaw ning maid singing it a new Jamaica
but She the door shall open Finding dew on garden glade
And the morning broken. Just as it was shut away,
Toy-like, in the even,Here I see it glow with day
a new Jamaica Under glowing heaven. Every path and every plot,
Every blush of roses,awake too a new Jamaica and
Every blue forget-me-not ,Where the dew reposes.
hope
Each day my heart beats just for you .but you don´t care , it´s not
important to you you never looked inside my heart. you never saw
how you tore me apart. They said that love has no end But the age is
a threat .They say dream and have hope but it’s because I dreamer,
I’ve lost hope They say love and leave hate, but it’s because of love,
I’ve met hate and You are the enemy of ethics they said, Have no
right to rightfully consider the right Of loving at the immaturity of
life, God will sue the hearts of all that survives, In the heart of the
wrong and the unethical people, You have to learn, learn to live And
when the last breath of my life, I’ll take, And beneath the dust when
my corpse will lay. What will I deserve; awards or punishments…For
a life in which, rarely, I bowed down to pray. I kept gossiping n
giggling on absurd things, Though I knew life’s not a game to play.
My soul being mine, never sustained me I walk alone in the middle of
the night Above me- just the moon so bright tears come to my eyes
cause all you told me was just lies my heart resides behind big walls
that’s hard to penetrate before I built them naive to think love would
only make me feel happy my sweet heart stabbed me in the back
madly in love wasn’t prepared for her blatant attack on my innocence
in a sense strengthened my defence try to get close you might get
shocked because the fence is electric elected to rebel against [...]
wait on you to come on face book
here I'm sitting am home watching the time go by wondering what's

going on in my life yet still my eye's are like a red roses black on
beautiful as the sunset in the night,but because they keep the key too
my soul and it was gently. now I'm seeking one true love as beautiful
as a red rose. for you in my body and my heart are yet to fear your
one true kiss on my lips still the rose in my eye will not die. because
again it was in a jar are cup it was like a glass fill with love on kind
hearten now I'm sitting around my computer waiting on you to come
online .some we can talk on facebook,but watching the time go on
come when you just singing on out on back in but with each .day pass
by I felt Alone online. because you was there to talk. with me so now
my heart is like a red roses seeking your love in my world but do not
hurt me because you know my heart can be broken. like a jar.
I am a young black man that was born to live alone in my life.
I am a young black man,Confused and trapped in a Jamaica

world,Day and night I shed lonely tears,Contemplating my life
through the years,There can not be better days,All of my dreams
come to fruition,Because I am a young black man,They got me
trapped revealing my primitive side,I took a look, in their little "Black
Book", and what did I see?Listen poor people, you must understand.
The poor need to unite and take back this land. Your enemy isn't The
Nation of your life or The love. Your enemy is the love, tall, lie, man.
Whenever, you're in a group and you want to say it loud. Are you sure
you want to be shouting, "I'm Black and I'm Proud"?We're varying
shades of brown people, of African Descent. Thanks for the fake
book,Mr. Webster. Change it. Hint, Hint, Hint. I am a young black
poet My words are never misunderstood,But always over looked,I am
a strong young black man,
one cold nite with out you
I remember the day I decided you were the one, I was only 26,on my
first new year day,because My misery had begun on now I’m
standing here, not knowing who you are,I found you inside of my
heart ,I knew I had found the woman for me, But she doesn’t know
who I am, she doesn’t know that I exist, You are the only beautiful
thing That I can see,because the beauty within you is amazing,but
That makes my heart sing, I see through your Godly skin. Tell me who
are you, I really have no clue ,We never really dated, I suppose it was
just a fling, But for some reason, I thought it would end with a
ring,You gave me the brightest sunlight Yet you make the land full of
blight,You have blown away my pain But still you drive me insane ,
You gave me the reason to live ,And sadly, I wake up I’m wishing,and
yet again I am still wishing, That someday you’ll be mine ,I wish you
knew how I feel, I wish I could tell you, But it’s hard to tell you,that I
love You,because all I think about is you 24/7 but Why do I do this
to myself? I wish you notice me, You are not with me, But how I wish
you were, I wished that you loved me, Maybe that would be the cure.
But my soul you already cleaved, I do not understand why I love
you ,when you sly You held my hand, swept me away, Took me on a
journey to a place far away. You look into my eyes, you looked into
my heart, I will love you... As long as I can dream, As long as I can
think, As long as I have a memory, I will love you. Now I understand
why I cry I only need to know why God has given you to me ,So I can
stop my life of vanity, But why do I deserve an angel,that Walked
into my soul, finding the perfect place to start. You brought the sun
out, when the moon was high above I love you baby, I love you with
all my heart It’s blue inside It feels cold without you ,I wish you new
how I felt,
It will be warm when you find me.
JUST BE4 BED TIME
I see that sparkle in your eyes,through the dimness of the candlelight.

you smile at me, then teasingly back your eyes. i know for there your
Love is a precious thing. It is a feeling that makes your heart sing.
Whether you are far or near. it is like whispering in my ear. but
sometime I wish I was a clover,of love that sprouting from the
ground,with a field of others like me,growing all around. the worlds
that fill with love. then I know I can share my heart. with just one
girl. on I be happy for a lifetime to come .knowing that she love me
back as well. but sometime I wish on a star that I can dream all night
on never wake up. because when I'm dreaming of you. it like I'm in
haven but now. that I'm awake looking out my windows watching the
star in the sky. im leave once again thinking about you. but as the
time pass me by. hour when by on second when by. as well but yet
again I'm looking at the star on picture of you still remind in my mind
that keep alive withing me night so I just close my eyes on when back
to sleep on start of were I lave of in my dream with you tonight.
dose she know what im thinking now.
I lived in a place easy to trace,It's where I met a woman with style

and grace, Why must I feel this way,If I express my feelings what will
she say, Trust me not to lie, as I have lived to be a microscope.
Change me not, as I am the one above the dominant. Because Life is
but a merry-go-round, a substance of poise. Damn, this really isn't the
type of person I am ,but as I sit here writing about this woman and ,
how I feel about this woman Why did I start this with . it's going
according to plan,I would that I Go back in time, To when I was just
told that lie, To when I learn, All I know of life. But damn, I lie... you
say..."oh yeah, I care" but when I look into your eye ,all I see is an
emotionless stare There are circumstances,And she doesn't give me a
chance To know what's in his heart, Will she only depart? but Looking
up at the daunting clouds,Pondering my feelings for her aloud,That
day I will remember forever,Because we will spend our life
together,but What if I tell her how I feel,I wonder if our memories
could last, Even though time goes so fast Hoping that you can stay Be
here for me, come what may. but yet again my sights not hazy your
no heart breaker, I can tell when we first talk online,and the phone
because fall in love with you,was my dream come true, but I fell
there's one thing I no that will always last its our first talk on the
phone on the second of new year day if I can recall it was a
Sunday,but it went by so fast and here we are now together our love
is true and always forever ,I loved you right from the start,
ill still love you Then my secrets I will reveal. Does she know what I
dream, For you I'd go the extreme
what"s going on with you let talk again.
These past nights I've laid in my bed,looking out my window in too

the cold night air,wishing upon a star and wondering why and what I
did wrong again,but this past day's as gone by fast then a blink of a
eye's but as I lay there alone, safe the tears I shed. I lay there
anticipating your call,wanted to talk you so bad I pick up the phone
so many time,but now I miss you like the deserts miss the rain,in
Jamaica but it Almost gone please do not Erase, the thoughts from
that awful night,I know I am just human and we all make mistake, so
Make its thought be gone on a one-way flight. oh I wish we can just
talk like you use too before,so Please tell me why you push me away,
When I thought we were getting close, Don't make it stay like an
indelible ink, But erase from the memory with an eye's blink I guess it
just a wishful thinking yet again in my mind ,but If only you could see
past this eclipse Look at the brighter future with a glimpse,Please
don't shut me out, Don't hide what's in your heart. If I've said or
done anything to cause doubt only one lie that I wish I can undo
please baby Talk To Me because Distance can mend a heart, And give
two time apart. because Distance has no end When you're separated
from my love Please tell me, what you feel inside Not telling drives
me crazy. here in Jamaica laying down in my bed,Wearing nothing
but my silk camisole. I wonder what you are doing as I lay there, If
you are with another, a secret affair. I should this thought dismiss.
but I know You are faithful and pure of heart,because You will not
stray even though we are apart ,but as I will hear your voice again
and again,in my mind, I will hold you and cherish this love gained.
because Distance really makes you think, And bring you to the brink
of tears,sometime but Thinking you may have lost someone special.
And just when you think you're getting close again. Just to hear your
sweet voice at night,before I go too bed ,but and Like a lullaby saying
everything was alright. So sweet and gentle, your enhancing melody,I
see your galaxy, my heart surfing to its custody. I would have lost her
if I did not lied I told the one lie And I lost my love for the lie,I guess
now I have nothing I always had nothing And why should I lie to die.
Sitting here crying always missing you
The thoughts and wishes,they all stay with me,all of these contained
in my book of memories. Sunshine on my pillow,Tear stains on my
sheet;Another lonely night,Another morning to greet. Get up ... Go to
work ...Fight the bustling thong. Another day ... Another dollar ...It's
gone on far too long!Remember the times we had together The
jokes,but as 1000 life times as past we by it can not raw never put
my mind away,From you day by day, I only want you. Sitting here
crying always missing you,Never letting go of you because gave me
the key to Your heart and I'm never letting it go,But now thing are
getting out of hand,I want kiss you but cant bring the key why,Must
this be? the whimpers and the laughter,From any concourse to
thoroughfare,Trips are staggering as long as your there!Remember
the day that we first met,The reason and the start of our kismet,Were
both strangers and not interested,But now, I am your dearly beloved!
I long for her even, though I know she's gone,She left me here in
time, utterly alone. She should feel real bad,For leaving me this way,
for leaving me so sad
best of both world
she was a woman from America,And she was born in Jamaica, But
despite her nationality, she was best of both world mixed with
Jamaican and Trinidadian, but as she soon found similarity being
best of both world, she wed and found a flat to let the know, she was
happy being best of both world mixed ,And because had two
beautiful child,that mean the world too her and because her
Happiness, and advantageous was withing her soul, And some of
these greatness, withing her heart deeper then anything,But there's
a lil' bit of truth And when her daughter on son was born and came
of age,Mixed blood Runs thru they veins ,Jamaican and Trinidadian
Black Power,Pours down like rain but It was time, for her to earn a
wage,A model’s life is what she chose,I wanted to be with
her,Because her exotic being Fitted in my fantasy, and because
Women hated me out of jealousy for being with her ,but I will never
leave her, no matter what in this world and That gave, the sway in my
walk,let her go out of my life that, I will never do , but A little taken
off course, I once was and a world of bliss Didn’t know, what
ingredients created her,but I do know it best of both world ,Its her
mixed culture I embrace her uniqueness mixed culture, and love in
her heart,but a life of conversation starters, and The strength of a
Black woman, she with her sweet accent in her voice both Jamaican
and Trinidadian,when she talk But soul turned up a collective
nose,The strangest thing had caused alarm She only love her mixed
culture, because she was comfortable in her skin,but As I child she
couldn’t understand, Why did God do this? and What was His plan?
she Don’t trip because she is Jamaican and Trinidadian, and Black
she was comfortable in her skin, And can’t nothing get her off
track!as she embrace her uniqueness, mixed culture her name was
Anita a strong back woman she advantageous, and real down too
earth kind of woman ,as I stay she was best of both world Jamaican
and Trinidadian.
A crush I can not love
A crush I can not love A heart I can not fill A love I can not give A
bond I can not break
For this love can not exist ,For my heart has been taken by another
woman My love for you is nothing more than a friend
Maybe you can give me a hand and tell me that you understand What
I'm telling you is no escape plan,
I'm telling you because you 're a really good friend
Losing you would be no good
So I'm asking if we can still be friends I could never tell you my true
feelings,That I feel for you
I'll keep them to myself
What I feel is true, you see
But I know we can never be
Too many things to get in our way
I can only dream of you holding me one day
I think of you with every waking minute
And long for you each night
Wish I could share with you, what is in my heart
But I am afraid you don't feel the same
And my heart will be torn apart.
Too my unborn lil girl a poetry to show my love for

you when I'm gone
If I could dream ,The dream I wanted too, I would close my eyes, And
dream a dream for you my unborn child. too the world that I once add
a dream about, knowing that my life will end soon,and I will never
share with you the joy of my heart, are my greatness wish, are the
think"s I dream about in my life, but know this my Poetry will life on,
long ofter I am gone,and because I will never add the children, I
dream about with the woman of my dream, I will never got to meet
you all, but as my life come too a end, I would wish for you, All things
would go your way, And you would always be happy,Each and every
day. knowing that I once live and I'm constantly blinking my eyes
,trying to stay awake write in this poetry for you my unborn child
,because I feel like I'm fallen you and I know I better awaken
,because I'm constantly reminiscing on what are the meanings of my
dreams, My dreams are beyond an ordinary dream here on earth on
now,saw that I was the angel of death, so I don't try to talk,my
thoughts must be too good forwards, for the air, for my lips, but they
are just right for paper, my thoughts flow on paper,they are just big
enough ,but too my unborn baby girl in my dream at night, I know I
will never be there for you in good time are bad time,, so yet again
too my unborn child, that I will never add,I know for you Life will go
one but for me you would be as perfect lil girl .but As the blueness of
the sky, And no one would ever hurt you, Or ever make you
cry.because I know I will never get to see you one day,but know this
in my poetry it will mean a lot too you but know you mean the world
too me,and known you were a live in my dream,because All my
fantasies slowly fade, All my tears start down again, As I look at my
crumbled world ,It all seems to be but a dream In my dreams, I have
already been here and there, I feel like I'm trapped in a cage,
Because it continues to leave me puzzled like a maze, I feel like in life
it is meant for us to dream ,as I saw you smile in my dream on it light
up my world ,but know in one day we will never meet ,and you will
always live on in my dream forever,because With my magic glasses, I
can see, My life changing in front of me, Because dreams are what
bring life to reality, All I know is I must awaken before life passes me
by ,Because I pray when I die I get to live in the skY.
too my unborn lil girl a poetry to show my love for you

when I'm gone
I took my daughter by the hand and said, I Love you. As I held her
tiny hand inside this big heart of mine, to be able to see her laugh
and smile ,would touch this heart of mine. Do you know how much
you mean to me?As you grow into beautiful woman ,and what you
will be. You came from within, from just beneath of my heart, it's
there you'll always be my though ,but your own life will now start.
You're growing so fast it make me the happiness man in this world
know that your my lil angel ,and growing in too a beautiful woman
one day, on because it sends me a whirl, With misty eyes as I ask,
Where's my little girl?I know sometimes to you ,I seem harsh and so
unfair, But one day you will see, I taught you well because I care,.The
next few years go by so quickly, With here laughter and joy, mixed
with a few tears in my eye, to cry.for joy in my heart,to see you
become the woman of your mother dream,and my dream but As you
begin your growth to womanhood, this fact you must know, You'll
always be my source of pride, no matter where you go. You must
stand up tall and proud, within you feel no fear, For all you dreams
and goals, sit before you very near. With god's love in your heart, and
the world by its tail, You'll always be my winner, and victory will
prevail. For you this poem was written, with help from above, and the
love in my heart To tell you in a rhythm of your father' on mother
heartfelt Love! As I sat and talked to her of one day she would
become a woman ,that she would understand. We talked about boys
and the games she loved to play, and then I made her a promise, I'd
never go away. and the grim reality but for a while in my dream ,my
daughter was here with me, but Once again in my dream of a night , I
stood Lone in the light of a magical woman ,she as growing too and
as become .but know this dad love you on your my lil angel,because
her Soul-deep in visions that was and-like any And her spirits was of
Truth, there saw true my eye's were my love was real but on like
poetry,you are grown in too beautiful woman with on kind heated
And full of spirits on Love but were the stars that glowed, And spirits
of Peace were the streams that flowed In that magical of her word's
on in the land of sleep were I always dream .
I owe so much to her
I owe so much to her, she can’t even understand, I hope she never
realizes, she deserves a better man she as put me back on my right
path, now I am new man just because of her and now my life is and
the right path no more longer in the darkness, now I have see in the
light because of her, a great woman she true is that any man will
bless by her love, for them she more then word's that I can show in
my poetry, she something new. I wouldn't do a thing to hurt you but I
just have to let you. now I can hold on longer because for us there'
will be forever. I can never walk a step without you To caress me and
I caress your body and touch her soul. For together we become a
whole. The love we make is deep and true, And in this embrace their
love renew. When all is done and all's been said, Upon her breasts I
will rests my head. And hears her heart beat for me alone. A greater
love,I's never known. Without you all I see is an empty road, I can
never see clearly when you're not there ,I loose myself whenever
you're not there, So this is a little song A little thank you for you, So
whenever I go wrong I can sing it to you,
because this life is to short to return what you gave me
But there's only love to give and that's only what I want you to see.
I truly, completely love you so
I could search my whole life through,

And never find another 'you in this world,
but Clinging to a life that knows no care,
I am sinking beneath a million tears,
Captured, enslaved and compelled by a love,
That only your heart can free me of,
I want to be touched…,
But I don’t know how to ask.
I want to be devoured.
I promise I will not resist. One day you’ll look back,
And see how wrong you were,
The pain you caused me,
Will come back to you even sharper,
The things you said to me,
The things you blamed me for,
The way you made me cry,
The way you hurt me to the core, A love that's saddened and filled
with fear, To be enriched by your loves sweet tear.
Why was I the one most affected?
I doubt you even cared about me,
While for you my eyes were always flooded,
One day you’ll miss me like I missed you,
You’ll cry over me like I cried over you,
And one day you’ll really love me,
And I won’t love you You are so special that I wanted you to know,
I truly, completely love you so.
Just to show your love endlessly.
The moment I opened my heart, and let you in, I saw this great love
starting to begin. This love you gave me Is just a broken memory.
We’ll never be the same, ts you, not me, that has changed. You’re not
the person, I used to know,But oh! What is this?My heart now skips a
beat. There seems something amiss, For I finally feel complete. But
will I be able to let you go?I opened my eyes to a vision of you, I hope,
I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost,
And I have felt the pain of the love, I lost. I love you more Than words
can describe. But I can’t tell you, Or you will just say goodbye. You
think I’m too clingy. You think I’m too attached. You think I care too
much. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel, who walks upon
the ground. Love was but a joke to me,Some odd months ago. I
thought there was no hope for me, Since I wasn’t one to show You
think ,its best if we just stay friends. No she only shows me kindness,
Something I’ve yet to receive For my heart was filled with blindness,
From others being naive. Being in love is too risky you say. You go
beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly.
It has now become reality
The years have been good to me, Your still a picture to behold, Praise
me, praise me as your prize.
I am habitual, I am the addiction that ruins your life, I am ritual. With
every sunrise a new heart is born,
And from that moment it chases a goal, To seek out a soulmate of
similar truth, Where all it's love can be stored,
And passed down to it's children,And never be blown away on the
wind, My heart sought and found yours, And forever we will be
friends. Lay your head on a pillow of grass, Let your mind wander
among the clouds, Float on the wind and reach for the sun, Feel the
echoes of nature resound. Sail through the stars to a distant nebula,
Look upon it's beauty as you travel, This is part of you, this is part of
us, The beauty you adorn is universal. I wasn't afraid. I had not felt
that in years. Alone in the dark, yet there was something there.. Then
I saw the most alluring face.. A triumphant Angel with wings made of
lace.. It looked at me with eyes that gleamed as if gold.. Away went
the darkness, as its wings began to unfold. I romance them with an
ardent gesture, I cast a spell they simply cannot avert, I compliment
their fears with my civility, And before too long, I have another
convert. I'm drowning in my pool of red, My heart breaks for the life I
have led, The sunlight runs out from behind a tree, I feel as if it is
following me, Midnight crystals fill the air, I'm running through the
forest without a care, This dreamland is the best place to be, It has
now become reality
Upon her breath the sweetest kiss,
Snowflakes fall soft and cold in my heart ,To lay their blanket across
the ground, I trudge on, leaving footprints, To be covered by the
snow again, I am mystery, I am enigma, You know not of where or
whence I come, But you feel the shivers from my cold, And still you
wonder what, I really am Why are we hiding from the things we
already know.. I’ve gone crazy since the first time I laid my eyes on
you From a silly chat to something far beyond anything I could
imagine If you and I are meant to be If there is such thing as real
love , I believe you are to only one for me It’s no one to compare with
I mean it, no one know and I am now a life without a soul. because I
realize as I look at you Through this web-cam, I just sit and stare I
can see you perfectly clearly But for some reason you're not there, I
see your eyes and I can see your face But yet I can not see the real
you You type that you love me But is it real or just another joke,I can't
see your personality How do I know if you really care I stare at you
across the room Wanting it to be true this time, But I’ve lost my faith
in love, Because of a lost lover on the net, Who made a fool of me,I
am a secret left untold, No one knows of my existence, I am life
without a soul. Trust the rain to wash away my memory, Trust the
sun to melt my consciousness, Only the moon is a friend to guide me,
As I flit among the shadows, unawares I have even been called a
figment, Of overindulgent imagination, A mental deformity of
perpetual vision, A common symptom of hallucination I wish to be
trusted... I wish that I didn't have to tell you 85% of the story I wish
that I can tell you it all I wish to be for given I wish to be happy for
once in my life .the face that god gave me Why must I be so miserable
? I wish to never give up...... This Goddess showed me cosmic truth,
And the immortality of true love, She let me wander through her
mind, And the golden wonder of her thoughts. I heard the echo of her
heartbeat, So pure of life with it's perfect pulse, It played to me her
perfect melody And sang her words of perfect prose So I won't have
to worry if I still will live So I won't have to worry about no cutting
myself I wish that I can just.... Be me That is my one wish.. Is just to
be happy for who I am.. But somehow I can't Wishes are for fairy-tails
And I'm in reality....If only I had one wish
I hate myself
As I pierce the flesh,Blood forms at the surface Goes the blade

against my innocent arm. Tis no more blood left in thee. I lie on the
Floor for I am no more. Let the sound of the bagpipe finally erase,
Bury me alive, Please do it now I cant deal with This pain Heartaches,
and Headaches, Tears and Smiles. Don't know which to be Happy nor
depressed Blank and alone. I solaced and...gone. All that I have done
which is a disgrace ,These are just dreams, fantasies for me
Something the opposite of what is reality To be buried as a married
man living at home, Instead of what I am now, empty and alone, I
deserve to die, and suffer As I slowly die, as my blood drains Out of
my like a leak in a roof, As my body grows weak, and Faint, I
reminisce on my past,Making my cheeks sting. The BLOOD is nearly
drained completely In moments, my lifeless body lays There. A dead
corpse laying In a pond of blood..all because Of you, My blade, its my
best-friend It always lets me escape Never leaves me,but as I
pretend that It doesn't bother me I feel like if they no they will be
hurt I touch to many hearts to just turn around and kill em slowly, I
cry my self to sleep when I no I fucked up in not telling her good bye
for ever I have to change them never talks But says so much to me I
can't take it, Everyday I watch you, Slowly dying, Losing you mind,
Barely able to stand Sadness and happiness are weaknesses. Fear
and anger are blindness. Hope and doubt are easily broken. Believes
and disbelieves are always changing. Brains and bronze aren't really
there I hope my harsh words choke you, Just like when I gasped for
breath. I hate myself, I hate you all, How dare you do this to me! I
want to die, Don’t want to live, In a world as cruel as thee. You never
tried to understand me, As you ridiculed me with you’re hate To this
day I told no one about that, Your mind knew and that was just fine, I
was there for you when you needed me, Cos you were a friend of
mine..
just wanting to go wild

Wouldn’t it be perfect if the days stayed just a little longer?And we
had just one more chance, in this little bit of time to say good
bye,because The cold blade it moves slowly and roughly across my
wrists. I feel the blood, find its way down my arm, guess my cutting
was real ,But for that hour I was dead, and I enjoyed it. Every minute
of it was peaceful,yet again my cutting myself was real But for that
hour I was dead, and I enjoyed it. Every minute of it was peaceful but
Don't worry, now. Do not resign. We are all here. Everything will be
fine. but as I falling down, deeper down Making my heart pound,
Until your memory fades from my mind. I think my heart's stopped
beating, It's too broken. Everyday goes by the same drama unfolds.
Just a worthless mistake no one cares anymore. I never wanted to
lose you,And I've lost count of the tears, Those solemn tears,That
feed melancholy memories. I never dreamed you would go first,so
Take that knife and end my miserable life. A worthless mistake just
another regret. because I am Unwanted child just wanting to go wild.
Cant believe I'm just a mistake you have no idea how much that made
my heartbreak. Feeling so worthless and outcast-ed all I can do is
curl up and die knowing I'm living a lie. If I'm such a mistake then
why did you bother to have me in the first place Stab me twice And
slice my Wrists, don't forget to Kill the happiness. No more smiles No
more tears No more laughing No more fears.
enjoy being dead

Hurt me. I don't care. I’m depressed doesn't hurt me It has taken a
while, But I finally trust you. I have looked away from the lies, But I
am subject to revenge. Jealousy is a harsh master,It makes monsters
out of the innocent, You apologize, beg for my return,And return is
what I do. But I am wrong to do so,I am proved of this one day,When
I find you,With another guy, my best friend. You have betrayed
me,And now my heart is broken I want my revenge. I take the sharp
pieces of my broken heart, And draw lines of sorrow on my wrists. I
die for you, And only you. I could not be any further away before I
bled to death. Maybe just maybe I can be lucky Enough to kill my self
and rip my
Soul out in my fantasy world Please just kill me Put me out of my
misery stop this pain, stop These tears, I don't Want to run from my
hears, Heartache is the worst pain, Its whats killing Me inside but
you will never see it on the out side i keep it all locked up Wouldn’t it
be perfect if the days stayed just a little longer?And we had just one
more chance, in this little bit of time to say good bye The cold blade
moves slowly and roughly across my wrists. I feel the blood, find its
way down my arm guess my cutting was real But for that hour I was
dead, and I enjoyed it. Every minute of it was peaceful
I love YOU BABY
Each day my heart beats just for you because care ,because it´s
important to you on you never because you looked inside my heart
and you saw how you tore me apart I walk alone in the middle of the
night You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved,
and you will never understand what pain really is
until you have lost it. To live is like to love -all reason is against it,
True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist,
Nor can it be hidden where it truly does Life without love is like a
tree Without blossom and fruit. Love is like war, Easy to begin but
hard to end. Seduce my mind and you can have my body,
Find my soul and I'm yours forever. Love is like a friendship caught
on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty,Often hot and fierce, But
still only light and flickering. As love grows older, Our hearts mature
I have loved to the point of madness;
That which is called madness, That which to me, Is the only sensible
way to love. To love a person is to learn the song
That is in their heart, And to sing it to them When they have
forgotten.
I'm a jealous Jamaican man
I'm a jealous man Never expected to meet someone that could turn
my emotions inside out. I had it easy, but not much to brag about. But
now I have a lot to brag of, someone nobody else can enjoy. I try to
trust and quell any selfish feelings. But you, broke down all my
gentlemanly attempts. I just can't bare to imagine anyone else
spending time with you. I want your affections and sweetness all for
myself. It makes me tormented with jealousy, to think of losing you.I
love you because you're my girlfriend,But you're really so much
more;You're a guide and a companion;You and I have great rapport.
Or the thought of someone else's heart being warmed with your love.
You pay attention to me;You listen to what I say. You pass on words
of wisdom,Helping me along the way. Whenever I'm in trouble,You
always have a plan. You are the perfect girlfriend,And I'm your
biggest fan!You show me care and kindness, like I've never had. I’m
so sorry for not trusting you. I’ve never felt this way before, I never
been with such a special woman like you. All I have is a heart that
wants you more than life. I will always love you, I will always be there
for you. Just watch out for my jealous emotions, it's too hard for me to
hide. I just want you all for myself, that's all. Somebody everyone
wants, a beautiful, knockout and a little bit sassy of a woman. Forgive
me for acting suspicious, for not believing you. I guess I just have a
hard time accepting that I'm good enough for you. You could have
anyone, you could have fortunes, you could have anything you want.
It is hard to for me to see what you like of me, I don't have much to
offer.
Love,my baby-girl
were made for me!
I remember the day i saw you... i suddenly cot u in the pool .....laying
in the yard .. i saw u with girl.. ohh babe i was not sure u like that.. i
saw your caress .. i heard your noises .. i heard your screams ..
pleasures where flowing from your eyes ....behind that tree i was
lonely... i was jealous & horny .. she touch while i could not.. she
taste & i was mouthwatering.. she lick your body & its precious place
i lick my lips of Behring a fool ... i was mad & horny .. i waited &
watched & played .. i wanted to share but i was afraid... afraid of
stooping your pleasure & your screams ... i wright the poem to let u
now i want to share .. yeah babe i came on tech tree while u came on
each other face an that round we were almost dead , tired but the
heat was up , ears were red, breath is hot.. lick me again , kiss me
again, keep me on , switch my mind off , all i want to think about is
u , whisper in my ears & say u want me again , suck... it again till it
hard & that you can hear my heart... i will hold u to my face & that
hole of heavenly place ...the taste is great & to penetrate is never
late, to hold u high to my body to hear u screaming & jumping from
pleasure ,,, i wont stop .. no i wont .. want the feeling to last forever ,
i will put u back on your bed , hold u from the back , ride u like a
horse & feeling your body melts .. when i come i wanna hear baby
come there or come here & your ready juice will be on time freshly
made like nature made it .. for the end i want to see your flow , smell
it like an animal hungry for his pray
in loving memories of my bother To share again..
From my memories, You will never be erased. You have been a source
of strength,
For all those years and even now. With the rain, coming over the
window pane
I can still feel you here, changing the flower vase They keep coming
back...
When you come to memory... A song of deep longing, A heart
wrenching lament,
Opened up some sealed wounds, And I remembered you ,They keep
coming back...The efforts so futile...
The messages so suppressed... The reactions so bleak... The cries so
muzzled...
Oh dear, I try to hold with me, Every moment of our laughter and fear
But, like the drizzle on the glass It runs down with my every tear
I thought I had healed As time heals they say Time only makes it
more real
Like a blade sliding inside Although, in your presence, Life would
have followed a different path.
Each day would be full of life, With lots of love and new beginnings.
I can see you standing by the mirror Feeling the breath, and the
whisper in my ear,
Is it an illusion or my love in reflection I no more can see my image,
it's you and your affection!
I live on to see Things that you wanted to I live on to stand for
The things you believed in One day my friend We will meet again
To laugh again... To share again..
Then Earth will become a heavenly place
As I sit in my loneliness Watching the works of God’s holiness, It

appears to me so mighty, For his deity Is incomparable, I love the
beautiful nature, It’s the earth’s greatest feature,
From the beautiful talking parrots To the rabbits which love carrots,
Everything is done by our creator ,A day painted gravy Sent me on
my way. The cold wind enveloped me,
And coloured leaves swirled by. Oh, how I miss the summer warmth,
And gentle breezes ,All creatures are the will of Heaven. It started
from the ancient time to elongate till now.
How much can the earthling gain or lose ? Heaven commands it all. I
see the works of nature,
And how man tries nurture The ones in their care, And how those in
God’s care, Are displaying His mightiness Another whoosh of wind
Painted ,my cheeks red And a sad bird in a bare tree Chirped as if to
agree. Will He ever be old and feeble ?
We will never know. We do not need His compliment. The most we
can do is follow our hearts to find the right direction in the storm
Don't bother to explain your cause and beg for pardon from an
insensitive soul,
You matter to me ,and I hardly care if you've got shame or blame
within your bowl.
Why do you need to justify to all, and prove that you have changed
your ways?
Make amends to yourself and deep within and welcome new and
sunny days
Who is our permanent proprietor Let us save our nature From its
danger in future,
We can make it happen And our lives will brighten ,Then Earth will
become a heavenly place
And we will find happiness in every face.
I love you more than I ever thought I could
All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart, And for us to be

together, to never be apart. I want to say stop And take the road
,That ends up lonely and cold in your heart, I want so bad to give you
up In the end ,I'll be the one to feel the punch, This feels so unreal
sometimes ,I'm just a thing to fight over, between the two of you,
Why do I always have to hurt or cry, Why do I always have to choose?
Never thought there 'll come a time, I'll feel again the warmth of its
shine. You came like a rain in my mind, Still there' a reason that I
should find. I will support you even, when I cannot support myself
anymore, I will dig deeper and find the hidden strength at my inner
core. This promise means I sacrifice all of me for you, Understand
this- and make our lives anew. I will love you with everything so deep
inside, And to only you - this gift I shall confide. This is a promise so
incredibly real, kiss me my love and you shall feel. I will love you with
all my heart, To have forever - never to part. This is a promise
engrained in me, Take my hand and let it be No one else in the world
can even compare, You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
I'm loosing control My feelings run too deep within my veins I'm a
dead rose that feels all pain Lonely and cold I will be But you have a
good life I can see So I shall set you free You pull of me as if I am all
yours, Do you own me, I got news for you, you don't, Why do you
want to ruin me If you two love me so much, why not believe in me?
We have so much more than I ever thought we would, I love you more
than I ever thought I could.
The affection of a thousand years
Take away my memories that make me sad, To only show me who I

really am. Closer and closer to light Hold me close, And hold me
tight, Take my hand And let me cry ,To relieve a hearty that crumbled
and died. Like whispers lost at sea, we soar Beyond the sky of fire.
Together. Lost together, free To claim our each desire. Like leaves
we float to earth, once more To close our eyes and be. You ask me if I
miss you. With a giggle and a chuckle I answer, Yes I do. Take my
heart Take it away Keep it by your side, And never let it astray The
softness of your lips, As they slide over mine Taste like honey to my
soul As they take me back in time, When the sun falls on your face,my
world is lost in yours, for we go to our special place, there are no
walls,windows, doors. For the past has come and gone, A soul now
shattered remains, But she's still dreaming memories Of things to be
with me , the same Your dreams you can have And your life, I can
give I will not be your sin. Our hearts mingled in rapture The torture
of passion so sweet The affection of a thousand years ,As at least we
meet, The motion of our rhythm I miss you to the point that I can’t
think of another person. You ask me if I like you.
With a giggle and a chuckle I answer, Yes I do.
Valentine love
I've searched and searched There's nothing in this world That can
express , my love for baby because You're as beautiful as an
angel,because I was Looking for the one true . Fighting loneliness ,
sadness, And rejections , But I now declare that the war is won. I was
lonely, sad, and blue until now ,because I worship you sweetheart
and there is nothing ,I want more; because I've found the love of my
love but the day that I meet you was blessing in the sky .because You
came into my life and changed it around ,turned my frown upside
down. because When you are near my knees feel weak. Then there
are no words left to speak. If the heart could speak And pure as a
dove. Around the world Fear arises but joy remains ,because this I
know will never change you were meant for me only. so now I'm
falling for you don't know if you ,if you feel that way about me too but
,I can only dream of what might have been, As my eyes gaze at the
picture way back then. I want to be honest with you all my life ,I want
you to know, The love of my life And that I think that one-day You
might be my wife. That I think you're now more beautiful, I wont
forget this Valentines Day, when I made those blue eyes beam.
because our Love was given for a reason, It is truly just to share An
emotion to show me and you what true love really is in this world but
would it say ,We try and tell of the feelings together as one I know
one day We will have children,because that are deep within us from
day to day how deep down we really care because I can feel it too,
but I know what I feel is true Than to find the perfect gift and watch
your emotions soar. You were speechless that special night, one I'll
always cherish the day, I meet you so I hope the angels protect you
From this crazy world, My dear Valentine I pray that you cherish,my
love in your heart
My dear Valentine I pray that you cherish my heart as well, because

Our love we once shared and keep it close to your heart.
I love you baby You deserve someone better
1. Appreciate what you got That’s what I’ve learned I’ve lived 26
years I’ve had to shed some tears, But what I learned is no
matter what Appreciate what you got I've learned, this lesson
many ways One way, You never know what you got until its
gone, I never really appreciated my woman's be4 as much as I
do now Until she ha...d to leave Cuz there is always someone
out there who has it worse And its no curse Its life. First was
you girl,I trusted you,I loved you,I would have die for you, But
you hurt me beyond repair. Not just the scars on the outside
but what you did inside too. You took something from me, I can
never get back,You May say I give it to you,But that's not the
whole story ,Ohhh how I wanted to scream out in pain But I
didn't want you to see my tears, maybe if you had you wouldn't
have tried to mess up my life, I've been sitting here all day,
watching the time pass away. wait? ? Broken hearts and
shattered dreams. Our love was a fairy tale fantasy it was never
meant to be, I was blinded by jealously but know I see I have to
cut off connections and leave, I love you baby You deserve
someone better than me Someone who's close by ... that you
can always see Someone who can always be there for you and
make you happy Our love was a fairy tale fantasy it was never
meant to be, I was blinded by jealously but know I see I have to
cut off connections and leave I love you baby You deserve
someone better than me Someone who's close by that you can
always see Someone who can always be there for you and make
you happy.
A hero thinks of others before they think of themselves
1. A hero thinks of others before they think of themselves,A hero

will die to protect the one there love A hero can, be of any
age,any colour A hero can be man, woman or child My hero is
the best,Marcus Mosiah Garvey He is better than, all the rest,
My hero doesn’t like to admit,That he is my hero when he dose
his little bit, Do they miss him, in Jamaica are in they heart, do
they miss him It would, be an assurance most dear, To know
that this moment some love one,Were saying, I wish he were
here.my hero Nanny, symbol of unity and strength lighted the
flame of freedom in the hearts of earlier Jamaicans, Oh hero tell
me of your fame,Were writhing serpents fair your game? Did
you pierce the dragon’s heart Intrepid hero,you play the part
my hero Sam Sharpe,Hail my great hero!He a brave hero!I
Praise my heroes in Jamaica!on your hope on love Now duly fall
On giving knee but here my hero as we worship Unto thee in
love!My hero George William As soon as you're born, they make
you feel small By giving you, no time instead of it all Till the
pain is so big you feel nothing at all A working class hero you
were once were but this is something to be A working class
hero and this is something to be My hero Paul Bogle ,my true
hero he Is just like my friend ,It was just what I want him to be
he have giving us hope He is keeping us free God's nation Is in
chaos But there is one man that Can save us all as My hero stay
Patriot, my Hero Norman Manley, He flied many times a day
in the sky He touches heaven Just like the birds do I am so
proud of him I pray for you every day You have a job, I have one
too my hero Alexander Bustamante, my Hero as he I pray for
peace where I am going to be For you and me Kids at school on
all my people,Keeping busy is what I need to do And keeping
busy, these days seems to be the tool, I want to make the hour
go fast as My hero once did before, I was born,So I have to keep
myself busy Doesn't live in fear but in hope But, I do Makes
sacrifices, also Like I do Has a free will,To help those in need It
is time to remember what freedom means It is time to choose
freedom And embrace the future as My hero Marcus Mosiah
Garvey did before me and It is time to choose, life It is time to
look after those in need Because charity begins at home in

Jamaica, I know that together, we will get through tough times,
Sometimes we just need some courage Sometimes we need a
little, prayer on hope for the best in life, because Sometimes
we need a helping hand, so we can finish our daily tasks Let
the light shine in your heart, my heart, and all the people here
on Earth and here in Jamaica.
this pain inside me won't go away
• I always wondered what you were up too, How you changed

And if you ever thought about me, too And now I see you, I see
that you do miss me, I see that you did care, I see that you
forgive me through it all When I realized this I didn't know what
to think, I froze and it made my heart sink You were a life
experience, And I promised my...self that I would never think of
you It sucks, that I barely realize this and I shouldn’t knew. I
am done with this girl done Being no different then a next guy
and neither Good nor bad just living your Way forgetting to
think Of me Listen! I hate this,, Make it go away! I’m sick of
bloody tears,Do you still remember the style You used to break
my heart? The days you had lied to my life, And the time you
brought tears to my eyes? Do you even discern how it felt?
Being with someone you loved and trusted Yet, just ended up
hurting your pride?All my life I've felt alone, No-one to love, no-
one to care,Never a place to call my own,Only for people to look
and stare. Sure, give me a passing glance, Just carry on
walking,head up high, Look at me if you get the chance, Maybe
stop, think and wonder why. Cause this pain inside me won't go
away,Until someone knows how I feel.
I am a constant temptation
1. who am I ,I'm not your boyfriend, Not even your lover.

We've never met And you don't love me,you Don't even
lust me. So who am I to you, If I'm none of these? I'm
not a neighbour, We don't work together, We don't
even live together in the same state. So who am I to
you, If I'm none of these?I am not real. Look into my
pools of fire, let me in. You cannot resist me, I am a
constant temptation. Inhale my fiery gloom, exhale
your darkest thoughts. I will cleanse the body of all
good, and happy. ...Feel me tear at your emotions.
Look into my black eyes, filled with such hate, and
redeem yourself. Privilege yourself to free vengeance.
I can give it all to you. Stare into me. Feel me in you.
You're mine. Inter my heart in hallowed ground, It's
just no use to me anymore, The girl I love has found
another man, And my heart stopped beating as I
watched her go. I cried real tears, so many tears,My
head is pained when it thinks of her,And my soul has
an urge to fly away,And all my thoughts are so
disturbed, I can't understand...did why she should love
another,That's the morbid forecast for my future.
I am so confused
I am so confused, what should I do? I can't think of anything except of

you. Should I ignore you or just give it time ,I can't think straight my
heart controls my mind ,I can't be without you Or maybe just without
anyone,I think about you all the time But why do I have this
feeling?...I long for your voice And I would die to hear your laugh But
is this love Or merely lust?I saw her today I wanted to scream, hit her
in trade to cry, hurt her and kiss her at the same time I am a slave to
my heart, I refuse to listen to it but it beats faster and harder when I
saw her my whole body betrayed me, expect my eyes If looks could
kill she would be dead but it is me who is dead dead from the
thousands of tears and the pain from the emotions I keep hidden I
thought it couldn't get any worse. I was in love But when I did that I
wasn’t thinking You never told me you loved me and you never
showed me! I thought that you were the one! But I learned that even
when you joke people may take the wrong idea! When I did, what I
did, I didn’t want anyone to get hurt! But I was hurt!The passion of
how much I loved her burned when she said that we should just be
friends! I don’t know why I did it! But I did! I hate that I can’t move
on but I love that she still a good friend! When there was a time I
knew she didn’t like me Was the time I turned my back on the one I
loved and lost her forever!she’s moved on! she'll never come back!
But now I have to go on knowing that I hurt the girl I truly loved.
Sometimes I pray when I`m alone
Sometimes I pray when I`m alone, Cause I`m scared on my

own,Tears of pain run down my face, They flow with no life, but lies I
pray, because my heart is weak, I found it tough to continue, So I
kneel down and pray,because I love black women, I can't help it. The
FIRST woman who ever loved me, even before I knew I existed, is a
black woman - I love her, I can't help it. Black women are just so…
so… so naturally beautiful. How did I miss it? - with a fine hi yella
mother; as witch-carrying grandmother; chocolate aunts; black
sisters - one Afro-centric, the other just smart, sweet Camel cousins,
and that cute, spoiled little girl down the street with that "good" hair
- whew! What was her,name? Oh yeah, I loved her, I couldn't help it.
Man, have you ever seen a stylish, well dressed black Jamaican
woman with elegant hands and painted exposed toes?I love that - I
can't help it. I don't care if they are short, tall, skinny, thick, ...well I
do have a preference for thick, but that's me - I can't help it.I am truly
blessed to be in your presence, I know that I'm a king,So can you
please be the queen, Now bless me with your, company Jamaican
Beauty, You will always be in my heart, truly Do you want to rule with
me? Because that's our Destiny Or you can be independent, Because
you can do that, too I'm not mad at you ,Do what you gotta do I'll
always be here for you, Looks like an angel So soft and
feminine,Breath smells like cinnamon, Much more pretty when your
attitude, Isn't ignorant To what you posses is magnificent,No other
creature walks this planet better Or ever could be You are truly An
Jamaican Beauty
I am a strong young black man,
I am a young black man,Confused and trapped in a Jamaica

world,Day and night I shed lonely tears,Contemplating my life
through the years,There can not be better days,All of my dreams
come to fruition,Because I am a young black man,They got me
trapped revealing my primitive side,I took a look, in their little "Black
Book", and what did I see?Listen poor people, you must understand.
The poor need to unite and take back this land. Your enemy isn't The
Nation of your life or The love. Your enemy is the love, tall, lie, man.
Whenever, you're in a group and you want to say it loud. Are you sure
you want to be shouting, "I'm Black and I'm Proud"?We're varying
shades of brown people, of African Descent. Thanks for the fake
book,Mr. Webster. Change it. Hint, Hint, Hint. I am a young black
poet My words are never misunderstood,But always over looked,I am
a strong young black man,
take my soul always
I love u more then I have every know .those starry eyes those tender
lips. you made my heart melt ten boil into a roaring fire,
I know what my eye could not see your eyes because your the only
one that is 4 me but many night. those tears flew being myself
without any warm I will wait to see you pull in me in drive,After all
these years. I still get that tingle inside,but as I lay beside you in the
night, my arms around you;
It is the perfect way to end the night through. To wake up beside you
in bed on too the sound of the alarm,are your voice but I’m sorry for
being so emotional. I’m sorry of being so possessive I’m sorry that I
cry for you .I’m sorry because I cant live without you.
I’m sorry for the tears you shed. I’m sorry for the damage I made.
I’m sorry I have made you sick. I am Sorry I hurt you so deep in your
canter. because You picked me up and wrapped me in a warm
blanket of love. You swept me up and dusted off webs of hurts inside.
No-one can tear us apart
I feel sad and blue"Only" dreaming of you For your love is the joy of
my heart. there no one but you in my heart here in Jamaica to night.
my heart fear broken like a Cold and crisp, crystal ball.
When I first saw you,I looked into your eyes,I saw a glow about you
that,I loved, all that I could seeing my mind was you baby,sometime I
wish I could see you everyday. on every time .but yet again that a was
wishful thinking .are maybe a dream of mine. but then again I need
you baby. I like I need water to say alive .but as I just close my eyes.
and start thinking about you all the time. once again I am leave in a
fantasy world within my mind all I need to do is just close my eyes. so
I can see you smile. because that will be my greatness wish. because
in my mind you be part of my soul. On Each and everyday I prey too
god to send me a earth angel with one to love me and one day wishes
come true in way. it did not make sense at first. but her son was the
pride of her life It's not everyday meet someone with a sweet angel
voice. then I started together addiction her are someone I love but I
cannot spake there name. it like I'm taking drug on she is my
Novomix insulin that I can not live with out if I miss one day I go
crazy are even more go mad she is that drug I can not live with in my
life she keep pre -filling me with love like a insuilin keep me for my
addiction place. but When you say you love me. My heart becomes
full And I know that you'll be there To catch my tears. The purity of
my love falls as rain And I have to question if you love me. So yet I'll
ask again, 'Do you love me. are You sigh and breathe my name
because Can you hear my heart beat As it calls for you in the night.
because Cold and crisp, like crystal pure white. Under your spell my
dreams. then it take flight. I am in heaven Alone. but I breathe deeply
of your seductive fumes. I find there is no room in my life,to love
again no are for any one are next lover. but you were baby. that keep
me awake at night as the time go by I keep wake in up to see if I miss
your call. but for once I wish my dream was true but in the end I will
wake up on fine myself in bed alone once again it finly fade away in
too the night as the morning open up her eyes.
my life is like a red rose
here I'm sitting am home watching the time go by wondering what's

going on in my life yet still my eye's are like a red roses black on
beautiful as the sunset in the night,but because they keep the key too
my soul and it was gently .now I'm seeking one true love as beautiful
as a red rose. for you in my body and my heart are yet to feral your
one true kiss on my lips still the rose in my eye will not die. because
again it was in a jar are cup it was like a glass fill with love on kind
hearten now I'm sitting around my computer waring on you to come
online .some we can talk on facebook,but watching the time go on
come when you just singing on out on back in but with each .day pass
by I felt Alone online. because you was there to talk. with me so now
my heart is like a red roses seeking your love in my world but do not
hurt me because you know my heart can be broken. like a jar.
this girl I know
I wish that I could cry some time,to let out some of this feeling that
have for you baby that is in my heart for you baby. but all this feeling
going on in my mind is divine me crazy sometime. because yet again I
wish My feelings was this real .but I can not hide it any more .
because I didn’t deny and hiding it all inside me. because they are so
deep inside my soul. but how do I love again in my life if I lose you.
because all I want to do is to Cry. on let the whole world know. My
heart is dying in the cold. when I know that some next guy was going
crazy over you all the time. but just tell him your mine now. I can see
why. because your now the beat of my heart. on I love you .on yet
again he make a commend on your picture stay in he was crazy over
you .but is that a good thing. are just insane you told me you once
add feeling for him. but in your heart it all a game on was fading
always. because sometime I wish that. I Could cry. but when you
looking my eyes there no tear come for my face. but am I that cold
that I can not cry. so I wish that I could...eyes because my heart as
never fill this way. before over a girl. because These emotions I have
lock away inside, I thought they were truly mine. So I let them take
over my life. It's not the world who's breaking me Truly,I hate myself
for feeling this way but Even if some will love me, I still hate myself
but Does it feel so good to hate myself?because I do not want to get
my heart broken again. why did I lot myself fall so deep in love. with
someone that I do not want to lose out of my life. but To feel pain for
someone I love. I thought it was the meaning of true love in my life
once again..
You give a man the inspiration to wake up

why me, why you,I don't know yet but I'm hoping you can find the
love, I have for you and hope one day that love would turn into
something more than what meets the eye. Whenever I'm around you,
I feel like life's complete. I don't know what to say, But you make my
heart beat. I'm scared to say hello, But it hurts to say good-bye.I've
been hurt before, Now I feel like loves just a lie. I'm falling really
hard, There's no stopping me this time. I think you're there to catch
me, To finally let me shine. you're the first one I think of when I wake
up and last one I think of before I go to sleep I love you so much I
wish you never had to sleep EVERYTHING, our late night talks,
dumb jokes awkward moments and all the laughter just makes me fall
in love with you more.... you give me butterflies when you say the
sweetest things. but when you act like the one I fall in love with
more ... it makes me wonder if we were that we are meant to be, My
stomach fills up with butterflies everytime my eyes lock with yours
and I see your beautiful face I search for words, but you leave me
speechless I can't think straight, my heart starts to race Just the
thought of you warms me even on the coldest day your smile is like a
ray of sunshine that brightens the darkest corners of my soul Your
touch alone resurrects my heart that was dark as coal You've been
able to bring it back to life, you give it a reason to beat You give a
man the inspiration to wake up, the power to stand on his feet When
our eyes met for the very first time, I knew it was you to clear my
pastime. When you stand so close to me; my heart races let me free.
together will be in our world, Five months have passed, How far have
we come? I really don’t know, What am I to become? A fling? Just
lust? A relationship in the making? Is ‘girlfriend’ too strong? My heart
is breaking. The connection we’re losing, When we are alone
together. If it’s this awkward now, Imagine us together forever! I'm
not scared to love you. I'm okay when your around. You've given my
heart a soundtrack. I happen to like the sound I feel like I can tell you
anything. And you don't judge me for it. You just look at me with your
perfect smile. And make my heartbeat skip.
I could show you a whole new world
When I met you, my life changed Don't know when this feeling came
I got out of bed one morning, Shocked about this feeling, It's was
right to falling love you with , I know But I can't force myself to
forget you, You gave colour to my life Though I know the time is not
right, I can help open your eyes, or even brighten your life all you
have to do is trust listen when I say this is love, not just lust So once
again give me the chance and let me lead this dance. Sometimes I
wonder how I feel about you, Scared of these feelings because it’s
still new, I catch myself thinking of the best way to share,Hoping
you’ll return my confession showing you care, And then I catch
myself again… and drag my thoughts back to reality, I am back at
square one, does this just happen to you? why is it when text me, I
answer just to read if it's your text . why is it when you don't text, I
wonder what you are doing. why is it that I can't breath, whenever I
think about you. why is it that I can't speak, whenever I talk about
you. I told myself to stay that I can not stay away from you because I
love you so much girl ,But now I can teach my heart to love you,
This feeling I had for you keeps growing ,but this Poems are so stupid
I swear, I would never do this But this is YOU, and you aren’t like
anyone I have met ,How much longer do I have to write, can I tell you
yet? When I come back from my thoughts I feel more secure But then
I sleep… and the dreams of you occur, The dreams I have of you are
so vivid and clear I feel TRUE happiness inside and that there is
nothing to fear,why is it when I look in your eyes, I see the love
burning inside me. why is it when you text me, the world melts with
us. To you I might just be a little boy, but give me the one chance. I
could show you a whole new world. So take my hand and let me lead
this dance
Getting to know you seems worth my while
I always knew that love would come find me, someday ,but never did
I know that it would be you, who was headed my way you caught me
off guard ,and took me by surprise but you simply captivated me, the
same way you do ,when I look into your eyes , But there's part of me
that just can't take that chance on lost your love for me ,So I doubt
that you'll ever know how much I really love you baby,Which may be
fine with you, but it's hurting me ,I choose not to show it though, I
guess I'm your secret admirer, Getting to know you seems worth my
while But I guess I'll never know what it is My true feelings, I will
reveal to you ,I'll just admire you from a distance I'm not sure what
else there is to do Thoughts go through my mind,My feelings are
concise ,but as you Lying in your arms around me one day , We are
the perfect match ,but The distance is discouraging Yet still I am
attached Sitting by the fire, Thinking in a distant stare Waiting under
streetlights. Nobody could compare Baby I love you too, As the days
went by I began to find That this feeling inside was one I could no
longer deny, You amaze me in every way You continuously take my
breath away You know me better then I know myself ,It's as if I'm a
book, It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above,you
were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor,
talent, intelligence, beauty and love "it isn't finding the perfect
person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly" we all have
our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see
I've never been the type to say what I feel So basically I keep
everything inside And with you it was no different I want to tell you,
believe me I've tried That you have read inside and out You know
when I'm happy, and when I'm sad You even know when the little
things make me mad You've one my heart, proved yourself true Babe
I don't know how you did it,But you made me fall head over heals for
you I love you baby I can only show my love true this poetry that I am
write in now but I mean it with all my heart that I am really in love
with you baby.
You were and are the most perfect and beautiful wife
That moment,Where you finally realize love truly exists, And you are
a part of it now. That moment, Where you want to hold on to them
and never let go. That moment, Where things fall into their rightful
place. Love is beautiful and great. When you find the right person it
will be fate. My love I have for nick is so strong, nothing can ever go
wrong. It was love at first sight, I wanted to be with her every night. I
have been lucky enough to feel the your touch You are my love and to
me you mean so much, Please believe that another soul loves you
more than life ,You were and are the most perfect and beautiful wife
To taste the sweet perfection of you embrace Always puts my heart in
a better place, Your sweet scent has brought light into my world, For
me you are and will be my only girl, Your tender caresses have filled
my heart with life Oh God knows that I love you my beautiful wife
Everyday I feel so good inside I can't wait till the day I become her
husband. as far as the future we cannot see but together forever we
will be. I don’t really know what to say But I think I will when I look
into your eyes. For now all I can do is pray That the decision I make is
wise Like a little boy wining first prize, I know our vows will be true
Because when I see what our future ahead lies It’ll will be a love
refreshed, stronger and new when friendship takes over your heart in
your dreams the path of love a way that leads straight to paradise
with roses that grow through your love I see a heart with cupid god
right here to see me and guide my love too your heart on set me free.
We are connected on such a deep levels
I wish you could see the angel you are too me in my life ,I see when
you stand in front of me, Every moment we spent together, Has
touched our lives, our souls forever, The things that we shared and
learned in this pass few day's Is permanent growth that we've
earned. The person that I have grown into today Did not get there by
chance, no way it all because of you on your love for me in your heart
,because I am who I am partly because of you A part of me will
always be you,and a part of you will always be me. I will love your
forever For worse or for better, And you are YOU because of me, too
We are connected on such a deep levels, That no one can remove
that, not even the devil. Our feelings might be different a year from
now, But you are part of me forever somehow You are tattooed in my
heart And nothing can tear our souls apart. You keep running from
the truth, you know it's true you think I am crazy for loving you, you
think I am your best gift of all but I wish you could understand,
without you I stand 10 in. Tall a feeling so sincere, a bond so strong, I
know my soul will never guide me wrong. Your eyes tell me, that
you'll love me everyday. No matter what may come, you'll be there to
stay. I will always be there for you, I am your little lover.. I will
always be in love with you, all the way till the end.. I never believed
in the saying "opposites attract" but the second I met you it became a
proven fact even if its heart searing pain, with nothing to gain, I will
feel it as the tear on my cheek, and without words my soul will speak.
I will always care for you, I will never leave... Giving you all of myself,
To you and not anyone else. Everyday, not just now and then, To be
able to call you more than a friend. I tell you everything and never
with a lie. All my worldly secrets, and everything that once made me
cry. Being with you everyday makes my love for you grow even
stronger. My love grows even stronger every time I'm around you. So
strong that if my love for you was a string it would be double knotted.
My heart pounds more than a clock ticks faster than a plane taking
off.
My life long promise will always stand too my future wife
I never knew that I would love someone the way I love you.. You have
opened the door to a new and exciting life, which I had never
imagined could be…My days are not empty with you by my side and
my nights, are not as dark with you in my life. I love to feel you in my
arms as you sleep so peaceful and sweet, The warmth of your body,
the smell of your perfume and to feel your heart beat ,To see you in
the night, in the light of the moon for you are so beautiful Your love,
your warmth, your laughter, your touch fills my heart so full, My one
desire is to love you so much that you never have doubt ,The love that
I feel for you is so overpowering that at times ,I want to shout I praise
you as my wife, a wife more perfect than any other ,I praise you for
you kindness & love that you share with our children as their mother
I look at you and see a special person, one of a kind God has blessed
us all and me especially with a wife so fine I've spent the day thinking
wondering if its real. There has to be a special way to show you how I
feel. Your presence makes me tremble your eyes alight with love if
there is a place called heaven you were sent from up above, I think of
all the memories the times we spent together ,The one thing that I'll
always know is we will be forever. you're so special more than you
know and more than I show. you're my soul mate, you're my lover,
you're all that I know. it's your smile and it's your eyes it's your heart
and it's your cries. I'll love you forever even long after we die. you're
my friend and you're my life. you're my light and you're my wife.
you're my shoulder and my strength. I would die for you and go to
any length. The pain in my heart has turned into fear. I can't imagine
life without you near. I have known all along I love you too much. I
smother you and long for your touch. I try to hide how much you
mean to me. Like a caged bird you want to be free. Your hand has
already been taken. You will never be forsaken. My life long promise
will always stand. Until my last breath I will always hold your hand.
Through everything you're half of me. Even though we may not
always agree. You're my love, my heart. We shall never part. This
world may not be fair. There is a time in life... When the person you
will love, For the rest of your life Walks in and captures your heart.
Sometimes, just sometimes... You hurt that person You push them
away Not meaning to, Flawed thoughts and actions. But you do.
I guess I will have to wait awhile Time will reveal
When I first met you on facebook , I felt like I had known you forever,
telling you my secrets and what I didn't want ever. you listened to
me, I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we
would become more than just friends. in just a few days Over a period
of time, I got to know the real you. A girl so caring and gentle,with a
heart so true. Some people believe, there is a one The one who
points, your way to the sun. A person they believe, makes them
complete The one who will support, when facing defeat You are my
angel', my one and only My forever love, so we'll never be lonely.
You've brought to my life, all your love and care It made me see,
when I realized how rare a woman like you are in this world My love
for you runs so deep, It is hard for me to even sleep. I never really
know how you feel,I can't read your mind ,I just keep waiting Take
me to your heart Show me where to start ,At first we were confused
but later we found out that we both were abused when we really
needed out, I told you how I felt and you did the same When I first
met you I didn't know what to say But when I got to know you
Everything went okay Every time I see your eye, All I want to do is
cry. When I touch your lovely skin, I get so nervous from within. I
guess I will have to wait awhile. Time will reveal, what lies ahead but
always remember what I have said. Meeting you has changed my life
and I really love you so, the feelings I feel for you I am never letting
go. Remember me always and I will too. I always think of me and you
as one.
I don't want to lose you but deep inside I feel like I already did
I never meant to hurt you,I’ll never understand, We’ve been through

so much together this pass few day's What I’d give to take your hand!
My life was complete But now it's not I lost it all, because I fought.
She made me alive Now I am dead I'm laying here in bed Crying in
my eye's out in my bed now Life is worthless ,but I'm sorry for the
things I've done. I'm sorry I can't be your number one on only . I'm
sorry I always put you to the test I'm sorry I can't be the best I'm
sorry I keep myself in a shell. I'm sorry I put you through hell. I'm
sorry that sorry is not enough. I'm sorry for all the dumb stuff. I know
I made a promise that I couldn't keep. I can't figure out a way to tell
her. THE TRUTH IS.... And I can't complete my sentence soon as I
find the words, I know this would be the end. I don't want to lose you
but deep inside ,I feel like I already did. Because if I tell you the truth
it is only more and more damage. Lying from the bottom of my feet to
the crown of my head. Paranoid. Losing Sleep. Over what I did.
Stalling. trying not to think about it. I try to tell myself, I must learn
to live with my heart ache. thank you for letting be a part of your life.
I am glade to have had you for my wife., always and forever baby
you'll always be mine. I'll always love you even past the end of time
Why should I try ,All I want to do Is Lay here and die It had only been
ten days but that is all I need To get a last chance Before she leaves
One last chance To turn it around Hoping she won't turn me down,
Although I know what the pain feels like, I still chose to hide And
although, I look back and see I ask myself if I could do it again, would
I have tried? The answer You probably don't want to hear and I know
that your heart is set on tomorrow's fear Like the dream you dreamt
when I walked out I know this second chance gives you much doubt
But I decided that I want to repent And set my heart back to the day I
went you in my live.

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WILL YOU MARRY ME BABY

I do seek to understand your needs so deeply

I wish I could tell you how much I care

I wish I could tell you how much I care

I Always say a prayer

Passion fills my heart for you my precious love,

only a heart beat to lose

My heart stars to ache

I like to hear you speak,Your voice brings me chills

smiles that warm the heart

Sister, please hold my hand,

You have helped me,

You can stop what you do,

knowing forever in paradise

to breathe the air off your lips,

you hold the key to my heart

My spirited lifted up from me, Above that bed of ours,

head high to the finish line of life

I was blinded by jealously

my gift to you is this poem.

I am thinking of you baby.

Like a movie scene In the sweetest dreams,

Tell me. or tell him that I love you

Good-bye, my friend, in death we part, To meet in realms more glorious, A void I

we stick together till the very end

go pick out your white dress,

I love everything about you..

true in my new life

my friend with a broken heart fining love

memories of my pass love

I never really knew you,

Happy 18th Anniversary.

just love me back for one moment can you do that

I pray to God for you

I pray to God for you

start with I love you

my love sound in your heart

only you possess the key

I am doing the right thing,

blowing reality of cosmic truth

This Goddess showed me cosmic truth,

To steal my last mortal breath

I can sit and ponder

I watched you disappear

I gave you my heart I gave you my soul We’re having fun

Would please be my Valentine

My hand you hold

Time away. Distance can mend a heart,

A GIFT TO THE EARTH.

my Freedom, my Freedom you’re my necklace you’re my bracelet

My soulmate of similar truth

No one knows of my existence, I am life without a soul

Could I have helped her drive the tears away

A memory that I have created in my mind,

In my own remembering, I can see so many things. Days of bliss were

I turn to stoke the fire again,

Show me sweet heaven.

Let me breath heavenly air, feel heaven ‘s cloud Oh precious heaven

Lord in heaven help me as i can't help myself

Thank God, you are my country!Beautiful Jamaica,

My shows ends with a bye Jamaica and god bless.

I hear Jamaica crying,Crying out for justice in the deep of frozen

I couldn’t handle the pain