Toltec Recapitulation

This meditation is derived from Toltec teachings. The recapitulation deals with
life from an energetic perspective, instead of a physical one. All events and e
xperiences can be explained and understood as exchanges of energy. Experiences a
n individual goes through leaves energy imprints on him/her, also the individual
expels energy and leaves an energy imprint upon those things experienced. Wheth
er those experiences involved people are purely things.
The recapitulation is an extremely useful meditation that deals with a multitud
e of things. There are benefits for beginners and advanced meditators to have by
recapitulating. The recapitulation can be performed regardless of skill level.
I say this because there is some fat dude in Mexico who charges for recapitulati
on workshops, along with other individuals who charge to walk their customers th
rough recapitulations. These people whose understanding of what energy is and ho
w it exactly works are able to perform recapitulations, so I'm pretty damned sur
e my fellow Satanists can do it without a problem.
The process of the recapitulation deals with reliving one's own life, breathing
in one's own personal energy and breathing back out the dross that has been pla
ced upon the soul through out one's life. The negreedo stage of the magnum opus
separates the dross from the soul. The recapitulation also separates the dross i
n a safe, effective manner. The recapitulation is also extremely therapeutic.
Under traumatic or harsh events, a promise to the self is made that causes hang
-ups, even if it is purely done subconsciously. For instance, the t.v show Famil
y Guy. Family Guy eventually aired a movie: Stewie Griffin the Untold Story. In
the movie, Stewie undergoes a traumatizing event. This event is life-threatening
and he almost dies. This traumatizes Stewie and he makes a promise to himself,
his promise is to take fewer risks. Stewie then later gets the opportunity to tr
avel in time and see what he becomes in the future. He is a complete and patheti
c wimp as a middle aged adult. This shocking to Stewie and he then realizes that
the day he almost died left a mental scar on him that effected him for the rest
of his life. So then Stewie goes back in time and prevents the event from happe
ning.
Rather than doing that though, Stewie could have recapitulated. By going into a
trance state, reliving the event, breathing his own personal energy and breathi
ng out the dross placed upon him would have drastically helped him lift his hang
-ups. The Toltecs call the feminine brain "nagul" (pronounced noll), and the mas
culine brain as "tonal." The recapitulation is both a tonal and nagul process. A
long with the energy work, Stewie would have to consciously make an affirmation
to undo the promise(hang-up) that had been placed upon him. Such as "I live life
to the fullest."
The recapitulation should not, and is not meant to be applied to just harsh or
traumatic events. It's meant to be applied to ones entire life. This empowers th
e self greatly, because one is breathing in the energy they spent over their lif
e. Also, like I mentioned before, it separates the dross from the soul.
How to Recapitulate
I've been using a lot of Toltec terms in this article, and shall list the detai
ls the Toltec Teachings provide on how a recapitulation should be done. I am Sat
anist though, and ended up tweaking various things I saw unnecessary or hinder s
ome.
The Toltec teachings preach a recapitulation should be done in a box, a hole in
the ground OR up in a tree. This is because when one recapitulates, there is a
negative energy release. When the recapitulation is done, and usually it will ta
ke several sessions. The Toltecs would then either burn the box, cover the hole
in the ground, and well according to them the tree cleanses the energy; so exiti
ng the tree is the only action necessary. A Satanist would however, just cleanse
the area they recapitulated much like how a Satanist cleanses his/her aura. Ano
ther alternative though is to do in a bath tub full of warm water. Beyond the re
laxation of warm bath provides, the plus side to this is that when the water is
let down the drain, the negative energy is pulled with it.
To start the recapitulation, enter a trance. Once in a trance, relive your life
one memory at a time. When visiting the memories, breath in your own personal e
nergy on the inhale, and breath out foreign energy on the exhale. All the people
you've interacted with through out your life left an energetic imprint upon you
. You lost energy on them, and they placed energy upon you through thoughts, con
cerns, worries etc etc.
It's very helpful to make a list. On the list, you want people you've interacte
d with and had an emotional response to. Random people you have never talked to
who walked down the street past you should not make the list, only people you've
had emotional responses to, like I said. All those people you interacted with,
you made energy exchanges with. When revisiting memories, you're going to breath
in the glowing white fibers that is your energy from them, back into yourself.
On the exhale, you breath out the fibers of the energy that have been placed upo
n you by them.
When I'm breathing energy back into the ones I love, I visualize the energy bri
ght as the sun to make sure it is clean. When I breath energy back into those I
hate, I feel and visualize it turn into destruction energy when the energy has l
eft me and is entering them. This process separates the dross from the soul, and
moves one closer to full realization. I use "full realization" as a term to des
cribe when an individual reaches the point of totally unlocking his/her soul's t
rue power. All the energy that is being breathed out may not all be perceived as
dross, but it does serve as "blockage," for lack of a better term.
Breathing in your own personal energy moves you closer to yourself; your fully
realized self. Breathing out the energy placed upon you serves for the same, bec
ause it removes what is holding you back as an individual. AN experience of your
mother worrying about you causes a hang-up. Not psychological hang-ups, but a h
amper on energy. Since she emotes this worry towards you, this energy is attache
d to your soul. It is dross, whether it is perceived that way or not. It is noth
ing horrible, I'm not downing worrying mothers. It is life. In the Golden Age so
uls coped with life better because people's energies coped better. They did so b
ecause they recovered and healed themselves naturally in a way humans do not in
this day and age. The recapitulation moves us closer to such a state.

To summarize the process:

1. Go into a trance
2. Breath in your own personal energy from people you interacted with on the in
hale
3. Breath out energy placed upon you on the exhale back into the person it orig
inated from
4. when done cleanse the area the recapitulated was done in.
5. Engage the tonal (logical brain). Talk to another person or write down your
recapitulation experience. It is important to engage both minds, the tonal and n
agul.
 *If recapitulating traumatizing events, be sure to make an affirmation to help
move you past any hang-ups if you might have. I recommend having a loved one nea
r or on stand by for especially tough experiences for emotional support. Having
a demon around is most excellent. I say this because when visualizing and rememb
ering the recapitulation, a demon can be instantly appear in your visualization
for comfort or aid. I had Satan with me when I recapitulated and dealt with real
ly tough experiences, he was there for my emotional support.

My Experience Recapitulating.
My life definitely wasn't sweet, normal or nice. I had a shitty childhood that
was full of oddities. I bought an astrology reading from Maxine a while back and
she said in my reading "you're family is unusual in some way." That was a very
polite way of saying my family is crazy. Skipping over details, I suffered a lot
of abuse through out my childhood, it is not pleasant for me to visit certain m
emories.
I have yet to full recapitulate my life, but from what I've done so far felt ep
ic, and I felt an immense difference. After a hardcore recapitulation session wh
ere I visited the most unpleasant moments in my life, I felt...So much lighter w
hen I was done. It almost felt like a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders
, but not exactly. I literally felt lighter. I felt more free, energetic, calm,
happy and confident. I'm always calm, collected and worry-free. I'm also a prett
y confident individual, but after I recapitulated, I felt better and more whole
as a person. Hopefully that doesn't sound corny.

In His Service - Black Rose