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Avgv‡KB †`L‡Z n‡e| †Rbv‡ij D wbgywP hZw`b †eu‡P
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IUv, †Kvb&w`b †`L‡e KviI nv‡Z RevB n‡q †M‡Q| †Rvi
K‡i avb wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e †m, KviY evav w`‡j wg‡_¨ †Km
w`‡q Avgvi †jevi‡`i †R‡j f‡i ivL‡e| wKš‘ Avwg hw`
mwZ¨ BqvsM‡b †h‡Z PvB, †m Avgv‡K evav w`‡q ivL‡Z cvi‡e
bv| Zzwg GZB hLb fq cv”Q, †ek, Avgv‡K bv nq wKQy `~i
†cuŠ‡Q w`‡q Gm|Õ
Ôbv, g¨vWvg|Õ BivewZi mvg‡b cv_‡ii gZ Abo `uvwo‡q
Av‡Q dvjvb| ÔAvcwb hv‡”Qb bv| KvD‡K hw` †h‡ZB nq, Zv
n‡j Avgv‡K †h‡Z n‡e| eû eQi Av‡M gwbe Avgv‡K wKQy
ûKzg w`‡qwQ‡jb, †m¸‡jv AvRI envj Av‡Q| Avcbv‡K Avwg
wec‡`i SuywK wb‡Z w`‡Z cvie bv| kª×v †i‡LB ejwQ,
Avcbv‡K †Kv_vI †h‡Z †`qv n‡e bv|Õ
Lye ivM n‡”Q BivewZi, KviY †h‡Z Zuv‡K n‡eB| A‡bK
K‡ó wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wb‡q ej‡jb, ÔZK© Ki‡Z PvB‡j c‡i
†Kv‡iv, Zvi Av‡M kviwgb‡K miv‡bv `iKvi|Õ
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Avoó fw½‡Z gv_v SuvwK‡q Kv‡R nvZ jvMvj dvjvb|
K‡qK wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨ cÖvPxb Lvgvievwoi wekvj ¸nv AvKv‡ii
IqvBb †mjvi-G jvkUv‡K †i‡L Gj †m| wmuwoi avc I
†U‡i‡mi †g‡S †_‡K mg¯— i³I gy‡Q †djj|
Zvici Avevi ZK©Uv ïi“ n‡jv| dvjvb‡K GiKg wR`
ai‡Z Av‡M KLbI †`‡Lbwb BivewZ| AevK n‡q Dcjwä
Ki‡jb wZwb, cÖ‡qvR‡b †h-†KvbI †KŠkj, GgbKx †Rvi
LvwU‡q n‡jI Zuv‡K †h‡Z evav †`‡e dvjvb| AMZ¨v wZwb
wm×vš— wb‡jb, cixw¶Z GKRb gvby‡li K_v †kvbv `iKvi
Zuvi|
ÔwVK Av‡Q, †Zvgvi wR`B eRvq _vKj,Õ ej‡jb BivewZ|
ÔGevi G‡mv, Kv‡Ri K_v ïi“ Kwi|Õ
dvjv‡bi †Pnvivq †KvbI fveB †`Lv †Mj bv, Z‡e mi“
†Pv‡L dz‡U IVv ¯^w¯—i QvcUzKz †Mvcb Ki‡Z cvij bv †m|
ÔûKzg Ki“b, g¨vWvg|Õ
ÔAZ¨š— mveav‡b BqvsM‡b XyK‡e Zzwg| kviwg‡bi
evMvbevwo †Zv †P‡bvB, cÖ_g KvR KviI †Pv‡L aiv bv c‡o
ILvb †_‡K †cb WªvBfUUv msMÖn Kiv| †eëUv †Kvg‡i c‡i
kvU© Pvcv w`‡q wb‡q Avm‡e| evwoi Ici nq‡Zv bRi ivLv
n‡”Q, Kv‡RB KvRUv Kivi mgq †PvL-Kvb †Lvjv ivL‡e|
Gici gvqvbgvi UvBgm-G GKUv weÁvcb Qvc‡Z †`‡e,
KviY IB KvMRUvB me‡P‡q †ewk P‡j| fvlv hvB †nvK,
A_©Uv n‡e GiKg: ÔÔKei †_‡K D‡V nK gvIjv cyiv‡bv
eÜz‡`i LyuR‡Q|ÕÕ
ÔnK gvIjv, g¨vWvg?Õ
Ô†Zvgvi gwb‡ei QÙbvg wQj GUv,Õ ej‡jb BivewZ|
ÔhvI, iIbv nevi cÖ¯‘wZ bvI|Õ

gv_v †bvqvj †_vb dvjvb, Zvici Ny‡i P‡j †Mj|
mܨvi w`‡K nVvr K‡iB AKvj el©Y ïi“ n‡jv| e„wói
g‡a¨ jvkUv‡K †Mvc‡b gvwU Pvcv †`Iqv eis mnR n‡q
DVj| hv Kievi GKv †_vb dvjvbB Kij, BivewZ ïay e„wói
g‡a¨ cvnv‡oi GKav‡i cv_y‡i g~wZ©i gZ `uvwo‡q _vK‡jb|
eq‡mi fv‡i by‡q cov kixiUv †iBb‡Kv‡Ui wfZi AviI †hb
†QvU I f½yi jvMj dvjv‡bi `„wó‡Z|
B‡Zvg‡a¨ ivRavbx‡Z hvIqvi Rb¨ cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡q‡Q dvjvb|
evwg©R jyw½ †Q‡o wRb‡mi j¤^v c¨v›U I mywZ kvU© c‡i‡Q †m,
kv‡U©i Dci Kvc‡oi R¨v‡KU| e„wó Qvo‡j ¯^”Q †iBb‡KvU
Ly‡j gv_vq ci‡e Kzwj n¨vU|
jvB‡mÝ Kiv wc¯—j dvjv‡biI Av‡Q, m‡½ K‡i †mUv
wb‡q hv‡”Q †m| we`vq †`Iqvi Av‡M Zv‡K wKQy UvKv w`‡jb
BivewZ, †mB m‡½ bZzb wKQy wb‡`©k| ÔAvgv‡`i c−¨vb GKUz
e`‡j‡Q, dvjvb| ivRavbx‡Z GKevi bq, `yÕevi †h‡Z n‡e
†Zvgv‡K| †f‡e †`Ljvg †cb WªvBfUvB me‡P‡q ¸i“Z¡c~Y©,
Kv‡RB mevi Av‡M IUvi wbivcËv `iKvi| kviwg‡bi evwo
†_‡K mivmwi Avgvi Kv‡Q wb‡q Avm‡e Zzwg †eëUv| Zvici
weÁvcb Qvc‡Z †`qvi R‡b¨ Avevi BqvsM‡b hv‡e|Õ
Ô†Rv ûKzg, g¨vWvg|Õ
Ô†eëUv Avgiv Rxeb w`‡q i¶v Kie,Õ `„pK‡É ej‡jb
BivewZ| ÔAvgv‡`i fyj‡j Pj‡e bv †h IUvi R‡b¨B Lyb Kiv
n‡q‡Q kviwgb‡K|Õ
mkª×wP‡Ë gv_v †bvqvj dvjvb| ÔZ‡e Avwg PvB, g¨vWvg,
mg¯— mvnm I eyw× w`‡q Avcwb wb‡Ri RxebUv‡K i¶v
Ki‡eb| KviY Avgvi Abycw¯’wZ‡Z Avcbvi wKQy n‡j,
Avgv‡K bv AvZ¥nZ¨v Ki‡Z nq| `vwqZ¡ cvj‡b e¨_© n‡j
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†mUvB Avgv‡`i es‡ki ixwZ|Õ
cÖm½Uv‡K ¸i“Z¡ w`‡j Drmvn cv‡e dvjvb, GB f‡q Zvi
†kl K_vUv ïb‡Z bv cvIqvi fvb Ki‡jb BivewZ| Ô†Zvgvi
m‡½ †KD †hvMv‡hvM bv Kiv ch©š— KvD‡K Zzwg ej‡e bv
GLv‡b Kx N‡U‡Q| hLb ej‡e, ïay Avgvi wkwL‡q †`qv
K_v¸‡jv ej‡e| Gevi hvI|Õ
e„wó gv_vq K‡i iv‡Zi AÜKv‡i nvwi‡q †Mj †_vb
dvjvb|
wZbw`b ci gvqvbgvi UvBgm-Gi cvi‡mvbvj Kjvg-G Qvcv
n‡jv weÁvcbUv| G-ai‡bi A¯úó weÁvcb †ivRB `yÕPvi‡U
Qvcv nq KvM‡R; Kv‡RB G wb‡q cywjk, wmAvBwW ev mvgwiK
Rvš—vi Aw¯’i n‡q IVvi †KvbI KviY †bB| †_vb dvjvb wVK
Gfv‡e Qvwc‡q‡Q †mUvÑ
Kei †_‡K D‡V nK gvIjv cyiv‡bv eÜz‡`i LyuR‡Q|
g¨vWvg BivewZi we‡kl `~Z †_vb dvjv‡bi weÁvcbUv AmsL¨
cvV‡Ki †Pv‡L co‡jI, `yRb †jvK‡K ixwZgZ Pg‡K
w`‡q‡Q| Zv‡`i g‡a¨ GKRb mvwR` L›`Kvi|
ivbv G‡RwÝi BqvsMb kvLv| kvLvcÖavb mvwR` L›`Kv‡ii
†P¤^vi| mKvj bÕUv wek wgwbU|
mnKvix‡`i m‡½ weÁvcb inm¨ wb‡q Av‡jvPbv Ki‡Q
mvwR`, GB mgq bv PvB‡ZB cy®úe„wói gZ mevi g‡a¨
Avb›`Nb GKUv Abyf~wZ RvwM‡q Zvi †P¤^v‡i D`q n‡jv
G‡RwÝi KY©avi ¯^qs gvmy` ivbv|

I‡K †`‡L cª_‡g nKPwK‡q †Mj Iiv, Z‡e Zv gvÎ GK
†m‡K‡Ûi Rb¨| cigyn~‡Z© Avb›`-Dj−v‡m nBnB K‡i DVj
mevB|
Kzkjvw` wewbg‡qi ci Mí-¸R‡ei g‡a¨ w`‡q Avc¨vqb
ce©I †kl n‡jv GK mgq| Zvici mnKvix‡`i cÖ‡kœi Rev‡e
ivbv Rvbvj †KvbI Kv‡R bq, †mªd QywU KvUv‡Z †ewi‡q‡Q I;
cye fvi‡Zi Ô†m‡fb wm÷vm©Õ Ny‡i gvqvbgv‡i G‡m‡Q eÜzei
Gqvi K‡gvWi ûbvb †nv-i Avgš¿‡Y| GK‡N‡q jvM‡j †h-
†KvbI w`b Avevi Ab¨ †KvbI †`‡k P‡j hv‡e|
ÔKx e¨vcvi, Xy‡KB †`Ljvg mevB Lye M¤¢xi?Õ Gici cÖkœ
Kij ivbv| ÔRvb‡Z cvwi Kx wb‡q Avjvc KiwQ‡j †Zvgiv?Õ
ÔRx, Aek¨B Rvb‡eb, gvmy` fvB,Õ nvwmgy‡L ejj mvwR`|
cÖ_‡g KvM‡R Qvcv weÁvcbUv ivbv‡K †`Lvj †m, Zvici
ms‡¶‡c cwiw¯’wZUv e¨vL¨v Kij|
wcwmAvB †_‡K Aemi †bIqvi ci K‡b©j Avigvb Lvb
ivbv G‡RwÝi kvLvcÖavb‡`i gva¨‡ghLb †h-e¨w³ `vwq‡Z¡
_vKZevsjv‡`k‡K h_vmva¨ GmwcIbvR mvwf©m w`‡Zb|
hLbB kvLvcªavb e`j n‡q‡Q, wbivcËvi Kvi‡Y K‡b©j
Avigvb Lv‡bi †KvW‡bgI e`‡j †M‡Q| eQi mv‡ZK Av‡M
nK gvIjv QÙbvgUv mvwR`B evQvB K‡iwQj| †mRb¨ Zvi
aviYv, GKv ïay Zvi D‡Ï‡kB Qvcv n‡q‡Q weÁvcbUv|
ivbv Rv‡b, mvwR‡`i G aviYv wVK bq| nK gvIjv
QÙbvgUv mvwR` I g¨vWvg BivewZ QvovI Ab¨ GKRb Rv‡b|
Zvi bvg wmZI‡q AvivKvbx|
evsjv‡`‡ki gyw³hy‡× †h-KRb evwg©R †¯^”Qvq Ask
wb‡qwQ‡jb, wmZI‡q AvivKvbx Zuv‡`i g‡a¨ AbZ¨g| Z‡e
Zuvi iY‡¶Î wQj ZLbKvi evg©vi gvwU|
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gyw³hy× ïi“ nIqvi m‡½ m‡½ †ek wKQy wbixn I Amnvq
evOvjx mxgvš— cvi n‡q evg©vq Xy‡K c‡owQj| Zv‡`i‡K Lyb
Kievi Rb¨ avIqv K‡i Aiw¶Z mxgvš— w`‡q evg©vi wfZ‡i
Xy‡K c‡o cvwK¯—vb Avwg©|
GiKg GKUv Ab¨vq I b„ksm KvÊ NU‡Z P‡j‡Q †`‡L
w¯’i _vK‡Z cv‡ibwb wmZI‡q AvivKvbx, ¯’vbxq wKQy gymwjg-
Agymwjg‡`i wb‡q cvwK¯—vb Avwg©i wei“‡× ÔevOvjx i¶vÕ bv‡g
AZ¨š— kw³kvjx GKUv cÖwZ‡iva KwgwU M‡o †Zv‡jb wZwb|
evOvjx i¶v KwgwU ZrciZv PvjvZ †Mvc‡b| gyw³hy‡×i
ïi“‡Z GB KwgwUi nv‡Z cvwK¯—vb Avwg©i †ek wKQy mvaviY
ˆmwbK I Awdmvi gviv hvq|
Z‡e evOvjx i¶v KwgwUi Avmj K…wZZ¡ wQj gyw³hy‡×i
†kl w`‡K| civRq wbwðZ †R‡b cvÄvwe ˆmb¨ I ivRvKviiv
hLb cvjv‡”Q|
`Lj`vi evwnbxi m`m¨ I Zv‡`i †`vmi ivRvKviiv
ejvewj KiZÑcvwK¯—vb I Bmjvg‡K i¶v Kievi Rb¨ Kei
†_‡K `‡j `‡j mk¯¿ jvk D‡V Avm‡Z †`‡L‡Q Zviv, Avi
AvKvk †_‡K †b‡g Avm‡Z †`‡L‡Q mk¯¿ †d‡ikZv‡`i; GB
jvk I †d‡ikZviv bvwK gyw³‡hv×v I fviZxq ˆmb¨‡`i m‡½
Zzgyj hy× K‡i‡Q; wKš‘ evsjv‡`k-evg©v mxgv‡š— Zviv Gi wVK
wecixZ GKUv `„k¨B †`L‡Z †cj|
Zv‡`i eY©bv Abymv‡i jvk ev †d‡ikZvi gZB †`L‡Z,
Kzqvkvi a~mi Pv`‡i Mv XvKv w`‡q cvnvo †_‡K †b‡g Gj
K‡qKUv `j, cvwL wkKv‡ii gZ ¸wj K‡i gvi‡Q cjvqbci
cvwK¯—vbx ˆmb¨ I ivRvKvi‡`i!
cvwK¯—vb †mbvevwnbx I cvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-
Gi †iK‡W© GB e¨vcviUv‡K e¨vL¨vnxb Ô†fŠwZKÕ KvÊ ejv

n‡q‡Q| †h‡nZz wb‡Riv gvi †L‡q‡Q, ZvB Gi m‡½ †KvbI
jvk I †d‡ikZv‡K Rov‡Z ivwR bq Zviv, Zvi e`‡j
m‡›`nfvRb wKQy AvivKvbx f`ª‡jv‡Ki ZvwjKv ˆZwi K‡i‡Q
Zviv|
†mB ZvwjKvi cÖ_g bvgUvB n‡jv wmZI‡q AvivKvbx|
evOvjx i¶v KwgwUi cªavb wnmv‡e AvRI Zuvi Dci Kov
bRi ivL‡Q wcwmAvB|
K‡b©j Avigvb Lvb gviv hvevi ci, ZuviB K‡i hvIqv
mycvwi‡k, evsjv‡`k‡K GmwcIbvR mvwf©m †`Iqvi `vwqZ¡
†c‡q‡Qb GB evwg©R e¨emvqx|
wmwKDwiwUi Kvi‡Y wmZI‡q AvivKvbx mivmwi ivbv
G‡RwÝi †nW‡KvqvU©vi XvKvi m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM i¶v K‡ib, IB
GKB Kvi‡Y Zuvi GB `vwqZ¡ m¤ú‡K© g¨vWvg BivewZ wKsev
ivbv G‡RwÝi BqvsMb kvLv‡K wKQy Rvbv‡bv nqwb|
wmZI‡q AvivKvbxi m‡½ cwiPq I ü`¨Zv Av‡Q ivbvi,
BqvsM‡b G‡j †`Lv bv K‡i †d‡i bv I| GeviI, ivRavbx‡Z
cv †`Iqvi ci ciB †Uwj‡dv‡b Zuvi m‡½ K_v n‡q‡Q Ii|
MZKvj Zuvi evwo‡Z †`LvI K‡i‡Q|
mvwR` Zvi K_v †kl Kij GKUv cÖkœ w`‡q : K‡b©j
Avigvb Lvb cuvP eQi Av‡M gviv †M‡Qb, Zv n‡j giv gvbyl
weÁvcb †`b Kxfv‡e?
me ï‡b ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔGKUv wKQy †Zv Av›`vR KiQ
Zzwg| Kx †mUv?Õ
ÔAvgvi aviYv G wbðqB Zuvi ¯¿x, g¨vWvg BivewZi KvR,Õ
ejj mvwR`| Ôwe‡kl †KvbI cÖ‡qvR‡b ivbv G‡RwÝi m‡½
†hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z PvB‡Qb|Õ
Ôm¤¢e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGevi Zv n‡j g¨vWvg BivewZ
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m¤ú‡K© GKUv aviYv `vI Avgv‡K| †h f`ª‡jvK evsjv‡`k
¯^vaxb nevi mgq Aemi wb‡q‡Qb, Zuvi ¯¿xi eqm mËi
Qvwo‡q hvevi K_v|Õ
Ôg¨vWvg BivewZ m¤ú‡K© Avwg cÖvq wKQyB Rvwb bv,Õ ejj
mvwR`| ÔwZwbI Avgv‡`i G‡RwÝ m¤ú‡K© KLbI †KvbI
AvMÖn †`Lvbwb| Zuvi m¤ú‡K© fvj Lei ivL‡Zb Avgvi Av‡M
GLv‡b whwb kvLvcÖavb wQ‡jbÑgiûg kvwnb mv¾v`| Avwg ïay
ï‡bwQ †jwg‡q_bvi cvnvox GjvKvq f`ªgwnjvi weivU
Lvgvievwo I c−¨vb‡Ukb Av‡Q, Avi evsjv‡`k I evOvjx
†jevi‡`i cÖwZ Lye bvwK mnvbyf~wZkxj wZwb|Õ
ÔAv”Qv| Zv †ek †Zv, Avgiv Zuvi Lvgvievwo‡Z †LuvR
wb‡q †`L‡Z cvwi †KvbI †imcÝ cvIqv hvq wK bv,Õ ejj
ivbv|
KgwcDUvi †_‡K †dvb b¤^i †ei K‡i Wvqvj Kij
mvwR`| †ek K‡qKevi †Póv Kij †m, wKš‘ ai‡Q bv †KD|
Gici cÖm½Uv wKQy¶‡Yi Rb¨ Pvcv c‡o †Mj| BqvsMb
kvLvi KvRKg© †Kgb Pj‡Q Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ôgvmy` fvB,Õ nVvr g‡b c‡o hvIqvq Ab¨ GKUv cÖm½
Zzjj mvwR`| ÔBqvsM‡bi wcwmAvB Awd‡m wmwiqvm wKQy
GKUv n‡q‡Q e‡j g‡b nq|Õ
ÔKx iKg?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ôwewfbœ m~Î †_‡K Avgiv bvbv iKg Lei cvw”Q| I‡`i
wiwRIbvj A¨vwm÷¨v›U wW‡i±i K‡b©j AvRgj û`vi GKRb
ewWMvW© Awd‡mi †fZiB bvwK Lyb n‡q‡Q| †jvKUvi bvg D
_yBgyB|Õ
Ô†÷ªÄ!Õ
ÔwVK †evSv hv‡”Q bv †K Zv‡K Lyb K‡i‡Q| jvkUv cvVv‡bv

n‡q‡Q †nbhv`v K¨v›Ub‡g‡›U, †Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi †KvqvU©v‡i|
_yBgyB Zuvi fvB‡cv|Õ
ÔI MW|Õ wPwš—Z †`Lv‡”Q ivbv‡K| Ô†Kb Lyb n‡jv, Kvi
nv‡Z, G-me wKQy Rvb‡Z cviwb?Õ wR‡Ám Kij I|
gv_v bvoj mvwR`| Ôbv| Z‡e I‡`i GK ÷vd‡K LyuR‡Q
Iiv,Õ ejj †m| ÔZvi bvg kvqjv kviwgb, KgwcDUvi
†mKk‡bi †nW| LyuR‡Q hLb, †evanq cvwj‡q‡Q| LybUvi m‡½
Zvi wb‡LuvR nevi m¤úK© _vK‡Z cv‡i|Õ
Ôcv‡i,Õ mvwR‡`i hyw³ mg_©b Kij ivbv| ÔAvgvi †Zv g‡b
n‡”Q GgbKx weÁvcbUvi m‡½I G¸‡jvi m¤úK© Av‡Q|
†Lqvj K‡iQ, me¸‡jv LeiB wcwmAvB-†K wb‡q?Õ
ÔRx, gvmy` fvB|Õ
†KmUv B›Uv‡iw÷s jvM‡Q ivbvi| GK gyn~Z© wPš—v K‡i
mvwR`‡K ejj I, ÔwVK Av‡Q, hvi KvR †bB †m-B bvnq LB
fvRyK| G wb‡q †Zvgv‡`i‡K gv_v Nvgv‡Z n‡e bv, Kx e¨vcvi
Avwg †`LwQ|Õ
gv_v SuvKvj mvwR`| ÔRx, gvmy` fvB|Õ
Ô†Zvgiv ïay kvqjv kviwg‡bi wVKvbvUv †hvMvo K‡i `vI
Avgv‡K,Õ Avevi ejj ivbv| ÔfvewQ Zvi evwo‡Z Zj−vwk
Pvjv‡j `yÕGKUv K¬z †c‡qI †h‡Z cvwi| Zv Qvov, Avgvi wKQy
A¯¿I jvM‡e|Õ
ÔRx, GLbB w`w”Q|Õ wew¯§Z n‡jI, Avi wKQy ejj bv
mvwR`| Z‡e †m Av›`vR Kij, Gi g‡a¨ Mfxi †KvbI
Zvrch© †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Qb gvmy` fvB|
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cuvP
kviwgb cvwj‡q‡Q, G Lei cvIqv gvÎ Zvi evwo‡Z mvP© cvwU©
cvwV‡qwQj K‡b©j û`v, †bZ…Z¡ w`‡q‡Q g`y` gvKivbx| ciw`b
mKv‡j Zviv wi‡cvU© K‡i‡Q, †MvUv evwo ZbœZbœ K‡i Luy‡RI
kviwgb wKsev †KvbI WKz‡g‡›Ui Kwc †Kv_vI Lyu‡R cvIqv
hvqwb| PvKievKiiv ej‡Q, Awdm †_‡K kviwgb †d‡iwb;
†KvbI WKz‡g‡›Ui K_vI Zviv Rv‡b bv|
wi‡cvU© ï‡b û`v wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Q`yRb cvnvivq _v‡Kv,
KviY Avgvi wek¦vm kviwgb wbðqB ILv‡b wKQy jywK‡q †i‡L
†M‡Q| evwK mevB PvKievKi‡`i wb‡q wd‡i G‡mv, I‡`i‡K
†Riv Ki‡Z n‡e|
gKeyj‡K wb‡q evMvbevwo‡Z i‡q †M‡Q g`y`| gKeyj
evwoi wP‡j‡KvVvi Qv‡` D‡V ï‡q c‡o‡Q, cv‡k c‡o Av‡Q
GKUv ivB‡dj, Zx¶è bRi ivL‡Q †MvUv evwoi Pviw`‡K|
Avi wK‡P‡b Xy‡K wb‡R‡`i Rb¨ ivbœv Kievi duv‡K evwoi
Pviav‡i Unj w`‡”Q g`y`|
Gfv‡e †h cvnviv †`Iqv n‡Z cv‡i, K‡b©j Avigvb Lv‡bi
mv‡eK †`ni¶x †_vb dvjvb Av‡M †_‡KB †mUv Av›`vR
Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Q| GB evwoi mxgvbv-cÖvPxi I evMvb wb‡R
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meB Zvi Rvbv|
iv¯—v w`‡q Av‡mBwb dvjvb| evwoi mvg‡bi w`KUvI

Gwo‡q †M‡Q| G‡m‡Q Av‡iK evMvbevwoi wcQb †_‡K, `yB
evwoi gvSLv‡bi fvOv cuvwPj Uc‡K, Nb †Svc-Sv‡oi wfZi
w`‡q|
Avov‡j `uvwo‡q g`y`‡K Unj w`‡Z †`‡L‡Q dvjvb|
†`‡L‡Q bxPZjvi wK‡P‡b Xy‡K ivbœv Pov‡Z| my‡hvM ey‡S
wbtkã cv‡q wmuwo †e‡q †`vZjvq D‡V G‡m‡Q †m, c‡KU
†_‡K g¨vWv‡gi †`Iqv Pvwei †MvQv †ei K‡i Zvi kviwgb
w`w`gwYi †Wªwms i“‡gi `iRv Ly‡j‡Q|
†ewk LyuR‡Z nqwb dvjvb‡K| †Kvg‡ii Kv‡jv †eë
GKUvB _vKvi K_v, Iqv‡Wª©ve Ly‡j †mUv †`L‡Z †c‡q Avi
†`wi K‡iwb †mцKvg‡i Rwo‡q wb‡q evwo †_‡K †ewi‡q
G‡m‡Q GKB c‡_, gKeyj wKsev g`y‡`i †Pv‡L aiv bv
c‡oB|
wKš‘ Zvovû‡ov Ki‡Z wM‡q †QvÆ GKUv fyj K‡i †M‡Q
dvjvb| Pvwei †MvQvUv †Wªwms i“‡gi Zvjvq Szwj‡q †i‡L †M‡Q
†m|
wi‡cvU© †c‡q fqvbK †L‡c †M‡Q K‡b©j û`v| g`y`‡K
wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Q, Aš—Z AviI wZbRb MvW© wb‡q evMvbevwoi
wfZi Mv XvKv w`‡q _vKzK Zviv| Zvi wek¦vm, PvweUv wb‡Z
Avevi cvVv‡bv n‡e KvD‡K| wVK gZ duv` cvZ‡j Zv‡K
ai‡Z bv cvivi †KvbI KviY †bB|
ivbvi `yf©vM¨B ej‡Z n‡e, Zv‡`i ˆZwi GB duv`Uv Ii
wei“‡× Kv‡R jvM‡Z hv‡”Q|
Kei †_‡K D‡V nK gvIjv cyiv‡bv eÜz‡`i LyuR‡Q|
Rvbv K_v, weÁvc‡bi m‡½ wVKvbv bv _vKvq cwÎKv Awd‡mi
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m‡½ †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Z n‡e| ZvB Ki‡Z hv‡”Q ivbv, Z‡e
†Uwj‡dv‡b bq, mkix‡i nvwRi n‡q|
cwÎKv Awd‡m hvIqvi c‡_ coj kvqjv kviwg‡bi wekvj
evMvbevwoUv| IUv‡K cvk KvwU‡q †ek wKQy`~i P‡j Gj
U¨vw·, WªvBfvi‡K _vg‡Z e‡j fvov †gUvj ivbv, Zvici cv‡q
†nu‡U wdiwZ c_ aij|
†_vb dvjv‡bi gZ ivbvI Av›`vR Kij, evwoUv‡K cvnviv
w`‡”Q cvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ| cÖ_‡g K‡qKUv P°i
w`‡q PvicvkUv fvj K‡i †`‡L wbj I| †MvUv evwo Lvwj I
cwiZ¨³ jvMj Ii| †KD †Kv_vI †bB, Rvbvjv¸‡jv eÜ|
†KvbI iKg cvnviv bv _vKvq †gv‡UI Lywk n‡jv bv ivbv|
Gi gv‡b n‡jv MvW©iv evwoi wfZ‡i †Kv_vI jywK‡q Av‡Q|
†XvKv gvÎ Ku¨vK& K‡i ai‡e|
Kx Kiv hvq fve‡Q ivbv| Ii aviYv fyjI n‡Z cv‡i,
evwoUv nq‡Zv Avm‡jB Lvwj| Zey mveav‡bi gvi †bB|
wm×vš— wbj, w`‡b-`ycy‡i myU-UvB c‡i cuvwPj UcKv‡e bv|
Zvi‡P‡q wbixn mij gvby‡li Awfbq Ki‡eцLvjv †MU w`‡q
wfZ‡i Xy‡K bK Ki‡e m`i `iRvq| mwZ¨ hw` †KD bv _v‡K,
gv÷vi wK w`‡q Zvjv Ly‡j wfZ‡i XyK‡e|
†MU w`‡q DVv‡b XyKj ivbv| †KD †ewi‡q G‡m evav
w`‡”Q bv| DVvb †cwi‡q cvk KvUvj †k¦Zcv_‡ii †`e-
†`ex‡`i g~wZ©¸‡jv‡K| GLbI KvD‡K †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| cv_y‡i
avc KUv †cwi‡q m`i `iRvi mvg‡b `uvovj| †Kv_vI †KvbI
kã †bB| Kj †e‡j Pvc w`j| wfZ‡i †ej evR‡Q| †KD
mvov w`‡”Q bv|
ivbvi GK nv‡Z gv÷vi wK †ewi‡q Gj, Acinv‡Z
Iqvj_vi wc¯—j|

†KvbI mgm¨v n‡jv bv, m`i `iRv Ly‡j `vjv‡bi wfZi
XyKj ivbv| mvg‡b j¤^v KwiWi| G‡Ki ci GK K‡qKUv
`iRvi mvg‡b †_‡g Zvjv¸‡jv cix¶v Kij, me¸‡jvB eÜ|
ïay wK‡P‡bi `iRvq Zvjv †`Iqv bq| wfZiUv SKSK
ZKZK Ki‡Q, †`‡L g‡b n‡jv bv m¤úªwZ †KD e¨envi
K‡i‡Q|
wmuwo †e‡q †`vZjvq D‡V Gj ivbv| KwiW‡ii `yÕcv‡ki
†ek K‡qKUv Kvgiv eÜ, cªwZwU `iRvq Zvjv †`Iqv| cy‡iv
†`vZjvUv Ny‡i †`Lj I| †jvnvi ˆZwi cu¨vPv‡bv GKUv wmuwo
†`Lv †Mj wcQbw`‡K, bx‡Pi evMv‡b bvgv hvq|
mvg‡bi w`‡K wd‡i G‡m wjwfsi“g g‡b K‡i GKUv
Kvgivi `iRv Ly‡j †`Lj IUv Avm‡j †KvbI †g‡qi †eWi“g,
†jm jvMv‡bv bvBU †Wªm Szj‡Q †Pqv‡ii wc‡V|
KvgivUv fvj fv‡e mvP© Kij ivbv| Kv‡Ri duv‡K gv‡S
g‡a¨ Kvb cvZj, †Kv_vI †_‡K †KvbI AvIqvR Avm‡Q wK bv
†kvbvi †Póv Kij| bv|
cÖwZc¶iv GK Pyj bo‡Q bv †KD, fy‡jI †KvbI kã
Ki‡Q bv| ivbv wKQy †Ui bv †c‡j Kx n‡e, eÜ Kvgivi wfZi
†_‡K, Rvbvjv Avi †fw›U‡jUv‡ii duvK I Zvjvi dz‡Uv w`‡q
Ii Dci Kov bRi ivL‡Q Zviv|
wek wgwbU Zj−vwk Pvwj‡qI wKQy †cj bv ivbv| KwiW‡i
†ewi‡q G‡m Zvjv Lyjj Wvb cv‡ki KvgivUvi| wfZ‡i Xy‡K
eÜ K‡i w`j `iRv|
GUv kviwg‡bi †Wªwms i“g| wfZ‡i †ek wKQy dvwb©Pvi
†`Lv hv‡”QIqv‡Wª©veUv weivU I fvix, wWg AvK…wZi weivU
Avqbv jvMv‡bv †Wªwms †Uwej, GK †Kv‡Y B¯úv‡Zi ˆZwi
cÖKvÊ Uªv¼, Av‡iK av‡i wWfvb BZ¨vw`|
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mvP© ïi“ Kievi Av‡M msjMœ ev_i“gUv †`‡L wb‡”Q|
Av‡MB †Lqvj K‡i‡Q ivbv, †Wªwms i“‡g `iRv gvÎ `y‡Uv;
GKUv w`‡q Xy‡K‡Q I, Av‡iKUv w`‡q ev_i“‡g hvIqv hvq|
KvgivUvq †KvbI Rvbvjv †bB, Zvi e`‡j †`qv‡j wdU Kiv
GqviKzjvi †`Lv hv‡”Q| Z‡e ev_i“‡g Rvbvjv Av‡Q, GKUz
DuPz‡Z| wMÖj fvO‡Z cvi‡j wfZ‡i gvbyl XyK‡Z cvi‡e |
ev_i“g †_‡K †Wªwms i“‡g †divi Av‡M `iRv †Lvjv
†i‡LB e−vWviUv Lvwj K‡i wbj ivbv| UªvDRv‡ii †PBb
jvMv‡”Q, nVvr †Svc-Svo b‡o IVvi, †mB m‡½ cvwLi Wvbv
SvcUv‡bvi AvIqvR XyKj Kv‡b| Zvici Pvcv ¯^‡i †K †hb
k&&k&k& Kij| w¯’i n‡q †Mj I, ïay †Pv‡Li `„wó SU K‡i D‡V
†Mj Rvbvjvi w`‡K|
nvU©weU †e‡o †M‡Q ivbvi| †MvUv evwo Lvwj, Zv n‡j
k&k
& k
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duv`?
mveav‡b K‡gv‡Wi Dci `uvov‡Z hv‡”Q ivbv, †Lqvj ivL‡Q
hv‡Z †KvbI kã bv nq|
GB mgq AK¯§vr I‡K nKPwK‡q w`‡q †Wªwmsi“g †_‡K
evB‡i †ei“evi GKgvÎ `iRvq KK©k avZe kã n‡jv| ¯úó
†evSv †Mj B¯úv‡Zi †evëUv evB‡i †_‡K NUvs K‡i
RvqMvgZ XywK‡q †`Iqv n‡q‡Q|
ivbv GLb ew›`, †Wªwms i“‡gi wfZi AvU‡K †djv n‡q‡Q
I‡K|
e¨vcviUv GZ `ª“Z N‡U †Mj, m‡½ m‡½ wiq¨v± KiviI
mgq †cj bv ivbv| mswer wdi‡Z jvd w`‡q †Wªwms i“‡g P‡j
Gj| †`qvj †Nu‡l †_‡g `iRvUv cix¶v Kij `ª“Z, evB‡i
†_‡K eÜ K‡i †`Iqv n‡q‡Q| wfZi †_‡K wb‡RI †evë

†U‡b w`j I| Zvici KwVb, ag‡Ki my‡i cÖkœ Kij I, Ôû BR
†`qvi?Õ
Ô†Ziv evc BR wnqvi, mv‡j eyoevK Kvwnu‡K!Õ KwiWi
†_‡K AK_¨ fvlvq AviI K‡qKUv Mvwj w`j †KD, K_vi my‡i
cvÄvwe Uvb ¯úó|
†jvKUv GKv bq, Dcjwä Kij ivbv| Aš—Z wZbR‡bi
nvwmi AvIqvR cv‡”Q I|
cwiw¯’wZ AZ¨š— ¸i“Zi| eÜ N‡i AvUKv covi gZ Avi
Lvivc wKQy n‡Z cv‡i bv|
gv_v VvÊv †i‡L fv‡ev|
Ii wc¯—‡j ¸wj Av‡Q AvUUv| †¯úqvi wK¬c †_‡K cvIqv
hv‡e AviI AvUUv| Wvb evû‡Z Qywi Av‡Q, ÷ª¨vc w`‡q
AvUKv‡bv| e¨m, G¸‡jv w`‡qB AvZ¥i¶vi †Póv Ki‡Z n‡e|
Rvbv `iKvi me wgwj‡q KRb Iiv| ev_i“‡g G‡m
K‡gv‡Wi Dci `uvovj ivbv, Rvbvjvq bvK †VwK‡q evB‡iUv
†`Levi †Póv Ki‡Q| GKUv †Sv‡ci av‡i `uvwo‡q †c”Qve
Ki‡Q GK †jvK, Av‡iK †jvK Zvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i wmMv‡iU
aivevi Rb¨ †`kjvB R¡vjj| †`‡L cwi®‹vi †evSv †Mj,
`yR‡bB cvÄvwe| m‡›`n †bB, wcwmAvB Acv‡iUvi Iiv|
msL¨vq Kgc‡¶ cuvPRb|
Avevi †Wªwms i“‡g wd‡i Gj ivbv| wK †nv‡j †PvL †i‡L
†`Lj, Duûu, wKQy †`Lv hv‡”Q bv| G‡`i m‡½ K_v ej‡Z B‡”Q
Ki‡Q bv Ii, Zey Z_¨ cvIqvi ¯^v‡_© gyL Lyj‡Z n‡jv|
Ô†Zvgiv Kviv? GB evwo‡Z Kx KiQ?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
ÔevB‡i †_‡K `iRv eÜ Kivi gv‡b Kx?Õ
ÔAvgiv †Zvgvi AvRivBj, mvjv evb‡PvZ| `iRv eÜ K‡iwQ,
KviY Rvwb kviwgb †Zv‡K Pvwei †MvQvUv wb‡Z cvwV‡q‡Q|
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RvqMvgZ †gvevBj K‡i w`‡qwQ,Õ KwiWi †_‡K GK †jvK Reve
w`‡”Q| ÔweM em& Avm‡Qb, evZwPZ hv Kivi wZwbB Ki‡eb|Õ
Ô†K †Zvgvi em&?Õ cÖkœ Kij ivbv|
ÔKv‡b©j AvRgvj û`v|Õ
Ô†K †m? GB evwoi m‡½ Zvi Kx m¤úK©?Õ wKQyB bv Rvbvi
fvb Ki‡Q ivbv|
Ô†`v‡¯—i R‡b¨ Avgv‡`i Kv‡b©j w`j`wiqv, `ykg‡bi R‡b¨
AvRivBj,Õ Reve w`j Avi GKRb| ÔGUv Avgv‡`i Kwj‡Mi
evwo|Õ Reve w`‡jI, ivbv‡K †KvbI cÖkœ Ki‡Q bv Zviv|
K‡b©j û`v hw` †dvm© wb‡q Av‡m, Zv‡Z Kg K‡iI AviI
cuvPRb _vK‡e| Zvi gv‡b me wgwj‡q `kR‡bi m‡½ GKv
hyS‡Z n‡e ivbv‡K| Nvg‡Q I|
GLb Ii mvg‡b `y‡Uv c_ †Lvjv|
cuvPR‡bi m‡½ jo‡e, bvwK `kR‡bi?
fve‡Q ivbv| †nvK `kRb, Zviv I‡K †`LvgvÎ ¸wj bv-I
Ki‡Z cv‡i| Avevi a‡i wb‡q wM‡q cyiv‡bv Av‡µvk †gUv‡bvi
Rb¨ w`b mv‡ZK biKhš¿Yv †fvMvevi ci Lyb †h Ki‡e Zv‡Z
†KvbI m‡›`n †bB| cvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-G Ggb
A‡bK Kg©KZ©v Av‡Q hviv evsjv‡`‡ki gvmy` ivbv‡K Zv‡`i
me‡P‡q eo `ykgb e‡j g‡b K‡i|
bv! wm×vš— wbj ivbv| weKí _vK‡Z SuywK †b‡e bv|
GLbB jo‡e I| cuvPR‡bi m‡½|
Z‡e Av‡jvPbvi gva¨‡g wKQy Kiv hvq wK bv... Aš—Z †Póv
K‡i GKevi †`Lv †h‡Z cv‡i| ÔAvgvi Kv‡Q gv÷vi KvW©
Av‡Q| †f‡e-wP‡š— K‡i e‡jv, KZ UvKv †c‡j †KD G‡m
covi Av‡MB P‡j †h‡Z †`‡e Avgv‡K|Õ
KwiWi bxie n‡q †Mj| Zvici †kvbv †Mj wZbR‡bi

wgwjZ K‡Éi nvwm|
ÔnvivgRv`v RvZ †Mv¶zi,Õ gš—e¨ Kij GKRb|
ÔAv‡i ivL&,Õ Zvw”Q‡j¨i m‡½ ejj Av‡iKRb| Ô†`L& †M
hv, f‡q †evanq c¨v›U wfwR‡q †dj‡Q|Õ
ev_i“‡g †XvKvi mgq wb‡R‡K B¯úv‡Zi gZ k³ Kij
ivbv| GLb i³ Si‡e| Z‡e ejv hvq bv Kvi i³|
K‡gv‡W cv w`‡q Rvbvjvi wMÖ‡ji duvK w`‡q Iqvj_vi
ZvK Kij ivbv, j¶ ivLj evB‡i †_‡K hv‡Z †`Lv bv hvq|
Rvbvjvi w`‡K cvk wd‡i, ci¯ú‡ii gy‡LvgywL `uvwo‡q kvš—
fw½‡Z Mí Ki‡Q `yB Acv‡iUvi|
ÔwMÖj †f‡O †ewi‡q hvB Avwg,Õ GKUz Mjv Pwo‡qB ejj
ivbv, †h‡nZz Rv‡b KwiW‡ii †jvK¸‡jv ïb‡Z cv‡e bv| Ôevav
bv w`‡j GK jvL Wjvi...Õ K_v †kl nqwb, Zvi Av‡MB
Iqvj_v‡ii wUªMvi wUc w`‡Z eva¨ n‡jv I|
cvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ Acv‡iUiiv GK‡hv‡M †h
hvi wc¯—j Wª K‡i‡Q, Z‡e Rvbvjvi w`‡K gvRj ZvK Kievi
my‡hvM †cj bv, Zvi Av‡MB e× RvqMvi wfZi M‡R© D‡V‡Q
ivbvi Iqvj_vi|
GKR‡bi Lywj Dwo‡q w`‡q‡Q ivbvi cª_g ey‡jU| cÖvq
GKB m‡½ wØZxq ey‡jU dz‡Uv K‡i w`‡q‡Q Zvi m½xi nƒrwcÊ|
cÖwZc‡¶i kw³ K‡g GLb cuvPfv‡Mi wZbfv‡M †VKj|
wMÖjUvi GKcÖv‡š—i Dc‡i I bx‡P AviI `y‡Uv ¸wj Kij
ivbv, d‡j †`qv‡j Muv_v Ask †_‡K wew”Qbœ n‡q †Mj
Iw`KUv| Gevi †Rv‡i Pvc w`‡j nq‡Zv Aci cÖvš—Uv‡K
euvwK‡q †djv hv‡e, wKsev AviI `y‡Uv ¸wj K‡i †MvUv wMÖj
†_‡K gy³ Kiv hv‡e RvbvjvUv‡K|
nBPB I wLw¯— ï‡b ivbv eySj, KwiWi Ny‡i, †jvnvi
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cu¨vPv‡bv wmuwo †e‡q, ev_i“‡gi wcQb w`‡K Qy‡U G‡m‡Q `yRb
wcwmAvB Acv‡iUvi| gyn~Z© gvÎ †`wi bv K‡i K‡gvW †_‡K
†b‡g †Wªwms i“‡g wd‡i Gj I, ev_i“‡gi `iRv eÜ K‡i
wbtkã cv‡q P‡j Gj wØZxq `iRvi Avov‡j|
ivbvi wnmve hw` fyj bv nq, KwiW‡i GLb gvÎ GKRb
†jvK cvnvivq Av‡Q| GLb †h SzuwKUv †b‡e I, †mUv‡K Wy‡qj
jovi m‡½ Zzjbv Kiv hvq|
mskq RvMj wRcMvwoUv Ii gv_vi wfZi †eªK Klj wK
bv| ïb‡Z fyj †nvK ev bv †nvK, Ii cÖwZwU bovPov gvcv
n‡q DVj, cÖvq hvwš¿K; Rv‡b GB duv` †_‡K cÖvY wb‡q †ewi‡q
†h‡Z cvi‡j wgivKj‡KI nvi gvbv‡bv n‡e|
`iRvi Mv‡q, Zvjv I †evë j¶¨ K‡i, ci ci `y‡Uv ¸wj
Kij ivbv| weiwZ bv wb‡q cÖPÊ GKUv jvw_ gvij Kev‡U|
`ovg K‡i Ly‡j †Mj †mUv|
GKgvÎ MvW© gI`y` gvKivbx Pg‡K D‡V wcQv‡Z ïi“
K‡i‡Q, Z‡e nv‡Zi wc¯—jI Zzj‡Q †m, Rv‡b m`¨ fvOv `iRv
w`‡q †ewi‡q Avm‡e ivbv|
ZvB Gj ivbv| wVK †hb Wy‡qjB, GKBm‡½ wUªMvi Uvbj
`yRb|
†KD gviv †M‡j Zvi QywU, Zv‡K Avi wKQy Ki‡Z nq bv|
G‡¶‡Î QywUUv ivbv †cj bv|
†`Lv †Mj KwiWi a‡i Ii w`‡K Qy‡U Avm‡Q bZzb
wec`ÑPviRb mnKvix‡K wb‡q ¯^qs K‡b©j AvRgj û`v| Zvi
nv‡Z wc¯—j i‡q‡Q, mnKvix‡`i nv‡Z A‡Uv‡gwUK KvievBb|
GLbI A‡bKUv `~‡i Zviv, Z‡e d‡Uv‡Z †`Lv `xN©‡`nx
K‡b©j‡K wPb‡Z Ii †KvbI Amywe‡a n‡jv bv|
†K Rv‡b Ii d‡UvI †jvKUvi †`Lv Av‡Q wK bv| †mw`‡K

GKUv ¸wj Kij ivbv, †mªd mveavb Kievi Rb¨| Zvici
wiwjh evUb wU‡c Lvwj g¨vMvwhb †ei K‡i wb‡q `ª“Z nv‡Z
†¯úqvi wK¬cUv wc¯—‡j fij, ¯−vBW †U‡b †Q‡o w`‡ZB ˆZwi
n‡q †Mj A¯¿Uv AviI AvUUv ¸wj DMiv‡bvi Rb¨|
†Wªwms i“gUv duv`, Rv‡b ivbv| Ny‡i D‡ëvw`‡K QyU‡Z
hv‡e, w¯’i n‡q †Mj Avevi| evwoi wcQbw`K †_‡K †jvnvi
cu¨vPv‡bv wmuwo †e‡q MvW© gI`y` gvKivbxi m½x `yRb wd‡i
Avm‡Q| `~i †_‡KB ivbv‡K j¶¨ K‡i ¸wj Kij Zv‡`i
GKRb| Z‡e j¶¨‡f‡` e¨_© n‡jv †m, Avi GKUz n‡jB Lyb
K‡i †djZ I‡`i em&‡K|
Aek¨ ivbvi j¶¨ e¨_© nqwb| ci ci `y‡Uv ¸wj Kij I|
¸wj †j‡M‡Q `yRb‡KB, KwiW‡i AvQvo †L‡q coj Zviv|
Z‡e `yR‡bi gyL †_‡KB Akªve¨ wLw¯— †ewi‡q Avm‡Q †`‡L
g‡b n‡jv KviI AvNvZB Lye †ewk ¸i“Zi bq|
AvcvZZ †Zv euvwP †f‡e, jvd w`‡q Avevi †Wªwms i“‡g
XyKj ivbv|
†Wªwms i“‡gi `iRvUv GLb Avi eÜ Kievi †KvbI Dcvq
†bB|
GLb Kx Ki‡e ivbv? †Kv_vq jyKv‡e?
fvix Iqvi‡WªveUv fvOv `iRvi cv‡k, †mUvi Avov‡j Mv
XvKv w`‡q Rxe‡bi †kl gyn~Z©¸‡jv ¸b‡Z cv‡i|
wbtk¦vm †dj‡Z fy‡j wM‡q ïb‡Z cv‡i AvnZ cvwK¯—vb
KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ Acv‡iUvi‡`i gy‡L wi‡cvU© †kvbvi ci
K‡b©j û`v Kx wb‡`©k †`q|
wKsev wPrKvi K‡i ej‡Z cv‡i, ÔAvwg mv‡iÛvi KiwQ|Õ
Zvici gv_vi Dci nvZ Zz‡j ax‡i ax‡i KwiW‡i †ewi‡q
†h‡Z cv‡i|
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hw`I G-m‡ei wKQyB Kij bv ivbv|
Av‡M ejv `iKvi K‡b©j û`v Kx Kij|
bv, AvnZ Acv‡iUviiv Zv‡K †KvbI wi‡cvU© w`‡Z
cv‡iwb| ev_i“‡gi wcQb †_‡K †h `yRb wd‡i AvmwQj, wLw¯—
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ÔAvgv‡K aviYv †`qv n‡qwQj †ivWe−‡K GKUv cÖvB‡fU
†Kv¤úvwbi MvW©iv _vK‡e, miKvix ˆmb¨ _vK‡e bv,Õ ejj †m|
ÔwKš‘ jvB‡bi gv_vq †`‡L Gjvg `yÕ`jB Mvwo †_‡K bvwg‡q

†jvKRb‡K mvP© Ki‡Q, GKUv d‡Uvi m‡½ KviI †Pnviv †g‡j
wK bv cix¶v K‡i †`L‡Q| GwM‡q wM‡q DuwK w`‡Z †`wL IUv
Avcbvi d‡Uv| `yÕwZbRb we‡`wk wmwfwjqvb‡K †`Ljvg, g‡b
n‡jv, †MvUv e¨vcviUv ZvivB †hb Z`viK Ki‡Q|
g‡b g‡b cÖgv` ¸Yj ivbv| fvej, †ivWe−‡K wK wcwmAvB
G‡R›U‡`iI ivLv n‡q‡Q? Ôwe‡`wk wmwfwjqvb? †Kvb& †`‡ki
†jvK Zviv, †evSv hv‡”Q bv?Õ
ÔfviZxq wKsev cvwK¯—vbx e‡j g‡b n‡jv|Õ
m‡›`n †bB, fvej ivbv, †Kv_vI †_‡K LeiUv wjK n‡q
†M‡Q : Iiv `yRb wPbv Kbf‡q _vK‡e| wb`vwb _y‡qi †PnvivUv
†f‡m DVj †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| †m-B nq‡Zv LeiUv msMÖn K‡i
K‡b©j û`v‡K Rvwb‡q w`‡q‡Q| Agwb Avi †`wi K‡iwb cvÄvwe
LywbUv, †ivWe−‡K cvwV‡q w`‡q‡Q wb‡Ri †jvK‡`i|
wZ‡qb jvB‡qi w`‡K ZvKvj ivbv| ÔGgb wK g‡b n‡jv
†h Iiv Avcbv‡`i MvwoI mvP© Ki‡e?Õ
ÔKivi †Zv K_v bq, wKš‘ nve-fve †`‡L g‡b n‡”Q
Ki‡e,Õ ejj †jd‡Ub¨v›U jvB| ÔKviY Mvwo¸‡jv‡K GK
jvB‡bi `uvo Kiv‡bv n‡q‡Q †`‡L Avwg I‡`i K¨vc‡Ub‡K
ejjvg, †m AbygwZ w`‡j Kbfq wb‡q cvk KvwU‡q P‡j †h‡Z
cvwi Avgiv| Dˇi †m ejjÑmevB‡K wbqg a‡i, GK jvB‡b
Avm‡Z n‡e|Õ
wPš—vq c‡o †Mj ivbv| cwiw¯’wZi ¸i“Z¡ eyS‡Z †c‡i
†_vb dvjvbI M¤¢xi|
†jd‡Ub¨v›U wZ‡qb jvB‡qi fve †`‡L g‡b n‡jv ivbv Kx
e‡j †kvbvi Rb¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Q †m|
ivbv Rvb‡Z PvBj, ÔIiv hw` mvP© Kivi R‡b¨ Mvwo †_‡K
Avcbv‡`i mevB‡K bvg‡Z e‡j, Kx Ki‡eb Avcwb?Õ
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kªvM Kij jvB| ÔcÖwZev` Kie Avgiv| Z‡e Bbwm÷
Ki‡j eva¨ ne bvg‡Z| c‡i Kg©KZ©v‡`i wi‡cvU© Kie|Õ
wb‡Ri wm×vš— Rvwb‡q w`j ivbv| Ô†m‡¶‡Î Avgv‡`i
mvg‡b GKUv c_B †Lvjv Av‡Q| mvP© GLbI ïi“ nqwb, GB
my‡hv‡M UªvK †_‡K †b‡g R½‡j Xy‡K cwo Avgiv| evwK c_
†nu‡U hve|Õ
gv_v bvoj †jd‡Ub¨v›U| ÔAvgvi Ici wb‡`©k Av‡Q,
wbw`©ó Mš—‡e¨ †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e, gvSc‡_ †Kv_vI bvwg‡q w`‡Z
cvie bv| gvÎ A‡a©K c_ cvi n‡qwQ, GLbI cuvP wK‡jv
evwK|Õ
Ôwb‡`©k cvjb Ki‡Z wM‡q Avcwb Avgv‡`i‡K wec‡`
†d‡j †`‡eb?Õ
welYœ nvwm dzUj †jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui gy‡L| Ô†c”Qve Kivi
R‡b¨ Kbfq †_‡K Avgvi K‡qKRb †jvK R½‡j Xy‡KwQj,
wd‡i G‡m ejj mk¯¿ MvW©iv Unj w`‡”Q iv¯—vi `yÕcv‡k| Zvi
gv‡b GB Kbfq †Q‡o †Kv_vI Avcbviv †h‡Z cvi‡Qb bv|Õ
ivbv I dvjvb Avevi `„wó wewbgq Kij|
ÔZv n‡j? Kx Kivi K_v fve‡Qb Avcwb?Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
ivbv|
ÔIiv Avcbv‡`i‡K Mvwo †_‡K bx‡P bvg‡Z ej‡Z cvi‡e
bv, Ggb e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z PvB,Õ ejj jvB|
Ô†ivMx, †÷ªPv‡i ï‡q AvwQ?Õ Av›`vR Kij ivbv|
Ôïay †ivMx bv, wPbv †ivMx,Õ ejj †jd‡Ub¨v›U| Ô†gKAvc
e¨envi K‡i Avcbv‡K hZUv m¤¢e wPbv evwb‡q †`‡e Avgv‡`i
bvm©iv|Õ
ivbvi AZxZ AwfÁZv n‡jv, †gKAvcg¨vbiv I‡K wPbv
evbv‡Z wngwkg †L‡q hvq, KviY Ii bvK bvwK AwZwi³

Lvov| ÔKx iKg †ivMx n‡Z PvB Avwg e‡j w`w”Q|Õ
ivbvi K_v ejevi aib j¶ K‡i †n‡m †djj
†jd‡Ub¨v›U jvB| Ôejyb, Kx iKg †ivMx n‡Z cvi‡j Avcwb
Lywk nb|Õ
ÔAvgvi kixi I gy‡L jvj‡P-njy` i‡Oi cyi“ cª‡jc
jvMv‡Z n‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGgb iO n‡Z n‡e, ZvovZvwo
hv‡Z ïwK‡q hvq| †Kv_vq cv‡eb?Õ
Ôcve bv,Õ gv_v bvoj †jd‡Ub¨v›U| ÔZ‡e mv`v, jvj I
meyR Uz_‡c÷ Av‡Q| I¸‡jv †gkv‡j †h iOUv cvIqv hv‡e...Õ
ÔPj‡e, Zv‡ZI Pj‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôïay †`‡L hv‡Z g‡b
nq ïwK‡q hvIqv ¶Z †_‡K big, †fRv †fRv Pvgov DV‡Q|
IB cÖ‡j‡ci Ici Avgvi nvZ, cv, gyL I gv_vq e¨v‡ÛR
Rov‡Z n‡e| e¨vcviUv hw` GZ `~i Movq †h Avgvi e¨v‡ÛR
Ly‡j cix¶v Ki‡Z PvBj Iiv; GKUv K‡i cu¨vP Lyj‡e, AvwgI
Mjv dvwU‡q wPrKvi ïi“ Kie, †hb e¨_v mn¨ Ki‡Z bv †c‡i
Z¶zwb gviv hvw”Q| e¨v‡Û‡Ri m‡½ A™¢yZ i‡Oi †c÷ D‡V
Avm‡Q †`‡L wbðqB I‡`i aviYv n‡e Avwg †RbyBb †ivMx...Õ
ÔAvBwWqvUv fvjB g‡b n‡”Q|Õ Lywk n‡q gv_v SuvKvj
wZ‡qb jvB|
ÔevwKUzKzi ¸i“Z¡I Kg bq,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔAv¸‡b †cvov
†ivMx, Kv‡RB Avcbv‡`i GKUv A¨vgey‡j‡Ý _vKe Avwg|
Avgvi m‡½ ILv‡b _vK‡eb GKRb bvm© I Wv³vi| †ivMxi
Ae¯’v wmwiqvm †evSv‡bvi R‡b¨ Zviv `yR‡bB †h hvi
BDwbdg©, †nW‡Wªm I gv¯‹ c‡i _vK‡eb, Ab¨vb¨ Wv³vwi
miÄvgI †hb nv‡Zi Kv‡Q ivLv nq| m¤¢e?Õ
ÔLyeB m¤¢e|Õ ejj †jd‡Ub¨v›U| ÔAvi wKQy?Õ
ÔIiv Avgvi bvg wR‡Ám Ki‡Z cv‡i| Avgvi GKUv bvg
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w`b,Õ ejj ivbv|
Ôw`w”Q| Avi wKQy?Õ
ÔAvcvZZ g‡b co‡Q bv,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔGevi ejyb, Avgvi
m½x †_vb dvjv‡bi Kx n‡e|Õ
Ôwg÷vi †_vb dvjvb‡K wPbv evwb‡q †bqv cvwbi gZ mnR,
†`‡L †KD wPb‡ZB cvi‡e bv †h wZwb _vB| Avgv‡`i m‡½
wg‡k _vK‡eb, Zuv‡K †ivMx evbvevi `iKvi †bB|Õ
Ôdvjvb?Õ Zvi gZvgZ Rvb‡Z PvBj ivbv|
Ô†jd‡Ub¨v›U jvB wVK e‡j‡Qb, mvi,Õ ejj dvjvb|
ÔAvwg wPbv fvlvI GK-AvaUz Rvwb|Õ
Ava wgwbU ci PzwcPzwc UªvK †_‡K †b‡g GKUv
A¨vgey‡j‡Ý wM‡q DVj ivbv| Zj−vwki KvR Lye axiMwZ‡Z
G‡Mv‡”Q, GZ¶‡Y gvÎ `k M‡Ri gZ GwM‡q‡Q Kbfq|
jvM‡e nq‡Zv wZb wK Pvi‡U, Z‡e GK W‡RbiI †ewk
Uz_‡c÷ msMÖn K‡i cvVv‡bv n‡jv A¨vgey‡j‡Ý| e¨v‡Û‡Ri
DciKY, Ab¨vb¨ Wv³vwi miÄvgI †cuŠ‡Q †`Iqv n‡jv| Z‡e
mevi Av‡M †cuŠ‡Q‡Q my›`ix GK wPbv bvm© I my`k©b GK Zi“Y
Wv³vi| `yR‡bi †PvLB Kv‡jv|
bv‡m©i bvg mywR Iqvs| Wv³v‡ii bvg †PvwPb †Pv|
†mªd †KŠZ‚njekZ †LuvR wbj ivbv, Iiv wK †cÖwgK
†cÖwgKv? j¾v †c‡q `yR‡bB `ª“Z gv_v †b‡o RvbvjÑbv, wVK
Zv bq, Z‡e ci¯úi‡K A‡bKw`b n‡jv †P‡b Zviv| ivbv
Zv‡`i‡K wgwbU `y‡qK Awfb‡qi Zvwjg w`j, ejj,
cÖ‡qvR‡bi mgq Zviv `yRb hw` GKUz Nwbô n‡q GKUv
WvBfvikb ˆZwi K‡i Zv n‡j nq‡Zv wec`Uv KvwU‡q DV‡Z
cvi‡e I|
GZ me Kiv n‡”Q wVKB, Z‡e wZ‡qb jvB‡qi gZ ivbviI

aviYv Zj−vwk bv K‡iB wPbv Kbfq‡K P‡j †h‡Z †`‡e
†Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi ˆmb¨iv| cvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ
G‡R›Uiv evovevwo K‡i hw` e‡j Zviv Kbf‡qi Mvwo¸‡jv
mvP© Ki‡Z Pvq, IB ˆmb¨ivB Zv‡`i‡K evav †`‡e|
†`Lv hvK|
Dj−v‡m Aaxi n‡q Kbf‡qi mvg‡b cvqPvwi Ki‡Q wcwmAvB
Kg©KZ©v AvRgj û`v| Avb›`gq cÖZ¨vkvUv GZ weivU, Kuv‡ai
e¨_vUv wd‡i G‡jI †mUv‡K Zz”Q g‡b n‡”Q Zvi Kv‡Q|
mywbw`©ó Lei †c‡q‡Q û`v, wPbv‡`i GB Kbf‡q P‡oB
DËiw`‡K iIbv n‡q‡Q gvmy` ivbv| I jv jv-‡K cvwK¯—vbx
mvjvg! wb`vwb‡K †m e‡j‡Q, AviI `yÕnvRvi Wjvi †evbvm
†`Iqv n‡e cyi¯‹vi wnmv‡e|
û`vi B‡”Q wQj jvB‡b `uvov‡bv evwK me Mvwo‡K †Q‡o
†`Iqv n‡e, mvP© Kiv n‡e ïay Kbf‡qi Mvwo¸‡jv‡K|
wKš‘ †Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi AbygwZ cvIqv hvqwb| KviY
n‡jv, wPbv wegvbNuvwUi KgDwb‡Kkb †mKkb †_‡K †h
†Uwj‡dvb Acv‡iUi wb`vwb‡K Z_¨Uv wewµ K‡i‡Q †mB
†g‡qwU Avm‡j wbgywPiB †ivcY Kiv| Kv‡RB Ggb †KvbI
AvPiY Kiv Pj‡e bv hv‡Z KviI g‡b m‡›`n Rv‡M †h †Mvcb
†KvbI Le‡ii wfwˇZ Kbfq‡K mvP© Kievi wm×vš— †bIqv
n‡q‡Q| †m‡¶‡Î Bbdigvi wnmv‡e †g‡qwUi Aw¯—Z¡ wecYœ
n‡Z cv‡i|
†f‡eQ wPbv eÜziv †Zvgv‡K jywK‡q ivL‡e? g‡b g‡b
ivbv‡K cÖkœ Ki‡Q Avi Avcbg‡b gv_v bvo‡Q K‡b©j û`v|
†Kb, †n, †Zvgvi †Zv Rvbvi K_v †h, wPb evsjv‡`‡ki †P‡q
A‡bK eo eÜz cvwK¯—v‡bi| eÜz‡Z¡i †`vnvB‡qI hw` KvR bv
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nq, †Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi wb‡`©‡k †Zv n‡e? ZLb? IB cÖv‡Yi
`ykg‡bi †Luv‡R cª‡qvR‡b cÖwZwU Mvwoi cªwZwU Bw mvP© Kie
Avgiv|
Zvici †Kvg‡i `wo cwi‡q †nbhv`v K¨v›Ub‡g‡›U wb‡q
hvIqv n‡e kvjv wn›`yi ev”PvUv‡K| ILv‡b Zv‡K dvqvwis
†¯‹vqv‡W `uvo Kiv‡bvi †Póv Kie Avgiv| Zv m¤¢e bv n‡j
ILvb †_‡K cvjv‡Z wM‡q ˆmb¨‡`i ¸wj †L‡q gviv hv‡e
Kv‡di ev½vj|
aiv coevi gyn~‡Z© †ec‡ivqv n‡q DV‡Z cv‡i gvmy` ivbv|
nq‡Zv ¸wj Pvwj‡q cvjvevi c_ LuyR‡e| nvmj û`v| †h-
†KvbI cwiw¯’wZi Rb¨ m¤ú~Y© ˆZwi Av‡Q Zviv|
†ivWe−‡Ki mvg‡b †cuŠQv‡Z Kbf‡qi mgq jvMj GK
NÈviI wKQy †ewk|
A¨vgey‡jÝUv Kbf‡qi wZb b¤^i Mvwo| Rvbvjv †Lvjv
_vKvq e¨v‡Û‡R †gvov ivbv †÷ªPv‡i ï‡q I‡`i me K_vB
ïb‡Z cv‡”Q|
†jd‡Ub¨v›U wZ‡qb jvB‡qi m‡½ K_v ej‡Q †Rbv‡ij D
wbgywPi cvVv‡bv GKRb evwg©R K¨vc‡Ub, wjqvg D‡g|
cª_‡g AvbyôvwbK fv‡e wb‡R‡`i cwiPq wewbgq Kij
Zviv|
A¨vgey‡j‡Ýi wfZi ivbvi ey‡Ki i³ Qj‡K DVj| K‡b©j
û`v? ïb‡Z fyj nqwb †Zv? bv| In&, MW! LywbUv wb‡R P‡j
G‡m‡Q! Zvi gv‡b wbN©vZ Gqvi K‡gvWi ûbvb †nvi ILvb
†_‡K wjK n‡q †M‡Q Bbdi‡gkb| me©bvk, GLb Kx n‡e!
Kzkjvw` wewbg‡qi ci K¨vc‡Ub D‡g ejj, Ô†jd‡Ub¨v›U
jvB, Avgiv GLv‡b cvwK¯—vb `~Zvev‡mi Aby‡iv‡a Ges
†Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi wb‡`©‡k iv¯—vUv e−K K‡iwQ| gvmy` ivbv

bv‡g GKRb evsjv‡`kx‡K LyuRwQ Avgiv| Zv‡K mbv³ Kivi
R‡b¨ GLv‡b cvwK¯—v‡b †UªW †Wwj‡Mk‡bi †iwm‡Wbwkqvj
cÖwZwbwaivI Dcw¯’Z Av‡Qb|Õ
ÔeySjvg|Õ wZ‡qb jvB fve †hb wKQyB †ev‡Swb †m| ÔwKš‘
Kv‡K LuyR‡Qb bv LuyR‡Qb Zvi m‡½ Avgv‡`i Kbfq‡K `uvo
Kiv‡bvi Kx m¤úK©, †mUv eySjvg bv|Õ
ÔZvi wei“‡× ¸i“Zi K‡qKUv Awf‡hvM i‡q‡Q,Õ Ggb my‡i
e‡j P‡j‡Q K¨vc‡Ub D‡g, †hb †jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui K_v ïb‡Z
cvqwb| ÔcuvPRb cvwK¯—vbx †UªW †Wwj‡MU‡K ¸wj K‡i †g‡i‡Q
†m, Zvici evwoUvq Av¸b awi‡q w`‡q‡Q| ZviB cÖ‡ivPbvq
†Rbv‡ij wbgywPi fvB‡cv D _yBgyB‡K Lyb K‡i‡Q kviwgb bv‡g
GK evsjv‡`kx ¯úvB| GgbKx wewkó evwg©R e¨emvqx `v‡qg
wmZI‡qi GKgvÎ †g‡q wZmZv‡KI Lyb K‡i jvkUv ¸g K‡i
†d‡j‡Q †m| hvi wei“‡× GZ¸‡jv ¸i“Zi Awf‡hvM, wbðq
AvcwbI PvB‡eb †mB Lywb aiv co–K?Õ
Ônu¨v, PvBe; wKš‘ Avgiv †Zv cywjk bB,Õ ejj jvB|
Ôcywjk bv n‡jI Avcbviv mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z cv‡ib,Õ ejj
evwg©R K¨vc‡Ub| ÔKxfv‡e? Avgvi GB cÖ‡kœi Reve w`‡q:
Avcbvi Kbf‡q †KvbI evsjv‡`kx Av‡Q wK bv|Õ
ÔRx-bv,Õ ejj jvB| ÔAvgiv mevB wPbv|Õ
Ôhw` ewj Avcbvi AÁv‡Z †KvbI evsjv‡`kxÑgv‡b, IB
gvmy` ivbvÑAvcbvi Kbf‡q D‡V jywK‡q Av‡Q?Õ
Ôwek¦vm Kie bv|Õ
ÔmwZ¨ wg‡_¨ hvPvB Kivi R‡b¨ Avcbvi Kbfq Avgiv mvP©
Kie,Õ ejj K¨vc‡Ub D‡g|
Ô†m AwaKvi ev ¶gZv Avcbvi †bB|Õ
ÔGLv‡b Avwg †Rbv‡ij D wbgywPi AwaKvi I ¶gZv
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cÖ‡qvM KiwQ,Õ KwVb my‡i Reve w`j evwg©R K¨vc‡Ub| ÔG-
e¨vcv‡i hw` m‡›`n _v‡K, †iwWIi AcicÖv‡š— †Rbv‡ij‡K
cvIqv hv‡e, mivmwi Zuvi m‡½ K_v e‡j †`L‡Z cv‡ib| Z‡e
Av‡MB mveavb K‡i w`w”Q, fvB‡cv‡K nvwi‡q gv_vi wVK †bB
Zuvi, K_vevZ©v GKUz ey‡Sï‡b ej‡eb|Õ GK gyn~‡Z©i weiwZ,
Zvici Avevi ejj †m, ÔK‡b©j û`v, †iwWIUv Ab K‡i
†jd‡Ub¨v‡›Ui nv‡Z awi‡q w`b, wc−R|Õ
†iwWI‡Z AwZ bgª fvlvq, h_vmva¨ web‡qi m‡½ †Rbv‡ij
D wbgywP‡K hyw³ w`‡q †evSvevi †Póv Kij †jd‡Ub¨v›U jvB|
eÜz wnmv‡e gvqvbgv‡ii DcKvi Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q Zviv, Kx
Kvi‡Y GKRb A‡Pbv I we‡`wk Lywb‡K jywK‡q ivL‡Z hv‡e?
Gfv‡e Acgvb Kiv n‡j eÜzZ¡ wUK‡e wK bv †mUv †Rbv‡ij
†f‡e †`L‡Z cv‡ib|
wKš‘ wKQy‡ZB wKQy n‡jv bv| †Rbv‡ij wbgywP mnv‡m¨
ej‡jb, Ôgvmy` ivbv‡K Avcbvi Kbf‡q cvIqv bv †M‡j
Avcbv‡`i `~Zvev‡m †dvb K‡i ¶gv †P‡q †be Avgiv| e¨m,
Acgv‡bi Nv †Zv wgwj‡q hv‡eB, eÜzZ¡ AviI †UKmB n‡q
DV‡e|Õ
AMZ¨v LvwK BDwbdg© civ evwg©R ˆmb¨‡`i‡K c_ †Q‡o
w`‡Z n‡jv| Kbf‡qi cÖ_g Mvwo †_‡K Av‡ivnx‡`i‡K bvgevi
wb‡`©k w`j Zviv|
†jd‡Ub¨v›U jvB‡qi wb‡`©‡k Amš‘ó wPbviv †Mvgov gy‡L
bx‡P bvgj| cª_‡g †`Lv n‡jv Zv‡`i g‡a¨ gvmy` ivbv Av‡Q
wK bv| Zvici MvwoUvq D‡V mvP© Kiv n‡jv| miKvix
ˆmb¨‡`i m‡½ Zj−vwk‡Z Ask wbj mk¯¿ †emiKvix MvW©ivI,
mevB Zviv evwg©R bq, wKQy cvwK¯—vbxI Av‡Q| Zv‡`i mevi
ci‡b meyR i‡Oi BDwbdg©|

cª_g wZb‡U Mvwo mvP© Ki‡Z cuvP wgwb‡Ui †ewk jvMj
bv| Gici GKUv A¨vgey‡jÝ|
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Ki‡Q|
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Av‡Qb| wmwiqvm GK †ivMxi wPwKrmv Ki‡Qb Zuviv|Õ
Ôwmwiqvm †ivMx?Õ †Pv‡L m‡›`n, åƒ KzuP‡K cªkœ Kij K‡b©j
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ÔGKUz e¨vL¨v Ki‡eb, wc−R?Õ jvB‡K Aby‡iva Kij D‡g|
ÔGi g‡a¨ e¨vL¨v Kievi Kx Av‡Q!Õ ejj jvB| ÔAvgv‡`i
GK †ivMx‡K Avgiv wdì nmwcUv‡ji evb© BDwb‡U cvVvw”Q|Õ
Ôbvg wK †ivMxi?Õ wR‡Ám Kij K‡b©j û`v|
ÔBqvs dz|Õ
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wb‡`©‡ki my‡i K¨vc‡Ub D‡g‡K ejj K‡b©j û`v| D‡ËRbvq
Zvi gy‡Li Mvp Zvgv‡U iO Kvj‡P n‡q D‡V‡Q| Zvi lô
Bw›`ªq ej‡Q, ivbv‡K †m †c‡q †M‡Q|
ÔAvgiv Zv‡K †`L‡Z PvB,Õ jvB‡K ejj D‡g|
jvB‡K †`‡L †evSvi Dcvq †bB Zvi wfZ‡i †KqvgZ n‡q
hv‡”Q, m¤ú~Y© kvš— †m| ÔwVK Av‡Q, Z‡e Wv³v‡ii AbygwZ
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¯^w¯—i wbtk¦vm †djj ivbv, Z‡e ïK‡bv Nv‡m Kvco Nlv
w¯úW evo‡Q| gwi ev euvwP, fve‡Q û`v, evav Dwo‡q w`‡q
jvMvi AvIqvR `~‡i wgwj‡q hvIqvi ciI GK Pzj bo‡Q bv,
†ewi‡q hveB Avwg|
†`Lv‡`wL dvjvbI| GK GK K‡i wZb wgwbU KvUj|
nvgjvUv mivmwi bq, ZviB my‡hvM wb‡”Q K‡b©j û`v,
kã bv K‡i b‡o DVj dvjvb, ivbvi w`‡K GwM‡q Gj|
eyS‡Z †c‡i †Wwjfvwi f¨v‡bi Avovj †_‡K dvqvi ïi“ Kij
wKQy ej‡Z hv‡”Q †m, wb‡Ri †Vuv‡U AvOyj †i‡L Zv‡K _vgvj
mvwR‡`i Acv‡iUviiv| wKš‘ BZ¯—Z GKUv fve †`wi Kwi‡q
ivbv| †Pv‡Li Bw½‡Z bovPov I AvIqvR Ki‡Z wb‡la Kij|
w`‡q‡Q Zv‡`i‡K, Wvb cv‡ki duvK M‡j muv K‡i †ewi‡q †Mj
wbPz n‡q GKUv gvwUi †Xjv Zz‡j wbj nv‡Z|
cv‡R‡iv| ivB‡d‡ji K‡qKUv ey‡jU Mvwoi ewW‡Z ïay
AviI wZb wgwbU cvi n‡jv| hLb dvjv‡bi g‡b n‡jv,
K‡qKUv dy‡Uv ˆZwi Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Q, Zvi †ewk wKQy bq|
Avi †KvbI fq †bB; wVK †mB mgq Kv‡b Gj g„`y LmLm,
LmLm AvIqvR!
Ajm fw½‡Z GwM‡q Avm‡Q kãUv| c‡bi dzU, `k dzU,
AvU dzU| cuvP...
nVvr Zv‡K GKUz †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| gy‡L Kx †hb GKUv
a‡i †i‡L‡Q, †QvU AvK…wZi †e−v-Mvb n‡Z cv‡i, wKsev
ûB‡mj|

Kuva †P‡c a‡i dvjv‡bi mvg‡b evovi †SuvKUv‡K `gb
Kij ivbv| KvRUv m¤ú~Y© wbtk‡ã nIqv PvB|
wKQy nq‡Zv m‡›`n K‡i‡Q †jvKUv| `uvwo‡q c‡o‡Q nVvr|
Ggwb mg‡q _c& K‡i Kx †hb coj Ii wcQb w`‡K| cuvB
K‡i wcQb wdij †m, Kvb †c‡Z ïb‡Z †Póv Ki‡Q kãUv
Kx‡mi|
AviI `k †m‡KÛ cvi n‡jv| AviI cuvP †m‡KÛ| ïK‡bv
Nv‡m g„`y †Quvqv jvMvi kã Kij cv| mvg‡b mZK© `„wó †i‡L
wcQy n‡U P‡j Avm‡Q †jvKUv I‡`i w`‡K| wZb dz‡Ui g‡a¨
P‡j G‡m‡Q, Zvici †`o|
GLbB!
WvbnvZUv j¤^v Kij ivbv, fuvR K‡i wdwi‡q Avbj `ª“Z,
kΓi MjvUv AvU‡K wb‡q‡Q KbyB‡qi fuv‡RÑK‡qK ¸”Q
LmL‡m NvmI i‡q‡Q m‡½| evg evû †VKvj Gevi Ii Nv‡oi
wcQ‡b| Kx NU‡Z P‡j‡Q eyS‡Z †c‡i wPrKvi Kivi R‡b¨ gyL
nuv Kij †jvKUv, wKš‘ KÉbvjx Pvc †L‡q _vKvq AvIqvR †ei
n‡jv bv| nu¨vPKv Uvb w`j ivbv Gevi WvbnvZ|
govr K‡i fvOj Nv‡oi nvo| eviK‡qK SuvwK †Lj
†jKUvi †MvUv kixi, Zvici †bwZ‡q coj gv_vUv GKcv‡k|
jvkUv wbtk‡ã gvwU‡Z bvwg‡q w`j ivbv| Nvm Qvov Avi
†Kv_vI jyKv‡bvi RvqMv †bB, GLv‡bB †i‡L †h‡Z n‡e
GUv‡K|
AviI GK wgwbU wbtk‡ã `uvwo‡q _vKj Iiv, Kvb †c‡Z
_vKj, Zvici mveav‡b G‡Mvj|
Nv‡mi wfZi w`‡q mi“ GKUv †UªBj P‡j †M‡Q, †mUv a‡i
GK NÈv wbwðš— g‡b nuvU‡Z cvij Iiv| Nv‡mi ivR¨ †_‡K
†ewi‡q G‡m Avevi R½‡j †XvKvi mgq Iiv †`Lj c_Uvi
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Avi †KvbI wPý †bB †Kv_vI|
g¨v‡ci fuvR Ly‡j, †cwÝj U‡P©i Av‡jvq, †Kv_vq †cuŠ‡Q‡Q
†`‡L wbj ivbv|
mvg‡b co‡e R½j XvKv Xvj, ax‡i ax‡i DuPz n‡q‡Q|
Zvici Av‡iK Xvj †e‡q bx‡P bvg‡Z n‡e| Xvj †e‡q bvgevi
Av‡MB AvKvk †Quvqv K‡qKUv cvnvo co‡e evg cv‡k|
I¸‡jvi w`‡K wcQb wd‡i nuvU‡Z n‡e I‡`i‡K, KviY IB
cvnvo‡kªYxi mvg‡bi w`‡KB g¨vWvg BivewZi Lvgvievwo|
Z‡e AviI cÂvk wK‡jvwgUvi `~‡i|
cÖvq `k wgwbU n‡jv Xvj †e‡q DV‡Q Iiv| P~ov Avi †ewk
`~‡i bq, GB mgq GKUv †nwjKÞv‡ii AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
Zvici IUvi ¯úUjvBU †`L‡Z †cj, gvSvwi AvKv‡ii hvwš¿K
dwosUv j¨vÛ Kievi cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡”Q|
mvg‡b †Kv_vI j¨vÛ Kij meyR i‡Oi KÞviUv| `ª“Z cv
Pvjvj Iiv, Av›`vR Kij P~ovq DV‡j †`Lv hv‡e IUv‡K|
P~ovq IVvi ci AviI K‡qK wgwbU nuvU‡Z n‡jv
I‡`i‡K| R½‡ji wKbvivq †hLv‡b _vgj †mLvb †_‡K
mivmwi mvg‡b eomo duvKv GKUv RvqMv †`L‡Z †cj ivbv,
AvU-`kUv gkv‡ji jvj‡P Av‡jvq D™¢vwmZ n‡q Av‡Q|
ILv‡bB †b‡g‡Q †nwjKÞvi, Mvp meyR i‡Oi wZb‡U Zuveyi
wVK gvSLv‡b| KÞv‡ii wcQb w`‡K A¯úófv‡e Pvi‡Kvbv
GKUv AvK…wZ †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, gvSLv‡b wÎk M‡Ri gZ
e¨eavb| GKUv UªvK|
RvqMvUv Avm‡j GKUv K¨v¤ú| Zuveyi msL¨v wZb‡U
n‡jI, †jvKRb Lye Kg| ci‡bi meyR BDwbdg©B e‡j w`‡”Q
Iiv wgDPyqvj †fÂv‡ii MvW©|
†jvKRb Kg nIqvi KviYUv Av›`vR Ki‡Z cvij ivbv,

I‡`i †Luv‡R Nv‡mi ivR¨ I R½‡ji wfZi GLbI Zj−vwk
Pvjv‡”Q evwK †jvKRb|
†Sv‡ci wfZi w`‡q GKUz GwM‡q cuvP-mvZ wgwb‡Ui Rb¨
Mv‡qe n‡q †Mj †_vb dvjvb| KÞv‡ii cvBjU I Zuveyi
†jvK‡`i Avjvc ï‡b wd‡i G‡m Rvbvj ivbvi aviYv mwZ¨,
Nvm I R½‡ji wfZi evwK †jvKRb I‡`i‡K LuyR‡Q|
g¨vWvg BivewZi wbivcËvi K_v †f‡eI AvZw¼Z n‡q
coj †m| Ôme©bvk n‡q †M‡Q, wg÷vi ivbv!Õ Pvcv¯^‡i ejj
dvjvb, g‡b n‡jv †Ku‡` †dj‡e|
Ô†Kb, Kx n‡q‡Q?Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv|
Ôg¨vWvg‡K Iiv †Riv Ki‡Q| nvZ-cv †eu‡a...Õ duywc‡q
DVj dvjvb|
Ôkvš— nI,Õ big my‡i ejj ivbv| Ô†Zvgvi gZ k³ gvbyl
wec‡`i mgq Gfv‡e †f‡O c‡o bv| Iiv Avi Kx ejj
†kvbvI †`wL|Õ
†PvL gy‡Q `ª“ZB wb‡R‡K mvg‡j wbj dvjvb| Zvici
ax‡i ax‡i ejj, ÔwgDPzqvj †fÂv‡ii wW‡i±i K‡b©j û`v †mj
†dv‡b cvBjU‡K wb‡`©k w`‡q‡Q, †`wi bv K‡i g¨vWvg
BivewZi evwo‡Z †cuŠ‡Q w`‡Z n‡e Gw`KKvi †jvKRb‡K,Õ
ejj †m| Ôû`v fq cv‡”Q, GLbI hLb Avcbv‡K aiv hvqwb,
g¨vWv‡gi evwo‡Z Avcbvi †cuŠQv‡bv †VKv‡bv KwVb n‡e, ZvB
ILvbKvi wmwKDwiwU AviI †Rvi`vi Ki‡Z Pvq †m|Õ
ÔZvi gv‡b wK K¨v¤ú Zz‡j wb‡q hv‡e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ôbv, wekRb _vK‡Q GLv‡b,Õ ejj dvjvb| ÔIiv GLbI
Avgv‡`i‡K LyuR‡Q| evwK †lv‡jvRb GLbB iIbv n‡e| †`Lyb
bv, Zuvey †_‡K †ei K‡i wb‡R‡`i wRwbm-cÎ †MvQMvQ ïi“
K‡i w`‡q‡Q|Õ
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ÔwKš‘ Zv Kxfv‡e m¤¢e?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv, Ii aviYv
dvjvb fyj ï‡b‡Q| ÔKÞviUv †Zv eo bq, Lye †ewk n‡j `k-
ev‡ivRb †jv‡Ki RvqMv n‡e|Õ
ÔKx Rvwb, AvwgI †Zv ZvB fvewQ|Õ Kuva SuvKvj dvjvb|
Ô†`Lv hvK, Kxfv‡e Kx K‡i Iiv|Õ
jvBb w`‡q KÞv‡i Po‡Q MvW©iv, `ª“Z wPš—v Pj‡Q ivbvi
gv_vq| GiBg‡a¨ GKUv c−¨vb ˆZwi K‡i †d‡j‡Q| e„×v
BivewZi Lvgvievwo‡Z GZ †jvK‡K wfo Ki‡Z †`‡e bv|
ÔZzwg Avgv‡K Kvfvi `vI,Õ ejj ivbv| B‡Zvg‡a¨
c‡biRb MvW© D‡V c‡o‡Q KÞv‡i| Ôeva¨ bv n‡j Avovj
†Q‡o †ei“‡e bv|Õ dvjvb‡K gv_v SuvKv‡bvi mgqUzKzI w`j
bv, Zvi Av‡MB Sc K‡i wbPz n‡jv, µj K‡i duvKv RvqMvUvi
wKbviv †_‡K R½‡ji wfZi Xy‡K coj|
ax‡i ax‡i, wbtk‡ã Zuvey I KÞv‡ii w`‡K G‡Mvj ivbv|
mk¯¿ MvW©iv Zvovû‡ov K‡i D‡V coj KÞv‡i| R½‡j
GLbI †jvKRb Av‡Q, Kv‡RB Zuvey ¸Uv‡bv nqwb, gkvjI
†bfvqwb|
GKUv Zuveyi gy‡L, Mvp Qvqvi wfZi, ï‡q i‡q‡Q GKRb
Mvbvi| Zvi mvg‡b GKUv †gwkbMvb, †Zcvqvi Dci wdU
Kiv| Zuveyi evB‡i ax‡i ax‡i k~‡b¨ DV‡Q KÞvi, †mw`‡K
†PvL †i‡L †`kjvB‡qi KvwV R¡vjj †m, wmMv‡iU aiv‡e|
avivj Qywi djv w`‡q Zuveyi wcQbUv †K‡U wfZ‡i Xy‡K‡Q
ivbv, †ivU‡ii kã evwK me AvIqvR‡K Pvcv †d‡j w`‡”Q|
wbtkã cv‡q GwM‡q G‡m †jvKUvi wc‡Vi evg w`‡K Qywi Muv_j
I, cuvR‡ii GK‡Rvov nv‡oi gvSLvb w`‡q Xy‡K ýrwc‡Ê
†cuŠ‡Q †Mj djvUv|

jvw_ †g‡i †gwkbMv‡bi wcQb †_‡K †jvKUv‡K mwi‡q
w`‡q SuyKj ivbv, `yÕnv‡Z Zz‡j wbj fvix †gwkbMvbUv|
gvwU †Q‡o axi fw½‡Z k~‡b¨ D‡V †M‡Q meyR hvwš¿K
dwos| AviI LvwbK D‡V iIbv †`‡e †jwgqv_bvi w`‡K|
fvix †gwkbMvb evwM‡q a‡i Zuveyi evB‡i †ewi‡q Gj
ivbv, KÞv‡ii w`‡K e¨v‡ij ZvK K‡i ïi“ Kij eªvk dvqvi|
SuvSiv n‡q hv‡”Q KÞvi| †Kv‡Ì‡K ¸wj n‡”Q †`Levi
Rb¨ Rvbvjv w`‡q gv_v †ei Kij cvBjU, Zvi Kcvj dz‡Uv
n‡q †Mj| †MvËv †L‡q bx‡P †b‡g Avm‡Q KÞvi|
Vvm Vvm AvIqvR ï‡b ivbv eySj, I‡K Kvfvi w`‡”Q †_vb
dvjvb| Aš—Z `yÕRb Mv‡W©i KvZi wPrKvi ïb‡Z †cj I|
ivbv GLb †gwkbMvb Pvjv‡”Q| KÞv‡ii wfZi MvW©iv
AvZ‡¼ †PuwP‡q Mjv dvUv‡”Q| Z‡e †KD wKQy Kievi mgq
†cj bv, gvwUi Dci gyL _ye‡o coj Zv‡`i evnb| m‡½ m‡½
we‡ùvwiZ n‡jv †cUªj U¨v¼| `vD `vD K‡i Av¸b R¡‡j DVj
KÞv‡i| IB Av¸b †_‡K Kvi mva¨ †ewi‡q Av‡m|
UªvK ÷vU© †bIqvi AvIqvR ïbj ivbv| ZviciB †_vb
dvjv‡bi wPrKvi †f‡m Gj| Ôwg÷vi ivbv, mvi, KzBK!Õ
†gwkbMv‡bi g¨vMvwRb Lvwj n‡q †M‡Q Av‡MB, †mUv
†d‡j QyUj ivbv|
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Ewbk
gvZv‡ji gZ gv_v bvo‡Qb BivewZ| mviv kix‡i GZ e¨_v,
g‡b n‡”Q Ávb nvwi‡q †dj‡eb|
Zey Zuvi gb wbðqB KvR Ki‡Q| KLbKvi e¨vcvi, GK
wgwbU Av‡Mi, bvwK GK NÈvi? IqvBb †mjv‡i Zuvi m‡½ ïay
†Rbv‡ij wbgywP I GBW wQj| GLb Av‡iK †jvK‡K †`Lv
hv‡”Q| †ek j¤^v-PIov, my`k©b| Z‡e †Pnvivq †Kv_vq †hb
KK©k GKUv fve jywK‡q Av‡Q|
†_vb dvjv‡bi weÁvc‡b mvov w`‡q †jvKUv wK Zuv‡`i‡K
mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q! wKš‘ Zvic‡iB nZvkv MÖvm Kij
Zuv‡K|
†Rbv‡ij wbgywPi m‡½ Nwbô eÜzi gZ Avjvc Ki‡Q
AvMš‘K|
ÔAvgvi Rvwb, kviwgb Lvwj nv‡Z Av‡mwb, †Rbv‡ij,Õ
ejj †jvKUv| ÔGB eywoi Kv‡QB †i‡L †M‡Q †cb WªvBfUv|Õ
¸wO‡q DV‡jb BivewZ| Ávb nviv‡jb|
ÔGB eywo nvivgRvw`‡K wb‡q Kx Kiv hvq ejyb,Õ Rvb‡Z PvBj
†Rbv‡ij wbgywP|
wVK GB mgq †PvL †g‡j ZvKv‡jb BivewZ| `„wó‡Z
wZi¯‹vi I N„Yv| Z‡e GB gyn~‡Z© Zuvi w`‡K †KD ZvwK‡q
†bB|

ÔB›Uv‡iv‡MU Kivi KvRUv Avcwb Avgvi Ici †Q‡o w`b,Õ
ejj û`v| ÔLye Aí mg‡qB †R‡b wbw”Q †Kv_vq Av‡Q †cb
WªvBfUv| IUv nv‡Z cvIqvi ci cÖwZ‡kva †be|Õ
ÔKx‡mi cÖwZ‡kva?Õ
ÔGB eywoi ¯^vgx cvwK¯—vb KvD›Uvi B‡›Uwj‡RÝ-Gi m‡½
†eCgvbx K‡i‡Q,Õ ejj û`v| ÔZv‡K cvw”Q bv, GgbKx Zvi
jvkI gvwUi m‡½ wg‡k †M‡Q, AMZ¨v eywo‡KB Zvi †LmviZ
w`‡Z n‡e|Õ
†Rbv‡i‡ji †PvL `y‡Uvq Aïf GKUv Av‡jv R¡‡j DVj|
ÔKxfv‡e cÖwZ‡kva †b‡eb? Kx †LmviZ w`‡Z n‡e eywo‡K?Õ
ÔIqvUvi wUªU‡g›U,Õ ms‡¶‡c ejj û`v|
ÔI, hv †f‡ewQ|Õ
ÔGevi GLvbKvi wmwKDwiwU m¤ú‡K© GKUv aviYv w`b|
me wgwj‡q KZRb Giv? †Kv_vq †Kv_vq cwRkb wb‡q‡Q?Õ
Rvb‡Z PvBj û`v|
ÔA‡bK¶Y n‡jv KÞvi cvVv‡bv n‡q‡Q,Õ ejj †Rbv‡ij|
Ô†h-‡Kvb gyn~‡Z© AvVv‡iv-wekR‡bi GKUv MÖ“c †cuŠ‡Q hv‡e|
GB gyn~‡Z© evwoi †fZi Avgvi `yRb GBW Av‡Q| GKRb
Avgv‡`i m‡½ IqvBb †mjv‡iB Av‡Q| Av‡iKRb mvwf©m
n‡j| MÖvD‡Û wWDwU w`‡”Q bq Rb: mv‡R©›U, Ki‡cvivj I
mvZRb ˆmwbK| eyS‡ZB cvi‡Qb, Avgv‡`i me Mv‡W©i gZ
GivI gv‡m©bvwiÑmevB †mbvevwnbx‡Z wQj|Õ
Ô†K †Kv_vq Av‡Q?Õ Avevi Rvb‡Z PvBj û`v|
Ô†mUv mv‡R©›U fvj ej‡Z cvi‡e| Avwg hZUzKz Rvwb,
`yRb †gBb †M‡Ui Kv‡Q, GKRb †cQb w`‡K, GKRb DËi-
cwðg w`‡K Unj w`‡”Q, GKRb `w¶Y-cwð‡g...Õ
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Z‡e Lvgvievwoi DËi-cwð‡g †h †jvKUvi Unj †`Iqvi
K_v, †m Zvi `vwqZ¡ cvj‡b e¨_© n‡q‡Q|
†jvKUv GgbKx AvZ¥i¶v‡ZI e¨_©| AÜKvi †_‡K Qywi
aiv GKUv nvZ GwM‡q Gj, A_P wKQyB †Ui cvqwb †m|
Qywii Zx¶è djvUv `ª“Z Nlv †Lj Db¥y³ Mjvq, KÉbvjx wew”Qbœ
n‡q †Mj| c‡o †Mj †m, jvd w`‡q Zv‡K UcKvj ivbv| Ii
wcQy wb‡q †_vb dvjvbI|
AviI AvagvBjUvK GwM‡q gyL Lyjj ivbv| Ô†Rbv‡ij
wbgywP hLb †Zvgvi g¨vWv‡gi m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡Z Av‡m, Zvi
m‡½ mvaviYZ KRb ˆmwbK _v‡K?Õ wbPz Mjvq Rvb‡Z PvBj
I| ÔZviv wbðqB Gfv‡e, gv‡b GZUv `~‡i Unj †`q bv?Õ
Ôbv| GB cÖ_g †`LwQ| Avjvc Ki‡Z G‡j Zvi m‡½ GK
wK `yRb _v‡K, WªvBfvi mn,Õ ejj †_vb dvjvb| Ôïay avb
wb‡Z Avmvi mgq wek-cuwPkRb _v‡K| Z‡e iv‡Z KLbI
Av‡m bv Zviv, UnjI †`q bv| GUv Lye wmwiqvm e¨vcvi|Õ
ÔIiv Rv‡b Avgiv aiv cwowb,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔKv‡RB
mveavb †Zv n‡eB|Õ
ÔcÖ_‡g Avwg †Póv K‡i †`wL Avgvi wb‡Ri †jvKRb wKQy
ej‡Z cv‡i wK bv,Õ ejj dvjvb| Ômvnvh¨ PvB‡j cvIqv
hv‡e|Õ
ÔZv nq‡Zv jvM‡eI,Õ ejj ivbv| Zvici Rvb‡Z PvBj,
Ôcvnv‡oi Iw`‡K I¸‡jv Kx‡mi Av‡jv, dvjvb?Õ
Ii `„wó AbymiY K‡i ZvKvj dvjvb| ÔKx Rvwb,Õ ejj
†m, wPwš—Z g‡b n‡jv Zv‡K| ÔAv‡M KLbI Iw`‡K GiKg
Av‡jv †`wLwb|Õ
ivbvi g‡b coj Ii eÜz, wPbv GmwcIbvR Kg©KZ©v ûbvb
†nv, cvBjU †PŠ wPi gva¨‡g I‡`i‡K Rvwb‡q‡Q †jwg‡q_bvq

hvIqvi c‡_ wgDPyqvj †fÂv‡ii MvW©iv me wgwj‡q K¨v¤ú
†d‡j‡Q wZb‡U| `y‡Uv‡K B‡Zvg‡a¨ wcQ‡b †d‡j G‡m‡Q Iiv,
evwKUv _vKevi K_v nvBI‡q‡Z| GUv wK Zv n‡j †Rbv‡ij D
wbgywPi ˆmb¨‡`i K¨v¤ú?
bvwK wgDPzqvj †fÂv‡ii wiRvf© MvW©‡`i?
Ô†mbv K¨v¤ú wK bv Rvbv `iKvi,Õ ejj ivbv, Zvici
webwKDjviUv †ei K‡i †Pv‡L Zzjj| ivZ Mfxi n‡jI,
d¬vWjvB‡Ui Av‡jvq BDwbdg© †`‡L evwg©R ˆmb¨‡`i wPb‡Z
cvij ivbv| QvDwbi Pvicv‡k wRc wb‡q Unj w`‡”Q wgwjUvwi
cywjk|
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| Ôˆmb¨ivB K¨v¤ú †d‡j‡Q|Õ
ÔGLb Zv n‡j Avgiv Kx Kie, wg÷vi ivbv?Õ Rvb‡Z
PvBj dvjvb|
ÔAv‡Mi c−¨vbB wVK _vK‡e,Õ ejj ivbv| ÔevwoUv‡K wN‡i
P°i †`e GKevi, †`Le Avi Kviv Avgv‡`i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v
Ki‡Q| KvD‡K m‡›`n n‡j AÁvb Kiv n‡e, cÖ‡qvR‡b
LybI|Õ
GKUv evMv‡bi wfZi w`‡q G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv, mi“ c_Uv
evwoi wcQb w`‡Ki †M‡U †cuŠ‡Q‡Q| I‡`i mvg‡bi w`‡K
†Kv_vI wb‡¯—R GKUv Av‡jv R¡j‡Q| K‡qK wgwbU ci euvK
wbj c_, MvQcvjv K‡g Gj| GZ¶‡Y wb‡R‡`i evg w`‡K
K‡qKUv `vjvb †`L‡Z †cj ivbv| wb‡¯—R, †PŠ‡Kv Av‡jvUv
†ewi‡q Avm‡Q eo AvKv‡ii Rvbvjv †_‡K|
ÔG¸‡jv cÖvq meB †MvjvNi, ¸`vg wnmv‡e e¨envi Kiv
nq,Õ wdmwdm Kij dvjvb| ÔAviI wKQyUv †cQ‡b cyi“l
Kvgjv‡`i _vKvi RvqMv| Z‡e Av‡jvUv Avm‡Q wK‡Pb †_‡K|
ivZ wZb‡Ui mgq ILv‡b KviI _vKvi K_v bq|Õ
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Av‡jvUvi wZbw`‡K Qwo‡q _vKv †QvU-eo `vjvb I
†MvjvN‡ii A¯úó Avfvm †`‡L Av›`vR Ki‡Z Amywe‡a nq bv
LvgvievwoUv wekvj| weov‡ji gZ wbtkã cv‡q Rvbvjvi
cv‡k wM‡q `uvovj ivbv, Zvici mveav‡b DuwK w`j|
mi“ Zv‡ii Rvj w`‡q †Niv RvbvjvUv| MvDb I e−vDR
civ GK Zi“Yx‡K †`Lj ivbv; `yÕnv‡Zi Dci wPeyK †i‡L
†Pqv‡i e‡m Av‡Q, †Uwe‡ji Dci KbyB, †PvL †_‡K Uc Uc
K‡i cvwb co‡Q|
Ôbvwn`v!Õ ivbvi cvk †_‡K wbtk¦vm †djj dvjvb|
Ôk&k&k&!Õ
wK‡P‡bi wcQbw`K †_‡K cv‡qi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|
meyR BDwbdg© civ wgDPyqvj †fÂv‡ii GK MvW©‡K wK‡P‡b
XyK‡Z †`Lj ivbv| bvwn`vi w`‡K mZK© `„wó‡Z ZvKvj MvW©,
†Vuv‡U †bvsiv nvwm| K‡qK †m‡KÛ boj bv, Zvici nvZ `y‡Uv
bvwn`vi w`‡K j¤^v K‡i mvg‡b G‡Mvj| Zvi wnc †nvj÷v‡i
GKUv wc¯—j †`Lv hv‡”Q, Mv‡j bL w`‡q AuvPov‡bvi jvj‡P
`vM|
GK nv‡Z bvwn`vi wbPz Kiv wPeyK a‡i DuPz Kij MvW©,
Aci nvZ gyP‡o aij Zvi e−vD‡Ri mvg‡bUv| ivbv †`Lj,
†mUv Gi Av‡MB †Quov n‡q‡Q|
Ii cv‡k b‡o DVj dvjvb, Kx †hb ejj weoweo K‡i|
ÔGLb bq,Õ Pvcv Mjvq mveavb Kij ivbv| Rvbvjvi cvk
†_‡K m‡i Gj I, dvjvb‡KI m‡i Avmvi Bw½Z Kij|
ÔcÖ_‡g Avgiv Rvbe Avi KRb Av‡Q|Õ
evwoUv‡K P°i w`‡q Avi KvD‡K †cj bv Iiv| Z‡e
mvg‡bi w`‡Ki GKUv †U‡i‡m D‡V WªvBfI‡qi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z
cvkvcvwk `y‡Uv Mvwo †`L‡Z †cj ivbv, bxj gvwm©wWR I ûW

†Lvjv f¨vb| bxie Mvwo `y‡Uvi K‡qK MR wcQ‡b GKRb MvW©
cvqPvwi Ki‡Q, Zvi †PvL g~j evwoi w`‡K| Rvbvjv w`‡q
†ei“‡bv Av‡jv‡Z evwoi mvg‡bUv cwi®‹vi †`L‡Z cv‡”Q †m|
Ôbv‡gv,Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv|
†U‡im †_‡K †b‡g G‡m GKUv `vjv‡bi cvk w`‡q Avevi
¸`vg¸‡jvi w`‡K G‡Mv‡”Q Iiv| ÔGLv‡b Avm‡Z `y‡Uv Mvwo
†j‡M‡Q Zv‡`i,Õ ejj ivbv| wbðqB Lvgvievwoi Pviw`‡K
Qwo‡q Av‡Q evwK mevB| †Zvgvi †jvKRb‡K Lyu‡R †ei
K‡iv|Õ
ÔwKš‘ bvwn`v?Õ
ÔRvwb| cÖ_‡g †jvKRb, Zvici bvwn`v| †`L‡Z n‡e
mevB hv‡Z euvPvi my‡hvM cvq| bvwn`vmn| †Zvgvi
g¨vWvgI|Õ
GKUv `xN©k¦vm †P‡c ZvovZvwo G‡Mvj dvjvb, GK mvwi
†MvjvNi‡K cvk KvwU‡q †QvU GKUv MÖv‡gi w`‡K hv‡”Q|
K‡qK wgwbU ci Zvivi wb‡¯—R Av‡jvq cv_‡ii ˆZwi
K‡qKUv Ni-evwo, †eov w`‡q †Niv mewR evMvb, j¤^v Nvm
XvKv gvV I BuU weQv‡bv GKUv †PŠiv¯—v †`L‡Z †cj ivbv|
†PŠiv¯—vq Unj w`‡”Q GKRb MvW©| Z‡e nv‡Z mve
†gwkbMvb _vK‡j GKRbB MÖv‡gi me †jvK‡K AvU‡K ivL‡Z
cv‡i, we‡kl K‡i Zviv hw` Rv‡b GKUv ¸wji AvIqvR evwK
MvW©‡`i †W‡K wb‡q Avm‡e|
†jvKUv‡K Nv‡qj Kievi Rb¨ cyiv‡bv †KŠkjB e¨envi
Kij ivbv, BqvsMb ˆmK‡Z K‡b©j û`vi wei“‡× †hUv Kv‡R
†j‡MwQj, Nv‡mi iv‡R¨ mZK© Mv‡W©i wei“‡×I| †QvU GKUv
bywo cv_i Luy‡R wb‡q AÜKvi Ni¸‡jvi w`‡K Quyoj I|
cv_‡ii wb‡iU †`qv‡j †j‡M gvwU‡Z wQU‡K coj †mUv|
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nv‡Zi Av‡Mœqv¯¿ SU& K‡i Kuv‡a D‡V †Mj, `ª“Z Nyij MvW©,
cv_y‡i evwoi w`‡K ZvwK‡q kãUvi Drm LuyR‡Q|
B‡Zvg‡a¨ iIbv n‡q †M‡Q dvjvb, Pvicv‡q QyU‡Q wVK
†hb GKUv Mwijv| j¤^v Nv‡mi wfZi Xy‡K hLb †`Lj cv‡qi
bx‡P gvwU Lye big, wm‡a n‡jv †m| axi cv‡q †nu‡U Zvi KvQ
†_‡K `~‡i m‡i hv‡”Q MvW©|
Zvi Dci †PvL †i‡L Ab¨ Av‡iK w`K †_‡K G‡Mv‡”Q
ivbv| Ii nv‡Z k³ K‡i aiv GKUv A¯¿, †KvbI Kvi‡Y
dvjvb e¨_© n‡j Kv‡R jvM‡e|
Nv‡mi ivR¨ A‡a©KUv †cwi‡q‡Q dvjvb, GB mgq
Avcbg‡b gv_v bvoj MvW©, Zvici wbtmvo evwo¸‡jvi w`‡K
wcQb wdij| AuvZ‡K IVvi AvIqvR ïbj ivbv, Zvici
†`Lj BDwbdg© civ g~wZ©Uvi nv‡Z †Svjv‡bv A¯¿ `ª“Z Kuv‡a
D‡V hv‡”Q|
†_vb dvjv‡bi †ckj nvZ‡Rvov mvg‡b evov‡bv, Kviv‡Z
nvgjvi Rb¨ ˆZwi|
Z‡e KvRUv Ki‡Z wM‡q wb‡RiI gviv covi Avk¼v Av‡Q
dvjv‡bi| ¸wji kã n‡e; mvZ-AvU MR `~iZ¡, cvi n‡Z
K‡qK †m‡KÛ †j‡M hv‡e|
Af¨¯— nv‡Z A¯¿Uv Quyoj ivbv|
Mv‡q Zvivi Av‡jv jvMvq B¯úvZ-bxj wSwjK Zy‡j QyUj
IUv, j¶¨‡f` K‡i Rb¥ w`j GKUv †ivgnl©K `„‡k¨i| ivbvi
g‡b n‡jv dvjvb I MvW© †hb jvd w`‡q wZbw`‡K m‡i †Mj|
Z‡e, dvjvb Avm‡j †hLv‡b wQj †mLv‡bB R‡g †M‡Q, jvd
w`‡q m‡i †M‡Q ïay MvW©ÑKzrwmZ fv‡e wew”Qbœ `y‡Uv Avjv`v
gvs‡mi Aw¯’i UzK‡iv n‡q| ivbvi g¨v‡PwU gvwU‡Z coj gv_vi
Av‡M, Avi gv_vUv coj aoUv fxwZKi †¯−v †gvk‡b KvZ

nIqvi ci|
ewgi fveUv †P‡c †i‡L dvjv‡bi Kv‡Q G‡m `uvovj ivbv,
GLbI †m jvd w`‡Z hvIqvi fw½‡Z w¯’i n‡q Av‡Q| Zvivi
Av‡jvq wew”Qbœ gv_vUv exfrm †`Lv‡”Q| ivbv †`Lj dvjv‡bi
nZPwKZ †Pnviv K‡qK wWwMÖ Kg fq¼i jvM‡Q| Abyfe Kij
Ii wb‡Ri †PnvivI weK…Z n‡q Av‡Q| mve †gwkbMvbUv gvwU
†_‡K Zy‡j dvjv‡bi w`‡K evwo‡q aij I|
Ô`ytwLZ,Õ weoweo Kij ivbv| ÔAvi wKQy Kivi wQj bv
Avgvi| GUv a‡iv| GKvš— eva¨ bv n‡j e¨envi K‡iv bv|Õ
ÔRx, wg÷vi ivbv,Õ KK©k AvIqvR †ei“j dvjv‡bi Mjv
†_‡K|
ÔwdiwQ Avwg, evwoi †cQbw`‡K _vKe| hZ ZvovZvwo
cvi †Zvgvi †jvKR‡bi m‡½ K_v †kl K‡i P‡j G‡mv
ILv‡b| m‡½ I‡`i KvD‡K †i‡LvÑAvcvZZ GKR‡bi †ewk
bq| Aek¨B cy‡ivcywi wek¦¯— n‡Z n‡e Zv‡K| Avi Rjw`!Õ
`yRb Avjv`v n‡q †h hvi wb‡Ri Kv‡R P‡j †Mj|
bvwn`v †g‡qwU GLbI wK‡P‡b i‡q‡Q, Z‡e †Pqv‡i bq|
Rvbvjvi KvQvKvwQ `uvwo‡q GKUv Rv‡bvqv‡ii m‡½ a¯—vaw¯—
Ki‡Q †m| †gvUv‡mvUv MvW© kixi w`‡q †V‡m a‡i‡Q Zv‡K, gyL
evwo‡q GiBg‡a¨ dz‡j IVv †Vuv‡Ui bvMvj cvIqvi †Póv Ki‡Q
Avevi, GKB m‡½ Uvb w`‡q wQu‡o †dj‡Q e−vDR I MvDb|
cÖvq wbtk‡ã j‡o hv‡”Q †g‡qwU| Mv‡W©i †Pv‡L bL
†XvKvevi †Póv Ki‡Q †m, cv w`‡q jvw_ I nuvUz w`‡q ¸u‡Zv
gvi‡Q| Zvici my‡hvM †c‡q Mv‡W©i †VuvU Kvg‡o aij|
wb‡R‡K Qvwo‡q wb‡q wcQy nUj MvW©, nvm‡Q| nvZ w`‡q
UªvDRv‡ii mvg‡b wKQy GKUv Kij †m, Zvici bZzb D`¨‡g
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fvix kixiUv wb‡q bvwn`vi w`‡K G‡Mvj| nVvr SuyKj †m, evg
nvZ w`‡q bvwn`vi MvDb a‡i †Kvgi †_‡K bvgvevi †Póv
Ki‡Q|
Rvbvjvi cvk †_‡K m‡i G‡m‡Q ivbv| B¯úv‡Zi mi“ I
j¤^v GKUv UzK‡iv w`‡q cÖvq wbtk‡ãB `iRvi Zvjv Lyj‡Q I|
wK‡P‡bi wfZi †_‡K fvix wKQy c‡o hvIqvi AvIqvR †f‡m
Gj, Zvici †kvbv †Mj †fuvZv GKUv wPrKvi|
g„`y cÖwZev` K‡i wfZi w`‡K Ly‡j †Mj `iRv| †KvbI
kã bv K‡i †QvU GKUv nj a‡i `ª“Z G‡Mvj ivbv| n‡j
wZb‡U `iRv, me¸‡jvB †Lvjv| Wvb w`‡K c¨vw›Uª, evg w`‡K
wK‡Pb| mvg‡b †gBb c¨v‡mR, c¨v‡m‡Ri GKw`‡K GK mvwi
`iRvц÷vi i“g, IqvBb †mjvi, †Wªwms i“g BZ¨vw`| AviI
mvg‡b euvK wb‡q‡Q c¨v‡mR, P‡j †M‡Q †M÷ i“‡gi w`‡K|
Zvici Dc‡i IVvi wmuwo|
†gBb c¨v‡mRUv fvj K‡i †`Lj ivbv, †KD †Kv_vI
†bB| wcQy n‡U wd‡i Gj nj-G, Zvici wK‡P‡bi w`‡K
G‡Mvj|
wgDPzqvj †fÂv‡ii MvW© wK‡P‡bi †g‡S‡Z GZ e¨¯— †h
wfZ‡i †KD XyKj wK bv ûuk †bB Zvi| Zvi †gvUv‡mvUv kixi
w`‡q bvwn`v‡K †X‡K †d‡j‡Q †m| bvwn`v wb‡R‡K Qvovevi
e¨_© †Póvq QUdU Ki‡Q, nuvcv‡”Q, †MvOv‡”Q; Avi Zvi Dc‡i
G·vimvB‡Ri cÖ¯‘wZ wb‡q †d‡j‡Q MvW©|
Lye ev‡R GKUv mg‡q evav w`‡Z hv‡”Q ivbv, m‡›`n †bB,
Z‡e GZ Ri“wi †h, GB gyn~‡Z© Zv bv w`‡jI bq| †`wi Ki‡j
†g‡qwUi Rb¨ e¨vcviUv AviI †ewk AcÖxwZKi n‡q DV‡Z
cv‡i|
wK‡P‡bi †g‡S‡Z †KvbI kã Ki‡Q bv ivbvi cv| †Rvov

jvMv kixi `yy‡Uvi cv‡k G‡m _vgj I¸‡jv| Kviv‡Z nvgjvi
cÖ¯‘wZ wbj I| Wvb nv‡Zi wKbviv k³ †jvnv n‡q DVj, †Kvc
gvievi gvivZ¥K A¯¿| nuvUz `y‡Uv‡K ci¯ú‡ii KvQ †_‡K
LvwbKUv mwi‡q fuvR Kij, mvg‡bi w`‡K SzuKj GKUz, Zvici
cÖPÊ kw³‡Z AvNvZ nvbj †jvKUvi Db¥y³ Nv‡oÑcª_‡g Wvb
nvZ, cigyn~‡Z© evg nvZ w`‡q|
Nv‡oi nvo fvOj, †_uZ‡j †Mj Ki‡UW Av‡U©wi, d‡j
m‡½ m‡½ g„Zz¨ n‡q‡Q|
`yÕnv‡Z Kjvi a‡i †g‡qwUi Dci †_‡K jvkUv Zzjj
ivbv| †duvcv‡bvi AvIqvR XyKj Kv‡b| jvkUv K‡qK dzU `~‡i
bvwg‡q ivLj I| IUvi †nvj÷vi †_‡K wc¯—jUv †ei K‡i
wb‡q Nyij, †`Lj j¾v XvKvi Rb¨ GKUv Movb w`‡q Dcyo
n‡q‡Q bvwn`v, Nvo wdwi‡q ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Ii w`‡K| GKUv
cvwZ‡ji XvKwb Ly‡j wc¯—jUv Zvi wfZi ivLj ivbv|
I‡K GwM‡q Avm‡Z †`‡L ZvovZvwo `uvwo‡q coj
†g‡qwU, `yÕnvZ w`‡q kixi XvKvi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Q, †Pv‡L-gy‡L
AvZ¼| Ôbv! bv!Õ †duvcv‡”Q †m|
nVvr Dcjwä Kij ivbv †g‡qwUi †Pv‡L †Kgb †`Lv‡”Q
I‡Kцmªd GKUv Rswj, Kvc‡o ïK‡bv Kv`v I i³ †j‡M
i‡q‡Q, m‡½ GKMv`v A¯¿|
Ôbvwn`v, Pzc!Õ big my‡i wdmwdm Kij ivbv| Ôdvjv‡bi
eÜz Avwg| kvš— nI, wc−R| Avwg dvjv‡bi m‡½ G‡mwQ| Kx
ejwQ eyS‡Z cviQ? Avgiv g¨vWvg BivewZ‡K i¶v Ki‡Z
G‡mwQ|Õ
AvnZ cvwLi gZ _i_i K‡i Kuvc‡Q bvwn`v, k~b¨`„wó‡Z
ZvwK‡q _vKj|
ÔAvwg dvjv‡bi m‡½ mvnvh¨ Ki‡Z G‡mwQ,Õ evwg©R fvlvq
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Avevi ejj ivbv| ÔZzwg fq †c‡qv bv|Õ
ax‡i ax‡i e`‡j hv‡”Q bvwn`vi †Pnviv| †Pv‡L-gy‡L
wgbwZ I Av‡e`b dz‡U DVj| Ôdvjvb fvB? †Kv_vq... †Kv_vq
wZwb?Õ wdmwdm K‡i wR‡Ám Kij †m|
Ô†Zvgv‡`i †jvK‡`i m‡½ K_v ej‡Z †M‡Q,Õ e‡j
mveav‡b †g‡qwUi GKUv nvZ aij ivbv, axi fw½‡Z †U‡b
wb‡q wM‡q GKUv †Pqv‡i emvj| Ôbvwn`v, e¨vcviUv Ri“wi|
`yÕGKUv cª‡kœi DËi `iKvi Avgvi| cÖ_‡g e‡jv, g¨vWvg
BivewZ †Kv_vq?Õ
Ôg¨vWvg! I Avj−vn, g¨vWvg!Õ nVvr g‡b c‡o hvIqvq
DwØMœ n‡q DVj bvwn`v| ÔZuv‡K †Zv IqvBb †mjv‡i AvU‡K
†i‡L‡Q Iiv, †Riv Kivi R‡b¨...Avi wKQy †Zv Avwg Rvwb
bv|Õ
ÔIiv Kviv? KRb?Õ
GLbI Kuvc‡Q bvwn`v| Ô`yRb| bv, wZbRb| cª_‡g
†Rbv‡ij Avi mv‡R©›U‡K †`‡LwQ, Zvici Av‡iKRb we‡`kx
G‡m‡Q|Õ
we‡`kx? ivbvi †Pvqvj k³ n‡q DVj| K‡b©j û`v Qvov
Avi †K!
ÔIqvBb †mjviUv IBw`‡K...Õ ïi“ Kij bvwn`v|
Ôk&k&k&!Õ †Vuv‡U AvOyj Zz‡j K_v ej‡Z wb‡la Kij ivbv|
wcQ‡bi n‡j GKUv kã n‡q‡Q, A_P wØZxqevi †kvbv †Mj
bv| Av›`vR Kij, `iRvi evB‡i bovPov Ki‡Q †KD|
Gw`‡K wK‡P‡bi †g‡S‡Z GKUv jvk c‡o i‡q‡Q|
wc¯—‡ji euv‡U P‡j †Mj ivbvi nvZ|
ÔAvwg, dvjvb|Õ †Lvjv `iRv w`‡q wfZ‡i XyKj `xN©‡`nx
eyjWM, †g‡S‡Z c‡o _vKv jv‡ki w`‡K mš‘ówP‡Ë GKevi

ZvKvj| Zvi wcQ‡bi †QvULvU gvbylUv `uvwo‡q c‡o‡Q,
w¯’i`„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q Av‡Q †mw`‡K| ÔGi bvg _y‡qgy‡q| G‡K
Avgiv wek¦vm Ki‡Z cvwi|Õ
ÔA¯¿ Pvjv‡Z Rv‡b?Õ wR‡Ám Kij ivbv|
Ômv‡eK evwg©R ˆmwbK, mvi,Õ wb‡RB Reve w`j _y‡qgy‡q|
Ôbvwn`v, †evb Avgvi...Õ †g‡qwUi Kuv‡a fvix nvZ ivLj
dvjvb| ÔGZ †`wi nIqvq `ytwLZ| g¨vWvg †Kv_vq?Õ
ÔIqvBb †mjv‡i,Õ `ª“Z ejj ivbv| Ô†fZ‡i Zuvi m‡½
wZbRb †jvK Av‡Q| Zuv‡K m¤¢eZ UiPvi Kiv n‡”Q| †Zvgvi
mve †gwkbMvbUv _y‡qgy‡q‡K `vI, dvjvb| Avi IB cvwZ‡j
GKUv wc¯—j Av‡Q|Õ nvZ Zz‡j †`Lvj I| Ôbvwn`v‡K wb‡q
GLv‡bB _vKzK †m, jvkUv †Pv‡Li Avov‡j †Kv_vI mwi‡q
†djyK|Õ
Ôïay Avgiv `yRb IqvBb †mjv‡i hve?Õ
Ônu¨v,Õ ejj ivbv| Ô†gBb c¨v‡mR Qvov ILv‡b †XvKvi Avi
†KvbI c_ Av‡Q?Õ
Ôbv, IUvB GKgvÎ `iRv,Õ ejj dvjvb, iv‡M k³ n‡q
Av‡Q Zvi †Pvqvj| Ô†Rbv‡ij hw` Avgvi g¨vWv‡gi Mv‡q nvZ
Zz‡j _v‡K, Avwg kvjvi fyuwoi Ici `uvwo‡q jvdve...Õ
Ô†m †`Lv hv‡e, wKš‘ Iiv hw` Avgv‡`i‡K cÖ_‡gB †`‡L
†d‡j Zv n‡j †Zv KvR n‡e bv| evwo‡Z Avi †KvbI
†jvKRb Av‡Q, bvwn`v?Õ
gv_v SuvKvj bvwn`v| nvZ Zz‡j jvkUv †`Lvj| Ôïay IUv
wQj|Õ
ÔG‡mv, dvjvb, c_ †`LvI,Õ ejj ivbv|
gv_v SuvKvj dvjvb| Zvi evov‡bv nvZ †_‡K mve †gwkb-
MvbUv wbj _y‡qgy‡q|
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Zv‡K `ª“Z wKQy wb‡`©k w`j dvjvb, Zvici ivbvi m‡½
†ewi‡q coj|
mvwf©m n‡ji cv_y‡i †g‡Si Dci w`‡q wbtk‡ã G‡Mv‡”Q
`yRb| †Kv_vI GKUv weovjI †Pv‡L coj bv, †ewi‡q Gj
†gBb c¨v‡m‡R| evwg©R wUK-Gi fvix `iRvi mvg‡b _vgj
Iiv| Zvgvi nvZj PKPK Ki‡Q| K‡qK †m‡KÛ A‡c¶v
Kij, wfZi †_‡K †KvbI kã Avm‡Q bv|
ÔKeRvq †Zj †`qv nq?Õ wdmwdm Kij ivbv|
gv_v SuvwK‡q fvix nvZjUv aij dvjvb| Pvc w`‡Z Nyi‡Q
IUv| GZUzKz kã bv K‡i wfZi w`‡K Ly‡j †Mj fvix KevU|
I‡`i bx‡P †KvbI avc †bB, cªvq Lvovfv‡e ïay GKUv i¨v¤ú
†b‡g †M‡Q ¶Zwe¶Z cv_y‡i †g‡S‡Z| Av‡jvUv †Pv‡L
jvM‡Q, m¤¢eZ `y‡kv IqvU-Gi evje|
†Kv_vI †_‡K KviI Mjvi AvIqvR †f‡m Avm‡Q, Z‡e
†K Kx ej‡Q †evSv hv‡”Q bv| i¨v¤ú †e‡q gvÎ K‡qK cv
bvgj ivbv| †`Lj `yÕw`‡Ki †`qvjB wmwjs Quy‡q‡Q, A_©vr GUv
Avm‡j GKUv Xvjy Uv‡bj| Uv‡b‡ji bx‡P wLjvb AvK…wZi
duvK i‡q‡Q, Zvici †g‡S|
Mjvi AvIqvR GLb Avi `y‡e©va¨ bq|
Ôbv, †Rbv‡ij, e¨vcviUv‡K Avwg nvjKvfv‡e wb‡Z cviwQ
bv,Õ Bs‡iwR‡Z ejj GKRb, D”Pvi‡Y cvÄvex Uvb ¯úó|
ÔAviI Aš—Z Ava NÈv Av‡M wd‡i Avmv DwPZ wQj Avcbvi
KÞv‡ii| †mUv †d‡iwb, MvW©ivI †hvMv‡hvM Ki‡Q bv| Ad-
†Kvm© †`qvi BR mvgw_s iO|Õ
K‡b©j AvRgj û`vi Kɯ^i| Av‡M gvÎ GKevi ïb‡jI,
wPb‡Z ivbvi †KvbI Amywe‡a n‡jv bv|
nvwmi AvIqvR †f‡m Gj|

Ô†Rbv‡ij D wbgywP,Õ ivbvi Kv‡bi Kv‡Q wdmwdm Kij
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