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curated by
Sophia Passin + Kathleen Torrez
featured artist
Golbanou Moghaddas | golbanou-moghaddas.com
1
out of these sunny soft windows, or, of these views as
the sun passed by. And as it turns out, I must say, the
photos are pretty astounding, people are saying no
one has mastered the beauty of lens flare like she has.”
To this I tipped my drink.
2 s e an tay l o r
ert Pesich
Rob
Black Cat Alchemy
3
The Stomach
what we call our trawler does not stop at night. It
continues to growl, hiss, and pitch
for the next catch, our search for something to love,
good enough to eat. Everything
processed below deck in half-light. The low-value
ground and reformed into nostalgias
named Medley, Chorus, Family-Pak. Word now often
comes from corporate, software
manufacturing taste.
4 R ob e r t Pe s i c h
Men’s Business Casual
Robe rt P e si ch 5
tlyn Clark
Cai
Rat King
i. my father tells me
regret is his only memory these days
meaning, america.
during the korean war,
i want to go to korea.
by accident, she says
i want to be korean.
8 C a i t lyn C l a r k
iv. a rat king is a collection of rats whose tails
become intertwined / unable to survive in this
condition, they promptly die, tethered to one another.
on the mantle,
my grandfather’s war medals blink with pride.
Ca i t lyn Cla rk 9
ea Matthews
Th
W it h G an g r e n e
11
now sipping on five-dollar pour overs
now in line midnight to pay for fifteen-
dollar burritos (not including chips).
12 T h e a Mat t h e w s
Ascetic Protest
cracked
callused
feet listen
to the cries inside my belly
slowly
the revolution
from within
is within
each cell each step each fight
against an avaricious oligarchy—
a government who can never
control
the perception thoughts ideas
of a human being
as much as they want to
[keep
walking
they can’t find
you]
Th e a Mat t h e ws 13
Tony Press
Take M t
e to Yo ur Hea r
“My mom liked Elvis a lot, had all his music, but it
was this friend of hers who was the fanatic. She was
staying with us that summer, on her way to ‘California,
or maybe Colorado.’ She was crazy in love with him. I
was sitting right next to her when she heard it on the
television. She looked like a clock someone threw out
a window.”
16 T o n y Pr e s s
“She never left the house, just played those records
over and over and over. One night, when my mom
was pulling a double-shift, she told me to sing—no,
she didn’t tell me, she ordered me—to sing ‘Love Me
Tender’ to her. I don’t even know if she knew I could
sing or not. I hadn’t sung a word since they kicked me
out of choir the year before, for smoking.”
“It was the one she played the most, I heard it literally
thirty-five times, maybe more, that week.”
Tony P re ss 17
southern Wisconsin’s endless summer sky, certain that
solace could be found if only she knew where to look.
“At two minutes of, I was still watching her. She slid
off the hood and started in to the porch. I stuffed
the lyrics into my jeans pocket even though I knew I
didn’t need them, and I went to her. I remember I was
barefoot, and I had on a Packer jersey, but for some
reason I can’t remember which one. I had three or four
different ones. I wish I knew.”
18 T o n y Pr e s s
could barely hear her. She said ‘Now. Now, please.’ She
closed her eyes and I sang. Maybe they were already
closed the whole time, I don’t know.”
Tony P re ss 19
both checks from the table, paid the cashier, added a
generous tip, and, next to the cash register, found
a cigarette machine. He pumped quarters into the
slot until a crisp pack of Camels dropped to the tray.
Grabbing a nameless book of matches from a bowl
on the counter, he strode outside into the chill, his
breath immediately visible, the pack already open and
a Camel between his lips. Instinctively locating the
darkest corner of the parking lot, he leaned against the
base of a utility pole, its iciness cutting his thin jacket
to the small of his back. Amid the constellations he
was easily able to locate, as he struck his first match in
240 days, the screened-in porch in Delavan, the little
blue suitcase and the stringed handbag, and the red tail
lights, one brighter than the other, heading west across
the bright yellow lines.
20 T o n y Pr e s s
Sara Biel
Telling
The winter sunset seeped crimson behind
the mountains.
She slipped her secret into my ear.
A match to my mother’s.
An unexpected requiem
a pain filled gift
grief and anger pressed fingers to palm.
A string of stories
laundry on a line
wavering.
A call to remember
warning of a fragile boundary
a tentative sovereignty born in blood.
Each story came with a name
Rita, Marguerite, Amy, Joan.
22 s a ra b i e l
Our teeth and hands grip
hold us carefully within our skins.
We are tangled, breathless in our accidental binding.
Reluctant latecomers,
awkward in the intimacy of this accident.
Cloudy breath floats away from us.
In these strained moments time spreads, thinning at
its edges.
sa ra bi e l 23
Some secrets don’t age, they calcify
Breathe quietly, hands folded
Lay claim with flat little smiles.
I had a secret
An implicit stumbling
natural as stretch mark.
It lingered
mirrored in the eyes of an old lady,
echoed in my mom’s voice.
And
secrets are transformed by their telling.
Speaking sloughs off scaly shame
pushes them into the light
where they bloom
precarious and commonplace
rose-colored mornings from storm filled nights
24 s a ra b i e l
Conspirators
A syncopated hymn
sa ra bi e l 25
release from the snakey tangle
the flank and fuss of your car seat
the growl and snipe of traffic snarls.
I glance down.
Vision slips
There
like the sudden moon breaking through.
I spark in the glow of your secret smile
edging up the corners of your mouth.
26 s a ra b i e l
Spring
Go out and
comeback
go out
come back
go out.
sa ra bi e l 27
Doesn’t even wave.
Thoughts stumble
Words recede
sa ra bi e l 29
er Bullen
Pet
R e v e ri e
If I ever died
And that is something
I am told I will have to make allowances for
I’d like not to be the first
And to be relieved of all the times I wanted to be,
first that is.
31
Boots of Spanish Leather perhaps, since it’s about a
lover leaving
But also for its everyday vocabulary and its silences,
which remind me how little I will ever know
and how much I may still love
32 Pe t e r B ul l e n
Couple
P e t e r Bu lle n 33
l Dorf
Caro
B o rd
ers and Bo u n d a rie s
Salt over a shoulder to chase away the bad luck that threatens to
follow you to a new home—not that it did Lot’s wife any good. For
a while driftwood sculptures populated the salt flats—open to tidal
shifts.
35
nifer Kulbec
Jen k
Thre
e St o r ie s a b o u t a m u l e
37
notes on the mule
seasick
braying
hoarse
stone tower
brick lining
sacks of coal
for the boilers for the steam for the fog whistle
loved apples
drizzled with honey
and rolled in sugar
38 J e n n i f e r K ul b e ck
from Jack Stories
Je nni f e r Ku lbe ck 39
Lea Gulino
42 L e a G ul i n o
From all directions casings clanked as caps winged
Hallidie’s bough.
Out of ammo and into the street our night man found his
neighbors.
The whooper-up arousing them from sleepy mead love’s
labours.
There were conductors and there were grip-men, all
shakin’ out their flannin’,
A tin hat appy dosser and snaggle-toothed nanny bandin’.
Le a Gu li no 43
The next day in The Call it was reported, “No One Was
Hurt”.
And that’s true of bipedals, perhaps Darwin would assert.
But under the loco-motion and chuckaboo backbarishin’
Three doggies on duty, found poisoned and perishin’.
There are men who are clean, there are men who are loyal,
But men can be dogs when it comes to spoils royal.
They cruelly slipped some micky meat to Jack, Tip and
Fido
Three noble dogs taught to protect, they lived by that
mighty Cairo.
44 L e a G ul i n o
Abe Becker
Grief Strategy
Is he
dead? a new friend
asked
enough
46 Ab e B e c k e r
lsea Davis
Che
Leatherface
Dear one,
let me in tonight.
I vow: when I am done,
I’ll leave no marks.
47
as Moniz
Tom
O r,
A T he
A ll In m y B o d y
r a p is t th e T
ric k
i s G o o d b u t S o m e ti m es Y o u T u b e D o es
49
I blurted out, YouTube videos.
I said, Yes.
I said, Yes.
50 T o m as Mon i z
They said, Wonderful. Sit with that feeling right now.
That was some of it, but not really all of it. It’s also
their disgust, their offended reactions, the way they
discover something about themselves, it’s voyeuristic,
even erotic, like you witness intimacy right as it’s
created between two people. The bond, the excitement
over hating something I loved. Listen: I watched video
after video, drank glass after glass, until I ended up
Tomas Moni z 51
making myself cum sitting on the couch in the living
room, all the lights on, right hand holding a wine glass,
mouth open, stained red lips, singing along to “Closer”
or “Stinkfist,” playing with myself with my left hand
as the YouTubers stopped and shared their analysis of
the lyrics, their voices all appalled and indignant.
52 T o m as Mon i z
elle Lee Slo
ch ta
Ri
J ust So
You Understand
I don’t do drag
To be an outlaw.
I don’t do drag
to get off, so to speak.
Your license,
I don’t seek.
53
d ler Rae Fitch
h an et
C t
O ne hundred
a n d ten ho urs
55
et h Horner T
ab ur
i z ne
El What the r
Scho
olteacher Told St. Peter
57
therapy, personal therapy, music therapy and rent-a-
pets; even the lizard survived overnight in its terrarium
alone in her room. So the director thought she might
be ready for school. She needs an education! The director
said. We’ll mainstream her and she’ll learn to play nice
with others. But you know, Kids will be Kids. It was the
glasses she chose to wear, and we were all too afraid of
her to tell her to stop. American flags with lights that
flashed on the edges and if you pressed a button on the
side, Grand Ol’ Flag played for a few seconds. At first,
the other kids thought they were funny, that she was
just… kooky, you know? They’d press the button, and
she’d stand at attention with her hand on her heart
while the song played. Every time. And she’d never
even smile. So funny quickly turned weird and the one,
the only recess I didn’t shoo them out immediately so
I could race to the bathroom, they backed her into a
corner, hands clawing for the glasses yelling all sorts of
crappy—sorry—terrible stuff at her, and we all know
what happened then. It was like Carrie in the 7th grade,
but with bloating and steam instead of pigs’ blood. It
was only her fourth day.
58 E l i z ab e t h H or ne r Tu rne r
that classroom—they were alone for three maybe four
minutes!—I just stood there, watching the Atkinson
boy puff up and vanish, then I heard that creepy group
gasp and then perfect silence punctured by Matthew’s
watery scream. He was next to go, of course, and I froze
in the doorway. I was just mesmerized by her silky, silky,
I mean, like a ‘70’s hair commercial, ponytail. Seriously.
Hear me when I tell you that it was perfect—chestnut
colored and tied with a little green bow. It was magical.
At some point, I know I yelled to the kids to duck and
cover and her head flicked over to my face. My second-
to-last vision was of the perfectly curled ponytail
bouncing, so slowly as she moved her head to see me.
And then, well, the last things I saw were her eyes.
60 E l i z ab e t h H or ne r Tu rne r
if he needs to sniff his way. The local wolf seemed
willing
to help, but he’s also hungry since the elves packed up
for the British movie industry. My phantoms tell
stories
of other men who lost their way in the woods—
they each were one, and show me their scars as
though to prove
their death certificates. I’d like him alive, but if I find
him post-mortem
with the Candy Kid Ghost Ravers, I’d take him, I
guess. O June,
I hope you’re happy, and when your house falls and
I’m ocean-bound
again, I hope you’ll find at least one pane of glass
floating
in the waves and know I tried to keep the vision clear.
63
of his mind. The long, dark winter had helped to slow
down his mental chatter. But now, as the sun was
warming his skin, and the first butterflies flitted from
bush to bush, Monk was feeling twitchy.
Croak.
The raven didn’t feel that anything was all that easy
since his mate had died. He still missed her fiercely, but
not in the way Monk missed his lover. How birds feel
is not something humans can understand. They make
educated guesses which, by virtue of being educated,
completely miss the point.
64 S a ra h Pa r i s
village.
Croak.
The raven flapped his wings, jumped off the rock and
hopped across the garden to where a butterfly had
landed.
Butterfly Lou.
Sa ra h Pa ri s 65
Amy Smith
N e a p Ti d e
67
A Man Afar
(lipogram)
a man afar
pawns arms
plays war
bang
68 Am y Sm i t h
an uncertain victory
Nurtured,
something ambiguous becomes systematic—
but without that day, immaterial
To a child,
the history of the world
Amy Smi t h 69
- january 6, 2020 -