Just Walk Alone (Introvert)

Another Name : Piece of mylife

Genre : Good all at once bad experience
Writer : Ilham
Language : English

Everyone has met someone who is calm, always alone, seem comfortable with
a few just close friends, impressed awkward, impressed not associate, answered
questions briefly, and other characteristics.
And I'm is introvert. I just knowing and be realize of the terminology
"introvert" when I graduated from high school. Before, perhaps until now I assume
introvert is a disease, illness and many more.
I always look at the behavior of another friend who actively ask, energetic, talk
like a railroad that has no end or unlimited, always the spirit and quickly to answer
anything. While I was different, and that difference, really felt. I’m grateful because
since elementary to junior high school did not friends who think me strange person
(weird). But when high school social environment began to attach the term to me
that is "weird”. In fact there says I'm "anti-social" besides I is IPS student. I'm
confused with the term anti-social, because if that it is true then during this I already
stay in my aloneness and do not ever interact with anyone. But proof I still have
friend, and interact with other classmates, I also have parents who became a place
for me sharing. Or perhaps mean my friends that's not me "anti-social" but because I
did not know how to have fun. So, from my experience, people often became
misunderstand and negative labeling to introvert person. Even for inappropriate
term though.
I may also always be gossip because sometimes make become people
emotional, Why? Because I inclined to be much more than silence of my speaking
and the result that become impressed arrogant me. Just silence can be annoying to
another person (it’s my experience). Or perhaps because I do not talk much and not
much to tell my heart's content directly to another person who are less close to me,
which made always misinterpreted me by others.
One again, the introverts always throw trash into the brain. I mean that very
much think with introverts. Especially when if relate to feelings, moods can return
360 °so badmood. Yes because introverts have a more sensitive heart, Because
sensitivity, I can be act with measurable, treat other people with good, and keep the
words so as not to hurt the that person. However, when I received bad treatment, I
just can bury or hide feelings of sadness and continue of its think about, I'm also sure
the sharing, but only to those who truly I believe.
Once before, I had a girlfriend. Well he really introverted and mysterious. He
was even more clumsy than myself. I first annoying, because he looks arrogant,
speaking its also necessary even. But I also realized that I have experienced times
like that when in school although not bad that. So, I was almost mistaken, I see it
from the positive side, that's why he. I was a bit empathy for him because once
before he had said to me, while he was still in school, from elementary and high
school, he has no close friends. He also asked, "why?" And continued “it said people
I was cold and arrogant” until now, because his personality is always considered a
"problem" by others, or perhaps more exact there is a "stereotype" to him so his
friend would rarely grouped with him.
The above description is a bit of personality that I know about her, I'm just
another person who saw with my eyes, and catching up with my heart. However,
from a little soul introvert it, I saw he had a good ability in aspect of the academy.
He was a systematic, measurable, logically, not random, and always pray. He ever get
praise and attention not directly by the teacher, this shows that he is true introvert,
and it is not a minus himself. When his mouth seldom to speak, his brain a lot to
say, brilliant arguments and ideas that can emerge from the mouth seldom speaks of
this.
Experience in the above makes me think that introverts have a double
burden, sometimes he hated himself when he felt himself different and sometimes
he hated by others because he is different. Although in various discourses has many
showing research on introvert, but the presumption in society unchanged until now.
Overall return again on the introvert self. What is going to force the world to change
for him? Or he who transform self appropriately at wish the world? Clearly to
understand the personality of an introvert needed a long time.

AHJDYU