30th Episode

Amazing lines of a Novel

Listen my sweet heart

"once upon a time I was playing a game with you, I near to win but, I lost because I never want to
see you loser."
Yes my Romeo I know you always win to everyone except me. Indeed you make me winner in every
moment. When I was felt loneliness suddenly you came in front of me and made me happy, several
time I came in to hopeless, your bright eyes gave me color full brightness of life. Yes my Romeo you
are a great leader you made me understand the philosophy of love. But now My Romeo I am going
to lose my life's game and we both know nobody make me winner even you my Romeo even you.
There was a deep silence occurred in Agha Khan hospitals private room, as much as we were
listening our breaths, first time I was speechless in front of her. She was my first cousin her name
was Jasmin but I called her Juliet and my name is Raheel but she always called me Romeo. We
studied same school, college and university, that was last year of our masters, we were fall in love in
childhood when we didn't know the meaning of love, our parents were happy to see us together,
there was no hurdle in our love story. One day she felt headache that was the painful twisted in our
love story.
All color had been vanished from our life's canvas, when we knew jasmine has Brain tumor which
was in last stage. She had just three month.
No my prettiest sweetheart you never leave me alone, we will go together to everywhere, I grabbed
her hand.
Romeo you always composed poetry and I listened, but tonight you listen me it is my first and last
poem, technically may be it will be wrong but my feeling can’t be wrong.
Wow if you composed then I am sure it will be a great poetry. She opened her little beautiful
notebook
Listen My Romeo
We know our journey isn’t forever
We just have a little way
But I heard somewhere
Your every possible or impossible desire will fulfill in paradise as soon as you think
Let’s come we promise
If you enter before me
I will be in your first pray.
And if I enter before you
I will have just one wish that’s You
After promised she gone forever
I couldn’t stop her
I couldn't bring back
I couldn’t exchange my life with her
Just tear, tear and tear. I didn't know how many days past without any sense.
One day I was alone in my room Jasmine’s mother came in and said, Raheel I have a note book of
Jasmine she gave me and said “Mom when I will die, after six month you will give it to Raheel” Her
hands were trembling and tears were in her eyes. Jasmine recited poem from this note book in last
night. I took it and started reading, in first page she wrote “Dear Romeo we are so lucky, got love
without any hurdles our parents and society fully support us instead of making troubles but I always
feel a fear about our love I can’t tell you which type of fear I feel”
Another place she wrote “I can’t do any things without you when you are not with me I feel
incomplete myself “
In the last she wrote a letter for me.
“Dear Romeo
You will read my last latter after six month of my death. I know well how much pain you are feeling
but slowly slowly you will accept the truth. You always made me winner now this is the time to make
my soul winner I always gave you challenge and you successfully achieved, this is not a challenge
but my last wish and I have full confidence that you must do it, first you complete your masters then
marry with a sweet girl . Indeed it is most difficult for you but you must do it.
No I can’t, I never marry, and no one take place of you
my son when we love to someone then we should fulfill her desire in any cost, this is a true path of
love. I didn’t know when my father came in my room.
But Baba how will I justice with an innocent girl, I asked him
My dear son after marriage you will adjust but right now you complete your Master then we will
discuss this mater.
So after six month I joined university my all class fellows were trying to make me happy. After
completing masters I joined university as a lecturer of English literature. I daily went to university
after university I remembered memorable days those we lived together. Two years past with this
daily routine. One day I came from university my father called me from drawing room few unknown
persons were there, he is my son Raheel and Raheel he is my friend jawad, Mrs. jawad and their
daughter Samina today they came from u.k.
Nice to meet you uncle I said
Nice to meet you he hugged with me
They were all decent family.
After dinner they went out. My father asked me Raheel how is Samina?
Nice girl I replied
Raheel it is not only the wish of Jasmine but I also want to be a grandfather if you agree then I will
talk to jawad
But Baba
No if and but Samina is best for you
Ok Baba I agree but first I tell her about Jasmine then if she will agree to marry with me I will do.
Next night Samina had a dinner with me and I told her my whole story
After listening my story she said
I am a straight forward girl and like same person, I appreciate you tell me truth about you, but, my
believe is that, true love start after marriage so you can propose me.
After one week she had come in my life
She was a pretty caring girl, always did things for my happiness.
Life was going on a pleasant way. After two year God gifted us a cute boy Samina proposed her
name was Noman.
Fifteen year had been past now Noman was thirteen years old.
During fifteen years my father passed away, we shifted Islamabad.
One day Samina was coming back to Islamabad from Katmandu to attend a conference plane was
crashed once again a disaster came in my life. No one was there to morale support.
Then I took a decision to come back Karachi.
Noman was naughty boy but now he was up sate. I joined a college in defense it was near to my
home.
One day we were shopping in dolmen male Noman said Baba first we go to Sindbad then shopping
Ok let’s go
When we came to basketball corner three girls were already playing
You never win to me in basketball
I shocked this was the voice of jasmine and her favorite dialogue.
She was consistently playing well I didn’t look her face
Wow I am winner she loudly speaks out and turned
She was 17, 18 years old
Prettiest seraph of the haven
The first thought came in my mind to see her face
Please take a side if you finished your game
Noman asked her
No boy we are playing a tournament
You can play other games
Thanks No need of your advice
Come on Baba
Noman pulled my hand and went out to gift shops
Noman we can wait or you play other game
No Baba I want to give a lesson to her
What lesson?
I asked him
Come and see
Uncle gives me this red tidy bear
He gave his card lot of point was in his card
Shopkeeper checked card and packed tidy bear
Noman what is this will you play this tidy bear?
It was surprising for me
No Baba when we are coming here this girl was insisting to shopkeeper about this tidy bear she was
saying Mr. please don’t sale it I have few point less but will get now and come back to get it.
Now she will never get it hahaaaa
Is it right my boy?
No Baba but she did right?
I think she was there before us so she has the right to play before us.
It’s not fair you are taking side to her instead of me
No boy I am not taking side but it is fundamental principal. Ok let’s go for dinner
We went out food court and having pizza
Sorry boy I hurt you
She came to our table and apologies.
When we finished pizza and wanted to go home.
Oho it’s ok but sorry to say you were not playing good I easily beat you, how much score you
secured?
150 my highest score
Just 150 hahaaa I will beat you just 10 minute and Baba only 5 minute
Ok I challenge you if I beat you; you will give me this tidy bear
And if I beat you then Noman asked him?
Other two girls and me silently looked them?
You can choose plenty she said.
Hahaaa sorry ma’am I have gifted this tidy bear to someone so you can buy other tidy bear
Thank you no need of your advice
Anger appeared her face
Ruby let’s go, other girl pulled Ruby’s hand and went out.
She walked one step, turned and looked in to my eyes stay a moment and went out.
Stopped the pace of time for a while
I will never forget grievance, looked in her eyes.
Noman
No Baba comes on hurry up
He dragged me to lift
Noman tells me what are you doing?
I asked him in the lift
Let’s see what will happen
He stopped in pink car parking (this is for women) in front of red color cults
Baba this is Ruby’s car they are coming here I want to gift tidy bear to her take it I will come just a
minute
Where are you going?
I bring my camera he said and went to male car parking
I was little confused what is going on?
I putted Tidy bear on the bonnet of ruby’s car
Mr. Can you lift tidy bear from my car
Ruby’s voice awakened me from my thought
Oho yes I picked tidy bear
I didn’t understand what I do
They sit down her car
Ruby just a minute
Yes once again she looked in my eyes
Noman is a naughty boy he was relishing with you, he had already decided to gift you this tidy bear
May you accept?
What…. really he was just kidding me.
Her voice was full of pleasure
Yes please take it, I looked around but Noman was not there
As she took, Noman suddenly appeared and clicks a snap.
Wow what a lovely snap
He raised slogan
Naughty boy you pestered me a lot
She said
And what about you?
He saw her with naughty eyes
I have already apologized for that
Ok now I apologize to you
After his mother death first time he came back in his real mode
I was so happy to see him
Apologize accepted boy
Bye the way you are so happy to get it what is special in this tidy bear?
He asked her
Nothing something special but it is my nature I like things in one glance then others not fit in my
heart And I got it in one go.
What an amazing things my father also same to you.
Baba look your amazing snap
He gave me his digital camera
I was benumbed to saw snap
She looked me as I can’t describe in world just a deep sea of love in her eyes
But I shocked to see my eyes in snap also same spectacle.
May I see she asked me?
Sure I gave her camera
Wow amazing result
Can you sent me on whatapp boy
She shocked same like me and a little bit confused
But immediate she flourished again confidence
No I can’t
Noman seriously replied
Why?
Because I don’t have your cell number, he laughed out aloud
Ok give me your number I am calling you
Noman gave my number to her she punched
And my cell phone started ranging
Ooi you don’t have cell phone
She surprisingly asked
I am a poor student aunty
Who’s aunty I am just 3 or 4 year elder than you if again you call me aunty I will punch you
Hahaaa ok then what I call
You can call me with my name or appi
Ok will thinks about it
Rubby he has cell phone and I told her Noman’s number
Ok Noman let’s go
Ok baba but one things is remain which did in first
What?
Introduction I am Noman he is my father Mr. Raheel and what about you?
Me Rabia and my nick name is Ruby she is my friend Noreen and she is Fatma
She introduced herself and her friends
Ok Noman let’s go
I said to Noman
Noman thanks a lot for your gift
Ok see you again
She waved her hand
Really Noman asked her
Sure
During coming back home Noman asked me with seeing snap
How is she?
She is nice girl, I replied
Just nice no Baba it’s not enough
So
Thinks again he said
Ok prettiest one I smiled
Yes it is something better but not enough, he also smiled
What you think about her, you will not pester more
Hahaaa Baba you
Yeah I exactly know you, you are making plan to annoy her
Ok Baba supposed I made a plan why you restrict me for a stranger girl
Noman ok let leave this topic
I got rid of, because I knew his nature.
When we reached home Noman sent her snap then both chatting on whatapp
Some time he looked me with composing massage.
I want to sleep, tomorrow was the first class of new semester, some unknown but pleasant feeling
continuously awaked me, when I closed my eyes Rabia’s face came in my eyes, and I felt I am
falling down in her eyes. Why are you folly thinking? She is less than half your age there is no
comparison between you and her and you have a kid he just 3 or 4 year younger than her. I
menaced my heart but couldn't sleep this night. I didn’t know when Noman slept.
Dear student this is your first class and in first class I don’t give lecture it is always introduction class
First I introduce myself then one by one you people introduce yourself keep in mind you include your
personality in your introduction, means what your nature and hobbies etc
Sir may I come in
Last night I fought with her imagination now she has come in front of me as a student.
Yes come in take a set
I was surprised but there was no surprising feeling in her eyes
She sat down on last bench because front benches had been filled
Yes student my name is Raheel I got my master degree from Karachi University I have a friendly
attitude you will find me a friend instead of a teacher I love to reading books. Now one by one by one
introduce yourself.
Sir may I ask a question.
Rubby raised her hand
Yes I said
What is your favorite game?
I like basketball and cricket
Sir which type of people does you like?
Other student asked
I like simple, caring, those people who think about others happiness instead of just own pleasure
Any other question
I asked them
Ok boy now your turn
One by one student introduced their self
The last number was Ruby
My name is Rabia. I am caring also like those people who free from artificial personality
I love basketball
I didn't listen what she said ahead
One sentence of Noman was echoing in my mind
How amazing thing my father same to you
After ruby introduction my period was over
Ok student tomorrow we will start proper study.
Principal called me when I was going to home
He discussed some administrative issue
When I came in parking just two car were in parking one was my and second red cults
I opened my cars door but when I started my car, I looked Rubby, she sat on corridors floor, looked
in a distressed condition
She also looked me
What happened Robby I asked her?
Car isn't starting
Then
I asked her
I called my father our driver is coming
Where do you live?
Before two street of your home
She replied
Wow how you know my address?
I asked?
She smiled Noman told me about your address.
Ok if you like I will drop you
Thank you so much, driver will lift my car
She sat down in front set with me
Why you didn`t on music
She asked when we came on main road
You want to listen
Yes but it is also your habit, listening solo song on driving
Noman told you? I looked in her eyes
Yes he is a nice boy
Yeah but after death of his mother he is upset
And I would like to thanks you because of you yesterday he looked too happy
I know he is too attached his mother
I think Noman inspired to you
I am also inspired he is elder than his age
Very cute boy
Yes turn this street
Thank you so much, she looked in my eyes before leaving my car, a glorious smile was in her eye.
You are welcome
Noman today we are going to Marriott to celebrate your birth day
No Baba this time we will celebrate my birthday at home
Why? you are crazy for outing how and when came this revolution?
It has come, and one chief guest will come and celebrate with us
who will be chief guest?
It will surprise for you
Ok boy now I want to take rest, I went to my bed room
Noman when your chief guest will come and we will celebrate your birthday
I asked to Noman in evening
9 O'clock Baba
Ok I am going to market will come on 9’O clock
Ok Baba
I purchased a beautiful wrist watch for Noman birthday gift from market and came back home
Drawing room was fully decorated with balloons I was surprise. Noman who did this
Baba Just a minute wait, Noman said
Suddenly light went out
Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Noman
Rubby was slowly slowly came down from first floor
A cake was in her hands and candles light sparkling her face
A very dramatic situation was there
She looked like a Princess of Alif Lillah.
Baba Rubby appi is chief guest and also my surprise for you.
What an amazing
I was enchanted, in the light of candles everything looked like in their prettiest form
How is my surprise
Noman asked
Noman it is too much arrangement, I never expect, I am surprised
I surprisingly replied
This is miracle of Rubby appi
Thanks Rabia
I said to Rubby
This credit goes to Noman the whole idea made by him I just helped to do it
She replied
I felt a little bit sadness was in her smile
Baba it is not fair
What?
Now we are best friend he said with seeing her
Very well I so happy to listened, really it is surprise for me just in one meeting you people became
best friend.
So you should say some things about my surprise
Noman leaves it come and cut the cake
She said and put the cake on the table
My boy I have already told you about your best friend
What she asked, a question mark was in her eyes
Noman will tell you
I said
Baba I have forgotten so once again
Noman your chief guest is now also my student and now you want to make me mad, come on
Yes I know but she is my best friend so you will give her more time than others student he said with
professor style
We laughed then Noman cut the cake
Baba my birthday gift?
Yes this is your birthday gift I give him wrist watch, which was wrapped in beautiful gift paper.
Baba this is Rubby appi’s gift
He wore a beautiful and precious wrest watch
A wonderful happening I am also presenting a wrist watch
How are same your thoughts
He smiled in meaningful way
I thought what are going on with me
Ok boy what about dinner?
I asked
Baba today all dishes made by appi Biryani, Singaporean rice, kharahi, cutlets, Russian salad and
special desert
Ok so I remember this day the day of surprise
Dinner was so testy especially cutlet and desert had fantastic test
Thanks a lot Rabia You make so testy foods
After dinner I said to Rubby
My moom is expert she taught me
All dishes are testy but cutlets no test comparison
Thank you
Baba I am coming you chit chat with appi
Where are you going?
I asked
I want to bring my autograph book for Appi
He went out
Rabia sat in front of me, she wore white pink dress
Her beautiful hair were spread on her shoulder
An unnatural silence occurred
What your father do?
I broke the silence
He is a businessman
She replied
Why you didn’t take marketing filed instead of literature
I don’t like business, I like literature Shakespeare is my favorite author
Good
Who is your favorite?
She asked
I also like Shakespeare
Noman told me you are good at in basketball
I was captain of my college team but you also a good player I watched that day you beautifully
played.
If you don’t mind May I asked a question?
She looked me
Yes
You belong to a rich family then why you are doing teaching job?
She asked
Rabia it is not my profession but my love.
I thing its connection with literature
Yes exactly
Appi give me your autograph, Noman came and gave his book to Rubby
Hahaa Noman I am not a celebrity she laughingly said
You are, because you are my best friend we will be celebrities
Ok
Wow shahid afridi, younus khan, Atif Aslam, you have got autograph of my favorite personalities
Rabia surprised to saw autographs.
Hahaa one day people will be excited to take my autograph
Insha Allah ok now I go to my home Moom and Baba will waiting me
Thanks Rabia You made this day an amazing day for Noman
I said when we came to her car Noman went to open the main gate
Just Noman?
Once again sadness came her smiled eyes
Not for Noman it’s also an amazing day for me
And also for me
She said and sat down her car
Ok Allah Hafiz
As usual she viewed her hand
Allah hafiz
Baba what about today’s happening
An amazing day
We talked late night about that day’s events
Next day Rabia came in the class before me and sat in front bench
Student today we start from Shakespeare
Shakespeare was the great author he had a unique concept of love ……….
Sir may I asked a question when I finished the lecture Rabia asked
Sure
What are your thoughts about love?
I didn’t expect this type of question from her
I think love is a feeling which connected heart to heart and soul to soul, love means you willing to
scarify your all desire in front of a little smile of whom you love. Every relation can be strongly
bounded just because of only love.
Ok student any other question I asked
Thanks
She sat down her set
What happened today you look so happy?
My college Miss Asha asked when I entered staff room
Nothing special I replied
But I felt an amazing happiness appeared in my inner side
Baba tonight we are invited on dinner
Where?
Rubby appi invited us
Okk when we are going?
9O’clock
Rabia’s father and mother were nice personalities
Her father had a textile mill
Rubby inspired you it is wondering for me that first time she inspire to someone
No doubt you are a great person
Her father Mr. Zeshan said
She is also a brilliant student
I replied Rabia and Noman were not there they were in Rabia’s room
One week had been gone without something special
Baba tomorrow we are going to Fiesta Water Park
Saturday evening Noman informed me
Ok boy we will go
Rubby appi also will be with us
A naughty simile were on her face
He was so excited
On Sunday we picked Rabia from her home at 10’oclock
She wore a beautiful red shirt and blue jeans her father came with her.
Asalam o Alikum I did handshake to Mr. zeshan
Walikum Asalam, How are you he replied
Fine you are going with us? I asked
No gentle man today I am engage with a delegation, he apologized
Rabia had a small hand bag
On the way when I saw back mirror she was looking me we both smiled
Feasta was a good water park on super highway
Very high sliding, power full waves in wave’s pool
Two high slide also dangers
Noman can you slide on it Rabia asked Noman
No No I have fear I can’t
You can? She asked me
Why not
It is so dangers it’s a challenging slide
A naughty smile were in her eyes
Ok your challenge accepted I said and went to stair
I didn’t take slide before this but I didn’t feel any fear
I enjoyed and thought why I didn’t take slide in previous life
Wow did you feel fear?
She asked after slide
Hahaa no. Challenge has been achieved
Wow Baba now I try Noman said and went to stare
It is very dangers slide Noman come back Rabia called to Noman
Hahaa I can
You should stop him she asked me
Hahaa No this is best time that he leave his fear
Yes sir you absolutely right your kid can do
But your wife’s fear also right every mother want her kid always be safe
A philosopher type younger girl suddenly appeared in front of us and said
What happened we both said in same time and same way.
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I didn’t know what Rabia felt but I heard the voice of my heart “May it so happened “
Ohh I thing you are a student
She puzzled to see our face impression
Yah I am college student
Rabia replied
I was also little bit confused
Same position was Rabia
Baba appi I got slide Hahaaaa
Noman finished off the stress which we were feeling due to the remarks of younger girl
Wow you are a brave prince keep it up
As usual she waved her hands
Good Noman what did you feel?
I asked him
Awesome Baba
Now is your turn Appi
NO NO I am Acrophobic
She replied
What? You are a confident girl so why you feel fear to height
This is with me from my childhood
Ok come with me we take a slide together I will hold you, you trust me you will never fall down
Promise? she gave me her hand
Yes promise I caught hold of her hand
Wonderful promise Baba just a minute I bring my camera to capture this amazing slide
Noman said and went to locker rooms
Today Noman is happy she said
We were walking to stairs
Yah and what about you I asked
No I am not happy she said
Why? I shocked
No I am not happy but too happy she passed a prettiest smile
Oh good
Today is really a memorable day
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I said
We took a two person tube for sliding
Come on I hold the tube
We both took the slide
Did you feel fear?
After slid I asked
No, I didn’t feel
Her eyes were sparkling
First time I feel safe on height
Good now you can say you are not Acrophobic
Yes now I can say thank you so much
Now you will take a slide yourself it’s a challenge for you
Ok I will accept all your challenges
Appi what a movie of your sliding
Noman came to us and said
We enjoyed a lot in whole day
Next day I went to college but she was absent
I want to ask her friend3s Fatma and Noreen
But didn’t ask
Baba today you look so tiered
When I came back to home Noman said
Yes boy today I am feeling not well
Ooh let’s go to doctor
No need of it I am just tiered and have headache
Just two tablet of painadol is solution of it
After lunch I took rest
Baba if you are feeling well then we will go to Rubby Appy’s home
When I was taking tea in evening Noman said
Ok I am well what is something special today
Not special but she is not well
What happened I asked?
Malaria fever Baba
After tea we went to her home
She was looking tiered
Hello Appy how are you
Not well boy
She replied with a beautiful smile
Her mother were there
Salamualikum Mrs. Zeshan and Rabia did you take medicine?
Thanks Raheel sb first time she smiled since yesterday
Mrs. Zeshan replied after walekum salam
Yes I had otherwise Moom killed me
She frowned her mouth
Hahaaa then we eat biryani
Noman laughed out loud
Noman
I rebuked him
Sorry Baba I was just kidding
No problem we talk in this tune
Please sit-down she said

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Yes please sit down pardon me I come
Her mother went out from room
Appy just one day fever, really you look like a chronic patient
OKK I look like chronic patient and what about you, the leader of mosquito

I will ask you, when you will surfing from …………

Oh sorry I forget you please what you will take?
She stopped talking to Noman and asked me
Nothing some things special just Biryani, handmade cake and and Baba so much like your cutlets
and and…….
Noman took the start before my replied
Noman what happen
Once again I looked him
Baba don’t worry Appy will never mind
And never cook biryani and cutlet for you Mr. Glutton
She laughingly replied to Noman
We laughed
Ok if Baba asks than your answer will be same?
A naughty smile was in his eyes
No I will never say it
I abruptly said
Why? Am I not a good cook she asked?
No no you are good at cooking but I mean now you are not well so how can I say this
Yes miss my question still wait for your answer
Noman again repeated his question
Then I will think
She replied
Haha Not thinks I know you will do
Her mother came back with refreshments
No need of it Mrs. Zeshan
It’s nothing something special
Ok Rabia takes rest and takes medicine on time
Ok Allah Hafiz
After some time we came back to home.

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Baba you remember Mom
Next day Noman asked me on dinner
Yes specially when you look sad
Why you asked my dear son
Baba when I meet Ruby appi I feel mom with us
Why is it happened Baba?
I have no idea boy why is it happened?
I replied
Ok good night Baba thinks about it after dinner
He went out his bed room
And I was thinking what is going wrong
First time I found myself completely confused.
After three days Rabia came to college she looked little bit week
How are you Rabia, has fever bhai(brother) gone?
I asked her after class this was the last period we were coming to parking
I am fine how is Noman?
Same to you
Rabia he is very sensitive boy after a long time he look too happy because of you
I am also too happy to meet him
Ok Rabia Allah Hafiz give my salam to your parents
I was going to my car
Suddenly I saw a little baby was crossing the road and a car rushed out to parking few students
were doing jesting driver couldn’t see the baby until he come to main road but I saw both car and
baby
I abruptly took decision to safe the baby and shoved her before accident
I didn't know how much time I faint but last voice I listened the shriek of Rabia
Baba please Come to one’s senses
First voice I listened after came to one’s senses
I opened the eyes but couldn't move my body and tongue

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I couldn't feel my own body just I was listening, looking and thinking.
Appi Baba has come to one senses please bring the Doctor
Noman shrieked
Ok I bring the Doctor she runs away to Doctors room.
Few second later she came with a Doctor
Doctor completely checked up me
But I couldn't move my body
We will take decision after CT scan report which will come in 6 O'Clock I thinks due to accident
His back bone is injured and may be it due to head injury.
Doctor he will get well soon?
She asked the Doctor
After diagnose the cause we will have to operate
InshaAllah he will get well soon
Noman was continuously weeping
Baba please get well soon
He said again and again
Noman InshaAllah your Baba will get well soon.
She consoled him but two drop of tears were fall down to her eyes
What happened Rubby I heard her father’s voice
Baba we were coming from university, he injured in an accident to save a baby
She told him detail.
Ohh Good blesses him I talk to Dr Saleem he is orthopedic surgeon
After some time he came with another Doctor
He also gave same remarks
I can’t explain what I was felt at that time
I worried about Noman how he live in younger age if I will not fit
Rabia was continuously consoling him
You will get well soon and don't worry about Noman he live with us until you discharge to hospital
She said to look in my eyes
After CT scan report A panel of doctors immediately decided my narrow surgery
Mrs. Raheel needs your signature on this form
One nurse gave her a form
She signed without saying any thing
Once again I was faint
Ruby what is stupidity Sir Raheel is not your relative you know 15th days have passed you are in
hospital like his mother while doctor not confident that he will be fit or not I talked to Dr saleem he
said Sir Raheel went to coma may be he come back in few day and may be in few years or more
I heard the voice of Rabia’s friend Noreen
Noreen some time we don’t have the blood relation with someone but they are so closed to our heart
Please pray for him.
I wanted to open my eyes and move my body because I could do this.
Episode 18th

Rubby I know Sir Raheel is a nice man he is an ideal personality and we should did as you did but
you know we are the girls if a boy did this then no problem was it, please understand what our class
fellow think about you
At that time I didn’t understand what Noreen want to say I was feeling too happy and want to share
that feeling with Rabia and Noman I could do move my body.
Noreen I think you know well me than others, I don't care what people think about me and what say,
what I do its pure my decision I won’t allow to someone who tell me to do something or not, and for
your information my parents allowed me to care of him, so what problem to others
Rabia angrily replayed to Noreen
Yarr I was just telling you for your goodness. Ok I am going to home take care yourself
Ok take care and remember him to your pray
She depressingly replied
Rabia I called to her when Noreen left the room.
Are you ok she abruptly came to me?
Yes I can talk and move myself
Thanks God you know how much time you were faint 15th days
Her eyes were sparkling
Where is Noman I Asked?
He is coming to hospital with Baba
How is he?
He is well I tell him this good news but first I bring to Doctor
Mr. Raheel congratulation now you are well just you have to recover little bit weakness and will bear
three month plaster of your right hand, after complete checked up doctor said
Thank you Doctor
Rabia were telling to Noman about me she gave me her cell phone after doctor left the room
How are you Baba Noman asked me? He was weeping
I am fine where are you?
We are on the way uncle Zeshan with me we just come to hospital
Ok I am waiting
Rabia I will not say thanks to you because it is too little word, can’t express my feelings
I will never ever forget your precious act of caring which you did with me and with Noman
Rabia I am speechless….
It’s enough for me that you came back no need of thanks. She interrupted me.

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Rabia…….
I looked in to her eyes
No ………….
She said
Then there was a beautiful silence, time had been stopped
We both were looking into each other’s eyes
There was no hospital room we were flying in the sky luminous moons beams around us.
We were singing a prettiest song
“I am a dreamer you are my dream
I am a Moon you are my beam
My feelings all about you
You are my thoughts, you are my desire
I love to your heart I love to your soul
Let’s go with me let’s flying with me
I am your love you are my love
I am a canvas you’re my theme
I am a dreamer you are my dream
I am a moon you are my beam”
Baba how are you
Noman’s voice broke an amazing open eyes dream
Come on my son I am fine
He tightly hugged me tears were falling down in his eyes
I kissed her forehead
Don’t worry boy I am fine
Baba if Rubby appi, didn’t console me I had been dead.
Salamu Alikum Zeshan sb I did hand shake with Mr. Zeshan
He was smiling
Thanks a lot zeshan sb I never ever forget your kindness
No man I didn’t do any things, your all over charge in Rubby’s hand
Very first time I saw maturity in her attitude
So all credit goes to Rubby
What Doctor said?
He asked
Doctor says tomorrow he will be realize
Rabia told him.

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I talk to doctor Saleem, he went to Dr Saleem he was the administrator of the hospital
Baba do promise with me you never leave me
Noman was so emotional
Promised my dear son
How is your study going on?
I asked
Baba I didn't want to go to school but this is Hitler type Appi forcefully ensure my school attendance
and herself discontinued her study yet he said with complaining tone
Mr. I am college student I can study myself and I did in this room but you can’t
She reproved his ear
Yea I know madam how much you did study
They were gossiping and I was thinking, she came in my life as an angle if she were not there what
happened with Noman.
Mr. Zeshan came with Dr Saleem
Raheel sb now you are completely fit just bear three month plaster on your right hand tomorrow you
will be released Dr Saleem said
Thanks a lot Dr Saleem
I looked him with thankfulness
No thanks to me if you want then thanks to My sweet daughter Rabia
She did all doctors in trouble
He replied
No need of thanks we all are became a family Mr. Zeshan pleasantly said
Ok dear all I am going to office, after one O’clock he went out
Rabia you should take rest now I am well I said
Ok Noman come on we will come in evening tomorrow will be Saturday so no tension of school
They bouth went to Rabia’s home
Sir you are so lucky a nurse gave me medicine and said
Thanks to God yes I am so lucky I replied
Only one percent patients come back this type of coma
Raheel sb your wife and kid how much love to you nobody can imagine
You know she slept only two hours out of twenty four hours
And I never ever looked or listened, which she did tearful pray for you
I am sure you came back this miracle due to her pray
She was talking about Rabia, and
I was thinking………..

21st Episode

Rabia I am not able to your love

I am a rotten soul
Sir if you don’t mind I ask a question
Nurse asked me
I came back from my thought
Yes ask
She also too love to your kids both are so closed is she his step mother?
Because no more age difference between both
Sister she is not my wife
What? Are you joking with me? I took the signature as Mrs. Raheel to her on the form
She socked
Yes she did but reality is she is my student not wife
Then why she signed?
I think that time she had no choice because I don’t have any blood relation except my little kid
Noman, my wife has been passed away
Oh sorry Raheel sb very sorry she ashamed
But one thing I have to tell you she love to you as much as no one can do
I know sister she is prettiest one but innocent girl
Ok Raheel sb I am going you will take next medicine in evening
I was slept after some time
Hey Baba, how are you?
I wake up to listen the voice of Noman
He came with Rabia both looked fresh
I am fine my dear son
Baba we both decided that this summer vacation we are going to out of country hangout
Ok but now enough time for this
Sir may we come
A student knocked the door
Yes come
I replied
How are you sir?
Those were the student group of Rabia’s class it also closed group of Rabia
Three Boys Zaheer Ahmed khan, Abdullah, Tanweer and two girls Noreen and Fatma
Now Allhamdulillah I am fine.

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Thanks God, sir we came last Saturday but you were in coma we just met your attendant
Zaheer Ahmed said
Thank you students for your inquiring now I am fine and InshaAllah will join college soon
Rabia I think you also join college with sir Raheel,
Zaheer Ahmed asked to Rabia
I felt his tone was little bit taunt
No I will join by Monday she replied but an unpleasant impression appeared in her eyes
Oh good we were missing you a lot
Noreen laughingly said
We all laughed
Yeah I also missed you all
Ok Sir now we will go, take care
Zaheer Ahmed took permission to go
Thanks guys hopefully see you again soon
I replied
Doctor saleem realized me in Saturday evening instead of Sunday on my request
Baba I have managed. Noman told me as announcement style
We were going to our home
Rabia insisted that we go to her home but I apologized
Rabia was driving
What? I asked
Baba when will you join college?
He asked?
I am feeling well so I thing one day rest enough on Monday I can join the college but why you asked
Rabia were smiling
How you drive Baba? You have plaster for three month
It’s not a big problem I can take taxi
No no it’s insult of nation that a great professor go to college on taxi, No Baba you should care the
respect of nation
Now Rabia loudly laughed
Where and how respect of nation has come in my college matter?
I tell you Rabia laughingly said
I will be your driver for three month your daily pick and drop will be my responsibility
She pleasantly told me
Ok but……..
Baba no if and but, Rubby appi will not disturb. Am I right appi?
Of course it’s not honor for me but my pleasure
She were smiling
And my heart was listening the echoes of her favorite song
“I am a dreamer you are my dream………

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I think you should take rest more three or four days

She said
Yes Baba I agree with appi
Noman endorsed her
Don’t worry guys I am well and able to join the college
Ok then I will come on 8.30 am on Monday to pick you
Rabia said
We reached home
Appi one cup of tea oh sorry coffee, which will be made by me are waited for you so please come.
Noman invited her
Yes I also need a cup of black coffee
I said
Ok Noman you make awesome coffee
I sat in drawing room
Noman and Rabia went to kitchen
Really they were much closed
After having coffee
Noman said Baba on Monday we are going to celebrate your health celebration party at BBQ night
Ok done who are the participants I asked and looked to Rabia
Yes Baba you, appi and me, this was the naughty replied of Noman
I felt he caught my stealth
We laughed then Rabia went out to her home.
On Sunday I took rest, a little bit pain was in my hand but I didn’t tell to Noman
Exact 8.30 am she came
How are you she asked?
Fine what about you?
I replied
Same to you she smiled
Good I sat in front seat
I feel I am going to college after a long time
Yes this was the very hard time, you were in coma and Noman I can’t tell you how much he was
disturbed
I can understand he do extremely love
If you were not there what happened I afraid to think
Yeah there was a critical situation but I believe all things done by God for our goodness
She said
When we reached college a little crowd of students was in parking for welcome me
Thanks my dear students I never forget your love
Sir we miss you, thanks God you came back
And when I entered staff room my entire colleague gave me a warm welcome
After 2nd last period I was going to take last period
I heard Zaheer Ahmed voice he was talking to Rabia down side the corridor
Rubby thanks God you come although I thought you won’t come in my birthday party
I wanted to go but Rabia’s replay stopped me
Oh sorry Zaheer I forget your birthday and again sorry I won’t come
What? How you forget and why you won’t come?
Zaheer Ahmed angrily asked
Because today evening I was busy
She calmly replied
Oh I know where you will be busy
His tone was completely taunt.
What do you mean zaheer
Simply you will be invited to Sir Raheel’s home
Shut up Mr. Zaheer it’s my decision where I should go and where not
Miss. Rabia first time you refused me Remember you always gave me favor
Because I always consider you my best friend but today I knew your cheep mentality
Please don’t talk to me again………………..

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Ok if you don't love me then what was our hangout, your smiled your comment and likes on my fb
post and our long conversations you were cheating with me?
He was so emotional
OMG Zaheer sb I am open minded girl and did all things as a best friend not your lover and clear
your mind I didn’t love to you and will never love you, I hate rigid mind people, now I knew you are,
so it’s better for me and you that we separate our ways, I should not say but I say best wishes for
your birthday good by
She said and rapidly went to the class I was behind the corridor pillar.
Ok I see you and your Romeo
He angrily went out to car parking
I also went to class with burdened foots
I was feeling that the volcano of anger has burst in my inner side
That time I realized that I can bear everything but someone hurt to Rabia I can’t bear
She looked angry in class room
I didn't want to deliver the lecture but somehow delivered
Are you ok Rabia? I asked her when we were coming back to home
Yes I am fine just little bit tired
She smiled and turned on the music
A lovely song of Taylor swift changed the environment
She has beautiful voice I said and closed my eyes
Yeah but lyric is also so nice
She was humming with song
‘You’ll the prince
And I’ll the princes
It’s the love story
Baby just says yes’
Rabia you have prettiest voice I said when song was end.
Thank you she smiled
Suddenly her cell phone was to be rung
Hello she took the phone
No dear can’t u people delay Mr.proudy’s birthday
Sorry I won’t come, Take care
And she switch off the mobile
We reached my home
Thanks Rabia you have lot of difficulties because of me
Please don’t talk formal conversation I have told you it’s my pleasure
Okk I will never say but thanks a lot.

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Rabia I want to invite your Baba and Mom in this celebration, sorry I can’t come to your home but I
call to your Baba I said to open the door of car
No need of it because Mom and Baba have been gone to Islamabad today morning
She replied
Ok but we are not going BBQ Night I said
Then where we will go she surprisingly asked
It will be a surprise for you and Noman
Ok let’s see. Take care
She said
Allah Hafiz I replied then she went out to her home
Salam Baba, how are you?
Noman asked when I enter the home
W. Salam I am fine what about you dear?
Same to you Baba Where is appi?
She went after dropped me
After launch I came in my room because I want to preparation of tonight surprise
I call my best friend Mohsin he was my hipster friend he was the billionaire.
and, finalized tonight surprise.
Baba tonight we will enjoy, after a long time we are going to BBQ Night
Noman said to having the tea in the evening
Who’s say we are going to BBQ Night
I laughingly said
What do you mean Baba are we not celebrating?
We are celebrating but not at BBQ Night
Then?
It will be a surprise for you and Rabia I said
Wow let’s see
Rabia also came
She wore a light green color shirt and white trouser, her beautiful hair fall on her shoulders
She looked like a prettiest fairy of Alif laila
What is going on she said after salam
Appi did you know about today surprise?
No boy I didn’t know
She replayed
Baba please gives us some Cleo
Noman insisted
No boy you people will see soon, know you should prepare, after half hour we will go
I said
Ok Baba I just come within 15 minute
He was so exited
I said to Rabia
I am also exited
She passed a naughty smile
Wait and see
Today weather is so pretty she said to look clouds
Yeah lovely weather for picnic and celebrating
Wow it means we are going to any picnic point to celebrate
Innocence happiness impression were appeared in her face
Maybe or may be not I said
Ok I am ready for anywhere
She said
I am ready Baba let’s go
Dear wait Driver would come
Driver? Rabia asked
Yes I brings my fried’s Ferrari car
Wow it means surprise will be something special
Yes you people will enjoy a lot
PAKA
Noman waved his hands
PAKA my dear son
15 Minute later we were going to Marian club in my friends Ferrari
Baba Just Marian clubs Noman said some disappointing impressions were on his face
Hahaaa this is starting my dear not finishing point.
When we went to dock a beautiful luxury big launch were waiting for us
It was also property of my friend Mohsin
Mohsin made it in titanic shape it was not so long as titanic but we can say a little titanic
Specially it’s deck same as titanic
Wow what a beautiful launch Noman praised the launch
Rain were raining slowly slowly
Few little drop of rain were sparkling on Rabia’s face
Captain of launch gave a warm welcome to us
First I climbed to launch there was approximately one feet gap between launch and dock platform
Then I pulled up Noman
And in the last I grabbed Rabia’s hand she looked launch then in my eyes and softly said
Do you remember your promise?
Yeah I won't let you down and she came on launch
A beautiful feeling was spread in my heart and soul when she stood beside me
What an amazing weather and amazing celebration she spontaneously said
We were walking on the launch
Captain started the launch
Really we were elf struck to see the beauty of launch
Specially deck of launch so beautiful
Baba I want to go captain’s room want to see how to control the launch
Noman said and went out to captain’s cabin
Rabia was walking with me sea breeze was scattering her curly hairs
I remembered titanic movie’s song
You ever seen titanic movie
She asked me
Yeah I have seen it several times it is my favorite movie
I feel we are on titanic not in film shooting but real,
She said and grabbed the reeling of deck and a prettiest unexplainable smile on her face
How much weather was romantic no author can sketch in wording.
You remember its song I asked her
Of course it is also my favorite movie and its song so nice
Then she was humming
‘Near, far wherever you are
I believe that the heart go on’
Everything had been trapped, her voice cast a spell on everything ….
26th Episode

I didn't know when unconsciously we came so close to each other, we both were enchanted
Suddenly her cell phone was to be rung and enchantment was finished
Hello Noreen she picked up phone
I have already wished him on his birthday no more need to wish
Ok take care and good bye we will meet on Monday
Once again she switched off her cell phone
What happened I asked?
Today is zaheer Ahmed’s birthday I forget it and me and Noman had already planned your health
celebration
Rabia you should celebrate his birthday because it come once in a year
My celebration can be later
No problem they can celebrate without me she smiled
I think it is an island
Yes appi it is an island common Pakistani people don’t know about it, it is an elite class
entertainment point Noman appeared from captain’s cabin
What a place, a piece of paradise Noman and Rabia both said when we enter the island

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There was a neat and clean beach we could see little fishes in the water, all mountains of Island
were covered with greenery lot of coconut trees were scattered. Rain had been stopped but clouds
were there, another Ferrari was waiting for us on the beach of Island.
Baba What an amazing place
Noman looked around and said
Yes my dear here is all things which a person want to see for happiness, a five stars hotel, many
artificial waterfalls, neat and clean beach, boating and water scatting etc.
Wow I will never forget this evening, a beautiful combination of lovely weather and place
Rabia said to sitting in the car
Appy you missing one thing
Noman said to Rabia
What?
Thinks about it
Ok Baba you tell us.
I sat on back seat with Rabia Noman was in front seat.
A fabulous fragrance astonished me.
I thinks weather Place and prettiest people.
I replied
Yes Baba I am prettiest and you also little bit, but about appy I have a doubt.
He said with a naughty smile
She is, I abruptly replied to see her.
Hahaaa Baba I want to listen it
I was ashamed
Rabia was also smiling.
We reached in hotel with doing pleasant gossip.
Here we take coffee and then go outdoor, arrangement of celebration on the beach
I informed them
We took bath and coffee then moved on to beach
Celebration arrangement on the beach a clump of coconut trees were there
Some beautiful boats stayed on the beach
Lot of food and snakes were there and a musical group ready to perform
I also didn’t know about this Mohsin told me that he arranged something but it was enough
We enjoyed a lot with cake, snakes and music
Appy can you sing a song
Noman asked to Rabia
No boy I am not a professional singer
I know but you have beautiful voice
Noman insisted
Ok I try then you people bear me
She slimly replied
And singing a urdu song
Musical groups all members surprised to listen her
Ma’am you should professionally perform
Singer said when she finished her song
Thanks but no need of it
She looked me
Let’s go on boat
I said
Yeah I love to water skating, can we do?
She ready to move on
Off course we can
I informed her
But you can’t she looked my hand
Hahaa no problem I often do with single hand, water skating is also my favorite game
Baba I think you should avoid this time because your hand is injured
Ok I will not do, we just riding on boats.
She said
Ok you people do it I avoid
Then they wore life jackets and skating
I was looking them
She is a good water skater Noman also trained on it.
After few minute she came back but Noman was doing continue skating.
Did you enjoy?
I asked
Amazing really today is memorable day I enjoyed a lot
We were stand on a wood platform.
Rabia not a long time passed, we met to each other, you came with us without knowing where are
we going let me know, did you feel fear on any moment?
She looked in my eyes and said
It’s no matter when we met but I do blindly trust on you I don’t know why but when I am with you, no
any type of fear comes in my mind.

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A grievance feeling was in her eyes.
Why you asked?
She looked me with grievances eyes
I didn’t have the answer of her question.
It’s a great pleasure for me that you trust on me.
I just asked, sorry if you hurt
No problem, wow what a dive Noman did
She diverted my attention towards the Noman
Yea he is a good skater but you too
Thanks, your surprise is absolutely surprise.
She said to look to Noman
If I truly say then I didn’t do this, my friend Mohsin did all things, I just told him about our program
Rain already had been stopped now clouds were disappearing.
A lovely Sunset caught our attention
What a wonderful sunset
I said.
Yes, may I take a selfy with you?
She asked
Of course take it
She came close to me, no gap between us
Yes please smile she said and clicked
Wow amazing snaps she gave her mobile
It was really a nice snap, made a beautiful view of sunset in the background
Nice snap please sent me on whatsApp
Sure she instantly sent me
I have traveled many countries but as today’s pleasant feeling I never felt.
I said to look her prettiest eyes
Yeah same feeling here she smiled
I felt all things around are converted in musical instruments and everything singing a song

29th Episode

“You sit in front of me, and I compose a song

Luminous beam will be the music
Your smile will be the lyric
Milky Way will our path, you and, me will go along
You sit in front of me, and I compose a song
A flowers crown will on your head
Its roots will connect with my heart
There will be pleasant days and nights nothing will happens wrong
You sit in front of me, and I compose a song
You will my princess and I will your prince
You will sing a song and I will listen your song

You sit in front of me, and I compose a song

Hey where are you

Her voice brought me reality into imagination

Rabia some time I think may it so happen; we have the control of our life’s script

We can turn our life as per our wish

Half sun had dipped in the sea an unknown sadness was came in my voice

You can do everything no matter what. Let me know what twist you want to your life

She looked in my eyes and said. I felt she was waited to listen to my feeling about her.

Appi and Baba how was my dive?

Before my replay Noman came and asked to us

Hahaaa Nice and lovely boy but my dives too Rabia replied with naughty smile

Baba you are our judge who’s dives good

Sorry boy I can’t listen your case because I couldn’t see your dives

Hahaa Baba it is totally political answer

He laughingly said

Rabia and me laughed.

Than we came to hotel, took dinner with lovely gossip and 10 O’clock we came back Karachi.

Thanks a lot for your lovely surprise she said when she was going to her home.

In mid night I felt fever I took Panadol but when Noman wakeup my fever was too high

Noman called to doctor

Doctor came with in 30 minute and gives me Medicine after check up

Noman didn’t want to go school but I didn’t give him permission to leave

Ok baba I am going but you won’t go to college I call to appy to inform her about your fever.

Ok boy today I will take rest

I replied

He took breakfast and called to Rabia

Baba another bad news Appy is going to Islamabad her mother is hospitalized talk to her

He gave me his cell phone

Hello Rabia what happened is your mom ok

I asked

No she is serious condition her PB shoots

I have to urgently go to Islamabad Noman said you also suffering from fever?

Yea little bit fever

Your mom gets well soon, any kind of my help please ask I am here

Yes I need a favor from you please pray for my mom

Her voice near to cry

Allah Pak will do better, no need to ask for pray I always pray for your pleasure

Ok Allah Hafiz and take care

I replied

Same from my side

She went to Islamabad

I called her on afternoon but her cell phone’s switched off

Then me and Noman tried again and again but there was switched off

Next day same position

Baba we should go to appys home next day evening we go to her home

Sir Zeshan sb and his family went to Islamabad pathan gatekeeper said

When they come Noman asked

I don’t sir

One week had been past but no information about them we went to her home two more time

But same positioned

Ten days later Noman again insisted

Baba please come we go to appy’s home

I also too worried about them

Ok let’s go

Raheel sab, Zeshan sb and his family went to America but Rabia bebe gave me a letter for you

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Gatekeeper gave me an envelope.

Personal was written with bold font on the envelop

When they will come and how was Mrs. Zeshan?

I asked

She was well and I don’t know when they will come back

Gatekeeper replied

Ok when they come you tell them call me

Ok sb I will tell Zeshan sb about you

We came back to home we both were silent

I was thinking what happened, if Mrs. Zeshan was well than why they cut off all connections
I felt may be Rabia felt unpleasant to my talk on celebration day

But my heart didn’t agree with my feeling it giving me one argument if she felt unpleasant feeling
then why she left with pleasantly on that night

Noman was also thinking on it

Baba I didn’t understand what happened can you guess?

No boy I think they were not offended with us.

May be due to any misfortune happening they unable to connect us

Baba I am not a primary school student if they can come to Karachi and go to America why not
contact us but they didn’t want to contact us

His voice was near to cry

Ok boy if they don’t want to meet us so why we dying to meet them

I replied

Sure Baba? he looked to me with indignation

Noman try to understand if they don’t want so what can we do?

Ok Baba one day I will solve this mystery

He said and went to his bedroom

I rend to slit envelope

Rabia wrote a letter on a pink color paper

Raheel I call you first time with your name and it’s also last

I often thought one day I will call you with your name and will see your face what lovely impressions
will come on your face, but it couldn’t happen and today also I am not in front of you, when you read
it I have gone from your lives forever. Our lovely journey has been finished. I always saw love and
love in your eyes for me. It doesn’t matter how old are you and have a cute kid. I accepted I fall in
love with you when we met first. You are thinking, why I am telling you my love story if I love you
than why left you

I don’t have answer I am just telling you

Few dreams are always unfulfilled like our love story. You forget me like a dream, yes when we
woke up dreams are breached

Take care of Noman he is cutest and sensitive boy. I am not able to forgive but I am saying forgive
me and forget me.

Regard.
Rabia Zeshan

That was second time in my life that I was foiled, first time my heart grumble to God, what is my sin
God, I never try to break others heart but why just my heart for broken again and again.

I was awaked all night one by one her letter’s words hammering in my mind. My heart was
Screaming, Rabia why you did, I didn’t come to you I knew I am not able to you but you encouraged my heart
your eyes gave me the dream of haven you give me your hands and now there is no way for me without you
then you left me without any reason. If it was fun for you, then you have killed me with extreme cruelty.

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To be continued ……………………………………

Shehr e dil ki weran galyoon mai

Udasi tanha batak ti thee

Teri berukhee thee qeyamat ki

Jis mo jaan tu kiya roh be jalti thee

Terai bena jo ghuzrai din o rat

Na sehar hoti thee na rat dhalti thee

Teri aik negahe naz nai manzar pher badal dala

Hai ab kalyoon ki muskan or sehar ka ujala

Hai raj Khushyoon ka dil ki ghayoon main javed

Muhabatoon kai is safar ka nahee hai koi kinara

Baad mudat kai usai dekha jana

Wo zara bhee na badla jana

Wohee roshan ankhain or chehrai peh kirno ka halah

Wohee moatar sarapa or wohe jannat ki khushboo jana

Han magar ajj

Us ki ankho mai bhee aik benam se udasi thee

Guys we start a trend from tonight we will celebrate every member's birthday on this group. All
Members are requested to participate by your comments, and inform to admin about your candles.
We are not member but well-wisher to each other. Today is Laiba Adnan’s birthday, she is co-
founder of House of Junior Leaders and my brilliant student. My well wish a poem, let's you
people…..

Aisai buzdil tu nahee thai ham jana

Keh dunya kai dar sai taluq torh detai

Hai hosla Tufanoon sai takranai ka

Tujahy bhawar mai tanha kaisai chur detay

Mohabat mai zabardasti keh maghar ham nahee kayal

A day was 11th January

God creates a soul of a little fairy

She look like the seraph of heaven

The day was Jan Eleven

God sent her on the earth

Then heaven felt a dearth

May she get a brighter way

Today is her birthday

Now I want to say, yea

Happy birthday to laiba

Khuda sai mangi hoi duwa hai tu

Dekhai mujhay jo rasta wo deya hai tu

Mery zindagi, muhabat mery jan hai tu

Meri bety mera ghroor mera man hai tu

Har pal har lamha harf e duwa mai hai tu

Dil ka sakoon ankhoon ki thandak roh ki sarshary hai

Merai nany pary mujhay sab sai zeyada peyari hai

Jashn e salghra hai keh rang e noor ki mehfil hai

Kaheen sitarain hain tu kain kirno ki ajadary hai

Ajj Aashi ki salghara hai

Haven’s seraphs were singing a song

She leaves us we don’t agree

She for haven not for earth

God please give us this little fairy

People of earth will make her sad

But we will make her happy

For my little doll Hania Khalid

What can I gift you on your birthday?

A bouquet of flowers ……… Never

The beams of Moon ………. Never

A precious perfume ……….. Never

Or a beautiful Poem ………. Never

Because these are mortal things

But I want to present you a perpetual gift

So I gift you my pray

Get interpretation of your dreams ….. Ever

No one break your reliance …………. Ever

If any grief which has been written in your destiny

It to be transferred in my fate

I pray to Allah to have my pray accept

Sehar e rang e khushboo hain teri hansti ankhain

Soz e saz ka fasooo hain tery hansti ankhain

Dhoob kai un main mujhay jannat nazar aati hai

Hussan e janat ka pertoo hain teri hansti ankhain

Itni rosh keh seyah rat main sehar ka goma ho

Hay kirnoo ki bhee arzoo teri hansti ankhain

Najanai kab duwa ho jai apni bhee kaboll jana

So har pal duwa main manghoo teri hansti ankhain.

Jab us nai mujh say pochi hussan ki taref javed

Dil nai shukhi sai kaha keh doo teri hansti ankhain
Ju uthain nazrain teri tu aik hasher parpa kar dain

Bewajha tu hasher parpa nahee hota dil ki dunya mai

Or uthain ju nazrain tu aik hasher parpa kar deain

Tonight I saw super Moon, beautiful and amazing

When I saw, Moon said, look at me there is no beautiful like me

I am super Moon, beautiful and amazing

I just smiled and replied him

Dear you are super Moon, yes beautiful and amazing

There is no compression of your beauty

Then I turned YOU in front of super Moon and said

Now tell me are you still standing on?

There was pin drop silence

There was pin drop silence

Kash keh likh sakta mukader apna
Terai naseeb kay saray aansoo apnay name likhta
Dekar khushyan apni sari tujh ko jana
Terai mukader kay saray ghum dil mai samal kay rakhta

Let’s go we play a game

First we suggest the name
I think love is the best
Come on the next
The rule of the game is, you don’t say no
You will win yes you will win I know

When I see you sad, I think may it so happens

You give me your sorrow
Meray shehar ka ye ajab dastor hai
Zahanat yahan per bhohat majbor hai
Tum kahtay ho zahanat pasai pay hawi hay
Pher hukumran hamara kion zehni mazor hai
Na pocho zahant ki kasmapersi ka hal laiba
Hai raj yaha ab dolat ka ushee ka gharor hai
Jari hain amer shahar ki aiyasheyan magar
Dr qadeer to qurbani kar nai say mazor hai

You site in front of me, and I compose a song

Luminous beam will be the music
Your smile will be the lyric
Milky Way will our path, you and, me will go along
You site in front of me, and I compose a song
A flower clown will on your head
Its roots will connect with my heart
There will pleasant day and night nothing happen wrong
You site in front of me, and I compose a song
You will my princess and I will your prince
You will sing a song for me and I will sing a song for you
Happiness will come down from the sky throng into throng
You sit in front of me and I compose a song
Next episode will be 25th grand episode it will be special episode 
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Dil bhee apna kitna ajeeb hai

Ye wo cheragh hai
Jesai kabhee teri berokhi nai bujha deya
Or kabhee hans kai to nai usai jaladeya

Describe

Jab udasiyaan dil main uter jain

Or khawahishain sab mar jain
Her so indherai jab raj krain
Or ainkhoon main ansoo bhar jain
Janay kon si aas lee ye dil jana
Pher bhee Tera rasta takta rah ta hai

Melain sachi taberai tujh ko terai khawaboon ki

Hay paya khuda ko ham nay tujh ko panay main
Na daro mangai gay na tum say Koch bhee jana
Tera dard he kafi hai ishq ko janoon bananay mai
Zamana seek lay ham sai adab e muhabat javed
Ham sai log boohat nayab hain is zamanay main
Tujh ko harf e duwa mai yadd rakhtai hain
yadoon sai teri dil ka naghar abad rakhtai hain
Hai yaqeen rad nahee hoti dua saachai diloon ki
So ham bhee ankhoon mai terai khawab rakhtain hain
Kabhee tu tum bhe karo gay sawal mohabat javed
Bus is hee khiyal sai dil e beqarar ko shad rakhtai hain
Tujh ko harf e duwa mai yadd rakhtai hain
yadoon sai teri dil ka naghar abad rakhtai hain

Trash letain hai us ka pekar khiyaloon mai javed

Don’t want to do any things

When social media look like a boring stuff
Your heart just wants to wipe
You forget to smile
I don’t know the right way of pray

But I want to pray

I don’t have the words

But you listen the voice of hearts

I pray I pray to My Rab

You know what is in my heart?

Accept my pray fulfill my desires

I pray I pray to my Rab

You know what is in my heart

Love is not all about fame and beauty

Is not about followers and money

You are a prettiest fairy

Have lot of followers

No one can ignore you

You can

You do

Ignore whom you want

Yes you can

Ignore me

But my love is not about your beauty and fame

I love your soul and heart which are prettiest than you

I love your smile which is more beautiful than your words

I don’t want any things to you except your smile

If you ignore me

I won’t see your smile

Listen my sweet heart

I loved you when you smiled

And I will always love you

You smile or not

One day I asked to the moon what is beauty?

Beauty is my luminous beams

Then I asked to the sea what beauty is?

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Celebrate with my favorite movie

Dedicate to prettiest one in lovely weather

Zindagi muktasar hee saihee rehghuzar mushkil hee saihee

Hatoon mai maghar tera haat sada rahai to jo merai sath sath chala karai

Husaan tera bemisal hai to rhash e jamal hai fasl e bahar hai

To jo merai sath ho na dil pher koi or duwa karai

apni zulfain tu jo bekhrai ghatain bhee sharmain

Chand tujhai husrat sai taka karai to jo merai sath chala karai

Zindagi yoon hee basar ho to jo mera hamsafer ho

Aik jheel kanarai appna ghar ho na koi gham hamian mila karai

Meri duwaon ki abteda hai tu or inteha bhee to hai

Hoo Kabul meri duwa Khuda karai to merai sath sath chala karai.

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manao jlao dekhao lejao sekhao aao jao khao

Ham anaa parast hain hamai na azmao to bahtar hai

Berukhi kai naster tum ham pai na chalao to beter hai

Toot jaingai or rooth jai gai zindagi sai hum

Ab or tum hamara dil na jalao to behter hai

Mana kai hamai muhabat ho gai hai tum sai

Tum maghar yoon ham sai hat na choorao to behter hai

Bheekh na kabi mangai gai muhabat ki tum sai kabhee

Tum khud hee is dil mai chalai aao to behter hai.

This poem was composed on Sunday morning

Befor sleep

Beetha kar rubaro tujh ko aik ghazal ho jai

Jo kar na pai hain abtak wo ghoftago ho jai

Laboon pai akar jo aksar rok jati hai dil ki bat

Ghazal mai wo bat pher sai shoroo ho jai

Zindagi ki rahoon mai tera sath jo miljai

Dil apna bhee muhabat mai surkharo ho jai

Koch istran sai chaloon tham kai hat tera

Amar apni ishq ki dastan e janoo ho jai

Rang o nor ki ho barsat Koch istrah javed

Har manzar kamal e ishque ka fasoon ho jai

You site in front of me, and I compose a song

It is our love story you are my princess I am your prince

You tell me and I tell you

Now this is last urdu poem composed by me

Kam abhee bohat baqi hain…………………

Terai hathoo pai yoon khella Rang e Hina

Hussan e jannat ka aik nazara hogaya

Dil appan bhee kabnee anaparast tha bohat

Terai dar pay maghar kia sai kia hogaya

Tu nai muskura kar dekha tha kabhee

Wo aik pal apnai jeenai ka sahara hogaya

Rukhsat e saffar to apna tayar tha javed

Dil totna to faqat aik bahana hogaya.

This poem composed 3rd night of Eid. To be honest it was my best poem ever I compose
 Aik Beynam Udasi

Chaand din kai hain hum mehman yahan

Phir us dais ko jana hai

Jahan se lot ke koi na ata hai

Hum jany ko hain tayar magar

Kuch carz hamary zimain hain

Kuch farz bhe baqi hain

Lo karz to hum nai sab de daly

Or farz bhe zimai apne ab koi nahiii

Han magar aik karz ab bhi baqi hai

Aik nazam adhuri rehti hai

Or maan muhni surat wali aik larki hum say kahti hai

Kab hogi nazam tumari puri kab mujh ko sunao gay

Tab tak na jany dongi tum kay sy jao gay

Ab us pagal larki ko hum kesy samjhain

Jab khatam umer ki nakdi ho jati hai

Phir koshish na koi kam ati hai

Phir kis sy udhory rah jatai hain

Sab apny beganay ho jaty hain

Tum magar naraz na ho

Chand lamhai abhi jo baqi hai umer kai khazanay main

Wo naam tumaray karty hain

Tum se batain wo sari kar jain gay

Or nazam bhi pori kar jain gay

Wo nazam jo hamara kul sarmaya hai

Tum Ko roop tumara us mai bataaya hai

Us main Kuch thak haar kay hum nay mana tha

Hussan ka raz tumara hum nay jana tha

Aagay Kuch hal_e_dil apna tum ko sunana tha

Lo ab wo sab kuch keh detay hain

Tum ho khawab hamara or tabir bhi tum ho

Tum se hai rooh ka rishta dil mai bani tasveer bhi tum ho

Choo kar khushboo jis ko mahak jay

Choo kar saba jis ko behak jay

Wo hussane benazir bhi tum ho

Tum he harf e dua mai aawal tum he akhir

Tum he batin ho mera or tum he zahir

Or suno janaa

Zindagi ki rahoon mai sath sath chalna zarori to hai magar

Jab rooh ka rishta jur jay or dil sai dil mil jain phir Kuch zarori nahi rahta.

Every person has liberty to take decision.

I strongly believe on it

Nobody should force or influence

Once again I want to say

Love is not a business and respect can’t be purchased

Love means love with respect

They return to you, don’t expect

And no need of return

If you are true and sincere.

It’s the relation between soul to soul and heart to heart

Physical relation does not the matter of love

So I do love them with respect

Any things, don’t expect.

Dear Sir,

I have to inform you that Today I visited Sindhi Hotel Market, during my visit I found critical violation
of channel’s SOPs .On 16th July 2016 Goods delivered on Makki Store Sindhi Hotel with rename of
Bilal store Abdul colony and Makki store 5E’ 5J Karim view from Mumtaz DSF Van.

This is not only one case GT DSF and sales men doing this crime practice in other places. So you
are requested conduct sales audit in all branches and fire that culprit, who are involving that crime.

Deceiver
I love you can you give me 5 minute

I evol uoy nac uoy evig em 5 etunim

Presentation Skills
Why We Are Come Here?
Rules Of Training
1) Mobil Phone Switch Off Or Silent
2) Chit Chat Is Not Allowed
3) Should Talk But With Permission
4) Late Coming Will Be Cause of Plenty
5) Every participant Must Do Participation
Introduction
Three Good Qualities
Three Bad Qualities
What Is presentation skills
Your Ideas, Opinions, Fact And Figures, Projects Or Any
Others Things, Or Thoughts, You Want To present The
Way They Understand And convince
Importance Of Presentations Skill
 1) If You Don’t Understand, You Can’t D0
2) If You Don’t Convinced , You Can’t Do
3) If You Understand And Convinced Then You Do

Presentation Should Included

1) Excellent Body language
2) Good Eye Contact
3) Exint
4) Balance Vice Pitch
5) Appearance

Make A Breaking News

Feed Back

What Factor Effect A Presentation

1) Stress
A) People's Fear
B) Own Fear

2) Lack Of Confidence
3) Lack Of Knowledge
4) Poor Appearance
Activity
Feed Back

To Be Continued …………..

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Teri thaaki thaaki ankhoon per gazal likhoon

Ya un main teerti udasi ka fasana likhoon

Tu jo ankhain moonthay to sham hojai

Or khuli ankhoon ko teeri sawara likhoon

Hay ye khawahish, lekar thakan sari

Teri ankhoon mai khushyoon ka trana likhoon

Ho jay khatam tery udasi meray lafzoon say

Gazal ko apni teray huson ka karshama likhoon

Mil jay mujhay jo bhee gham tra naseeb ho

Namaz e ishq may ye harf e duwa likhoon

Tu aai tu bahar aay dil ka chaman khiljay

Tu jay to mosam e dil ko khezan likhoon

Tera ishqe bhee allag hay zamay say javed