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A series from Wesleyan University Press
Edited by George Lipsitz, Susan McClary, and Robert Walser
Published titles
Dissonant Identities
THE ROCK'N'ROL L
SCENE IN
A U S T I N , T E X AS
W E S L E Y AN U N I V E R S I T Y P R E S S
Preface i x
1. The Imaginary Tourist: An Introduction to Austin's
Rock'n'Roll Scene 1
Contents I vi i
9. The Continuing Importance of Musicalized
Experience 238
Notes 25 3
Selected Bibliography 28 1
Index z8 9
Contents I vii i
Preface
Preface I i x
The rock'n'roll scene in Austin, Texas, is characterized by the productiv e
contestation betwee n thes e two forces: th e fierce desire to remake one-
self through musical practice, and the equall y powerful struggl e t o af-
firm the value of that practice in the complexly structured late-capitalist
marketplace. Insofa r as this book i s an attempt t o represen t that scene ,
it too has been produced ou t of this struggle and bears its marks. Grow-
ing ou t o f a complex set of contradictory and historicall y constructe d
factors, "th e Austi n music scene" indicate s a constellation o f divergent
interests and forces, and the effort t o depict it requires both an attentio n
to empirica l detai l an d a n expansiv e theoretical framework. Not onl y
does this particular story of the Austin music scene beg to be told in all of
its fantastic specifity, but the details of that story give us many new ways
to thin k abou t ho w th e performanc e of popular musi c functions a s a
process of identity-formation. Therefore, this book carries on two quit e
different argument s a t the sam e time. I n s o doing, i t bring s togethe r
two antagonisti c analytica l paradigms and, consequently, breaks certain
familiar scholarl y rules. Deliberately.
I began this project wit h the belief that no signifying practice capabl e
of transformin g identitie s operate s i n isolation , but alway s withi n a n
historically structured cultural and economic context. Therefore, I have
spent considerable tim e detailing that contextual history. But my major
fascination with th e music made in Austin derives from it s extravagant
subjective power—its abilit y to chang e the live s of those (suc h as Kim
Longacre) wh o participat e in it . Consequently , I hav e als o struggle d
to construc t a theory o f identificatio n in musical practice that i s based
in the poststructuralis t appropriatio n of Lacanian psychoanalysis. I am
arguing tha t the performance of rock'n'roll musi c in the clubs of Austin
creates an environment conduciv e to the exploration of new identities.
In fact , I believ e that thi s performanc e of new, sometime s temporar y
but nevertheles s significant , identities i s the definin g characteristi c of
scenes in general as well as their most important cultura l function.
My second argumen t i n this book i s related to the historical context
of the Austin scene. I argue that a major transformation has taken place
in the organization o f music-making in Austin. During the mid-1980s ,
the production of popular musi c in Austin became more closely linked
with the requirement s an d the values of the national recording indus -
tries. This resulted i n a shift no t onl y in the economi c organizatio n o f
the city's rock'n'roll scene , but also in the musical and cultural aesthetics
of that scen e and, therefore , in the subjective qualities of any identities
it might produce .
The intersectio n o f my two argument s take s place at that momen t
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of restructuring . Durin g thi s period , I was living in Austin an d play-
ing musi c i n the clubs . Part o f my intense fascination wit h th e powe r
of musica l practic e i n Austi n derive s fro m thi s persona l experience .
Something happene d t o m e while I wa s playing music i n thi s town .
Slowly, I becam e a membe r o f th e scene . Through tha t process , m y
tastes changed, m y desires and interest s changed, quit e subjective feel -
ings of pleasure, belonging, loyalty , along with jealousy, frustration, and
envy changed, and thus, my identity changed along with them. Through
living the mundan e everyday life of a rock'n'roll musician i n Austin, I
identified wit h an d incorporated a musical signifying patter n that then
shaped an d constructed m y experience. I attempt to theorize that pro -
cess here even as I chronicle important change s in the conditions that,
even now, make it possible.
Broadly speaking , thi s boo k inhabit s the genr e o f critica l cultura l
studies ethnography. 3 Thus, i t attempt s t o represen t th e intersectio n
of divers e cultura l forces—musico-aesthetic , economic, ideological —
within a n historicized depiction o f lived experience. The effort t o write
both diachronicall y an d synchronically , theoretically an d empirically ,
radically complicates the already difficult problem s of ethnographic rep-
resentation. Bu t the ethnography of complex (post)modern cultures—
particularly of commercialized cultural practices—demands such an ap-
proach, even as this approach creates problems of its own.
Any ethnographer mus t recogniz e tha t th e objec t o f knowledge —
whether conceive d o f a s a culture or a practice under study—does in -
deed exist beyond what he or she could possibly say about it, and at the
same time that the culture or practice is constituted only through similar
and innumerable, dccentered yet interested cultural acts.4 Ethnographi c
descriptions hav e effect s o n th e cultur e o r practic e bein g describe d
—creating ne w angle s fro m whic h t o vie w th e object—an d ethnog -
raphers ar e responsibl e fo r thes e discursiv e effects . Therefore , impor -
tant questions mus t b e asked: What form should the descriptions take?
Should the y remai n wholl y academi c and impersonal ? O n th e othe r
hand, shoul d the y explicitl y avow their inescapabl e interests? Can a n
admittedly intereste d and involved ethnographer sa y something mean-
ingful abou t the cultural practices in which he or she is involved? Or d o
the persona l interests limit th e validity of the ethnographer's interpre -
tation? Finally , do suc h representations excessively test the patienc e of
their readers through thei r necessary blurring of genres?
Following th e implications and assertions of postmodern ethnogra -
phy, I believ e that n o cultura l description can be neutral. Every repre-
sentation is drawn from a particular limited perspective which produces
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its own effects. Yet all cultural practice, not only ethnography, consists of
such actions—speech acts, performances, material constructions—each
of which spins new connections among already existing threads within a
cultural web, changing not only the shape of the web, but the direction,
the meaning , th e value, of the threads . Ethnograph y is simply another
cultural practice, a writing that originates from somewher e between lit-
erature and social science. According to its generic rules, the written text
gestures toward something—a culture, a practice, other texts—with the
intention of interpreting it s meaningful characteristics . In order t o ac-
complish thi s interpretive goal, ethnographers try to buil d models ou t
of words that represent th e distinctive contours o f their object, even as
they ascribe new surfaces to its shape. Ethnography, then, is not a reduc-
tion of practice to text , nor merely a translation between these modes ,
but instea d bears the burden of creation.
Ethnographic creation , however, must remain a representative inter-
pretation o f the significant characteristics of the cultural object. Ethnog-
raphy i s the inscriptio n o f meaningful metaphors tha t aris e when th e
subject (the writer) and the object (the culture) "muddle their borders."
Through participation i n cultural practice, ethnographers experience a
subjective identificatio n wit h th e interna l dimensions o f thei r object .
Writing an ethnography then becomes an attempt to recreate a necessary
distance between thi s object and our writing selves, to re-establis h the
borders, using the materials of our craft—words and sentences, phrases
and paragraphs. It therefore becomes doubly important to describe ex-
plicitly the ground upon whic h ethnographers stand . In severa l of the
following chapters , I hav e inserted myself as an acto r in th e storie s I
tell. By announcing m y interests, I hope to mar k out m y specific place-
ment in the constellation of forcesand to use that positioning t o achieve
a dialectic o f distance an d intimacy, subject an d object, generality and
particularity, descriptio n an d object described, throughou t th e book .
This, it seems to me , becomes the point of postmodern ethnography :
performing Pygmalio n i n reverse , ethnographer s transfor m a lovin g
dialogue into an imitative object.5
In th e end , however , m y act o f ethnograph y i s a layered narrative
that I have constructed abou t music-making in Austin. Therefore, thi s
book canno t contai n th e fined story o f the Austi n music scene. Rather ,
it attempt s t o describe , from th e ground floor, the important cultura l
functions of this scene during a specific moment of transformation along
with the historical backgroun d of that transformation. I have not writ-
ten extensivel y about Austin's majo r recen t recordin g "stars. " The late
Stevie Ra y Vaughan , th e Fabulou s Thunderbirds, Joe Ely , an d eve n
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Marcia Ball, appear only in retrospect an d mostly in passing. Without a
doubt, the stor y I have told would b e quite differen t i f I were to have
focused on the commercial successe s that have been produced throug h
this transformation . Instead , th e contributio n o f thes e "stars " t o th e
story tol d in this book comes fro m th e time in their careers when the y
too wer e strugglin g quasi-professiona l performer s makin g thei r mos t
impassioned musi c in the city's nightclubs. This is where I have focused
my interest: o n musicians who have not reached stardom but who con -
tinue t o struggl e throug h performance , an d on th e fan s wh o identif y
with that constitutive struggle .
This boo k begin s wit h a n imaginary tour o f the som e o f the mos t
significant site s o f th e Austi n musi c scene : recor d stores , nightclubs ,
rehearsal rooms, city neighborhoods, streets, an d alleyways. On a ho t
night i n August , I lea d the reade r through spac e and time , sketchin g
out th e histor y o f the tow n itsel f and its relations wit h th e res t o f the
state. The secon d chapter begin s a lengthy discussion of the histor y of
music-making i n Austin. I trace the cultura l importance of local musi-
cal performance bac k t o th e link s constructed b y John Aver y Loma x
between a n idealize d visio n o f Texa n identity—the cowboy—an d a n
equally idealize d representatio n o f musica l practice—Lomax's collec -
tion of cowboy songs. 6 I then follow the dissemination of this traditio n
through the developmen t o f the singing cowbo y and the effect s o f this
image o n th e commercia l trajector y o f hillbill y music. A brie f discus -
sion o f th e developmen t o f honky-ton k cultur e set s up a n analysi s o f
the reviva l of folksinging b y university students an d local , traditional ,
amateur musician s a t Threadgill's bar . Through thi s vitall y importan t
rearticulation o f tradition an d youth, music-makin g in Austin becam e
the mos t significant local means for the performance of identity . These
performances sprea d throughou t th e nex t severa l decades an d encom -
passed many different musica l styles. From countr y to psychedelic rock
to blue s to punk, music-makin g in Austin attracte d the desires and the
ambitions o f several generations o f students, resultin g i n a sedimente d
tradition of musical signifying practice. Chapters 3, 4, and 5 follow this
shifting history of musical styles and cultural transformation.
Chapters 6 and 7 contain a different discussion ; they attempt to theo -
rize the musical production of subjectivity and support this theorizatio n
through an extensive ethnography of musical practice. I argue that th e
cultural function to which local musical performance is put (tha t is, the
construction o f identit y an d community) result s in a musical aestheti c
organized around a postmodern concep t of sincerity. Sincerity becomes
a valu e that ca n only b e signifie d throug h a n evident resistance o f th e
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disciplinary constraints of the dominant culture . Yet, the articulation of
this refusal through th e commodifying structures of popular culture de-
mands a certain disciplined acquiesence . Thus, the performance of iden-
tity in the practice of popular music involves a constant renegotiation o f
the relationship s betwee n Imaginar y sincerity and a commodified Sym-
bolic. Chapter 8 concludes the historical discussion, arguin g that a radi-
cal transformation i n the economi c bas e of music-making has not onl y
altered th e condition s withi n whic h rock'n'rol l i s produced i n Austi n
but ha s also placed constraints on the identities that can be performed.
Regardless o f any momentary arresting effects produce d b y this ob -
jectifying ethnography , th e scen e in Austin maintains itself i n constan t
flux. Most of the fans whose subjective impressions shape my argument
no longe r frequen t the clubs ; mos t o f the nightclub s I mentio n hav e
closed o r changed ownership ; most o f the bands I discuss have broken
up. But the final assertion of this book remains: a certain semiotic excess
continues t o b e generated i n the production o f collective musical plea-
sure by each new generation of musicians and fans i n each new genera-
tion of the city's clubs. And, further , suc h moments of mutual pleasur e
contain a promise tha t transcend s any competitive drive for individual
gain. Through this musicalized experience, the Austin music scene fights
against the newl y industrialized conditions o f its own existence and re-
creates a momentar y postmoder n community . The remainde r o f thi s
book i s intended to suppor t thes e assertions; in so doing, this ethno -
graphic objec t hopes t o represen t convincingl y something o f life i n th e
rock'n'roll scene in Austin, Texas.
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to desperat e long-distanc e phon e calls. John Wheat aide d in the selec-
tion o f illustration s fro m th e Barker' s extensive collection o f posters .
Jim Franklin and Kerry Awn graciously authorized the reproduction o f
their poster art . Pa t Blashil l kindly allowed the use of hi s photograph s
of Austin clublife . Greg Sowders and the staf f of Jack Rosner's offic e a t
Warner Chappell music were friendly, efficient, an d helpful. The follow -
ing people read drafts of this work: Roger Abrahams, Peter Casagrande,
Mellissa Cobb, Terry Cochran, Joh n Gennari, David Katzman, Cheryl
Lester, Kathy McTee, Robert St. George, Randall Stross, Shirley Wajda,
Robert Walser, and an anonymous reader for the Press. I would lik e to
thank them for the work they did for me, for their stimulating criticisms
and their supportive comments. Finally, this book is dedicated to Shari,
who understands the personal importance of history and who every day
makes it real.
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Dissonant Identities
Map o f Austin . Draw n wit h the assistance of Shari Speer and her computer, Emily .
C H A P T E R ON E
There ar e nights in Austin when the air grows hotter once the sun goes
down. When you no longer se c the hea t rising in waves from th e pave-
ment but you feel it, you walk through it , you breathe it. The heat hold s
your clothe s agains t your skin . And th e sweat that drip s fro m yo u has
nowhere t o go . I t i s one of those night s durin g th e summe r o f 1991.
I a m standing a t the corner o f 2,6th and Guadalupe, lookin g dow n th e
drag toward the university. The rusting hulk of the studios for the radio-
television-film schoo l lean s over th e stree t fro m the left . O n th e right ,
the marquee fo r th e Hole in the Wall lists tonight's show of Teddy an d
the Tall-Top s an d last night's sho w of some two-month-ol d ban d tha t
only go t th e gi g becaus e they whine d for i t three day s in a row whil e
eating Realit y Sandwiches , extra-real. 1 The bartender , wh o i s also th e
booking agent an d the cook, was impressed by their ability to consum e
jalapenos an d greas e and figured they had the making s o f a real band ,
someday. S o the Post Stompers got to play their guitars in the corner of
the Hol e in the Wall on a Thursday night . The cove r charge is usually
small at the Hol e in the Wall and the bee r is always cold, bu t we'r e no t
going i n there . I wan t t o wal k up th e dra g on e mor e block , t o zyt h
Street, and show you where Raul's used to be.
Some will sa y that Raul' s i s sort o f a sacred space . They mea n th e
memory o f the place , not th e actua l building. The buildin g now holds
a dump calle d the Showdown . The fron t o f the buildin g by the stree t is
covered wit h brow n shingle s that splinter off into your back if you lean
up against it. But no one leans up against it. No longer arc there crowd s
waiting around outside . The Showdown's onl y attraction seem s to be a
remarkable abilit y to thin k new ways around whatever no-happy-hour
rules th e stat e legislatur e can invent. At 4:3 0 every afternoon , th e ba r
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gressive country scen e in Austin during th e early and middle seventies .
While th e cosmi c cowboy s celebrate d the healin g of an earlier genera-
tional wound , punk roc k opened a new gash on the smooth surface o f
the dominant power blo c of Texas. In terms of commodity aesthetics —
that is , as a cultural produc t that determine s its specific worth b y dis-
tinguishing itself through marketplac e competition wit h thousand s o f
other cultural products—the Huns were not very good. But in the light
of local conflicts and local meanings, the Huns were a great band whose
performances brough t to the surface underlying tension s in the Austin
music scene—between international musical styles and local traditions ,
between tha t componen t o f the loca l population intereste d i n alterna-
tive cultures an d alternativ e politics, an d the grou p mor e intereste d i n
stability and orde r an d maintaining a profitable way of life .
Later I will argue this more carefully , bu t now it is time to step back
outside int o th e hea t an d wal k on dow n th e drag . Her e a t 2.4t h an d
Guadalupe w e will turn right , hea d down th e street a block, an d duc k
into Inner Sanctu m records . Durin g th e seventies, this was the recor d
store o f record ; thi s small , airless space was stuffed wit h music . Fro m
1974 to 1978, a guy named Cowboy worke d here. He knew all the pro -
gressive country musicians and really understood tha t sweet sound. Bu t
here also , Richar d Dorset t spen t hour s convincin g regular customer s
who previously had bought every Charlie Daniels record to try out th e
Ramones or th e Dictators—band s fro m Ne w York who playe d simple
but lou d musi c an d wer e kin d o f funn y looking . On e nigh t Dorset t
managed t o convinc e Loui s Blac k tha t Jonatha n Richman's naive sin-
cerity wa s more interestin g tha n Pete r Gabriel' s cleve r intcllcctualism,
that direc t expression s of persona l commitmen t mean t mor e tha n in -
strumental virtuosity . Loui s ha s used the page s of hi s Austin Chronicle
to tell everyone else that for the past nine years.4
During the eighties, Inne r Sanctum hosted record release parties for
local bands . The Standin g Waves , the Bi g Boys, an d th e Dick s played
in th e parkin g lo t whil e roc k critic s dran k fre e bee r an d skate punk s
swerved through the crowd. Eventually, however, Inner Sanctum began
to los e touc h wit h it s customers. Chai n store competitio n fo r the stu -
dent marke t increase d a t the same time that othe r independen t store s
opened that bette r understood th e audience s for new music in Austin.
Waterloo Record s opene d i n 1981 with a complete moncybac k guaran-
tee, eve n fo r nondefectiv e records . A rac k b y the fron t doo r displayed
the commercial recording s o f local talent. The Sound Exchange, a small
chain base d i n Houston tha t sol d ne w an d use d records , lande d a trc-
Back on the drag, every light pole carries posters from the last several
weeks' worth of shows. Old flyers arc torn down ever y week or so, but
occasionally you can see one from a year or two ago, on an alley wall or
a newspaper stand . Poster ar t has been important in the Austin musi c
scene since Jim Franklin first began drawing little armadillos to promote
shows at the Vulcan Gas Company in the late sixties. While flyers do no t
work as successful advertisement s for specific shows—they do not dra w
people into the clubs to see bands they have never seen before—they do
work as another way to display aspects of a band's image to those willing
to pay attention. I t can be fun to see yourself staring at yourself from on e
of these poles . Some band s use their flyers to carry on publi c conversa-
tions with critics , with bookin g agents , an d with othe r bands . Others
simply sprea d paper-thi n slices of thei r publicit y machine over utilit y
poles near the university, near record stores, and near clubs—sticky pic-
tures of their crafted surfaces peering from the gleaming structures that
surround th e stroller down the drag.6
There i s a flyer advertising Bouffant Jellyfish , Sprawl , and Joe Rock-
head for a Friday night at Liberty Lunch. These groups play an amalgam
of white-boy speed-meta l and learned-from-records funk-ra p much like
that develope d b y the Red Hot Chil i Peppers. The poste r displays the
bands' names around a xeroxed picture of Malcolm X. Such bands will
achieve fame by any means necessary. There is a flyer for Happy Family's
show a t the Texa s Tavern on Saturday . Happy Famil y sings songs like
"Cavemen i n Neckties" an d "Trashcan" that foregroun d contradictor y
aspects o f gende r construction . The flyer says tha t th e wome n i n th e
band wil l b e wearin g bikin i tops fo r th e show . There ar c stick figure
drawings o f the ban d member s and a hand-lettered quote, "We prom-
ise." Uh-huh , sure . These flyers are free ar t sellin g art, decorating the
spaces carved out fro m within the retail center of university life. Viewed
against the stor e window display s that screa m low prices on textbook s
and orange-and-whit e sweatshirts , th e mockin g sel f commodified o n
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these flyers appears different an d intelligent, instead of merely sarcastic,
petulant, o r bitter.
This sectio n o f Guadalupe, between Z4t h and zist streets, is the cen-
ter of the drag. Across the street is the west mall of the university campus
where officia l studen t organizations distribut e material s to th e heav y
traffic tha t passes in front o f the undergraduate library and the studen t
union. Historically , th e wes t mal l has bee n th e sit e of man y interest -
ing confrontation s betwee n differen t representative s of the university .
Here, the Students fo r a Democratic Society used the concept of Gentle
Thursdays to provoke anxiet y among the fraternity and sorority group s
by playing guitars on the grass in the early sixties. Here members of the
theater grou p Art an d Sausage s campaigned to tak e over student gov -
ernment in the seventies. In the eighties, touring evangelist s like Sister
Sarah beat their breasts while they denounced their wicked pasts, spon-
sored b y the Campu s Crusade for Christ. 7 The west mall is also referred
to a s the fre e speec h area . It i s where the antiaparthei d shanty recently
stood. Fre e speec h a t the Universit y of Texas is confined to thi s small
rectangle flanked at one end by the administration building and cut off
at the other by the drag. Fronting th e west mall on Guadalupe Street are
book stores , fas t foo d restaurants , and clothing store s tha t function as
the fron t line in the effor t t o engage the students in the local economy.
From fre e speec h to fre e market , the grand political illusions of Ameri-
can society flirtatiously invite the participation of each new generatio n
of students .
Tonight, though , i t i s pretty quiet . Durin g th e day , acoustic musi-
cians stand in the shade by these stores, playing fiddle and guitar, singing
with their cases lying open on the street in front of them. At night som e
of these musicians go to the clubs; others go to the river to camp under
a bridge. There they join other homeless who had spent the day panhan-
dling o n th e drag . Only a few of the homeles s actually spend the nigh t
on the street. This man sitting on the stairs by the bagel shop looks to be
about twenty-five years old. I have seen him around here for six years. I
used to walk by him in the mornings on my way to work, when I worked
at a bookstore called the Universit y Coop. H e i s always smiling, even
when h e sleeps. His shir t is always unbuttoned, eve n in the winter. Hi s
hair grows longer and then is cut, but that is the only change I ever see.
He spends the night right around the corner, in an alley offzznd Street .
He ha s never asked me for money; I have never said a word t o him . I
won't talk to him tonight either .
I wan t t o ste p int o Soun d Exchang e quickly an d se e if they hav e
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first in a long line of elections where the opinions of voters in the Austin
area differed fro m those i n the remainder of the state. 10
In 1871 the first railroad came to Austin and the transportation trou -
bles tha t ha d limite d th e town' s effectivenes s a s a center fo r th e stat e
were alleviated. Only then, i n 1872, did Austin become the officia l capi-
tal. By 1883, when the University of Texas opened it s first term with 21 8
students, th e cit y was hooked u p t o tw o railroads ; i t ha d a library, an
opera house, a theater, an d four dance halls." As the location of the state
government, an d th e plac e wher e th e state' s childre n pursue d highe r
education, Austin had to provide adequate intrastatc transportation and
appropriate cultural fare.
Here we are just north o f the engineering part of the university cam-
pus, a t a club that used t o b e the Beach. Before 198 3 it was called Folk-
ville, now it is a beer pub called the Crown an d Anchor. It is cleaner and
quieter tha n i t was, but i t really looks about th e same as it did si x years
ago when band s lik e Zeitgeist, th e Dharm a Bums , Texas Instruments ,
the Wild Seeds , an d Doctors' Mob, an d their insisten t psychedelicized
fans turned this ex-ice cream parlor and folk club into the most excitin g
musical performance site in town. The tide o f rock'n'roll musi c rose a t
the Beach once the effects o f the Raul's punk explosion were integrate d
into loca l musica l traditions . It collapse d whe n the drinkin g age was
raised to twenty-one. O n the nights when my band would pla y this club,
I woul d gra b a bee r an d si t outsid e her e o n th e patio , watchin g th e
people come in, agonizing over the size of the crowd and whether or not
we would be good enough to satisf y them . The last show I ever played
in Austin wa s here in July 1986. We opened fo r Zeitgeist ; th e plac e was
packed. I remember that the audience liked us that night. We were really
loud. Let' s get bac k in the car and head south; a t least in the ca r it is air
conditioned.
In 1900, with th e population nea r 25,000, Austin still had no major
industries.12 Agricultural marketing, particularly of cotton and corn, was
an important componen t of the local economy, linkin g local farmers t o
the railroads an d thereby to mills in other part s of the state. 13 The mos t
important publi c works concern was taming the Colorado River , which
tended to excee d its banks at unpredictable yet frequent intervals . Dam
projects for flood control and the production of electrical power wer e
proposed from the 18905 to the 1930 5 with varyin g degrees of success.
Several dams wer e destroyed b y the floods they were buil t to control ,
and the current system of dams and lakes was not completed until World
War II. 14
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different group s tha t this music was supposed to have brought together .
Or perhap s it was because the original partners, Mike Tolleson, Eddie
Wilson, and Bobby Hedderman, wer e masterful publicists who, i n com-
petition with othe r clubs and other promoters , effectivel y create d thi s
unshakable associatio n i n the mind s of music fans in Austin an d across
the country betwee n one performanc e site, one rathe r narrow slic e of
Austin music, and a specific image of Texan identity.
In 1976, after six years of operating in the red, leaving a history of un-
paid voluntee r employees and bounce d checks , the original visionarie s
turned the operation over to one of their janitors, Hank Alrich. The son
of a silentscreen-cra movie cowboy, Alrich had inherited a considerable
amount of money, and he struggled for another four years to operate th e
Armadillo o n a cash basis while paying off the hall' s bankruptcy settle-
ment. But he had to give up when th e Austin rea l estate boom becam e
too powerful . Hikes in the property tax made it impossible for the land-
lord, M. K. Hage, to continue the five-cents-a-square-foot monthly ren t
that he had charged since Wilson first negotiated fo r the building. Dur-
ing 1980, several firms made serious offers fo r the land. After the zonin g
for the area was changed to allow highrisc construction, the Hage famil y
sold out, an d the Armadillo era ended.2"
People sa y that many magical nights happened here. The concerts of
Willie Nelso n ar e particularly singled out a s paradigmatic examples o f
the musica l construction o f community. Nelson was a master of sincere
performance. H e would loo k ou t int o the audience and, while making
eye contact with someone , hi s voice would di p behind th e bea t a little
and his head would til t slightly . At that instant , that audienc e membe r
knew that Willie was singing genuinely, honestly, directly to her or him.
As his band rolled through a n unending medley of hits—great songs like
"Crazy," "Night Life," "Family Bible," "Whisky River," "Me & Paul"—
Nelson woul d smil e and no d an d sin g to everyon e in the room . Hi s
small town Texa s roots and his Nashville training enabled hi m t o con -
nect wit h suc h generationally divergen t individual s as the coach o f th e
University o f Texa s football team , th e speake r of the Texa s House o f
Representatives, the mayor of Austin, as well as the college students an d
the hippie s fro m who m h e bought hi s dope. Becaus e each of these fan s
felt connected t o Willie, they felt connected together, a s they performed
with hi m the reunificatio n of a Texan cultural bloc.21
The Armadillo ha d been torn down befor e I moved t o town, an d I
have neve r see n Willie Nelson perform . Bu t hi s legend permeate s th e
music scene. Everyone know s the stories about Willie leaving Nashville
and comin g bac k home t o Texa s wher e hi s peopl e love d hi m an d le t
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up to the airpor t b y 38th Street. The Anglos liv e in the western par t of
town, near the hills. This segregation isn' t quit e so strict now as it used
to be. In the wake of the civil rights movement, the Chicano movement ,
and various progressive politica l projects sinc e then, some whites hav e
moved int o East Austin, a very few blacks have moved west , som e his -
panics have bought homes in the northern suburbs. Sout h Austin, from
just south of the rive r down int o the newer subdivisions , i s the hom e
for workin g peopl e o f al l ethnicities. But thi s tow n wa s built t o serv e
the Anglo politicians an d students, t o be the center of knowledge an d
political power in the largest state in the South. And the degree of social
and residential segregation stil l evident reflect s that origin .
In the first two decades of this century, most of Austin's black popu-
lation wer e servants for the state power brokers, living near downtow n
and nea r th e universit y in small neighborhoods calle d Wheatville an d
Clarksville. Bu t Austin's first black high schoo l ha d bee n buil t i n Eas t
Austin, o n nt h Street , i n 1884 . Childre n fro m thes e neighborhood s
in th e west portio n of town ha d to rid e the trolley to nth Stree t an d
Congress Avenue and then walk two miles east to go to school. 2' Som e
families began to move east. Lying just to the west of the cotton fields of
Texas, Austin had becom e a labor market for agricultural workers; th e
Austin Chambe r o f Commerce operate d a bureau that recruited cotton
pickers in i9Z5, 24 During thi s decade, the market for cotton pickers and
corn shuckers drew more African-Americans and Mexican-Americans to
the capita l city.
In I9z8 , th e cit y council responde d wit h a plan that include d " a de-
sign for the deliberate segregation of the city." Mexican-Americans were
to b e remove d fro m th e regio n betwee n Shoa l Cree k an d Congres s
Avenue an d betwee n 6t h Stree t an d th e river , eithe r acros s th e rive r
into South Austin, o r across East Avenue into Eas t Austin. The labor -
ing population of Mexican-Americans could not be allowed to interfere
with Austin's main task of commercially servicin g stat e representative s
and students. Accordin g to the plan, "The property values on Congres s
Avenue going south from Sixth Street drop very abruptly at Fifth Stree t
and continu e t o decreas e a s the rive r is approached. . . . Austin can -
not affor d t o have its retail business district throttled b y the presence of
an obstruction of this nature." 25 The Chicano Catholi c parish had bee n
moved t o Eas t Austin three years before; the cit y plan then reinforce d
this eastward Mexican-American migration.
Austin's African-America n population wa s to be moved ou t o f their
old downtow n neighborhood s an d int o anothe r are a of Eas t Austin ,
near nt h an d czt h Streets . The city' s tw o blac k college s were alread y
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successful entrepreneurs, an d a sprinkling of high-tech workers. Behind
us, across the highway and near the airport, liv e quite a few of the musi-
cians who ar e currently active in the scene. Many more live to our right ,
just north of Hyde Park, where the rents are cheaper because airplanes
landing a t th e airpor t roa r overhea d a t depressingl y precis e intervals.
This is where many bands experience their first public performances: i n
backyard partie s hoste d b y other musicians , under th e roa r of landin g
airplanes.
I a m taking you to on e of these house s tha t musicians rent. This is
the hom e o f E d Hall, on e of the most excitin g underground band s in
Austin. I interviewed Kevi n Whitley, the drummer , on thi s unpainte d
porch on e evening , whil e the rus h hour commute r night s landed onl y
a quarter of a mile away. Kevin invite d us over tonight t o catc h a little
bit o f the band's practice . I had t o promis e that w e would leav e if we
bother them. Kevi n says that the musical and emotional balanc e within
the ban d i s rathe r tenuou s righ t now . The y use d t o al l write song s
together, each contributing spontaneousl y to the group creation . No w
that method is not working as well as it used to, and they find themselves
bickering over the scales, the rhythms, and the structures of new songs.32
All three of the member s of Ed Hal l live here, as well as a couple of
fans an d anyone else who drop s by for a night and needs a place to stay.
The hous e i s a small three-bedroom affair , a single story with a slant-
ing asbestos roof. The members of Ed Hall arc ex-art students, and the
walls inside the hous e ar e covered with the self-referentia l illustration s
of contradictio n an d angs t commo n t o suc h educationa l experiences.
In th e fron t roo m is a couch covere d with tha t dark-gree n ribbed ma-
terial that furnishe s dormitor y lounge s all over the country. One of th e
wooden legs is missing and that corner is held up by several small pieces
of red brick. The table in the kitchen is covered with sheets of paper torn
from a sketch pad . Mos t o f them sho w only two o r thre e lines trace d
across their surface by a crayon. Glancing to your left, you see a sink with
very few dishes i n it. The boy s don't eat here that often, instead cithe r
going out o r eating at their girlfriends' homes. Behind the kitchen is the
rehearsal room. Kevin hollers at us to come on back.
The roo m is filled with amplifier s an d drums and tape machines and
microphones. Everywher e there are electrical cords that twist across the
rug an d through the air , connecting al l the separate machines into on e
sound generator . Yo u ca n barel y se e the rust y dreadlock s of Kevin' s
white-boy rasta hair behind his drums. Gary is across the room, tuning
his guita r a t a volume tha t concretize s overtones . Larr y strips of f hi s
shirt befor e he pick s u p hi s bass , an d swea t begin s t o coagulat e i n the
Driving bac k down Guadalupe, it is quiet enough that you can almost
sense what this town wa s like twenty years ago, before the first oil crisis
pumped million s o f ne w dollar s throug h th e Texa n economy , befor e
Jerry Jeff Walker, Michael Murphey, and Willie Nelson moved to town,
before hundred s o f other , unknow n musician s moved here , lure d b y
the lo w cost of living and the plentiful opportunities t o perform—be -
fore Austi n expande d beyon d it s cit y limits . Yo u could imagin e tha t
we might b e going to th e Vulcan to smoke pot an d listen to th e Con-
queroo pla y thei r swirlin g rhyth m an d blues , o r t o th e Spli t Rai l t o
drink bee r an d danc e th e two-step . We might b e joining the student s
and the politicians and the other hangers-on who appreciate the quality
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of service at clubs lik e the Jad e Room, the Id , th e Ne w Orlean s Club ,
the Saxo n Pub, or even the Eleventh Door, Charlie's Playhouse, or th e
Chequered Flag. 33 For decades this has been true: at this time of night,
the energ y of this town i s wired throug h it s nightclubs, linking powe r
amps and speakers, transistors and tubes into a clashing counterpoint o f
discordant tonalitie s played together.
And the n th e boo m happened . Motorola, IBM , an d Texas Instru-
ments opene d plant s in Austin, initiating the city' s taste for high-tec h
industries. Betwee n 1965 and 197 5 student enrollment a t the universit y
increased by almost 50 percent from 28,86 8 to 42,598. 34 The Armadillo
opened in 1970. In 1973, the Majewskis opened the Soap Creek to pro -
vide more opportunities for area bands. In 1975, Castle Creek, the On e
Knite, th e Bac k Room , th e Hol e i n the Wall, Mother Earth , an d th e
Broken Spoke were all booking local musicians. Clifford Antonc opened
his blue s joint o n 6t h Stree t tha t summer , an d the universit y opene d
a bee r hal l called the Texa s Tavern. In 1976 , th e Rom e In n an d Lib -
erty Lunch adde d to the offerings o f Austin music.35 And those ar e only
the most well-know n venues, those that catered to students, musicians,
and journalists . The numbe r of nightclub s pe r capit a peake d i n 1976 .
In tha t yea r there were 28 places to hea r live music for ever y 100,000
people in Austin.36 As the population was just over 300,000, tha t meant
there were close to 84 stages from which musicians could perform. The
national reputation of the progressive country scene continued to attract
more musician s even a s the nationa l appetite for ever-mor e expensive
oil pushed mor e mone y into Texas, driving up land values and turning
Austin from a slow-paced town int o a rapidly growing sunbel t capital.
And i n 1978 , the yea r that pun k invaded Raul's, pe r capit a income i n
Austin exceeded the national average for the first time.37
Throughout thi s perio d an d eve n u p t o th e mid-19805 , Austin' s
rock'n'roll scen e wa s supporte d b y a honky-ton k econom y tha t re -
inforced a local se t o f traditiona l cultura l meaning s an d establishe d a
flexible ye t consistent musica l aesthetic. Beneath the tonalities, rhythms ,
and lyrics that gencrically distinguished th e various musical styles per-
formed i n the clubs lay an emphasis on personal sincerity that, in turn,
enabled the mutua l blending of personalities in each band's musical ex-
pression. This belie f i n th e importanc e of sincer e personal expression
established a communicative atmosphere that elicited a willing and plea-
surable identificatio n among Austin' s youn g musi c fans. These youn g
fans developed a tendency to group together in the city's music clubs—
listening, dancing, and fantasizing along with the performances of local
musicians. Once this tradition was established, the clubs of Austin began
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increasingly interlinked with the national economy, this new generatio n
of students was significantly more comfortabl e wit h a mass-mediated ,
nationally oriented, commercialized culture . Rather than looking t o the
dominant Texan tradition s o f popular music , these young peopl e wer e
paying attentio n bot h to new recordings an d to stories i n the nationa l
news medi a tha t wer e representing a sound strippe d o f frills an d a raw
musical attitude . The version o f punk roc k tha t too k hold i n Austin' s
music scen e wa s a peculia r hybri d o f Ne w York' s art-scene bohemia ,
London's flagran t nihilism , an d Austin' s ow n outrageou s individual -
ism. Almos t a self-awar e simulacrum , th e performanc e of pun k roc k
at Raul' s wa s alway s deflecte d throug h a n ironi c sideway s glance , a n
oblique self-parody of its own conditions o f performance. But this new
music als o carrie d wit h i t a do-it-yourself ideolog y tha t merge d quit e
easily with the long tradition o f Texan entrepreneurialism. The result of
this cultura l syncretism was an increasing emphasis o n improvin g an d
modernizing the economic base of music-making in Austin.
During thi s perio d o f economic restructuring , th e underlyin g aes -
thetic principles of Austin music held. Music-making was still centered
on liv e performanc e i n th e clubs , an d thi s musi c was stil l value d b y
the member s o f th e scen e t o th e exten t tha t i t represente d a sincer e
expression o f the personalitie s of th e musicians and enable d a sincere
integrative respons e o n th e par t o f the fans . Bu t a s long-time partici -
pants i n th e scen e worked togethe r wit h loca l music-business owner s
and the Chamber o f Commerce t o orient an d stabilize the flow of capi-
tal through Austin's music-relate d businesses, they reorganize d music -
making i n Austin. They deliberately and self-consciously built an indus-
trial infrastructure modeled on that of the national recording industry .
After thi s restructuring, it was still possible to explore innovative sub-
jectivities through th e mutual performance of musicalized identitie s i n
the city' s clubs. However , by the beginning of the nineties, live perfor-
mance i n th e club s had bee n reconceive d a s a process o f research an d
development fo r th e production o f recordings.
We are almost bac k down a t the rive r again, at a club called Libert y
Lunch. We can park across th e stree t i n this cit y government lot ; the y
don't ticket a t night. The city owns the land that Libert y Lunch stand s
on. I t i s part o f a block o f warehouses that on e da y will be a new city
hall. The city manager used to threaten every year to tear down the club,
but now that city coffers ar e empty and the Chamber of Commerce see s
Austin musi c as a clean growth industry , Libert y Lunch appear s to b e
one o f th e safe r musica l institutions. Its landlor d i s interested no w i n
the continued succes s of this important club. With a capacity of abou t
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slow headban g i s what Josh, with a sort o f self-deprecating irony , calls
"his dance. " H e see s us watching him an d point s u p a t Joh n onstag e
before disappearin g bac k int o th e crowd . I n fron t o f u s i s Rita , th e
Baylor student who said hello when we first walked up. As "Baby" starts,
she shouts an d begins dancing with considerable intensity, her waving
elbows forcing us backward a few steps.38
Several women , som e o f whom hav e bee n dancing al l along, focu s
their attentio n o n Ki m Longacre. There i s a young girl leaning against
the stage , wit h loosel y perme d ligh t yello w hair, a slightly turned u p
nose, an d bleache d Gues s jeans, who appear s t o mirro r Kim' s perfor -
mance. While John sing s the verses, Kim strums and sways, nodding at
Cindy and laughing. During the bridge of the song, she steps forward to
sing the line, "Leave me alone just for a while." Everyone in the audience
sings along, a s one mass echoing this chant, but Blondic-in-Guess-jean s
does more tha n that. Sh e literally copies every physical move that Ki m
makes. She mimes Kim's guitar strum, sh e bobs her head from sid e t o
side a s though circlin g a microphone with th e prosod y of the phrase ,
and she hops backward at the end of the vocal line when Kim steps back
and John reassumes the melody.
Kim look s at us her e takin g note s and step s dow n fro m the stag e
to say , "It's magic , you know . It feel s lik e you coul d d o whatever yo u
wanted to . I t feel s s o uninhibited. I t feel s lik e you coul d loo k ove r a t
John an d he' s makin g a weird fac e an d you could laugh at him an d h e
would just laugh back. It feels like I could stand on the monitor an d act
like a rock star, stick my tongue out a t someone in the audience and no t
worry about being sharp or flat or finding the right chords. It's that zen
thing. It's a physical thing. I like the way it makes me feel. It's heaven up
there you know, when it all comes right through and it's effortless . It' s
just this voice coming out." 39
Smiling, John looks over at Kim, down at us, and out at the audience.
"The succes s of this band," he says, "is fundamentally based on provid-
ing an almost religious experience for the audience, producing that feel -
ing and making sure the audience gets it. What I want to have happen is
for the m to understand. It's lik e there's something there that you maybe
can't sit down and analyze, but they are there and they understand. It' s
a real cathartic thing."40
And s o while the Reiver s continue to play , the men in the audienc e
awkwardly dance, their bodie s struggling to understand, an d while the
women no d and sing along with their understanding, I try to stand still
and scribbl e words i n a notebook, "Leav e me alone just for awhile. " I
just have to think about this a little bit.
Cowboy Lore
Music-making i n Austi n grow s ou t o f a lon g history , a histor y tha t
struggles t o cente r th e meanin g o f bein g Texan in the voice s an d th e
sung narrative s o f specifi c historica l individual s representin g certai n
groups. Th e effect s o f thi s histor y ar e stil l fel t i n th e popula r mem -
ory of those wh o continu e th e musicalized performance of identit y i n
Austin's nightclub s an d the recordin g studios. As individual musicians
come t o terms with the institutional and discursive structures that con-
strain an d enabl e thei r performances , they ma p ou t a relation t o thi s
history—a relation describe d a s a continuance o f a powerful traditio n
or, conversely , a s a throwing of f of this tradition's burden . I n it s most
elaborated narratives , th e popula r histor y of music-makin g in Austi n
looks beyon d th e disruptio n o f tradition a t Raul's , bac k throug h th e
cosmic cowboys performin g a reconstructed traditio n at the Armadillo,
back throug h th e psychedeli c fires stoked a t th e Vulcan, bac k beyon d
even the self-consciou s revival of folksinging a t ThreadgilPs, and traces
its powerful articulation of performed song an d performed identity t o
the folkloristic construction o f the singing cowboy.
By th e lat e i88os , cowbo y lore , rangin g fro m dim e novel s t o aca -
demic folk song collections, was developing into an ongoing process of
mythologizing, a discursive construction o f legends, tales, myths, an d
songs that intermingle d an d produce d image s o f an idealized wester n
male. Throughout the early part of the twentieth century, these idealized
representations worke d their way through academic , popular, and com-
mercial expressions, effectively legitimatin g a variety of Texan cultural
practices as the wor k o f rea l cowboys . Texan populism, Texan democ -
racy, Texa n business , and Texa n music al l dre w o n th e imag e o f th e
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cowboy as an independent entrepreneur , a strong masculine hero freel y
participating in the creation of Texan society.
John Aver y Lomax contributed to thi s proces s with th e first publi-
cation o f Cowboy Sontjs an d other Frontier Ballads i n 1910. ' H e wa s de -
termined t o represen t a more authentic cowboy than those depicted in
popular culture. The "Collector's Note" for the first edition of Cowboy
Songs insiste d that , "Stil l muc h misunderstood , h e i s often slandered ,
nearly always caricatured, both by the pres s and by the stage . Perhap s
these songs , comin g direc t from th e cowboy' s experience , giving vent
to hi s careless and his tender emotions, will afford futur e generation s a
truer conception o f what he really was than is now possesse d b y those
who kno w him onl y through highl y colored romances " (Loma x 1910,
xxvii). Loma x argue d tha t thes e songs, anchore d in th e cowboy' s ex -
perience, were directl y expressive of the cowboy' s tru e character . His
argument carrie d th e authorit y of hi s ow n experience : Lomax wa s a
Texan who ha d hear d these songs himself as a child.
In his autobiography, Adventures of a Ballad Hunter, Lomax described
his first encounter with the material that would become his life's work :
I couldn' t hav e bee n mor e tha n fou r year s old whe n I first hear d a cowbo y
sing an d yode l t o hi s cattle. I was sleeping in my father's two-room hous e i n
Texas besid e a branch of th e ol d Chishol m Trail—twelve o f us sometime s i n
two rooms . Suddenl y a cowboy's singin g waked me a s I slep t on m y trundle
bed. . . . These sounds come back to me faintly through th e years, a foggy maze
of recollections; an d my heart lept even then to the cries of the cowboy trying
to quiet, i n the dee p darkness and sifting rain , a trail herd of restless cattle.2
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roving and restless blades from al l over the South (an d everywhere else). From
such a group, given a taste for killing in the Civil War, in which Southern feeling
and sentiment s predominated, came the Texas cowboy and the cowbo y songs.
These may have been rough, raw , wild individuals but, according to th e
academic rules of song collecting, the blood in their veins and the spirit
in their song s indicate d souther n descendant s from th e pures t Anglo -
Saxon patricians. Despite the obvious influence of the Mexican vaquero
tradition from which the cowboy's wor k (an d the guitar) derived, an d
Lomax's own acknowledgment tha t "it was not unusual to find a Negro"
on the trail, his song collectio n was valued to the extent that it demon-
strated the continuing dominance of an Anglo-Saxon cultural tradition.5
Lomax's representation of cowboy culture inserted the Anglo-Saxon
patrician into a condition of rugged freedom , "hundreds of miles from
places where the convention s of society were observed. . . . These men
lived on terms of practical equality. Except in the case of the boss, ther e
was littl e differenc e i n th e amoun t pai d eac h for hi s services . Society,
then, was here reduced to it s lowest terms. The work of the men, their
daily experiences, their thoughts , thei r interests , were al l in common"
(Lomax 1910, xxvi). Here in this imagined world of masculine equality
and freedom , th e socia l contract wa s renegotiated daily . Social powe r
came fro m th e cowboy' s abilit y instantly t o enac t hi s desires , fro m a
willingness t o provok e confrontation, an d from th e physica l agilit y t o
defeat a n opponent face to face . On the trail, where everyone's interests
and even their thoughts were supposedly in common, thes e aggressiv e
behaviors worked together fo r the good of the community.
The ballad s collected b y Lomax contain representation s of some of
the originar y values of Texan presociety. "Sam Bass" is a typical cowboy
ballad. According t o Loma x (and , again , following the necessar y con-
ventions), "it sprang from the people. No one has ever claimed to be its
author. It s source s are as mysterious and unknown a s the Texas grasses
that gro w abov e hi s grave. " Nevertheless , "during cattle-trai l days, in
Texas, 1868—1892,, every singing cowboy carried Sam Bass in his reper-
toire."6 As published i n Lomax' s first collection, i t tell s the stor y of a
young ma n fro m Indian a wh o move d t o Texa s to becom e a cowboy .
According t o the song, Bass wanted to live the life of impulse and free -
dom that the West promised. In other words, within the narrative of the
ballad, an idea of the cowbo y already existed in Indiana, and this idea,
whether i t would have come from Josep h McCoy's histori c sketches or
from a Ne d Buntlin e melodrama, dre w Sa m Bass t o Texas , the plac e
where one could b e a cowboy.7
Bass i s a Robin Hoo d figure , " a kinder-hearte d fello w yo u seldo m
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ballads celebrated those men who most heartily embodied the image of
the western hero. With a passion that cannot b e found in their strictly
disciplined declarations o f heterosexual love , these ballads describe th e
actions an d often the corpses of the cowboy hero. "Utah Carroll " pro -
vides a convincing example. Lomax first published it in the 1910 edition
and i t appeare d essentiall y unchanged in the 191 6 publication . But b y
1938, "Utah Carroll" had acquired a heightened dramatic narrative. The
story was essentially the sam e in the later version, only more polished,
with more elaborate detail."
The ballad begins with the narrator stating what makes him "sad and
still, an d wh y m y bro w i s darkened like cloud s upo n th e hill. " Uta h
Carroll is dead, and the balla d will tell us just how he died, how brave
and stron g h e was, and ho w glorious was his death. The narrato r was
Utah's "pardner." "We rode the range together and rode it side by side;
I love d hi m a s a brother; I wept when Utah died." Carroll dies saving
the boss' s daughte r fro m a stampede sh e carelessly caused. As she was
riding her pon y i n front o f the cattl e herd, a corner of he r red blanket
slips ou t fro m beneat h he r saddle , throwin g the animal s into a rage.
When Lenore , th e daughter , see s the stampedin g cattle she falls fro m
her pony , carryin g the red blanket with her to the ground . Their pas-
sions furthe r inflamed , th e her d rushe s toward her , sure t o crus h her
under thei r hooves . A t this moment, Utah spur s his own horse into a
race with th e cattle . He gets t o he r befor e th e herd an d reaches down
to swee p he r u p ont o hi s saddle. Bu t the weigh t o f the tw o o f the m
together i s too muc h for the cinches. They snap, and Utah and Lenore
are thrown bac k onto the ground togethe r with the red blanket. Then
comes th e momen t o f Utah' s ultimat e sacrifice . "Uta h picke d up th e
blanket. 'Lie still,' again he said,/Then h e raced across th e prairi e and
waved the blanket o'er his head." His fellow cowboys can only watch in
awe. "H e ha s saved the boss's daughter, though we know he's bound t o
die." Uta h succeeds in turning the cattle away from Lenore , then turns
and pulls his gun. "He was bound to die a-fighting, as all brave cowboys
do." Althoug h h e shoots th e lead steer, the herd docs crus h Utah. The
lesson of Utah's sacrifice is emphasized i n the next stanza. Lenore goes
unmentioned. "Ever y boy upon th e cow ranch knew how bravely Utah
died, / And the y passe d hi s grave in sorrow an d the y spok e his name
with pride ; / Fo r h e die d a s a cowboy, neve r bending , neve r a fear, /
When the cattle were upon him and the rush of death was near." In th e
last stanza we learn that Uta h wa s buried wit h "that ver y re d blanke t
that brough t hi m to his end" (Loma x 1938,12.5—2.8).
One o f th e ke v moments i n thi s narrativ e i s when th e re d blanke t
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of the Texan cowboy, throughou t the southwest, an d eventually across
the country .
The effect s o f Lomax' s canon formatio n ca n be directly observed in
the caree r of a n early professional singing cowboy. RCA-Victo r copy-
righted th e phras e "The Origina l Singin g Cowboy" for it s recording s
of Jules Verne Allen released in the late twenties and early thirties. Allen
had acted in cowboy movies in Hollywood an d played cowboy roles on
radio drama s in Dallas and San Antonio. H e had also grown u p work-
ing as a cowboy on ranche s throughout Texas . In 1933, Allen publishe d
a boo k version o f hi s popula r Sa n Antonio radi o shows . Cowboy Lore
includes definitions of cowboy terms, jokes, stories from Allen' s yout h
in th e cattl e trade, an d a detailed an d illustrate d explanation o f cattle
brands. Hal f o f th e boo k i s taken up wit h cowbo y songs—i n Allen' s
words, "taken down from my voice, just as I sing them." Allen claims the
same authorit y b y whic h Loma x authenticate d hi s collectio n twenty -
three year s previously , tha t o f live d experience, "i n th e mai n most o f
[the songs ] ar e presented her e just as I learne d them o n th e range." 13
The collection include s thirty-six songs. All but three of them were pre-
viously published in Lomax's collection. Of those three, one was written
for Allen' s recordin g career ; the othe r tw o ar e the noncowbo y songs ,
"Barbra Allen " an d "Buffal o Gals." 14 Whether Alle n learned th e othe r
thirty-three song s o n th e rang e or not , th e version s published i n hi s
book were nearly identical to those in Lomax's collection. The commer-
cial representation promulgated b y Allen over the radio did not signifi -
cantly differ fro m th e academi c representation disseminated by Lomax
in journals or at the meetings of learned societies.
Whether Alle n learned his songs directly from th e Lomax collectio n
is not s o important as the demonstration that, by 1933, the traditional
cowboy song canon had been formed. Cowboy song s existed before th e
work of John Lomax . They had even been collected an d published be-
fore. However , once thi s cano n was established, th e convention s tha t
defined "cowbo y songs"—necessaril y imbue d wit h consciou s an d un -
conscious politica l an d socia l assumptions—bega n t o limi t th e type s
of experiences an d expressions tha t fit the qualifier "cowboy." Lomax's
canon codified "a set of practices normally governed b y overtly or tacitly
accepted rules . .. which seek to inculcate certain values and norms of be-
havior." Just as Eric Hobsbawm claim s for all invented traditions, thes e
songs wer e used to establis h "the membershi p of groups, rea l or artifi -
cial communities," th e legitimatio n of "institutions, statu s or relations
of authority," an d "the inculcatio n of beliefs, value systems, and conven-
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of lawsuit s when numerous peopl e claimed to hav e written "Hom e on
the Range. " " It was becoming increasingl y difficult t o blen d theorie s
of communal compositio n with capitalis t notions of cultural property .
Nevertheless, th e claim of authenticity—that a song came directly from
a "real " cowbo y an d therefor e was related t o th e prcsocia l origin s o f
Texan societ y an d the idealize d wester n male—woul d ad d to a song's
appeal, its popularity, an d its profit potential .
As par t o f hi s work with th e chora l societ y a t the university, Osca r
Fox produce d program s o f cowboy song s take n from Lomax' s collec -
tion. On July i, 19x7, Fox presented a lecture-concert that included ver-
sions o f "Home on the Range, " "Sa m Bass," "Cowboy's Lament," and
other ballads . The singe r wa s a young la w student wit h dramati c aspi-
rations named Woodwar d Mauric e Ritter, late r known a s Tex.18 Ritter
never claimed authenti c cowbo y statu s for himself , bu t hi s interest i n
cowboy culture was piqued by his contact with Lomax, Dobie, and Fox
at the Universit y of Texas. By 192.8, he was a singing cowboy on KPRC
in Houston, and then i n 1930 Ritter move d to New York to pursu e an
acting career. 19 There he almost immediately landed a part in the Theate r
Guild's production of Lynn Rigg's "Green Gro w the Lilacs. "
"Green Grow the Lilacs" was called a folk-play by the New York crit-
ics. It was alternately hailed and reviled for representing too clearl y the
rituals, th e lifeways , an d th e emotion s o f "th e folk s o f th e cornfields
and the prairies." 20 Ritter won an actual acting role in the production,
but h e also joined i n with th e dozen singer s who were hired solel y t o
perform "authentic songs o f the plains" between th e scenes of the play .
This "ensemble o f cowboys and Oklahoman maidens . . . were vivid and
pliant, earth y and folksy, aliv e and urgent," an d were recruited from th e
Madison Squar e Garde n rodeo. 2' Man y obliging critic s an d reviewer s
touted their cowboy authenticity in articles that described their abilities
to perfor m rodeo tricks . Arthur Chapma n mad e th e point i n the New
York Herald-Tribune that , "i t i s doubtful i f the Ne w Yor k publi c real -
izes how fa r the Theater Guil d ha s gone i n quest of reality. A first-class
rodeo could b e organized righ t ou t o f the cast now performing at the
Guild."22 Durin g th e Bosto n previews , Franklin Jorda n wrot e fo r th e
Transcript that , "Most o f these cowbo y actor s ar e followers of rodeos
and almost without exceptio n have taken one or more honors in various
events during the year." Nevertheless, "Though they have been in Wild
West shows an d in the movies, their first speaking part onstage brough t
out a streak of shyness."23
Margaret Larki n performed the lead cowgirl singing role during th e
Boston run . In he r own boo k o f cowboy song s she repeate d a distinc-
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in no way exhausts the plethora of musics produced i n Texas in the early
decades of the twentieth century . The Deep Ellum section of Dallas was
the home for a thriving blues community, centered on the performances
of Blin d Lemon Jefferson an d Huddie Ledbetter . Hispani c communi -
ties i n Sa n Antonio, E l Paso , an d smalle r towns throughou t th e Ri o
Grande valley boasted larg e dance bands that blended traditiona l Lati n
tonalities an d rhythms with jazz instrumentation, creating orquesta an d
norteno music. Smal l towns i n central Texas featured polka band s an d
traditional Centra l Europea n son g and dance styles. 30
However, the image of the authentic cowboy inherited from Lomax' s
initial formation continue d t o describe the dominant cultura l power in
terms o f a n idealize d Anglo-Saxon mal e rooted i n a presocial mascu -
line Utopia : autonomous, strong , independent , acquisitive , fre e fro m
the constraint s o f society, generous, impulsive , quick to anger and will-
ing to us e violence t o settl e disputes, distrustful of women bu t capable
of a rigidly constrained sentimentality . The mor e closel y a Texan male
approximated th e cowbo y model , th e mor e authorit y accrue d t o hi s
cultural practice . The mor e aspect s of the authenti c cowboy h e coul d
identify with, introjcct into the construction of his own ego, and project
with his performances, the more closely he could approach the cultural
power of the dominant grou p i n Texan society.
Cowboy song s themselves were an amalgamation of a variety of musi-
cal practices, developed by many different group s of people. But in th e
process o f canonization , becaus e of th e condition s unde r whic h suc h
canonization occurred , certain attributes of these songs were deemed t o
be definitive. They had to be the communal creations of males of Anglo-
Saxon descen t engage d i n a particular occupation. The canon simulta-
neously defined the cultural practice and the people who engaged i n the
cultural practice by describing the songs as the direct expression of a way
of life . Rathe r tha n dispellin g th e romanti c myt h o f th e cowbo y tha t
had already become popular, cowboy songs contributed to its strength.
But a t the sam e time , linkin g the definitio n o f the cowbo y t o a n on-
going cultural practice of popular music opened the door to a process
of redefinition that continue s today.
Obviously, popular musi c is not the only field in which such negotia-
tion takes place. But it is an important one. Because of its simultaneous
aesthetic and social textures, along with its peculiarly motile relationship
with the rising culture industries, Texan music provided the cultural site
where th e cowboy , th e idealize d wester n male , was first reduced fro m
the specific s o f Lomax' s so n of the Sout h t o th e abstrac t set o f char-
acteristics I have enumerated. Through th e cultural practice of popular
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 32 .
Even a s Rodgcr s an d hi s recor d compan y were turnin g hi s talen t
into a marketable commodity, hi s success was dependent upo n a n audi-
ence who no w bough t it s music, either directly—on records—or indi-
rectly—by listening t o specifi c radi o programs. This broad change, th e
development o f th e cultur e o f consumption , enable d th e transforma-
tion o f th e cowbo y singe r reflectin g a lif e o f independen t autonom y
into a professional entertainer achieving a life of independent autonom y
through th e marketin g of cultura l products. What remaine d constan t
were the masculine virtues displayed in the songs and the images of the
stars. Rodgers inspire d probably thousands of young Texans to try their
hand, not at cattle raising, nor at oil well drilling, but at singing, writing,
and selling songs.
Ernest Tubb was one of the many so inspired. As a youth, Tubb en-
joyed th e song s an d storie s o f Jule s Verne Allen, listenin g t o Allen' s
program o n WFAA out of Dallas. But it wasn't until he heard a Jimmie
Rodgers son g that he decided to become a professional musician.32 Tubb
searched out Mrs . Jimmie Rodgers i n San Antonio i n 1935 after findin g
her name in the phone book . Sh e encouraged him to continue singin g
because she thought tha t h e sounded sincere and believable, that audi-
ences coul d tel l ho w h e felt . Mrs . Rodger s fel t tha t thi s wa s th e ke y
to Jimmie' s success . He san g sincerely, so the audienc e could identif y
with real feelings; their feelings could become identified with Rodgers' s
through hi s performance of genuine expression. After si x more years of
struggle, Ernest Tubb had his big hit, "Walking the Floor," which sold
over 400,00 0 copie s in 1941. The success of the son g won him a movie
contract. I n Hollywood , western director Charle s Starret t tried to ge t
Tubb to sing "one of those old cowboy songs like Jules Verne Allen used
to sing. I told them, I used to sing 'cm, but those kind of songs are dead.
Why bring me out here in the first place, if it wasn't to sing 'Walking the
Floor Over You'?" 33 Indeed, b y the time that this young man who ha d
learned cowboy songs by listening to Jules Verne Allen on the radio and
who learned all of Jimmie Rodgers's song s from his records had his own
hit, the commercial performance of masculine independence, strength,
and spontaneity require d that every singer have an individual style and
an individual sound .
Tubb changed the image of hillbilly music. He insisted that the com-
pany for which he recorded, Decca , market his records under th e cate-
gory o f "country " music. By 1949, the importan t trad e magazine Bill-
board had rename d its hillbilly charts, following Decca's lead.34 Through
his focu s o n th e powe r o f thi s imag e an d thi s marketin g label , Tubb
emphasized th e connection s between th e musica l projectio n of Texan
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play exaggerated forms of the skills they used in their work, invert value
systems otherwise necessar y for survival, and satisfy appetites elsewhere
denied. With the end of the cattle trails, the cowboy carnival moved into
other arenas. The tradition s o f the count y fai r an d the rode o filled th e
need for an exaggerated display of skills and a celebration of the harvest,
and man y o f thes e fair s an d rodeo s hel d dance s i n th e evenings . Bu t
such dances tended t o remai n fairly calm, more a place for stable famil y
entertainment. The site where values were inverted, where the culturally
repressed returned , an d where the tension s an d conflicts o f a changing
social world were fought over became the honky-tonk. 39
Generally located o n or near the city limits, on the margins betwee n
country an d tow n wher e law enforcement was less consistent, honky -
tonks bega n a s a place to bu y bootlegged whiskey during Prohibition .
They wer e a favorite hang-ou t fo r me n wh o worke d i n th e oi l fields.
People who live d in the city would driv e just out o f the jurisdiction of
the loca l police and drink and dance to th e ban d or to record s o n th e
juke box. Peopl e wh o live d in the countr y would driv e to th e edg e of
the cit y for the regula r display of music and lights an d movement an d
liquor. Honky-tonk s wer e magica l places where promise s wer e mad e
and new possibilities of life could be imagined in the free recombinatio n
of repressed elements of the human. While carnivals, frontier towns, and
rodeos were tie d t o th e seasons , availabl e only at certain time s o f th e
year, the honky-ton k was continually present. In the same way that th e
cultural practice of folksinging became a commercial medium for popu-
lar entertainment, the cultural practice of carnival was transformed into
the commercially oriented honky-tonk.
The limina l aren a ha d move d t o th e edg e o f tow n wher e i t coul d
be entere d an y night th e cowbo y desired . A s Bill Malon e argues , th e
music responde d t o thi s contex t o f intensifie d physical release by em-
phasizing its rhythms. Focusin g on its role as dance music, highlighting
its African-American influences, honky-tonk drums and bass, accompa-
nied b y firmly struck electric guitars, laid down a beat loud enoug h t o
be heard over conversation and drinking noises, steady enough for the
most lame-foote d cowbo y t o danc e to. 40 And s o country an d wester n
music, a s it no w bega n t o b e called , took a dominant rol e i n the dia -
lectical modernization o f Texan life. Her e th e commercialized countr y
and wester n sta r coul d perfor m th e rol e o f th e traditiona l masculine
hero i n a n increasingl y rigidified, ritualized , an d controlled—becaus e
marketed—version of the carnival.
In th e honky-tonks , a s in all carnival traditions, th e rituals , images,
and symbols of corporeality, sexuality, and sexual relations formed a ripe
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ation of the suprem e being , bu t instea d ar e forged b y the duplicitou s
actions o f men . Kitt y Wells's performanc e provides a challenge t o th e
discursive construction of masculine virtue and authority, givin g voic e
to women's sense of frustration both at the shiftin g desires of the men
around them, an d at bearing the blame, in the male version of the story ,
for th e cultural disruption .
In th e honky-tonk— a magical modern marketplac e of pleasure and
possibility—social, economic , an d cultura l tension s ar e deflected int o
the real m of sexual relations. There they are lived, felt, and experienced.
The languag e o f honky-tonk romance , which includes a musical style, a
performance style , and a n encoded mora l history, structure s thes e ten -
sions int o generi c expression s o f good lov e gon e ba d tha t necessaril y
carry a nostalgic air , a look backward to better times .
In th e modernize d marketplace , signs do not hav e stable meanings ,
and desire s ar e instantly created and instantly disappear. This unstabl e
context informs the paradox of the honky-tonk. The processe s of mod -
ernization, whic h disrupt older cultural practices and replace them with
signs an d commodities , enabl e th e constan t presenc e o f th e carniva l
arena. Onl y withi n th e commerciall y enforced boundarie s separatin g
honky-tonk reality from the rest of the world does it becomes possible to
display, in an intensified sexualized form, the most troublin g aspects o f
contemporary life . Fo r th e generatio n o f white Texans reaching matu -
rity immediatel y afte r Worl d Wa r II, thes e aspect s reflected the effect s
of powerfu l economi c forces , th e solidificatio n of a class structure, th e
rising wealth o f some an d the lingerin g povert y of others, th e increas-
ing use of culture to signify distinction, the development o f the cultural
marketplace, an d th e commodificatio n o f cultural practice. Other Tex-
ans and other generations woul d deal with different sets of conflicts. But
the Austi n musi c scene wa s built on thi s foundatio n o f a commercial-
ized cultural tradition of popular music, centered in the liminal arena s
of honky-tonks , an d performe d wit h a n assume d ai r of Anglo-Saxo n
masculine moral authority inherited from the mythical presocial origin s
of the state of Texas through th e discourse of cowboy lore .
Throughout the summe r and the fal l of 1933, the Texas state legislature
busied itsel f debatin g th e prope r metho d o f licensin g drinking estab-
lishments. Th e twenty-firs t amendmen t ha d returne d to eac h state th e
authority t o regulate the sale of alcoholic beverages. But the liquor issue
was not a simple matter i n Texas. The larg e state, torn betwee n it s vast
but sparsel y populated rura l spaces and its growing urba n centers, en -
compassing extensiv e German and Latin cultures to whom the reformis t
motives o f the Anglo s mad e little sense, had depende d upo n a system
of count y contro l befor e federa l prohibitio n ha d bee n enforced . Th e
gubernatorial electio n o f 191 1 had bee n fough t ove r th e prohibitio n
issue. After the single federal standard was repealed, no immediate con-
sensus could b e formed to replace it. While county control seemed again
to b e the obviou s compromise , th e old reformist bloc hoped t o retai n
a prohibition o n liquor , allowin g for only the sal e of bee r and wine in
the state. 1
However, sentimen t i n the capital city ran toward tota l legalization .
On Octobe r 3 , 1933 , The Austin American publishe d a n anonymou s
article calling for a twofold system of liquor licensing. Its argument took
the for m o f a n analog y between taste s i n liquo r an d taste s i n music .
Just a s there were clearly two type s of music, and two distinc t group s
of people wh o appreciate d each, there were two types of alcoholic bev-
erages, an d two distinc t population s o f drinkers. "High-brow people"
preferred "high-bro w music " an d cocktails ; others coul d res t conten t
with beer and wine and the rough sounds of less than polished entertain-
ment. Sinc e it would b e clearly inappropriate to mix these two group s
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of people in the same establishment, the obvious solutio n was to create
two type s o f licenses . The mor e expensiv e liquo r licens e would allo w
for th e proper atmospher e i n downtown hotels , while the cheaper beer
and win e license could b e purchased by any saloon i n the county . Th e
American reasoned tha t while each citizen of Texas had the right t o his
personal taste in alcohol and in music, a clear homology existe d between
the two. Bee r and hillbilly music marked the pleasures of the low-brow. 2
An oft-repeate d legen d (i n fac t almos t alway s acknowledged a s a
legend whe n repeated ) insist s that Kennet h Threadgill bought the first
beer an d win e licens e issue d i n Travis County i n 1933. 3 The buildin g
that house d ThreadgilP s Ba r had bee n a n old gasolin e statio n locate d
near the northernmost edg e of the town. The legend also says that, dur-
ing Prohibition , customer s a t the filling station often bough t a gallon
of hooch with their gasoline. What i s known fo r sure i s that Kenneth
Threadgill bough t th e plac e i n th e middl e thirtie s an d furnishe d th e
front roo m of the station wit h a few old round tables , about twenty o r
thirty chairs, and two old coolers stashed behind a countertop. B y 1946,
he was selling soda pop an d beer out of those coolers while some of his
friends playe d guitar o r fiddle and sang hillbilly songs.4 Threadgill ha d
taught himsel f to yodel after he heard Jimmie Rodgers perform in I9z8,
developing " a pretty large repertory of Jimmie Rodgers' songs" as well
as a few phrase s and verse s of eve n older , mor e traditional , material .
By th e middl e nineteen-fifties , Short y Ziegler , Cotton Collins , an d a
few other loca l singers and musicians were congregating first on Friday
nights an d later on Wednesdays to sing a few of their favorite songs an d
drink a few of their favorite beers. While Mr. Threadgill tended bar , th e
musicians would perfor m for fun and on e o r tw o fre e rounds ; hi s few
steady customers would pa y for their drinks, listen to the musicians, and
occasionally join in the singing.5
Most of ThreadgilPs customers during this period wer e local work-
ing men—mechanics, day laborers, and "cedar choppers." Bu t by 1959,
a grou p o f graduat e student s fro m th e universit y had discovere d th e
pleasures of the low-brow. Bill Malone was writing a dissertation on th e
history of th e countr y musi c business. Sta n Alexander was an Englis h
graduate studen t wh o love d traditiona l fol k song s an d ballads . Willie
Benson wa s devoting equa l attentio n t o th e stud y of psychology an d
bluegrass guitar, while Ed Mellon wa s playing the mandoli n an d idol -
izing Bil l Monroe. These fou r youn g me n had been meetin g regularl y
in Mcllon's apartment , listening to and trying to copy the recordings of
traditional an d bluegrass material that they had discovered in the Austin
public library. Once Willie Benson heard about ThreadgilFs, he dragged
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onto the singing o f traditional fol k song s a s a way of activel y demon -
strating thei r difference—thei r "beatnik " o r "proto-hippie" status. The
reconstruction o f a traditional, noncommercia l musical practice carried
an aur a of authenticity. That is , participation i n these peformances in-
dicated a n interest i n musical pleasure for its own sake , freed fro m any
direct articulatio n with the commercialized and, according to the ideol-
ogy of authenticity, debase d world of everyday life i n Texas. Accordin g
to a letter Joh n Cla y wrot e i n 1972. , "Lookin g bac k on th e situation,
it seem s ther e wa s a generation ga p affectin g th e earl y Sixties scene ,
but no t lik e th e on e the y tal k abou t today . Peopl e lik e Janis an d m e
and th e other s I mentione d wer e rejectin g th e standard s of our ow n
generation."9
The actual group o f undergraduate folksinger s wa s small but, b y all
accounts, intens e an d active . Several o f them live d togethe r i n a run -
down apartment comple x near campus called the Ghetto. Once a week,
they woul d congregat e i n th e Chuckwago n are a of the unio n t o tak e
turns passing around instrument s and singing. By the time Tary Owen s
arrived i n th e fal l o f 1961 , th e Fol k Sin g wa s a n importan t weekl y
gathering o f member s fro m a variety of alienate d group s o n campus .
Writers an d illustrator s fo r th e satirica l campus humor magazine , The
Ranger, were regula r participants. Individual s coordinating loca l civi l
rights demonstrations recruite d new members at the sing-along. Even a
group of cave explorers, the spelunkers, wa s attracted t o this practice.10
But it was the committed core group—Clay, Owens, and the trio of
St. John, Wiggins, an d Joplin—who directed eac h week's singing an d
who le d the excursio n ou t t o ThreadgilPs . According t o Owens , "We
heard tha t Mr. Threadgill had a bar out ther e and that musicians were
welcome." By reputation, th e Wednesday nigh t gathering s a t Thread -
gill's were dominated b y bluegrass music. As the most accomplished per-
former of this genre among the undergraduates, Lanny Wiggins was the
first of this group t o venture out to Threadgill's. Bu t he was quickly fol-
lowed b y the other members of his band, the Waller Creek Boys (Powell
St. John an d Janis Joplin), and then Clay and Owens. Eventually, these
younger studen t musician s becam e par t o f th e regula r performer s at
Threadgill's, joining Bill Necly, Cotton Collins, Shorty Ziegler, an d the
graduate students .
By the fal l of 1962., the gatherings at Threadgill's ha d become, i n Bill
Malone's words , a "raucous" occasion . That year , Malone bega n teach-
ing i n Sa n Marcos ; consequently , th e frequenc y o f hi s attendanc e a t
Threadgill's diminished . Bu t he noted tha t "th e clientel e changed dra -
matically" once Wiggins, St. John, Joplin, and Owens arrived . And s o
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nity members on campus. After tolerating her presence for only a single
semester, the y blatantly acknowledged the power of her threat, namin g
her "th e uglies t mal e o n campus. " I n Januar y 1963 , Jopli n lef t Austi n
and hitchhike d t o Sa n Francisc o wit h anothe r estranged , ugl y male ,
Chct Helms . I n he r biograph y of Joplin, Myr a Friedma n emphasize d
the emotiona l impac t of this moment, suggestin g that Joplin's journey
west was a result of this rejection. But friends of hers in Austin, people
like John Cla y and Tary Owens, favored a different interpretation . They
insisted that the mock election only confirmed what Joplin had believed
all along , tha t Texas was simply too square , too backward , for he r t o
tolerate. Seeing themselves as beatniks, Joplin and Helms headed for the
beatnik capital , initiatin g a n Austin-San Francisco exchange of musi -
cians and the culturally hip that would continue for decades.13
Meanwhile, the on-campus folksinging club continued to attract both
the musica l and th e disaffecte d o f eac h year' s newly arriving students.
Ed Guinn wa s the son of the third African-American t o graduate fro m
the University of Texas medical school. H e had idolized his high schoo l
band director, an d he came to UT t o major i n music. In his first semes-
ter, the fall of 1962., he joined the symphony and the jazz band but foun d
himself barred from the Longhorn Band , the marching musical accom-
paniment t o the most visibl e symbol of the university's power—its still
all-white football team. "I had come as a starry-eyed youth, never dream-
ing tha t ther e woul d b e a color barrier, " Guinn tol d me . " I though t
that wa s somethin g tha t stoppe d a t back-of-the-bu s stuff . Yo u know ,
that once you left working-class society that that wouldn't b e a problem
anymore." Believing that he was coming to the intellectual center of the
state, Guinn was shocked by this display of intolerance. 14
By the sprin g semeste r of hi s first year at Texas, Guinn had becom e
a regula r participan t i n th e Fol k Sing . Soo n th e divers e rebel group s
brought togethe r b y folksinging took up Guinn's campaig n to join the
Longhorn band. That thi s clearly talented musician could not eve n ob-
tain an audition fo r the marching band outraged an d engaged th e local
student-led civi l right s movement . The y bega n a letter-writin g cam-
paign an d gradually increased the pressure on the administration as the
school yea r went by.
In earl y Septembe r 1963 , E d Guin n was given th e opportunit y t o
audition for the band. But by this point, he was no longer quite so inter-
ested. H e was far more involve d with th e folksinging group tha n wit h
any of the more official musical organizations. After Guinn passed "their
silly audition," h e went hom e an d called his father, tellin g him tha t h e
no longe r wante d t o march . Bu t when he woke up th e next morning ,
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now cal l racis t material on th e wall s in ThreadgilPs," Tary Owens tol d
me. "Earl y on , ther e wa s even a n incident wher e the y wer e going t o
[formally] ba n black people." Ed Guinn was talked out of trying to sin g
at ThreadgilFs by John Clay. Clay insisted that Guinn's presence would
just be too disruptive. "I had considerable respect for John," Guinn said.
"I fel t no need to blow up their bucolic scene. They were all my friends,
anyway. I wa s already playing with al l of them." Howeve r stron g th e
ties between folksinging and the civil rights movement a t UT, the most
committed participant s in both practices did not believe that integrating
ThreadgilFs woul d b e worthwhile. Althoug h Austin' s folksinger s had
incorporated a beatnik willingness to cross racial barriers with their taste
for fol k music , their belie f in the importanc e of integratio n conflicted
with thei r respec t fo r thi s livin g symbo l o f th e connection s betwee n
generations—Kenneth Threadgill. Althoug h th e associated radical stu-
dent groups ha d adopted folksingin g as a way of marking their political
difference fro m th e Texa n mainstream, they could no t simpl y avoid o r
ignore the conservativ e elements in this traditional practice. No t eve n
the authenticity of noncommercialized musical performance could guar-
antee a progressive political stance. It would remai n up t o th e les s tra-
ditional, commerciall y oriented folk club s to present African-American
folksingers for their growing young white audience.17
The nt h Doo r wa s the first explicitly commercial venu e fo r folk -
singing in town. Owned b y Bill Simonson, th e clu b offere d th e mos t
regular performin g opportunitie s fo r Mance Lipscom b an d Lightnin '
Hopkins, a s well as Jerry Jeff" Walker, Do c Watson , an d othe r tourin g
representatives of the fol k revival . In additio n t o thei r downtown per -
formances, man y of these musician s would driv e north t o joi n i n th e
hoots at ThreadgilPs, lured by the bar's reputation as a haven for the au-
thentic. Joa n Baez and the Jim Kweskin Jug Band were among the out -
of-town singer s wh o visite d th e honky-tonk . Such appearance s added
to th e growing fam e of Threadgill's, and soon the tiny room was over-
flowing with an audience of students who had come to listen to, rather
than to play, folk music. 18
Gradually, a quasi-professional group coalesced out of the musicians
who were hanging out at Threadgill's. The band, called the Hootenann y
Hoots, consisted o f Tary Owens, Powel l St. John, Lann y Wiggins, Bill
Neely, Short y Ziegler , an d Kennet h Threadgill . They wer e pai d "tw o
dollars a night and all the beer we could drink. " " Other forme r mem-
bers of the UT folksingin g club were turning professiona l as well. E d
Guinn ha d teame d u p wit h a precociou s whit e hig h schoo l studen t
named Bo b Brown . Durin g th e 1964—6 5 school year, thes e two wer e
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tures, with th e whit e guy s bus y protectin g thei r girlfriend s fro m th e
black guys , bu t basicall y it worked. " However , i t wa s a volatile mix-
ture t o contain i n thi s perio d i n central Texas. It explode d on e nigh t
when th e band's soun d enginee r used the word "niggardly" to describe
a friend's pla n to fix his car. A "barroom brawl" broke out, a gun wen t
off, th e polic e wer e called , an d th e Conqueroo' s regula r east-side gi g
came t o a n end. Bu t fo r muc h of 1966, this raciall y mixed ban d enter -
tained a racially mixed audienc e with origina l songs tha t were writte n
deliberately t o flou t th e convention s o f commercia l po p music . And ,
among the young whit e fans o f the band , a bond between a particular
taste i n musi c an d a particular attitude towar d contemporar y politica l
and social relations ha d been again reinforced. 22
Another ex-membe r of the folksinging club was perfecting her Bessie
Smith imitation durin g regular shows at the nth Doo r that spring. Janis
Joplin wa s agai n livin g with her parent s i n Port Arthu r an d perform -
ing a t professiona l fol k club s i n Housto n an d Beaumon t a s well a s i n
Austin. Although severa l of her old friends felt that she had become to o
polished, i n fact , "commercial, " other s respecte d he r ne w profession -
alism, recognizin g he r effort s t o becom e "on e o f the grea t ones." The
distinction wa s crucial.23
In th e earl y days of the Folk Sing , the anticommercia l stance of th e
members expressed an anti-mass-culture position. Folksingin g ha d been
a means of acknowledging an d constructing differenc e i n a heavily con-
formist cultural milieu. It was a cultural practice that marked out a space
within whic h mainstrea m cultur e could b e resisted an d individual and
group identity could b e actively produced. However, a s the urba n fol k
revival grew and became absorbed into the recording industry, the musi-
cal parameters of fol k musi c bega n t o indicat e a n aestheticall y defined
genre o f popula r music . Topica l lyrics , smoothl y strumme d acousti c
stringed instruments , occasional but infrequent instrumental interlude s
(or leads), an d closely harmonized sincere vocals indicated a folk, as op-
posed to rock'n'roll or pop, song . Eventually, this genre of "folk music "
produced commerciall y successful singers whose talent was wholeheart-
edly admired b y Austin's folksingers , an d whose success—both artisti c
and financial, subsumed int o th e ter m "professional"—th e loca l musi-
cians desired t o emulate . Jimmi e Rodgers ha d been admire d i n central
Texas fo r hi s success , fo r hi s abilit y to creat e an d displa y financial in-
dependence throug h transformin g hi s voice an d hi s presenc e int o a n
exchangeable commodity . Similarly , the "stars" of the urban folk revival
were admired for their ability to perform their independence fro m mass
culture. B y enthusiastically identifying wit h these performers, fan s sig-
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being force d through weirdness . In a n analogous move , th e Elevator s
paid twisted tribut e t o the folk scene in Austin by including an electric
jug i n their instrumentation . The jug produced a "weird" sound i n ob-
bligatos that intertwined through man y of their recorded arrangements.
Over al l of thes e od d sound s screame d th e voic e o f Rok y Erickson ,
promising differenc e with the torn shards of his vocal chords.
Onstage, Erickso n woul d enthusiasticall y endorse th e pleasure s o f
drug use , particularl y psychedclics. The ban d wrote song s abou t trip -
ping, an d their record liner notes spoke of being on a quest. Peyotc ha d
only recently been outlawed in Texas. For a while Austin's proto-hippic s
had bee n abl e t o driv e t o Sa n Antonio and buy whole peyote plant s
from Hudson' s Wholesal e Cactus—"fiv e fo r a dollar. " Th e promise d
new awareness, hinted a t by the weird music and physically reinforced
by psychotropi c drugs , maintaine d th e necessar y ideologica l distanc e
between Austin' s hi p an d the ongoin g mainstream Texan culture. The
hip coul d mingl e with th e squar e in the Ne w Orlean s Clu b while th e
13 th Floo r Elevator s performed , smu g i n their secret knowledge tha t
they shared an understanding with the band of the meaning of the event
that no fraternity member could grasp.26
This rock'n'rol l i n Austin wa s marked by a contradiction a t its very
heart. It had grown out of the articulation of two opposing practices —
folksinging as the marker of youthful distance from mass culture and the
honky-tonk commodification of an antimodernist critique. Throughout
the earl y sixties, young people from al l regions of Texas had flocked to
Austin a s a center of cultural possibility, where they could liv e a bohe-
mian, beatnik, proto-hippi e life and mark their own difference from th e
Texan cultural mainstream through suc h practices as folksinging, liberal
politics, an d dru g use . However, a t the very moment whe n the y were
singing th e pleasure s of immediate , uncommodified , collectiv e differ -
ence, they were also dependent upon the recognition and economic sup-
port o f a system that produced a commodity fro m thei r performance.
Austin's hip population coul d not commercially support all these art-
ists and musicians. Bands found themselves competing with each other
for limite d resources . Within the structure of the honky-tonk economy ,
rock'n'roll musicians in Austin could not affor d t o play only for the con-
verted, the hip . The successfu l performanc e of difference require d th e
economic participatio n o f the ver y mainstream from whic h th e musi -
cians were struggling t o distinguish themselves. Because popular musi-
cal performance in Austin developed within the context of folksinging's
critique of mass culture, professional rock'n'roll musician s found them-
selves performing a critique of their own practice.
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Turning a commercial liability into a cultural asset: one of Jim Franklin's early flyers for
the Vulca n Ga s Company . Courtes y Texa s Poste r Ar t Collection, The Cente r fo r American History , The
University' of Texas at Austin.
community woul d avoi d entering into economic relations with the Vul-
can. Th e Austin American-Statesman banned al l advertising fro m th e
home of the freaks. No radio station would announc e upcoming shows .
Thus th e Vulca n cam e t o depen d o n lavishl y illustrate d poster s an d
handbills distribute d throughou t the university area to attrac t an audi-
ence. This visua l art was drawn by Gilbert Shelton , Jim Franklin, and
other local artists who later became identified with underground comics .
Turning a commercial disadvantage into a cultural advantage , the Vul-
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other Vulca n regular s record thei r musi c through thei r operation s a s
Armadillo Productions . Unfortunately , weeks after th e dea l was final -
ized, th e Vulca n wa s force d t o clos e it s door s fo r good . No w ther e
was n o hi p communit y center , no obviou s plac e to cente r Armadill o
Productions an d look fo r new talent. 31
When Shiva' s Headband signed with Capitol, Perskin s hired a n old
college frien d to manag e his band and help administer the productio n
company. Eddie Wilson bega n booking Shiva's Headband int o honky-
tonks like the Cactus Club just south of the Colorado River . According
to Wilson, "I t wa s a smoky little joint that had discovered what hippi e
music could do for beer sales." While the Vulcan had existed, rock'n'roll
performance i n Austi n ha d bee n free d fro m it s dependenc e o n th e
honky-tonk economy . Operating withou t a liquor license , the Vulca n
was no t presentin g musi c in order t o sel l beer , nor wa s it dependen t
on bee r sales to support it s music. Although thi s freedom undoubtedly
contributed t o it s early demise, the Vulcan presented rock'n'roll solel y
for th e musicalize d pleasure of it s fans . Fan s and musician s were able
to perfor m together a pleasurable critique of modern societ y without
the mediatio n produced by the traditional articulatio n o f commodifie d
musical practice and alcohol by the drink. Once the Vulcan closed, that
linkage was reestablished. Honky-tonks like the Cactus Club would hire
bands tha t playe d "hippi e music " onl y becaus e their fan s woul d bu y
more bee r tha n othe r patrons . Very few of the band s associated with
the hip community in Austin could make that claim. Under these condi-
tions, the artis t development claus e in Shiva's Headband's contrac t and
their implici t promis e to thei r community woul d b e quite difficul t t o
fulfill.32
These wer e th e factor s tha t le d to th e foundin g of th e Armadill o
World Headquarters . On e Jun e night , whil e Shiva' s was packing th e
Cactus Club, Eddi e Wilson stepped outside in an attempt to avoi d the
long lines for the bathroom . Starin g across a vacant lot, h e saw an old
armory tha t "ha d 'roc k hall ' writte n al l over it. " Initiall y envisioning
simply a larger version of the Vulcan Gas Co, Eddie Wilson arranged for
Armadillo Productions t o rent the empty 30,000-square-foot buildin g
from it s owner, M . K . Hage, for five cents a square foot. As the man-
ager of Shiva's Headband, Wilson thought that this move would solv e
most of the big problems the band faced. The hall would provide a focal
point for Austin's hip community, ensuring that Armadillo Productions
would hav e the first look a t an y local bands with recordin g potential.
It woul d als o provide a venue large enough t o hol d th e ever-growin g
audiences for Shiva's Headband, giving them the opportunity to make
more money from each performance. And it would free the band and its
production compan y fro m dependenc e o n th e traditiona l honky-tonk
economy. Consequently, Wilson invested the remainder of the band's ad-
vance from Capito l int o the first an d last month's rent , a sound system,
some lights , an d a few scraps of carpet. Here , Austin' s hip communit y
could celebrat e it s freedom from th e compromisin g interaction s with
the straigh t world . The hal l woul d pa y for itself through roa d shows ,
and th e productio n contrac t wit h th e recor d compan y would ensur e
that talente d musician s need n o longer leav e centra l Texas in order t o
make a living from their craft. 33
Wilson wasted no time. The first show at the Armadillo World Head-
quarters featured Tracy Nelson and Mother Earth, the band that Powell
St. John an d Toad Andrew s had started in California, for $1.50 admis-
sion on the night of July 7,1970. Technically illegal, the first show acted
more a s a taste o f what th e Armadill o would com e to offer . Th e club
had n o liquo r license , no ai r conditioning, a n inadequat e soun d sys-
tem, an d a n unorganize d staff . Bu t i t promise d a gathering spac e for
what really was a still-growing population of alienated young Texans, a
space devoted to the construction of their alternative identities through
the performance of rock'n'roll music. Wilson hoped to use that promise
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to attrac t a consistent audience . He hired Jim Franklin, the artis t mos t
closely associated wit h th e hi p community' s us e of armadillo imagery ,
to illustrat e th e club's advertisements , to pain t murals on its walls, and
to b e the master of ceremonies a t the club. Mike Tolleson wa s hired on
the basi s of his resume, which boasted wor k experience at the London
Arts Laborator y an d a familiarity with th e Beatles ' version o f Utopian
commercialism—Apple, Inc. Othe r staf f member s were paid in brow n
rice, sleeping space at Wilson's house , an d all the pot they could smoke .
The Armadillo was going to be the headquarters of a new kind of Texan
with a new way of living. 34
On Augus t 7 , th e dat e fro m whic h th e club' s anniversarie s wer e
marked, Shiva's Headband performe d for the official opening . Immedi-
ately, the Armadill o leadership was confronted wit h th e nee d t o ac t as
an economic agent . Accordin g to Mike Tolleson,
The plac e opened , w e pu t togethe r th e first show . . . had a great party an d
then everybody went home, and we were lef t wit h a big pil e of trash, bills t o
pay and ren t comin' up. An d w e said, "Wait a minute. What are we gonna d o
tomorrow night, what are we gonna do next Saturday night, who are we gonna
book, who's gonna sel l tickets, how we gonna let people know what's happen-
ing?" None of these systems were in plate because none of us had ever done this
before.
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son, "W e knew tha t differen t act s drew differen t type s of peopl e an d
we experimented wit h blendin g differen t act s to dra w bigger crowds .
From this experience, we were sure that certain artists from the countr y
field would appea l to th e rock'n'roll kids. " From th e viewpoint I have
been constructing regardin g th e cultural functions of music-making in
Austin, w e ca n see that th e use s o f th e buildin g itsel f bega n t o edg e
closer to those of a traditional honky-tonk and away from a "home for
the freaks. " The Armadillo would n o longer insist on being an alterna-
tive communit y center . Instead , thi s overgrow n honky-ton k bega n t o
provide a consistently available commodificd carnival , driven economi -
cally b y liquo r sale s ye t functionin g simultaneousl y a s a modernized
marketplace o f divers e musica l offerings an d a forum fo r a sexualized
critique o f modernity. A s that transition occurred, th e managers of the
Armadillo bega n seeking a musician who could perform the traditiona l
Texan role of the center of moral authority for an audience incapable of
agreeing about where that center lay.38
While the y searche d fo r a performer who coul d dissolv e these tw o
factions int o on e cohesiv e audience , a local radi o statio n trie d t o ex -
pand it s market share by combining the sam e groups. Rust y Bel l was a
disc jockey at a top-forty station i n town who approached the dominan t
local country station , KOKE , with a n idea for a new experimental for-
mat. Bel l had worke d i n small radio markets all over the country , bu t
he ha d bee n struc k by the intensit y with whic h Austi n radi o listeners
identified themselve s as Texans. He developed a musical format that h e
hoped would simultaneousl y appeal to th e younger marke t favored by
pop an d rock station s and identify itself with singularl y Texa n musica l
styles. This format was called "progressive country."
Jan Reid grew up in Wichita Falls and wrote extensively about Austin
music during th e seventies . Rei d asserte d that, "Th e secre t to th e suc-
cess o f KOK E . . . was that Bel l propose d a very libera l definition of
country music . What mattere d wa s not th e identit y o r hai r length o r
philosophy of the singers, but the kind of instruments that accompanied
them. If anything remotely country could be discerned in a recording ,
it qualified. " Followin g thi s argument , th e succes s of th e forma t de -
pended o n th e specifi c sound s that ha d been traditionally identified as
the sound s o f countr y music—th e timbr e of fiddles and stee l guitars ,
a steady , uncomplicate d shuffl e o r two-ste p rhythm , and, a t the most ,
a particular style of closely harmonized vocals. Rather than directly ar-
ticulating a n explicit set of beliefs , feelings , o r ideas, the expressio n o f
Texan identity was accomplished by means of this set of musical signi-
ficrs. The lyrical content, the origin or reputation of the singers, and any
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mance became the focal point for a constellation of conservative cultural
signifiers, communicated throug h a set of specific musical sounds called
"progressive country. "
As the managers o f the Armadill o continue d thei r searc h for musi-
cians who coul d perfor m thi s rearticulation of traditional Texa n iden-
tity fo r a younger audience , they began hearing about a country singe r
who had recently left Nashville and who was rumored t o enjoy smokin g
marijuana. Willie Nelso n move d to Austin near the en d of 1971, living
"right down the street" from th e Armadillo on Riversid e Drive. Willie
Nelson's first performance at the Armadillo took plac e on Augus t iz ,
1972, and his band played the hall between twelve and fifteen times over
the nex t thre e years . Through his own powerfu l singin g styl e and th e
thoroughly professional musicianship of his band, the performances of
Willie Nelson becam e the cultural center of a reconstructed communit y
of Anglo-Texans.41
Jan Rei d live d throug h an d wrot e abou t thi s reallianc e of youn g
white Texans with the state's cultural traditions, the commercial recon-
struction o f traditional communit y tha t was so effectively performed by
Nelson, hi s band, an d his audience. Her e i s his 1974 description o f th e
Nelson performanc e style.
The guitar-and-song performance became the great American ritual well before
Willie Nelso n made hi s debut, bu t h e was a master of the art . . .. H e stoo d
considerably less than six feet tall , his torso was beginning to bell y out a little
with age, and he cocked his hip an d dipped his shoulder as he played his guitar
and seemed forever i n want of a comfortable stance . But he was always seeking
eye contact with the people in front o f him, nodding and grinning once it was
established. Women flushed with pleasure when the skin aroun d Nelson' s eyes
wrinkled in their behalf, but hi s look was just as direct and genuine when it fel l
on another male. He involved the audience with himself, his music, and they fel t
better for it. His songs might be sad, but he had the look of a happy man, a rare
animal indeed, in these times. . . . History was etched in the lines of his aging
face, and he was their link to their Texan past. 42
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many of th e sam e cultura l signs associate d wit h th e performance s of
Willie Nelson's band , yet the core of their music—the rhythm section—
was far more rock oriented than Nelson's col d country beat. These rock
musicians had create d a performance style that containe d a certain de-
tachment fro m the music they played. Initially developed in the contex t
of performing othe r people' s hi t song s fo r fraternity partie s and main-
stream audiences in nightclubs, their ironic performance style was easily
transferred to the revision of country music developing in Austin. Even-
tually, thes e musician s becam e know n a s the Austi n Interchangeabl e
Band, s o calle d becaus e of thei r abilit y "to perfor m with an y artist i n
styles ranging from rock to jazz to progressive country to bluegrass with
no notice , no rehearsa l and often in a state of questionable sobriety." 44
But mor e tha n a musical style was codified by the behavior s and be -
liefs o f these musicians . An entire set of political an d personal feelings
and ideologies gre w out o f their placement in the contradictory condi -
tions of popular musi c performance i n Austin, a set that would domi -
nate the attitude s o f local musicians for over a decade to come. Accord-
ing t o Sparks , "There was a tendency fo r many Austin are a musicians
(sidemen and songwriters alike) not to take their work or themselves too
seriously and to avoi d working wit h those who did. Rather tha n bein g
solely concerned wit h artisti c or financial matters, their primar y focus
seemed t o b e on persona l pleasure and the pursui t o f happiness. " An
anticommercial ideology grew out of the need t o reconcil e th e frustra-
tions these musicians felt when forced t o base musical decisions on eco -
nomic factors , blending neatly with the anticommercial ethos inherite d
by local hippies from their origins i n the folksinging movement. 45
These were the musicians who backe d up Michael Murphey durin g
local performance s o f hi s ironic swipe at Austin's progressive country
scene, "( I Jus t Want t o b e a) Cosmic Cowboy. " Murphe y and his band
felt that the rearticulation of white Texan youth with the dominant cul-
tural traditions was not necessaril y a "progressive" development. They
experienced th e retur n t o countr y musi c as another i n a line of com -
mercially motivate d adjustment s to the taste s of thei r audience , and
Murphey fel t tha t the scen e in general and particularly the adoptio n o f
the cowbo y a s the model fo r masculine morality was dangerous. Often
Murphey woul d lectur e to hi s audiences about the negativ e aspect s of
gruff, aggressive , an d violen t masculin e behavior . And h e continually
insisted tha t h e wrote "Cosmi c Cowboy " a s a parodic jab a t Austin' s
unthinking tren d follower s who saw no contradiction in combining th e
cowboy traditio n with the pacifist hippie ethos.
Of course Murphey himself was a professional competitive musician,
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years. As Jerry Jeff Walker's voice cracked and swayed in and out of tune,
the guitars , fiddles, drums, harmonicas , piano, an d background voice s
all projected togethe r a musically defined community tha t could neve r
be completely harmonious , yet that could continue to find a source of re-
newal through redefining its traditions. As Walker sang of the pleasures
of "Sangri a Wine" in on e son g an d th e perplexitie s of bein g "thirty -
four an d drinkin g bee r in a honky-tonk, kickin ' hippies' as s and raising
hell" in another , the ban d surge d and lurched throug h hastil y throw n
together arrangements that conveyed spontaneit y and impulsiveness in
a musical form that Austinites could easily decode .
Probably th e mos t effective o f all the songs hear d on thi s record re -
mains thei r versio n o f Gu y Clark' s "Desperado s Waiting fo r a Train. "
The performance begins with an erratically strummed acousti c guitar as
twin fiddles harmonize o n th e first line from th e ol d song "Red Rive r
Valley." Walker sings the verses with th e dee p half-voice of a hungove r
forty-year-old. "Yeah, I'd pla y the Red River Valley and sit in his kitchen
and cry. Run fingers through seventy years of living and wonder if every
well we drilled gone dry . We was friends, me and this old man, like des-
perados waiting fo r a train." In this one verse, the song lyrically sets th e
scene of a passing of knowledg e an d emotio n betwee n tw o men , on e
much older than the other, a s the younger is introduced int o the male as-
pects of honky-tonk culture. The two liv e near a west Texas oil field and
communicate with each other throug h th e signs, images, and sounds o f
commercial popula r culture . The representations of Texan masculinity
in Hollywood movies and country and western music become elements
in thi s sentimenta l song about a n evolving friendship. The ol d man , a
"driller of oil wells," teaches the singer to drive , introduces him t o lif e
at the local honky-tonk, an d gives him "money for the girls." While the
singer remain s young, thei r live s see m like "some ol d wester n movie. "
But the younger man slowly watches his "hero" turn into someone with
"brown tobacc o stain s all down hi s chin . . . dressed up lik e the m ol d
men." The story of the relationship between these men stands for the re-
lationship betwee n the generations of male Anglo-Texans rearticulated
through song. As the song's narrator watche s the old man grow older
and i s forced t o recogniz e ho w har d thi s lif e ha s bee n an d wit h ho w
little th e ol d ma n i s left, th e tw o o f them clos e thei r eyes and conjur e
an idealized memory of their past while they "play another verse of that
old song."47
Melodically, the son g follows traditional ballad style for its first four
lines, with the final notes o f each line dropping slightly . But a fifth line
leads each verse into the chorus, and Walker increases the tension of that
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ing industr y wer e castin g doubt s o n thi s visio n of a musically created
anticommercial Utopia . Jerr y Wexler wa s a vic e presiden t fo r Atlan -
tic Records ; h e wa s responsibl e fo r Willi e Nelson' s signin g wit h th e
label and produced Nelson's first crossover rock success, Shotgun Willie.
Rolling Stone quoted Wexler's puzzlement regarding the musi c scene in
Austin. "I keep hearing about this great Austin scene but whenever I ask
who I should sign , nobody seem s to know. Is it a mirage down there? "
The recording industry could not understand a music scene that was not
organized around the production of nationally oriented , commerciall y
viable recordings . Therefore, th e write r of the articl e concluded, "th e
jury's still out on Austin music. It has not made any impact on the charts
and those charts will determine Austin's nationa l impact."49
In th e sam e article , Jim Franklin tried t o explai n th e loca l attitude.
"This has always been an anticommercial scene. That's why most o f the
people wh o move d her e di d so . Most o f the musician s are content t o
play the same clubs and just get by and smoke their dope an d drink their
beer. How do you take an atmosphere that's suspicious of capitalism and
heavily anticommercial and market it?" Popular music-making in Austin
grew out o f a traditional practic e of antimodernist critique. University
students bega n to sing old traditional and commercial songs a s a means
of distinguishing themselve s from their mass culture consuming fellows.
By s o doing, they linke d themselve s to a practice that carried , already
inscribed into its meanings, a particular set of racial and gender codings
along with a contradictory relationshi p to the changing economic bas e
of musical performance. Honky-tonk cultur e critiqued the commodifi -
cation o f modern lif e eve n while the honky-tonk itsel f instantiated th e
commodification o f its own practice. During the sixties and early seven-
ties, as the state of Texas grew inexorably more urban and progressively
more integrate d int o th e nationa l economy , th e romanti c nostalgia o f
antimodernism tha t la y at the hear t o f Austin music transformed into
the romanti c nostalgi a o f anticommercialism , accompanie d b y a n in -
sistence o n th e valu e of Anglo-Texan identity . While music-making i n
Austin remained linked to the honky-tonk economy and a critique based
on romanti c nostalgia , Austin music would continu e t o b e difficult fo r
the national recording industr y to exploit commercially. 50
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gressive country ha d held on the musical tastes of Austin clubgoers was
beginning t o loosen .
Paul Ray , leader of the blue s band the Cobras, note d th e variety of
styles in a letter t o th e edito r i n the followin g issu e of the Sun. H e re -
ferred to the poll as "a veritable rented warehouse of useful information
on the musical proclivities of Austin clubhoppers." He went on to say,
The mos t interesting aspec t o f the result s is the diversit y of musical taste bes t
exemplified i n the "Ban d o f the Year" vote. . . . [T]he to p si x vote-getters pur -
vey a wide rang e o f musical idioms . . . . The thre e yea r deluge o f progressiv e
country musi c that inundate d Austi n ha s somewhat subsided , o r at least, it has
been diluted . There i s evidence tha t th e "Armadill o Sea l of Approval" i s not a
prerequisite t o local success. 3
It was easy for young me n from wes t Texas to purchase and display the
signs of this identity because these signs were meaningful within familiar
contexts. This old mythology—the reconstruction of the idealized west-
ern male , impulsiv e an d violent , independen t an d autonomous—wa s
not straine d by historical changes in the specifi c tastes of masculine de-
sires. Wearing long hair and jewelry and smoking marijuana could easily
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participation i n this commercialized musica l practice carried no politi -
cal or socia l implications. I n contrast t o Nightbyrd' s concerns , Spitzer
found the appeal to traditional Anglo-Texan identity to be a benign and
rather insignificant result of popular musical practice.6
The argument s o f bot h Spitze r an d Nightbyr d tur n o n a contrast
between surfac e and depth in their readings of the cosmic cowboy iden -
tity. Both acknowledge tha t they are attending to surface characteristics,
to the signifier s of identit y availabl e for purchas e in the marketplace.
For Spitzer, this commercialization limit s the cultural importance of the
practice. Spitzer' s analysi s of "romantic regionalism " distinguishe d th e
self-consciously Texa n aspect s o f th e cosmi c cowboy , perpetrate d b y
the forces of fashion, from what he saw as deeper social transformations
indicated b y cohabitation, dru g use , an d a n absenc e of churc h affilia -
tion. The surfac e cultural traits put on during the performance of "Bo b
Wills is Still the King" could be taken off as soon as the audience left th e
Opry House. Nightbyrd, o n the other hand , was concerned about what
happened whil e the costume was being worn. He did not assume that a
deeper, more authentic identity lay beneath the hat, the boots, and the
moustache. Instead , he worried about the comfort and ease with which
they wer e worn by "the semi-hi p guy from Lubboc k or Big Springs."7
These two position s prefigure d a debate on th e effect s o f commer -
cial culture an d postmodernism tha t would soo n come to prominenc e
in academi c analyse s of popula r culture. Spitzer's insistence tha t Way-
Ion Jennings's audienc e was maintaining a playful, ironic , and distance d
participation i n one of many optional cultura l games points toward th e
vision of postmodernism espoused by Francois Lyotard an d Jean Bau-
drillard. This interpretation state s that with the collapse of overarching
metanarratives of knowledge and legitimation, al l cultural practices arc
self-contained an d self-legitimating , with n o necessar y connectio n t o
any other discret e cultura l or politica l practice. Nightbyrd, however ,
maintains the relevanc e of history and cultural connections in his analy-
sis of the cosmi c cowbo y identity . In s o doing, he outlines th e version
of postmodernism associated with Fredric Jameson and George Lipsitz ,
which recognizes that commercial culture is an important site for politi-
cal struggle. I t i s interesting that, althoug h neithe r Spitzer nor Night -
byrd wa s explicitly discussing postmodernism, thei r concerns with th e
effects of commercialized cultural practice and the construction of iden-
tity le d the m int o precisel y th e tw o position s tha t woul d dominat e
academic discussions of postmodernism in the eighties. 8
This concer n wit h th e relationship s betwee n musica l practic e an d
identity permeated commentar y on Austi n musi c in the middl e sevcn-
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"How di d th e good guys of country musi c come t o wear black hats?"
Reid asked . "Outlaw country music is not just some misguided notio n
of the crowd . It' s a sales promotion hawked by the recordin g industr y
with Madison Avenue zeal." u
Reid an d other loca l critics who had championed progressiv e coun-
try distinguishe d betwee n th e "authentic " loca l performance s of th e
music and the "artificial" marketing tool of the outlaw image. They in-
sisted on a distinction between "the musi c itself"—for Reid , the hones t
pastoral poetr y tha t envisage d a hassle-free life—an d th e image s asso -
ciated with th e music through th e marketing efforts o f outsiders. These
cultural signifier s coul d no t b e phenomena o f the same order, an d th e
pleasures the y produce d fo r thei r audience s could no t b e equivalent .
One cultural construction indicated th e positive elements in the musica l
performance of Texan identity; the other betraye d this identity throug h
packaging that emphasized its negative components. "So we have an art
form tha t extol s violen t behavior . Scrapes with the law are prestigiou s
affairs. Th e sullen resentments of poor Souther n whites are represented
as positive values." B Produced i n office suite s far from th e performances
of community tha t unifie d th e "real " progressive country audience, the
outlaw imag e recreated th e same caricature of the country music audi-
ence that urban record executives had always promoted. The image used
by outsiders t o market the music had counteracted the positive cultural
contribution of the music itself.14 It was particularly disturbing to Rei d
to se c this inauthenticity played out i n the attitude s o f some audienc e
members and reflected back to the stage.
On th e streets , an d in the club s an d rehearsa l room s o f Austin, th e
outlaw marketing strategy only confirmed an d exacerbated already exist-
ing tension s amon g differin g group s o f musicians . There stil l existe d
musicians i n Austin who did not play country musi c and who resented
the Armadillo's dominanc e of the loca l scene. The national fascination
with th e cosmi c cowbo y phenomenon , an d th e music' s amazin g suc-
cess a t forging an "affective alliance " among conservatives and Austin' s
hip community, lef t many of these Austin musicians feeling isolated an d
alienated from their immediate audience. 15
Alex Napier was a bassist who playe d with the (wit h few exceptions ,
white) blue s and southern roc k musicians in town. H e ha d performed
with Angel a Strehl i an d W . C. Clark in Souther n Feelin g and woul d
soon joi n Pau l Ra y in th e Cobras . Thi s grou p o f musicians had bee n
completely overshadowe d b y th e glarin g medi a spotligh t shinin g o n
progressive country. In response, the y moved to the blues scene on the
east side of town. I n the clubs on East nth an d izth Streets, they found
"Type of music" has two meanings here. It mean s the generic distinc -
tion betwee n progressive countr y and other musical styles, and it als o
refers t o th e regiona l identificatio n of local musicians. The Soa p Cree k
was not against country music. Alvin Crow and the Pleasant Valley Boys
played ther e regularly . Durin g th e year s when Marcia Ball was a pro -
gressive country singer , she was performing at the Soa p Creek. Greezy
Wheels, th e Los t Gonz o Band , an d eve n Jerry Jef f Walke r an d Willi e
Nelson haile d fro m th e Soa p Cree k stages . Bu t al l of thes e musicians
were considere d t o b e loca l acts, and it wa s this orientatio n tha t wa s
the more significant. The meaning of music-making in Austin had to be
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 72 .
The re-placemen t o f loca l tradition : on e o f Kerr y (Awn ) Fitzgerald's calendar s fo r th e
Soap Creek. Courtes y Texas Poster Art Collection, The Center for American History, The University of Texas at
Austin.
protected. Local control, local performers, and local audiences were re-
quired to produce the context within which this meaning would remain
stable. Under thes e conditions, th e performances of local Austin musi -
cians, regardless of whether they played country or blues, continued t o
project a romanti c antimodernism , a critiqu e o f work , an d th e Soa p
Creek became the most important sit e for this honky-tonk critique .
The Soa p Cree k attracte d a grou p o f regula r fan s tha t Maje r esti -
mated a t "maybe 5,000 strong. You know, that came back once or twice
a wee k yea r i n an d yea r out . . . . Everybody kne w each othe r an d i t
was the counter culture." 21 This "counter culture," the aging core of the
sixties hi p community , forme d th e materia l base of fans , a core audi -
ence whose disposabl e incom e supporte d th e musical performance of
this antimodern identity. No longer universit y students, these were the
same "socia l hangers-on " tha t forme d th e initia l progressive countr y
audience, stil l concerned wit h loca l music, local identity, displayin g a
romantic anticommercia l nostalgia and yearning for a life "relatively free
of hassle." 22
Michael Ventura , a writer fo r th e Austin Sun, spen t man y night s
at th e Soa p Creek . I n a 1977 articl e abou t Marci a Ball , h e describe d
the attitudes o f the postuniversity crowd and the atmosphere in Austin
honky-tonks.
Especially her e i n Austin , a honky-tonk city, where sometime s ou r collectiv e
desperation i s like a knife-edge o n th e night . Where we drink, dance , take th e
drugs, laugh , cry , want, fuck , think , mock , gossi p . . . [sic] * where th e dar k
adolescent driv e to consume one's ow n innocence has become a way of life an d
lasted into what's becoming the middle-age of some of us. To cruise past 30 un-
able to ri d ourselves of adolescent drives and dreams is our peculia r fate. What's
our socia l lif e bu t night-by-nigh t last-ditc h attempts to dows e ou r loneliness ,
and consum e what's lef t o f our innocence ? It perhaps speaks well of us that we
can't. Loo k in our eyes during the happy flashes when the dancing's good , or
when we're drunkenly sincere, or the singer is just right, an d you see innocence
untouched, yo u loo k int o th e eye s o f children . What a n atmospher e fo r ou r
singers to support their songs! 23
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 74
Just a s Willie Nelso n coul d embod y an d project the meaning o f th e
Armadillo, Dou g Sah m became th e "spiritua l godfather " o f the Soa p
Creek regulars , epitomizin g th e combinatio n o f counterculture roots ,
musical diversity , an d honky-ton k orientatio n tha t th e Majewski s in -
tended t o offer. 25 Sah m ha d grow n u p i n Sa n Antonio, professionall y
performing a n astoundin g variet y o f musica l style s fro m th e ag e o f
twelve. I n 196 5 a local promoter, Hue y Mcaux , rename d Sahm's ban d
the Sir Douglas Quintet and marketed their song "She's About a Mover"
to th e nation , ridin g th e long coattail s of the Beatles. For the next te n
years, Sah m roame d betwee n centra l Texas and Sa n Francisco, search-
ing fo r a "hassle-free life, " workin g wit h basicall y the sam e band, an d
gradually returnin g t o th e eclecti c blend of country, conjunto , swing ,
blues, and rhythm and blues that he had grown up performing. By 1975,
Sahm's musi c an d hi s persona l styl e ha d becom e identifie d with th e
local meaning o f music-making in Austin. And the Soa p Creek Saloo n
had bee n constructe d a s a specific performanc e site out o f a threefold
struggle wit h th e loca l dominance of progressive country music , wit h
the Armadillo as the headquarters for that dominance, and with the con-
straints of what was by now a nationally and commercially disseminated
identity tha t ha d bee n strippe d o f it s local anticommcrcial resonance .
By the winter of 1975—1976, Austin's blues scene was offering a con-
trasting se t of musical pleasures. Paul Ray had gon e t o th e wes t coas t
in 1974, in order t o scout ou t recordin g opportunities . H e found that,
"Progressive country was all the rag e in Austin and L.A.; since rhyth m
and blue s was not, Denn y [Freeman] , Alex, and I were back in Austin,
broke and in need of work."26 The Cobras formed that summer, playing
the L a Cucaracha Nightclub (i n the buildin g tha t use d to b e Charlie' s
Playhouse) o n a weekly basis. Throughout 1975, the white blue s scene
consolidated, a s musicians recombine d int o earl y form s o f band s tha t
survived int o th e eighties , an d two ne w clubs opened acros s the bor -
der on the west side, providing even more opportunities for the blue s
crowd t o play . The One Knite was located on Re d River, an d Antone's
opened a t it s first location o n Eas t 6th Street—bot h jus t wes t o f th e
freeway. Thes e tw o club s and the Soa p Creek were the mai n west-sid e
performance sites for not onl y the Cobras, bu t als o the recently formed
Fabulous Thunderbirds and the Nightcrawlers (with Stevic Vaughan on
lead guitar and Keith Ferguson on bass).
Jimmie Vaughan ha d moved to Austin in 1969. He had been in rock
bands i n Dalla s wit h bot h Pau l Ra y and hi s younger brother , Stcvie .
But h e moved t o Austi n because , " I couldn' t play blue s in Dallas. . . .
It jus t wasn't workin g i n Dallas , an d I kne w som e musician s her e o n
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 76
The Soa p Creek , th e Ritz , an d a host o f smaller clubs presented loca l
musicians, could operate with less overhead, and so risked less each time
they opened. These smaller venues could afford t o experiment with less
mainstream musicians, thereby offering performanc e opportunities t o a
greater percentag e o f those musicians flooding the cit y in the wake of
the cosmi c cowbo y phenomenon . I n a final attempt to rais e sufficien t
capital t o retir e thei r debt s an d se t Armadillo Production s o n a new
track, with a firm financial footing, Wilson, Hcdderman , and Tolleson
came up with the idea of the Armadillo Special Interest Group. 29
The chie f function of the ASIG was to exploit the sixt h birthday of
the club , transforming it into an opportunity fo r massive fundraising.
The strategy was in line with the grandiose Armadillo ideology. Wilson
had already been discussing plans for a $50,000,000 a year software and
entertainment industr y that he would situate on the six acres where th e
Armadillo sat. It was conceived of as a "miniature Universal City." These
plans were intended t o spar k the interes t of loca l politicians, drawin g
their attention t o the financial contribution that a healthy music indus-
try coul d mak e to th e loca l economy. The ASIG intende d t o promot e
this ide a to Austin power brokers , while at the same time pushing th e
legend of the Armadillo's special significance in the cultural life of Texas
to those musicians and fans who saw it as a temple of the counterculture.
Following standar d fundraising techniques, the ASIG solicited already
sympathetic individuals and then added their names to a list used to at-
tract other contributors. Contribution s were structured in the form of
$100 tickets to th e Armadillo World Headquarters 6th Birthday Party
on Augus t 7 , 1976. They hoped t o sel l one thousand tickets, and the n
use that lump sum of $100,000 to attract other investors. As of May 2.1,
1976, th e ASI G ha d confirme d the contribution s o f ninety-one indi -
viduals o r groups . Amon g th e ticke t purchaser s were An n Richards ,
then the County Commissioner; Jef f Friedman , the mayor of Austin; a
representative of Texas State Bank, and several lawyers. By far, the bul k
of the contributors were individuals with whom the Armadillo regularly
did business—musicians , managers, A&R representative s from recor d
companies, an d the owners of other music-related businesses.30
Eventually, the hype resulted in 191 tickets sold and 2, 6 tickets traded
out fo r reduction s i n pas t debts . The tota l incom e (includin g reduc-
tions i n account s payable ) wa s ove r $22,000 ; th e amoun t spen t o n
the part y exceeded $13,000 . The ne t financial gain, representin g over
three months of work, was slightly more than $9,ooo.31 As a fundraising
effort, th e birthda y party had been a failure. Within two months , Mik e
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of the cosmi c cowbo y communit y coul d appea r self-replicating, natu-
ral, the result of authentic, unmediate d cultural practice. But, of course,
none o f it was unmediated. An d the mediations slowl y turned i n other
directions.
Michael Murphey , Jerr y Jeff Walker , and, especially , Willie Nelson,
were professiona l entertainers , with recordin g industry-oriented caree r
demands an d nationa l aspirations . Th e Armadill o wa s a nightclu b i n
sudden competition wit h severa l new nightclubs fo r the market of liv e
music fans. The socia l hangers-on, th e core audience for Austin music ,
searching for the meaning of life in a beer bottle and a song, were driven
away by the influx of instantly semihip students. And the students were
looking for a good time, that pleasure which comes from the creation of
an instant identit y that marks their student years as different, tha t con-
tributes to the construction o f the self as individual. While Austin critics
were blaming the industrial marketing of progressive country music for
its failur e t o exten d th e authenti c cultural meaning o f the movement ,
transformations interna l to th e syste m that produce d thi s musi c wer e
contributing t o its decline.
In 1976, the university students, recently neglected by the ideologue s
struggling ove r th e meanin g o f Austin music , were n o longe r consis -
tently packing the live music clubs, and their allowances were no longe r
paying th e bills , neithe r a t th e Armadill o no r a t th e othe r liv e musi c
clubs tha t ha d sprun g u p i n recen t years . A s Ramsey Wiggins pu t it ,
"the liv e music business, once a jewel in our city's crown, seem s to have
come o n har d times , indeed. " Fo r al l the tal k abou t a lac k o f dept h
to the college student identification wit h the antimodern, cosmic cow-
boy community, th e waning of their support wa s a serious blow to th e
honky-tonk economy , especiall y affecting thos e club s tha t require d a
large audience to cover their overhead. The most recent manifestation of
the student search for meaningful pleasure, the transformation of musi-
cal taste and , eve n more important , entertainmen t practices , that mos t
directly threatene d th e economi c foundation s o f liv e music in Austin ,
was the ris e of disco.34
Disco, as a sensibility, never achieved a firm foothold on the west side
of Austin. I t owe d too much , to o directly , to African-American tradi -
tions, tastes, and pleasures, to become truly popular at a street level, able
to produc e locall y effective meanings . Disco' s abilit y t o forg e its ow n
affective allianc e was predicated upo n a n urban audience , wit h exten -
sive contact acros s racia l barriers, and it utilized a frank publi c display
of eroticism foreig n to the recently rural, Baptist backgrounds o f most
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that th e commercial for m of disco entertainmen t would contribut e t o
the ongoing Austin live music scene. If live music nightclubs in Austin
were to continue to attract the entertainment dollars of students and the
rising professional-manageria l clas s (th e extensio n of the governmen t
bureaucracy to which they had traditionally catered), they had to recog-
nize the importance of dancing and active participation by the audience,
they had to improv e their sound quality , and they had to offe r variety .
And i n orde r t o compet e effectively , the y needed t o offe r somethin g
else, something more than the discos could provide. 37
The prepackage d parties that discos sold were largely dependent on
the qualit y of the sensual stimulation that could be guaranteed. Simo n
Frith has written that, "Disco ha d changed . . . the meaning of a good
night out, an d . . . this has to b e understood i n the contex t o f 19705'
sexual mores." Disco s mad e explicit the relationship s betwee n musica l
and physica l pleasures. "The danc e floor is the most publi c setting fo r
music as sexual expression an d ha s been an important aren a for yout h
culture sinc e th e danc e craze s of th e beginnin g o f th e centur y whe n
Afro-American rhythm s began to structur e white middle-class leisure,
to set new norms for physical display, contact, and movement." But the
experience of dancing in a disco was more than foreplay. "The disc o ex-
perience is an overwhelming experience of now-ness . .. an experience in
which the dance r is, simultaneously, completely self-centered and quite
selfless, completely sexualized and , in gender terms, quite sexless." This
on-the-dance-floor deccnterin g of the sel f required an overstimulation
of the senses that recent innovations in sound reproduction and lighting
technologies could recreate each night. The dancer's body had to feel the
sound t o such a degree that cognition was erased, and all that remained
were moments of movement organized by the rhythm of the music. 38
For tw o years , the disco s of Austin effectively package d this experi-
ence for local students. But, even at its height, the dancing in the main-
stream disco s wa s relatively restrained and effort s wer e made t o limi t
the influenc e o f African-America n cultures . During th e fal l o f 1976 ,
the most requeste d song in Austin discos was Wild Cherry's "Play that
Funky Music , White Boy, " a numbe r tha t mocke d th e tension s sur -
rounding Anglo-America n incorporation of African-American musica l
forms. In some Austin discos, racist admissions policies prevented black
and whit e mixin g o n th e danc e floor, ostensibly becaus e "minoritie s
don't slug their drinks back fast enough." The White Rabbit, a disco that
opened in the winter of 1976—1977, denied admission to one African -
American woman "because she was wearing a turban."39
But lastin g changes i n the expectation s o f the audience , and i n th e
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 82 .
to hear nonmainstream blue s and blues-related music. Antone's did not
feature musicians playing other peoples' music. And those musicians he
hired could b e had relatively cheaply. Within his first year of operation ,
Clifford Anton e brough t Mudd y Waters , Jimmy Reed , Willie Dixon ,
Bobby Bland , Sunnylan d Slim, John Lee Hooker, Big Walter Horton,
Albert King , Budd y Guy , Junior Wells, Koko Taylor, Clifton Chcnier,
and other significant blue s performers to the west side of Austin for the
first time. In between these road shows he would feature the local blues
musicians who ha d been playing on the eas t side or in south Austi n at
tiny honky-tonks lik e Alexander's Place. The tourin g act s were able to
draw a larger crowd, mostly because they attracted fans from acros s the
race and ag e barriers in Austin, significantly expandin g the numbe r of
people willing to pay money to listen to the blues. According to one fan,
"It was real funny, caus e like in Antone's there would be almost all white
people unles s a road sho w woul d come . An d the n al l the 45-year-ol d
black people would suddenl y appear." The local white blues musicians
were not abl e to draw these fans into a downtown club. 41
Neither di d the y attrac t a n audienc e of students . Cliffor d Anton e
remembers th e club' s first year a s "the pea k o f progressiv e country in
Austin, which I wasn't into at all. We were outcasts. The T-Birds and the
Cobras togethe r couldn't draw 100 people on a Saturday night." Omar
and th e Howler s were a white blue s band fro m Arkansas who move d
to Austi n in the summe r of 1976. Here, the y were forced to bil l them-
selves a s a "country an d blues , rhythm and wester n band. " I n th e fal l
of 1976, the One Knit e closed, reducin g the number of west-side blues
venues by one third. Clearly, blues in Austin was not abl e to attract the
student audience . It remaine d a music of dedicated fans an d musicians,
increasingly performe d b y and for a select circle of the knowing. 42
As Austin's national reputation continued to shine (ironically height-
ened b y the disavowe d Outla w image) , the capita l city attracted musi-
cians from other sections of Texas and throughout th e South . O n May
24, 1976 , th e Jo e El y Band fro m Lubbock , Texas, played at th e Spli t
Rail, a traditional honky-tonk in South Austin. The Split Rail had never
competed fo r th e studen t audience . Bil l Bas s ha d opene d th e ba r i n
1962, and , fro m 196 6 on , th e Spli t Rai l provided Kennet h Threadgil l
and th e Hootenann y Hoot s wit h thei r mos t consisten t gigs . I n 1969 ,
Marcia Ball's Freda and the Firedogs had pioneered progressive country
at the Spli t Rail. The lower cover prices that discos charged in the mid-
seventies had no effec t o n this honky-tonk's business. Jim Parrish (who
had take n ove r th e ba r i n 1975) kep t the clu b open without chargin g
admission, and relied upo n more standard country-styled musicians to
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all services and goods purchased, including artists fees an d advertisin g
costs, would b e pai d upo n deliver y in cash, and back debts woul d b e
paid to the court out of the net cash flow at the end of the coming year.
For their New Year's Eve celebration in 1976, the Armadillo hired three
local bands: Too Smooth, Paul Ray and the Cobras, and the Wommack
Brothers. Over nin e hundred peopl e attended , payin g five dollars each
for th e entertainment , free champagne, and 1977 calendars. Total talent
costs were kept under two thousand dollars, and, allowing for staff costs
and supplies, Armadillo Productions cleared over two thousand dollar s
that night, exclusive of bar profits. Alrich and the rest of the staff had t o
have been thrilled by this indication of the success of their new plans. 45
At the Soap Creek, the Majewski's were continuing a booking polic y
of rotating local acts and bringing in regional musicians who contrasted
with the progressive country genre. For the acts who cam e in from ou t
of town, the Soa p Cree k would offe r a guarantee, but loca l musicians
would pla y fo r th e doo r (th e tota l o f the cove r charges paid to ente r
the clu b b y each member of the audience) . On mos t nights , th e Soa p
Creek incurred no talent costs. The audience would pay a three-or four-
dollar cover , an d the y could hea r four set s b y th e T-Bird s o r Marcia
Ball's band, or Paul Ray and the Cobras , or Doug Sahm. According to
Carlync Majer, thes e bands made their living from thei r regular gigs at
the Soap Creek.
It was an opportunity fo r a dozen o r mor e bands to b e abl e to pa y their rent,
pay their bills , and continu e their career becaus e they were capable of making
a lo t o f money. The firs t Soa p Creek ha d a capacity of 600 an d we could d o a
turn aroun d (well , remember we added a wing to tha t club in '75, we added a
wing tha t hel d anothe r zoo , 30 0 people) becaus e turnover was what we were
all about. Most band s preferred no t t o pla y with any opening act because they
could sav e that $Z50 . These band s would com e in and pla y three o r fou r sets .
When th e liquo r law s change d an d we went to tw o o'clock , th e turnove r was
great. People would sto p into the club, the doors were cheap, three to four dol-
lars cover. So it meant that people would come out for a half hour, or spend two
hours or three hours and then leave. Which left u s a lot of turnover i n terms of
the door. People would com e real late for the las t two hours and people would
come early and go home.
Some band s coul d mak e a living within the honky-ton k economy de-
scribed b y Majer. Bu t it was also an opportunity fo r some bands to g o
broke. Again, i n Majer' s words , "Th e iron y is you pla y fo r a percent-
age of the gate and whatever you're worth you make." In the context of
the honky-tonk economy, the traditional material mediation for musical
performance i n Austin, musician s were "worth" the number of peopl e
they could draw to a club. In these terms, the worth of Austin musicians
became a n airy , almost magical affair , ovcrdcterminc d b y th e comple x
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ords. One o f th e mor e self-reflectiv e singer s in town , wit h consisten t
local support, Bal l analyze d her relationshi p with th e Austi n audienc e
in an interview with Michael Ventura.
Austin create s the scene . That i s the magi c of Austin. It make s it s own scene.
Austin peopl e have t o hav e a place to go , where they can see everybody they
know. So I was a part of it, and I feel proud that I was. I feel more like an in-
strument—an instrument of the Austin tendency to group the way they do. It' s
not who' s here playing music, it's that the people here appreciate it enough to
make it a big deal . What draws attention is that there are clubs an d club s and
clubs, and people filling them up every night.
This vita l music scen e was created b y the "Austi n tendenc y t o grou p
the way they do, " whic h i n turn gre w out o f the historica l importanc e
of th e honky-ton k a s a site for negotiating th e tension s produce d i n a
newly urbanize d an d industrialize d culture . By the mid-seventies , th e
middle-class, Anglo population o f Austin—itinerants of privilege, alien-
ated fro m thei r origins , livin g i n a tow n establishe d o n a n aestheti c
whim—had develope d a tradition o f groupin g i n clubs , listenin g an d
dancing t o th e onl y artistic form tha t mad e any sense out o f their feel -
ings of dislocation, anxiety, an d possibility, and musically constructing
a new connection wit h thei r origins.49
Marcia Bal l was unique i n being abl e to lan d a national major-label
recording contrac t i n 197 7 withou t leavin g Austin. Onl y th e Jo e Ely
Band had been signed the year before. These two performers were prob-
ably the last Austin-based musicians contracted b y the recording indus -
try as progressive country acts. Other musicians with national recordin g
ambitions wer e leaving Austin for the west coast, just as bands had done
throughout the sixties.
That summer, Dou g Sahm headed west to play on Rick Danko's solo
record. H e wrot e an open lette r t o hi s fan s tha t th e Su n publishe d i n
August, explainin g his two reasons for moving: the increased opportu -
nities on the west coast, "Thi s thing wit h Dank o coul d go anywhere" ;
but more importantly, "let's face it, fellow Austinitcs, the scene is rapidly
decaying from the lovely, stoned, slow town i t once was to a sometime s
circus o f egos tha t ha s made i t not th e fu n i t used t o be. " Th e cit y of
Austin wa s indeed growing beyon d it s "lovely, stoned , slow " state, bu t
it was the transformation s i n the scene itself—that traditiona l aren a of
antimodern protest—whic h Sah m mos t bitterl y protests . No w a "cir-
cus of egos," the professional tensions withi n the music scene in Austin
were a product of the increase d competition fo r a shrinking nightclu b
audience (no w reduce d to it s core constituents ) an d the beginning s o f
a reorientation o f local music businesses toward th e nationa l recordin g
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music in Austin ha d declined. The good musicians were forced to leave
town, to go to where they could earn more money. According to Han k
Alrich, ba d musi c ha d drive n ou t th e good , throug h th e inflationar y
pressure of too man y musicians and too many clubs.1'
In order to halt this outwar d flow of musical capital, Bobby Bridger
argued for the developmen t and implementatio n of an industria l
strategy.
I've seen so many people come through here in the eigh t years I've been here
who say, "Well, it's time to go to L.A.—we've got our shit together"—and they
take off to L.A. and that's the last you hear of them. . . . And I've been screaming
for years, "Hey, let's stay here and do it here." Make a different plac e here. Make
ourselves a counter-culture music thing. Let' s just do that. Just don't mak e us
one lik e al l those other places . Austin' s a power spot . That's the wa y I see it .
I'm not the first person to ever say it, but I'm certainly on the list of people. It's
an energ y spot an d i t catches al l of us soone r or later . . . . Cause this i s really
the plac e t o b e righ t now . From all indications, it's the plac e to b e for a long
time, too.52
Looking back at this time, Jeff Nightbyrd recalled, "The cosmic cowbo y
was a marketing devic e built i n part aroun d somebod y wh o wa s very
genuine, Willie Nelson, who wa s just a gifted conveyor , a gifted story-
teller an d song writer." Bu t b y 1977, "No alienate d eighteen-year-olds
at the University of Texas thought, oh , I'll be a Cosmic Cowboy. They
were startin g t o d o har d roc k and meta l and lou d turn-up-the-amps -
and-blast-our-senses stuff." 55
Indeed.
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mum effects from solid shapes, from right angles and jagged edges." The
Ramones first album was released in the spring of 1976, and the concep t
of a rock'n'roll aesthetic—th e reduction of a previously expansive genre
to it s mos t bar e elements , a reformulatio n o f rock'n'rol l convention s
that organize d a very basic structure around a n ephemeral "attitude"—
dominated conversation s i n th e roc k press , i n nightclubs , an d i n th e
suburban bedroom s of rock'n'roll fans across the country.3
During the summer of 1976, the Ramones and the Patti Smith Grou p
toured England. There they performed before a growing English pun k
rock movemen t tha t share d a similar minimalist musica l aesthetic , bu t
that articulate d this minimalism with a set of political and cultural posi-
tions critica l of th e distancin g effect s o f mas s cultur e an d concerne d
with encouragin g th e participatio n o f th e masse s i n th e transforma-
tion of spectacle into situation. Malcolm McLaren's work with the New
York Doll s i n 197 4 ha d convince d hi m tha t technica l virtuosit y wa s
not a requirement fo r rock'n'roll music. Rather than auditioning expert
musicians a s h e searche d fo r a ne w ban d t o manage , h e bega n look -
ing for individuals who could convincingly perform the contradiction s
that Situationist s foun d i n mas s culture . Accordin g t o Simo n Frith ,
"McLaren's ambitio n wa s to tur n spectacle—the passively experienced
structure o f realit y tha t we , a s consumers, liv e with—into situation ,
the structur e blow n up, it s rules made clear, the possibilities for actio n
and desir e exposed." B y the fal l o f 1975, McLaren's new band , the Se x
Pistols, wer e playin g at college s acros s England (no t i n club s or pub s
and not i n theaters like the Odcons), attemptin g to attrac t an educate d
audience wh o woul d observ e the spectacl e o f th e Se x Pistols, se e th e
rules of rock'n'roll revealed , and seize the possibilities for action thereb y
created.4
The first fans of the Sex Pistols were art students. The Bromley Con -
tingent was a group o f committed Pistol s fan s wh o soo n formed pun k
bands of their own. They met at a Pistols performance at the Ravenston e
College o f Art. Bernar d Rhode s was a friend o f McLaren's . H e soo n
found a group o f ar t student s formin g a band and , b y directing the m
toward Situationis t slogans and other strands of Marxist cultural theory,
helped to create the Clash. When th e Pistols played at a college in Man-
chester, Pet e Shelle y and Howar d DcVot o were i n th e audienc e and ,
within tw o months , th e Buzzcock s were rehearsing . Such flatter y b y
imitation followed the Sex Pistols throughout thei r early performances.5
Soon this flurry of activity caught the attention of both young British
academics and the British culture industries. Even as these two group s
fought ove r th e meanin g o f pun k rock , suc h meanin g escape d the m
When records by the Sex Pistols, Generation X, the Damned, and the
Stranglers mad e th e Englis h to p ten , thi s was considered t o b e a vic-
tory for pun k rock as a movement and, by implication, for Situationis t
theory. The machiner y of mass culture could b e used to distribute rep -
resentations o f anti-mass-cultur e experiences . While thi s appeare d o n
the surfac e t o b e a radica l detournement, fro m a differen t perspectiv e
it showed the supple subtlety of capitalist cultural practice. Punk rock
in England mad e explicit , a t the level o f youth cultur e and rock'n'rol l
music, the contradiction s inheren t in the mass reproduction o f cultural
signs o f distinctio n an d difference . An d i t showed tha t eve n th e mos t
difficult taste s could be broadly disseminated.8
In th e Unite d States , th e commoditie s alon g wit h th e mor e out -
rageous example s o f th e rhetori c o f Englis h pun k roc k receive d fa r
better distributio n tha n di d th e mor e thoughtfu l analyses . Th e anti -
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mass-culture message of punk rock was most directly marketed to thos e
subjects o f distinction-through-obscure-consumption: devote d rock'n '
roll fans an d record collectors . These were the individual s in the State s
who too k rock'n'rol l musi c seriously, and who pai d rapt attentio n t o
every stylistic tremor that reverberate d from th e British Isles. For these
fans, th e smar t ange r o f Englis h pun k roc k len t a n artisti c aur a t o
the dum b populis m o f the Ramone s an d extended the polymorphou s
sexuality of Patt i Smit h beyon d th e blurrin g of gender lines , suggest -
ing th e possibilit y o f interactiv e relationships within th e previousl y
solitary pleasure s of commodit y fetishism . This ne w objec t o f desire ,
then, blende d wit h th e risin g aesthetic of rock'n'roll formalis m t o re-
inforce and make overt an already widespread American process of self-
production throug h prope r consumption. The notion that we are what
we consume an d tha t suc h habits of consumption alig n us with som e
groups an d distinguish u s from other s di d not requir e extensive theo-
retical argumen t i n order t o b e accepted by American rock'n'roll fans .
They ha d alway s distinguished themselve s by the musi c they enjoyed.
Thus, dislocated shard s of critical theory began to b e both articulate d
with an d spoken as rock'n'roll common sense.
Throughout 1976 and 1977, American rock'n'roll fan s devoure d th e
latest fanzines an d music papers from Ne w York and London. New Tork
Rocker, New Musical Express, Sniffin' Glue, Punk, Sounds, Trouser Press,
(and later, Slash and Flipside fro m Lo s Angeles) provided lessons on th e
meaning of punk an d how to bu y it. At one point , Trouser Press estab-
lished a "Rockline" that its readers could call three times a week for th e
latest-breaking "Ne w Wav e News." Ad s for recor d companies , cloth -
ing designers, an d other magazine s provided the operating revenue for
these journals of hip. The editorial content had only one goal, the pro-
mulgation o f prope r consumption . Thi s wa s an incredibl y important
task. As Tom Carson put it ,
Difficult a s it i s to sa y now, it' s probabl y true tha t what's goin g o n wil l be o f
large importanc e fo r th e futur e o f rock'n'roll, which is another way of saying
the futur e o f rebellio n in thi s country. . . . Anyone involved, even i n the mos t
peripheral way—anyone who buy s a record—shares some responsibility for the
way things eventually turn out.... It's time to cut out the faking and the sloppy
thinking and the inside jokes. . . . Let's have punk commandoes go out to make
raids on the countr y side, and a half-a-dozen goo d new bands with wit, verve,
and coo l enough t o sprea d the word. I mean, let's scrape the crap off th e wall
and get this fucking show on the road, man. 9
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London, JEM could impor t experimental, punk, and new wave singles
as soon as they were released. Within a few years, other recor d import-
ers (among them Greenworld and Important) would develop additional
distribution channel s that woul d becom e criticall y importan t ingredi -
ents in the development of the alternative recording industry, linking the
independent record stores of North America into overlapping commer-
cial networks tha t processe d both produc t an d information. In recor d
stores like Wax Trax in Chicago, Rhin o Record s in Los Angeles, Oar-
folkjokeopus i n Minneapolis, Rather Ripped in Berkeley, and Caper's
Corners i n Kansa s City, fan s bough t records , argue d wit h th e clerk s
about what were the most important releases (and "importance" was the
operative term) , an d posted sign s asking for like-minded musicians to
form bands with. The store that formed the center for all of this activity
in Austin was Inner Sanctum Records.
Throughout 1977 , a s disc o entrance d th e majorit y o f student s a t
the Universit y of Texas , and a s the loca l live musi c scene fought ove r
the possible frameworks in which to perfor m nostalgia, rock'n'roll fan s
would wander into Inner Sanctum and argue about punk rock with Neil
Ruttenberg an d Richar d Dorsett . Inne r Sanctu m Record s wa s where
Austin's punk fans first met each other, first listened to the new record-
ings being released, first tried to integrate elements of this new discourse
into their lives . Louis Blac k was a graduate student in the histor y and
criticism division of the Radio , Television, and Film department at the
university.
When I came back here in '76—'77 I was listening to progressiv e country, and
then gradually, because of Richard Dorsett who was working at Inner Sanctum,
I began listening more and more to punk. Yeah, and I was actually real resistant
at first. Richard and I got to be—I broke up with my girlfriend almost as soon
as I got here—an d I was horrible and miserable and Richard would come over
and go, well, you know, the Dictator s are playing at the Armadillo, you wanna
come? And I'd g o sure, and I'd come and I remember the Dictators cause they
just blew me away . And the n h e made me listen to lonatha n Richma n and h e
made me listen to th e Talking Heads, an d Elvis Costello. Almost all that stuff ,
the first time I heard it, i t was because he told m e it was great. And it took me
a while, it was like resistance, and then I think it was lonathan Richma n when
I finally, you know, I suddenly understood. I suddenly had this revelation, you
know, you go through these revelations, when you realize that music didn't have
to be that mature. 12
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musical convention s aren' t take n to o seriously. " Whittingto n argue d
that "serious" rock fans "miss the point i n assuming that rock and roll is
something that can be captured in a sequence of chords." Rock and rol l
is defined by what it communicates, "roc k an d roll feelings—feelings o f
energy, o f urgency , o f involvement. " These feeling s challeng e people ,
demanding a response, requirin g a demonstratively active participatio n
from the audience. Fo r Whittington, pun k represented a purification of
rock'n'roll, a return t o th e basi c function o f direct communicatio n o f
shared feeling s an d a renewal of th e contrac t betwee n performe r an d
audience tha t demande d a n interactive exchange of immediat e expres -
sions, determine d onl y b y the interdependen t coexistin g moment s o f
consumption an d production . Hi s advocac y of a return t o rock'n'rol l
basics reinvoked the mode of musical production and reception that had
dominated Austi n music during most of the previous fifteen years.15
Louis Blac k wa s als o writin g fo r th e Texan, a s were Nei l Rutten -
berg, Richar d Dorsett , and others o f the Inne r Sanctu m crowd. Their
articles contained shortene d versions of the debates they had been carry-
ing on with eac h other about musi c and culture, debates that had been
sparked by reading the national and international punk press and listen-
ing to punk music. In a review of Jonathan Richman, Black and Dorsett
wrote that
Criticism demands at least the appearance of objectivity, but when talking about
any art/entertainmen t form , i t i s usually only the appearance . Movies, music ,
paintings, dance, etc., must touch us in personal ways; in a sense, isn't that their
purpose? T o becom e obsesse d wit h forma l eleganc e and to announc e an d ar -
ticulate certain aesthetic rules that the object in question must completely fulfil l
in orde r t o b e worthwhil e i s foolish. There ar e forma l consideration s i n an y
genre, but i t is the way one interacts with what is taking place that is finally mos t
important.
In the months whe n the first local punk bands were forming, the Inne r
Sanctum crow d wa s articulating a position o n ho w pun k could mea n
in Texas, educatin g bot h musician s and fan s o n prope r consumption ,
the convention s o f pun k performance , an d receptio n aesthetics . Thi s
was pun k redefine d fo r Austin : a renewe d emphasi s o n loca l partici-
pation an d a guarantee of personal interaction between performer and
audience.16
Another earl y group of punk fans was made up of young local musi-
cians wh o fel t exclude d fro m th e remnant s o f th e progressiv e coun -
try scene . Include d i n thi s group wer e Kath y Valentine, Carl a Olson ,
Eddie Munoz, an d Jesse Sublett. In early 1977, Sublett an d Munoz met
Marilyn Dean and Kathy Valentine who, in Sublett's words , were "tw o
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Crow fo r a n hour. Then w e got i n our car s an d w e drove an hour and a half
south, walked into Randy's Rodeo, and in the back, there's these leisure-suited
people who were , like, obviousl y friend s o f the owne r who ha d t o com e see
what thi s was. The plac e was packed. And the n the Se x Pistols come out o n
stage an d I ha d never seen anything like this. I mean, it was like—it wasn't as
religious for me as it was for other people. When you look back at it, the num-
ber of bands that formed out of that night, you know, in the moment when Sid
took his bass and smashed it into the audienc e and Johnny Rotten goes , "Oh ,
Sid's dropped his bass." Every moment of this, you watched it. There was very
little music. They didn't do a whole lot of songs. It was more like screaming and
yelling and spitting and the audience spitting back. It was just, you knew music
was never going to b e the same . I remember walking in. I don't remembe r a
whole lo t o f concerts. I've seen hundreds, but yo u remember the Se x Pistols,
even though it wasn't even what I would have wanted, which was like a rousing
version of "Anarchy in the U.K." or something like that. It wasn't a galvanizing
musical moment. If anything, it was antimusical. But it was galvanizing at th e
same time.20
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out th e melodies , reduce d th e lyrica l conten t t o th e mos t elementar y
expressions o f pun k frustration , and the n coate d thi s ban d i n a self -
reflexive protectio n agains t charges of incompetenc e by calling them-
selves the Skunks . If they could clai m that their poin t was deliberately
to make bad music ("Our music stinks!"), then they could ward off criti-
cisms from the local music establishment. Sublett has described the Sex
Pistols' Sa n Antoni o performanc e as "more o f a manipulation thing ,
more of a spectacle than music. " Even when he fel t physicall y excited
and emotionally engaged by the Sex Pistols' album, or by the music that
he was playin g wit h th e Violator s an d th e Skunks , Sublett remaine d
convinced tha t th e simplicit y of punk's musica l structures rendere d i t
illegitimate. The dominant identification of the musicians in the Skunks
had bee n wit h th e flashy guitar wor k an d th e suppl e rhythms of th e
blues scene . I n thei r own eyes , the Skunk s were merely a joke, some-
thing to do, and punk was a fashion, a trend to play with, a way to draw
a new audience. Not intereste d i n exposing the structur e of this spec-
tacle, merely taken by the way in which it energized audienc e response,
Sublett jumped o n the trend. He cut his hair short and rebooked th e
Violators and the Skunk s for January z8th at Raul's. 25
The Surfs promotiona l blur b for this show included a defensive Sub-
lett quote about the musical skills of both bands. "You can be interesting
without being commercially, technically adept. Be short and sweet, fast,
without tha t muc h bullshi t . . . [sic ] sometimes a lead break—that' s
it. We work harde r when we play than most musicians. " Here Sublet t
justified punk' s rock'n'rol l minimalis m by means of a work ethi c an d
an anticommercia l rhetori c designed t o make punk more amenabl e t o
Austin audiences . But i n the sam e article, the women i n the Violator s
insisted o n th e musica l basis o f thei r performance . "It' s a shame th e
punk media doesn't refe r t o th e music at all. It's no t socia l statements;
it's a musical statement," Olson said. "We'll play anywhere people want
to get down and have a good time." While the men needed to distance
themselves from th e contemporary standards, the women wanted to be
taken seriously as musicians. In bot h cases , fun was the object . In line
with th e Sun's positio n o n th e Englis h phenomenon, pun k in Austin
was represented as simply about having a good time.26
Sublett had expected both bands to attract the Inner Sanctum crowd;
that wa s the poin t behin d billin g themselves as punks. While they di d
draw some of the punk fans, the Violators found that a significant pro-
portion o f thei r audienc e consiste d o f the "leathe r girl s crowd . The y
were way into th e Violator s fro m th e beginning. " The wome n i n th e
Violators fel t n o nee d t o distanc e themselves fro m th e musica l impor-
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differentiated amon g Austin's university students. Throughout the pro-
gressive countr y era , music in Austin eithe r succeede d o r faile d i n at -
tracting students . Amon g clu b owners, student s wer e conceive d o f as
a monolithi c audienc e bloc tha t coul d mean th e differenc e betwee n a
night that made money or one that went bust. Raul's wa s the first club
in te n year s (since th e closin g o f th e Vulca n Ga s Co.) tha t presente d
music designe d t o attrac t onl y a subgrou p withi n th e students . On e
ritual of audience participation a t Raul's marked this distinction. I t in-
volved screaming th e names of hated popular musicians and requesting
the mos t despise d songs . Despise d musi c was commercially successfu l
music, hated becaus e it was the musi c favored b y the undifferentiate d
mass of college students . Pun k at Raul's constructed a pop cultur e elit-
ism. Many punk fans at Raul's were college students who believed them-
selves to b e smarter than most college students (tha t is, more culturally
adept), an d th e evidenc e fo r thei r superiorit y was their appreciatio n
of thi s "smart " musi c mos t colleg e student s coul d no t stand . Withi n
this discourse of distinction, commo n college student musical taste was
associated with the social groups that made up the memberships of fra-
ternities and sororities—the dominant social groups on campus. Thus,
as punk repeated many of the strategies utilized by Austin's folksingin g
students fifteen year s before, i t revived th e honky-ton k setting a s a site
for musicalize d critique.
That summer Phil Tolstead an d Dan Puckett, both students enrolle d
in the College of Communications, bega n to plan their own band. Tol-
stead and Puckett were fans of punk rock. They had been following the
movement i n the pres s and listening to the musi c on th e records , an d
they were frustrated by the absence of "real punks" in Austin. When they
began seriousl y to put their band together, the y were joined by Manny
Rosario, a tough-talking Puerto Rican guitarist, and Tom Huckabee on
drums. Together, th e Hun s wante d to combin e som e o f the element s
they had bee n reading about i n their courses in the university with th e
music an d th e fashion s o f punk, an d to creat e a band that woul d per -
form all of the relevant contradictions at once. It seemed to Huckabee as
though "the Se x Pistols had established an audience for what we wanted
to do. They gave it a name—punk rock." The "manipulation thing" that
Sublett found demeanin g in punk was precisely the meaningfu l aspec t
that attracted these young musicians. The Huns "wanted to be the shock
rock band of the world. We had big ambitions."29
The Huns' first show was scheduled for September 19,1978, at Raul's.
This performance was designed for a specific audience. Just as McLaren
had aime d the Se x Pistols at ar t student s in England , the Hun s wer e
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gestures. Instea d o f Marci a Ball' s searchin g out th e eye s o f he r fans ,
striving t o sincerel y communicat e heartfel t emotion s an d construc t a
communion of dancing souls, the Huns were working to display contra-
diction an d antagonism . I n contras t t o progressiv e country's pastora l
poetry, pun k rock was a means to express strong negative feelings abou t
their world . "W e ha d rea l fantasies abou t blowin g i t al l up. W e defi -
nitely wante d t o sti r th e shit, " say s Huckabee . Th e Hun s wante d t o
create within Raul' s a vortex of symbolic destruction that would disable
communication, reac h beyon d th e basi c convention s o f musica l per -
formance, an d involv e their audience i n a ritual of self-hate . B y piling
antagonism o n antagonism , throug h a constant disruptio n o f expecta-
tion, the Hun s intende d t o creat e an overwhelming sense of negativity
that would transform all who experience d it.34
But their audienc e was hip to the show. They got it, they knew what
was expecte d o f the m an d the y wante d t o participat e in thi s mutua l
construction o f negativity. The same audience that cheered on the wob-
bling performanc e of the more standard band, Cold Sweat, was willing
to remak e itsel f for the Huns . Lik e the goo d sport s the y were , thi s
already knowin g audience proudly, self-consciousl y acte d lik e punks —
throwing pape r cup s an d bee r a t th e performers , screaming obsceni-
ties, rushin g th e stage—joyfull y performin g their assigned rol e in this
deconstruction o f the traditiona l musical experience. It was good fun.
When Tolstea d san g a few bars of "Puppy Love, " members of the audi-
ence knew that they were supposed to throw ice. During the third song,
fans rushe d th e stag e an d carrie d parts o f the dru m ki t out ont o th e
dance floor, rendering obvious the point that this performance involved
so muc h mor e tha n th e peopl e onstage . Tw o songs later , a group o f
fans dumpe d a full garbag e can onto the stage , spewing smashed an d
torn paper cups, broken bottles, an d a spray of stale beer across the per-
formers. Meanwhile th e Huns playe d songs lik e "I'm Gla d He's Dead, "
about the assassination of John Kennedy, and "You Bores Me," an attack
on the Skunks.
During th e next song, "Eat Deat h Scum," Cit y of Austin police offi -
cer Stev e Bridgewate r entered th e club , ostensibl y answerin g a nois e
complaint. H e stoo d b y th e doo r fo r a few moments, observin g th e
appearance o f chaos aroun d him . I n th e middl e o f the song , Tolstea d
spotted Bridgewater, pointe d hi s ringer at him and, improvising a new
line, chanted , " I hat e you, I hat e you." Slowly , Bridgewate r mad e his
way throug h th e crowd , approachin g th e stag e a s if draw n ther e b y
Tolstead's pointing finger. Tolstead continue d to chant "I hate you, Eat
Death Scum, " a t th e polic e officer , whil e Bridgewater stood tw o fee t
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the evening's performanc e would no t hav e achieved the band' s goa l of
"stirring the shit." Although thei r intensified display of semiotic contra -
diction had provoked a violent response ou t o f th e audience, up to th e
moment when th e uniforme d polic e office r entere d th e room , the vio-
lence ha d bee n performe d withi n quotation marks , by an audienc e i n
on th e joke, awar e that the y were only helping t o creat e a simulacrum
of a simulacrum—copying London, copyin g New York, learning from
representations foun d in newspapers and on records , analyze d in class-
rooms and privat e discussions. It was all a play of signs and al l in good
fun. Bu t once police officer Stev e Bridgcwater entered the club the ma-
terial effect s o f clashin g loca l code s wer e made immediatel y evident .
Those audienc e member s wh o share d th e interpretativ e fram e o f th e
Huns had been participating in a performance of "violence"; thos e audi-
ence members trained to impos e socia l control quickl y moved t o sup -
press the violence they saw. The Huns and the police together succeede d
in creating a relatively clear demonstration o f the materia l and polyse -
mous natur e o f th e sign , a s well a s the power tha t ca n be brough t t o
bear in order to enforce one specific meaning of a sign when conflicting
social interests ar e involved.
A storm o f interpretative acts took plac e that night an d the next few
days. Manny Rosari o caugh t a bus out o f town an d did no t retur n for
three weeks; the violent expression of police authority carried no ambi-
guity for him at all. Across the street from Raul's, writers for the studen t
newspaper were filing stories criticizing the police for not being cultur-
ally aware. According to the Daily Texan, the police had simply failed t o
understand pun k conventions. Bridgewater was accused of not knowin g
the differenc e betwee n "Life " and "Art." However, th e student writer s
had faile d t o comprehen d th e radica l natur e of the detournement tha t
had bee n achieved . Even as they worked t o reestablis h the distinction s
between symbolic expression and material reality, posters began appear-
ing on th e dra g proclaimin g "N o Huns , N o Fun, " an d showing Stev e
Bridgewater's polic e badge under the caption, "Kill Steve Bridgewater,
Pig, Pig. " Th e cop assigned t o the drag beat arreste d Bert Crew s with
posters in hand, initially charging him with terrorism. The entire thirty-
six-hour-long even t ha d bee n a triumph o f Situationis t intervention .
State authorit y ha d bee n so threatened b y the possibilit y of a differen t
system of cultural meaning that postin g flyers on the drag had becom e
an act of terrorism.36
Joseph Gonzalez was outraged that his bouncer, Bobby Morales, had
been arreste d fo r trying t o brea k up a fight. "Our securit y was tryin g
to brea k it up and [th e police ] clubbe d him . [Th e plainclothesman ]
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dencc tha t h e or sh e was risking some component o f his or her being ,
was negatin g thei r identit y i n a n interpla y with th e abject , wa s ques-
tioning in some way the construction o f the positio n fro m whic h they
performed. Fo r some , merel y daring t o sin g a song wit h n o obviou s
musical training was risk enough. The much-vaunted musical virtuosity
displayed i n th e progressiv e countr y an d whit e blue s scenes was no t
valued; in fact, musica l simplicity was emphasized as a means of open-
ing the path t o th e stage . Bu t this simplicity remained the quality of a
music powerful enough t o carr y the lyric , rhythmic, and harmonic ex-
pressions of an underlying semiotic disassociation and, at the same time,
to produc e a "freeing situation" capable of sparking the recombinatio n
of represse d element s o f th e huma n i n a search for ne w identities . I n
the scen e that germinate d a t Raul's and soon spread into other venues ,
the performanc e of rock'n'rol l musi c in the carnivalesqu e arena of th e
honky-tonk again became available as an organizing frame fo r the plea -
surable display of the negativit y and contradiction that derive from th e
semiotic production of the subject. 40
A close look a t two song s fro m thi s period wil l map out th e rang e
of the musical and lyrical construction and deconstruction of subjective
possibilities i n this scene. The Huns' "Glad He' s Dead " was performed
at thei r firs t show an d becam e a regular part of their repertoire . They
released it on their own label, God Records, in 1979. The recording dis-
plays the stylisti c debt th e Hun s owe d t o th e Se x Pistols, and in many
ways this song is the "God Sav e the Queen" of the Raul's era. It begin s
with eighth note s on the kick-drum setting a rapid puls e that does not
vary throughout the duration of the song. A distorted rhythm guitar and
bass enter, stabbing on an off-beat a t a D chord, and then pounding th e
remainder of the bar on an A, before beginning the harmonic structure
of the verse: an alternation of measures between the tonic E and an odd
G-sharp major. The harmonic tension produced in this chord structure,
playing off the expecte d transition to the subdominant A, is a relatively
common trait for a great dea l of punk rock, owing a t least partially to
the simplicit y of it s execution. Da n Puckett' s voice screeches the first
lines in a generic Johnny Rotten sneer . "He sol d us all the Ba y of Pigs .
He gave our school s u p to the nigs." "Nigs" receives an additional em-
phatic marker as Puckett squeezes a half-note rise out o f an extension of
the vowel sound. While the guitars shift betwee n the subdominant (A)
and the dominant (B) , the other members of the band chant the chorus
in a monotone background to Puckett's scream: "I'm gla d he's dead, the
fucking red . I helped Le e Oswald shoot hi m in the head. " After thre e
verses attack John Kennedy for his Catholicism, the Cuban missile crisis,
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 11 2
A similar critique of power an d authority is maintained in an other -
wise quit e differen t son g b y th e Reversibl e Cords, "Bi g Peni s Envy. "
The Re*Cord s performed o n the sidewalks and in the capitol, as well as
in the clubs of Austin. Displaying their musical ineptitude lik e a badge
of honor , th e Rc*Cord s embodie d mor e completel y tha n an y other
band in Austin th e belief that you do not hav e to be a musician to pla y
punk. A s many of their performance s were with acousti c instruments ,
they ofte n wer e not eve n loud. Rathe r tha n promulgating dange r and
negativity lik e the Huns, the Re*Cords set themselves up as the "court
jesters" of the scene. "Big Penis Envy" was first performed a t the 12.0 6
Club in Austin and was released in 1980 on the band's only album.
The son g begins with a fragile, tentativ e guitar line that searche s for
its notes, i n a n immediatel y evident inversio n o f the masculin e powe r
chords commo n to punk. It then flows into a descending chord chang e
(A—G(|— F(t—E), played to a rudimentary shuffle rhyth m weakly tapped
out o n a snare drum. The recording features alt o and tenor saxophone s
slithering through their ranges, in uncanny imitation of the atonal vocal-
izings of the singer, who begins the song with a rising wail. "Sometimes,
when we make it, I'm scared I'm going to fall right in. I've got big penis
envy, Da-da, da-da, da-da, da." Dada indeed, the singer bemoans his di-
minutive penis, the size of a twig, smaller even than the three-inch tool
of those expert s who insist that size is not important . Throughout this
inversion of the stiff , assertiv e model of masculine authority, vocal lines
waver and tremble , th e guita r limps through it s licks, th e drum s see m
incapable o f regula r rhythms . The sol e lyrica l passag e state d wit h an y
sort of assumed authorit y i s the bridge : " I wish I ha d a penis the siz e
of Alcatraz. Peopl e woul d bo w belo w it , an d it would hav e pizzazz. I
know tha t this is not m y fate, I' m destine d t o b e razzed. Don't say I'm
inadequate, uh-uh, I know it. "
It doe s no t tak e a great dea l of Lacania n trainin g to interpre t thi s
description o f the priso n hous e o f the phallu s and it s effects , bu t i t is
worthwhile t o poin t ou t th e direc t line s the Re * Cords dra w betwee n
their send-up of patriarchal power and their parody of punk rock's musi-
cal aggression. The song constructs a musical arena of weak boundaries,
easily permeated. Th e verse slides into th e chorus , voca l lines overlap,
the tonalitie s o f th e saxophone s imitat e th e whimperin g voic e whil e
constructing tangentia l melodies. When the bridge arrives and all the in-
struments begi n to play in time, the audience affirmatively shout s along ,
"Don't say I'm inadequate , uh-uh! " In "Big Penis Envy" the Re*Cords
perform thei r ow n an d thei r audience' s placemen t i n a Symboli c stil l
constituted b y unequal gender relations, where power remain s visible,
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But th e differences wer e also significant. Like the folksingers o f th e
early sixties, Austin's pun k musician s distrusted th e commercia l struc-
ture of the established music scene. However, pun k musicians and their
fans di d no t believ e in the possibility of an uncommcrcializcd "authen-
tic" musica l practice. Instead , pun k i n Austi n create d a ne w cultura l
production system that was at first wholly separate from the institution s
of progressive country. This new approach to music was both more self -
critical an d more intellectual, which followed from th e way that pun k
was disseminated across the country , as well as from th e ar t school an d
bohcmian origin s o f th e genre . Correspondingly , thi s movemen t wa s
more distant from Texan traditions and had much closer ties to the uni-
versity than had progressive country. As in London, New York, and Los
Angeles, pun k in Austin was a media-conscious movement with a much
higher degre e o f awarenes s and acceptanc e o f th e powe r o f th e com -
munications industries to affect th e meaning of experience. Rather than
performing nostalgi c paean s to a premoder n Utopia , pun k i n Austi n
celebrated the productive possibilities of late modernism. Punk's do-it-
yourself ethic mitigated agains t any dependence upon th e already exist-
ing powe r structure s i n th e Austi n musi c scene . I f a ban d neede d a
manager, the y hire d th e guita r player' s roommate. I f they wante d t o
record, the y rente d a four-track machine , set u p i n a garage, and lai d
down the tracks. If they wanted to read a story about their friend's band,
they wrote and , often, published it. Thus, an entirely different grou p of
people becam e involved in local music production i n Austin.
Writing for the Texan beside s Whittington, Dorsett, and Blac k dur-
ing the winter of 1978—1979 were Nick Barbara, Robert Draper , Scott
Bowles, Michae l Hall , an d E d Lowry . B y the fal l o f 1981 , thes e indi-
viduals would b e writing an d editing the Austin Chronicle. E. A. Srere
and Margaret Moser began to write for Sluggo magazine, and a year later
Stewart Wise and friend s publishe d the first issue of Contempt) Culture.
The Austin American-Statesman hired E d War d t o cove r loca l music .
All of these peopl e would eventuall y go to work for the Chronicle. Neil
Ruttenberg lande d a slot o n th e university's radio station, KUT , play -
ing ne w musi c lat e on Saturda y nights. That progra m ha s since bee n
run b y a string o f differen t deejays , but it s focu s ha s no t changed . A
new band called Standing Waves formed to open for the Huns' second
show. They would ask their station-wagon-owning roommate (an d suc-
cessful waiter) , Roland Swenson , to manage them. The Waves included
three talented songwriter s and a rhythm section that could actually play
together. Within tw o years, they would become the most popular band
in Austin, with their local independently recorded singles receiving air-
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possibilities of commercialized, musicalized, signifying practice. Within
this contradictory arena , individual musicians and fan s coul d mutuall y
develop strategies of performance tha t encouraged th e overproductio n
of signs of identity and community along with an overstimulation of the
commodification processes of late capitalism. By the end of the decade ,
music-making i n Austi n wil l hav e becom e a thoroughly postmoder n
practice, with the commodification of identity inextricably interwoven
with the musical production o f subjectivity.
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The nationa l commercia l succes s of th e progressiv e countr y scen e
attracted bot h media attentio n an d recording industr y interest tha t to -
gether stimulated local entrepreneurs to develo p bookin g agencies , re-
cording studios , an d management firms. The do-it-yourself ethi c of the
punk movemen t syncretize d wit h th e alread y dominant roll-up-your -
sleeves entrepreneur mentality to create wholly new institutions of musi-
cal and cultural production. Bu t all of this activity was centered o n th e
public performance of popular music in the honky-tonk arena. And one
of the mos t critica l results of this situatin g conditio n continue d t o b e
the regula r production of scenes.
In th e year s following th e closin g o f Raul's , Clu b Foo t provide d
the hom e fo r th e mor e mainstrea m bands (band s tha t attracte d sla m
dancers were at first restricted to Sunday nights and later banished from
the club); the Continental Clu b hired neo-rockabilly musicians like the
LeRoi Brothers; th e Soa p Cree k employed th e Big Boys on a n experi-
mental basis; and the majority of those bands who might b e called punk
were performing a t nonclubs. Voltaire's Basement was the basemen t o f
a used bookstore, hired out to musicians by the punk fan who was living
there. Scratc h Acid, the Butthol e Surfers , Mea t Joy, Not fo r Sale , an d
other lou d band s smashe d thei r amplifie d midnigh t agains t th e con -
crete wall s of thi s undergroun d cavern . Som e pun k bands playe d a t a
downtown warehous e that had been rented as rehearsal space by an all-
women ban d called the Buffalo Gals . Many novice musicians lived in an
apartment comple x nea r campus called the Colony . Som e night s the y
would open their doors and begin to play, creating impromptu partie s
as their friend s cam e over, attracted by the soun d an d carrying cases of
beer. Eac h o f these site s provided venue s where commercial pressures
were lessened, where newly constituted musicians , inspired by the local
dispersal of the pun k ethic and its effects o n the local musical aesthetic,
engaged i n a flirtatious identification with the abject an d began to play
their own music, thereby initiating that exchange of signs and sweat that
creates a scene.
This wa s the par t o f the Austin musi c scene that I bega n learnin g
about an d working m y way into afte r I moved there in the summe r of
I98z. I had been livin g in Los Angeles, where I had watched th e wes t
coast punk scene develop and had performed with a group of musicians
who wer e bein g referre d t o togethe r a s the Paisle y Underground . I n
Los Angeles, th e territorial , musica l and cultural distinctions betwee n
these tw o style s were precise—the hardening core of punk rising from
the souther n beac h suburb s contrasted starkl y with th e melodi c po p
soaring ou t o f Wes t Hollywood . Very fe w fan s an d eve n fewe r musi -
Simply knowing abou t this site marked the boundary between th e in-
side an d outsid e o f thi s beginning signifying community . Once Mike
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knew Sparky' s location, when he could driv e up ther e an d attend th e
shows, h e becam e a part o f the scene . Of course , h e would no t hav e
found ou t abou t Sparky' s without alread y being connected, but, curi -
ously, h e remember s his desir e to participat e actively i n thi s scen e as
having been a result of this knowledge. His wish to be a musician rose to
the level of felt desire only after he was already there, a member, a moti-
vated participan t in the cultura l practice of loca l music-making. Once
he becam e conscious of this scene , once he sense d its existence, Mike
was motivated by a powerful drive to produce something, to engage in
an exchange of signs, t o ge t his songs in a band and to mak e his ban d
known i n the scene—a s though he had always already been a member.
I aske d Mike what he thought wa s important abou t thi s participa-
tion.
It was just havin g a deal. Having a thing t o cal l your own. No t jus t yours bu t
your band's , too . I t was having your sound, having your songs, having your, I
don't know, i t was identity. It was identity more than anything else. Looking at
another ban d an d seeing their identity. I don't know, it was just, I don't know.
Just gettin g up i n front of people an d drinking beer. I don't know. It wa s just
a whole new world. I was in law school an d I was trying desperately to ge t away
from la w school. So I threw myself into it . My studies suffered, m y attendance
suffered, bu t I think I found what I maybe deep down wante d to do my whole
life, which is play music. 4
Once in the scene, Mike began producing an identity for himself wholly
within th e terms of this embryonic signifying community—thi s whole
new world of songs, of bands , of drinking beer in front of people—to
which he suddenly, in a matter of one night's recognition, belonged.
Dianne Hardin , a long-time fa n of Austin punk music, described a
similar moment o f self-recognition when I interviewed her.
I was fourteen and this friend o f mine—I had this older friend, and he knew the
Dicks. He was friends with them, and he was really neat. And he used to play like
Devo an d the Clas h and I really liked the Clash . "Clash Cit y Rockers " was like
my first punk rock song that I liked. I remember once we were driving around ,
listening to music or something. Bu t we saw the Dick s in a car. Gary Floyd, re -
member him? And he told me who Gary was and I thought, Wow, that's so cool.
And then almos t every weekend I wanted my dad to drive me down Guadalupe .
So I could se c someone with weird hair. Wow, maybe a mohawk, you know. I
could see something cool. I don't know. Then, since I liked it so much, I wanted
to then do it.
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 12.2 .
Richman and Elvis Costello. H e also introduced me to Raul's. And the drinking
age was eighteen, so we'd g o to the clubs. I remember going to Raul's and being
really intimidated. Peopl e were very strange and a lot older than me and seem-
ingly sophisticated i n a real worldly sense. These people, the scene, I mean, I' m
sure alot of i t was self-imposed, but the y seemed to hav e soul. Hardship, they
knew hardship. They seemed so urban. From Austin. Which is really funny. Bu t
to m e it was like this rea l eye-openin g experience—that peopl e could actuall y
do somethin g the y believed in. Like to be weird or something. I mean, it was
just so wild. It was the whole scene. It was the clothes, the attitude. I t was the
men in the women's bathroom . There were no rules. Anything went. You know,
anything went, so long a s it was strange. It was a freeing situation . Know what
I mean? 7
John Crosli n forme d Zeitgeis t wit h Longacr c i n lat e 1983 . H e ha d
already heard about the Raul's scene before he moved to Austin in 1980.
I wa s just at the ag e when I could go to th e clubs and it was really exciting. It
was wild. I was sittin' there in my blue jeans and T-shirt, lookin' at these people
that looke d kin d of strange, actin ' weird. And it was just real energetic. I guess
it was the energy that attracted me. Everybody was jumping up and down.8
Mellissa Cobb grew up i n the Austin area . Sh e performed i n a number
of bands throughout the 19805, but first decided to becom e a musician
during the Raul's period.
Well, it was just like in the air at Raul's. I was just hanging out at Raul's with th e
Witches, wh o wor e whit e fac e an d odd , reall y grotesque makeu p all the time .
They woul d pu t fak e bloo d o n and tattered blac k clothing. Jus t do rea l bizarre
things with the Hun s an d stuff. Late r that fall [ 1979 ], I joined the Delinquents .
It was the obvious thing to do. 9
Marcia Buffingto n als o moved to Austi n during this period, dropping
out of Baylor, a Baptist college in Waco, and transferring t o UT. Marcee
became a booking agent and managed the Austin band Doctors ' Mo b
in 1984 and 1985.
I lived at 28th and High Street . It was cool, I could walk to Raul's. It was really
funny, cu z when I first got here I still had long hair and I'd wear these little sun
dresses. Fucking hell, I was going to Baylor. And I go to Raul's and these people
go, "Oh, yo u really dress ni-ice." It was just kind of strange; I really didn't meet
anybody there until I cut my hair off and started wearing funny clothes . And I
don't think I was the only person that was like that. But you know, people who
felt really , really misunderstood fel t reall y comfortabl e in tha t scene . I t reall y
didn't have a whole heck of a lot to d o with the music except that it was loud,
and it was fast, and it really didn't soun d like music at all. It sure did piss people
off i f you playe d it.10
These description s o f th e activit y a t Raul' s carr y linguisti c marker s
of th e importan t cultura l practic e tha t wa s taking place : "weird " an d
"wild," "strange" and "bizarre, " yet als o "freeing " an d "open." In th e
rock'n'roll scen e tha t wa s developin g a t Raul's , th e socia l structure s
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Fans at play . Phot o by 1'at Blashill.
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Doctors' Mob o n stage . Phot o by Pat BUshill.
they're movin g to the same thing that I'm moving to. I know it's corny ,
but it' s a real charge. I can tell that they're getting off on it, I'm getting
off o n it , we're all coming. It' s great." 19 Rock'n'roll musician s in Austin
consistently narrat e successfu l performance s in such bodily , an d ofte n
sexual, language. Ki m Longacre talk s about singing and responding t o
her audienc e a s a matter o f "gettin g in the groov e emotionally. It' s re -
ciprocal. You pay attention t o wha t i s going on . . . . It's like , it's kind
of lik e coming or something . Like , yeah, yeah, I feel that. Oh, I ge t it ,
yeah, and I give you that. You just kind of go with the flow."20
Conversely, fans to o lik e to see the bands displaying their own plea-
sure. Maki Fife insists that, "one o f the element s that makes for a good
show i s that yo u kno w tha t the peopl e i n the ban d ar e having a good
time, and you know that they are really getting int o the music." Joanne
Weinzicrl modifies this perspectiv e somewhat, "It's whe n the y act like
they're having a good time. They look at each other while they are play-
ing and act like they know what they are doing."21 When Dave Robert s
finds himself in the audienc e during a magical show he notices,
. . . a spreading contagion. You get excited and everybody else does and it sort ot
builds on eac h other. You're talking back and forth abou t how good tha t song
was or, di d you notice that? It's real funny t o see one person get excited about
it and eve n though yo u didn't notice it or weren't aware of havin g noticed it ,
when they call it to your attention you say, oh yeah. And that makes you more
excited and more interested. I think it just spreads like a spark. I really do.22
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surable interrogation? Lacan' s thcorization of desire and the metonymi c
chain along which it proceeds can provide a basis for understanding th e
social construction o f the possible positions fro m which a musician or a
fan may speak, may sing, may dance, may desire. For Lacan, desire drives
the searc h fo r identity. The struggle t o develo p a coherent identit y de -
rives from a complex process of developmental interactions between the
primary drive s o f the desirin g bod y an d diverse symbolic cultura l sys-
tems. As this process occurs, desire is transformed into multiple specifi c
desires that , i n turn , ar e inflected, interpreted , displaced , and , finally,
either satisfied o r repressed.
Lacan explain s thi s proces s throug h hi s metapho r o f "th e mirro r
stage." H e define s thi s momen t o f primar y narcissism as "an identifi-
cation . . . namely, th e transformatio n tha t take s plac e i n th e subject
when he assumes an image." The narrative of the mirror stage describes
a mother holding a baby up to a mirror, who then mis-recognizes itself
as precisely that reflected image, representing the identification between
a still helpless infant and an image of ability and wholeness framed i n th e
mirror. Lacan' s intent is to underline the illusory nature of this identifi-
cation and , b y means of this developmental metaphor, t o point towar d
the fundamenta l condition s o f al l identification. Fo r Lacan , al l identi-
fication involve s an illusion of mastery, the mistake n belief that w e can
indeed satisfy our desires through rationa l action in the world. 26
Lacan insist s that all identification rests upon thi s fundamenta l mis-
recognition, which "situates the agenc y of the ego . .. in a fictional di-
rection whic h will always remain irreducible . . . whatever the success of
the dialectica l syntheses b y which he must resolv e as I hi s discordanc e
with hi s own reality." 27 In thi s formulation , Laca n insists tha t despit e
the intensity with which the subject struggles to create a stable ego, thi s
construction continue s t o res t on a n illusion. Nevertheless, this neces-
sary illusion of stability and wholeness enables the ongoing re-creatio n
of an ego and allows this ego to assume the positions fro m which it can
speak. Sinc e identificatio n implies the abilit y to satisf y desire s throug h
cultural symbolic means , eac h identification represents the assumptio n
of a culturally established position o f mastery. Identity, then , i s the con -
tinually constructed produc t o f the interactions of a desiring body wit h
the complex cultural systems through whic h humans conduct symbolic
exchange. Through this continual aspiration toward a series of culturally
established position s o f mastery, one becomes a subject.
Lacan's understandin g o f bot h th e creatio n o f a subjec t positio n
and the abilit y to spea k from that positio n depends upo n th e slippage
in meaning , th e absenc e of guarantees, that results from th e necessar y
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lectical syntheses of which Lacan speaks involve reconciliations (whic h
can be experience d subjectivel y as bot h the momentar y satisfactio n
of demands—tha t is , pleasure—an d a s identifications) with a discur -
sively constructe d positio n withi n a symbolically constituted culture ,
and thus they participate in what Lacan calls the Symbolic. 29 Thus every
achieved identit y exist s withi n an d represent s element s o f bot h reg -
isters—the Imaginar y an d th e Symbolic . The desir e fo r meanin g an d
identity drives the individual along a mctonymic chain of possible "F's—
each of which coul d onl y b e (mis)recognize d from the positio n previ -
ously embodied—wit h each momentary identificatio n marked both by
transformation an d by pleasure i n the individual .
Motivated b y desire, wound through th e desires of every other mem -
ber o f the scene , eac h participan t in th e rock'n'rol l scen e construct s a
self-image, an instantaneous (mis ) recognized identity, formed out of the
knot of these intertwined desires . Obviously, the specific desires of other
participants a s well as the historicall y and discursivel y scdimented resi -
due o f past participant s d o no t for m discret e object s of identificatio n
but instea d functio n as structures of possibility, alway s receding befor e
each member's reach . (Thi s is what is meant by referring to th e "knot"
of other desires.) According to Maki, "We always felt like we were going
towards this one big happy tormented family , but we never got there."3"
The uncertain , ephemeral quality of these momentary identification s
results i n a productive anxiety. Fed b y momentary pleasure s of sensual
overstimulation an d th e occasiona l linkage that promise s completion ,
this anxiet y provides th e psychi c impetus require d t o maintai n a regu-
larity of contact, a constant participation i n the scene. "There was always
that pressur e tha t i f you didn' t g o out , yo u wer e missin g something .
You had t o d o i t regularly. You had to keep in touch, eve n though you
didn't reall y talk t o peopl e an d th e wa y you talke d t o the m wa s just
that smal l talk. But w e were good a t small talk. And i t was fun." 31 Th e
musicians and the fan s who embod y th e rock'n'roll scen e in Austin are
united b y an intensit y o f commitmen t drive n by anxiety. Yet this very
consistency of interaction generates the celebrated structure of this sig-
nifying community throug h the constant patterned exchang e of signs—
"small talk, " clothing, music , dance . Spectator s becom e fans , fan s be -
come musicians , musicians are always already fans, al l constructing th e
nonobjects o f identificatio n throug h thei r performance s a s subjects o f
enunciation—becoming and disseminating the subject-in-process of the
signifying practic e of rock'n'roll music. 32
In order to more fully understand this process of identification in the
rock'n'roll scene, it might be useful t o turn to the neighboring field of
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such, constructing a signifying community based upon new enunciative
possibilities withi n an d among individua l subjects.35 When Ki m speaks
of givin g t o he r audience , whe n Marce e talks about bein g caugh t u p
in the physica l expression o f having a good time, and when Ro n talk s
about lookin g a t hi s audience an d seeing tha t the y are moving t o th e
same thin g tha t h e is moving t o an d describes this a s "coming", the y
are all referring to the specifi c transgrcssive jouissance that marks the sig-
nifying practic e of rock'n'roll. Within th e shadows , smoke, an d sound
of the nightclub , th e movement s o f fans an d musicians are stimulate d
and patterne d b y the timbra l and rhythmic articulation s of noise int o
sound, affectivel y charge d wit h the eroti c undertones tha t suppor t a n
extreme nonconscious sensivitit y to the transformativ e effects o f signi-
fying practice. As Maki told me, "It was really satisfying to keep in touch
with peopl e an d you would see them again and you would fee l like you
were beginnin g t o b e a part of something. You didn't kno w what tha t
something wa s but even if there was just one point i n one conversation
over th e entir e weeken d tha t clicke d fo r yo u o r on e son g wher e you
really danced, o r someon e remembere d you r name , that mad e al l the
difference i n the world becaus e you were a part of something."36
But wha t i s this somethin g tha t thes e peopl e ar c a par t of ? Man y
scholars have focused on th e importanc e o f rock'n'roll practic e within
youth culture . Larr y Grossberg, Simo n Frith , Angela McRobbie , an d
Dick Hebdige have each structured component s o f their analytical ap-
proaches throug h th e categor y o f "youth. " This literature' s focu s o n
the intersectio n o f rock'n'roll an d youth follow s fro m som e of the im -
portant earl y work b y the Birmingham Centre for Contemporary Cul -
tural Studies. Pau l Willis's ethnographic representation of the culture of
working-class (male ) youth, Learning to Labour, and the Centre' s join t
project, Resistance Through Rituals, established an ongoing concer n with
certain particularl y vibrant cultural practices of young peopl e i n Brit-
ain.37 Unfortunately, the categor y of youth a s used in these studies was
not wel l defined, vaguely representing the period o f years between th e
onset of puberty and the comin g of familial responsibilitie s associated
with full-time employmen t an d children. I think it is important to shif t
the focus of this category. Rathe r than using the terms youth or yout h
culture, then, I wan t t o discus s rock'n'roll practic e within th e socially
constructed conditio n o f adolescence.
Rock'n'roll scenes situate an important signifying practic e of adoles-
cence, which mus t no t b e reduced t o simpl y a biological stage of indi -
vidual development. Instead , I want to argue that adolescence refers to a
psychological condition tha t is brought about by specific social factors.
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of the fantastic , as no la w (that is, no rigi d Symbolic) anchors and sta-
bilizes these identifications. The materia l conditions o f postmodernity
inscribe the fluid instability of adolescence.40
According t o Patricia Meyer Spacks,
The adolescent rejects boundaries, blithely crosses them, refusing to stay put, t o
remain a child, to accep t subservience, to b e predictable. Hi s or her ability t o
avoid restrictions as though non e existed, to leap walls that keep grown-ups in
their place, declares the power of beginnings. On the other hand, the adolescent
lacks mone y an d self-define d socia l status and powe r i n th e worl d o f affairs. 41
Without the access to social power provided by a firm grounding i n the
dominant socia l structure , adolescent s refus e th e categorie s an d stric -
tures that it entails. Thus the potential for imaginary identification with
a tremendou s variet y of normativel y excluded positions i s greatly en-
hanced, an d the powerful subjectiv e feelings that this process engenders
both describe the pleasures that derive from participation in a scene and
explain the capacity of adolescents to dance with "the abject."
Kristeva's concept of the abject represents the limit of tentatively con-
structed identity, where desire, driving the search for plenitude, borders
the repulsed, the reviled, the not-I. The abject represents those portion s
of th e prespcakin g bein g tha t hav e bee n rejecte d i n th e constructio n
of identit y withi n th e symboli c order. 42 Musical , lyrical, an d physica l
expressions located a t the boundarie s of the abjec t (th e repulsed or re-
viled) arc used by the subject to signify itself "neither as a psychotic no r
as an adult," but, indeed, t o represent itself in the most tentative aspects
of identity construction , throug h th e imaginary play of adolescence, i n
the first throes of practice, moving beyond listening , consumption, in -
corporation, to participation, production, singing. 43 To the extent tha t
such identification s establish new cnunciativc positions an d transform
the symbolic, "Adolescence has something subversive about it." 44
Young people in the rock'n'roll scene in Austin continually transgress
these boundaries between I and not-I, in multiple exploratory mission s
into those elements of the human that have been abjectly repulsed from
the symboli c organization o f the surroundin g society. As Marcee de-
scribes it,
A lot of it is about death and skulls and black clothing, and I think that the more
far ou t yo u get without dying , the cooler you are. "Fuck it, you know. I don't
care. Whatever wants to happen to me can happen to me." And yeah, I think it is
real impressive when you manage to have that atmosphere of doom abou t you,
but you don't throw u p in anybody's car and you don't OD a t anybody's party
and yo u don't stagge r aroun d th e danc e floor shitfaced. Yo u don't cry . And I
never did any of those things. I always looked rea l good. Even when I couldn' t
remember where I was. But I smiled and I knew a lot of people. 45
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innovator. A third a d relie s solely on adjective s to conve y its desires .
"Pounding, Pounding , Poundingl y melted , stained , shredded , bassis t
and drummer needed." 49
Some musicians go to grea t lengths t o tr y to describ e precisely the
character of bot h th e ban d an d the perso n wit h who m the y wan t t o
work.
Percussionist and Keyboard player wanted to work with Laurie Freelove (acous-
tic guitar, singer, songwriter and ex-Nice Girl). I am looking for musically liter-
ate or non-literate musicians with universal musical tastes who value melody and
enjoy rhythmi c eccentricity. If you enjo y workin g out impressionisti c musical
arrangements, don't mind vocalizing every now and then an d love the proces s
of exploring ideas as much a s performing please send me a tape of your work.
Patience, politeness and commitment a must. Send tape, letter, and phone num-
ber t o . . .. Thank you. 50
Even wit h thi s degree o f detail and description, mos t ad s do no t suc -
cessfully locat e th e desire d player . By and large , musician s eschew the
referral column , preferrin g to depen d on personal contacts o r word of
mouth withi n th e scene , an d ofte n simpl y forming band s wit h thei r
friends.
The chie f reason for this reliance on personal contacts i s that a n ob-
jectively determine d leve l o f musica l skill i s not th e mos t importan t
consideration whe n selectin g ban d members . Young musicians in th e
rock'n'roll scene in Austin consider the primar y factor to be persona l
compatibility, a compatibility that goes beyond the mere willingness t o
get along and reaches toward a deeper unity. This explains the emphasis
on personal characteristics in the ads. Since the product o f a rock'n'rol l
band within a scene is a projected identity, "personalities" ar e assumed
to determin e stylisti c variation. Brant Bingamon is a guitarist, singer ,
and songwriter fo r the punk band Pocket FishRmen. He insistently told
me that, "the mos t basi c core trut h o f any band" is that "personalitie s
come first. I always said I'd rathe r have fun playing with somebody tha n
be in a successful band."51 In his band, Pocket FishRmen, the personali-
ties o f the ban d member s "dictat e a certain kind of music. Once Chri s
was in the band, his personality, like, dictated the whole style the music
was gonna have to take. Because he owned a lot of heavy metal and dis-
torted guitar. " Within th e rock'n'rol l scene , musical taste an d musical
ability are not th e surface traits of an individual but must b e directly re-
lated to some elemental truth abou t the person performing. They must
shape, an d i n tur n b e molded by , the mos t basi c longing withi n tha t
person.
This belief is not restricted to punk musicians like Brant. Joe McDer-
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with my language of subject positions and enunciative possibilities. The
use o f personalit y a s a definin g concep t fo r musical compatibility i s
deeply rooted in the traditional importance place d on sincerity in coun-
try music, and is reinforced by the dominant concept of the autonomous
individual. But I believe that it is possible to translate their language of
personalities int o my language of discourses and subject positions whil e
retaining th e emphasis on sincerity and compatibility.
In performance , th e "personality " o f th e musicia n become s a pro -
jected image ; i t represents a desired identity , a longed fo r completion,
that i s indeed overdetermined b y the movement of desire through social
and cultura l (that is , discursive) conditions, ye t that canno t b e reduced
to these conditions, and that remain s necessarily incomplete, requirin g
the return gaz e of the audienc e to fill in the gaps, to momentaril y cap
off th e desir e fo r pur e being . The imag e of the performe r must b e re-
cognized b y the audience and re-turned through th e affectively charge d
gestures of response in order fo r the projected identity to achieve com-
pletion. Thi s temporar y identit y the n i s a join t produc t o f th e per -
formers i n the band an d their audience , reflectin g combinatoriall y th e
"personalities" of each. 56
But thi s proces s o f identit y constructio n i s complex , fragile , an d
tentative—particularly within the condition o f adolescence fostered by
postmodernity. Any imaginary identity must be renewed with each per-
formance. I t is not buttresse d by a secure position withi n the Symbolic ;
therefore, it must be constantly re-performed. Rock'n'roll musician s are
deeply investe d i n the successful projectio n an d retur n o f this identity.
And when the renewal fails—when the show is merely good, not magi -
cal (th e note s ar e playe d perfectl y bu t yo u don' t "ge t th e chills") —
the musicians can experience a severe anguish. The intense pleasure s of
performing (o f completing wit h th e audienc e a longed for , imaginary
identity) are accompanied by an equally intense pain if the musician and
the audienc e d o no t connec t an d the mutua l projectio n fails . A s John
Croslin pu t it , "I' m rea l downcas t afte r a bad show . Yo u can ge t rea l
neurotic abou t this ; it can make you crazy." 57 The difficult y o f project-
ing this unanchored identity place s severe restrictions on the variety of
discursive elements (tha t is, the personalities ) that ca n be combined in
the members of the band. Therefore, an intcriorized discursive sincerity,
characterized by the longing fo r purity that comes from a n overinvest-
ment i n the Imaginary, is required. "Personalities," then , determine the
band's style, since the ultimate production for a rock'n'roll ban d is a pro-
jected incomplet e identity , yearned for b y both th e musician s and th e
audience.
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carrying into the present the cowboy nostalgia for a prcmodcrn Utopia
that had been signified in the myth of the cattle trail and the cow camp.
If successful, th e ban d projects its collective identity into a respondin g
audience tha t complete s an d extends this collectivity , filling the night -
club with the potential for musicalized communion.
The Songs
Composition method s withi n band s vary , bu t i n Austi n ther e i s
almost alway s an effor t t o includ e th e contribution s o f al l members,
to meld the musical expressions of their "personalities" together i n the
band's songs. While in most bands one or two individuals produce mos t
of the lyrical, harmonic, and melodic content of the songs, almos t every
band expect s each musician to develop her or his instrumental part, t o
contribute t o th e arrangements , to chi p in the idea s necessary to tur n
a chor d char t an d a lyric sheet int o a song. Juli a Austin described th e
benefits that accrue from working up a song.
Well, quit e often someon e will brin g in words and the n we'l l put musi c to it
together as a band. That's really fun, because writing together fo r us is just realty
nice. It reall y works. Sometimes , someon e will come i n with a whole idea, and
that's ok, but i t doesn't giv e everybody the satisfaction of having input. I n ou r
band i t i s really important tha t everybod y i s satisfied. That they'r e al l getting
their creativ e input. An d w e al l need it, cuz we're all like, real creative people.
Even thoug h som e o f u s might b e a little mor e activ e at one tim e or anothe r
than others. I t jus t helps the band i f everybody ha s input into the song. I t just
helps, it's lik e a bonding experience, I guess. And it helps to bond everybody t o
the song and to the band an d to everything. It's also , even for the person who's
just written th e song, it's just really great to put it through that process. 63
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 142 .
Kevin Whitley described the group composition o f one of the song s
on their 1990 album Love (S)Poke(n) Here. This song was written whil e
his band , E d Hall, was rehearsing in the back room o f the hous e the y
rent together.
There's this one song that is fabulous. It's called "Millionaire's House." It's on e
of the song s tha t happened in a free-form jam . It's so weird, it happened at th e
very end o f a free-form jam , we were five minutes from leaving . Some peopl e
had jus t come over. Lik e a lot of people had filtered in, were drinking beer in
the kitchen, making alot of noise and we were all going, oh this is too much , we
can't practice with this, we wanna go drink beer. Well, just as we were about t o
quit, Gary did something simultaneousl y with Larry and I just went, ohmigod,
turn the thing [tape recorder] on. And I did this simplistic ass drumbeat behind
it and it was beautiful. I had never heard Gary play anything like that and what
Larry playe d was so Larry, bu t better . It wa s really cool. It wa s musclely. And
it's just one of those things that happened. And Larry wrote the whole entire
bass line, Gary wrote the whole guitar part and I wrote the drums and the lyrics.
It's a great song. It' s jus t a great song. And it'll be great to us whether nobod y
likes it, because it happened that way. And al l of us get off on it real hard. We all
like to pla y it. And I just think it's a really good song. 67
The value of the son g for Kevin came from th e spontaneity of it s com-
position and the way in which the song materially, sonically, represents
imagined aspects of each of the musicians in Ed Hall: "what Larry played
was so Larry, but better" Kevin's narration of the origin of "Millionaire' s
House," with its description of each member of the band erupting spon-
taneously into the song's composition, depicts the pleasurable imaginary
plenitude of "pure" representation.
"Millionaire's House " arose out o f a group improvisatio n an d rep -
resents a paradigmatic example of the process I a m trying to describe .
But th e importan t maneuve r of subjectivel y identifyin g wit h aspect s
of th e song , propellin g some nonconscious semioti c elements into its
musical construction, an d thereby contributing to it s projected image ,
can occur even when one person write s most of the instrumental parts
before presenting it to the other band members.
Joe McDermott write s the bulk of Grains of Faith' s material in his
home studio . Fo r him, "the process of recording an d songwriting ar e
not very different. I' m not ver y dependent on other musicians for ideas
because, and it's not becaus e I'm god' s gift t o music, it's because that's
the way I grew up. I grew up bouncing scratchy cassette tape recorders
back an d fort h t o ge t somethin g tha t sounde d lik e a band . An d it' s
almost lik e it's on e motio n fo r me , generally , to writ e a song." 68 Be-
cause of Joe's reliance on recording in composition, he tends to bring an
almost completely written song to the other members of the band. Still,
the song is not whole until the other members play it. The more ephem-
eral vet still necessary contribution of the other musicians derives from
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(the "middle of the song" where "everything stops"), a story that is really
only hinted a t in the lyrics . As Joe explains, the song begins softly wit h
just his voice and an acoustic guitar picking out a n ascending affirmativ e
riff connectin g a n alternatin g C and F major chor d pattern . The verse
lyrics ar e affectionate an d warm, Joe's voice is open, full , an d inviting .
But as he sings the perhaps hopeful opinion tha t "it might be the Great
Wall of China," Jennifer Summers adds a harmony vocal that, in its qua-
vering tone and sheer isolation from the rest of the arrangement, evokes
an achin g loneliness. This i s the listener' s first clu e that al l is not well .
When the band comes in at the bridge, as Joe sings "I'm goin ' for a walk
now," John Ratlif f hammers out octave C notes on the piano, affirmin g
the independenc e an d determinatio n i n this portio n o f the lyric . But
just at that same moment Stev e Grimes beats on his half-open high hat,
slapping the tw o cymbal s shut just a s he hits it, a technique that lends
an opening, questionin g fee l to the bridge, limiting the certainty of the
beat. The rhythmic interplay between John's reinforcement of indepen-
dence and Steve' s questionin g o f certainty adds a tremendous subtlet y
to the song, drawing the listener in, encouraging attentive hearing, and
undermining any quick or easy interpretation, just as Jennifer's haunting
background voca l rises above and slightly shifts th e listener's attentio n
away from th e immediat e affirmation o f Joe's full-throate d voice. Her e
in th e hear t o f th e hook , th e ver y clement o f the son g t o whic h Jo e
claims to pay the most attentio n while writing, the contributions of the
other band members, their musical styles and aspects of their "person -
alities," add a necessary tension that sonically and affectively reproduce s
the doub t an d the uncertainty of the "horrible weekend." The dynamic
tension that follows this bridge, as the song breaks down, Joe singing of
the cold , and then rise s back up with life redeeme d by the musical and
lyrical quotes fro m Van Morrison's son g "Crazy Love," i s all produce d
within thos e musically enacted moments of intraband relationship. Ap-
propriately, the song ends with a question i n the lyrics—"I don't know
if it thrills you a t all, to fee l the ocean pushing on th e se a wall"—and a
repeating, unending musical fadeout.
"Millionaire's House " and "Sea Wall" are two very different song s by
two ver y differen t bands . Bu t th e valu e o f bot h o f thes e song s i s ex-
plained b y means of th e specifi c aestheti c they share. This aestheti c is
derived fro m th e way s i n which rock'n'roll i n Austin works as a signi-
fying practice, resulting in the projection, recognition, and return—the
production—of new identities, new enunciative positions.
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tainers. You got t o kno w a lot about har d work. You got t o hav e smelt
a lo t o f mul e manur e befor e yo u ca n sing lik e a hillbilly." 76 Fro m th e
vocal virtuosity of Left y Frizzcl l to the genuine performances of Willie
Nelson, the vocalization of sincerity has indicated a singer who ca n be
trusted and, therefore, the possibility of an audience who can accurately
interpret an d properly respond to the performances. Sincerity, however
signified, has remained the most important quality in successful countr y
singing.
In th e traditio n o f popula r musi c performanc e tha t continue s i n
Austin, th e singer enunciates from a position marke d by a romantic re -
lation to the patriarchal, capitalist Symbolic. Like most romanticisms , it
derives from a distrust o f industrialism , of urbanism, of the contradic -
tions of the marketplace, of all the tenets of modernity. But the romanti-
cism of country and western music in Texas is also specifically rooted in
the mythic origins of the state: the cattle trail and the cow camp as spon-
taneous masculin e communitie s fre e fro m th e contradiction s o f mod -
ern societ y ye t capabl e o f generatin g massiv e personal wealth. There -
fore, th e sincer e performance o f country an d western music in Austin
indicates a doubled an d ironi c articulation of an antimodern romanti -
cism, celebrating the productivity of capitalist modernity while simulta-
neously critiquing th e increasing influence of marketplace duplicity and
"instrumental reason." 77
Punk i n Austi n directl y attacke d thi s specificall y nostalgi c for m o f
sincerity as groups like the Huns and the Reversible Cords layered their
performances with an ironic negation designed to disrupt and dismantle
local traditions of musical communication. Songs like "Glad He's Dead "
and "Big Penis Envy" not only denied their own sincerity but questione d
the possibilit y of any "freedom fro m dissimulation." 78 While traditiona l
sincerity demands th e absence of outside influenc e o r adulteration, on e
of the most significant messages of punk was that such are the condition s
of commercialize d cultura l practice that n o popula r music is free fro m
artifice. Punk , particularl y its British variant, pointed ou t that th e mar-
keting of popular musi c necessarily implie d outside influence . But this
is precisely the point wher e punk in the United States , and in Austin in
particular, differed fro m th e gleefu l machinations of Malcolm McLare n
and th e Se x Pistols. Where McLare n playfull y wallowe d i n the contra-
dictions of the commodified society of the spectacle, giggling on his way
to the bank, punks and postpunk musicians in Austin struggled t o recu-
perate sincerity through a purification of the expressive impulse. The les-
sons of punk in Austin reinforced a Utopian romantic urge for a cultural
marketplace fre e o f deceit, where a sincere expression, a pure reprcsen-
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their claim to an absence of artifice, championing "content" over "style"
by their manne r of not changing ou t of their daily clothing t o perform ,
by their willingness to tune onstage, by their sloppy, unprofessional per -
formances, and by their attempts to deconstruct th e distinction betwee n
the musicians onstage and the fan s i n the audience. 84 I n effect , Sublet t
was reiteratin g th e pun k objectio n t o an y claim of freedom fro m dis -
simulation. Bu t this dismissiv e label was adopted b y the participant s in
the scen e a s an appropriat e encapsulatio n o f their differenc e fro m an d
similarity to other Austin music. The new sincerity was strictly a matter
of intention.
Once sincerity was defined as an interior quality , the most stabl e sig-
nifier of one's sincerity became each individual's insistenc e on the purity
and genuineness o f he r or hi s own desires. Rather tha n takin g the ex-
pressive form of a specific performance style (like that of Willie Nelso n
or Marcia Ball) , sincerity could only be signified by one's willingness t o
be true to thes e desire s in the fac e of any disciplinary pressure from the
dominant culture (a s expressed, fo r example, through marketplace rela-
tions) t o tempe r them . Thus, any component o f human existenc e tha t
directly confronted th e forbidde n barriers of the dominant cultur e be-
came an arena for the displa y of genuine desires, a place to signif y one' s
sincerity, and , therefore , a field for aesthetic expression. Once sincerit y
is conceived o f a s an aspiration , a n intention , a longed-for elemen t o f
misrccognition, only then can the tight links betwee n specific musica l
styles and specific ways of living, links believed to b e direct an d almos t
immediate, b e understood as double expressions of the same aesthetic .
Here is Hunter Darby's articulation of that doubled aestheti c expres-
sion.
Cuz see, alternative music is pretty much, seems like to me, represents a lifestyle.
Not alway s being safe. Lik e the way people take it to differen t extremes . Just
in what they say. If they think they can say something, they'll say it. Or i f you
wanna like , fucking drin k yourself to death , well, you'll have friends wh o wil l
say don't do that, but if you wanna get trashed one night, no one's gonna hold
it agains t yo u the nex t day. For me, personally, I don't like music that's safe. 85
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We're antimusician . We don't conside r ourselves musicians. We consider our -
selves peopl e wh o pic k up instrument s an d make noises that g o together . . . .
And so , we're kin d o f antimusician, that, quote , kind of musician. We're anti-
establishment, b y means o f th e fac t tha t w e don't reall y lik e ho w ou r parent s
live. We want t o d o somethin g that' s no t quit e tha t geare d toward stability , I
guess. I guess it' s mor e roote d i n rebellion, I imagine. Because I can't, I don't
know, parents , the y ge t to a point an d they'r e just making it. I don't know , I
guess it' s a time of life . I don't really understand it. I can't feel anything like that.
I don't feel it. 88
Because Kevi n canno t fee l wha t hi s parent s feel , thei r "tim e o f life "
makes no sens e to him . Hi s "rebellion " is simply the resul t of a sincere
acknowledgment of his inability to identify wit h the way his parents live.
Kevin shares Hunter's taste for noise and disorder. He does not fee l any
value in stability, so his life and his music must express an "antiestablish-
ment" and, becaus e of the histor y of the loca l music scene, "antimusi-
cian" punk attitude . Rathe r tha n rejectin g sincerity , th e pun k attitud e
in Austin depend s upon it. As Kevin said, music is "a medium to hav e
an effec t o n peopl e b y opening yourself u p t o wha t you'r e doing an d
how it' s affectin g you." 89 In the musical aesthetic of Austin rock'n'roll,
the subversive negativity of punk is enabled by a positive insistence on
sincerity.
For nonpunk musicians , the valu e o f sincerity is articulated in other
directions. Kim Longacre no longer
understand[s] th e peopl e who pu t themselve s on the edg e al l the time . . . . I
think tha t tha t wa s the attractio n of Raul' s an d it' s not , it' s no t s o much re-
belliousness—although you are rebelling—it's more the, I don't know, it's like,
hating yoursel f or something . I think you fal l int o thi s thing tha t you'r e reall y
attracted t o thi s evilness, this scariness, and it's like, I never knew I could b e so
bad. I certainly feel lik e I went around tha t block a couple of times. But I don't
think tha t whe n I played anybody looked at me like I'm a bad girl, you know?
And that was when I realized this other thing, that something has to be organic
or it's not worth shit.90
Instead of a life on the edge of the forbidden, sincerity promises Kim the
possibility of an organic integration with her music and a freedom fro m
masquerade, a freedom tha t was played ou t i n the scen e a t the Beach .
And there was a burgeoning scene, you know. The Dharma Bums were starting.
We were starting. An d there started to be this network of people who really had
this different attitude. They weren't i n it for anything but the good time. There
was no pretense . I t was just, we're gonna ge t together, we'r e gonna play , we're
gonna hav e a good time . We're gonn a b e nice , decen t people . It' s true . An d
the whole scene evolved in a similar way. It seemed like this real socialist thing.
It was real organic an d not lik e anybody sat down an d wrote th e rule s out. I t
was great. . . . But bands started comin g through—lik e Love Tractor, REM —
and they were normal people. You know, I mean, they were college kids. They
wore norma l clothes. They weren' t tryin g to b e outrageous. They wer e good
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I don' t fee l lik e there's a good crossover poin t betwee n ar t an d rock . I thin k
that rock can be art the same way that baking bread can be art. And it almost, I
think for rock to be art it almost has to be selfless, in a way. I guess the point I'm
making, it's like sex, it's not up to the sexual partners to decide whether they've
just made art or sex, it's up to somebody else. The Rolling Stones were in bed
to fuck. And it was art, but they weren't trying to make art. They were trying to
make babies.
This commen t i s motivate d b y th e sam e insistenc e upo n sincerit y as
an Imaginar y guarante e operativ e i n a culture with a n unstabl e Sym-
bolic. Any effort t o make "art," to struggle t o fit one's expressions into
a specific se t of communicative criteria, would indicat e an allegiance to
untrustworthy disciplinar y structures an d interfer e wit h th e ultimat e
aesthetic value of sincerity . If Jo e i s to projec t successfully a n identit y
that mirror s th e lif e o f his audience, the identity has to originat e fro m
deep in his center. "It's kin d of a job of just being severely in touch wit h
yourself. It's a hard job."96
Sincerity is the qualit y most highl y valued in Austin's rock'n'roll aes-
thetic, fro m punk to mainstrea m folk-rock. It s presence guarantees the
validity of a musical style and, by extension, of a way of life . It s impor -
tance is enhanced by , and in turn enhances, the intimate emotional con -
nections betwee n musician s and their fans. Accordin g to John Croslin ,
this intimacy can be heard in the music.
Austin is a real emotional town—the scene is. And our music is that way, I think.
It's real hard to explain. I just think Austin, this scene is famous for just, I don't
know what the right word is, but i n the beginning, when the Beach was goin'
on an d everything , and everybody knew everybody, it seemed rea l famous, fo r
everybody would go out an d do acid and you would talk in this way to people,
that you reall y didn't know that well, that you might not ever talk to your par-
ents. I don't know if my being aware of that means anything to anybody outside,
but that aspect of the scene, I think, is in our music. 97
In effect , th e value associated with sincerity is so great that, b y itself, i t
assures that eve n th e mos t extrem e and abjec t longin g fo r identit y can
be heard and found pleasurably meaningful.
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drop their instruments , clap their hands over their heads, and all shout
together the sing-song chorus, "Get yourself together or fall apart. Make
your mind u p or let yourself down."99 Often, Glass Eye's audience would
sing along .
Word bega n t o circulat e about thi s savant songwriter. Danie l con -
tinued to give tapes to people who met him on the drag or who searched
him out whil e he was at work. Other band s in town began to play some
of hi s songs . Stell a Weir gave a copy o f th e tape s t o a frien d o f hers ,
Mellissa Cobb. Mcllissa was in an avant-folk-punk band , Mea t Joy , bu t
was beginning t o work with me on a more pop-oriented project, Black
Spring. On e afternoon , Melliss a called me on th e phon e an d tol d m e
that I ha d t o liste n t o thes e songs . "You'v e got t o hea r thi s guy . Hi s
songs ar e so beautiful. Uh, I hope you'll like them." While on the phone ,
I did not understan d the hesitancy in her voice. But that night I took a
six pack of Busc h to her hous e b y the airport , an d while we sat on th e
floor i n front o f he r jambox drinking the beer , we listened to Hi, How
Are You, over an d over, tryin g to understan d what h e was playing and
why th e song s fel t s o meaningful, so moving, despit e th e ver y simple
song structures , th e abysma l recordin g quality, an d th e chaotic , inept
performances.
The first song tha t Melliss a played for me was "Walking th e Cow. "
And a t firs t al l I coul d hea r was this beat . There wa s this sound , lik e
someone hitting a n empty cardboard bo x with bot h hands, almos t o n
every beat , swervin g int o an d ou t o f time, th e hand s hittin g th e bo x
together, then someho w becomin g separate d in time bu t late r finding
each othe r an d the bea t again , dominating perceptio n lik e two heart s
dominating sound i n a womb, washing over all other sounds , beatin g
separately fo r onl y a momen t befor e linkin g bac k up i n dyadi c unity.
That was all I heard the first time I listened to the song. And it made me
angry. How wa s I supposed t o liste n to the son g when , i n addition t o
all the other problems , i t was buried by this undisciplined, unregulated
throbbing?
"Well, it's interesting, " I said.
Mellissa's face fell . "Yo u don't like it?"
"Let's listen t o i t again." And so we did, and I tried to filter out th e
hollow beating , t o liste n to th e tones, th e words, th e voice, th e song .
What I heard was a Magnus chord organ—tha t plastic toy that middle-
class parent s woul d bu y during th e winte r solstic e i n order t o spar k a
latent musical interest in their children, but that alway s ended u p i n the
basement o r th e garage or a closet by summertime, untouched an d de-
spised. They simpl y were not musica l instruments. But something was
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songs. Som e were only torn up and scattered scraps of ideas. "I Pictur e
Myself with a Guitar" an d "Running Water " ar e not muc h more tha n
a choru s lin e sun g ove r an out-of-tune guitar or a dripping faucet . " I
am a Baby" doe s no t contai n muc h more, bu t i t seems to encapsulat e
lyrically the centra l power of Johnston's songwriting. With the line , "I
am a baby in my universe, I'll liv e forever," Johnston sing s the imagi -
native power o f the infant' s misidentification wit h plenitude . The nex t
line, "Oooh, I'm only twenty-two, I'll live forever," collapses the adoles-
cent emphasis on possibility back into this same misidentification, as the
promise o f wholeness an d eternal potential imagine s a pure extensio n
of this internalized relation. Daniel Johnston's tape d songs demonstrat e
the contradictions o f the mirror stage—the illusions, the misidentifica -
tion, the overinvestment in the Imaginary—while insisting on the value
of sincere intention a s a semiotic supportive power capable of sustain-
ing one's everyday struggle against the overdetermincd constrictions of
the sociall y constructed Symbolic. The naiv e romanticism expressed in
his songs align s perfectly wit h the ambition s of the burgeonin g Beach
scene, an d thi s alignmen t explain s the tremendou s succes s of Danie l
Johnston i n this scene over the next year.
Mellissa and I were not the only musicians in town learning Daniel's
songs. Th e Rhyth m Rats , Doctors ' Mob , an d Zeitgeis t soo n joine d
Glass Eye and Black Spring in performing more polished selections from
the Johnston oeuvre . At the same time, Daniel discovered that Waterlo o
and Record Exchange would sell his tapes on consignment; he no longer
needed t o giv e them away . Glass Eye talked him into performing some
of hi s song s betwee n set s at one o f their show s a t th e Beach . He di d
not hav e his chord organ and so played only three guitar songs. Bu t he
debuted a new number, "Marching Guitars," that Alejandro Escovedo's
band, the True Believers, soon began playing. For a while, it seemed as
though ever y band that playe d at the Beach included a Daniel Johnsto n
song in their repertoire . He began to pla y with other bands , at parties
and a t clubs. But he never looked at his audience, he never played more
than five songs (normall y he only did three) , an d he alway s ende d hi s
short se t with a bow an d a quick dash off the stag e into the darknes s
where he could hid e while everyone, both fan s an d those who thought
he was just a bad joke, clapped and screamed for more.
The summe r of 198 5 was the summe r that MTV' s ne w music pro-
gram "Th e Cuttin g Edge" came to tow n t o tap e a feature o n Austin' s
New Sincerit y scene. Along wit h Glas s Eye , the Tru e Believers , Zeit-
geist, th e Wil d Seeds , Doctors ' Mob , th e Dharm a Bums , an d othe r
bands, Daniel Johnston made it into the final edit. At one point the host,
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Symbolic reinforce d symptom s that soo n turne d destructiv e for bot h
Johnston himself an d those aroun d him. Daniel Johnston bega n to live
out hi s obsessions wit h death, with the putrid nature of his own body ,
and wit h hi s inability to wi n the lov e and sexual attention o f women ,
themes tha t had bee n the abject focus of so many of his songs.104
Lost i n a confusion produce d b y the lovin g adulatio n o f hi s audi -
ence and the support o f his fellow musicians, yearning for a love that h e
had no t experience d bu t tha t h e was sure existed, Daniel began t o ha-
rass some o f the wome n who ha d expressed sympathy, understanding ,
and affectio n for hi s song s (and , b y extension, for hi m a s well). As he
alienated mos t o f the peopl e who ha d befriended hi m a year earlier, he
grew mor e desperat e fo r the suppor t an d attention tha t hi s songs ha d
produced. Hi s naive rejoicing in the spectacle of fame became a wallow-
ing demand for attention. Daniel' s overinvestment in the Imaginary and
his corresponding detachment fro m an y stabilizing Symbolic—the very
internal relation s that ha d empowere d hi s performances and made his
songs s o emotionally effective—le d hi m to the discmpowered and psy-
chotic conditio n of bein g a twenty-two-year-old-baby in the universe ,
undisciplined and uncontrolled, screamin g for attention, an d unable t o
see beyond th e pure reflection of his own desires. In the winter of1986-
1987, Danie l Johnsto n move d bac k to hi s parents' hom e i n West Vir -
ginia, leavin g behin d a n Austin music scene that ha d see n itself i n hi s
mirror.105
An Imaginary Conclusion
In thi s chapter , I have tried to describ e the processe s and the prin-
ciples b y which th e rock'n'rol l scen e in Austin durin g the middl e an d
late 19808 produced musicians , bands, and songs; an d I have attempted
to identify the dominant aestheti c value that unified a variety of musical
styles an d way s of living . I hop e t o hav e made clear th e psychosemi -
otic processe s tha t ar e involved in the production , projection , return ,
and introjectio n o f identitie s an d th e correspondin g creatio n o f ne w
enunciative positions within the discursive and musical structures of the
local culture. The signifying practic e that occurs in the rock'n'roll scen e
in Austi n involve s a n adolescen t inscriptio n o f possibility , performe d
within a tradition o f musica l expression tha t valorize s sincerity as th e
primary determinant o f aesthetic worth. Th e resul t of this interactio n
is a doubled emphasi s on th e fluidit y of the psychoanalyti c operations
that Jacque s Lacan characterized as Imaginary. Daniel Johnston's per -
formance of fetishized sincerity represented the extreme boundaries be-
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articulation with the Symboli c must occur before any musical or lyrical
statements o r identificator y structure s enounce d b y fan s o r musician s
can be understood beyond the immediate audience of the always already
knowing. I t i s to thes e more elaborat e articulations, to the inscriptio n
of identity, tha t we must now turn.
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theV discipline the pure desires of their adolescent Imaginary to fit with
the commercial, technological , an d ideological structures of the record-
ing industry . Chasin g afte r thei r Utopia n visio n o f meaningfu l work ,
their concep t o f th e en d goa l o f thei r practic e shifts fro m bein g abl e
to "no t hav e t o work " t o bein g abl e to "mak e a livin g i n th e musi c
business." This shift, experienced by every successful musician i n town,
requires multiple dialectical syntheses with a Symbolic enforced by the
technologies of late capitalism.
Judy hangs out i n the rock'nrol l scene; the "cool people" she hires in-
clude musicians and fans . Kevi n Whitley thinks that Wheatsville is "an
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ok plac e to work . I f I reall y nee d it , like , if the band' s gonn a tou r o r
something, I can get a week off." However, i t does no t correspon d t o
his imagine d idea l o f meaningful work. "Bu t I stil l hate it . It' s jus t a
stupid job." 5
To a certain extent, the da y job ha s become a necessary component
of th e musician' s lif e i n Austin . A s one o f the regula r columnist s fo r
the Chronicle put it , "We've been to packed clubs, with hundreds mor e
stamped hands hanging outside, and the next day the leader of the head-
lining band asks us if we want mustard or mayo on that #7. The Day Job
is as much a part of the Austin music picture as Fender guitars , mouss e
and th e colo r black . The Da y Job keep s it al l in perspective . It erases
rock stars . It keep s you honest." 6 Ten years afte r Han k Alric h decrie d
the impossibilit y of quality musicians making a living in Austin, musi-
cians continue to flood the town and continue to work meaningless jobs
during th e da y in order t o b e able to pla y music at night. 7 But regular
nonmusical employment limit s the energy and time one can devote t o
music, and it does make touring difficult .
Alejandro Escovedo doesn't find his job at Waterloo Records too dis-
agreeable. "I don't mind it really. Sometimes I wish I could just sit here
[at home] an d write songs all day. But I would rather work at Waterloo
than pla y a lot of gigs I don't want to play. Although sometimes I wish
I coul d jus t b e out o n th e roa d again . I reall y miss that."8 A positio n
at a record store , especiall y at one of the majo r independen t stores like
Waterloo, i s a relatively prestigious an d sought-after da y job. Waterloo
Records i s one o f the daytim e centers of the scene . The stor e compile s
and display s a list o f th e week' s best-sellin g local product . Musicians ,
industry professionals, and fans dro p int o the store regularly. Waterloo
has long been on e of the more popula r sites for record releas e parties ,
where bands or record companies pay for a keg or two of beer, the band
performs a short set , and the store tries to sell all the copie s of the new
release they have in stock.
During a local tap e releas e party in th e sprin g o f 1990 , i t was Al's
duty t o chec k the ag e of those requestin g th e fre e beer . H e an d I sat
around th e ke g and grumbled abou t th e ban d tha t wa s playing. The y
were a n acousti c trio wh o san g happ y songs an d had draw n int o th e
store about seventy-fiv e well-dressed fans who had parked clean new cars
in the store's lot—a far cry from the near-metal, trainwreck noise and the
glistening, damage d fan s o f Al's most popular band of the eighties, th e
True Believers. "I don't know, man, all these happy kids and this hippie
folk shit, " he said. "It ain' t rock'nroll , that' s fo r sure." The nex t week,
though, the new tape by Twang Twang Shock-a-Boom was number one
on th e Waterloo hit list.
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cash register and chooses th e music played over the sound syste m in the
store. Hi s bos s love s John's ban d and allows him some flexibilit y i n his
weekly scheduling. But , in return, Joh n had to promise not t o take the
Reivers on any extended tours for at least a year. "Well, you know, i t was
part of the deal, cuz she had been burned by me the last time. I quit o n
her befor e when we went out to support th e last record." Nevertheless,
John has come to depend on the security that the day job provides whe n
he makes business plan s for the band . "It make s it a lot easier to mak e
a good decision. Cuz you can have all the integrity in the world and if
people don' t like it, well, don't quit your day job." n
Byron Scott is the lead singer and chief songwriter for Do-Dat, one of
the longer-lasting funk bands in Austin. He also waits tables at Waterloo
Ice House. Byron describes the catch-z z situation in which many local
bands find themselves. "We should b e out o n the road more, bu t we'v e
all got da y jobs. It's n o excus e but it' s har d to ge t past a certain point.
If you're not makin g enough mone y to quit your day job, how can you
afford t o g o o n th e roa d fo r a n extended time?" 13 Ro n Mark s o f Th e
Texas Instruments echoe s tha t complaint . "Th e mos t frustratin g thing
about al l of this is not being able to go get a good job because I'm prob -
ably going to have to lose it when I go on tour. If I was making enoug h
money from music to live, I'd have some more free time to put back into
music. I' d reall y like to d o that." 14 The da y job i s almost always a low-
pay, low-performance retail or restaurant job. The paychecks from such
employment barel y cover rent , food , drink , an d transportation. Con -
sequently, musician s move fro m on e temporar y job t o another , ofte n
lasting only as long as it takes to organize an d finance another tour .
Ideally, th e da y job function s as a necessary means to it s own end .
Brant Bingamon outline s th e motivations an d goals of many rock'nroll
musicians in Austin.
Um, i n two years , i f I was real lucky, maybe, ok this i s out o f sight luck that,
what I want to b e doing is not having to work. I think that's about the earlies t I
can foresee that happening is in two years. And that's, of course, with the huge
success of one album. You're not gonna make it by playing live gigs in this town,
although you might in some other towns. But the whole idea of music is to, lik e
the end is, playing and making money and not having to work. That's the extent
of my ambition. So that can only be achieved through the recording end.13
In Austin, or any of the other major musi c cities in the country, the live
music played i n the clubs , in the scene , is performed by young peopl e
who shar e a powerful desire to "mak e it." A s Brant so neatly put s it , a
very important goa l is playing music and making money and not havin g
to work. While musician s in Austin d o work on their music, this wor k
does not constitut e a "job." For these young people, music has become
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just a job. And i n turn, thi s independenc e represents for the fans , an d
for the popular music scene at large, a turning of the complexities of the
capitalist production an d distribution system to the needs and desires of
the loca l community. Bu t still , a certain degree of professional success
must b e achieved or th e impac t of the band' s effort s i s significantly re-
duced. Thus, the commercial structur e of popular music not only effect s
the transformation of music into commodity bu t als o contributes t o its
symbolic power in the production an d communication of local identity.
One o f the first necessary steps toward professional success is going out
on the road.
The Tour
A narrative of the band' s first tour, with the band members loadin g
all the equipmen t into a van, living together fo r weeks, driving all day
or all night, finding the clu b in a strange town, playin g for people they
do no t know , an d finally sleeping on couches in the homes of the local
scenesters, has become a n important componen t o f the popularl y con-
structed myt h of the rock'nrol l musician . The model fo r the new wave
band on the road was set by the publicity that surrounded the first U.S.
tour by the Police. The Police were a band made up of an English univer-
sity instructor and two professional musicians from London. They were
managed b y the drummer' s brothe r an d were signed t o a brand ne w
record company just started by another brother. According to the story,
the thre e member s o f th e ban d an d on e roadi e ( a technical assistan t
usually familiar with the electronics and mechanics of the band's equip-
ment) drove themselves and their equipment from gig to gig, across the
country i n a station wagon . The ban d was booked int o smal l clubs in
media center s and college towns, and , a t every stop, th e Polic e played
brilliantly t o packe d houses . According to the myth, this self-managed
independent tour broke the Police nationally, setting them on their way
to international stardom.
The succes s of this tour seemed to offer a simple and straightforward
pattern tha t an y band could follow . Although th e Police myth inspire d
many Austin bands, it left out several crucial details. The recording com-
pany that the Copeland brothers had set up, IRS, had a national distri-
bution arrangemen t throug h A& M records. They hire d Jay Boberg t o
head their promotiona l department , signalin g their intention t o focus
on th e specifi c submarke t of college students. 18 The Copeland brother s
were experienced publicists and managed to fill the clubs in each town
with critics and other local opinion leaders. The tour was never intended
The first few tours of any band arc exciting times , as each band tests out
their materia l on audiences who d o not alread y know them. They pro -
vide an opportunity t o practice with great intensity every night, to learn
some of the conventions o f entertainment, and to discover the difficult y
of projecting and completing identitie s with individuals who do not eat
at th e sam e hamburger joint s and do no t drin k the sam e beer or han g
out i n the sam e clubs. Bands find out whether or not they can play the
same songs i n the sam e order, smil e in the sam e places, and mov e an d
nod their heads together withou t borin g themselves and, consequently,
their audiences. If the van breaks down, or the club owner refuses to pay
the band becaus e the ten people who came in to the bar did not drink ,
or tw o o f the band members get so sick they can barely play, the ban d
has exactl y reproduced th e stereotyp e o f lif e o n th e road . Ever y ban d
returns fro m their first tour much tighter, muc h more "professional" i n
their approach t o performing than they were before .
Bands also learn whether or not they can live together. Mellissa Cobb
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Glass Eye on tour . Phot o by Pat Bkshill.
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Reactors' "Readjustments" an d "Pool z" by the Pool. In 1989,149 tapes
by Austin artist s were released. 29 Most o f these tapes were the produc t
of independen t recordin g activit y by the band s or b y small companies
associated with , o r ru n b y friends of , the bands . Often these indepen -
dent tapes wer e demo (demonstration ) tape s that faile d t o attrac t suf-
ficient interest fro m th e recordin g industr y t o gai n a contract fo r th e
band. Demo s are supposed t o provid e short an d clear examples of th e
band's music. They serv e a function analogous to a thirty-second tele -
vision commercial ; the demo is intended to highlight the band's musi-
cal strengths, give an idea of the band' s image , and impress the band' s
value upon its potential buyer—the record company. Each band's demo
competes wit h thousand s o f other tape s for the attentio n an d suppor t
of the industry . As the first blatant transformation of the band' s iden -
tity int o a reproducible commodity , th e dem o mus t presen t itsel f as a
bargain. Ideally , it shoul d offe r th e maximu m musical pleasure for th e
professional listener in the minimum amount of time. The recording o f
a dem o tap e i s often th e firs t experienc e for each ban d i n th e studio ,
simultaneously their first attempt to translate their identity into a wholly
auditory signal and their first confrontation with the industry's demand
that they effectively commodif y that identity. When a band's dem o doe s
not win a recording contract , th e band, or friend s o f the band, marke t
the demo tape in order t o recoup some of the recording costs , and per-
haps to ear n a positive review in the local press and increase the band's
visibility in the loca l scene.30
The desir e t o mak e records, s o much a part of concept o f "makin g
it," encompasse s no t onl y a n economic an d socioideologica l goa l bu t
also the desire to inscribe , to leave behind a mark, to etch a trace in the
history of rock'n'roll music . As Mike Hall put it ,
But I mean th e whole thing of making, of recording, you know, I mean, that' s
the thing that lasts forever. That's the thing tha t is, I mean, live musie I think is
really great. And there' s s o many great clubs in town an d you can always go see
live music. Bu t it' s th e record s that last . Any band ca n get a gig if they're any
kind of decent. Bu t making records . . . [sic]31
This belie f was voiced in one way or another by every musician I inter-
viewed. Fro m th e standpoin t o f musicians in Austin, makin g record s
has becom e a primar y objective ; that i s how a ban d make s it s mark .
Putting togethe r a band, practicing , writing songs , playin g live, even
touring, ar e all subsumed unde r th e goa l of recording th e band' s ma -
terial, seeing i t turned int o material objects that can be found in a store
and hearin g i t com e ove r th e radio . Thi s minima l leve l o f success —
the electronic inscriptio n of one's identity and the corresponding com-
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recording cost s a s pure expenditure , i t wa s equivalent to announcin g
that the y were no longer tryin g to "make it. "
Whether o r no t on e i s trying t o ge t a deal i s a critical distinctio n
within th e scene . I t separate s th e seriou s band s fro m thos e wh o onl y
play for fun. As Mike Hall told me ,
A lot of it has to do with whether you're trying to get a record deal. . .. It really
affects everything . How you're dressed. How you, what gigs you take. Whether
you just take gigs on weekends so you'll be taken seriously . Who you want t o
open for you, all these things. It depends on if you're trying to get a record deal
or if you're just playing. 35
Only thos e band s wh o ar e trying t o ge t a deal will be taken seriously
by certai n othe r music-relate d businesses . Band s fin d tha t ther e ar e
individuals whos e attentio n the y nee d t o attract , certai n standards o f
achievement tha t the y wil l nee d t o match , an d tha t thes e peopl e ar e
only willing to pay attention an d evaluate the band's achievements if the
band i s clearly playing th e game . The exten t t o whic h a band wil l b e
taken seriousl y by these peopl e i s directly relate d t o th e exten t o f th e
band's professional ambition an d how clearly this ambition is displayed.
Steve Spink s describe d som e o f th e constraint s tha t affec t bookin g a
serious band .
If you want to b e a headlining band, you gotta act like a headlining band an d
try no t t o pla y during the week. You try to g o for the weekend gigs, which is
fine. But you don't make any money that way, and you hav e to refin e your act
on stage on Saturday night at eleven o'clock, and it's not a good time to do it .
It's too much pressure. And boy, people that you really want to impress, like the
critics mainly, that you wanna have help you out, they're always there at those
gigs, it seems like.36
The pressur e imposed on each performance by the attendance of loca l
gatekeepers i s intensified by the fact that recordings are the most signifi-
cant key to establishin g a band's importance , and establishing a band's
importance i s the key to recording .
Once in the studio , rock'nroll musician s find themselves in an envi-
ronment ver y different fro m the distracte d heterogeneit y o f the night -
clubs. The physical arrangement of the machines and the furniture, the
changes i n a band' s soun d a s a result o f th e technology , an d a corre-
sponding set of practices and beliefs that accommodate this technology ,
all produc e specifi c constraints o n th e proces s o f inscribin g a band' s
identity o n tape . A romance o f technology dominates . Machine s con -
trol th e destin y o f the sound . The y captur e the physica l vibrations o f
the music an d translate them int o electromagnetic pulses—eithe r digi-
tally or on analo g tape . The more expensiv e the studio an d the fancier
the machines, the "better" the sound quality and the greater chance the
finished recordin g will have of successfully competing for listeners with
the thousand othe r recording s finished that day . Commercial consider -
ations influenc e ever y decision made , fro m choosin g which studi o t o
use to denning the band's sound, its recorded identity.
One of the mor e expensive studios in Austin is Arlyn, located in th e
Austin Oper a Hous e Musi c Complex. It was built in 1985 using equip-
ment and materials that had previously been used in Austin's two majo r
recording studio s o f th e lat e seventies , Pecan Stree t an d Third Coas t
Studios. A young engineer who had been working as an intern at Lone
Star Studio s wa s brought ove r t o hel p wire the plac e together. Onc e
Arlyn was operational , Stuar t Sulliva n was hired a s an assistan t engi-
neer. Stuart was not paid well, but in return he was allowed to work on
projects of his own whenever the studio was not booked. Almost every
musician in this study has recorded at one time or another with Stuar t
Sullivan at Arlyn Studios. He had engineered the first recording of Mike
Hall an d th e Wil d Seed s while stil l at Lon e Star , an d thi s experienc e
gave him some contacts in the burgeoning Beac h scene. Stuart used his
access t o th e recordin g studi o t o provid e man y of th e ne w band s i n
town wit h bargain-rate twenty-four-track demo tape s and himself with
hours of engineering practice. Thus Stuart's engineering skill developed
within a quasi-professional contex t o f after-hour s recordin g o f band s
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that were still developing their sound. Most rock'nroll musicians, espe-
cially those a t th e beginnin g o f their careers, ar e woefully ignoran t o f
studio technology; the y often fee l a t the mercy of the engineer . Thei r
status as not-quite-professional players often complicate s the powe r re-
lations durin g a recording session, with th e enginee r bein g b y far th e
most comfortabl e perso n i n the recordin g environmen t a s well as th e
master of the machines. As Stuart was also still learning his craft, he was
flexible in his approach to each band's material.
The contro l roo m a t Arly n i s softl y li t b y smal l spotlights , leavin g
most area s in shadow . The engineer sits in a high-backed swivel chair,
covered i n cracke d vinyl, in fron t o f a glowing contro l boar d display-
ing dials, switches, faders, an d buttons, each of which can dramatically
alter the soun d i n the room. Different speaker s can be switched on and
off, individua l instruments can be isolated from al l the others or else re-
moved fro m th e soun d mix, specific ranges in pitch can be highlighte d
or reduce d i n emphasis . Looking u p fro m th e boar d yo u se e a plate-
glass window , an d through th e windo w i s the mai n recording room ,
where the musicians perform. A large pair of speakers hangs symmetri-
cally on each side of the window, and a smaller pair of "mixing" speakers
rests atop the board . To Stuart's lef t sit s a portable rack of "outboard"
equipment, includin g digita l dela y machines, sound compressors , an d
various other electronic devices for manipulating sound. The actua l re-
corders—both digita l an d analo g with variable tracking capabilities—
sit in a closet off to th e side . Another cracked vinyl chair swivels before
the board , wher e the producer o r the relevant band member sits while
discussing th e countless decision s that mak e up each recording sessio n
(for example , th e singer , i f they ar e working on a vocal track). Along
the wood-paneled wal l behind th e control roo m run s a padded benc h
on which sit band members who are not recording at that moment, an d
anyone els e who migh t b e attending the session . The benc h feels lik e a
church pew with it s straight back , and when yo u are sitting o n it , th e
control boar d look s lik e an alta r across which appears a vision o f th e
musicians at work in the main room .
The drumki t i s set up i n the middl e of the mai n room. Drum s ar e
the most difficult instrumen t to record. They represent the strictest chal-
lenge to recording technolog y because they collapse the widest dynamic
variance into the smallest passage of time. When recording drums, there
is no sound, and then there is the BEAT , and then there is no sound. The
flexibility of the plastic inner membranes of microphones and the sensi-
tivity of the electromagneti c surface s o f analog tape are severely tested
by this intense contrast. The number and position of the microphone s
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while recordin g mostl y inexperienced bands, this nee d t o stan d i n th e
same room no longer appears to him to be a problem. In fact, he expects
it and has worked ou t a microphone placemen t system that minimize s
the bleed.
The most important objective in the recording of the basic tracks is to
capture the rhythm of the song, the skeleton upon which are layered all
other parts of the song's body. The emphasis on the quality of the drum
sound is intensified by an equally demanding attention t o the time inter-
vals marked out b y the beats. To the musician, engineers and producer s
seem obsessed b y the precision of the rhythm track. Again, this follows
from th e romanc e with recordin g technologies , whic h have developed
an increasing capacity to measure the intervals of time. Over the decades
during which rhythm has been recorded, the assumption that clocks are
the appropriat e measure of the time marked out b y musical rhythm has
resulted in a standard of recording quality that renders a song's beat sub-
servient to digital watches. The slightest variance from precisel y regular
timing i s sufficient t o scra p the take. The fac t tha t drum patterns mark
out th e rhyth m of a specific bod y ha s been los t i n the enforcemen t o f
this abstrac t precision . As a result, "producer s neve r like your rhyth m
section," and tremendous effor t i s expended attempting to fine-tune the
song's rhythm, to bring it in line with that abstract standard.39 Of course,
the standar d ha s bee n s o well enforced through th e recording s o f re-
cent decades that idiosyncratic rhythms now sound incompetent t o th e
fan's ear , and most rock'n'rol l drummer s have internalized a clockwork
accuracy as a goal of their own performance. 40
Once th e bone s o f the rhythm have been laid down, th e res t of th e
song can be adde d on . If , during th e basi c tracks, the bas s player kept
time with the drums, tightly wrapping the sinews of a hinted underton e
around thos e precise intervals, then the bass part will be kept and only
faulty individua l notes wil l be punched in . This evaluatio n is a crucial
one, fo r in most rock'n'roll music , in fact in almost every western music
with Africa n roots , th e interactio n betwee n th e bas s an d th e drum s
is wha t determine s th e "feel " o f th e song . Th e mor e closel y the tw o
rhythms map onto each other, the "tighter" the feel, bu t this tightnes s
can also be heard as "stiffness." The more they vary, the "looser" the feel ,
which can also be heard as "sloppiness." The basic feel of a song's style, of
its musical body, is produced i n the (mostl y rhythmic but subtl y tonal)
relationship between the bass and the drums. If all concerned agre e that
the take has captured th e right feel for the song, then Stuart will isolate
the bas s part over th e speaker s in the control room, an d everyone will
listen fo r an y notes that ar c improperly played . The bas s playe r migh t
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If a band is recording multiple songs with basically the same instru-
mentation, Stuar t prefers to record all the basic tracks first, as this mini-
mizes setup time. The parts that ar e closer to the surfac e of the song—
the guitars , th e keyboards , th e vocals—ar e al l re-recorded later , afte r
acceptable basi c tracks with th e righ t feel hav e been achieved . At tha t
point th e mai n room i s completely rearranged , the drum s ar e packed
away, and the guita r amp s are moved into th e center . For these instru-
ments, th e emphasi s o n rhythmi c precision is vastly reduce d an d th e
attention i s focused instead on the "sound," the tonal qualities that dif-
ferentiate this band from al l the other band s playing three-chord songs
in four-four time . Here is where the specific identity of the band under-
goes it s most significan t translatio n from a n image projected in a het-
erogenous environment to the specifics of an auditory signal. Obviously,
much of this work has to have occurred already before the band entered
the studio. Certain elements of the sound must always already exist. But,
in th e studio , only thos e aspect s of the band' s specificit y tha t ca n be
encoded usin g the availabl e technology com e to determin e its musical
identity. Much as the syntax of one's native language changes the mean-
ing of translated poetry, the circuit s in the recordin g studio transfor m
the sound of any band in the translation from performance to recording .
Here, the multiple characteristics (musical, personal, physical, ideologi-
cal) tha t defin e th e band' s soun d ar c discovered, isolated , exaggerate d
or reduced in intensity, "mixed," and translated into the sonic texture of
the band's recorded material.
The sound of a band is constituted b y the specific tonal characteristics
of each recorded instrumen t and the ways in which these individually re-
corded track s are blended together ove r the "feel" of each song. Within
the aestheti c syste m expressed by rock'n'roll i n Austin, individual play -
ing styles are directly reflective of the "personalities" of the players. For
instance, the attac k of an individual guitar sound, the specific forc e an d
angle with which the pick strikes the strings, conveys a partial image of
the player, as do the patterns the left hand forms on the frets: the specifi c
scales fro m whic h riff s ar e drawn, the favorit e voicing s of each chord .
This style has been learned by the player through studying the recorde d
guitar sounds o f other players . The musical tastes and pleasures of that
individual guide this process, but thes e tastes are always formed in th e
social and cultural context of fandom. Young guitar players struggle t o
emulate the "cool" sounds that come out of their stereos, but the evalua-
tion o f "cool " is always a social process, involvin g the consciou s an d
unconscious choices of the playe r and her or his fellow fans , alway s in-
corporating nonmusica l components int o thos e decisions . The soun d
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of te n years . The feminin e version o f thi s style—th e toug h yet abject
and damage d "chick " singer , first inscribed in Austin singin g practic e
by Jani s Joplin—maintains a n equally strong hol d o n th e voca l style s
of women i n Austin. Angela Strehli, Lou Ann Barton, and Marcia Ball
all vocally project this image . The bes t female vocalist award has bee n
won by one of these women every year but one. Even those who whole-
heartedly rejec t thes e stylisti c images—fo r example , Kevin Whitley of
Ed Hall or Kathy McCarty of Glass Eye—find their resistance shaped by
the dominant stylistic discourse. On record, the different style s of both
of these singers represent deliberate inversions of specific aspects of the
dominant. Whitley' s high-pitche d wail s an d McCarty's rigi d anticmo -
tional coolness signify b y their opposition t o the norm, bu t still require
their audienc e t o b e familia r wit h th e expecte d techniques. When th e
singer goe s wildly and shrill y off-key o r remain s still an d affect-les s o n
record, where there are multiple opportunities t o modify or exaggerate
the singer' s performances , the deliberatenes s of the contras t wit h th e
dominant clearl y resounds.
Often a band's first visit to a studio i s also the first time the various
players have really heard their musical style. Here, singers, guitarists, and
keyboard player s find an opportunity t o rethin k the relationship s tha t
constitute thei r style and, through th e increased possibilities offered b y
the enhance d technologies , alte r or adapt certain components of thei r
sound. Managin g thi s translation i s the centra l and critical function of
the producer. The producer should b e familiar with th e band and with
the studio, aware of the strengths and limitations of both. A producer
too familia r wit h th e ban d wil l be unable to distinguis h whic h o f th e
specific persona l an d musical characteristics of the ban d ca n be passed
over and which should be emphasized. John Croslin is acquiring a repu-
tation fo r bein g on e o f the bette r youn g producer s i n Austin, bu t h e
docs not attemp t t o produc e hi s own band, the Reivers . "It's rea l hard
for m e a s a producer t o captur e the band . It's har d fo r me to loo k a t
my friends an d say , this i s the essenc e of Garrett, thi s is the essenc e o f
Kim, ho w can I brin g that out?" 43 Conversely, producers who ar e to o
attached to a certain set of recording techniques and, therefore, not sen-
sitive to th e uniquenes s o f each band, submerg e the band' s particula r
identity under th e surfac e of their own style. 44 The producer's rol e is to
encourage the band to take full advantag e of the new possibilities of the
studio, while emphasizing enough o f its characteristic sound so that its
projected identit y is transformed into a recording.
However, whil e producers necessaril y are concerned wit h recordin g
identity, their skills ar e measured i n competition with other producers
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show ar e communicated, n o physica l stimulus deriving from th e pres -
ence of other fan s ca n be guaranteed. The overstimulatio n of libidinal
fantasies resultin g i n imaginar y identification must tak e place without
the importan t amplificatio n of visual signals. Therefore a greater em-
phasis fall s o n precis e musical performance, which i s a dangerous re -
quirement fo r a band that espouse s the value of an alcohol-fueled rush
through life and song .
However, the studio can be made a very safe environment. "Mistakes"
are easily corrected, and , with sufficien t patienc e and attention, a note-
perfect performanc e can be constructed. John's job, as the produce r of
the Wannabes' first demo tape, was to convinc e them tha t the y would
make a better recor d (tha t is, a record that mor e effectivel y projecte d
their image) if they did not drin k in the studio, if they concentrated o n
the accurac y and precisio n of their musica l performances, an d i f they
thought about recording as an entirely different way of playing. As John
told me,
The Wannabe s ar e a ban d tha t reall y lik e Huske r D u an d th e Replacements .
They are people that love the guitar sound on the Husker Du records or the pro-
duction on Let it Be or lack thereof. It kind of snuck up on them, then, when we
went in the studio and started being real careful about the way things sounded.
I thin k they were kind of going, hmm, well, shouldn't this be spontaneous? I
mean, it's really weird because they're a drinking band and I've made it real clear
I don't want an y drunkards i n there trying to play . And it's uh, that was kind
of a shock t o them . I'v e kind of ha d to educat e them or do m y best t o poin t
out, I said, look at Let it Be, look at Pleased to Meet Me. That's a great contrast.
On Please to Meet Me th e drums are there, it sounds good, the performances are
real strong . Let it Be, they're ok. The song s are great, maybe better, on Let it
Be, but they'r e not presente d in the way that someone in Des Moines is gonna
understand. You know, it's not gonna entice them to make the effort t o listen to
those songs.46
John use d th e exampl e of records by the Replacement s that were very
familiar to th e Wannabes—pages , so to speak , fro m thei r rock'n'rol l
primer—in order to explain the difference betwee n a record that is well
produced an d one that is not. I n this context, John's criterion for a well
produced recor d become s whether "someone i n Des Moines i s gonna
understand." In other words, a well produced record musically projects
an imag e that can be parsed outside o f one's loca l scene—in this case,
beyond th e Minneapolis home of the Replacements.
One o f John' s goal s i n recordin g th e Wannabes , then , wa s to cap -
ture th e anarchic , intoxicated, adolescent impulsiveness of the ban d i n
a precise, sober, musically encoded wa y so that someone i n Oklahom a
City (fo r instance) woul d wan t to liste n t o an d could understan d th e
results. Many bands who hav e achieve d a significant degre e of success
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and comprehensible fashion. The complexity of the guitar parts and the
volume a t which the y were recorded produce d ringin g harmonic s that
clashed at the edges of the sound. The increased complement o f "noise"
in the guita r soun d itsel f made up fo r the decrease of the "noise" that
had previously derived fro m sloppy performance.
Before thi s recordin g session , th e Wannabes' guitar soun d ha d no t
been a focal point of their performance. But in their performances after
this session , the y pai d greate r attentio n t o th e intricacie s of thei r ar -
rangements. Ironically , the successful reproductio n o f their complex re-
corded sound demanded a reduction i n alcohol consumption when they
performed. An d thus , a s this on e componen t o f thei r previously het -
erogenous identity wa s translated into a strictly musical expression, th e
Wannabes wer e shifte d a little close r to becomin g professiona l musi -
cians. The proces s of recording itself , the translation of the band' s pro -
jected identit y int o a n auditory signal , regardles s o f th e relativ e com -
mercial or aesthetic ambition s of any individual or band, demand s tha t
the recording artist speak the language of already recorded acts , that the
band projec t it s identity withi n the terms of the discours e of commer -
cially recorde d rock'n'roll . The forc e o f that demand , an d th e expense
required to carr y it out, driv e many of Austin's rock'n'roll musician s to
transform thei r goals . Once having recorded, "making it" clearl y shifts
its meaning fro m "not havin g to work" to "making a living in the music
business."
There's not to o man y people makin g a living in the musi c business i n Austin.
Well, it depends o n what you wanna call living. Where they can exist as well as
they could i n a regular job environment . There's not tha t dar n many. There's a
lot that are doing i t and doing without t o be able to be in the business. 49
You can't become just a scene band. It's a trap. And you gotta think in the busi-
ness sens e an d you gott a ge t th e hi p out o f it . Becaus e there's n o suc h thin g
as a hip business . You can be cool an d all that on th e scen e you know, bu t yo u
gotta d o thos e gig s wher e peopl e ar e gonna com e se e you—the peopl e wh o
aren't gonna step into the Continental Club. And those people are just as legiti-
mate a s the othe r people . They'r e jus t a s interesting. An d the y usuall y hav e
moew money. 50
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making them simple , making them les s intellectualized , les s lik e we're pulling
some sort of an art-trip on people. That's the last thing I wanna do. 53
The performanc e o f musi c i n Austin, a communal celebratio n an d
imaginary critique of cultural values, has been merged with a harsh com-
petitive syste m of commodity production . There are so many musicians
in Austin, eac h wanting to leav e behind their da y job, each wanting t o
make a living through thei r music, each leaning out further for the brass
ring of pop success, that the struggle to survive as a musical unit requires
an increasingly sophisticated approac h to the music business.
This transformatio n is not simpl y a matter of supply and demand, o f
classical economics applie d in the sphere of cultural production; rather ,
it is the result of a strategic response to the total modernization of Texas,
of Austin, an d o f music-making itself. Ten years before, music-making
in Austin wa s the cultura l practice that embodie d an d expressed a cri-
tique o f modernit y an d blatan t commercialism . However , loca l musi c
institutions—the Armadillo , th e Soa p Creek , Peca n Stree t Studios —
were unable to adap t to the increasing articulation of music-making in
Austin with nationa l (an d international) flows of entertainment capita l
and demands . When th e succes s of the progressiv e country movemen t
attracted mor e musician s to tow n tha n the club s could support , thos e
who wante d t o mak e a living in the music business left town . A s these
professionally ambitious musician s moved away, they left behin d a void
that wa s quickl y fille d b y ne w musician s eage r t o participat e i n thi s
important loca l cultural practice.
The earlie r exodus o f musician s was itself a contributing facto r t o
rapid institutionalizatio n o f th e pun k movement i n the earl y eighties .
That is , the reshapin g o f music-makin g in Austin i n conformit y wit h
national industria l norm s wa s the resul t o f specifi c strategi c decision s
made b y individual s wh o ha d witnesse d th e collaps e o f progressiv e
country and were determined not to allow such a collapse to occur again.
These individual s believe d tha t th e onl y wa y to protec t Austi n musi -
cians, and those businesses that lived off the effort s o f those musicians ,
from th e cycle s of pop fashio n an d th e vagarie s of adolescen t desires ,
was to establish in Austin the infrastructure o f a "music industry. " The y
set ou t t o reorganiz e th e wa y music was produced i n Austi n s o tha t
a mor e predictabl e and consisten t leve l of capital would flo w through
local music-relate d businesses . As a result o f thei r efforts , mor e musi c
businesses ar e thriving i n Austin than ever before, more musician s are
competing more intensel y for goals that ar c harder to reach , and it has
become muc h mor e difficul t for the musi c made by young peopl e in
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C H A P T E R E I G H T
The Austin music scene emerged into self-consciousness during the pro-
gressive country boom, when entrepreneurs like Eddie Wilson and Mike
Tollcson combine d wit h journalist s like Chet Flipp o an d Jan Rei d t o
create the myth of the Armadillo. Although it constituted the dominant
meaning o f music-making in Austin for almost a decade, tha t myt h by
itself failed to organize, promote, an d control the material conditions for
the continued sustenanc e of live music in Austin. The progressive coun-
try alliance, based on a nostalgic celebration of the premodern, presocial
origins o f Texas itself, effectively appeale d to th e entrepreneuria l spirit
of local music industry figures. But it failed to mobilize the loyalty of the
musicians who performe d this embodied celebration, the capital of the
national recordin g industries, or the pleasure s of young people whos e
entertainment taste s continued to provide the basic financial support of
the music scene.
As the 1980 5 began, music in Austin bor e little resemblance to tha t
performed durin g th e heyda y of the Armadillo. Non e o f the star s o f
the progressiv e countr y perio d continue d t o pla y regularl y in Austi n
in th e ne w decade. Mos t o f the club s that ha d fostered the ol d scen e
had disappeared . Befor e th e en d o f 1980 , th e Armadill o itsel f woul d
close its doors forever . The student s from th e University of Texas were
either attending huge touring concerts at the university's Special Events
Center, where they spent their entertainment allowance on non-Austin
performers, or the y were participating in the pun k scene at Raul's an d
Duke's Roya l Coac h Inn . An d th e contradictor y natur e o f thi s ne w
scene, its simultaneous disavowa l and celebration of commodification ,
the pleasure it produced through invertin g all the locally effective code s
of musical meaning, rendered it incomprehensible to the holdovers from
the progressive country scene.
At th e beginnin g of the Raul' s period, there were abou t ten bands
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define the meaning o f music-making in Austin and to link that meanin g
to a set o f material condition s tha t woul d reinforc e an d promot e th e
reproduction of that specific vision.
As can be seen from thi s letter, the goal of the Chronicle was to unite a
community throug h interpretations of various cultural events, written
representations o f the cultural practices they enjoyed.
"But," the letter continues ,
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lofty ambitions don' t ensure financial success. We are acutely aware of the finan-
cial issues involved in starting such a publication, and of Austin's long histor y
of ill-conceived, under-capitalized, and consequently short-lived entertainment
magazines. We do no t pla n to repea t thos e mistakes ; we are making a definite
commitment t o become a permanent member of the Austin community. To that
end, w e thin k w e hav e created a n extremely attractive format for loca l adver-
tisers. . . . For advertiser s interested i n reachin g the peopl e who suppor t th e
arts in Austin, the peopl e who spend mone y on dining and entertainment, th e
Austin Chronicle wil l b e th e mos t visible , cost-efficient mediu m available . . . .
The Austin Chronicle is dedicated t o bringin g all of Austin closer together. We
are convinced tha t thi s is a service the cit y needs, and that the Austin Chronicle
will make Austin a better plac e to live. 6
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to liv e in Dallas , Houston , or Sa n Antonio. Thi s increas e was chiefl y
due t o th e ris e i n housin g costs . Th e averag e price for home s sol d i n
1984 was $ioz,ooo, a 16 percent increase over the average price the year
before. Smalle r but stil l significant increase s in the rental price of apart-
ments and office an d retail space took place, reflecting a real estate boom
driven by a belief i n continued economi c growth.10
This fait h had bee n sustained by fifteen years of steady economic ex-
pansion. Th e Austi n Chambe r o f Commerce , whic h fo r decade s ha d
focused on guaranteeing the presence of sufficient servic e professionals,
turned it s attention i n the sixtie s to lurin g "attractive" industrie s suc h
as electronics manufacturing . Promoting Austi n as a "friendly city," th e
Chamber wante d t o dra w industrie s tha t woul d appreciat e its "com -
munity of contented people. " Durin g the late seventies, these "hi-tech "
industries becam e the focu s o f progrowth efforts amon g Austin's busi -
ness leaders. Although i t had never been a center for oil production o r
refining, Austin experienced a growth in service jobs during the seven-
ties tha t wa s fuele d b y the increase d profits i n the state' s mos t visibl e
industry. Austin' s loca l manufacturing, while never the larges t compo -
nent o f th e region' s economy , ha d als o bee n growing . From 197 5 t o
1980, the average annual rate of growth in manufacturing jobs in Austin
was i6.z percent. These manufacturin g jobs mostly involved assembly-
line computer chi p production. "
It was, however, a national population shift from the northeast to the
southwest tha t helpe d creat e the condition s fo r th e rea l estat e boom.
Austin's growt h durin g th e earl y eighties was overstimulated by a deep
recession in the northeast an d the upper midwest, as the nation's tradi -
tional manufacturing base was forcibly downsized. Thousands o f unem-
ployed manufacturing workers moved to central Texas, attracted by the
previously created hi-tech assembly jobs. In the first half of the eighties ,
jobs in this sector continued to increase by an average annual rate of 7.0
percent.12
But the most astonishin g growt h i n jobs during the first half of this
decade too k plac e in construction . Job s in thi s sector increase d by an
average o f 18. 7 percen t pe r yea r during th e earl y eighties . With loca l
banking institution s providin g plentifu l financin g fo r an y rea l estat e
project, Austin' s downtow n skylin e was transformed from a series of
retail establishment s dominate d b y the capito l to a range of towerin g
postmodern offic e buildings . The mos t significan t increas e in job pro -
duction outside of construction durin g thi s perio d coul d b e found in
service (particularl y health) an d the conglomerat e category of finance/
insurance/real estate. The jobs in these service sectors were also riding
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by the cranes hovering ove r downtown construction—ha d not escape d
the notice o f the TMA, and they wanted to work with the Chamber to
attract some of that capita l to the region's musi c businesses. Live music
improves the "quality of life" in Austin, Gammage argued, helping to at-
tract new businesses to the area. Therefore, he concluded, music-making
in Austin deserve s the support of the busines s lobby. However, befor e
he could buil d thi s coalitio n wit h th e Chamber, Gammage first had t o
convince th e Chambe r tha t musician s were no t antibusiness radicals ,
that the y wer e not weirdos , hippies , and punks, but instea d were inde-
pendent but dependabl e busines s people.15
The Texa s Music Association an d Gammage drew their primary evi-
dence fo r thi s argumen t fro m a master's thesi s writte n fo r th e Com -
munity an d Regiona l Plannin g progra m a t the Universit y of Texa s by
Phyllis Krantzman , "The Impac t o f the Music Entertainment Industr y
on Austin, Texas." Ostensibly, Krantzman's study "focused on those per-
sons who ear n a portion, but not necessarily all, of their income playing
music of an y popula r variety. " In 1982 , Krantzma n maile d survey s t o
250 musicians, 80 percent o f whom were members of the local Ameri-
can Federation o f Musicians . Her final sample consisted of seventy-six
returned surveys , fro m whic h sh e compile d a profil e o f th e "averag e
Austin musician. " Accordin g t o Krantzman' s research, the averag e age
of musicians in Austin i n 1983 was 33.7 years; 50 percent of these musi-
cians had a college degree ; 5 3 percent of them were married, 43 percent
had children , an d almost 9 0 percent wer e registered to vote. They ha d
devoted 1 4 year s o f thei r live s t o playin g music, an d mos t o f Krantz -
man's respondent s ha d lived in Austin between 7 and 12 years. Accord-
ing t o Krantzman' s survey , then , th e "averag e Austi n musician " ha d
come to th e cit y during th e progressive countr y boom (betwee n 197 1
and 1976) , had achieved enough success to have benefited from joinin g
the union, and had settled dow n i n the early eighties and begun to raise
a family . Gammag e recognize d himsel f and hi s friends i n Krantzman' s
vision o f th e Austi n musician , an d thi s becam e th e representatio n o f
Austin musicians taken to the Chamber of Commerce: " a mature group
of responsibl e citizen s wh o ar e serious, dedicated , an d committe d t o
their work." In fact , rathe r than representin g popular musician s of any
(meaning every ) variety , Krantzman' s researc h effectivel y focuse d o n
older musician s who ha d alread y been professionall y successful, mos t
likely through playing progressive country music. 16
When Gammag e approache d th e Chambe r fo r support , h e foun d
a surprisingl y positiv e receptio n i n th e perso n o f Davi d Lord . Th e
Chamber had hired Lor d t o head the Austin Visitors and Conventions
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Commerce. "Musi c as a business fits in with several goals of the Cham -
ber," Lord wrote. "It fosters economic growth by, among other things,
promoting cntrepreneurshi p an d th e formatio n of a ne w busines s as
well a s attracting convention s an d tourists t o th e Austin area . It pro -
motes a superior qualit y of lif e fo r al l Austin citizens by encouragin g
artistic an d cultura l development. " I n fact , "see n a s a n industry , th e
music busines s is just abou t perfect." 18 Thi s articl e marked the publi c
announcement o f growin g effort s t o develo p thi s on e specifi c mean -
ing of music-making in Austin. Like Gammage and Tolleson, Lord was
not intereste d i n promotin g an y specific musica l style, bu t instea d h e
was concerne d wit h publicizin g th e se t o f loca l musi c a s a whole —
the image o f Austin a s a place where music was made. Lord reshape d
Eddie Wilson' s an d Mik e Tolleson' s flamboyan t visio n o f a n Austin-
based $5o,ooo,ooo-a-year software, arts , and entertainment laboratory
into that o f a diversified an d more complexly structured "opportunity
economy" that would provide an industrial infrastructure within which
entrepreneurs could invest, work, and profit. Fo r the next several years,
serious cultura l forces were brought t o bea r in an effort t o enforc e thi s
articulation, t o reduc e the chaoti c flux of meanings and practice s that
had bee n music-makin g in Austin to a set of dependable, stable , and ,
most importantly , loca l signifiers whos e value would remai n relatively
fixed and tha t could , by virtue of this stability , effectivel y compet e fo r
the global flow of entertainment capital. "
Gammage, Tolleson, an d Lord spent the early months of 1984 build-
ing the framework fo r future effort s t o promote the alliance of busines s
and music. Musicians were to be presented to the business community as
"good risks for loans," and the popular image of the Chamber was to be
transformed fro m that of a strictly probusincs s developmen t advocat e
to that of an organization concerned with "the quality of life" in Austin.
In the debates betwee n prodevelopmen t figures and neighborhood ac-
tivists, quality of life, "a catch phrase for environmental protection, cul-
tural dynamism , neighborhoo d integrity , and economic stability," had
become a key issue. By supporting music , the Chamber appeared to b e
working fo r th e qualit y of lif e i n Austin, rathe r than agains t it. I n th e
terms of the developing rhetoric, businesses associated with local music
already contributed t o th e "qualit y of life" in the city, but the y neede d
help buildin g a n "infrastructure" in order t o develo p a "clean growt h
industry" int o a full-fledged "opportunit y economy. " The Chambe r of
Commerce would provid e that help. 20
With th e encouragemen t o f Tolleson , Lord , an d Gammage , th e
Chamber funded a series of studies of local music businesses. The largest
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Productions, Andy Murphy of Panda Productions, Ro b Klei n of Side-
track Production s (eac h of thes e productio n companie s encompasse d
artist managemen t an d recor d production) , Susa n Jarret t o f Austi n
Record Distributors , Phylli s Krantzma n (whos e master' s thesi s pro -
vided th e dat a Gammag e use d i n hi s origina l argument s befor e th e
Chamber), and Carolyn Phillips of the Chronicle.
In line with Lord's and Gammage's concept of an opportunity econ -
omy, buildin g o n Tolleson' s an d Wilson's early-seventie s dream o f a n
arts laboratory, the Austin Music Advisory Committee viewed the music
scene i n Austi n throug h a n industria l len s tha t brok e th e proces s o f
music-making into a series of discrete interactions—a comple x system
of commodity productio n an d exchange in which musicians were only
one component an d fans were merely consumers. The concept of a music
industry wa s not th e inventio n of this committee; rather , i t was a rhe-
torical device commonly use d in the recording industry to blur the dis-
tinction betwee n music-makin g and commodity production . Billboard
magazine, a trade publication dealing with recordings, radio, jukeboxes,
live entertainment, and television, considers it s job to be reporting busi-
ness trend s i n th e musi c industry. Recordin g compan y executives like
to thin k o f thei r companie s a s elements i n a musi c industry, respon -
sible not onl y for the recording s availabl e in the marketplace but for all
popular music. 23
The mode l fo r thi s concep t wa s the motio n pictur e industry . Bu t
there wa s a critica l difference betwee n "th e industry " i n Lo s Angele s
and the rhetoricall y constructe d "musi c industry. " The motion pictur e
industry, with all its attendant peripheral businesses, did indeed materi-
ally produce movies. However, n o radio personality, no record distribu -
tor, no agent, not even a record company owner forms a necessary link in
any system that produces music. Instead, they are part of the system that
produces, distributes, and promotes recordings. The production uni t in
the field of musical entertainment tha t i s analogous t o th e motion pic-
ture industr y is the recordin g industry . This industry does produce an d
market cultural products, bu t these arc commodified representation s of
music, not the whole substance of music itself.24
An entir e schoo l o f cultura l sociology ha s als o contribute d t o th e
construction o f a musi c industry . Th e reductionist , albei t powerful ,
metaphor o f th e "cultur e industry, " devise d b y Max Horkheimer an d
Theodor Adorn o a s a wa y o f understandin g mas s culture , inspire d
a variet y of sociologica l analyse s of th e industria l productio n o f cul -
tural objects . Pau l Hirsch' s 196 9 study , Th e Structure o f th e Popular
Music Indus fry, applie d a systems perspective toward understanding th e
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It's the club s and the musicians , the songwriters. But all industries also have a
production function, distribution, and marketing, and finally, the point of sale,
where you reach the consumer with the product. . . . Here in Austin, we grow
the oats , and the res t of the countr y takes these oats, these raw materials, and
turns them into Cheerios. We have to establish our own means to turn our oats
into Cheerios.27
Echoing th e traditional Texan populist concern about outsiders control -
ling the industria l exploitation o f the region's natural resources, Gam-
mage, an d th e committe e a s a whole, argue d fo r th e developmen t o f
local means of exploitation. Within this framework, the performance of
music in th e nightclub s a s well as the writing o f songs becam e simply
research for the production o f commodities. The fans in the clubs would
function mor e o r les s a s focu s group s d o fo r marketin g firms . Th e
actual "product " woul d no t reac h the tru e "consumer " unti l afte r i t
had bee n produced , distributed , an d marketed o n a mass scale. Thus,
AMAC's version of the music industry conceptualized an infrastructure
that woul d guarante e th e transformatio n of oats—song s an d musical
performances—into Cheerios—saleabl e recordings. The committee in -
tended to organize a local music industr y tha t could be rationally ana -
lyzed an d efficientl y an d profitabl y ru n fo r th e mutua l benefi t o f al l
concerned. Th e Austi n Music Advisory Committee hope d t o shif t th e
economy o f Austin music-making away from it s traditional association
with honky-tonks an d live performances to one with th e modern pro -
duction o f recordings, t o smoot h th e industrial production o f musical
Cheerios.
The committee approache d its study of the music industry by setting
up a series of fact-finding caucuses to investigate the specific concerns of
musicians, agents an d managers, concert promoters, instrument retail -
ers, radio personnel , recor d producers and promoters, recor d retailers,
recording studi o personnel , an d thos e workin g i n video. Eac h caucus
was staffe d b y two o r mor e member s of the committee wh o wer e per-
sonally, an d ofte n professionally , interested i n th e issue s affecting tha t
business. A total of thirteen meetings took place. The attendees a t each
meeting were "essentially asked to construct a wish list: what would you
most like to see happen to the music business in Austin?"28
By construin g thi s conglomerat e o f divers e busines s interest s a s a
music industry and by focusing their information gathering and report-
ing through tha t framework, the committee consolidated the rhetorical
construction o f a unified industr y that could claim to be the producer s
of the musi c made i n Austin. All of those who stoo d t o profi t ha d t o
be included . Althoug h eac h of the businesse s represented i n th e title s
of the caucuses really produced and marketed different and , often, com -
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tended t o d o mor e tha n convinc e financial leaders tha t music-relate d
businesses offere d legitimat e investmen t options. When th e repor t de -
clared that , "du e t o th e . . . lac k o f funding , th e industry' s ancillary
components—record companies , productio n facilities , etc.—hav e no t
developed a t the same pace [as have the city's musicians]," it emphasize d
the resul t of this underdevelopment: man y of the city's musicians have
been "forced t o leave Austin" (9 ) in an exodus of talent that threatene d
the very identity of Austin as a music-making center.
In 1963 , Janis Joplin was driven from Austi n by the publi c taunts o f
University of Texa s fraternity members . Sh e moved t o Californi a an d
became forever identified with the city of San Francisco. Post-ho c my-
thologizing has turned that event into the equivalent of the Boston Re d
Sox trading Bab e Rut h t o th e Ne w Yor k Yankees ; the cit y has neve r
forgiven itself . Each musician that move s awa y to "mak e it" leave s be-
hind a slightly more bitter town. Shiva' s Headband moved west in 1969.
Doug Sahm moved from central Texas to recording centers in California
and back multiple times over a period often years . Scores of musicians
abandoned th e sinkin g progressive countr y ship durin g th e seventies .
In the early eighties, Christopher Cross, Charlie Sexton, and even Willie
Nelson move d away . When Hank Alrich noticed the exodus of Austin's
professional musicians in 1977, he blamed it on the presence of too many
amateur pickers . Bobby Bridge r noted th e sam e phenomenon i n 1978
and pleaded fo r Austi n musician s to creat e their own "counter cultur e
music thing" tha t would allo w them t o make it without leavin g home.
After seven more years of watching musicians learn to play in Austin and
then leave town, the members of AMAC insisted that the most effectiv e
way to ensure the continuation of the Austin identity as a center for live
music was to direct investment capital toward the developing infrastruc -
ture o f a music industry. No longe r shoul d "Ne w York , Nashville and
Los Angele s . . . receive credit fo r talents that were nurtured an d ma -
tured in Austin, simply because the music companies in those citie s are
positioned to treat their talents as a business" (9) . Austin had to becom e
able to turn it s own oats into Cheerios. 31
With music-makin g in Austi n define d a s an industria l activity , an d
with th e developmen t o f a n industria l infrastructure proposed a s th e
means by which to satisf y the needs of all of the musicians, fans, recor d
producers, engineers , agents , nightclu b bookers , an d radi o deejay s i n
town, th e repor t offere d a se t o f genera l recommendations fo r solv -
ing the problems o f this industry. Each of its general recommendations
focused on promoting "greate r cooperation" betwee n the "music indus-
try" and other sectors of Austin's economy. In the eyes of the committee.
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food and , in return, sa w their establishments displayed in the program .
Two o f th e mor e popula r clubs , Libert y Lunch an d the Sout h Bank ,
gladly donated their spaces as sites for the performances. Peter Zaremb a
was taped runnin g out o f Waterloo Records with his arms full of vinyl.
The video equipmen t wa s provided locally by Third Coas t Video. Be -
cause of the donated supplies an d accommodations, this episode of the
program coul d b e produce d almos t a s cheapl y as those sho t i n Lo s
Angeles.
In th e meantime , E d Ward had used hi s connections i n Los Ange-
les to convinc e Car l Grasso, producer of the show , tha t th e rock'n'rol l
scene i n Austi n deserve d th e attentio n o f hi s program. The Chronicle
persistently promote d thi s episode of "Th e Cuttin g Edge " as both an
important recognitio n o f th e vitalit y of th e loca l scene an d a not-to -
bc-missed opportunit y fo r som e o f the town' s musicians . In orde r t o
appear on the show , a band's demo tap e had to make it past the ear s of
either E d Ward or Joe Nick Patoski before bein g passed on to Grasso ,
who made the final decisions. In line with AMAC's goal of updating th e
nation's imag e of the music made in Austin, none of the city' s rhyth m
and blue s musicians and non e o f it s country performers appeare d o n
the program . Instead , almos t al l of the band s cam e from th e Sparky's/
Beach performance nexus , the act s referred t o a s New Sincerit y bands.
During the program, segues between bands featured close-ups of the
state flag, while the sho w functione d as a promotional vehicl e fo r th e
city a s a whole. Th e rapi d economic growt h o f Austin wa s an under-
lying theme pervading the entire program. Live shots of the bands per-
forming wer e intercut with sequences shot fro m th e tops o f new offic e
buildings downtown . Camera s place d ato p constructio n crane s pro -
vided panoramic views of the surrounding hill country as Peter Zaremb a
intoned, "They say that ninet y people a day move to Austin . Sign s of
growth ar e everywhere." He went on to recite one of the concerns raised
at th e AMA C caucuses . "Changes ar e not alway s welcome , however .
Some of Austin's best clubs have disappeared." But music fans, and those
generally intrigued b y Austin need not worry. "Through it all, the bands
survive." Austin will continue t o have the best of all worlds. The music
that expresses Austin's specia l character will not b e transformed by the
influx of new people and the rampant construction of postmodern offic e
buildings.
Austin's abilit y to retai n its identity in the midst o f growth becam e
the topi c o f a n extended conversatio n i n th e progra m betwee n Pete r
Zaremba and musician Joe King Carrasco. As the two crossed the Con -
gress Avenue bridge in a convertible, driving out of downtown wit h the
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The Austin Avalanche of Rock'n'Roll: MTV's "The Cutting Edge" tapes the Austin music
scene (The Reivers with Peter Zaremba singing "Sweet Jane"). Phot o by Pat Blashill.
to tak e good car e of it. " Economi c growt h wil l not threate n Austin' s
identity as a place for music-making. In fact, those responsible for bring-
ing "The Cuttin g Edge " recognize the importance of "nurturing" th e
music. Austin's "soul" and its bands will survive.
When MT V aire d the program that fall , fan s wh o didn' t hav e cable
rushed ove r t o the homes of friends wh o did. Video cassette recorders
were plugged in and turned on as Austin's rock'n'roll audience hoped t o
find themselves among th e sweatin g and dancing throng, capture d o n
tape and nationally televised. Fifteen act s performed during the "Austin
Avalanche of Roc k an d Roll. " Doctors' Mob fan s giggle d a s the ban d
made jokes about thei r hair. Dharma Bums fans sighe d while the ban d
surged throug h thei r cover of "This Ain't the Summe r of Love." Glass
Eye fans smirked when Brian's brow furrowed over the neck of his bass.
Zeitgeist an d the True Believers received the most space of all the young
bands in the final edit. They were the subjects of extended interviews in
addition t o thei r performanc e shots. Bu t everyone who was watching
stopped and wondered a t the attention th e program gave to an acoustic
duo wh o playe d guitar and sang closely interwoven harmonies accom -
panied by a beat box wearing sunglasses. None of the regular fans of the
scene had ever heard Timbuk 3 before their appearance during the "Cut -
ting Edge" taping at the South Bank. They were not regular performers
at the Beach ; they had not playe d with the Texas Instruments at a back-
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 2.12 .
Pushing Toward an Industry
The need for rethinkin g wa s emphasized when the Texas legislatur e
voted to follow Federal incentives and raise the drinking age in the state
from ninetee n t o twenty-one . On Septembe r i, 1986 , th e majorit y o f
the college-age market for live music in Austin could no longe r legally
drink bee r in the city's nightclubs. According t o a bartender in one of
the city's clubs, the implications of this change were far-reaching.
Any analysi s of what z i will mean to Austin music can't forge t the beer. It' s
the bee r that sweetens ou r ears an d cools our critica l natures enough to liste n
to new music. It's bee r that dulls our impatience enough to suffer throug h four
bad bands to listen to that one good one. It's beer that may give a band the con-
fidence to pla y i n public and i t is in beer that the ban d is generally paid. Most
important, it's bee r and its 400—700% marku p that pays the bill s to kee p th e
stage open. Without beer sale s there is simply no margi n for profit i n the ne w
music clubs in Austin.35
While Austin' s colleg e student s coul d stil l enter most clubs , an d while
most could stil l devise some strategy for achieving intoxication, the fac t
that the y wer e legall y prevented fro m spendin g mone y on bee r i n th e
clubs strippe d awa y a significan t percentag e o f th e scene' s economi c
support. While not th e sole determinant, the change in the legal drink-
ing age significantly exacerbated the difficulties o f operating within the
honky-tonk economy . Loui s Meyer s and Mar k Pratz had successfull y
booked shows a t Liberty Lunch an d the Continenta l Club since 1983.
Before th e chang e i n th e drinkin g age , the y regularl y operated wit h
30 percent of their show s losin g money. According to Meyers , "under
those condition s i t wa s possible to kee p o n producin g act s an d eve n
show something of a profit." This profit cam e from beer sales. After the
age change, they began losing money on 70 percent of their shows. By
summer 1990, Meyers no longer booke d nightclubs ; instead he focused
his effort s o n managin g band s an d codirectin g Sout h b y Southwest .
According to anothe r SXS W codirector, Roland Swenson , "raising th e
drinking ag e was a rea l seriou s blo w t o th e clu b business . The onl y
people tha t ru n club s now [1990 ] ar e just craz y peopl e wh o can' t d o
anything else." 36
During th e nex t fe w years, th e lesson s extracte d fro m Timbu k 3' s
and Yea r Zero' s national recordin g contract s combined wit h th e grad -
ual applicatio n of the industria l strategy initiated by the Austi n Musi c
Advisory Committee and the depression of the honky-tonk economy t o
transform th e structur e of music-making in Austin. The Austin "musi c
industry," initiall y represented b y the fifty individuals and institution s
profiled by the Chronicle in 1984, mushroomed to include the more than
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could no longer be depended o n to produce spontaneously the yearning
response tha t define d a magical show. The numbe r of individual s pro -
moting and publicizing musica l activity in Austin increased in order t o
fill a gap left , no t onl y b y the decreasin g siz e of audiences, bu t b y th e
corresponding decreas e both i n the intensity of engagement fel t and ex-
pressed by these audiences an d in the excitement and satisfaction felt by
the musicians. The creation of magical gigs, the production o f meaning-
ful experience s that fans and musicians would remember and talk about,
now bega n t o requir e professiona l stimulation . Show s ha d t o b e pro -
moted, publicized as special, their significance based, not on the comin g
together o f a community o f fan s an d musician s mutuall y performin g
an identity, bu t instea d on som e rare characteristic of a specific band , a
stylistic trait exaggerated an d marketed as a fetishized commodity . An d
managers ha d t o stimulat e an d rewar d caree r ambitions i n musicians ,
reinforcing th e tendency t o se e each gig not simpl y as an opportunit y
for "gettin g the chills " but rathe r as a step toward a recording contract .
In Novembe r 1985 , afte r th e publicatio n o f AMAC' s repor t an d
the telecastin g o f "Th e Austi n Avalanch e o f Roc k an d Roll, " Loui s
Black wrote ,
Lately I've been hearing otherwise rational people going on—in fact have heard
myself goin g on—abou t ho w Austi n i s lackin g th e necessar y musi c business
support structure. Which means, essentially, that Austin is lacking lawyers, man-
agers, agents, promoters, or, in other words, our music scene is suffering because
all we have are musicians, clubs and listeners . This is madness.38
Nevertheless, b y the en d o f the decade , music-makin g in th e club s o f
Austin ha d bee n transforme d int o on e subbranc h of a nationall y ori-
ented musi c industry .
Despite th e recessio n i n the region' s economy, despit e the fac t tha t
the growt h in populatio n and the increas e in jobs had stumble d to a
halt in 1986 and had no t full y recovere d by 1990, this new sector o f th e
local economy had achieve d a new level of visibility and influence. The
extent o f this influenc e was displayed durin g th e city' s mayoral race in
1988. I n a forum sponsore d b y the Texas Music Association, th e thre e
leading candidate s agree d that , "Austin' s musi c industry should pla y a
significant part in the city's economic developmen t plans." The eventual
mayor (and ex-president of the Chamber of Commerce), Le e Cooke, in-
sisted tha t Austin should continu e t o "make [th e development o f music
into big business] a critical strategy."39
In 1989, the Austin Music Industry Council wa s established as an in-
dependent institution to foster the continued allianc e between Austin' s
music-making communit y an d it s busines s community . It s boar d o f
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the slogans , "Lif e i s great. High tech is HOT! Th e musi c is awesome .
Austin i s rippin'}" Across th e botto m o f th e pag e were th e corporat e
logos of the companie s wh o ha d paid for the advertisement : Advance d
Micro Devices , CompuAdd, Dell, IBM, and Motorola .
The stor y behin d thi s a d demonstrate s th e impac t o f th e indus -
trial strateg y fo r music-making in Austin. Through hi s connections a t
the Chambe r o f Commerce , Erni e Gammag e ha d develope d a busi-
ness relationshi p wit h a manager of one o f th e city' s compute r firms .
Rock'n'roll mean t virtuall y nothing t o this person , bu t Gammag e was
able t o convinc e hi m tha t loca l music mattered t o hi s workers. As he
told me , "Ther e i s this gu y I dea l with al l the tim e ou t a t one o f th e
hi-tech companies . H e knows that music is important t o his people o n
the assembl y line, mostl y becaus e I a m always talking to hi m abou t i t
and showin g hi m studie s that mak e that point . S o he aske d me wha t
he coul d d o fo r Jo e 6-pack wh o love s Austin musi c an d work s i n hi s
plant." Rathe r tha n as k the neares t "Jo e 6-pack " what h e woul d lik e
management t o d o for him, thi s executive solicited Gammage's advice.
I said that the best thing you could do for him would be to buy a large ad in this
special section of Billboard tha t shows how muc h your company love s Austin
music. That would be the best thing in the world you could do for him. It would
really boost morale because that would help to draw national attention to that
music, an d dra w national money to tha t music, and increase the development
and promotion of that music he loves.
Reacting within an assumed context of a single music industry in Austin,
Gammage coul d unhesitatingl y insist that the best thing thi s employe r
could d o for the morale of his music-loving employees would no t b e to
hire local musicians to pla y for company parties, nor to financ e a regu-
lar company nigh t out a t a local nightclub, no r to pip e the recording s
of local musicians into the company break room, but instead to bu y an
advertisement i n a music industry trade publication declaring solidarity
between Austin' s tw o growt h industries . Proudly , Gammage finished
the story , "S o my friend go t togethe r wit h a bunch of hi s friends and
this is the ad. " H e hel d it up fo r me. "And i t is efforts lik e this that ar e
bringing togethe r the music community and the business community in
Austin. The last time I went out there to visit, the ad was hanging in the
lunch room." 41
The Billboard spotligh t issu e represented th e publi c announcemen t
by Austin's musi c businesses to the national recording industry that th e
city had succeeded in establishing the necessary infrastructure. By 1990,
Mike Tolleson coul d say , "To my mind, critical mass has been attained .
We have achieved ou r goa l tha t we began with in the earl y days of th e
Punk in Austin gave its participants the idea that "people could actu-
ally d o somethin g the y believe d in . Lik e to b e weird o r something. "
After pun k opene d th e doo r t o do-it-yoursel f production, i t becam e
possible "to participate in the whole cultural process." And sincere par-
ticipation wa s the only way to guarantee the promotion o f good music.
Through belief s lik e this , individual s such a s Roland Swenson , Loui s
Meyers, Brent Grulke, Jo Rac DiMenno, member s of the Chronicle staff ,
and man y others becam e involved in the attemp t t o develo p an alter-
native set of music businesses in Austin. They believed that thes e busi-
nesses would, b y virtue of thei r small , intimate, an d persona l nature ,
avoid the hypocrisy rampant in the bureaucracy of the recording indus-
try. Suc h beliefs were in line with the ideolog y share d by the indepen -
dent musi c businesse s that ha d sprun g up al l over th e countr y i n th e
wake of punk rock . As Craig Lee, a Los Angeles punk critic, wrote i n
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Slash in 1980, "whatever 'punk' was, it meant being brutally honest, not
compromising, no t sellin g ou t t o th e bes t offer , no t accommodatin g
any but your own standards." An insistence upon personal integrity and
a firm belief i n the legitimac y of one's honestl y held an d boldl y state d
tastes were the principles that would distinguish alternativ e music busi-
nesses from the corporate values of the national recording industry. 44
Independent label owners often enter the recording business as fans.
Within a n industrially organized syste m of commodity production , the
most obvious way to promote an d share the music that excites these fan s
is to for m a record company. In a 1988 article for the Daily Texan, Bruce
Sheehan, owner o f Jungle Records , describe d th e basi c motivation fo r
independent recordin g companies . "One thin g abou t Austin labels, we
put out musi c we like." Tom Roudebush o f Analog Records concurred ,
with adde d emphasis : "A n independent labe l wouldn't usuall y release a
record i f they didn't really believe in it." However, no independent labe l
in Austin has its own distribution network , its own way to connect com -
mercially with othe r fans . Independen t label s in Austin and acros s th e
country depend on colleg e radi o an d the alternativ e distribution net -
work. A s the articl e insisted, "Austin's independent labels unanimously
agree that thei r primar y weakness is dependence on distributors t o see
their produc t i n recor d store s outsid e o f Austin. " Independent labe l
owners are fans concerned with promoting th e music that genuinely ex-
cites them. Therefore , independen t recor d companie s rel y on persona l
contacts, develope d withi n a context o f shared enthusiasm and taste, t o
spread the word about their musical productions. By fostering the circu-
lation of this excitement, alternativ e music businesses hope to overcome
the reifyin g distanc e o f th e marketplac e and construc t a postmoder n
community o f shared tastes.
The Austi n labe l Rabid Ca t wa s relatively well connected int o th e
national alternativ e network. Co-owner Stace y Cloud said, "We've go t
—I would say—excellen t pres s and radi o contacts. We get a lot o f air-
play." Severa l o f Rabi d Cat' s release s b y th e Texa s Instrument s an d
Scratch Acid had bee n liste d on th e playlist s published in Rockpool an d
the College Music Journal. "Everybody keep s telling u s our record s ar e
great. S o we keep doing them." To a certain extent, the small rewards of
sharing meanings, tastes , and enthusiasms—of spreading a communit y
of fans—can b e motivation enoug h fo r an independent labe l owner t o
keep functioning. 45
With her husband, M.C. Kostec, Kate Messerowns 50,000,000,000,
000,000 [Skadillion] Watts of Power in the Hands o f Babes [known as
50 Skid], a small, wholly independent record company . Kate and M.C .
The whole reason for Kate and M.C. to become involved in the indie
scene was, "We really thought it was important for Jad's and Maureen' s
music to get out there, and it was important tha t they get paid for that.
And we thought we could d o that . We had access to thi s money . An d
we were trusted, the person wit h this money trusted u s with it , s o we
thought thi s i s something goo d we could d o with thi s money." Pen n
Jillette, of the magical comedy duo Pcnn and Teller, provided the start-
up capita l fo r 5 0 Skid. "Penn i s a huge Velvet Underground fan , an d
Mike an d I ha d bee n runnin g th e Velve t Undergroun d Appreciatio n
Society. We all loved Half Japanese, and we felt that Maureen deserved to
record." Pen n trusted Kat e and M.C. to do "something good " with the
money; tha t something goo d was to get music by these two artists "out
there" and to make sure that these musicians were paid for their work .
The links between the initial capital and the resulting commodity in the
marketplace were based on relationship s of trust an d of shared taste. 47
Fifty Skid' s involvemen t with Austin music developed out o f a simi-
lar se t o f relationships . Margare t Moser, th e first music columnist fo r
the Chronicle, was a famously infatuated John Cale fan. An early member
of th e Velvet Undergroun d Appreciatio n Society, sh e mad e sur e tha t
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Kate and M.C. receive d a regular subscription to the Chronicle and cor-
responded wit h the m abou t Austi n music . Once he r recor d compan y
began, Kat e bega n t o kee p closer trac k of th e scene . Sh e like d wha t
she rea d abou t a n all-women band, Chlorine , bu t tha t ban d brok e u p
in 1987.
In lat e 1989 , 5 0 Skid receive d a n unsolicite d tap e fro m Jef f Tarta -
kov. His company, Stress Worldwide Communications, handle d Danie l
Johnston's affair s an d ha d manage d th e Reversibl e Cord s i n the earl y
eighties. Jeff' s reputatio n in the nationa l alternativ e networ k was un-
ambiguous; his integrity was unquestioned. He only promoted unusual
artists whos e work woul d no t appea l t o everyone , bu t i n who m h e
wholeheartedly believed . The tape was a rough dem o of a new band in
Austin, Happy Family . Jeff ha d become Happy Family' s manager afte r
hearing th e ban d pla y twice, an d h e recorde d th e dem o during a live
show at a barbecue restaurant.48
As soon a s Kate opened th e packag e and read Jeff's cove r letter, sh e
had made up her mind. "Jeff sent us the tape and that was ten points up
for Happ y Famil y then, but when he mentioned Chlorine , that was it."
Happy Family's bas s player, Julia Austin, had bee n on e o f the singer s
and songwriter s i n tha t ban d Kat e ha d rea d abou t i n th e Chronicle.
"They wer e signe d befor e I eve n hear d th e tape, " sai d Kate . "That's
really bad , bu t it' s true . Sometime s yo u jus t hav e t o g o o n you r in -
stincts, you know." Although clearl y the performances on the tape had
to suppor t it , Kate' s decisio n was made on the basi s of a few words i n
the Chronicle an d he r familiarit y wit h th e pas t work o f Jef f Tartakov .
Such a decision necessaril y assume d trus t an d share d taste . Thu s th e
indie recordin g caree r o f Happ y Famil y bega n becaus e of thei r man -
ager's reputatio n an d knowledge. But it was not tha t Jeff was a shrewd
predictor o f commercial success, able to harves t raw resources and de-
liver the m t o th e refinin g processe s of a recording company . Rather ,
he placed Happy Family, a band with limited commercial potential bu t
considerable power t o spea k to a specific audience , with a record com-
pany that had already displayed the ability to cater to that audience. No t
only did Kat e have to trust Jeff's judgment and share some of his taste,
but Jeff had to trust Kate's taste and her ability to market Happy Family
appropriately.
Fifty Skid' s plan for marketing Happy Family was to exploit the net -
work of personal contacts and shared taste by which independent music
businesses operate.
Jeff and I will predict who we know that will like it. We'll send tapes to them, like
in Ne w York , a t Dutc h East. The Indi e Brill Building—61 1 Broadway. That's
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naked woman' s torso , breasts , and bell y swollen wit h pregnancy , an d
the slogan "Happ y Famil y just wants your love." 51
In he r promotiona l effort s withi n th e network , Kat e must verbally
communicate he r enthusias m abou t th e identification s she has forge d
with them—identifications indicated by the advertisement. But she can-
not spea k to o clearly . A too-specific descriptio n o f the pleasure s tha t
they provide her would limit the possible interpretations and identifica -
tions othe r listeners might , throug h thei r individual longings, nee d t o
find in th e band' s music . Instead , sh e can only mention a symptom, a
fetish, a hook—this hot woman guitar player, full-bodied songwriters—
and hope that, through th e shared discourse about these symptoms and
their band, the alternative network will discover Happy Family's mean-
ing, a meaning that Kate feels, but that she cannot speak.
The belie f of the alternative music network is that through such per-
sonal channels—fro m Jef f t o Kat e to th e peopl e Kat e knows i n Ne w
York—the specific meaning of Happy Family, the band's unique soun d
and possibilitie s fo r identification , will pas s undistorted . Whe n Kat e
calls Dutch Eas t distributors an d talks about ho w great Happy Family
are, she is not "selling " them , instea d she is honestly promoting a n act
she truly loves. Because the people at Dutch East know Kate and share
some o f he r musica l tastes , the y trus t he r an d fee l som e excitemen t
of their ow n abou t th e band . This enthusias m can then b e passed on ,
transformed somewhat , translate d slightl y by each communication, t o
personally known buyer s for retail stores across the country. This spark
of enthusiasm, passed along by recordings, promotional kits, telephone
wires, and face-to-face conversation s is what music people call a "buzz."
The buz z takes the excitement of pleasurable identification with a band
and translates i t into words, spoke n and written. By depending heavily
on thi s buzz , whic h require s for it s efficac y th e individualis t values of
trust and shared taste, the alternative music network hopes to avoid the
inauthcnticity of the marketplace ; th e buz z become s the guarante e of
good music, of aesthetic quality.
The Buzz
Gossip, rumor , confessionals , dreams, assertions, and desires—such
are th e stuf f o f th e buzz . Verbal expression s tha t hin t a t th e specifi c
meanings o f indescribable , musicall y supported, imaginar y identifica -
tions flow through the networ k o f fans, musicians , writers, managers ,
agents, an d publicists. While no t alway s true, th e content s o f the buz z
must b e genuine, th e speake r must b e sincere. I t i s only this sincerity
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what peopl e kno w abou t it . Sh e takes elements of the band' s identit y
and spreads them through the information networ k through which the
buzz flows. Through he r selectio n o f elements an d o f the person s t o
whom she describes these elements, Jo Rae contributes to "creating tha t
person." This is the creativ e aspect to publicity : the sligh t transforma-
tions i n th e conten t o f the buzz , the hel p given to th e musician s an d
songwriters i n the discursiv e constructio n an d dissemination o f thei r
projected identity .
When I aske d he r t o describ e a particularly successful instanc e o f
her work , sh e narrate d th e transformatio n of Davi d Halley' s imag e
from tha t of another wes t Texas folkie songwrite r t o that o f an Austin
rock'n'roll musician.
Ok, what I do i s I get on th e phone, like with David Halley's tape. David was
always associated with the Lubbock thing pretty much. So we wanted to change
that. What he really wanted to do was be a True Believer. He saw them one day
and went out and bought a Marshall amp the next morning. So I started getting
on th e phon e an d telling people that J.D. an d Davi d were working together .
I ha d tried t o alway s establish a relationship with Ed Ward and been generally
blown off . Bu t afte r I gave him David's tape, everything changed. Cuz he liked
the tape . And I think that he realized that I wasn't a, I don't know, a groupie
or a bimb o o r whatever . We get alon g great now . We [J o Ra e an d J.D. ] just
made tons of tapes, and I have a huge list of everybody I gave that tape to. Then
David did a show with Syd Straw at the Cactus. And it was with J.D. an d Rich
[Brotherton]. So, again, I knew that Ed Ward likes Syd and a lot of these writers
like her. I invited just a bunch of people to the Cactus. And let them know about
the show before it was gonna happen. Way before. And they get off to that. The
Syd show was very successful. I was really happy with it. We all worked hard o n
it. An d th e pres s thing wa s great. Griff [th e manager of the Cactus ] sai d tha t
from tha t show, ther e were more press people there than any show he has ever
done at the Cactus. So to me, that was a good night. I mean it was a happening.
I don't really care for her [Syd's ] stuff that much, but I think it was still a great
show. Because it's a show that a lot of people will remember.
Jo Ra e helped Davi d Halley transform the identit y he projected b y
emphasizing t o her contacts that David was working wit h J.D. Foster ,
who a t tha t tim e wa s also playing with th e True Believers . After th e
demo was finished, Jo Rae sent out copies of the tape to fans of the True
Believers an d kep t trac k of thei r reactions . Then sh e chos e a specifi c
show t o publicize , when Halley was booked t o ope n fo r Syd Straw—
a singer who appeale d to man y of the same people in Austin who liked
the Believers. Jo Rae made sure that she told everybody on her list about
this show and arranged for them to get in free. She packed the club with
people alread y yearning fo r tha t identity , prime d the m wit h advanc e
knowledge about David's performance, an d helped t o construc t their
experience of David Halley's transformation. In effect, sh e manipulated
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Right now , I have to work with band s I like. It is a must. I don't think I could
work for a [major] record company, because then I would hav e to work with a
lot of crap that I don't like. I don't wanna get involved with any of those guys :
Giant, Chrysalis . Cuz they're all , they're all , I mean, Rough Trad e is probably
the bes t one . It' s al l so stupid though . Th e setu p is really stupid . I ge t s o ag-
gravated with the people who run record companies. I think they're idiots and
I think they'r e evil . I don't know, the record companies all look lik e this 1984
thing. I t al l looks lik e tha t t o m e now. I hat e to b e so negative. Bu t it' s no t
enough t o discourag e me completely becaus e I stil l believe. I believ e in wha t
I'm doing and the people that I work for. 53
In the fal l of 1990, Jo Rac DiMenno maintained that so long as she can
remain independen t sh e will b e abl e to promot e band s sh e genuinely
likes. Only under these conditions could she retain her integrit y while
continuing to stimulate the buzz. Her integrity is the key to her success;
her connections have to b e able to share her enthusiasm, to believe her
when she calls them on the phone, excited about a new song by an un-
known singer. "Yes, I do still love it or I wouldn't be doing it," sh e said.
"It's weird , I really like doing it, a lot. I enjoy th e publicity part. Cuz I
like to talk on the phone, so it's lik e the perfect job for me. And I like to
talk to people."
While Jo Rae found something stupid in the setup of record compa-
nies and wanted to avoi d that taint, Brent Grulke, former musi c editor
for th e Austin Chronicle, sa w his own rol e a s more complicit with that
structure. "In orde r to make money, particularly out of rock'n'roll, you
have to b e willing to wor k in a way that allow s you to mak e money, I
guess. You have to work with the system to a certain extent." 54 Echoing
an argument from Simo n Frith's Sound Effects, Bren t went on ,
The musi c wouldn't exis t in any of the forms we know it, if it were not fo r th e
industry. I think rock'n'roll, you have to view it as a, as, as, so wrapped up and
tied to capitalism that you can't separate the two. The story of rock'n'roll an d of
rock'n'roll success is the story—and the failures—is the story of capitalism. And
so, you make records. And you sell records. It's a product. You turn music into
a commodity . An d yo u tur n yoursel f into a commodity. And th e secon d yo u
get onstage, yo u want to get paid for being onstage and the second you decide
that yo u want t o mak e a record you'r e tie d int o that process . To some extent .
To the exten t tha t you get tie d in, and to th e exten t that integrit y comes int o
play in that, it' s a daily battle. The decisions that you make right here and now.
And yo u mak e some ba d ones, I think, you know. And you make some good
ones. You try to think that over all, I think that, by and large, people that do the
business end still, I think that th e vast majority of them have a genuine love of
music. But I think that that gets sidetracked a lot of the time.
While Bren t wa s willing t o wor k i n a way that allowe d hi m t o mak e
some money from rock'n'roll, he still wanted to make "good decisions"
so that his genuine love of music would not b e sidetracked. Good de-
cisions ar c conceive d individualistically ; the y aris e whe n th e availabl e
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War."56 Corcora n coul d neve r appear simply sincere, althoug h hi s in -
volvement with the scene demanded a certain sincerity. His writing pre-
sented a postmodern pastich e of the devote d fa n of Austin musi c an d
the professional writer, often in the same column.
One column , publishe d o n Februar y 2.7,1987, included thi s typical
"Corky" passage:
I'm abou t t o embar k o n m y latest entrepreneuria l effort : th e Musician' s Tri -
athalon. This test of endurance will show jus t who is our fittest musician. First ,
participants mus t drin k a case of beer on a n empty stomach . I t will be a brand
of beer that costs less than Budweiser. Then they must pla y an hour-long set in
front o f si x people, an d retur n fo r a n encore whe n on e o f them claps . Finally,
contestants must knock on the bedroom window of a girl they recently blew off,
tell her their "true" feelings, pass out durin g foreplay , wake up before she does,
take her last pack of cigarettes an d leave undetected. The first musician to mak e
100 sandwiches th e next day will be declared the winner.
Did thi s romantic plea for sincerity and personal responsibility as moral
imperatives com e fro m th e fa n o r th e writer , o r di d i t eve n matter?
Michael Corcora n wa s abl e t o negotiat e th e contradiction s betwee n
being a genuine fan, caught up in immediate personal relationships with
performers an d othe r fan s i n Austin, and bein g a professional writer ,
distanced fro m his subjects by various commercial mediations, throug h
the masquerad e of Corky. His integrity was no longer persona l but in-
stead becam e identified with hi s writing; s o long a s musicians and fan s
spent the week talking about whatever Corky was talking about, he was
doing his job both as writer and as fan—stimulating the noumenal exis-
tence of the scene. His music/gossip columns helped construct the buzz
even as they made fun of the gossip network an d ridiculed the cultura l
practice that wa s now dependent o n writers such as himself to hel p its
participants hear the difference betwee n the voice of advertising and the
voice of experience.
As alternative music businesses in Austin proliferated, the individuals
involved i n them legitimated their work by appealing to thi s threefol d
South by Southwest
The triumvirat e o f values that underlie s th e industria l structur e o f
music-making in Austin—the importance of trust and individual integ -
rity, the importance o f each person contributing to the ongoing mean-
ing of this music through he r or his work, and, above all, the insistence
upon th e importanc e o f one's own genuin e lov e for music , expresse d
through one' s taste—i s no w celebrate d annuall y in the sprin g festiva l
called th e Sout h b y Southwes t Musi c an d Medi a Conference . Ever y
year sinc e 1987 , SXS W has constructe d a festival settin g where thos e
who hav e risen i n the alternativ e music network can reaffirm th e values
that initiall y inspired the m and , throug h focusin g thei r attentio n o n
unsigned bands playing in crowded nightclubs, celebrate the network's
origin in punk an d postpun k rock'n'rol l scenes . Through it all , SXSW
revels in the pleasure s of the buzz, as hundreds of managers, publicists,
promoters, bookers, fans , an d musicians spend their days drinking an d
gossiping i n th e enclose d spac e of a hotel lobby , describing , sharing ,
and comparing thei r identifications , ecstatically announcing thei r tastes
and pleasure s i n th e evaluatio n o f eac h night' s bands . Crossin g th e
boundaries betwee n th e roles of fan and of business person, participants
in South by Southwest reinforc e the industria l structure tha t mediate s
this distinction. 58
South b y Southwes t wa s firs t conceive d o f a s a branc h o f Ne w
York's New Music Seminar. The New Music Seminar was an outgrowth
of Mar k Josephson' s Rockpoo l organization , anothe r attemp t t o co -
ordinate th e activitie s o f th e man y new postpunk independen t musi c
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entrepreneurs. Th e first, NMS, a single "day-long agend a of panel dis-
cussions" designed to inform and instruct these beginning music profes-
sionals, took place on July 14, i98o.59 Located in New York, NMS bene-
fited fro m th e concentration o f corporate a s well as alternative recor d
company an d radio personne l i n the area . It quickl y grew more exten-
sive and sophisticated . B y 1990, the Ne w Music Seminar had become ,
in the words of Rolan d Swenson , "continuing educatio n fo r people i n
the music industry." 60 Drawing thousands o f registrants, NMS becam e
an important foru m integrating the mainstream recording industry and
the alternative network.
In 1986, the Austin Chamber of Commerce bega n to court th e New
Music Seminar. With the encouragement of David Lord and Lee Cooke,
the Chambe r coordinate d a package presentation o f Austin musicians
and Austin musi c business professionals for NMS. They sponsore d a n
"Austin booth " at the conference where national record industry figures
could find a compilation tap e of Austin musicians, copies of the Austin
Chronicle, and informatio n abou t recordin g services , nightclubs, man -
agement firms, and other professional services available in the southwes t
capital. They als o flew Joel Weber to Austi n t o discus s setting up a re-
gional versio n o f th e Ne w Musi c Seminar to b e hel d i n Austi n tha t
would bot h deal with regional issues and return to the information-for -
industry-beginners approach of the earl y NMS meetings . Planning for
the Southwester n Musi c Seminar advanced to the stage where the first
meeting, to b e held i n the sprin g o f 1987, became part of the package
promoted at the Austin booth during the summer of 1986.61
That October , Weber an d Josephso n decide d tha t the y woul d no t
be able to coordinate thi s additional event. Immediately, Roland Swen -
son an d Louis Meyer s convinced Loui s Blac k and Nick Barbara o f th e
Chronicle that the initia l groundwork fo r such a meeting ha d bee n laid
and that, if they carried through on the already existing plans, the semi-
nar woul d b e a success. The Chambe r agree d t o continu e thei r sup -
port for the projec t and, throug h th e Austin Conventio n an d Visitor s
Bureau, contributed valuabl e advertising dollars. The first promotional
material was mailed out i n November, and, by January, it was clear that
the conference would take place.
The first South b y Southwest Music and Media Conference was held
on Marc h 14,1987. Like the first New Music Seminar, it consisted o f a
day-long series of panels discussing the problems of those first entering
music-related businesses. Approximately seven hundred registrant s par-
ticipated, includin g representative s from eigh t majo r labels . But ther e
was a significant distinctio n between Austin's meeting and it s model i n
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / 232 .
During th e 199 0 conference, the panels wer e organized bot h alon g
industry categories , like "The A& R Department," "Management, " an d
"Indie Labels, " an d aroun d specifi c issues , lik e "Whithe r Rock " an d
"Controversy."65 The A&R panel was well attended. I t alway s is. A&R
representatives are the talen t scout s for the recordin g industry . N o re -
cording contract i s signed without the approval of the company's A& R
department. Accordin g t o Roland Swcnson ,
A lo t o f people—especiall y musicians—they'v e neve r see n a n A& R person .
They didn't know, the y had heard about them , the y knew they were suppose d
to b e playin g in front of them, bu t the y had never seen one or talke d to one .
They didn' t know what the y looked like . The main thing i s that we get twelve
of them in one room an d put them on stage so that everyone can look at them.66
During the 1990 A&R panel, a long line formed in front of the audience
microphone, a line made up of frustrated musicians , who wanted to d o
more than look at these representatives. They wanted to know why their
acts were not being offered contracts . These musicians wanted a specific,
detailed explanatio n of what "the typica l A&R guy is looking for. " N o
such answe r wa s given. Instead , representative s fro m Columbia , Gef -
fen, A&M, MCA, an d other majo r companies insisted that they depend
wholly o n thei r ear s and rel y on thei r tastes . The persona l integrity o f
A&R representative s require s that the y respon d solel y to thei r "gut";
they have to "ge t off " t o the music; they have to hear a hit, a "uniqu e
sound," something "undescribable. " And, the panel insisted, musicians
had better find a good manager.67
The managemen t panel , chaired b y Carlyne Majer, describe d thei r
role a s the ke y liaison between art an d business, a necessary link in th e
production o f that "fiv e minute s of pleasure" that i s a "hit song. " Ac-
cording to the panel members, the manager has to be trusted no t onl y
by the artists but also by the record company. The worst part of their job
is when "th e trus t an d th e friendshi p drift away. " Once tha t happens ,
then th e goal s o f the musician , th e manager , an d the recordin g com -
pany are no longer mutual , no longer a product o f social consensus, bu t
instead ar e positions take n in negotiations betwee n parties with differ -
ent interests. Managers hate that. Interestingly, no questions were taken
from th e audience during this panel.
Instead o f describin g a particular aesthetic quality, speakers during
the "Indi e Labels " pane l contende d tha t the y loo k fo r a "work ethic "
in bands. Musicians have to b e "willing t o work their butt s off , maybe
put ou t thei r own records, organize their own tour, and create a buzz. "
While indie label s "offer a full rang e of market services," bands should
not "assum e that everything will be taken care of." Nevertheless, bands
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sunlight pourin g throug h th e atrium , an d the abilit y actually to hea r
the circulatin g conversations , gav e evidenc e that thi s conferenc e was
not a site of perpetual liminality , but only its postmodern simulacrum .
Here i n th e lobby—no t i n th e pane l room s no r outsid e th e hotel —
managers an d agent s presse d flyers and copies of demo tape s on thos e
whose nametag s reminde d the m of someone. Writers from cosponsor -
ing alternativ e weeklies hovere d abou t th e edge s o f grouped convers -
ants, sniffin g out the gossi p tha t woul d lea d thei r storie s bac k home .
Unsigned musicians, overcome with anxiety, drank too much and passed
out on the couch by the lobby entrance. And record company executives
smiled while they fended off the advance s of those they did not already
know an d made nervou s promises to atten d ever y musician's showcas e
that night .
In it s annual meetings, Sout h b y Southwest demonstrate s the com -
plete modernizatio n o f music-making in Austin, Texas. The musi c fes-
tival allows recording compan y executives to ac t out their remembere d
fantasies of fandom, while the panels and the activities in the hotel lobby
work t o disciplin e musician s into th e expectations and assumptions o f
the nationa l industry . Throughout th e weekend, these multiple dialec-
tics o f desir e an d fantas y ar e stimulate d an d manage d b y th e leader s
of Austin's ow n burgeonin g musi c industry, who, i n th e ver y perfor-
mance o f this function , reinforc e and construct thei r ow n importanc e
and success as an industry.
When I was not attendin g panel s during SXSW'9o , I was standing
along the railin g o f the balcon y overlooking th e lobby . From ther e I
watched an d overheard the ceaseless weaving of the material from which
the meanin g o f musi c i n Austi n wa s being fashioned . Friends, long -
time Austin scenesters who had perfected thei r style in the nightclubs,
expertly worked th e crowd below , shaking hands and exchanging busi-
ness cards. An old frien d I knew fro m Lo s Angeles, now a n A&R vic e
president fo r Rhino Records, tol d me how much he loved the Reivers .
Members o f the Wishniaks, an alternative pop ban d from Philadelphia ,
stopped by to promote their show. Large men with dangerous haircut s
stood t o m y right , speakin g onl y German . Behin d me , deejay s fro m
KTSB, the cable radio station run by students at the University of Texas,
excitedly taped "station ids" by alternative stars. By Saturday afternoon ,
the buzz in the lobby had spun itself up through the always green leaves
of the indoo r trees , pas t th e balcon y where I stood, to fill the centra l
atrium with the whirring echoes of rock'n'roll's multivalent desires.
Kathy McTee an d Luk e Torn rod e up th e escalato r fro m th e lobb y
and stoo d nex t to me . Kath y slippe d three Rollin g Rocks ou t o f he r
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In the context of South b y Southwest's pane l on controversy, all positive
values were defined in terms of the current conditions o f music-making.
The industrializatio n o f music-makin g in Austi n ha s successfull y cre -
ated a decentered structur e tha t facilitate s the economi c exchang e of a
variety of goods and services. Within this structure, three individualis t
values—personal integrity, the importance of personal taste, and a per-
sonal contributio n t o th e meanin g o f Austin music—hav e constitute d
an ethic of responsibility that i s enacted through the mutual reproduc -
tion of this industrial structure. That is, all of the individuals involved in
the structure , throug h their individua l interactions, reproduc e a t each
moment the structure itself . The structure, though we can isolate it and
talk abou t it , doe s no t exis t apar t fro m thes e individua l interactions ,
even a s the individua l actions ar e themselves motivated b y desires an d
values created by the structure .
Thus, performance i n the club s actually has become a process of re-
search an d development intende d to create improved recordings. A tre-
mendous increas e i n the numbe r of managers, publicists , writers, an d
agents ha s becom e necessar y in orde r t o reinforc e an d reproduc e th e
signifying dynamic s o f a scene on a scale much large r than Austi n ha s
ever experience d before . An d durin g th e sof t sprin g night s o f Sout h
by Southwest , the result s of all the wor k of Austin's musi c industry is
on display ; al l the club s in town ar e indeed filled with "goo d music. "
Throughout this annual festival, hundreds of musicians play for twent y
minutes each to packe d crowd s ful l o f individuals eager to participate ,
even i f onl y fo r a moment, i n th e art , entertainment , an d internall y
focused responsibilit y o f the Austin music scene.
No on e fro m th e pane l o r th e audienc e offere d an y respons e t o
Gavin's summatio n o f controversy , Sout h b y Southwest, an d Austi n
music. S o Frit h thanke d th e musicia n an d dismisse d th e conference' s
final panel. Kathy, Luke, and I headed for the clubs. 69
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the entir e bac k of th e bu s was paying attention. A Chican o ma n was
leaning over from acros s the aisle. The older African-American ma n sit-
ting nex t t o m e took hi s cap of f an d tilte d hi s head i n orde r t o hea r
better. I shifted over i n my seat so that I could tak e notes an d listen at
the sam e time . Th e guita r teache r noticed tha t h e had a n audience by
this point, and he began t o speak louder.
"You see, this is the only way I can ever learn anything myself. When
you hear something tha t you like, try to play it and then write it down."
He looke d u p t o mak e sur e we al l got thi s point . Head s nodde d all
around. "An d a s soon as you lear n something yo u don't reall y under-
stand, you need to write a song with it . Don't learn anything else, just
play this one thing and play around with it for a couple of weeks. Write a
song that forces you to use the new scale. The trick is to only play notes
that ar e in the key . So with thi s progressio n tha t I'v e go t here , wher e
the A minor resolve s out of this E major, you throw i n your G sharp on
the way up this scale. See how it works? Sometimes it takes me weeks to
learn a new scale , and I have to reall y force my fingers to mov e i n new
ways. And then after I get this scale down in A minor, I change keys and
do i t all again until I can play it in any key I want. And that's ho w yo u
learn it, by applying it. Just reading books doesn't help. You gotta work
at it. "
The ma n sittin g nex t to m e pointed a t the corne r of an instructio n
book in the teacher's lap . "That's a pretty good book, though. "
"Yeah, I use the Mel Bay books with a lot of my students. But it's n o
substitute fo r practicing." Again, everyone nodded .
"How muc h you charge, man?" asked the first questioner.
"Usually abou t $2. 0 fo r a half-hour lesson. Bu t I' m no t takin g an y
new students righ t now . I f you come on dow n t o the school , though ,
we hav e a lot o f othe r teacher s who ar e reall y good." With this , Ted
Hall handed ou t his business card to the five of us who had been listen-
ing in the bac k of the bus . We all looked a t each other an d smiled, each
of us clutchin g a business car d and imaginin g ourselves masterin g th e
melodic minor scale in all the keys of the universe. 1
We were al l male, and , sinc e we were all riding th e bus , non e o f u s
was rich, but stil l we embodied mor e differenc e tha n usuall y interacts
on th e buse s o f Austin. W e ranged i n ag e from th e lat e teens o r early
twenties u p t o abou t fifty. Besides Ted Hall and myself, there was one
younger whit e man , tw o blacks , and one brown. We were al l sharing a
conversation abou t music and learning and the importance of practice.
Sometimes i t seems as if everyone plays guitar in Austin.
But no t everyon e i s part o f th e scene . I n al l reality, ther e ar e many
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nights when th e insider figures come out and the buzz attracts an audi-
ence large r tha n thei r alread y committed fans , whe n th e scene—wit h
its transformativ e exchang e of sign s an d sweat—i s stimulate d b y th e
efforts o f industr y personnel. A s the eighties edge d int o the nineties ,
the scene in Austin began to require the promise of making it—the per-
formed possibilit y of moving beyon d one's class position into a sphere
of apparent freedom—in orde r to attract the yearning desires of an ado-
lescent audience. But this reconfigured scene is no less real than any that
came before it. The scene remains an historical construct that shifts an d
changes i n response to the consciou s and unconscious concern s of th e
individuals wh o creat e i t b y their presence , thei r actions, thei r tastes ,
beliefs, and desires, changing in turn the dominant musical styles.
Popular musica l practice i n Austin , Texas, gre w ou t o f a residua l
honky-tonk culture , where the contradiction s o f modern lif e coul d b e
displayed in a heightened sexualize d fashion and a romantic antimodern
critique could b e mutually performed by musicians, dancers, listeners,
and drinkers. This honky-ton k culture, in turn, was a commodificd de -
velopment o f th e carniva l tradition. The carniva l was a regular festiva l
of release, tied to th e rhythms of the seasons and seasonal work, where
hierarchies of everyday life an d the values upheld i n the dominan t ide -
ology could b e inverted and the daily practices and pleasures of the low
could b e celebrated. I n Texas, the cowboy's agricultura l work provide d
the contex t fo r the carnivalesque practices associated with the towns at
the end of the cattl e drive. In suc h towns, danc e halls provided music ,
drink, an d se x for a price, creating a n enclosed aren a where a carniva-
lesque atmospher e coul d becom e a permanent limina l possibility. The
cowboy could bu y his festival of inversion and could extend his celebra-
tion of release for as long as his money would hold out. Thus the danc e
hall a t th e en d o f th e cattl e trai l was the first site for th e commercial-
ization o f the carnivalesque in the western United States and marks the
beginning o f honky-tonk culture. 2
With th e urbanizatio n o f Texas' s populatio n an d th e concomitan t
modernization o f it s varied cultures an d peoples , th e honky-ton k be -
came th e sit e fo r th e display , critique, and negotiation o f the cultura l
tensions that accompanie d thes e rapid changes. Rather tha n simply in-
verting the dominant hierarchies to celebrate their excluded lower levels,
honky-tonk cultur e activel y critiqued thos e hierarchies : the increasin g
rigidifications of class, the absorption an d submersion of ethnic cultures
within th e socia l mainstream , an d th e strain s inflicte d on traditiona l
family life by urbanization an d modernization. Through the sale of alco-
hol an d th e presentatio n of dance music in a relatively free atmospher e
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the condition s an d the method s for an active and pleasurable critiqu e
of these organizin g structures . The "Austin tendenc y to grou p th e way
they do"—to gather togethe r i n nightclubs to listen , dance , an d drink
while their friend s playe d guitars and sang—developed in new ways as
the young peopl e o f Texas adapted element s of honky-tonk cultur e t o
their own purposes. 4
Many members o f this folksinging group became professional musi-
cians. Bu t the loca l meaning o f their professionalis m was not a t all the
image of the glib, smiling entertainer singing for the masses. In the late
sixties and early seventies, turning t o th e life of a professional musician
meant tha t a young perso n wa s willing to foreg o th e competitio n i n
and th e reward s of a demonized wor k world for a life "relatively free o f
hassle." Choosin g to becom e a musician in Austin mean t t o rejec t th e
modernized, highly disciplined workplac e and to insis t o n the validit y
and worth of spontaneously followin g one' s own desire s in a persona l
pursuit o f pleasure. Through their use and transformation of this tradi-
tion, musicians like John Clay, Ed Guinn, and Powell St. John helped t o
construct a n ideology of anticommercialism that insisted that the musi-
cal experience itself—the physical and psychic pleasures of identification
and release that it produced—was of primary importance. I n effect, th e
well-lived lif e wa s simpl y a lif e o f music-making . By becoming musi -
cians, young Texan s coul d "no t hav e to work" ; the y coul d fre e them -
selves from th e disciplin e of capitalist work culture and achieve a more
"natural" or "real" relation to the world aroun d them. 5
The ke y to achievin g thi s mor e rea l relatio n t o thei r cultura l con -
text was emotional sincerity . By insisting on th e sincerit y of their feel -
ings and , therefore , th e validit y of thei r unspeakabl e desires , young ,
almost-professional musician s wer e abl e t o critiqu e th e rigi d struc -
tures o f everyda y life i n thei r conservativ e state. Thus, an aestheti c o f
musical performanc e that prize d recognizabl e sign s o f sincerity devel-
oped a s th e traditio n o f honky-ton k cultur e was progressivel y mod -
ernized. Throughou t th e earl y seventies , modernizin g pressure s o n
music-making in Austin grew more intense, even as the desires of young
musicians t o no t hav e to work i n the modernize d workplac e came in-
creasingly to be expressed in their performance practice. Thus, thi s aes-
thetic develope d a highly elaborated structure . When young musicians
confronted th e commercialize d worl d o f popula r musi c performance
with their desires to not have to work, the resulting contradictions wer e
aesthetically resolved i n a musical style that was emotionally ver y effec-
tive in live performance but remained resistant to the inscriptive process
of recording .
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by the swee t soun d o f a steel guitar, th e critica l force o f this musically
projected identit y had been eviscerated.
Although some musicians, fans, writers, and even club owners strug-
gled into the late seventies to reinforce the original impetus and mean-
ings o f the progressiv e countr y alliance , the group originall y attracte d
by the initial synthesis was no longer large enough t o support economi -
cally the honky-ton k performanc e of an antimodern, anti-mass-culture
critique of work. During the late sixties, "Everyone was making a living.
We were musicians . No on e ha d a day job; ther e was no nee d for day
jobs." Bu t b y 1977, "Yo u [couldjn' t fin d a band wh o [was ] making i t
in Austin." Within th e span of fifteen years , the bulk of the baby-boo m
bulge had moved through it s college years. The first post-World War II
generation, th e first generation o f Texans forced to come to terms wit h
the state' s urba n an d modern condition , ha d moved throug h an d be-
yond th e stag e of adolescent identit y construction. N o longe r wa s the
undergraduate populatio n a t th e Universit y of Texa s increasin g wit h
every year . Furthermore , eve n th e mor e thoughtfu l an d alienate d o f
the ne w student s tha t wer e matriculating wer e no longe r s o insisten t
on markin g their differenc e fro m mas s culture . They were more com -
fortable workin g withi n it , expressl y using it s terms an d it s methods
to represen t the meaning of their lives. These cultura l changes exacer-
bated economi c pressure s on the structure of music-making in Austin,
further estrangin g th e concern s o f musician s an d clu b owner s fro m
the adolescen t nee d o f thes e youn g peopl e t o creat e thei r identities .
The musica l an d performanc e style signs used b y progressive country
musicians t o signif y sincerit y and anticommcrcialism were interprete d
by these younger student s a s indicators of commercial and ideologica l
dominance. Instead of suggesting a refusal of the constraints of commer-
cial musical practice, the ubiquit y of the Austin Interchangeable Ban d
merely represented contro l of the local musical marketplace. The music
itself could no t b e sincerely performed by the younger musicians , and
the identities it offered coul d not be sincerely incorporated. Progressiv e
country was no longer a way to actively negotiate adolescent identities. 6
But th e us e o f musica l performanc e a s th e signifyin g practic e a t
the cente r o f a process of identit y construction, situate d in the limina l
honky-tonk aren a and critical of the structure s of modern society , sur-
vived as an active tradition beyon d th e collapse of progressive country .
By 1978 , Austin wa s unquestionably "wher e the musi c was" i n Texas,
and youn g Texan s attracte d b y th e physica l and psychi c pleasures o f
musicalized experience continued t o move to the capital despite the fact
that the city's most well-known musical style did not speak to them. The
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phy. Through its radical rejection of the mainstream rock music sold by
the majo r recor d companies , pun k rock magnified an adolescent ange r
that derived from the insight that the world was not as it should b e and
then laid the blame for this discrepancy at the feet of those corporations .
Because of the importanc e o f musical practice in the formation of ado-
lescent identities, th e perceived aesthetic quality of rock'n'roll musi c and
the perceived quality o f the identities projected b y that music becam e
the standar d b y which t o judg e the cultura l politics o f any individual
or institution. The "future of rebellion in this country" was believed t o
be determine d b y the marketplac e performance of "hal f a dozen ne w
good bands."8
Small, independen t recor d companie s led the wa y in th e recordin g
of American punk rock, and these recordings were distributed through
independent channel s that delivere d their product s t o specialt y record
stores catering to the serious rock'n'roll fan . Fans of punk rock believed
these businesses were concerned with the spread of "good music" and ,
therefore, of good politics. As Simon Frith said, a sort of "small is beau-
tiful" ideology develope d that encouraged the entrance of young entre-
preneurs int o a divers e variety of music-relate d businesses. B y taking
over roles in the system of commodity production and distribution, fan s
of punk rock believed that they could guarantee the production and dis-
tribution o f "good music." And good music was experientially defined
simply as that music which projected a set of incomplete identities wit h
which these fans could pleasurabl y identify. 9
When pun k roc k took roo t i n Austin clubs that ha d not previousl y
presented youth-oriente d music , i t invite d th e participatio n o f man y
who ha d fel t exclude d fro m th e entrenche d progressive country musi c
support systems . The opennes s signifie d by the simpl e musical form,
and th e ideolog y o f independenc e from previousl y existing businesses
that wa s associated with thi s form, encouraged thos e who wanted "t o
participate in the whole cultural process." Since the production of music
in Austin was undeniably a commercial affair, th e "whole cultural pro-
cess" include d a wide rang e o f entrepreneuria l opportunities, eac h of
which wa s rapidly filled by individuals who wanted both t o guarante e
the sprea d of "goo d music" an d to "mak e a living i n the musi c busi -
ness."10
In Austin, this do-it-yourself ideology of punk rock blended with th e
populist traditio n o f the small , independent, loca l farmer battlin g th e
impersonal structure s o f nationa l corporations . An d th e critiqu e o f
the modernize d workplac e that ha d long bee n one of the chie f foc i o f
local music-makin g melde d with th e anticorporat c ideolog y of punk.
D I S S O N A N T I D E N T I T I E S / £4 8
neurial attitud e tha t soo n permeate d al l aspects of participation i n th e
industry. Music-makin g i n Austin ha d becom e th e mean s for a larger
group of people t o make a living. Their sincere concern with spreadin g
good music blended easily with their sincere concern for their own eco-
nomic well-being. Musician s themselves migh t continu e t o sin g song s
that attacke d th e profi t motive , bu t the y wer e forced to adop t a dis-
ciplined attitud e towar d thei r ow n wor k i f they wer e t o b e allowe d
to advanc e through th e industria l system of music-making enforced by
local gatekeepers . The competitiv e practice s and structure s of th e re -
cording industry imposed a specific discipline both on the performances
of the musicians an d on anyone identifying with the wish to "make it. "
It took ten years for the national trend of folksinging to become effec -
tively integrated int o local musical traditions and to create the nationally
famous musica l style of progressiv e country. The integratio n o f pun k
rock into Austin musical culture took five years. The music of the Ne w
Sincerity bands, an amalgamation of punk with country and blues roots,
organized aroun d a traditional aesthetic of sincerity in songwriting an d
performance, ros e to national awareness more quickly, at least partially
because of the promotional effort s of this growing group of music busi-
ness people. The members of this larger group saw their individual self-
interest serve d through th e mutual promotion o f Austin music. Thus,
the industrializatio n o f music-making in Austin developed a s an appar-
ently natural outgrowth o f the welding of punk's do-it-yourself ideology
onto the already-existin g core beliefs of local musical performance, ma-
terially sustaining the practic e of loca l music-making while shifting its
meaning. Th e experienc e an d the aspiration s o f musica l performanc e
turned fro m "playin g music" an d "not havin g to work" t o "makin g i t
easier for other people to like it" and "being in business for yourself and
making a living at it."12
Nevertheless, within thes e more comple x and interactiv e economic
structures o f industrialize d music-making , where live musica l perfor-
mance has become research for the production o f cultural commodities ,
the practic e o f adolescen t identit y constructio n continues . Musician s
still see k to projec t incomplete identities through performin g more—
more tha n the y can sing, mor e tha n they can play, more tha n the y can
know—and th e magica l show i s still evidenced by "the chills"—thos e
moments whe n th e audienc e re-cognizes and re-turn s that identit y i n
their affective gesture s of response.
Because o f it s powe r t o unif y bod y an d min d i n a physical experi-
ence of promise and excess, musical practice acts as a structured process
of subject production. The musicalized experience itself i s produced b y
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The aestheti c simply becomes a precondition fo r the production of the
commodity. The abstractio n of a commodity ou t o f this collectiv e ex-
perience represent s the reificatio n of identifkator y pleasur e divorce d
from the contexts that produce that pleasure. Thus, the physical-psychic
powers o f music encoded o n recordings simply open th e listening sub-
ject t o a n interplay between th e projecte d image sonically encoded o n
the disc and the structuring forces dominant i n her or his everyday life.
These tw o field s intersec t i n th e fetis h o f th e recordin g itself , whic h
stands i n as a symptom o f the competitive fires of capitalism. When the
goal of musicalizcd experience is transformed from th e antimodem cri-
tique of not havin g to work, to the postmodern goa l of making a living
in th e musi c business , th e interpretiv e structure s tha t shap e identit y
formation hav e been dramatically changed.13
Music-making in Austin now focuses on recording s rather than live
performance. Liv e performance is now treate d as one aspec t of a com-
plex industry oriente d t o th e production an d circulation of commodi -
ties i n th e pursui t o f wealth . The identit y formatio n that take s place
in musicalized experience within the remnants of the honky-tonk aren a
therefore tend s toward a greater reproductio n o f this industria l struc-
ture an d it s concomitant ideologies . A t the sam e time, however, ther e
is always an excess produced throug h musicalize d experience. This ex-
cess escapes the encodin g structure s of everyday life an d represents the
possibility for the return of the repressed, those elements of the huma n
overlooked i n the enforcemen t o f industria l organization. I n th e inex-
pressible nature of collective musical pleasure can be found an implicit
promise o f something more , a potential tha t exceed s the competitiv e
struggle fo r individual gain.
Because o f it s traditiona l settin g i n th e honky-ton k aren a an d th e
residual powe r o f tha t antimoder n tradition , music-makin g in Austi n
still contain s a possibilit y fo r th e collectiv e productio n o f resistance .
While th e industria l productio n o f musical commodities continue s t o
rely upo n th e "researc h an d development " tha t occur s i n th e clubs ,
musicalized experience and its potential for radical critique of everyday
life throug h it s creation o f dissonant identitie s wil l stil l b e produced .
The Utopia n desire t o transfor m the industrialize d condition s o f lif e
in postmoder n Americ a wil l continu e t o b e projecte d i n th e perfor -
mance of popular musi c in Austin's nightclubs . An d on the buse s tha t
carry Austin's worker s t o thei r daily battles within thei r own industri -
alized workplaces , musi c an d th e importanc e o f musica l practice wil l
continue t o stimulate conversations, providing mean s to cross the divi-
sions within contemporary society , and possibilities of imaginin g new
performances of identity .
Preface
i. Ki m Longacre wa s a singer and guitarist in one of the mor e importan t
Austin band s o f the 19805 , th e Reiver s (originall y Zeitgeist) . Sh e was sixteen
when sh e moved wit h he r famil y fro m Pal o Alto, California , to Austin . Thi s
quote is from the first of several interviews I conducted wit h her, June a,1989.
z. Erni e Gammag e ha d playe d in severa l band s i n Austin throughout th e
19708 and 19805. In the mid-eighties he became involved in the effor t t o create
the "infrastructure" o f a "music industry " i n Austin. At the time I interviewed
him, July 13,1990, he was president of the Austin Music Industry Council .
3. Se e George E. Marcus and Michael M. J. Fisher, Anthropology a s Cultural
Critique: An Experimental Moment i n the Human Sciences (Chicago : Universit y
of Chicago Press , 1986).
4. B y the term "cultural acts," I am expanding John Searle's notion of speech
acts t o encompas s nonverbal , nontextua l performance s and artifacts . See hi s
Speech Acts: An Essay on the Philosophy o f Language (London: Cambridg e Univer-
sity Press, 1969) . The adjectiv e "decentered," of course, empties Searle's speech
actor—in sympathy with Derrida's critiqu e ("Signature, Event, Context," Glyph
i [1977]—but I will fill up this actor with fragments of surrounding intereste d
speakers by the end of this book .
5. Thi s too-brie f discussio n of some of the dilemmas posed b y postmoder n
ethnography wa s prompted b y the following : a talk by Michael Taussig, "O n
the Mimeti c Faculty, " delivered at a conference on "Cultural Studie s No w an d
in the Future," University of Illinois, Urbana, April 5,1990; Stephen A. Tyler,
"Post-Modern Ethnography: Fro m Documen t o f the Occult t o Occult Docu -
ment," in James Clifford and George Marcus, eds., Writing Culture: The Poetics
and Politics of Ethnography (Berkeley : University of California Press , 1986); an d
Clifford Geertz, "Blurred Genres: The Refiguration of Social Thought," inLocal
Knowledge (Ne w York : Basi c Books , 1983) . I tak e th e metapho r o f cultur e as
an interpretable web from Clifford Geertz , "Thick Description : Toward a n In-
terpretive Theor y of Culture, " Th e Interpretation o f Cultures (Ne w York: Basi c
Books, 1973) . The metapho r o f muddling border s comes fro m Juli a Kristeva ,
"Throes of Love: The Field of the Metaphor," Tales of Love, trans. Leon Roudie z
(New York: Columbia Universit y Press, 1987), 268.
6. Joh n A. Lomax, Cowboy Songs and other Frontier Ballads (Ne w York: Stur-
gis and Walton, 1910).
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Notes to Pages 163-7 3 / 7Z
compact dis c format is automatically included in the LP or EP category. Those
recordings release d only on cassette make up the tape category.
30. Dem o tapes ca n serve a variety of other function s as well. They can b e
used t o obtai n booking s o r t o attrac t the attentio n o f managers or publicists .
However, th e demos that are sent to record companies tend to be more extrava-
gantly produce d and , consequently , more expensive than thos e use d fo r other
purposes.
31. Mik e Hall, interview with the author, July n, 1990.
32. Se e Susan Willis, "Learning Fro m th e Banana, " American Quarterly 39
(Winter 1987): 586-600.
33. Se e Georges Bataille , "The Notio n o f Expenditure, " in Visions o f Excess:
Selected Writings, 1927-1939, ed. and trans. Alan Stoekl (Minneapolis: Univer-
sity of Minnesota Press , 1985), pp. 116—29 .
34. Cobb , interview.
35. Hall , interview.
36. Stev e Spinks, interview with the author, Marc h 1987.
37. Th e concept o f the big drum sound first entered the pop music industr y
after Le d Zeppeli n recorde d th e dru m track s for a n albu m i n a n ol d Englis h
cathedral. The echo provided b y the high ceilings and the stone walls combined
with th e expens e involve d i n thi s remot e recordin g t o produc e th e prestig e
awarded to this sound.
38. Wit h the advent of syn-drums and the increasing use of digital machines,
this ha s become les s of an issue. Big drum sounds no w can be produced wit h
ease by computer technologies, but these technologies ar e also very expensive.
39. Escovedo , interview.
40. Fo r an example of a rock'n'roll rhyth m section recorded previou s to th e
rigid enforcement of this standard, listen to any electric Bob Dylan record from
the midsixties. Garrett Williams, Steve Grimes, and Terri Lord ar e drummers in
the Austin rock'n'roll scen e who aspire to digitally precise timing i n their work.
Terri Lord, intervie w with the author, May 26,1989; Grimes, interview, March
1987; Williams, interview, March 8,1990.
41. Stuar t Sullivan , interview with the author, September 13,1990.
42. A s evidenced b y the above discussion of punching in the bass part.
43. Croslin , interview , June i, 1989. Since the time of this writing, Crosli n
has produced a n album by the Reivers , Pop Beloved, fo r DB Records .
44. Th e wor k o f Phi l Specto r remain s probably the canonica l example of
an overwhelmin g producer' s style . Mike Chapman's wor k wit h glitte r bands ,
Giorgio Morodor's work with the disco style , and Brian Eno's productions o f
postpunk ar t bands are other examples.
45. Croslin , interview , June i, 1989.
46. Croslin , interview , March 3,1990. Let i t Be and Pleased t o Meet Me ar e
albums by the Replacements.
47. Croslin , ibid .
48. Keit h Ayres, owner of Glitch Records and publisher of Texas Beat maga-
zine, interview with the author, July 10,1990.
49. Loui s Meyers , ban d manage r and cofounde r o f Sout h B y Southwest ,
interview with th e author, July 10,1990.
50. Spinks , musician, interview.
51. Joh n Croslin, musician and producer, interview, June i, 1989.
52. Jo e McDermott, musician and producer, interview.
53. Bran t Bingamon, musician, interview.
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Notes t o Pages 222-37 I 7%
racialist censorship motives . I n general , the pane l and the audienc e supporte d
more speech as the answer to bad speech, and the open market as the direct and
important resul t of the commitment t o free speech.
NEWSPAPERS
Austin American Daily Texan
Austin American-Statesman New York Herald-Tribune
Austin Business Journal New Tork Times
Austin Chronicle River City Sun
Austin Sun Texas Sun
Boston Evening Transcript Third Coast
Boston Herald Village Voice
Chicago Tribune
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INTERVIEWS
Julia Austin. Musician , Happy Family . September 13,1990 .
Keith Ayres . Publisher , Texas Beat; recor d compan y owner, Glitc h Records .
July jo, 1990.
Selected Bibliography I 28 5
Nick Barbara . Publisher , Austin Chronicle; co-director , Sout h b y Southwest .
September zi , 1990.
Brant Bingamon. Musician, Pocket FishRmen. March 8,1990.
Louis Black . Editor , Austin Chronicle; co-director , Sout h b y Southwest . Sep -
tember 17,1990.
Marcia Buffington. Fan , ex-manager, Doctors' Mob. March 10,1990.
Lisa Byrd. Sound engineer , record producer. March 14,1990.
Steve Chaney. Musician, fan, bartender, ex-club owner. March 8,1990.
Steve Chapman. Musician, The Texas Instruments. March 1987.
Mellissa Cobb . Musician, Ho i Polloi ; ex-Blac k Spring . Marc h 1987 , Ma y 27,
1989.
John Croslin . Musician , Reivers/Zeitgeist ; recor d producer . Jun e i , 1989 ,
March 3,1990.
Hunter Darby. Musician, Wannabes. March 5,1990.
Jo Rae DiMenno. Publicist, booking agent. September 18,1990.
Aina Dodge. Fan. March 5,1990.
Josh Ellinger. Fan. March iz, 1990.
Becky Escamilla. Musician, Trance Farmers; ex-Black Spring. March, 1987.
Alejandro Escovedo. Musician , Buick McKane, Alejandro Escovedo Orchestra ,
ex-True Believers. March 7,1990.
Maki Fife. Fan . March, 1987.
Hugh Forrest. Journalist, Austin Chronicle. March 6,1990.
Ernie Gammage . President , Austi n Musi c Industr y Council ; pas t president ,
Texas Music Association; ex-musician . July 13,1990.
Gilbert Garcia. Fan. March 9,1990.
Jon De e Graham . Musician, solo songwriter , guitarist , ex-Tru e Believer, Lift ,
Skunks. Telephone, Ma y 27,1991.
Steve Grimes. Musician, Grains of Faith, ex-Black Spring. March 1987.
Brent Grulke. Sound engineer ; journalist, Austin Chronicle. March 7,1990.
Ed Guinn . Producer , engineer , an d owner , Lon e Sta r Studios ; musician , ex-
Conqueroo. Telephone, June 19,1991.
Mike Hall . Journalist , Austin Chronicle; musician , the Michae l Hall Band , ex-
Wild Seeds. Jul y n, 1990.
Dianne Hardin. Fan . March 10,1990.
Dan Heyman. Fan . March 1987.
Tom Huckabee . Vide o producer ; ex-musician , Huns , Re'Cords . Telephone ,
December 15,1990 .
Judy Jamison. Fan. March 14,1990.
Mark Kenyon. Musician, Trouser Trout, Jaws of Life , ex-Blac k Spring. Marc h
1987-
Kim Longacre. Musician , Reivers/Zeitgeist. June z, 1989, March 6,1990.
Terri Lord. Musician, Hoi Polloi. June i, 1989.
Joe McDermott. Producer, musician, Grains of Faith. March 7,1990.
Kathy McTee. Fan. July n, 1990.
Carlyne Majer. Manager, ex-club owner. September 14,1990.
Bill Malone. Musician , the folksin g a t Threadgill's; historia n of country music.
Undated lette r responding t o written questions, receive d spring 1991.
Ron Marks. Musician, The Texas Instruments. Marc h 1987.
Yleana Martinez. Fan . June 4, i99z.
Amy Mattingly. Fan. March 13,1990.
Kate Messer . Recor d compan y owner , 50,000,000,000,000,00 0 Watts . Tele-
phone, August 10,1990.
Louis Meyers. Manager, co-director of South by Southwest. Jul y 10, 1990.
Sdected Bibliography I z8 6
Heather Moore. Musician, Grains of Faith. March 5,1990.
Jeff Nightbyrd . Editor , Austin Sun; journalist, AustinChronicle. September 18 ,
1990.
Tary Owens . Recor d compan y owner, Catfish Records ; ex-musician . Decem -
ber 18,1990.
George Rieff. Musician, Big House. March 1987.
Dave Roberts. Fan. March 1987.
Byron Scott. Graphics artist; musician, Do Dat. March 7,1990.
Steve Spinks. Musician, Big House, ex-Dharma Bums. March 1987.
Jesse Sublett. Musician, ex-Skunk s and many others. Telephone , Decembe r 19 ,
1990.
Patrice Sullivan. Musician, ex-Hundredth Monkey . March 1987.
Stuart Sullivan . Recording engineer , producer. Septembe r 14,1990.
Jennifer Summers . Musician, Grains of Faith. March 1987.
Roland Swenson . Manager , co-director, South by Southwest. Jul y 10,1990.
Tom Thornton. Musician, The Way-Outs. March 1987.
Mike Tolleson . Attorney ; ex-president , Texas Music Association; co-founder ,
Armadillo World Headquarters. Telephone, Jul y 12,1990.
Luke Torn. Journalist, Austin Chronicle. March 8,1990.
Joanne Weinzierl. Fan. March 1987.
Kevin Whitley. Musician, Ed Hall. March 13,1990.
Garrett Williams . Musician, Reivers/Zeitgeist. March 8,1990.
David Woody. Musician, The Texas Instruments. March 1987.
Index I 2.8 9
Black Spring, 155,15 7 Daily Texan, 8,98, 99,101,109,194
bluegrass music, 40-41 Darby, Hunter, 126,149-50, z68niy
blues, xiii, iz, 31, 76, 83, 2.49, 2.561130, Day-job, i6z, 163—66
2.581130 Dean, Marilyn, 99—100
Boberg, Jay, 169, zjzniS Delinquents, the, 116,171
Bowser, Erbie , 72. demo tapes, 173—74, Z73n3o
Brand, Oscar, 40 "Desperados Waiting for a Train," 63 -
Bridger, Bobby, 84, 89, zo7 64,Z46
Bridgewater, Steve, z, 107-10 detournement, 106,109, z65n8
Bromley Contingent, 93-9 4 Dharma Bums, 7,157, zn
Brown, Bob, 45—46 , 70 DiMenno, Jo Rae, zi8, zz4—27
Buffalo Gals , 119,12.0,154 Disco, 79-8z, z63mi35 and 39
Buffington, Marcia , IZ3,125,133,135 Dishner, Joe, 194
Buntline, Ned, Z3 Dobie, J . Frank, z8, Z9
Butthole Surfers, 6,119,176 Doctors' Mob, 7,127,157,184, zn
buzz, i6z, ZZ3-30 do-it-yourself, 119,148, Z47
Dorsett, Richard , 3, 97, 99,104,108,
Capitol Records, 5Z 2-54114
Cardwell, Dave, 97 Draper, Robert, 115, ziz
carnival, as cultural practice and tradition , Duke's Royal Coach Inn , to, 116,191
34-37, Z59n39
carnivalesque, 12,8, Z4i—4 Z Ed Hall, 13-14,140,143,150,183
Carrasco, Joe King, 116, 209—10 Eleventh Door, the, 15, 45, Z74ni4
Carson, Tom, 95 Ely, Joe , 83-84, 86, 87, i8z, 196
Chancy, Steve, 90,106 Erickson, Roky, 49
Chenier, Clifton, 8z-83 Escovedo, Alejandro, 140,157,165,171
Chequered Flag, 8,10,15, 46 ethnography, xi-xii, Z53ii5
Chlorine, zzi-zz
Clark, W.C., 71 Fabulous Thunderbirds, 75, 76, 83, 86,
Clay, John, 40, 41, 45, Z43 i8z, 196
Club Foot, 10,119, Z74ni4 Fife, Maki, 127,131,133
Cobb, Mellissa , 116,12,3,155—57,170— 50 Skadillion Watts, 219—zz
71,174 Flatlandcrs, 84
Cobras, the, 67, 71, 83, 85, 86 Flippo, Chet, 191
Coe, Davi d Allen, 70 folklore, zo—z z
Conqueroo, 14 , 46—47, 50, 70, 72, z6in3i Folk Sing, the, 41, 47, z6oni6
Continental Club, 119, 213, Z4O , 248 , folksinging, 40 , 43—45 , 242—4 3
Z74ni4 Foster, J. D., 224-2 5
Cooke, Lee , zi5, Z3i Fox, Oscar, 28, 29
Corcoran, Michael, zz8-Z9, Z3 Z Franklin, Jim, 4, 51, 55, 65, 254n6
cosmic cowboy, 8,16, zo, 61, 67, 68—69, Franklin, Randy, 97
71,77-79,90 Freeman, Denny, 75
country and western music, xiii, 33—37 Freud, Sigmund, 128 , 268nn24—25
cowboy lore, zo, 2.6 , 37 Frith, Simon, 81, 96,133, 204, 218, 227,
cowboy songs, xiii , 16, zo—z8 247, Z76nz5 , Z78n69
Cowboy Songs and Other Frontier Ballads, Fromholtz, Steve , 66, 70, 84
21, zz, Z4
Crews, Bert, 108—109 Gammage, Ernie, ix, 193,198—203, 204-
Croslin, John, 18—19, 123, J3^, J39, 1 4°, Z05, zi6-i7 , Z78n69
I4I-4Z, 148,153,166-67,170,183-86 Gatekeepers, i6z, 175, Z49, 264^3
Crow, Alvin , 72, 84, 264^4 Gavin, Ty, 104, 236
Cutting Edge, 146,148,157, zo8—iz Gilmorc, Jimmie Dale, 84
Index I Z9< D
"Glad He' s Dead, " 107, in—12, 114, "It Wasn't God Who Made Honky-Ton k
147,146 Angels," 36
Glass Eye, 154,157, 211
Gonzalez, Joseph, Jr., 2, 102,104,109—10 Jade Room, 8,15
Gracey, Joe, 58 Jameson, Fredric , 69
Grains of Faith, 138,143-45 Jamison, Judy, 164
Green, Archie, 64, z$4n6 Jennings, Waylon, 10, 68-69, 84
"Green Gro w th e Lilacs," z8—3 0 Johnston, Daniel , 153—59 , 212, 2710105
Greezy Wheels, 72, 86 Joplin, Janis, 40—41, 42—43 , 47, 50, 207
Grimes, Steve, 145 Josephson, Mark, 230-31, 272ni8
Grossberg, Larry , 133
Grulke, Brent, 218, 22.7—2.8, 278054 Kaye, Lenny, 91—92
Guinn, Ed, 43—45 , 46, 47, 50, 212, 243, Kennedy, Rod, 46
2761133 King, Freddie, 72
Kittredge, George Lyman , 22
Half-Price Books, 166 KOKE, 57 , 86
Hall, Michael, 115, izo—2.1,140,173, Krantzman, Phyllis, 199, 203
TJS,1?6 Kristeva, Julia, 134—35,160, 253^,
Hall, Ted, 238-3 9 2.6j<t\40, 268n332 , 269nn4O and 4 3
Hallcy, David, 225—2 6
Hancock, Butch, 84, 86,196 Lacan, Jacques, x, 122,129—32,134,159,
Happy Family, 4,140, 220—2.3 268n26
Hardin, Dianne, 121-22 LeRoi Brothers , 119
Harvey, David, 134 Liberty Lunch, 15,17—18 , 213, 240, 248
Hebdige, Dick, 94,133, 267nn Lipscomb, Mance, 45, 260017
Hedderman, Bobbie , 9, 77 Lipsitz, George, 69
Helms, Chet, 43, 50 Littlefield, Ira, 46
hillbilly music, xii, 32.—33, 39 Lockett, Sandy, 50
Hirsch, Paul, 203—204, 275n25 Lomax, John Avery, xiii, 21-28, 29, 31,
Hobsbawm, Eric, 27 257017
Hoi Polloi , 17 4 Looe Star Studios, 176
Hole in the Wall, T, 15, 240, 254ni Longacre, Kim, ix, x, 19,116,122,123,
"Home on the Range," 28—2 9 12.4,12,6,127,133,138,148,151-52,
homosocial Utopia , 26, 30, 34, 36 166, 25301
honky-tonk, xiii, 34—37, 64—65, 80,192 Lord, David, 199-203, 210, 231
honky-tonk culture, xii, 116-18, 241-42, Lost Gooz o Band , 62—64, 7 Z > 86
259036 Lyotard, Francois, 69
honky-tonk economy, 15,198
Hootenany Hoots, 45, 83, 260019 McCarty, Kathy, 154,183
Howlin' Wolf, 182 McCoy, Joseph, 23, 256ny
Huckabee, Tom, 97,104,105 McDermott, Joe , 137-38,143-45,146>
Huns, 2—3 , 98,105—10, in, 114,147, 152-53, r66, 270068
194, 246 McLaren, Malcolm, 93,100-101,147,
26504
identification, 129,131—36 , 243, 250, McRobbic, Angela, 133
268nn24 and 29, 269n4o McTee, Kathy, 235—36
identity, x, 9,10, 57, 59, 61, 67—69, 89— Majewski, Carlyne (aka Carlyne Majer),
90,112,129,173—74,188,192, 245, 72,85,88, 276033
248-51, 268032 Majewski, George, 72 , 85
Imaginary, xiv, 130—31,134,139,148,153, "make-it," the desire to, 187-88, 248-49
159-61 Malone, Bill, 35, 39, 41, 259^6
Inner Sanctum , 3, 97, 99,104 Marcus, Scott, 154
Index I 2,9 1
Marks, Ron, 12.6,133,167, z68ni9 physicality of music, iz8
mass culture, 94—95 Pocket FishRmen, 137, zz o
Maynard, Ken, 30 Police, the, 169—70
Meat Joy, 119,155 populism, 168—6 9
Mellon, Ed, 39—4 0 postmodernism, 69,11 7
Messer, Kate, zi9-z3, zjjn^t) producer, the, 183—87 , Z73n44
Mexican Revolution, z , ioz progressive country, 3, 8,15—16, 57, 59,
Meyer, Leonard, 12.6, 231 64, 66—67, 70, 75, 80, 90,115, Z44—45 ,
Meyers, Louis, 116, 213, 218 2-55019
"Millionaire's House," 143,145 Prohibition, 38-3 9
mis-recognition, 1x9,130-3 1 psychoanalysis an d identity, iz9—3 6
Moore, Heather, 138,140 Puckett, Dan, 98,108, in
Morales, Bobby, 108,109 punk, xiii, z-3, 7,15,17, zo, 48, 93-95,
Moser, Margaret , 115,195 98,100—loz, 105,115,147—48, igz;
MTV, 146,148,157—58 , 208—12 . as anti-authoritarian, 106-107; as
Muddy Waters, 83,182 performance art, no
Munoz, Eddie , 99—100,102 , z66nz5
Murphey, Michael, 14,16, 60—6z, 70, 79, Ramones, z , 9z—93, 95,104
84, 89, ziz, Z44 Randy's Rodeo, TOO-IOI
music industry infrastructure, 15-17, Rank & File, 140,17 0
189—90, 237, Z5O , Z53nz , Z75ni6, Ratliff, John , 14 5
z?6nz5 Raul's, i—z , 15, loz—17, izz—Z3,191—92,
musical construction of community, 9 , Z36, Z48, z66nz3
izo-zz Ray, Paul, 67,71,75, 76, 85, 86
recording: the proces s of , 172—83; record -
Napier, Alex, 71, 72 ing studio, 175—79, I^3,185
narcissism, 12.9,131 Re 'Cords, z, 98,113-14
Neely, Bill, 41, 45 redneck rock , 8, 78
Nelson, Willie, 9,10,14,16, 59—60, 65, 66 Reid, Jan, 57, 59, 70-71,191, Z55nni8
70, yz, 75,76, 79, 86, 89,147,149, zo; and zi
New Musi c Seminar, Z3O—32 Reivers, th e (se e also Zeitgeist), r8 —
New Orleans Club, 8,15 , 48 19,138
New Sincerity, izo, 148—49,157, zog, Replacements, the , 184,18 5
Z49, 27in84 rhythm, 12.5—z 6
New York Rocker, 95,97,170 rhythm section, 178—80 , Z73nn37—3 8
Next, the, 104,194, Z36 and 40
Nightcrawlers, 75, 76 Richardson, Joel , 98—99
Nunn, Gary P., 50 Richman, Jonathan, 3 , 99
Rieff, George, tz6, z68ni5
Offenders, z , 3 Ritter, Woodward Mauric e ("Tex") ,
Olson, Carla, 99—100,103—104, z66nz 7 2-9-3°
Omar and the Howlers, 83 Roberts, Dave, iz7
One Knite , the, 75, 83, Z74ni4 Rodgers, Jimmie, 3z—33, 39, 47,146,166,
Over th e Rainbow, 166 I7Z, Z58n3i
Owens, Tary, 40-41, 45, 48,156^0 Rosario, Manny, 105,108—109
Rose, Jacqueline, 1 3 z
Pearson, L. P., 7Z Ruttenberg, Neil, 97,98, 99,115
Pecan Street Studios, 18 9
Persians, Spencer , 5 2 Sahm, Doug, 75, 84, 85,86, 87-88, ZO 7
personality: in the formation of bands , St. John, Powell, 40, 41, 45, 50, 54, Z43
136—41; in relation to sincerity , 139; it "Sam Bass, " 23—Z4, Z9
musical expression, 138 Scanlon, Gary, 50
Index I 29 2
scene, a s signifying community, 12,0—z z Texas Music Association, 193,198, zi5—16
Scott, Byron, 166 Texas Music Hall of Eame, 196
Scratch Acid , 11 9 Tex-Mex music, z, xoz, Z40, z65nz3
"Sea Wall," 144-45 "The Ga l I Left Behin d Me," Z4
Sex Pistols, z , 93, 94,100-101,103,147, "The Wil d Sid e of Life," 36
465^14-5 13th Floor Elevators , the, 48-50
sexual metaphors fo r musical communica- Thompson, Hank, 36, Z59n4i
tion, izy-zS Thornton,Tom, iz6,168, z68ni8
Shepherd, John , IZ5—z 6 Threadgill, Kenneth , 39, 83, z6onn7
Shero, Jeff(aka, Nightbyrd , JefF) , 44 , and 1 7
67—69, 90, z6zn 5 Threadgill's, xiii , zo, 34 , 4Z, 45, ic>z, Z4Z
Shiva's Head Band, 5Z-56, zo7 timbre (as component of musical significa-
signifying practice, xiii, 133—36,159, Z45, tion), iz5—z 6
2.68n3Z, z69n4 O Timbuk3, zn—13, Z76n33
sincerity, xiii-xiv, 9,15, 34, 59, 60, 64, Tolleson, Mike , 9, 55, 77,78,191,193,
146—60, Z43, Z45, Z5O, Z7OH78 ZOT—zoz, zi4, zi6—18, z63nz9
Situationists, 93,109, z64H4 Tolstead, Phil, z , 91—93, 95,104
Skunks, the, 103,170,194 Torn, Luke , Z35—3 6
Smith, Darden , Z4o True Believers, the, 157, zn
Smith, Patti, 9Z, 93, 95; and gender roles Tubb, Ernest, 33, i8z
in rock, 9Z Two Nic e Girls, Z3 Z
Soap Cree k Saloon , 10 , yz, 74—75, 77, 84,
85,119, Z48, Z74ni4 University Coop, 5, Z7ini
song composition, 141—4 4 University of Texas, xiii, t, 5 , 6,15, Z9, 4Z,
Songs of the Cattle Trail and Cow Camp, z6 44, 90,118,191,198, Z4Z
Sound Exchange, 3, 4, 6 "Utah Carroll, " Z5
South by Southwest Music and Media
Conference (SXSW) , 116, zo8, zi3 , Valentine, Kathy, 99—100,104, z66nz7
2.30—37, Z4o, Z78n65 Van Zandt, Townes, 66
Spacks, Patricia Meyer, 135 Vaughan, Jimmie, 75—76, 86, Z40
Sparks, Hugh "Speedy," 60—6z Vaughan, Stevie Ray, 75, 76,196, Z4 O
Sparky's, izo Velvet Underground, gz , zzo, Z77n4 7
Spinks, Steve, 146,175 Ventura, Michael, 74, 84, 87
Spitzer, Nicholas, 68 Violators, z, 100,101—104
Split Rail, 14, 83-84 Viva Terlingua, 6z—64, Z44
Sprague, Carl , z8 Voltaire's Basement, 119
Srere, E. A., 115 Vulcan Gas Company, 4 , 10, 14, zo ,
Standing Waves , 3,115,170, Z48 50-51,191
Strehli, Angela, 71,183
Students fo r a Democratic Society , 5 Walker, Jerry Jeff, 14,16 , 45, 61-64, 66>
Sublett, Jesse, 99, too, loz—103,105,148, 70, 71, 76, 77, 84, 89,144
z66nnz5 and Z7 "Walking the Cow, " 155—5 6
Sullivan, Stuart, 176-81 Wannabes, the, 116,184-87
Summers, Jennifer , 145 Ward, Ed, 115,170, zoi, zog, 175021
Swenson, Roland, 115—16,193, zoz, zi3 , Waterloo Records , 4,165—66 , Z54H 5
zi8,131-33 Way-Outs, the, iz6,168
Symbolic, xiv, 130-31,134-36,139-40, WBAP, z8
147,148,153,157,159—61, z68nz9 , Weber, Joel, 131
1691140 Weinzierl, Joanne, 127, z68nzi
Weir, Stella, 155
Tartakov, Jeff, zzi—Z 3 Wells, Kitty, 36
Texas Instruments, the, 7, iz6,167, zn Wheatsvillc Food Coop, 164-65
Index I Z9 3
White, Huston, 50 Wilson , Eddie, 9, 53-56, 77-78, 89, 201
Whitley, Kevin, 13-14,140,143,150-51, Wilson , Kim, 76
168,183
Whittington, Jeff, 98, TOI-IOZ, 104,194, Yea r Zero, 212. , zi3
195, 202 yout h culture, 133
Wier, Rusty, 48, 50, 60
Wiggins, Lanny, 40-41, 45 Zaremba , Peter, 158, 208-10
Wiggins, Ramsey, 79-80 Zeitgeis t (see also Reivers, the), 7,113,138,
Wild Seeds, 7,120,176 148,157,170, 211
Williams, Garrett, 148 Ziegler , Shorty, 39-40, 45
Williams, Hank, 146
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