Don’t be consumed by a rush of emotions By the butterflies in your stomach By punchlines that make your face blush By empty promises that you thought were sacred Save your heart for someone Who will wait for you down the aisle Whom you will hold and protect Save the words of I love you For someone permanent For someone who will not simply pass you by the hallways For someone who will stay And my dear, younger self You know nothing about love You might feel like love is the center of your universe And you might make your world revolve around a single girl And you might feel like you’ve known love all your life But my dear self, you are gravely mistaken When a boy tells you he loves you It’s already eight o’ clock in the evening It’s cold, and he is not there to tell you in person And of course you’ll smile, because he sounds like he means it And of course you believe him You were hooked, you were in love But just like in any amateur magic show Everybody knows the trap but you When a girl tells you she loves you She means she’s ready to be inconsistent with you now This girl will tell you she loves you Seconds after she shout your flaws Seconds after you forgive her Seconds after you pretend that everything’s okay Because that’s what she expects you to But at the end of the day, You choose her You choose love And that’s the problem that you, my poor younger self failed to realize You’ve risked almost everything For the young love you wanted to keep For the feelings that you romanticized too much And gave more than it deserves My dear self, he is not your world My dear self, she is not your universe Your life, your being Does not start and does not end With or without him/her He is not the end of your rainbow She is not the coda of your favorite song Once you step out of the limited world you’ve always known It is then that you realize Love isn’t as simple as you thought it would be Love is as wide as the ocean You can’t simply conceal it You can’t simply attain it Love is not the boy who knows all your favorite songs Love is not the girl with the French braid and big eyes Love is not a prize An exchange for risking your self-worth Love is not a sacrifice For you to lose sight of who you really are Love does not require you to tear yourself to pieces But rather makes you feel whole Love is not a boy Not a girl Not a poem, not a book, not a song It is so much more Complex, complicated, imperfect and abstract Love is not meant to be easily absorbed By our puny minds By our fickle hearts Love takes time Love requires bigger vessels A more experienced soul In order to secure it In order to keep it there Love takes patience It takes courage For you to build yourself first Before you can let someone else in
Love stays
You don’t have to worry
You don’t have to be anxious You don’t have to rush As the ticks of the clock pass by Love will always be there And when love arrives You will be ready
1 2 A. Introduction 2 B. Reasons For Choosing Bukit Tangkiling 5 6 A. Types of Tourism 6 B. A3 10 15 A. Problems 15 16 A. Solutions 16 Bibliography 17 Attachment 18