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Agnezze Ventura
Ms. Woelke
Pre-AP English 9
27 August 2018
Personal Essay
Ever since I was young, I’ve always loved to draw. Even though I was only capable of
Until I grew older and started to take it much more seriously. I found tutorials on how to
draw various subjects, I discovered different art styles and mediums and most importantly I was
Finding people whose art I admired inspired me, but it shattered my confidence into
microscopic pieces. Scrolling through pages of vibrant visuals allowed me to learn from my
eminently knowledgeable peers. With various topics such as body proportions, the color theory,
line weight variation and so much more. But amongst the bustling, enthusiastic synapses in my
head, rapidly exchanging and passing information, there was a single phrase that ruined it all.
From that moment on, drawing was no longer for fun. My artwork had to be acceptable
enough to be considered a drawing, and knowing how little experience and practice I had at that
Whenever I started drawing I was always concerned about color choice or anatomy, I
never really let myself go when I created art. I wanted perfection. I didn’t want to embrace any
of my mistakes, because to me, it made my creations look hideous. I wanted the outcomes to be
Granted, plenty of people with similar mindsets have gotten them far. Trying to achieve
perfection doesn’t necessarily make you perfect, but it does push you to persist through your own
limits. Unfortunately, when others do this, it hurts them more than it helps them. Attempting to
stay motivated enough to pursue a passion on a daily basis is one thing, but trying to carry out a
goal based on expectations beyond someone’s experience? That makes any hobby or passion
enervating.
So, I took a break. For about a year, I decided to take a break on drawing. During that
break, I was able to focus on other hobbies. However, I didn’t completely stray away from
drawing. I occasionally made some doodles every now and then. Projects also made it hard to
avoid, because I’ve always liked making my projects look intricate and vibrant.
During this time, I also met some of my closest friends, who I bonded with over games.
They also happen to harbor a similar interest in art. Witnessing their diverse art styles and
dedication to art, I decided to start drawing once more. And this time, it was for my own
enjoyment.
I started to created fan work for games that we were interested in. Together in calls or
messages, we shared our works, art we admired, useful tips we learned, criticism as well as
consolation. All was well, but I had one problem: I felt as though their art was superior to mine.
On one particular call, we had a drawing session. I decided to confess that I felt as if their
art was better than mine. “What? No, no, no. I think you’re art is way better than mine!” I was
It was at that instant in which I realized you shouldn’t look down on yourself. There will
always come a time in which you’ll find someone better than you, but behind their impressive
craft, lies years of backbreaking labor. It’s not that you’re not good enough, but more of, you
think you’re not good enough. You should compare yourself to none other than who you were
yesterday.