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Awakening of the Spirit
Awakening of the Spirit

Norma A. Machado, M.D.
Copyright © 2009 by Norma A. Machado
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AWAKENING OF THE SPIRIT
Contents
Dedication................................................................7
Acknowledgements.................................................11
Introduction.............................................................13
First Chapter............................................................17
Second Chapter........................................................29
Third Chapter...........................................................53
Fourth Chapter.........................................................71
Fifth Chapter............................................................95
Sixth Chapter..........................................................111
Seventh Chapter.....................................................125
Eighth Chapter.......................................................139
Conclusion.............................................................177
Epilogue.................................................................181
Messages and Experiences 2008...........................185
References..............................................................223
Glossary..................................................................227

Dedication
This book is dedicated to my fellow humans of all
races and countries, religions and beliefs; of all ages and
professions. With the love of my spirit, I dedicate this book
from deep within my heart and soul.
My inspiration has been our God, our Lord Jesus, the

Saint Virgin Mary and my angel instructors. The messages
are from them to you: They came to help us; I have been
only an instrument in their hands for this to be possible.
In particular, I dedicate this book to the world’s

children and adolescents. This special dedication fills me
with hope, trusting in God that their confusion and suffering
will end someday. I hope that when they read this book, as
well as the book Human Software-Scientific Revelation, their
eyes will open to this great truth revealed by our God, our
Lord Jesus, the Saint Virgin Mary and my angel instructors
in my dreams.
Our chief conflict is and always has been the mystery

of our existence. Who are we? Now I can tell you with
scientific axioms who we are. I included them in the book
Human Software-Scientific Revelation. I can tell you this
truth: We are a being formed through the union of a robot
and a spirit. The spirit communicates with the robot through
software, with a specific program or code. The code consists
of chemical compounds that follow physicochemical laws.

NORMA A. MACHADO, M.D.
Our spirit is powerful, but has trouble communicating

with the robot. The detail of how this works is in the Scientific
Conclusions at the end of the Human Software-Scientific
Revelation book. The energy source is our spirit (radiation
energy). In this book, I include my experiences during the
past year. I titled this book: Awakening of the Spirit: From
Dummy to Enlightenment. That is what is happening to me.
The message is from God, our creator. The means for

our salvation is the presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives.
The confusion in our minds is caused by interferences with
the energy and the messages received. Sometimes this energy
is blocked, leading to diseases such as cancer and depression.
I was told in my dreams that the cause of the interferences is
a retrovirus in our genes that alters our DNA.
The DNA, the mRNA and the simple amino

acids carry the information from the spirit. If it is written
following a wrong code, the information will be mixed up.
These chemical compounds correspond to the letters of the
alphabet. They total 26, like the letters of the alphabet. The
information, composed by the genes with the retrovirus,
causes confusion. We have an altered code that limits our
communication with God and with our spirit.
The retrovirus has the program of evil: (The science

of good and evil). For Christians, Eve was contaminated
with this virus when she ate the apple of the forbidden tree.
Humans were expelled from paradise, as is told in the Book
of Genesis, and confusion and suffering started. Jesus came
to save us. He redeemed us. Now, He comes to tell us the
truth of our being. He comes to prepare our path to heaven.

My happiness was overwhelming when I saw this

truth; the hope that children in the future will have clear
minds; that they could eventually receive the messages from
the spirit without interference motivated me to write about
this.
I dedicate both books to my fellow humans. I need

all of you to help in this endeavor. Please read the books with
open minds, and please believe the messages in them. I need
all of you to spread the message of the reality of our being. I
need you to spread this truth. God bless all of you, and that a
better future full of love, trust and peace opens for you.
Norma A. Machado, M.D.

Acknowledgements
The following are acknowledged: God the Father
for the perfection of His creation and for His love; the Lord
Jesus Christ, for showing us the path to heaven, and for
His example, sacrifice and unconditional love; the Virgin
Mary, for her beautiful presence in my dreams, for being my
companion, friend and advisor, and for having trust in me.
The angels, my spiritual and scientific instructors,

for their time and for trusting me with their messages full of
wisdom. In particular, I acknowledge the angels Abigael and
Alegría that were frequently present in my dreams.
All dedicated scientists are acknowledged, especially

those that were brave to leave the scientific facts in their
books to help humanity, and the editors and publishers of
these books that helped me very much in my mission.
Special thanks, deep from my soul, to my husband

Richard who has always trusted and helped me. He bought,
without knowing that I would need them, all the books that
have been the source of scientific information in my studies,
to clarify the messages left in my dreams.
To my sons and daughters that at first did not believe

in me, but that ended up trusting and helping me. They have
been a source of inspiration and support. I acknowledge my
friends, and especially my fellow physicians of the Hermanos
Meléndez Hospital medical faculty. A special distinction
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to those that told me: “Norma, you have to publish this.”

Thank you, for your support and trust. To my granddaughter
Stephanie, who entered the first manuscript of this work into
the computer. She was very happy, because I trusted her with
my secret writings.
I acknowledge my secretary Marie for helping me,

and for her patience and trust in me. I acknowledge all my
grandchildren and family that have been the light of love in
my life, and motivated me to go on every day. I wish that the
innocent minds of my grandchildren and of all the children
of the world will be clear with their origin and protect
themselves from evil. God and the Virgin Mary are especially
caring for them. They want to protect their innocent lives.
This is the most important message left in my dreams. We
have to do something to protect children. He wants to clear
their minds.
I acknowledge you, my readers. You have my

gratitude for believing in this message from God for you.
With your belief, you can build a bridge between Heaven
and Earth. If you believe and help others to know about this
message from God, the communion and communication
with Him will improve in the coming years. For this to be
possible, I ask for the help of all the scientists of our time
and future times. Amen.
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Introduction
After reviewing my book Human Software - Scientific
Revelation, I decided to describe the awakening of my spirit
in a more human way, and less scientifically than the approach
that I used in that book. The scientific value of the revelation
was so astonishing that I tried to describe it in a scientific
way. This awakening is the knowledge that with scientific
axioms, our human nature could be explained. The truth
of our being could be explained with scientific facts that I
included in the book Human Software - Scientific Revelation:
Norma is a being that includes a robot - that is the one that
is writing - and a spirit: that is the source of my thoughts.
The software that my spirit uses is the one that I described
in the book Human Software – Scientific Revelation. The
robot is activated by photons or radiation from our spiritual
being. This radiation energy acts over chemical compounds,
creating a charge of protons and electrons in our physical
being, or robot. An electric solution is created in the cells and
at extra-cellular levels. This electrical activation resembles a
computer that is energized from a source of electricity when
it is plugged in.
The source of electricity for a computer can also be

a charged battery. When the battery is not charged, you need
to charge it. ‘Norma Spirit’ told me that we receive more
charge when we sleep. One of the phrases at the beginning
of the scientific messages I received was “Camp-Bat.” I
studied about magnetic fields and batteries. This time, I do
not want to give you so much information about the human
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code. The only thing that I need to include now is that the
spirit uses a program with a specific code to guide us. This
code is chemically based, and follows physical laws. This
physicochemical code carries the messages from our spirit to
the processors of our robot in an almost perfect way. The code
includes the DNA, RNA and simple amino acids. ‘Norma
Robot’ - the one that is writing - was completely unaware
of our reality. She was as blind - blind in the spiritual sense,
because I can see with my physical eyes - as many of you.
In December 2006, my spiritual eyes opened to my

spiritual reality. ‘Norma Spirit’ awoke. I was aware of the
conclusive scientific proof that I have received in dreams,
concerning the reality of our being. My spiritual instructors
were instructor angels, the Virgin Mary and our Lord Jesus
Christ. I need to include now that my spirit as instructor, from
a long time ago, was doing everything possible to awaken
me. I need to thank my spiritual instructors for all the time
and dedication for my awakening. They have been trying to
awaken me for the past 15 years. My special thanks to my
Creator and His Holy Spirit, that insisted on my awakening. I
need to also express my gratitude to my parents. They started
me on the good path in the Christian faith they professed.
They achieved their goal, to plant deep in my soul this faith
in God, Jesus, His Holy Spirit, and in the Virgin Mary. They
taught me about God since childhood. They taught me to
pray everyday. They prayed every day, went to church every
Sunday, and sometimes during the week.
As an adolescent, I married and entered the world of

human robots. My robot was the one in charge. My spirit was
shut up, and I entered the world of materialism and human
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worries. Today, I see the poor value of those worries. Being

too young, the marriage ended in divorce. From that marriage,
the most happy and beautiful experiences are related to the
three children that were born: a daughter, Lissette, and two
sons, Angel Manuel and Angel Antonio. My most important
achievement was that I finished my studies in medicine, with
a specialization in pediatrics.
On February 11, 1967, I married my husband Richard

Machado who has been my friend, advisor and loving
husband for the past 41 years. I believe that I have given him
lot of headaches, in the same way he has occasionally been
a headache for me. About this I can say only: “Forgive us,
God. We did not know what we were doing.”
From our marriage, we have two sons and one

daughter: Our daughter Norma, and our sons Richard and
Ricardo Felipe. I leave the story of our lives pending, to be
told on other occasion. It has been very interesting, from the
human point of view. From very poor people, we finished
with the blessing of God, being the owners of a general
hospital that serves our community. I believe that God has
always been in our lives, giving direction to both of us. I
do not want to spend more time on other matters, because I
want to describe the awakening of my spirit to you.

For 14 years, I was receiving messages in my
dreams. These were first with spiritual content, followed by
scientific messages. In December 2006, while I was studying
about one of those messages, my eyes opened to the great
truth that my spiritual instructors were giving me. They
explained the reality of the human being in a clear, scientific
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way. This was what motivated me to write the book Human

Software - Scientific Revelation. The value of the spiritual
and scientific messages was too important. During 2007, my
efforts were on finishing the book and trying to publish it. I
translated the book to English when I finished the Spanish
version. Presently, both versions are available in Puerto Rico
book stores. While reviewing Human Software - Scientific
Revelation, I decided to describe the awakening of my spirit
in a more human and less scientific version.
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First Chapter
• Messages received in dreams during
January 2007
• Evaluation of the awakening of my
spirit
• Difficulties in trying to inform
others about the received messages
- especially in communicating the
scientific conclusions - during the
first months after I saw the truth
• Poem: Endeavors
• The awakening of the spirit
I will start trying to describe the

overwhelming feeling of happiness that I
experienced when my eyes opened to the
reality of our being. I felt full of love and
peace. I wanted to share that happiness with
everybody, especially with children. I even
thought that all the problems of the world
would have solutions with the announcement
of the truth received from God.
I knew that the proof was already

found and present in axioms in the books
that I read. My work was only finding them;
following the guide of my spiritual instructors.
I was convinced, following scientific facts,
that humans, including myself, are beings
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composed of a spirit and a robot that is activated by protons

and electrons whose source is the spirit. The spirit guides us,
using a code and physical and chemical laws.
I first told my family about the message. I saw that

they loved me, but didn’t believe much of what I was telling
them. When I speak about energy, neurotransmitters, DNA,
RNA and messenger proteins, I see that this information is
complex, and too much for them. In summary, there I found
my first disappointment: Even my family didn’t care about
what I was telling them.
I started thinking that nobody would believe the

message from God, and that this endeavor would not be
easy. On December 19, 2006 the instructor angels left the
following message in Spanish in my dreams: “Y vendrán
tiempos difíciles llenos de recuerdos gratos.” In English it
is something like: “Difficult times will come, full of nice
memories.” In Spanish, this is a line from a popular song.
Many of the messages I receive include parts of songs: They
know that for me, it is easier to remember the words that
way.
On December 20, 2006 I had dreams where I felt that

the instructor angels were protecting me. After the sentence
in the previous dream, I was feeling afraid. I thought: ‘They
are protecting me.’ My spirit was communicating with my
spiritual instructors. The ‘Robot Norma’ felt at ease. My
companions in the hospital administration received the
message with good disposition and credibility. Perhaps out of
respect, they were more polite with me. ‘Norma Robot’ was
still too happy to notice the poor appreciation of my efforts,
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especially from my family and friends. She was talking all

the time about her spiritual experience, and the importance
of the received message. She wasn’t shy, talking about her
spirit’s awakening.
I prepared a coherent conference with slides, and

I invited all members of my family. Most of them came.
They love me very much. That day after seeing the slides
and hearing my explanations, they started believing me. The
message was too important for them not to be interested.
They started believing me. What convinced them most was
the poem ‘Endeavors’ that I received completely in dreams.
The poem was irrefutable proof that I was speaking the
truth. They knew that I couldn’t be the author of that poem,
especially my son Richard, who studied English Literature
at Brandeis University. I am going to repeat it now, so that
you will also be convinced:
Endeavors
To protect the truth that everyone will know

To give your love to everybody in sorrow
To show the light that for all of us is coming

To hold the vessel for all people who are suffering
To collect the mercy that God has thrown for us
To live in the peace that since then will follow
To endeavor your dreams of justice and honor

To dig deep into your heart; to clean your soul of sorrows
To free stagnated energy and let your spirit flow
To clean you from disease, from pain and from dishonor
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Consider life as a pond of dark and turbulent waters

Go deep into your sorrow to find the bright spark
That will lift you with delight up high into the sky
Where God is waiting for you with love and open arms
Beware that you fall again to these turbulent waters

Hold tight into your heart the white and bright spark
That will lift you again and again up high into the sky
Where God will talk to you deep, deep into your heart
Until the final day when you will have realized
That you yearn to be with Him for your eternal life
Let earth roll, roll again, up in the open space

With dark upon the waters and bright upon the sky
Where God will care for you forever to be in love,
plenitude and calm
Consider this to be what is meant by the ‘game of life’
And don’t look upon death with sad and scared eyes
It is freedom for your souls and happiness and calm

So endeavor your dreams that they will be fulfilled
The day you rise to heaven and God takes you in His arms
To live the eternal dream in God’s glory realms
Although the ‘Robot Norma’ knows English, her first

language is Spanish. My family knew that I couldn’t be the
author of the poem and that probably I received it in my
dreams. The poem is a prophecy of the future. We have to
work hard to make it possible.

On December 2, 2006 I had a beautiful dream. This
dream was in color. I saw in the dream an anatomic view of
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an area of the brain. The veins were blue. It was in different

tones of blue. It was clearer in the area that I interpreted as
the Choroid Plexus. In this area, and in the arteries, the color
was a sparkling bright red. Between the venous circulation
was a polygonal shape, and the white matter appeared with
dark spots. This I interpreted as cerebral tissue, where the
neurons were. This area was bathed with clear brilliant
water.
In the back part of the polygon, the venous blood

was dark blue. From there, the blood went to a vein, and
eventually to the systemic circulation. I drew this image in
my journal, and started looking for something similar in my
neuroanatomy atlas. I still have this image in my mind. I
forget words, but I do not forget images.
That same day in the afternoon, after awakening from

a nap, I saw the image of a bright star that was twinkling all
the time. I related the star to the ‘core star’ that every human
has. The core star is the image of our soul.
That same afternoon, my granddaughter Ivonne

reminded me that the last phrase of the song that I received
on December 19, 2006 was ‘Magic Memories’. These ‘magic
memories’ were what Norma, in the awakening of her spirit,
was living. Norma was having dreams, and magic memories
of them. I was aware that my mission had not ended. I need
to continue with efforts to proclaim the important message
that I received.

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On December 22, 2006, the instructor angels gave me

another assignment in the dream: “Cu++ (Copper),” with the
instruction to read about that element. When I studied about
that, I found that DNA is electronegative and is activated
by protons. Copper is one of the elements present in our
bodies. It is found in the central nervous system. It was very
important to see that DNA is electronegative, because this
is consistent with the theory that protons are acting over it.
These protons are produced by the action of radiation energy
from our spirit, over water molecules in our organism.
On December 23, 2006 I received a message that

filled my spirit with happiness. “The Virgin Mary and the
angels speak to you from Heaven.” After this message, I felt
trust and peace. I decided to give the conference I prepared
to the closer employees of the hospital. This was a beautiful
experience. All present trusted me. My impression is that
they all believed in me. I was talking for more than one and
a half hours, and they were so interested in what I was saying
that I could have continued speaking longer. When I started,
I invoked the Holy Spirit, and He accompanied me the entire
time. I needed that reinforcement. This duality of our being
brings confusion to our lives. We need the help of the Holy
Spirit. With His presence, the communication between spirit
and robot improves. When I feel that divine presence, I have
continuous goose bumps all over my body, and a feeling of
profound peace and happiness.
During that Christmas season, my soul was overjoyed

with happiness. The messages received were clear in my
mind, as well as the purpose of communicating the truth of
our beings present in those messages. I continued pestering
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my family. I feel that since that moment, I am always telling

them that we are a powerful spirit trying to guide a crazy
robot through electrolytic currents that comes from the
radiation or light of our spirit; that the spirit uses a code that
carries the necessary information to the memory of the robot.
This is the most important thing that has been taught to me.
Our spirit, that is, who we really are, is guiding

an assigned robot. The spirit lost the clear connection to
the memory of the robot, because a virus was introduced
in the robot processors. Now, the spirit is trying to correct
this problem with the help of the Holy Spirit. The spirit is
awakening, or you can say that the robot is being healed.
The robot is connecting with its spirituality. The human
being is aware that he has been acting crazy, because he did
not know his origin. There have been human beings with
this knowledge. They acted in faith to God and from their
spiritual experiences. These robots have been very good, and
have warned us about our wrongdoing. Now, my spiritual
instructors have given us the scientific proof of what I am
telling you. This is the most important announcement for
us since electricity. With the knowledge of computers that
human beings have, many humans can understand it and
help me spread the message.
On December 23, 2006, they left me another

assignment. The first message received was that with PET
Scan (Positrion Emission Tomography), the action of the
light over the mitochondria can be seen (the light of the soul
can be seen). After this message, I received the words catecol
and catecolamine again. That reminded me of the message
“Catecholamines for life.” In my dream, I saw clearly and
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in colors an image that was like a radiator. I thought that it

could represent the hematoencephalic barrier. I also thought
that it could be the choroids membrane. Regarding the
hematoencephalic barrier, I wrote that it is the membrane
that protects the cerebral tissue from some substances
entering in the blood’s cerebral circulation. In relation to the
choroids membrane, I wrote that it could act as a radiator
controlling the heat produced at the cephalospinal fluid by
the radiation reactions present there. In that protection, it
acts like a radiator.
I do not want to confuse your minds with so many

facts, but for ‘Norma Robot’, this path has not been easy.
My spiritual awakening has required all of my reasoning,
and sometimes I fail in the conclusions that I reach. This
is one of those cases, and later I will tell you what that
image really represented. My mind sometimes is clear, but
other times I give trouble to my scientific instructors. The
messages from my spirit still come with interferences. Still, I
am contaminated. The healing is progressive, but very slow.
On December 25, I received in a dream: “The process

of formation of the cephalorachideal fluid (CRF) is rapid and
constant.” In the dream, I saw the same image of the dream of
December 21, but this time in action. In the morning, while I
was reading the book Biochemistry by Montgomery, Conway,
Spector and Chappell, I saw an image on page 395 that was
similar to the image of the ‘radiator’. I was wrong with my
first interpretation. The image in the book was the image of
the cellular membrane’s integral proteins; in particular the
ones that are referred to as band # 3 transporters that are very
important in the interchange of Cl- and the NaHCO3.
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The assignments continued, and on December 26,

in a dream I received the phrase: ‘Review the formula of
hemoglobin’. In that dream I also saw a bibliographic list.
I interpreted that my instructors were telling me to add a
bibliography to the book that I had written. On December 27,
2006 in a dream my instructors insisted on the difference in
the quantity of oxygen of the blood that enters the brain with
the blood coming out. I ‘heard’ clearly: ‘Desoxihemoglobin’.
As you can see, the awakening of my spirit has been very
interesting. I allow my spirit to guide me.
I will study whatever my spirit inspires or

communicates to me. By now, I think that my spirit is in
the union of my spiritual instructors, and they are doing
everything possible to contact the memory of ‘Norma
Robot’. But, life goes on in our material world, and in the
next days I went with my husband, my daughter Norma, her
husband Luis, and my son Richard and his wife Denisse, to
receive the New Year in Miami Beach, at a modern hotel.
Materialism got all over the ‘Robot Norma’ again. She was
having a good time until December 29, 2006, when her
spiritual instructors left a message for her to remember. This
message was somewhat complex.
With Norma were also three of her grandchildren,

Ivonne, Normillin and Luisito. My grandchildren are my
anchor to the Earth. I was very happy to be near them. The
awakening of my spirit was complex. Although I knew I
was a spiritual being, the robot has been spoiled, and was
happy with the materialism around. The communication of
the spirit was more difficult those days.
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On December 29, 2006 I saw in one dream an image

with a round figure. I described it as a perfect round figure
with two X’s in the upper part, where it seemed that they
were entering. The X’s were placed one small one to the
left, and a big one in the top of the circular figure. It looked
like this: xX. From the big X, other letters were seen in the
periphery of the circle. The letters at the lower part were like
‘y’ or ‘v’. The figure was in color; the xX in red color; in the
lower part blue. I wrote that it looked like the top view of
a chromosome. It could also be a zygote. The letters could
also represent the human code. In the same dream I saw
also bands, thin and irregular, in a parallel position with one
another. One was smaller than the others. I thought that they
were bands of RNA. My last interpretation was that the figure
could represent mitochondria, with the letters corresponding
to compounds of the oxidative cycle. I continue trying to
analyze that circular figure that impacted me.
Although it was the day before New Year’s Eve,

‘Norma Robot’ called the beauty parlor for an appointment
for the next day. ‘Norma Spirit’ continued trying to explain
the image in her dream. I wrote that I noticed that in the upper
part of the circle, the ‘small x’ was the outlier, and the ‘big
X’ represented the normal phase in a mitochondria (when the
‘big X’ is present, the energy enters in a normal way. If the
small x or outlier entered, the energy was altered, or could
be blocked.) The ‘big X’ represents the cycle that gives us
health, and the program of good. The ‘small x’ that could be a
virus that is outside and trying to enter the circle could cause
the alterations that diminish the energy coming in. I wrote
that I did not know what the red and blue colors represented.
I wrote that the red could be the blood with oxygen. It made
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me think about the oxidative cycle. But none of the above

interpretations were right. I later found the image with the
circular figure in a book. I write this down in order to show
you how difficult the awakening of my spirit has been. I was
willing to complete my mission, but the information still
pending to be communicated in my dreams was a lot and
difficult.
Before going to bed on December 30, 2006 I asked

my spiritual guides to tell me if the message had been given
to other humans. The message was so important that I was
sure that I will see it in a scientific magazine or even in the
news. The message is so important, that I have always felt
that I am not worthy of it. In my dreams that night, they told
me that only I had received the message. They assured me
that they were going to help me deliver the message to other
humans; that I know that words in my dreams came from
our Lord Jesus. That day I wrote. “Thanks, my God, I am at
peace in Your hands. Amen.”
But ‘Norma Robot’ was not convinced of that calm.

She preferred that the message had been given to other
humans, so she could go on with her life. The responsibility
of communicating it was so big that ‘Norma Robot’ doubted
herself. That was the wish of ‘Norma Robot’, because
‘Norma Spirit’ was ready for the mission. ‘Norma Spirit’
was unhappy with her robot ideas, or evil thinking.
‘Robot Norma’ celebrated New Year’s Eve as a

common robot. I woke up on January 1, 2007 with another
message left in my mind. The message was in Spanish: “Olga
Rodríguez, Dr. Olga Rodríguez for the Professional Assessor
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Group to be formed at the Hospital.” Dr. Olga Rodríguez is

one of the principal surgeons at our hospital, and she is very
spiritual. My spiritual angels were guiding my path with the
messages left in my dreams.
Before narrating to you the messages of 2007, I

have to confess that since a decade ago, I was certain of the
existence of my spirit, only I didn’t have the scientific proof.
In previous writings of 1993 and 1994, you will find this.
During that time is when I received spiritual instructions.
Now, I will include the messages of 1993. After this, I will
continue narrating my life with the scientific knowledge of
the truth of my spirit’s existence. I will follow a chronological
order, for more clarity.
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Second Chapter
• Summary of my experiences from
May to November 1993
• Spiritual instructions during that year
• Early awakening of my spirit
• The struggle between good and evil
• Analysis of the mysteries of the
Holy Rosary, related to my spiritual
instruction
MAY 3, 1993 – Dream last night. I

am in a church. I try to flip the switch for
the lights, but the lights shut off again. The
first light to go off was the light at the altar.
A mass was going to be celebrated, but the
church was in darkness. I go outside where
public entertainment is going on. The chairs
are arranged theater style. To one side, I see
my husband with other people sitting down.
The people with my husband were people
from business and politics. My husband sees
me and calls me. He stands, but where he
was there are no chairs. I look around and I
see elementary school children with school
uniforms. I go back to the church. Still it is in
darkness. I wake up.
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MAY 7, 1993 – Two situations that were similar to

the dream of May 3 occurred to me. The first one was in a
meeting my husband was attending as the President of the
Puerto Rico Hospital Association. It was a meeting to discuss
Puerto Rico’s health reform. To the left side of the room was
the meeting area, where all people were sitting. There was
no place for me in that area. Thinking of this, I remembered
my dream. I was there accompanying my husband. I stayed
in an area of semi-darkness. Before going to that place, my
desire was to go to mass at the church.
The other situation was in a seminar given by the

Puerto Rico Hospital Association. They invited a psychologist
who was promoting the concept of health education in
elementary grades at schools. The chairs in the seminar
were oriented in the same way that they were in my dream.
I remember the dream with elementary school age children,
in uniforms looking attentively to the front.
MAY 19, 1993 – Dreamed last night with dark clouds

in the sky; they were increasing in size and occupying almost
all of it. In the periphery there is light. It is in a city where I
see tall buildings. Others are also looking to the sky. When
I look to the place where the light is, what I see is that the
darkness is spreading rapidly. My impression while sleeping
was that we were seeing something not natural. It seemed
the end of times. The dark shadows representing evil; the
light representing good.
JUNE 12, 1993 – During the past weeks I was

traveling outside of Puerto Rico. My thoughts are about
God, but I didn’t have time to write. During this time I was
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thinking about the dream of June 19, 1993. The ideas in my

mind were: The dark clouds of the dream could represent our
souls. Our souls in sin look like a mass of dark clouds. When
we repent and ask God to pardon our sins, the light enters
our soul. Still, there is darkness in it. The light represents
the presence of God; the darkness represents the presence
of the spirits of evil. We are in peril. Darkness is covering
our souls. It separates us from the light of the Holy Spirit. I
hope for the light to cover all my soul and to clear it from all
darkness. I know that I have to pray more and avoid sin. I do
not want my soul covered with darkness. I want to fill it with
the Holy Spirit. But I am weak. I feel I am not worthy of the
Grace of God. I feel inside me this struggle between good
and evil. My efforts will be in order to maintain my soul in
the path of goodness. My advice for you my brothers, my
sons and daughters, is to pray frequently in order to triumph
over evil. The struggle between good and evil is constant
and intense. The Holy Spirit gives us strength to prevail. We
have to ask Him to come to our souls and protect us from the
evil spirits.
JUNE 13, 1993 – At Mass, prior to the Communion,

I felt the presence of our Lord Jesus. I had intense goose
bumps and a feeling of plenitude and love filling all of me. I
felt at peace, knowing the divine presence of our Lord.
JUNE 15, 1993 – I attended a healing session called

“Walking over Water - Mission of Jesus.” My worries before
going there were about my son Richard. I remembered the
dream where Jesus told Richard and me to walk over the
waters to reach Him; that was at the other side. I started
walking over the waters and called Richard to follow me.
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My deep desire was to leave Richard in the hands of Jesus,

and to trust that He will be in charge of my son. My faith is
that Jesus will take care of my son. To deserve this, I have to
trust completely in God and even to be willing to walk over
water trusting Jesus.
JUNE 23, 1993 – Fixed ideas in my mind since

yesterday morning: As a result of our human nature, our
souls must be like the souls in my dream. Our souls look
like the central mass of darkness with light in the periphery.
To renew it, so it has the resemblance of God, we have to
implore for the presence of His Holy Spirit. We have to
give our souls to our Lord Jesus and ask His Holy Spirit to
change it and fill it with light. Only the presence of the Holy
Spirit can change it. Our soul changes progressively to the
light and peace of the Holy Spirit. The renewal of our soul is
necessary. Without it our soul will continue to be a mass of
darkness and sorrow. Hell is the absence of the presence of
God. The soul in darkness is a soul of evil. Evil is darkness
and wickedness. That soul will go to hell for eternity. We
have to decide which will be our future. If we follow our
tendencies to do evil, our soul will be in darkness and will
suffer for eternity. We cannot be so blind that for temporal
animal pleasures we decide to stay in sin and darkness. We
have to struggle constantly to overcome the tendencies to
do evil that appear occasionally in our lives. I have to repeat
again what is happening:
Jesus came to the world to help us. He came to show

us the path to God. For us, He suffered the most painful
sacrifice. Jesus is God in human flesh. He sends us His Holy
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Spirit to strengthen our souls. In His presence, we will be

renewed. The path of goodness is a path of change. We have
to change our sinful nature to a soul full of grace that is the
presence of God in our lives. With His presence, we will live
a life full of virtues that will give us peace, happiness and
health.
Jesus left for us in His words the path to renew our

soul. It is written in the Bible. If we follow His example and
pray every day, we can defeat evil. Let us ask for the presence
of the Holy Spirit to strengthen our soul so we can defeat
evil. We have to read Jesus’ words in the Bible; we have to
pray constantly and we have to stay away from the world’s
confusion in order to triumph in this struggle between good
and evil.
The love of Jesus and His Holy Spirit is our only

hope, and Jesus is waiting for us to hear His call and follow
His lead. That way we will be saved. Our soul will start as a
little light that eventually will grow and finally will go to be
united with God’s light. After we start renewing our souls,
we have to go to our fellow humans and with them pray
and praise our God. The faith of our neighbors will help our
faith to grow. We can understand them better with love in
our hearts.
In order to help us renew our souls, Jesus stayed with

us in the Eucharist. We need to receive Him frequently. We
will recognize His presence during Communion. His peace
and love will invade our souls with overwhelming happiness.
This will help us in staying on the ‘good path’. I am going
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to do a comparison of the path of good to the path that Jesus

followed that is taught in the mysteries of the Holy Rosary.
If we follow that path, we are following the path of goodness
that Jesus left for us.
All the Mysteries described in the Rosary are like

examples left for us from Jesus and the Virgin Mary. If
we follow a similar path, our souls will be renewed. The
Glory and Joyful Mysteries are similar in that it is the
announcement or the start of our soul in its renewal. Our
souls will be eventually in a state of Grace as the Virgin Mary
was after the Announcement. With the Resurrection of Jesus,
the Transformation of His Body to a glorious body occurred.
This was Jesus’ triumph over death. That way He saved us.
Our souls in union with the Holy Spirit will triumph over
death and will be eternal. Our soul changes in the presence
of the Holy Spirit. This change is to a soul full of virtues.
Eventually we will live a life full of virtues as the Virgin
Mary lived.
The Virgin Mary is the work of excellence of the

Holy Spirit. The first Mystery of Sorrow shows us that we
have to suffer in order to obtain a soul full of Grace. We have
to pray and tell God that we want to be with Him. We have
to promise Him that we will do His Will in our daily lives.
Prayer will take us to God’s presence and the renewal of our
soul will be in its way.
First is the Announcement, and we analyze the price

to be paid for the presence of God in our lives. We accept the
death to earthy matters. Our soul is renewed progressively.
With the presence of the Holy Spirit we are resurrected.
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In summary, the path will be: Announcement - Agony and

Prayer - Resurrection.
In the analysis of the Second Mysteries, I see the

following teaching: When we go to visit our neighbors with
the news that we have received Jesus in our lives, we can
suffer criticism. Our neighbors can make us suffer with their
words or behavior. They could be scornful and bad. This
can be flagellation for our spirit, as they offend us with their
blindness and doubts. This can occur even within our family.
We have to suffer this in silence following Jesus’ example. If
we triumph, we will see that our soul rises to know God. The
path in the Second Mysteries will be: Visiting our neighbors
– Flagellation – Ascension of our soul to God.
The path in the Third Mysteries where we remember

Jesus’ birth inspires me to think the following: Jesus comes
to our lives. This is followed by mortification from our
neighbors. We are different beings with Jesus in our lives.
We are more spiritual; we respect the Commandments of
God. The criticism and scorn that we receive is a crowning
of our soul with thorns. The path in the Third Mysteries is:
We have to love our neighbors and pardon them as Jesus
did. If we do that, we will be rewarded with the presence of
the Holy Spirit in our lives. The sequence: Birth of Jesus in
our souls - Mockery and mortification from neighbors - The
Holy Spirit’s arrival to the soul.
About the Fourth Mysteries, I think of the following

teachings: We present our souls to God in the Church. Doing
this we are accepting our daily cross. If we triumph over
evil living a life of love and sacrifice, God will reward us
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with a soul full of virtues and give us the prize of Grace.

Our souls will change with the light of Grace, and it will
have a resemblance of the soul of The Virgin Mary. She is a
beautiful example for us to follow. The path is to present our
soul to God, follow the daily cross in our lives with love to
God and our neighbors. Our soul finally will be renewed and
filled with the virtues of the Virgin Mary. The sequence of
this Fourth Mysteries will be: Presentation – Cross – Soul’s
renewal with the virtues from the Holy Spirit.
In relation to the Fifth Mysteries, my thoughts are

the following: Child Jesus goes to Church. I think that we
must follow His example and go to Church. There we will
receive the teachings we need. We have to learn from the
religious leaders. We have to learn about the Words of God.
The message could be also that Jesus will visit the temple of
our soul when we ask for Him. Then we have to die to the
world. Our neighbors will do everything in their power to
stop us from doing so. They will even try to kill our soul. But
if we triumph and we kill the evil tendencies in our souls,
God will crown us with the Crown of Glory. The sequence
in the fifth Mysteries is as follows: Jesus goes to the temple
of our soul - We kill the evil tendencies in our lives - Crown
of Glory from God.
In summary, first we know about salvation then we

pass to struggle and sacrifice. If we triumph, our soul will
be renewed and it will change to a soul full of Grace. We
will have a soul full of love that in the union of the Holy
Spirit will be at peace and in happiness. The life of a good
Christian can be summarized in the following way:
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He receives the Announcement of the presence of

Jesus. This is followed by prayer and agony for the death
to material things. His soul is changing. The soul that was
dead, now resurrects. For the soul of this Christian, salvation
starts. He goes and visits his neighbors and tells them about
his conversion. Most of the neighbors will make him feel
badly. If the Christian stays on the ‘good path’, he will find
God in His thoughts. With prayer, he will know more about
God.
The good Christian is aware that God is alive. Jesus

living in us can be felt in different ways. But still some
neighbors give him trouble. Even in his family he could be
criticized. He continues praying, and the Holy Spirit enters
his soul and fills it with Grace. His soul is strengthened in
the ‘good path’. He offers his soul to God, but still he is in
this world. He has to carry his daily cross. After doing that,
he feels his soul filled with happiness and peace. His heart
is changing. From a heart of rock he now has a tender heart,
full of love for his neighbors.
The grace present in his soul will fill him with virtues.
He goes to church more frequently. The material world loses
its appeal to him. If the good Christian follows this path until
death, we can say that God will be waiting for his soul. He
will be for eternity in the union of God. We shall follow the
example of this good Christian. God bless you.
JUNE 29, 1993 - Phrase in my mind when I awoke:

“The Word became flesh and lived with us.”
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JULY 9, 1993 – During the past week in my mind is

the idea that our animal instincts have been altered and are
being manipulated by evil spirits. In animals, their instincts
do not make them wicked. We were contaminated due to
Eve’s disobedience. Evil entered our lives, and since then we
are capable of wicked behavior.
For example, let us think of the instinct of feeding

ourselves (hunger). Its alteration leads us to gluttony. Another
instinct that is altered in our behavior is the sexual instinct.
Evil spirits guide us to lust. You can see all the bad behavior
in regard to this instinct in the human race. The instinct
of procreation has been altered in humans. You don’t see
aberrant behavior such as homosexuality in superior species
of animals. We can look at all the instincts and compare them
with the instincts of animals, and we can see that in humans
they have been altered by evil.
Let us evaluate the maternal instinct. In humans,

women are capable of killing their children. Even the female
lawyer who defended abortion as a right for women in the
United States of America killed the child in her womb to
continue her studies. In magazines this is referred to as
normal behavior. It is an alteration of the maternal instinct.
The maternal instinct is for caring and protecting the child
conceived in the womb. Abortion is unnatural. Evil spirits
must be acting over those “mothers”.
The instinct of conservation is altered also in the

human race. Hate and wrath are common in human beings.
Every day a human kills another human. Finally I will write
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about the gregarious instinct or the instinct to live together in

a community. Following their ego and their pride, humans are
egocentric. They can cause harm to other humans. Following
their avarice, humans are egocentric and prefer to live alone
or with their peers. How can we avoid the influence of the
evil spirits? I will tell you about that another day.
JULY 11, 1993 – The phrase on my awakening on

June 29 comes again to my mind when I awoke. “The Word
became flesh and lived with us.” I know that I have to write
about that. I think that my Lord is telling me that the human
being only can be renewed and cured with the presence of
the Holy Spirit in them. God saw our suffering and confusion
and decided to come as a human being to this world. Our
nature was so contaminated that He came to save us. After
His “death” and Resurrection, Jesus sent His Holy Spirit to
stay with us. He also left for us His example written by His
Apostles in words we find in The Bible. He left for us the
path to follow. Following this path, which is described in the
Mysteries of the Rosary, we will be renewed and finally will
go to live with Him for eternity.
The example that Jesus left for us was of humility,

sacrifice, diligence in work and prayer and mostly of love.
The Spirit of love of Jesus came after His “death” to live
with us and to strengthen our souls so we can follow His
example. The only thing we have to do is to call for His
presence and He will be with us. Our nature will change
to its original nature of goodness, the one we had before
being contaminated. When we fill ourselves with love, the
tendencies to do evil disappear. For example: wrath will be
controlled by love. We will pardon offenses with Jesus in
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our lives. We will try to be just in all situations. With the

presence of the Holy Spirit, our will is strengthened and we
will control all evil tendencies.
Women with the presence of the Holy Spirit will

protect their creatures. The maternal instinct will follow love
and goodness. Abortion will end when all mothers are filled
with the Holy Spirit. Their love will be in charge of their
decisions. This seems impossible, but we must have hope
that Jesus is with us and He will clear all of us from this
confusion. We will have peace eventually. We are not alone.
Jesus is with us. He is with us, helping us in the struggle
against evil.
Our Powerful God and His Spirit are protecting us.

Open your eyes. Call for His help. He is as near as a prayer.
He will answer your thoughts. The struggle against evil is
in our hearts; in our souls. Here is where our change for
good starts. It is important that all human beings know that
Jesus and His Holy Spirit are with us. He will strengthen our
souls against evil. With the union of our soul with the Holy
Spirit, we will have that strength. We will be happy; at peace
and love. Our souls will be filled with virtues. We must be
witnesses of the presence of the Holy Spirit in our time. In
this way, we will be the light for others, so they can see that
the help they need is at their hands. Call for the Holy Spirit,
and you will be healed. Amen.
JULY 17, 1993 – On June 29, 1993 in my dream I

saw the words that the Priest pronounces during Consecration
of the bread and wine to the Body and Blood of Jesus. I do
not remember them, but I am going to look for them. The
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first words that I found are from a teaching in relation to

the Eucharist: “When Eucharist is celebrated, we have to
remember that Jesus shared the risk of the human existence,
and at the same time we strengthen our hope in His strength
and in salvation. We live in communion, because we know
that God is with us and He guarantees security in the final
triumph.”
These words are like a summary of what I wrote in

previous pages. Another way we can see the presence of God
in our time is in some of our neighbors; in their actions of
love. We can see love in their eyes. It is like we are seeing
God in their loving stare. When we observe their love, we
can feel easily united with them. Where God is not present,
we should remind them about Him with our actions of love.
We have to be the Apostles of our time. We have to announce
the Good News of the presence of Jesus helping us. We shall
not antagonize them. We have to love and accept them. I see
four ways that the presence of God can be seen:
1- In our neighbors.
2- In a community of love where God is the center.
3- In His Words: “The Word became flesh and lived
with us.”
4- In the Eucharist.
I will try to explain this last form. During Consecration,

the words of the Priest are: “And Jesus, the day before His
passion, while at the table with His disciples, took bread, gave
thanks, divided it and gave it to the disciples saying: ‘Take
and eat of it, because this is My body that will be delivered
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for you ’.” At the moment of consecration of the wine, the

priest continues: “In the same way he took the chalice full of
wine, gave thanks with the prayer of blessing and passed it to
the disciples saying: ‘Take and drink of it, because this is the
chalice of My blood that will be poured for you and all men,
for the pardon of their trespasses. Do this in My memory’.”
These words were the ones in my mind; they were

repeated in my dreams on June 29, 1993. I know that my
soul received instructions that night. What is happening to
me is very out-of-the-ordinary. I know that I am on a spiritual
path. I feel my conversion, and I know that I have touched
the spiritual planes. This occurs especially in my dreams. I
have seen the Virgin Mary and Jesus in my dreams. I know
that God has spoken to me in them. I recognize the presence
of angel instructors in my dreams. They speak to my soul
while I am sleeping. When I awake, I remember some of the
phrases. I have to write them immediately, because I soon
forget them. The messages are not clear, but they become
clearer as time passes.
Now I want to repeat to you that Jesus is present in

the Eucharist. He is present for all humans. Communion is
for all humans. Communion should not be denied to humans.
They need Jesus in their lives. Jesus came to clean our souls.
He came to cure humans from sin. He did not came to clean
what was already clean. He came to clean the dirt in our souls
caused by sin. He came to clean dirty souls. That is why even
to Judas He gave His body and blood in the forms of the bread
and wine. Communion must be offered to everyone. I feel
that the denial of Communion to some humans is wrong. The
Catholic Church is causing this wrong, when the blessings of
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Communion are denied to some people. Those souls cannot

benefit of the pardon of their sins and the cleaning of their
souls. I am referring to people full of love in their hearts that
for earthy causes are denied to receive the Body of Christ.
They need to strengthen their souls. Jesus is present in their
souls also. The strength that Communion gives is necessary
for all people that have called Jesus into their lives. Jesus
offered everybody His Body and His Blood. He didn’t tell
Judas: “Repent or I will not give you the bread and wine
with My presence in them.” He gave Communion to Judas
also.
I know that the Catholic Church is refusing the

blessings of Communion that are denied to some people
in order to avoid sacrilege in Communion. But the relation
between Jesus and a soul is a private matter. In the dialog
between that soul and Jesus nobody should interfere. You
can, however, offer advice and teachings about the presence
of Jesus in those forms.
What happens in that moment of Communion should

be between Jesus and the soul. The dialogue must exist only
in that union. Nobody should interfere. Jesus is alive in
the Eucharist. He is there for all humans that implore His
presence. We all need Him. We must do His will.
JULY 19, 1993 – During a past morning I recognized

the phrase in my mind: “You are dust and to dust you will
be converted”. So many worries and so many struggles for
our bodies, and it will be dust eventually. Our spirits will be
free after death. Some will go to heaven and will be happy
forever. Others will remain in darkness where they will
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suffer eternally. I ask for God’s protection while I follow the

path of good and to fill my soul with Virtues. Virtues help us
overcome evil. In the phrase received, God is reminding me
that my body will be dust someday. He is telling me to not
waste my time on things that are not important; that what
is really important is my soul, and that I have to care for it.
He will help me in doing so. “Thanks my God, because that
protection is what I feel in my heart. You are with us and
take care of us. I must not be afraid and deliver my soul to
You for Your care. Powerful and omnipotent God, You love
us so much that You are present in this world caring for all
of us. Help me my God, because I am weak and I need You.
Amen.”
Today I went to the Holy Mountain and I found

peace. Two beautiful things occurred to me. One was that
I saw the hummingbird near the place of the three crosses.
I was praying the Rosary when I saw it. I felt the presence
of the Virgin Mary. The other was that I was witness of how
easy a Community of Love can be started. People that did
not know each other were present at the well. They went
there independently. A leader asked for our attention and we
finished praying the Rosary together. We were in union. I
think that Jesus and Virgin Mary were present. We all finished
shaking hands and giving each other best wishes. Love was
present in all eyes. We were like brothers and sisters. The
leader was full of the love of Jesus. That small experience
gives me hope in the union of humans. The only thing that
humans have to do is implore the presence of Jesus and He
will change us.
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JULY 22, 1993 – Phrase in my mind when I awoke:

“The rejected rock came to be the angular rock.” All day I
have been thinking about the meaning of it. First I thought
what shape an angular rock must have. I remembered the
chapel that the Virgin Mary ordered the visionaries to
construct at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico. They constructed
it with seven sides. At the roof, two inclined sides meeting
at the center. Two lateral sides, one side in the back, the
other side in the front, and the last one represented by the
floor. I think that these sides could represent the virtues
we need to protect it. Our soul is the center. I recognize as
most important for this protection are: Humility, Charity,
Chastity, Generosity, Patience, Diligence and Temperance or
Moderation. The angular rock must have seven sides, each
one of them representing the virtues we need to overcome
evil. We need the Holy Spirit in it for our protection. Jesus is
the angular rock of His Church. His Church is formed by the
union of all souls with Him.
On a previous morning, the word upon my awakening

was: “Gardener”. I remembered that at church the past
Sunday, the Priest talked about gardeners. He told us that
we have to be the gardeners of our souls. We have to strip
out all wickedness from it. We should leave only the good
things; the right behavior. The gardener is the one that cares
for the plants. I think that the meaning of this word for me
today is that Jesus is the gardener of our souls. The only
thing we have to do to have a beautiful soul, is to give Him
access to it and implore Him to care for it. The Holy Spirit
starts working in our souls. He will change it to a beautiful
soul full of virtues. He will plant virtues, love, peace and His
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gifts in our souls. Our efforts shall be only to have faith and
trust that He will help us to overcome evil.
Jesus is the gardener of our souls. This is the time

when He is collecting the good “wheat” and discarding the
weeds. He will take the good souls with Him at the end of
times. We have to leave our souls in His hands for Him to
care for. Amen.
JULY 29, 1993 – The thought that Jesus is the angular

rock persists in my mind. Something I have left out: Jesus is
the important part of the Church. Without Him, there is no
Church.
AUGUST 12, 1993 – Other phrase in my mind, that

has persisted, is: “Accepted Voluntarily.” I know it refers
to the phrase in the Holy Mass at Communion: “When
He was going to be delivered to His Passion, He accepted
voluntarily.” I think that the spiritual instructors are insisting
that the sacrifice of Jesus was accepted voluntarily by Him.
We forget that God does not need anything. His great love
for humans was what moved Him to suffer for us in the
human flesh of Jesus. His sacrifice was accepted voluntarily.
He saved us. He showed us that for love, you can suffer
voluntarily.
I think that my spiritual instructors are giving me

theology classes. When I looked in the book for Mass, I
found in the Eucharist prayer that I have left out the important
phrase: “Accepted Voluntarily.” The phrase is followed by:
“He took bread, and giving thanks divided it, gave it to His
disciples saying: ‘take and eat all, because this is My body,
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that will be delivered for you’.” I remembered now the

important words: ‘Accepted Voluntarily’.
AUGUST 21, 1993 – Sadness is lack of faith. Our

Lord tells us to abandon ourselves in His arms and trust
Him. Something is wrong with humans, that for us it is so
difficult to trust. We are bound to sadness. Since we were
children, we suffer in the hands of others. Some humans
betray us and we lose trust. This lack of trust goes deep into
our souls. Sometimes we forget the cause of it. But we do not
trust. This makes us unhappy. Our soul needs to be renewed
in order to trust again. This renewal is only possible in the
presence of the Holy Spirit. We need to fill our soul with
love and good feelings toward our fellow humans. The soul
in union with God, with His love and peace, can be happy
again. God is asking us to trust in Him. He is offering us His
love and peace. We have to trust Him and leave our souls in
His hands for protection and for peace.
I have to tell you that for me, it is very difficult to

trust. There are still shadows of the past in my soul. Still
there is confusion. But I know that only the Spirit of Jesus
can heal me. I have to pray for His help. We are weak, and
alone we cannot triumph over the evil spirits. Beside this,
Jesus’ Holy Spirit has given us the love of His Mother. She
will help us. She will be our loving Mother. We have to go
to Her for protection. We can tell Her all of our problems.
She is also alive and waiting for our call of help. She will
help us in resolving our problems, and will give us hope and
trust. I feel that trust is the more difficult virtue to achieve,
but we have to have it in order to be happy in union with our
Creator. We have to pray daily to have trust. Faith and trust
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are very important Virtues. We need them to be at peace.
Besides the Virgin Mary, angels are coming to help

us. I think that the dream in which I saw angels coming to
earth and spraying us with light is a reality. The spirits of
evil are powerful, and for that reason, angels are coming to
protect us. The War between good and evil is also between the
celestial beings. We have to speak to the angels, especially to
our guardian angel.
Other beings that can help us are the Saints. They can
intercede for us. They left an example that we can follow.
With their teachings and examples, we grow spiritually.
They are alive in their glorious being. It is difficult for us to
contact them. For them, it is easier to guide us. Let us ask for
the help of the Saints.
Finally, we can ask other human beings for help.

They will help us in gaining faith and trust. Our sadness will
eventually disappear. We will grow in love. With love, our
relations with other human beings will improve. We will have
peace. With Jesus in our hearts, the sadness will disappear.
We will be full of love and peace. We are not alone. Jesus is
with us. He will protect us.
AUGUST 22, 1993 – Three words upon awakening:

Reconciliation – Vigilance – Renovation.
SEPTEMBER 6, 1993 – On August 21, I wrote about

faith and trust. I see now that God has led me to the cardinal
virtues: Faith, Hope and Charity. Trusting in God, we will
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have hope. Faith and charity are necessary for our souls.
Selfishness is a powerful tendency to do wrong. It is present
in our lives. We have to fight constantly with selfishness in
order avoid sin. To help us overcome selfishness, we have to
grow in charity. When we think only about ourselves, we are
unhappy. We have to think about the needs of others. That
will make us happy. We have to renew our souls to grow in
love and charity. It is a difficult task. We need the help of the
Holy Spirit. We are contaminated with evil. The Holy Spirit
will clean us.
In my case, selfishness makes me very unhappy. As

soon as I start thinking about others with love, I feel happy
again. Selfishness wants to overpower our soul. We have
to struggle with it. Growing in charity and not thinking
constantly about ourselves will help us clear our mind and
control our ego. For that, we need the help of Jesus. We have
to try to understand and help our neighbors. We have to help
them. Doing so, we will feel happy and at peace.

About the words: Reconciliation, Vigilance and
Renovation, I think that they are the path to Salvation. That
is the path that Jesus is showing us to renew our souls and
clear it from evil. We need the light of the Holy Spirit for
this. Reconciliation is when we are aware of our sins and
repent asking God to pardon us. Vigilance is staying with
the presence of the Holy Spirit in our souls and not sinning
more. Renovation is the change of our soul from a soul in
darkness to a soul with the light of God. This renovation is
progressive, and is the work of the Holy Spirit acting in us.
We have to use our free will to stay on this path. We have
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to make Jesus the most important goal of our lives. With

Jesus, we will not sin and we will be eager to follow God’s
Commandments. Let us deliver our souls to Jesus for them
to be renewed. We will be in union with God and His Holy
Spirit for eternity. Amen.
DECEMBER 2, 1993 - During the past months I

have suffered confusion, but I know that my soul is healing.
I saw the darkness that sin has caused to my soul. Still I have
to struggle with the evil spirits, but I am guided by the light
of Jesus.
My will is firm in following Jesus. The Holy Spirit

is guiding me. The struggle is difficult and constant. On
occasions, I have felt hate. I struggle with that feeling. I
don’t like it. Hate is what distinguishes the followers of evil.
Love is our salvation. Love distinguishes the followers of
Jesus our Lord.
When we receive the Holy Spirit in our souls, God

marks us for Heaven. Remember that God is one with three
Divine Beings: Jesus left His spirit with us. Jesus saved me.
His Holy Spirit is now in charge of my soul. His light clears
my mind and overcomes the feelings of hate and vengeance
that try to invade my soul. This is a hard struggle. Sometimes
it has its crisis moments. It is intense. But, the Holy Spirit is
with me and guides me.
I know that He is also guiding my husband. My

husband is also in a process of healing. Every night he reads
me a book about the Holy Spirit. These moments are sublime
with spiritual union while he is reading. I pray to God to give
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him the strength to overcome evil. On the occasions when

I despair, I consult The Bible. Always I find something to
calm myself. The Holy Spirit is guiding me. I try to follow
His advice, but sometimes it has been difficult to stay on the
‘good path’.
I think that I started with a profound conversion

when I received our Lord Jesus as the most important part
of my life. From there, I passed to a process of healing. I
know that Jesus will save me and will lead me to plenitude
of spirit. Little by little, I am cleansing my soul. Still, there is
darkness to clear. Evil spirits try to confuse me. Sometimes I
feel like they are trying to surround and invade me. On those
occasions, I pray and they leave me alone. Then, the Holy
Spirit comes to my aid and I feel happy and secure again. My
trust is that with a prayer, God, the Virgin Mary, the angels,
and the Saints are within our reach. They will protect us.
DECEMBER 6, 1993 – “Till now I have not

comprehended, my God, that to deserve your protection, I
have to die to the world. I have to defeat my ego. In order for
Your Spirit to invade my soul, I have overcome my will and
permit that Your Will be my guide. For Jesus to be with me
I have to die to the world. If I do not do so, the evil spirits
will try to own my soul. My soul needs to be filled with love
to overcome the feelings of hate and vengeance.” This is my
struggle, as it is the struggle of my fellow humans.
Happiness is with Jesus Christ. At first, this happiness

is painful due to our human nature. Our human nature guides
us to satiate the appetites of the flesh. Our flesh struggles with
our spirit. Our spirit recognizes that salvation and peace are
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only possible with the union with the Holy Spirit. The super
ego - the ‘me’ - is the enemy of our soul. To triumph in this
struggle, we have to defeat the ego. We have to defeat pride,
envy, egoism, and avoid excesses in eating and drinking
that lead to gluttony and alcoholism. As I have told myself
before, to defeat these tendencies, I need to die to the world
and ask for Jesus’ protection. Please help me, God.”
The Spirit of Jesus is the light that I have described

before that enters our soul, clears it, and fills it with peace
and happiness. The darkness will disappear eventually. With
the Holy Spirit of God present in our souls, the darkness will
be cleared. Evil spirits are afraid of the light of God. The
ego is what struggles inside us when we are on the path of
salvation. The ego battles, and sometimes convinces us to
follow it. Sometimes it confuses us with absurd ideas. The
evil spirits play with our souls. We hear: “How you permit
that humiliation?” My spirit full of Jesus answers: “I love
my neighbors. They do not know what they are doing. They
are like robots with the wrong program.”
The only way to Salvation is a soul full with the

Holy Spirit. With this union, suffering will end. We can live
in Grace. Grace is the presence of the Holy Spirit. Grace
protects us from the evil beings. We have to use our free will
to end the wrong doing of the superego. Doing so, we will be
able to deliver our soul to God with the presence of His Holy
Spirit. Amen.
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Third Chapter
• Messages received in January 2007
• Scientific messages important to
complete the human code
• Messages with spiritual content
• Narration of my experiences, with the
scientific knowledge of the reality of
our being
• Spirit and robot in constant dialogue
After the narration of part of my

experiences in 1993, I will continue with
the narration of my experiences in January
2007. I will follow a chronological order. I
will try to write about my feelings during that
month.
On January 3, 2007, in a dream I saw

that I was starting to go down the mountain I
saw in one of my first dreams with spiritual
meaning. That dream was the one in which the
Virgin Mary told me to go up that mountain,
and that when I reached the top, I would see
the most important thing of our lives. In the
dream, I was carrying a heavy load. In that
dream, when I reached the top, I saw light at
the other side of the mountain, and I heard
voices full of happiness. I was told in the
dream of January 3, 2007 that going down
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the mountain would be easier for me. In my hands, I was

carrying something like a light sparkling stick. I think that
this stick with light represents matter filled with the light
of the Spirit. I was told that I have to give it to the other
humans; that they need it. This dream filled me with peace.
All of my experiences with dreams and messages have been
a miracle. All the work I had to do going up the mountain
was worth it, because of the importance of the message of
light given to me for humanity when I reached the top.
On January 4, 2007 in my dream I hear again

“Hemoglobin.” When I read about it, I found that the
hemoglobin coming out of the brain has half of the oxygen
than the hemoglobin coming in. This goes with my theory
that the oxidative process in the brain is occurring with great
intensity and proportion. ‘Norma Robot’, a little confused,
did not see how simple the meaning of this message was.
She wrote two pages about hemoglobin with facts that were
not the important ones. I am going to include them, to show
you that at that time, my spirit and my robot still had a
communication problem.
‘Norma’ found that the erythrocytes of the newborn

had half of the capacity for reduction that the adult. ‘Norma’
also found that the erythrocytes of the newborn have more
affinity to oxygen than the adult erythrocytes. I wrote down
that the charged amino acids in the periphery of hemoglobin
react with water, forming unions with it. You can see
that ‘Norma Robot’ was a little lost. Poor robot! She had
the best intentions, but she did not see the clear message
coming from her spirit. This difficulty in communication is
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created by previous experiences that create interferences and

information passage blocks.
January 17, 2007 – I received the moment I awoke:

“Wisdom comes from God.” Wisdom does not come with
confusion. It comes with the love of God, and we can feel
it. Prior to this message, I had several messages of scientific
nature left in my dreams. I am going to write them down, but
I will not discuss them. I do not want to confuse you. I will
explain the scientific messages, if I feel it is necessary.
January 6, 2007 – “Figure like a ‘T’, but a ‘fat’ ‘T’.”

Could be related to tRNA.
January 7, 2007 – “Protein Kinases.”
January 8, 2007 – “Phospholipids.”
January 12, 2007 – “They are molecules of

interaction”
I have to write the message of January 9, 2007 down

completely. This message is one of the proofs or confirmation
that I what I write is the truth. In the dream that night, I
saw the Virgin Mary coming with angels. She is bringing
me a bouquet of beautiful roses in a flower pot. That day I
wrote: “I remember what I wrote before, when I compared
the virtues with roses. These roses that the Virgin Mary was
bringing me could represent the Virtues. But the roses of my
dream are more. They could also represent the Mysteries of
the Rosary. There are 15, and they are a gift from the Virgin
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Mary to help us on our path to God and to maintain us in

union with Him.”
January 13, 2007 – “Willis Polygon”. This message

cleared in my mind the image I saw in a previous dream.
Looking for Willis Polygon, that is a vascular formation at
the base of the brain, I found a very important image. It was
the confirmation of the source of positrons in the center of
the brain. This image is an image of a Positron Emission
Tomography of the brain. I found it in the book The Human
Brain (El Cerebro Humano), Third Edition, by John Nolte,
page 85, figure 5-10.
The explanation of the image as follows: Localization

of positrons in the brain: A collision between a positron and
an electron causes the emission of photons (gamma rays).
Simultaneous detections placing a pair of detectors show the
existence of a source of positrons in X. The X in the image is
shown in the center of the brain. I included that image at the
end of the book Human Software-Scientific Revelation with
other very important images.
The place of the X in the brain is where the cerebral

ventricles and the tissues near them (choroid plexus) are
located. In relation to the dream of the roses in a flower pot,
I have to narrate to you a miracle that occurred one month
later.
On February 14, 2007 my husband gave me a

bouquet of roses in a flower pot. Those flowers stayed alive
for one month in the flower pot. Still today, one year later,
I have those roses in my office. After more than one month,
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they started to dry, but they did not close. They still look
beautiful, and still their scent permeates the air. They still
look beautiful.
On February 14, 2007 when I was leaving my office,

instead of taking the roses home, I offered them to the Virgin
Mary and I placed them in a table near an image of Her in
my office. The flowers were beautiful and like new for one
month, although they were only in plain water. After a week,
my secretary Marie observed that the roses were alive. I told
her that this was not natural, because roses die in less than one
week. We commented about this with other administrative
employees of Hospital Hermanos Meléndez. Each day, they
came to observe the flowers. We started praying near them,
individually.
On that St. Valentines Day, my husband gave me

another bouquet of roses in another flower pot. I left that
bouquet in the office in another place. I did not offer them to
the Virgin Mary. Those roses died in less than one week as
expected. I took pictures of both bouquets, about 10 days after
they were brought to my office. We called the flower shop
and asked if they put something different in that bouquet for
preservation. They told us that no, that in their experience
all roses in flower pots die within one week. We were seeing
something that was not natural. We were seeing a miracle.
I was feeling very happy and grateful to the Virgin Mary.
She was doing something miraculous, helping me with the
credibility of my peers in my place of work. Every day this
past year, when I am in my office, I go near the pot where
I have those roses and I thank the Virgin for that precious
gift.
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January 14, 2007 – “Triumvirate” “Euchariotic” I

asked my guides before going to sleep to clear my mind in
regard to something I read in a genetics text. I asked if it
was possible that the virus of evil could be transmitted by
the genetic material of the mitochondria of the ovum. In the
dream I received ‘Euchariotic’. Euchariotic means ‘perfect
nucleus’. I thought that they were telling me that the virus of
evil was in the genes of the X chromosome.
Today as I write this, I think that probably what they

were telling me was that if the nucleus is perfect, then the
virus is in other genetic material of the zygote. Today, I
see that I still am not clear where it is. Time and the good
scientists of the human genome will tell us eventually where
it is. I asked my spiritual instructors for a signal that I was
still on the path of truth. When I awoke after dreaming, I
received two phrases from a popular song. It was in Spanish
and it was a message of love:
Monchín del alma si sabes que te quiero

Monchín de alma si sabes que te adoro
Translating and changing the name in the song it is:
“Norma of the soul do you know that I love you.”

“Norma of the soul do you know that I adore you.”
They love me. I am on the right path and in good

hands. After those phrases, I saw an image of a beautiful
sparkling bright light. This was a gift of love. I thank my
spiritual instructors from deep within my spirit.
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I relate flowers to the Virgin Mary. In relation of the

word triumvirate, I think in several triumvirates, beginning
with the interaction of the energy of the nucleic acids of the
DNA and RNA and the messenger proteins in the human
body. Another triumvirate is the one in our being: Spirit, the
computer or robot, and the software that brings the messages
from the spirit to the robot.
Another – and the most sublime – triumvirate: God

the Father, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Another triumvirate:
my spiritual guides, my humble person and other humans of
the world. This message, from my guides, is for them: “To
be good so their spirits will be free, and can go to be in union
with the beings of light that have come to help them.”
January 18, 2007 – The message received in dreams

that night revealed the immense love of God: A powerful
God that loves us so much, but also is against evil in humans.
The message was in the union of three languages: “Ne pas
possible que alguien haga algo asi en este mundo. Ne pas
possible que alguien lo guie.” All translated into English: “It
is not possible that someone does something like this in the
world. It is not possible that someone will guide it.”
I thought about human cloning. God is telling us that

if humans do this, no spirit will be assigned to guide it. It will
be an animal. No spirit will incarnate in a clone of a human.
God’s mercy could end for humans if we do not do what is
correct.
January 19, 2007 – “Methionine. Sulfur binding in

Myasthenia Gravis. Study it.” In relation to this message I
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have to confess to you that ‘Norma Robot’ is very difficult to

guide. Sometimes she is disobedient. She must be confused.
Today, a year later, she still hasn’t read about this message.
The awakening of my spirit can be described as periods of
somnolence, alternating with periods of awakening.
January 20, 2007 – Figure of a cranium in my dream.

Semicircular lines within it. They represent the entrance
of energy. The word ‘peace’ is superimposed on the bright
lines. We need peace in order that the entrance of energy is
harmonious. I saw the word in Spanish – paz – superimposed
over the semicircular bright lights. I wrote that day: “This
could be interpreted that I need peace to continue receiving
the messages. Yesterday was a day of tension for me at the
Hospital. Could this be the last interpretation?”
January 23, 2007 – About what I wrote that day: I

have to tell you that I felt that it was so important, that I wrote
it in the epilogue of the book Human Software-Scientific
Revelation that was already delivered to the publisher. My
spirit cleared the confusion that I was still having at the end
of 2006. That day I wrote: About the symbolic figure I saw in
my dream of December 29, 2006, I have to explain that my
first interpretations were wrong. Thinking that the second
figure seen that night was the RNA, I looked in the book
Human Genome, on the pages where retrovirus is discussed.
There I saw the figure in my dream of December 29, 2007. I
saw there both figures of the dream. The round one (circle)
was the image of a retrovirus. The other figure was of the
filaments representing the RNA. When I read in the book
about retrovirus and I analyzed the messages in my dreams,
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I concluded that the genetic change that causes evil must be

a retrovirus: A virus in our computer, or robot.
The virus is pieces of DNA that after entering the

host cell changes to the negative of the human DNA. Then,
when it enters the nucleus, it goes and changes the human
DNA and substitutes it. The virus changes the normal human
code for its code. The cell gets sick, and follows the new
code. The cell starts dividing wildly.
Many studies and research have been done in regard

to AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome). AIDS
is caused by a retrovirus. The most effective treatment for
AIDS has been one that prevents the virus entering the
nucleus of the infected cells. This cure prevents that the virus
from changing the normal human DNA or normal human
code. Research is ongoing in regard to this behavior of the
retrovirus that causes some types of cancer. The cancerous
cell can be cured if the normal code is given back to it.
In this research, plasmids with the normal human

code have been used. When they enter the infected cell (cells
with cancer), the mRNA with the normal code is formed. It
passes to the nucleus, changing the code to normal again.
Bone marrow transfusions in cases of leukemia also change
the code in the infected cell to normal. Bone marrow cells
have the normal human code. Also, the stem cells of the blood
of the host that have been obtained before the infection can
revert the abnormal code to the normal human code. Research
is ongoing, in respect to the viral ethiology of cancer and its
cure.
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After the code of the cancer cells is changed to

normal, they continue dividing in a normal way. Some types
of cancer cured with this method are sarcomas, lymphomas
and leukemia. You can read about this in medical books,
especially in genetic texts. I am sure that in the future, the
gene or genes that are affected with the retrovirus of evil
(program of evil) will be known. I know that the cure using
treatments similar to those used in some genetic diseases,
will be found for evil. I feel that if I continue on this quest,
my spiritual scientific instructors will clear this treatment
for us. I will write down everything they ‘tell’ me. Methods
similar to the ones being used to revert to the abnormal code
of infected cancerous cells could be used as well.
I also think that human cells resemble a computer

(microcomputer). A virus can be introduced to computers,
changing its code. A virus enters human cells and changes
the code of the cell. Sometimes the virus kills them, but
other times, as occurs with AIDS, the virus uses the cell to
produce more retroviruses that pass to the blood and continue
infecting other cells. The code continues substituting the
human code in other cells. For now, the only cure for the
virus of evil is the energy of the Holy Spirit.
January 25, 2007 – “Indole Acetic Acid.”

“Experiments with chimpanzees.” I have to look for a book
with information about research with chimpanzees. I have to
study their DNA and their behavior; if the code is changed. I
found that human DNA is similar to chimpanzee DNA. Our
genetic code is similar to their genetic code. The difference
with our being is that we have a spirit assigned to guide us.
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That occurred when God blew His Spirit into Adam. The
spirit is the most important component of our being.
January 26, 2007 – “The energy is enough to break

the bivalent bindings of water.” This is a clear message
regarding the source of protons in our being. Those protons
and electrons in solution are the electric current that gives us
life. Electricity or electrolyte currents give life to the robot.
January 28, 2007 – “To read The Book of Job.” I read

The Book of Job in the Bible. What I liked most, because I
was worried about my family, was the ending. The teaching
for me was that we have to speak good about those that
criticize us. We have to defend them in front of God. This is
what a human, in communication with his spirit, does. Jesus
gave us the important words: “Forgive them, Father, because
they do not know what they are doing.” I will follow Jesus’
advice.
‘Norma Robot’ has been criticized many times after

her awakening. I have suffered, especially when members
of my family do not believe in me. Someone believes that
I am asking for attention. I tell them that I will be relieved
if somebody starts talking about the same messages. But by
now, and as I was told by our Lord Jesus, the most important
message about our being is under my responsibility. I will
do everything I can to fulfill this mission, but I confess to
you that ‘Norma Robot’ sometimes is very worried about her
worth for doing, so. ‘Norma Robot’ is also a little lazy, but
‘Norma Spirit’ is in charge now. I have to ask God to clear my
mind from interferences and give clarity to the messages.
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I ask you to help me with your credibility. Please

believe me. I ask also for the help of the Virgin Mary and the
angels, so I can write about the messages without confusion
for you. I will ask Them to clear the minds of those that
criticize me, and I will pray to God on their behalf. That was
what Job did, and God liked that very much.
That day I also wrote about important information

about DNA that I found in the November, 2006 edition of
Discover magazine. The article that impressed me was: ‘The
New Genetics: DNA is Not your Identity’. I quote:
“Our DNA, in specific the 25,000 genes that have

been identified by The Genome Project, are referred to as the
book of instructions of the human body. These genes need
instructions about what, where and how to do their job. A
person’s hepatic cells have the same DNA as the person’s
brain cells. These cells, although they have the same DNA,
know the instructions of what they have to produce for their
function. These instructions are not in the DNA by itself,
but they are in the code that produces the proteins that are
needed in each case. This code is in the markers and switches
that are called epigenome. We can think of epigenome as
software with a complex code that is capable of inducing
changes in the DNA to manufacture a variety of proteins,
cells and beings.” (November, 2006 edition of Discover
magazine. I included this in the book Human Software -
Scientific Revelation).
January 30, 2007 – “Who loves, gives everything,

gives everything.” This is what my being, including robot
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and spirit are doing. The robot is following the spirit of love
of Norma. This is a big effort. Trying to throw down the wall
of incredibility and bring light to my fellow humans.
January 31 – “The more important buffer system of

the organism is the bicarbonate (NaHCO3-)” I remember the
message “Na at 12 hours after.” I thought that this parameter
could be included in one of the researches that can be done.
The first blood sample fasting, and the second after 12 hours
and after a period of meditation or a healing session.
I am now going to narrate a typical morning in Norma’s

life, after the knowledge of the truth of her existence. I know
for sure that I am a spiritual being, so when I wake up if
there is no message in my mind, I say ‘hello’ to my Creator.
If I have a message, I rush to my journal to write it down
before I am completely awake. I thank God after writing it.
Next, the lazy ‘Norma Robot’ tries to wake up her husband
between grunts and snores, and after this, she goes to wake
up her grandaughter Ivonne.
The morning race starts. ‘Norma Robot’ has to take

Ivonne to school at 8 AM. If Norma triumphs in this task,
Richard accompanies them to Ivonne’s school. I constantly
repeat to Ivonne that she is a beautiful angel and a good
spiritual being. She believes me, although she tells me
that I am a weird grandmother. Although she behaves well
most of the time, sometimes her robot blocks her spirit and
she behaves badly. That triggers ‘Norma Robot’, that also
sometimes forgets about her spirit.
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After sensing her wrath, Norma gets hold of her

patience. With patience, she does not burst. Richard is more
patient and serves as a moderator in their little battles. He
helps us both. He is also convinced that he is a spiritual being;
that his mission in this world is to create big buildings. He
is already the developer of two hospitals, a medical office
building and a multi-floor parking building. He is doing
superb in his mission. When he was a boy, he dreamed about
the buildings he was going to develop. Now, he has the
difficult task of making Ivonne and me function well.
My robot continues having trouble during the next

hours. When I come back home after leaving Ivonne at
school, on a normal day, ‘Norma Robot’ starts immediately
dressing to go to work. She is programmed to go to work.
That is why she refuses Richard’s invitation to go for a walk.
‘Norma Spirit’ likes to go hiking and pray at the same time.
But the robot code is still with the program of going to work
early. That hike will be the best to calm her. Still in automatic
drive, she can’t be convinced that she must pray and calm
herself before going to work.
She has to go for work from Dorado, the town where

she lives, to Bayamón, the city where she works. The traffic
to go there is heavy. She gets angry again with those that
do not follow traffic laws, especially those that exceed the
speed limit. ‘Norma Spirit’ tells her to pray the Rosary on the
way to work, but the robot has made her incommunicado.
Up until now, you can see that two of the tendencies

to sin have been showing in the behavior of ‘Norma Robot’.
She is also contaminated with the virus. The knowledge of
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the truth that she has is so big, that diligence and patience
have come to her aid.
Another tendency to sin that shows occasionally

in my morning routine is pride. This has diminished a lot.
‘Norma Robot’ is aging. What occurs when she looks in the
mirror, after make-up and combing her hair, is that she likes
the reflection, and forgets that what she is seeing is a robot.
If she looks in the mirror before make-up, probably she will
see that she is aging, and does not look so nice. Pride was
attacking her. The spirit reminds her that the important part
of her being cannot be shown in a mirror. The spirit reminds
her that the robot will be dust someday. When the spirit and
robot are in close communication, she has goose bumps all
over her body. Sometimes she trembles. The spirit is so good,
that even when trying to scold her, love can be felt. I have
noticed that after the awakening of my spirit, I have goose
bumps more frequently.
Other tendencies to sin that Norma has under her

control are avarice and egoism. Her heart has opened and
she loves her fellow human beings. OK, being frank, there
are some people that still she cannot love. But in general, she
has improved a lot. About being selfish, she is doing much
better. She does not buy expensive clothes. She doesn’t carry
more than $20 in her wallet, and that she has for emergencies.
But frankly, she does not carry money in her wallet to avoid
Ivonne and Ricardo Felipe’s temptation to take the money.
Good for Norma until now.
Temperance has also come to her life. No more heavy

meals for Norma. No more social drinking. She is allowed
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only 2 cups of wine during the week. She has achieved

moderation in this respect. That has been helpful in losing
weight and having a clear mind. The tendency of lust for
her never has been a problem. Her Christian upbringing and
teachings have been clear in this respect. She is conscious
that she is a spiritual being. Also, having low estrogen helps
her. She has always being a good and faithful woman.
Let us consider the tendencies on which Norma has

to work. Wrath is the chief complaint. When somebody
tries to humiliate her, it makes her angry. She has to hold
herself not to fight, verbally or physically, with the intruder.
Patience comes to her aid. Love applies its brakes. Norma is
at peace again. The love from her spirit finally ends loving
and pardoning the offender. Still she is not able to “offer the
other cheek” but she has more patience.
Her human relations have improved. She does not

have enemies. Only some people still ask themselves: “Is
she good, or not?” Norma is in the process of being good.
I know that I have to work with the anger still present in
my being. This anger is hiding, and attacks on occasion.
Probably it is in my genes, or it is in memories from my past
with which I have not dealt with yet. I have to pray much
in order to deal with this accumulated anger. I have to fill
myself with love. I have to facilitate the messages from my
spirit. The confusion in the transmission is still present. I am
improving. Sometimes love and peace invade me. On those
occasions I feel like I am floating in happiness. In those
moments is when I have the most powerful goose bumps.
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On other occasions, I will continue describing the

awakening of my spirit. I will tell you of all the changes I
note. By now, I can tell you that my spirit loves my robot.
I love myself more after knowing the truth of my being. I
have never felt depression after knowing my spirit. Peace
has come to my life. I see a brilliant future, as brilliant as my
core star. I know that someday my spirit will go back to its
place of origin, where God is waiting for it with love.
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Fourth Chapter
• Narration of my experiences with the
awakening of my spirit during the
first months of 1994
• The robot’s illumination
• In profound meditation, I meet my
spiritual instructors
January 9, 1994 – In Mass at Dorado,

I see an internal vision: two areas of light
separated by a black area, one of triangular
form, and the other with circular form. The
vision repeats itself every time I close my
eyes with devotion. I ask myself: What could
they represent? During consecration, I think
they represent The Body (round figure as
the bread) and the chalice where the Blood
of Christ is. The light in the figures has the
presence of Jesus Christ in them. I think also
that it is a message that we should receive
Jesus in Communion.
January 10, 1994 – I finished reading

the book Autoliberación Interior by Anthony
Mello. In English: Interior Self-Liberation.
Many concepts are now clearer in my mind.
They are like pieces of a puzzle whose places
I am finding. On another day I will write
about this. I will call it: The Illumination of
the Robot.
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January 6, 1994 – Today at Mass the Gospel was

about Jesus freeing a man from the presence of a demon. The
priest told us that demons exist; that evil exists. I think that
evil is caused by the access of demons to men. Jesus came to
free us from evil and demons. He came to teach us how to be
free from them. Prayer is necessary for this.
FEBRUARY 12, 1994 – During the past year I have

been thinking that the renovation of our souls is by growing
in virtues. Virtues will help us strengthen our soul in the
struggle with evil. I am aware of this struggle in my soul.
Good battles evil.
A virtue that still I do not have is charity. On one

occasion, something or somebody told me that I had to grow
in charity. I did not comprehend well the message, and I
thought that this was because I was not visiting the patients
at the hospital. Now I see that the concept of charity is
bigger. This is the virtue that can overcome selfishness: that
is one of the capital sins. To defeat selfishness, we have to
kill our ego. This is a difficult task. To think of others before
thinking of ourselves is not easy for humans.
The virtue that helps us is charity. Love must be

present to accomplish this. The ego leads us to think only
about ourselves. If we follow the ego, we will be like animals
trying to follow our instincts. Ego separates us from our
neighbors. We have to grow in charity to defeat the ego. Let
us see how ego works and how it leads us to trespass God’s
Commandments:
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When I think I am important, I am opening the door

to pride. When I think about delicious foods and desserts, I
open the door to gluttony. When a human being thinks too
much about sex, he opens the door to lust. The ego pushes us
to have many material things. This opens the door to avarice.
It also leads to envy and greed.
Thinking about its own comfort, ego leads us to

laziness. Finally, when the ego is contradicted, it opens the
door to wrath. When this feeling is intense, it leads to hate.
Hate is the antithesis of love. That is why I recommend that
you pray and offer your souls to God. His Holy Spirit will
renew your souls, and fill them with virtues and love.
Love will give you charity. Charity leads you to

service. Service will displace selfishness. We start loving
and thinking of the needs of our neighbors. Our soul was
created to love and to be in union with God and the other
creatures of His Creation.
Another idea in my mind that is clearer is that our

soul is prisoner in a body that is like a robot or machine. This
machine is mostly matter. I feel my soul as a prisoner in a
jail, to which evil spirits have access. My soul feels miserable
when I follow the whims of the ego, and end up following an
evil tendency.
My mind can be compared with a broken computer

that has been under attack by ideas or thoughts that come
from evil spirits. Evil spirits are at war with the good in our
mind, and with the good spirits. When I think about the good
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and kind spirits, I think about the Virgin Mary, the angels
and the saints. God is kindness. God is the Spirit of Good.
Kindness and unity go together. That is why He asks us to be
in His union. Our spirit receives His call with interferences.
God will give us happiness and peace, but greater than all,
He will give us love. God gives us love, and the light that
will continue clearing our minds. God will lead us to the
Truth.
At the beginning of the past year, I wrote about a

beautiful dream I had with a rainbow. The rainbow was
preceded by the presence of the Virgin Mary. Today, I think
that this rainbow can represent the union of all Christian
churches: The union of the churches forming a rainbow of
love. Then, what occurred in my dream can happen: The
rainbow changed its direction to heaven. Jesus and His united
Church will produce so much light and brightness that the
devil will be blinded and evil defeated.
MARCH 21, 1994 – Dreamed last night, after asking

my guardian angel to enter my dreams. In the dream, I see a
brilliant red circle. Within this circle I see petals of different
colors. I clearly see the blue and the green. I also see a cone
of light coming from the sky. I hear myself saying: “I want to
bathe in it.” My desire was to bathe in the light coming from
the sky that looked as ‘rivers of living water descending to
Earth.’
I think that the guardian angel left that beautiful

dream for me. When I awoke, I gave thanks to him and I
asked for his name. To my mind came ‘Joy’, and I named
him Alegria (‘Joy’ in Spanish).
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MARCH 22, 1994 – I ask my guardian angel to

accompany me and guide me. In my conversion, I started
feeling the presence of the Virgin Mary. She confirmed her
presence in a dream I had with Her in Washington, D.C. She
looked very beautiful in Her Glorious Body; full of love and
tenderness. She told me to change my path and to follow
Her Son Jesus. I felt Her presence and the presence of the
Holy Spirit while I was thinking with Them in love. Then I
felt Jesus’ presence several times, especially when I received
Communion.
Today I can say that I feel the presence of my guardian

angels. I knew that the Virgin Mary and Jesus had appointed
two angels to my care. I also know that my angels are not
alone. There are other angels with Them. There is a serious
guardian angel that I called Abigael. They are teaching me. I
will continue writing what they inspire me to write.
I do not remember other dreams last night. Only that I

again saw the bright light with a conical shape. I believe that
was the signal from my angel. The angels help me resolve
the problems in my dreams. They always end with a good
solution. I will do a summary of what They have told me:
The Kingdom of Heaven has come to us. God, the

Virgin Mary and angels are calling us. They are nearer to
us than before. The call is in all the places of the world. It is
a call for love. It is a call to make Jesus the most important
part of our lives.
Jesus is our God of Love. Our Creator loves us and

is getting near us. God wants humans to grow in spirituality;
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now in a more accelerated way. Humans are attached to

materialism. It is difficult for humans to separate from the
world. We hear the call, but the attachment to matter and our
animal desires make it difficult to follow the call. The prize
of the efforts and triumph over matter is peace, happiness
and good human relations. The world is changing slowly for
good. Our awakening is slow. Our sleep in matter is deep.
We are deep in the cauldron or boiler of the devil. Angels
continue trying to reach us. They have communicated with
me in dreams. My dream last night was very clear. It was
like talking with them. The angels are with God. He is in
charge.
MARCH 24, 1994 – In profound meditation, I try

to communicate with a guardian angel: (N = Norma; A =
Angel)
N: “I want to know you and feel your presence. I am

missing something. What is it? (I feel tickles at my throat; my
chest tightens at heart level…That is the way of you telling
me that you love me. Sound of wind at the window, and a
feeling of peace.)
N: “Another question. Do I need to continue
writing?” (Again the tickles at my throat and the tightening
of my chest…You are touching my face and lifting it. I feel
tickles all over my neck and in my lips. I love you.)
N: “How I can serve my Creator?”
A: “Love and respect.”
N: “Are you all united?”
A: “We are all united.” (Sensation of energy in my
forehead, then in the crown of my head. He moves my face.)
N: “Your name is Joy or Abigael?”
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(The name does not matter. Sensation in my heart.

Then, like hands caressing my face. Looks like you are
placing my face so that I see you. I love you. Energy in my
heart. You are telling me, yes.)
N: “Have you been always with me?”

A: “Yes.” (Presence of the Saint Virgin Mary, majestic
and full of goodness. Big sensation in my forehead; in my
throat.)
N: “I want to see you. I want to love you.”
A: “I love you.”
N: “I do not want to separate from you.”
A: “I will never leave you.”
N: “I want freedom from the emotion of jealousy.”
We are going to do it. (Note: I feel that this was the

Lord who talked to me. I was talking with my angel, but I feel
that Lord Jesus answered my last questions.)
N: “Thanks, my God. Thanks, Virgin Mary. Thanks,

guardian angel.”
APRIL 6, 1994 – Yesterday on my way to the hospital

I was thinking about the dream I had where I saw Angelito,
my son, and angels in spaceships in formation, that were
near the golf course in front of my house. I saw Angelito
in a golf cart. He was taking tourists to the place where the
angels were landing. I did not comprehend that part of the
dream where Angelito (Little Angel) was taking the tourists
to the landing place. Now, I think that his name is ‘Angel’.

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That is a way for them to tell me that they will guide

us to the light. In my dream last night, I was asking our
Lord to give me a signal to guide me. In the dream, I enter
profound meditation that allows me to change the level I was
to a level where the light is more intense.
APRIL 14, 1994 – Dreamed last night where I was

in a city in chaos and criminal activity. I am in a house that
the criminals were trying to assault. I see a lady from Santo
Domingo (Dominican Republic). She is bad, and is trying
to deceive us, passing for good. She opens the door to the
criminals. When they attack us, I pray to God to use His rays
of light and love to defeat the demons in the criminals. The
rays pass to the Dominican lady and other lady near her. I
see that the Dominican lady changes and slowly becomes
good. The light of Jesus reached her and liberated her from
the demon she had.
Looking for the meaning of this dream and if a message

is present, I thought of last night’s TV news. I remembered
that on CNN news the night before, they presented a Puerto
Rico in chaos due to drug trafficking. My thought was that
the message was probably that the drugs were entering from
the Dominican Republic. This looks logical. Also, that Jesus
can free us from evil.
APRIL 17, 1994 – I had a dream last night in

which my husband was lost. I was trying to find him. Then
suddenly he appears with a comical hairdo. He had it parted
in the middle, and was combed to both sides. He also had the
face of a saint. I believe that Alegria saw me suffering in the
dream, and changed it so I felt well. Now, thinking about the
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dream, I laugh. Thanks, angel. I love you.
MARCH 29, 1994 – The illumination of the robot. I

want to express some ideas that I believe are very important.
These ideas are more clear after reading several books. In
these books, a similar message to the one I have written is
present. After reading Ask Your Angel, my mind was clearer
to the ways they use to leave messages in my mind. I told
you that I remembered some dreams with light that were
different from the others. I felt that they had a message. Also,
I wrote that on the moment of awakening, a message was
present on occasions. There were phrases, words or ideas
fixed in my mind that when I wrote about them, they had a
message.
Today, I want to assure you that this is true and is

happening to others also. I feel that we are in the time in
which God has sent His angels with a message for all that
is very important. We have to believe this. Humans are in
another dimension, and due to this, communication from
the angels is difficult. For us to communicate with them is
almost impossible. Many humans have raised themselves to
other spiritual levels and have felt peace when they achieved
communication.
Once I wrote you about the ‘Love Channel’. This

channel is difficult to tune. When we do, what we feel is
difficult to describe with human words. We contact Heaven.
There, you can find angels and the Virgin Mary, and if you
rise higher, you can find Jesus.
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With our imperfect mind, it is very difficult to hear

the ‘Love Channel’. Our soul feels that this is its place of
origin. This is real for all of us. To obtain it, you need to
pray and read The Bible, and you have to follow a life of
goodness.
This communication will be easier when we die, and

our spirit rises to be with God. That is why they say that
when you die, you pass to a better life. It is real that our
spirit exists. Our spirit cannot be destroyed with death. To
be united with God after death, it has to be in union with the
Holy Spirit. If a spirit is not good and is separated from the
Holy Spirit, at death it will go to the place where the evil
spirits are; where there is darkness forever. For my soul, I
want the light of the Holy Spirit.
I know that in order to be in God’s company, I have to

be an example of love and goodness. It is difficult to express
in written words what I am trying to tell you. I feel that I am
a robot in the process of illumination. I wish that all human
robots become illuminated, so they can communicate with
our spiritual guides. Remember that prayer and meditation
are necessary for that communication. We have to separate
from all materialism and animal desires. Our body is a robot
that will disappear eventually. The important part of our
being is the spirit. The spirit is prisoner of the robot. The
robot will be dust eventually.
Another book that I have read that has also helped

me in clearing these concepts is the book El Apocalipsis
que Viene (Coming Apocalypse). This book confirms that
the messages I received (Armageddon, etc.) about the
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I was impressed with the word ‘Armageddon’. This

is referred to in the Book of Revelations; describing the time
in which we are now living. According to the author, we are
in the time of the great tribulation. God has sent His angels
to give us the last warning. Those that hear it will follow the
angels. Those that do not hear it and continue with the mark
of evil and materialism will not be illuminated. Those, that
after hearing what the message makes of Jesus as the more
important part of their lives, will be illuminated. This is what
happened to me and to thousands of human beings. I want to
proclaim this loudly, but I do not do it, because even in my
family they say that I am a ‘weird robot’.
I am a robot of a different lot. I repeat to them and to

you that I am a robot that is only beginning to be illuminated.
I pray to my Lord Jesus to open the eyes of all humans so
they can see. The blackness covering our lives is getting
darker in these days due to the cult of materialism and bad
passions. As I have told you, television was the last invention
used by Satan to blind our souls. Since very young we are
exposed to it. Eventually we will be filled with the culture of
materialism, and convinced that fulfilling human pleasures
is the source of happiness.
That is the ego’s wish. That isn’t the source of

happiness. It only produces despair and suffering. I want to
tell you the source of happiness: Our God is the only source
of it. Happiness comes with the union with the Holy Spirit. It
is accompanied with peace and love. I want to tell you how
you can achieve this.
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You have to communicate with God through prayer

and good deeds. To pray, you have to silence the cyclic
thoughts in your mind. You have to shut off the television.
There are good books that can help you, especially The Bible.
You should read some verses every day. Only the souls in the
robots that have been illuminated can be light in union with
God some day. When Jesus, King of All Nations comes, only
the robots that have been illuminated will be with Him. They
will be protected. They will be happy seeing His arrival.
Then, the prophecy will be fulfilled: Humans transformed to
beings of light will go to receive Him.
The end of the world as it is today will occur. The last

battle is the Battle of Armageddon. This battle is at spiritual
level. It is the battle between good and evil. It is the battle
between light and darkness. It is the battle between love and
hate. It is the battle between Jesus and the good beings against
the evil spirits. The Commander in Chief of the ‘good army’
is Jesus. The Virgin Mary and the angels are accompanying
Him. We have to help them to communicate with us. In order
that my grandchildren understand me, I will try to explain
the robot’s illumination in a more physical form.
Imagine that in a robot (of aluminum or flesh), a

being or spirit exists. Let us call that spirit ‘soul’. Soul does
not have light, and cannot produce light by itself. Soul can
only communicate through a computer named ‘mind’. This
computer has progressive atrophy. Mind is damaged. Evil
spirits can access the memory of ‘mind’. They program the
computer as they want.
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Suddenly, a powerful being of light comes to the

rescue of ‘soul’. Soul has been a prisoner of the evil beings.
Soul does not understand at first what is happening. The
being of light starts cleaning the dirt covering ‘soul’, and
leaves messages for ‘mind’ to ‘hear’. In the center of ‘soul’,
he feels something wonderful. He is really happy for the
first time. Mind finally understands the message and lets the
light of the Being of Light come in. Soul’s center or his heart
fills with the Light of Love. The robot’s illumination starts.
Illumination starts inside the robot. Then ‘soul’ gets radiant,
or full of light. The light shows in the robot that starts acting
differently. He acts with love toward the other robots and
especially with love and gratitude to the Being of Light that
saved him.
The Being of Light is called Holy Spirit. Light in the

soul comes from His presence. Holy Spirit starts changing
soul. He tells soul about his origin, and that his computer
was damaged by the evil spirits in order to separate the souls
from God, that is the Creator of all. Holy Spirit comes to
prepare all souls in order to return them to God. First, He
has to clean them and has to change the program that the evil
spirits introduced in the mind of soul. He will replace the
program of evil with the program of good. Soul will be free
eventually, and with the knowledge that he now has, he will
be in close contact with the Being of Light.
Their communication will be in the language of

prayer. Two conditions need to be accomplished by soul
in order for the Holy Spirit to protect him. The conditions
are: To love God above all creatures and things, and to love
all souls and their robots as he loves himself and his robot.
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Soul thinks that that is easy to accomplish. But in the dirt

or blackness around him, are evil beings that are still trying
hard to change his program again.
In the program of evil, the ego tries to substitute love.

Ego tries to convince soul that happiness is achieved giving
pleasure to him. Soul already knows ego and remembers
that only unhappiness can come from him. Ego is a selfish
being, only thinking about pleasures. Blackness increases,
following the desires of ego. Soul wants to get out of prison
and uses the light he already has. The light helps him to
overcome ego’s challenges.
Light fills soul with humility and charity. This kills

ego. Then soul prays, and the Holy Spirit comes to his aid.
With prayer, the source of light comes to soul. The source
of light is God, the Creator of Souls. Soul knows that he has
to continue in union with God, so that he continues being a
being of light under the reflection of God’s light.
APRIL 25, 1994 – Last night I asked my guardian

angel for a signal in relation to the presence of the Virgin
Mary at the Holy Mountain of San Lorenzo. When I awoke,
in my mind was the phrase: “The four of us are present at
the Holy Mountain.” Thinking about this message, I realize
that it came from our Lord Jesus and not from the angel. He
is telling me that beside the Virgin Mary, the Beings of the
Holy Trinity are also present. I feel that this is a message of
truth.
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APRIL 28, 1994 – Phrase when I awoke:

“Communication as Mrs. Ghandi.” I think that in deep
meditation my communication with God, the Virgin, the
angels and saints has improved.
APRIL 29, 1994 – In a dream last night two young

boys were going to rob me. I was surprised and I felt sad
for them. I start talking to them about God. They looked
confused but finally halted the robbery.
APRIL 30, 1994 – Another dream with boys trying

to rob. This time it is in New York. Before they force the
door of the apartment open, I try to convince them about the
wrong they are doing. They are convinced and leave. I felt
sorry for them. These two dreams make me think that Jesus
is worried about children. We have to teach and guide them.
We have to protect them from evil.
MAY 3, 1994 – Dream where I hear clearly the words:

“Fear – Peace: Darkness – Light.” I asked Jesus before this
dream to guide me, in order to know what I could do. I asked
Him to offer me advice, or to send one of His angels to talk
to me. I feel that Jesus left those words in my dream.
I feel that I have to clear for you what I am trying to

say. During the last months, I have dedicated all of my free
time to reading about messages from God. The messages
from Jesus are being received all around the world. I read
religious books. Two of the last ones were written by two
unknown ladies. One is Vassula Ryden; the other Nancy
Fowler.
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The messages I wrote during 1992 and 1993 are

similar to the ones they received. I am surprised. Now I do
not doubt about the truth in them. What I have written, I
have channeled from my spiritual instructors. I can “see” the
Virgin Mary in my dreams. Also, I can feel the presence of
Jesus with all His Majesty.
Yesterday afternoon, I was feeling confused. I opened

the Bible looking for guidance. I went back to the words in
my dream: Fear - Peace. My Lord Jesus is telling us to not
be afraid; that eventually peace will come. The other words:
Blackness - Light. I think that Jesus is telling us that from
darkness we will pass to the light, where we will be one with
God. I opened the Bible to Kings, Chap. 22, Verses 1 – 40
(Micah’s prophecy of the defeat of the Arabs). After reading
them my thoughts were: Micah told the King of Israel that if
he went to battle he would be defeated. The people of Israel
would end up dispersed, as sheep without a shepherd. The
king went to battle where he died, and the prophecy came
true.
The analogy with our times in my mind was that

this is a warning for the President of the United States of
America. He must avoid a war. Although the United Nations
helps him, he should not go to war. He will lose. I think
about the prophecy of the end of the world. The nuclear
destruction of the United States has been feared. For peace to
be achieved, the union of nations is necessary. The message
for the President is that the United States of America must
avoid war. Without war, peace will come eventually. This
message is similar to the messages of the Virgin Mary. If we
follow Jesus and we stay united and at peace, God will give
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us peace without suffering punishment. The end of our times

could be the Third World War. The United States of America
will be destroyed in this war.
Now I go back to the words in my dream: Fear

- Peace. My Lord Jesus is telling us not be afraid; that
eventually peace will come. The other words: Blackness -
Light. I think that Jesus is telling us that from darkness we
will pass to the light where we will be one with God. After
writing the above thoughts, I opened the Bible again. I found
the following: Jeremiah Chapter 4, Verses 1 – 3: “If you will
return, O Israel,” says the Lord, “Return to me; and if you
will put away your abominations out of My sight, then you
shall not be moved, and you shall swear the Lord lives, in
truth, in judgment, and in righteousness; the nations shall
bless themselves in Him, and in Him they shall glory.” For
thus says the Lord to the men of Judah and Jerusalem: “Break
up your fallow ground, and do not sow among thorns.”
MAY 4, 1994 – Dreamed last night where my soul

looks in a dark well (like the dark holes) where I hear humans
suffering. I hear coughing and crying. Humans are suffering
and are covered with mud. You could hear only their crying
and coughing. It was a horrible spectacle. I think that vision
was probably of hell or purgatory. It has a message. Before
seeing that deep well or dark hole I was at a building or
home over the dark place. Nobody wanted to go there. I was
afraid but I wanted to help those beings. Still in the dream
somebody told me that two beings have already gone there
but still the beings were suffering in the darkness. I thought
in my dream that the two beings probably were two good
nurses that went to that horrible place. Today I think that
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Jesus and the Virgin Mary were the Ones that went to offer
help to the beings. I have to help Them in this endeavor.
MAY 9, 1994 – On awakening the phrase: “The Souls

Redeemer.”
MAY 18, 1994 – Phrase on awakening: “The Virgin

of the Well.” At the hospital I ask one of the nurses, Mrs.
Balasquides, to give me information about the ‘Virgin of the
Well’, the name given to the appearance of the Virgin Mary
at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico. I called also Lorraine, the
ex-wife of one of my sons, but I could not reach her. This is
the second time I receive something about this appearance of
the Virgin at Puerto Rico.
MAY 19, 1994 – Mrs. Balasquide gave me a book

with information about the appeareance of the Virgin Mary
at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico. Going back to the robot’s
illumination I have to tell you that that process will be
progressive. In order not to lose the light, peace, happiness
and the good feelings of the robot, it is necessary for him to
stay in union with the Holy Spirit. He must be in a state of
grace. For this it is necessary to stay in prayer and away from
earthy distractions.
We have to be “born again”. The new man continues

with progressive illumination. In my mind there has
been, since long ago, the idea that in order to achieve this
illumination, we have to grow in virtues. When I analyzed
the Fifth Mystery of Glory of the Rosary, I thought that the
stars in the Virgin Mary’s crown represented her virtues.
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This was clear in my mind, but I felt that I was missing

something in the first analysis of the virtues. Something was
wrong with the number. I have carried this worry for a year.
Now, when I saw that there were seven stars in the image of
this appearance of the Virgin, I was pleased, because I had
been thinking about seven very important virtues that help
us defeat the capital sins.
The day that the nurse gave me the book was a day
full of problems at the hospital. I was feeling depressed, so I
started reading the book. My surprise was great when I read
on the page where I opened the book to the following phrase:
“Seven were the stars in the crown of the Virgin Mary.” My
sadness changed to happiness. For me, this was a sign that
I was on the correct path. Seven are the virtues about which
I have to insist. One of the stars was bigger, so one of the
virtues must be more important. I think that this virtue is
humility, though all virtues are very important.
When we offer our soul to Jesus, He is the gardener

of our soul. He takes the thorns and the bad weeds out. Then
Jesus plants the white roses of the virtues in our souls. Our
soul eventually will be a beautiful garden. This garden is full
of light. Jesus and His Holy Spirit created the most beautiful
garden in His Mother’s soul. Jesus, God the Father, and the
Holy Spirit are one.
I want to start the review of the virtues with the virtue

of humility. I think that humility represents the bigger star
that was in the center front of the Virgin Mary’s Crown, as it
was seen in Her appearance at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico.
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It was the Virgin Mary who said: “Here is our Lord

slave.” God bless You, Mary, that in this way you showed
us the path to happiness, peace and love. Your words make
possible the salvation of our souls.
How can we help our Lord, to care about this plant

of humility, in our souls? It is difficult for us, and requires
strength of will power. The demon of pride will try to kill it.
The light of God strengthens our will power. If we let in the
darkness of pride, it could damage the humility planted in
our soul. Without light, the plant will die. We have to pray
and ask for God’s protection.
Humility has been a difficult achievement for me.

Since childhood, my ego was growing. I was the youngest
daughter of my family. I was spoiled by them. The phrase
of my father that I remember most was one which started
me on the path of pride. He would ask: “Why is father
crazy with happiness?” I would answer: “Because he has a
beautiful girl.” Afterwards, I started getting good grades at
school. My parents were teachers at the same school, and my
participation was required in all school activities. In some
activities, I recited long poems. The applauses started, and I
liked them. By the time I reached adolescence, my ego had
grown much. I can tell you that I was a robot full of pride.
I was raised in the Catholic faith. My parents were

very religious. I received baptism, first communion and
confirmation at the appropriate age. Although my parents
taught me to pray everyday, I prayed to a distant God that
I did not know. I loved God, but in a passive way. I have
always loved Jesus and the Virgin Mary, but for me they
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were far away. Their influence was not a determining factor

at that age. My will was chiefly in worldly things. I liked
reading, but although I read about sacred history, I did not
read the Bible until I was 20 years old, and still have my
father’s Catholic Bible.
I finished the degree of Doctor in Medicine and

Surgery when I was 24 years old. This further increased the
growth of my ego. When I was 27, I finished my specialty
in pediatrics. During my years of practice in pediatrics,
and in my work at the hospital as medical director, my ego
continued growing. I needed a strong suffering to clear my
head.
This intense suffering occurred in the second half of

1991, when my entire life began to seem meaningless and full
of arrogant pride. My pride started dying, and on my knees I
asked for the help of God. He came to my help immediately,
and gave strength to my humility. I struggle to be humble,
and I am still working on it. Pride still comes from time to
time to bother me. I have to struggle with it every day. I want
to be humble, but I still have some darkness in my soul. I
pray for God’s light to help me. To be humble is not easy. It
requires strength of will power, and a heart full of love for
God and our fellow humans.
What helps me is to think about our powerful God,

King of Heaven, who voluntarily entered the flesh of the
human being. He suffered humiliation with His passion and
death that he offered for our sins. That is the best example
for us to follow and be humble. How can a robot that will
be dust think that he is important? We cannot live to give
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pleasure to the robot and decorate it. We must see that the
only important part of our being is our spirit. The light of the
spirit will increase as the humility in it increases. We must
remember that the Virgin Mary, although she was a most
beautiful woman, was also a most humble woman. That is
why Her garden with the roses of humility is so big, that still
today the perfume of roses can be felt when She is near. We
have to follow Her example, and grow in humility until we
achieve that plenitude of it in our spirit.
MAY 31, 1994 – Phrase in my mind when I awoke:

“The Game of Life.” Thoughts during the day: Human beings
can be compared with a robot that has a virus. This virus is
the virus of evil. We know that computers can be damaged by
a virus. The same thing has happened to humans. The apple
that Eve ate was contaminated with the virus of evil. Eve
was contaminated in this way and, she also contaminated
Adam. The virus has been transmitted through generations.
In the Holy Bible the treatment is prescribed. The message
left in the ‘less damaged computers’ (the Prophets) at the
beginning of time is the one written in the Old Testament
of the Bible. These messages in the Old Testament were not
clear to humans. God wanted to cure us. He saw that we did
not understood what was written in the Bible. He came in the
flesh of Jesus, His son, to give us a clearer message.
The medicine to cure evil is the medicine of goodness.

Only transfusions of goodness can cure us. Jesus was not
contaminated with evil, because He is the Spirit of Good.
His mother was also created without contamination: (The
Immaculate Conception, as told by the Virgin Mary to the
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children of Fatima). Jesus left for us, in the writings of His

apostles, the methods to be used to cure the virus. Goodness
and love are the only medicines to cure us from the virus of
evil. Love is the prescribed antibiotic. We have to take the
medicine voluntarily. We have to visit the Divine Doctor,
Jesus Christ. The Virgin Mary is our nurse, and the angels
are the paramedics who help Her. The dose of the Holy Spirit
in the circulation, or the dose of goodness, is what will cure
us from evil.
When Jesus was in the human flesh, He knew that the

only way to cure us was His Holy Spirit in us. Before His
ascension, he told His apostles that He was going to the Father
to send the Holy Spirit. This is our only cure. The venom of
evil is powerful. It is an almost lethal virus. The continuous
infusion of the Holy Spirit is what will cure the affected
“cells” of the soul. They will be changed to new “cells”,
filled with light. Our spiritual healing is felt progressively
as the soul illuminates. Some souls are more ill than others.
This depends on the state of contamination of previous
generations. Our conduct will affect our descendants also for
generations to come. This is described in the Bible, but I did
not understand it. How to take the medicine has been taught
to some of us since we were children, but we were so blinded
by the virus, that we did not understand it.
The only possible happiness is through the love of the

Holy Spirit. The virus affects the vision of the soul, making
it difficult for us to see the love of the Holy Spirit. Until we
are clear from the virus of evil, we have to take the antibiotic.
When we are almost cured, the devil and the evil spirits try
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to contaminate us again. If we do not have goodness with us,

the virus and darkness can recur. Eve opened the way for the
evil spirits to enter our soul. A genetic defect is present in us.
That is why we must be in the presence of the Holy Spirit
while we are in the robot. After death, if our soul is cured and
with the presence of the Holy Spirit, we will go to Heaven
with the Spirits of Good.
The Saints are the beings that were cured before

death. If we are still contaminated at the moment of our
death but the contamination is minimal, God will send us
to Purgatory to finish our cleansing. If the contamination is
too much, the soul will go with the other sick beings to hell.
There they will find the evil spirits. These evil spirits are
so contaminated with darkness, that they do all possible in
order for darkness to spread all over the universe.
In a dream, I saw the place of darkness. In that place,

only crying and suffering was present. My advice is to call
the Doctor of our souls, our Lord Jesus. We will be filled
eventually with humility, charity, generosity, diligence,
temperance and patience. They will overcome the venom
of pride, envy, egoism, avarice, lust, laziness, gluttony and
debauchery. We will have a clean soul that will go to be
united with our Creator for eternity. Amen.
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Fifth Chapter
• Narration of the awakening of my
spirit during 2007
• Chronological narration of the
messages received during that year
• Important facts related to the study of
the scientific messages
• Miracle of the roses in a flower pot
• Tale of Norma’s sickness, showing
the duality in the perception of her
being
I resume the narration of the messages

of 2007 in a chronological order:
February 6, 2007 –
“Acetylcholinesterase.”
February 7, 2007 – A night of

dreams, each dream different from the other.
Big mitochondria: In the mitochondria wall,
between the internal and external membranes,
I see small rays of light. The rays were
intermittent and throughout the membrane.
They were very bright. I relate them to the
energy of light of our spiritual being. The
oxidative process goes on in this location. I
think that the rays of light represent energy
entering our body. Light energy reacting with
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the substrate or matter, with the dehydrogenases, with the

Heme group of the Cytochromes, etc. With this in mind, I
have to review the oxidative cycle. I was instructed in the
dream about the prominences or crests of the membrane of
the mitochondria where ATAPase is. Something my spiritual
instructors are trying to tell me is that I have to go back to the
study of the mitochondria.
Another dream was of a very cold climate. This must

be a common dream. I read about the mitochondria, and I
was convinced again of the action of radiation energy over
the different compounds of the oxidative cycle. All of these
compounds absorb light energy. This has been proven in
independent studies or research.
February 12, 2007 – “Insulin is a type of matter

also present in cows.” This is how my spiritual instructors
attract my attention. Sometimes they leave weird messages.
I thought immediately that they wanted me to study insulin.
When I read, I found facts that other books lack:
Insulin is a growth factor of the cell. It has hormonal

functions. It is related to the protein kinases. This led me
to think that it also absorbs light energy, or a compound
that absorbs light energy acts upon it. I concluded that all
hormones are affected by light or radiation energy. By the
action of insulin, other growth factors are formed (protein
kinases). When it is altered by other compounds, radiation
or a virus, alternate products are formed (alternate protein
kinases). These alternate products can produce diseases and
cancer, because they alter the normal pattern of growth of
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the cells. The altered protein kinases change the normal

code of the cells, which leads to their abnormal growth. This
occurs in cancer. They can also cause the death of the cell. I
found this information in the book Molecular Biology of the
Gene, Fifth Edition; Watson, Baker, Bell, Levine, Gann and
Losick.
February 16, 2007 – “Buddha’s Circle.” “Drosophila

Melaganobacter.” When I read about Drosophila I found that
many genetic studies have been done on this insect (fly).
This research has been useful for humans. This I found in
the book: The Cell: A Molecular Approach; Fourth Edition-
Goophrey M Cooper, Robert E.Haussman; page 18.
February 17, 2007 – “The proteins of the blood.”

When I read about the blood proteins, I see that they are part
of the human code, or human software. Proteins are what
carry the messages or information for the different actions
or functions of the cells. In the cellular membrane, receptors
are present that signal the proteins as they pass near. These
receptors are also proteins that are in charge of signaling the
blood proteins. The blood proteins carry the messages for
the cells. This has been proven.
As you can see, we are similar to a computer.

Information is carried by means of a code to its different
components. The messenger proteins go chiefly in the blood.
That is why my instructors left “the proteins of the blood” in
my dream.
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February 20, 2007 – Dream with a different map of

the world. The dream was in color. Peace was present. Of the
map, I recall that the African continent was divided in two.
In the center, a new sea was present. More vegetation and
flowers could be seen where previously there was a desert.
February 21, 2007 – In a dream I received the

number of a page of a book: “Page 121”. On this page in the
book that I was reading, I found that the blood proteins carry
the messages for the different functions of the organism.
Many are enzymes or co-enzymes. Many are produced in
the liver.
The liver is the other processor of our robot. We

can consider the cells as microprocessors. About Buddha’s
Circle, what I found and has relation to the awakening of the
spirit, is that after seeing the light (awakening), a circle is
formed between the spirit and our matter. We can access our
spirit more easily.
February 23, 2007 – “The angels come to correct

the micro cosmos.”
February 24, 2007 – “The defects of the charge

cause depression.”
February 25, 2007 – “Nicotinamide: NADH, to

study it again.”
February 28, 2007 – “726-2626.” Looks like a

telephone number, but it is not. It refers to the value of the
pH in the cephalospinal fluid (7.26). In some books the value
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given is 7.28. The pH of the blood is 7.4. The pH depends of

the quantity of protons (H+ or acid) in the blood. The more
the acidity the lower the pH. The pH of the cephalo-spinal
fluid is lower than the pH of the blood. This means that more
protons are present in the CSF. This also is an indication that
protons are produced in the central nervous system.
March 2, 2007 – “2022.”
March 4, 2007 – “A cortical degree of water.”
March 12, 2007 – “Oligosacharids.”
March 13, 2007 – “Augusto Marín.” To explain:

“Sacred geometry is the template for the incarnation of the
soul.”
March 14, 2007 – “Diabetes.” All these messages

contributed to opening my mind about what I had to study,
and helped to determine my actions. By this time, the book
Software Humano – Revelación Científica was finished. I
took this Spanish version of the book to the publisher. They
edited it and did several changes in its order, but not in
the content. I started the translation to English by myself.
I wanted the book to be published in the United States of
America. The translation took several months. I was still the
medical director of the hospital, and I did the translation in
my spare time. I asked my husband for a year’s leave of
absence, but he preferred to give me several hours a day to
finish the translation. My daughter Lisette started helping
me as assistant medical director. The messages in my dreams
continued.
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March 16, 2007 – Dream in which I saw a beautiful

image that for me that is a blessing from God. I saw my
soul as a bright pyramidal white light that was ascending,
going to be united with the light of God. God and the angels
were waiting for me. The vertex of the pyramidal white
figure pointed toward God. All beings were of a white bright
light. The happiness and peace that I felt in the dream was
overwhelming. We were all happy and in particular, God and
the beings of light that were coming to greet me. After this
beautiful message, my worries ended. I know that finally I
will go to be in union with God and the good spirits. I started
looking for titles for the book. The first titles that I considered
were:
Analysis of Information: From Spirit to Body

New Holistic Analysis: Body Soul in Robot
Disease as Alterations of the Human Computer
I consulted Denisse, my daughter-in-law, about

the different names. Finally, she told me that the best was:
Human Software - Scientific Revelation. That was the title
that I used.
March 17, 2007 – “With the altered program, less

energy is coming in.” “Read about the meaning of nucleases
and nucleotides.” I read about these compounds:
Nucleases are enzymes that catalyze the hydrolysis

of the nucleic acids. Two examples are Ribonuclease (RNA)
and Desoxiribonuclease (DNA). This I found in the book
Chemistry for the Health Sciences; Seventh Edition, Prentice
Hall; George I Sackhem, Dennis H. Lehman.
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Desoxiribonuclease changes the nucleic acids to

nucleotides. Ribonuclease changes the ribonucleic acids to
nucleotides. A nucleotide is composed by a pirimidin base
or a purine base, in union with a pentose (D- Ribose or 2-
Desoxiribose) and Triphosphate. With ribose, a ribonucleotide
is formed. With desoxribose, a desoxiribonucleotide is
formed.
Although these are difficult words to remember,

they are the basis of our human code. The three principal
purine bases are: Adenine, Guanine and Hypoxantine. The
three pricipal pirimidins are: Citosin, uracil and tiamin. Here
is an analogy to help remember: Compare the purine and
piramidin bases to a simple house. Pirimidin is a studio, and
purine is a one-bedroom house. The ribose will be the garage
attached to it. Triphosphate will be the stairs.
ATP is the better known of the nucleotides. Its

complete name is Adenosin 5- Triphosphate. It is the final
product of the oxidative cycle of the mitochondria. This
is the energy compound of most use in the body. It is a
neurotransmitter and a nucleotide. Its formula includes:
Adenine+ Ribose+Triphosphate.
I will stop now with these concepts, because I need

for you to continue reading. I am going to include a song
from my adolescent years for your minds to enjoy:
An army of youth with the standards of truth

We are fighting for Christ the Lord
Heads lifted high, Christian action and pray
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And the cross our only sword

On earth our battlefield; no advantage we yield
We are fighting for Christ the Lord
I feel like that this song inspires me. I feel that I have
to defeat a world of evil. I feel that I am in a struggle against
incredibility. My big problem is that I am old. I need good
Christians to help me in spreading this important message to
humanity. This message is from God to you.
March 18, 2007 – “Remember that the chromosomes,

the alleles, are in constant movement in special in the cortical
region.” “They give away light constantly.”
March 19, 2007 – I saw in my dream purine and

pirimidine molecules. The one that is seen most is a pirimidine
with a methyl group:
CH3
^
II
v
I have to find it in the books. In the book Basic

Neurochemistry by Siegel, Albers, Brady and Price; Sixth
Edition, I found that epinephrine is a similar compoud. It
derives from DOPA and changes to epinephrine by N-
Methylation. It causes the activation of the cathecholamine
receptors in some organs. It is produced in the adrenals
and is also found in the brain stem in the central nervous
system. The compound with a benzene and CH3 is toluene.
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From toluene, TNT is formed. In the afternoon I received:

“Aldolases and Cetonic acids.”
March 19, 2007 – Phrase full of love and humility

from our Creator in my dream: “Power has limited power of
expression.” I was very grateful for these beautiful words. I
have asked Him why He is always so serious.
March 20, 2007 – “In the Rhesus monkey it is not

present.” I still have not read about the DNA of the Rhesus
monkey, and how it differs from human DNA. What I have
found in genetic texts is that the DNA of both is similar. The
DNA of man more closely resembles the DNA of monkeys
than the DNA of woman. The similarity in DNA is helping
to further genetic research. This can probably help scientists
in the search for the genes that cause evil.
March 23, 2007 – “I see a plasmid entering the

nucleus in an area.” I think that I have to study about this.
When I read about the plasmids I learned that they are used
in cancer therapy. They are used for introducing the normal
code to the cancer cells. This therapy consists of changing
the altered code with the normal code, in cases of cancer.
The plasmid is one of the “vehicles” used to enter the

normal code to a cell. On page 121 (message of February 21,
2007) of the book that I am reading, The Cell: A Molecular
Approach, I found information about the plasmids: How
they are prepared, and how they are used in the research
of human DNA. On this page, I saw a plasmid entering an
Eschericia Coli bacteria. I am looking for a book where I can
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see the plasmid entering a nucleus of a cell. This information

is about recombinant DNA.
I believe that the angel instructors know all that

is written in the books, and even the pages. On several
occasions they have given me the number of the page that I
have to study.
March 26, 2007 – “Practice will interfere with your

study.” Clear message that I have not followed. For me it
is very difficult to leave the Hermanos Meléndez Hospital.
Afterwards in the dream, a theological instruction:
God: Love
Truth: Creation
Angels: Humans
Other: Creatures
March 27, 2007 – “There are many more genes.”

“United States of America is where more pills are taken.”
March 28, 2007 – “They do not have Protein C.” I

do not have any idea to what this phrase refers to. They know
that I have to study more. I read about Protein C. I found
that it is related to Disseminated Intravascular Coagulopathy
(DIC). C Reactive Protein is increased in cases of sepsis.
There is a correlation between the quantity of C reactive
protein and the prognosis in cases of sepsis: The larger the
quantity, the poorer the prognosis.
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March 30, 2007 – C Reactive Protein “With

Hyperbaric pressures allow the mile to run.” I think this
refers to the DNA. To help in its study.
March 31, 2007 – “Acknowledgements.” I have not

included them in the Human Software book. I have to include
them in the Spanish version, also.
April 2, 2007 – “To study the catabolism of the

proteins.” “The humans will put it together.” In regard to the
catabolism of the proteins, this helped me much in seeing
that they were part of a code. The simple amino acids, along
with the nucleotides of the DNA and the RNA, are units that
are in continuous change and movement. They are like the
letters of the alphabet that are used to create many words,
even books.
It is symbolic that the number of the simple units is 26

in both the human code and in the alphabet. The components
of the human code can be united in different unions, producing
a great range of information. I am convinced that this is the
code that the spirit uses to guide the robot.
The catabolism of the proteins is chiefly in the liver.

Simple amino acids are produced and are received there.
They can be reutilized to create more information. I told you
that the liver is the ‘second largest processor’ of the human
computer. It is interesting that all of these reactions are
reversible. In this way, the quantities of the amino acids and
the substances produced by these reactions depend upon the
quantity present in the organism of the substances at either
end of the reactions.
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April 5, 2007 – In the dream last night I saw chains

of DNA as they are seen in the books, formed by little balls;
the atom of the elements represented in a particular color
for each. In a chain I see something like a stray of blood
or red ribbon interlaced with the chain of DNA. In another
chain I see that the atoms are interrupted with irregular
white squares. They could represent bacteria or compounds
of a similar aspect. These irregular objects that looked like
popcorn were interlaced with the nucleic acids of the normal
DNA.
I often think that my subconscious must be an artist

because it can produce images as beautiful and in colors
like this. But I know that the image did not come from my
subconscious. It was created and left in my mind by spiritual
instructors that are in another spiritual dimension. That is why
they are so correct and beautiful. I can scan them and leave
them in my memory, but I cannot reproduce them. I think
that their meaning is in relation to the pathology caused by
changes in the genes. They could represent an invading virus
or bacterial DNA or degenerative changes of our DNA.
April 7, 2007 – “Nucleoside: Nucleosome are very

important words.” I read again about them.
April 8, 2007 – “Energy in chain.”
April 11, 2007 – “Composition of semen. Study it.”

Probably refers to Y chromosome.
April 14, 2007 – “Despolarization of the cell.”
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April 15, 2007 – After reading about polarization

and depolarization of the proteins in the cells I deduce:
That the polarization is due to the change of ADP in ATP.
The depolarization occurs when the change is from ATP to
ADP. Proteins are polarized at the end where ATP is added.
This increases the activity of the protein and its function
(enzymatic or other.) When it reaches the maximum of the
excitation and after its action, ATP changes to ADP. Then the
depolarization and the rest of the protein occurs.
The depolarization of the cell occurs after its

action. The signals for the action to occur are brought by
the messenger proteins of the blood. These proteins, when
signaled by the cell receptors, recognize the receptor and
attach to it. The receptors are prepared to facilitate the
entrance of the incoming protein or for its action. We can
trace this line of action:
The thought or order from the spirit occurs. A flow of

protons activates the DNA of the neurons near the cerebral
ventricles. The needed neurotransmitter is formed. This
activates the neurons of the cerebral cortex. The memory
or code in the neurons genes processes the information
received. The mRNA needed passes to the ribosomes, where
the needed proteins are produced. They pass to the blood.
The proteins carry the message to the part of the body needed
for the action. New neurotransmitters with the information
needed for the action necessary are also produced by these
neurons. They act upon effector neurons that carry the action
to the periphery.

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Please excuse me for talking to you again with these

scientific thoughts. They are so interesting that my attention
is lost in them. But I know that they are very complicated
and boring if you don’t like them. In order that you can rest
your mind, I am going to tell you about my experience while
I was suffering through the flu last week. I will name this
tale: “When the Robot Gets Sick.” I already know that I am
a being with several components. I will let them express and
tell you their feelings:
S: Spirit
R: Robot
N: Norma (The interaction of S and R)
S: Spirit’s point of view: “The robot has a malfunction.

It does not act in full capacity. It is dizzy. I will give her love
energy and try to heal it.”
R: Robot’s point of view: “I feel so bad. My head is

in a spin. I feel weak and tired. I know it is a virus that was
introduced in me. Spirit told me so. I trust that spirit will act
upon my defenses to help me. I need my health back.”
N: Norma’s point of view: (Spirit and robot in

communication) “I know that what I have is a simple viral
infection. But I am feeling so bad. I will pray for more energy
from my spirit to heal me soon. I have a bad cough, so I
have to take the medicine. I will take a simple one so that my
code is not changed. I studied the defenses of the robot and
I know that they are marvelous. To help them I will also take
an antibiotic, in case some bacteria have also entered my
robot.
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What do I feel? All my body aches. I have a

stomachache, nausea, sore throat, and I am dizzy. My hope
is in my spiritual energy that I feel circulating well: Spirit
knows what to do. The blood sample taken from the robot
last week was normal. I have enough white blood cells to
defeat the virus and the bacteria. Spirit told me this is a
transitory illness. How different I would feel if this illness
were mortal.
S: Spirt’s point of view: “If the robot dies, I will

feel sorry. I still want to be in it. The robot is complex and
difficult to guide, but I love it. I know that when I leave it I
will go with my Creator. But this robot is very interesting and
entertains me. I have to care for it. The Virgin Mary and the
angels are waiting for me. I will ask my Creator to leave me
in the robot for more time. I will try to guide it well.”
R: Robot’s point of view: “I have goose bumps, but

they are the bad ones. This virus wants to kill me. I will rest
to increase my defenses and defeat it.”
N: Norma’s point of view: “I know that I will be well.

This is a simple infection. Tomorrow I am going to work
again. I know I will feel better. God, the Virgin Mary and the
angels are taking care of me. I will remain in Their presence
until They decide when to separate my two components, body
and soul.”
You will have noticed that I already know who I am.

My spirit’s awakening has brought me peace. I remember
the dream in which I was told:
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Darkness ------ Light. Fear ------ Peace.
That is what happens when you learn the truth of

your being. From the darkness you pass to the light. From
fear you pass to have peace. You also need trust. You have
to trust God. He is in charge. From our loving God you can
expect only good things. The world is crumbling around us.
I feel secure; it is as if I am floating at God’s side. I still have
the notion that I am on this earth; in this robot. But nothing
in this world will affect me. I have to pray to stay in this state
of peace. I pray to God to make possible that all of you can
feel this wonderful light and peace. Amen.
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Sixth Chapter
• Narration of my experiences and
messages during April and May 2007
• Back to the Past: Narration of my
experiences during the first Months
of 1993
• Back to the Future: Other scientific
and spiritual sessages during 2007
April 16, 2007 – “The elements.”

I think that my spiritual instructors refer to
the Periodic Table of Elements, especially to
those elements present in humans. Are they
part of the Human Code?
April 17, 2007 – “The possibilities of

cancer have to be related to the circulatory
system.” “Condensation due to lack of
energy.”
April 19, 2007 – “Meeting of all that

believe in the truth.” I still have not done so.
I am afraid of the lack of credibility I have
observed in close friends, even in members of
my family. I already have a list with names,
but still I have not invited them to a formal
meeting. My spirit is ready, but my robot
has doubts. I have talked with friends and
colleagues that believe in what I told them. I
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talked to my husband, and he told me to postpone it. I think

he is afraid of what the future has for me. Until today I have
been patient. I know I have to do that meeting as soon as
possible.
April 20, 2007 – “Communication has to be in union

to know Good.” In my dream I am told that in India they pay
homage to the Virgin Mary. In my dream I see the image
they use to remind them about Her.
April 21, 2007 – “Tissue Physiology.” “Technical

Exposure.”
April 22, 2007 – “Analysis of the energy in the

information.” “Informatics.”
April 23, 2007 – “Amines. Reductor.”
April 24, 2007 – “Amines. Substrate.”
April 25, 2007 – “Moiety.” It is one or more parts of

something that can be divided. Proteins are a moiety.
April 29, 2007 – “The Philosophy of Love.” The

study of love. I copy from The Bible : 1 Corinthians, 13: 4-
8: “Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or arrogant.
Love does not insist in imposing his taste. Love is not
grievous or resentful. Love does not rejoice in an offense,
but celebrates what is done right. Love tolerates everything
and believes everything. Love waits for all and suffers all.
Love never ends.”
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May 1, 2007 – In the book The Cell: A Molecular

Approach, I read about diseases of genetic ethiology that are
transmitted by the genes of the mitochondrias of the ovum.
As they describe the cytoplasm of the ovum and in particular
the mitochondriae of the fertilized ovum (zygote), it is
derived mostly from the ovum. That is why these diseases
are transmitted by the mother. These diseases are secondary
to mutations present in the genes of the mitochondrias. The
genealogic tree can be traced back to the first woman, Eve.
This is known as ‘Mitochondrial Eve’.
A number related to this inheritance that impacted me

was that the mitochondria genes only codify 22t RNA. This
is because I remember the phrases in two previous dreams:
“You have to study the number”, and “The numbers 22 or
23.” In the book, I read that each tRNA can be paired with
4 codons by uracil in the anticodon of the RNA. Diseases
with this ethiology that have been studied are obesity and
diabetes. I am going to write down the differences between
the Universal Code and the Mitochondrial Code:
Human Codon----------------------Universal Code------------

----Mitochondrial Code UGA Stop Trp. AGA
Arg. Stop. AGG Arg. Stop AUA Ile.
Met.
The genes that codify the mitochondreal proteins for

the oxidative phosphorilation (and the enzymes involved)
are in the nucleus. I have to confess to you that I do not
understand this information well. I write it down hoping that
someone with this knowledge will read this. Research can be
done about these findings.
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May 3, 2007 – “The reality is that you are dying

because of the contamination of the atmosphere.”
May 4, 2007 – “Quintex.” In regard to the altered

proteins in the human that cause evil. The world could be
‘Quintet’.
May 6, 2007 – “Aminoaciduria.” Excess in the

production of amino acids.
May, 13 2007 – “There are myriads of proteins

that are digested for substrate of other proteins. Dr. Foisel
measured the entropy of the proteins.” My son Richard told
me something important this morning. He told me that the
spirit could be in the subconscious. This is probable because
we have trouble accessing both. I have to study this concept,
but inside me something is telling me that this is not true.
The subconscious has many problems, and the spirit united
with God is only love. I have to ask my spiritual instructors
about this.
May 14, 2007 – Explanation about the formula of

lactate in a dream.
May 15, 2007 – “Cassettes.”
May 16, 2007 – I saw the human code in a dream last

night. It was a page on which after a word like ‘ENTER’,
followed three simple amino acids, or the letters of three
nucleotides. It was something like: 123 ENTER. Val Cist
Leu ENTER Val Leu Cist. ENTER.
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Thinking with regard to DNA, it could be: Exon

Intron Exon Intron Exon. Moiety of the amino acid exon.
The vision was very clear and real. Importance was given to
valine.
May 18, 2007 – “Magnesium Chloride.” (MgCl)

Magnesium Chloride is a conductor of electricity. Thinking
with regard to ‘quintet’, these can be: Amino acids,
carbohydrates, fat, water and the elements of the periodic
table present in humans. The music has to be played in
harmony and love.
May 19, 2007 – “Human Beings are not prepared for

what is coming.”
May 20, 2007 – “With time, thickening of the nervous

system occurs.”
May 22, 2007 – “The peptides should be recognized

first.” “Pars per page.”
May 23, 2007 – In the dream I was told that I have to

read about hepatic diseases from a molecular point of view.
May 24, 2007 – In the dream They gave much

importance to Cyclic AMP. I have to study about it again.
May 25, 2007 – Thoughts: DNA is the only

transforming factor. We can think of it as the keyboard
where spirit writes the orders to be followed. These orders
are written in the language of the human code. Cyclic GMP
absorbs photons of light. This has been proven in vision
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studies. As the Cyclic AMP, it intervenes in activating

molecular reactions. It is important in the execution of the
orders; the same as the protein kinases over which they act.
They determine the position in the code of the amino acids or
peptides. High temperatures break the bindings of hydrogen
(H-H) of the nucleotides. The code is altered when the
nucleotide separates, causing difficulty in the transmission
of information from the spirit.
May 26, 2007 – “Edit.” “Trust.”
May 27, 2007 – “Humans without faith cannot

destroy the message.”
May 29, 2007 – “Intex-Ghanges in it are the cause

of the thought confusion.” Intex or Intron. I have to continue
reading about cyclic GMP and cyclic AMP. I received this
message in a dream. Trying to find Intex I found that Hind
is a restriction endonuclease. This protein cuts the DNA in
specific sites. It is used in the study of DNA. I will continue
looking for Intex. This can be: Int-Ex (Diminutives of Intron
– Exon)
May 30, 2007 – “Transposones.” Transposones are

pieces of DNA that jump from one site to other. They can
jump from one chromosome to other. The alterations in
the DNA and its components affect the transmission of the
information or orders from the spirit, in form of thoughts. For
your minds to rest, I am going to narrate for you some of my
experiences at the beginning of the awakening of my spirit:
Back to the Past. I will start with the ‘Tale of the Rainbow’:
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The night of January 17, 1993, I had a beautiful

dream; a dream about the arrival of the Kingdom of God.
The world around me was full of happiness, light and peace.
You could feel the presence of God. At the end of the dream
I saw the Virgin Mary drawing a beautiful rainbow in the
sky. The colors of the rainbow progressively increased in
intensity. Suddenly, one end of the rainbow rose to heaven
with the other end still on the Earth. An angle is marked at
the center.
When I woke up I thought about the meaning of this

beautiful dream. I wrote that the colors of the rainbow must
represent the different races of humans. They were united
in the rainbow and united went to heaven. The union was
in a binding of love. All humans as a kindred of beings. All
humans united will rise to heaven someday. Waiting for us
are God, the Virgin Mary and angels. I have to tell you that
this happy ending is near.
This dream was in Washington D.C. where I went

with my family to the inauguration of President Clinton as
President of the United States of America. I felt this dream
was special and I told it to my husband and to a dear friend.
The day of the inauguration something occurred that was a
confirmation of my dream. While President Clinton was being
sworn into office, a singer sang a beautiful song. This song
was about a rainbow. In the song the rainbow represented the
union of all human races. All races united by love. I was very
impressed when I heard the song, thinking about my dream.
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The vision of the Virgin Mary and the rainbow was

very beautiful. I do not think that it was the product of my
imagination or my subconscious. I am sure that it was a
message left for all of us from the Virgin Mary. All races
united by love will reach heaven someday to the majestic
presence of God. The humans of America are of different
origin. We have learned to live as only one race: The human
race. We are the citizens of the world. We are all the same.
The separation and lack of unity has been caused by evil.
This has caused all wars between nations. The union of
humans in the United States of America is hope for a future
of peace. All humans can live in peace if the center of our
lives is love. Remember that Jesus our Lord is love. Where
love is present, the Holy Spirit of God is present too.
Remember that our spirit does not have color. Our

spirit is light in the presence of God. The colors of the robot
will disappear someday. The only thing eternal are the
spirits of light in union with our Creator. The rainbow will
be light someday. From the refraction of light the colors of
the rainbow are formed. All humans that center their lives
in God will be united with Him, and will have the same
resemblance.
We were created in the image and resemblance of God.

The vehicle to achieve this union is prayer. The Kingdom
of God starts when we renew our souls in the presence of
the Holy Spirit. We have to start seeing our body as a robot
where our soul is. The mind of the robot is under constant
attack by the spirits of evil.
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Mind is imperfect. That is why it is so difficult for

us to see the presence of God all around us. The cult of
materialism does not let us see the unhappy spirit within us.
Humans have to stop thinking that we are different. We are
all the same. We were created equal by God. We are creatures
with His resemblance. God loves all us the same. We will all
go to Heaven as the Virgin Mary showed me in the dream.
We were united and happy. We were surrounded of the light
and peace of God. Let us all renew our souls in love to see
this beautiful dream come true.
Now, Back to the Future: Back to the Messages of

Year 2007:
June 1, 2007 – “Narcolepsy.”
June 7, 2007 – “Killer T Cell.” “Polymerase.” Last

night I had a nightmare that scared me: When I entered a dark
room in my home somebody attacked me. I yelled loudly for
my husband to hear me. He was in the next room. I yelled
so loud that I woke up my husband that was at my side. He
awoke me from the nightmare.
I was still afraid, and he consoled me. I am afraid

of this type of dream. I will ask the angels to care for me
during the night and to not let evil spirits go near me. While
I am awake I can defend myself, but asleep I am afraid. My
subconscious is a mystery that I have to understand.
June 8, 2007 – “Mapping Our Genes.” “Glossary for

the book Human Software.”
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June 9, 2007 – “609” “26”. On page 609 of the book

Molecular Biology of the Gene I found information about
embryology and the importance of mRNA in this.
June 10, 2007 – “Ala rises.” Alanine?
June 16, 2007 – “Physical 123” This must be the

measure of the distance (in Armstrongs) needed to break
the ionic bindings of water (H-O). This distance is normally
0.97Amstrongs.
June 18, 2007 – I dreamed many things related to

scientific facts that I do not remember. The only thing in my
mind is the number 156. All I dreamed was a confirmation of
previous instructions.
June 19, 2007 – “Escherichia coli.” In the nucleus of

these bacteria I see little letters. I will read about its DNA,
RNA and proteins as a code.
June 20, 2007 – “1054”. I will look for that page in

the books that I am reading.
June 21, 2007 – In the book Principles of Biochemistry

(Fourth Edition; David N. Nelson, Michael M. Cox) I
found on page 1054 information about the transcription and
elongation and production of proteins. These studies were
performed in Escherichia coli. They explain the importance
of methionine in these reactions.
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Methionine is a simple carbon compound with one

sulfur binding. Some enzymes recognize the tRNA in the
anticodon needed to initiate the process. From them the
transformilase has the capacity to select the correct one.
Following my thoughts (derived from the study of the
messages in my dreams) I think that for this enzyme to
recognize the correct anticodons is important. It is important
that the correct tRNA is recognized. If the enzyme is deficient,
an incorrect tRNA could be incorporated with incorrect
information for creating the protein. I have in my mind the
genetic material of euchariotics mitochondrias. I was told to
look for a number. This was 22 or 23. In humans 22 tRNA
are formed in normal conditions. The tRNA # 23 could affect
the genetic code.
June 24, 2007 – “The vision is an isoelectric

camera.”
June 25, 2007 – “Observe how the plants grow.”
June 27, 2007 – “Cause of Cancer.”
June 30, 2007 – “The bone matter and the

aminoglucosides.”
July 3, 2007 – The causes of cancer are changes in the

genetic code that induce the abnormal conduct of the cancer
cells. Many causes are hereditary. Other causes of cancer are
secondary to genetic changes, toxics or radiation.
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Some of the hereditary causes of cancer are due

to changes in genes in which the messengers with the
information to stop the division of the cells are not present.
In some hereditary cases an event to trigger the abnormal
changes in the genes has to occur in order for the neoplasm
to develop.
The message of today was: “Oligoencefaloma.”

When I read about the neoplasms of the brain, I found that
almost all are hereditary and genetic. They only differ by the
cells involved. The more frequent are Meningiomas, cancers
of the glia and the ones included in the hereditary syndromes
such as retinoblastoma.
In regard to the aminoglucosides, I found that

Streptomycin acts upon the transcription phase of the
proteins of the invading bacteria, especially in the tRNA.
Little by little I will finish this puzzle.
July 15, 2007 – Image of a pattern or green-colored

program; another with similar shape, but colorless. It refers
to something inside the brain. I hope I scanned them and I
preserve the images in my memory. Eventually I will find
their meaning.
July 16, 2007 – “Find the help of somebody that

believes in you.”
July 17, 2007 – “Magnesium- Mg++.” “O2 + H2O +

Mg -------

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July 19, 2007 – “Triamsionamide.” “Path of the

Lord.” As you have seen, the awakening of my spirit has been
difficult. Spirit expects too much from me. The messages still
are not clear. There are still interferences in the transmission
of my thoughts, even when I am sleeping. The last phrase:
“Path of the Lord.” (Camino del Señor in Spanish), gives me
hope and motivation to continue.
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Seventh Chapter
• The concept of goodness
• Narration of the following months of
2007
• Information related to the messages
found in books
• Narration of experiences during the
awakening of my spirit in 1993
• Back to the past
Now I want your minds to rest again,

with the tale of ‘The Early Times of the
Awakening of my Spirit: The Concept of
Goodness’:
Goodness is You, my God. You are

the source of all goodness and love. We
feel Goodness when Your Holy Spirit fills
our spirit. I will try to describe my thoughts
analyzing Your Gifts that are opposed to evil
tendencies.
My Lord, You are humble. Although

You are all powerful, You humiliated Yourself
entering the body of a human. Your powerful
and incorruptible Spirit entered the imperfect
and mortal body of a human. You gave us the
example to follow, while in the body of Jesus.
You showed us how to defeat the tendencies
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of evil. You humiliated Yourself for us who still offend You.

Fill myself Lord, with Your humility. Do not permit me to
give too much importance to my mortal body. The only
importance it has is that You created it.
Depart from me the demon of pride, Lord, You taught

us about chastity. You gave us the example to follow in our
lives. Jesus is our example of Chastity. Jesus and You are One,
Dear God. Jesus taught us to pray in order to obtain fortitude
against evil. Jesus was pure. He never was tempted by lust.
Teach us, Lord, to be strong and refuse all temptations, so
abundant in our times, on television, in magazines, and some
movies: The abundance of lust related sins are bombarding
humans constantly.
We need the love and protection from You so that we

are spared from these sins. Let’s grow in our souls the love
for our fellow humans so that our relations are governed by
respect and love. Help us defeat all temptations so that all
families can stay together in love. God, help Your disciples
of our times so they can honor their promise of chastity.
Take care of Them, Lord. Fill us with Your Purity. Protect
our lives from evil beings. Make possible a new world where
Your example is followed by all.
Another good example given to us by Jesus was

diligence. He showed us His love for work:
Protect us from laziness. Help us dedicate our lives

to serve You and help our fellow humans. You are life and
action. Give us diligence in our work. We have to follow
Your example. Although You are the Owner and Creator of
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all that is, You worked in a carpenter shop in Jerusalem.

You dedicated Your life to give advice to Your brothers on
this Earth. You also healed them and fed them. You gave us
the example of continued efforts to help your neighbors. You
were right for them and us. Let the light of Your Holy Spirit
fill us, so we dedicate our lives to work for our neighbors.
You will be always our Teacher. Help us to be diligent

with prayer. You are in continuous communication with God
the Father. Help us follow your example. Protect us from
laziness that tries to close our eyes when we are praying.
Remind us Lord that the greatest goal we can achieve is
to be in union with Your Holy Spirit. In this way we reach
plenitude and happiness.
All material belongings are nothing when Your Spirit

is with us. You give us peace. We cannot envy and desire
the belongings of others when Your Spirit is with us. Let
us be always under Your protection so that the demons of
covetousness do not tempt us. Let us trust You as the birds
and plants do. Please care for us until we rest in peace by
Your side. Help us in taking this message of plenitude in the
Spirit to others.
Lord, fill us with moderation and temperance. We

want to grow in virtues to look like You. Renew our souls
to be patient with our neighbors. Protect us from wrath and
vengeance. Let Your Spirit fill us with love and pardon. Let
Your love, patience and pardon be the example for us. Help
us love and pardon our neighbors.

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Fill us, my Lord, with Charity so we can dedicate our

lives to help our neighbors. Help us pardon their offenses.
The offenses we receive from them will never be as big as
the ones they caused You. You pardoned them . We cannot
do less. Fill our hearts with Your love to obtain a soft heart
as Yours. Your love will change us. Fill us Lord with Your
goodness.
The demons of wrath and vengeance will not reach

us, God. Give us moderation to protect us from gluttony
and drunkenness. With moderation we will feed ourselves to
cover only our needs.
Jesus taught us the value of fasting. Fasting helped

Him defeat the devil in the desert. Fasting helps us defeat
gluttony and drunkenness. The lives of Jesus and the Virgin
Mary were governed by moderation and love for Their
neighbors.
Help us in following Your example and to not give

value to food, wine and material things. I am conscious that
all goodness comes from You. I beseech that You give me
moderation so that all material things are of no value for
me from now on. Fill me with Your humility. Let me follow
Your example and live a life oriented only to my spiritual
growth and to be near You. Give me strength in this daily
battle against evil. Cast away from my home all demons that
want to confuse our lives. Help me to be part of Your Being
so I can help with Your light for other human beings. Amen.
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Messages of the last months of 2007: I Asked God to

give me clarity of mind to comprehend what they are trying
to communicate.
August 1, 2007 – “Bar or Val of chromosome 8.”

After reading two genetics texts, I think that the message
refers to “Barr and Chromosome 8.” Barr is the genetic
material of the X chromosome inactivated in woman. It is
utilized for predictions of sex. It is present if it is a female.
If it is not present it is a male, or could represent Turner’s
Disease.
Chromosome 8 is characterized by the interchange

of genetic material between the alleles. The final product
differs. It also is known because oncogenes have been found
in them (Myc and Mos). After reading this I concluded
that I won’t be able to know the human genome. It will be
much easier to know all the details of the components of the
hardware and the software of a computer.
I write many facts down hoping that someone with a

background in genetics and in computers can put all of this
together. It is impossible that with our limited intelligence we
can understand it. I will limit myself to follow the messages
in my dreams. The more important concepts I will try to
clarify.
The interpretation I gave is confused. It could be that

valine (Val) is the most important part of the message. Once
before, valine was mentioned in my dreams. The human
computer and its programming is very complex and difficult
to envision. It needs the union of many bright minds to
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acomplish this. For now I have to limit myself to access it.

My spirit will help me to access the information and show
you the way to obtain more health and happiness. We have
to let the spirit guide the robot without interference.
August 20, 2007 – During the past weeks I did not

receive messages. But in the past week I had a great happiness.
I realized that at the Pediatric Children’s Hospital, which we
just opened by initiative of my husband, a study can be done
where we prove that the energy of love is curative. Energy of
love can give back the normal code to children with cancer.
These thoughts filled me with new strength. I was happy
again and with hope.
I have seen that it is very difficult to give the message

of the components of our being to other humans. This cannot
be accomplished by only reading or recommending the book
Human Software: Scientific Revelation. This is not enough;
not enough people will hear and pay attention to the message.
They will prefer to think that the robot is so important that
there is nothing to look for.
You can probably sense my disillusion. However,

God is leading my way, because I already have the help of
two oncologists that are interested. My plan is also to give
holistic treatment to all patients admitted to this hospital that
ask for it. We can do a study where blood parameters are taken
before and after healing treatments. I talked with my husband
and he told me that I could do it. Previously I had thoughts of
doing research, looking for the changes in the code in some
diseases, and looking for the molecular alterations in them,
but this has already been started in research institutions.
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In Madrid, Spain, I bought a book about these

studies: Molecular Pathology by Frances Gonzalez Sastre
and Joan J. Guivonat; Editor Masson, Barcelona, Spain. I
bought a book that gave me hope. This was the book: AND
Sin Misterio. In English: DNA Without Mystery, Book One,
Kishori Aird, Ediciones Vesica Piscis. (Spanish translation
by Anna Renaci Bahima; IBSM, Impreso en España)
In this book, the author, a Doctor in Naturopathy,

explains how the genetic code can be improved with certain
exercises. This book is a practical guide about reprogramming
the 13 helix of DNA, as the author explains. She proposes
that Intron is inactive genetic material that can be activated.
This will take us to other levels of perception. We have
consensus in that the energy needed is the energy of love.
August 21, 2007 – “PhosphofructoKinase Catalyst

Glucose-----------------Piruvico Acid ” Aldolase
The above reaction received in a dream. I have to

look for the enzyme that is the catalyst. I have to include it
in the study and measure it before and after the healing or
energy therapies. While I am writing this in the computer, I
think that sometimes I am blind. This is the second time They
mention Aldolase. Later, I will explain you its importance.
August 22, 2007 – I will include what I wrote this

day for you to see how vulnerable I am. I am a human being,
with all the weakness you may have. That day I wrote: “Big
disillusion. My husband does not want to help me. I got
lost because I was expecting his help. I have to reconsider
several things. I feel I should not work anymore at Hermanos
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Meléndez Hospital. This takes too much of my time. I should

focus my efforts to prove my theories. Today I am going to
read, looking for aldolase. I have to find if aldolase changes
with radiation energy. Then I will start an organization and
protocol for what I have to do in the future.”
I think that I will have the help of God and many of

my colleagues. I will try to look for strength in my union with
Jesus. To take the message to the world is the most important
endeavor for me. We are spirits guiding a robot that is full
of confusion. The energy that activates us comes from our
spiritual being. It comes in less quantity due to our mental
confusion. Our human code is altered by the contamination
of our mental computer with a retrovirus, the retrovirus of
evil.
My son Ricardo Felipe just entered the room and

comforted me. He saw me crying and reminded me that I
have to have faith. God is in charge. Afterwards, my husband
entered too and told me that he was going to help me. He
advised me that we should create a foundation to pay for the
costs of the studies. I ask for God to enlighten me and show
me the path I have to follow.
Despair is lack of faith and trust in Him. This has

been my fault today. I have to pray to calm my spirit. The
duality of our being is still present in my mind. We need the
help of superior beings to help our spirit and guide it. When
our spirit separates from the good spiritual beings it suffers.
The day of the death of our robot we will see clearly what
is going on. Our spirit will go to be united with the superior
beings that will come to greet it.
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August 24, 2007 – “I see in my dream hollow tracks

where seeds of vegetables were going to be planted.” In the
morning I was thinking about the beauty of Creation, all
in an established order where the plants obtain water and
substrates through their roots, and the animals that ingest the
water and the substrates. Men and superior animals exhale
CO2. The plants produce O2. The circle between O2 and
Co2 is established: The energy of life, moving the molecules
in the organisms with life (plants or animals); men with
their intelligence and conscience that distinguish them in
the Creation: Spirit guiding matter, all under perfect order,
under the care of God whom we know by His deeds but do
not know face-to-face.
Now God wants to come near us. Matter involving

us makes it difficult for Him. He loves us and does not want
to harm us. Evil is acting over us creating confusion: The
‘game of life’ in all its splendor and suffering at the same
time.
August 25, 2007 – “0.8 as a measure related to

Lovenox.” I am going to study about this. After reading
about the parameters of coagulation, I think that this value is
related to the INR. I think that They are warning me that this
parameter should be known before using Lovenox. Lovenox
is a low density heparin. The value of INR should be 0.8 or
less in order to give this heparin.
August 30, 2007 – When I awoke today part of a

popular song was in my mind:
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Shadows of forgetfulness that have me today

Ulcer of love that cannot heal if you are absent
How to live like this in this loneliness,
so full of anxiety for you
In Spanish, it is:
Sombras de olvido que tiene mi hoy

Llaga de amor que no puede sanar, si le faltas tu
Como vivir así en esta soledad
tan llena de ansiedad de ti
It looks like my soul was singing it to God. The song

dramatizes the deep suffering of human beings separated
from God without knowing who they are or where they
belong.
Now I feel it is necessary to narrate what is pending

about the first years of the Awakening of my Spirit - Back to
the Past:
February 14, 1993 – I wrote the following: “Today I

see the importance of telling you about a vision I had while
attending mass at the Hospital Chapel. Before Consecration,
I saw a reddish light in circular form over the area where the
bread and the chalice with the wine were. I then saw light
coming from above; over the reddish light I see the shape of
a heart. The bright white light embraces the reddish light and
fuses with it.”
You may think that I am crazy, but I saw that beautiful

vision. I thought that the bright white light represented the
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light of our Lord Jesus that came to fuse with the forms to
be consecrated. Why the form of a heart? Today I think that
after the union with the reddish forms, the forms represent
the heart of Jesus that came to fuse with us; His Spirit with
ours.
Today during Consecration I remembered those

beautiful images. It was a moment of deep reflection and
communication with God. It ended with the electricity and
goose bumps that I feel when I am in the presence of God.
My happiness and devotion overwhelmed my being. These
are moments in which I recognize the living presence, full
of glory, love and the peace of our Lord Jesus. My being felt
humble and my respect and love for Jesus made me tremble.
I have to narrate this to you because I think that that vision
was not for me only. I know that I have to write about it to
give you a message. This message is from Jesus that is a
living God, and comes with His Divine Presence to fill with
His Light the wine and the bread for us to take.
This coming of Jesus is real. He is alive and His

coming to the forms of bread and wine is full of life and love.
The forms are converted in His Body and Blood in vivo. The
living Spirit of Jesus is in them. Believe me and pray deeply
during Consecration, and you can feel and comprehend what
I am telling you.
On February 16, 1993 I wrote: “Phrase in my mind

when I awoke: ‘The Grace of the Lord is with you’. I received
it in Spanish: “La Gracia del Señor esté con Vosotros.”
During the past days I have been thinking that the Virgin
Mary was who left this message in my mind. What is the
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meaning of Grace for me? I think that Grace is the presence

of the Holy Spirit in the soul of a being. It is the bright light
of God accompanying our soul. State of Grace is staying with
the presence of the Holy Spirit in our soul. I write this down
being aware that it is as if I am channeling this information
from the spiritual realms. I think that they come from the
Virgin Mary or from the Holy Spirit. I have to tell you that it
is not easy for humans to stay in State of Grace.
The world around us causes our claudication.

Sometimes I imagine this as in the comparison with a robot,
to which the light enters through a small place that the Virgin
Mary or the Holy Spirit has cleansed. The soul is in the robot
and sees the light. Then darkness covers the soul again. The
evil beings acting over the robot close the opening through
which the bright light of our Creator was coming in.
Another comparison that I use, trying to clear these

concepts for you, is the comparison of the world with a big
bowl with boiling water. It has been called “The bowl of
the devil”. Our souls are in continuous movement. The evil
spirits move us as they want. But the Holy Spirit is also
present and observing. When we see and are aware of His
presence he comes to rescue us. He fills our spirit with His
Spirit. He gives us more energy to evaporate from the boiling
bowl.
I think that when this occurs, our soul in the ‘boiling

liquid’ in the bowl becomes air with energy of light that rises
to be in union with the Holy Spirit. What we feel at that
moment is love, peace and happiness. The liquid in the bowl
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condenses again, and we are involved again in the turmoil

waters. Our lives change, and we remember that State of
Grace. We want to go back to it. Our efforts are now in going
back to the State of Grace. We want to go back to God. We
continue feeling His presence. He is still with us. His rays of
Mercy are with us.
After knowing God, the only thing that keeps our

hopes alive is thinking of the moment when we go back to
Him. We want to escape from the bowl and to go and be
united with God again. How can we stay in a State of Grace?
Prayer is the means that we have to stay in a State of Grace.
By praying, we can communicate with God. The presence of
the Holy Spirit in us starts changing our soul. We feel love.
We start feeling happiness and peace. We start being good,
loyal and gentle. Moderation and temperance invade us.
We have to insist in prayer and continue receiving the

teachings and gifts of the Holy Spirit. We do not know how
the Holy Spirit changes us, but we change and feel happy for
the first time. Our struggle to stay in Grace continues. It will
continue until we are dead. The evil spirits want our spirit.
They hate God. They want to destroy God’s Creation and His
creatures. They want to keep our souls after the death of our
body. They enjoy seeing us suffer in the “bowl of the devil”.
We have to be strong and stay in the presence of the Holy
Spirit. When we fall into the bowl, after seeing God, He will
help us rise again. Finally, at the moment of the death of our
body, He will be there waiting for us and protecting us.
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State of Grace is to be in union with God. Only with

His presence can we triumph in this struggle. We have to call
the Holy Spirit to come to us and fill us with His Grace.
“Grace be with you.” Beautiful message from the

Virgin Mary when I awoke that day. The message is for you:
my sisters and brothers, my sons and daughters. Please hear
it. It is a message in the final days of the world. The world
is ‘boiling’ due to sin, and will explode one day. Only the
ones that have liberated their souls and stay in union with
the Holy Spirit will prevail. Please follow this path: See the
presence of God in us. Call for the help of the Holy Spirit.
Stay in prayer and communication with God. You will receive
God’s protection and will be saved. He will protect you in
the moment of the death of the body. You will live forever
in His presence, in peace, happiness and love. God loves us
very much. Please trust Him.
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Eighth Chapter
• Narration of the messages in the
following months of 2007
• Information about the facts found in
books related to the messages
• Worries about the way to proceed; to
spread to humans beings the truth of
their being
• Experiences during the last months of
1994
• Conclusion
Back to the future for last time.

Messages of last months of 2007:
September 8, 2007 – “They constitute

10% of the genetic material.” The part of the
human genome studied up to today is only
the 10% of the total.
September 9, 2007 – “Resistence. As

physical property of matter.”
September12, 2007 – “Nicotinamide”.

“Nicotinamide- di- nucleotide. NAD and
its relation to Atention Deficit Disorder
(ADD).” In the book Basic Neurochemistry
by Siegel, Albers, Brady and Price, I found
that in the addiction to nicotine, the receptors
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of dopamine and adrenaline are affected. The receptors of

dopamine and adrenaline are also affected in ADD. This
leads me to think that the increase in cases of ADD in present
times can be due to smoking, especially in cases of pregnant
women smoking.
September 13, 2007 – “Flavoproteins.”
September 15, 2007 – “Cianocobalamine – Vitamin

B12.” What do these compounds have in common? What
they have in common is that all absorb radiation energy.
Cianocobalamine is affected by light inmediately. It changes
with light, liberating protons H+. That is why plants don’t
have it: It is very unstable in light.
Thanks Dear Angels, for giving me another compound

that absorbs light. Others are the Flavoproteins, the Aldolase
and the NADH Dehydrogenase. The action of light over
these compounds creates a cascade of chemical reactions.
I have reached the conclusion after reading many books
and following the messages in my dreams that all vitamins
absorb radiation energy. This energy is utilized as enzymatic
compounds that catalyze the molecular reactions that move
the code through the body. I will repeat them:
Vitamin A: Rodopsine or Retinol.

Vitamin D: Egocalciferol.
Vitamin C: It is a dehydrogenase. The dehydrogenases
absorbs light.
Vitamin B1: Niacin that is part of NAD and NADH
dehidrogenase.
Vitamin B12: Cianocobalamine.
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September 21, 2007 – “Final products of catabolism.

Study them.” The hormones follow a code. They are
messengers in order to cause molecular changes that initiate
or modify the action ordered by the spirit.
September 29, 2007 – “Genes intervene in the

molecular pool of the mitochondria.”
October 6, 2007 – In my dreams last night I saw a

symbolic image of the Holy Spirit. I was told that I have to
include it on the cover of the book Human Software Scientific
Revelation. It was the image of a dove. It was linear and
simple. I knew the meaning of the image. Next day I called
the editor and asked him to include an image of a dove on the
cover. He agreed after I told him about its meaning.
The Holy Spirit has been my guide in writing down

the messages found in the book. Knowledge comes from Him
and he has been at my side, mediating in the instructions I
receive to fulfill my mission.
October 9, 2007 – “Fumaric Acid. Elastase.”

Fumaric acid is the trans form of malate in the citric cycle or
the carboxilic acid cycle. Malate is the Cis form that changes
to fumarate, that is the trans form.
Pasteur proved that in these changes in compounds

from the trans to the cis form or vice versa, light energy was
used. The direction of the light changes depended on the form
obtained (trans or cis). Fumarase is the enzyme that catalyzes
this reaction. Elastase is produced by the leucocytes and
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causes breaks in the membrane of the alveolus. In hereditary

cases there is lack of a protein that protects from the damage
caused by elastase. This is a PT kinase. In these cases,
emphysema occurs. The protein trypsin kinase (PT kinase) is
produced at the liver. The lack of this enzyme is a recessive
hereditary condition. If a person inherits it from both parents,
he will eventually develop pulmonary emphysema.
October 17, 2007 – “Less energy levels enters in

the external part.” Then an explanation of this that I do not
remember.
October 22, 2007 – “God wants that the suffering of

the humans ends.”
November 10, 2007 – “Ubiquitin.”

“Triamcionolone.”
November 29, 2007 – Another name for my book

could be: Disease as Digital Catastrophe.
November 30, 2007 – “The clue is the mercy existing

channels.”
December 1, 2007 – Dream full of mystery

and teachings last night. A man that I do not know gets
contaminated by the bite of an animal on a deserted island.
That island was condemned by the authorities. It could not be
visited by humans. Anyway, he went there. He was rescued
by the authorities and taken back to safe territory. The man
notes that he has the instinct to kill other animals. He tries to
control himself but this is not possible. This contamination is
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with a virus like rabies. He knows about his wicked desires

but tells nobody about it. Hiding during the night, he goes
and kills in defense animals that are good with him. He
cannot avoid his tendency to eat them.
In this human conflict, somebody tells me that with

blood transfusions he can improve from this terrible virus.
In this dream I am an observer but with the ‘others’ I try
to resolve the problem. The human contaminated was not
bad; what happened to him was because of the virus that
contaminated his body. I wake up afraid and reluctant to
write down this dream. I do so because I think it has a lesson
for us.
December 7, 2007 – “NH3”. Repetedly in the

dream.
December 8, 2007 – “Methyl DOPA.”
December 13, 2007 – “Reiki is a technique of the

past that many wants to know and practice.”
December 30, 2007 – Dream in which I am giving

a conference to a group of physicians. I am explaining the
messages received from God. I see lack of credibility in
some of them. I ask for the help of my Lord. Then a miracle
occurs. From the sky that was dark a light appears in the
center. From the upper center of it, the light starts descending
toward us. By my side was the hospital head nurse that sees
the miracle and is impressed. She tells me that she will help
me in convincing the others.
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To conclude, I am going to include the narration of

my experiences during the last months of 1994. Back to the
past for the last time. How Goodness acts in us.
JUNE 1, 1994 – I think of the phrase I received while

praying the Rosary: “The Rosary is a River of Roses.” The
roses are the virtues. Praying the Rosary, we can help Jesus
clean our souls. This river of roses was given to us by the
Virgin Mary. It helps us in gaining virtues. The elixir of these
roses helps to clean the soul. We should pray it daily.
I am now going to discuss the virtue of charity.

Charity is one of the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Charity helps to
overcome selfishness. When we think of God and the Virgin
Mary, we do not want to sin. We will think about our fellow
humans with love. Selfishness is one of the capital sins. The
plant of charity in our souls is a product of love. Our fellow
humans need love. It is necessary to grow in love so we can
have a community of love. This will be the solution of all
human problems. For me, this virtue has also been difficult
to obtain.
My ego, as I told you, was big. In the moment that I

was “born again” I realized how wrong I was. I saw that the
things I had worked for were not important. I saw the idols of
the world without value. I saw all things that I worshiped as
unimportant. I saw them as imperfect things and beings that
do not give real happiness. These things and beings were real
only because the love of God and His patience allowed them
to exist. I opened my eyes and I saw the glorious presence of
our Lord Jesus. After seeing me, lost and humble, the Virgin
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Mary came to my help. I saw Her in all Her beauty in the

dream I had in Washington, D.C. In a dream, She told me to
go to the Sacred Mountain of San Lorenzo where my eyes
saw the Miracle of the Sun.
My life changed completely. All material things did

not have value to me. I stopped going to the commercial
centers. I stopped envy and avarice. All I wanted was to
do was to go to church more. I wanted to be near God. I
gave my soul to Jesus. He sent His Holy Spirit to help me.
I started feeling His presence. I have changed. Now I think
more about my fellow humans. I want to do something to
help them. I work every day with this in my mind. I pray
to stay in this State of Grace. I still have venom in me that
I have to cure. I pray to God that He continues illuminating
me.
JUNE 2, 1994 – Words: “Love and comprehension.”

Last night I dreamed with mentally sick people. I was
trying to help them. Now, I will continue the analysis of the
Virtues:
I will continue with Chastity. Many problems will

be solved in our society if we all grow in chastity. In a book,
I read that lust is avarice in sex. We can describe chastity
as moderation in love and sex. Purity and chastity are other
small plants of virtue that our Lord plants in our souls. This
plant is difficult to care for due to the quantity of pornography
and cult of lust that we can find anywhere. Our society is
sick. It is mentally sick. The lack of love in infancy and in
childhood has pushed human beings to be aggressive in sex.
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The human mind confuses love with sex. Sex is not love.
Sex is an instinct that produces pleasure. It is brief and not
fulfilling like love is. Love is a source of happiness; sex of
pleasure and if done in a sinful situation, will cause suffering
and repentance.
Lust does not produce happiness. Lust brings

unhappiness, disease and vice. The human with mental
problems thinks that being aggressive in sex can compensate
for the lack of love in his life. He will be in continuous
despair looking for love in sex. Love is not there. Love is a
feeling of the spirit. You can only feel love by being good.
The human mind is poorer, sicker and more lost each day.
Only the love of the Holy Spirit can save the human being.
Only the medicine of goodness can cure the human mind.
We have to pray constantly to achieve chastity. We

have to have a relation of love and respect with our partner.
We are not animals, although some are behaving as wicked
animals. You can observe the lack of shame in the way that
many women dress today: These women are mentally and
spiritually sick. They do not have self esteem. Lust in sex is
a signal of a sick soul where the light of God is not present.
The suffering in some minds has also resulted in

homosexuality. We need rivers of light from the Holy Spirit
to cure so much insanity. We have to give love to our children
from infancy to young adults, in order for them to grow with
a healthy mind that will have chastity. The miracle we need
can only occur by the renewal of our souls in the presence of
the Holy Spirit. We have to give love also to our neighbors.
This will help clear their minds. We must be a living example
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Our guides must be Jesus and the Virgin Mary. God

created us with a good purpose. When He told men and
women “Grow and multiply”, he showed us that the purpose
of sex was to procreate.
We were going to help God in His Creation. All

relations are to be with love and consideration. The cult of
lust has brought dirt to sex. Let us pray for the light of the
Holy Spirit to enlighten our fellow humans and give them
strength of will to overcome the temptations and tendencies
to sin, so abundant in our times.
Our world has to change. The roses of chastity must

grow again, and the light of the souls with chastity will
brighten the souls of their neighbors. The solution is love.
The means to offer love is comprehension. God bless and
protect you.
JUNE 3, 1994 – “Lost in matter.”
JUNE 4, 1994 – I think of dreams like the product

of a broken computer with information in disorder. Our soul
is lost inside the computer or robot that was damaged by the
devil in order to destroy the Creation of God. We need the
light of our Lord to arrange us. With God’s light the virus
of the computer will die and our souls can know the Truth.
I will continue the analysis of the virtues with the Virtue of
Generosity:
This virtue is a product of love. When we renew our

hearts in the love of the Holy Spirit, He places this plant of
generosity in our souls. We feel something beautiful. We feel
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a sweet feeling of tenderness for our fellow humans. This

is the plant of the roses of generosity. Its fragrance is love.
Avarice dies inside us. Its venom that made us buy material
things without control is killed. When we see the needs of
our neighbors we try to share with them our goods. “Where
your treasure is there is also your heart.” (Luke 12-34).
When our heart is with the Holy Spirit, our treasure

is His presence. We do not need material things. Generosity
in the heart of souls will defeat the selfishness in this world.
We have to show love to our neighbors. When I saw this
truth by the middle of 1991, nothing material had value to
me from then on. My soul had been sick and poor although I
was full of belongings. I was unhappy. My soul was missing
the presence of my Lord. As soon as He came to my rescue,
I felt happy again.
Humans act like blind robots. They prefer to go to

shopping centers where they buy idols of mud. They prefer
this to going to the church to be with Jesus. Television
continues in its goal to pervert human beings, helping to
promote materialism and consumerism. This world is so
broken that it looks impossible to correct. We have to pray.
We shall care for the plant of generosity in our souls and help
it grow. Our generosity will be example for others. Little by
little, with the fragrance of love, we will convince others that
we are more happy giving than receiving. We have to share
with our fellow humans what God with His generosity has
given us. We shall live our lives helping and caring for our
neighbors.
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Jesus left for us this teaching: “Many rich persons

threw in the baskets of the offerings much money. A widow
came and gave 2 coins of copper, of scarce value. Then Jesus
came and called His disciples and told them: “I assure you
that this poor widow has given more than the others. They
have given from what was left, but she in her poverty has
given all that she has for living.” (Mark 12: 41- 44.)
The heart of this widow was full of generosity. Her

happiness in giving the coins was big. Her plants with roses
of generosity in her soul were bigger. We must follow the
example of the poor widow. In this way, we will be free from
the venom of avarice. This is not easy. It is the path but it is
also the path of love. Jesus and the Virgin Mary – who have
everything – do not rest trying to save us. We must continue
praying so that Their light changes us. In this way we will be
with them when our body dies.
Thinking in the present time, the taxes that we pay

sometimes represent the giving of the poor widow. We give
from where we are lacking. From the salary the employee is
authorized only a small part for his needs. What they have
to pay for supporting themselves and their family is short in
many cases. But every year in a democratic government, they
give more than they need to care for themselves. We shall
pay the taxes happily, keeping in mind that we are giving for
the ones that have nothing. If we pay only out of obligation,
we are not acting with generosity. We should be as happy in
our giving as the poor widow mentioned by Jesus.
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JUNE 7, 1994 – Word in my mind when I awoke:

“Spirituality”
JUNE 16, 1994 – When I awoke I saw a vision of a

heart with bright margins and with clear blue content.
JUNE 26, 1994 – Phrase in my mind on awakening:

“Dog frame”. I think about the current behavior of humans;
like if they are dogs: Men following their animal instincts.
I think that I have to describe how man is behaving

now. Man is losing his spirituality. He is shifting to animal
instincts every day; a very dangerous animal full of
selfishness that can do wicked things to satisfy his instincts.
This is the frame of many humans. It can compare with a
‘dog’s frame’.
I also thought of the image of a dog that was

developing in the vitral at the church of the Holy Mountain.
In the lower part of the image this can be seen. This animal
looks to be under the control of the Holy Trinity and the
Virgin Mary. I think this image represents the devil under the
control of the Beings of Good.
JUNE 27, 1994 – I dreamed last night that I was

trying to sculpt an image of Jesus. It didn’t look as I desired.
Suddenly, Jesus appears in front of me in all His Majesty.
He then changes to an image. As He materializes, a beautiful
image of Jesus is left. His beauty was astonishing. This image
was over a church. Over the church is a cross, but with only
the longitudinal part left. It looks like the church is missing
the cross. It could mean that it lacks sacrifice.
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JUNE 29, 1994 – Phrase in my mind upon awakening:

“Thoughts are the light of the soul.” This beautiful phrase
has great importance for me. Thoughts can come from God.
In this way God talks to us. We can recognize them because
it is something different from what is expected from us;
something we cannot produce. I think that this two-way
communication can be achieved when we pray.
Sometimes, They clear a concept for us. It occurs

when we are reading the Bible; the message or the meaning
of what we are reading becomes clear for us. We have to
pay attention to our thoughts when we are praying. In
prayer, we can recognize the voice of God. I can compare
this transmission of thoughts with the ones transmitted in
telepathy. We “hear” in our mind a thought that we do not
know from where it comes. Our imperfect mind cannot
recognize its origin and think it is ours.
Thoughts are a transmission of energy; the light and

energy of God passing through our souls. Thoughts are the
connection we need to communicate with God. Through
thoughts, our mind sends instructions to the periphery of
our body. God, by means of thoughts, can guide us to Him.
Through thoughts, we can also feel God’s energy. The energy
passes then from our mind to our heart and other parts of the
body. When it reaches the heart, we feel full of love. When
it reaches our skin, we get goose bumps. I think that if the
energy is enough, we can levitate. This probably was what
occurred to St. Therese of Avila.
This communication has been damaged by the

venom of the devil. It is difficult for us to achieve the silence
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of our mind to achieve the spiritual connection we need for

this communication. All sensorial activity has to stop before
achieving communication with God. It is difficult, but not
impossible. What we feel is so beautiful and great when we
recognize that the thought is not ours; that it has been left
there by God. The quality of the communication is perfect
when we recognize that Jesus talking to us. How marvelous
it will be if we can achieve this communication without
interferences.
I remember the day that I received communication

as Mrs. Ghandi. That day I wrote that probably the monks
at Tibet levitate when they have this communication while
meditating. Today I think that my guardian angel was
trying to give me a means to improve the communication
with God and the spirits of good: an unknown dimension
that we can reach with our thoughts. Thinking about the
word ‘spirituality’, I believe that I am receiving lessons to
communicate more easily with the spirits of good. To defeat
evil we have to improve this communication. God, the Virgin
Mary and angels are communicating with simple human
beings that are full of faith. I think that the coming of Jesus
as King of All Nations is near. Eventually, They will tell us
new teachings that will take us to the truth.
I opened the Bible a few days ago to Matthew 13-52.

The following verse made me think that Jesus has new things
to communicate: “A writer with knowledge of the Kingdom
of Heaven is as a father of a family, that from his treasure he
moves new things and old things.”
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I have no doubt that spirits of goodness have come to

my dreams. They are making me grow in spirituality. They
have probably called your door already, but you are afraid to
talk about it. It happens to me. I am afraid that people will
think that I am crazy. I see my husband very quiet when he
prays or reads religious books. He does not tell me what he
is feeling or receiving. The only thing he speaks about is his
great faith in God. I feel that he believes that I am not crazy,
and that the Kingdom of God is near.
Spirituality is our union with God. It is trying to be

good every day. The current of the energy of love that is in
our spiritual being in union with the Holy Spirit gives us
peace and happiness. We can think that we are thoughts of
God lost in matter. We have to be in dialogue with God. We
cannot lose the ‘Love Channel’. Staying in connection with
God gives us plenitude. We are in the energy of love where
peace, calm and happiness are present. It is wonderful what
you feel when you connect to it. Thoughts are the light of the
soul. This is an important message for all of us.
JULY 8, 1994 – Last night I prayed to the Virgin Mary.

This morning when I awoke I saw a picture of the Virgin
with Baby Jesus in her arms. The picture was very bright. I
think that it was a gift from the Virgin Mary answering my
prayer.
JULY 10, 1994 – The Fourth of July I wrote the

following: “In my dream I think of a disabled computer
with the information in disorder. Our spirit is lost inside a
computer or robot that is not working well. This computer
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was disabled by the devil to do harm to the plans of God.

We need the light of God to guide the computer. We need the
energy of love of God to heal the computer. The virus in the
computer will be killed with the light of God. We will know
the Truth that day because we will communicate directly
with God.
The damage caused to us through all this time with

the virus has been immense. A few decades ago, we still could
read and think. Currently, with the constant bombardment of
evil ideas through television, radio, magazines, newspapers,
etc., we don’t have an opportunity to think. We cannot clear
our minds.
For my younger son and for my grandchildren and

all children of the world, I will continue with the comparison
that I started:
The evil beings have access to our minds. Evil beings

are like the bad gremlins. They play with our mind and
introduce evil thoughts in it. They enjoy the confusion and
despair in our minds. From the information in the memory of
our computer, the gremlins find information from our past.
They confuse that information even more. They play in our
subconscious, creating more confusion. We have been told
that dreams are about experiences of our past that we have in
our subconscious. That is why our dreams are so confusing.
But we do not have to despair. Above all and with

more power is our God. He is accompanied by His Mother
that is a powerful being, and by the angels that are powerful as
well. They come and leave in our dreams beautiful messages.
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Sometimes they intervene in order that our dreams end well.

How can we get out of this prison in matter? There is only
one way: We have to be in union with the light energy of
love that comes from God. This energy stays in us and we
can be in its union until we depart from the robot.
Jesus came to show us the way to do this. We have to

follow His example. Jesus and His Holy Spirit are the only
way out of matter. The Holy Spirit will show us the way out
of matter. Our soul will be saved following Jesus’ path. After
finding Jesus, we have to pray to stay with Him. We have to
trust Him. We have to walk over water as He showed me in
a dream. Jesus is the light to get us out of darkness. He will
guide us to His Divine Kingdom full of light and love. We
have to walk to Jesus without any doubt. We have to walk
with faith, hope and trust. Little by little, the darkness will be
less and finally we can be free in the union of God.
JULY 13, 1994 – Today I will go back to the analysis

of the Virtues. I want you to remember the beautiful garden
of roses growing in our soul. Jesus is the gardener. Already
we have four different plants growing. These are humility,
charity, chastity and generosity. They give us strength against
pride, envy, lust and avarice. Now I will analyze patience.
With this virtue, we control wrath. We receive attacks

constantly from other humans. The cause of their attacks is
selfishness. We are also under attack due to envy and wrath.
Patience is the only way to protect ourselves. The Holy Spirit
will help us to grow in patience. This is also a plant of roses
for our soul. When somebody offends us, patience helps us
to hold our impulses. We should ask for help of the Holy
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Spirit. Patience will keep our mouth shut and our spirit open.
The Holy Spirit will help us understand our neighbors.
We have to remember the example of Jesus. He

was patient all the way during His Passion and Death on
the Cross. We have to remember the patience of the Virgin
Mary. We should remember the martyrs that suffered with
patience and love. We have to care for this plant of roses
through prayer and the union with God. Little by little, we
will control ourselves and offer love and comprehension to
our fellow humans.
I will continue with the virtue of diligence. This virtue

overcomes laziness. First, we have to defeat the laziness that
keeps us from praying. With prayer we will help the Holy
Spirit to be in charge of our life. We have to be diligent in our
work. We have to give the best of us in our work. We have
to help others in their work, giving them advice and offering
our help.
Students have to be diligent in their studies. We have

to help to solve the problems of our community. We have
to work with love for our fellow human beings. Working
will give us the opportunity to help others. Work should be
a source of peace and satisfaction. Laziness produces an
unsatisfactory feeling in us. We have to ask Jesus to care
for the plant of the roses of diligence in our souls. This is a
very delicate plant and we need His care. We have to pray
frequently. We should not be lazy to pray and communicate
with God. Fill us, Jesus, with diligence to follow the path of
love in this world.
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Now, we will analyze the virtue of temperance. This

virtue is necessary to control gluttony and drunkenness.
It is the virtue that makes us see food only as a means to
cover our necessities. We have to use our will when we are
tempted with delicious foods. We have to take only the food
necessary to be healthy. There are many occasions in which
we are invited to banquets. We have to be strong and practice
temperance. The excesses in eating and drinking only cause
indigestion and drunkenness. We have to use our temperance
to protect our health. With prayer we will make this virtue
grow in our souls.
Temperance and moderation go together. Gluttony

and drunkenness will disappear from our lives with this
virtue in our soul. Little by little, we will feel happier and
avoid diseases and dissatisfaction. Finally, I want to ask you
that after these virtues have been planted in your lives, you
should thank our Lord for taking care of them. The product
of these plants of virtues is love, peace and happiness. God
bless you and protect you so you can defeat evil in your lives.
Amen.
JULY 15, 1994 – I still think that there is a block in

our communication with God. I think that a substance or a
defect present in us causes this difficulty of communication.
I also think that there could be some substance to help in this
communication. Other thoughts: The Communion of Saints.
Spiritual union with a binding of love, with the presence of
the Holy Spirit. Communication from spirit to spirit in the
union with the Holy Spirit.
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JULY 16, 1994 – In my dreams last night I felt the

presence of my guardian angel. I named him Alegría and he
deserves that name. In the dream something occurred that
made me happy. I saw in the dream a truck or pick-up with
wheels by the sides and all messed up. It was something funny.
I talked to the angel that intervened in my dream. I told him
that I recognized his presence. After that I remember that I
was flying by his side. It was a beautiful and happy dream,
different from the common dreams where I am persecuted
by evil beings and looking for a place to hide. I always end
up finding a secure spot, and I think that at that moment my
guardian angel helps me. They are there to be sure that the
evil beings don’t scare me too much. I ask you to monitor
your dreams. You can see that somebody always comes to
help.
I continue with the idea that our mind is a computer,

to which while sleeping, crazy information is given. That
creates more confusion in it. Sometimes we find the ‘Love
Channel’ that makes us feel the presence of God, the Virgin
Mary and the angels. If that blockage created by the devil is
removed, we can communicate with God.
Last night before going to bed, my husband read to

me about the retrovirus and how it produces RNA that looks
like our DNA, only that they are the negative pattern of it.
After entering the nucleus, it unites with the DNA and alters
it. This produces diseases such as cancer. This retrovirus
is an oncogene, and produces a negative change of our
genetic material. The RNA of the virus adapts itself to our
DNA. I think that a virus like this could be the cause of the
contamination of our being, by causing physicochemical
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changes that have isolated our soul from the body. They are
probably producing negatives that neutralize the positive
characteristics of our genes.
These negative characteristics are the cause of

evil. Until today the only cure for this contamination is the
presence of the Holy Spirit in us. The Holy Spirit starts
healing us. Light energy and love are positive powers that
can neutralize the negatives produced by the virus of evil.
The RNA of this virus will be destroyed by the power of the
Spirit of God and our efforts to be good.
In the laboratory, scientists have proved that by the

inoculation of a retrovirus the disease can be transmitted to
normal hosts. We lack the treatment for the virus of evil.
Radiation and drugs have been used for cancer. For evil
we only have God’s protection. Healings by energy of love
are a reality. We have to pray to ask for the knowledge to
comprehend these mysteries. I know that in the future God
will help us to cure the negative genomes. I think that the
apple that Eve ate is symbolic of how we were contaminated.
It could be full of the retrovirus that altered our genes. This
caused a block in our communication with God. Only by
enlightening our minds to find the cure and helping us with
His healing energy of love, is how God can save us. I have
been reading and trying to do the analysis about the last
phrases received.
They were: “Spirituality” (June 7, 1994); “The

thoughts are the light of the soul” (June 29, 1994); “Lost
in matter” (July 10, 1994); “A genetic form related to sex”
(July 20, 1994).
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I am still not prepared, but I will write down my

thoughts. Our spiritual isolation from God is caused by
something that interferes with our mind. We forget our
origin. I imagine this cause is a virus that affected our mental
computer. We can be an experiment of God that went wrong.
It was contaminated by the devil. Evil exists and legions of
evil spirits damaged God’s Creation. In nightmares, I have
felt the anguish and terror that we feel when the evil spirits
are near. There is no doubt that they try to act upon our
souls, so that they separate us from God. They hate our God
and want to convince us that we should be like them. Many
humans have surrendered their souls to the evil spirits. Some
humans are possessed by them. How can they do this? They
have already placed their venom in our genes. This could be
a virus that has altered the molecular structure of our genes.
I refer to the molecular structure of our matter. Our

soul is not matter. God “blew” His Spirit into Adam’s body.
Because of the Original Sin, our soul was imprisoned in the
body that is matter. Our souls are lost in matter. Healing - by
the love energy of the Holy Spirit - can heal us. When we
get in contact with God, His positive energy heals our body.
With the union with the Holy Spirit, our souls are saved.
Jesus told His Apostles that he was going to the

Father to send His Holy Spirit to help us. Our life is a
mystery. It is a spiritual mystery. The body is only a box
of matter. We cannot solve our mystery knowing only the
matter of our body. It is only an envelope where our soul
is. Our body is moved by electricity and by the interchange
of molecular compounds in the elements of the DNA. The
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robot is guided by the mind that acts like a computer or the

memory of a computer. Our soul is fed only by the thoughts
that come from God. We should not despair, and proceed to
be in the union of God. The Holy Spirit will progressively
clear our minds. We will be healed. Our mind will be less
confused. This effort has to be voluntary. It is a difficult
struggle against evil. The genetic contamination that altered
the molecular equilibrium of the cells of our body causes the
loss of memory in our mind. This is the cause of the isolation
of our soul. Many miracles have happened. Humans in close
relation to God, the Virgin Mary, Angels and Saints, have
reached a molecular equilibrium that has allowed them to
see God and the spirits of good.
I am growing in faith and in hope. I still have to grow

in trust. I still can’t walk over water. I think that I am in a
process of healing. My soul loves God over everything, but
still I am afraid of the evil spirits. I think that the fact that I
am still afraid to walk over the water is the reason that I still
have some family problems. I will continue trying to obtain
this complete trust in God. I will continue praying and going
to church.
During the past months I have been reading about

genetics. The formula in my mind in my awakening on July
20, 1994 was impressive and clear. During the next days, my
spiritual instructors tried to clear it more. I am still thinking
about its meaning. What I can tell you for sure is that what
we have is hereditary. The defect is in our genes and related
to sex inheritance, and could be in the X chromosome.
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On July 22, 1994 I wrote: “In the dream last night

the genetic map comes again, and those from the left mix
with those from the right. A product with the combination
is obtained. I think that they correspond to the genes of Eve
and Adam. What happened, that the product was a good man
and a bad man, Abel and Cain? Is evil a recessive change
bonded to sex genes? I hope that my guardian angels continue
teaching me. I still do not comprehend the meaning of this
dream. I will write about this later on. Perhaps in the future,
when the human genome is known, something will clear this
hereditary trait. I can tell you with complete clarity of mind
that what I am trying to explain came in my dream and I
remembered it when I awoke. It was a new experience that
I had not anticipated. After this I read two genetics texts,
including Mapping our Genes by Louis Wingerson, but I
still do not know the meaning.
I have seen the presence of angels in my dreams. I

have felt objective signals of their presence, signals that I
could not imagine before. I also saw the Virgin Mary in all
her beauty and splendor in a dream. This dream initiated me
in this quest. As she advised me, I gave my being to Jesus
Christ. He has compensated me with dreams where I have
seen Him. I know that He talks to me in some dreams with
clear messages. One was the dream in which I was told
to give what I am writing to everybody. That is why I ask
my husband and family to read them and help me in this
mission. These writings are part of my soul and a Message
from Jesus. I think that Richard, my son, as happened with
St. Augustine, will continue spreading this message. God
gave him the intelligence and the sensibility to understand
what I am writing. I have the feeling that he will finish what I
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started. He will write about the path to God. My husband will

be the driving force, though he still feels that these writings
are boring.
As I continue with the analysis of how the retrovirus

acts, I think that evil can have a similar origin. The retrovirus
is the union of their RNA to our DNA, and alters the genetic
composition and the cell behavior. It is possible that our
mental incapacity or block of the connection with the spirit
is caused by a retrovirus. The retrovirus is currently under
study.
AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome)

is caused by a retrovirus. AIDS is one of the plagues of
our times. The other plague is depression. Retroviruses
are also important in cancer research. The retroviruses are
oncogens. Regarding the plague of depression, it is caused
by disequilibrium in the chemical composition and quantity
of the neurotransmitters. These changes can be caused by
genetic defects. These genetic defects are under study, and
scientists are localizing the affected chromosomes and genes
on the genetic map. The genes have already been localized
in manic-depressive syndrome.
Depression is the intuition of the soul that it is

separated from God or the source of energy. The soul fears
this separation, but due to its isolation in matter it does not
know what is going on. The soul feels a void and despairs. It is
a terrible feeling. That is why depression causes alcoholism,
drug addiction, and excess activity in order to stop thinking,
etc. Why not think? Thoughts are the light of the soul. My
spiritual instructors told me so. Thoughts can help in our
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knowledge of who we are. God is communicating with us

through thoughts. Thoughts will enlighten us. Our conscience
will be enlightened. We can know the Truth. We can “see”
again. To achieve this, we have to shut off the interferences
of the senses and “hear” and analyze our thoughts.
The mind is the component of the human being where

the messages of the computer are received. The virus of the
computer causes loss of memory and we do not remember
that God is our creator and that He is in charge. We need our
will power to guide our thoughts well.
I previously wrote that the devil tried to interfere

with our minds when television was invented. This is the
most effective method to keep humans without thinking.
Evil beings also utilize the minds of many writers to carry
wrong and evil entertainment. Books and the digital and
computerized toys that are used by our children also fill their
minds with wickedness and wrath, resulting in epidemic
cases of childhood and adolescent depression and violence.
What can we do? Only God can save us. God, the
Virgin Mary and angels are trying to do so. They are more
near to us than ever. Many of us have noticed Their presence.
Common people are talking about mystical experiences.
Many professionals, with proven mental stability, have
written about their spiritual experiences. Our souls are
awakening. We already know that God created us and that
we are lost in matter. Our efforts to be near God and to have
a closer relation with Him are more every day. Our efforts
to take this message to other Human beings can be seen on a
daily basis.
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We still have fellow humans that are blind to their

spirituality. We have to help them. It is difficult but not
impossible. Happiness is being in union with God. Nothing
material can satisfy our soul. Human pleasures are brief
and not fulfilling. They take the soul deeper into matter.
We cannot lose our spirituality. One of my thoughts is: “Is
there a substance that can cure us; medicine that can take us
near God and clear our minds?” The answer is that the only
thing that can clear our minds is the Holy Spirit in our souls.
Some drugs such as Prozac can help in the regulation of our
neurotransmitters. (Prozac helps in the uptake of serotonin
by the neurons). This helps clear depression.
I think that depression is a condition of increased

emotions in sensitive souls. It is common in intelligent
humans that are very sensitive. The can feel the void in their
souls. They feel that nothing in this world will fill that void.
They suffer with intensity. That is why sometimes they end
their lives in suicide.
Suicide is the triumph of the devil over that soul. I can

see what happens with those souls: They feel their separation
from God. Nothing can fill this void and end their despair.
To these souls a mystic experience will be the salvation. The
spiritual experience can clear their minds. They remember.
Our Lord Jesus told us that we will see the Truth. The
thoughts in our mind start a transmission of energy though all
our body. This energy acts where it is needed for the action.
The information for that action is carried in that thought.
The thoughts are the light of the spirit. Neurotransmitters
help regulate the intensity and the direction of this energy.
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The information reaches its destination if there is no

physical block. The energy in the thought can be altered by
interferences. This can be caused by substances. The thoughts
from God cannot enter our minds clearly, because it can be
blocked by a substance that causes us to be foolish.
What distinguishes humans from animals is that

we can think. This was the way it was created by God,
to communicate with the souls. The thoughts are now
interrupted by something that the devil introduced in our
robot. Our mental computer has a virus. Our life is a mystery
but we are not alone. I can repeat it over and over due to
my deep faith. I think that all of us allowing our thoughts to
guide us can reach the same conclusions:
We are not alone. We were created. Our Creator will

heal us. God is trying to reach us. He gave me this message for
you. Many books have been written about neurotransmitters
and depression. Many are bestsellers in the United States of
America. I have read several. This could be the beginning of
the awakening of our soul. Research related to depression is
ongoing in universities and hospitals. In the future, in one of
these researches, they will find the cure of the plague of the
XX Century: Depression.
I had a mystic experience at the Holy Mountain of

San Lorenzo, Puerto Rico. This changed me. I acquired
serenity and clarity in my thoughts. After that experience,
I could appreciate immense love and happiness felt in the
presence of God. I have obtained communication with God.
I insist that to grow in spirituality, we have to maintain that
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intimate relation with God. We have to “hear” our thoughts

because in them God talks to us.
I still have much to learn about the messages my

spiritual instructors leave in my mind. I have to write them
down. In one of my most recent dreams, I saw cloth napkins
with many letters that looked like a manuscript. The next
morning, I received the message that: ‘I have to continue
writing’. I know that God, the Virgin Mary and the angels
will continue guiding me. For now, I try to summarize my
thoughts. In the future, I will do a deeper analysis of what
I write today. To continue giving order to my thoughts and
not bring confusion to you, I am reviewing the messages left
in my mind during August, September and October 1994. I
know that the Holy Spirit is with me. I need His guidance.
I do not want to write by myself. I want to be under His
protection and advice.
August 2, 1994 – I wrote: My son Ricardo Felipe,

the day after a fight with his older brother, told me: “Mother,
yesterday I saw that God exists. I closed myself in the
bathroom, I thought of Him and I felt that I was not alone.”
Beautiful words for a young (14 y/o) boy. Thank you, God,
for accompanying and protecting them.
August 22, 1994 – Phrase in my mind when I awoke:

“In the House of the Lord are lodgings for all.”
SEPTEMBER 6, 1994 – Dreamed last night with

white cloths or napkins. They could represent what I have
been writing. I believe that I have to continue writing. The
messages are not for me. I have to give them to everybody.
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SEPTEMBER 21, 1994 – In dialogue with my

guardian angels, and the angels with Him. N: Norma, A:
Angel
N: What do I have to write about?

A: Love.
N: Are you with me?
A: We are present.
N: What do I have to do?
A: Write.
N: Will you guide me?
A: Yes, we will guide you.
N: God the Father wants me to write?
A: Yes, God the Father wants you to write.
N: Is what I am writing correct?
A: Yes, it is adequate.
SEPTEMBER 25, 1994 – Dreamed last night very

different from the others. In the dream, I am treating an adult
patient at the hospital. The patient dies despite all treatment,
and a blood transfusion that was given. I feel very calm,
because we did everything possible. Then something weird
occurred that made me think that what we did not do, was to
care for the soul of the patient.
Later in the dream I recognize the presence of my

mother, already deceased. She was well. The message is that
my mother is well. She was very good, and I know that she
is with God trying to help me.
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SEPTEMBER 27, 1994 – My dreams last night lead

my mind to the following conclusions: To comprehend the
Kingdom of God we have to have the trust of a child. I have
to read Hechos de los Apostoles (Apostles Acts). I clearly
see the idea that my mind is in a process of instruction or
preparation, followed by the mission that I still do not see
clearly. The Angels, the Virgin and above all our Lord with
His Holy Spirit, protects and guides me. I shall not be afraid.
I cannot leave any door of my soul open for evil to enter.
I have to take care of my soul following the

instructions they gave me. I will protect it with virtues. The
Holy Spirit accompanies me as He did with the Apostles and
with Saint Paul in the beginning of Christianity.
SEPTEMBER 30, 1994 – My prayer today: “Protect

me, Lord. Take me away from evil. Help my mind to not get
confused. Help my body to not do evil. Help me stay by Your
side, forever to be protected. Amen.”
Before the end of September, I did the following

analysis of my thoughts about the presence of evil in humans.
Different possibilities:
1. Evil enters and causes damage to the chromosomes.

2. The chromosomic damage causes disease by alteration in
the chemical mechanism.
3. Difficulty to communicate with God
4. Decrease in Spirituality
5. Tendency toward matter
6. Chemical imbalance that gives humans the tendency to
satisfy their instincts
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7. Soul lost in matter

8. Unhappiness
9. Thoughts as the light of the soul
10. The light of the soul increases with prayer
11. Union with God
12. Plenitude of Spirit
Possibilities of healing: Healing through the

transmission of the energy of love of the Holy Spirit. The
energy comes from the dimension where God is through
God’s ‘Mercy Channels’. This healing occurs at a quantum
level. The transmission is through spiritual communication.
There must be spiritual connection and communication
through thoughts. Diseases healed with the transmission
of the positive energy of God. This is compatible with the
healing with physical means of transmission of energy like:
1. Radiotherapy
2. Electric shock therapy in mental diseases
3. Nuclear medicine
4. Nuclear energy for diagnosis and treatment of
cancer
5. Healing through chemical compounds (medicines)
that regulate the neurotransmitters: (Example:
Serotonin; medicines used to control the uptake of
serotonin by the neurons).
6. Compounds like Lithium: (Used in maniac-depressive
cases; decreases the tendency toward wrath and
suicide).
7. Possibility in the future of controlling all evil
tendencies through the use of antidotes that neutralize
the chemical compounds that cause evil.
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OCTOBER 1, 1994 – Horrible nightmare last night.

Could be a warning from the evil beings trying to shut off
my thoughts.
OCTOBER 3, 1994 – Number and letter in my mind

upon awakening: ‘22 A’. In the dream last night I was told to
go slowly; that I have time to fulfill the mission.
OCTOBER 6, 1994 – “The Lord likes being asked

by us.”
OCTOBER 7, 1994 – Rectangular image in my

dream with four separated areas; the upper right area clearer,
and clear blue in color; the upper left area denser than the
upper right and with medium-blue color. Between the upper
areas, something (like a crystal) separating them that looked
as two-dimensional. From the upper left area they could pass
with some difficulty to the upper right area. From the lower
right that was dark blue and denser, they could pass to the
upper right area but with more difficulty.
The upper right area that is clearer represents air with

poor molecular concentration. I thought that the lower left
area that was dark represented hell. From there they could
not pass to the upper ones. They could pass to the lower
right and vice versa from the lower right they could pass
to the lower left without effort. The upper left, less dense
area could represent Purgatory. The upper right one could
represent Heaven. It looks like the place of light where our
light is dispersed and united with God’s light.
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From the lower right one they could pass to the upper
right one but only by God’s intervention. From the lower left
area they never could pass to the upper right area or Heaven.
This lower left area is without doubt hell. It looked like a
dark mass without form where despair was sensed. They tell
me that the area between the dimensions is the place where
the souls have to pass when they leave the body. It could be
the black holes mentioned in astronomy.
When the soul separates from the body, it has to pass

through the dark holes to go to the other dimensions. The
soul could finish in any of the other three dimensions. To
pass to the upper right or Heaven, God’s intervention was
necessary. With the help of the Holy Spirit, the souls could
pass to Purgatory or Heaven. This depends of our behavior
on Earth, or lower right dimension.
When we die, the evil spirits do all that is possible to

take our souls with them. We have to ask for the protection of
God to help us in that last moment of our life and in the path
to the eternal life. When I returned to the book I was reading,
I saw on the front page an image similar to the image of
this dream. I had not seen it before. The image represented
the spiritual awakening of men and his union with God. The
more materialistic we are, the deeper we go into darkness or
matter.
OCTOBER 9, 1994 – From a dream I deduce the

following teachings: Our DNA alters its molecular position
with wrath and evil thoughts. The helix comes close together
and unites in these moments of wrath and telling lies. In the
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dream, I see a criminal that is being questioned for covering

up for a drug dealer. An electroencephalogram (EEG) is
taken during the questioning. When he lies and fills with
wrath, the EEG tracing changes from normal. But what I see
is not an EEG: I see a tracing of DNA. In the first area of the
tracing, the DNA was normal with the two helixes in normal
positions. When the man lies and fills with wrath, the tracing
of DNA changes and the helix unites, becoming only one
thick chain.
This dream is unusual. I think that it is part of my

spiritual instruction. An experiment where this could be
studied would be very interesting. The book I am reading
now, The Quantum Healing, makes me think that these
transitory changes are possible in our DNA. I also think that
these transitory changes of DNA can explain the behavior
of individuals possessed by demons. In cases of demonic
possession, the energy of the individual increases and they
have epileptic like convulsions.
OCTOBER 16, 1994 – “Life is the struggle between

the good thoughts and the evil thoughts.” It is the struggle
between good and evil. The thoughts of goodness bring love
and happiness. These good thoughts rise us to God. The
thoughts of evil leave us lost in matter.
A dream last night with the hospital. In the dream

I see two infants that were found in a box. I try to protect
them and I take them to the nursery to be fed. I hear: “Raldo,
Raldo. Children are the heralds of good.” We have to protect
them or the messages of love will end.
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OCTOBER 17, 1994 – “The black hole”
OCTOBER 23, 1994 – “Peace cannot be bought nor

can it be sold. It is acquired through prayer.”
NOVEMBER 1, 1994 – Dream last night with the

evil forces. There is an infant that is possessed by evil. I want
to help him and free him from the evil being. I pray and get
near, and in God’s name I order the demon to leave the child.
The infant reacts and the horrible mask faces that he was
doing decrease. I pray again to the Lord to free the infant. In
this struggle I wake up. The infant was hungry but could not
take his food because of the possession of the demon. Was it
spiritual feeding that he needed? Good finally defeated evil.
The struggle was strong and difficult. What is the meaning
of this dream? I think it describes our current times. We have
to pray for God’s protection.
NOVEMBER 4, 1994 – Dream in which we are

living moments of despair. Food, water and milk are scarce
and contaminated. I am in a car on a road near the sea. The
sea is flooding the road. We make a right turn to reach a
more secure place. When I look to the sky, after turning, I
see in it a beautiful rainbow and rays of light. I think that
Jesus is coming. Our powerful King of Nations comes to
save us. I exclaim “Come Father, come soon.” I wake up.
My husband was with me in the car. I placed a call to my
daughter Lissete.
NOVEMBER 8, 1994 – Vision between sleep and

waking up. Jesus as King of Nations above all. Beneath I see
four funnels. Beneath the funnels I see the four dimensions.
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This time they are parallel one to the other, each

funnel going to one of the dimensions. I deduce from this
vision that God or Jesus King of Nations are one. God is
in charge of all creation. The dimensions are separated.
The one at the far left is the darker one, or hell. To the right
of this is our less dense world. To the right of the world is
Purgatory, or the area of cleansing of our souls, then the one
at the far right which I have interpreted as Heaven (a more
clear area).
The funnels all go in direction to God, with the wider

part of the funnels above the dimensions. What do the funnels
represent? Could they be the dark holes over the dimensions?
They go through the space to where God is. God has power
over all the dimensions. I see Him all powerful, calm and at
peace. He is more important that all the dimensions together.
The Spirit of God is who communicates with us.
NOVEMBER 12, 1994 – Two dreams last night.

One was a common dream in relation to past experiences
and current worries; the other a beautiful dream, different,
with revelation. In this dream, my spirit was free and outside
my body. I was in a spiritual dimension. I saw beautiful
things, light and other spiritual beings, but I did not see God.
I was sure that if I stayed there I would see Him eventually.
All beings there felt secure, happy and full of peace. I woke
up with a feeling of peace and security. This is the second
time that my soul has a spiritual or spatial voyage while I am
sleeping.
NOVEMBER 13, 1994 – Today at church after

Communion, in spiritual union with Jesus, I hear Him
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answering my restless prayer: “Little butterfly, calm

yourself” It was in Spanish: “Mariposilla tranquilizate”.
I remembered from one book of St. Therese of Avila that
when we have not yet reached the Seventh Lodging (Peace),
the soul feels disturbed and excited. That is why Jesus said
to me: “Mariposilla tranquilizate.” Jesus, I love you.
NOVEMBER 15, 1994 – After reading the Bible and

meditating on the phrase: ‘Who is of God, His words hear’,
I feel in communion with God. At Mass after Communion I
hear: “Serenity, peace and love.”
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Conclusion
I included in this book my
experiences of 1993 and 1994 because I want
to reveal my feelings about the awakening
of my spirit. I feel like I am already an
eternal being. I feel that my experiences
in 1993, 1994 and my experiences in 2007
are simultaneous. It is a rare sensation, but
it is true. My robot notes the difference in
time but not my spirit. Other feelings of the
spirit are peace and calm.
In the spiritual world, nobody

rushes. Time does not exist for the spirit.
Peace, love and happiness are qualities of a
spirit in union with God. My advice for all
of you is to follow the path I have traced for
you in this book, so that your spirit awakens
and makes you happy in the security and
peace that you are cared and protected by
God. Your worries and unhappiness will
end.
The spiritual awakening can be a

slow process. For me it has taken more than
15 years and still I have some somnolence.
As you start opening your spiritual eyes,
you will not be lost again. The energy of
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Love of God is helping all of us to awake from the long

dream in matter that has affected our souls. Hear His call and
follow His advice and you will be free again. All you need is
to trust Him.
To finish the narration of the awakening of my spirit,

I return back to the current time. The year 2007 has already
ended. In the year 2008 my spiritual instructors are still
leaving messages in my dreams and when I awake. They are
less frequent now. I believe that the communication of my
spirit with the mind of my robot has improved. I feel that my
spirit and the spirits that are with it are trying to communicate
with me when I am awake. I write ‘they’ because I feel that
my spirit is not alone. My spirit is in direct communication
with my spiritual instructors.
With the mind of the robot, Norma is where there still

exist problems of communication. I think that this is due to
the interference of the noises caused by our cyclic thoughts. I
am still not trying to shut off these cyclic thoughts. I have not
improved much in this endeavor. I write about the awakening
of my spirit, thinking that it could be a guide in your spirit’s
awakening. It is something complex but entertaining at the
same time. You will feel weird but happy and at peace at the
same time.
I recommend patience and faith. Trust completely in

God, and He will help in clearing your minds. Remember
that we are spiritual beings and our only happiness is to be
in His union. It is a difficult path while we are in this world.
The spirits of our fellow humans will be awakening as we
do.
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This is a very special time. God gave us, through

the channeling of scientific information in my dreams, the
scientific proof that we are a spirit guiding a robot assigned
to us by God.
This scientific revelation is summarized at the end

of my book Human Software - Scientific Revelation. I have
followed His orders in the dreams and received in deep
meditation. I hope that many of you read this information
and help to spread the message. As you do it, you will feel the
love that was sent to us by our Creator with this message.
God, His angels and the Virgin Mary came to me and

did everything possible for me to understand the message.
My spirit is at peace waiting for the day I will see my Creator.
While I am in this world I will continue trying to spread the
message of what or who we are. I will continue also writing
down everything I receive from the spiritual realms and I
will inform you about them. God bless you and help your
spirit in its awakening. I want your spirit to go from darkness
to the light; for you to feel the peace you will have when
your spirit goes from fear to peace. This is the peace that my
soul now feels. Amen.
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Epilogue
I continued receiving messages in my
dreams during 2008. Many of those dreams
are full of love and spirituality; others with
important scientific messages. I feel like I
have passed from pre-kinder to first grade
in the knowledge I am receiving. This is the
knowledge of the truth of our being. The
scientific messages are a continuation of
those received previously. Sometimes my
first interpretation is wrong and They correct
it in a following dream. This process is very
interesting and very important for us human
beings. The last message received was: “I
am trusting you con el secreto mas grande
para la humanidad.” I received it in both
languages. In English it is: “I am trusting
you with the most important message for
humans.” I felt honored but at the same time
worried by the great responsibility that this
implies.
My spirit is ready and honored. My

spirit trusts in the help of God. My robot is
afraid and thinks that she does not deserve
this very important endeavor. My robot
knows her problems of communication
with her spirit. My whole being knows that
I will continue serving and defending my
Creator.
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I trust that the Holy Spirit will accompany me and will help
me in fulfilling this important Mission.

I want to include for you the following thoughts of
2008. They are about The Gifts of the Holy Spirit. In my
path with Jesus and His Holy Spirit during the last 15 years
I have noticed changes in me and my behavior. I think these
changes are secondary to the presence of the Holy Spirit in
my soul. I feel that besides growing in virtues, the Holy Spirit
is giving me His Gifts. I write this with a humble feeling
because I want to share these findings with you. I think that
this is what will happen to all humans in the presence of the
Holy Spirit.
I have to monitor my soul and inform you about the

awakening of my spirit. I feel that the Holy Spirit is giving
me the gift of science. I see this in the thoughts that follow
the scientific messages. I have reached conclusions that
are true without losing the meaning of the message and its
scientific importance. For me this is the gift of science.
I feel that I am also receiving the gifts of understanding

and wisdom. My vision of the world and of my fellow
humans is very clear in relation to the truth of our beings.
Another gift that I feel I am receiving is the gift of piety.
I love my fellow humans and my greatest desire is to help
them. I am in this endeavor to help them. I feel that the gift
of counsel is growing in my soul due to the presence of the
Holy Spirit. That is why I have written my books. I want to
guide my fellow humans through a path that will help them
to be with the Holy Spirit always.
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The gift of respect for God has been in my soul since

a long time ago. I can describe it as reverence, “Awe”, in
the observance of His Perfection and love. The respect is
overwhelming and a feeling of complete surrender to Him
and His orders is felt. It is a feeling of plenitude in His
presence. Finally, the gift of fortitude is also growing in me.
For this gift, first I had to grow in trust. Now I feel that I am
strong enough to battle against the unbelievers of the world.
During this week I am giving two conferences. One is

to the medical doctors of the hospital where I work. I feel sure
of my capacity to communicate the scientific observations
and conclusions of my book Human Software - Scientific
Revelation. I know that the Holy Spirit will be with me.
The gift of fortitude enables me today to include a previous
writing that I named: “In defense of the Holy Spirit.” God
bless all of you in the awakening of your spirits.
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Messages and
Experiences 2008
January 2, 2008 – God is coming
in a Pentecost with His Angels.
January 14, 2008 – In a dream

last night, I was told that the Virgin Mary
(‘Mother’, I was told) will be taking care of
and guiding me. She will guide my thoughts
while I am awake. I think that from now on,
their communication with me will also be
while I am awake; probably while in prayer
and deep meditation, or ‘daydreaming’, as
my angels told me.
While I am awake, I can control

my thoughts. I will have to take time to be
alone and in a quiet place to receive their
messages. I feel that the messages in my
dreams will be less frequent. From now on,
I am going to write down the ideas present
in my mind when I am not acting over my
thoughts. In my mind, three projects are
currently present. They are:
1 – Web site for the book Human Software:

a Scientific Revelation.
2 – A conference for the medical faculty of
Hermanos Meléndez Hospital.
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3 – Publicity for the book: I need to find a good publishing

company.
I will focus my efforts on these three projects. I know

that the Virgin Mary will be taking care of me, along with
the instructor angels. I am sure that God is also taking care
of me.
January 18, 2008 – Protocol to make proteins.

Ribosome.
January 19, 2008 – Protamide.
I studied the amides, keeping the protons in mind,

and how they react with them. Amides are formed from the
union of carbonic acid (R-COOH) with NH3. For example:
R-COOH + NH3 ----------- H20 + R- C- NH2.
R-COOH represents the chain of any acid. Proton

is the positive ion that is produced from H2, or from the
hydrolysis of water. My thoughts immediately go to the
protons that are constantly produced in the body. These
protons and electrons intervene in the pool where NH3 and
amides are present. The final product is NH4, and H20 that
will be excreted.
The elements of the periodic table that are present

in humans are very important in the reactions taking place
with the compounds of the human code. They catalyze many
reactions. Amides are a source or substrate, necessary for
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January 29, 2008 – Study of the paranormal. The

definition of paranormal is what can’t be explained by the
presently known psychic and laws of physics.
February 3, 2008 – Dream in which I am told that

eventually, the expensive antibiotics that are manufactured
by the pharmaceutical corporations will cease to be
manufactured, due to their high cost. The terminal infectious
diseases will not be cured. The U.S. government will
ultimately do nothing, because their health care officials will
prefer that old people die, in order to avoid the cost of their
cure.
February 13, 2008 – The ‘scanner concept’ in

relation to the human being.
February 21, 2008 – We can see that living matter

projects light.
March 3, 2008 – Protein C: C Reactive Protein. I

read about this protein. It is the second time that I receive
it in a dream. I found out about the messenger proteins or
carriers. They are very important as part of the human code.
Other important proteins are the ones in the cellular walls
that signal the incoming carrier proteins when they pass in
close proximity in the blood stream. They help the incoming
protein to enter or act upon them, from the intercellular
space. There is information about these proteins in many
biochemistry books.
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March 5, 2008 – The aqueous humor in relation with

energy.
March 11, 2008 – Dream about a meeting for

presentation of books, to which my husband and I were
invited.
March 12, 2008 – Last night I didn’t receive

messages, but I do need to write about something strange
that happened at my hospital office.
In my office, I have a poinsettia plant. I was going

to throw it out, but before doing that, I offered it to Jesus,
and I put it near an image of Him at my office, and told my
secretary about this. With faith and trust, I told Jesus that His
Mother gave me a bouquet of flowers after Valentine’s Day,
and that I would be very happy if He gave me some flowers
as well.
When I approached the poinsettia plant one week

later, I saw that new shoots with flowers were growing, as
they had before Christmas. In summary: Jesus had given me
the flowers that I had asked of Him.
I am very happy and grateful to Him for this precious

gift. This is a sign that He is near me. I showed the flowers
to my secretary and to other faithful members of the
administration. I think that this new growth resembles the
love, faith and trust that are growing in my soul: The Holy
Spirit will help me with the growth of virtues in my soul.
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March 13, 2008 – Dream last night about a tsunami.

I was with others, and I told them to look at the big waves
that were going to cover us. The tsunami covered us, but I
feel that I was still alive. The water around and covering us
didn’t harm my spirit. My spirit was capable of effortlessly
displacing and moving through the water, with the correct
velocity. I felt happy and at peace.
This dream is like a graphic explanation about how

the light of our spirit can easily move through liquids. I had
been reading about the aqueous humor, and this dream clears
some of the concepts that I didn’t understand.
March 14, 2008 – Question in my mind when I

awoke: Through which part of the cell does man breathe? I
think of the cellular membranes and the mitochondria. After
reading about the diffusion of gases, especially about oxygen,
I decided that my first choice was the cellular membranes.
March 15, 2008 – Costophrenic angle. I am having

an acute episode of bronchial asthma. This message can be
related to a specific posture that can help with my breathing.
I think that this message is not related to the others.
March 23, 2008 – The amacrine cells of the brain. I

think that this phrase is related to the dream where I saw a
sentence that ended with the word: corn.
March 25, 2008 – Dream in which I am near a human

being that is followed by evil beings. They were like black
agents. The human being was member of the good beings.
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The black agents attack the good human being, and

throw her on the floor. The human then changes into a robot.
The robot talks to me, and tells me that she can’t walk; that
she suffered damage near her vertebral column and that she
has to surrender herself and let the evil beings take her. I am
only an observer in this dream. The only thing that I can do
is look.
I see that the robot has a big open wound in the thorax
and abdomen, and something similar to chains of ganglia
nerves that are near the vertebral column. These ganglia nerves
are known as the paravertebral and prevertebral ganglia, and
are part of the nervous system. These ganglia were severely
damaged in the robot, and they could not send the messages
or impulses from the spinal cord to the periphery. I think that
I need to read about these ganglia nerves, especially the ones
that send impulses to the periphery.
I read about the amacrine cells of the central nervous

system last night, and found some interesting facts: The
different neurotransmitters necessary for vision are formed
in the retina’s amacrine cells. These neurotransmitters carry
the information received from the cones and rods, or sensory
cells of the retina that are excited with light. I compared the
path of the nervous impulse from these amacrine cells to the
cerebral cortex where the neurotransmitters act, with the path
of the neurotransmitters impulse from the neurons of the rafe
nucleus to the cerebral cortex, and both paths are similar.
When the activation by protons from LCR over the

neurons of the rafe nucleus occurs, neurotransmitters are
formed by these neurons. Light energy in both cases starts
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the reflexes. At the cerebral cortex, the neurons that are

activated form the corresponding mRNAs. At the ribosomes,
the mRNAs guide the formation of the proteins needed for
the necessary action, and the messenger proteins pass to the
systemic circulation.
The path in the eye that functions as a photoelectric

camera is the following: Light energy or photons act over
the rodhopsin at the cones and rods. An electric current starts
from the changes in these molecules, and this electric current
excites the amacrine cells of the retina. These neurons form
the neurotransmitters with the code needed for the specific
action.
The neurotransmitters activate the neurons of the optic

ganglia, where the neurotransmitters with the specific code
needed are formed and pass to the cortical neurons. At the
brain cortex, where the memory bank is present, the neurons
produce the mRNA necessary for the images, corresponding
to the ones at the retina. From these neurons, the information
needed to produce the action that is needed for robot’s
protection or wellbeing is produced. The messenger proteins
with this information rapidly (within the same instant) pass to
the systemic circulation. This is quite marvelous! Tomorrow,
I will write about the vertebral and paravertebral ganglia. I
already read about this, but I do not want to impose upon you
with more information and complex facts.
In the dream with the amacrine cells, I also clearly

‘saw’ the word corn. (In Spanish: maiz.) This word was at
the end of the first paragraph of a page that I saw in a book. I
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will look for a book where I can find information about corn
in relation to the amacrine cells. I believe that the yellow
color of the corn could be important toward understanding
the message. These cells probably are yellow.
March 29, 2008 – The prevertebral and paravertebral

neural ganglia or neural ‘stations’ are conglomerates of
neurons that are found in the path of the autonomous nervous
system. This nervous system is the involuntary system that
controls all our visceral systems. The autonomous system
is divided into the sympatic system and the parasympatic
system. The ganglia of the sympatic system are found along
the anterior of the vertebral column, at each side.
These were the ones that I saw altered in my

dream. Their activity comes from the neurons of the spinal
medulla. The stimuli that start the activation of the neurons
of these ganglia results in the production of acetilcholine
as a neurotransmitter. The neurons that are activated at the
periphery or near the organs or endocrine glands produce
adrenaline or the corresponding hormone.
Following an almost perilous stimulus, these systems

are activated, and at the adrenal gland the production of
adrenaline and cortisol starts. They act upon the respiratory
and the circulatory systems, causing their activation. These
hormones are necessary for the ‘fight or flight’ response.
Probably due to the lack of adrenaline and cortisol,
secondary to the damage of the ganglia, was why the robot
of my dream could not move and defend itself. My dream
was very curious, and what I found in the anatomy book was
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very interesting. I feel that my evaluation is still incomplete.

Remember that I am a robot in the process of awakening.
That is why I still have problems of communication with my
scientific spiritual instructors.
March 30, 2008 – What is the cause of acidity? Also:

I am trusting you with the greatest secret for humanity.
Relating to the message of the cause of acidity, I again

read about the production of HCI (H+ CI-) in the stomach.
I observed that from the parietal cells of the lumen, H+ is
passing to the lumen: That is why the content of the stomach
is acidic. A similar process to the one at the stomach, where
the carbonic anhydrase acts, is the process that occurs at the
choroid plexus, where this enzyme is also present. At the
parietal cells, the C02 and water react to produce H2 C03.
As a result of this action, the carbonic anhydrase and the
carbonic acid (H2C03) split to form H+ and HC03-.
The H+ passes to the lumen, and in the case of the

choroid membrane, to the cephalo spinal fluid (LCR).The
HC03- reacts with Na+, producing Na HC03 that is the most
important buffer system of the organism. We can represent
this as follows:
Choroidal Membrane - Cells of the lumen -----------> LCR

(H+ CI-)
H+ + HC03 - Carbonic Anhydrase -----------> Blood
(NaHC03)
Parietal Cells of the Stomach ----------- Lumen (H+ CI-)
H+ + HC03 -----------> Blood (NaHC03)
Carbonic Anhydrase
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The entrance of Na+ to the blood is mediated by

special reactions at the membrane of the endothelial cells,
and K+ and Na+ are interchanged as needed by the cell. The
LCR bathes the neurons. The LCR charged with H+ has a
close ionic interchange with the neurons. At the neurons,
ATP is produced, that passes to the veins and cerebral
sinus, and eventually to the systemic circulation. Now I
see that I was confused with the passage of H+ from the
choroid vessels to the blood directly. From what I studied
today in the Neuroanatomy textbook by Alvin M. Burst,
Sounders Co., the H+ proton passes from the epithelium of
the choroids to the LCR. The message in my dream leads me
to correct something that I had misunderstood. I thank my
angel Instructors for their advice.
The readings, after last night’s dream with the

message ¿a que se debe la acidez? (in English: ‘What is the
cause of acidity?’) were necessary to clear my mind. I thank
God for the sentence: ‘I trust you with the greatest secret for
humanity’ in my dream. This phrase was very clear. I know
that it comes from God. I thank God for trusting me with
the most important message: Although I think that I am not
worthy of this blessing, I will do everything to proclaim it.
Amen.
April 3, 2008 – Power will be hers in November:

Message that I recognize from Jesus. I feel that it refers to
Hillary Clinton.
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April 5, 2008 – The plant of hope: From the Virgin

Mary.
April 16, 2008 – Trust Me more than the others.
April 22, 2008 – In a dream, I see a psychiatrist

planning a clinic for children with autism. He was informing
that much time and patience were necessary for treating these
patients. He needed enough time for each patient. Is this
dream an indication that we should add clinics for autism at
the Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital?
April 23, 2008 – We are the histamines of the Lord.
April 27, 2008 – Killer T cell. I read about C Reactive

Protein.
April 30, 2008 – Hemoglobin, hematocrit. I think

that these words and the C reactive protein can be parameters
that should be included in the study that we are going to
perform at Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital.
May 4, 2008 – Father Raul Saez.
May 6, 2008 – GABA Amino Butfric Acid.
May 9, 2008 – He sells his soul to the devil in order

to be president. Messages come in a negative pattern which
changes to positive at the brain, the same as the retina,
where the images are received inverted or in negative, and
the messages that the cerebral rafe neurons receive are in
a negative pattern. When they are received at the cerebral
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cortex, they are changed to positive. I think that was the

message received. I have to read about this.
May 12, 2008 – It entered our nucleolus.
May 13, 2008 – Dream with an instruction about the

‘crystal sun’ miracle that I experienced at the Holy Mountain
of San Lorenzo, where I saw the sun moving from its place,
in circles toward us. I received an explanation about how
lights of spiritual beings that are close together could look
like that. The light of the united spiritual beings looked like
small circles of light held together. All together, they looked
like a crystal ball. When I saw the ‘crystal sun’, I thought
of God’s dwellings: Angels united in God’s dwellings could
look like small crystals of light.
I read about the nucleolus after yesterday’s message.

At the nucleolus is where the most mRNA is produced,
especially during meiosis or mitosis. It is the factory of
messenger proteins. My attention was guided to the chromatic
material of the X chromosome. When two X chromosomes
unite to form a female, one of the two Xs is inactivated. The
inactivated X is called the Barr body, and its presence is used
in predicting the sex of the fetus.
I think that after this dream, I should look for the

retrovirus that causes evil in the chromatic material of the
nucleolus, especially of the X chromosome. I will read about
the nucleolus of the oozyte.
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May 16, 2008 – I think that autism could be explained

as evil beings guiding these children that cause the involuntary
behavior and convulsions. The therapy of love energy can
help them. These patients should be included in the study.
Regarding this study, I need to write down that we have to
postpone it until we have the physicians and researchers that
we need for it. I need somebody with experience in doing
research. God will provide this professional.
It was very interesting when I studied the record of

the first patient – a one week old female infant – that received
treatment with the energy of love. Before the treatment, the
patient was critically ill; intubated and unconscious. The
attending physician informed us that she was in a terminal
state. The day after the therapy, she was conscious and
tolerating oral feedings. From the laboratory parameters
that were used, the one that caught my attention was the C
reactive protein. Before the therapy, it was high (8). The next
day, it was lower (3.9). In the following days, it diminished
to 1 (that is the normal value). She was discharged one week
later, in good condition.
The C reactive protein was included in the study after

the dream where I was told about it. The C reactive protein is
an indicator of severity of the illness in infectious diseases.
Its normal value ranges from 1 to 3. This patient had sepsis: a
result of streptococcus and meningitis. The therapy of energy
of love was what started her improvement. However, since
the prescribed protocol was not used for this case, it will not
be included in our final study. Nevertheless, this case has
been an important step for me and for Dr. Evelyn López,
Medical Director of the Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital.
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I think that this project is a project of Jesus, our Lord.

We are only instruments at His service. In this case, the
energy therapy was given by me, while Dr. López fervently
prayed, asking for the presence of our Lord Jesus. The love
of Jesus was what acted over the patient: I felt the cascade
of energy of love through my body while I was doing the
healing. My body was the instrument used by Jesus to pass
His energy of love to the patient.
May 19, 2008 – Thousands; thousands of disciples.

Through the program, the Lord blesses you.
May 24, 2008 –
Energy Path:

Enzymes
Radiation ----> ATP ----> CyclicAMP ----> Protein Kinases -
---> Molecular Reaction ----> Polarization of proteins (ATP)
Oxidation ----> Reduction ----> ADP ----> Rest.
Code Path:
DNA+ ATP+ H ----> mRNA ----> Protein Messengers Blood

Stream ----> Receptors at cells
Molecular reactions ----> Proteins with orders for action
needed ----> rest.
May 29, 2008 – I read about the entrance of O2 to the

cells; also about the physical laws that govern the movement
of gases. I also read about the molecular changes that favor
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the entrance of O2 to the cells. In this regard, the quantity of

ADP in the cell is important. I read about the measures of the
pressure of O2 (PO2) and of CO2 (PCO2), and the causes of
change in these pressures. All that I read was in accordance
with the theory that I need to prove. This theory includes that
the excess in charge of H+ is eliminated in the form of CO2
in the respiratory ventilation, and of H+ through the kidneys.
All that I read goes with my theory. These studies followed
the message left in the dream: Through which part of the cell
does man breathe?
Another message that I am pending to analyze is the

one regarding vision as a scanner. If we consider the brain as
a computer, the scanner has to be near it. In the vision system,
this is clear: The image is formed at the retina, and is sent to
the central computer or brain cortex where it is scanned. The
image remains in the memory of the computer. The other
source of information, the one that comes from the spirit that
is entering at the neurons of the rafe nucleus, is scanned at the
brain cortex where it remains in the computer’s memory. I
think that this is what my spiritual Instructors were referring
to when they left the message: ‘The ‘scanner concept’ in
relation to the human being’.
May 30, 2008 – I saw in the dream an image of a

cell with two nucleoli, one bigger and more organized, and
one smaller. In a book that I was reading, I found a similar
image.
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June 2, 2008 – I saw a codon of DNA of a

mitochondrial gene. It looked like
GTP
gta
I am not sure about the P, because it is not the

diminutive for a nucleotide. I will read again about codons.
June 3, 2008 – Dalton’s Law. This law establishes

that the total pressure of a gas mixture equals the sum of the
partial pressure of the gases in the mixture.
June 4, 2008 – From now on the choice is ours.
June 5, 2008 – The name of the book. I think that I

need to change the name of my second book, probably from
Awakening of the Spirit to Human Software Part 2.
Last night I read about genetics. The P is used to

represent protein. I need to mention also that I found the fat
‘T’ in the book that I was reading. This ‘fat T’ corresponds to a
protein in the inner part of the membrane of the mitochondria.
It is named ‘Tom 20’ and is followed by ‘Tom 22’ and ‘Tom
40’. Through the ‘Tom 29’, proteins from the cytosol enter
the inner part of the mitochondria membrane. This reminds
me of the numbers 20 and 22 that I received in a dream. The
genetic expression of the nucleolus produces proteins that
enter the mitochondria through Tom 20. This image is in the
book: The Cell: A Molecular Approach (p. 440).
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To go to the matrix of the mitochondria, the proteins

need to go through Tom 23. If they cannot go through,
they stay in the region between the external and internal
parts of the membrane of the mitochondria. Little by little,
the mystery of the cause of evil and our loss of memory is
clearing.
I saw an image that looks more like the image of a

perfect circle than the image of the retrovirus that I described
previously. I saw that image in a dream in December 2006.
This new image is of the genetic material of the mitochondria.
It is circular, and has little letters attached to the outer part for
its description. This image is in the same book, The Cell: A
Molecular Approach by Cooper and Hassman (p. 436, figure
11.3: ‘The Human Mitochondrial Genome’). I think that the
nucleolus and the genes of the mitochondria are related to the
cause of evil in humans. This is the cause of our difficulty to
connect with the spiritual realms and to communicate with
God.
June 8, 2008 – Two chromosomes. I think that the

altered genes are found in two chromosomes. This alteration
is the cause of our amnesia and our difficulty to communicate
with our spirit: One must be the X chromosome and the other
the Y chromosome. Both Adam and Eve were contaminated.
One of the first genetic combinations that I saw in a dream
was the following:
OY OY ----------- Xx XX
OY + Xx
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For me it was related to the genes that were

contaminated. They were in the X and Y chromosomes.
Thinking that the Y and the small x were not contaminated,
we can conclude that, following Mendel’s Laws of Heredity,
the following combinations occurred (Capital ‘X’ and ‘Y’
are dominant):
1 – O X – Contaminated female.
2 – O x – Female not contaminated.
3 – X Y – Contaminated male (Cain).
4 – x Y– Male not contaminated (Abel).
From the combinations that followed, most of the

descendants were contaminated. Remember that Abel died.
Jesus descended from the Tribe of Isaac which was the least
contaminated. The images in my dream were clear, but its
interpretation is difficult. I need the help of a geneticist for
its correct interpretation.
June 11, 2008 – Without Martin Luther King winning

is not possible. I feel this is related to why Hillary Clinton
lost the Democratic primary, although she had the popular
vote. Afterwards, I received the phrase: H treatment, for
defects in DNA. I asked myself if it was H+ treatment or
hormone treatment. Then very clearly: Two chromosomes.
I concluded that the X chromosome and the Y chromosome
are contaminated. Mutations in these chromosomes have
caused the great difference between them. They act as
alleles, but are different. These do not occur with the other
chromosomes where the alleles look alike. How these two
alleles act during mitosis is different to the way the other
alleles relate to each other.
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There is antagonism between the X and the Y alleles.

This must be studied in detail. The Y chromosome has lost
many genes to the X chromosome. I was told in a dream
that the findings that cause evil behavior were not present
in the Rhesus monkey. The gene that differs most between
man and these monkeys is the SRY that is present in the Y
chromosome. A retrovirus could be present there. I have to
read more about this. The Y chromosome has fewer genes,
and this needs to be studied. I was told in a dream that the
alleles are in continuous movement.
June 16, 2008 – The molecular changes due to

alterations in the alleles are the cause of human madness.
The treatment is to reverse these changes.
June 20, 2008 – Neonatal genetic screening is

necessary. They are necessary to rule out (R/O) genetic
diseases.
June 30, 2008 – After reading the book Genetics

in Medicine by Nussbaum, Mclness & Willard, publisher
Thomson and Thomson, I am convinced that what I
wrote about the X and Y chromosomes is correct: The X
chromosome is very long, and the Y chromosome is very
small. This is curious, and makes me think that a substantial
change occurred to them during evolution. This probably
changed when humans were contaminated with the virus of
evil. We need several studies and dedicated scientists to find
the genes that are altered in these chromosomes. Also, we
cannot forget that the genetic material of the mitochondria
can be traced back to Eve (Mitochondrial Eve). What
is happening, in the relation between the genes of the
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mitochondria and the genes of the X and Y chromosomes?

The molecular changes produced due to these alterations
could be the cause of the excess of testosterone in man, and
of estrogen in woman. I will continue reading about this, and
following the instructions of my angel instructors.
July 2, 2008 – I read about genetics in the book

Genetica Fundamentos y Perspectivas by M. J. Puertas;
Editorial InterAmericana McGraw Hill. It is a book
written in Spanish, by Spanish researchers. I studied about
‘transposons’ again. This word was left in one of my dreams
last year. ‘Transposons’ are pieces of DNA that jump from
one chromosome to another. Studies about this behavior
in genes have been studied in corn. I remember the dream
where I saw the word ‘corn’ written on a page. It was the
same dream where the amacrine cells were mentioned.
My spiritual instructors know everything, and it is

very difficult for me to follow them, due to my lack of studies
in genetics. After studying these genetic books, however, I
have in my mind the following thoughts: The X chromosome,
although it is long, acts like an allele of the Y chromosome.
I think that the probable cause of this difference in shape
of both sexual chromosomes is that transposons from the Y
chromosome have jumped to the X chromosome.
I read that there are many congenital diseases

inherited from the X chromosome. Their common finding is
mental retardation. I read also about a congenital retrovirus
that affects the X chromosome. Still, I am thinking about the
importance of the round figure in a dream that looked like
the genetic material of the mitochondria. Either if this figure
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is the last mentioned, or if it was the figure of a retrovirus,

both concepts are important in my findings.
I hope that my cortical scanner improves the quality

of the images while I sleep. That way, I will not be confused.
I should be very careful with these interpretations and my
conclusions. I must remember the presence of evil beings
that are anxious to change the messages of the good spirits.
Still, I have in my mind that I need to postpone the healing
energy at the Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital. I need the
help of researcher Dr. Quintero, who currently doing other
studies.
All the infants who received healing treatments

during May, 2008 were discharged in good condition before
the expected discharge day. I need to study their records and
gather information of the important parameters, and relate
them to the clinical condition of the patients before and after
the treatments. Next week, I will ask for the medical records
of these patients. The healing therapies were given by me and
Dr. Evelyn López. The children were in critical condition at
the pediatric intensive care unit of the Puerto Rico Children’s
Hospital, and parent permission was requested before giving
the treatments. I know that Jesus and the Virgin Mary
are helping us. The help of other professionals will come
eventually. As you can see, I have work for the coming
years.
July 3, 2008 – The survival gene is the smile gene.
July 5, 2008 – Dreamed last night about the future.

Everyone knew the truth. In a corner, I see my book. It was
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there, but it was not the important factor to cause the change
in human thinking. It was only one of the factors that caused
the change: The scientific findings, obtained with research,
were the important factors for the change. The findings came
from research, and the studies were many.
I read again about genetics. I also read about the virus.

I read about what they are and how they behave in the cells
of the host. They are pieces of DNA that, by themselves,
cannot produce proteins. They need the cells of the host to
produce the destructive information that they have. I think
that they are like fragments that by themselves have no
meaning. When they are in the cells, they invade the correct
code and corrupt them. The proteins created with the corrupt
code can cause the death of the cell or can cause changes in
its behavior, causing an increase in its division and cancer.
I read about the treatment with treated bone marrow

to reverse cancer. The bone marrow is obtained from the
patient, and changed with treatment using methods of
recombination of DNA. This is done in vitro, and the normal
code is transferred to the DNA. After the correction of the
code, the bone marrow is transfused back to the patient.
There is no risk of rejection of the bone marrow. As a result
of this treatment, studies are now taking place regarding
juvenile diabetes mellitus and other congenital diseases.
When the bone marrow is transfused after being treated to
the patient that was its donor, it does not cause rejection.
After giving back the normal code to the patient blood or
tissues, the condition is cured. In the future, many congenital
diseases will be cured this way.
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July 8, 2008 – Since receiving the message the

Rhesus monkeys don’t have it I have been searching genetics
texts about this. Today, I found a gene that is different in
these monkeys, in the book Genoma – Autobiografía de una
Especie by Matt Ridley, Editorial Taurus. This gene is the
SRY of the Y chromosome that is the one that determines
the male sex of the embryo. The male characteristics are
determined by this gene. Quoting page 132 of this book
(translating Spanish to English):
“Our SRY (humans) is very different from the

chimpanzee, and also from the gorilla gene. This gene has 10
times more variability between species than what is normal
for other genes. Compared to the other active genes, this is
one whose evolution has been more rapid.”
Another gene that is related to homosexuality is the

gene Xq28, described by Dr. Homer. This gene is transmitted
as recessive from the maternal line. It is found at the X
chromosome at the end of the longer part. The X and Y
chromosomes have many genes that are antagonists.
July 17, 2008 – Duchenne. Disease or Syndrome.

Dream with children and snakes. Duchenne is a congenital
disease caused by a defect in the X chromosome. In this
disease, there is a deletion or duplication of the T21area of
this chromosome. I think that the name of this disease was
revealed to me, because an alteration in the X chromosome
is its cause. Following the numbers 22 and 23 of one of my
dreams, the alterations that cause evil could be at T22 or T23
of the X chromosome. At the end of another dream, I see that
due to a discovery and its application in a boy, a large snake
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comes out of the child. I think that the snake represents that
with the correct treatment, we can take out of children the
evil that is symbolized by the snake.
July 22, 2008 – I am going to write down scientific

facts that I have found in relation to heredity and the X
chromosome:
1 – In the congenital diseases caused by alterations in

the genes of the X chromosome, the altered genes are more
recessive than dominant. This means that they manifest
more in males. If it is not affected, the male X causes the
inhibitions of the affected X of the mother, and the disease
does not manifest. In males, the Y chromosome does not
cause inhibition of the affected X, and the disease manifests.
Example: Hemophilia.
2 – Lyon’s Rule: An X chromosome is inactivated in

an early phase of the embryogenesis in females.
3 – Most of the genes of the X chromosome resemble

a mosaic. In some cells, one X is active, and in others it
is inactive. In the other cell, the alternate X is active. The
inactive X is the Barr body.
4 – A Barr body is found for every X that exceeds

the other 22 chromosomes of the cell. Example: Xx: 1 Barr
body. Xxx: 2 Barr bodies.
5 – Some of the conditions related to sex heredity

produce mental retardation. More males with these conditions
are found. In many of them, a marker was found that was
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called ‘fragile X’. This mark produces a gap in the q arm of

the X chromosome. These males exhibit:
a – Macro-orchidism in the post-pubescent male.

b – Delay in speech development.
c – Mental retardation: mild or moderate.
d – Prominent ears (possible).
In the ‘fragile X’, there is mutation with anticipation

of the CGG code (Cystine – Guanine – Guanine).
July 23, 2008 – In recent weeks, I read three very

interesting books about the human genome: Two of them
are written by doctors and genetics professors that were part
of the human genome project and that have since dedicated
their lives to this study. The titles of these books are:
1 – EI Gen de Dios (The Gene of God), by Dean

Hamer, U.S. geneticist. This book includes information
regarding the research of the world’s most prestigious
geneticists. The central topic is how he thinks that faith
is determined by our biology. He includes studies done in
altered states of consciousness (states of transcendence).
2 – La Maldición de Adán (Adam’s Damnation),

by Bryan Sykes, British geneticist and Oxford University
professor. This book prominently features information about
the Y chromosome, including alterations in this chromosome.
In particular, he explains the damage in the SRY gene that is
responsible for ‘maleness’ in men. This gene is different in
humans and in Rhesus monkeys.
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3 – ¿Qué Somos Realmente? (What are we, really?),

by Gina Smith, a renowned U.S. technical and scientific
journalist. She presents a summary of the progress of the
human genome project. This book helped me to better
understand some concepts, and I found proof of the validity
of the messages received.
An example of this is that in EI Gen de Dios, Dr.

Hamer writes about the catecholamines and the serotonin
related to the manifestation in the physical plane of our
spirituality. As I have mentioned, it is increased in moments
of enlightenment, and with transcendental meditation.
Gina Smith writes about the concept of the human code as
a language, with the alphabet as the basis of DNA and the
simple amino acids. After reading La Maldición de Adán, I
have reached the conclusion that the gene that is most closely
related to evil is the SRY. The excess of testosterone that
is one of the products of this gene causes promiscuity and
aggressiveness in men. The difference between the X and the
Y chromosomes, and how they interact during the interphase
of mitosis, is very interesting: Between these chromosomes,
a real interchange of genes does not occur. This can be
interpreted that they have been altered from their original
composition. The antagonism between them is a signal that
something wrong occurred to them. The retrovirus of evil is
probably in this gene. The DAX gene of the X chromosome
presents antagonism with the Y chromosome. This gene
should be also be studied, as a possible location for the
retrovirus of evil. I need more information about these two
chromosomes.
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July 31, 2008 – Red blood cells. Hemolysis. Where

the energetic process ends.
August 4, 2008 – Orders from the pilot are sent to the

DNA. Concept of man as hybrid: Half robot/half spirit. Pilot
orders are connected by a beam of light. Superior orders are
connected by a beam of light.
August 5, 2008 – It lost its configuration with the

movement of the molecules; with the movement of the alleles.
I think this refers to the Y chromosome. Some exchange
between the X and the Y chromosome occurred that altered
the configuration of the Y chromosome.
August 6, 2008 – Air decompress the cell.
August 15, 2008 – First Mystery: We live; we die.

Second mystery: We die, to live better. Help me, my Lord, in
being good to live better.
August 19, 2008 – From Dummy to Enlightenment.

This could be a title for a next book. The information in it
should be written in a simple way.
August 21, 2008 – Cysteine and valine. I need to

study them. Both are simple amino acids that are part of
the human code. Reconsidering the human code, the amino
acids must be in the matrix system: In man-made computers,
a binary system is used. The human code has 4 principal
components that repeat themselves and produce different
messenger proteins, according to the simple amino acids
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that attach to them. Simply put: The nucleotides alternate in

a 4-component system, far more advanced than man-made
computer systems.
The letters used in the code are:
A (Adenine)
T (Tiamine)
G (Guanine)
C (Cysteine)
U (Uracil; can be used instead of one of the others in the
mRNA).
Hipoxantine is used less frequently. The simple

amino acids correspond to the other letters of the alphabet.
They unite to the basic code to form the messenger proteins,
and correspond to the letters on a computer keyboard. In our
body, we have keyboards, information processors, printers,
scanners, etc. They are principally at the central nervous
system. The basic code could be: CTAG in one helix and
GATC in the other.
Remember that I am a robot, and I still cannot see

clearly how we function. For now, I understand that we
use a 4-component code: This code repeats itself through
DNA extension. With the amino acids that attach to them,
thousands of different proteins can be produced. Here are the
formulas for Valine and Cysteine:
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Valine:
H
NH3 – C – COOH
C
CH3 CH3
Cysteine:
H
NH3 – C – COOH
CH2
CH2
SH
These proteins were mentioned in one of last night’s

dreams. They must be important. In them, the C is for carbon,
the H is for Hydrogen, the O is for O2 and S is for sulfur. The
numbers are for the quantity of the elements present.
August 26, 2008 – Something in the formulas

is wrong. I remember that Valine has been repeated in
my dreams. Methionine has been also been mentioned.
Methionine and Cysteine have sulfur in their formula. I have
to read more about these compounds, and look for the genetic
defects where they are altered.
August 28, 2008 – In last night’s dreams, I am worried

about the lack of medical specialists in Puerto Rico: Many
of our MD’s are trained in the continental US, then go to
live there after completing their specialty. Of the MD’s that
stay in Puerto Rico, most do not want to treat the indigent.
Everyday, I ask Jesus if I should return to the hospitals where
I work. This dream can be the answer; that still they need
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me there. My work does not interfere with my mission of

informing you about my dreams and thoughts: Next week,
the English language version of Human Software: a Scientific
Revelation will be ready for the editor and publisher. The
editing of the second book, Awakening of the Spirit is also
in process: All this I have accomplished without leaving the
hospitals where I work. I can continue doing both, following
the advice of my spiritual instructors.
Yesterday, I took a copy of Human Software: a

Scientific Revelation to the Director of Priests of the Catholic
Church of my hometown, Dorado, seeking his advice, in
relation of how to proceed with my mission and what to
do regarding the Catholic Church. From the genetics texts
that I have read during the previous weeks, I reached the
conclusion that one of the genes that are responsible for evil
and aggressiveness in man is the SRY of the Y chromosome.
This gene is the one related to the production of excess
testosterone, from puberty to senility. I have not found its
equivalent in the female.
Last night, I read The Red Queen by Matt Ridley:

Harper Perennial. I found that the corpus colossus in the
female is bulkier than the male’s. This is related with the
female being more intuitive. I think that the communication
between both cerebral hemispheres should be easier for the
female, and that the thinner corpus colossus in the male
is a genetic trait that is secondary to alterations in the Y
chromosome.
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September 6, 2008 – The concept of the ‘pilot’

retuned in my dreams last night: The ‘pilot’ is the spirit that is
guiding us. He is having trouble guiding us due to the robot’s
‘loose pieces’, including the robot’s incommunication with
the main panel. The spirit accesses this panel, trying to guide
the vessel correctly, but the connection is not working, and the
vessel does not follow the orders. The ‘pilot’ attempts to send
a final warning with instructions on how to save the robot:
If the instructions aren’t followed, then the robot will crash
and burn in the infernal and dark space. The pilot continues
trying to communicate with the robot. Some information
comes through: We need to help our pilot, in order to have a
happy and safe landing. This dream reminded me The Pilot,
a publication by the Catholic Church. Although this paper is
cheap, few people buy it. In that paper, we can find the part
of the manual that tells us how to guide the robot, and how to
repair the main panel (among other messages). Next Sunday,
I am going to buy a copy of The Pilot: This stirs memories
of my father, who always enjoyed reading this paper. I know
that he guided his vessel well, and certainly he landed in
Heaven.
Yesterday, two of my sons offended me with

comments about my books. One told me to ‘stop writing
stupid books’. That hurt me very much. Then, my other
son told me that I was very arrogant, pretending to write
books with this content. He does not know that my robot
is cowardly and insecure although my spirit is brave, doing
everything possible to bring these messages to my fellow
humans. I am trying to stop them in this robot’s crazy race
toward destruction. The message is a message of peace that
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can bring love and happiness to their lives. After drying

my tears and while my robot was still angry, I thought of
changing the name of the second book to From Dummy to
Enlightenment. I will continue doing everything that I can in
order to help my fellow humans.
September 10, 2008 – It is a very serious matter.
September 11, 1998 – Echo language. After receiving

this message, I read about the sense of hearing.
September 13, 2008 – Van Der Wals Laws. Today

in the El Nuevo Día newspaper, I read about a scientific
discovery at Central Caribe University in Puerto Rico. The
discovery found that the muller cells of the retina (glial cells)
are optic fibers that send their signal to the neurons of the
retina or photoreceptors. If I analyze this, I think that similar
glial cells are present in the central nervous system: We
have optic fibers in our body that are receiving light signals
(photons).
As time passes, more information about the human

robot is published. We can think that the nerves also act as
fiber optic fibers: The speeds at which the stimuli are carried
to the neurons, and the speed of the order carried from the
CNS to the effector organ, are instant; faster than fiber optic.
Another study that is taking place is the study of the human
genome at the University of Puerto Rico Ponce campus. I
want to share my theory with both research groups.
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September 16, 2008 – As flowers in rocks. I think

this refers to the humans in this world.
September 18, 2008 – Idea that meditation gives

the robot a ‘tune up’ from the spirit. The spiritual energy
enters in harmony, and the love energy goes to all parts of
the body.
September 27, 2008 – We are a beam of light with

information that has manifested itself in a physical reality.
September 28, 2008 – Solenoid: The description

of the spatial configuration of the DNA as a solenoid in
Genetica Monderna, by J.F. Griffiths, William M Celbart,
Jeffrey H Miller and Richard C Lewotin: McGraw Hill Inter
American, 1999, pages 44 to 47.
October 3, 2008 – The effects of light energy in the

human robot.
October 6, 2008 – Inositol. Reading about Inositol,

I found that Inosine is the nucleoside of Hipoxantine. Still I
had no information about this sixth nucleotide of the DNA.
Its action is important in relation with the tRNA. The sum
of the 6 nucleotides and the 20 simple amino acids we have
is 26; that is the same number of the letters of the alphabet.
Many combinations can be obtained.
October 8, 2008 – Spliceosome.
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October 15, 2008 – The Words of Jesus. A hundred

words of the Lord. I believe that I need to read the words
of Jesus in the Bible. The first words that I recall are: “Not
only of bread lives man, but also from all words that come
from the mouth of God.” This is like an explanation of the
importance of the love energy coming from God: Energy is
more important than food; food is only the substrate.
November 3, 2008 – The last weeks I have been

reading the words of Jesus in the Bible. My spirit has learned
a lot. I see that they are compatible with the messages that I
have received. I have to give the messages to other humans.
November 4, 2008 – Attenuated virus act as oncogene

in the future. Aberrant sex causes disease. Intense goose
bumps after voting in San Juan. They lasted, and I thought
that the party for which I voted was going to win.
November 5, 2008 – In a dream last night, I was told

that in the morulla phase, after the fecundation of the ovum,
the spirit has still not incarnated. The incarnation occurs in
the blastocyst phase. I need to read about this. In the dream,
my higher self received the instructions and understood
everything. I do not remember the other instructions.
November 6, 2008 – I read about the first stages

of the human embryo, and also about the stem cells in the
several steps of embryogenesis. In the first stage or morulla,
the cells are totipotent. From them, all cells can be obtained.
It is in this early embryonic phase that cells have been used
for cloning. The animals that were cloned were from this
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stage. If cloning is done in the blastocyst stage, the animal

dies. These cells are pluripotent, not totipotent. From
them, only several tissues can be obtained. Going back to
my dream and applying these concepts, if a human being
is cloned in the first phase (morulla), this human will not
have a spirit; it will be only an animal. The incarnation is
in the blastocyst stage, from where if clones are produced,
all will die. I believe that this is a warning from the Lord. I
remember the dream where I was told: ‘Ne pas possible that
somebody can do something like this in this world. Ne pas
possible that somebody guides it.’ This warning should be
heard by all humans. The warning is very clear: A human
cloned will be an animal without spirit. Which father will
want to bring something like this to this world? It will be an
animal, although it resembles the parents. It will be worse off
than a mentally retarded being. From what I read about the
blastocyst stage, cloning is not possible: Embryos produced
in this manner will die. God cares for His Creation. Evil
humans should hear His warning.
In the book Stem Cell Research by Joseph Panno;

Checkmark Books, The New Biology, I found important
facts. Between them, I want to write the following: “The
respiratory chain consists of three major components: NADH
dehydrogenase, cytochromes b and c, and cytochrome
oxidase. All of these components are protein complexes that
contain iron (NADH dehydrogenase), cytochromes b and
c, or a copper core (cytochrome oxidase). All are located
in the inner membrane of the mitochondria, along with the
ATP synthetase. The respiratory chain is analogous to an
electric cable that transports electricity from a hydroelectric
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dam to our homes, where it is used to turn on lights or to

run appliances. I also found that in the European Union and
in England, legislation was approved, allowing for research
with the use of embryos less than 14 days old; discarded
from in vitro fertilization clinics. In the U.S., legislation is
pending approval. In the last review of the law, cloning was
prohibited, but the use of umbilical cord and adult stem cells
was advised. In April, 2004 NIH sustained that grants will
not be awarded toward the destruction of human embryos
that have the potential to live. I remember the dream where
I was told of the embryogenesis stage when the incarnation
of the soul occurs. This can help toward resolving this
ethical question: The research for stem therapies uses stem
cells of fecundated in vitro embryos. This type of research
in the U.S. has to wait until these concepts are clear, and
legislation is approved to regulate it. To possibly help with
future decisions, I am going to summarize this information:
Zygote
I
Morula
I Incarnation of Spirit
Blastocyst
I
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I
Trophoblast
I
Inner Cell Mass
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December 4, 2008 – Mendel’s simple laws.
December 5, 2008 – SRY. The gene that determines

the male sex. It must be implicated in the congenital anomalies
that cause evil in men. I found that it is the gene that differs
most between men and Rhesus monkeys. This gene is
important in the production of testosterone: An excess of
this hormone causes evil behavior. I need to remember that
the X chromosome is also contaminated. Researchers are
studying the SRY gene. They are studying the composition
of its codons, etc. I have to find more information about
the X chromosome. Also I have to read about the effects of
testosterone and estrogen. Looking in the X chromosome,
the genes that deal with the production of estrogen can be
studied. From these studies, methods to regulate the quantities
of these hormones can be found. Not allowing its excess evil
conduct can be diminished. Treatment with the intervention
of the proteins that are involved can be possible.
December 8, 2008 – Protein kinases.
December 13, 2008 – Man is egocentric.
December 25, 2008 – 1144 or 144. This could refer

to the pages in one of the books that I am reading.
December 27, 2008 – I looked for the pages. On page

144 of one of the books I am reading, I found something
very important. This book is The Last Lecture, by Randy
Pausch; Editorial Grijalbo (Spanish Translation). On this
page the author (doctorate computer programming), refers
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to software named ‘Alice’. This program was created to help

programming students learn to create the animated figures
in a game; the action that the student prefers. I immediately
think that the creators of the human software could do the
same: The human software can be used by the angels for a
similar learning purpose. If the program is created by a good
being, the game will be for good. If by an evil being, the
game will be for evil. The human will be the robot where the
programs will be played. It will be exposed to action that the
user intends.
This software was developed at Carnegie Mellon

University, and its creator left it in the hands of Prof.
Caitlin Kellerer. This ‘Alice’ program serves to facilitate the
learning of programming for these students. The knowledge
about computers and their programming makes me think that
humans could be suffering a similar process as the figures
in animated or virtual games: We are toys or robots under
the influence and care of those that guide us. If the program
that they create is good, we will be in good hands. If the
program that they create is evil, we will be evil beings. The
user will determine our movements and our behavior. The
only thing that is not clear for me in this comparison is that
still I think that we are not a simple toy. The value of our
thoughts is greater than the program. The devil intended to
use us as toys, but God is in our thoughts. There is a pilot in
this vessel. The pilot inside the robot can see what is going
on, and access the program’s on and off switches: On when
the program is for our good; off when it is an evil program.
The operators will determine the behavior of the robot: We
are thinking robots, and the power of our thoughts can save
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us. The pilot or operator can access the ‘love channel’ where
God is waiting for us.
At the end of page 144 of the book In Step with God

by Charles F. Stanley; Thomas Nelson publisher, there is a
paragraph that reads: “Allow yourself to dream. Also foster
the dreams of your children. Occasionally, that could mean
that you permit them to stay up after bedtime.” This can help
you with the awakening of your spirit. God and His angels
are with us in this awakening. I also found Psalm 27 by
David. David wrote: “Teach me Your way, O Lord, and lead
me on a level path because of my foes. Do not deliver me to
the desire of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen
against me. And such as breath out violence I would have
despaired unless I had believed that I will see the Goodness
of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord. Be
strong and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for the Lord.
(verses 11 - 14).
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Glossary
10 Methyl DOPA – Compound that is a precursor of
Dopamine.
5 aminobutyric acid – GABA – A neurotransmitter
Acetylcholinesterase – Enzyme related with the metabolism
of acetylcholine.
Acetyltransferase – Enzyme related with trans-acetylation
or molecular change in which an acetyl group passes from
one compound to another Transacetylase.
Acetone Builder – Acetone is a by product of the metabolism
of glucose, and is present in blood and increases when sugar
cannot be metabolized properly by the cells. This occurs in
Diabetic Acidosis and Diabetes Mellitus.
Arachidonic Acid – Responsible for hormone signaling.
Ascorbic Acid – Vitamin C.
Acid – Indol acetic – One of the indolic acids.
Acid – Salicilic – Hydroxibenzoic acid.
Acid – Nucleic Acids – Family of macro molecules found in
chromosomes, in nucleolus, in mitochondria, in cytoplasm
of cells and in viruses.
Adrenal pump – Medullar region of the suprarenal gland
that produces adrenaline.
Adrenal Medulla – Central region of the adrenal gland.
Agglutinin – A substance that causes that particles
agglutinate.
Alpha Nova – When a new star is born.
Altered Status of Consciousness – Transitory states of
increased awareness where the extra sensorial perception
increases.
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Aminoglucosides – A group of bactericidal antibiotics

derived from species of streptomyces or microsporium.
Anhidrase – Carbonic enzyme that catalyzes the removal of
water from a carbon compound.
Apresoline – Drug used in hypertension.
ATP – Adenosin – Tri – Phosphoric.
Bands of RNA – A line or small thin piece that contains
macromolecules of RNA.
Barrier – Hematoencefalic barrier – Characteristic of
the cerebral vascular circulation where there is decreased
permeability to many substances. This protects the neurons.
Bars; Polymers:
Bars – Tissue segments that unite two structures.
Polymers –Substance formed by a repeated and
identical chain of basic units. 2 CH^
Benzene – Cyclic 6 carbon Compound. HCCH.
Catecol – When it has OH united to one carbon:
HC CH
V
CH
Bloodletting – (Sangría in Spanish): Removal of blood
usually by venipuncture.
Buffer System – Mixture of an acid and its conjugated base,
that when present in a solution reduces any change in pH.
Butyrate – Compound of 4 carbons that can be found in its
cis or trans form.
Calciferol – Ergocalciferol – Vitamin D.
Camp - Magnetic camp – Space where the magnetic force
is sensed.
Carbohydrates – Carbon compounds or hydrates of
carbon.
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Catecolamine – CATECOL combined with NH3 or other

amine.
Capillary endothelial cells – Cells in the internal side of a
capillary.
Chacras – Sites of entrance of radiation energy to the
organism related with different organic systems and different
levels of the aura.
Cortical Region – Portion of the cerebral cortex.
Cycle of the carboxylic acids – Krebs Cycle – Molecular
changes that follow glycolysis where the 3 carbon compounds
are formed.
Cistern Venae Magna – Space between the cellular
membranes of the base of the cerebrum.
Cytochrome – A type of hemoprotein whose principal
biologic function is the transfer of electrons and protons
secondary to a change in configuration of the molecule. This
is possible due to the reversible capacity of the Iron (Fe) in
the Heme group.
Cytochromoxidase – Cytochrome – An indofenol oxidase.
Clairvoyance – Extra sensorial perception where messages
from upper levels of conscious can be heard or images can
be seen.
Chloroplasts – Cells organelles of plants where photosynthesis
occurs. They are the ‘electric plants’ of plants.
Copper – Element of the Periodic Table, present in humans
(Cu ++).
Code – Any system created for transmission of information
or to facilitate communication.
Cort Scan – Radiologic study of the cerebral cortex. Can be
with PET Scan (Positron Emisión Tomography).
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Cryoprecipitation – Formation of precipitate when a

solution is frozen. It is the process where a precipitate is
formed.
Chromafin – Compounds that give brown yellowish color
when they react with chromic salts.
Chromosome – Bodies in the nucleus of the cells that
contain the genes.
Chromosome X – Contains the genes related with feminine
sex.
Dehydrogenase – Lactic (LDH) – Enzyme that catalyzes
the conversion of lactate in pyruvate; absorbs radiation light
from the aura.
Depolarization – Destruction, neutralization, change of
direction of the polarity.
Desoxihemoglobin – Type of Hb where O2 is not present.
DIC – Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation.
DNA – The most important compound of the genetic
compounds: Desoxi- Ribonucleic Acid.
Dopamine – Neurotransmitter 3-hidroxi-tiramine.
Endoplasmic body – Medullar part of the cytoplasm where
the cells organelles are located.
Echocardiography – Cardiography with ultrasound.
Ego – In psychoanalysis, one of the three components of the
psyche following Freud’s Theory; the others being the “id”
and the superego.
Endeavors – True and continuous efforts to achieve a desired
outcome.
Filter of Atapase – Compounds present in the internal
mitochondrial membrane where the oxidative chain ends
with the production of ATP.
Sylvan Fissure – Deep fissure in the posterior inferior region
of the brain.
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Group Heme – Tertiary protein that has Iron (Fe) as the

center of its molecular structure.
Hashimoto – Chronic Thyroiditis, with auto immune
characteristics or secondary to toxins.
Hemisphere – Cerebral hemisphere – Half of the brain: Left
and Right.
Hemorrage subarachnoidal – Hemorrage in the
subarachnoidal space.
Hibernation – Condition of sleep where metabolism
diminishes to a minimum.
Hydroencephaly – Increase in the quantity of cerebro spinal
fluid due to obstruction in any site of the ventricular system
or the Sylvan Aqueduct. It can be congenital.
Hidrosamine – One amine or compound of hydrated
nitrogen NH-3OH.
Histidine – Compound derived from the metabolism of
hemoglobin and neurotransmitters. It is changed to histamine
(a neurotransmitter) and is related to allergies.
Homo sapiens – Human genus and species.
Homocygotic – Derived from one cygote.
HSP – High Sensorial Perception; Extra sensorial
perception.
Humor aqueous – Clear and semi-fluid liquid inside the
eye.
Kundalini – Energetic vertical force that follows the
disposition of the central nervous system.
Lactate – Any salt or ester of lactic acid.
Latency – State in which a compound is latent. It exists in
potential but doesn’t manifest.
LCR Cephalo Rachidian Liquid – Cerebrospinal liquid
that covers the brain and the medulla.
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Legionella – Bacterium that can cause epidemics when they

infest the air condition conduits of a building.
Levels of the Aura:
Astral level – Fourth vibrational level of the human

energetic field, related to love and located near the
heart region at the fourth chakra.
Ethereal Level – Second level of the energetic body of
humans, related to the second charka and emotions.
Liquid peptidase – Compound that is hydrated peptide. The

unions are called peptides.
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--C-N
Liquid – Amniotic – Liquid inside the amniotic cavity,
where the fetus is during gestation.
Lobule – temporal – Regions of the brain that are in the
lateral inferior region.
Lower self, higher self – Psychology concepts that try to
explain the complex mental status of humans: The lower
self represents the ego’s satisfaction as the primary goal of
that being; the higher self represents the being in its spiritual
manifestations of goodness, knowledge and good actions.
Lupus Erithematosus – Autoimmune disease of chronic
characteristics where the conjunctive tissue is affected.
Manhattan Project – Nuclear Project during the Second
World War.
Melatonin – Pigment compound that gives dark color to the
neurons.
Membrane – Thin and flexible sheet of animal tissue that
surrounds the cells.
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Membrane, semi permeable – Permeable to some

substances and not to others.
Meridians, acupuncture meridians – Lines that connect
different anatomic sites.
Myastenia Gravis – Disease with muscular weakness that is
auto immune and progressive.
Mitochondria – Organelle of cells important in the
production of energy. The oxidative cycle occurs in them.
Vital energy in form of ATP is produced in them. They are
the ‘electric plants’ of humans and higher animals.
NADH – Short for Nicotinamide adenine di nucleotide
(reduced form). NADH Dehydrogenase – Citochromo-C-
reductase; flavo proteins containing iron that changes NADH
to NAD+.
NADP – Accepts H+ from dehydrogenases. Nicotinamine
adenine di nucleotide phosphate.
Near Death Syndrome – Experience regarding people that
have been declared dead and after a short period continued
living.
Neurotransmitter – Chemical compounds produced by
nerve cells that pass to the synapse in order to excite or
inhibit the post synaptic cells.
Nicotinamide – Nicotinic acid plus a NH3 group.
Noetic Sciences – Sciences that study the human being as a
whole in a holistic way.
Oligodramnios – Deficit in the quantity of amniotic fluid.
Osmosis – Process by which a solvent passes through a semi
permeable membrane from a solution with less concentration
to the solution with more.
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Parkinson – Neurological syndrome that manifests itself

with rhythmic movements that cause tremors. Patients with
this condition also tend to have a rigid posture and mask-like
facial expression.
Pentosamine – Molecule of 5 carbons united with ammonia
or a derivate of it. NH3. Ej: CH3-CH2-CH2-CH2-CH2-
NH3.
Personality:
Oral – Characterized by the need of affection and
attention of the person; related to lack of maternal love
in the first year of life.
Phosphatosynthesis or phosphorilation – Refers to the
production of compounds with phosphorus. In the oxidative
cycle, compounds rich with energy with phosphates are
produced. Example: ATP (Adenosin Tri Phosphoric).
Photosynthesis – The formation and composition of
chemical compounds under the influence of light.
Pet Scan – Positron Emission Tomography – Radiological
images taken with technology based on the capture of
photons of light from the organism.
pH – Symbol of the logarithm of the reciprocal of the
concentration of the H+ ion.
Pi – Symbol of energy from phosphorus.
Pyridoxine – Vitamin B.
Pirrol with ethylene – Pirrol is a cyclic compound of 5
carbons. Ethylene is CH2=CH2. Ethylene is used for signaling
by bacterium. Plants have genes that detect ethylene
Pyruvate – Salt or ester of pyruvic acid. Ethereal pattern
in the second level of the energetic body of the zygote; the
pattern with the design for the growth and development of
the being.
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Plasma – No cellular fluid of the blood; differs from serum

in that serum is the fluid obtained after coagulation of the
blood.
Plexus choroidal – Grape like branches of capillaries that
are in close relation with the neurons near the cerebral
ventricles.
Power Mask – Psychology concept that refers to the changes
in personality that the self uses for protection against
suffering.
Proteins Integral – Proteins that form part of the cellular
membrane
Protoporphyrine 1X – Precursor of chlorophyl and the
group heme.
Quelations or Healings– Treatments where radiation energy
from the aura of a healer are transmitted to the energetic
body of the patient following pre- established technical
procedures: These procedures are part of the teachings of the
Schools of Healing. Healers obtain licenses after obtaining a
Master’s Degree.
Retrovirus – Any virus of the family Retroviridae.
RNA – Ribonucleic Acid: Differs from DNA in that RNA
has a group OH- instead of H+ in one of the carbons.
Rhodopsin – Compound with pigment that is found in the
retina and absorbs light.
Sacred Geometry – Metaphysical concept related to the
geometric patterns pre-established in creation and that we
still do not know well.
Scurvy – Deficiency in Vitamin C. Symptoms are diarrhea,
dementia and dermatitis.
Seals of the chakras – Site where the entrance of radiation
energy can be controlled. They can be opened with energy
treatments.
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Subarachnoid Space – Space below the subarachnoid

membranes.
Sinus – Cerebral Venous Sinus – Channels for the passage
of venous blood.
Serotonin – It is a neurotransmitter. 5-hidroxi-triamine.
Synapse – Site of the nervous endings where neurons
interact.
System – Autonomic Nervous System – Coherent and
complex system formed by parts of the nervous system in
charge of involuntary acts.
Substrate – The substance over which an enzyme reacts,
changing it.
Succinil acetylcholine – In the change from succinil COA
to succinate, energy is released. A phosphate group is lost to
form succinate.
Thalamus – It is located in the center of the encephalum
and includes the neuronal nuclei that send messages to the
cortical neurons.
Template of DNA – Ethereal pattern or negative film (if
compared with a photograph) of DNA
Thermodynamics – The branch of physics and chemistry
that studies heat and the energy changes involved in the
conversion from one to the other: The study of heat produced
involving mechanical work.
Tetany – Sustained muscular contractions.
Thiamine – Vitamin B. Susceptible to heat and essential
for growth. In its deficiency, glucose can’t be metabolized
aerobically.
Todo trans retinal – Compound found in the retina that
changes with light to Todo cis retinal.
Transducer – A transducer changes a type of energy to
another.
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Holistic treatment – Patient is treated having in mind all the

components of the human being.
Tromboxanes – Group of compounds with the terminal
COOH present; Prostanoic acid when the COOH is reduced
to – Ch3 and an O2 inserts between carbons 11 and 12.
Turner and Altzheimer:
Turner – Genetic defect where only one chromosome
X is found in somatic cells. Genotype XO. They
have common findings as short stature, weakness
and infertility.
Alzheimer – Disease of maturity characterized for
the loss of memory. It is caused by hyaline deposits
in the central nervous system.
Vacuoles – A small space in a tissue. In the cell it can be of
degenerative cause.
Villi – chorionic villi – Group of vascular branches in the
chorion of the placenta.
Cerebral Ventricles – Normal cavities in the brain.
Volta – Scientist who invented the battery.
Voltaire – French philosopher who stated that laughing is
curative.
Zygote – The fertilized ovum before division starts.
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My inspiration has been our God, our Lord Jesus, the

In particular, I dedicate this book to the world’s

Our chief conflict is and always has been the mystery

Our spirit is powerful, but has trouble communicating

The message is from God, our creator. The means for

The DNA, the mRNA and the simple amino

The retrovirus has the program of evil: (The science

My happiness was overwhelming when I saw this

I dedicate both books to my fellow humans. I need

Norma A. Machado, M.D.

The angels, my spiritual and scientific instructors,

All dedicated scientists are acknowledged, especially

Special thanks, deep from my soul, to my husband

To my sons and daughters that at first did not believe

to those that told me: “Norma, you have to publish this.”

I acknowledge my secretary Marie for helping me,

I acknowledge you, my readers. You have my

The source of electricity for a computer can also be

In December 2006, my spiritual eyes opened to my

As an adolescent, I married and entered the world of

worries. Today, I see the poor value of those worries. Being

On February 11, 1967, I married my husband Richard

From our marriage, we have two sons and one

way. This was what motivated me to write the book Human

I will start trying to describe the

I knew that the proof was already

composed of a spirit and a robot that is activated by protons

I first told my family about the message. I saw that

I started thinking that nobody would believe the

On December 20, 2006 I had dreams where I felt that

especially from my family and friends. She was talking all

I prepared a coherent conference with slides, and

To protect the truth that everyone will know

To show the light that for all of us is coming

To endeavor your dreams of justice and honor

Consider life as a pond of dark and turbulent waters

Beware that you fall again to these turbulent waters

Let earth roll, roll again, up in the open space

It is freedom for your souls and happiness and calm

Although the ‘Robot Norma’ knows English, her first

an area of the brain. The veins were blue. It was in different

In the back part of the polygon, the venous blood

That same day in the afternoon, after awakening from

That same afternoon, my granddaughter Ivonne

On December 22, 2006, the instructor angels gave me

On December 23, 2006 I received a message that

During that Christmas season, my soul was overjoyed

my family. I feel that since that moment, I am always telling

Our spirit, that is, who we really are, is guiding

On December 23, 2006, they left me another

in colors an image that was like a radiator. I thought that it

I do not want to confuse your minds with so many

On December 25, I received in a dream: “The process

The assignments continued, and on December 26,

I will study whatever my spirit inspires or

With Norma were also three of her grandchildren,

On December 29, 2006 I saw in one dream an image