Documenti di Didattica
Documenti di Professioni
Documenti di Cultura
10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1
FRANCES
1
Holly Wainwright
If Frances was being honest, that didn’t sound like a lot for
breakfast.
As she re-read Elle’s smoothie recipe, Frances was
standing in front of the blender with baby Denny squalling
on one hip, her phone in her other hand. She only had half
2
How to be Perfect
3
Holly Wainwright
chanting her mantra, the one she’d promised herself she’d use
every day as she stretched.
‘I am in love with my life. I am in love with my life. I am in
love with my . . .’
But the morning trucks outside her window were drowning
out her inner monologue, and she couldn’t help being conscious
of the sensation of her stomach rolls bulging every time she bent
towards her toes.
Frances switched mantras, to one of Elle’s. ‘I am a work
in progress, I am an unfinished masterpiece, I am a work in
progress . . .’
The smell that hit her nostrils as she tried to get her nose to
her knees cut things short. Denny needed changing.
Now Frances was standing at the fridge door, scouring for
that six-dollar coconut water she’d bought yesterday. And still
she forgot the psyllium. Perhaps if she could have sprung for
the gold leaf, she’d be feeling better by now. Or if she just had the
discipline to make it through those bloody stretches.
No wonder she and Denny weren’t moving through this day
with positive grace.
‘Did you drink that coconut water I bought yesterday?’
she found herself yelling from the fridge towards the bed
room. ‘Troy?’
Frances pictured him coming home from work last night,
tired and hot and possibly a little bit drunk, grabbing the cold
bottle from the fridge door and sculling, before pulling away and
looking at the label like, ‘bleurgh’. She closed the fridge, Denny
still whining in her right arm, and went to peer into the bin. Sure
enough, there was the half-finished bottle of Orgococo Gold.
‘You didn’t even put it in the recycling!’ Frances yelled
again towards the closed bedroom door, then went back to the
4
How to be Perfect
5
CHAPTER 2
ELLE
It was truly great sex that brought Elle back from the dead. As
she wrote:
Funds secured, Elle’s ‘trust barrier’ came down, and the door was
opened to her new blog, and her new world: The Goddess Project.
6
How to be Perfect
7
Holly Wainwright
8
How to be Perfect
Home.
9
CHAPTER 3
ABI
The last time Abi Black was a bride, she was twenty-seven and
doing it for her dad. She was in the early days of pregnancy with
her eldest daughter, Arden, and desperately trying to hide her
growing belly in an empire-line gown, tipping a succession of
champagne flutes into pot plants.
Now she couldn’t imagine who she’d been trying to kid—she
might as well have worn the positive pee-stick around her neck
on a velvet ribbon.
Adrian, her groom, had been in his element, presiding over
a riverside crowd of his old rowing team, uni mates, his finance
friends, his family, her family. He’d been talking loudly, slapping
backs, beaming at Abi over frothing bottles.
She knew that hindsight was all-seeing, but when she remem-
bered that day now, what she recalled was an overwhelming
feeling that she was in the wrong place, in the wrong dress. These
were not her people. There had been some kind of mistake. She
and Adrian were never meant to be so deeply predictable, and
had promised each other over and over that they would never
10
How to be Perfect
get married. But here they were, saying the vows, posing for the
photographs.
Very few of those pictures had survived Abi’s sharp scissors
when Adrian had announced he was leaving her, five years ago.
It had been an enormous shock and completely predictable all at
the same time. She was ‘destroyed and reborn at once’, as she had
written on her blog, The Green Diva.
The old, conservative part of her hoped the children hadn’t
read that.
Soon, she would be getting married again, at forty-three.
And it was going to be different, immeasurably perfect. In three
months’ time, on New Year’s Eve, she was going to marry the
love of her life under the angel’s trumpet tree in their farmhouse
garden—and this time, this time, the stars would be aligned.
‘You,’ Grace whispered in her ear as Abi was banging out
another stern email to the ethical diamond specialist who was
making their rings, ‘are turning into a bridezilla. I don’t know
why, but I never saw this coming . . .’
Abi threw her phone to the floor and rolled over, taking
Grace’s face in her hands. ‘This is going to be the fucking
Wedding of the Century, Gracey. And everything is going to be
perfect, perfect, completely fucking perfect.’ With every ‘perfect’,
Abi kissed Grace on the eye. The other eye. Her cheek, her
mouth. ‘Like us.’
‘I have no idea what you’re talking about.’ Grace laughed.
‘There isn’t much perfection happening around here right now.’
‘What you’re talking about, my bride, is what’s going on
behind that—’ Abi pulled back from their kiss long enough to
nod towards the bare wood of the closed bedroom door. ‘In
here, in this big brass bed,’ she gave a little wiggle to make the
old springs creak, ‘everything is exactly as it should be . . .’
11
Holly Wainwright
12
How to be Perfect
the country wrote for Abi’s site—rebranded The GD. She was
still the boss, the face who popped up on TV and radio to talk
all things eco-warrior. And her interview podcast was more
popular than ever. But since she had ‘gone mainstream’ as Arden
called it, admiringly, Abi felt like her wings had been clipped,
like the thrill of the old outlaw blogging days were gone. ‘I’m a
fucking performing seal in tie-dye,’ she would grumble to Grace.
Yep, a lot had changed since the awards.
Outside their window, in the weakening afternoon sun, two
little boys played in the veggie garden’s muddy puddles, poking
sticks deep into the dirt and flicking it at each other, their half-
sister Alex keeping one eye on them, one eye on her phone.
‘Muuuuuum!’ she yelled up at the house. ‘Are you two going
to come out and look after these boys? I’ve got to go into town
for my trapeze class!’
‘Just what we needed,’ Abi groaned, sitting up in bed and
running a hand through her curly mop of hair. ‘An actual circus.’
‘If we’re not careful,’ said Grace, ‘that’s what this wedding
will be.’
‘This wedding? You mean our wedding? Your enthusiasm is
underwhelming, babe.’
‘I’m just not convinced, Abi, that us putting our frocks on
and making a mountain of hummus is going to solve some of
the . . .’ Grace, always calm, always considered, searched for the
right word.
‘Fuckwittery?’ Abi suggested, smiling.
‘Challenges,’ Grace corrected, not smiling, ‘that we’re dealing
with right now. We’ve got some pretty big fish to fry, Abi.’
She moved to the chair by the window to pick up some
discarded pants, and Abi followed, looking out at the boys.
Teddy and Freddie were as dirty and wild-looking as any kids
13
Holly Wainwright
14