1. One major and current stressor in my life is having to financially take care of my daughter by myself. Her father’s family watches her while I work however, financially he does not help me at all and we live separately but he doesn’t think he has to help financially and often asks “why” he has too. He also always involves his mother in the situation which makes the situation that much harder. 2. Discuss how this stressor is affecting your day-to-day life (2 - 3 paragraphs, ~200 - 250 words). 1. This stressor affects my day to day life because I currently work two jobs, do school full time, pay for all our expenses alone because her father refuses to help financially. I could take him to court, but they do help with watching her and it is difficult to have to find someone who you 110% trust with your child’s life. Many people have told me to just get child support, but it is a tricky situation and much more complicated for it. I know that I shouldn’t have to struggle or work two jobs because her father is more than capable in helping me pay for expenses. As a single mom I don’t even qualify for food stamps, WIC, Medicaid, or Financial Assistance because I either make too much or they need me to show court proof that I have child support from the father. It also puts a strain on me and makes my stress level much higher for everything since I’m also stressing about making all ends meet. It should not have to be this stressful but it’s something I think about constantly and daily.
3. Identify 2 strategies you will use to mediate this stressor
1. I currently have a journal and I do not write in it as much as I should. I have found that having a journal helps me out a lot with my emotions and to keep me in check. I will buy myself some new pens that will be specifically for my journal to keep me “excited”. However, I have done this technique for years as a teen and stopped when I got pregnant but am excited to start up again. 2. I am going to use relaxation and communication techniques to express how important it is for the father to help with his daughter. I will also use relaxation techniques to help keep my mind sane and to allow myself so not stress about things I cannot control. There are many sources out there that can help me as far as finding communication and relaxation techniques. I also recently learned that SLCC has counseling on campus and that could also be a great resource for me. 4. Discuss how you will implement these two strategies (2 - 3 paragraphs, ~200- 250 words). 1. I will keep myself accountable and set time aside 4 times a week to write in my journal and allow myself to express all my emotions on the page. I also have a journal that gives me prompts so it gives me something new to write about which will keep me consistent. As soon as I close the journal the issue can be put away. It will allow me to write whatever I want without having to keep the thoughts just in my mind. I have always found that being able to write down your emotions for your eyes only really helps you get everything off your chest and take a weight off your shoulders.
I am currently taking a communications class and the last few weeks we
have learned some techniques on communicating and listening and what are ways we can use them to solve issues. I will also devote some of time to reading books that can help me find some relaxation techniques. I need to learn as well to handle the stress better and use more affective communication to get my message across. If I can apply these techniques, then my reward will be having to work one less job and I will have a stronger line of communication with my baby’s father which I need for the rest of my life. I also have come to the realization that I cannot let this continue to consume me and if I do not see a change I will have to proceed to a much higher authority and do it legally.