In the Name of ALLAH, The Most Merciful, The Most Beneficient

Assalamu Alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh

Allahumma anta Rabbi, la ilaha illa anta, khalaqtani wa ana abduka, wa ana ‘ala ahdika, wa
wa’dika mastata’tu. A’oudhu bika min sharri ma sana’tu, abu’u laka bini’matika ‘alaiya, wa
abdu’u
bidhanbi, faghfirli, innahu la yagfiru adh dhunuba illa anta.

O Allah, You are my Lord. There is no God but You. You created me and I am your servant, and
I will try best to keep my covenant and promise to You as much as I can. I seek refuge in You
from all the evil I have done. I admit before You Your blessings upon me, and I admit to You all
my sins, so forgive me for certainly none can forgive sins except You.

The Prophet (s.a.w.) said: “If somebody recites it during the day with firm faith in it, and
dies on the same day before the evening, he will be from the people of Paradise. And
somebody recites it at night with firm faith in it, and dies before the morning, he will be
from the people of Paradise.” (Bukhari)

Here I am! Your slave. A Muslim. Alhamdulillah! I have enjoyed your precious gift. I have
gained much. I have become who I am today. Many times, I have turned my back from You, I
took You for granted. Many times, I prioritized my needs rather than giving you priority. You
gave me my parents which I took for granted, thinking that they are still my parents anyway.
You provided a light of days that I have used to overcome dark side of me. You have provided a
night for me to overcome my weaknesses and evil side of me.

You gave me eyes to see the beauty of Your creations but I have used it in the darkness times of
my life. You gave me ears to hear the beauty and everlasting peaceful sound of Qur’an and
hadiths but I have used it to listen to people talking bad against You, to enemy and hear lies. You
gave me mouth to use it to recite Qur’an and preach good words but I have used it for lies, hatred
words, and said evil things. You gave me heart to love my brothers and sisters but I have used it
for grudges, hatred, bitterness, anger, and bad intentions. You gave me mind to use it for
courage, seek knowledge, peace and calmness but I have used to brainwash a child’s mind, used
it for Your enemy and wasted it over nothing. You gave me Imaan to use it to seek guidance,
obey You, submit and surrender myself to You, but I have used it over pleasures, alcohol, enjoy
friend’s company in the club, games, delayed prayers time, didn’t give alms, didn’t go hajj. You
gave me head to bow for You but I have used it to praise and bow the disbelievers.

O ALLAH, the Most Merciful, the Most Generous, the Most Oft-Forgiving, my sins are as great
as the earth or more, my deeds are few as tiny as a drop of tear, my heart is full of shame and I
have carried a very heavy sins, my eyes are blind, my ears are deaf, my mouth is a poison and
my mind is wasted. Ya ALLAH, I have disobeyed You, yet, You never left me once alone. You
never stopped Your love and protection.
Ya ALLAH, I turn to You. I repent for all of these sins. I have destroyed my life You gave to
me. Ya ALLAH, I seek forgiveness for all of those sins I have initiated. I seek forgiveness for all
the sinful things I have done. I seek forgiveness for turning my back from You. I seek
forgiveness for disobeying You. Ya ALLAH, I have disobeyed You. Forgive me Ya ALLAH.

Ya ALLAH, The Most Forgiving, The Most Merciful, I seek forgiveness and repent to You.
Enlighten my heart with Your light and guide me to seek knowledge for the sake of You. Give
me the light that my heart is longing for, for the sake of You. Put Your light into my heart, my
eyes, my ears, my mouth, and my imaan. Please guide my heart to reason not to follow the
disbelievers and not do the wrong doings. Ya ALLAH, place a light into my soul and make an
abundant light for me, for my family, for my brothers and sisters and for my father and most
especially for my mother. Ya ALLAH, grant me this light for me to see the peace and blessings.
Make me one of those among the good doers, have mercy on these years I have wasted and help
me renew myself today. Help me renew myself TODAY and the rest of the day You will permit
me to live according to Your will, Ya ALLAH. Please guide me and help me remove the
darkness of previous sins that I cannot carry it any longer. My Merciful Creator, give me the
strength to forgive others as I seek Your forgiveness. Please help me always turn to You seeking
forgiveness and Mercy until I die. I seek forgiveness for the sins of my parents, family, friends,
children and my brothers and sisters.

Ya ALLAH, You are my Lord. There is nothing of worship but You. I place all my trust and
reliance in You and You are The Lord of The Noble throne. There is no power and strength
except in You, Ya ALLAH, The Exalted, The Mighty. O ALLAH, The Most Oft-Forgiving, The
Most Merciful. O ALLAH, send your blessings on the Prophet Muhammad (s.a.w.) his family
and his companion. Bless him and his Progeny, and grant them peace.

Ameen Ya Rabbal ‘Alameen.

Al-Rashid Abdul, M.D.
Muslim