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Module: Unbound
Speaker: Eric J. Pepin
(2003)

Track 1

Eric: A lot of what I'm saying you guys are going to already know. It's just putting more of
the puzzle together for you. Everybody take a nice deep breath (2 breaths in and out). One
more time (1 breath in/out). And this last time I want you to think about prana energy
coming into your body filling that very empty void. See the energy coming in. You can
only affect prana if you think about prana. It’s like switching to the same frequency. If you
don’t think about your breathing in, you’re just breathing in air. If you think about the
prana in the air, you’re taking it in.
So let’s think about it for a minute. See the energy in your room. Believe in that
energy. Tonalize in that energy. See that energy and breathe it in now (1 breath in) and
exhale. Do you notice that little difference right there, just from thinking about it for two
seconds? Do you notice how it felt? One more time, see the energy. Open your arms to the
force that you have forgotten about. Open your arms to the God-force, the power that you
have neglected now the last month or two and forgotten about and starved yourself from. It
will come to you if you think of it. Embrace it. Inhale (1 breath in/out).
Always throughout history there are highs and lows to what the force is on this planet. The
force at times is very strong and then it’s weak. Weak does not mean not present. It means
weak. There's times when the force will reach out to you and speak to you in ways that it’s
never spoken to you. And then other times it’s just going to not be there at all. But yet you
have to turn to it. Right now is a very low point for the Force. It has to do with where the
planet is in its rotation. It depends where the other planets are, not because of astrology but
because solar frequencies are how the Force talks to us.

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We know this because of what? Because the suns throw off solar radiation that
bombards the planet in multiple frequencies, and such and that’s how we receive a portion
of communication. Correct? Not that it’s the total communication, but a portion. So
because of where the planet is, because of the rotation we’re not receiving as much of that
signal, and because we are spiritual people, we look for it to kind of motivate us or steer us.
So what happens is when it becomes weaker, the tonal of the planet, the tonal of the
machine, and the tonal of the red cells dominates. And that’s what you’re feeling. Because
you guys have been spiritual for so long, that’s why your life feels so depressed because it
feels so wrong, but you feel so unmotivated you can’t even save yourself because you’re
not drawing on the Force. You’re just kind of floating adrift in the ocean is what you’re
allowing yourselves to do.
You’ve totally forgotten. What’s happened is, what did I say a million times? If you
do not practice everyday the ways of the Force, if you do not think about the Force, if you
do not integrate it into your life, what happens? You get washed. Not, hey, we’re going to
change you. You don’t feel it that abruptly. It washes you, so you don’t even feel it
happening. It just kind of removes who you are, layer by layer by layer until you’re
demystified, until what you know just seems to fade away from you.
Remember what I said. My teaching is not just knowledge. It is living knowledge. It
is alive. It is a species. It's an organism. My words are an organism permeating as an
energy virus, if you will, but a good virus, that’s becoming part of your soul. It’s living
inside of you. And when you don’t think about it, when you don’t ponder on it, when you
don’t reflect on whom you are, your soul...what do you do? You forget about who you are.
You become a biological machine and you lose yourself. My sharing this with you is food
for this living thing inside of you now. You’re feeding it with energy. You’re feeding it
with consciousness. You’re feeding it mentally and that’s why it’s alive. Right now it’s
going, “Oh wow, food, wow,” and you’re feeling it slowly. You’re saying, “Yes, this is
what I've been craving. Yes, this is what I want. Now it’s starting to make sense.” It’s
feeding it. When you forget who you are, when you stay away too long, you are washed.
You are erased. It will happen to the best of you. Until you are enlightened stay close to the
teacher. When you drift away you will lose yourself. Then one day the Force will be really
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strong and you’re going to get up out of bed and your going to go, “Whoa, where have I
been for the last three years? Where have I been for the last five years? My God, my life is
meaningless. All of this is meaningless. All the money’s meaningless, the car’s
meaningless, all this. It’s all going to be gone because I have lost who I am.” And that’s
what’s going to happen.
Rest assured if anyone chooses to drift away, that’s their choice. They know what
you know now. If you do not feed, if you do not take care of your spirituality, the force of
the tonal of the planet is so powerful it will wash away your memory. It will wash away
who you really are. It will wash away your soul, and you will become a working organism
for this planet. All you can think about is eating, sleeping, what your next best venture is
and what you can do the fastest to gratify your flesh. That’s what’s important to you. And
you will forget who you really are.
Remember one thing. By awakening in this life you become a visitor, a guest. This
is a working organism planet. It is a machine. As you awaken you become a guest. You
begin to become aware of all the people working around you, all the things going on.
Remember how aware you guys would be? Do you remember what it was like to look at
other people? You’re forgetting. You’re forgetting who you were. You’re becoming one of
them now. That’s the problem. You’re becoming one of your coworkers. You’re becoming
your boss. You’re becoming the people in the traffic. You’re becoming your mother, your
father…that’s what you’re becoming. That’s what you struggled against. That’s where you
once were. You finally managed to get away from it and become aware, and you’ve
forgotten the word aware.
When’s the last time you thought of the word aware…a-w-a-r-e…when was the last
time? And it’s such a powerful word right now isn’t it? What you have to remember is you
have to feed your awareness. You have to feed your soul. When you can cut away from
that, you'll stop being miserable. You’re all miserable because you’ve forgotten your
spirituality. When you guys are thinking spiritual and feeding your spirituality and getting
your classes, you aren’t miserable. But you’re miserable and unhappy, doom and gloom
and negative and depressed and everything else when you’re not aware.

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Enlightenment isn’t just one point. It has multiple levels. Enlightenment is

something that you guys entered. You can enter it very quickly. It depends on you. But you
were there once. Find your way back to it. You’re miserable not because of money. You’re
not unhappy because of your relationship. You’re not unhappy because your life isn’t
moving forward. You could be a millionaire and you’d still be miserable right now. I don’t
care if you had a lot of debt or a lot of money. You’d still be miserable because you didn’t
have your awareness. Instinctually you were aware once before and so nothing compares.
You could think about all the things in your life that you think are going to fulfill you. I
guarantee you none of it will fulfill you. It's all an illusion from the red cells. It’s all an
illusion telling you, “Well if you do this you’ll be happy.” Awareness, you have to find
your awareness. Then you can go anywhere you want. If you have awareness, you can go
to Alaska and it’ll be worth it. If you have awareness you can work your job and it won’t
matter. You won’t be miserable. Remember who you were. Remember your past lessons.
Remember the Force is everywhere around you, but remember the most important thing.
The Force cannot become one with you unless you choose to understand it enough for it to
merge with you. If you’re not thinking about the Force, the Force cannot touch you.
You are made of the earth. You are made of material from the earth. You are an
organism. It is your tonal, your spirit that separates you and allows this body to commune
then with a higher source rather a lower source. When you don’t practice what you know,
when you don’t think about what you know, you become part of the tonalization of the
earth. You know what the difference is. A spiritual person can see spiritual things and a
non-spiritual person says, “How do you see all these things…what are you talking about?”
This is because they’re at two different frequencies. You guys have been on a lower
frequency now for a long time. But when you guys were aware, didn’t you guys reflect
more on stuff? Didn’t you have more stuff happening that made you say, “Hey, that was
really strange,” or “That was an unusual coincidence,” or “That was an interesting dream,”
or something was kind of corresponding to your awareness? How can you forget that?

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Eric: When you start to walk in between, when you start to reach a higher state, in other
words awareness, don’t think coincidence is any coincidence anymore. It becomes non-
coincidence when it happens too often, but what happened was that the Force dropped its
tonalization of our planet, and you dropped with it because you weren’t paying attention.
That’s what happened. So you lost your signal, like a satellite, and now you’re running
around in circles not knowing what to do with yourselves, and the world just went (sucking
sound) and it sucked you right in before you knew it. Your whole life became about bills. It
became about your relationship. It became about everything, but all that is trivial. Don’t
you know that? It’s trivial. Believe in the Force, trust yourself to the Force and all things in
your life will come out true. If you were meant to be poor, accept yourself to be poor.
Don’t make all your riches here. Prepare for the riches in heaven. In other words make
yourself prepared for what’s beyond this and also now.
I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with money. You will always have bills for
your whole life. You will always have people that are bringing you down. But you know
something? It’s all trivial. If I lost this house tomorrow it would really suck, but it’s really
trivial. I could just write it off. If I lost this school, I could write it off. But you know
something? I am a very, very rich man and I know that. So this might be small fry but I
know what a millionaire or billionaire feels and I know they wish they could have what I
have. They would give me everything they had to have it, if they thought they could get it
that way. I really truly believe that.
You’ll be much happier if you remember the teachings. Go back to your toolbox.
Go back to your teachings. Practice what you know. The toolbox is what? It is in your
meditations. If you ponder on the driver that speeds past you and makes you pull over, and
you sit there and you look at the driver and think, “Rrrrrrr,” what is it doing for you?
Nothing. What are all your problems in life doing for you? You’re giving them power.
You’re giving your relationship power. You’re giving your miseries, your petty little things
in life, power. Feel the sun on your face. Smell the air when you wake up. Feel the Force
in your life and say, “Thank God I’m here to smell and touch and hear and taste and

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everything and collect all these experiences.” Then you’ll realize how trivial and
unimportant everything else is.
It'll all work out. Your bills will get paid. Your life will get better. Things will
happen. That’s life. That’s the machine (fingers snapping). It’s pushing you through. It’s
going to push you no matter what. It’s like a wave on an ocean. You’re going to get pushed
ashore sooner or later. So know that it’ll get done.
Don’t be so hard on yourselves. Read Desiderata. Be kind to yourself. You’re not
being kind to yourselves. Only when you can relax can you let the Force into you. Only
when you can say, “I love the Force so much! Let it into me. I’ll let it make my life.”
Should we grab the bull by the horns in life? Are we going to win? We’re just going to get
tired. And that’s what you guys are doing. You’re wrestling the bull by the horns.
Somewhere you forgot who and what you are. You forgot your teachings. Instead of being
like a reed in the wind, you guys are getting stiff now, pushing against the wind.
Remember your teachings. Life can get much more interesting, you know. I need to
practice what I say, too. Don’t think that I’m above all that because I get caught up being a
human being, too, because I have to. Okay?
Awakening is not something that just hits you in the head. Awakening comes from
logic and reasoning and deduction and thought and training. If you meditate, just think
about your spirituality. Think about your awareness. Think about the Force. See the Force,
think about it, reflect on it, and just subtly think about what you need to accomplish. I need
to get a better job, and trust it to the Force. I need to make more money because we’ve got
to take care of the school. I need to eat. I just don’t feel like I’m doing enough...alright,
alright enough - you know what I want. What do we always say? Praying to God is talking
to God. Meditating is listening. The Force knows what you need. If you simply apply your
needs, it will fulfill those needs. I really, really, truly believe that, but it’s like baking a
cake. It’s like adding the salt. Now salt isn’t bitter. Salt adds flavor. It depends on how
much you use or how little. You’re baking a cake through spiritual-ness but you have to
add the desire as a pinch, and it’ll be perfect and resolve itself.
How many times have you guys meditated, when you were depressed about all that
was happening in your life? What happened? Everything in your life ironed out. Didn’t it? I
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remember a student…almost in tears…and I just kept yelling at him, “Meditate!” Meditate,

meditate, meditate! And finally he did. He got a job. His house situation was solved.
Almost overnight, in something like one or two weeks, every problem in his life ironed out.
Because you guys are becoming part of the machine, you’re becoming part of the product.
Walk in-between. Remember your teachings. Remember who you are. Awaken. Stay
awakened. Feed yourself. Remember that you’re a spiritual being now. You’re no longer
part of the machine.
You know, once you know you can never go back. Do you understand? That’s part
of the reason why you’re so miserable. That’s the part of you that feels so unfulfilled. You
can never (fingers snapping) fit back into that square peg because you’re not square any
more, you’re round. That’s what you have to realize, and that’s not by anybody else’s
choice but your own. So you will always be miserable doing anything else. The only way
that you’re going to be happy is to find your life and your spirituality and then walk down
the same path together in a duality, and that’s what you must harmonize. If you do too
much focusing on your work and not on your spirituality, you’re not going to be happy. If
you do too much spiritual you won’t be happy with your physical life. So you have to
balance that out. It’s changing you. Even as I’m talking to you right now. Even though
you’ve heard a lot of it before, but you know how right I am. Do you know what I’m
saying? You know that I’m right and you can feel that I’m right.
You can feel that it’s changing you right now. Am I right or wrong? Isn’t there a
part of you that’s saying, “Ahhh…”? Isn’t there a part of you that saying, “This is good”
even though there is another part of you still fighting it a little bit? That’s still because you
were down in the gutters of humanness. There’s a part of you that saying, “This is good.
This feels good. I need this.” The more that I feel that I can share with you, the more that I
can give for words to go into your minds, then the more that you guys can understand and
become part of this hologram, rather than it becoming material for you, and the more you
can move freely as a being consciously. You have to understand more of the Force than
you already understand. The more that you can understand the Force, the more that you go,
“Wow,” then the more that your brain has to accept this as a greater reality than all of this.

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I’m going to propose a question to you, you tell me. Give me an example of
evolution.

Student: Viruses and penicillin.

Eric: In what way?

Student: You have a bacteria or a virus, I don’t know what it really is, and it makes you
sick like strep throat. After five years of treating it with penicillin, it won’t be affected by
penicillin anymore because it’s learned to deal with that problem.

Eric: How did it learn?

Student: It reproduces quickly, and I don’t know if it specifically works with this but if one
thing has five hundred kids everyday, eventually one of them is going to mutate slightly
that is not susceptible to the antibiotic.

Eric: How does it know to mutate?

Student: Because its goal is to live no matter what.

Eric: But think about it! Is it intelligent enough to know the difference? No. What divine
force is thinking for it to say, “This is specifically what you need to do to overcome it.”?
Evolution is the Force. It is an act in motion. It is when things happen beyond coincidence.
I’m always thinking of new ways to prove that the Force exists. You know what I’m
saying? Because in religion they say just have faith. So I’m always looking at ways to help
you guys understand something, because the day that you guys really understand is the day
you too can walk through walls, is the day you can do incredible miracles, but you have to
make absolute logic of all this so you can say, “I’m no longer bound by the rules of this
dimension.” You will always be bound to this dimension as long as you can’t break
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mentally free from how it works, and how you understand it. And if it’s not truthful to you,
you can’t break past it. It has to make sense to you because that’s the way it is. Until that is
absolute, you won’t understand it. You won’t be able to reach that next level.
The other day the Force was just banging me with how to reach you guys with
something, why you guys were losing yourself and why it was weaker right now and
everything else. Well, as I told you before, right now is a very weak period. It’s always
weak at this time period for the planet. If you think back, you guys have always been like
this at this time of year, sometimes worse sometimes not. It depends on the axis of the
planet, of course, but right now you have to empower yourself and get yourself through
this. This can go on for the next three months. That’s why we need to motivate ourselves to
do classes right now. Now is the time to do it. The Force is everywhere. It is thinking for
the planet, and this is proof that you can tune in to it. Evolution is conscious thought.
Think about this. This is just so amazing. What tells a butterfly to make its wings
look like an eye of an owl? We know scientifically now that it mimics an owl. An owl is
predatory to birds, birds stay away from owls. The birds now are afraid of the butterflies
because the butterflies now have owl-looking wings, and according to science this is why
they do it. They don’t say how the genetics of a butterfly, an insect that has biochemical
thoughts only on the lowest level, who couldn’t tangibly come up with, “Oh, owl,
bird…stay away.” How did it know? Something manipulated this. Do you think a butterfly
looked at an owl and said, “Hey, now that would be a cool thing to have on my wings. I
think I’ll just manipulate my cellular structure to mimic that perfectly.” Think how
astounding this is. Aren’t you amazed when you think about this? On the level of
intelligence an insect would have, it probably never even relates to what an owl is. It’s
probably not even capable of visually seeing an owl or knowing what the owl’s purpose is,
and yet it mimics it. This is because there is a Force that intelligently understands all of this
and in order to balance certain things in life out, it manipulates certain things to become a
certain way.
The Force is everywhere. When you look at a bug that mimics something, how does
it know to mimic? What logically told it to shake like a leaf every step it takes? Common
sense? How does it know to take a step and rock back and forth? I mean watch this stuff:
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how they sit there and they show all of these insects that mimic plants, that mimic birds,
that mimic other things, that flip themselves upside down with little things. They call it
evolution. Well, I ask you what part of evolution makes the deductions? What part of
evolution actually rationalizes the next best thinking now? It’s a process of thinking. The
planet is a living organism. It thinks. It is affected by the universe. Something is tangibly
affecting everything around us, but we can’t see the thought because we are moving at a
different vibration. That’s all it is. Something is tangibly making things think. And it’s
astounding.
We don’t see it because evolution says it takes hundreds of years. Well, we know
by the size of the planet that its thought is slower. Everything is slower in proportion to its
size. The bigger it is, the slower it is, but there is conscious movement of manipulations
even on molecular levels. You know I was watching this butterfly and it looked like the
butterfly was being carried by an ant. The tentacles in the butterfly were going like this,
and it had the head and had the wings and stuff. This is how nature, they call it nature, gets
other insects to peck at the wrong side so that the butterfly has a chance to get away. So
that it fools the other species. Did this butterfly say, “Hey! If I flip my body over and give
myself a head on the other side and I wiggle my little antennae up there, I can fool those
birds pecking on me”? Think about how intelligent that is. That’s amazing. And they say,
“Well, that’s nature.” What part of nature tells it to do that? How does it rationalize that?
Ask that to a scientist. Does this insect manipulate itself or does nature do it? They always
say nature does it. Well, what part of nature tells it to do it? Exactly what forces, what
aspect of rationalization made this thing know what colors to put on there, how to move its
antennae, how to totally perfectly mimic something like this? How to answer this? What
other answer is there?
Think about it. Something intelligently paid a moment’s attention and said, “Here,
this will resolve the problem” and manipulated the cellular structure for that to happen.
Cells don’t know how to do that. The insect didn’t know how to do that. Everybody just
takes the word evolution and says, “Okay, it’s a process of trial and error.” What made it
know to even do a trial to make an error? How did it know that it needed to change?
Because it was getting pecked on? Out of a million combinations of possibilities, why did
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it decide to make a perfect rendition of it upside down? How did it intelligently know even
what it looked like? Does it say, “I am”? Does it know to say, “I think therefore I am”?
Does it recognize itself? Does a butterfly say, “Hey, I’m an intelligent species. Hey, there’s
another butterfly just like me!”? No. It knows by scent. It knows basic characteristics. But
how did it know intelligently to make the decision? Out of a billion decisions, it made the
right decision - because it didn’t make the decision on its own. That is the only logical
answer.
Nothing on this planet makes a decision on its own. That’s the point, even you
guys. If nature can be affected by some unseen force to logically make decisions, do you
think that you are abstracted from this same force that affects every living creature on this
planet right down to molecular structure? It’s the Force.
I find that astounding. I never really thought of it that way. You know my mind is
always off in the cosmos and everything. You know, I’ve always understood this, but I
never thought, “Gee, if I could explain this to them this way, would they understand the
power of the Force?” How can you argue it? How can you say it doesn’t exist? Everything
on this planet has been manipulated by the Force. That is evolution. Evolution is the
consciousness of the Force. It is actively thinking here. It is thinking on every single level
affecting every cell in your body right at this very moment. All you have to do is choose to
think of it and it will become one with you. That’s the one thing that we have; that’s what
awareness is.
You see, human beings are the same puppeteers of the planet’s force. It’s the same
thing that’s changing a butterfly to have the wings upside down or for it to have the eyes of
an owl or for it to change. It’s the same force telling them how to function and what their
purpose is. When you are aware, you acknowledge the puppeteer pulling the strings. You
look at the puppeteer and now you help it pull the strings with you. That’s the secret. The
more that you can do that, look at nature and study nature, the more you can understand it.
All of the secrets are there. And ask yourself, “How is it that this works? Why is it this
works?” It only comes down to one thing: That there is an intelligent force manipulating
everything in the Universe. What the chaos theory has basically said is that there is nothing

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that is not being manipulated by some kind of intelligent force, right down to the smallest
molecular structure.
I find it astounding. I find it amazing. If you can ponder on this, if you can think on
this, it will change who you are. By understanding this, if you have the mental power to
cross this lake, you can look at things and you can understand things and you will then
become more as God than as a byproduct of God’s actions. Do you understand what I mean
by that? Tell me what I mean by that.

Student: You’ll help it pull the strings.

Track 3

Eric: That is what awareness is. That’s what enlightenment is. It’s to move from that end of
the spectrum to this side. The more that you understand, the more you bridge over and you
can see the actions. Not only can you see, but you begin to understand what it takes to
make these actions happen. That’s what you want to do. So maybe looking at a butterfly
means nothing to you right now, but that simple logic in your brain, once you can really
understand it, and it really hasn’t hit you guys yet, would make you guys stand up and go,
“Whoa!” Okay? Hopefully, if you think about it long enough it’ll make sense to you. It’s
an insight. It’s an insight to something you’re not supposed to understand. You’re just
supposed to be a product just like the butterfly, but if you can understand what is going on,
all you have to do is to understand it to become part of it. That’s all. You don’t have to be
it. You just have to understand what’s going on.
Anything that you can understand, you become because your current is no longer
moving as it’s affecting you. You are moving with it now. Do you understand what I’m
saying? It’s very hard to understand, but you will become more spiritual by the simple fact
that you can acknowledge what’s going on. It’s like your electrical energy tonalizes to
mimic it because it makes sense, or it’s like you are looking at something and deciding,
“Wow, that’s got my attention.” You are now aware of how this is working or that it’s
there, and by that you take on a different perspective. So by understanding that the Force is
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manipulating all of these things in nature, you can now as you study it and become one
with it, it empowers you. All the secrets to the entire Universe you already know. All the
secrets, all the knowledge I have is somewhere inside of you. It’s like DNA just much
different. You just need to understand how to bring it out of yourself. And that’s really
what I’m trying to point out.
You have lived as an old soul but even as an old soul, just speaking, genetically
speaking, just the matter that you’re made out of has affected other matter if more than one
thing it accumulates in thought. Okay? I want you to remember that you’re made out of
matter. Matter is energy and everything that has to do with matter is recorded as a
connective continuity. In other words, it’s a collective consciousness in every single
molecule in the Universe.
Does that help you guys understand something? All you have to do is to figure out
how to key into it and it’ll all come together. That’s how I do what do in another respect.
It’s part of the akashic records. We are all part of one thing. If you can figure out that is the
way things are, then you in turn can separate yourself or become a central point of that, but
you have to have realization. That’s what the word realization really means. This is why
you must sit down at a brook and just look at the water. Don’t try to figure it out. Just
study it. Observe how it flows. Observe the transparency. Observe the wetness of it.
Observe the flow of it. Observe the whitewashing of it and be astounded how it holds itself
together instead of dispersing into molecules. How it’s transparent yet solid, yet it’s soft
and penetrable and as if it’s not solid, yet it has mass. Feel what it feels like for it to move
down these rocks and how it’s dry and how it only goes down through certain permeation.
All of sudden, if you understand the Force and you think about how it affects all
things, you will start understanding things in a different perspective than you ever have in
your entire life. If you sit and you look at a tree and just stare at the tree at the bark, not
thinking about what it is, or how it is, or whatever, and just admire the structure, the
continuity and everything, you will begin to have realizations that you’ve never perceived
before in your life.
Become part of the Force. See everything as the Force sees it. Feel how things are
obedient to the Force. Feel how the Force is changing to improve things but remember that
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the Force is moving slowly as a consciousness. If you can slow your mind down as you
study things, you’ll understand how the Force is thinking. It’s really just an understanding
of perspectives.
That is the secret. You must slow your thinking down to a different speed and then
you will become one with it. And the more that you understand it, the more it will become
you. To become you means to become aware. You can step outside of it and move to any
frequency in any dimension once you’re in that state of mind. It’s like catching a ride. Once
you can get your mind in the right state of mind to flow with something, it’s like throwing
sails up on a boat. You can ride it. You can just get up and look around and see things in
ways you’ve never imagined before, but you have to get your mind to match that
frequency. You have to get your mind to go into that altered state of appreciation, and it’s
not even appreciation. It means that it becomes you. The frequency that you’re constantly
on is the frequency of the planet. It’s red cell.
Right now you’re heading up a little bit above red cell because your thinking is now
more spiritual, but you can slip into that other altered consciousness if you allow yourself
to ride into it. Just sit and stare at something, and then when you’re in it just go with it. It’s
kind of like staring at one of those speckled things. [Referring to Magic Eye 3D image]
You stare at it and you’re outside of it. As you’re staring at it and you’re staring, all of a
sudden you’re in. Boom! Somehow you got in, right? You can see the structure, right? Yet
you’re kind of afraid to move your eyes around because you might slip out of it, but you
realize once you’re in there you can kind of look around with no problem, right? Once you
feel comfortable with it, you’re not afraid of slipping out of it.
Same concept if you stare at the water, you stare at the desert or you stare at the
tree. You’ll know when you go into that state of mind. Then you’ll just move around, and
you’ll know that you have to watch what you think. You know that you have to just kind of
be in this translucent state of mind and just look around, and it will be the same thing.
You’ll see and feel things that you’ve never seen or felt before in your life. Then the
second you reflect out of it, the second you think about, “Wow, look at what I’m doing,”
you’ll snap out of it and you’ll see this full dimension, and that’s what you’re in. You’re
walking in this dimension, but there are other things going on beyond your perception.
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So, you need to meditate. You all need to meditate. You need to clear your minds.
You need to start thinking about your spirituality again. I suggest that you guys do rituals.
This time of year is the hardest time of year. It always has been. If you think it’s tough now
to think of your spirituality, imagine what it’s like on the east coast where I left, or where
it’s winter and where there are no leaves on the trees, and it’s all grey and the clouds are
coming in. It’s just really low, low energy. At least here you have some nature to hold you
over, but you have to remember something: Spiritually is in hibernation. If you really think
about it, it only makes logic now when you think about the Force affecting the planet.
When does the Force affect the planet the most? When there are living things returning, the
reciprocation or capturing the energy, right? It manifests. It makes it flourish.
Well, what is winter? Hibernation. All plants recess their energy and pull in, right?
They go into a sleep. Well, this is what’s happening and this is why people lose their
spirituality, because everything in nature now is pulling in. Even here, the trees are pulling
in their energy. Even though they’re maintaining some greenness, it’s still pulling in. Do
you see what I’m saying? As the Force is now losing in its hold and backing off a little bit,
you’re all feeling this decapitation in your energy. At this time of year you have to work
three times harder. You should be reading books. You should be practicing. You should be
reflecting on the things that you’ve learned to get you through this phase. The stronger you
stay now you’ll be triple come spring, because you’ll sling shot even harder, instead of
being burnt out so much and then recuperating again. What you want to do is carry over
strongly. Educate yourself, feed yourself, feed the spirit inside of you, and then when
spring comes you’ll just ricochet three times higher. You’ll be much higher spiritually than
you could even possibly imagine now.
This is what’s going on. The energy now is moving away, and that’s why there’s
this lull. This is why you have to focus harder now. Remember that this is hibernation
season. That’s the first thing you have to remember. You have to remember that we are
tapping into a source of energy that’s not just California. We tap into the collective
consciousness of the planet. That’s what we feel, as well as its relationship to the Force.
People, instead of out migrating with other people creating a higher frequency of collective
thought, now are migrating into their homes mainly. This means that all of this energy now
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is dropping into a hibernation period for probably the next six months. Okay? That’s what
we are heading into. So this is why you have to focus on your spirituality in other ways.
What this time of year brings now is you’re going to have a lot of vortexes opening
up, like the Bermuda Triangle. Does everybody know when Bermuda Triangle’s strongest
period is? December, January and February. All the dimensional stuff starts to happen now
for some reason, and a variety of different stuff with entities and spirits kind of happens
this time of year. Rather than being connected consciously and spiritually which we are
more in tune with, you have more stuff like this and also it’s UFO time period. There seem
to be more UFO’s going on now than even during the summer. So it has its yin and its
yang, and you just have to compensate. Thought can provoke new thought. So by taking in
information right now, you can expand the information you have already by applying the
knowledge you have thus opening up to even bigger things later. Do you see what I’m
saying? You could read something and you’re going to understand it ten times more than
the average person would who read the same thing.
What you need to do is let six months of the year be towards very mental training
and very spiritual training, and then the other six months, which is the season we’re headed
into now, has to be very material training. What I mean by that is building a pyramid to
meditate in, or designing stuff, frequency using equipment to affect us. It’s like the physical
time period and the spiritual time period. Spring through summer and then early fall are all
spiritually oriented, which we prefer. Then this time of year now we should be getting into
the material aspect, building dimensional gateways and doorways, working on
investigating hauntings, and anything to do with the physical aspect.
The reason is that I believe people spend more time in their home, so it’s apt to
create dimensional vortexes and hauntings and things like that. That’s how you have to
stimulate yourself right now. That’s how you should be working on that kind of
knowledge. Instead of enlightenment kind of knowledge where you sit down you meditate
and you have all these great experiences, it’s very hard to do that because the energy has
shifted. So now you should be focusing on your intellectual side and going out and
investigating things and studying different things and studying vortexes and whatever you
can. Or UFO stuff or going to meetings and stuff. That’s where you should be bringing
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yourself. Do you see what I’m saying? That’s how you’re going to pacify yourself to keep
propelling yourself forward. Do you follow me? And that’s what we should look at. What
we should try to reinvent and realize is that the first thing to great success is realizing your
weaknesses. Then when you know what your weaknesses are, you compensate them and
that’s how you survive.
Right now you have a lack of feeling spiritual, so you need to compensate for that
by finding other stuff that will interest you until the feeling, the vibe, the energy returns to
propel you back into reaching, or working on your enlightenment stage. So what we should
do is to possibly work on different things to experience. One of the things I would like to
do is to take the mirror that we have. We have a big mirror now in the other place, and I’d
like to mount it and I would like to do things with spirits and entities right now. They call it
a black room, and in a black room you do a séance kind of thing. You call on different
spirits, and you look in the mirror and you’re supposed to see other entities in the mirror
looking back at you, and supposedly you can have some pretty amazing effects. So that
might be cool as an experiment to do. Remember what I always said, how I’ve been to all
those haunted places, and how I found those haunted places. How did I find them? From
talking to people, and they turn around and say I know about this other place. Look what
happened. One lady came to us with her haunting and what did she do? She just turned us
on to a bigger haunting about this apartment, and this apartment complex hasn’t been
rented for years. So that’s how it begins. If we keep pursuing it, then we’ll find out a lot
more information.

Track 4

Student: Do you think with being in this low and all of us kind of being in a low that we
would get fewer results?

Eric: Fewer results from what?

Student: From investigating things.

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Eric: No. I think that once you guys get motivated again, you’ll find it will generate enough
energy to sustain yourselves and it won’t be a problem. You have to remember the Force
will always equal you for whatever you put out. If you put zero out it will put zero out. If
you put out two percent, it’ll give you two and it will equal four. If you give ten, it’ll give
you ten and it will make twenty. That’s what you have to do. You know what I’m saying?
When it is a different time season, such as spring time, it’s pushing itself on you, so then
you just have to just open yourself to receive it. You see what I’m saying? But at this time
of year it’s kind of like you know you get what you put out, and that’s all you have to do.
So if you can create some kind of maintenance schedule where you’re meditating for
fifteen minutes a day or something it will reciprocate it and you’ll be like, “Hey, I’m
feeling great. I’m doing my spiritual stuff.” But when you withdraw from it you’re going to
feel not only the pain of just being depressed about life, but you’re going to feel the pain of
being spiritually deprived…starving.
That’s really what’s going to bother you the most. It’s going to make you miserable.
You have to remember that there are a lot of spiritual people that go insane. They end up in
mental institutions because they were very, very spiritual, and all of a sudden they pulled
back from it and it’s as if it takes from who you are. I’ve said to you guys before, when you
start to train in this, and all you guys pretty much fit into this, because you guys understand
awareness, because you guys have experienced things in meditations, and because you
guys have brought yourselves to such a higher level of feeling things, have created a
multidimensional consciousness, even though you might have had a peak and then
dropped.
When you withdraw from your spiritual-ness, or if your spiritual-ness pulls away
from you, you get depressed physically. For most people the highest level of depression
starts in November. If you study clinical studies, what I just said to you will all make sense
to you. The highest level of suicides starts in November right through until May. The
highest peak period is November, December, January and February, because people who
are very in tune get depressed, so depressed, but people who are just normal people also
get depressed. So now you have the people who normally get depressed, which you guys
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are all feeling, you have spiritual depression to push it even harder because you’re starving
yourself spiritually, because you’re falling in line with your regular depression which
creates an effect, a roll along. That’s what you’re feeling, rest assured.
It’s like psychotherapy. If you can recognize the problem and acknowledge it,
somehow you resolve it inside of yourself. Your instincts pull yourself together but you
have no idea why you’re feeling a certain way, so just keep propelling yourself deeper and
deeper and deeper, and that’s what’s been happening to you guys. If you guys look at the
last two months, you’ll see your spiritual high still, and then you can see that, as the
seasons have been progressing along, particularly October, particularly in the last four
weeks, you should’ve gone from here. You should have been dropping dramatically if you
watch yourself, but you can rebound in other ways. You just have to perpetuate yourself to
then start on the new cycle. If you acknowledge what’s going on and you say to the Force,
“No I want you to be strong with me. You know I’m not going to abandon myself with
this,” and you just draw energy, you’ll still be very powerful. You know what I’m saying?
You just have to give it more attention. It’s not tapping on you saying, “I’m here“. You
have to tap on it and say, “Hey, c’mon”. That’s really the secret right now, and that’s all it
is. Every year it’s like this.

Student: It’s like desert. It’s like what it would be like living in, existing in, a desert
environment spiritually. It’s horrible.

Eric: And that’s why you have to focus on other things. You must focus on spirits and
ghosts and entities and more project oriented stuff, rather than meditating and drawing on
your super sub-conscious and tuning yourself. Right now the lowest point for the Force is
the next six months. And so you’ve got to direct yourself towards other things to bring
yourself through it.

Student: We would, I would say, take time a lot to go to the Lost Village and go places that
were spiritual and things like that.

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Eric: You have to find ways to vent yourself. If you don’t you will suffer, you know.
You’ve got to make yourself. Right now it’s all about making you meditate. During the
summer you feel like doing spiritual things. It just kind of takes you and says, “Come
along. Let’s do some….” but when it’s this time of season, you have to use your tools. It’s
about survival, you know. It’s about cleaning your room. It’s about creating the
environment, the energy. It’s about you guys going next door to the other place and sitting
down with yourself and just meditating, and that’s how you empower yourself. That’s how
you get yourself through this. And you can make yourself actually have great experiences,
but you just have to put ten percent effort.

Student: I got a great one out of this and that’s that evolution and the Force are one, which
sounds obvious, and it’s interesting how you were saying slow down so you’re at the same
speed, but really it’s like you just have to slow down because you’re like a bug or
something that only lives a day.

Eric: Right.

Student: For it to understand why we do what we do, it would have to slow down and really
understand. When you think that the Force is the size of the Universe, I understand why
you have to prepare ahead of time to start sending energy towards a meeting that you’re
having next week, because it’s doing so many things in just such a wide space.

Eric: Or you could say that it’s moving wicked, wicked, wicked fast, but there are trillions
and trillions of living organisms to give that attention also, that it’s moving so quickly that
it seems to move slow. But to calculate each thing to progress in that way…think about
it…it’s just astonishing.

Student: Yeah.

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Eric: For me to realize how to explain it to you guys in that way, I got excited over it. I’m
just surprised you guys aren’t saying, “Wow! It just makes absolute sense!” And I thought
by explaining that to you guys, and making you guys observe certain things, if you could
understand in that way and put yourself into that state of mind, that it will slip you into
what we call the In-between.
It’s all about improving. Think about it. Everything, every single action is about
improving to the perfection of what it already is. Then think about this. That is dealing with
the microscopic level of this planet, which is a tiny molecule with respect to the billions
and billions and trillions and gazillions of stars and planets that are microorganisms on
their own level, and there are so many of them! It’s like a beach…each grain of sand is a
solar system filled with dozens of planets, and you can dig as deep as you want or go for as
many miles as you want, and that’s only one tenth of one little solar system. If you can
imagine that and you can visualize that in your head and just try to visualize and
encompass it, the Force draws stronger in you. It’s drawn to you because of that.
You know what I wish. I know you guys would wish for this too, but I just wish I
could plug my brain like a VCR into the TV for you guys and just let you see what I see in
my head. I think you guys would just be sitting there like in awe. You don’t even
understand the second I think about the galaxy or universe, or anything, I see it. It’s like a
hologram in my brain, and I’m moving at the speed of light, swirling around different
things and just moving on. I can zoom into the atmosphere of a planet and just go through
the whole planet like the speed of light. Even now I’m thinking, “Well gee…the Earth”
…and it’s like I just took in the whole thing. I can’t even explain it. It’s just amazing, but
that’s because I’m in tune with the Force. Don’t just try to get in tune with the Force. You
have to understand that everything is a collective consciousness. What you guys should be
doing is trying to get in tune with the energy of the Earth, the consciousness of the Earth.
Everything is a consciousness. Do you understand? It’s a collected work of accumulation,
so every single planet has its own version of what?

Student: The Akashic records.

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Eric: That’s right and all of those accumulate to become one akashic record of the solar
system, and the solar systems each have their collective consciousness that contribute to
their galaxy, and that’s an akashic of consciousness - until it becomes one total
conglomeration of one energy, and that would be the encompassment of what we call the
Force. However, for you guys to try to take that in right now is foolish, because you’re not
going to get it. You’re going to get frustrated, and you’re going to say, “That’s it.” What
you guys need to do is just to focus on this planet’s akashic, on this planet’s energy, on this
planet’s inner dimensions and vibrations and tonals. Then you ride that to higher levels.

Everybody take a nice deep breath. One more time.

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