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Documenti di Professioni
Documenti di Cultura
A P s y c h o a c t i v e P l a n t s a n d C h e m i c a l s N e w s l e t t e r
ooks. Big, heavy, expensive, Our strong belief that this sort of inherited
E r ow i d . o rg i s a m e m b e r-
supported organization working to
B difficult-to-ship dead tree product.
Marvels of the Renaissance and
boat anchors of knowledge.
data needs to be added to the global digital
library inspired our work on the Albert
Hofmann Collection in 2002. And where
provide free, reliable and accurate copyrights allow, or through agreements with
Computers. Alien, annoying, expensive,
information about psychoactive authors and publishers, we continue to work
headache-inducing factory effluent.
plants and chemicals. to collect, digitize and make difficult-to-find
Engines of the Data Age and destroyers of
information more available.
The information on the site is boundaries.
a compilation of the experiences, Digitizing existing materials can improve
Erowid is primarily a digital endeavor.
words, and efforts of hundreds of both the world of computer-accessible
Web publishing allows us to keep costs
individuals including users, parents, information and the usability of printed
low and accuracy high, with no need for
health professionals, doctors, resources. Our current ideal is a physical
expensive reprints every time a piece of
therapists, chemists, researchers, book to read, with a full-text digital copy for
data is corrected or new information added.
teachers, and lawyers. Erowid acts searching and reference. In many ways, a
Internet databases also have the potential for
as a publisher of new information digital index for a physical library is the perfect
truly ubiquitous access, a possibility only
blending of past and present technologies.
as well as a library for the collection hinted at by the invention of the printing
of documents published elsewhere, press, but made real by the current revolution
spanning the spectrum from solid in information and publishing.
peer-reviewed research to creative
Yet as much as we are digital data geeks, Every sentence that I utter
writing and fiction.
we are also bibliophiles. Books and papers
remain the foundation of much of the work
must be understood not as an
we do. We collect printed pages to use affirmation, but as a question.
as resources for writing and answering Niels Bohr
questions, for data checking, to help us keep
up with the current state of knowledge, and
IN THIS ISSUE . . . because they are more pleasant to hold than
a keyboard. In our field, much of the archived
The [Pseudo-] Science knowledge exists only in private collections.
As the worlds knowledge repositories There is the danger that existing libraries will
of the War on Drugs ................ 2 inevitably shift from physical to digital, end up dispersed into the hands of collectors
Erowid 3.0 ............................... 4 we must work to preserve the old while who value them less as data and more as
maximizing the benefit of the new. Although artifacts. With digital tools, it is possible
Conference Reports ................ 5 most of the knowledge gained from the work to preserve and actually enhance these
of past experts exists only in paper form, we
Meme Cultivation ..................... 6 collections without the physical objects
are moving towards a world where the de needing to remain together forever.
Cannabinoids Neuroprotective? 7 facto standard for the state of knowledge
in any given field is based solely on what The love of books and papers should
Looped Reality (N2O Exp.) ...... 8 can be found online. With this change, the not be seen as incompatible with the drive
Myth Debunking ...................... 10 world risks losing existing data and having towards robust digital collections. The digital
to re-create the hard work of previous bibliophile, lost in the dusty stacks with hir
LSD Analysis ........................... 12 generations. portable computer connected wirelessly to
Measured Doses ..................... 18 This problem is especially present in the
the universal network, knows the value of
both. The data geeks of the new millennium
LSD Experience Excerpts ....... 20 field of psychoactive research, where political are the bridge across the technological divide
pressures have compelled public libraries to between the Renaissance and the Information
Escottology .............................. 22 carry only disturbingly juvenile resources Revolution.
Distillation ................................ 23 and caused universities to shy away from
maintaining comprehensive collections. Fire & Earth
The ( Pseudo-
Pseudo-)) Science by Earth Erowid
M
any Erowid readers are already the science of this field: the lack of a neutral Though neuropharmacological facts dont
aware that there was a major standards or review body for scientific become true or false based on a vote, as data
shake-up in the world of research. stacks up supporting a particular theory its
MDMA neurotoxicity research natural to assume that theory is more likely to
It is common in many fields for the
in September 2003 when George Ricaurte and be true. But if only particular theories are ever
media to jump on new scientific findings
his lab at Johns Hopkins University issued allowed to be studied, the system breaks.
and present them as sensationalist fact. The
a retraction to their controversial article
rush to judgement is certainly not unique There are a few who work to provide
published in the journal Science in October
to the study of recreational psychoactives. some measure of counterpoint to the flood of
2002. The retracted article, which had been
Politics influence everything, including the War on Drugs science. But with their hands
provocatively named Severe Dopaminergic
media, and popular ideas are often out of tied by the current systemwith limited
Neurotoxicity in Primates After a Common
sync with existing scientific understanding. ability to do the research necessary to back
Recreational Dose Regimen of MDMA
In other fields of science, however, there are their theories with datatheir voices are too
(Ecstasy), purported to show that MDMA
two primary pressures which mitigate the easily dismissed by mainstream researchers,
caused severe damage to the dopamine
impact of bad data on public policy and law: physicians, educators and lawmakers.
system and could lead to Parkinsons disease
competing scientific inquiries and neutral
symptoms after a single use. Science, as a result-neutral method for
standards or regulatory bodies.
finding fact, can only function successfully
This paper contradicted previous research
and made claims that were criticized as Competing Scientific Investigations
politically motivated. Papers such as this one In most fields, scientists have the
fuel increasingly draconian legal changes and opportunity to study opposing theories,
Conflicts of Interest
frightful sentencing for drug-related crimes, the ability to conduct experiments and test
all in the name of protecting the children hypotheses, and generally, the freedom Imagine if the FDA not only
from horrors like Parkinsons disease. to question data. Unfortunately, because acted to evaluate whether a phar-
of the War on Drugs, the social, profes- maceutical drug was healthy and
The Retraction sional, and legal pressures are configured useful to the public, but was also
The retraction explained that Ricaurtes to dramatically limit this type of balancing required by its charter to disallow
team had accidentally used methamphet- research into illegal psychoactives. It can and discourage the use of all pain
amine (a known dopamine toxin) instead of be professional suicide for a researcher to medications. They would declare
MDMA in the study, causing deaths, near- come out too vocally against studies that the use of ibuprofen immoral,
deaths, and severe dopamine-system brain find harmful effects, even if the criticism is publish handbooks and review
damage to the primates they experimented technical. Being perceived as pro-drug articles about how ibuprofen
on. Since the retraction, much has been can mean jeopardizing the ability to get causes ulcers and thousands
written about this incident. Commentators grants and inviting increased professional of deaths per year, with no
have highlighted problems ranging from scrutiny. mention of why so many people
use it anyway. Imagine that this
scientific issues about MDMAs effect on Government sources almost never fund body would be the only source
the dopamine system, to the influence of scientific research into alternative theories, of funding for research into this
politics on science, conflicts of interest in the positive effects or therapeutic uses of dangerous type drug.
current system of peer reviewed publishing, proscribed psychoactives, while research
problems with the news-tainment industrys designed to show harm receives hundreds of This Food, Drug, and
treatment of complex scientific matters, and millions of dollars each year. This immense Ibuprofen Abuse Administration
the over-emphasis of negative findings by funding imbalance precludes the competition would have a charter that is
the War on Drugs industry. of ideas required for good science. incompatible with the aims of
producing information society
The Ricaurte Error also brought into Functionally, the scientific world works can rely on.
focus another systemic problem that plagues on a sort of democracy-of-data principle.
The Mind States IV conference, held at the International Altered States and the Spiritual Awakening was a conscious-
House in Berkeley like two previous Mind States, drew more ness-related conference held by the San Francisco group False
than 500 attendees. Profit. This was the first event of this type that False Profit
has produced. It attracted about 200 attendees, pushing their
The International House is a reasonably good location for
maximum capacity, with minimal advertising (mostly word-of-
conferences; its beautiful main auditorium has a tall vaulted
mouth and mailing lists).
ceiling, good acoustics, and enough peripheral space to
accommodate 500 people. This year the addition of a richly One of the notable advantages to this conference was the low
decorated chill space provided some participants a place to relax entrance fee. Often conferences have high overhead with the
and mingle. The chill space was decorated with visionary art, rental of auditorium space, speakers fees and travel costs. The
including an original Alex Grey painting on loan from a private organizers worked hard to keep costs to a minimum in order to
collection and a life-size mixed-media sculpture depicting the create an event that was affordable to more people while still
spirit of ayahuasca in the form of a wise old woman. providing a full roster of interesting speakers. Conference fees
even included excellent meals (two catered continental breakfasts,
Unfortunately, there are aspects of the layout of the
two lunches and one dinner). Guests could also pay for just one day
International House that are less than ideal. The vendors area,
of talks if their time or budget was limited. Ancillary workshops,
in the hallway outside the auditorium, is quite crowded. The chill
offered by some of the speakers (for additional reasonable fees),
spacethe only place other than the auditorium where guests
allowed more intimate forums.
could hang out in relative comfort and privacyis too small
to accommodate as many people as needed and too separated The venue for ASSA was False Profits warehouse space.
from the main auditorium to be readily accessible. Finally, the It was significantly more informal than the average conference
parking in Berkeley is generally pretty tough, especially this spacethere were couches and cushions on the floor for attendees,
year, as the conference was held on graduation weekend. But who listened to speakers sitting in easy chairs on a raised stage
all in all, the positives of the International House outweigh the in the corner. This provided a very comfy, laid-back atmosphere
negatives. but some participants, especially older guests, found the sofas
uncomfortable for long durations. Presentations were kept
This was arguably the best of the three Berkeley Mind States
impeccably on-time.
conferences, with more speakers, visionary art by more artists, an
auction that benefited related organizations such as Erowid and A large outdoor area was available for those who didnt want
MAPS, Sheldon Norbergs one-man performance of Confessions to be indoors. As this was the only place to be other than the main
of a Dope Dealer, Mark Pesces opera about Terence McKennas room, and was uncovered, its a good thing it didnt rain. As it was,
life, and an interesting collection of attendees. Bob Wallace and Fire got a sunburn from standing out in the sun all weekend.
Mind Books were conspicuously and sadly missed, but books
The topics were well-balanced between empirical and spiritual
from Mind Books inventory were available for purchase.
orientations. Presenters included Stanley Krippner speaking about
Three panel presentationsArtists, Elders, and LSD shamanism; a panel discussion moderated by Erik Davis about
provided the opportunity for more presenters to speak. In some spirituality, technology and altered states; Luis Eduardo Luna
ways this was great, but there were a few speakers on panels, like speaking about the non-shamanic use of ayahuasca; and Charles
Myron Stolaroff, whom we would have loved to hear talk for an Tarts thoughts about enlightenment and spiritual growth.
hour rather than the limited 10 or 15 minutes that was available
Earth and Fire gave a brief talk about the variety of ways the
to them. Fire and Earth participated in the LSD panel where they
word drugs is used depending on the context and situation,
presented data about analytical testing of street LSD (see page
and then joined Ann Shulgin in a Q&A session where audience
12 for more details).
members were encouraged to ask questions about psychoac-
Lectures were given by Mind States newcomers V.S. tive-related topics. For details about this excellent event, see
Ramachandran, Jaron Lanier, and researcher David Nichols as
well as by many old favorites. Mistress of Ceremonies Susan
assacon.com.
Blackmore was stalwart in her task of keeping presentations
to their allotted time, causing some good-humored exchanges
between her and several speakers.
Speaking as a mother of three, Im glad someone has
to courage to provide the next generation unbiased
Word is that Mind States V will be held in Oaxaca, Mexico information about recreational drugsI told my kids, If
in September 2004. Updates and information can be found at you do drugs, please read Erowid first so I wont have to
mindstates.org. Jon Hanna and the Mind States crew have learned
someday identify your body in the hospital morgue.
how to put on a great conference, mixing the old and new, trying
out ideas while sticking with what works. Were looking forward An Erowid Visitor
to the next one.
Erowid Extracts No. 5 / November 2003 5
M EME C ULTIVATION
T
he complex and sensitive nature of of civil liability is negotiated outside courts
our field of study not only presents (often by insurance companies and law firms) Not only can talking about future
thorny ethical issues, but also very and because civil action in the U.S. can be specific acts of your own get you in trouble,
real considerations concerning potential undertaken with very few requirements, it is but so can talking with someone else about
legal, social, and professional sanctions. hard to summarize the issues involved. All of their plans to break the law. Knowingly
Erowid work demands we take great care the guidelines for avoiding criminal liability providing information to help someone
when answering questions and discussing also help to reduce risk of civil problems. in the commission of a crime can be
topics related to potential illegal activities. prosecuted as aiding and abetting a crime or
This is especially true given the many Criminal Liability even conspiracy. It can be illegal to provide
people who work on the Erowid site, as one information to an individual whom you know
The primary concern most people have is intends to break the law, even if they do not
persons careless actions could endanger whether providing information or answering
others. Could we be sued if someone is hurt actually commit the crime.
questions could be illegal.
after taking a psychoactive they read about What is NOT considered conspiracy is
on Erowid? Could we be charged with Some concerns have arisen out of the providing the same piece of information
conspiracy for providing information about recent case of Psilocybe Fanaticus (PF), for general use by the public, even if an
how psilocybin-containing mushrooms are a company that sold Psilocybe mushroom individual ends up using the information to
grown? spores over the internet. The companys break the law. The definition of conspiracy
owner was charged with conspiracy to requires that all involved parties knowingly or
Unfortunately, there is no simple answer. manufacture psilocin (an active ingredient
Civil liability (individuals or companies intentionally agree to assist in the commission
in Psilocybe mushrooms and a Schedule I or planning of a specific crime.
suing each other) is a wide open field of law substance in the United States). One of
where there are few absolute rules. Criminal the reasons people have been concerned For instance, consider the following
liability is a little easier to address and there about this case is that a major element in question:
are some very clear rules we follow to avoid the conspiracy charge is the set of specific
breaking any laws. growing instructions PF included with the I have some Psilocybe mushroom
spores they sold. spores and have been having trouble
getting the fruit to grow well. Can
Civil Liability The PF case has not yet been resolved, you tell me what I can do to reduce
The First Amendment in the United but it is important to point out the distinction contamination?
States provides substantial, meaningful between pure speech and product sales. If
protections against both civil and criminal PF had merely told people how to grow Answering this question could be considered
liability. Unfortunately, because a great deal Psilocybes, they would likely have been conspiracy to manufacture psilocybin or
ignored by law enforcement. While it is psilocin. On the other hand, answering the
certainly possible to be guilty of conspiracy question:
KEY POINTS or aiding and abetting a felony through com- Can you tell me what common
munication alone, there are some fairly bright techniques people use for reducing
lines that one can avoid crossing. contamination when cultivating
1) Avoid discussing current possession
or future, specific illegal acts. Psilocybe mushrooms?
Talking About Illegal Acts
2) Do not provide recommendations or would not be conspiracy as long as there is
The primary thing people should know
suggestions, simply provide generic no reason to believe the individual intends
to avoid is discussing future, specific illegal
descriptions of factual data. to break the law using the information
acts or current possession of controlled
provided.
3) Refuse clearly when asked directly substances. Admitting publicly to having
for information that would assist a smoked cannabis in the past is almost Assuming the person asking does not have
crime. certainly not going to result in prosecution, a license to grow Psilocybe mushroomsnot
4) Do not provide specific information but talking about intending to smoke always a correct assumption, but a prudent
or answers to questions if there is cannabis after dinner could. A credible onethe first question implies that the
any suggestion that they might statement about either current possession of information might be used to engage in
be used in the commission of a an illegal substance or about specific future a specific future illegal act. The second
crime. illegal acts could be grounds for a valid search question in no way implies an intent to use
warrant. the information to break a law.
by JK
Last year, I broke my teeth. I fell off cream cans, I thought the high would last a when asked how I was doing, I told them, not
my bicycle at speed (while sober; it was minute, Id feel great, and then Id be right feeling a thing. They turned it up, and kept
a mechanical failure) and broke the fall back to the real world. I didnt realize that working on their preparations. In 10 minutes,
entirely with my mouth. Needless to say, theyd keep a mask on my nose the whole they came back and the dentist said, So so so
this was not fun. The shattered jaw was time. So, in the chair, I was nervous to the so so how how how how how how are are are
set and has healed beautifully, but lacking point of trembling. My pain threshold is are are are you you you you you you you you
dental insurance I was unable to have my extremely high, but not high enough to take feeling feeling feeling feeling feeling now
needed tooth repairs done. A year later, it two extractions and extensive digging/cutting/ now now now now now now now?
had developed into horrible infection, the cleaning without being totally incapacitated.
I knew this was going to be fun.
bone had dissolved, and I was in urgent Boy, was I in for a treat. The dentist and
need of care. Enter the Supreme Tooth-Fu hygienist strapped the nosepiece on me and The world echoed and time stretched out.
Dental Master Artisan, a longtime friend grinned as if I was being indoctrinated into The dentist took his needle and injected me
of the family and a senior, trusted expert a secret club. with a hefty dose of lidocaine. The physical
in restoration. He also had a huge tank of sensation of the injection did not bother me
The feeling started at the tips of my
nitrous, and decades of practice with it. at all, but my sense of taste was still very
fingers. I noticed that my hands and feet
acute and I felt myself grimace a bit at the
That said, I was still completely terrified. didnt want to move around as much, though
chemical bitterness of the stuff, though that
Everyone Id asked about nitrous said yeah, they were still responsive. I ran through some
was short-lived as it soon numbed my tongue
you feel the pain, you just dont really give logical tests in my head to made sure I could
as well. The next thing I noticed was that my
a fuck. I didnt understand this. From my still think straight, and I could. Still scared,
synesthesia was going into overdrive, starting
limited youthful experiences with whipped I thought this was the best it would get, so
with my pitch/color/texture sense.
The chair lowered with a deep B thrum,
and then the drill screamed to life at its very
distinctive pitch, oscillating between high
registers of B and C# and slowing to an F to
F# when it bit angrily into my teeth. Colors
leapt out of the corners of my eyes as the
sounds around me became intensely musical
and I focused solely on their frequencies. The
sing-song speech of the adorable hygienist
was every bit as interesting to me as the R&B
crooning on the car radio that morning. There
was some pretty innocuous-sounding Vivaldi
(redundant? yes.) playing on the radio, and
at first it was echoing profoundly. It seemed
as if, while falling into the sky, the same five
note passage was playing over and over again
with a flange effectnot a repetition of notes
but of sound. It felt like I was looking at a
square grid of luminescent bluish white lines
on a dark blue background, rippling out to
infinity on the horizon. I studied that effect,
curious and aware of its existence, wondering
Organizational Updates
MAPS (maps.org) TRIP Magazine (tripzine.com)
On Tuesday, September 23, 2003, the Institutional Review Issue 10 of Trip is on schedule for a December release, including
Board reviewing a MAPS-sponsored study of MDMA-assisted pieces by Earth & Fire Erowid, Hakim Bey, Erik Davis, Mark Pesce,
psychotherapy for Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder approved the and Sheldon Norberg. Meanwhile, Trip recently released Terence
study protocol. This study is poised to be the first research into McKenna: The Last Interview, a two-CD interview with Erik
the therapeutic use of MDMA ever conducted in the U.S. Dr. Davis, the last recording of McKennas career, featuring Terences
Mithoefer and MAPS have been struggling to obtain IRB approval final thoughts on entheogens, culture, the future, his own spiritual
since 2001, when the FDA approved the study. The last remaining beliefs, and the grim problem of cancer, death and dying. Another
hurdle is for Dr. Mithoefer to obtain a Schedule I license. MAPS new release is Tales From The Trip Side, a silly, psychedelic sketch
has also been busy responding to media regarding the retraction of comedy DVD featuring Seattle comedians in drug-inspired comic
the Johns Hopkins MDMA neurotoxicity study published in Science. situations.
Traffic to the MAPS website tripled in September due to the MAPS
response to and coverage of the scandal. SSDP (ssdp.org)
Students for Sensible Drug Policy has had an interesting summer
DrugSense / MAP (drugsense.org) with long time friend and leader Shawn Heller leaving as National
DrugSense/Media Awareness Project has launched Drug Policy Director to further pursue his education. Darrell Rogers is running
Central (DPC) to support the efforts of over 150 drug policy reform SSDP as interim National Director. SSDP plans on having its chapters
organizations worldwide by providing affordable web and internet and students play a large and pivotal role in the New Hampshire
services. Non-profit organizations dedicated to drug policy reform Democratic primary in January. Their goal is to mobilize hundreds
that lack funding can benefit from a grant application process. of organized SSDP activists and saturate the Democratic presidential
DrugSense/MAP now offers German, French, Canadian and Dutch candidates forums with SSDPs drug law reform platform.
versions of its news clipping and excerpting service, and MAP
OnAir, targeting broadcast media. Bluelight (bluelight.nu)
The survey that Bluelight helped put together for a Texas
CCLE (cognitiveliberty.org) A&M Department of Sociology study (Technology, Youth and
The CCLE has been busy working to submit a legal brief in the Proliferation of Drug Use) funded by NIDA was completed on
the Supreme Court case Sell v. United States. In the brief, CCLE August 25, 2003 and the data is currently under review. Bluelight
argued that cognitive liberty is protected by the First Amendment, has added a new interactive photo gallery where members can upload
and guarantees the right of each person to self-determine their own images into either member-only or public galleries, and registered
neurochemistry. The brief is available on the CCLE website. posters now have the new option of starting their own blog.
A
ccording to the 2002 National result of normal variations in experience Substances Act, tight restrictions were put
Household Surveythe largest from one person to another or one situation in place over who is allowed to analyze
survey of psychoactive drug use in to another? and research controlled substances. Only
the United Statesmore than 10% of people those labs or individuals who are licensed
Some people believe that there is no
over the age of 12 say they have tried LSD at by the DEA are allowed to handle Schedule
pure acid on the street these days: that
some time in their lives. The number is more I substances such as LSD.
the last clean acid was made by Sandoz
than 15% among those between the ages of
or Owsley.2 Others believe that acid is In 1972, the BNDD (The Bureau of
18 and 25.1
acid: that differences in purity dont play a Narcotics and Dangerous Drugs) requested
Although it has now been over 60 years significant role in different effects, which are that labs collect names and addresses for
since the discovery of LSDwith thousands instead explained as the result of differences anyone submitting controlled substances
of papers published about its chemistry, in dosage, set, setting, and individual for testing.3 Then in 1974, the DEA issued
pharmacology, and social impactthere are reactions. Yet a third opinion is that there firm guidelines that required licensed
still huge questions about what is sold on the are variations in purityfrom incomplete laboratories to stop providing quantitative
street as acid. syntheses, poorly purified material or results for anonymously submitted samples
degraded materialas well as a variety of of scheduled substances.4 Now, unless a
chemicals such as ALD-52 or isomers of LSD person is willing to walk in to a lab, give
Good Acid vs. Bad Acid that might be sold as street acid. their name, show identification (which would
One of the most persistent ongoing be recorded in the labs records), and then
One of the primary arguments against the
debates about street acid is why people submit the sample (thereby volunteering
premise that differences in LSD experiences
report that different batches are experientially proof of having committed a crime), labs
are the result of differences in quality of
different in their effects. Is it the result of are not permitted to provide information
material has come from people weve spoken
different qualities of acid? Is it the result about how much of any chemical is present
to who have distributed and aliquoted acid
of different dosages? Or is it simply the in the sample. Not surprisingly, most lawyers
in the past. One such person described how
would advise against such an action.
some recipients of his LSD would go on at
GLOSSARY length about how distinct and how much Additionally, even for qualitative
better one type of blotter was than another. data (simply listing what chemicals are
Yet, often, both types had been aliquoted by present) the DEA does not allow labs to test
Aliquot to divide or measure into this chemist on the same day, from the same anonymously submitted samples without
equal parts. batch of liquid, onto similar blotter paper special permission. It is through one such
bearing different designs. approved lab that the EcstasyData project
Isomers two substances that are
is, with some difficulty, able to provide
composed of the same ele-
ments in the same proportions qualitative results for street ecstasy tablets.
The Legality of Testing
but with a slightly different ar- Though these rules against testing are
rangement of atoms. These questions should be trivial to
only DEA guidelines (we do not believe
address, yet for several years we have been
they are part of any law or publicly available
d-LSD (or d-LSD-25) is the known trying to collect reliable information about the
active form of LSD first synthe- official policy), representatives of at least one
contents of street LSD, with minimal results.
sized by Albert Hofmann. lab we spoke with have been threatened with
Unfortunately, getting street LSD legally having their license revoked after participat-
iso-LSD an isomer of d-LSD be- analyzed is extremely difficult for anyone ing in research the DEA didnt like. Since
lieved to be non-psychoactive. outside of law enforcement. Starting in the DEA licensing is required in order to handle
early 1970s with the passage of the Controlled Schedule I substances, labs that work with
side) of figures 1, 2, and 4. a retention time of 9.047 minutes. Using 6 9.50 820631 16.9
In theory, most people seem to understand than an equal-sized pile of fluffy powdered rest, there is no way to identify its contents.
the concept that psychoactives can be mescaline. Likewise, two exactly equal-sized
2) Measuring a series of doses that are
dangerous or extremely unpleasant if taken piles of mescaline can include parts with very
different weights. Each dose goes into its
at the wrong dosage. But in practice, many different densities. Powders can go from
own capsule, which is labelled in indelible
people dont take the necessary precautions to fluffy, with low density, large crystals, to
ink as to its contents and quantity (some do
reduce the chances of such an overdose. cakey, to dense crystals more like table salt.
this in code). The variety of doses lets a
While the difference between powder and a
person choose how much they would like to
solid crystal would be apparent to the careful
Principles of Measured Doses ingest. The main problem with this method
eye, the difference between two slightly
is that the ink can eventually wear off of a
1) Use an accurate scale every time different densities of powder might not be.
capsule.
individual doses are prepared, especially Obviously, these problems are even worse
for substances active at less than 50 mg. when comparing two different substances. 3) Using liquid measuring techniques. A
known quantity of material is dissolved into
2) Demand that individual doses purchased Another issue arises when eyeballing
a known volume of liquid (usually alcohol
from others be labelled with their exact methods depend on starting with a known
or water). Doing a simple calculation can
weight. quantity of material. One common process
then identify how much material is in each
is to take a known quantity of powder, say
3) Never measure in a hurry. Individual volume of liquid. A small volume of liquid
one gram of MDMA, and divide it into ten
doses can be measured ahead of time to is much easier to accurately measure than a
equal piles, theoretically resulting in ten
remove the possibility of being rushed. tiny mass of a powder.1
100 mg doses. But if the original one gram
4) Never measure when high or overtired. measurement cant be verified, any dividing The concern that measuring out individual
When judgement is altered, its easy to process is merely guesswork. While it might doses and clearly labelling them could reduce
get more than you bargained for. seem unlikely that someone selling MDMA
will accidentally provide too much material,
While high-quality accurate scales can be
its not at all unheard of. We have received I To o k O n e
expensive, some groups choose to purchase
many reports from individuals who have
a single scale to be shared. Ten people
ordered a research chemical online only to While bored at a party, my ears perked
contributing $40 each can purchase a good
discover, when the material arrives, that up a bit at the sound of a nearby con-
scale.
the company sent nearly twice what was versation about psychoactive drugs.
ordered. Wandering closer, I overheard a girl
Eyeballing talking about an unpleasant experience
Substances that have very low dosages, she had recently had with a research
Many people who acquire powdered such as 5-MeO-DMT or 5-MeO-AMT, are chemical. I asked the first question that
psychoactives believe that they can eyeball especially dangerous to eyeball. Basing a came to mind in such a situation:
doses accurately enough that a scale isnt 5 mg dose on the fluffy crystal from last
required. How much did you take?
spring could easily lead to a 10 mg overdose
Eyeballing methods take a variety of of a new denser powder. Her answer was, One.
forms. One example is the graph paper One what? I asked. Do you know
method, where a known quantity is spread as how many milligrams?
Measurement Techniques
evenly as possible on graph paper to determine
There are several techniques people To which she replied Milligrams? I
its volume (size). Doses are measured based
use for measuring, labelling, and storing took one.
on how many graph paper squares they cover.
The problem with this inaccurate method individual doses. She didnt seem to understand that a
and with most eyeballing methodsis that unit of weight could be applied to the
1) Measuring a series of equal-weight quantity of a drug, or that just because
the volume of a measured mass (weight) of
doses. Each dose goes into its own capsule a substance came in pill or capsule
material can vary dramatically depending on
and the capsules are kept together, with a form didnt mean she had no control
how dense the material is.
label indicating the contents and quantity. over her dose.
A solid crystal of mescaline exactly The obvious problem with this method is that An Erowid Volunteer
1 cm by 1 cm will weigh significantly more if a single capsule gets separated from the
A friend asked me recently why I liked alcohol so much. What plainable, and stresses freedom of choice and responsibility for the
did I get from alcohol that made being drunk such a regular pursuit? consequences of ones acts. I extract joy and pleasure from reality
My initial response took the form of a kind of idealized alcohol in whatever manner works to help me survive the world, keeping in
trip report: I greatly enjoy the relaxing disinhibition that alcohol mind strict personal guidelines about not harming others. Drugs and
can bring, the relative reliability of the alcohol experience, the easy alcohol are an important part of that formula. Theres a richness to
availability of alcohol in quantity. Unlike marijuanaa drug I dont the constant seesaw between sobriety and intoxication that drives me,
enjoyI find that alcohol leaves me with more of my general wits one that defies authoritarian notions of propriety and restraint.
about me during a greater percentage of the experience, while still
Alcohol, of course, extracts a darker toll from me than psychedel-
being inebriating enough to satisfy me. Alcohol just seems suited to
ics. I lose my temper more frequently now, embarrass myself more
my general temperament.
often now, and perhaps most disturbingly, lose chunks of time from
Of course, my relationship to alcohol is more complicated than memory much more than I would prefer. I can try to moderate these
that. I was essentially straight edge all through high school, then incidents, but my appetite has difficulty moderating dosage. I know
became a bit of a binge drinker in college. After getting turned on that alcohol is physiologically disastrous at these levels. In fact, my
to LSD, I went through a short period of viewing alcohol (and all friend initiated this conversation with me in part because his wife had
non-psychedelic recreational substances) with a haughty disdain, observed me completely obliterated at parties recently with what she
before realizing that I enjoyed alcohol too much to keep up such perceived to be an alarming frequency. I cant deny any of it. I can
an attitude. Still, it wasnt until my year without psychedelicsa rationalize, try to stay alert, and hope to work within drunken confines
year that coincided with an especially brutal time in my professional to change myself, but hope is a cheap word in a situation like this.
lifethat alcohol really took on a prominent role in my life.
But theres something I enjoy perhaps too much in the wild
Now I drink pretty much every evening, a pattern interrupted abandonment that intoxication provides. Its a grim kind of
only by occasional use of psychedelics or other drugs, and even then celebration, a dance on razors edge, which seems an appropriate
alcohol is almost always a part of my coming down ritual. I self- expression of my personality. The fact is that I do enjoy the experience
identify as an alcoholic, both to myself and to my friends, to help me of lifeof being in love, of being an artist, of being drunk and high.
stay cognizant of just how much I drink and the fact that my life has Another friend sent me a quote from Baudelaire that expresses my
taken this turn. I tell myself that Im not a self-destructive alcoholic; feelings better than I ever thought to:
I hold down jobs, I stay active in theatre and music and writing, I
One must be forever drunken: that is the sole question of
practice aikido twice a week, I stay involved in my community, I have
importance. If you would not feel the horrible burden of Time
a healthy marriage. I contrast this with the only other alcoholic Ive
that bruises your shoulders and bends you to the earth, you
ever known, the stepfather who raised me until I was eleven and who
must be drunken without cease. But how? With wine, with
destroyed his marriage and his career by drinking too much. But
poetry, with virtue, with what you please. But be drunken. And
thats a rationalization. By any reasonable definition of alcoholism,
if sometimes, on the steps of a palace, on the green grass by
I likely qualify. Drinks every daycheck. Drinks alonecheck.
a moat, or in the dull loneliness of your chamber, you should
Drinks to get hammeredcheck.
waken up, your intoxication already lessened or gone, ask of
Still, the conversation didnt stop there, because alcoholism is the wind, of the wave, of the star, of the bird, of the timepiece;
an incomplete description of what motivates me. Im certainly an ask of all that flees, all that sighs, all that revolves, all that
addict, but not simply to alcoholIm addicted to altered states of sings, all that speaks, ask of these the hour; and wind and
consciousness in general. Im addicted to being off baseline. Im wave and star and bird and timepiece will answer you: It is
addicted to the kind of recreational drug use that respected members the hour to be drunken! Lest you be the martyred slaves of
of the psychedelic movement look upon with disdain, and I dont Time, intoxicate yourselves, be drunken without cease! With
particularly care. This appetite is comprised of equal, and somewhat wine, with poetry, with virtue, or with what you will.
contradictory, parts hedonism and escapism. Drug use in my life
Of course, after years of drug and alcohol use, Baudelaire
is a way to make the world feel better, while at the same time an
died at the age of forty-six after suffering a stroke of aphasia and
attempt to distance me from the world. Psychedelics offer additional
hemiplegia. I refuse to draw the obvious conclusion, mostly for
psychological benefits, but psychedelic-inspired insight and revelation
are happy surprises, not a goal.
aesthetic reasons.
Erowid.org/columns/scotto/
I do study with fascination and respect how others in the world
incorporate psychedelic use into a spiritual path, but thats not the road
1. Baudelaires Death: In 1862 a minor stroke or some other sudden sign
Im on. I long considered myself a nihilist before recently coming to of deteriorating health gave him a warning of the consequences of
the conclusion that maybe Im too happy-go-lucky for that; perhaps alcohol, opium, and hashish. The remaining years of Baudelaires life
Im more of an existentialist, someone who, as Dictionary.com offers, were darkened by despair and financial difficulties. He died in a Paris
emphasizes the uniqueness and isolation of the individual experience clinic of aphasia and hemiplegia on August 31, 1867, in his mothers arms.
(Liukkonen P, Biography of Charles Baudelaire. PoetryConnection.net)
in a hostile or indifferent universe, regards human existence as unex-
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First they laugh at you; then they The dancer of the future will be one Drug use, some might say, is
ignore you; then they fight you and whose body and soul have grown destroying this country. And we
then you win. so harmoniously together that the have laws against selling drugs,
Mahatma Gandhi (18691948) natural language of that soul will have pushing drugs, using drugs,
become the movement of the body. importing drugs. And the laws
The people never give up Isadora Duncan (18771927) are good because we know what
their liberties but under some happens to people in societies
delusion. Nature provides exceptions to and neighborhoods which
Edmund Burke (17291797) every rule. become consumed by them. And
so if people are violating the law
Margaret Fuller (18101850)
by doing drugs, they ought to be
Truth comes out of error more
accused and they ought to be
easily than out of confusion. Intolerance of ambiguity is the mark
convicted and they ought to be
Francis Bacon (15611626) of an authoritarian personality.
sent up.
Theodor W. Adorno (19031969)
Rush Limbaugh (b. 1951), in 1995.
There are two kinds of people, Limbaugh recently admitted
those who do the work and those his dependence on illegally
who take the credit. Try to be purchased opiates.
in the first groupthere is less
competition. Quod ali cibus Normal is in the eye of the
Indira Ghandi (19171984) beholder.
imagine is everything.
Anatole France (18441924) acre venenum We are going to have peace even
if we have to fight for it.
Dwight D. Eisenhower
Id rather be a failure at something [ What is food to one man may (18901969)
I love than a success at something
I hate.
be fierce poison to others ]
How far you go in life depends on
George Burns (18961996) your being tender with the young,
Lucretius (c. 9955 B.C.E.)
compassionate with the aged,
Penalties against possession of a sympathetic with the striving, and
drug should not be more damaging tolerant of the weak and strong.
to an individual that the use of the Giving money and power to Because someday in your life you
drug itself. government is like giving whiskey will have been all of these.
President Jimmy Carter, (b. 1924), and car keys to teenage boys. George Washington Carver
in a 1977 speech before Congress. P.J. ORourke (b. 1947) (18601943)
in Parliament of Whores, 1991
Study as if you were going to live It is difficult to live without opium
forever; live as if you were going Nobody realizes that some people after having known it because it is
to die tomorrow. expend tremendous energy merely difficult, after knowing opium, to
Maria Mitchell (18181889) to be normal. take earth seriously. And unless
Albert Camus (19131960) one is a saint, it is difficult to live
Pursuing the religious life today without taking earth seriously.
without using psychedelics drugs If we were to read about spiritual Jean Cocteau (18891963)
is like studying astronomy with the things, it is only wordswhat is of
naked eye because thats how they greatest importance is that we have If they can get you asking the
did it in the first century A.D. experience. Not words, not beliefs, wrong questions, they dont have
Timothy Leary, (19201996) but experience. to worry about the answers.
in The Politics of Ecstasy, 1968 Dr. Albert Hofmann (b. 1906) Thomas Pynchon (b. 1937)