No beijar os teus lbios veneno

Que percorre as veias do eterno

E destroi a minha alma entregue a tal sorte
Numa decadncia de morte
No tocar tal corpo servido
De uma dor presa de solido
E de magoas muito choradas
De lagrimas Derramadas
No lamber tuas lgrimas extse
De sentidas cicatrizes profundas
Sobre duas vazias imagens apartadas
Reflectidas trevas no caos das luzes entrelaadas
No beber teu sangue traio
Uma mrbida e decadente paixo
Uma barreira entre os lugares do Alm
Por te querer tanto Bem

No tocar tua pele so delcias

Por tormentosas formas e vias
Percorridas por dedos doloridos
Alimentadas por momentos nicos e vividos
No sentir tua alma salvao
Se a virgindade do ser fr o perdo
Sentir o Paraso tocar na ponta do dedo
E como iluso perd-lo por entre o nevoeiro

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Salvation is not for me

A heart full of hate will never have forgiveness
Lost Paths forgotton smiles
Always hunger for Blood
Left Love
I prefer pain
All Died
Nothing matters to me now....
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Dont wanna wake up from my dream

Dont bring me back
To this Life
In my dreams i can tell you how is my heart
Cause its so dark the real life
The one i have when i am awake
And your smile doesnt shine so often
All those words said are in my head...
Like a nightmare.
You lied...
You lie all the time... Because your afraid of my darkness...
How can you ask for my dedication if you cant even tell the truth...
But i dont even care
I JUST WANNA WAKE UP AND SEE YOUR SMILE

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I Run
But the end is always you
I dont want...
Damn my heart goes always where you are.
Seems to me that you got me under some kind of spell...
All talks.
All places.
All coincidences.
Always ends up on you.
Long are the days...
My heart breaks.
Because i cannot deny ... My path is you
So i will give you my heart, my soul and my life...
Come and get... what has been always yours...
MY LOVE

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Your body searches the touch of mine.

At the sound of music,
that makes us two dream.
Theres no one here
But it is fake,
Hundreds of people.
That dont even imagine,
whats behind our eyes.
It is this our destiny.
True and pure friendship?
Chemistry that we cannot escape?
Or something... untill to reveal

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Life aint easy...

All choices...
When i think of choices i only think of you.
Your my soulmate, your the other half of me.
When we're together i refuse to think about tomorrow...
Lets live this moment.
I dare not to think this feeling will ever end...

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All ask me for patience.

Time doesn't stop
Every moment counts
And life goes on
Tired of faking
I dont have time to lose
How many hours?
How many nights?
I Scream and lacerate my veins.
Just to survive...
THIS ETERNAL FAKE
I AM NOT PATIENCE
AND I DO WANT YOU NOW
MY SERENITY

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I am weak,
need energie.
I will fly tonight
And use my fangs
I saw you there
White skin
Beautifull smile
Perfect victim
I pass slowly
You saw me
I close my eyes at the smell of you skin
My fangs appear
I cant resist
You scream
I don't even care
Biting your neck
I will have eternity by you side
Bathing in Blood
We will have youth forever.

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I see the Moon

Shinning above the sea.
In my bloody eyes,
dark secrets can be seen
Details of a mortal life.
I search for goodness...
But i can only enjoy the thrill of being Evil
This must be the drama of the wicked

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I hate you
You lie to me ...
You make me think i am special .
Forget me do not speak to me again.
Why wont you die...
I want to hold you.
But i want you also far...
You think you can command my heart.
Sorry but i dont love no one... Not even me...

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Feel my last desire

cover me with Kisses
My heart is on fire
My lips burning
I Surrender myself,
to this wicked game.
I will hide all my hate...
I will hide all my love...
I am such a coward.
All my sins
All my desires
Come back when i sleep
I just need some refuge
Come save me from this truth

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This is fiction or maybe not...

All was fine i thought i had a perfect life
Sure of all my feelings and all my decisions...
Than you came along.
It was like eletricity
I know you for so long...
And beyond our masks
We are part of each other
And yes ...
I know i dont have to bite you
Just to be special to you
I try to erase you from my thoughts
But all i can remenber, live, smell, taste is you
Like the perfect red wine i am drinking now

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I am lost
You are not here
I remenber all the words.. and all that you do proves you love me...
Your eyes eat me...
I stripped myself when we are together
Hoping for your hands all over my body
I kiss you and i cry
Dreaming for this moment for so long
Never losing my hope
I put my head in your chest
I touch your hands
I ear your heart beat
And i hope this moment lasts forever
Than i woke up
You do not love me...
You are just a illusion...
And yes
I am dreaming awake
Because the real truth is that I am ALONE
WHERE ARE YOU NOW MY LOVE

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Come closer my love

Hold me with your fire
I try to hide my pain,
when i am in your arms
I clean my eyes,
dont want you to see my tears
Just wanna stay in your embrace
And forget all the world...

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Insane
Because i do what i want,
and dont ever think about tomorrow.
Insane
Because i dont believe in normal morality,
and dont ever care what others think.
What is life without Madness...
Without some insanity we are nothing but corpses.

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I cut myself today

Blood all over the floor
I cannot stand the pain
Everything seems lost
NO HOPE
Just the feeling of emptiness
My illusions are death
So will be i has the blood falls
I dont like what i have become
All i love
Hates me back
If only you have seen
If only you have believed in me
Now i see my body from above
I am dead
GOODBYE

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I love the dark
And i love myself
I am the Devils child
When the moon is full
I will devour your soul
Watch your back
Do your prays,
and Beware
If you are looking for trouble
Search for me

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Rains outside
And here
I hurt myself
I focus on my cuts
The only thing that matters now
Trying to erase all my memories away
Why did i have to love you
In the end
I become alone has always
...
Full of broken hopes and dreams
A feeling of sadness
I can only hide the scars
Of my stupid life
And on my harms
...
My black cat eyes
Fixed on me
Like calling me Mad
I feel calm now
Some cuts... and all is fine now...
Call me Mad
Call me wild
Call me Emo
I dont care
Just talk about me
It means i exist...

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In silence i cry
My life is ruin
Nothing seems to help
Why wont i Die
I am devoured by solitude
I am so lost
And i dont know what to hold on
...
I dont like anyone
I am not one of you
I like to stand alone
And i hate ... the ones that ... are not like me
I am Lucifers Bride
...
I Love the Devil
This is a revenge...
For my life
I had no Childhood
I always been a outsider
I lost the ones i love... Died
And i died inside each time ...
So this is my hatefull destiny
Being a Devils creature...

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I am not waiting
For your body
Fleeting Osiris
That i can only watch
I wait
I ask for directions
To my Loneliness
And go with the flow
of my suffering
Candles burn in the darkness
Magic Vowels
In reality of desire
In reality of passion
This is not just words
Since the light burned
The wings of the butterfly
That so close of that brutal flame
Painfully tasted death...

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Obscure am i
Never wanted to be other way else
I never searched for it either
Just my path
The only problem
Its the pain
Of not knowing
What i desire from life
With my mind broken
And my dreams dead
I can only try
To help other people's dreams
AND I...
I STAY HERE
SAD, LONELY AND BROKEN
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Sleep
No one wants to know what to do
No one wants to know what they want
Because the truth
Is that all of us are sleeping...
We find our shelter living in a dream...
Or we find our thrill in Nightmares
As for me...
I simply Sleep...
My life is a Nightmare with a dream in it
And that dream is you...

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Taste my cruel lust

Beware my poison
My love
My destiny
I am your beast
The evil one
Disguise as an angel
...
Your blood in my mouth
Your soul is mine
Evil spirit am i
Flying to my victim
No mercy
Only Desire
...
Innocence lost long ago
Only Shadows and death
So open your eyes
Look for me in every dark corner
Cause my hunger
Makes me walking in the night
...
My Name ...
If you even dare to repeat... or say...
Kali

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Night in my hands
Black Magic
Power source
Mystic Passion
Candles, Full Moon, Mysticism...
A open window
Smoke all around my Bed
I don't hide,
not even Run
...
Destiny
Comes for me
Time to Rebirth
...
Time to fly
Far away
Lost heaven
Gain eternal scars
Of glory and passion
...
No light in my Soul
I am hungry for Blood
...
Voices in my Brain
Take me to madness
...
You will fear me...
Once again you will run
I will hurt you
You will never forget...

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