Documenti di Didattica
Documenti di Professioni
Documenti di Cultura
quietlightning.org/submission-details
SUBSCRIBE
quietlightning.org/subscribe
quietlightning.org
su bmit @ qui e tl i g h tn i n g . o r g
CONTENTS
curated by
Evan Karp, Brianna Nelsun + Hannah Rubin
featured artists
Peter Max Lawrence | petermaxlawrence.com
2
KK KKKKKKKKKKK
KK KK
K K
LIKE AND O RC A
I.
II.
3
arm, singing with greed. Quick, eager steps.
Its kind of too intense for me, she says. Dont you
feel bad?
III.
4
possibilities like an orca. Im better because of other
predators.
Kat i e Wh e e le r- Du bi n 5
KKKKKKKK
KKK
K AZUM
I A S SA IL O R M O O N
7
more than thorn.
I am teaching myself
what love is. Pomp and primp, wont lock my lips,
8
THE VERY LAST NEW YEARS
RESOLUTION
Ka zu mi Ch i n 9
in Pittsburgh on a Sunday, with
the very last people Id ever expected
to be at brunch with. Who knew Ive loved
so many white people. The very last story
my grandmother told me was about a boy
named Tsutomo. He was born from a peach
called America. The very last place his father
thought hed ever be. The very last ornament
we hang from our tree each year is a face.
The very last year I spent Christmas with
my whole family was in 6th grade. I hated
my whole family that year. To the very last
drop of blood in my body, I wanted them
out. Now I want to bring all these Pittsburgh
people home with me. Take them to meet
my family. With every pixel of every word
I bleed. I never wanted to hate my family.
Or anything at all. I want last year to be
the very last time that I ever hate anything.
Even when white people are killing black
people and sealing off the street. I will hold
so many hands. To the very last finger
resting on every last trigger of every
last gun. Listen to me, I am loving, I am loving,
I am giving so much fucking love to you.
10
OCCUPATION
Ka zu mi Ch i n 11
He tried to repent for his sins. Mew, mew, mew. But
the soldiers had already heard. They shot him and
turned him into a piano.
12
BECOMING MERMAID
Ka zu mi Ch i n 13
of a past life. I was a girl who loved
to dress up for parties. She was left-handed,
and did not belong to them. She painted her nails
every day and her favorite color was purple.
14
BECOMING KAZUMI
Ka zu mi Ch i n 15
in a bottle made of diamonds that even diamonds
16
PPPPPPPPP
PPP
Q S
OF THU E S T I O N A B L E C H A R M ARD
E H A N D W R ITT E N C
17
things into the way you formed your exclamation
point, because of course she will know it was you
who formed it. No one brings in an outsider to form
their exclamation points for them, do they? And you
have always worried about an unintended misstep in
the early part of a relationship, being that your goal is
to get to the later part of the relationship. And thats
normal enough, isnt it? Do those worries of yours
now cover punctuation, because the card with the
shrunken line floating despairingly above the bulbous
dot is now on its way through the mail, and there is
no opportunity for you to extend the line. Will you
get like beside yourself with self-recrimination and
even rage because a line is so easy to elongate, in a way
that there is no evidence whatsoever of tampering?
Lengthening the line of an exclamation point is almost
certainly the easiest, most full-proof adjustment you
might ever make to a decision youd like to go back
on or modify. I mean how many things in life are that
simple to change? But its in the mail and thats a fact
that cant be altered. She will get your card and there
is no way to steer her possible interpretation of your
exclamation point away from whatever her possible
interpretation turns out to be.
18
now that you come to think about it.
And what does she do? She picks up the phone and
says hi. You ask her how shes doing and she pauses.
You wish she wouldnt pause because a pause means
shes actually liable to answer your question honestly.
And then the worst thing happens; instead of saying
how she is doing, she says: I got your card. And she
stops there, not another word, and how can that be
good? Theres no way that can be good, and now its
your turn to say something.
P e t e r Bu lle n 19
couldnt be further from your actual feeling, but its a
tone you believe will have her take it from there. She
doesnt take it anywhere. She says: I did, and leaves it
at that. You are going to have to own up to your worry
because you called her in order to deal with your
worry, and while it might be helpful to now speak
with her about anything but your worry, the matter of
the card has come up and is now the leading topic of
your conversation.
Well Sue, you say, first because her name is Sue, and
second because you need a little warm-up time before
you broach the situation, a situation youre not even
sure is a situation.
20
You yourself are having one.
P e t e r Bu lle n 21
You mean that almost invisible, ghostly presence just
above your dominant dot? I never even noticed it. You
are besieged by two different responses at once, the
first, an unmistakable slice of self-hatred, the second,
a quiet glee resulting from her description of your dot
as dominant. No one has ever described a dot of yours
that way before.
22
JJJJJJJJJJJ
H AI K U
love absurdity
like a jar of bananas
waiting on the sun.
23
H HHHHHHHHHHHHH
H HH HH
LIF E G U A R D S
Im fine, I say. I watch the shore, how tiny the kids and
teenagers are, their parents taking it easy. I turn around,
theres another shore, with just as many tiny kids,
teenagers and parents. I feel disappointed, like half the
ocean has been taken away from me. Intuitively I know
Im staring at my death, that if I kept swimming in that
direction, I would arrive on that other shore, and my
26
death would be just like my life. I would get in my car,
and it would be the same car, but it would be my dead
selfs car. I would go to my dead selfs apartment and Id
be alone. Id go to work and do the same stupid job Ive
always done, only Id be dead so it would be the same
thing forever, not because anyones punishing me, but
because thats who I am and thats how Im going to be.
Hu gh Be h m- St e i nbe rg 27
GGGGGGGGGGGG
GG
TWO BEDTIMES AGO
***
I stole:
***
29
I know how to take care of myself
I take a shower once a day
brush my teeth
never floss then do
my gums ache they are such sad things
30
AFTER
Goldi e Ne ge le v 31
LLLLLLLLLLLL
LLL
A D E F I N IT I O N
33
with the dusty scales. My brother wore a straw cowboy
hat that said Benfica on it. We stayed out playing for
long days, and I never imagined he would ever be sick.
34
all about meeting Jacinto Lucas Pires and discuss
the movements in Portuguese literature related to
the revolution. I can tell her about the friend I made
in Portugal who grew up a mile away from me in
California. When I want to leave her a note that I have
gone for a walk, I sound out the words. Then I draw a
foot just to make sure.
I went into Avs house for the first time since she
had died, but after the earthquake, to take things. As
I fingered locks of hair wrapped in embroidery and
found boxes of sepia toned pictures, my Tio handed
me some sewing thimbles. I looked at him and said,
por que? why? He said in a low voice, she wore these
on her body, on her fingers, next to her. I took one
and put it on mine.
Li ne t t e Esc oba r 35
36
- april 3, 2017 -