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THEATREMACHINE

Heiner Muller
translated and edited by Marc von Henning

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The Mission

Memocy of a Revolution
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The play uses motifs from the novel The Light in the Gallows by Anna Galloudec to Antoine: I am writing this letter on my deathbed. I am
Seghers. writing in my name and in the name of citizen Sasportas who was
lynched at Port Royal. I inform you herewith that we are forced to
return to you the assignment entrusted to us on behalf of the
An experience that became a part ofthis text is one ofmy approaches to Assembly; we are unable to fulfil it. Perhaps others will be more
HQnecker in the House ofthe Central Committee, going "P in the paternoster. successful. You will not hear any more from Debuisson, for him things
On every floor a soldier with machine gun sat opposite the entrance to the are going well. It seems that traitors are out having a good time while
paternoster. The House ofthe Central Committee was a high security jail for the poor walk the streets up to their knees in blood. That is the order
the captives ofpower. of the world and it is good. Forgive my handwriting. I have had one
I have always been interested in the strut/Ure ofstories within dreams, how leg amputated and am writing in a fever. I hope this letter finds you in
it is free oftransitions, and associations are ()Verlooked. The contrasts create good health and salute you with Republican greetings.
acceleration. The whole effort ofwriting is to ruhieve the quality ofmy own
dreams. lntkpendence from interpretation, too. Faulkner's best tc:m have this SAILOR. ANTOINE. WOMAN.
quality. H.M. SAILOR
Are you citizen Antoine. Then this letter is for you. From a certain
Galloudec. It's not my fault if this letter is old and the matter has
maybe already been resolved. The Spanish trapped us on Cuba, then
the English in Trinidad until your Consul Bonaparte made peace with
England. Then I was mugged in the street in London, because I was
drunk, but they didn't find the letter. As far as this Galloudec is
concerned, he won't be getting any older. He kicked the bucket in
some hospital on Cuba, half prison, half clinic. He was in with
gangrene. I was in with fever. TAKE THE LETTER IT HAS TO
ARRIVE AND IF IT'S THE LAST THING YOU DO YOU
HAVE TO DO THIS FOR ME was the last thing he said to me. And
the address ofan office and your name, if you are this Antoine. But
there is no longer an office and nobody there has heard of you, if that is
, your name, Antoine. Someone who lived behind the scaffolding in a
cellar sent me to a school where some Antoine is said to have taught. A
cleaning woman told me that her nephew saw you here. He's a cabbie.
And he described you to me, if you are him.

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careful, France is no longer a republic, our consuJ has turned emperor
ANTOtNE
and is conquering Russia. It's easier talking about a losr revolution with
I know no Galloudec.
your mouth full. Blood, coagulated to the tin that medals are made of.
SAILOR The farmers didn't know better either, d'you think, And mayb they
I don't know what was so important to him about this letter. Something were right, d'you think. Trade is thriving. We give those on Haiti their
about a mission. That he had to give back so that others could carry on own earth to eat. Freedom, she leads the people on to the barricades
his work. Whatever that might have been. Towards the end he spoke of and when the dead awaken she's wearing a uniform. I'll tell you a
nothing else. Except when he screamed and that was the pain from his secret: she too is nothing but a whore. And I can laugh about it already.
wounds. It came in waves. And it took long enough for him to finish his Hahaha. But in here there is something empty that was alive once. I
dying. The doctor said, his heart is too strong, he should be dead ten was there when the People stonned the Bastille. I was there when the
times over. Sometimes man tolerates too much, sometimes too little. heads of the last Bourbons fell into the basket. We harvested the heads
Life is ruthless. The other one he talks about in his letter, the Negro, of the aristocracy. We harvested the heads of traitors.
he had a quicker death. He read the letter out aloud to me, Galloudec,
WOMAN
so that I'd know it by heart in case it got lost. And if you still don't
A fine harvest Are you drunk again, Antoine.
know him I'll tell you what tl1ey did to him and how he died, you
weren't there. First they sawed one leg off at the knee, then the rest. It ANTOINE
was the left one. Then - She can't stand it when I talk about my great era. The Gironade stood
trembling in front of me. Take a look at her, my France. Her breasts
ANTOINE
shrivelled. Between her thighs the desert. A dead ship on the cusp of a
I know of no mission. I don't assign missions, I am no general. I earn
new century. See her scoff. France needs a bloodbath, and that day
my money with private tuition. It isn't much. And I've seen enough
will come.
butchery. I know my way around the human anatomy. Galloudec.
ANTOINE pours red Tlrine (!VU Isis head.
WOMAN with wine and cheese.
SAILOR
WOMAN
I don't understand any of that. I am a sailor, I don't believe in politics.
You have a visitor. I sold a medal The one for the Vendee where you
The world is different everywhere you go. [Goe1.]
beat the farmers to death for the Republic.
ANTOINE
ANTOINE
[Shouts:] Be careful, sailor, when you leave my house. Our minister
Yes. Fouche's police won' t ask you whether you believe in politics.
SAILOR Galloudec, Saspor1as. Where is your leg, Galloudec. Why is your
As far as I can see you still have everything. As opposed to Galloudec tongue dangling from your mouth, Sasportas. What do you want from
who you don't know and who is dead as a stone. The other one is called me. Is your stump my fault. And your rope. Shall I cut off one of my
Sasportas. He was lynched in Port Royal, ifyou want to know, for the legs. Shall I hang myself next to you. Ask your emperor for your leg,
mission ofwhich you know nothing, on Jamaica. The gallows were built Galloudec. Stick your tongue out at your emperor, Sasportas. His
on the edge ofa cliff. When they're dead, they're cut down and then fall victory is in Russia. 1 can show you the way. What do you want from
into the ocean. The rest is shark's work. Thanks for the wine. me. Go. Go away. Get lost You tcJI them, woman. Tell them, they're
to go, I don't want to see them any more. Are you still there.
ANTOINE
Your letter has arrived, Galloudec. This is it. For you it's over. LONG
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LIVE THE REPUBLIC. [Laughs.) You think I'm doing all right, do SASPORTAS
you. Are you hungry. There. [He throws food on to the dead.) Till we've finished our work.
WOMAN GALLOUDEC
Corne to bed, Antoine. You can start straight away. Didn't you come here to free slaves. That
thing in the cage is a slave. Tomorrow he will be a dead slave, ifhe isn't
ANTOINE freed today.
SO THAT'S THEW AY TO HEAVEN ON THE CHEAP DEBUISSON
AS LONG AS THE WROUGHT IRON RIBCAGE WILL KEEP They are exhibited in cages, if they've tried to escape, or for other
THE HEART THE BAST ARD crimes, as a deterrent, till the sun has desiccated them. It was like that
During roitus theAngel ofDespair appears. when I left Jamaica ten years ago. Don't look, Sasportas, we can't help
an individual.
ANTOINE/VOICE
Who are you. GALLOUDEC
It's always just the one that dies. And then we count the dead.
WOMAN/VOICE
I am the Angel of Despair. With my hands I distribute intoxication, DEBUISSON
narcosis, amnesia, lust and agony of the body. My speech is silence, my Death is the mask of the revolution.
song the scream. Terror lives in the shadow of my wings. My SASPORTAS
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conviction is the last breath. My conviction is the first battle. I am the When I leave here, others will hang in those cages, with white skins, till
blade with which the dead pry open the coffin. I am who will be. My the sun scorches them black. Many will have been helped then.
flight is the uprising, my heaven tomorrow's abyss.
GALLOUDEC
We arrived on Jamaica, three emissaries of the French People's Perhaps we should put up a guillotine. It's much more hygienic. The
Convention, our names: Debuisson, Galloudec, Sasportas, our mis- red widow is the best scrubberwoman.
sion: a slave uprising against the sovereignty of the crown in the name DEBUISSON
of the French Republic. Motherland of the revolution, terror to the The mistress of the suburbs.
throne, hope of the poor. Where all are equal under the axe of justice.
That has no bread against the hunger in the suburbs, but enough SASPORTAS
hands to carry the torch of liberty equality brotherhood to all con- I'm sticking to the cage, it's a good method, as long as the sun rises
tinents. We stood in the square in the harbour. In the centre of the high enough, for a white skin.
square there was a cage. We heard the wind from the ocean, the hea\')' GALLOUDEC
rustling of the palm lea\>es, the brushing of the palm branches with We haven't come here to bicker at each other over the colour of our
which the Negro women swept the dirt from the square, the groaning skins, citizen Sasportas.
of the slave inside the cage, the waterfront. We saw the breasts of the
Negro women, the blood-ripped body of the slave inside the cage, the SASPORTAS
governor's palace. We said: This is Jamaica, disgrace of the Antilles, We are not equal until we have peeled each other's skin off.
slave ship on the Caribbean sea. DE BUISSON
That was a bad start. Let's hold our masks. I am the one I was:

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Debuisson, the son of slave-owners on Jamaica, heir to one GALLOUDEC


plantation, with 400 slaves. Returned home into the lap of the family Shouldn't be difficult for you to play the slave, Sasportas, in your black
to claim his inheritance, from the overcast skies of Europe, murky skin.
from the smoke of fires and the blood mist of new philosophies into
SASPORTAS
the clear Caribbean air, after the terrors of the revolution had opened
On the run from the victorious black revolution on Haiti I joined
his eyes to the eternal truth that all OLD is better than all NEW.
Apart from that I am a doctor, a servant to mankind who knows no rI master Debuisson, because God has created me for slavery. I am his
slave. Will that suffice.
discrimination, master or slave. I cure the one for the other so that
everything stays the way it is, as long as it lasts, my face the rosy- I GALLOUDEC applauds.
cheeked face of the slave-owner who, in this world, has nothing to
Next time I will answer you with my knife, citizen Galloudec.
fear but his own death.
GALLOUDEC
SASPORTAS
I know yours is the most difficult part. It has been written into your skin.
And his slaves.
SASPORTAS
DEBUISSON
Who are you Galloudec. f With the canes that will in our hands write a new alphabet on other
skins.
GALLOUDEC jl DEBUISSON
A farmer from Bretagne who learned to hate the revolution under the
Victorious revolution is not good. You don't say that in front of your
blood-showers of the guillotine, I wish the rain would have fallen more
plentifully and not only on France, faithful servant to his I masters. Black revolution is not good either. Blacks cause a riot at best,
not a revolution.
compassionate master, Debuisson, and believes in the divine rule of
the monarchy and the church. I hope I won't have to say that prayer too SASPORTAS
often. Was the revolution on Haiti not victorious. The black revolution.
DEBUISSON DEBUISSON
Twice you stepped out ofline, Galloudec. Who are you. It was the scum that was victorious. The scum rules on Haiti.
GALLOUDEC SASPORTAS spits.
A fanner from Bretagne who learned to hate the revolution under the
You spit in the wrong direction: I am your master. Now say it.
blood-showers of the guillotine. Faithful servant to the compassionate
master, Debuisson. I believe in the divine rule of the monarchy and the SASPORTAS
church. On the run from the scum th.at turned Haiti into a sewer.
SASPORTAS GALLOUDEC
[In parody] I believe in the divine rule of the monarchy and the church. Sewer is good. You're learning fast, Sasportas.
I believe in the divine rule of the monarchy and the church.
DEBUISSON
DE BUISSON Take the hands from your eyes and look at the flesh dying in the cage.
Sasportas. Your mask. You too, Galloudec. It is yours and yours and my flesh. His groaning is
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built. Learn the melody. We will be hearing it for a long time yet, FIRST LOVE
voluncarily or not, it is the melody of the revolution, our work. Many Little Victor's been playing revolution. Now he's come back into the
will die in this cage before our work is done. Many will die in this cage, family lap. Home to daddy and his worm-ridden brainbox. Home to
because we do our work. This is what we will be doing for others like mummy and the smeJl of rotting flowers. Have you hurt yourself, little
us with our work, and perhaps nothing else. Our place will be in that Victor. Come closer and show your wounds. Do you recognize me.
cage, if our mask is uncovered before it is time. The revolution is the Don't be afraid, little Victor. Not of me. Not of your first love. Whom
mask of death. Death is the mask of the revolution. you've been two-timing with the revolution, your blood-smeared
A huge negm enters. second. With whom you squirm around in the gutter in competition
with the lower classes. Or in the mortuary, the place where she counts
That is the oldest slave that belongs to our family. He's deaf and her spoils. I can smell her perfume made of cow dung. Tears, little
dumb, something in between man and dog. He will spit into the cage. Victor. Did you love her that much. Oh, Debuisson. I tell you, she's a
Perhaps you should do it too, so that you learn to hate your black skin whore. The snake with the blood-sucking vagina. Slavery is a law of
for as long as it is necessary. Then he'll kiss my shoes, he's licking his nature, as old as mankind itself. Why should the one end before the
lips already, can you see, and carry me on his back, his new and old other. Look at my slaves and yours, our property. They've been
master into the house of my fathers, grunting with pleasure. The animals all their lives. Why should they suddenly become human
family opens its lap, tomorrow our work begins. beings, just because there is a piece of paper in France that says so.
The huge NEGRO spits into the cage, looks at SASPORTAS, bows before Barely legible for all that blood, much more than ever flowed at the
GALLOUDEC, kisses DEBUISSON's shoes, carries him away on his back. hands of slavery here on beautiful Jamaica, yours and mine. I will tell
GALLOUDEC and SASPORTAS/of/ow him (in that order). you a story: on Barbados a plantation owner was beaten to death two
months after the abolition of slavery. They came to see him, his
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liberated ones. They walked on their knees like in church. And do you
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know what they wanted. Back into the sanctuary of slavery. That is
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man: his first home is his mother, a prison.
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THE REVOLUTION IS THE MASK OF DEATH SLAVES lift the MOTHER sskirts ooer her head in the 11Jardrobe.
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Here it unfolds, the gaping home, here it yawns, the womb of the
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famity. Say the word, ifyou want back in, and she'll stuff you inside,
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the idiot, the eternal mother. The poor man on Barbados didn't have it
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quite so good. They battered him to death with truncheons, his
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slaves-no-more, like a rabid dog, because he wouldn't take them back
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out of freedom's fresh spring with his beloved whip. Do you like the
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story, citizen Debuisson. Freedom lives on the back of slaves, equality
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under the axe. Do you want to be my slave, little Victor. Do you love
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me. Here are the lips that kissed you.
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Return efthe prodigal son. FATHER and MOTHER in an open wardrobe. On A FEMALE SLAVE pain/$ her a large mouth.

a throne FIRSTLOVE. DEBUISSON, GALLOUDEC and SASPORTAS are They remember, Victor Debuisson, your skin. Here are the breasts
undressed and put into costume by slaves: DEBUISSON as slave-owner, that warmed you.
GALLOUDEC as guard with whip, SASPORTAS (1J slave.

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A FEMALE SLAVE paintJ her nipples, etc. my son, as a gift. I give you both, black and white. MOTHER Take the
They have not forgotten your mouth or your hands. That's the skin that knife from my stomach, you coloured whores. FATHER On your
drank your sweat. That's the womb that received your spenn now knees, you miscreant, and ask your mother for her blessing. MOTHER
burning my heart. HIGH UP IN THE MOUNTAJN/THAT'S WHERE THE WIND
BLOWS WILD/THAT'S WHERE MARIA SLAUGHTERS/
A FEMALE SLAVE paints her a blue heart. THE HEAVENLY CHILD. Home to Greenland. Come my
Can you see the blue flame. Do you know how escaped runaway slaves children. Where the sun shines every day. FATHER Shut the idiot
arc caught on Cuba. They are hunted down with bloodhounds. And woman's hole.
that's how I want to take back, citizen Debuisson, what your whore, the SASPORTASROBESPIER.RE
revolution, stole from me, my property. Go take your place, Danton, in the treadmill of history. Look at the
SLAVES as dogs rucompanied by GALLOUDEC with whip, with 'fetch' calls scrounger stuffing himself with the bread meant for the starving. The
from the FATHERGHOST. debaucher who rapes the daughters of the people. The traitor who
turns his nose up at the smell of blood with which the revolution
With the teeth of my dogs I want to rip out from your flesh the imprint of washes dean the body of the new nation. Shall I tell you why you
my tears, my sweat, my screams oflust. With the blades from their claws cannot stand blood any more, Danton. Did you say revolution.
I want to tailor my wedding dress from your skin. Your breath that reeks Snatching at the meat dish was your revolution. The freebies in the
of kings' corpses I will transform into the language of pain as spoken by whorehouse. That's why you strutted about on the platform to the
slaves. I want to eat your sex and beget a tiger which will devour the era applause of the masses. The lion that licks the boots of the
that chimes through the clockworks of my empty heart where the aristocracy. Do you like the taste of Bourbon spit. Is it snug and cosy
tropical rainstorms beat down. up the monarchy's arse. Did you say courage. Go on shake your
A FEMALE SLAVEputs on a tiger mask. powdered mane. You won't be taunting anyone once your head has
slipped under the a~e of justice. You can't say I didn't warn you,
YESTERDAY I BEGAN/TO KILL YOU MY LOVED ONE/NOW Danton. Now your conversation partner will be the guillotine, that
I LOVE/YOUR CORPSE/WHEN I AM DEAD/MY DUST WILL scrupulous invention of the new epoch that will march over you like it
CALL OUT FOR YOU. I wantto give you this bitch as a gift, so you'll will over all traitors. You'll understand its language, you spoke it
fiU her with your sour semen. And first I'll have her flogged so that your fluendy in September.
bloods can mingle. Do you love me, Debuisson. A woman should not be
left alone. SLAVES.flick GALLOUDECDANTON's head down and throw it to each
other. GALLOUDECDANTON succeeds in catching it back. He traps it
s LA v ES take the whip from GALLO UDE c, close the wardrobe, take off under his arm.
Fl RSTLOVE '.s make-up, sit DEBUISSON on the throne, FIRSTLOVE as
footstool, dress GALLOUDEC, and SASPORTAS as Danton and Robespierre. Why don't you stick your head in between your legs, Danton, where
The theatre ofthe revolution is open. While the two performers and the audience you do all your thinking among the lice of your debaucheries and the
take their seats we hear the dialogue eftheparents from the wardrobe. sores of your vices.
SASPORTAS push<S the Dantonhea4.from under the arm ofGALLOUDEC.
FATHER GALLOUDEC crawls aftt:r and puts it on.
This is the resurrection of the flesh. It is the worm that gnaws for
ever and the fire will not go out. MOTHER. Is he whoring around GALLOUDECDANTON
again. Crack, now my heart is broken, see. FATHER I give her to you, Now it's my tum. Look at the ape with the shattered jawbone. The

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bloodaholic who can't hold his drooling. Did you bite off more than SASPORTASROBESPIERRE
you could chew. Mr Incorruptible with the virtue drum. That's the Parasite Syphilitic Royal slave.
gratitude of the fatherland: a gendarme's fist.
GALLOUDECDANTON
SLAVES rip SASPORTAS 's jaw bandage from his Robespierrehead; his jaw Sycophant Eunuch Wall Street footman.
falls down. SASPORTAS looks for the bandage and jaw.
5ASPO RTAS ROB ESP! ERRE
Has something faUen off you. Are you missing something. Property is Swine.
theft. Can you feel the wind at your neck. That's freedom.
GALLOUDECDANTON
SASPORTAS has found the jaw and bandage and restores the Hyena.
Robespierrehead.
They hit ea.ch other's heads offagain. DEBUISSO N applauds. SLAVES drag
Watch out that clever head of yours isn't taken off altogether, him from the throne and sit SASPORTAS ()11. it. GALLOUDEC his footstool.
Robespierre, by the love of your people. Did you say revolution. The Inauguration ofSASPORTAS.
axe of justice, wasn't it. The guillotine is not a bread factory. Thrift,
SASPORTAS
thrift Horatio.
The theatre of the white revolution is over. We condemn you to death,
SLAVES flick the Robespierrehead from SASPORTAS and use it as a Victor Debuisson. Because your skin is white. Because your thoughts
football are white under your white skin. Because your eyes have seen the
beauty of our sisters. Because your thoughts have eaten their breasts,
That is equality. LONG LIVE THE REPUBLIC. Didn't I tell you
their bodies, their sex. Because you are a landholder, a master. That's
that you'd be next in line.
why we condemn you to death, Victor Debuisson. Snakes will eat your
He gets invoroed in the football gam.e with. th.e SLAVES. shit, crocodiles your anus, piranhas your testicles.
That's brotherhood. DEBUISSON screams.

SASPORTASROBESPIERRE cries. Your trouble is, you can't die. That's why you kill everything around
you. For your dead social systems that surround you, that leave no
What's your problem with football. Emre '10us: shall I tell you why you
space for ecstasy. For your revolution without gender. Do you lave this
were so keen on my beautiful head. I'll bet, when you let your
w0Jru1n. We will take her so you will die quicker. Those who have
trousers down, they'll be cobwebs. Ladies and gentlemen, the theatre
nothing die easier. What else is yours. Tell quickly, time is our teacher,
of the revolution is opened. Attraction: the man without
it will not return, and not one breath for didactics; those who don't
undercarriage. Maximillian the Great. Max the Virtuous. The futon
learn also die. Your skin. Who did you peel it off. Your flesh our
farter. The wanker from Arras. The bloody Robespierre.
hunger. Your blood empties our veins. Your thoughts, hey. Who do
SASPO.RTASROBESPIERREp11ts his head b~k on. you think sweats for your philosophers. Even your urine and your
excrement are exploitation and slavery. Not to mention your sperm:
My name is engraved into the Pantheon of history.
the residue of corpses. Now there's nothing that belongs to you any
STANDING IN THE FOREST ALL ALONE more. Now you are nothing. Now you can die. Bury him.
IS THE LEPRECHAUN
HE'S GOT ALL STAINED IN PURPLE I am standing between men I don't know in an old lift with an iron grid
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worker on his bank holiday. I've even put a tie on, the collar rubs on my glance, has not yet reached the twelfth floor. The hour hand is on ten
neck, I am sweating. I have an appointment with the boss (whom I refer the minute hand on fifty, the second hand has long since ceased to b~
to in my mind as No. 1), his office is on the fourth floor, or was it the of interest. There seems to be something wrong with my watch, but it
twentieth: hardly have I given it some thought than I begin to doubt. The is even too late to compare watches: I am, without having noticed
news of my appointment with the boss (whom I refer to in my mind as where the other gentlemen got off, alone in the lift. In a panic that tears
No. 1) reached me in the basement, a protracted area with empty out my hair by the roots I see on my watch, from which I can no longer
concrete chambers and emergency procedure notices in case of bomb take my eyes, the hands circling at an ever-increasing speed, so that
alert. I presume, it is about a mission that I am to be assigned to. I make from one blinking to the n ext more and more hours go by. It is obvious
sure that my tie is tied properly and pull the knot tight. I would like a to me that something has been foul for some time: with my watch, with
mirror so I could inspect with my e.yes whether my tie is tied right. the lift, with time. I am caught up in wild speculations: gravity is
Impossible to ask a stranger whether your tie is tied properly. The ties of decreasing , a disturbance, a kind of stuttering in the earth's rotation,
the other men in the lift are tied impeccably. Some of them seem to be like a cramp in your leg at football. I regret that I have too little
acquainted. They speak quickly about something I don't understand. knowledge of physics to be able to dissolve into science the contradic-
Nevertheless, their conversation must have distracted me: at the next tion between the speed at which my lift is travelling upwards and the
stop the indicator above the door, to my horror, shows eight. I have gone speed at which time is travelling forward according to the hands of my
too far, or still have half my journey before me. The time factor is watch. Why did I not pay attention at school. Or read all the wrong
crucial. A GOOD FIVE MINUTES IN HAND/T HAT'S THE subjects: poetry instead of physics. The time is out of joint and
PUNCTUALITY I DEMAND. The last time I looked at my wrist somewhere on the twentieth or the fourth floor (the OR cuts like a
watch it was ten. I remember feeling relieved: fifteen minutes till my knife through my careless brain) in a room most likely fitted with a
appointment with the boss. At the next time check it was only five heavy carpet, behind a desk along the narrower back wall facing the
minutes later. Now, between the eighth and ninth floors, looking at my entrance, my boss (whom I refer to in my mind as No. 1) is waiting
watch again, it is exactly fourteen minutes and forty-five seconds after with a mission to assign to me, a failure. Perhaps the world is coming
the tenth hour: it's over with my ideal punctuality; time is not on my side apart at the seams and the mission, so important that the boss wanted
any more. Quickly I reassess my predicament. I could get off at the next to hand it to me in p erson, has already become insignificant as a result
possible stop and run down the stairway, three stairs at a time, to the of my carelessness. IMMATERIAL to use the language of
fourth floor. If it turns out to be the wrong floor this would of course bureaucracy which I learned so well (superfluous science). TO THE
mean an irrecoverable Joss of time. I could go up the twentieth floor and, ARCHIVES which no one will see any more, because it referred to
if the boss's office cannot be found there, down to the fourth, provided the last possible step to be taken against total annihilation, the begin-
the lift doesn't pack up, or down the stairways (three stairs at a time) ning of which I am n ow experiencing, trapped in this insane lift with
where I could break my legs, or my neck, only because I'm in a hurry. I my insane wrist watch. Desperate dream inside a dream: simply by
see myself laid out on a stretcher which is at my request wheeled into his rolling myself together, I am able to metamorphosize into a bullet,
office and put down in front of his desk, I'm still prepared for duty, but which, bursting through the ceiling of the lift, overtakes time. Cold
no longer fit for service. Meanwhile everything comes down to the awakening in the slow-travelling lift glancing at the speeding hands of
question unanswered at the outset, because of my negligence, on which my watch. I imagine No. 1 in despair. His suicide. His head, the
floor the boss (whom I refer to in my mind as No. 1) is waiting for me portrait of which decorates every office of the department, on the desk.
to assigu an important mission to me. (It has to be an important Blood from a black-ringed hole in the (most probably) right temple. I
mission, why else should he not have sent one of his staff to give it to me.) didn't hear a shot, but that doesn't prove anything, the walls of his
A quick glance at the watch informs me irrefutably that it is now too late office are of course soundproof; incidents were anticipated and what
even for common punctuality, although our lift, as I see at second happens in the boss's office is no concern of the people; power is

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solitary. I leave the lift at the next possible stop and stand without fingers of the right hand hanging heavy, it also seems to be made of
assignment, the now useless cravat still tied underneath my chin, on a silver, the blood tracks have a metallic shine to them. The silver one
village street in Peru. Dry mud with tyre tracks. On both sides of the walks on behind me following the black one. My fear dissipates and
street barren grassland with rare scars of grass and blotches of grey makes way for disappointment: am I not even worth stabbing, or to be
bush snatching at a murky horizon, above this a mountain range that strangled by a hand made of metal. Was there not in that gaze directed
swims in fog. To the left of the road a group of barracks, they look at me five paces long something like contempt. What it is that con-
abandoned, the windows black holes with shards of glass. In front of a stitutes my crime. The world did not go under, provided this isn't
billboard advertising products from a foreign civilization two enonnous another. How do you accomplish an unknown mission. What can my
natives. From behind they exude threat. I consider turning back, as I mission be in this wasted landscape beyond civilization. How is the
have as yet not been noticed. I'd never have thought during my employee to know what goes on inside the boss's head. No science on
desperate ascent to the boss that I might feel homesick for the lift that earth will tear the lost mission from the brain tissues of the already
was my prison. How should I e:Jt..Plain my presence in this no-man's eternalized boss. It'll be buried with the remains, the state funeral,
land. I have no parachute to show for it, no plane, no car wreck. Who which is probably already in progress, does not guarantee resurrection.
can believe that I travelled to Peru in a lift, in front of me and behind Something joy-like spreads around inside me, I lay my jacket over my
me the road flanked by the grassland that snatches at the horizon. How arm and begin to unbutton my shirt: my walk is a stroll. In front of me
will any kind of communication be possible; I don't know the language the dog runs across the road, a hand lodged sideways in its muzzle, the
of this country, I might as well be deaf and dumb: perhaps there is pity fingers turned to me. Exuding a threat that is not meant for me, young
in Peru. All that remains for me is to escape to the place hopefully void men cross my path. Where the road becomes one with the plain stands
of humans, perhaps from one death to another, but I prefer starvation a woman, as if she has been waiting for me. My arms reach out for her,
to the murderer's knife. I am without means of buying my way to how long have we not touched a woman, and hear a man's voice say
freedom in this case, considering my non-existent cash-flow in the THIS WOMAN IS THE WOMAN OF A MAN. The tone is final
foreign currency, fate doesn't even allow me to die in the line of duty, and I move on. As I look back the woman's arms reach out at me and
my cause is a lost cause, employee of a dead boss, my mission conjured she bares her breasts. On an embankment overgrown with grass two
up in his head that won't hand anything over any more until the vaults boys are piecing together something between steam engine and loco-
of eternity are opened, and it is for the combinations that open their motive that is resting on a disused piece of railway track. I, the
locks that wise men slave on this side of death. Let's hope it isn't European, see at first sight that their effort is in vain: this vehicle will
too late for me to loosen the knot of my tie - its correct fit cost me so not move, but I don't tell the children, work is hope, and walk on into
much sweat on my way up to see the boss - and let the loud piece of the landscape that has no other work than to wait for the disappearance
clothing disappear in my jacket. I almost threw it away, a due. Turning of mankind. Now I know my vocation. I throw off my clothes, the
round I see for the first time the village, thatch and clay, through an exterior is of no issue here anymore. One day THE OTHER will walk
open door a hammock. Cold sweat at the idea, I could have been towards me, the antipode, the doppelganger with my face of snow. One
watched from there, but I cannot make out anything alive, the only ofus will survive.
movement a dog burrowing through a smoky rubbish dump. I hesi-
tated too long; the men withdraw from the billboard and approach DEBUISSON. GALLOUDEC. SASPORTAS.
from across the road, at first without loo.king at me. I see their faces
DEBUISSON gives GALLOUDEC a paper. GALLOUDEC and SASPORTAS
above me, vaguely black the one, his eyes white, their look indis- read.
tinguishable; the eyes are without pupils. The head of the other is
made of silver. A long calm gaze out of eyes the colour of which I DEBUISSON
cannot determine, inside them a red glow. A shudder runs through the The government that commissioned us to organize the slave uprising

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here onjamaica is no longer in office. General Bonaparte has DEBUISSON


dissolved the directorate with the bayonets of his grenadiers. For Perhaps I really have been waiting for this General Boneparte. Just as
France write Napoleon. The world will be what it was, home of half of France has been waiting for him. Revolution tires you out,
masters and slaves. Galloudec. When the people sleep the General rises up and shatters
the burden of freedom which is too heavy for them to carry. Can you
GALLOUDEC &rumples up the paper.
feel your shoulders buckling under its weight, Galloudcc.
What are you gawping at. Our company is no longer on the Register of
SASPORTAS
Commerce. It is bankrupt. The goods for sale, to be paid in the native
currency, blood sweat and tears, are not being traded any more in this I don't think I understand you either, Dcbuisson. Not any more. The
world home for masters and slaves. Slaves have no home, citizen
world.
Debuisson. And as long as there are masters and slaves, we cannot be
He rips the paper to shreds. discharged from our mission. What's a military coup in France got to
I release you from your mission. You, GaJloudec the farmer from do with the abolition of slavery in Jamaica which is our mission. Ten
Bretagnc. You, Sasportas the son of slavery. Me, Debuisson. thousand men await our command, yours, if you so wish. But it need
not be your voice that gives the command. They are not asleep, they
SASPORTAS are waiting for a general. They are prepared to kill and to die for your
[Quiet(y) The son of slavery. BURD EN OF FREEDOM of which they have been dreaming all
their life, like of an unknown lover, a life of dying daily. They do not
DEBUISSON
Everyone to his own freedom or slavery. Our performance is over, ask about the shape of her breasts, or the chastity of her womb. What
Sasportas. Watch out when you take off your make-up, Galloudec. do these men have to do with Paris, a distant rock formation that for a
Your skin could come off with it. Your mask, Sasportas, is your face. while was the metropolis of their hopes, with France, a country where
My face is my mask. the sun cannot kill, where for a short while blood was the colour of the
dawn on a pale continent behind the tomb of Atlantis. There'll be no
He t:OVers his ftue with his hands. mention of your general, I've already forgotten his second name, when
Haiti's liberator has a place in every school book.
GALLOUDEC
This is too fast for me, Debuisson. I am a farmer, I can't think that fast. DEBUISSON laughs.
For over a year I've risked my neck, preached my gob to smithereens at
secret gatherings, smuggled weapons past cordons ofbloodhounds, You're laughing.
sharks and informers, played the idiot at soirees given by English DEBUISSON
cut-throats- as your dog, have been scorched by sun and shaken I am laughing, Sasportas. Ask me why.
delirious by fever on this godforsaken piece ofearth without snow, all
SASPORTAS
this for a lethargic mass of black flesh that doesn't want to move unless
it's under your boot. And what have I got to do with slavery on Jamaica. Could be I've failed to understand you again. I don't know, I am
Seen in the light, I'm a Frenchman, wait, Sasportas, but I wished I'd supposed to kill you now, or apologize to you.
tum black on the spot, ifI could get it into my skull why all this isn't true DEBUISSON
any more and deleted and for nothing, no mission any more, because in Do what you want, Sasportas.
Paris some general is feeling his oats. He isn't even a Frenchman. But
SASPORTAS laughs.
hearing you talk, Debui.sson, I'd be inclined to believe chat you've been
waiting for this General Boneparte. Oh, Debuisson. For a moment I believed what you had said was

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actually your opinion. l shoul<J have known, I should have known, it another aggregate of chemistry; until the desert has its victory, every
was a test. I didil't pass the test, am 1 right. Everyone of us has to be ruin is just another reason to rebuild against the razor teetli of time.
as cold as a knife, when they give the signal and rhe battle begins. Jt Perhaps l was only washing my hands when I bathed them in blood for
is not fear tbat has me tremble, but the joy in anticipation of the our cause, poetry has always been the language of the impotent,
dance. I hear the dnuns before they sound. I hear with my pores, m.y Sasportas, my black friend. We now have other corpses on our
skin is black. But I doubted you and that i.c; not good. Forgive me, shoulders and they will be the death of us, if we do not discard them
Debuisson. You bathed your hands in blood for our cause. I saw that before we get to the trench. Your death is called liberty, Sasportas,
it was difficult for you. I love you for both, Debuisson, for the one your death brotherhood, Galloudec, my death equality. It was good
who had to be killed so that he wouldn't betray our cause was one riding them when they were still our stallions, tomorrow's wind around
like me, and he needed his death before his next torture for which our temples. Now the wind blows from yesterday. We are the stllllions.
you were to heal his wounds, the consequences of the first, as healer Can you feel the spurs digging into your flesh. Our riders have
and helper of humanity, but he said: kill me, so I cannot betray; and baggage, the victims of terror, pyramids of death. Can you feel the
you killed him for our cause as physician and revolutionary. weight. With every doubt that walks the corridors of our brains they
SASPORTAS embraces DEB UISSON.
weigh more. A revolution has no time to count its dead. And we need
our time to abandon the black revolution we had prepared so
DEBUISSON thoroughly in the service of a future that has turned into the past
You needn't apologize, Sasportas, it wasn't a test. We will have no already, just like the others before it. Why, Galloudec, does our
place in the school history books, and the liberator in Haiti, where language only allow us to talk of the future in the singular. Perhaps it's
now rhe liberated Negroes are beating to pulp the Mulattos, or vice different for the dead, ifdust can talk. Think about this, Sasportas,
versa, will have to wait a long time for his name to be entered. before you risk your neck liberating slaves into an abyss that has
Meanwhile Napoleon will have turned France into barracks and become bottomless with this news, which I shaU now devour so that
Europe perhaps into a battlefield, trade will bloom whatever happens there will remain no trace of our work. Do you want a shred. 'fhllt was
and peace with England will be a certainty; what unites mankind is our mission, it tastes of nothing but paper now. Tomorrow it will have
business. The revolution has no home any more, that's nothing new gone the way of all flesh, every ascension has its direction, and perhaps
under this sun thatwill perhaps never shine on a new world; slavery this st.ar is already on its way out of the cold depths of the universe, a
has many faces the last of whic.h we have not yet seen; you haven\ lump ofice or metal that will blow the final void into the firm ground of
Sa5portas, and neither have we, GaJloudec, and perhaps what we our reality into which we plant our brittle hopes. Or the cold itself that
believed to be the red dawn of freedom was only the mask of a new, freezes our yesterdays and tomorrows to an eternal today. Why were
more terrifying slavery compared with which the reign of the whip in we not born as trees to whom all this is of no concern. Or would you
the Caribbean or elsewhere was a friendly appetizer for the bliss of rather be a mountllin. Or a desert. What do you say, Galloudec. Why
paradise, and your secret lover, freedom, perhaps when her masks are you two staring at me like stones. Why are we not just simply here
are all used up, she'll have no face left, but that of treachery: what to watch over the war of the landscapes. What do you want from me.
you don't betray today, you'll kill tomorrow. From the point of view Die your own death, if you don't like the taste oflife any more. I'm not
of biological science the revolution is a stillbirth, Sasportas: out of the going to help you climb into your graves, I don't like the taste of it
Bastille and into the Concierge the liberator turns prison governor. either. Yesterday I dreamed that I was walking through New York. It
DEATH TO THE LIBERATORS reads the last truth of the was a dilapidated area, uninhabited by whites. In front of me on the
revolution. And as far as my killing in the line of duty of our cause is pavement a golden snake rose up, and as I crossed the road, or the
concerned: the healer as murderer is not a new role in the theatre of jungle of scorching met.al that was the road, on the opposite pavement
society; death does not mean that much to the helpers of humanity, another snake. It was a luminous blue. l knew in my dream: the golden

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snake is Asia, and the blue snake, that is Africa. When I woke up, I'd you, instead of killing you, you whom I owe nothing but my blade. But
forgotten it again. We are three worlds. Why do I know it again now. death is meaningless and on the gallows l will know that my
And I heard a voice say: AND THERE BEHOI .D AN conspirators are the Negroes ofall races, their number increasing with
ENORMOUS EARTHQUAKE FOR THE ANGEL OF THE every minute that you spend at your slave trough, or in between the
LORD D ESCENDED AND CAME AND ROLLED BACK THE thighs of your white whore. When the Jiving cannot fight any more, the
STONE FROM THE DOOR AND SAT U PON IT. HIS dead will fight on. With every heartbeat of the revolution flesh grows
COUNTENANCE WAS LIKF. LIGHTNING AND HIS hack on to their bones, blood flows back into their veins, life into their
GARMENTS WHITE AS SNOW. All that I don't want to know any death. The uprising of the dead will be the war of the landscapes, our
more. For thousands of years our three loved ones have been laughed at. weapons the forests, the mountains, the oceans, the deserts of the
In every sewer they've squirmed, they've swum down every gutter of the world. I will he forest, mountain, ocean, desert. I, that is Africa. I, that
world, been dragged through every brothel our whore freedom, our is Asia. Both Americas am I.
whore equality, our whore brotherhood. Now l wnnt to sit where they're GJ\.LLOUDEC
laughing, free to have whatever takes my fancy, equal unto myself, mine I'll go with you, Sasportas. We all have to die. And that is all we have in
own and no one else's brother. Your hide, Sasportas, will always be common any more. After the massacre in Guadeloupe they found in
black. You, Galloudec, will always be a farmer. They laugh at you. My the middle of a pile of corpses, all black, one white one that was every
place is there from where they're laughing at you. I laugh at you. I laugh bit as dead. That won't be happening to you any more, Debuisson.
at the Negro who wants to wash himselfwhite with his freedom. I laugh You're out of it.
atthe farmer who hides his face behind the mask of equality. I laugh at
the mundane brotherhood that made me, Debuisson, master offour DE BUISS ON
hundred slaves. Yes is all I have to say, Yes and Yes to the holy order of I'm afraid, Galloudec, of the beauty of the world. I know well it is the
slavery, blind to your filthy hide ofa slave, Sasportas, to your four- mask of treachery. Don't leave me alone with my mask, which is
legged farmer's trot, Galloudec, the yoke around your neck under which growing into my skin, already and it doesn't hurt any more. Kill me
the oxen tread the furrow in your field that doesn't belong to you. I want before I betray you. I'm afraid, Sasportas, of the humiliation of bliss in
my slice of the world's cake. I will cut off a piece for myself from the this world.
world's starvation. You, you have no knife.
Said whispered shouted Debuisson. But Galloudec and Sasportas
SASPORTAS walked away together, left him alone with his treachery that had come
You have tom my flag to shreds. I will cut myself a new one from out of upon him like the snake from out of the stone. Debuisson closed his
my black hide. eyes against the temptation to look irito his first love's eyes, his first
He ca.roes a CToss into thepoJm ofhis hand. love, which was treachery. Treachery danced. Debuisson pressed his
hands over his eyes. He heard his heart beating out the rhythms of the
That is goodbye, citizen Debuisson. dance steps. With his heartbeat they accelerated. D ebuisson felt his
Heprnses his bleeding hand on DEBUISSON'sforehead. eyelids quivering against the palms of his hands. Perhaps the dance
had already stopped and it was only his heart that continued to drone
Do you like the taste of my blood. I said that slaves have no home. on while treachery, her anns folded over her breasts, or her hands on
That's not true. The home of slaves is the uprising. I go into battle her hips, or already clawed into her crotch, her sex perhaps trembling
armed with the humiJiacion oflife. You have laid a new weapon into my with lust, looked out of watery eyes at him, Debuisson, who was now
hand, for this I thank you. Could be my place is on the gallows and the forcing his eyes down their sockets with his fists, for fear of his hunger
rope might already be growing around my neck while I am talking to for the humiliation of bliss. Perhaps treachery had already left him. His

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own greedy hands refused Debuisson their service. He opened his


eyes. With a smile on her face, treachery showed her breasts, spread The Hamletmachine
silently her thighs, her beauty hit Debuisson like an axe. Ht' forgot the
stonning of the Bastille, the hunger march of the eighty thousand, the
end of the Gironade, their last supper, a dead man at the table,
Saint-Just, the black angel, Danton, the voice of the revolution, Marat
bent over the dagger, Robespierre's broken jaw, his scream as the
henchman ripped off the blindfold, his pitiful glance at the cheering
crowd. Debuisson grabbed at the last memory that had not yet left him:
a sandstorm before Las Palmas; crickets were swept onto the ship with
the sand and accompanied the voyage across the Atlantic. Debuisson
ducked down to avoid the sandstorm, rubbed the sand out of his eyes,
kept his ears closed against the song of the crickets. Then treachery
threw herself on top of him, the bliss ofher vagina lips a red dawn.

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