Mind - Heart Games

Your absence gnaws at my heart Tearing me apart! Are you here? Or have you gone? Leaving me forlorn! These endless dreams These wanton thoughts Bouts of depression Series of regression! Then suddenly without the moon Rising tides of pent up passion! A roller coaster ride, A free fall, a dizzy ascent No fear, no despair. When you reappear! Bewitched by your smile I nestle and seek Shelter in your arms I shed my macho cloak And become a child! Intoxicated, mesmerized I am dizzy! Am tired! Hold me in your arms lest I fall! It is not easy to endure My make beliefs, my lies! It is not easy to restrain The ceaseless yearning To hold you close To feel your warmth! The painful longing To feel the texture of your hair To caress your angelic face To embrace you With no space between us! The overwhelming desire That you would look me in the eyes When we kiss!

Hmm, my mind plays games with my heart! It tells me you are gone But I continue to feel your breath Long after you are gone Or are you here? I do feel your presence I do feel your warmth Embrace me then darling! And never let go I do not wish To be lost again! Shyam