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Grateful
Rhyme
by Daniel Whyte III
with Daniel Whyte IV
and Danyel Ezekiel Whyte
Copyright 2016. Torch Legacy Publications. All rights reserved.
Kevon went down to the police station to sign and put his
thumbprint on the paperwork for the stolen cash. Once the
police gave him the money, they asked if he wanted to press
charges.
I take it you two work together, the officer said.
I dont know. Id like to talk to him first, Kevon said.
The police officer went to the holding cell, but came back a
few moments later. He says he doesnt want to talk. He
wants to wait for a lawyer.
Okay, Kevon said. He had a lot to think about on the drive
home.
When he pulled up at his mansion, there were two cars out
front. He only recognized the one parked in the driveway.
Maybe the one parked on the street belonged to the
neighbors, but it was parked too close for comfort. He sighed
as the garage door rolled up and he parked his car alongside
the motorcycle. He had bought the motorcycle for fun, but
hadnt had time recently to drive it.
He locked the garage door behind him and walked down the
narrow hall to the living room. Myrian was sitting on the
couch in the darkened living room. She was holding a
cocktail glass, and an open Sprite can sat on the side table.
She didnt look up when Kevon came in.
You did it again, she said shaking her head, setting the
curls in her black hair bouncing against her face.
Come on, dont be like that, Kevon said. You know how it
is. Sometimes when I get to writing. I cant
You were writing in the garage? Myrian said, raising an
eyebrow at her glass.
No, um, something happened at the studio. There was a
break-in. I had to go check it out. How long have you been
here?
So, you drive all the way to the city at the drop of a hat, but
you cant remember that we had plans for tonight? You see
why I worry about us?
Look, theres nothing to worry about. Kevon walked over
and knelt down by the couch. He put his hands on Myrians
knees and looked up into her hazel eyes. Im trying to make
things better for the future for both of us. Thats what Im
trying to do. You gotta be patient. I gotta be patient. Once
this next album is done, Ill be able to spend all the time in
the world with you.
You sure you want to spend it with me?
What? Of course, baby?
Myrian picked up a small black box from between the
cushions on the couch. Then what is this?
Where did you get that? Kevon reached for the box, but she
kept it out of his reach.
I found it in the wine cabinet when I was getting this glass.
You werent supposed to find it, Kevon sighed.
Oh, I wasnt? Who were you going to give it to?
Its for you, baby, Kevon said.
You dont buy a ring for a girl without giving it to her,
Myrian said.
I was going to give it to you, but not yet. I told you, Im
planning for the future.
Myrian handed him the black box. Thats your problem.
Youre always thinking about the future. You dont know how
to live in the present, how to be grateful for today. She
spread out her hands. Right now is all we have. She got up
and headed for the front door.
Wait, where are you going? We can go out tomorrow. Ill set
aside my writing, Ill "
No, tomorrows Thanksgiving. You probably forgot that date
too. I have to be with my family.
Okay, well. After that, then.
Myrian opened the front door. And another thing. While
youre planning for the future, you might want to consider
the possibility of one without me.
Chapter 4
I sat on the couch and held the ring after Myrian left. I had
gotten it from Goldsmiths in London when we were on tour
in January. I was high then, way up on cloud ninety-nine.
The four-month long tour had been a huge success much
greater than I had anticipated. I had no idea there were
people who listened to our music in England, but our tour
manager insisted that we add the date to our schedule. It was
the last event of the tour. We had a sold-out crowd.
I was excited about coming home and asking Myrian to
marry me. But as I got off the plane in Los Angeles and
searched for my McLaren P1 in the parking lot, I came down
to earth a little bit.
Someone had broken into my car. (I know, the tour manager
had offered to drive me and Marco to the airport. But I loved
my car; I went everywhere in my car. If anybody was going to
be giving rides it was me. Not that I liked to show off or
anything.)
The drivers side window was smashed open. Someone had
clearly rifled through the vehicle, probably thinking there
might be cash or valuables in it since it was such an
expensive car, but I wasnt stupid enough to leave stuff like
that lying around. My insurance papers, registration, and
title information were strewn on the passenger's seat.
I swept the glass out of the front seat and started putting the
papers back into the glove box. As I refolded each of the
papers, I kept feeling like something was missing. I scratched
my head and tried to think of what else I kept in the glove
box, but I came up empty. I piled my luggage in the trunk
and carefully put the ring for Myrian in a zippered pocket on
my jacket.
On the drive home, I passed by my old neighborhood. I liked
to do that every now and then to remind myself of how far I
had gotten away from the way things used to be for me. And
to remind myself of what I was never going back to.
As I passed my old house, I started to think about my
mother. (She didnt live there anymore; she had saved up
enough money to move to a better neighborhood when I was
in college.) Mostly, I was thinking about the fact that she had
never married and had raised me and my siblings by herself.
The only marriages I knew about were the ones I had seen on
TV, and I was pretty sure none of them were the real thing.
When I did get up the nerve to ask my mother about my
father (or our fathers I dont know if I shared the same
father with any of my siblings), my mother would just say,
He left us in the past and we left him in the past. Aint no
use going back there.
I didnt see how I could leave something I never had. I
remembered that as I was driving home.
What kind of man was my father? Why did he leave my
mother, his children? How does who he is (or was) affect
me? Am I the kind of person who would leave his wife, the
mother of his children?
Those kinds of thoughts shook me up as I drove home. Right
when I was starting to feel like I was getting a handle on life
on being independent, on being successful, on establishing
a better future for myself all these doubts came rushing in.
Thats why I put the ring in the wine cellar.
Thats why I didnt give it to Myrian.
Chapter 5
I had a lot to think about, though. Like what Rev. Caldwell had
said to me.
I know a lot of people think drug dealers are the worst kind of
people, but I don't judge nobody's hustle. When you grow up like
the kids do where I'm from, you learn to look for money and
respect wherever you can.
Deejaying was fun, and if you were really good at it, you got
invited to all the best parties and girls paid attention to you. But, in
high school, you didn't get paid for deejaying -- not unless you got
permanently hired by a club (which was technically illegal) or
started getting gigs at fancy galas. It was primarily a way to boost
your social status.
Seeing the power music had over people awakened my own desire
to write songs. I say awakened because I don't think songwriting
can be learned. Either you can do it or you can't. I would have been
a songwriter no matter what else I did in life.
I was fine with doing it for the Lord as long as the Lord would pay
me for it. I knew Rev. Caldwell's music director drove a beat-up
Volvo and lived down the street from us. His house was nothing
special either. He was a good man, but if that was how the Lord
paid him, I wanted no parts of it.
Rev. Caldwell was a different matter. Although I had seen him all
throughout my young life, he never seemed to age. When he
showed up at my front door on Thanksgiving morning, he looked
just the same as he did when I had last seen him about eight years
prior before I went off to college. From the way he dressed and the
car he drove, it seemed like he didn't want for anything either. I
had never seen his house, but I was sure it wasn't anywhere near
the neighborhood I grew up in.
The room was dark and he let the door close softly behind
him. He could hear beeping from behind a thin curtain, and
the shadows indicated a bed. He pulled the curtain aside and
saw his mother laying with her eyes closed. There was an IV
bag hooked up to her arm, dripping clear liquid into her
body. A black monitor by the window had green and white
lines tracking across it, monitoring her vital signs. The
monitor looked normal, but judging by his mothers face, it
was easy to see why Rev. Caldwell had felt the urge to come
and get him. Her cheeks were shallow, her eyes sunken in.
There was more gray in her hair than when he had last seen
her the week before he had went on tour. Even though she
was in a hospital gown, she still wore the silver cross around
her neck that she had worn for as long as Kevon could
remember. Her hands resting on the blanket were frail, the
bones showing through her skin.
What are you doing telling people not to let me know youre
in the hospital?
I aint sick. Its just the flu. Thats what the doctors say.
Theyre trying to figure out why it wont go away, Keriah
said.
Mama, people your age can die from simple things like the
flu.
If its the Lords time for me to go, Hell take me. He aint
got to use the flu to do it.
Which one of the kids told you I was here? Was it Shanice?
Keriah pointed with her finger. Shanice!
Kevon looked to where his mother had pointed and noticed
his sixteen-year-old sister curled under a blanket in a chair
by the window.
Well, now that youre here, we might as well make the most
of it. Girl, go on home and get Charlix and Rockaway. Tell
Rockaway to bring some of the turkey hes cooking. I gotta
make sure he does it right.
The funeral was held the next Saturday. Clouds rolled in over
Oakland, piled up on each other over the church building as
though jostling for the best seats in a football stadium. The
auditorium was packed with people, many of whom I
recognized as long-standing residents of the community I
had grown up in.
As stragglers filed in before the service began, I noticed the
absence of the chatter that I remembered from church
services as a child. Maybe theres something about death that
quiets people, calms them somehow, makes them consider
their own mortality.
I sat in the second row with my siblings, one arm around
Shaunice. Being the youngest, she had been taking Mamas
death really hard. She had cried every night since the coroner
removed Mamas body from the hospital and took it to the
funeral home.
If this is something to be thankful for, I dont know, but no
one close to me has ever died. We heard about kids who were
involved in gangs sometimes getting killed, but no outright
deaths. Its easier to take when you have someone to blame.
People talk about someone dying in their sleep as if its a
good thing, but that is more unnatural than anything.
By the time Rev. Caldwell takes to the podium, the choir has
sung three very upbeat but rather long songs. Its hard to tell
if were at a funeral or a rock concert.
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, Rev. Caldwell soothes the
crowd. Praise the Lord. We are gathered here today, not to
mourn, but to celebrate the life of Sister Belinda May
Johnson. A teacher, a pillar of our community, a faithful
member of this church. And, most importantly, she leaves
behind four wonderful young people whom she raised by
herself and who are well on their way to success.
_______
Getting out of the church after the service was a chore due to
the number of people who want to shake hands and wish me
well. I tried to be pleasant and warm with everyone, but I got
tired of people telling me how sorry they were. When I
looked back over my shoulder, I saw that my siblings were
strung out amidst the crush of other people slowly making
their way out of the sanctuary.
I was glad when I got outside. The sun was shining.
The car that would take us to the cemetery pulled up in front
of the church. I walked down the steps to wait for my
siblings.
As I stood by the open door, someone yelled my name. I
turned and saw a group of teenagers split off from the stream
of people leaving the church and head towards me. See, I
told you it was him, one of the boys bragged to his friends.
Show some respect, an elderly lady says as she crosses his
path.
Yo, man, sorry about your mom, the boy said as he came
up to me, holding out a copy of my album. But could I get
your autograph?
I wasnt sure about the appropriateness of granting his
request at a funeral, but I opened the inside of the album
cover as the boys friends gathered around him excitedly. A
girl raised her phone to take a picture.
My pen was bleeding black ink on the glossy album cover
paper when a crack ripped through the air, followed by
another and then another. Simultaneously, a warm, red
liquid splashed over my hand, the one that was holding the
album. My hand shook and the jewel case fell to the ground,
shattering into a dozen blood-slicked shards.
Chapter 11: Why This?
Kevon spun around to face the direction from which the
gunfire had come. Around him, funeral-goers dropped to the
ground behind cars, covering their heads. A few dared to
peer over hoods to try to see what was happening. Those still
on the church steps hurried back inside, dragging children
with them.
Something warm and slick dripped from Kevons hand. He
looked down as a red drop splashed on his black shoes. For
the first time, he registered that it was blood. But it wasn't
his own, and he didn't feel any pain. He looked around, back
to the cluster of teenagers. The boy who had asked for his
autograph was clutching his right shoulder, blood seeping
out beneath his fingers, his face twisted into a grimace. The
girl beside him had dropped her phone and had her arms
around the boy, trying to keep him from falling down.
"Get inside," Kevon said. He glanced around, looking for his
siblings. He didn't see them outside. The church's front
doors were shut, and he assumed, gratefully, that meant they
were safe.
Kevon put one arm around the wounded boy. "Hey, man,
don't worry. You're going to be all right. Come on, let's get
you inside." He waved the boy's friends toward the church
doors.
Another crack of gunfire split the air.
Around them, the people who remained outside ducked and
scrambled for cover again. Kevon dragged the boy the rest of
the way up the front steps and thrust him beyond the safety
of the church doors. He stopped and looked for the source of
the gunfire.
On the side of the road in front of the church, he spotted a
man dressed in blacknot dress black like the funeral
attendees, but a loose black leather jacket, a black t-shirt
stretched taut across bulging muscles, and black jeans. The
mans eyes were hidden behind sunglasses. He had a huge,
linebacker-sized frame. He stood calmly by a black SUV with
heavily-tinted windows, apparently unconcerned that his life
might be in danger.
Kevon watched the man. Something about his posture made
Kevon think he had seen him before, but he couldnt recall a
name to match the person. As parishioners around them
cautiously rose from their sheltering positions, the man
slowly removed his sunglasses. Kevon couldnt stop himself
from thinking that the man was looking directly at him.
To be continued...