Being A

Psychic Vampire
Kate Gallwey

Copyright 2015 Kate Gallwey All Rights Reserved

To all those that stood by me when I fell.

Contents

Page 1

Chapter One

Kid Gloves

Page 2

Chapter Two

Awakening

Page 6

Chapter Three

Sexual Energy

Page 9

Chapter Four

Life Force

Page 13

Chapter Five

Astral Adventures

Page 16

Chapter Six

Elemental Feeding

Page 18

Chapter Seven

Vampire Community

Page 22

Chapter Eight

Media Vampires

Page 28

Chapter Nine

Dragons of Power

Page 33

Chapter Ten

Otherness & Ethics

Page 37

Chapter Eleven

Parenting & Faith

Page 43

Chapter Twelve

Swans

Page 46

Chapter Thirteen

Survey Results

Page 50

Chapter Fourteen

Conclusion

Page 63

Chapter Fifteen

Quick Feeding Tips

Page 66

Chapter Sixteen

Links & Sources

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Chapter One
Kid Gloves
Have you ever had a friend that is like a terrier with a bone and will not let go of something when
she gets her teeth into it? She will fight to the death and keep interrogating you until you have to
very gently remind her that you are not the enemy. I do not have all the information needed to make
my point and though her questions were great at first, getting me looking further and deeper into the
subject being discussed, it is now tearing apart my argument to where I am left with nothing but
shreds of what I was passionately arguing about in the first place.
I do not mind being wrong but I think her passion in being right is greater than mine and when my
gut feeling is still just sitting there and telling me I am right.
I have been watching, reading, debating and arguing on the social media groups for years now and
have come to my own opinions and this is what this book is all about; my own opinion. When I feel
strongly that I am feeling correctly, I go around and pick up some facts that match my feelings. This
has been really hard with this subject because it is so subjective. I have spent months over this and
have come up with many ideas on how to display this information. What you are reading here is the
best I come up with. I hope I can develop a thick skin to take all the criticism that follows when
someone goes out on a limb like this?
I am a psychic vampire. There are a few out there, not as many as you may think, but every one of
us is an energy leach sometime in their life.
Now according to traditional books on these subjects, I have to define to you what I mean by the
term 'psychic', 'vampire' and 'energy leach', which is boring. But if I must, I suppose I shall.
All living creatures emit energy. A human emits a very complex range of energies. A psychic uses
energy of the mind, body and emotion to 'read' people and situations. A psychic vampire feeds off
this energy, so does an energy leech. But the latter is a temporary situation, the other is born with
the need for energy, or they get sick.
Simple enough? Probably too simple. I am going to complicate things a little now.
People's minds fascinate me. They glow, ideas spill from them like gold nuggets of tasty
yumminess. Ideas and passions. Let's talk about sex, politics and religion; all the hot topics and get
everyone all wound up. When I was young I loved the debating teams. I learned I could argue both
sides quite easily and would rewrite my answers long into the early hours of the next morning,
because it made me feel warm and full. I could bait people and program in a heated response and
step back and watch the fireworks. Yes, I was a nightmare to teach in class but never got caught; by
college I had things down to a fine art. The dating game was too simple, guys were way too easy. I
enjoyed sharp focused minds that could fence back without insult. There are not many around at
17/18 years of age.
I feed off the many levels of energy around me, but then, to a greater or lesser degree, so do you.
The vampire side is a personal thing. I have taken the word from its undead monster origins and
made it into my own version or the Online Vampire Community's version....yeah I get that this
annoys academic people, get over it.
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I actually really don't like most vampire movies and the book Dracula was really boring. So have no
interest in vampirology whatsoever!
The Psychic Vampire from Dion Fortune's description of a spirit that drains people while sleeping is
a very accurate description of where I am coming from when I call myself vampire....yes, I have a
body as well as a spirit that when hungry will do this. I can feed off all drama and Facebook is a
constant source of junk food for me...I watch most vampire groups and so enjoy the repetitive fights
over spelling and turning etc. I do not have to start fights to feed off them.
But there is the next level to an evolving vampire... I can feed off pain. Emotional, mental pain,
physical and spiritual pain but the latter usually requires close contact.
With the former I offer much more than a 'big hug' on a pain filled Facebook post. I take the wave
form, not the thought behind it. Therefore I don't take the pain from you, just the vibration it sets
off, giving you the chance to find some relief. It is very yummy food for me, a very subtle and rich
form of energy that I would like to find other psychic vampires to show how I do this, to see if it is
just me, or others can do this too.
I can lessen the emotional and mental storms just as easily as I can add to them.
The very catholic phase 'sin-eater' resonates and is the closest I could find.
I am still exploring the whole vampire thing and am not that attached to the label. I am an energy
dancer to those that ask... I move between states of energy, finding the ebb and flow of the strands
that bind us to this world. I see them very clearly and for someone to come along and call 'bullshit'
on it all is to be not looking clearly enough at the energy that it there to be seen so easily by me. To
disprove someone's facts and stats is easy, to disprove someone's reality is not.
I can often see a variety of frequencies coming from a person. Sometimes there is a dominate wave
that can effect those are around him/her. It is almost the opposite of 'like attracts like', more like
'deficiency attracts deficiency'. The Sanguine vampires I met not so long ago had this wave. Those
that come into contact with them long term could become ill and drained and definitely come to the
conclusion that they too are vampire and need blood. The wave is similar to 'mob rule' or an
infectious thought form.
You become very much like those you hang out with.
I am not saying this is wrong or bad and it may explain how nests of people are calling themselves
vampires are appearing around the world.
Most people's idea of a psychic vampire is someone that is exhausting to be around. Someone who
leaves you drained dry when you go. But most people who are unaware of their energies are like
this. 'Energy flows where attention goes is the old adage. If you are speaking and people are
listening to you, energy flows to you. We all feed off our audiences.
Look at the music stars and
public speakers of our society. The 'publicity whores' who cannot get enough of our attention, the
musicians who tell you about the 'high' they get when performing. The clues are all around you.
These are energy leaches.
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To really give someone some loving, healing, beautiful energy, stare at them and really appreciate
them. Pay attention to how their hair moves and how their eyelashes flutter with each emotion that
flows across their face. It is a beautiful thing to do to someone, especially a child. You are giving
them energy.
To define something is to make something smaller, and this subject is too subjective to be defined. I
have taken part in many surveys trying to find some common ground between those that self
identify as psychic vampires and though progress is being made, no conclusive answers are yet
coming forth.
So, if the definition of a psychic vampire is a draining conversationalist, then we are all guilty of
that, but the energy leaches are far more the guilty party here than the psychic vampire.
A psychic vampire who is awake and aware can watch the unconscious energy leeches at work all
around them. Ask yourself, where do you get your buzz of energy? Oops, did you take it from
another person? Did you flirt a bit, or give a 'poor me' story to get sympathy? All these exchanges
can make you feel good or bad. Where you are draining others you are being an energy leech.
What people are most uncomfortable with are those that use it to seduce and lure the innocent. The
idea that a psychic vampire is a different breed of human monster who takes without giving back. A
parasite.
The word 'vampire' is not used here in the context of an undead monster rising from the grave to
infect others...I probably should have mentioned this earlier but thought it fairly obvious. Real
vampires do not sparkle, either. We are human, we are you.
A 'real' psychic vampire is usually one who has noticed that they are an energy leech and having
tried to stop, got sick. Illnesses vary from vampire to vampire; I get depressed and very low. We
need to feed or we get sick and there does not seem to be a cure at the present.
So many people are actually sick from the lack of energy. It is amazing to me that no one is looking
into it. Maybe it is just too 'out there' for science to take notice, but I see totally drained people
staggering around all over the place trying desperately to find more energy.
All living things feed from energy. We, as humans, are just a bit more complicated than your
average cat, dog or hamster...though some humans? ...never mind. We are multifaceted and have a
physical body, mental body, emotional body, and the most transparent and unseen and unstudied
body of all, the spiritual body. This is also part of our soul, which too, is multifaceted.
All our bodies need food. Just as our physical body needs its proteins and carbs, our emotional body
needs love, care and attention; our mental body needs stimulation and constant data streams of
information, and our spiritual body needs energy.
Get my drift yet?
Life force, prana, chi...whatever, all the same stuff. I often see it as patterns and frequency waves,
but I am highly visual. The patterns and colours that vibrate and dance around us are beautiful. I
have always seen them, and no, I am not on drugs. LSD was an interesting experience but I see all
those things naturally without the chemical buzz. So maybe we are a little different than other
humans, but it isn't a nice difference? More of a freaky, separating one.
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I can see everyone feeding off everyone else. My sight makes me a little different but that is all. I
need to feed my spiritual body nice yummy energy just like everyone else. Without it, I start to fade
and get sick and I can see others doing the same... if you do not feed all of your bodies, your
physical body, at its weakest point, will get sick.
So a definition of a psychic vampire is 'One that is awake to the natural flow of energy, inside them
and around them, and to the knowledge that they get hungry and need to feed off types of energy or
they will get sick'.
My point to this book is that we are all energy leeches, but most are sleeping or have no need to
awaken as their spiritual bodies find their food naturally. They are in energetic balance with their
many-facets, and, like the animals of this world, can find grace and harmony without stress or
illness.
In my experience most of these 'in balance' humans are ones that spend the majority of their lives in
nature and living very close to land or sea. The native peoples of many lands share this trait and do
not 'borrow' energy from each other. They are in harmony with the life force around them that
sustains and supports. I am a bit envious.
Those of you who get sick and tired way too easily and without too much cause need to look
carefully at where your energies are going. A labelled illness is easy to pick up if you have not fed
your spiritual body in the last decade. Something, somewhere has got to give.
We are not succubus or incubus, though some may call themselves this. A succubus is a spirit with
no body. We have a body and that may be part of the problem. No one is agreeing with anyone else
what it means. Though it is a statistician's nightmare due to the different unique perspectives at
work, I will share my findings with some surveys in a later chapter.
One thing a 'Real' Vampire is not: we are not undead, immortal, monsters from the grave. We do not
sparkle or bite teenagers to 'turn' them like us. To mention Dracula is to not understand. We are
reclaiming the word vampire to mean something other than the Hollywood glossed over,
misunderstood blood drinkers.
These are my definitions of psychic vampires. I am going to give you a few examples and other
people's definitions in the following chapters. I am not asking you to swallow the whole elephant,
please just accept one or two of my concepts here, that will be fine. Let's be nice and just accept
each others reality without being rude.
It is in my nature, as the song goes, to ..."take it to the limit, one more time"....

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Chapter Two
Awakening
So since I have thrown this idea at you, you are either attracted to it and have known it for ever. Or
you are in denial and have already come to the conclusion that I am full of crap.
OK, I can live with both. It is not my intention here to convince you of anything. My sun sign is in
Gemini, I communicate, it is my sole function. I just give you the information, what you do with it,
I do not give a monkey's uncle.
So I have no doubt that this whole book will be torn apart until the actual points made will be lost in
the continuous arguments and interrogation, like my friend does in the start of this journey. I love
her dearly but by always shredding the facts you lose the deeper message.
I will give you what facts I have but when I run out and you are still questioning, all I can do is
shrug my shoulders and give you the information.
Then you can start on shredding the messenger and I will have to start to cry and shout 'I was
wrong, I am very sorry!' until you leave me alone.
But for now We are all energy leaches, and some are psychic vampires, so there!
But - there is always a 'but' somewhere in everyone's arguments, it gives us some room for
manoeuvrings - some are more obvious than others and some are actually awake to the appetites of
energy that they have. And even fewer can use it for what is morally considered good rather than
bad. Fewer still can heal themselves by feeding off energy and using it as a positive change in their
world.
To be a psychic vampire, as I define it, is to become very aware one day of a hole in your energy, a
lacking or hunger. How that awakening comes is different for all of us.
We are all SO different that there are no two people that seem to do this the same way. Common
points are hunger and emotional pain, I have talked to quite a few others of my kind and extreme
stress and unbearable sense of not being in the right skin seems common.
Many vampires are transgender, bisexual or asexual. It is like the body and spirit go to war with
each other and illness and pain is the result. Life hurts at Awakening, I wouldn't wish it on any one.
Now I am going to speak from my own experiences here, yes, it is subjective and may sound totally
bat-shit crazy. I am very much aware that my reality is very different from the 'normal' person on
the street. But I am not talking to them, I am talking to you that feel even a slight recognition of
what I am talking about. Just a crack in your reality that you can understand how different some of
us are.
I can only tell you that one day the hunger became extreme for me, I became excruciatingly aware
that I had a hole in me around the sacral and solar chakra and it needed something. Do I have to
explain chakras? I have done a chapter on chakras in another book. Yellow and orange chakras
between heart and root.
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There was a great movie with Bruce Wills called The Fifth Element and the big black moon that
was hurtling towards Earth causing nastiness, insanity and death all around it is pretty much how I
felt about this hole in me.
I was in lack, I craved and wanted. Like any child of this age, I reached out with my mind and took.
In my minds eye I rose up out of my body and walked through the wall to next door and filled that
hole in me with the rainbow energies of the sleeping neighbour's next door.
Are you cross with me yet?
No permission was asked, simple instinct took over me. I felt soo much better. I had filled a need.
The emotions were bright and sparkly and I could pick up pictures of what they were dreaming
about: silly nonsense things of love and joy, fluffy things. I was a little hyper the next day and filled
with the moral dilemma of what I had done. But, I am a child of my generation and we can sweep
all kinds of things we don't really want to think about away, when we chose.
Time passed and I did it again, and again. I liked finding repressed men full of emotion that had
never been let out, and fed until I was full. I worked out that maybe some payment was required and
would pause at the end, to insert dreams of wild sexual practices and figured I was not doing much
harm. I met a few of our neighbour's at that time and they seemed glowing and in good health. A
conscience is a terrible thing to be burdened with.
I rode a little motorcycle at that time and got cut off in traffic once and instinctively reached for the
idiots energy and pulled. He stalled his car. HA! I liked that.
I still had no idea what I was doing. Sometimes labels are very important, even if you just use them
in a Internet search engine.
I never thought I was a vampire, I am mostly a vegetarian for a start...ewww on drinking blood.
Most meat is fairly disgusting as well. I am in no way a typical movie vampire.
The word vampire is wrong from the start, but it will have to do for now. Most vampires online
even argue about the spelling, vampyre is way more cool. But they argue about everything. The
Online Vampire Community (OVC) is a place where nothing is ever agreed upon, on stubborn
principle. But more on this in following chapters.
I have been hungry for so long and the symptoms make you feel hollow and irritable. Hunger is
such a body reaction that taps in to your very survival and that makes it hard to ignore. Meat and
potatoes or the Annamaya kosha (my new phase for the day, meaning the food obtained through the
physical) is not enough and is slightly sickening for want of something with more substance.
Energetic food is all around us and yet was only sustaining me, like a life support machine set to
minimum dose. The hollow feeling starts to burn and itch and you start eating sugar, carbohydrates
and drinking caffeine to keep going. I am a nutritionist I know this is causing my sugar levels to
bounce around like a yo-yo, yet I must function in this world. I tried so many different foods to
compensate but eventually gave up. I starting putting on weight for the first time.
Online you start to ask questions and watch the ebb and flow of the arguments in the vampire chat
rooms. Some online vampires will try and chew you up, they are predators and egos clash hard in
many places but stand your ground and keep your temper and information starts to flow.
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The Psychic Vampire Codex by Michelle Belanger was passed to me. Huge WTF moment. If
anything speaks to you in my little book, then the Codex is your next port of call.
It made me cry.
I. Was. Not. Alone.
It described to me the techniques of feeding.
Living beings flare off energy and this rises like a heat shimmer. All wasted energy, it pools in
corners and collects in old buildings. Crowds of people in churches and concerts flare off this stuff
and it is food if you know how to process it. You see it flowing towards you and it merges with your
own energy. It was ok. Not brilliant, but ok.
So, I build up ambient energy every month until I was wiped out by the female blood cycle kicking
me back down to the starting level again. I start stealing again, another word is 'trolling'. Taking it
from the sexual chat groups and all the flirting and teasing that goes on in there. It gives small
boosts. I then go out into the astral and enter dreams to steal pranic chakra energy from those that
seem to be brimming over with energy, they have too much and that is causing pain and discomfort,
I feed off emotional turmoil, I didn't have to cause it first but surely if I leave good memories or
sexual fantasies behind it will make up for the fact I didn't ask?..I only take a little, something inside
of me argues that it is not right, and I hold back.
Choice and free will is what we are based on. Control is everything. Losing control is not an option.
Maybe the Psychic vampire haters out there are right; we are monsters. But I am really trying not to
be.
You begin to fear the cold beast inside that might take control, trying to let the pressure off in small,
insignificant ways, not sure if there is a roar or a scream building up inside. Just knowing it must
get out.
You begin to think that this is a normal way of existing.
This burning and itching is not going to go away on its own so what else is there?
Am I so different?
I am not sure. Sometimes I see other people feeding energetically off each other around me;
attention being given as the flow of energy and that flow being consumed by the other person. Are
they feeding?
If they are, then we are all psychic vampires. All the so called normals are all feeding off one other,
children soaking it in from their parents and teachers, and lovers feeding off the whole sexual drama
of it all and, when parted, feeling the ache of withdrawal.
It would make sense. I have a human physiology, my chemistry is the same. I may be a little
different in that I am more aware of my energy flow but that does not make me alien or some
different species.

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It would be really nice if someone could find a difference in my chemistry, a marker like the one for
diabetes or something. I don't want diabetes or some medical illness but the label would help.
So my theory that all humans feed energetically from each other to a greater or lesser degree, could
be quite plausible?
I read about it in The Celestine Prophecies by James Redfield years ago, but never applied the
word vampire to it. So from a logical point of view it could be said that psychic vampires are not a
different species but ones that are just more aware. If all humans feed then it would make sense that
we are ALL psychic vampires. Good theory, but theories never got anyone far, and all theories need
to be tested.

Chapter Three
Sexual Energy
Lets start at the basics and tell you what I do know.
If you are a female teenager that feeds off the chaos around you, it is fun. You play with your food
as much as a cat plays with a mouse. The male of the species, at that age, just regards you with doe
like eyes that are empty of everything except for you. I learnt how to tempt, tease and torture and
then walk away. The game was the fun bit and a gang of us used to go out and tempt every Saturday
night. Actual sex with them was not part of the game. Just the slow touch and tease games. I made a
guy cry when I was around 17 and he was in his 30s.. I thought myself very big and cool.
A psychic vampire usually starts his or her energy games and feeding sexually around puberty. It is
what presents itself first. Sex suddenly rears its head and the biological need to reproduce kicks in. I
am going to be talking in general here. I have learned that there are many types of vampires and no
one has found much common ground between us except the fact we need blood or energy and get
sick if we don't get it.
Blood is a whole other topic that I am going to avoid right now as it tends to get people very
excited, as if talking about sexual vampires wasn't enough?
Sexuality is a very personal thing, I have studied it, advised on it, and even had it a few times. That
act itself doesn't concern me much but the energetics of sex is pure gold to most psychic vampires.
Back to that three lettered word that grabs the attention of the human adult species every time.

SEX
It is annoying how the biological need to reproduce ourselves has been hot wired into this
pathological state, but there it is. I didn't shape and create our society, I just have to survive and
thrive in it.

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Sex to most people is a form of food. Touch is a necessary part of being human. If you don't believe
me, go hold the hand of a touch deprived old person in a care home and see how they soak it up.
Babies die from lack of touch. Pets are such a necessary part of our lives these days due to less and
less contact between people. There is a very strong and complicated energy exchange going on
when two people touch for the first time.
Watch two alpha males shake hands and there is a download of information going on on both sides
that is fascinating to watch. Mostly, with two confident strong men, there is just assessment of the
other but often there will be a quick prod of each others energy levels and both back away.
Depending on territory, status and situation one will show difference to the other. All this going on
in an energetic handshake.
So in a typical human mating game, like a club or party, all senses are at play but predominately
skin and touch is our primary weapon of choice. I read somewhere that when a female human is
fertile she will wear less clothing to expose more skin. Heat increases and we sweat out
pheromones. The chemistry we put into action is extreme and a mere touch of a persons skin on
yours can give you a download of information all about them. A psychic vampire can easy feed off
that download.
I used to play with my food, I was young and pushing boundaries. To chat with a guy and casually
reach out and touch the back of his wrist with my finger tip and watch the pulse jump and eyes
dilate. To stroke his neck and feel his breath catch and feel him swallow awkwardly. It became easy
to match my breath with his and speed it up. Holding him with my eyes and drinking in that wave
of sexual energy like a fine expensive wine. The first sip of this stuff is lovely, sparkly and fresh
bursting all over you, but by the end of the glass it mostly turns a little sour. Time to break eye
contact and finish drink and move on to the next. It was a lovely simple time.
I wrote this a while back to explain hunting for sexual energy. It is a bit flowery though.

Through The Eyes Of A Vampire

A small movement, barely registered, but recorded. A pulse that stutters and a beat that is missed. A breath
caught and held, to be tasted later. Scent of hot, aroused skin drifts though the air. Blood, seductive and
sweet begins its siren's call.

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A hunter sees her prey across a crowded room, it is so compelling and sweet. A human is such a being of
wonder, radiance and delight. Their emotions flicker and drift, ever so slowly in their pretty eyes,
mesmerizing me in their ebb and flow. The colours that burst from every facet of their being are like
rainbow jewels of exploding suns, warming my cold soul in their fire. My eyes see you like you would never
see yourself. I see the glory of your soul in every movement that you make. You are beautiful to mine eyes.
Each beat of your blood through the chambers of your heart sends a pulse of prisms to bounce off my
hunter's eyes. Your scent is rich, dark and deep and as I breath deeply I can taste your dance.
Is it hunger that I feel? The mere need for food is such a pale shadow in comparison. I crave, I lust, I want
you so badly, every cell just calls out its need for you. No one can want you like I do. No one can see your
soul and still love you for being so beautiful and unique. I move into your aura and for a moment I feel the
need claw me and beg to rend and tear. I see myself reflected in your eyes and fear a loss of control. Can
you understand the effect you have on me? I see how charmed you are as I smile at you. I open my month
and breath in the scent of your body and my world stops. In that moment, you are my Sun in all its midday
glory.
I worship all that you are, I briefly touch your inner wrist. The connection is made in that slight touch and I
cast a link into that wildly fluttering pulse on your neck. Sapphire blue radiance flood my vision and I draw
it all to me. Each energy center opening to be filled with your many shades of blue. You are mine now, you
totally belong to me. You are loved and I am being filled again. I nearly moan out loud as your throat is
now mine and I draw more and more. Greedily inhaling fragments of your life, hearing your past cries of
joy, pleasure, pain and anger. I feed off them as well, feeding off your emotions and making them mine. A
connection and understanding you will never have again.
Your eyes have not left mine since I laid my hand on your inner wrist. Now they begin to flicker and try to
escape. The small animal in you is aware and wants to get away. The spin in your throat stutters and you
sway slightly to dance away. I know it is enough but you are still so sweet, so lovely. I brush my thumb
across those delicate blue veins, lying so close to the surface of your wrist, and break the connection. You
make a small noise, as if in protest as I reach for your drink. Eye contact now broken. I sit you down and
hand it to you. You are slightly dizzy and blink a few times as I murmur, Thank you as I move away,
scanning the crowded room for the next.

Male psychic vampires are similar in their approach to Eros vampirism, but as we are all unique, it
is hard to judge. I have seen them hunting and feeding, many take their prey home for full sex.
Whether they conscious of the fact that this is what they are doing, is unknown.
Most people who have been on their own for many years seem starving to me. If they are not
getting it somewhere then they are totally connected to their family or gardening, if not, I can feel
their hunger push against me. If they can not get sex for some reason then they could hang around
people that are radiating sexual energy, probably the reason that singles bars are so popular. Even
the online dating groups can be fed off. If you are male and see too much competition in these sites,
go in as a big blonde lady and notice how you get waves of sexual food.
The term sexual vampire does not always mean full penetrative sex in order to feed, though it can
do. There are no definitions of what a vampire can or can't do. Most vampires cannot agree on how
to define themselves, so lets not look too closely at the terminology. I am speaking only from my
experience and using terms as I see fit.
Go see my friend if you want a discussion on terminology.
If you ever worry about a large group of awakened vampires getting together to control the world,
don't. They would be fighting amongst themselves on who is the Elder and whether they should
spell the word 'vampire' or 'vampyre'! Terminology is a very bloody battlefield in the vampire sub
communities.
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Relationships have become a battleground for energy. A partner must feed your physical body's
need for sex, your emotional body's need for love and beauty and your mental body's need for
companionship and a spark of rapport or communication with another human being. This is all on
the surface. No wonder so many fall at the first hurdle. It is a miracle that relationships last through
the first week. Without all of these body's being fed, walk away and do not waste your time.
I do so much counselling on 'Is he/she coming back?', it is scary. Why would he/she? He/she is
hungry for something different/more than you can give. Many relationships can last a while without
one of the body's being sufficiently fed, but after a while the hunger starts to dig in. We are still an
instant gratification society. If you cannot make me feel safe, touch me with chemistry and hold a
decent conversation with me, then I will find someone else that can.
A psychic vampire feeds off all three of these bodies. Sexual energy is all very nice and many
people start with this as a food source. There are lots of sex addicts coming out of the closet and
seeking therapy these days. Our society seems to frown upon it just as much as it encourages it, but
the deep craving I have is for spiritual energy.
Sit with your back to a wall in a crowded bar or club and breathe in the scent. Open your mouth
slightly and taste the flavour of humans aroused and hunting. I hate cigarettes as they spoil the
flavour of everything, but going deeper into the taste you can peel back the layers to the life force. I
feel it as a pink to red to purple heart beat, however you choose to interpret it, draw it to you. It is
like sipping an ever changing drink. Sometimes hot and throbbing, sometimes cold and tart, never
dull though.
You rarely get noticed sampling like this, but if you do, that person may be like you. Always worth
eye contact and a smile, maybe a chat...maybe more?
I can exist off all types of sexual energy, the flirtatious conversation is lovely, the emotional lead on
and put down is a little unkind, but I enjoy the hunt and dissection of my prey. I am what I am, and I
enjoy hunting the hunters in this manner. The physical touch and lead on is an interesting game of
light intimate touches and a spelling binding gaze, while matching breath with your prey.
I did grow out of that one, I was always favourable to the mental and emotion flavour of raw young
human.
Yes, it is not nice, proper, morally correct, pc or even civilized but this is instinct. Raw basic
instinct. It is not a male or female thing, it is a human thing. We all do it, to a lesser or greater
degree. It is sexual vampirism at its most basic form. We can grow through it, but first we have to
acknowledge it.

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Chapter Four
Life Force
When I worked as an acupuncturist and could see the lines of energy rippling across the clients
body, using needles in the precisely the right place, I could redirect their energy to maximum health
and healing. I never feed off the sick and or the young. That is just so fundamentally wrong. Yet
when you see a blockage that is causing a swelling in the back or ankle causing major pain and you
can stick in a few needles to remove that blockage, or you can drain the blockage with a touch and
clear the pain. The thing is, people invite the pain back. I watch it as they leave, the pain is gone and
then it takes sprout again, people are strange. It is obviously unconscious, they cannot consciously
desire to have their pain return. I have read that we recreate ourselves or that we are a thought form
made manifest, if so then to lose the pain for good, you need to change your thoughts first.
I can drain areas of the body with a touch now. I probably should ask first as Reiki taught me that
permission is everything, I am finding that permission comes in many forms.

Ambient Feeding
One of the negative sides of being an awakened psychic vampire is when your energies drop and
you get tired and hungry. On your own this is no problem but in a group it becomes the catalyst for
setting the people around you to start flaring up and having 'power issues'. Any one around you that
fears their own power will start having issues with you; a word spoken in weariness is taken wrong
and a bush fire started. The empath side is picking up the negative emotions and fearful looks start
being glanced in your direction, which of course requires more of your precious energy being used
in shielding so you get even more tired. The vicious circle gets bigger and, I think, that is how
lynchings get started. I really can not be around people when I am low. The average person is very
susceptible to my triggers, which I really cannot help. If I can sustain a slightly higher frequency
people think I am arrogant but at least they are are not throwing bucket loads of fear at me.
Those of us that are awakened, and can actually see the effect that our energy levels has on the
people around are in very few numbers. I often wish I could go to sleep again. Ignorance was truly
bliss.
Ambient energy is the energy that comes off all living things. It is the first thing that you start to
feed off when you get low. It is like the very top layer of a candle flame and rises up to pool on the
lower level of the astral. All life burns with this energy and all life feeds off it to one degree or
another. It flows in thick waves from the sun and imbues everything, from the slow frequencies of
rocks and crystals to the super speeded up frequencies of birds and young creatures. It is found in
the freshest of fruit and vegetables and glows most strongly in sprouting seeds. Life force flows all
over this world in great abundance. It really begs the question 'Why most of us humans cut
ourselves off from it to our detriment?'. It really isn't healthy. I am not pointing the finger at anyone
here, for I really would have three fingers pointing back at me. I use up too much of my own energy
and cannot seem to replace it fast enough so I end up taking it (with permission) from someone who
has too much and is in equal discomfort. But taking ambient energy from a person or even a crowd
of people is not a great crime. It flares up and disappears, so you helping yourself to a cupful or two
is not going to be noticed even a little bit.

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Reaching out with your energy and pulling in the wasted energy of lots of people gathering together
is very easy. It is the first step in learning to be aware of the energies around you and starting
regular energy feeding practice. Start with a crowd of people and see a grey tube of energy reaching
out to the top part of the waves of ambient energy pouring off the assembled people and breath in
the energy up though the grey tube. I often open my mouth as I breath in energy, habit I guess, from
when I started to learnt this technique.
It is just energy, there is no need to take in the group thought form behind the energy wave. If you
take in one persons ambient energy it works the same. Nothing of theirs is taken except what flows
naturally off them. All their thoughts and emotions remain their own and private. Pure energy is
rolling off them all the time, no one gets upset with you, on any level, if you feed this way.
You can feed like this from anything living, I went for a walk in a forest last week and the ambient
energy was particularly beautiful, it is autumn, nearly winter here now and the life force is delicate
and sweet in its preparation for the winter.

Pranic or Core Energy

This is what is a donor provides or you take it without asking. This is what a sleeping psychic
vampires and energy leeches will try and take when they drain you. Many many people seem to
dump all their core energy and then hit the sugar and food to replenish. It is when you are just
suddenly overwhelmed with exhaustion and cannot seem to think or do anything. Sugar perks you
up for a little while but then you will crash again afterwards. It is a strange thing but we all seem to
do it.
When someone takes it from you and you feel drained, gaze at them with slightly out of focus eyes
and see them for what they are. You may find them beautiful or in pain. If they have just linked in to
your energy field and pulled, they are still attached to you. With practice you get to recognise the
link and pull movement. You have just found yourself a psychic vampire. Now most are asleep,
acting out of great need or hunger. It comes down to 'forgive them for they know not what they do'.
Dragging it back will not help them, they will just go on to someone else. There are many ways of
dealing with losing core energy and you will have to find which works for you.
I favour the opening up the heart chakra and allowing that person to see themselves as beautiful and
loved...now I don't try this with everyone, some guys would think it a pick up and think that it is a
love/lust connection, but just showing concern and compassion with another person on this journey
of life is a very beautiful thing to do. You are connected to them, they just vamped your core energy
and in that moment your energy is connected to them, you can do all kinds of things then. Plant
your feet on the ground and feel strong, then do what you need to get them to understand what they
have just done. Get them a tea or coffee, they are like a child who was hungry enough to steal and
you cannot whip a hungry child, well I can't. Show some kindness, it will go along way.
If it was an awake psychic vampire taking from your core, it is a whole new ball game. Just leave if
you are concerned, break all physical and eye contact, step away and ground yourself. Breath as
evenly as you can.
Psychic shields just become more food for the vampire. Many many books advise how to shield and
they are useless against a fully awake vampire. But there are many types of shields and you may
find one that works. I am not an expert on all of them but I do know that anything that has the phase
'white light' in it is usually laughable. I can leech any white light shields and they attract far more
trouble than they are worth. If you must shield then the navy blue or purple cloaks of protection
help you pass unseen energetically. If you are looking into the eyes of an awake psychic vampire
shields are already too late.
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'Going Nova' is a good way to blast your way free. Take any chakra and see it blazed outwards in an
glorious explosion of 'Fu*k off out of my energy!' Another way is laughter. Laugh at them is a great
social way of breaking free. They get confused at the odd response and break off. Mirroring is
another way but a mirror is a form of shield and you have to play around and practice with it first.
Overloading them is another, I have a friend that can literately feed you until you are sick,
energetically... Oh so you want energy do you? Here have some... and you watch the uninvited
feeder choke and splutter.
If you have a friend to practice pulling energy from you and you learning to divert, it is very useful.
I teach how to not to be 'food' in the first place.
Most peoples life force is all over the place. This is their many layers of aura and energy bodies. I
seem to be highly tuned into people's emotional bodies and can see where pain and blockages lie. If
I am working as an acupuncturist I can see the physical body and the play of colour over the body's
chakras and channels. Both levels can be different and out of kilter with each other. Most people are
disharmonious and out of tune with themselves. I can't help them unless they show in their colours a
desperate need to change and most may ask on one level but not allow you to reach the other. I do
not know how others see it but to actually 'heal' someone is a ridiculous. You have to help them heal
themselves other wise nothing is going to shift. If you were a square block and being pain free
required you to be a circle, then me with my drugs and potions hammering you into a circle, I may
win for a while. But your energy and morphic field would pop you back into a square as soon as
you were out of my energy and are left to flow back into your natural state, which is a square not
circle. I have assisted with energy blocks and minor realignment of meridian channels to shift
people away from pain but that is not getting to the core of the problem which is the mind and
spirit.
Which is another subject.
If you are in pain there are two energy states that is causing it, not enough or too much. Most people
have not enough and their weaknesses are shining out for all to see They begin to leech and vamp
all around them to regain enough to shift away from pain. These are energy leeches, many of whom,
after time, become sleeping psychic vampires. Those with too much are natural donors or swans.
They are the carers and servers. 'Please take from me for I have too much.' kind of mentality. They
often become moaning martyrs and tell every one how much they are kind and giving but no one
seems to appreciate them. This is, of course, very generalised. We all have this with various
degrees.
What is surprising is how much this world is designed to give us in the form of life-force. It flows
from all elements and it is clear that those that live close to nature are free from this ebb and flow of
stolen energies.
We have been taught to cut ourselves off from the natural world for some reason. I hope there is a
good reason as nearly all of us are hurting because of it.

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Chapter Five
Astral Adventures
This is where I may be asking you to eat a bit more of the elephant than you originally might have
been willing to. But this is my journey you are on, so I have to give some of you a shove into the
deep end.
Astral projection has always been part of my life. I remember doing it as a small child; drifting in
and out of my body. At about 12 I learned to do it consciously and started exploring the inner
landscapes. I talk about this state in a chapter in another of my books. Here I want to talk to you
about the energy found on these planes and how to feed off dreamers.
On the astral levels of vibration, thought and emotion colour everything. What you think and feel
you create, very fast. If you have a fear of any thing, you create it and draw it to you. This is where
learning to control your thoughts and emotions is very important. To me perception has to be done
very coldly and calmly. There are levels that start just one up from the physical level and they can
be full of people's fears and nightmares. That monster hiding under your bed as a child probably has
a home here. I loved that kids move Monster's Inc. very apt. This is the realm of dreams and dreams
are very often not nice. This is where we go to hunt and the food is life force.
There are pools of ambient energy on this low level of the astral that are fought over and sought out.
I see the landscape of this one as a dark image, very much echoing people's idea of hell. Now there
are higher levels as well that people rise to as their energy levels increase, but first they usually
have to dream their way there out through our group subconscious, and it isn't pretty.
Nightmares and terrors for children are a rite of passage and they usually grow out of them. With
my children I just held space for them as they went through this.
I am not a warrior or fighter in this physical level but on the astral you have to be. If you are not a
hunter then you are prey. If you are on your own it is tough. This is where joining a group, coven,
temple, clan or house is very helpful, together you can form a territory and hold space so that others
may pass. I learned the hard way.
A brief flight through this realm can be done easily. To feed off my neighbours was a quick dash
that wasn't noticed. But hang around too long and you will start to attract attention. This is where I
get very cross at some of the new age rubbish out there. Whomever wrote that a nice white shield
will protect you ought to be hung at dawn. Stupid behaviour! Ever lit a candle in the dark? You
suddenly become the centre of attention and you can not see anything because you have just lost all
your night vision. I nearly got badly hurt learning that lesson. Go dark, purple works well, as does
navy blue or black, but for pity's sake not white!
Now everything is subjective here. I could be imagining it all. I am well aware of this possibility
but it was happening at a time of my life when I didn't care whether it was real or not. It was like an
inward vision quest, it felt real to me and I was gaining strength and power over myself and my life
through it. On this I will be very stubborn, it gave me purpose and made me feel alive. This is my
reality, so there!

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I came back to my body one evening with red raw marks on my ankle, they scarred and I am
marked. Yes, I have read the psychology articles of psychosomatic symptoms but I am really not the
type to damage my body that way. I have never broken a bone or really been sick. This scar shows
me that this place is real and what hurts me there can hurt me here, this is no video game with a
reset button. It also told me I need to move faster.
I learned to cover my aura in dark colours and I moved among the sleeping people going aimlessly
about on tasks and errands only they knew of. Flaring off them was ambient energy and this flowed
down the perceived streets to pools and springs where they were closely guarded by other astral
beings and predators. I built myself a small tower on a hillside out of energy and made it as solid as
I could. A fantasy novel I read many years ago gave me the idea and it worked. I had a sheltered
safe place to enter this plane and study it. I wanted to feed from those pools.
Wolves guarded it. I don't much like dogs and wolves are like bigger nastier dogs. I am willing to
like dogs one day but they always seem to want to jump up and sniff my crotch which is a nasty
thing to me. I guess I need to find the right sort of dog, but they are not smart creatures on the
whole and smell bad. A wolf smells ten times as bad. There was a local pack who took exception to
my tower and my presence. They had this whole thing about territory and I was in it. It was my
home too. In my tower I was safe, they did try and tear it down a few times but I had made it very
strong.
I do get that I may have been creating these wolves and seeing them as a reflection of my fears. I
even got that at the time but one way or another this was my challenge and being me I first had to
think my way through it. I had learned how to put a dark cloak over my aura, so why not learn how
to shift my aura into a wolf shape and go make some new friends. It took some time but I learned
wolf shape. I ran out to meet them wagging my tail in greetings.
Not a good idea.
Lucky for me there was only a couple nearby and they growled and attacked. I couldn't hold the
shape and flowed back into Kate shape. I got angry, I had tried so hard to find a peaceful solution, I
didn't want to fight anyone. I fell back on my nature, I am vampire, I fed on their life force and
wrenched them into nothingness, drawing all their energy to me in one panicky gulp.
Hmm not bad. Raw wolf.
I was then a hunter of wolves..I liked shift shaping and thought of the strongest and baddest shape I
could think of and though it was seriously harder than a wolf, I learned dragon shape.
Anne McCaffery has a lot to answer for.
Like all beginners I got arrogant. I could move faster than my prey and this draining energy talent
works nicely. The scar on my ankle happened when I raided their pool of ambient energy for the
first time. There is a good reason wolves hunt in packs. They are not so easy a prey when they hunt
or defend together. I got bitten. I flew away in dragon form. Lessons within lessons. I am a fast
learner. Illusion sent in one direction had the whole pack following it. I went for a swim in their
pool. I soaked and expanded.
I win! You smelly doggies!

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I learned to hunt and became strong enough to seek prey of my own. I like hunting hunters, there is
a little of the character of Dexter in me. It takes away all those moral dilemmas. I carved out
territory of my own.
A little note on witchcraft.
Witchcraft is focusing energy with intent. Even prayer is focusing energy with intent but that has to
work within the context and believes of the religion involved. Religion focuses and then narrows
that energy. Witchcraft is a very wide path with very little limits, which is why most religions do not
like witchcraft. Witches can cast energy.
Casting energy at a psychic vampire is like throwing me chocolate. I like chocolate, too much
sometimes. A curse thrown at a psychic vampire is only done by the very young or very stupid of
witches. Once the energy is thrown at me, I can keep pulling it until you are a drained husk.
This happened recently, did you enjoy your long stay in hospital? Want to go back?

Chapter Six
Elemental Feeding
The elements are a beautiful energetic food source. Earth, Air, Fire, Water are the main ones and I
cannot state enough how much we all need these in our lives. To place a sick and dying person in a
cold sterile room cut off from the flow of life from the elements is taking ignorance to a whole new
level. We all need connection with each element as many times as possible throughout our day.
That being said, it is not always possible to have all of the elements present in our modern lives. To
have a shower or bath is a major must in my life; water clears off so much negativity and other
peoples emotional baggage. The bath is sometimes the only safe haven in my life.

Water my Spirit...
I thirst. It is almost a constant thing. I love drinking it, bathing in it, feeling it fall from the sky,
dancing in it and swimming in it. Water is a glorious thing. It has its moods and tempers. It is
sometimes too much or too little. Ever had things go totally wrong and then you get a flood. We had
the water switched off in one house, long ago, and on the same day the water bed burst. Balance is
so very important.
There is connection found in each drop and it fills every vessel to perfection. Of all the Elements,
this is the one that I understand least of all. The light bouncing off it is highly hypnotic. I know the
basics of including water and light together in a room to create harmony. A fish tank and running
water moves the energy in a house like nothing else. I love the ocean as a huge emotional dumping
ground for the planet. I see others totally in love with the Sea. It draws them and makes them Hers.
The Ocean is a stern beautiful Mistress or Master. It could be either but of those that hear and love
the sea, most of all call Her a 'Her'. So I will bow to their wisdom here. But I do not get it for
myself. It is ok, I am a constantly evolving and growing creature, I will learn or it is not necessary
for me to understand.
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The power of water to clean and cleanse is unbeatable. When stressed, get into a hot bath. Easy. If
bathing is not possible then just run your wrists under the tap. It removes some of the static heat
from your life-force. Calmness returns when you are by large bodies of water. Running water and
sacred springs are very special to me.
The ebb and flow of tides are felt deep in your own body. Especially if you are female and the tides
are marked by a flow of blood each month. Very hard to ignore. I feel the pull of the moon on my
body's water. We are at total dark moon as I write this. (An excellent new App on my phone) Dark
Moon in Libra feels good to me. A holding feeling, like an in breath. I am one that dislikes the Full
Moon's effects on my body. It can drag my water all over the place.
Emotionally upset? Have a bath. Been in an unpleasant argument? Have a shower...wash it all away.
For serious hurts and upsets, adding a handful of sea salt works well, for the oceans of this world
are not only absorbing all our rubbish and plastics, but also huge amounts of our fear and anger. Salt
water seems to be a highly absorbent natural sponge for all our emotions. It feeds on it, somehow, it
has its own pure purpose that is beyond my comprehension, all I do know is that it takes nearly all
negative emotions from you if you let it.
A little word of warning do not try and feed off the ocean, it can take excess from you and clean
your energetic bodies but trying to draw in it energies will not work, but that may well be just me..
the ambient energy that clutters around the sea and flowing rivers and especially waterfalls is a
lovely meal but feeding energetically off water is somehow not right. Drink the stuff, wash in the
stuff but you cannot vamp the ocean, She is a perfect natural emotional vampire and you cannot
take from her.

Air my Breath...
Wind is my least favourite element but when a storm comes in I can open up my energy field and
feel it blow clean of my mental garbage that clutters up my mind. Let all unwanted thoughts fly free
on the winds of this world. Feeding off the gentle warm winds in spring and summer make for a
simple energetic meal, but it is not always fulfilling. The high winds on the mountains and seas
often give me a headache, it is like the frequencies are too high for me sometimes.
Breath deeply, fill your lungs with air and hold it...pressure builds and expands. When we
experience strong emotion we hold our breaths making the pressure of those emotions grow and
expand. Want to stay calm when all about are panicking? Breathe. Your emotional body is all tied
up in the breath. To be aware and in control of your breath is one of the most powerful disciplines in
the world. Breath meditations are the strongest and easiest to learn but, your mind will fight you as
much as it is able. My mind often gets in the way of my breath.
Air is carried as oxygen to every part of your body. Like the Blood it is found all over your inner
form, unlike the Blood, Air is much more subtle. It cannot be seen. Wind blows invisibly against us,
so necessary for life but unseen. It is thought and communication. I am an Air sign being a Gemini
but I hate the wind blowing against my body. Communication is my skill, putting concepts of life
and existence into words and pushing them off into the aether where it, hopefully, can be
understood by you. Calling Air from your body is to be aware of your breathing and breath that into
your hands to create words on a laptop or colours on a canvas.

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The Breath is very important magic but it takes practice and awareness to use it as a power. Most
people breath very shallowly and only fill half their lungs. Smokers actually do more exercise to
their lungs that anyone else. Many many magical texts talk about using the breath to control or
change a state of being. Astral Projection or Out-Of-Body Experiences are often controlled by the
breath. To stop an emotional response, slow it down, to speed up and intensify and emotional
response, hold it. Learn to monitor your breathing rate. Many techniques talk about breathing in one
nostril and out the other, this take some concentration but is very useful in the cold and flu season.
Singers are also fairly good at regulating their breath. Watching some of those global auditions that
are popular right now, the best singers are those that breathe right.
First match your breath with someone you are talking too, then speed it up and watch them follow.
They are not conscious of you, subtly, taking control of one of their most basic of functions. Just
think of someone wanting to induce fear in another using this method. It is very scary to see how
our emotions can be manipulated so easily.
Breathe and let go of all fear...

Fire my Blood...
Fire is a glorious meal but in moderation. It can leave me with symptoms of being drunk if I feed
too much from fire. It is like drinking Tequila, it all feels fine until you try to get up and you have
no legs. A candle is not much to feed off but a bonfire is lovely. There is no fireplaces in our house
at the moment and we miss real fire. To draw in the warmth and energy of fire is something I have
seen all animals do as well; our souls need it desperately sometimes. I get cold very easily and when
I feed off any type of energy it makes me warm.
My heart is where I feel the burn of life. I am a cold soul, my blood runs cooler than most but I can
summon up the Dragons Fire when I need. If any one knows about the art and practice of Kundalini
fire it is the same. It is a practice of stirring the Blood Spirit from the Heart and flowing it down to
the base of your spine and awakening the Dragon Fire up the spine, usually in the form of orgasm or
life force surge. It is like a shot or tequila or wheat grass, suddenly you are AWAKE!
For ritual it is not necessary to go quite that far...though it would not harm any thing if you did. To
summon Fire from your body is to become aware of your heart beat and this fills every part of you
and beyond it with a frequency pulse. Then feel the blood fill every part of you with life force and
Fire.
I love fire, for it is what I am not. I am cold and it warms me, I like that. I feel the fire of people in
love and passion and that warms me too. I need to call on Fire often during the winter months for
my own fire is not enough most of the time. I am drawn to minds that are fiery and passionate, ideas
that are new and alive fascinate me. I do not like winter time, I ice over without stimulation and
have to call upon Fire to warm up. To summon the power within feels like calling flame to the
inside of my body. There is a faint itch and I feel the glow radiating across my skin. It is like having
a fever. Control is very important. I have never heard of a witch spontaneously combusting but
sometimes I feel very close to it.
There are many practices found all over the world that play with fire. Tantra practitioners dance in
it, Kundalini practitioners play with it up and down the spine, igniting each chakra with an orgasmic
dance of pleasure. Psychic Vampires feed off it and single bars stay open because of the shadow it
casts. Life-force is a form of this flame and every living thing glows with its own colours of it.
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People, very easily, become addicted to its flame and magicians master it and dip it in a dark hue,
while others set it ablaze with the essence of chaos to shape their will from it.
There are many pulses in the human body; to make another into prey, a simple touch to the neck
pulse with locked eye contact and even the most wilful teenager can be quelled. Influencing the
heart pulse can be used for many things... explore, I did. Calling fire to your finger tips and
touching someone's pulse point is very potent.
There is only one Flame, it comes in many colours, and all burn from it.

Earth my Body...
Earth is a vary varied food. I have been sampling the energy lines in the local area. Ley lines, to me,
are like acupuncture meridian lines in the body of the earth. Each have their own distinct flavour
and frequency. Some do not like being fed off and will bite you if you try.
Earth magic is dark and female and is in both men and women. In women it is on the outside but we
each have masculine and feminine within us. I was born into a female body this time around but my
spirit is both and neither. A female is more outwardly in touch with the Earth Mother but inside it
can be a different story. Men that can feel their Creator Mothers can be just as powerful as their
Sisters. All life starts out as female...
Earthing and grounding is one thing that all children know how to do instinctively, run barefoot,
dance barefoot and roll around on the grass. To cast off negative energy go lie on the ground
somewhere. There are deep power spots all over this world. You can learn very easily how to find
them. Just pretend like a child does. If you look round the room you are in now you can find the
place where you are most comfortable and where you are least comfortable. The shamanic practice
of finding your power spot in any situation was emphasised most clearly in the Carlos Castaneda
books of the 1970s. Find the place where you can sit and be powerful. Sometimes in a small space it
is the lesser of evils but it works whenever you enter a hall, classroom or even a pub or bar. Why do
you feel more comfortable in that seat and not the other one? It is best not to over think things too
much here but it really works well when you know of a spot in your home where you can radiate
positive thinking into an area that is yours and when you feel upset and off balance you can just go
and pick it back up again.
Grounding is imperative in this day. Too much computer or television leaves everyone spacey and
disconnected. To go outside and feel the heart beat of the earth again keeps me stable. I need to go
into wide open spaces, to metaphorically speaking, spread my wings and feel unrestrained again.
Going to a sacred site like Glastonbury Tor, Avebury or Cerne Abbas is great, but any place where
there are hills and or trees will do. The beat of the old places are deep and heavy, close you eyes on
the side of a old hill and feel the beat coming up from the soles of your feet. You can breathe the
heart beat in to your own heart and match your own rhythms to the space you are in.
Caves are a little overwhelming to me. I feel blind in them and cannot seem to find enough breath to
breathe. But do not let it stop you exploring the richness of inside the deep earth. Crystals and
stones all resonate to their different frequencies and vibrations. More on those later but to pick a
stone from a sacred power site and place it on a window sill somewhere lets you reconnect to the
energy of the place. Be respectful and silently ask if it is ok to remove anything from nature, for it is
not nice to take without permission.
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Pulling energy up from the earth is an old magical practice and I would say a vital thing to learn for
any awakened psychic vampire.

Time & Space...

There are other elements, like time and space, that would be, in theory, a source of food. I have not
tried feeding off time or space; it should be possible but I have got to think about that one first. I
will let you know when I have some answers in this area.

Death...
The last element may make a few people upset, feeding off death. The energies that leave a body,
both animal and human, is tangible. Many people report seeing or feeling 'something' leave the
body at the point of death and then for a few hours after. It is like the energetic breakdown of the
life-force leaving the cells give off a wave of energy and this wave could be a form of natural
energy. There is no personality left in it but it is obviously an acquired taste and not mine but I did
try it a few times and it is a source of food for me. It just tastes of dirt and is severely yucky.
Elemental feeding is a very basic food that is available for all. When tired and drained, I always
recommend going outside. When my children are irritable and poking at each others energy, outside
to play. Go hug a tree has many meanings but when in need most trees will give. Just standing on
the grass will do.
It is a very common food for both an energy leech and psychic vampire but like many things society
seems to be isolating itself from the outside world and paving and walling it selves away from it.
Cities are a prime example. But many cities have such a pool of human ambient energy it is a hit all
by itself. Energy can be found everywhere if you look hard enough but for me human energy is the
most complex and diverse. The levels of emotional, mental, physical and spirituality that rolls off a
human is the best energy food available.

Chapter Seven
Vampire Community
This is a such mish mash of predators and egos. Never a good combination. One of the studies I did
shows that out of a study of 100 people that are regulars on the Online Vampire Community, the
OVC, around 60% feed for power reasons. Many new people find themselves being chewed up by
some really nasty characters and the rest of us watch on without intervening. A trial by verbal
combat is happening nearly weekly in some groups and a huge percentage of new people crawl
away quite rightly moaning about the lack of manners we have.
The thing is most of us have tried to be nice to a new comer only to have them turn around and ask
to be bitten and made immortal. The trial by verbal combat is actually a very good process of
weeding out the under age, the stupid and the merely bored. A true seeker will find what they need
quite easily in the OVC. A couple of direct questions, showing that you know a little of what you
are seeking, will get you pointed in the right direction. The trick is to watch and read between the
lines.
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You are knocking on the door of many that drink blood and or feed off sexual and or pranic energy.
It is a really good idea to watch and listen for a while before you jump in with stupid questions.
Even if you have a pretty smart question people may chew you up because you 'smell' wrong. It is
not a fair or pretty place to hang around. However, the learning curve, for me anyhow, was great.
Yes, I learnt to not get chewed up and to chew back intelligently if I have too. I also learned where
to go for good information and where not to go. People who you can learn huge realms of
information from in a single paragraph and others who waffle on, like they are the font of all
knowledge, but who know absolutely nothing.
I found groups that were great for teaching the basics but would get quite cross at you for asking
more about the deeper knowledge needed. Some forums and websites have amazing volumes of
information but are about 10 years out of date.
Join a House, Temple, Clan, Association or Court and there is more knowledge to be found, but
chose wisely for some are very odd and strange. Stay solitary or ronin, as it is called and roam the
outer corridors for as long as you like, pressing your nose up against the windows, feeling the
warmth of the Vampire Houses and wondering what it is like to belong. Are you kin to the ones
inside? Being different alone is hard work, we are all looking for someone to open the door for us
and welcome us in. But please understand, this will not happen. You really have to knock here. If
you have to ask, the answer is probably no.
This community is a collection of sub-communities. It started coming together online from various
sources like the pagan, fetish, bdsm, satanist, and otherkin groups.
People and groups are very similar across the social media boards, I enjoy the entertainment value
but hate the bullying. I suppose it serves a purpose in keeping the pecking order but as vampires are
already strange to start off with, it can get really strange in some groups.
There are 3 most used terms for different kind of feeding techniques The Psychic Vampire: A vampire that feeds directly from human vital energy: emotional, mental
and physical.
The Sexual Vampire: This vampire also feeds the psychic way, but then by having sex with it's
donor. Most people that were sexually attacked by a vampire speak about being really tired after
having sex with the vampire, or even speak about passing out during the sex. There are
mythological vampires that have much in common with the sexual vampire. They say that these
creatures come into people dreams, seduce them sexually and after that drain their life energy.
The Sexual and Psychic Vampires can be clumped together in the same category.
The Sanguinarius Vampire: A vampire that feeds by drinking blood from a human donor.
There are other verbs used in the description of vampires but these are the main one used in the
OVC

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Printed with permission.

The Mantra of the Living Vampyre

Octarine Valur
House Valur
I am a living Vampyre, gifted with an affinity for energy and a need to consume it.
I do not need to cause harm to feed, nor to take it by force, For there are those who will give of themselves
freely at my request. I grant anyone I ask for help the right to refuse to help me, should they choose it, Just
as I reserve the right to choose to help those it is within my power to help. I cherish those who choose to
sustain me, in gratitude for their kindness.
I know that everyone has a dark side, and that mine is no darker than most. I know that I have a shadow, just
as everyone has a shadow. I know that if I do not walk in light, I walk in shadow, without light. I cannot walk
in light without casting a shadow, and my shadow cannot exist unless I walk in light. I accept that it is by my
shadow that I shall know the light. As a Vampyre, I walk the line between the light and the shadow, and at
times, astride it.
I know that though I am one, those like me are many as I also know that through our Communion, the
many are one. I understand that alone I am strong, but together with others like me, I am stronger. I hold
myself accountable for my actions, as I hold others accountable for theirs.
I do not call myself monster, because monster is, as monster does. The Beast is a monster, but I am not the
Beast. The Thirst is strong, but I am stronger. Though I suffer in Thirst, I am more than this.
I am a Vampyre, but I am also human as well.

The Black Veil

The Black Veil is a fascinating bit of early Vampire Community history. It seem to be have written
by one serious energy vampire and a fangsmith (a dentist that makes false pointy teeth for
vampires). The friendship didn't last and no one wanted to give me copy write to publish it here. I
really did try. So I put a Public Notice up and put the old copy write at the bottom.
The fangsmith decided that real vampires do not drink blood and feeding off energy is very crass
but sells his books, teeth and tickets to vampire balls with grace and flare. He has a strong global
following on his side of the fence while the traditionalists, blood and energy feeders sit on the other.
Again, most entertaining but occasionally a new comer will get chewed out for mentioning the
unmentionable.
This is old now but I see it as an attempt at the very early days of the Community to build an
agreement. There are other documents like The Donor's Bill of Rights, in the chapter on Swans,
showing that the heart was in the right place when the early vampires starting gathering online.
People really cared to build good foundations for a viable community.
But a better name for this might be the 'Black Fail' for it is next to nearly impossible to get anyone
to agree to anything online, though many of the Houses and Nightkin Clans use it as a basis of what
and who they adhere to. There are many adapted versions.

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The Black Veil The 13 Rules of the Community

Discretion
This lifestyle is private and sacred. Respect it as such. Use discretion in who you reveal yourself to, and
make certain that your motives are to truly communicate about our culture and to engender understanding.
By no means should you talk to others about yourself and our community when your motives are for selfish
reasons such as self-promotion, sensationalism, and attention-getting.
Do not hide from your nature, but never show it off to the those who won't understand.
Diversity
Our paths are many, even though the journey we are on is essentially the same. No single one of us has all
the answers to who and what we are. Respect everyone's personal views and practices. We cannot let petty
differences of ideology prevent us from maintaining a unified community; there are enough who would attack
us from the outside.
Our diversity is our strength. Let our differences in viewpoint enrich us but never divide us upon ourselves.
Safety
Use sense when indulging your nature. Do not flaunt what you are in public places. Feed in private and
make certain your donors will be discrete about what happens between you. Donors who create rumours and
gossip about us are more harm than they're worth. If you engage in blood-letting, put safety and caution
above all other things. Blood-born diseases are a very real thing, and we cannot risk endangering ourselves
or others through irresponsibility. Screen donors carefully, making certain they are in good health both
mentally and physically.
Never overindulge or get careless. The safety of the entire community rests upon each member's caution.
Control
We cannot and should not deny the darkness within. Yet we should not allow it to control us. If our beast or
shadow or dark side is given too much sway, it clouds our judgement, making us a danger even to those we
love. Never indulge in pointless violence. Never bring wilful harm to those who sustain you. Never feed only
for the sake of feeding, and never give over to mindless blood lust. We are not monsters: we are capable of
rational thought and self-control.
Celebrate the darkness and let it empower you, but never let it enslave your will.
Lifestyle
Live your life as an example to others in the community. We are privileged to be what we are, but power
should be accompanied by responsibility and dignity. Explore and make use of your vampire nature, but keep
it in balance with material demands. Remember: we may be vampires, but we are still a part of this world.
We must live lives like everyone else here, holding jobs, keeping homes, and getting along with our
neighbours. Being what we are is not an excuse to not participate in this reality.
Rather, it is an obligation to make it a better place for us to be.
Family
We are, all of us, a family, and like all families, various members will not always get along. However, respect
the greater community when having your disputes. Do not let your individual problems bring emotional
strife to the family as a whole. Settle your differences quietly among one another, only seeking out an elder's
aid in mediation when no other solution seems possible. Never bring your private disputes into public places
and never draw other family members into the issue by forcing them to take sides.

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Like any normal family, we should always make an effort to present a stable and unified face to the rest of
the world even when things are not perfect between us.
Havens
Our havens are safe places where everyone in the community can come to socialize. There are also often
public places where we are likely to encounter people who don't understand our ways. We should respect the
patrons of these places as we should also respect the owners of the establishments and always be discrete in
our behaviour. We should never bring private disputes into a haven. We should never initiate violence in a
haven. And we should never do or bring anything illegal into a haven, as this reflects badly upon the
community as a whole. The haven is the hub of the whole community, and we should respect it as such,
supporting it without business and working to improve its name in the scene so that we can always call it
home.
Territory
The community is extensive and diverse. Every city has a different way of doing things, and a different
hierarchy of rule. When entering a new city, you should familiarize yourself with the local community. Seek
out the local havens. Learn what Households have sway here. Get in touch with key members of the
community, learn who is who, and show proper respect where it is due. You should not expect to impose your
old way of doing things on this new scene. Rather you should adapt to their rules and be glad of their
acceptance. Always be on your best behaviour when coming to a new city either to visit or to stay. We are all
cautious and territorial by nature, and only by making the most positive impression possible will you be
accepted and respected in a new community.
Responsibility
This lifestyle is not for everyone. Take care in who you choose to bring into it. Those who are mentally or
emotionally unstable have no place among us. They are dangerous and unreliable and may betray us in the
future. Make certain that those you choose to bring in are mature enough for this burden. Teach them control
and discretion, and make certain that they respect our ways. You will be responsible for their actions, and
their behaviour in the community will be reflected back to you.
Elders
There are certain members of our community who have established themselves as just and responsible
leaders. These are the people who helped establish local communities, who organize havens, and who work
to coordinate the networking of the scene. While their word does not have to be law, they should nevertheless
be respected. They have greater experience than many others, and usually greater wisdom. Seek these elders
out to settle your disputes, to give you guidance and instruction, and to help you establish yourself in the
local scene.
Appreciate the elders for all they have given you: if it was not for their dedication, the community would
not exist as it does now.
Donors
Without those who offer themselves body and soul to us, we would be nothing. We cannot be other than what
we are, but it is the donors who sustain our nature. For this service, they should be respected. Never mistreat
your donors, physically or emotionally. They are not to be manipulated or leached off of for more than what
they freely offer. Never take them for granted. Appreciate them for the companionship and acceptance which
they offer us, which so many others would refuse.
This above all: appreciate the gift of their life. That communion is sacred. Never fail to treat it as such.
Leadership
When you choose to take a position of authority in the community, remember that you do not lead for
yourself alone. Leadership is a responsibility, not a privilege. A good leader must set an example for
everyone through his actions and behaviour. His motives should be selfless and pure, and he should put the
interests of the whole community before his own.

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The best leaders are those who serve to better the community and whose person and behaviour gives no
one -- even those outside of the community -- a reason to criticize them.
Ideals
Being a vampire is not just about feeding upon life. That is what we do, but not necessarily what we are. It is
our place to represent darkness in a world blinded by light. We are about being different and accepting that
difference as something that empowers us and makes us unique. We are about accepting the dark within
ourselves and embracing that darkness to make us whole beings. We are about celebrating the thresholds:
body and spirit, pleasure and pain, death and life. Our lives should be lived as a message to the world about
the beauty of accepting the whole self, of living without guilt and without shame, and celebrating the unique
and beautiful essence of every single soul.
1995-2002 Copyright Father Sebastiaan and Michelle Belanger, all rights reserved, The Sanguinarium: The
Black Veil 1.2. The Totum Lex Vampyrica

There are a couple of collections of Vampire Houses, that I know of, that get together to form a
space where disputes can be worked out and progress and alliances made. It must be serious hard
work. The Houses that meet offline seem to be above the general bickering of social media. It does
sometimes spill over, of course, to our amusement, but there is a bigger sense of a slow growth
there.
Now on the surface of the Vampire Community you will be told that Real Vampires are born not
made, and that is technically true. We are in no way contagious. But...(yes, another 'but' in a
argument) dig a little deeper and there are stories of a psychic vampires draining too much energy
from a person and temporally causing them to seek energy from other people. I am dealing from
hearsay here as I have never tried this.
I, like most online female vampires get at least two young idiots a month asking to be turned or to
be fed from. It was funny at first, but now it is just tedious. I do blame the movies for this romantic
image it has spawned. I don't see many mice going up to a cat saying "please play with me.". But I
have an odd view of young male humans. Those that send intimate pictures of themselves usually
get them sent back with a knife and blood splatter added from Photoshop.
We are predators first and they have just presented themselves as food..
Turning vampires could, in theory be done by rearranging a bodies energy field and chakra system.
It would take the form of deep psychic surgery. The question would be, will it remain, for the body's
morphic field would eventually bounce back into its old patterns again. I suppose if done really
deeply and is really desired you could be turned into a psychic vampire, but I couldn't think why
you would want it? More likely would be people wanting to NOT be a sang or psychic vampire any
more.
For the surface there is not much community, just a bunch of bickering children. But there is a rich
and diverse sub culture going on underneath that is organised and is growing. I know of vampire
communities growing it South Africa, India, Spain, South America, Norway, Denmark and United
Kingdom, Canada, Indonesia and of course, the USA. There is something that is drawing us all
together; a kind of fascination that we might not be alone and that there are others that may think
like us, even slightly, is bringing all kinds of seekers to the chat rooms, forums and social media
groups to find 'kin'.

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Polls and surveys are being done internally, a body of knowledge is being built and categorized.
Statistics are being calculated. If science and medicine will not look at us, we will do it
ourselves...just very erratically and a trifle aggressively.
That is well and truly in our nature.

Chapter Eight
Media Vampires
This is really depressing, when you start to look into it, they call me a monster and have spells,
amulets and rituals to hold me at bay.
My sense-of-humour comes to the rescue but it really is not nice. If I wanted attention I would
choose something else than a psychic vampire. It really is not a cool thing to stand up a say 'I am
Kate, and I am a psychic vampire', an alcoholic is more understood.
Most hide away in a cover of a pen name, or a dark or night side name that masks them from their
family and friends. Keeping them safe from misunderstandings that are in some places in the world,
quite serious. I had a night side name for many years, for where I was living was not safe to be
other than Christian. They are still killing witches in that country, so anything vampire is not
tolerated. But now I am back where common sense and the rule of Law stands, sort of, so I feel that
a hidden name is not necessary.
The word 'vampire' pictures an undead freak that has origins lost in myth and history. I have read
many historians accounts of Dracula and friends but, really? I am a nice mother, daughter, sister,
wife and do the school runs daily. I like garlic and crosses. I peel badly and burn in sunlight but I
have Irish skin with lots of freckles. I find the word annoying. I am mostly a vegetarian and find the
whole idea of drinking blood revolting.
So if I could find another word to use, I really would. But if you take word to mean Dracula and his
ilk, then we are not vampire. I fully accept that we are taking a word that means 'undead monster'
and adding the word 'real' or 'living' in front of it and expecting everyone to know the difference.
There are those that love the life of a vampire and embrace its image. This can be taken to the full
dental fangs being made and wearing of capes and sunglasses. This seems a lot of fun but it is
highly irritating to those of us that receive a weekly friend request from a young person who wants
to be 'turned' into an immortal superhero.
There are many who enjoy the lifestyle of a vampire and are not actual feeders. It is a good
camouflage to those that feed but do not want friends and family to know about it. Coming out of
the coffin is a recent thing especially for the blood drinkers.
The history of the label Psychic vampire is very negative, confusing and sinister so I will start with
the vagaries of Wikipedia.

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From Wikipedia, the free encyclopediaPsychic Vampires

"Energy vampire". For devices that draws electricity when not in use, see Standby power.
A psychic vampire is a person or being who feeds off the "life force" of other living creatures. Psychic
vampires are represented in the occult beliefs of various cultures and in fiction. There is no scientific or
medical evidence supporting the existence of psychic vampires, or even the bodily or psychic energy they
allegedly drain.
The term "energy vampire" is also used metaphorically to refer to people whose influence leaves a person
feeling exhausted, unfocused, and depressed, without ascribing the phenomenon to psychic interference.
Dion Fortune wrote of psychic parasitism in relation to vampirism as early as 1930 in her book, Psychic
Self-Defense. Fortune considered psychic vampirism a combination of psychic and psychological pathology,
and distinguished between what she considered to be true psychic vampirism and mental conditions that
produce similar symptoms. For the latter, she named folie deux and similar phenomena.
The term "psychic vampire" was popularized in the 1960s by Anton LaVey and his Church of Satan. LaVey
wrote on the topic in his book, The Satanic Bible, and claimed to have coined the term. LaVey used psychic
vampire to mean a spiritually or emotionally weak person who drains vital energy from other people, or a
paranormal entity within such a person, allowing the psychic draining of energy from other people. Adam
Parfrey likewise attributed the term to LaVey in an introduction to The Devil's Notebook.
The terms "energy vampire" and "psychic vampire" have been used as synonyms in Russia since the fall of
the Soviet Union as part of an occult revival.

Alternate terms
The term psychic vampire is sometimes abbreviated psy-vamp (or psi-vamp). Alternate terms for these
entities include energy vampire, energy predator, energy parasite, energy eater and energivore, as well as
psionic vampire, pranic vampire, and empathic vampire.
Terms used to describe the substance or essence that psychic vampires take or receive from others include:
energy, qi (or ch'i), life force, prana, and vitality.

Emotional vampires
American author Albert Bernstein uses the phrase "emotional vampire" for people with various personality
disorders who are often considered to drain emotional energy from others.
Role In Modern Vampire Subculture
The theme of the psychic vampire has been a focus within modern vampire subculture. The way that the
subculture has manipulated the image of the psychic vampire has been investigated by researchers such as
Mark Benecke and A. Asbjorn Jon. Jon has noted that, like the traditional psychic vampires, those of
vampire subculture believe that they 'prey upon life-force or 'pranic' energy'.
Sexual vampires
A related form of psychic vampirism is known as sexual vampirism, where one is said to be able to feed off
sexual energy. A mythological example of a sexual vampire would be a succubus or a rokurokubi.

I also found this article in The Llewellyn Journal which kind of sums up how much the world hates
and is fascinated by us.

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The Llewellyn JournalPsychic Vampires

This article was written by Joe H. Slate PhD posted under Psychic
Let's face it--we've probably all fallen prey to a psychic vampire, possibly without even knowing it. It may
have been a chance encounter with an energy predator that left us temporarily exhausted, or possibly along
term vampire interaction with serious wear-and-tear effects on the mind and body.
Psychic vampirism is alive and flourishing in the world today. As consumers of energy rather than blood,
vampires of the psychic kind exist in many guises but with one common trait--their own inadequate energy
system compels them to tap into and feed upon the energies of unsuspecting host victims. The immediate
results of such a one-on-one vampire encounter are anew but temporary surge of energy for the psychic
vampire and a serious loss of mental and physical energy for the unsuspecting prey. If you suddenly feel
emotionally or mentally depleted, you may be under attack by a psychic vampire. The unfortunate effects of
prolonged energy loss are damage to the energy system itself and in some instances, serious illness.
As consumers of energy rather than blood, psychic vampires, like their folklore counterparts, can be men or
women, young or old. They can be tween, teens, or adults. They can be professionals in business suits,
wealthy dot. comers, dapper CEOs, ultra-groovy rock stars, or construction workers in hard hats. They can
be a business associate, next door neighbour, or even family member.
Long before the popularization of folklore vampires as blood-thirsty villains who sucked life-sustaining
blood from their prey, psychic vampires as energy-sucking predators were common. There's strong evidence,
in fact, that vampires as consumers of energy were the trailblazers that actually inspired the legendary
version of vampires as consumers of blood. An early example with clear fingerprints of psychic vampirism is
the Biblical account of Delilah's cunning seduction of Samson in which she vampirized him by cutting his
hair, the source of his strength. Even the Biblical version of creation in which God breathed into man the
"breath (energy) of life" and then took from him a rib (of energy) to create woman illustrates the transferable
nature of life-force energy. That give-and-take make-up of energy is even more dramatically illustrated in the
Biblical account of the woman who, upon touching the hem of Christ's garment, was infused with energy
while Christ simultaneously felt the energy leaving his body. On a very broad scale, psychic vampire themes
were common in many primitive cultures that routinely used rituals to embolden and energize their warriors
while simultaneously demoralizing and enfeebling (vampirizing) their enemies. Even today, military
strategies often include an excessive show of force--such as shock and awe--to demoralize and dispirit
(vampirize) the enemy.

It is funny how they say that you can find energy vampires everywhere and we are so dangerous
and draining but that they do not say to start protecting yourself from the one in the mirror... just
saying.
We can all be predators and we can all be prey to one another. In spite of our 'civilized' society, we
have eyes fixed forward in our skull like cats, dogs and other hunters of this world, unlike the
rabbits and deer of this world which have their eyes on either side of their skulls so that they can see
a hunter coming to make a meal of them.
Humans are hunters.
So much of our stress and frustration is that society has tried to tame us. Now this is not a bad thing,
I like bringing my children up in a sort-of safe society where the rule of Law is enforced. There are
some nasty predators out there and I would like them to be found, tried and if guilty, locked up. I
have been to countries where wealth and muscle rule and the poor and small are being ground down
into meat.
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Our hunting grounds have had to be adapted.

I cannot solve all societies ills, I would not know where to start. What I do know is that once you
start to see the hunting going on all around you it puts a very different slant to energy vampirism.
Why does a rock star need to play in front of tens of thousands of screaming fans? Why does the
politician love the limelight and attention, whether love or angry attention they crave it. Because
they need to feed. A rock star is known to consume large amounts of drugs to get him/her creative
and able to preform. This is because drugs mimic the high of the energy feed he/she is getting from
stage. I wanted to be an actress when I was young for I loved the waves of energy rolling off the
audience. You are feeding a politician your energy when you watch them speak or hear gossip about
them.
No publicity is bad publicity for all is energy.
We may hate or love them but we cannot stop tuning into celebrity news and gossip, get your fix of
what they are doing next. Who is feeding who here? The fact that most of them look (energetically)
off their faces on substances says that they are prey and being hunted by all for the delicious
disasters going on in their lives. You can feel the feeding frenzy of the public after a movie star or
politician is down on their knees after somehow screwing up. Remember Princess Diana? Prime
example.
We literally 'eat them alive'.
Modern hunting and feeding practices.
Gossip is petty feeding but most of us do it for kicks. For many people that is all the energy they are
getting and don't realize how addictive it is and how you grow the need for more and more gossip.
Just look at the many social media groups dedicated to the practice of this food.
The feeding of energy off each other is everywhere. But the feeding in the media takes on a very
nasty 'picking on the weak or broken' stance that most awakened psychic vampires would never
stoop to. If I need energy I would never take from the weak, young, or innocent like the social
media does. We find our own honour and code to live with and wonder how social media hunters
manage to sleep at night.
The media is literally eating itself alive as it picks on the weaker members of its tribe. Anyone who
has been on the end of a mistaken quote or wrongly interpreted picture posted on line knows what it
is like to be prey.
This is why most people hate the media and what it represents for our society, yet are continually
drawn back to feed the still growing beast. I got rid of my family's television over 10 years ago and
we do not buy newspapers or magazines. What the children do not know, they do not miss. Having
the daily 'News' not beamed into our house is no great loss. We go online for anything happening in
the world and pick and chose our news sources, knowing that the standard television offering is
corrupted from the source and not worth the laugh at what rubbish they are spouting today.
Hey, guess what, your television is vamping you.
Takes one to know one.
It leaves you tired and drained and you keep going back for more....hmm classical symptoms of an
energy vampire.
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These new 3D movies at the cinema are amazing. I was flat for about a week after watching the Star
Trek new movie, taking the concept of stimulation and draining to whole new levels. It pulls on
every emotion you have and drags it from you. I now calculate is the movie worth the energy drain.
Sometimes, yes, it is.
Pecking orders and hierarchies all channel energy up the chain of command. Join a club or
corporation and start on the bottom rung to feed the next layer above you. Get promotion and feel
the boost of energy from those that you now rule over.
The thing is about vampires, is that they make it enjoyable to feed them.
The girls in flowing white nightdresses, lying on their draped bedrooms with the windows wide
open waiting for Dracula, do not seem to be trying desperately to run away. He is going to kill you,
daft girlie. Surrender comes fairly fast for most movie vampire victims seem to enjoy being killed
by a vampire, at least up until the last moment, then they start to weakly struggle.
There are many explanations for this but I watch and see that for a large number of people, being
prey is an addictive and enjoyable experience. People boast about their tragedies and sorrows in
their lives. "I lost energy here, here and here." "Please eat me, I am your willing prey", up until the
end where they start to weakly struggle...
The prey of this world are everywhere. I would like to empower them and show them how to take
back the energy they are leaking from every energy centre. But their addiction is their god and I
really do not know how to break the spell for them. I guess nature designed them that way; those
that are stuck to follow and be what they have always been, food for the strong.
It is not nice but true.
Are you hunter or prey?
It is a daily question for the jungle is full of delusion and very dangerous.
Give your energy away to the television and media and you will have to get it back from another
source...
....how is your relationships looking these days?

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Chapter Nine
Dragons Of Power

To be ruled by appetite is to be ruled by your personal addiction dragon. We all have them,
smoking, drinking, sex or food. A Dragon of Power has to be befriended and ruled. Some days you
win, some days the dragon does. I am talking about will power here.
Will power over blood lust is a common thing amongst humans. We are taught to deny it and
pretend it doesn't exist. Maybe for a percentage it doesn't? But I think a fair percentage of us saw
the series Dexter and recognised not just a tiny part of ourselves?
Horror movies, chiller thrillers, fascination with death and the macabre, even roller coasters and
Goths and fetishes are all explorations of our dark side. What is forbidden becomes an obsession
and the more repressed society becomes, the more dark and twisted it becomes. This is obvious to
me watching the ebb and flow of various traditional religious and governmental bodies. Suppress us
at your risk, for people can become really warped and twisted when double lives are forced.
To want something and not have it hurts. In this age of instant gratification it becomes intolerable to
not be able to get something immediately, if not sooner. We have become like spoiled children
demanding the latest Xbox or Iphone.
A vampire feels this need nearly constantly. It burns and we try to fill it with food, sex, drugs, fast
cars and adrenalin rushes. I need, becomes a common feature with all vampires. A sense of hunger
is felt until fed properly. If blood is required it becomes very hard to find a Swan or donor. With an
energy vampire, trouble is stirred up in their path. Emotional food, whether positive or negative, it
doesn't really matter. Trolls and shit-stirrers online often carry the energy signature of an energy
vampire. Gimme energy! Any energy, any attention needed! Now. Unhealthy people also go
through this type of need. People who have been or are, sick will drain the energetics of all around
them in a desperate attempt to feed. Gimme attention! Poor me...I am so sick. Hospitals are a black
hole of energy. I do not wonder so many nurses and doctors burn out fast or become vampires
themselves.

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Children will also naturally drain those around them, ask any parent at the end of a long day they
feel 'drained dry' and exhausted. Growing children learn their 'feeding' habits from their immediate
caregivers. If mum was sickly or flirted with men to gain energy it will probably run in the family.
This need that drives us is called our dragon. We have to learn to ride it, if we try and break it or
tame it or pretend it doesn't exist we will have serious problems. I see a prime example in the way
the Catholic Church treats sexuality, lets deny it and suppress it and see how that works, i.e. it
worms about inside and comes out in a twisted and perverted way. This is how our inner dragon
works.
To feed off someone energetically has moral implications; it is very hard to look away from them
but many do. Most of us aspire to be better than the idea 'Because we can, we do'. For example,
children after a birthday party, all sugared up and hyper. Do you drain off the excess energy and
help them settle. As a parent, I would, but feeding off children is a huge no no. They need that extra
energy to grow and develop. A better parent would just avoid as many birthday parties and sugar
highs.
To feed from someone who is in pain is a service to them. You are easing their pain, how can that be
wrong? But you know what, sometimes it is. Sometimes the other persons pain is there for a very
good reason and it is very wrong for you to intervene. Knowing the difference is a very hard one but
it all comes down to learning to ride your hunger, your dragon.
Your dragon does need to be fed, but feeding off those that haven't given permission leaves a sort of
stain on you. In the energy world this stain becomes very noticeable. We, that see you, can maybe
not see what you have done but the stain is left upon you. Yeah, I am stained too, so I am not
casting any stones here. Learning to control and use your power stains you along the way. Many of
the recent big movies have themes that touch on this. Maleficent was one that I liked the most; she
had to walk the path of the darkness before she could find true love. The dragon, when uncontrolled
and unrestrained will lead you into dark paths. We all eventually will find ourselves controlling our
wants and needs or them controlling us. The vampire is twice as likely to fall into the spiral of out
of control feeding if not careful.
It takes will power to rule your dragon. To me will power is stronger than my body and my muscles.
If I eat too much and drink and smoke too much my body will get weak, yet my body will crave
more and more of these things, only by over-ruling it with will power do we get strong and are able
to conquer our dragons.
Learning to ride your need responsibly and not feeding on those that cannot afford to give is the
solution to dealing with your dragon. Your dragon needs to be fed so find someone who understands
your needs. There are many ways to be fed if you are a strong psychic vampire, nature is best. Go
out and dance in the rain, on the beach, on a hillside, at a sacred site or well spring. Feel the
vibration of a thunderstorm and the warmth of the rising sun hitting the grass. The energy of nature
is vast and totally giving, but you need to learn how to take and absorb it.
It flows in through your energy centres. For me, it is through my sacral chakra that I take in energy;
it kind of funnels in like water going down a plug. I feel it like a warmth entering me. I get so cold
when I haven't fed for a while. Natures energy comes in many different frequencies and flavours. I
need to energetically 'hug-a-tree' occasionally to sooth my hungry dragon.

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To learn to feed regularly and responsibly is every psychic vampires goal. Once you become
'awakened' to your nature you have no more excuses about feeding off the innocent and unwilling.
When trouble happens around you, ask yourself, when was the last time you fed? And, like
everything else in this life, with practice everything becomes easier.
You cannot kill your dragon, it will come back bigger and harder to bite you on your ass. You have
to learn to ride it.
It isn't all bad news, there are certain benefits that comes to those that can ride their dragons, you
are more aware of the energies around you. You can focus better, your senses become sharper, you
become the predator you were born to be. You can feel the differences in people and flow with those
that match you and those that don't. These are just my benefits, you may have many more.

A Little Note on Passive Aggression

There is so much passive aggression about we all seem to be drowning in it.
It is not surprising really, people are angry. We are angry at the state of the world and our society. It
is just all so wrong. We are not allowed to hit back at the restraints we are bound by. So it seeps out
in little snips and pokes at all around us.
I am angry I cant find work. I see so many people in work and know it is wrong to be angry at
them butit isnt fair. I have to just remain positive, upbeat and persevere until my ship comes in.
How the expletive I do this is not explained but it is required that I sit quietly and accept the fact
that society requires me to work and bring up three children at the same time.
Again lots of expletives..
Anger is going to come out somewhere. Look at your social media feed, it is full of anger. I dont
know about your news feed but on mine the rants are on the increase. Abuse and sheer rudeness is
there too, but the anger is all of us is growing. Things are not right
Passive aggression is rudeness used with a smile. It is a very potent weapon. Your mother probably
wields it like a master ninja. Passive aggressive with a shovel full of guilt is many a family specialty
to express itself. Children learn it early. A frequent untidy bedroom is form of passive aggression, it
also is being lazy but the dynamics of it is aggression.
The phase it is nothing personal but is extreme passive aggression. It is like hitting someone
while taking away their ability to hit back. Of course it is bloody personal! Satirists are angry
people, they walk a fine line between humour and verbal abuse. I tried it once and lost the balance. I
am too angry and irritated to be funny on many subjects. I was interested to read an article about
one of my favourite authors, Terry Pratchatt, who died recently. According to someone who knew
him he was an angry man that funneled his rage at life and his disease into his books. Now that, is a
good way to positively direct something negative.

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For anger, hatred, frustration, irritating the dark side of the force is killing us all. Anger with
no outlet sits and goes poisonous. We are killing our selves with the whole I cant fight this or run
away from it that flows through our veins in the form of adrenalin. If passive aggression on social
media is a fairly harmless outlet, lets go for it! A walk, exercise or some sweaty sex are other outlets
but hey, they are not going to happen, and it is cold out. But anger also fuels change and points the
way forward. What makes you angry is like an arrow pointing you in the direction you need to
travel.
So I thought about this and decided that I needed to stop bottling it all up and explore ways of
venting. I was pleased to say it accumulated in a verbal private messaging fight with a very rude
and aggressive young man. I refused to let go. I refused to stop typing things like, I am sorry you
feel that way. Mean it takes the whole rug out from under him. Thank you for explaining that to
me, but you are wrong. Polite fighting I care about you not XXX, you are important Getting
under his skin it became a dance of two angry energies, one using the direct one/two punch form
like a boxing match, the other a ninja moving and circling away from each blow only to leave large
cuts behind in the other.
There is a technique of healing done in Hawaii called Hooponopono. It is a very beautiful method
of caring for people. It uses four key phases :I love you
I am sorry
Thank you
Please forgive me
I learnt lots of such methods at one time, but what I didnt know is that it can be used as a weapon
to hurt as well as heal.
This young idiot threatened stupid stuff, including to rape my children, I get he was getting
desperate as I was not getting angry in a way he recognised. But a mother really does not like to
hear that sort of thing. It kind of kicked the whole passive aggression thing into another gear. I got
vicious with it.
By using those four phrases like a weapon he disintegrated and ran away. It was truly wonderful.
There is no defence, especially if you can throw all the sincerity you have into the mix. Using the
words I love you in an argument is highly aggressive and underminingunless of course you are
making up. But these are manipulative techniques that we all use to get our own way.
It is like using one love at the bottom of an nasty vindictive rant, trying to negate some of the sting
of the words. It is giving out mixed signals. Even putting LOL or a smiley after you write
something someone may take offence to . Though communicating in text speak is always going to
get you into trouble somewhere for so much of the communication band width is lost. It is a tough
sport that is being developed here and some of us do not seem to know when to sit down and shut
up.
Passive aggression in the normal world comes out really clearly when we are driving.
That bastard behind me is too close I am going to slow down and really annoy him.grrrr.
No, I am not going to let her in, she looks mean, why should I be nice? Yesterday that guy was not
nice to me. It makes driving very scary for most of us really trying not to be in competition with
every other car driver and we have all seen this behaviour kill, or nearly kill someone out there on
the road.
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My thought to this is that when it becomes appropriate to be passive aggressive, use it with style
and class. Mere aggression just gets you dirty, passive aggression can become an art form and an
outlet for the rage that is building in all of us looking for a kinder world, not a more stupid one.
My firm belief is that if you are going to do something, for ill or for good, learn to be fully aware of
it and get damn good at it.
For all of us it is a daily battle. Today I won, tomorrow I may not be so strong. Trying to find
balance in a world of extremes is very hard.

Chapter Ten
Otherness & Ethics
Many people around the world must have experienced the onset of the need for energy and rejected
or suppressed these notions because of religious influence, social consequences, peer pressure or
because they feared the worst; that they were imagining things, and losing their minds. The sad
thing is that those of use who know, realize that if we deny it and deny ourselves, things become
worse for us than the actual fears themselves.
A multitude of statements has been made by people who speak about their experiences in this
regard, and about what happens to them when they do not feed, or do not feed often enough and
what can be viewed as a general trend includes emotional and psychological trauma, gradually
increasing depression, mood swings, aggression, emotional neediness, fatigue, physical aches and
pains, flu-like symptoms, a decline in resistance to disease and a gradual decline in health. Psychic
or energy feeders may be feeding wildly and uncontrolled off any source they can reach even
initiating fights and arguments in order to feed off the energy, without even being aware of what
they are actually doing.
These trends can be seen in those we call the unawakened those who went through the process but
without realizing it, or without accepting what they were going through.
It is an accepted principle that one has to come to realization that one is by ones self. Nobody can
force you to acknowledge it, or to force it onto you. Nobody can turn you into a Vampire and so
many people are coming to terms with their nature later in life. Whether this is due to newly
available information reaching them only now, or because they can no longer deny it, or are finally
ready to accept themselves and their nature.
Otherkin, wolf and catkin ,demon, angel kin, hybrids and sanguines are all coming out of the
woodwork these days. Are they mostly role players? Very likely in the modern society with its new
ideas of what is different and what is acceptable. Do they feel comfortably in their own skins and in
the society they grew up in? Absolutely not. But it is the 'mostly' that seems to draw us together.
Time will always tell. If they are still around a couple of years down the line, then there must be
something there.

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I know that they scan differently. To someone who knows and feeds off energy these people taste
differently. I do not understand what is going on in their minds but I do know that they are not just
'regular folks'. If thought effects the body, mind and spirit, then these people are thinking very
differently.
Vampires also think very differently to 'regular folks', this also is noticeable after you start to
associate with them for a few years. It is also why we feel comfortable in 'like-minded' company.
This is found across the spectrum of peoples and communities but in the Vampire and Otherkin sub
communities it means some very strange and differently thinking people are blending, teaching and
sharing ideas. Things can get extreme and far-out. It is rather fun.
I believe that I have something to learn from everyone. So when introduced to a person who is a
wolf therian you have to take a deep breath and remind yourself that everyone's reality is different
and if someone feels that strongly that they are connected to a big smelly primal dog, then they are
entitled to their beliefs as much as I am. I do admire courage and I bet they have constant ridicule
enough in their lives than they need any any more from me. So I have learned to be extremely
gentle. To ask, brutally, Why do you believe that? Prove it! is what we are trained to do.
Questions are used as weapons, sharp ones at that.
To enter into a gentle discussion with a not so emotional therian is quite an education. Many feel
that their body is human but their soul is animal. No, they do not shift shape into a werewolf. But
they feel that they share a link with the animal on a soul level. Seems logical enough to me. I am
not qualified to call them nuts or pass judgement, I am a psychic vampire. I cannot claim to have
the full understanding of everyone, but many of these people feel like kin. Different but familiar,
like cousins or something?
Since I am in no position to cast aspersions on this idea of animal souls in human bodies, and come
to think of it, the ancient Egyptians had pictures of humans with animal heads, so it is not a new
thing. I have come round to the idea of 'soul differences'. It leads to more questions in very
interesting, unexplored and rather sticky areas but I am willing. If our body is just our shell that we
use as a spacesuit as we explore planet earth then there is no reason why our souls have to be all the
same. Many of us look around us and feel very different from those that are considered our peers.
We do not 'fit in' to the regular scheme and flow of things, even as children we do not think and do
the same as the majority of others. It is tough being green...
Feelings of alienation and being misunderstood are more common than you think. I can see past the
'fronts' that are put up by the 'popular kids' in school. They fake it better than the others. But there
are a minority that are just not the same, no matter how hard they try or what medication they are
give. We are just Other.
"We carry ourselves with a proud determination and can seem arrogant, detached, and cold. We are often of
a predatory nature, and with difficulty avoid using those around us. To most we seem unapproachable. There
is an air about us which seems somehow to set us apart. Even those ignorant to our true natures react to
this, treating us with respect, attraction or fear. The unawakened stare then look away from us and are
unable to meet our gaze. They are disturbed by our presence but rarely will they understand what disturbed
them or why. Intellectually, they fear us. The Awakened will know us for what we are, though they may
hesitate to put a name to it. Still, on an unspoken level they will understand and attempt to define us through
the filters of their individual beliefs and symbol systems."

From The Psychic Vampire Codex By Michelle Belanger

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As an empath and telepath I did what I have always done to fit in, for I am well travelled and
learned to imitate those around me. I watch people lie to each other and themselves, make
themselves smile when they want to scream and listen to them hate each other and their lives,
without comment.
I was told by a friend some years ago to find some humility in my manner...ehhh? I am not
arrogant; I feel your pain and respect your journey. Arrogance? This confused me. But since
understanding who I am more, I have a predatory nature and when hungry for energy will take it
easily. As I 'see' who you are this is also a weapon and even in the act of 'seeing' can be seen and felt
like an aggressive attack. Put simple many people do not feel comfortable in my presence. I treasure
those that do.
The instinct of all of us when in the presence of someone different is not to be underestimated.
Hence the past (and present) witch burnings. It is the 'Other' in me that they fear and I can deflect
but not totally hide...and if honest, have stopped caring, for I am what I am.
A society or community is judged on how it treats its outcasts and misfits. I will not conform any
more and neither will most that read this. I am growing into my strength and power and will not be
a hypocrite and bow to the whims and wishes to the 'normal' majority. I will not go quietly into the
night... and I will stand up to all that comes knocking..
The vampire and otherkin community is created out of people that do not bend or blend easily or
comfortably. We bitch; whine and fight tooth and nail each other because that is what we are used
to. I consider myself fairly easy going and unconfrontational, but talk to me about child abuse and I
won't know when to step back. I may not like children much, but threaten them in any way and I
will tear your throat out...verbally anyway...psychically if pushed. So, all of us get riled up over lots
of different issues and as we get to know each other better we will learn each others 'buttons'.
But how do we deal with the 'problem' members, for this is always the test of every community.
How do we deal with direct confrontation from our own that can only strike directly home because
they may be partly right and we agree with some of what they say? Tolerance to a point is the
message so far, and I respect that.
The art of diplomacy is coming to me late in life and it is in my nature to always try and bridge a
gap where I see it. Not taking things personally is impossible sometimes, for it is very personal
when you feel strongly about something and another won't/can't understand you.
I hate being not heard, especially when my written 'tone' is misunderstood. The frustration is very
real. We all can feel then backlash of these discussions in our emotional bodies and they sting and
bubble into our lives.
As Vampire or Other, we have to adapt to our surroundings, never conform or lose your sense of
identity, but adapt. 'Adapt or Die' is a fair expression.
A community of misfits is the hardest one to bring together and those that are managing it need
respect and back up, for it takes quite a bit of energy, passion and endless patience to hold space for
us all.
Ethics is another tough subject here and I am going to fall back on Michelle again to explain it far
better than I can.
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Definition Of Ethics
Michelle Belanger
House Kheperu
Ethics deals with grey areas and touchy decisions like abortion, murder in self-defence, and death with
dignity. Although religious people and moralists will attempt to define ethics in shades of black and white, a
true ethicist recognizes that we do not live in a black and white world. Sometimes the right decision is
crystal clear. Sometimes, as in your worksheet, it is very, very hazy.
Basically, an ethical choice acknowledges the rights of the individual while also acknowledging the rights of
others as individuals. An ethical choice may also be defined as "the greatest good" - a decision that allows
for the protection and well-being of all individuals involved - both the self and others. A final way of looking
at it is that ethics takes an ideal and applies it as workable as possible to the hardly ideal real world.

POPULAR OPINION
Now, it's been my experience that a lot of Pagans, Wiccans, and Otherkin have serious issues with psychic
vampirism. In general, most non-vampires consider any exercise of vampiric abilities to be inherently wrong.
However, if someone is a true psychic vampire, taking energy is not a choice. It's part of who and what they
are. To simply condemn the practice of psychic vampirism out of hand is to show utter disregard for the
problems psychic vampires wrestle with every day of their lives. This sort of short sighted condemnation is
akin to demanding that a homosexual just choose not to be gay.
Before I jump into the different ethical approaches to psi-vampirism, let's briefly discuss what psi-vampirism
actually is. A lot of you probably know this material already, so bear with me if I'm covering familiar
ground.

DEFINING VAMPIRISM
Anyone can take energy. In fact, everyone actually does. Each and every person in this room at this very
moment is engaged in a complex interchange with the energy of the environment around them. This includes
the energy of the people around them - with my energy, with your energy, with your energy and with yours.
This is an intricate dance of give and take that is influenced by mood, attentiveness, physical and mental
health, physical proximity, emotional connection and a variety of other factors.
Taking energy is a perfectly natural process. The ratio of give and take varies from person to person, but in
most cases, it evens out to a balance. The distinction for psychic vampires is that they have a need to
consistently take more than they give. I would also specify that true psychic vampires need to take primarily
human, vital energy (where human loosely applies to all of us running around on two legs.)
A need to take in large quantities of energy can arise from physical or subtle illness, imbalance, or damage however, this is not true vampirism, as the conditions are temporary and the heightened intake of energy will
cease once the underlying problem has been resolved. True psychic vampirism is inborn, and it is frequently
carried across incarnations.
A psychic vampire's need typically arises from a difficulty in energetic metabolism, digestion, or
connectedness, all of which are strongly determined by soul origin. Souls that have come from a reality
outside of this one may not be compatible with the natural energies of this place. They may also operate at a
much higher frequency than is typical to this place, thus accounting for higher energetic "metabolisms".
Furthermore, foreign souls often lack the connection to the Source that sustains souls that are native to this
place. This is why you will very frequently see a high concentration of psi-vamps who are also Otherkin.
Illness, damage to the subtle body, or intentional alterations can also cause psychic vampirism. Of these last
three, illness and subtle body damage are generally only temporary, though the subtle body often heals in
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RIGHT AND WRONG

So now let's address ethics. If each and every one of us naturally takes energy at some point in our existence,
when is it actually wrong?
I've divided attitudes and applications of psychic vampirism up into five main areas that fit upon an ethics
continuum. We have Darwinian Vampirism, Robin Hood Vampirism, Pragmatic Vampirism, Sustainable
Vampirism, and Vegetarian Vampirism. Let's take a brief look at each.

DARWINIAN VAMPIRISM
Adherents of Darwinian Vampirism hold that taking energy is a right. This is pure survival of the fittest.
Darwinian Vampires do not ask for energy - they simply take it because they can. This can include
individuals who take energy out of legitimate need as well as those magickal workers who have learned
techniques for the taking of energy.
Question - All right. If an ethical choice acknowledges the rights of the individual while also acknowledging
the rights of others as individuals, then what can be said of the ethics of Darwinian Vampirism?
Answer -This is the least ethical attitude on vampirism. These are the people who attack you at clubs and
other public places without provocation, and they are the very visible minority that gives the rest of us a bad
name. I do not endorse Darwinian Vampirism, and in fact, I have devoted many years to combating this
attitude within the community.

ROBIN HOOD VAMPIRISM

The next approach to psychic vampirism is Robin Hood Vampirism. Here you rob from the rich to sustain the
poor. Robin Hood vampires don't take from just anyone. They target people who have an abundance of
energy, justifying this through the notion that these people have "more than enough" and won't really miss it
in the long run.
Question -Weighing the good of the individual against the good of others to find the balance of the "greatest
good", what do you think of the ethics of Robin Hood Vampirism?
Answer - Otherkin and other high-energy Awakened are frequently targeted by Robin Hood vampires. But
this is hardly justification to "steal" from you, as you are no more responsible for your energy largesse
than a psychic vampire is responsible for their need. While "theft" from those with an abundance of
energy can be justified in truly extreme circumstances, such circumstances are in fact rare and typically
this approach is just an excuse to victimize others.

PRAGMATIC VAMPIRISM
Next up is Pragmatic Vampirism. This is all about grey areas. The basic goal of a Pragmatic Vampire is to
feed only from willing and capable donors. However, the Pragmatist acknowledges that some circumstances
give a vampire no other choice but to feed from someone without their permission or suffer terribly him or
herself. Self-sacrifice is balanced against infringement upon others.
Question Again, if an ethical choice acknowledges the rights of the individual while also acknowledging the
rights of others as individuals, what can be said of the ethics of Pragmatic Vampirism?
Answer When a Pragmatic vampire has no source outside of unwilling targets, they engage in a weighing of
needs. The Pragmatist will consider the potential discomfort of the target, their likely recovery time, as well
as the invasion of privacy constituted by psychic attack. Next, the Pragmatist considers his own discomfort
and potential loss of well-being if no energy is forthcoming. Further factors include the danger the psi-vamp
places himself in as well as those around him if his need deepens, as well as the likelihood that an
opportunity for consensual feeding will present itself within a certain window of time.
All these considerations are weighed against each other, and the ultimate decision differs from case to case
based on the balance of needs.

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SUSTAINABLE VAMPIRISM
After the Pragmatist comes the adherent of Sustainable Vampirism. Sustainable Vampires make the "noble
sacrifice" of enduring hunger and privation in order to protect others from their needs. Practitioners of
Sustainable Vampirism will feed only upon consenting donors even though these are rare and hard to come
by. When donors are not available, Sustainable Vampires will limit themselves to ambient feeding, a
technique which draws in the loose, free-floating energy given off by crowds. This energy is plentiful but not
very sustaining, and over a long period of time, it fails to support anything more than minimal functionality.
Question --Given that ethics seeks to find the greatest good for both the self and all others involved in a
situation, what can be said about Sustainable Vampirism?
Answer - There are two main problems with Sustainable Vampirism. One, consenting donors are very rare.
This leaves most Sustainable psi-vamps to feed only upon ambient energy. This is the second problem.
While ambient energy will suffice for basic survival, this comes at a high cost of mental, spiritual, and
physical well-being and functionality. This means the follower of Sustainable Vampirism protects the
rights of others at costly sacrifices to themselves.

VEGETARIAN VAMPIRISM (also, The Reluctant Vampire)

This is the complete ideological opposite of Darwinian Vampirism. In this schema, taking energy is seen as
being fundamentally wrong. The Vegetarian Vampire will not take from sentient beings (a.k.a. sentients) willing or otherwise. Frequently, this includes ambient energy as it ultimately has its source from sentients.
Question - Given that abstinence in psi-vamps eventually brings about very real, and sometimes debilitating,
physical ills, what can be said of the Vegetarian approach to vampirism in terms of the greatest good?
Answer - Vegetarian Vampires struggle against their nature and take the high road of abstinence. The
problem with this of course is that vampirism is a part of some beings' natures, just as some animals are
meant to be carnivores. Vegetarian Vampires open themselves up to a host of physical, mental, and spiritual
problems. It is not uncommon for a vampire who abstains entirely from feeding to be hospitalized for these
problems. While an abstaining vampire will probably not die from lack of energy, they most certainly
compromise the quality of their life.

FURTHER CONSIDERATION
If you are still of the opinion that a psychic vampire should "do the right thing" and sacrifice their needs for
the protection of others, there is another consideration that must be added to the equation. As mentioned
before, in true psychic vampires, a need for energy is inherent and their ability to take energy can be
exercised whether they are conscious of this or not. If a psychic vampire does not consciously feed, then at
some point when their need becomes great enough, survival instincts will kick in.
What does this mean? This means that whether they intend to or not, a psychic vampire who is in deep need
will suck in energy indiscriminately from their environment. Anyone they come into contact with will be fair
game, and since there is no conscious exercising of this intake, there is also no conscious control. Starving
psychic vampires will unintentionally dream-walk to others, especially those they have a significant
emotional, mental, or energetic connection to, and they will also pull energy down through any connections
or links they have to others.
Essentially, a starving psychic vampire becomes an energetic black hole, and as nature abhors a vacuum,
any person the vampire has contact with will have energy taken away in order to fill this.
Thus, as noble as they might sound, Sustainable Vampirism and especially the more severe Vegetarian
Vampirism are actually shortsighted approaches to ethical behavior. In the short term, they serve the
"greatest good," but in the long term, this service falls apart. Control over a potentially destructive habit
is only worthwhile as long as it can be maintained, and if a particular approach puts you in danger of
losing control, then the ethics of that approach are compromised.

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CONCLUSION: THE MIDDLE PATH

As defined at the outset of this presentation, an ethical choice acknowledges the rights of the individual
while also acknowledging the rights of others as individuals. Ethical behavior, then, is essentially a balance
between selfishness and selflessness that allows for the greatest benefit and protection of all involved.
Through different periods of my life, I have tried all five of these approaches. Darwinian and Robin Hood
Vampirism trample the rights of others, while Vegetarian and Sustainable Vampirism sacrifice the rights
of the self. Although self-sacrifice has long been forwarded by our culture as the most noble of ideals,
when applied to practical reality, it remains an ideal only. Self-sacrifice devalues the worth of the self just
as purely selfish behaviour devalues the worth of others as individuals. This leaves us with the Middle
Path, that of the Pragmatist Vampire, a path which I support and currently uphold.

That really says it all for me.

Chapter Eleven
Parenting & Faith
Quite a few years ago I became a mother and it was a huge shock to my system. I had to make big
adjustments to my outlook in life. I will protect my children and all baby lifeforms, it is a strong
part of my nature. There is life energy all around us and most of it comes from Mother Earth. I see
the Earth as a life form and all life on this world is by her design and part of her consciousness. That
is my part of my 'pagan' views.
My vampire views are very similar. I cannot get all that I 'need' from 'meat and potatoes' food and
sunlight, like most mammals can. This may be just a limiting thought form that I am holding on to?
But I get sick and depressed when hungry and I can see and manipulate the energy around me fairly
easily, I become dangerous and predatory. I really dislike the word 'vampire'. But with the word
came so much clarity, I cannot deny it. I do not really like the word 'pagan', please call me 'witch'
and be done with all the labelling.
Bringing up a child is such a complicated endeavour. There is no 'right way' and many, many wrong
ways. All of them leach energy from me and nearly everyone around them. I am not calling them
vampiric in any way. I feel it is to early to tell. But all are energy leaches.
It is interesting to watch young manipulators develop, they started learning to play with energy at a
very young age. Manipulating emotions and people from as young as 6 or 7. They are gaining in
skill but will cause trouble so as to feed off it, as soon as they are in the door, if they are feeling low
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We now send them outside until they behave themselves and have energetically fed. But the prod
and poke of insistent 'feed me now' energy is unmistakable. If you watch and wait for the energy to
smooth out and become grounded in them again they are some of the most warm and affectionate
kids around but if they are depleted and low, they becomes a little manipulating monsters, poking
all around them into anger and irritation until they have fed. I am sure I wasn't half as bad?
We teach them how to feed from nature but they are not listening much. I trust they will work it out
for I have given them all the clues and they are a bright kids.
But like most things that are hunters, lessons are usually learned the hard way.
I teach them all to be responsible for their own energy, if feeling low or sick to look to diet and go
outside for a boost. They are smart kids and I am proud of their growth. I have to balance out
consideration for all and looking after one other vs. their natural hunting and preying on the
weaknesses of each other. They are natural manipulators and all are learning new ways to prey on
each other daily. I keep the boundaries firm and fair. They still respect my authority and I keep them
from becoming the monsters that could easily be released if they were in a 'less aware' home.
I personally rang rings around my parents, they were so unaware it felt shameful taking such
advantage...but I did it anyway. My children do not have that option, though one day, I have no
doubt, they will lie to me and get away with it....I will be so proud.
I raise my kids honestly and if they ask a question they deserve a full answer...they know that
mummy is a witch and roll their eyes at me a lot. My youngest picked up too much info when I was
talking to a friend and I had some explaining to do as he started telling everyone he drank
blood...*wince* .. no, NOT that sort! I explained about energy vamps and he now spouts to lots of
people that we are energy vampires. I learned fast not to share so much with him now. The word
'vampire' has been replaced with energy dancer in my house, not so much attention is given to that.
As I have seen most children showing many energy leach tendencies and I am teaching them
energy manipulation, we are not calling it that, of course, but that is what it is.
The last couple of years I have found so much more strength in myself . I am still evolving and
much of that evolution can be painful. Paganism never touched me as deeply on a soul level as
vampirism. I am a spiritual vampire and now take my nature as an energy dancer as my faith. I am
fully awake to my nature as a feeder of energy and have to be aware totally of my own energy
levels, this has taught me control and discipline. I am learning that in combining both my psychic
vampirism knowledge and developing skills and what I learned as a pagan witch the outcome is
pure 'me'. I am writing another book called Stripped Witchcraft, where I am taking all the new age
and Wicca out of the Path of a Natural Witch.
My career hasn't been affected much except now I don't really care so much what other people think
about me. I have given up trying to heal or teach those that do not want healing or teaching. It was a
frustrating game anyway. Since giving it up I am now finding temptation to fall back into that field
again and maybe earn some bucks spouting all that new age bull shit, that I can do so well...will I
sell out? Maybe...but probably not.
I had no real religion growing up, Church of England is a very relaxed Christian up bringing and I
was studying occult magic at age 10/11.. taking the biggest book on magic to church one Christmas
and propping it up on the pew in front got me happily banned.
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Pagan circles are a fantastic buffet of energy for a psychic vampire. Many psychic vampires hang
out in witch, wiccan, druid, new age, angelic and shamanic circles and events and even mind, body
and spirit fairs and craft markets. I used to hang out in those huge halls, decked with people selling
their crystals and earth magic books, lapping it up. A group raising power is also like a flame to the
vampire moths. Many of the leaders of these groups get high and addicted on the energy of it all,
call a leader of a magic circle group a vampire and see how long it takes for the tide to turn on you
and you are out.
I suspect many people go to their churches and temples for the same reason. The glow of a happily
fed psychic vampire coming out of a Christian church is easy to spot once you know what you are
looking for.
Children draining dry their caregivers is a common cry of all parents. No sleep and no energy is
every parents lament. I see the whole nature of a new baby breaking down and binding the parent to
the child. It is an awesome thing to watch. Excruciating to experience, I have gone through it three
times and it does get easier because you have to get stronger. One of the most deadliest things in
this world is a mother whose young are threatened. Because she is bound, energetically and
emotionally to her children, they own her.
It is nature at its best.
What a bitch.
There are a few Vampire Churches and Temples out there. Many have a huge membership and large
amounts of 'knowledge' and information on their beliefs. I have really tried to pore through great
big piles of the information on their faith, but it bored me to tears.
I do not believe vampires are any sort of 'master race' or a race of demi-gods. To have an alien soul
is one thing but I think that some people are really off their heads in this field. I mean that in the
nicest way but if you have a different DNA and are not human, it can be proved rather fast with a
blood test and no one living has been found yet, to my knowledge.
Some of these Vampire Churches ban the feeding on blood or energy. Now that confuses me. Are
they just into the sparkle, fangs and capes? Can that really be a religion? I guess I can't understand
everything and the mindset of these vampire religions is beyond me. I am rather thankful for that.
Most people in the Vampire Community seem to have their own personal beliefs and faiths outside
the fact of being a self-identifying vampire. There are Christian, Buddhists, Pagan, Satanist, Muslim
and Atheists Vampires. It is not actually argued about much. There are a few fanatics that come into
the groups to 'save' us all, but they do that in most fringe communities, they are ignored and
leave....or played with a bit as food and fun, then leave.

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Chapter Twelve
Swans
I know you have worked out by now that I really dislike terminology. If you know what I mean, lets
not be too picky. Vampire IS the wrong word, I hate it, but, apart from the undead, immortal bit, it is
very close so it will do, for now. Vampire is an umbrella term that covers many, many different
degrees of feeding off blood and energy.
Once awakened you find you have to learn to be fairly moral... or at least try to be, stealing is not
nice, nor encouraged. So we need donors. The old technical term for a donor was a 'swan'.
(Yes, I know the Twilight movie girlies name was Swan, maybe the author DID venture into an
online forum to pick up a few things, but she didn't stay very long).
I wondered whether donors liked the term, so I asked and it was roughly 50/50. So I am not going
to tell them what they have to call themselves.
A swan is an unpredictable bird, that may hiss and bite you, or wag their tails and be happy to see
you, depending on mood. The name suits many of the donors I have met and chatted to online.
Let me put it very clearly to anyone thinking that these people are mesmerized and turned into food
by underhand a sneaky manipulation from a dastardly vamp.
SWANS ARE SCARY PEOPLE! They may bite and hiss or be nice it is hard to tell sometimes.
They are strong determined and will fight for their rights to choose their own path. In no way are
these people weak and submissive.
The ones I have met are often extremely well educated, whether it is street smart or academically
and know more about being a vampire than I do. They donate energy (or blood) when they have too
much...
This is my story on finding a swan..
I needed to feed off someone, I needed one of those mythical beings that was my opposite, someone
too full, to my too little. Nature is abundant in its creations so there must be someone like that..
logical deductions are my speciality, so I placed an advert in a donor social media group and within
10 minutes I got a response.
I like it when I am flowing down the right path and I get a fast direct response. A natural donor,
someone that feels uncomfortable with all the energy that their body is putting out. An unlimited
source of pranic energy, healthy, alert and very willing. I thought it almost too good to be true..but I
usually feed from sleeping donors, this one wanted to be awake. A very awake donor was a first for
me.
I have to add that others have tried to feed me energy but somehow it doesn't work that way, I have
to come and take it, it is ingrained in me, part of that slowly evolving path, that is my nature.

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Wide open and aware, a link was easily established. I paused and considered the donor in front of
me. Light walls up over any personal details, ok, I can respect that. I am tired of reading people
anyway. This was for energy only. Strong green shades bubbling up, like a spring. Yellow flashes
like lightening, red showing a deep understanding of the process, yellow showing confidence and
calm awareness, blue for intelligence and wisdom and a strong source connection. The energy body
is so beautiful I could get lost in the colours and shades..but I was the nervous one.
I fed. The process is inbuilt in me. I have been cold for so long, winter had come to this land and
my feet have lost all circulation, I realised that that was a lack of energy and my system had shut
down the extremities to conserve the body. I began to feel warm again..nearly hot as my centre
chakras filled again (there is definitely a link between the Sacral and Solar chakras being depleted )
I didn't know how much I had been depleted and living on empty until that moment. I wanted to
bite and drain dry: there is quite a strong beast involved with this. Control returned yet I also know
that the donor could have handled that beast quite easily. Clarity restored. Balance returned. I felt
drunk but clear. It was ok, it was healthy and allowed. Somehow it was clean.
The donor also felt better. I was now whole again and soo very grateful. I was dancing around that
morning and getting things done.
I do not think that this is a normal human procedure. Neither the lovely donor or myself can be
defined as normal. But how abnormal can you get before you become a circus freak?
I feel that 'normal' people do this as energy leeches if they needed. We are not that much different,
something else, surely? There are levels of energetic feeding going on everywhere but not to this
extent. This takes it up to another level of feeding that 'normal' people do not reach.
I have a very annoying and unanswered question.
What the hell is 'normal', anyhow?
Hisss I do not understand enough here? I can research this until I grow old, no one seems to have
the answers here! I am obviously not a scientist but feel there is an unlooked at phenomenon going
on here.
I feel much better. This is NOT imagination, I am warm again after I feed. My physical body is
lighter and stronger. I do not burn and itch inside for something seemingly intangible. This is not an
illusion, placebo effect or drug or alcohol induced for me.
Psychosomatic, maybe? But if it works for so many of us, are we all mad? Probably.
There are always a few people that think they have the right to rule others. I have heard of Swans
being banned from some of the big Vampire Houses in the US. I have heard them being referred to
in very derogatory terms. It isn't nice.
I am one that feels that Swans and Vampires are both Otherkin and come under the same
heading...probably a very strange heading but there is a symbiosis going on with one that has too
much and the other that has not enough. There are just as many degrees of being a swan as there are
being a vampire. So Swan, too, is an umbrella term.
But a true Swan needs to donate just like a true Vampire needs to feed or they get sick.
There is a great honour that comes when you serve another in this way. A completeness or rightness
that you are serving your fellow traveller with your very essence.
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This was written in the early days of the OVC by one of the acknowledged (by most) elders of the
community.
If you are dealing with donors of blood, you can see why they must be very clear on what the
agreement is between both parties. Hygiene is a must. Those that donate energy have not got the
same problems but we are often accused of stealing and most of us are honest enough to admit to
this.
Shared with permission

The Donor Bill Of Rights

Belfazaar Ashantison
New Orleans Vampire Association
This Bill of Rights is to promote the continued safety of the most precious of gifts to us, their life essence. It
is suggested that this be signed by both the vampire and the donor on a 30/60/90 day trial basis. After this,
the contract can be resigned for an extended period of time which can be either the 30/60/90/ or 6 months to
1 year. At the end of these contracts, discussions can be made as to whether or not changes should be done.
What will be allowed and what will not be allowed.
1. As a donor, I know that it is through my personal sacrifice that the vampires needs are met. It is my
loving nature that allows this relationship to continue. It is my right to decline to feed the vampire
for any reason.
2. As a donor to a vampiric being, it is my right to know that I am in a vampiric/donor relationship that
will be mutually beneficial to both me and the vampire I am donating my life essence to.
3. I am the essence provider. It is for me to decide whether or not I am able to give of my essence to the
vampire I am with. I must be allotted time to heal and regain my essence in order to better support
my vampiric partner.
4.At no time should my wounds not be allowed to heal.
5. At no time should I feel stressed about giving of my essence, if at any time I feel stressed, I have the
right to back away from the feed, without being or feeling threatened by my vampiric partner.
6. Should I feel threatened in any way, shape or form, I have the right to seek guidance and council
from other donors and leaders of the vampire community.
7. As a donor to a vampiric individual, I have the right to know that my position as lover, friend, family,
room mate should not be jeopardized by my not wanting to give of my essence. In the slang, it should
not cost me my ass to be a donor.
8. As a donor, I should also respect the needs of the vampire and try to learn more about his/her
feeding habits in order to help stabilize his/her imbalances in energy.
9. As a donor in a vampire/donor relationship, I realize that though I have many necessary rights, I
must also take cares not to abuse the person I am donating my essence to. These same rights
afforded me in this Bill of Rights should also be extended to the vampire I am donating too.
10.Ultimately it is my right to know that I will be safe in all aspects of the vampiric/donor relationship
and should I ever feel that my safety is jeopardized, I have the right to walk away clear and free.

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A psychic vampire who is low and hungry cannot really help themselves. I cause trouble, just like
my children do, if I am not fed. A willing swan with excess energy is a blessing for me when I
really do not want to stir things up for those around me. Distance can sometimes be a challenge but
as I learned, it can be done.
Rituals are also enjoyed by both vampires and swans alike. It becomes an offering to a wise
vampire teacher and you get knowledge and connection in return. There is a bond that forms
between swan and vampire that can work for in many different ways. I have seen sanguine
vampires with so many different connections to their different swans it is blurry. Blood, from what I
see, is definitely a stronger bond than energy. But when you feed energetically a few times from one
person you can often see and feel what they are feeling. The green spring swan I fed from is hurting
and has been ill for a while now. I wish her well but as I cannot help her, and have had to disconnect
from her energetically.
Many psychic vampires cannot be given or sent energy, they have to take it. I have yet to work out
why that is. It's something I have looked into for a while and have not found an answer yet.
There are many knowledgeable swans in the online vampire community and I asked for advice from
quite a few of them to write in this chapter. I gave them what I had already written here and was
told I was totally wrong in my assumptions and that I will annoy and irritate the Swan Community
with this.
OK, I can accept that. I am not a swan, but until one of them can explain it to me clearly and allow
me into their groups and forums to ask my questions, this has to be my personal experience of them.
I have put this survey together and hope to gather some more general opinions.
I have tried to link up vampires with swans but have been seriously challenged by geography, a
vampire seeking a swan in one city is too far away to find another across an ocean. It is a very odd
matchmaking game.

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Survey Results
Displaying data is not my speciality. I have done the best I can with what I know.
I wanted to see how many self-identified psychic vampires can find common ground in 10 simple
questions. There is so much work here for a research scientist or psychologist, of which I am
neither.

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Chapter Fourteen
Conclusion
I have had to take the common philosophies found across the Online Vampire Community and
adapt them to what I know and can understand. So like every thing else here it is highly subjectively
to ones own reality.
Soo, taking that into account, we have three categories of psychic vampire, with the middle
category overlapping into both sides.
I watch my cat, who is an energy leach...no the name is not nice, we are all energy leaches, come to
me for attention and energy. Dogs and horses.. all higher vibrational creatures need energy and will
manipulate the other beings around them to get it. Attention flows where energy goes. The ebb and
flow of the tides of energy is all around us. A child is a literal sponge being shaped and evolved by
the currents around it. But we get blocked and warped for numinous reasons and in comes the
element of competition. Siblings compete for energy and the winner get it and is shaped by it. The
losers have to go hungry for a bit. We learn to find what we need or the vibration starts to fade and
fall. People growing up close to large sources of energy will always do better than those that do not.
The ocean, forests, mountains, lakes, rivers and rolling hills are all abundant sources of energy.
Even cities have a beat to tap into if you know how.
So we have, for whatever reason, an energy starved person. They may have got sick or burnt out
over time, but all want attention in their different ways. Some seek emotional attention, poor me, so
much shit has gone wrong in my life. Some seek intellectual and egotistical attention, look at me, I
am so clever. Some seek power and become bullies and trolls. There are as many different
combinations as you can think of. Just watch the Vampire Facebook groups for validation of all
these feeding types and you will find it in the Hypnosis, Pagan, Shamanism, Mothers, and Common
Law groups and these are just my places of observation.
Everyone of us has needed attention and energy at sometime in our lives. It is not a bad thing unless
it become an addiction or there is an inbuilt trait of lack and need. This is where the lines get blurry.
My question was, what is the difference between an energy leach and an unawakened psychic
vampire, and the answer is, not much. A desperate energy leach can get enough and move on, a
psychic vampire has a larger problem, was the initial answer.
An energy leach can stop leeching by going outside, getting major attention or regaining their health
and energy balance. Whether a psychic vampire can do this is the dividing line. Not enough is know
why...so I am going to leave the whys and go with what I know. Hunger is predominate; you
become aware that the need for energy does NOT go away over time no matter how much time
spent in nature; good or bad attention is gained or good health is achieved. There seems to be a
steady decline that I can find no other explanation for.
So through recognising the fact that the hunger is not going to go away and by developing a
personal routine of visualisation and ritual for drawing in energy with which the decline is
eventually halted and then reversed, you become an awakened psychic vampire.
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Energy can be taken quite morally and ethically from many sources. It can also be taken from those
that are engorged with energy, to the point of sickness. There are many such people. People with a
swelling in their energetic, mental and physical forms, that with a tendril, indrawn breath or touch
can be relieved of this excess. I love such people. Many seem to have the condition temporarily and
psychic vampires can really help relieve pain in such a glorious way that all are balanced. There are
others that bubble up with a seemingly inexhaustible supply that I cannot take enough to help them.
It leaves me with performance anxieties.
I am not a parasite. My physical, mental and emotional need for energy is not easily met. I see
energy leaches getting what they need far easier than I do and going much further with it. I get
hyper and hypo like a diabetic. I have looked very clearly that I may be an addict, an energy addict.
It is quite possible that all this may be psychosomatic and all in my head. But with a variety of set
methods to find balance I am growing stronger. If it is all a fantasy and coping methods, it is
certainly working for me.
The interesting question is, how strong can I get? What are the limits here?
I wish I had more physical connection to other living psychic vampires, I would like to compare
energy signatures and methodologies. I also would like to explore the removal of deep emotional
pain for people. I find it extremely frustrating to feel pain far away and not able to remove it, as, for
me, that works best with touch.
I have learned many things about the dance of energy that flows around us. The word vampire is
both a benefit and a handicap. There ARE likeness and similarities to a traditional undead monster,
no matter how hard I try and deny it. There is a connection found within all that I feed from. I could
find them anywhere and that means there is a tiny bit of me attached to them when I have drawn
from them. This is not an enjoyable thing when they are far away and in pain, and the net that
connects us all also ties us all together. I sincerely hate this. It nearly drives me out of my skull with
the currents of madness about today. Another link to the word vampire is the permission thing. I
work without permission, do not get me wrong, I am no saint or light worker, but when you
give permission to feed, the food is 'richer' and the flow is stronger. And the bond is stronger.
To feed off another's energy is easy, everyone can and does do it. Just focus your attention on them
and inhale. There is a point when visualisation and imagination becomes reality, just like in using
magic. Focus on the heatwave or fuzzy colours coming off someone and see it flowing towards you.
Or see a tendril of your own energy brush gently across them and turn on the suction. There are as
many methods as there are practising psychic vampires. To stop it happening to you is another story.
In a conversation turn your body slightly to the left of the person trying to feed off you, moving
your heart away from them and turn your head back to face them. Eye contact is a major trap so do
not do it unless you can hold steady. I find when I focus past their eyes and in the centre of their
head, there is a misalignment, so their hooks cannot find a way in. It all depends on who you are
dealing with and what state you are in. Rapport is encouraged in the hypnosis books but it is antirapport needed here.
To dislodge an energy leach with hooks in your energetic field, feel the energy build up in your
heart or solar plexus chakra and expand it really fast pushing back and out anything that is not yours
or those that you love....saying that, some of those that we love are sometimes the biggest energy
leaches of the lot.
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In a conversation on social media, the solution is easy, don't get emotionally involved. You are not
going to change anyone's view point anyway and having a sense of humour is really the best
medicine here.
In an all out psychic vampire attack, there are only a few things that actually work and if I am
honest, this is why we are seriously hated by most. I have been up against some serious witches,
occult magicians and spell weavers and all of them manipulate energy in some way. Energy is my
food. So the ones that throw curses at me are all throwing big bars of yummy chocolate at me.
Most shields are just energy, they show me what flavour you are and whether you are worth the
effort of feeding from. However, there was a variation of a shield I came across that I couldn't get
through, it seemed to constantly change its frequency and buzzed in a really uncomfortable way. So
I do not know everything here.
I have been overwhelmed by emotion and retreated from a magic practitioner. She used emotions
like a weapon and hit me with an extreme variable of grief and loss. I decided I wasn't that hungry.
An occult circle is a fairly good defence. It would take some time to dismantle and my attention
span is not good when I am hungry. But when I am angry, I have bulldozed a coven's circle and
taken no prisoners.... they did try and bind me for a hour or two and got my undivided attention.
A vampire trumps a witch every time.
To feed off another awakened psychic vampire is just yucky. There is a VERY personal feed back
loop and we would be very intimately entwined energetically. I have backed away from other
psychic vampires. A brush up against their energy is enough for me to want to leave them alone. It
is one way I always know a psychic vampire when I see or feel one. I seriously could not feed off
one, the idea alone makes me shudder.
If a witch or occult practitioner were to imitate the energy signature of a psychic vampire, that
would be one way to avoid becoming prey. I have seen otherkin do this to their energy fields but am
not sure how they do it. There is a chameleon effect going on here that I cannot mimic. I cannot
seem to alter my energetic soul signature like they can.
When it comes down to it, awakened psychic vampires are very rare, there are far more energy
leeches that have a skill or two for causing and feeding off trouble. I do not think we are even
vaguely responsible for ALL the drama in the Online Vampire Community..
We just hang around to mop up afterwards.

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Chapter Fifteen
Quick Tips On Energy Feeding
Feeling low and need a quick pick-me-up 1. Go outside for a walk
2. Do some gardening
3. Have a hot bath
4. Have a swim
5. Find a crowd and absorb the vibes
6. Dance or exercise
7. Watch something funny.
8.Create something
9. Music
10.Facebook drama groups

Just feel drained and cold 1. Meditate

2. Eat some fruit or have a juice smoothie
3. Hot shower
4. Good sex
5. Find a good book or movie to lose yourself in
6. Hiking or camping
7. Get into a good conversation on Sex, Religion or Politics
8. Feed off the ambient energy off nearby people
9. Ask someone if you can have some of their energy
10.Go into the Astral and feed off some core energy

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Chapter Sixteen
Links & Sources
Blah Ones
Wikipedia on Psychic Vampire
Wikipedia on Vampire Lifestyle
Llewellyn Journal Article
Vampirism Forum
Psychic Vampires
WhiteDragon Article

YouTube Vampire Alert

Energy Vampires

Good Ones
Atlanta Vampire Alliance
Sanguinarius
Smoke & Mirrors
Sphynxcat
Veritasvosliberabit
NOVA
House Kheperu
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South African Vampyre Alliance

Temple UVUP
British Association of Vampire & Otherkin

Support Networks
The Black Swan Haven

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