Kiss Me by pyanstar

Foreword

Kim Taeyeon, President of the Students Government.. Yoona said as she pointed a finger at the girl on the picnic table who
seemed to be oblivious of her environment as she moved the book closer to her face.
Kiss Kim Taeyeon. Now. Sooyoung finished Yoonas sentence and the two tall girls raised their hands for a high five.
No! Jessica protested, crossing her arms in a stubborn manner, glaring at the two girls who seemed to be unfazed by the action.
Now, Sica. Yoona said firmly, disregarding the deathly glares that were sent her way.

**

Hey, what giv She was about to scold the offending person when she felt a pair of warm lips crashed into hers. Her eyes
widened in shock, her body stiffened and her mind shut down. She didn't respond to the kiss. She felt the offending persons
tongue slid across her lips and that snapped her out of the daze as she pushed the person away. The person landed on her butt
on the ground and she heard the students laugh. All the students attention were on them and she felt all the blood in her body
drained in embarrassment. She glared at the girl in front of her before getting her things from the table and stomping away. She
never felt so humiliated before.
**
Wow, its Barbie. You lucky nerd. Yuri commented as she stared on the laptop screen.
No! I am not going to ask for her help! She humiliated me this afternoon! Taeyeon protested.
What? What happened? Sunny asked curiously as she fully turned to face Taeyeon.
She kissed me in front of the students! Taeyeon said automatically. She covered her mouth after realizing what she had just
said.
Youve got to be kidding me! Barbie kissed you?! You lucky nerd! I hate you so much!! Yuri yelled as she turned towards Sunny
and Taeyeon, momentarily forgetting the laptop screen.

CHAPTER 1: First Encounter

The bottle pointed towards the eighteen year old Jessica Jung as her friends stared at her. She let out a defeated sigh before
looking at them.

Yoona, a tall and slim girl, was first to open her mouth with a sinister smile. Jessica gulped at the look her friend was giving her.

Strip. Yoona said coolly. Both Jessica and Sooyoung, another tall and thin girl, looked at Yoona with their mouths agape in shock.
Sure it would have been easy striping in front of these two girls if, and only if, they were in their houses. But no, the choding just
had to dare her to strip at school, in front of hundreds of students.

Yoong, I know you admire Sicas body. But here? Seriously? Sooyoung said as she recovered from the momentary shock, hitting
Yoona on the back of her head.

Hahaha you should have seen your faces! Oh my gosh you fell for it! Yoona laughed, mouth wide open like the whole school
could fit in there, her index finger pointing at Jessica who had just recovered from the shock too. Sooyoung joined the youngest
girls laughing fit.

Okay, kidding aside. Heres your dare.. Yoona said after straightening up, looking around the other picnic tables on the grass
covered ground where they were all lounging around for their lunch break. Her eyes widened inas how Jessica would put it:
bad signas her sight landed on a lone figure some two tables away from them. A book was firmly placed in the figures left hand
while its right hand occasionally adjusted the black framed glasses on her nose bridge. Another sinister smile appeared on the
youngest girls lips as Sooyoung followed Yoonas eyes; a knowing smile appeared in her face too. Jessica could only stare in
horror at her two friends.

Kim Taeyeon, President of the Students Government.. Yoona said as she pointed a finger at the girl on the picnic table who
seemed to be oblivious of her environment as she moved the book closer to her face.

Kiss Kim Taeyeon. Now. Sooyoung finished Yoonas sentence and the two tall girls raised their hands for a high five.

No! Jessica protested, crossing her arms in a stubborn manner, glaring at the two girls who seemed to be unfazed by the action.

Now, Sica. Yoona said firmly, disregarding the deathly glares that were sent her way.

Or maybe.. Sooyoung said as she fished her phone from her back pack. Maybe Sica needs a little black-mailing first? What do
you say, Sica? Should I show this to your parents? A phone was shoved in front of Jessicas face as her eyes widened in disbelief
at the picture Sooyoung was showing her. It was none other than her experimental kiss.

Nooooo! Jessica exclaimed as she tried to reach for the mobile phone but was immediately retrieved by Sooyoung.

So.. shall we walk you up to the nerd or shall we watch from here? Yoona added and Jessica slumped on the bench dejectedly.

Fine. Jessica said after a while as she stood up from her seat. Ill make you kiss that gross thing over there if the bottle points
at you! Jessica threatened Sooyoung, pointing at a sweaty boy who sat on the table next to the nerds. A laughter from Sooyoung
and Yoona was her answer before she started walking to the table where the nerd sat.

Jessica slowed her pace, slower than her lazy walksas Yoona and Sooyoung would call itas she made her way to the nerd who
was still very engrossed in her book. She was hoping against hope that the bell would ring soon. But it never came, as she found
herself standing beside the nerd; Kim Taeyeon.

A light tap on the shoulder and the girl didnt budge. Another tap and it was still the same reaction, or none in that matter.
Annoyed for being ignored, Jessica grabbed the girls left wrist, resulting for her book to fall.

Hey, what giv The shorter girl tried protesting but Jessica had pulled her up and before the girl could push her away, her lips
crashed into Taeyeons, making the girl stiff on her spot. All eyes turned towards them and her friends watched in amazement
with Sooyoung snapping a photo.

**
The lone figure sat on the picnic bench after finishing her lunch. She had her favorite book opened and soon enough she was lost
in the world of words, tuning out the real world around her. She was halfway to flipping to another page when a hand wrapped
around her left wrist, causing the book to slip from her hand.

Hey, what giv She was about to scold the offending person when she felt a pair of warm lips crashed into hers. Her eyes
widened in shock, her body stiffened and her mind shut down. Her lips were clamped shut. She felt the offending persons tongue
slid across her lips and that snapped her out of the daze as she pushed the person away. The person landed on her butt at the
ground and she heard the students laugh. All the students attention were on them and she felt all the blood in her body drained
in embarrassment. She glared at the girl in front of her before getting her things from the table and stomping away. She never
felt so humiliated before.

**

Way to go, Jung! A guy exclaimed behind her as she made her way back to her friends, sending the guy a deathly glare before
sitting down.

Wow, that was.. Yoona trailed off as she clapped her hands.

Shut up! The nerd just pushed me down! She just freaking pushed me down! Jessica exclaimed in an annoyed voice.

Thats because you kissed her on the lips! Hahaha! You should have seen the nerds face. Her eyes were going to fall soon if you
havent stopped. Sooyoung said, giving Yoona another high five.

You told me to kiss her! Jessica retorted, glaring at Sooyoung.

Yes, but I didnt say kiss her on the lips! You could just have kissed her on the cheeks! Hahaha! Sooyoung held her stomach as
she laughed harder.

Jessica could only mentally face palm herself. Of course they didnt tell her to kiss the nerd on the lips. What. The. Hell.

The bell rings and the grass covered ground was soon cleared out of students.

**

Fudge fudge fudge fudge! Taeyeon hastily wiped her lips as she entered the Students Government Office. Dropping her bag
on the floor with a loud thud, the brunette plopped down on the sofa.

What happened to you? A tanned, jet black haired girl with horn-rimmed glasses asked as she saw Taeyeon sulking on the sofa
of the office.

Someone just embarrassed me in front of the student body. And now I dont even know how to show my face around school.
Taeyeon answered, her eyes burning with irritation.

How? The girl asked but Taeyeon just shrugged her shoulders.

Yuri! A loud voice said as the door opened. Oh, Taeyeon. Youre here. Another girl entered the room.

What happened? The newly arrived girl asked Yuri as her eyes shifted to Taeyeon then back to Yuri.

Im.. not really sure.. Sunny-ah. Yuri answered with a shrug of her shoulders.

Taeyeon? The girl, Sunny, asked as she sat down beside the sulking Taeyeon.

The bell rings and Taeyeon let out a sigh as she stood up from the sofa and picked up her bag. The three of them walked out of
the room with Yuri locking the door.

**

Taeyeon! the brunettes head instantly turned as she heard her name being called. Yuri and Sunny were panting in front of her
with their hands leaned on their knees.

What happened to the both of you? She asked the still panting girls in front of her. A smile appeared on Yuris face as she
straightens up.

Taeng! I overheard the soccer team talking.. Yuri started as her smile widens. Taeyeon eyes her questioningly.

Baekhyuns asking you to prom! Sunny chimed in with her voice full of aegyo. Taeyeon cringed.

Are you being serious right now?! Taeyeons eyes widened after processing what her friends just said. Baekhyun, the soccer
teams captain, is gonna ask her to prom? Her long time crush is gonna ask her to prom?

You should totally prepare for prom from now! Yuri said as they started walking out of school.

But theres still three months 'till prom. Taeyeon said.

Yes, but you should prepare as early as now so that you wont do something stupid when the day comes. Sunny answered.

Yah! What are you trying to say?! Taeyeon retorted and walked backwards so she was now facing her friends.

That, is what I am talking about. Stop acting like a kid. Be a lady! Sunny pointed at Taeyeon who was still walking backwards.

You might bump into something or someone. Walk properly, Taeng. Yuri reprimanded Taeyeon as if she was some elementary
school kid.

Fine! Taeyeon said, turning around and walking beside her two friends.

So, what do you suggest then? Taeyeon asked, facing forward.

Do you even know how to dance? Yuri asked skeptically.

Of course! I know how to dance! Ive read it somewhere. You just sway to the music. Taeyeon answered smugly.

Like its that easy. Yuri scoffed.

Yah! Why are you so skeptical about my dancing?! Taeyeon yelled at Yuri but the latter just rolled her eyes.

Yah! You two shut up. As if Kwon Yuri is any better. Sunny mockingly said. Her two friends rolled their eyes.

Anyway, do you even know how to kiss? I heard girls our age gets their first kiss on the day of the prom. Sunny said dreamily,
her question was obviously for Taeyeon.

Of course! You just put your lips on your partners lips and you move your heads. I saw it in movies. Taeyeon, again, said smugly.
The scene from lunch break replayed in her mind and she grimaced at the thought.

Aish. Youre hopeless! You need some tutoring! Sunny exclaimed. Yuri and Taeyeon looked at her questioningly.

I know someone who could help. Shes the perfect tutor. I heard shes actually a pro on those things. She started dating in middle
school. Sunny said happily as an idea popped up on her head.

That early?! And she?! Why would you think a girl should tutor me?! Taeyeon exclaimed incredulously.

Its perfect. There would be no malice since you are both girls. And, isnt it too awkward if itll be a boy? Sunny answered her
confidently.

And why did you think I needed tutoring? I could just watch movies and read books. Taeyeon protested again. The idea of
kissing a stranger didnt seem too appealing to her.

Because your prom date should be perfect in any sense! And no, you are not watching movies or reading books. Come on, Taeng,
this is the perfect thing to do. You cant screw up your prom date! Especially its with Baekhyun! Yuri, who seem to be quiet the
whole conversation finally spoke up. Sunny nodded her head.

Isnt he like your biggest crush for the longest of time? Dont let the opportunity pass, Taeng! Sunny added.

Taeyeon shrugged in defeat. There was no way shes going to win over her two friends.

**

Thats her?! Taeyeons eyes widened in disbelief when Sunny showed her the Facebook profile of the girl she was talking about
as they laze around Sunnys living room after school.

Yeah, why? Sunny asked, turning her head to face Taeyeon.

Wow, its Barbie. You lucky nerd. Yuri commented as she stared on the laptop screen.

No! I am not going to ask for her help! She humiliated me this afternoon! Taeyeon protested.

What? What happened? Sunny asked curiously as she fully turned to face Taeyeon.

She kissed me in front of the students! Taeyeon said automatically. She covered her mouth after realizing what she had just
said.

Youve got to be kidding me! Barbie kissed you?! You lucky nerd! I hate you so much!! Yuri yelled as she turned towards Sunny
and Taeyeon, momentarily forgetting the beauty staring at her from the laptop screen.

Yah! Shes at fault! Why do you make it sound like its my fault?! Taeyeon retorted. Her blood boiling at the memory.

Ah! My Ice Princess just kissed you! Ah! Its so unfair! Ah! Kim Taeyeon! Yuri whined like a kid. Taeyeon looked at Sunny with
questioning looks.

The dorks obsessed with Jessica Jung for quite a while now. Sunny answered and Taeyeon nodded.

Yah! Lee Soonkyu! Why are you doing this to me! Yuri whined again. Sunny just rolled her eyes.

Im sending her a message, okay? Jessica Jung will be your tutor. Sunny told Taeyeon happily as she started typing on her laptop.

Yah! Soonkyu! Im not doing this! Taeyeon said, trying to pry Sunnys fingers off the keyboard.

Yah! Consider yourself lucky! Aish. Yuri said as she took hold of Taeyeons hands while Sunny typed her message away. Taeyeon
just sighed.

CHAPTER 2: Eskimo Kiss

Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in

A lone figure sat on the bleachers of the soccer field. It was exceptionally quiet today, save for the chirping birds.
Right arm raised to chest level and the brunette looks over her black wrist watch. Quarter to 7 in the morning. The person she
was supposed to meet is late. She hates it. She hates waiting.
She stood up and dusted off her skirt. Just when she was about to start walking, a vaguely familiar voice called out.
Jessica-shi~ That voice. It was full of aegyo, just how she always remembered it to be.
She turned around to face the person, her lips pressed together tightly. She was, however, unexpectedly greeted by the sight of
three girls. Two of them wore glasses while the person shes supposed to meet wore nothing but her smile. One of the four-eyed
girls was slightly tanned with long, straight, black hair. The other was a brunette with her bangs swept to the side; she almost had
the same hair color with her. The brunette one was short, and her skin was light, almost pale. She was vaguely familiar, though
she cant comprehend where she saw the girl. The brunette had her head turned sideways, so she was only able to see the side
profile.
Brushing the thought about the brunette off, Jessica turned her attention again to the person who asked to meet her today; Lee
Soonkyu. She didnt want to, but she had to. After all, she was indebted to the girl. If not for her, she wouldnt be able to enroll
in this high school.
So, what are we meeting here for? Jessica asked Sunny as she sat back down on the bleacher. The three girls followed.
Well, I have a little request to make. Sunny started and scooted closer to Jessica.
Jessicas brow raised in a questioning manner. Sunny caught up and continued.
You see, my friend here is going to be asked for prom by her long time crush. Sunny paused for a second.
Shes, well, inexperienced in dating and stuff. Sunny paused again, waiting for any reaction from Jessica.
And we need your help. Sunny finished.

Jessica eyed Sunnys friends. Her gaze landed on the tanned girl. She was gawking, Jessica could tell. She even had her mouth
slightly agape. Jessica suppressed a chuckle. She had been looking at Jessica since they arrived, it made her conscious.
What kind of help, exactly are we talking about here, Soonkyu-shi? Jessicas voice was stern. It was how she normally converse
with people. Of course with the exception of Yoona and Sooyoung.
Well, you see.. Sunny paused again. She seemed to be uneasy or shy. Jessica wasnt sure.
You see, my friend here doesnt know how to kiss. And we need your help. Sunny finally said.
Jessicas eyes widened for a second before she regained her composure. She caught up easily. She wasnt dense. She might not
be the smartest kid in the prestigious high school they were currently at but she wasnt the slowest one either.
You want me to give her kissing lessons. Jessica stated matter-of-factly. Sunnys face immediately lit up while her brunette
friend snorted rather audibly. Jessicas left brow rose at the action.
Oh my god! Thank you so much! Sunny exclaimed happily.
Wait! I havent agreed yet. What made you think Ill be giving her kissing lessons?! Jessicas voice raised a little higher. Was she
really doing this? She could always say no. She has every right to. She wasnt going to kiss any stranger, what more give them
lessons.
Just think about this as a little payback from before. Sunny said and winked at Jessica.
That did it though. Jessica could never say no to Sunny. Not when the girl had helped her get the scholarship that made it possible
for her to study in the prestigious school that stood with all its righteousness in Seoul. She was, after all, indebted to Sunny.
Thank you, really. Sunny stood up, the three girls including Jessica stood up too.
Oh, by the way. This is Yuri.. Sunny said, pointing at the tanned girl. She was still gawking at Jessica. Whatever she found
amusing in Jessica's face; she had no idea.
And this is Taeyeon. Im sure you already know her if you voted for her. Sunny added as she pat the four-eyed brunettes back.
Taeyeon. Taeyeon. Now where did I heard that?
Jessica racked her brain. The name was vaguely familiar.
Holy cow!
Taeyeon as in Kim Taeyeon? Students Government President Kim Taeyeon?! Jessica asked in a not-so-calm voice.
Yeah, thats her. Yuri muttered her first sentence ever since they came.

Jessicas eyes narrowed in distaste. It was the nerd who pushed her, causing for her butt to land on the grass. The nerd who
humiliated her. She tried keeping her cool though. The four-eyed brunette kept mum the whole time.
So, I suppose you are the friend Sunny is talking about? Jessica faced Yuri, hoping she was right.
Oh, no, no. As much as I want it to be me.. Yuri shyly trailed off.
Its actually Taeyeon. Yuri finished.
Jessica looked at Yuri skeptically.
But your friend doesnt like kisses. Jessica said in a mocking tone. The scene from yesterday replaying on her mind. She freaking
pushed me.
Oh, she could get overwhelmed at times. But Im pretty sure she wants to learn. Sunny then chimed in.
Right, Taeyeon-ah? Sunny added.
Taeyeon havent uttered a single word ever since they came. Irritation was evident on her face.
Well, your friend seemed to be uninterested. I must go now. My friends are waiting for me. Jessica said as she started to make
her way to the paved pathway behind the bleachers.
Before she turns away, she saw Sunny elbowing Taeyeon on the side.
Wait! Taeyeon called out. Jessica looked at her questioningly.
I..err.. really.. need your..err.. help. Taeyeon said.
Jessica just nods her head.
Meet me here after classes. She started making her way to the pathway again when she heard Yuri spoke.
Uh, Barb I mean, Jessica. Iuh, added you onuh.. Facebook. Do youuh.. mind accepting myuh request? Yuri
stammered as she scratched her forehead. Jessica suppressed another chuckle. The girl looks seriously a dork.
Sure, Ill check later. Jessica smiled at Yuri before turning away. Her first smile that morning.
Oh my god!! Oh my god!! What is air!! Ah! Did you hear that?! Did you?! She said shell accept my friend request!! Ah! I could
die happy now!! Yuri exclaimed dreamily.
Taeyeon and Sunny could only shake their heads. Whatever spell Jessica Jung cast upon their dorky friend, it was really effective.

**

It was lunch break again and the trio was seated on their usual table.
So, are you guys free after classes? Theres this new caf around the corner and Im really dying to try their cakes. Sooyoung
said enthusiastically as she stuffed yet another fork of pasta in her mouth. It was her second plate of pasta that day.
Sure! I love cakes! Yoona then chimed as she too, stuffed some food in her mouth. How Jessica end up being close with these
gluttons? She had no idea.
I think Ill pass. I have some tutoring to do. Jessica answered nonchalantly as she toyed with her own food.
Woah! Seriously?! You cant miss this! Their cakes are great. Come on, Sica. Sooyoung said after gulping on her juice.
How did you know? You havent been there. Jessica snorted at Sooyoung.
Fine. I had been there alright. Thats just once and I want to try again. Sooyoung admitted.
Yah! You went to eat without me? Seriously Choi Sooyoung?! Yoona chided and looked at Sooyoung like shell swallow the
other shikshin anytime soon.
Sooyoung just rolled her eyes at Yoona.
So, what is this tutoring about? I didnt know you were failing a subject. Sooyoung asked Jessica as she looked at the latter
with much concern.
Oh, no. Its not like that. I, uh.. Actually, its more like me being the tutor.
Oh, really? What subject are you teaching? And whos the student anyway? Sooyoungs tone now was filled with curiosity.
Jessica could tell.
Kissing. Kim Taeyeon. Jessica replied coolly as if it was the most normal thing to teach.
Yoona almost spat her food all over the two other girls.
Are you being serious right now?!!! Yoona asked with bewildered eyes. Her pitch raising a bit. Sooyoung, on the other hand,
had an incredulous look on her face. Then a mischievous grin appeared on her face.
What are the odds. Just yesterday she pushed you for kissing her and now you are going to give her kissing lessons. Sooyoung
was still grinning.
Our senior year is definitely going to be the best. Sooyoung added. Jessicas jaw dropped at the comment.
Yeah, what are the odds.

**

The last bell for the day rang and Taeyeon jumped up in surprise. She was becoming jittery as the hours passed.
She kept her notebooks to her backpack before rushing out of the classroom and headed straight to the soccer field.
Her hands became sweaty as green grass came into view. She didnt know what to do. Was she really going to do this?
Just as she was about to turn away and run back to the Students Government office, a tall, light skinned boy approached her.
She stared at him dreamily as he made his way to the field too. Taeyeon was stuck on her spot. Her breathing hitched as the boy
came closer.
Hi, Taeyeon. The boy greeted her with a smile. His smile was so bright Taeyeon could swear it could blind the sun.
Hhi.. Baekhyun..
Way to go, Kim Taeyeon. She mentally scolded herself.
Youre looking good today. Baekhyun complimented the already flustered girl. Her cheeks automatically warmed up at the
compliment.
Thanks. Youre looking good.. youryourself. Taeyeon managed to say. But of course, not without stuttering at the end.
Ill see you around. Baekhyun waved her goodbye as he proceeded to walk to the field.
Byun Baekhyun. Prom date. First kiss. Right, shes doing this for a perfect prom date. Must. Not. Fail. She mentally cheered.
She settled on the bleacher as she waited for her teacher. She looked at her wrist watch, theres still five minutes. She was early.
So, you came. She jumped a little when she heard the voice. She was so engrossed in the soccer team that she didnt notice
the figure sat beside her.
Err. Taeyeon scratched her thigh as she turned to face the girl.
So, whos the unfortunate girl? Jessica asked.
Girl? Taeyeon looked at Jessica questioningly.
Ah, prom date? First kiss? Ring a bell? Jessica answered. Her face as expressionless as this morning. Ice Princess indeed.
What?! Oh, no no! Its a guy. Taeyeon answered shyly.

Oh, so youre not gay? Jessicas look was skeptical and Taeyeon fought the urge to smack the girl.
Gay? No, of course. She replied confidently.
Are you sure? Jessica probed once again with a little change in her expression. Taeyeon identified it as curiosity.
Of course. What made you think Im gay? Taeyeon asked, mirroring Jessica curiosity.
Oh, well you just strike me as one. My guts never fail me. Jessica said coolly, as if she knew Taeyeon all her life.
Taeyeon laughed mockingly.
What? Jessica asked, irritation filled her voice.
Oh, nothing. I just thought that youre funny. Taeyeons answer seemed to fuel Jessicas irritation.
Just because you are gay doesn't mean every girl in this school should be gay too. Taeyeon added.
Jessicas face reddens. She wasnt blushing, no. She was angry. Furious. How dare Kim Taeyeon mock and laugh at her? Nobody
laughs at Jessica Jung. Nobody.
The furious brunette crossed her arms across her chest. No, she wasnt helping Kim Taeyeon with her freaking kissing lessons.
Taeyeon looked over Jessica. The girl wasnt happy at her words. Did she just went overboard? She wasnt anti-gays, but she just
doesnt like how Jessica had judged her sexuality. But then again, she did judge Jessicas sexuality too, did she not?
Her eyes landed across the field. Baekhyun waved at her. Her cheeks warmed up again. Right, must not fail.
Im sorry. She said in a low voice, hoping Jessica would hear. She needed Jessicas help after all.
I didnt hear you. Jessica retorted. Her voice was still filled with annoyance.
Im really sorry, I never meant it that way. Im not homophobic either. Im just really not gay. Taeyeon voice was louder this
time.
Could we start over? She added.
Im Taeyeon. Kim Taeyeon. She extended her hand to Jessica.
Jessica eyed Taeyeon's hand for a moment.
Jessica. Jessica Jung. Jessica answered and took Taeyeons hand.

**

Taeyeon stood in the Jungs front door as Jessica fumbled with her keys. It was an old house, not so big but not too small either.
It was a modest house to live in, actually.
Stupid keys! Jessica hissed as she tried a bunch of keys to the keyhole.
After trying five identical keys, the door finally opened.
Why do you have so many keys, anyway? Taeyeon asked. She was really curious as to why the small house had many keys.
Uh, they change the door locks every now and then. My parents could sometimes get paranoid. Jessica explained and Taeyeon
just nod.
They put their shoes on the shoe rack beside the door and went inside the house. The house was small for Taeyeons liking but it
should be enough for a family of four or five. There was a small living room to the right and the dining table to the left. A kitchen,
a back door, two rooms and a bathroom upstairs. No LED TV, no home theater, not the latest sound system. A simple house for
an Ice Princess. Interesting.
Jessica beckoned her to follow. She did as told.
They climbed the stairs to the two bedrooms. Jessica opened the door in the far end just beside the bathroom door.
The room was filled with purple and pink things. Two beds and a spacious study desk and two chairs. A large closet by the wall
facing the beds. A glass window beside the purple covered bed. The room was actually clean. Cleaner than Taeyeons.
So, what do you want to learn first? Jessica spoke as she sat on the purple bed. She pats the space beside her, beckoning for
Taeyeon to sit.
Taeyeon hesitated but obliged nonetheless.
Err. Kiss? Taeyeon answered, scratching her thigh. She was nervous alright.
I know. I mean, what kind of kiss do you want to learn? Jessica asked coolly.
Huh? Taeyeon eyed her with puzzled look. There are kinds of kiss? She thought.
There are actually twenty kinds of kisses, as far as I know. Jessica answered as if she had read Taeyeon's mind.
That many?! Taeyeons eyes widened. Jessica nodded.
But you just need a couple of those, I suppose.
Jessica started pulling Taeyeon closer. The tip of her nose almost touching Taeyeons. the four-eyed girl tensed up, her blood
rushing to her cheeks.

Taeyeon could feel Jessicas breath on her lips. Jessica moved closer until the tip of their noses touched. With eyes closed, she
slowly moved her head from side to side, brushing her nose against Taeyeons.
That was the Eskimo Kiss. Jessica said as she pulls away from Taeyeon.
You should really breathe now. I dont want you fainting here. Jessica added when Taeyeon doesnt seem to move.
Taeyeon then realized she was actually holding her breath. She immediately exhaled and inhaled.
Next up, Jessica said as she leaned closer to Taeyeon again.
Taeyeon again held her breathe as Jessicas face was merely centimeters away from hers.
Her eyes widened when she felt Jessicas lips pressed against hers for a moment before the latter pulled away again. Her cherry
Chapstick lingering in Taeyeons lips.
That was the peck.
You see, you just touch their lips with yours without parting it. And dont linger. It should just be a quick and light kiss. Jessica
continued explaining while Taeyeons mind was filled with how soft Jessicas lips felt against hers.
As for the next kiss, I would need your participation.. Jessica started leaning in again.
This is
The door burst open revealing a black haired girl. She had light skin just like Jessica. Her features were somewhat like Jessicas
too. Only the girl was taller. She could be a high schooler too.
Unnie? The newly arrived girl asked and Jessica backed away from Taeyeon.
Whos your friend? The girl eyed Taeyeon.
Oh, this is Taeyeon. Jessica said as she stood up and went to the newly arrived girls side.
And Taeyeon, this is Krystal. My sister. Jessica wrapped and arm above Krystals shoulder.
Hhi.. Taeyeon awkwardly stood up from the bed. Her face still flushed red.
Hi. Uhm, are you okay? Are you having a fever? Youre so red. Krystal asked as Taeyeon stood closer to them.
Oh, no no. Im fine. I, uh, have to go. Taeyeon said as she swung her backpack above her shoulder.
Oh, you can stay for dinner. Jessica said and Krystal nodded.
Uh, thanks but Ummas going to kill me if I dont get home early. Taeyeon said, scratching her thigh again. For the third time
that day. A habit she had strangely developed today.

Oh. Well, Ill see you at school then. Jessica said as she led Taeyeon downstairs again.
Yeah. And, uh, thanks. Taeyeon said shyly.
It wasnt much. Jessica smiled. Her first smile for Taeyeon ever since they met.
Take care, Taeyeon unnie! Krystal yelled from upstairs and Taeyeon just waved her hand at the younger Jung.

**

Taeyeon stared at her books as she sat on her study desk. Shes supposed to be doing homework now. But her mind wandered
elsewhere.
Her left thumb, index and middle finger fiddled with her lips for the past fifteen minutes.
Soft, soft, lips.
Her right hand held the pencil that had been unconsciously drawing patterns on the empty sheet of paper.
Cherries. She felt like eating cherries.
She could still smell Jessicas cherry Chapsticks. The scent lingered.
She looked down at the patterns she had made. Cherries. Lots, lots of cherries. The once clean paper was now littered with
cherries.
Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in

A lone figure sat on the bleachers of the soccer field. It was exceptionally quiet today, save for the chirping birds.
Right arm raised to chest level and the brunette looks over her black wrist watch. Quarter to 7 in the morning. The person she
was supposed to meet is late. She hates it. She hates waiting.
She stood up and dusted off her skirt. Just when she was about to start walking, a vaguely familiar voice called out.

Jessica-shi~ That voice. It was full of aegyo, just how she always remembered it to be.
She turned around to face the person, her lips pressed together tightly. She was, however, unexpectedly greeted by the sight of
three girls. Two of them wore glasses while the person shes supposed to meet wore nothing but her smile. One of the four-eyed
girls was slightly tanned with long, straight, black hair. The other was a brunette with her bangs swept to the side; she almost had
the same hair color with her. The brunette one was short, and her skin was light, almost pale. She was vaguely familiar, though
she cant comprehend where she saw the girl. The brunette had her head turned sideways, so she was only able to see the side
profile.
Brushing the thought about the brunette off, Jessica turned her attention again to the person who asked to meet her today; Lee
Soonkyu. She didnt want to, but she had to. After all, she was indebted to the girl. If not for her, she wouldnt be able to enroll
in this high school.
So, what are we meeting here for? Jessica asked Sunny as she sat back down on the bleacher. The three girls followed.
Well, I have a little request to make. Sunny started and scooted closer to Jessica.
Jessicas brow raised in a questioning manner. Sunny caught up and continued.
You see, my friend here is going to be asked for prom by her long time crush. Sunny paused for a second.
Shes, well, inexperienced in dating and stuff. Sunny paused again, waiting for any reaction from Jessica.
And we need your help. Sunny finished.
Jessica eyed Sunnys friends. Her gaze landed on the tanned girl. She was gawking, Jessica could tell. She even had her mouth
slightly agape. Jessica suppressed a chuckle. She had been looking at Jessica since they arrived, it made her conscious.
What kind of help, exactly are we talking about here, Soonkyu-shi? Jessicas voice was stern. It was how she normally converse
with people. Of course with the exception of Yoona and Sooyoung.
Well, you see.. Sunny paused again. She seemed to be uneasy or shy. Jessica wasnt sure.
You see, my friend here doesnt know how to kiss. And we need your help. Sunny finally said.
Jessicas eyes widened for a second before she regained her composure. She caught up easily. She wasnt dense. She might not
be the smartest kid in the prestigious high school they were currently at but she wasnt the slowest one either.
You want me to give her kissing lessons. Jessica stated matter-of-factly. Sunnys face immediately lit up while her brunette
friend snorted rather audibly. Jessicas left brow rose at the action.
Oh my god! Thank you so much! Sunny exclaimed happily.

Wait! I havent agreed yet. What made you think Ill be giving her kissing lessons?! Jessicas voice raised a little higher. Was she
really doing this? She could always say no. She has every right to. She wasnt going to kiss any stranger, what more give them
lessons.
Just think about this as a little payback from before. Sunny said and winked at Jessica.
That did it though. Jessica could never say no to Sunny. Not when the girl had helped her get the scholarship that made it possible
for her to study in the prestigious school that stood with all its righteousness in Seoul. She was, after all, indebted to Sunny.
Thank you, really. Sunny stood up, the three girls including Jessica stood up too.
Oh, by the way. This is Yuri.. Sunny said, pointing at the tanned girl. She was still gawking at Jessica. Whatever she found
amusing in Jessica's face; she had no idea.
And this is Taeyeon. Im sure you already know her if you voted for her. Sunny added as she pat the four-eyed brunettes back.
Taeyeon. Taeyeon. Now where did I heard that?
Jessica racked her brain. The name was vaguely familiar.
Holy cow!
Taeyeon as in Kim Taeyeon? Students Government President Kim Taeyeon?! Jessica asked in a not-so-calm voice.
Yeah, thats her. Yuri muttered her first sentence ever since they came.
Jessicas eyes narrowed in distaste. It was the nerd who pushed her, causing for her butt to land on the grass. The nerd who
humiliated her. She tried keeping her cool though. The four-eyed brunette kept mum the whole time.
So, I suppose you are the friend Sunny is talking about? Jessica faced Yuri, hoping she was right.
Oh, no, no. As much as I want it to be me.. Yuri shyly trailed off.
Its actually Taeyeon. Yuri finished.
Jessica looked at Yuri skeptically.
But your friend doesnt like kisses. Jessica said in a mocking tone. The scene from yesterday replaying on her mind. She freaking
pushed me.
Oh, she could get overwhelmed at times. But Im pretty sure she wants to learn. Sunny then chimed in.
Right, Taeyeon-ah? Sunny added.
Taeyeon havent uttered a single word ever since they came. Irritation was evident on her face.

Well, your friend seemed to be uninterested. I must go now. My friends are waiting for me. Jessica said as she started to make
her way to the paved pathway behind the bleachers.
Before she turns away, she saw Sunny elbowing Taeyeon on the side.
Wait! Taeyeon called out. Jessica looked at her questioningly.
I..err.. really.. need your..err.. help. Taeyeon said.
Jessica just nods her head.
Meet me here after classes. She started making her way to the pathway again when she heard Yuri spoke.
Uh, Barb I mean, Jessica. Iuh, added you onuh.. Facebook. Do youuh.. mind accepting myuh request? Yuri
stammered as she scratched her forehead. Jessica suppressed another chuckle. The girl looks seriously a dork.
Sure, Ill check later. Jessica smiled at Yuri before turning away. Her first smile that morning.
Oh my god!! Oh my god!! What is air!! Ah! Did you hear that?! Did you?! She said shell accept my friend request!! Ah! I could
die happy now!! Yuri exclaimed dreamily.
Taeyeon and Sunny could only shake their heads. Whatever spell Jessica Jung cast upon their dorky friend, it was really effective.

**

It was lunch break again and the trio was seated on their usual table.
So, are you guys free after classes? Theres this new caf around the corner and Im really dying to try their cakes. Sooyoung
said enthusiastically as she stuffed yet another fork of pasta in her mouth. It was her second plate of pasta that day.
Sure! I love cakes! Yoona then chimed as she too, stuffed some food in her mouth. How Jessica end up being close with these
gluttons? She had no idea.
I think Ill pass. I have some tutoring to do. Jessica answered nonchalantly as she toyed with her own food.
Woah! Seriously?! You cant miss this! Their cakes are great. Come on, Sica. Sooyoung said after gulping on her juice.
How did you know? You havent been there. Jessica snorted at Sooyoung.
Fine. I had been there alright. Thats just once and I want to try again. Sooyoung admitted.

Yah! You went to eat without me? Seriously Choi Sooyoung?! Yoona chided and looked at Sooyoung like shell swallow the
other shikshin anytime soon.
Sooyoung just rolled her eyes at Yoona.
So, what is this tutoring about? I didnt know you were failing a subject. Sooyoung asked Jessica as she looked at the latter
with much concern.
Oh, no. Its not like that. I, uh.. Actually, its more like me being the tutor.
Oh, really? What subject are you teaching? And whos the student anyway? Sooyoungs tone now was filled with curiosity.
Jessica could tell.
Kissing. Kim Taeyeon. Jessica replied coolly as if it was the most normal thing to teach.
Yoona almost spat her food all over the two other girls.
Are you being serious right now?!!! Yoona asked with bewildered eyes. Her pitch raising a bit. Sooyoung, on the other hand,
had an incredulous look on her face. Then a mischievous grin appeared on her face.
What are the odds. Just yesterday she pushed you for kissing her and now you are going to give her kissing lessons. Sooyoung
was still grinning.
Our senior year is definitely going to be the best. Sooyoung added. Jessicas jaw dropped at the comment.
Yeah, what are the odds.

**

The last bell for the day rang and Taeyeon jumped up in surprise. She was becoming jittery as the hours passed.
She kept her notebooks to her backpack before rushing out of the classroom and headed straight to the soccer field.
Her hands became sweaty as green grass came into view. She didnt know what to do. Was she really going to do this?
Just as she was about to turn away and run back to the Students Government office, a tall, light skinned boy approached her.
She stared at him dreamily as he made his way to the field too. Taeyeon was stuck on her spot. Her breathing hitched as the boy
came closer.
Hi, Taeyeon. The boy greeted her with a smile. His smile was so bright Taeyeon could swear it could blind the sun.

Hhi.. Baekhyun..
Way to go, Kim Taeyeon. She mentally scolded herself.
Youre looking good today. Baekhyun complimented the already flustered girl. Her cheeks automatically warmed up at the
compliment.
Thanks. Youre looking good.. youryourself. Taeyeon managed to say. But of course, not without stuttering at the end.
Ill see you around. Baekhyun waved her goodbye as he proceeded to walk to the field.
Byun Baekhyun. Prom date. First kiss. Right, shes doing this for a perfect prom date. Must. Not. Fail. She mentally cheered.
She settled on the bleacher as she waited for her teacher. She looked at her wrist watch, theres still five minutes. She was early.
So, you came. She jumped a little when she heard the voice. She was so engrossed in the soccer team that she didnt notice
the figure sat beside her.
Err. Taeyeon scratched her thigh as she turned to face the girl.
So, whos the unfortunate girl? Jessica asked.
Girl? Taeyeon looked at Jessica questioningly.
Ah, prom date? First kiss? Ring a bell? Jessica answered. Her face as expressionless as this morning. Ice Princess indeed.
What?! Oh, no no! Its a guy. Taeyeon answered shyly.
Oh, so youre not gay? Jessicas look was skeptical and Taeyeon fought the urge to smack the girl.
Gay? No, of course. She replied confidently.
Are you sure? Jessica probed once again with a little change in her expression. Taeyeon identified it as curiosity.
Of course. What made you think Im gay? Taeyeon asked, mirroring Jessica curiosity.
Oh, well you just strike me as one. My guts never fail me. Jessica said coolly, as if she knew Taeyeon all her life.
Taeyeon laughed mockingly.
What? Jessica asked, irritation filled her voice.
Oh, nothing. I just thought that youre funny. Taeyeons answer seemed to fuel Jessicas irritation.
Just because you are gay doesn't mean every girl in this school should be gay too. Taeyeon added.

Jessicas face reddens. She wasnt blushing, no. She was angry. Furious. How dare Kim Taeyeon mock and laugh at her? Nobody
laughs at Jessica Jung. Nobody.
The furious brunette crossed her arms across her chest. No, she wasnt helping Kim Taeyeon with her freaking kissing lessons.
Taeyeon looked over Jessica. The girl wasnt happy at her words. Did she just went overboard? She wasnt anti-gays, but she just
doesnt like how Jessica had judged her sexuality. But then again, she did judge Jessicas sexuality too, did she not?
Her eyes landed across the field. Baekhyun waved at her. Her cheeks warmed up again. Right, must not fail.
Im sorry. She said in a low voice, hoping Jessica would hear. She needed Jessicas help after all.
I didnt hear you. Jessica retorted. Her voice was still filled with annoyance.
Im really sorry, I never meant it that way. Im not homophobic either. Im just really not gay. Taeyeon voice was louder this
time.
Could we start over? She added.
Im Taeyeon. Kim Taeyeon. She extended her hand to Jessica.
Jessica eyed Taeyeon's hand for a moment.
Jessica. Jessica Jung. Jessica answered and took Taeyeons hand.

**

Taeyeon stood in the Jungs front door as Jessica fumbled with her keys. It was an old house, not so big but not too small either.
It was a modest house to live in, actually.
Stupid keys! Jessica hissed as she tried a bunch of keys to the keyhole.
After trying five identical keys, the door finally opened.
Why do you have so many keys, anyway? Taeyeon asked. She was really curious as to why the small house had many keys.
Uh, they change the door locks every now and then. My parents could sometimes get paranoid. Jessica explained and Taeyeon
just nod.
They put their shoes on the shoe rack beside the door and went inside the house. The house was small for Taeyeons liking but it
should be enough for a family of four or five. There was a small living room to the right and the dining table to the left. A kitchen,

a back door, two rooms and a bathroom upstairs. No LED TV, no home theater, not the latest sound system. A simple house for
an Ice Princess. Interesting.
Jessica beckoned her to follow. She did as told.
They climbed the stairs to the two bedrooms. Jessica opened the door in the far end just beside the bathroom door.
The room was filled with purple and pink things. Two beds and a spacious study desk and two chairs. A large closet by the wall
facing the beds. A glass window beside the purple covered bed. The room was actually clean. Cleaner than Taeyeons.
So, what do you want to learn first? Jessica spoke as she sat on the purple bed. She pats the space beside her, beckoning for
Taeyeon to sit.
Taeyeon hesitated but obliged nonetheless.
Err. Kiss? Taeyeon answered, scratching her thigh. She was nervous alright.
I know. I mean, what kind of kiss do you want to learn? Jessica asked coolly.
Huh? Taeyeon eyed her with puzzled look. There are kinds of kiss? She thought.
There are actually twenty kinds of kisses, as far as I know. Jessica answered as if she had read Taeyeon's mind.
That many?! Taeyeons eyes widened. Jessica nodded.
But you just need a couple of those, I suppose.
Jessica started pulling Taeyeon closer. The tip of her nose almost touching Taeyeons. the four-eyed girl tensed up, her blood
rushing to her cheeks.
Taeyeon could feel Jessicas breath on her lips. Jessica moved closer until the tip of their noses touched. With eyes closed, she
slowly moved her head from side to side, brushing her nose against Taeyeons.
That was the Eskimo Kiss. Jessica said as she pulls away from Taeyeon.
You should really breathe now. I dont want you fainting here. Jessica added when Taeyeon doesnt seem to move.
Taeyeon then realized she was actually holding her breath. She immediately exhaled and inhaled.
Next up, Jessica said as she leaned closer to Taeyeon again.
Taeyeon again held her breathe as Jessicas face was merely centimeters away from hers.
Her eyes widened when she felt Jessicas lips pressed against hers for a moment before the latter pulled away again. Her cherry
Chapstick lingering in Taeyeons lips.

That was the peck.

You see, you just touch their lips with yours without parting it. And dont linger. It should just be a quick and light kiss. Jessica
continued explaining while Taeyeons mind was filled with how soft Jessicas lips felt against hers.
As for the next kiss, I would need your participation.. Jessica started leaning in again.
This is
The door burst open revealing a black haired girl. She had light skin just like Jessica. Her features were somewhat like Jessicas
too. Only the girl was taller. She could be a high schooler too.
Unnie? The newly arrived girl asked and Jessica backed away from Taeyeon.
Whos your friend? The girl eyed Taeyeon.
Oh, this is Taeyeon. Jessica said as she stood up and went to the newly arrived girls side.
And Taeyeon, this is Krystal. My sister. Jessica wrapped and arm above Krystals shoulder.
Hhi.. Taeyeon awkwardly stood up from the bed. Her face still flushed red.
Hi. Uhm, are you okay? Are you having a fever? Youre so red. Krystal asked as Taeyeon stood closer to them.
Oh, no no. Im fine. I, uh, have to go. Taeyeon said as she swung her backpack above her shoulder.
Oh, you can stay for dinner. Jessica said and Krystal nodded.
Uh, thanks but Ummas going to kill me if I dont get home early. Taeyeon said, scratching her thigh again. For the third time
that day. A habit she had strangely developed today.
Oh. Well, Ill see you at school then. Jessica said as she led Taeyeon downstairs again.
Yeah. And, uh, thanks. Taeyeon said shyly.
It wasnt much. Jessica smiled. Her first smile for Taeyeon ever since they met.
Take care, Taeyeon unnie! Krystal yelled from upstairs and Taeyeon just waved her hand at the younger Jung.

**

Taeyeon stared at her books as she sat on her study desk. Shes supposed to be doing homework now. But her mind wandered
elsewhere.
Her left thumb, index and middle finger fiddled with her lips for the past fifteen minutes.
Soft, soft, lips.
Her right hand held the pencil that had been unconsciously drawing patterns on the empty sheet of paper.
Cherries. She felt like eating cherries.
She could still smell Jessicas cherry Chapsticks. The scent lingered.
She looked down at the patterns she had made. Cherries. Lots, lots of cherries. The once clean paper was now littered with
cherries.

CHAPTER 3: Single-lip Kiss

Twelve minutes.
Jessica sat on the same bleachers she sat just four days ago.
Thirteen minutes.
She was becoming impatient.
Fourteen minutes.
One more minute then I'm gone. Jessica thought.
Fifteen minutes.
Okay, maybe one more minute.
Sixteen minutes.
Damn, where's that girl?!
Seventeen minu-"Jessica!" Her head automatically turned to the panting short girl. Perspiration evident on her forehead as the four-eyed girl
hastily wiped it with the back of her hand, sweeping her bangs to the side.
Seriously, the girl could easily be mistaken for a middle-schooler.
"I'm sorry, I got stuck on a meeting. Have you waited for long?" Taeyeon's voice was worried and Jessica couldn't bring herself to
get mad at Taeyeon. At least not anymore.
"No, it's perfectly fine. I've been just a minute ahead of you. I lost track of time." Jessica lied.
It had been four days since their first session. Taeyeon had been incredibly busy these days that they haven't had the time to
meet up. But Jessica was fine with that. She should be.
Krystal had been constantly bombarding her with questions. Questions about Taeyeon. Irrelevant questions. Ridiculous.
"So, Jessie, how did you two met?"
"Wha-- who?!"
"Taeyeon? Duh!"
"No-- no! We-- we're not-- not like that."

"Awe, come on now Jessie! Don't be shy. Come on."

"No, Krystal. Really. Not like that."
"Really? Then why were you kissing her?"
"Huh? I-- what? I-- we didn't!"
"Yes you did!"
"No!"
"Yes."
"No.
"Yes yes yes yes. A million yes!"
"Gah! Why are we even having this conversation?"
"Jessica?" Taeyeon's voice snapped Jessica out of her thoughts.
"Oh. Right." Jessica answered as she picked up her bag.
"Err.." Taeyeon hesitantly said, scratching her thigh.
"Yes?" Jessica quirked her brow. For some odd reason, she found Taeyeon's habit... cute.
"Uh, do you want to.. uh, come.. over?" The four-eyed brunette shyly asked.
"Uh, sure. But I can't be out late. Curfew." Jessica said, pointing at her wrist watch.
"Oh. Right. Let's go." Taeyeon started walking, leading Jessica to their house.
**
Jessica stared wide-eyed at the big house in front of her. Her eyes scanned the grand exterior as she takes in every detail of the
Kims House.
A big wooden double door stood in front of her and a balcony above it. A garden on the far right with its beautiful flowers lay on
the front yard, beside the driveway. A white swing was positioned in the center of the wide garden, plain and simple but inviting.
The double door opened, revealing a woman in her late thirties.
Taengoo? Oh, whos your friend? The woman hugged Taeyeon and smiled warmly at Jessica. The latter bowed shyly.
Umma, this is Jessica. My friend? Taeyeon answered and looked at Jessica, confirming her last word.

Jessica smiled and nodded at Taeyeon.

Good afternoon, Mrs. Kim Jessica said politely and bowed again.
Oh, Jessica no need to bow. Its nice to know that my daughter have a friend besides Yuri and Soonkyu. Mrs. Kim smiled widely
at Jessica.
Anyway, umma, weuh.. have to finish our project. Well be in my room. Taeyeon said and pulled Jessica by the hand.
Jessica was dragged inside the house before she could even bid Mrs. Kim goodbye. They made a dash to Taeyeons room, passing
by the huge living room with chandeliers and plush seats, a huge LED TV and the latest sound system in the market. They climbed
the carpeted stairs and went inside the third door in the hall.
Baby blue walls greeted Jessica as soon as the door opened. A single bed with baby blue covers was pushed to the wall and a side
drawer was beside it. A huge book shelf full of books and a study desk next to it stood beside the huge window. The room had its
own bathroom and a closet was positioned beside the bathroom door.
Are you hungry? Taeyeons voice brought Jessicas attention to the four-eyed brunette who sat in her bed.
Huh? Uh, no. Jessica smiled and stood beside the door frame.
Uh, you.. can.. sit.. here. Taeyeon shyly said and tapped the space beside her.
Oh. Right. Jessica hesitantly made her way to the bed.
Are you comfortable.. here?
Uh, your house is huge. I feel so.. little. Jessica shyly admitted as she straightened her skirt as she sat down.
Oh, please, dont be. Taeyeon tapped Jessicas shoulder, causing the brunette to turn towards her.
Sorry. Taeyeon shyly said and immediately retrieved her hands.
Silence filled the room as they sat side by side on Taeyeons bed. Jessica fiddled with her fingers while Taeyeon scratched her
thigh occasionally.
Jessica was never comfortable being around rich people.
Taeyeon, on the other hand, doesnt know how to make people feel comfortable since she wasnt around people much.
Ehem.. Taeyeon decided to break the silence and Jessicas attention was on Taeyeon again.
I.. uh.. should.. we.. uhm.. Taeyeon stuttered as she tried to form her next words decently.
Right. Right. Jessica smiled, trying to ease the tension that had abruptly formed between them.

Jessica scooted closer to Taeyeon.

May I? Jessicas hands hesitantly went up to Taeyeons glasses.
Understanding what the brunette wanted, Taeyeon nodded her head. Jessica then took Taeyeons glasses off.
There. Jessica smiled contently as she looked at Taeyeons appearance.
You look prettier without your glasses.
Taeyeons cheeks heat up at the compliment and she tried to hide it with a cough.
Jessica suppressed her giggle.
After a while, Taeyeon straightened up but still wasnt able to meet Jessicas eyes.
Im sorry.
Huh? For what? Taeyeons eyes finally landed on Jessicas.
If I made you feel uncomfortable. I know you know Im gay and maybe that makes you uncomfortable.
What? Jessica, no. Im just.. not used to compliments. But no, its not because youre gay. Im perfectly fine with that. Taeyeon
smiled warmly at Jessica.
You know, you should smile more. It suits you.
Taeyeon blushed again at the compliment and this time, Jessica wasnt able to suppress her laughter.
Jessicas laughter was somehow contagious and Taeyeon found herself giggling along with the brunette.
Youre so cute when you blush. And you sure blush a lot.
Its because Im not used to compliments. I told you.
Yeah, yeah.
When they both stopped laughing, Taeyeons hands went back to scratching her thighs.
Youre nervous. Jessica commented as her eyes landed on Taeyeons hands.
You scratch your thighs when youre nervous. She added matter-of-factly.
I.. well.. Im always nervous.. around.. you.
Why? Do I make you nervous?

Well these lessons do. And err..

Oh, dont be nervous. Its just a kiss.
A wide smile plastered on Jessicas face as Taeyeon looked up to her.
So, should we get started? My moms going to kill me if I get home late. Jessica said apologetically.
Oh. Right. Curfew.
Jessica turned her body towards Taeyeon. The latter reciprocated the action so they were sitting face to face now.
Uhm, I kind of need your participation on this one, Taeyeon.
B-but II dont know.. h-how.
Thats why Im teaching you. Just move your lips with mine. Youll be fine.
O-okay.
With that, Jessica leaned closer to Taeyeon.
Taeyeons eyes widened for a second as Jessica leaned closer. Her eyes landed on Jessicas thin lips, then to her brown orbs.
Taeyeon found herself anticipating as Jessicas face inched closer to hers.
With every beat of her heart, Jessicas face inched closer, taking all the air out of Taeyeons lungs.
Close your eyes. Jessica ordered when her face was just centimeters away from Taeyeons.
Taeyeon hesitated for a while but eventually obliged.
It was after a quarter of a second that Taeyeon felt a pair of cold lips sucked her upper lip before tugging on it lightly, sending
tingles up and down her spine.
With eyes still closed, Taeyeon frowned a little when the cold lips left hers.
Single-lip kiss. Jessica said and giggled, causing Taeyeon to immediately open her eyes.
You like it? Jessica asked.
Huh? Uh.. y-yes. Taeyeon admitted shyly.
Next up. Jessica positioned herself again, leaning closer to Taeyeon.
Should.. should I.. clo-close my.. eyes? Taeyeon inquired innocently.

Suit yourself. But you need to learn. Jessica answered, her breath brushing against Taeyeons upper lip.
Okay.
Kiss me, Taeyeon. Jessica ordered.
Taeyeon blinked once, twice, thrice too many at Jessica.
I.. I do-dont know.. h-how.
Ill judge that for you. Jessica said and returned to her previous position, away from Taeyeon.
Errr.. o-okay. Taeyeon said nervously.
Before Jessica could even close her eyes, Taeyeons face was merely centimeters away from her, causing her to laugh.
Excited much? Jessica teased and Taeyeon blushed.
Now, now you should move slowly to make the moment more romantic. Take your sweet time, Taeyeon. Make me anticipate
for your lips err, I mean your prom date. She added. Taeyeon returned to her previous position.
Slowly, Taeyeon. Jessica said before closing her eyes.
Taeyeon inched closer, gaze fixed on Jessicas thin lips. As she leaned closer, Taeyeons breath hitched. The world seemed to be
scarce of oxygen as she closed the distance between Jessicas face and hers. Taeyeon aimed for Jessicas upper lip but was
unsuccessful.
Ouch. Jessica opened her eyes and saw Taeyeon caressing her nose.
Sorry. Taeyeon said as she continued rubbing her nose lightly.
Jessica smiled before a chuckle escaped from her mouth.
How do I do it? My nose bumps into yours. Taeyeon said with furrowed brows.
Tilt your head a little so your nose wont bump into mine.
B-but my lips.. wont align with.. yours.
Oh, Taeyeon. You are so cute. Just try and tilt your head, okay?
Tilt like, forty-five degrees? And the speed? How about the speed? I dont want to hurt your lips.
Another chuckle escaped from Jessicas mouth.
Taeyeon. were kissing. Why do you have to calculate everything?

Errr.. I just.. want to make it.. perfect.

Its okay, Taeyeon. Youre learning. Jessica smiled and took hold of Taeyeons hand that was on the bed.
Relax, okay? She added and Taeyeon nodded.
Jessica closed her eyes again, signaling Taeyeon to inch closer again.
Taeyeon did as told. She leaned closer, taking her sweet time, appreciating Jessicas lips. Thoughts about prom date and first kiss
seemed to be forgotten. Theres no more first kiss, anyways since technically Jessica had it.
Tilting her head to the side a little, Taeyeon aimed for Jessicas upper lip again, remembering how Jessica had sucked and tugged
on hers a while ago.
Again, it sent tingles up and down her spine, just like how it did a while ago.
She was about to let go of Jessicas upper lip when she felt Jessicas lips move against hers, brushing her cold lips against hers.
Taeyeons senses were once again filled with Jessicas Cherry Chapstick. She stopped kissing for a moment but Jessica continued
what she was doing and Taeyeon found herself reciprocating the action like she was a pro.
Jessicas right hand went to the back of Taeyeons head, pulling the girl closer to her, leaving no space between them while her
left hand landed on Taeyeons waist.
Taeyeon kissed Jessica back as tingles ran from her spines to her fingers, electrifying her, making her feel lightheaded.
Jessica moved closer to Taeyeon, not breaking the kiss, eventually straddling on Taeyeons lap and locking her feet behind
Taeyeon. Her hand moved to the back of Taeyeons neck as Taeyeons hands were firmly placed on the bottom of her spine,
steadying her.
Jessicas tongue slid across Taeyeons lower lip, and this time Taeyeon didnt push her away but an involuntary moan escaped
from the girls lips, causing it to part. Jessica didnt waste time as her tongue darted out from her mouth and inside Taeyeons
mouth, exploring every detail of it.
Taeyeon was stunned for a moment; she never thought that kissing involved tongues, but the sensation Jessicas tongue giving
her was weakening, sucking all her will to protest before her own tongue reciprocated Jessicas action.
Jessica gave Taeyeons lips a peck before parting their lips. Their lungs would explode any minute if the kiss continued.
French kiss. Jessica said as she tries to catch her breath, her hands rested on Taeyeons shoulders.
Taeyeon nodded as she too, tried catching her breath from the heated kiss. Her head rested on Jessicas chest unconsciously
while her hands were still firmly placed behind Jessica.
Are you okay? Jessica asked worriedly at Taeyeon.

That was.. was.. Taeyeon said, trying to say the right words.
Wow, right? I didnt know you were a good kisser. Jessica said sheepishly.
Whawhat? Taeyeon looked up at Jessica with a blush.
You. Kiss. Good. Jessica smiled.
Really?
Yes, really. Seems like you wont be needing my help anymore.
What why? Theres still like over fifteen kisses and I still need your help.
You can google the rest. Whats important is that you know the basics.
B-but, itll be.. different. I mean.. r-reading and.. d-doing it. You know?
Oh Taeyeon, you are so cute.
B-but you h-have to.. t-teach me.. still.
Fine, fine. I was just kidding. Ill be helping you as long as you like. Jessica grinned cheekily, causing Taeyeons cheeks to heat
up again.
I.. errr.. can I come down now? Jessica asked, pointing at Taeyeons arms that were wrapped protectively around her hips.
Huh? Taeyeon raised her brow before her expression changed.
Oh. Oh. She said as she slowly let go of Jessicas hips.
Jessica went back to her previous position on the bed before her eyes landed on the clock at Taeyeons study desk.
Shit! Its already seven in the evening? Im so screwed! Jessica exclaimed as she gathered her bag and books.
Im sorry, Taeyeon but I have to go now.
She fished out her phone from the pocket of her uniform skirt. There were ten missed calls from Krystal and messages saying that
their mom was looking for her and to call as soon as she reads the messages. She dialed Krystals number and after three rings
her sister answered.
Krys, Im on my way. Jessica hurriedly said.
Hurry up already. I just covered for you. Ill wait outside okay?
Thanks Krys, youre the best.

I know, I know. Come home now and take care.

I will.
Jessica immediately ended the call and faced Taeyeon again.
Im really sorry, Taeyeon. I have to go now. She said apologetically.
Dont be, Jessica. Im the one whos supposed to be sorry. Sorry for keeping you.
Its no big deal. Jessica smiled.
At least let me take you home?
Uhm, you dont have to, really.
Please, I insist.
Jessica hesitated for a while before answering, okay.
They dashed their way to the Kims driveway as a black Honda City came into view. Taeyeon pressed a button from her key holder
and a beep echoed through the door way as the brake lights of the car lit up.
Get in. Taeyeon said as she opened the door of the passenger seat before running to the drivers side. Jessica did as told.
Taeyeon professionally maneuvered the car out of the driveway and into the road.
Wow, you drive? Jessica asked with an amazed expression.
Uh, yeah? Obviously?
But you dont bring your car at school.
Taeyeon just shrugged and they both fell silent.
Hey, you wanna learn to drive? Taeyeon then asked, breaking the silence between them.
Err.. Im not.. sure.
Come on, its really easy.
But.. I dont have a car.
Thats why we are using my car. Please? Think of it as my payback for your help.
B-but.

No buts, okay? Ill fetch you on weekends.

B-but..
I said, no buts. Taeyeon grinned, not taking her eyes off of the road and Jessica could only shake her head.
**
A worried Krystal came into view as soon as Taeyeon pulled up near Jessicas house.
Thank you so much, Taeyeon. Jessica said as her hand reached for the door handle, unlocking the door.
Youre welcome. And Im really sorry. Taeyeon said apologetically.
Dont worry. Jessica turned to face Taeyeon again before giving the other girl a smile.
Eat your dinner and sleep tight, Taeyeon.
Thanks, Jessica.
Before Jessica went out of the car, she gave Taeyeon a kiss on the cheek, causing the other girl to blush.
She waved Taeyeon goodbye as the girl started driving again.
I saw that! Krystals voice made Jessica jump a little as the girl stood behind her.
Jung Soojung! Youll be the death of me! Jessica said, clutching her chest as if shes going through a heart attack.
She started walking towards their back door with Krystal on her heels.
I thought youre not together like that. Krystal said teasingly.
Your girlfriend is cute, by the way. She added when Jessica didnt bother to answer her.
Shes not my girlfriend, okay? And were not together like that. Jessica answered as she opened the back door.
Really? So, can I take her then? I think shes cute. Krystal giggled.
Shes not a toy! And shes not.. gay. Jessica hissed as they slowly made their way upstairs.
Ill make her gay. Gay for me.
Jung Soo--! A hand was placed over Jessicas mouth so she wont be able to finish.
Shhh. Fine Im not stealing your little Taeyeon. Just dont shout and were both screwed, alright? Krystal whispered as she
dragged her sister inside their room.

Jessica hastily swatted Krystals hand from her mouth as soon as the door closed.
But seriously, Taeyeon is cute. And pretty. And she has a car! Oh my gosh. Krystal said excitedly as she plopped down on her
bed.
Yeah, yeah. Whatever.
Jessica was about to take her uniform off when her phone beeped, signaling a new text message. Her brows furrowed at the
unknown number.
Hey, Jessica. Its Taeyeon. I asked Soonkyu for your number. Err, are you okay?
A smile unconsciously graced Jessicas lips as she typed her reply.
Hi Taeyeon! Yes, Im okay. Have you eaten yet? Thanks for the ride!
Someones in love. Krystal commented as she watched her sister smile like a love sick puppy.
What?!
Just look at you all giddy with a text message. Bet its Taeyeon.
What?! No! Of course not! Its.. its Yoona!
Ha! Yoona doesnt text. Duh! That alligator is lazy.
Jessica kept quiet.
See! Its Taeyeon, right?
Whatever.
A pillow landed on Krystals face.
**
Jessica tossed and turned on her bed as she found it hard to sleep that night. Images of Taeyeons blushing cheeks keeps repeating
on her mind and the tingling sensation the shorter girls lips gave her seemed to be present all the time. Her fingers unconsciously
grazed her lips, feeling Taeyeons plump lips on it. Jessica smiled for a moment then a frowned.
Shes not gay. Get a grip of yourself, Jung Sooyeon. Shes not gay. Shes doing this for a guy.
She kept reminding herself but her heart was so stubborn, fluttering at the thought of Taeyeon.

CHAPTER 4: Earlobe Kiss

Jessica absentmindedly shoved food in her mouth as Yoona and Sooyoung talked beside her. The chattering abruptly stopped as
they noticed Jessicas silence.
Are you okay? Sooyoung asked, pressing the back of her hand against Jessicas forehead.
Huh? Yeah. Why? Jessica answered as she took Sooyoungs hand away from her forehead.
You dont have fever. So whats wrong with you?
I havent had enough sleep. Im so sleepy. Jessica answered and pushed her tray away from her as she folded her arms on the
table and laid her head on it.
Whats new about that? You always say you havent had enough sleep even if you sleep for a century. Yoona said nonchalantly.
Yah! Jessica yelled weakly.
So, what happened? Sooyoung probed as she finished Jessicas food.
Jessica hesitated, biting her lower lip.
Hi. A familiar voice spoke and Jessica immediately raised her head.
Ouch. She said as her head suddenly ached a little because of the action.
Are you okay? Taeyeon asked worriedly.
Yeah, yeah Im fine. Jessica answered with a smile.
Can we, uh, join you guys? Taeyeon asked shyly.
Oh, yeah, sure. Please sit down. Jessica said and scooted closer to Sooyoung to make room for the three newly arrived girls.
Taeyeon sat beside Jessica while Sunny and Yuri sat down beside Yoona.
The table fell silent for a moment before Sooyoung faked a cough.
Oh, right. Jessica said and all eyes turned to her.
Err.. guys, this is Taeyeon, Yuri and Sunny. Jessica introduced them and pointed at them respectively.
Sooyoung and Yoona, right? Sunny said and the two tall girls nodded.
Youre the girl from my chemistry class! Yuri exclaimed, pointing at Yoona.

Yeah, so? Yoona said with a raised brow.

You wanted to copy my work Yuri said but was cut off mid-sentence.
And you didnt let me, nerd. Youre a selfish little kid, arent you? Yoona finished.
Why you! Yuri stood up but Sunny tugged on her hand and forced her to sit down.
Arent we here to hang out with Jessicas friends? Sunny said and Taeyeon nodded.
Lets all eat, shall we? Sooyoung said.
They started eating their meals and Taeyeon noticed that Jessica didnt have anything to eat.
Why arent you eating? Taeyeon asked in a low voice and Jessica turned her head towards Taeyeon.
Oh, Sicas not in the mood for food. She lack of sleep. Sooyoung answered for Jessica.
Why? Did something happen? Taeyeon asked again.
What? No, no. Jessica gave Taeyeon an assuring smile.
Here. Taeyeon pushed her food tray towards Jessica.
Huh?
Eat up. Im not really hungry anyway.
But its yours and Im fine, really. Im not hungry too. Jessica said, pushing the food tray back to Taeyeon.
No, really. I insist. Taeyeons arm brushed against Jessicas as she pushed back the tray towards the latter, sending tingles all
over Jessicas body.
You guys, if youre not eating, Im taking that. Yoona said as Jessica and Taeyeon fell silent.
Yah! Your tray is full with food and you still want Taengs food? Such a shikshin! Yuri commented which earned a glare from
Yoona.
Shut up, nerd. I need food in my body.
But thats gluttony!
Im saving that food over there! If they wont eat it, itll just go to the trash bin!
Aish. Shikshin!
Nerd!

Sunny let out a sigh as she listened to Yoona and Yuris bickering while Sooyoung continued eating like nothings happening.
Or Sica and Taeyeon can share. Sooyoung commented with her mouth full of food. Sunny then smiled and nodded.
The lunch went on with everyone chatting except for Yoona and Yuri who seemed to be holding a grudge with each other.
When the bell rang, they all stood up and prepared to return to class.
I like your friends. Taeyeon whispered to Jessica as they walked out of the cafeteria.
I like your friends too. Jessica answered and smiled.
**
The four-eyed brunette was out of her classroom even before the last bell for the day rings, earning looks from her classmates.
Two steps out the door and the bell rang, making Taeyeon grin. She strolled towards the soccer field, not minding her
surroundings.
She was about to step on the paved pathway to the soccer field when a voice called out.
Taeyeon! A smiling Sooyoung came closer as she halted in her steps.
Oh, Sooyoung. Hi! Taeyeon greeted the tall girl happily.
So, how are things with you and Sica? Sooyoung asked as they continued walking on the paved pathway.
Huh? Taeyeon furrowed her brows at the question.
Oh, I mean the lessons. Sica had told us about it.
She did?
Yeah, of course. Sooyoung grinned.
They fell silent for a moment and continued walking towards the bleachers.
Anyway, I heard its for the prom? Sooyoung asked again as they sat on the bleachers.
Taeyeon nodded shyly.
So, are you ready yet?
R-ready?
Ahm, prom?
Oh, that. I-I dont k-know.

Dont be nervous, its just prom. Nothing could go wrong. Sooyoungs smile was inviting and contagious in a way that Taeyeon
found herself smiling too.
I-I guess.
Sicas really a good kisser, huh? Sooyoung abruptly asked, causing Taeyeons cheeks to heat up.
Wha-what?
Sooyoung just chuckled.
So, how about the dance? Sooyoung said as soon as she straightened up.
How about the dance?
You know how to dance?
What? Of course! Its so easy. Isnt that like a human nature?
What?! Haha youre so cute and innocent! Sica was right. But no, it should be learned.
Dont you just move your feet with your partners?
Yeah, if you want to end up stepping on their foot for the whole night. Sooyoung snickered.
You should ask that nerd Yuri to teach you. Sooyoung added.
I-I guess.
Or better yet, Ill ask Sica to teach you since she gets invited to dances way too many times. Sooyoungs eyes lit up as the idea
came into mind.
Really? Shes that popular, huh? There was a hint of sadness in Taeyeons voice that Sooyoung couldnt point out why.
Well, you see how beautiful our Ice Princess, yeah? I wouldnt be surprised if boys would line up to ask her for prom. Sooyoung
answered with a smile.
Yeah, shes really pretty. B-but, shes gay.. Taeyeon whispered the last part.
Yeah, but that didnt matter to the boys here.
Wow.
Wow what?
Nothing. Just wow.

So, anyway, its set then? Sica will help you with the dance. Sooyoung smiled and patted Taeyeons head.
Yah! Im not a puppy! Why pat my head! Taeyeon swatted Sooyoungs hand away which earned a giggle from the tall girl.
But youre cuter than a puppy! Can I adopt you? Pretty pweeaaaassseeee~ Sooyoung teased with an aegyo that made Taeyeon
cringed.
Yah! You giant! Stop that! Ew ew ew! Taeyeon whined as she covered her ears.
Sooyoung continued laughing.
Im a giant just because youre a midget! Sooyoung retorted.
Choi Sooyoung, havent you had your fun yet? Jessicas stern voice brought the two girls attention to her.
Opss. Gotta run! Sooyoung said as she stood up from the bleachers.
And oh, Sica? Youre helping Taeyeon with her dance. And 'no' is not an option. Sooyoung added as she waved her phone at
Jessica. The latter groaned.
Hey midget! I know a place where they give growth acupuncture. Beep me up some time so I could take you there. Sooyoung
teased, sticking her tongue out at Taeyeon as she dashed towards the school building again.
Choi Sooyoung!! Taeyeon yelled at the girl before she disappeared inside the school building.
Taeyeon turned her attention towards Jessica whose face was red from suppressing her laughter.
Yah! Let it out. Taeyeon said in a defeated voice.
Aigoo, arent you cute? Jessica said as she pinched both Taeyeons cheeks. A blush crept its way to Taeyeons cheeks as her
ears turned bright red.
Yah! Not funny! Taeyeon faked annoyance but Jessica just laughed at her.
Seriously though, I think your height is cute. Dont ever go to that growth acupunctures. Youll end up like Sooyoung. A giant and
a shikshin. Jessica laughed and patted Taeyeons head.
Yah! Im not a puppy! Aish!
Cuter than a puppy. I agree with Sooyoung. Jessica said and snickered. Taeyeon just rolled her eyes and sat back down on the
bleachers.
Aw, sorry, okay? Youre just really really cute, Taeyeon-ah. Jessica grinned as she too, sat down on the bleachers.

Anyway, what should we do today? Its a nice Friday, dont you think? Jessica tilted her head back as she let the remaining light
of the sun hit her face in the warm afternoon.
Taeyeons heart palpitated as she looked up to Jessica as the latters contour was grazed with the orange and pink hue of the
setting sun. The girl looked like Mother Natures masterpiece as the sun outlined her perfect features. A smile unconsciously
danced its way to Taeyeons lips.
Must be the coffee. She reasoned inwardly, trying to come up with something that might have caused her heart to palpitate.
Jessica turned her head towards Taeyeon as she felt eyes on her. She raised her brow at the smiling Taeyeon who seemed to be
lost at the moment.
Taeyeon? Jessica said, tilting her head back down.
Huh? Ow, aw, ouch. Taeyeon said as she rubbed her shin as a soccer ball hit her.
So sorry. Sorry. A boy bowed rapidly as soon as he came close to the bleachers and picked the soccer ball up.
Hey, are you Jessica was about to say something to Taeyeon when a boys voice interrupted her.
Taeyeon? Are you okay? A worried Baekhyun came into view and Jessica cant help but frown at the intrusion.
Will you be careful next time?! Jessica spat with an annoyed expression. Baekhyun froze as he looked at Jessica.
Taeyeon? Are you okay? Jessica asked the flustered Taeyeon who stared at Baekhyun like she forgot the rest of the world exists.
Her blood boiled at the sight.
Earth to Taeyeon! Jessica waved her hands in front of Taeyeon.
Oh. Oh, ha.. huh? Oh, Bae-Baekhyun.. Im fiow! Taeyeon stuttered and rubbed her shin again.
Im really sorry, Taeyeon. Can I take you to the clinic? Im really sorry. Baekhyun said apologetically.
Im fi-fine. Taeyeon said and she turned to her side and noticed Jessicas change of mood.
Are you sure? Baekhyun said persistently.
She said shes fine. Jessica commented nonchalantly, looking at her nails. Taeyeons brow rose at the cold attitude.
Im fine, really. Dont worry. Taeyeon said and smiled at the boy.
Im really sorry. Baekhyun bowed once again and his eyes landed on Jessica before he jogged back to his team mates.
Hey, are you okay? Taeyeon asked Jessica as soon as Baekhyun left.
Whaof course. Are you? Jessica asked, eyes not meeting Taeyeons.

Yeah, it wasnt that bad. Taeyeon answered while she continued rubbing her shin.
Should I take you home now? Jessica said, finally looking at Taeyeons direction but her eyes were looking at everything but
Taeyeons.
What? No, I mean Im fine.
Jessicas brow quirked at the sudden protest.
What should we do then?
Err.. kiss? Taeyeon shyly said, scratching her thighs.
Hahaha. Seriously? Jessica laughed and Taeyeon sighed in relief.
Taeyeon shyly shrugged her shoulders.
Hey, how about we skip our lesson for today and go out with friends? Jessica suggested.
Taeyeon thought for a moment before a smile found its way to her lips.
Sounds fun. Lets go and watch a play in the local theatre. Taeyeon said and her smile widened.
What? Thats not fun at all! Ha! I know somewhere where well have fun. Jessica said and nodded her head at her own idea.
Where?
Youll see. Go to my house at seven.
In your house?
Youre fetching me since you have a car. Jessica grinned cheekily.
**
A black Honda City pulled up at the parking lot of a local bar and the two tall girls quirked their brows as three figures got out of
it and made its way to them.
The midget has a car? Sooyoung asked Yoona who stood still behind her.
Maybe? Yoona answered.
Why is Baby Jung with you? Yoona asked loudly as soon as Jessica, Taeyeon and Krystal came closer.
Mom wont let me go out without the annoying girl. Jessica made a face.
Yah! Krystal said as she elbowed Jessica on the ribs.

Oh, hi Taeyeon! Yoona greeted the short girl who was silent the whole time.
Err.. Hi, Yoona, Sooyoung. Taeyeon waved at the two tall girls.
Oh, so you know my sister-in-law? Wow, where have I been. Krystal teased, suppressing her laughter.
Taeyeons cheeks instantly heat up and her ears went bright red.
Jung Soojung! Jessica stomped her feet on the ground causing Sooyoung and Yoona burst out into a laughing fit, occasionally
raising their hands for high fives.
Yah! Yaaahhhh! You t-two.. s-stop.. i-it! Jessica stuttered as she tried hard to hide her blush.
See you inside, Unnies! Krystal yelled before disappearing inside the bar.
Are we even allowed in there? Taeyeon said innocently, trying to change the subject.
Oh, yeah, I told appa that I have guests tonight. So its all cool. Sooyoung answered as she straightened up.
A-appa? Taeyeon asked.
Yeah, Sooyoungs father owns this place. Jessica answered. Sooyoung smiled and nodded.
Lets go! Yoona excitedly said and beckoned them to follow.
Wait! Three heads turned towards Taeyeon.
What is it, Taeyeon? Jessica asked.
Can I.. uh, invite Sunny and Yuri over? Taeyeon shyly asked.
Jessica smiled and looked at Sooyoung.
Of course! The more the merrier! Sooyoung said cheerily.
What? The nerd? Does she even drink?! Yoona said, earning glares from Jessica and Sooyoung.
Fine! Yoona groaned and they started making their way inside the bar.
**
Taeyeons eyes wandered around the bar. It was her first time in this kind of place, she often spend her time at home studying
or watching plays.

The place looked like one of those in movies with cowboys. There was a billiard table at the center of the bar, a modern looking
jukebox, a mini-stage with musical instruments, tables and a bar counter. The floor was wooden, opposite to the concrete exterior
of the place. The place was crowded with young adults that seemed harmless with huge smiles on their faces.
Come. Jessica whispered, tugging on Taeyeons hand.
Soon, Krystal came into view as she sat on one of the tables with an elderly man talking to her.
Appa! Sooyoung ran towards the elderly man.
Sooyoungie! Wheres Jessica and Yoona? They heard the elderly man ask and Sooyoung stepped to the side to reveal Yoona,
Jessica and Taeyeon.
So, whos the little friend? Mr. Choi asked teasingly as his eyes landed on the intertwined fingers of Jessica and Taeyeon.
Jessica noticed the elderly mans eyes and immediately let go of Taeyeons hand.
Uncle, this is Taeyeon. Our new friend. Jessica said with a wide smile.
Friend, huh? Mr. Choi teased again and Jessica rolled her eyes.
Good evening, Mr. Choi. Taeyeon bowed politely at the elderly man.
Oh please, call me Uncle. Like how our Sica here calls me. Mr. Choi said, causing Krystal to chuckle.
Jung Soojung! What are you drinking and who gave you that?! Jessica instantly went closer to her sister when she saw the dark
liquid in Krystals glass.
Ops. I think I need to run now. Mr. Choi joked and patted Yoonas head before smiling warmly at Taeyeon.
Yoong, theres a lot of burger on the kitchen. He whispered, causing Yoona to jump up and down in excitement as she grabbed
Sooyoung towards the kitchen.
Taeyeon stood awkwardly as she let her eyes scan the place once again.
She flinched when she felt a warm hand tugged on her hand.
You might want to sit down. Jessica said and pulled Taeyeon to the chair beside her.
Unnie, what do you want to drink? Krystal asked as soon as Taeyeon settled down.
Uhm, coke? Taeyeon answered innocently and Krystal chuckled.
Jessie, you should really teach Taeyeon-unnie to drink.

Yah! Im not a bad influence! And you cant drink alcoholic drinks either! Its coke for the both of you tonight. Jessica stuck her
tongue out at Krystal who groaned in protest. Taeyeon faked a cough to hide her chuckle.
After a while, Sooyoung and Yoona went out from the kitchen with a tray of burgers and fries.
Can we finish all of this? Taeyeons eyes widened as the tray was laid on the table.
Believe me, its not enough. Jessica said and stuffed a fries on her mouth.
They were about to devour on their food when Mr. Choi came with a tray containing a pitcher of beer and glasses.
Its on the house because I missed you girls. He said and winked as he laid the tray on the table.
Just call me when you need more okay? He added and strode off.
Beeeeerrrrrrr!!!! The girls attentions turned towards the owner of the voice, cringing a little at the aegyo filled voice.
Yah! Soonkyu! You cant hold your liquor! Yuri reprimanded behind Sunny.
Aw come on Yul, its Friday! Its that day of the week to enjoy. Righttttt? Sunny retorted and looked around the table. Sooyoung
and Yoona gave her thumbs up and she smiled widely.
The two newly arrived girls were introduced to Krystal as they settled on the table before the group devoured the food.
Sunny started pouring beer on the glasses and distributing it around the table, except for Krystal who pouted as she watched her
unnies drank from their glasses.
Its so bitter! Taeyeon exclaimed with a pout, causing the girls around her to laugh.
Its beer! Of course its bitter! Yuri said as she gulped the remaining content of her glass.
B-but why does Sunny drink it like shes drinking coke? Taeyeon said as she brought her glass closer to her nose, smelling the
liquid.
Drink it with your mouth, unnie, not with your nose. Krystal commented and snickered.
Go go go! Sooyoung urged Taeyeon as she poured herself another glass of beer.
What about hangover? Taeyeon asked, her eyes shifting from Sunny to Sooyoung to Yuri.
Just enjoy the moment, will you? Stop thinking about whats going to happen. Sunny said, rolling her eyes at Taeyeon.
Taeyeon looked at the girls on the table before her attention turned to the glass on her hand. She swallowed the saliva that
formed on her mouth before her hands moved up to her mouth, bringing the glass closer to it.
She closed her eyes and gulped the bitter liquid.

Woooh! She heard the girls cheered and before she knew it, the glass content vanished.
Taeyeon opened her eyes to a smiling Jessica who held a tissue on her hand.
Beer mustache. Jessica coolly said, wiping the bubbles on Taeyeons upper lip.
Taeyeon felt her head bobbing involuntarily as it felt heavy against her neck. She shook her head once, trying to clear her head
but to no avail.
Krystal, who noticed Taeyeons tipsiness after two glasses of beer, smiled mischievously as she poured beer into Taeyeons glass.
Unnie, drink up. Krystal said, nudging Taeyeon.
Huh? Oh, right. Beer. Drink. I like beer. More beer! Taeyeon exclaimed with a dorky smile.
Jessica turned towards Taeyeon who seemed to be a little tipsy before she looked at the girls glass disapprovingly.
No more, Taeyeon-ah. You still have to drive. Jessica said as she tried to take the glass away from Taeyeons hand.
Beer. I like beer. More beer! Drink drink drink! Taeyeon chanted and tried to get her glass back from Jessica.
Hey thats my beer! Beer! Beer! She said as Jessica pushed the glass further away from her.
No more beer. Jessica said and glared at Krystal who tried to suppress her laughter. The other occupants of the table seemed
to be oblivious as they watched the band on the mini-stage.
Taeyeon pouted and adjusted her glasses as she tried to focus on the glass that was beyond her reach now.
Arms. Short arms. Ugh! Taeyeon said and puffed her cheeks. Jessica and Krystal chuckled at the cute sight.
Here, drink this instead. Jessica pushed a can of coke towards Taeyeon.
Taeyeon eyed it for a moment before sipping from it.
Sweet. like your lips. Sweet. The intoxicated Taeyeon said with a dorky smile as she continued sipping on the can of coke.
Jessicas cheeks heat up at the statement which didnt go unnoticed in Krystals observant eyes.
Hey Taeyeon-unnie, you want to dance? Krystal said and nodded at the makeshift dance floor.
Dance? No. Dont know dance. Taeyeon said, shaking her head.
Jessie will guide you. Come on now. Krystal tugged on both Jessica and Taeyeons hand to stand up.
Go, go. She said giddily as she pushed Taeyeon and Jessica towards the dance floor.
**

Hey thats mine! Yoona exclaimed at Yuri who was about to grab a burger from the tray.
Theres still another one, why cant you just eat that instead?! Yuri retorted as she continued taking the burger from the plate.
I said thats mine! Yoona grabbed the burger from Yuris hands.
Just get the other one!
No! I want this one!
Its all the same!
No! I said I want this one!
No! I got this first!
No! Thats mine!
Stop it, you two! Sooyoung joined in as she got annoyed with the bickering.
Hey, I got this first! Yuri answered Sooyoung defensively.
No, Soo thats mine! Yoona whined.
Sooyoung grabbed the hot sauce from the table and hastily grabbed the burger from Yuris hands.
Sorry kiddos, its mine now. She grinned at Yoona and Yuri who groaned in defeat.
Aish. What are you guys, like, five? Krystal whispered to Sunny.
Dont mind them.
Krystal grabbed Taeyeons glass and was about to drink from it when Sunnys hand stopped her.
Cant let Jessica kill me. Sorry kiddo. Sunny said and shoved a can of coke in Krystals hand instead.
**
Jessica and Taeyeon awkwardly stood on the dance floor with Taeyeon wobbling occasionally. Jessica held Taeyeon by the waist
to steady the tipsy girl.
Are you okay? Lets just sit, okay? Jessica asked worriedly.
No no. Dance. I like dance. Taeyeon smiled and pulled Jessica closer.
Jessica stumbled a bit because of the force but eventually gained her balance, her hands never leaving Taeyeons waist. Taeyeon
held Jessica by her shoulders.

The close proximity caused Jessicas heart to beat rapidly. Taeyeons breath brushed against her skin, intoxicating her, making
her knees weak. She swayed them slowly as the music changed into a much slower one.
Before
so

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can

see

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let

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fast, kiss

how

badly

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the

future

but
me

make

when

you

keep

pass

it
say

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and

last
goodbye

slow

don't

let

go

but tonight I could fall too soon into this beautiful moonlight
Jessica looked at Taeyeon who looked back at her and a smile made its way to her lips. She felt Taeyeons hands pulled her closer
towards the girl and she obediently leaned closer, closing all the distance between them.
But

you're

so

you've

got

me

laughing

you've

got

me

smiling

And

your

love

can

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while

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see

is

my

sleep.

this

where

sing,

unraveling,
I'm

falling,

settle

down,

but please don't catch me...

Taeyeon closed her eyes and moved her head closer to Jessicas, meeting the girls lips halfway.
Jessicas lips touched Taeyeon for an eternity before it started moving.
See
like

this
a

heart
child

I'm

won't

running

terrified

scared

of

from

what

a
you

clown.
do,

my stomach screams just when I look at you

Jessicas stomach did a three hundred and sixty degrees flip as Taeyeons lips started moving in-sync with hers. It felt like her lips
belonged to Taeyeons from the start.
Taeyeon started sucking on Jessicas upper lip, electrifying Jessica from the pit of her stomach, making her toes curl.
Run

far

even

though

can't

away
you're
set

so

far

from

my

hopes

can

breathe,

suffocating
too

me.
high

'cause every "Hello" ends with a "Goodbye"

Jessica gave Taeyeons lips a peck before her lips traveled to Taeyeons earlobe. She put Taeyeons earlobe in between her lips
and sucked and tugged on it lightly before her lips grazed it. Taeyeon shivered at the sensation, her eyes rolling back for a moment.

Earlobe kiss. Jessica whispered before her head landed softly on Taeyeons shoulder.
A sweet smile lingered in Taeyeons lips before a camera flash caught her attention and her head turned towards the source and
she saw Sooyoung grinning at her with a smartphone in hand.
If

this

is

love

please

don't

break

me

I'm giving up so just catch me.

**
Krystal looked at Taeyeon and Jessica who happily chatted beside her. A content smile made its way to her lips as she saw her
sisters twinkling eyes. Taeyeon seemed to have sobered up.
Here, Taeyeon. Sooyoungs voice snapped Krystal out of her thoughts and she looked up at the tall girl who winked at her in
response. She nodded knowingly.
Taeyeon accepted the glass of beer Sooyoung had offered and drank from it seamlessly like she was a pro at drinking.
Glasses after glasses was offered to Taeyeon as she drank from it without protest. Jessica was busy talking to Sunny that she
hadnt noticed Taeyeon was on her sixth glass.
Bathroom. Bathroom. Woooshh. Taeyeon said, tugging on Jessicas sleeves.
Jessicas eyes widened at the drank Taeyeon before her. She looked around the table for the suspect but the girls kept their cool.
Jung Soojung! She hissed at her sister who sipped from her canned coke.
Yes, unnie? Krystal answered formally, keeping a straight face.
What did you do now! Jessica hissed again as she tried to steady Taeyeon.
I did nothing, unnie.
Jessica rolled her eyes and held Taeyeon by the arm, steadying the drunken girl.
Pee. Bathroom. Naaaawwwww. Taeyeon whined as Jessica struggled to steady her.
Alright, alright. Just stay still for a second!
Jessica struggled to get Taeyeon inside the cubicle as the girl continued tugging on her sleeves, begging Jessica to not leave her.
And so, they both end up on the cubicle as Taeyeon did her business and Jessica stood awkwardly there, her back facing Taeyeon.
Done. He-he. Taeyeon said as soon as she finished peeing and Jessica instantly turned back towards Taeyeon, afraid that the
girl might hit her head on something.

Why did you drink too much. Aish. Jessica said as she wrapped Taeyeons left arm around her neck.
You smell.. g-good.. Jeshka. Taeyeon smiled sheepishly with her eyelids half closed.
Jessica blushed.
You kiss.. g-good. Sweet. Sweet lips. Soft. Cherry. Taeyeon said incoherently.
Okay, okay. Lets get you back. Jessica said and tried to open the cubicle door when Taeyeons hand stopped her.
Kiss? Taeyeon said as she leaned in.
Taeyeon-ah
Taeyeons lips shut Jessica up and she found herself kissing Taeyeon back.
**
So, whos driving now? And how are we going to explain to Mrs. Kim what happened to her daughter?! Jessica asked as they
went out to the parking lot with her arms wrapped protectively around Taeyeons waist and the latters head on her shoulder.
I can drive. Sunny said happily as she fished out Taeyeons car keys from the latters pocket.
And the second question? Jessica said, her brow raised.
Well, we can all sleep over my house. Sunny answered as they strode towards Taeyeons car.
Sleep with Jeshka? Yish yish! Taeyeon said in her half-awake, half-asleep voice.
Alright lets go! Sooyoung happily said as she opened the door to the backseat of Taeyeons car.
You and Taeyeon sit on the front. Sooyoung ordered as Jessica was about to enter the backseat.
What why?! We wont fit! Jessica protested.
Come on, Sica, the stupid nerd passed out too. Yoona said as she shoved the sleeping Yuri on the backseat.
Lets go unnie Im so sleepy. Krystal pushed Jessica aside and climb on the backseat too, leaving Jessica no choice but to sit on
the front seat.
Jessica ended up sitting on the front seat with Taeyeon on her lap. Good thing they were both small so they fit perfectly on the
car.
Ill call Taeyeons mother once we arrive on my house so she wont freak out. Sunny said as she maneuvered the car out of the
parking lot and into the road.

**
After thirty minutes, they all stood outside Sunnys apartment, waiting for the girl to open the door.
Do you live alone? Jessica asked.
Yeap. Sunny said and smiled as the door opened.
They all walked inside, with Jessica still supporting Taeyeon and Yoona and Sooyoung carrying Yuri. Krystal sleepily walked inside
as well.
So tired. Krystal said as she plopped herself down the couch.
Soojung get up, let Taeyeon rest there. Jessica ordered as she brought Taeyeon to the couch.
Uhm, Jessica? You can sleep in my room with Taeyeon. I think itd be better if somebody looks out for her. Sunny said.
What? Why cant you do it? Ill sleep with my sister.
Unnie, I dont want to sleep beside you. You always kick me out of bed. Krystal whined.
Jung Soojung!
Please, Jessica? Im worried about Taeyeon, she sleepwalks and Im a heavy sleeper so I wont be able to notice if shell be gone.
Sunny said as she brought out extra pillows and mattresses from her room.
Ill take care of Krystal and your friends, dont worry. Sunny added and smiled.
Jessica sighed and obliged, bringing Taeyeon to Sunnys room.
Jessica stumbled as she struggled to bring Taeyeon to the bed as the girl seemed to gain another pound each second.
Taeyeon. Taeyeon. Wake up. Jessica called out, trying to wake the sleeping Taeyeon.
Taeyeon I cant carry you to the bed. You need to walk on your own now. She added but Taeyeon just lay still on her shoulder.
She huffed and tried carrying Taeyeon to the bed again.
She had her back to the bed and was about to turn around when her right foot stumble upon a pillow on the floor, causing her
to lose her balance. Fortunately her back landed on the bed, but her heart was palpitating when she opened her eyes to Taeyeons
brown orbs as the girl landed on top of her. Taeyeon smiled sheepishly at her.
Nyt nyt. Kiss kiss. Taeyeon said and leaned closer, pecking on Jessicas lips before her eyes closed again.
Jessica smiled unconsciously as she pushed Taeyeon lightly off of her.

Good night, Taeyeon. Jessica said before kissing Taeyeons forehead as she took the sleeping girls shoes off. She then crawled
under the covers beside Taeyeon.
Don't let me fall too hard, Taeyeon-ah. Jessicas eyelids felt heavy against her eyes and she immediately closed her eyes, left
arm wrapped around Taeyeons waist as she snuggled closer to the sleeping girl.
A smile once again grazed her lips as she felt Taeyeons warm arm wrapped around her small frame.

CHAPTER 5: Driving Lesson

Jessica woke up with a smile on her face as soon as Taeyeons brown orbs filled her vision.
Morning, she awkwardly smiled when she realized that her arm is still resting in Taeyeons waist. She slowly slid her arm from
Taeyeon but the latter pulled her closer.
My head hurts. Taeyeon said with a pout.
Hangover. Let me get you painkillers. Jessica said and tried to get out of the bed again but Taeyeon didnt budge.
Five minutes. Taeyeon said and Jessicas brow quirked.
Jessica was about to say something but the smile on Taeyeons face shut her off. So she just let Taeyeon snuggle closer to her.
After a while, the sound of Taeyeons light snores filled the warm room as Jessica fought the urge to fall back to sleep. Her eyes
were about to give up when a loud voice came barging in.
Gooooood moooooor Krystals eyes widened as she saw Taeyeon comfortably snuggled close to Jessica.
Ops. Sorry, Jessie! she said and instantly turned around to walk out of the room.
Krys! Jessica called out in a low voice so she wont wake Taeyeon.
Krystal stopped walking but didnt turn around. Jessica rolled her eyes.
Can you please get Taeyeon some painkillers and water? Jessica asked politely, causing Krystal to turn towards her.
Are you sick? Why are you so polite? Krystal asked sarcastically.
Jung Soojung! Jessica hissed.
Alright, alright. Jeez, your mood swings are really something. Krystal mumbled as she went out of the room.
Krystal went back inside the room after a while with a glass of water and painkillers in hand.
Is she awake yet? She asked in a low voice as she approached the bed where Taeyeon and Jessica are still lying.
Nope. I think her head really hurts. Why did you let her drink too much last night? Jessica said as she slowly sat up on the bed
with Taeyeons arm clinging tightly on her waist.
Wow, shes super clingy. Krystal said and pointed Taeyeons arm.
Anyway, are the others awake yet? Jessica asked Krystal, her gaze never leaving Taeyeons face.
I think Soo and Yuri are. Theyre making breakfast.

Now I feel hungry.

Shouldnt we wake her up? Krystal asked and pointed at Taeyeon.
Yeah, maybe. Jessica said, nodding her head to her sisters suggestion.
Taeyeon? Jessica nudged the sleeping girl lightly.
Getting no reaction from Taeyeon, she tried again.
Taeyeon..
Mmm.. five min.. nutes. Taeyeon mumbled as she snuggled closer to Jessica, tightening her grip on the latters waist.
Jessicas cheeks heat up at the action.
I never thought you could blush like that. Krystal said and smiled mischievously at Jessica.
Taeyeon.. Jessica continued nudging Taeyeon, as if her sister never uttered a word.
Morning.. Taeyeon groggily said as she slowly opened her eyes.
Ow. Ow. She said as she held her head.
Does it hurt that much? Jessica asked worriedly and Taeyeon nodded.
Here, take this. Itll help. Jessica said, giving Taeyeon the painkillers and the glass of water.
Thanks. Taeyeon smiled and took the medicine.
**
Finally youre up! Sooyoung happily exclaimed as soon as Jessica, Krystal and Taeyeon went inside the kitchen.
Morning.. Yuri weakly said as she massaged her temple.
Hangover? Jessica asked and Yuri nodded her head.
Here, she offered the remaining painkillers to Yuri.
Are you sure? Yuri hesitantly took the painkillers from Jessicas hand.
Yeah. Want me to feed you those? Jessica teased Yuri, causing the latter to freeze in her spot as her cheeks heat up.
Taeyeons brows knitted, not understanding the irritation that had abruptly built inside of her. She brushed it off and went to
sit far away from Yuri.

Ugh. My head hurts, she complained loudly, making sure Jessica will hear as she massaged her temple.
The pills didnt work? Jessica asked worriedly as she made her way towards Taeyeon.
Sooyoung who caught Taeyeons reaction from before snickered and stopped Jessica.
Ill take care of her, go take care of Yuri and give her breakfast, she said as she hurriedly went to Taeyeon.
Sneaky midget, she whispered to Taeyeon as she knelt beside the short pouting girl.
What? Taeyeon whispered back.
I know your head doesnt hurt. You just want Sicas attention too. Sooyoung said matter-of-factly as she pretended to get
busy beside Taeyeon.
Howno! course not! Taeyeon hissed and averted her gaze back to Jessica who was currently serving Yuri.
Why did that nerd drink too much last night! Taeyeon hissed again, displeasure evident on her face.
Youre one to talk. Sooyoung commented and stood up to get the food that she had cooked.
Anyway, do you guys have any plan today? Sooyoung asked loudly, bringing all the attention to her.
Uhm, no, why? Yoona, who just arrived inside the kitchen, said groggily.
Want to go picnic? Sooyoung asked loudly again.
Sure! Sunny said cheerfully as she sat down beside Taeyeon.
Whats with the face? Sunny asked Taeyeon and followed her line of sight.
Oh wow the dorks living her dreams, she snickered at the blushing Yuri who was being served by Jessica.
Pfff. Taeyeon snorted and started eating her food.
Why is the omelet so bitter?! Taeyeons annoyed voice made all the girls turn towards her.
Whano its not! Sooyoung countered as she stuffed a spoonful of omelet in her mouth.
Yes it is! Here, try it! Taeyeon said, pushing her plate towards Sooyoung who sat across her.
Sooyoung scooped a spoonful again and stuffed it in her mouth. She deliberately chewed the food before making a face.
No its not. It tastes really good. Sooyoung said boastfully as a grin appeared on her face.
Taeyeon, is something wrong? Jessica spoke up after a while.

Whano, maybe its just the headache. Ill j-just lay d-down for a w-while. Taeyeon answered as she excused herself and
stood up.
Jessicas gaze followed the sulking girl until she was out of sight.
Shes acting weird. Yoona commented nonchalantly and Yuri nodded her head.
Well, shes been acting weird since last night. Shed been ogling at Jessie last night and not to mention the comments about
her lips and sleeping with Jeshka. Like what was that for? Krystal said as she scooped another spoonful of food before
shoving it to her mouth.
Jessica pretended not to hear anything but her cheeks gave her away as she blushed madly at the memory of Taeyeon kissing
her on the dance floor, the restroom and the peck before sleeping.
Oh my God! Did she really?! Ha! I knew that midget swings that way! Sunny exclaimed and laughed, causing Sooyoung and
Yoona to laugh too.
But, isnt she like super into Baekhyun? I mean, she agreed to the lessons because of him, right? Yuris comment made all
the people on the table fell silent.
Yah! Can we just all eat up so we can go home already? Our moms going to kill us. Jessica spoke up, trying to chase the
awkward atmosphere away.
Nerd just ruins everything. Yoona hissed, casting Yuri a glare. The tanned girl just stuck her tongue out at Yoona.
**
Taeyeon rolled to her side, her back facing the door, as she heard the door cracked open and light footsteps made its way
towards the bed.
Taeyeon? Taeyeon closed her eyes as Jessicas voice sounded close. I brought you breakfast, she added when Taeyeon
didnt seem to budge.
Taeyeon heard Jessica sigh before the sound of metal against wood echoed through the room.
Ill just leave it here. We need to go home now, Jessica hesitated before continuing. Ill see you at school.
Taeyeons eyes shut open as she heard Jessicas footsteps again.
Sica, she called out and immediately turned towards the leaving girl. Ill send you home.
Jessica smiled and made her way back to the bed. No need. Just rest, okay? she said as she sat on the edge of the bed,
reaching for the food tray once again. And please eat something.

Taeyeon took the food tray from Jessica and said, okay but at least let me send you home as my thank you for taking care of
me last night.
B-but
No buts, remember? Taeyeon grinned as she took the spoon and fork from the tray.
Fine, Jessica answered and smiled, laying her body back on the bed.
There was silence for a while as Taeyeon ate her food. She looked over Jessica whose eyes were closed. She let her gaze linger
at the beautiful face before her. Her heart beats rapidly again, like it always does when she intently stares at Jessica Jung. There
was something about Jessica that she cant quite put a word onto. Something inviting and scary. Something foreign yet familiar.
Something complicated and simple at the same time. Something new.
A crush? But shes a girl.. a really beautiful one at that though. Taeyeons mind went blank and she didnt notice Jessica staring
back at her.
Are you okay? Youre spacing out. Jessicas voice snapped her out of her thoughts.
OhI.. uh.. Taeyeon trailed off as she struggled to find the right words to say. She was used to speaking as part of being the
President of the student government, so it felt weird being so out of words when it comes to Jessica. So unlike her.
Anyway, have you talked to Baekhyun yet? Hes the guy youre going to the prom, right? Jessica asked as she sat up on the
bed too, facing Taeyeon.
II haveent y-yet. Taeyeon shyly said as she brought her attention to her food once again.
Well you should.
Really? W-why?
To.. err.. make things.. clear?
H-how? I-I dont t-think I c-could.
Just tell him you like him.
W-what?! No! What i-if he d-doesnt like me that.. way?
What? Are you insane?! Who wouldnt like you? Youre cute and smart and really really pretty and amazing and kind and fun
to be with and smart, oh I already said smart right? Well, you get what I mean. And youre really cute I just want to adopt you.
Heeeh. Jessica said and chuckled. Im rambling right now, Im sorry, she shyly said and snickered.
Taeyeon chuckled as she tried to hide the blush that had formed in her cheeks.

Youre cute when you ramble, she said and continued chuckling, joining Jessica.
But seriously Taeyeon, just confess to him. I know things will turn out well for the both of you. Jessicas voice became serious
and Taeyeon had to look at her to find any emotion but to no avail for the girl wore a rather bored expression.
Lets.. just not.. talk about.. him.
They both fell silent again. Jessica fiddled with the bed sheets while Taeyeon scooped the remaining food on her plate.
Do you.. uhm.. l-like.. Y-Yuri? Taeyeon hesitantly asked, making Jessicas brow quirk at the question.
What? Why?
Taeyeon just shrugged.
I like Yuri.. Taeyeons head automatically went up as she stared at Jessica. As a friend, she added, making Taeyeons eyes
light up.
Really? You dont like her like that? Taeyeon probed as her mood suddenly changed.
Jessica shook her head in amusement as she took notice of Taeyeons change of mood.
Could it be? She smiled inwardly as thoughts came rushing in her head.
**
Jessica stood in front of their house as she waited for a black Honda City. Taeyeon had insisted on sending them home after
breakfast and she could do nothing but to agree. Sooyoungs picnic plans, however, didnt push through as the girls supposedly
had other appointments, which Jessica found odd since Sooyoung and Yoona stays at home on weekends. When Taeyeon had
dropped them home an hour ago, the girl had instructed her to wait for her after an hour. Jessica questioned why but Taeyeon
just grinned and bid them goodbye. And so here she was, standing in front of their house as she looked through the street for
any sign of Taeyeons car.
The black car pulled up in front of Jessica and she found herself smiling as the door to the front seat opened.
Get in, Taeyeon smiled widely at her.
The car moved forward as soon as Jessica settled inside Taeyeons car.
I hope youre not kidnapping me coz my parents wont be able to give you the ransom. Jessica joked.
Ill have to keep you then. Taeyeon grinned as she played along.
Jessica laughed and smacked Taeyeons thigh playfully.

Seriously though, where are we going? she asked when she noticed that they were driving away from the city.
Driving lessons. Taeyeon coolly answered.
Are you being serious right now? Jessicas eyes widened.
Of course. Nerds are serious, no? Taeyeon said and the grin reappeared on her face.
B-but..
No buts, Sica. Jessicas cheeks blushed at the nickname.
Okay, Taengoo, she retorted, remembering what Mrs. Kim had called Taeyeon.
Taeyeons grin widened at the nickname that rolled out perfectly from Jessicas tongue.
My crappy nickname sounds perfect coming from you, she mumbled and Jessica pretended not to hear anything as she hides
her smile.
**
Taeyeon stepped on the break lightly as they reached a deserted road. There were trees aligned beside the road and a lake was
visible few meters from the paved road. She stepped out of the drivers seat after turning the engine off and jogged her way
towards the front seat door, opening it.
Get on the drivers seat, she said as she offered a hand to Jessica.
Taengoo, Im not sure about this. Jessica said as she stepped out of the car too, her hand on Taeyeons.
Dont worry, Im here. I wont let us crash. Taeyeon said and grinned with dimples and all.
Taeyeon and Jessica settled on the front seat and drivers seat respectively.
Jessica listened attentively to Taeyeon as the girl introduced her to the essential parts of the car. Ignition, shifter, accelerator,
brake, steering wheel, hand brake, rearview mirror, side mirrors. Jessica mentally took note of how those works.
Ready? Taeyeon said as she looked at Jessica who had her fingers curled on the steering wheel.
Jessica just nodded briefly.
So, wheres the accelerator? Taeyeon questioned and Jessica automatically pointed at the pedal below her right foot. Very
good, she said with a nod.
And the break? Jessica rolled her eyes and pointed at the pedal beside the accelerator, earning giggles from Taeyeon.

Now, turn the ignition on. And dont forget to step on the brake as you do. Taeyeon instructed and Jessica did as told. The
engine roared into life.
Now, keep your foot on the brake pedal and put the gear on D or drive. Taeyeon instructed again. Jessica nodded and
followed her instructions.
Then release the hand brake by pressing the release lever here, Taeyeon said, pointing at the lever.
Wow, youre a fast learner, she commented when Jessica did skillfully all the instructions. Are you sure you dont know how
to drive? she joked, Jessica just rolled her eyes.
Okay, moment of truth.. let go of the brake pedal slowly.. then step on the accelerator slowly. Taeyeon said as she checked
the empty road.
The car moved slowly as Jessica stepped on the accelerator.
Control the car with the steering wheel and just relax, okay? Taeyeon said as she leaned back on her seat.
Jessica kept mum as she focused on the road. Her nervous hands clumsily turned the steering wheel as they came into a small
curve.
Youre doing great, Taeyeon praised with her faze fixed on the road ahead of them.
After an hour of driving around, the duo found their selves lying side by side on a grass covered ground a few feet away from
the trees.
Are you tired? You learn fast. Taeyeon said and turned to her side towards Jessica.
Jessica shook her head.
Thank you, Taeyeon. Jessica said with closed eyes.
What happened to Taengoo? Taeyeon said, pouting.
Jessica opened her eyes and turned her head towards Taeyeons direction.
Is it okay if I call you that? I mean, it sounds like an intimate nickname since I only heard your mother calling you that.
Of course, silly. Taeyeon answered and tucked a loose strand of hair behind Jessicas ear, causing the latter to blush as
Taeyeons knuckles brushed against her ear.
Their eyes met and Taeyeon fought the urge to lean closer, but Jessica was making it hard for her as she found herself
unconsciously leaning in. As their lips were about to touch, Taeyeon moved on top of Jessica, hovering over her. There was a
slight shock in Jessicas eyes as Taeyeons nose brushed against hers.

Eskimo kiss, Taeyeon softly said before moving to Jessicas earlobes. Earlobe kiss, she added and brought her lips back to
Jessicas inviting ones.
Taeyeon captured Jessicas lips and it took a second for Jessica to respond as she tried to comprehend Taeyeons actions. The
girl never initiated kisses, well except for when she was drunk and decided to abuse Jessicas lips. Not that she mind though.
There was a new sensation in Taeyeons kisses that Jessica couldnt quite comprehend. There was need and want and....
love? No, that cant be. Shes not gay. Jessica kissed back, and this time she didnt hold back. Her hands going from Taeyeons
back to her hips.
Taeyeon slid her tongue across Jessicas lower lip, like how Jessica did that day at school. Jessica obediently opened her mouth
to accommodate Taeyeons tongue as it wandered inside before their tongues engaged in a heated battle.
Taeyeon took Jessicas hands and intertwined their fingers before bringing it above Jessicas head, locking it in place, as her lips
trailed sloppy kisses down Jessicas jaw line and down to her neck. She sucked on the skin of Jessicas neck, hoping to leave a
mark there. Louder moans escaped Jessicas lips as Taeyeon trailed another sloppy kiss beneath Jessicas ears. Taeyeon smirked
as she found the girls sensitive spot.
Tae.. Taeng.. goo.. Jessica moaned as Taeyeon continued her assault on the sensitive part.
Sica.. Taeyeon groaned in Jessicas skin, sending shivers all over the girls body.
Taeyeons lips travelled back to Jessicas as their lips were once again engaged in a heated lip locking, with tongues and all.
They were both panting when their lips parted, their lungs demanding of oxygen. Taeyeon pulled them both in a sitting position
as her hands caressed Jessicas blushing cheeks.
Best.. kiss.. ever.. Jessica managed to say in between breaths before her head fell on Taeyeons shoulder.
Taeyeons hands transferred to Jessicas back as her thumb created random patterns. A smile plastered on her face.
Sica?
Jessica hummed her answer with a hmm.
I dont know how or when.. Taeyeon held Jessica by the arms and pushed the girl slightly away from her just so she could look
Jessica in the eye.
But I think Im starting to fall for you, she admitted shyly, not breaking their eye contact.
Jessicas eyes widened for a moment.
Its kind of complicated, you see.. I used to tell you Im not gay.. at least I never knew.. until, well, my heart, she shyly said as
she held Jessica by the hand and brought it close to her left chest where her heart beat could be felt.

You feel that? she asked and Jessica nodded. Her heart was pounding loudly against her chest she could swear itll explode
anytime soon.
Youre the only one who could make it go crazy. Not Baekhyun, not any other guy, Taeyeon added as a sincere smile graced
her lips. Only you, she confessed as she held Jessicas hand tighter against her chest, her free thumb wiped a lone tear that
rolled down Jessicas cheek.
Sica? Whats wrong? she asked worriedly while her thumb continued caressing Jessicas cheek.
Jessica shook her head and Taeyeon sighed in relief.
Its just so sudden.. and unexpected.. I never.. thought.. this.. you.. Jessica said incoherently as she stared at her hand that
was on Taeyeons chest.
I know.. and really, I dont know what happened. All I know is I got jealous over Yuri this morning.. Taeyeon trailed off,
bringing Jessicas hand to her lips and kissed it tenderly.
B-but.. Yuri and I.. were not.. I dont..
I know, I know. I just dont like seeing you being close to someone else.
Iis that selfish of me? Taeyeon looked Jessica in the eye as she seek for answers.
Jessica shook her head again.
I think I like possessive Taengoo, she answered with a shy smile.
So, you like me like that too? Taeyeon asked with eagerness in her voice.
Taengoo, did you really have to ask?
I dont know, I sometimes am dense when it comes to things like this. I mean, Ive never.. you.. its something.. new..
Can you feel this then? Jessica said as she brought Taeyeons hands close to her chest, letting her feel her heartbeat.
Wow, boobs. A dorky grin showed on Taeyeons face.
Taengoo!
Oh, right. Heartbeat. Heeeh.
I know it doesnt really seem like it but this never really beat like this for anyone before. Ive had relationships, yes, but I never
felt like this before. I think.. Jessica trailed off as another blush occupied her cheeks. I think I fell for you the first time I kissed
you on lunch break, she finished with a shy smile.

Taeyeon moved to Jessicas back as she pulled the girl closer for a tight back hug, her chin rested on Jessicas shoulder.
I dont think I could ever let you go now. Jessica spoke in a low voice.
Then dont. I would be more than happy.
Oh, Taeyeon. What if this is just a phase? What if its really Baekhyun and not me. What if
Sica, I told you already, youre the only one who could make me feel this way. Not him.
But you like him so much.
I dont even know if I ever liked him. I mean, yeah sure hes good looking and all but thats just it. I think I just liked him for the
sake of having a crush, to fit in, to not be the odd one in high school. And he happened to be the convenient one since many
girls likes him too.
But youre really different, Sica. Youre like the unexpected but perfect one. Taeyeon added as she cuddled closer to Jessica.
Guess my spells worked on you, huh? Jessica joked and giggled.
I dont really care if I fall under you spell, princess, as long as I get to be with you. Taeyeon mumbled as her lips brushed
against the sensitive spot below Jessica's ear. She smirked when moans erupted from Jessicas mouth.
That day, Jessica lost count of how many times they kissed, all she could remember is Taeyeons soft lips against her neck and
the shivers it sent down her spine as she fell for the dorky girl all over again, headfirst.
Jessica woke up with a smile on her face as soon as Taeyeons brown orbs filled her vision.
Morning, she awkwardly smiled when she realized that her arm is still resting in Taeyeons waist. She slowly slid her arm from
Taeyeon but the latter pulled her closer.
My head hurts. Taeyeon said with a pout.
Hangover. Let me get you painkillers. Jessica said and tried to get out of the bed again but Taeyeon didnt budge.
Five minutes. Taeyeon said and Jessicas brow quirked.
Jessica was about to say something but the smile on Taeyeons face shut her off. So she just let Taeyeon snuggle closer to her.
After a while, the sound of Taeyeons light snores filled the warm room as Jessica fought the urge to fall back to sleep. Her eyes
were about to give up when a loud voice came barging in.
Gooooood moooooor Krystals eyes widened as she saw Taeyeon comfortably snuggled close to Jessica.
Ops. Sorry, Jessie! she said and instantly turned around to walk out of the room.

Krys! Jessica called out in a low voice so she wont wake Taeyeon.
Krystal stopped walking but didnt turn around. Jessica rolled her eyes.
Can you please get Taeyeon some painkillers and water? Jessica asked politely, causing Krystal to turn towards her.
Are you sick? Why are you so polite? Krystal asked sarcastically.
Jung Soojung! Jessica hissed.
Alright, alright. Jeez, your mood swings are really something. Krystal mumbled as she went out of the room.
Krystal went back inside the room after a while with a glass of water and painkillers in hand.
Is she awake yet? She asked in a low voice as she approached the bed where Taeyeon and Jessica are still lying.
Nope. I think her head really hurts. Why did you let her drink too much last night? Jessica said as she slowly sat up on the bed
with Taeyeons arm clinging tightly on her waist.
Wow, shes super clingy. Krystal said and pointed Taeyeons arm.
Anyway, are the others awake yet? Jessica asked Krystal, her gaze never leaving Taeyeons face.
I think Soo and Yuri are. Theyre making breakfast.
Now I feel hungry.
Shouldnt we wake her up? Krystal asked and pointed at Taeyeon.
Yeah, maybe. Jessica said, nodding her head to her sisters suggestion.
Taeyeon? Jessica nudged the sleeping girl lightly.
Getting no reaction from Taeyeon, she tried again.
Taeyeon..
Mmm.. five min.. nutes. Taeyeon mumbled as she snuggled closer to Jessica, tightening her grip on the latters waist.
Jessicas cheeks heat up at the action.
I never thought you could blush like that. Krystal said and smiled mischievously at Jessica.
Taeyeon.. Jessica continued nudging Taeyeon, as if her sister never uttered a word.
Morning.. Taeyeon groggily said as she slowly opened her eyes.

Ow. Ow. She said as she held her head.

Does it hurt that much? Jessica asked worriedly and Taeyeon nodded.
Here, take this. Itll help. Jessica said, giving Taeyeon the painkillers and the glass of water.
Thanks. Taeyeon smiled and took the medicine.
**
Finally youre up! Sooyoung happily exclaimed as soon as Jessica, Krystal and Taeyeon went inside the kitchen.
Morning.. Yuri weakly said as she massaged her temple.
Hangover? Jessica asked and Yuri nodded her head.
Here, she offered the remaining painkillers to Yuri.
Are you sure? Yuri hesitantly took the painkillers from Jessicas hand.
Yeah. Want me to feed you those? Jessica teased Yuri, causing the latter to freeze in her spot as her cheeks heat up.
Taeyeons brows knitted, not understanding the irritation that had abruptly built inside of her. She brushed it off and went to
sit far away from Yuri.
Ugh. My head hurts, she complained loudly, making sure Jessica will hear as she massaged her temple.
The pills didnt work? Jessica asked worriedly as she made her way towards Taeyeon.
Sooyoung who caught Taeyeons reaction from before snickered and stopped Jessica.
Ill take care of her, go take care of Yuri and give her breakfast, she said as she hurriedly went to Taeyeon.
Sneaky midget, she whispered to Taeyeon as she knelt beside the short pouting girl.
What? Taeyeon whispered back.
I know your head doesnt hurt. You just want Sicas attention too. Sooyoung said matter-of-factly as she pretended to get
busy beside Taeyeon.
Howno! course not! Taeyeon hissed and averted her gaze back to Jessica who was currently serving Yuri.
Why did that nerd drink too much last night! Taeyeon hissed again, displeasure evident on her face.
Youre one to talk. Sooyoung commented and stood up to get the food that she had cooked.
Anyway, do you guys have any plan today? Sooyoung asked loudly, bringing all the attention to her.

Uhm, no, why? Yoona, who just arrived inside the kitchen, said groggily.
Want to go picnic? Sooyoung asked loudly again.
Sure! Sunny said cheerfully as she sat down beside Taeyeon.
Whats with the face? Sunny asked Taeyeon and followed her line of sight.
Oh wow the dorks living her dreams, she snickered at the blushing Yuri who was being served by Jessica.
Pfff. Taeyeon snorted and started eating her food.
Why is the omelet so bitter?! Taeyeons annoyed voice made all the girls turn towards her.
Whano its not! Sooyoung countered as she stuffed a spoonful of omelet in her mouth.
Yes it is! Here, try it! Taeyeon said, pushing her plate towards Sooyoung who sat across her.
Sooyoung scooped a spoonful again and stuffed it in her mouth. She deliberately chewed the food before making a face.
No its not. It tastes really good. Sooyoung said boastfully as a grin appeared on her face.
Taeyeon, is something wrong? Jessica spoke up after a while.
Whano, maybe its just the headache. Ill j-just lay d-down for a w-while. Taeyeon answered as she excused herself and
stood up.
Jessicas gaze followed the sulking girl until she was out of sight.
Shes acting weird. Yoona commented nonchalantly and Yuri nodded her head.
Well, shes been acting weird since last night. Shed been ogling at Jessie last night and not to mention the comments about
her lips and sleeping with Jeshka. Like what was that for? Krystal said as she scooped another spoonful of food before
shoving it to her mouth.
Jessica pretended not to hear anything but her cheeks gave her away as she blushed madly at the memory of Taeyeon kissing
her on the dance floor, the restroom and the peck before sleeping.
Oh my God! Did she really?! Ha! I knew that midget swings that way! Sunny exclaimed and laughed, causing Sooyoung and
Yoona to laugh too.
But, isnt she like super into Baekhyun? I mean, she agreed to the lessons because of him, right? Yuris comment made all
the people on the table fell silent.

Yah! Can we just all eat up so we can go home already? Our moms going to kill us. Jessica spoke up, trying to chase the
awkward atmosphere away.
Nerd just ruins everything. Yoona hissed, casting Yuri a glare. The tanned girl just stuck her tongue out at Yoona.
**
Taeyeon rolled to her side, her back facing the door, as she heard the door cracked open and light footsteps made its way
towards the bed.
Taeyeon? Taeyeon closed her eyes as Jessicas voice sounded close. I brought you breakfast, she added when Taeyeon
didnt seem to budge.
Taeyeon heard Jessica sigh before the sound of metal against wood echoed through the room.
Ill just leave it here. We need to go home now, Jessica hesitated before continuing. Ill see you at school.
Taeyeons eyes shut open as she heard Jessicas footsteps again.
Sica, she called out and immediately turned towards the leaving girl. Ill send you home.
Jessica smiled and made her way back to the bed. No need. Just rest, okay? she said as she sat on the edge of the bed,
reaching for the food tray once again. And please eat something.
Taeyeon took the food tray from Jessica and said, okay but at least let me send you home as my thank you for taking care of
me last night.
B-but
No buts, remember? Taeyeon grinned as she took the spoon and fork from the tray.
Fine, Jessica answered and smiled, laying her body back on the bed.
There was silence for a while as Taeyeon ate her food. She looked over Jessica whose eyes were closed. She let her gaze linger
at the beautiful face before her. Her heart beats rapidly again, like it always does when she intently stares at Jessica Jung. There
was something about Jessica that she cant quite put a word onto. Something inviting and scary. Something foreign yet familiar.
Something complicated and simple at the same time. Something new.
A crush? But shes a girl.. a really beautiful one at that though. Taeyeons mind went blank and she didnt notice Jessica staring
back at her.
Are you okay? Youre spacing out. Jessicas voice snapped her out of her thoughts.

OhI.. uh.. Taeyeon trailed off as she struggled to find the right words to say. She was used to speaking as part of being the
President of the student government, so it felt weird being so out of words when it comes to Jessica. So unlike her.
Anyway, have you talked to Baekhyun yet? Hes the guy youre going to the prom, right? Jessica asked as she sat up on the
bed too, facing Taeyeon.
II haveent y-yet. Taeyeon shyly said as she brought her attention to her food once again.
Well you should.
Really? W-why?
To.. err.. make things.. clear?
H-how? I-I dont t-think I c-could.
Just tell him you like him.
W-what?! No! What i-if he d-doesnt like me that.. way?
What? Are you insane?! Who wouldnt like you? Youre cute and smart and really really pretty and amazing and kind and fun
to be with and smart, oh I already said smart right? Well, you get what I mean. And youre really cute I just want to adopt you.
Heeeh. Jessica said and chuckled. Im rambling right now, Im sorry, she shyly said and snickered.
Taeyeon chuckled as she tried to hide the blush that had formed in her cheeks.
Youre cute when you ramble, she said and continued chuckling, joining Jessica.
But seriously Taeyeon, just confess to him. I know things will turn out well for the both of you. Jessicas voice became serious
and Taeyeon had to look at her to find any emotion but to no avail for the girl wore a rather bored expression.
Lets.. just not.. talk about.. him.
They both fell silent again. Jessica fiddled with the bed sheets while Taeyeon scooped the remaining food on her plate.
Do you.. uhm.. l-like.. Y-Yuri? Taeyeon hesitantly asked, making Jessicas brow quirk at the question.
What? Why?
Taeyeon just shrugged.
I like Yuri.. Taeyeons head automatically went up as she stared at Jessica. As a friend, she added, making Taeyeons eyes
light up.
Really? You dont like her like that? Taeyeon probed as her mood suddenly changed.

Jessica shook her head in amusement as she took notice of Taeyeons change of mood.
Could it be? She smiled inwardly as thoughts came rushing in her head.
**
Jessica stood in front of their house as she waited for a black Honda City. Taeyeon had insisted on sending them home after
breakfast and she could do nothing but to agree. Sooyoungs picnic plans, however, didnt push through as the girls supposedly
had other appointments, which Jessica found odd since Sooyoung and Yoona stays at home on weekends. When Taeyeon had
dropped them home an hour ago, the girl had instructed her to wait for her after an hour. Jessica questioned why but Taeyeon
just grinned and bid them goodbye. And so here she was, standing in front of their house as she looked through the street for
any sign of Taeyeons car.
The black car pulled up in front of Jessica and she found herself smiling as the door to the front seat opened.
Get in, Taeyeon smiled widely at her.
The car moved forward as soon as Jessica settled inside Taeyeons car.
I hope youre not kidnapping me coz my parents wont be able to give you the ransom. Jessica joked.
Ill have to keep you then. Taeyeon grinned as she played along.
Jessica laughed and smacked Taeyeons thigh playfully.
Seriously though, where are we going? she asked when she noticed that they were driving away from the city.
Driving lessons. Taeyeon coolly answered.
Are you being serious right now? Jessicas eyes widened.
Of course. Nerds are serious, no? Taeyeon said and the grin reappeared on her face.
B-but..
No buts, Sica. Jessicas cheeks blushed at the nickname.
Okay, Taengoo, she retorted, remembering what Mrs. Kim had called Taeyeon.
Taeyeons grin widened at the nickname that rolled out perfectly from Jessicas tongue.
My crappy nickname sounds perfect coming from you, she mumbled and Jessica pretended not to hear anything as she hides
her smile.
**

Taeyeon stepped on the break lightly as they reached a deserted road. There were trees aligned beside the road and a lake was
visible few meters from the paved road. She stepped out of the drivers seat after turning the engine off and jogged her way
towards the front seat door, opening it.
Get on the drivers seat, she said as she offered a hand to Jessica.
Taengoo, Im not sure about this. Jessica said as she stepped out of the car too, her hand on Taeyeons.
Dont worry, Im here. I wont let us crash. Taeyeon said and grinned with dimples and all.
Taeyeon and Jessica settled on the front seat and drivers seat respectively.
Jessica listened attentively to Taeyeon as the girl introduced her to the essential parts of the car. Ignition, shifter, accelerator,
brake, steering wheel, hand brake, rearview mirror, side mirrors. Jessica mentally took note of how those works.
Ready? Taeyeon said as she looked at Jessica who had her fingers curled on the steering wheel.
Jessica just nodded briefly.
So, wheres the accelerator? Taeyeon questioned and Jessica automatically pointed at the pedal below her right foot. Very
good, she said with a nod.
And the break? Jessica rolled her eyes and pointed at the pedal beside the accelerator, earning giggles from Taeyeon.
Now, turn the ignition on. And dont forget to step on the brake as you do. Taeyeon instructed and Jessica did as told. The
engine roared into life.
Now, keep your foot on the brake pedal and put the gear on D or drive. Taeyeon instructed again. Jessica nodded and
followed her instructions.
Then release the hand brake by pressing the release lever here, Taeyeon said, pointing at the lever.
Wow, youre a fast learner, she commented when Jessica did skillfully all the instructions. Are you sure you dont know how
to drive? she joked, Jessica just rolled her eyes.
Okay, moment of truth.. let go of the brake pedal slowly.. then step on the accelerator slowly. Taeyeon said as she checked
the empty road.
The car moved slowly as Jessica stepped on the accelerator.
Control the car with the steering wheel and just relax, okay? Taeyeon said as she leaned back on her seat.
Jessica kept mum as she focused on the road. Her nervous hands clumsily turned the steering wheel as they came into a small
curve.

Youre doing great, Taeyeon praised with her faze fixed on the road ahead of them.
After an hour of driving around, the duo found their selves lying side by side on a grass covered ground a few feet away from
the trees.
Are you tired? You learn fast. Taeyeon said and turned to her side towards Jessica.
Jessica shook her head.
Thank you, Taeyeon. Jessica said with closed eyes.
What happened to Taengoo? Taeyeon said, pouting.
Jessica opened her eyes and turned her head towards Taeyeons direction.
Is it okay if I call you that? I mean, it sounds like an intimate nickname since I only heard your mother calling you that.
Of course, silly. Taeyeon answered and tucked a loose strand of hair behind Jessicas ear, causing the latter to blush as
Taeyeons knuckles brushed against her ear.
Their eyes met and Taeyeon fought the urge to lean closer, but Jessica was making it hard for her as she found herself
unconsciously leaning in. As their lips were about to touch, Taeyeon moved on top of Jessica, hovering over her. There was a
slight shock in Jessicas eyes as Taeyeons nose brushed against hers.
Eskimo kiss, Taeyeon softly said before moving to Jessicas earlobes. Earlobe kiss, she added and brought her lips back to
Jessicas inviting ones.
Taeyeon captured Jessicas lips and it took a second for Jessica to respond as she tried to comprehend Taeyeons actions. The
girl never initiated kisses, well except for when she was drunk and decided to abuse Jessicas lips. Not that she mind though.
There was a new sensation in Taeyeons kisses that Jessica couldnt quite comprehend. There was need and want and....
love? No, that cant be. Shes not gay. Jessica kissed back, and this time she didnt hold back. Her hands going from Taeyeons
back to her hips.
Taeyeon slid her tongue across Jessicas lower lip, like how Jessica did that day at school. Jessica obediently opened her mouth
to accommodate Taeyeons tongue as it wandered inside before their tongues engaged in a heated battle.
Taeyeon took Jessicas hands and intertwined their fingers before bringing it above Jessicas head, locking it in place, as her lips
trailed sloppy kisses down Jessicas jaw line and down to her neck. She sucked on the skin of Jessicas neck, hoping to leave a
mark there. Louder moans escaped Jessicas lips as Taeyeon trailed another sloppy kiss beneath Jessicas ears. Taeyeon smirked
as she found the girls sensitive spot.
Tae.. Taeng.. goo.. Jessica moaned as Taeyeon continued her assault on the sensitive part.

Sica.. Taeyeon groaned in Jessicas skin, sending shivers all over the girls body.
Taeyeons lips travelled back to Jessicas as their lips were once again engaged in a heated lip locking, with tongues and all.
They were both panting when their lips parted, their lungs demanding of oxygen. Taeyeon pulled them both in a sitting position
as her hands caressed Jessicas blushing cheeks.
Best.. kiss.. ever.. Jessica managed to say in between breaths before her head fell on Taeyeons shoulder.
Taeyeons hands transferred to Jessicas back as her thumb created random patterns. A smile plastered on her face.
Sica?
Jessica hummed her answer with a hmm.
I dont know how or when.. Taeyeon held Jessica by the arms and pushed the girl slightly away from her just so she could look
Jessica in the eye.
But I think Im starting to fall for you, she admitted shyly, not breaking their eye contact.
Jessicas eyes widened for a moment.
Its kind of complicated, you see.. I used to tell you Im not gay.. at least I never knew.. until, well, my heart, she shyly said as
she held Jessica by the hand and brought it close to her left chest where her heart beat could be felt.
You feel that? she asked and Jessica nodded. Her heart was pounding loudly against her chest she could swear itll explode
anytime soon.
Youre the only one who could make it go crazy. Not Baekhyun, not any other guy, Taeyeon added as a sincere smile graced
her lips. Only you, she confessed as she held Jessicas hand tighter against her chest, her free thumb wiped a lone tear that
rolled down Jessicas cheek.
Sica? Whats wrong? she asked worriedly while her thumb continued caressing Jessicas cheek.
Jessica shook her head and Taeyeon sighed in relief.
Its just so sudden.. and unexpected.. I never.. thought.. this.. you.. Jessica said incoherently as she stared at her hand that
was on Taeyeons chest.
I know.. and really, I dont know what happened. All I know is I got jealous over Yuri this morning.. Taeyeon trailed off,
bringing Jessicas hand to her lips and kissed it tenderly.
B-but.. Yuri and I.. were not.. I dont..
I know, I know. I just dont like seeing you being close to someone else.

Iis that selfish of me? Taeyeon looked Jessica in the eye as she seek for answers.
Jessica shook her head again.
I think I like possessive Taengoo, she answered with a shy smile.
So, you like me like that too? Taeyeon asked with eagerness in her voice.
Taengoo, did you really have to ask?
I dont know, I sometimes am dense when it comes to things like this. I mean, Ive never.. you.. its something.. new..
Can you feel this then? Jessica said as she brought Taeyeons hands close to her chest, letting her feel her heartbeat.
Wow, boobs. A dorky grin showed on Taeyeons face.
Taengoo!
Oh, right. Heartbeat. Heeeh.
I know it doesnt really seem like it but this never really beat like this for anyone before. Ive had relationships, yes, but I never
felt like this before. I think.. Jessica trailed off as another blush occupied her cheeks. I think I fell for you the first time I kissed
you on lunch break, she finished with a shy smile.
Taeyeon moved to Jessicas back as she pulled the girl closer for a tight back hug, her chin rested on Jessicas shoulder.
I dont think I could ever let you go now. Jessica spoke in a low voice.
Then dont. I would be more than happy.
Oh, Taeyeon. What if this is just a phase? What if its really Baekhyun and not me. What if
Sica, I told you already, youre the only one who could make me feel this way. Not him.
But you like him so much.
I dont even know if I ever liked him. I mean, yeah sure hes good looking and all but thats just it. I think I just liked him for the
sake of having a crush, to fit in, to not be the odd one in high school. And he happened to be the convenient one since many
girls likes him too.
But youre really different, Sica. Youre like the unexpected but perfect one. Taeyeon added as she cuddled closer to Jessica.
Guess my spells worked on you, huh? Jessica joked and giggled.
I dont really care if I fall under you spell, princess, as long as I get to be with you. Taeyeon mumbled as her lips brushed
against the sensitive spot below Jessica's ear. She smirked when moans erupted from Jessicas mouth.

That day, Jessica lost count of how many times they kissed, all she could remember is Taeyeons soft lips against her neck and
the shivers it sent down her spine as she fell for the dorky girl all over again, headfirst.

CHAPTER 6: Aphrodite and Venus

Two short legs walked leisurely along the hallway as the owner happily smiled to whoever she passed by, earning weird looks
from her fellow students. She felt lightheaded; she could swear shed laugh at the lamest joke right now. She had been for the
past weeks, actually.
It was Monday again, the day most of the students dreaded. But not Taeyeon. She anticipated Monday because she missed a
certain someone over the weekend.
Jessica had occupied her thoughts over the weekend, ever since they last kissed. She brought her right hand to her lips and
touched it, missing the thin and glossy lips that she had grown so accustomed to over the last few weeks.
It had only been three weeks since she became close to Jessica but the brunette had made her way to Taeyeons heart rather
fast. Maybe it was because of how Jessica twirls her hair when she listens to Taeyeon talk with the attentiveness and eagerness
the girl shows. Or how Jessica cutely pouts everytime she thinks Taeyeon wasnt paying much attention to her. Or maybe it was
Jessicas cold lips that send tingles all over her body everytime they kiss. Or maybe it was the way Jessica looks at Taeyeon; like
she was the most expensive masterpiece in an art gallery, pretty to look at but too fragile to touch. Or maybe it was all of that
and something more.
When the news broke about Taeyeon being with Jessica, Yuri threw a mini-tantrum. They had expected the reaction, knowing
full well how Yuri became kind of obsessed with Jessica the past years. Fortunately though, the tanned girl got over it; saying that
it was just a crush and that shed always choose her friendship with Taeyeon over it. It was a relief since Yuri was the last person
Taeyeon wished to hate her. Krystal, on the other hand, went ballistic when she heard the news one day while they were out
eating ice cream, saying she knew from the start that Taeyeon was meant for Jessie. Sooyoung, Yoona and Sunny were all happy
for them as well, of course with Sunny commenting about Taeyeon being a spaghetti girl: straight until wet. To which, of course,
the whole gang had laughed their asses off and became an inside joke.
They are official, kind of sort of. Taeyeon havent actually said the three magic words to Jessica yet, and so did Jessica but they
werent seeing anybody else. They were exclusive. Of course, Jessica would kill her if there will be someone else. The girl almost
broke her eardrums one time she saw Taeyeon walking with a fellow officer. They were just talking and, well, laughing.. a little.
But Jessica took it differently and she scared the hell out of the poor thing. Jessica could really be possessive at times, but Taeyeon
didnt mind at all. She loves how shes the only one who could pacify the HellSica mode. She deserves a pat on the back.
She shook her head, it was too early to daydream. But isnt Jessica like a dream come true? Kind of sort of? Yeah, totally.
Taeyeon was about to open the door to the students government office when a voice spoke up.
Uhm, Taeyeon? Baekhyun stepped closer to her, leaving a decent distance between them. He smiled brightly at her, like he
always does and Taeyeon finds herself reciprocating the action. Oh how polite the guy looked.

Oh, hi Baekhyun, her voice sounded a little husky from not speaking for a while. She then cleared her throat.
Uhm, I was just thinking.. The boy shyly kicked an invisible ball on the ground and Taeyeon fought her laughter.
Are you okay? Is there something I could help you with?
I was thinking.. if you want to.. co-go to the p-prom with me? the boy then looked at her expectantly.
Right, prom. Two months from now. In all honesty, she forgot about Baekhyun and prom. She was pre-occupied with her budding
romance with Jessica that some things just didnt seem to matter anymore. And the only problem now was how to reject
Baekhyun politely. The boys semi-pout wasnt helping her case.
I know its still two months away.. b-but I heard Ok Taecyeon is going to ask you too so I.. I decided to ask you f-first. The boys
right foot kept kicking on the ground idly as his right hand rubbed his nape.
A few steps away, just around the corner of the hallway, Jessica Jung stood with her arms crossed and body leaned against the
concrete wall as she tuned in to the conversation. Taeyeon caught a sight of the dark caramel strands and her lips tugged upwards.
So? Baekhyuns voice brought Taeyeons attention back to the boy.
I, uh.. actually Baekhyun, I have prom plans already. And I have a date.. already. Taeyeons cheeks heat up as she purposely
talked in a louder voice, making sure the eavesdropper heard every single word she said.
Oh, oh. Right. Uhm, the boy hesitated for a while after continuing, is it Taecyeon?
Whano, no its not him. I didnt even know he was going to ask me if you havent said. And yeah, not him.
So.. is he someone from school? Someone I know, maybe? Baekhyun continued asking.
Yeah, I think you know her. Shes pretty popular around here. Taeyeons smile widened as she saw the dark caramel strands
moved, the owner might have flinched.
Whshe? Did you say she? Baekhyuns eyes widened as she saw the blush on Taeyeons cheeks.
Y-yeah. She.
So you swing that way? Baekhyun regained his composure, standing properly again with his hands shoved inside his pockets.
I mean, dont get me wrong. I just never thought you were.. you know, he added.
Gay, yes. Taeyeon said with a nod.
Im sorry Taeyeon, this must have been awkward for you, he said and smiled apologetically at Taeyeon.
Oh no, its fine, really. No need to apologize.

Anyway, Im off now. Must find another prom date. Baekhyuns lips broke into a boyish smile.
Hey, how about I give you a date?
Oh, dont worry about me.
No, really. I think I have the perfect date for you. The idea made Taeyeon grin.
Baekhyun scratched the back of his head before agreeing.
Shes a middle schooler, but dont worry shes on third grade already and shes really beautiful. Heck she even talks like shes
older than me. Taeyeon chuckled.
Well, whatever you say. But would outsiders be allowed?
Did you just forget who youre talking to? Taeyeon then winked and Baekhyun chuckled.
Sneaky, he said before bidding Taeyeon goodbye.
When Baekhyun went out of her sight, Taeyeon then looked at the dark caramel strands that were still on the previous spot. She
unlocked the office door and purposely closed the door with a loud thud. She sat on the leather covered sofa and waited. After
a couple of seconds, the door opened and closed hastily with the lock clicking. Taeyeon grinned at the visitor.
Kim Taeyeon! Jessica stood in front of Taeyeon with arms crossed. Taeyeon furrowed her brows at Jessica.
You are not making Krystal Baekhyuns prom date! she added and Taeyeons grin widened.
But Sica, dont you think they are perfect? Plus hes a good guy and hell take care of Krystal. Taeyeon reached for Jessicas
hand before pulling the girl down. Jessica ended up straddling Taeyeon on the lap.
Are you playing cupid now? Jessica wrapped her arms around Taeyeons neck as Taeyeon wrapped her arms around Jessicas
hips, pulling her closer.
Baby, I cant be cupid when youre Aphrodite. Isnt it creepy making out with your offspring? Taeyeon grinned cheekily and
Jessica blushed.
Who are you then? Hephaestus? Jessica stuck her tongue out and laughed.
Hmmm,
You are Venus then, my roman counterpart, since you symbolize love for me. Jessica said and leaned in to peck on Taeyeons
lips.
The supposedly chaste kiss, however, became heated as tongues darted out from their mouths and Taeyeons hands roamed
around Jessicas body.

Oxygen was becoming scarce and they had to break the kiss. Taeyeon leaned her head against Jessicas chest, inhaling Jessicas
strawberry scent.
So, whos this she that youre bringing to prom? You sounded excited. Jessica asked after gaining her breath.
Taeyeon cuddled Jessica closer, pushing her face closer to Jessicas chest.
Aphrodite, she mumbled against the fabric of Jessicas blouse.
Jessicas lips tugged upwards.
And what made you think that Aphrodite would go to the prom with you? She teased but Taeyeon stayed still, face in her chest
and all.
Because, she started as she thinks of something to throw back at Jessica. Finding none, she raised her head and brought her
lips to the skin below Jessicas ear. Her lips touched the skin as she spoke, I love you.
Jessicas eyes rolled back as Taeyeons warm breath hit her skin. It had always been a wonderful feeling, but Taeyeons words
made the moment more beautiful.
I thought Id never hear that. She groaned as Taeyeon continued her assault on the sensitive skin.
Taeyeon then leaned back as she searched for Jessicas eyes.
I love you, Jessica Jung, she said as their eyes met and locked.
I love you Taengoo.. A warm smile appeared on Jessicas lips before she leaned closer to Taeyeon, capturing the girls lips in
another passionate kiss.
**
Hey, you want spaghetti, girl? Sooyoung teased as she put her lunch down on the table.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes as their friends laughed. Yoona opening her mouth to its maximum glory while Sunny and Yuri tried
holding their laughter but failed as they, too, burst out laughing.
Awww, why are you doing this to my Taengoo~ Jessica whined cutely and winked at Taeyeon.
A dorky grin then replaced the pout on Taeyeons lips.
Sooooooooooo~ Sooyoung said and her friends attentions turned towards her, waiting for her to continue.
I was thinking, a fork with food was brought to her mouth before continuing, if you guys want to stay over my grandparents
house for the weekend? Theyre having a little celebration and appa said I should bring you guys along since the house could
accommodate all of us.

Sunny was smiling widely at the end of Sooyoungs proposal, her head ready to nod vigorously.
If I remember right, your grandparents live by the beach, right? Yoona asked and Sooyoung nodded.
Im in! Yuri exclaimed happily.
Me too! Me too! Sunny then chimed in like a child, making Sooyoung laugh.
If there is food then Im in too. Yoona said with a wide grin.
So, Taeyeon? Sica? All the attention then turned to the couple as they wait for their answer.
Err.. if Sica will go, then Im in too. Taeyeon then turned to look at her girlfriend.
Can I bring Krystal along? Im not sure if my moms going to let me go alone, she answered as her gaze shifted from Sooyoung
to Taeyeon.
Thats a plan then! Sooyoung happily said and fist pumped.
Well meet up on the bus station on Friday at six, okay? she added.
Buutttttt, I dont like riding buses! Cant we bring Taengs car instead? Yuri whined and looked expectantly at Taeyeon.
Yah! Nerd! Why are you so whiny! Youre so irritating. Aish! Yoona glared at Yuri. The latter just stuck her tongue out at Yoona
like the many times she did.
No, Taeyeons car is too small for all of us, Sunny countered and Sooyoung nodded.
Well, I think I can borrow my brothers SUV since hes in the states. Yuris eyes then lit up at Taeyeons suggestion.
Ohmahgaahhh! I love you Taeng! Yuri was about to stand up and hug Taeyeon when Jessica threw her arms around Taeyeon
in a protective manner.
Jeeez, not gonna steal your spaghetti girl, alright, she said and rolled her eyes at Jessica. The latter just stuck her tongue out at
Yuri.
So, its set then? Lets meet up at my appas bar instead. Same time same day. The group nodded their heads at Sooyoungs
instructions.
**
Days went by fast and the group of seven found their selves settled inside the red SUV Taeyeon had brought along. They were
currently traveling along the roads of Tongyeong were Sooyoungs grandparents live. It had been almost four hours of driving
and Taeyeons butt was starting to get numb.

Taengoo, take a rest first. Jessica said when she noticed Taeyeon fidgeting on her seat.
Taeyeon then smiled and held Jessicas hand with her right hand.
Im fine. You should sleep and take a rest, she ordered as she patted Jessicas hand.
No, Im keeping you company. Jessica answered with a grin.
Here, drink some water, she said and held the bottled water close to Taeyeons mouth as the girl drank from it.
I like driving with you beside me. Taeyeon said and turned to look at Jessica for a quarter of a second.
After an hour, the group stood in front of a two-storey house. The upper floor was made of big woods while the first floor was
made of concrete. They went inside and were greeted by Sooyoungs parents and grandparents.
So, how was the trip? Sooyoungs father asked as soon as they all settled in the cozy living room.
It was fine, but Im hungry. Sooyoung complained, rubbing her stomach.
How about you, Taeyeon? Mr. Choi then averted his attention to Taeyeon.
It was.. errr, she smiled awkwardly while scratching her thigh.
Her butt is numb, I heard Jessie and her talking in the car. Krystal commented and Mr. Choi chuckled.
And my back aches, Taeyeon pouted cutely at Jessica.
How about giving your driver a massage? she whispered to Jessica and a mischievous grin appeared on her lips.
Baby, Im tired too. I need my sleep, its almost midnight. Jessica answered cutely while she let her head fall in Taeyeons
shoulder.
Should I give you a massage then? Taeyeon wiggled her brow at her suggestion. Jessica then slapped her thigh and Taeyeon
laughed.
The lovebirds are on their own world again. Sunny commented which earned laughter from the group.
After eating dinner and washing up, they were ushered into a large room with mattresses neatly placed all over the floor.
You can all share a room, right? Mrs. Choi said as she opened the door to the room. The group nodded happily.
Jessica shared a mattress with Taeyeon while Krystal, Yoona and Sooyoung shared a mattress as Yuri and Sunny did.
Good night guys! Yuri yelled as she turned the lights off.
Jessie, no funny business. Krystal reprimanded, making the other girls chuckle.

Yah! Jung Soojung! Shut up and sleep already Jessica gasped when she felt Taeyeons hand on her stomach, under her shirt.
Kim Taeyeon! What the hell? she hissed in a low voice, swatting Taeyeons hand away but the stubborn girl just keeps bringing
her hand back to Jessicas stomach.
Okay, Im really sleeping now. Just keep it down you guys, I dont need you corrupting my innocent mind. Sunny commented.
Yaayaaaah! Jessica countered but was once again cut off by Taeyeon.
Sleep now, my Aphrodite. With a kiss on the lips, Taeyeon pulled Jessica closer, cuddling her to sleep.
That night, Jessica slept with a smile on her lips.

CHAPTER 7: In the Still of the Night

The chirping birds woke Jessica up and she snuggled closer to the body beside her, seeking for warmth, as the cold breeze hit her
uncovered arms. Short arms instantly wrapped around her body, giving her warmth. Jessica smiled and fell back to sleep.
Sica? Her sleep was once again interrupted by Taeyeons voice.
A minute, please, she groggily answered, not opening her eyes.
Baby wake up.. Taeyeon sweetly said and kissed her forehead.
Baby one minute, she answered again and pulled Taeyeon closer to her, their bodies pressed against each other.
Baby its already nine in the morning. Taeyeon rubbed Jessicas back.
And its a really nice day to be sleeping inside, she added.
Taengoo~ knowing that her girlfriend wont stop bugging her, Jessica dejectedly opened her eyes.
Good morning, Taeyeon greeted with a full smile, showing her dimples.
Youre so cute, Jessica said and kissed Taeyeon on the lips.
Go wash up now, we have to go somewhere. Taeyeon instructed and squeezed her butt, making Jessica yelp in surprise.
Taeyeons ahjumma laugh filled the room.
Taengoo, what the hell? Jessica playfully smacked Taeyeons arm, slightly pushing the girl away.
Okay, okay. Hurry up already. Taeyeon said and stood up from the mattress. She extended an arm to Jessica, pulling the girl to
get up.
Where are the others? Jessica asked when her eyes landed on the empty mattresses.
Beach. Taeyeon answered and gave Jessica a towel and clean clothes.
You went through my luggage? Jessicas eyes widened when she saw her things.
Yeah, why?
Did youoh never mind.
**

After washing up and eating breakfast, Jessica found herself being dragged by her girlfriend to God knows where. She was too
lazy to protest so she just let Taeyeon drag her around. They went into the back of the house and into the woods until a hill came
into view. Taeyeon happily grinned at her as she told Jessica how she came across the hill this morning.
Lets go.. Taeyeon again pulled her towards the foot of the hill.
Baby, Im tired. Can we go back now please? Jessica complained as she fanned herself with her free hand.
Im sorry, just a little bit more, please? Taeyeon stopped and faced her then fixed her fringe that had been sticking out because
of her sweat.
Fine, Jessica said as they started walking again.
They climbed the hill with Taeyeon dragging Jessica, not letting go of her hand as they struggled to climb the top.
After fifteen minutes of struggle, a plane on top of the hill came into view with a lone tree and the coasts of the nearby places as
its backdrop. Taeyeon smiled contentedly and looked beside her. Jessica, however, doesnt seem to mind the beautiful view the
hill offered as she closed her eyes and leaned her head onto Taeyeons shoulder.
Tired? Taeyeon asked and wrapped her arm around Jessicas waist reflexively.
Jessica nodded against Taeyeons shoulder.
Lets sit under the tree so we wont get sunburns. Taeyeon continued walking, pulling Jessica with her.
She took off her backpack and took a blanket from it as soon as they reached the tree. She spread it below the shade of the tree,
facing the coast, and then beckoned Jessica to lie down as soon as she was finished.
She sat beside Jessica with her back against the tree trunk while Jessica lay on her back beside her. Taeyeons hand stroke Jessicas
hair as her gaze lingered on Jessicas face. Taeyeon then hummed a song.
Taengoo?
Baby?
Can you hold me? I want to sleep. Jessica said without opening her eyes. Taeyeon smiled and scooted closer to Jessica.
I dont want to lie down, can you sit up instead?
Taengoo Im so tired..
I know, I know. Just sit on my lap and Ill hold you.
Jessica did as told and Taeyeon nestled her in her arms as she hummed another song. She looked at Jessicas face that was buried
in the crook of her neck as she listened to the girls steady breathing. It was Taeyeons favorite melody.

Taeyeon smiled as the wind brushed past Jessicas hair, sending strawberry scents in her nose. Oh how she loves holding Jessica
in her arms, making the girl comfortable and safe.
They stayed like that for a while before Jessica stirred in her arms.
Are you hungry? Taeyeon immediately asked as soon as Jessicas eyes opened.
Jessica shook her head and held tighter onto Taeyeons neck.
Someones being clingy today, she joke and kissed Jessicas temple.
You know, I like sleeping in your arms. Jessica mumbled in Taeyeons neck.
Jessicas warm breath against her skin sent a wave of tingles throughout Taeyeons body.
Sica, I love you, she said sincerely.
Jessica brought her head up to meet Taeyeons gaze.
And you know I love you too, baby.
Jessica buried her face in Taeyeons neck again as Taeyeons humming voice filled the air.
Taengoo, its really beautiful here. Jessica then mumbled as her gaze landed on the picturesque view before them.
Hmmm, was Taeyeons answer before she cuddled Jessica closer to her, suffocating the girl, but Jessica didnt mind at all. She
loves being close to Taeyeon.
Do you think well still be like this in college?
Taeyeons brow furrowed at the question as she looked down at Jessica.
I mean this.. in love.. Jessica cleared.
A smile then graced Taeyeons lips before speaking.
I dont know where wed go from here, Sica.. what I do know is that Ive fallen deep into you, and that I dont want to recover
from that fall.
Jessica kissed Taeyeons lips.
Oh Taengoo, when did you become so charming?
Just telling the truth. Taeyeon grinned.
The next hour was spent talking about random things, sharing secrets and laughing at Jessicas silly jokes.

It was already noon when the couple decided to return back to the house.
Where were you?! I was looking all over the place for you! Are you trying to give me a heart attack?! You could have at least left
a note! Krystal fired her questions like a mother interrogating her child as soon as Jessica and Taeyeon came back.
Im sorry, Im sorry okay? We lost track of time. Were fine, Im here now. Jeez, will you calm down, Krys? Jessica answered,
trying to pacify Krystal.
You are so buying me ice cream for kidnapping my sister! Krystal then turned to face Taeyeon who just smiled dorkily at her.
Whatever you say, princess. Taeyeon answered and winked at Krystal.
Yah! Kim Taeyeon! Why the hell are you calling my sister princes?! Jessica smacked Taeyeons arm and Taeyeon yelp in pain.
Baby I was kidding alright? Taeyeon then wrapped an arm around Jessicas waist as she ushered the fuming girl to the dining
table.
They all chatted over lunch, discussing their prom plans and what not. Krystal was hyper when Taeyeon mentioned that shell be
coming to the prom with them.
After lunch, Sooyoungs cousins came over and they were introduced to the group.
Oppa! I missed you! Oh my God look at you! Jessica exclaimed happily when she came face to face with Choi Siwon, Sooyoungs
eldest cousin.
Taeyeon looked at the guy. A Daniel Henney rip off. Damn. It didnt help that she recently learned about Jessicas obsession with
the actor when she was younger.
Wow, Sica you grew up well. And that body! The guy then laughed.
You grew taller oppa. Yoona commented as she munched on a bag of potato chips.
Another tall guy then came inside the house. He was slimmer than Siwon but his body was obviously well built too.
Seunghyun oppa! Yoona greeted as Jessica continued talking to Siwon. Yuri, Taeyeon and Sunny kept mum the whole while.
Wow, this familys height is no joke. Yuri whispered to Sunny and Taeyeon. Sunny nodded while Taeyeon watched Jessicas
interaction with Siwon intently. The guy was being touchy and Taeyeon didnt like it one bit.
Wheres Jinri and Minho? Sooyoung asked, bringing her cousins' attentions to her.
Hi, Soo I missed you! Siwon grinned while he came closer to Sooyoung.
Wow, Im flattered that you noticed me. Sooyoung answered sarcastically and rolled her eyes.

Senghyun came closer to Sooyoung too. He nodded at Siwon before a mischievous grin broke from the two guys lips.
Yah! Stop it! I cant breathe!! Ahhh!! Sooyoung complained as the two guys enveloped her in a tight bear hug. She struggled to
push them away but they were stronger than her.
The group laughed, except for Taeyeon who was looking elsewhere.
Jinris here too? Where is she? Krystal asked as soon as the laughter died down. Siwon then yelled at someone outside the
house before two teens came inside. The girl looked like she was the same age as Krystal while the boy could be a high school
student.
Krystal immediately hugged the girl and the girl hugged her back happily.
H-hi, Krys.. The boy shyly said as he scratched the back of his head awkwardly.
Hi, Minho. Krystal answered and linked her arm with Jinri.
Youre looking.. go-good.
Aw, thanks Minho! Krystal smiled sweetly at the boy before winking at him. The boy looked like he was about to faint, making
Jinri and Krystal laugh.
Come on, I have so many things to tell you. Krystal tugged on Jinris arm, beckoning the girl to follow her upstairs, leaving a
flustered Minho.
Your sisters a charmer just like you. I think our poor Minho wont be able to eat for a week. Siwon whispered to Jessica, causing
the latter to chuckle and slap him on the arm.
I remember how Jessica did the same thing to Siwon before. He wasnt able to sleep for three days! Seunghyun laughed and
put and arm over Minhos shoulder who was still blushing.
Seriously, these Jungs are gonna be the death of us Chois, he added and everyone laughed at his comment. Except, of course,
Taeyeon.
Jessica looked over Taeyeon who wasnt meeting her gaze. Her brow quirked before a realization dawned on her.
Hey, guys its really nice to see the both of you and you too, Minho.. Jessica started and linked an arm with Taeyeons, making
the girl flinch in surprise.
But I have plans with my girlfriend, so.. she smiled brightly at Siwon who was slightly taken aback.
Bye for now! Jessica said and started dragging Taeyeon along with her.
Ha! I knew she was gay! Seunghyun said with a fist pump.

**
Jessica still had her arm linked with Taeyeons as they walked by the beach. Taeyeon had been silent the whole time.
Baby, are you mad? Jessica spoke, deciding to break the silence.
A sigh.
Baby talk to me please? She tugged on Taeyeons arm, turning the girl to face her.
Whats wrong? she asked but Taeyeon refused to look at her.
Jessica cupped Taeyeons cheeks and brought the girls attention to hers. The glimpse of sadness and hurt in Taeyeons eyes
broke Jessicas heart. She leaned closer and kissed Taeyeons lips tenderly.
Taengoo, talk to me please.
Taeyeon sighed again before speaking.
He was being too touchy and you let him, she confessed.
Jessica smiled at her jealous girlfriend.
Youre jealous.
Jessica, Im being serious. That Daniel Henney rip off obviously likes you. And what do I have to compete? Im short and hes tall,
Im a girl and hes a guy, and
And Im gay, remember? And I only have eyes for you, Kim Taeyeon. Jessicas smile was warm and comforting. Taeyeon hugged
her girlfriend tight.
I dont know what Id do if somebody steals you from me, she mumbled through Jessicas dark caramel tresses.
And that wont happen, okay? Youre not gonna lose me unless you dont want me anymore.
What? No, no! That will never happen, baby.
Do you promise?
I do, I do promise. I swear. Taeyeon frantically answered.
Oh, Taengoo~
The couple decided to get back to the house because Jessica insisted that they should take a nap. Of course, Taeyeon knew her
girlfriend just wanted to cuddle so she agreed. There was nothing much to do outdoors anyway.

They spent the afternoon cuddling, Jessica sleeping, Taeyeon looking at Jessicas sleeping face, cuddling again when Jessica woke
up from her nap, making out and well.. more making out.
It was thirty minutes past five in the afternoon when Sooyoung walked in on the room announcing that the group had gathered
near the beach for a barbecue party. Jessica and Taeyeon then changed in comfortable clothes before following Sooyoung to the
group.
Siwon had greeted Taeyeon brightly as soon as they walked to the group. Taeyeon smiled brightly at the guy as he apologized for
his behavior that afternoon. She assured him that it was okay and he needed not to worry.
The sun was setting when the group started devouring on the foods. The group was laughing their heads off at Seunghyuns
stories. The guy was hilarious behind the cold faade. The same goes for Siwon. Minho, on the other hand, gawked at Krystal the
whole time as the girl giggled with Jinri at whatever they were talking about.
Jessica was comfortably nestled in Taeyeons arms by the time they finished their meals. Sooyoung and Yoona were still eating,
saying that they shouldnt waste food. Of course being the resident shikshins, the group just rolled their eyes at the statement.
Yuri and Sunny were engaged in a serious conversation with Siwon and Seunghyun as they talked about college life and how
stressful it could get.
Taengoo Im sleepy. Jessica whined cutely.
But you just woke up.. and dont you think the atmospheres too nice to just sleep?
But..
We could do something nice tonight, you know try some new things.. Taeyeons brows wiggled teasingly.
Taengoo! Oh my God~ Jessica slapped Taeyeons lap as she tried to hide her blush.
Lets go swim, I havent had the chance since we came here. Taeyeon suggested with a chuckle.
Its going to get dark soon and the water will be cold..
Perfect, lets go.. Taeyeon rose up from her sitting position, bringing Jessica with her.
Taengoo~ its dangerous to be swimming at night..
Dont worry, Im here. Taeyeon answered with a grin before kissing Jessicas lips, her stubby fingers intertwining with Jessicas
thin ones.
They excused their selves from the group and Siwon reminded them to be back in a while.
Jessica flinched when the cold water touched her feet. Taeyeon had laughed and commented on how cute Jessica looked.

Taengoo? Did you hear about skinny dipping? Jessica asked seductively. Taeyeon gulped as Jessicas warm breath hits her ear.
Y-yeah. I-I saw in m-movies.. she stuttered, trying to act cool but failed.
I think I want to try. Jessica then pulled her shirt up, revealing her bra.
Sica, they might see you! Taeyeon immediately hugged Jessicas body, trying to hide her girlfriends glorious body from anyone
else.
Its dark Taengoo and theyre far from us. Jessica freed herself from Taeyeon as she tugged on her shorts down.
Sica! S-stop i-it! Taeyeons throat was starting to get dry as she saw her girlfriend clad only in her undergarments.
Jessica turned her back at Taeyeon and faced the waters as proceeded to unhook her bra before slipping it off her.
One last garment left and Taeyeons throat was not getting better. She looked at the clothes that were lying on the sand and back
to Jessicas naked upper back again.
She gulped, trying to take her eyes off her girlfriends naked body but Jessicas glorious curves were making it hard for her.
Jessica bent down, slipping off the last undergarment, before diving into the water.
Sica? Where are you? Taeyeon worriedly asked in the dark water when she lost sight of her girlfriend.
Baby come out now, its not funny. Her voice was becoming panicky by the time. Still the water was still and no sign of Jessica
on the surface.
Baby A hand shoot up from the water, yanking Taeyeon down towards it. She stumbled before her body hit the cold water.
Arms wrapped around her neck and legs wrapped around her waist as soon as she was on the water.
Baby you scared me, she said with a sigh when she came face to face with a smiling Jessica.
Taengoo Im cold..
Of course you are. Nobody told you to s-strip a-and dip in the w-water.. Taeyeon stuttered when she felt Jessica adjusting her
legs, brushing her lower region against Taeyeons clothed stomach. Her arms wrapped Jessicas hips reflexively.
Baby what are you doing.. this is so unhygienic. We dont know what could be swimming in these waters. The bacterias, the
Jessicas lips captured Taeyeons, shutting the girl off.
Shut up and kiss me, she mumbled in Taeyeons lips.
Taeyeon did, obediently. Taeyeons hands caressed Jessicas bare back as her tongue was caught in a heated battle with Jessicas.
She grazed Jessicas skin with her glorious tongue as her girlfriend moaned her name in the still night. She assaulted every

sensitive part her girlfriend had, earning louder moans. Her lips then traveled down to Jessicas bosom making the girl shiver in
her arms.
Her shirt was being lifted and Taeyeon was too stuck in the moment to even protest. Then her shorts went off and her
undergarments. Jessica had skillfully stripped her naked.
Taeyeon felt Jessica grinding in her bare stomach, fueling all the lust that had build up inside of her. She felt like a time-bomb
waiting to explode. Even the cold water didnt help much to cool her off. Her hands instinctively went to Jessicas thighs, her
stubby fingers brushing against the skin of her girlfriend.
Taengoo~ Jessicas voice was weak with pleasure, urging Taeyeon to continue what she was doing.
Jessica yanked a handful of Taeyeons hair lightly, tilting the girls head to look at her.
I love you, she said with eyes full of lust.
I love you too, baby. Taeyeon smiled and kissed Jessica on the lips, with love, want and lust.
In the still of the night, with trembling lips and inexperienced hands, Taeyeon and Jesica made love. In the still of the night,
Taeyeon let herself loose. In the still of the night, their moans echoed with the small waves.
In the still of the night, Jessica lost her virginity to Taeyeon.

CHAPTER 8: Sunday
Sunday morning was spent touring around the city, buying souvenirs and trying out local delicacies with Siwon and Seunghyun
narrating the citys history rather enthusiastically like professional tour guides. Sunny had dubbed them the twin tower and Yuri
added, dubbing the Chois as Choi towers. It was also the day Taeyeon learned about Jessica being allergic to cucumber as the
girl screamed at the top of her lungs to take the ugly green thing away from her. Of course there was no such thing as allergic
to cucumber and Taeyeon claimed it was just all psychological. But Jessica hated the poor vegetable with a passion so Taeyeon
ended up eating a lot more cucumber than she ever did in her whole life that day.
After lunch, the group bid the Chois goodbye as they needed to get back to Seoul for their classes for the coming week. It was
bittersweet watching Krystal hug Jinri tight, promising to keep in touch, and giving Minho a peck on the cheeks which probably
caused the poor boy a nosebleed.
Taeyeon walked to the car first, followed by Jessica who had pinned her to the car door, assaulting her lips and neck, just for the
fun of it. Krystal stared at them with wide eyes before screaming bloody murderer at her sisters indecent public display of
affection. Jessica had rolled her eyes at her sister while Taeyeon awkwardly scratched her thighs, not being able to meet Krystal
piercing gaze.
Is she really younger than you? I can just imagine how your mom would burn up the whole place when she walks in on us like
that. Or maybe like last night. Taeyeon whispered teasingly making Jessica blush at the memory of the night. The shorter girl
had grown rather cheeky overtime and Jessica had to face-palm herself for corrupting Taeyeons used to be innocent mind.
Jessica pretended not to hear anything and pretended to busy herself with the seatbelt.
Anyway, where were the both of you last night? And Jessie, are your cramps better now? You seem to be having difficulty
walking last night. Krystal fired her questions as soon as their car moved forward.
Iwe went skiswimming l-last night.. a-and the waters cold.. so yeah, cramps.. yeah. Taeyeon sniggered as Jessica stuttered
on her words.
Okay, but are you okay now? Krystal asked, her head popping between Taeyeon and Jessicas seat.
Yeah, a little sore but yeah. Jessica smiled before kissing Krystals cheek.
Krystal smiled at her sister before leaning back on her seat to take a nap.
Are you okay? Taeyeon asked as soon as the chattering inside the car died down, their friends knocked out at the back seats.
Jessica smiled and nodded before resting her hand on Taeyeons thigh.

She kept Taeyeon accompanied through the whole drive, fighting sleep with all her might. Taeyeon told her to sleep when she
yawned a few times but Jessica shook her head, claiming that she wasnt sleepy. Of course Taeyeon knew better but just let
Jessica be.
Sunny was dropped off first when they reached Seoul, then Yuri and Yoona whounexpectedlylived in the same neighborhood.
Then there was Sooyoung.
Taeyeon, she approached Taeyeons side of the car as soon as she got off.
You must be really important to Sica.. sacrificing her sleep just to accompany you, you know? she whispered to Taeyeons ear
making the girl blush like mad.
Take care you guys! Sooyoung waved them off with a huge smile on her face.
What did she say? Jessica asked when Taeyeon started driving again.
Nothing, she answered with a smile.
After fifteen minutes, the trio stood in front of the Jungs house before Krystal waved Taeyeon goodbye first, leaving Jessica and
Taeyeon alone.
So.. Taeyeon intertwined her fingers with Jessicas. Ill see you tomorrow, she said and smiled.
Ill miss you. Jessica pouted cutely at her girlfriend. Taeyeon fought the urge to kiss her girlfriend right then and there.
Ill miss you too, she replied and hugged Jessica shortly.
How about you stay over for dinner? Ill introduce you to my parents. Jessica smiled widely at Taeyeon with expectant eyes.
A-are you s-sure? I mean.. what if.. if.. you know.. isnt it t-too early? We havent been dating for a m-month yet.. Taeyeons
eyes panicked at the mention of Jessicas parents.
What? Theres no such thing as too early, Taengoo.. I mean, Im really serious about you, about us. B-but if you dont want to,
then Ill understand.. Ill just.. go now. Jessica said dejectedly.
Sica, Im serious about us too.. But Im just not ready yet.. I mean, were not the n-normal.. couple. What if they tell you to break
up with me? A-and what if..
They wont, I promise. And if they ever do, Ill stand up for you. Please Taengoo?
B-but..
Are you planning on breaking my heart, Kim Taeyeon?

Wha-what?! No! No of course not!

Good, because Im not letting you. Jessica whispered in Taeyeons ear, purposely blowing warm air in her girlfriends ear.
Baby you cant do that to me right now.. Taeyeon said weakly as her eyes rolled back at the sensation.
Jessica smirked and pulled Taeyeon by the hand inside their house.
They were greeted by Mrs. Jung as soon as they were inside the house. She smiled shyly at Taeyeon as she combed her short hair
with her fingers, apologizing for the mess the house was in. Her smiles were warm albeit shy. She looked rather young and lively
despite the apron and old dress that she was sporting. Mrs. Jung looked so opposite to Taeyeons mother but the same in a sense.
Taeyeon had apologized for the intrusion too but Mrs. Jung said there was no need to apologize and that she was glad to have
Taeyeon. The woman had been polite all the while she talked to Taeyeon.
They sat on the living room, waiting for Mr. Jung, as Mrs. Jung prepared their dinner.
Taeyeons palms were sweating by the time Mr. Jung arrived home. The man wore a Ray Ban Clubmaster eyeglass, a light blue
dress shirt paired with a navy blue tie and black trousers. The lines beside the mans eyes showed when he smiles as Krystal and
Jessica hugged him tightly and his wife kissed him on the lips. He looked younger for his age. He nodded at Taeyeon and smiled
warmly too before disappearing upstairs to change into comfortable clothes.
Jessica had explained that her father travels for work so he sometimes work on Sundays and that he was away most of the time.
They all settled on the dining table. Taeyeon sat beside Jessica as Krystal sat across Taeyeon with Mrs. Jung beside her, across
Jessica, and Mr. Jung at the end of the rectangular table for six.
The family chatted happily as they catch up with Mr. Jungs whereabouts. Taeyeon kept silent and ate from her plate, out of habit.
Her family never chatted when they eat meals. Her father was strict about table manners.
So, Taeyeon, are you on the same class with Sooyeon? Mr. Jung asked when he noticed the girl eating silently.
Sooyeon? Taeyeon asked with confused looks.
Jessica. Mrs. Jung answered for her husband with a smile.
Taeyeons mouth formed an o before answering, uhm, no Sir. Taeyeon answered. Formality was encouraged in their
household whenever speaking to the head of the family.
Oh please, dont sir me. I feel so old. Mr. Jung laughed heartily, making Taeyeon look at the man with confusion.
Im s-sorry, she said shyly as she bowed.
You are one polite kid, I like you. But please just call me Uncle or whatever you feel like. Just not sir, okay? Mr. Jung smiled
warmly at Taeyeon.

O-okay, Mr. Jung, she returned the smile, albeit shyly.

So, anyway, how did you know Sooyeon? A friend from school, I suppose? Mr. Jung carried on with his questions.
Taeyeon looked over Jessica for a moment before bringing her attention back to Mr. Jung.
Ye
Taeyeon was cut off when Jessica spoke.
Actually, dad.. mom, she looked at Taeyeon, her eyes were nervous but she masked it with a grin. Me and Taeyeon, we are..
shes my.. girlfriend, she then looked over her parents, waiting for them to react.
The table fell silent as they wait for the heads of the family speak. Krystals eyes shifted from her mother to her father with worry
before she smiled apologetically at Taeyeon. Jessica held Taeyeons hand tightly under the table, hoping to ease all her girlfriends
worries.
Mr. Jung cleared his throat before saying, I guess this is something serious since you are the first one to be introduced to us.
His voice was stern but oddly, Taeyeon found it comforting. The corners of his lips tugged upward into a little smile. All the more
reason you shouldnt be calling me sir. He joked and Taeyeon exhaled the breath she was holding.
I may not understand these things, but who am I to hold you girls back? I was once your age too and well, keeping my love here,
he said while he held Mrs. Jungs hand above the table. Keeping your mother was hard enough. I cant imagine how hard it
would be for you girls when your own families wont support you, he continued with his lips breaking into a warm smile.
Krystal had awwwed by the end of her fathers mini-monologue while Jessica stood up hastily from her seat to envelope her
father in a tight hug, forgetting that she had her hands locked tightly with Taeyeons, bringing her girlfriend with her. Mrs. Jung
smiled at the beautiful sight, her eyes travelling from Jessica and Taeyeons intertwined fingers to the fidgeting Taeyeon who
stood awkwardly beside Jessica who was now peppering her fathers face with kisses as the man laughed heartily.
Standing up from her seat, Mrs. Jung beckoned Taeyeon to come closer to her. Taeyeon reluctantly let go of Jessicas hand before
proceeding to walk to Mrs. Jung. The woman enveloped her in a tight hug as soon as she was in an arm reach. Taeyeon awkwardly
returned the hug with Krystal sniggering at the side.
Aigoo, arent you too cute? At least Sooyeon chose someone so harmless. A little short but yes, harmless. Mrs. Jung joked and
Krystal chuckled.
Can we adopt you? Oh, of course we cant adopt you.. but can you come here more often? No sleeping over yet, but yes come
here more often and Ill cook you food. You seem to really like my cooking, she patted Taeyeons head like a puppy and smiled
at the girl. Now Taeyeon had an idea where Jessica got her habit of blabbering when shes happy or excited. And sometimes
nervous.

Mom, Taeyeons not a puppy~ Jessica whined when her mother stroked the back of Taeyeons head.
But Sooyeon look at her, isnt she so cute? Shes cuter than a puppy! Mrs. Jung countered with a laugh.
Mommmm~! Jessica whined, pulling Taeyeon beside her.
The rest of the family laughed and Taeyeon finds herself joining in as they settled back in their respective seats.
There will be rules, Taeyeon, if youre going to date my daughter. Mr. Jung then spoke as the laughter died down.
Taeyeon straightened up, all ears for Mr. Jung.
No sleeping over yet, Mr. Jung said with all seriousness. I dont want to be a grandfather yet, Im too young for that, he joked
and Mrs. Jung smacked his arm playfully.
Dad, youre scaring Taeyeon-unnie! Krystal commented.
I see you have bagged all my girls. Quite a charmer, arent you? Mr. Jung grinned at Taeyeon.
Dadddd~! Jessica whined again.
Okay, okay, kidding aside. Taeyeon, seriously, no sleeping over yet. And no late night movie dates on weekdays. No skipping
classes for dates, his gaze landed on Jessica.
And lastly, Taeyeon, no more calling me sir or Mr. Jung. Call me uncle... or better yet, dad.
Taeyeon shyly nodded as a blush crept on her cheeks at Mr. Jungs last words.
Dadddd! Its too early for that. Jessica whined again but her protests were brushed off by her father.
Come with me on Fridays, okay? Ill make reservations down at Chois bar, lets drink. A wink was sent in Taeyeons way and
she awkwardly laughed.
Uhm, Dad you might not want to invite Taeyeon-unnie drinking out, she might end up abusing Jessies li
Jung Soojung! Jessica yelled, her eyes narrowing at her sister.
Ops. Krystal said with a sheepish grin.
The dinner lasted a little longer than it usually does. The family, with Taeyeon, happily laughed at Mr. Jungs stories of his teenage
years with Mrs. Jung blushing and smacking his arm once in a while. The food was great, and so was the company of the Jungs.
Taeyeon wondered why they couldnt eat meals like that in her own house.
Taeyeon offered to help Mrs. Jung with the dishes but Mr. Jung dismissed her politely, saying he wants some time alone with his
wife too with a perverted grin. Well, for Taeyeon it was perverted.

She ended up cuddling with Jessica on her bed after dinner while Krystal watched TV downstairs.
Sooyeon.. Taeyeon said while she held Jessica in her arms.
Hmmm?
Nothing. I just want to say your name.. err, Korean name.
Jessica just smiled and snuggled closer to Taeyeon.
Baby, thank you. Taeyeon spoke again, trying to keep Jessica awake.
For what?
For tonight, for your family.. I never.. never thought theyd be.. okay.. with us.
I told you not to worry, didnt I?
I should really listen to you from now on. Taeyeon grinned and kissed Jessica on the lips.
I love you, she said through the kiss.
I love you too Taengoo.
Taeyeon moved on top of Jessica, hovering over her girlfriend. She was about to lean in and kiss Jessica again when the door
burst open.
Oh my God! Didnt dad just told you not to do.. t-that.. yet?! Krystal hissed as she closed the door and locked it.
What? This? Taeyeon leaned in and captured Jessicas lips again, teasing Krystal. Jessica giggled while Krystal covered her eyes
dramatically.
Jung Sooyeon! Stop your girlfriend, right NOW! Krystals eyes widened when she heard her sisters moans.
Oh my God! Oh my God! She panicked and took her hands off her eyes. She came face to face with two grinning girls as soon
as her eyes were uncovered.
Yaaaah! Dont play around like that! Its not funny! She stomped her foot as she made her way to the study desk.
After an hour of cuddling and fooling around, Taeyeon bid goodbye to the Jungs with Mrs. Jung asking her to drop by next time.
Jessica had send her off with a kiss and waved her goodbye until her car turned to a corner.
That night, Taeyeon went home to a silent house, opposite to the Jungs but she was too happy to mind.

She took her desk calendar and a marker as she sat down on her study desk. She outlined the date with a heart and a Best
Sunday. Ever. under it. Seeing the date before the outlined one, she grinned and put another heart around it as visions of Jessicas
naked glory came rushing in.
She slept with a smile, anticipating for Monday again.

CHAPTER 9: Prom Night

wo ethereally beautiful girls walked side by side inside the dimly lit banquet hall. The shorter of the two brunettes wore a laced
white tube dress that hugged her figure perfectly, stopping just above her knee. Her makeup complimented her fair skin,
completing her goddess looks. The other brunette wore a baby pink dress that molded perfectly with her curves, the hemline
stopping above her knee. She was beautiful, as always, but tonight she shined brighter. Her smile complementing the light
makeup she wore, almost natural.
The shorter one fiddled with her dress while the other brunette walked with ease. Eyes turned towards the shorter brunette,
boys gawking at the beauty that was exposed before their eyes. She had always been beautiful despite the nerdy look she
comfortably sported at a day by day basis. But tonight, it was like another Kim Taeyeon had emerged, enchanting and captivating.
A little shy, but beautiful nonetheless.
Behind them walked another beauty that none of the students know of. She was somewhat identical to the other brunette,
Jessica Jung, though. She was all smiles, and boys cant help but stare at the lively girl. Her dress was similar to Jessicas, only it
came in white. Her high heels made her taller than the two brunettes who wore identical black Keds. It was Jessicas idea though,
saying that shoes are more comfortable than stilettos and Taeyeon couldnt agree more. So here they were, pairing their dresses
with their black Keds. Unexpectedly, the shoes went well with their dresses, giving off an elegant and comfy look.
They sat in a table where four beautiful girls waited for them. There were no guys on the table, contrary to their schoolmates
who were already exchanging cheesy banters with their dates. Krystal had rolled her eyes, commenting how those girls have low
standards for a date. The group laughed before a tall, pale guy approached their table. He wore a black suit jacket with white
dress shirt inside, a silky vest and a black and white striped bowtie. A single white rose boutonniere was pinned inside his suit
pocket while he held an identical corsage.
He smiled shyly at the group before speaking, Hello, Taeyeon. You look beautiful tonight.
The short brunette smiled at the compliment before answering, Hello, Baekhyun. Mind joining us? She pointed at an empty
chair beside Krystal.
The boy shyly bowed at the rest of the girls before sitting down at the empty chair. Jessica intertwined her fingers with Taeyeons
fingers instantly in a protective manner, palms pressed tightly against the other. Taeyeon chuckled as she pats Jessicas hand.
Baekhyuns eyes accidentally landed on the intertwined hands and a realization dawned on him.
He-hello, Jessica, he shyly smiled at the brunette. Jessica returned the smile and nodded. Taeyeon didnt need to introduce
Baekhyun to the rest of the girls since they all go to the same school. Well, except for one.
That corsage looks pretty, she commented, nodding at Baekhyuns hand that fiddled with the ribbon of the flower.
Err, Baekhyun scratched the back of his head, disheveling his hair a little.

By the way, this is Krystal, Jessicas sister. Taeyeon pointed at the girl beside Baekhyun. Krystal stopped sipping from her juice
as her eyes widened in surprise. Taeyeons smirk telling her something was up.
She was about to speak when the guy cut her off.
Hi, I-Im Baekhyun, he turned towards Krystals direction, flashing the girl his million-dollar smile. Time stopped ticking; Krystals
breathe hitching as Baekhyuns black orbs caught hers in a hypnotizing gaze, her heart pounding like a demolition team had
started working inside her chest. The boy is a charmer; that much Krystal could tell.
Krys? Jessicas voice brought her back to reality. The smirk on Taeyeons lips grew.
Oh, oh, hi, I aIm Krystal, her fumbling fingers were engaged in a hand shake with Baekhyuns.
Clearing her throat, Taeyeon spoke, Uhm, you might want to put that thing on your date now? Then she pointed at the corsage
in Baekhyuns hand.
Both Krystal and Baekhyun turned to look at Taeyeon with surprised eyes.
You.. you brought me here to be his date?! Krystal hissed.
Well.. Taeyeon started explaining with a nervous chuckle, trying to brush off Krystals piercing glares.
Told yah, her girlfriend commented, sticking her tongue out at Taeyeon.
I.. Im sorry.. Baekhyun then spoke, making Krystal turn her attention back to the boy.
What? No, its not your fault. Shes the one who planned this! Krystal pointed a finger at Taeyeon.
Jung Soojung! Put that finger down now or Ill cut that! I told you, no pointing of fingers! Jessica reprimanded and Krystal
brought the finger down immediately.
Uhm, guys? Ill just go to the.. buffet first. Its getting hot in here. Sooyoung butted in as she stood up from her seat.
Ill go with you, Sunny too, immediately stood up and walked after Sooyoung.
Its not actually Taeyeons fault.. I kind of agreed to her idea too, so.. its kind of my plan too.. sort of? Baekhyun shyly said as
he scratched the back of his head with the hand that was holding the corsage.
And you might want to let go of my sisters hand now? Jessica then spoke, raising her brow at Baekhyuns hand that was still
holding Krystals. The boy immediately let go of Krystals hand with a shy sorry.
Silence fell for a moment before someone spoke.
Si-since youre already here.. do you.. uhm.. do you wa-want to.. you know? Baekhyun stuttered as Krystals eyes widened
at the last words.

Wha-whaat?! What do you mean by you know?!

Uh, dance? Baekhyun answered with a confused look.
Krystals mouth formed an o.
What were you thinking just now? Taeyeon asked Krystal.
What? No! Nothing! I wasnt thinking of anything! Krystals cheeks blushed but it was hidden under her makeup.
Oh really? Taeyeon teased with a smirk.
Yes, really! Krystal countered.
Uh, so do you want to? I mean, dance with me. Baekhyun spoke and Krystal nodded. The boy smiled brightly again before
putting the corsage to Krystals wrist. They stood up, leaving Taeyeon, Jessica, Yoona and Yuri on the table.
I like this song! Jessica smiled as she listened to the intro of the song.
Its not even beginning yet, and you know the song already? Yuri asked incredulously at Jessica.
Shut up nerd. Yoona commented nonchalantly, not looking at Yuri.
Taeyeon pretended not to listen to the conversation at the table. She was scanning the hall when a head landed on her shoulder,
the familiar strawberry scent filling her sense of smell.
Taengoo~? Jessicas nasally sweet voice filled her ear, overpowering the background music. She patted Jessicas hand, signaling
for the girl to continue.
Can we dance? Please? Jessica cooed. Taeyeon panicked for a moment.
Just this song, please? I really want to dance with you. Dont worry I wont be too close, she added when Taeyeon didnt answer.
Please, Taengoo?
Taeng, just dance with Sica and forget about these people. Or do you want me to dance with her instead? Yuri joined in,
threatening Taeyeon. The short girl just snarled at her bestfriend while Yoona choked on her drink, making Jessica look at her
questioningly.
Lets go. Taeyeon whispered to Jessica before kissing her tepmle. Jessica beamed in delight and immediately stood up from her
seat.
They made their way to the dance floor amidst all the bodies that had crowded it. Jessica smiled sweetly at Taeyeon as they stood
face to face, nobody moving for a moment.

Can I have this dance? Jessica said, offering her hand to Taeyeon.
As if on cue, the song changed into a slower one. Taeyeon smiled shyly and nodded before putting her hand on top of Jessicas.
Jessica moved closer to Taeyeon, leaving a little gap between them, just in case the girl feels uncomfortable later.
Take

my

pull

hand,

me

Keep

take

close
your

and

a
take

eyes

breath,
one

locked

step.

on

mine,

and let the music be your guide.

The song was hypnotizing, like the singer was actually talking to Taeyeon as she finds herself moving closer to Jessica, closing
what little gap was left. Jessicas hands were on Taeyeons waist as hers were on Jessicas shoulders. Their eyes locked, their
bodies moving in-sync with the music.
Won't

you

promise

me

(now

won't

you

promise

me,

that

you'll

never

forget)

We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

A smiled crept its way to Jessicas face while saying, Youre really beautiful, Taeyeon. Im the luckiest person alive.
Taeyeons cheeks automatically heats up at the compliment, her heart skipping a beat or two. It wasnt Jessicas words that made
Taeyeons heart pound louder inside her ribcage but how the words rolled out sweetly from her girlfriends tongue and the look
in Jessicas eyes that was filled with love and content.
If I could, I would kiss you right here, right now, she continued, melting Taeyeons heart with each word she spoke.
It's

like

catching

lightning

It's

one

in

million,

And

with

every

So

can

step
have

the
the
together,
this

chances
chances
we
dance

is
is
just
(can

finding
feeling
keep
I

someone
the
on
have

Can I have this dance

Can I keep you forever, Taengoo? Jessica continued, looking deep into Taeyeons eyes.
I would love that, Jung Sooyeon. Taeyeon answered with much clarity.
Jessicas smile widened as she continued swaying them to the music, forgetting the world around them.
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn we'll be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

like

way

we

you
do

getting

better

this

dance)

Jessica sang along with the male singer, her nasally sweet voice filling Taeyeons ears once again. She smiled in amusement at
her new discovery; Jessica is a good singer, which reminds her to ask her girlfriend to sing her to sleep some time.
It was as if Jessica was performing exclusively for Taeyeon as she continued her heartfelt singing without taking her eyes off of
Taeyeons.
And

you

'Cause

can't

keep

my

us

heart

apart

is

(cause

It's

like

catching

lightning

It's

one

in

million,

And

with

every

So

can

(even

my

the

this

miles,

heart

is)

of

chances

together,

have

thousand

chances

the

step

of

we
dance

finding
feeling

just

keep

(can

can't

keep

wherever

someone
the

us

apart)

you

are

like

you

way

on
have

we

do

getting

better

this

dance)

Can I have this dance

With all her might, Taeyeon fought the urge to kiss Jessica on that dance floor. There were people around them, and a scandal
was the last thing they needed. But Jessica didnt mind, she understood Taeyeon. She understood that it wasnt everyday people
get to see two girls kissing publicly.
Taeyeons loving gaze was enough for Jessica, it had always been enough. It was actually better than kissing; to be able to look in
each others eyes without wavering or being bored. They did not necessarily need words to express how they feel for each other,
much to Jessicas delight since she wasnt too fond of speaking. A girl of few words; Taeyeon had dubbed her that.
Taeyeon, on the other hand, could really get cheesy at times but often times shes just too out of words that they just end up
staring at each others eyes and smiling like love sick puppies. She claimed one time while cuddling that Jessica makes her
speechless at times, like the perfect words for her feelings were yet to be discovered. Jessica had blushed and Taeyeon laughed
at how cute her girlfriend looked.
Oh
'Cause

no

mountains
together

Let
What

too
or

it
we

high

and

not,

our

rain,
have

no,
dance
let

is

oceans

too
won't

it
worth

fighting

You know I believe, that we were meant to be

Taengoo-ah.. Jessica spoke as her voice went down to a whisper.
I think I want to keep you forever, like seriously, she added with much sincerity. Taeyeons heart once again fluttered.

wide
stop
pour
for

Baby, you stole my first kiss and well, my innocence too.. in a way. But Im not complaining okay? So all Im trying to say is that
I, Kim Taeyeon, am yours for as long as you like. Taeyeon leaned her forehead against Jessicas and continued, And know that
I wouldnt want anyone but you. And you alone. A quick peck on the lips sealed Taeyeons promise.
Jessica felt all her insides flipping for a good couple of seconds as Taeyeon kissed her. Okay, it was just a peck but it was Kim
Taeyeon kissing her! Not that it was their first. B-but.. b-but.. On the dance floor. With a lot of students that, most likely than not,
had seen it. Public display of affection isnt really her thing, but if it would be Taeyeon then shes all out.
The song was coming to its end and the intro of an upbeat song is faintly starting. Jessica smiled at Taeyeon before dragging the
girl back to their table. Fingers intertwined, palms kissing.
Jessicas brow quirked when there was only Sooyoung in their table. She was eating, of course.
Where are the others? She asked when she and Taeyeon settled on their previous seats.
Dancing? Dunno, the girl answered with a shrug as she munched on a cake.
Seriously, how much food can fit in that stomach of yours? Taeyeon asked incredulously at the thin girl.
Sooyoung shrugged again before answering, Cant help it, then grinned.
Wait, so Yuri and Yoona.. danced? Or Sunny and Yuri? Or.. what? And Krystal! Wheres Krystal?! Oh my God! Im going to kill
that Baekhyun guy! Jessica was starting to panic at the realization that her sister havent returned yet.
Relax, Sica.. theyre at the buffet. Baekhyun insisted on getting Krystals food but your sister was so stubborn saying that shes
allergic to this and that so there, Sooyoung pointed at the backs of Krystal and Baekhyun at the buffet table. They ended up
getting food together, she added and returned to her cake.
Hes really harmless, dont worry. Taeyeon said with an assuring smile.
And Yoong is dancing with the dork, by the way. Sooyoung pointed at the two tall girls on the dance floor.
Jessicas eyes widened for a second.
Am I really seeing this? She asked while her eyes watched the two girls dancing rather closely at the dance floor.
Arent they like super enemies? Taeyeon then asked. Jessica nodded.
Sooyoung shrugged, not really knowing what to say since when she and Sunny came back from the buffet, they just saw Yuri and
Yoona walking to the dance floor.
And Sunny is with the other officers right there, she nodded at Sunnys direction.
Sorry Soo~ Jessica cutely pouted as she brought her attention back to the tall girl.

For what? Sooyoungs brow quirked.

For leaving you? Jessica answered.
A hearty laughter escaped from Sooyoungs mouth before answering, You know me, Sica, as long as there is food, Im good.
Dont worry, okay?
Taeyeon laughed before commenting, Such a shikshin. I think youre the one who suggested that we put a buffet in here. Because
seriously, who puts buffet in a prom?
Yah! Youre not even guilty Sica left me to dance with you? Sooyoung retorted.
Aw, Soo.. Sorry not sorry. Taeyeon answered, sticking her tongue out at the tall girl.
A few seconds later, Krystal and Baekhyun returned from the buffet table with their plates filled with food. They were followed
by Yoona and Yuri who were giggling, their hands locked together with Yuri guiding the way.
Jessica was itching to ask Yoona what miracle had occurred between her and Yuri but decided against it as she let the girl enjoy
her prom.
Sunny then rejoined the group, announcing that the Prom King and Queen will be chosen in a few. The group had shrugged it off
since they werent really interested.
The music abruptly stopped, making all the students turn their attention towards the platform where a spotlight was pointed.
Their principal then stood at the center of the platform with a microphone on his left hand and a piece of paper on the right. The
students cleared the dance floor as he cleared his throat to speak.
Good evening everyone! He started and the students greeted him back.
As you all know, in every promenade ball there is always that one person that shines the brighest amongst the rest. Or rather
two. But know that, all of you here tonight look exceptionally beautiful and handsome. But I am afraid we, teachers, have to
choose someone who shined brighter than anyone here. He smiles before nodding to another teacher who walked to the
platform too, bringing with her two sashes and a bouquet of red roses.
Are you all excited? The female teacher questioned cheerfully as the principal held the microphone for her. The students roared
in response.
Okay, so Im going to announce the Prom King first. She said and looked at the piece of paper the principal was showing her.
Prom King is none other than, the DJ playfully made a drum roll, making the students chuckle. Ok Taecyeon!
A grinning boy with big ears approached the platform smugly. Another teacher came to put the blue sash with the words Prom
King at him.

Jessica rolled her eyes. She never liked the boy.

Their table was silent. Taeyeon and Sooyoung were devouring on a plate of cake while Yoona and Yuri were whispering to each
others eyes, not really giving the coronation any attention. Krystal and Baekhyun were on their own world too, probably getting
to know each other. Sunny once again disappeared to the other table, leaving Jessica the only one to listen to the coronation.
And now, for the charming princess who left us all in awe tonight with her transformation. The female teachers smile widened,
so did the principals.
Im pretty sure you guys now have an idea of who she is, the female teacher continued.
Jessica held her breath as she turned to look at Taeyeon momentarily. Her girlfriend was happily devouring on the cake with
Sooyoung, giggling along with the tall girl to whatever they were talking about.
Our Prom Queen is none other than.. our students government president, Kim Taeyeon! The crowd roared in agreement once
again.
Jessica looked back to her girlfriend who was oblivious to the coronation as she continued laughing with Sooyoung.
Taengoo? Jessica called.
Yes, baby? Taeyeon turned to her with a smile.
Uh, I think you need to go up there now. Jessica answered, pointing at the platform where three teachers stood and the boy
Taecyeon.
Huh? Why? Taeyeons brows furrowed.
Baby, you were just announced as Prom Queen. You really need to get up there now. Jessica urged.
Taeyeon opened her mouth to speak but no words came out, thus leaving it agape.
Taeyeon was still flustered when she finds herself being dragged by Jessica and Sunny to the platform, leaving her there with a
spotlight pointing at her, her teacher putting a pink sash around her neck and a bouquet being handed to her.
The boy Taecyeon spoke first, saying he was confident that he will bag the title since he had prepared for the event for three
months. Some girls cheered for him while Jessica and Sooyoung laughed at how humble the speech had been. Of course with
all the sarcasm.
The microphone then was handed to Taeyeon. She looked at the principal with questioning looks for a moment before accepting
the microphone with the female teacher ushering her to say something.
Errr, thanks? Taeyeon said shyly, blushing like mad and the crowd broke into a roar of laughter. Jessica smiled at the cute sight.

I dont really know what to say since this was the last thing that Ive expected tonight, she started again, making the students
fall silent.
But there is someone Id like to thank though, a sweet smile then appeared on her lips, easing all her nervousness as her eyes
locked with the one person she sees amidst the crowd.
Id like to thank you for being my date tonight. And well, for the dance a while ago. And for all the days spent with you. I know
that its not every day that Im able to express my gratitude for your existence, but know that every night before I go to sleep, I
never ever forget to thank whoever is up there for giving me to you.. errr, you to me. She smiled sheepishly.
This speech might not make sense to the rest of the people here but I would just like to say that you made me shine brighter.
My smiles are brighter because of you. And so maybe thats the reason why I was chosen as the, Taeyeon looked at the words
on her sash before continuing, Prom Queen. Err, right. Prom Queen. The crowd chuckled at the action.
Jessica, on the other hand, was fighting her tears as Taeyeon delivered her impromptu speech. She isnt really one to tear up
easily but hearing her girlfriend declare her love for her with a crowd this big was the last thing Jessica expected. But then again,
this is Kim Taeyeon. Her spontaneous girlfriend. Although her name wasnt uttered, Jessica knew Taeyeon was talking to her. She
better be.
So, all Im saying is, youre a better price than all these. Taeyeon finished her speech with a lingering smile.
The crowd broke into dawww before whispering, speculating who the you Taeyeon had talked about.
Taecyeon then asked Taeyeon if they could dance but she politely declined the boy, saying shes tired and needs water. The boy
nodded dejectedly and Taeyeon smiled apologetically.
Jessica hid her face away from Taeyeon when she came back to their table, wiping little tears away.
Baby? Are you okay? Taeyeon asked worriedly when Jessica refused to look at her.
Sica, whats wrong? She added but Jessica continued ignoring her, hiding her face further away from Taeyeon.
I think she just cried. Krystal commented, making Jessica turn her attention to her sister.
Whano I didnt! Jessica countered as she regained her composure, smiling brightly at Taeyeon.
You were so beautiful up there I just wanted to dive into you, she said and winked at Taeyeon, making the shorter girl blush
once again. Krystal made a face before rolling her eyes.
Your speech was really great, Taeyeon. Baekhyun complimented and Taeyeon nodded with a thanks.
So, whos this you you were talking about, huh? Are you cheating on my bestfriend now? Sooyoung joked, nudging Taeyeons
arm.

Jessica rolled her eyes before locking her hand with Taeyeons.
You are so going to pay for making me cry, she whispered to Taeyeon with a smirk.
**
The party ended on midnight and the group decided to sleep over Sunnys place yet again. The aegyo queen was more than happy
at the idea.
Like the last time, Taeyeon and Jessica occupied the room while Sooyoung, Yuri, Yoona, Sunny and Krystal occupied the living
room. They all washed up and rummaged Sunnys closet for comfortable clothes.
Jessica chose an oversized grey shirt while Taeyeon was clad in pajama pants and white shirt. Taeyeon lied on the bed while she
waited for Jessica to dry her hair. Chattering could be heard from the kitchen with utensils clinking against the plate.
Taengoo, are you tired? Jessica asked through the vanity mirror.
Taeyeon shook her head with a smile.
Hungry? Jessica asked again.
Another shake of the head.
Jessica decided to stop what she was doing and approached the bed. She sat beside Taeyeon and the girl looked up to her lovingly.
Youre so beautiful, you know that? Taeyeon said, bringing her hands up to caress Jessicas cheeks.
And so are you. Jessica countered with a smile.
They fell silent for a moment, just staring at each others eyes.
You make me shine brighter too, Jessica then spoke. You make me smile this wide, she put her left and right index fingers at
the corners of her lips before stretching it as wide as she could.
Taeyeon laughed before she took Jessicas hands away.
Youre going to hurt yourself, she said as she kissed the back of Jessicas hands.
Thank you, Taengoo. Jessica leaned in to kiss Taeyeon on the forehead.
You left me speechless out there. But in a good way, she added.
I really didnt plan on doing that, Taeyeon admitted honestly.
But I ended up doing so, and I dont regret doing it.

Taeyeons hands found its way to Jessicas neck before pulling the girl down for a kiss. The kiss deepened and Jessica ended up
straddling Taeyeon by the hips.
I love you, you nerdy kid. Jessica said while she hovered above Taeyeon, pinning the girl down by the hands.
I love you more, you sleepy girl. Taeyeon grinned sheepishly.
Jessica rolled her eyes before leaning in, capturing Taeyeons lips again. She sucked on Taeyeons upper lip, then the lower before
her tongue darted out of her mouth and straight into Taeyeons slightly opened one as the girl moaned. Jessicas tongue gracefully
danced with Taeyeons before her lips totally left Taeyeons, making the girl groan. But Jessicas lips traveled down Taeyeons jaw
line before the girl could protest, sloppy kisses trailed down to Taeyeons neck. Jessicas tongue teased the moaning girls skin
before sucking on a skin. Her hands roamed freely on Taeyeons body before frustration got the best of her as she hastily pulled
Taeyeons shirt which she successfully did. She pulled her own shirt too, throwing the piece of fabric somewhere in the room.
Lips met lips once again as kisses turned heated, not minding the lungs that were about to explode for the lack of oxygen.
Their lips parted for a moment, catching their breath and Jessica took the opportunity to pull Taeyeons pajama pants off her.
Taeyeon tried to protest but was shut up by a pair of lips that had her locked in another round of tonsil hockey, their bodies
molding perfectly with each other.
Si..ca~ Taeyeon moaned as Jessica assaulted her neck once again.
Jessicas lips then trailed sloppy kisses across Taeyeons chest before sucking on Taeyeons bosom. The girl gasped and soon
moans erupted from her mouth. She moaned Jessicas name followed by I love yous. Jessicas hands found the waistband of
Taeyeons underwear and immediately tugged it down, leaving Taeyeon to only gasp at the abrupt action. Taeyeon shivered as
the cold air from the aircon hits her lower region. Jessicas lips then travelled to Taeyeons stomach before going further down.
She looked up to Taeyeon first, her eyes asking for permission. Taeyeon nodded, her eyes clouding with lust. Jessica placed a peck
on Taeyeons lips before going down again, her head placed in between Taeyeons thighs.
Taeyeon arched her back as Jessica hits all the right spots, her eyes rolling back at the sensation. It had been more than two
months that theyve been down to this again, the last time being at the beach. She moaned Jessicas name over and over followed
by I love yous as she lost herself in the frenzy Jessica had put her in.
At prom night, Taeyeon reached the heights of ecstasy twice, thrice, four times too many.
At prom night, Taeyeon held Jessicas bare body closer to hers than she ever did as the girl sprawled on top of her tiredly with
closed eyes and steady breathing.
At prom night, Taeyeon was unable to sleep despite the tiredness and soreness of her body as the image of Jessica pleasuring
her clouded her vision.
At prom night, Kim Taeyeon lost her virginity to Jessica Jung.

CHAPTER 10: YoonYul Special Chapter

Two figures sat side by side on a lone bench by the lake as silence enveloped their presence. The thinner of the two fiddled with
the grass using her right foot. She brought her face up to face the setting sun in front of them before glancing at the silent girl
beside her. The girls face was scrunched, as if she was digging deep in her brain, searching for somethinganything to say. Yoona
made a face at her companions behavior. The girl had been acting strange for the past few days; not answering her calls, always
out when she would drop by.
Lets break up, the girl uttered in a low voice as she dropped her head.
Yoona blinked once, twice, thrice too many while she shook her head. Did she hear it right? Was the girl talking to her? She looked
around. There was no one but them; of course the girl was talking to her. Yoonas heart tightened, as if pumping blood was the
hardest thing to do at the moment. Whatever happened to forever and always? To infinity and beyond? They were a team,
partners, lovers. But.. but..
Why? was all Yoona could say in a weak voice. The girl, on the other hand, stayed immobile; breath hitching, readying herself
for the slaps and kicks and whatever Yoona would decide to give her. But it never came.
Iwere not.. not ready.. yet. I cant com-mmit. The girl answered honestly, her head still hung low.
Yoona swallowed the lump that had formed in her throat, keeping her tears at bay as she stood up.
Alright then. It was nice playing games with you, Yuri. With her back facing Yuri now, Yoona wiped the few droplets of tears
that managed to escape from her eyes.
As if the heavens knew how she felt, dark clouds covered the once orange and pink hue of the beautiful sky and soon growling
sound echoed in Yoonas ears, just in time her tears flowed freely on her cheeks, accompanied by the rain that unexpectedly
poured. She was soaked, inside and out.
Yuri glanced at Yoonas retrieving figure for the last time. Goodbye, summer love. She whispered, tilting her head back to
welcome the raindrops that harshly hit her face.
**
Yoona walked aimlessly, leaving her mind and heart to the tanned girl. Of course this was inevitable; Yuri leaving her or her leaving
Yuri. Didnt summer flings work that way? But she hoped against hope that their story would be different. That somehow, this
summer fling would last through all the seasons. But she was a fool to believe, a fool to hope. Because really, summer flings were
called summer flings for a reason. She laughed bitterly at her own thoughts. Of course those sweet nothings were nothing too. It
was all part of the game, right? Make poor Yoona fall in love and break her fragile little heart. Was that it? Maybe yes. Definitely
yes.

She dropped her body to the ground, hugging her knees close to her chest. The sky growled louder, mocking her. Stupid Yoona
falling for a summer fling. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.
She brought both her hands up to her mouth, sealing it shut as sobs become too uncontrollable. The rain continued to pour
harshly above her. Wet hair covered her face as rain and tears blurred her vision, but she didnt mind.
The rain stopped pouring and Yoona looked up with blurred vision, only to see two figures standing before her. The other had
extended her umbrella towards Yoona, shielding her from the rain. The shorter girl bent down, examining her. Dainty finger swept
all the wet hair off her face and Yoonas eyes focused on two light brown orbs before darkness consumed her vision, body falling
to endless darkness and two long arms held her tight.
Is she okay? A nasally voice spoke as Yoona succumbed to fatigue.
**
Yoona opened her eyes groggily, shivering from the coldness shes feeling. She pulled the comforter up to her chin as her lips
trembled. The bed was comfortable and fragrant but it didnt help much to ease Yoonas coldness as her body continued to shiver
under the comforter. She looked around and took in her surroundings. Realizing that the room was unfamiliar, she bolted up
from bed. She looked down at her clothes, brows furrowing at the realization that she had changed into dry clothes.
Oh, youre awake. How are you feeling? A tall girl with thin frame came in with a bowl in her hand.
Shes awake? Another girl came behind her, holding a glass of water and what looked like medicines in her other hand.
Yoona didnt say anything as her eyes frantically searched for her own clothes. The girls may have noticed her and the taller of
the two spoke, Your clothes are in the laundry.
Yoona could only nod as a blush crept up on her cheeks at the thought of these two girls undressing her.
Here, eat first then drink those. The tall girl said, offering Yoona the bowl of porridge, and pointed at the medicine on the other
girls hands.
Yoona took the bowl from the girl and her body shivered again as coldness overtook.
Lay down instead, the shorter girl spoke as she approached the bed and sat on the edge of it.
Soo, feed her, she ordered the tall girl which the latter nodded, beckoning Yoona to lay down on the now elevated pillow.
Thathanks.. Yoona weakly said as her head hits the pillow. The tall girl grinned while the shorter offered her a small smile.
After finishing the bowl of porridge, Yoona was then fed with medicines. She grimaced at the bitter aftertaste, making the two
girls chuckle.
Im Sooyoung, and this is Jessica. Whats your name? The tall girl, Sooyoung, tilted her head to the side.

YoYoona.
Oh, nice meeting you Yoona! Sooyoung beamed before keeping the bowl and the glass.
So, why were you soaking yourself yesterday? Jessica spoke as she helped Yoona to lie down properly on bed.
Yeyester..day? Yoona looked at her with puzzled looks.
Yeah, you slept for almost a day. Jessica nonchalantly replied.
Re-really?
Jessica nodded her head, answering Yoonas inquiry.
Events from the day before clouded Yoonas mind again and another set of tears were threatening to fall but she fought it and
swallowed the lump that had formed in her throat once again.
Nonothing. I.. Yoona trailed off, not really knowing what to say or if she really wanted to share.
Never mind then. But please get well first before going back to your home, yeah? Jessica smiled warmly at Yoona and patted
the top of her head.
You are too thin, are you even eating in your house? Jessicas lips then formed to a frown. Yoonas heart fluttered at the voice
that was laced with concern.
But dont worry, my mom cooks well. Whats your favorite dish? And maybe we can call your parents to inform them you are
here? Yoona could only nod at Jessica while the latter rambled about how dangerous it was for her being out in the rain.
It was a start of a new friendship. Yoonas saving grace came in the form of one Ice Princess and a Giant Shikshin.
**
It was the start of High School and Yoona found herself enrolling in the same school with Sooyoung and Jessica. She had forgotten
about her summer fling and moved on happily with the help of her friends, though why and how they found her under the pouring
rain still remained a mystery to the two. But they didnt mind and didnt probe, respecting Yoonas privacy.
They were lounging at the grass covered ground where picnic tables were situated, like they always did for their lunch break,
when her eyes accidentally caught the sight of a familiar girl. She blinked and rubbed her eyes just to confirm she wasnt seeing
things. The image, however, stayed. Two tables away from them was Kwon Yuri with two short girls, laughing like theres no
tomorrow. She was now wearing a thick and big eye-glass, her hair shorter than the last time she saw her. Her clothes were
different from a year ago, they were more old-fashioned. Yoona bit her upper lip as nostalgia crept in. She quickly looked away,
pretending that the tanned girl doesnt exist anymore.

Yuri looked over the table near theirs and Jessica Jung instantly caught her sight. She came from the same Middle School with
Barbie, as what she fondly calls her. She was captivated by the girls physical features at first sight, but it was just mere admiration.
Her sight shifted to the tall girl beside Barbie, Choi Sooyoung. The two girls were inseparable ever since Yuri could remember.
Jessica was always there to protect Sooyoung when the latter would be bullied. Yuri smiled at the sweet friendship she had the
privilege to witness. Her eyes then widened as she took in the sight of a tall, thin, beautiful girl. The most beautiful girl she had
ever seen. Even more beautiful than Barbie. It was Yoona, her Yoona. Guilt started kicking in when she took in the appearance of
the girl who got thinner over the year. But she looked happy. Tears started building in Yuris eyes as the image of a crying Yoona
reappeared on her head.
She looked at Yoona with sad eyes, heart beating fast, just like how it did that summer. They were young then and she was
indecisive. After the break up, she never saw Yoona again. The girl had avoided her. Well, it wasnt like she tried reaching out to
Yoona again. She believed it was the right thing to do. She surrounded herself with books and projects, thus meeting Taeyeon
and Sunny through group studies.
She excused herself from her friends, earning weird looks from them.
**
When Jessica started hanging out with Taeyeon and her friends, Yoona found herself trapped in the past once again. She didnt
want to appear weak in front of Yuri so she tried ignoring the girl, with head held high. But the tanned girl always gets into her
nerves, and she cant stop herself from mocking Yuri in every chance she could.
And when Jessica and Taeyeon got together, Yoona wanted to protest but seeing how happy Jessica was, she shut her own selfish
reasons. She endured Yuris presence. There were the inevitable rendezvous that Yoona hated the most, but can do nothing but
to oblige, like one drunken night at Sooyoungs fathers bar when she woke up wrapped inside Yuris arms the next morning. She
hastily swatted the girls arms away, not minding if shell wake Yuri. The tanned girl had blushed and apologized while mending
her headache.
And today, Yoona found herself seated beside Yuri once again inside Taeyeons SUV for their weekend getaway at Sooyoungs
grandparents city. Yoona had always loved their place; it was quiet and peaceful out there. But this weekend, she would have to
endure Yuris presence.
She hopped out of the car as soon as they arrived in front of the big house, earning confused looks from Sooyoung.
Saturday night came and the group was invited for a barbecue party by the Choi brothers. The group were scattered in a circle
with a bonfire in the center. Yoona busied herself with the food but her eyes cant stop glancing at the tanned girl two person
away from her. Yuri was having a conversation with the two Chois and Sunny. After dinner, Jessica and Taeyeon had excused
themselves for a walk while she and Sooyoung continued filling their stomachs with the barbecue. The Chois had bid them
goodbye as it was almost midnight. Krystal followed shortly, saying that she was already sleepy and wont wait for Jessica.

Sooyoung and Sunny excused their selves too, bringing the utensils and dishes back to the house, leaving Yoona and Yuri alone
as they wait for Jessica and Taeyeon to return.
The cold wind blew and Yoona instinctively wrapped her arms around her thin frame when a warm piece of clothing landed on
top of her body. She looked up, only to see Yuri smiling shyly at her.
You should have brought your jacket. The tanned girl turned her head towards the center where the bonfire once was.
Yoona didnt answer; instead she took the jacket off of her body, offering it back to the tanned girl.
Please, just until Taeng and Sica comes back. Yuri said, pushing the jacket back to Yoona.
May I? Yuri asked, pointing at the space beside Yoona. The girl didnt answer and Yuri sat down beside her.
We used to do this on summer. Do you remember? The corner of Yuris lips twitched.
How can I ever forget, came Yoonas response with much bitterness.
Yuris smile dropped as her heart skipped a beat.
I.. Yuri glanced at Yoona before proceeding, Im sorry, Yoong.
Yoona jerked lightly at the old nickname. It sounded nice coming from Yuri. It had always sounded nice.
Its all in the past now. It shouldnt be brought up again. Yoona spoke with stern voice and a straight face, not showing any
emotion for Yuri to read.
We were young. And Yuri wanted to explain but Yoona cut her off.
Lets leave it in the past, Yuri-ssi. Theres no use crying over spilled milk. Yoona said with finality as she began to stand up. Yuri
cringed at the formality.
Yuri acted on impulse, pulling Yoona by the wrist before she could walk off. Yoona lost her balance and landed on Yuris lap with
wide eyes. Yuri wasted no time and immediately sealed Yoonas lips with hers. It took a while before she felt Yoonas lips moving
with her and she cant help but smile as the feeling of Yoonas lips against hers brought nostalgia. She was fifteen again, the
glaring sun kissing her skin while her fingers interlaced with Yoonas long and thin ones. The wind occasionally blowing their hair,
making them laugh. She was fifteen again, with no care in the world. They were fifteen again and so in love. Yoonas lips felt the
same, the familiar banana lip balm transferring to Yuris lips.
Yuri never fails to make the butterflies in Yoonas stomach to go crazy whenever her lips meet Yoonas. It was always the same
familiar lips that Yoona had been yearning for. And it hits Yoona; she yearns for Yuri. After all this time, she still yearns for Yuri.
Yuri broke the kiss but her hold on Yoona tightened. Resting her forehead against Yoona, she closed her eyes and inhaled a lungfull of Yoonas scent. A smile then found its way to her lips.

Yoona, on the other hand, snapped out of her trance and pushed Yuri away from her. She stood up and glared at Yuri.
Dont ever do that again! She hissed before walking back to the big house.
She wasnt able to sleep that night, images of Yuris lips against her haunted her thoughts. It didnt help that the girl was sleeping
in the same room with her.
**
It was prom night and everyone wore their best dress. Yuri looked across her on the table and saw Yoona fiddling with her food.
She looked really beautiful in her beige tube dress. Her hair was waved at the end and her makeup was light but Yoona had always
been beautiful with or without makeup. Yuri kept glancing at the doe-eyed girl like she was some painting in an art gallery.
Yoona felt eyes on her but she couldnt bring herself to meet the culprits gaze because she knew that shed only drown inside
those black orbs. Yuri was exceptionally beautiful tonight. Her red dress had Yoonas eyes staring when she came inside the
banquet hall. She pretended to busy herself with her food as the others engaged their selves in conversations. Baekhyun came
to their table but Yoona still had her head bowed, not greeting the guy.
The group had left the table, leaving Yoona and Yuri yet again, the scene from the bonfire replaying in Yoonas head.
Yoong, came Yuris voice. Yoona looked up to the girl briefly before bringing her attention back to the plate in front of her.
Lets dance. Yuri said, offering a hand to Yoona. But before Yoona could protest, she was being dragged to the dance floor by
Yuri. They stood there for a moment before Yuri brought Yoonas hands to her neck and her hands held Yoona tightly by the waist.
They swayed, and for the first time in five years, Yoona looked deeply into Yuris eyes.
Youre so beautiful tonight. Yuri whispered as her black orbs connected with Yoonas brown ones. Doe-like eyes stared back at
her with the same intensity.
No, wait, youve always been beautiful, she added with a sheepish smile.
Yoonas lips formed into a small smile before her cheeks heat up.
Yuri then leaned in and captured Yoonas lips in a quick, chaste kiss, not giving Yoona the time to reciprocate the action.
Im sorry. Yuri sadly said and kissed the tip of Yoonas nose. The latter just nod her head.
Will you take me again?
Yoonas heartbeat quickened as she tried processing Yuris words.
You.. want me.. you want me.. take.. you.. you want me to.. take you again? Yoona stuttered, not believing her own ears.
I know it sounds absurd. But I still want you, Yoong. Yuri said with much clarity.

But.. but you said.. we.. you didnt want.. to co-commit.. ri-right?
Yuri looked away as guilt started kicking in again. Yoona cupped her face to turn it back towards her, connecting their eyes once
again.
Kwon Yuri, you are not breaking my heart again. I am not letting you. Yoona said with the same clarity as Yuri.
I know. It was foolish of me to ask. Yuri smiled sadly at the doe-eyed girl.
And Im not breaking your heart tonight. Yuri furrowed her brows as Yoona smiled sweetly at her.
It would be nice if we start over. Yoona added and pushed herself a little, away from Yuri.
Hi, Im Yoona. She grinned, extending a hand to Yuri.
Yuri. Kwon Yuri. Yuri returned the grin and shook Yoonas hand.
Well, would you like to be my prom date tonight? Yuri asked cheekily as she pulled Yoona closer again.
I would love too. Yoona answered, encircling her hands back to Yuris neck.
How about tomorrow night? And the night after tomorrow? And the night after that? And the night after that night? Yuri asked
with a dorky smile.
Yes, yes, yes and yes and yes, you dork. Yoona giggled as she pinched Yuris nose playfully.
And the night a year from now? Yuri asked again, not being able to hold her happiness.
And the year after that. And another year, until we cant walk properly anymore. Yoona played along.
Im Yoona, are you proposing right now? Because you know, straightforward girls arent really my thing. But if you like me that
much then its a yes. Yuri joked and grinned.
Yoona shook her head as she tightened her hold on Yuri.
I just realized how much I missed you. Yoona said seriously.
Yuri leaned in and kissed Yoonas forehead.
I missed you more.
On prom night, Yoonas heart started beating again. And on prom night, Yuri promised Yoona forever and always again. Only this
time, she plans on keeping it.

CHAPTER 11: Chocolate Cupcakes

Jessica fidgeted on her seat when she felt Mrs. Kims eyes on her. As if the older woman was examining every strand of hair her
scalp managed to grow, making her unconsciously comb her hair with her fingers. She looked over Taeyeon who sat motionless
and expressionless beside her, hands laid on her lap, eyes fixed on the television screen. She wanted to hold Taeyeons hand so
badly for some support, but did otherwise. She let her sight fall back to the movie that was playing on the television screen, not
really understanding what the film was about.
She flinched when she felt Mrs. Kims hand on hers. She looked up to see the woman smiling at her, offering her a cup of tea.
You seem uneasy, Jessica. Why dont you take a sip at this? Mrs. Kim brought the cup closer to Jessica.
She bowed and smiled awkwardly at the woman before taking the cup of tea. Her nose caught an earthy smell and Jessica feared
for the worst since she isnt a fan of healthy things. She brought the cup up to her mouth without breathing and took a sip at the
liquid while Mrs. Kim looked at her expectantly. Jessica swallowed a good amount of the earthly tea but contrary to what she had
expected, the teas taste was a combination of flower and honey. She smiled before turning to Taeyeon.
This is really good! Taengoo~ you should try it too! She chirped happily before taking another sip from her cup, muscles relaxing
instantly.
Wow, Mrs. Kim this is really good. She complimented, turning back to face Taeyeons mother, forgetting all the uneasiness she
felt earlier.
Taeyeon smiled and commented on how Jessica hated teas before taking her own cup from the coffee table.
So, what are you girls up to today? Mrs. Kim asked while she watched the two girls.
Err, Jessica looked over Taeyeon before continuing, I think I would just have to go home after this movie since Taeyeon needs
to finish her valedictory address for next week.
Home? Why? Its too early. Why dont you help me with my speech instead? Taeyeon asked with furrowed brows.
You can do it without me. You know Im not good with words. And besides, Ill just distract you. Jessica grinned cheekily at
Taeyeon who blushed in return.
Or help me bake Taeyeons favorite cupcakes instead. What do you say, Jessica? Taeyeon and Jessica turned to face Mrs. Kim
as she spoke. Taeyeon smiled while Jessica hesitated.
IdId love that.. Mrs.. Kim. She spoke in a low, shy voice. Taeyeon sniggered at how unlikely it was for Jessica to act like that.

Umma, I dont think that would be a great idea. Taeyeon chuckled at the memory of Jessica covered with flour in Sunnys
kitchen the morning after prom, screaming those high pitched dolphin-like screams out of frustration, when she tried making
cupcakes because Yuri hinted how Taeyeon loves chocolate cupcakes over breakfast. It was cute and sweet though.
Taengoo~! Jessica cutely pouted, knowing what was going through her girlfriends mind at the moment.
I am not taking no for an answer, okay? I will just prepare the kitchen. Follow me after a while Jessica, youll enjoy this. And
Taeyeon, finish that speech of yours. Mrs. Kim instructed as she rose from the leather covered sofa.
And please turn that horrible movie off. I dont even know why you kids would want to watch that. She added, making the girls
laugh because she was the one who chose the movie.
Are you okay? Taeyeon scooted closer to Jessica as soon as Mrs. Kim disappeared to the kitchen.
Jessica leaned her head against Taeyeons shoulder and nodded. I want to cuddle, she whispered cutely.
Later, maybe? Taeyeon answered as she intertwined their fingers and kissed the top of Jessicas head.
Okay, Im off now. Lets see how magical my cupcakes turn out. Jessica said and straightened up on her seat. Taeyeon snickered
again.
Im pretty sure theyll be edible enough. Taeyeon answered as she rose from the couch, pulling Jessica with her.
Now, go before I pull you upstairs, she whispered cheekily at Jessica with a grin.
Byuntae, Jessica commented and stuck her tongue out at the shorter girl.
Jessica looked around first and when no one was in sight, she quickly placed a peck on Taeyeons lips.
I love you, Taengoo.
I love you too.
**
When Jessica arrived inside the kitchen, Mrs. Kim was already preheating the oven.
Oh, sweetie youre here. Mrs. Kim cheerfully said and beckoned Jessica to come closer.
Jessica did as told and Mrs. Kim handed her an apron before she started giving Jessica instructions on what ingredients to mix
and how to mix it. Jessica nodded her head to Mrs. Kims instruction as she diligently did what was told. Taeyeons mother
watched her with content smile as Jessica transferred the chocolate cake mixture to the cupcake papers on the tray.
Jessica looked up to Taeyeons mom nervously as she waited for confirmation from the woman.

Now, theres only one thing thats missing, Mrs. Kim said, waltzing her way to the cupboards, rummaging it for a moment. She
came back with a box of small chocolate chips.
Dont ever forget to put chocolate chips before baking the cupcakes. Taeyeon loves them, she said while sprinkling the
chocolate chips to each cupcake.
Silence fell between the two of them as they waited for the cupcake to bake. Jessica leaned her back on the island counter with
Mrs. Kim beside her.
Jessica? Mrs. Kim spoke without looking at the girl.
Ye-yes, Mrs. Kim?
Will you be honest with me?
O-of course.. Mrs.. Kim.
Are you and Taeyeon.. Jessica gulped as Mrs. Kim let her sentence hang in the air.
Ye-yes.. She shyly answered, hanging her head low.
You sound ashamed. Why? Mrs. Kims words caused Jessica to bolt her head up to the woman beside her.
You.. youre not.. angangry?
Shocked. But not angry. The woman smiled at Jessica; her cheeks puffing, reminding Jessica of Taeyeons cheeks when the girl
smiles sincerely at her.
Mrs. Kim was kind behind the intimidating eyes. Her skin as smooth as Taeyeons; hiding all the evidence of aging. Her moves
looked number but graceful nonetheless. She looked like one of those movie stars from the eighties. Everything about the woman
screams elegance; from her dress to her perfectly waved shoulder-length hair. But elegance could never hide the sadness in those
chocolate brown orbs, and Jessica wondered what could have caused those. She remembered her own mothers eyes; they were
so lively, opposite to Mrs. Kims.
Im s-sorry. Jessica said and bowed at her girlfriends mother.
Why? Loving was never wrong before, it shouldnt be now. Taeyeons mother said comfortingly.
I may not know much about you, Jessica but I like you. As Taeyeons friend or girlfriend. I like you. She added, making Jessica
smile unconsciously.
But Im sorry I cant say the same for his father. The womans smile dropped, and Jessica finds herself reciprocating the action
while she nodded her head in understanding.

She hasnt met Mr. Kim yet but from what she heard from Sunny and Yuri, the head of the household is strict when it comes to
his children. A protective father that would do anything just to protect his children from what he thinks isnt right for them or
their future, thus earning two overachiever children. But Jessica believes that Mr. Kim just wanted the best for his children. She
doesnt really know much about the man since Taeyeon doesnt really talk about him. Jessica assumed that Taeyeon doesnt
spend much time with her father since hes a busy man, as what to be expected from the owner of South Koreas biggest mirror
manufacturer.
Jessica was lost in her thoughts when the oven rang, making her jump a little. Mrs. Kim was the first to move and got the cupcakes
out of the oven. Jessica smiled widely when she saw the cupcakes perfectly baked. The cupcake tray was then laid on top of the
island. They then decorated the cupcakes as soon as it cooled down, not forgetting the marshmallows Taeyeon loved ever so
dearly. Jessica and her mothers girlfriend smiled at the result of their hard work.
Can you bring this up to Taeyeon, sweetie? While I make the both of you orange juice. Mrs. Kim said as she extended a plate
of cupcakes to Jessica. The latter nodded obediently.
And Jessica? The woman called after her as she started to make her way out of the kitchen. Stopping in her tracks, Jessica
turned back to see Mrs. Kim munching on a cupcake.
You did really great at this. Taeyeon will love them. The woman smiled, making Jessica blush at the compliment.
**
Middle knuckle rapped against the white wooden door as Jessica waited for the shorter girl to answer. After a while, feet shuffled
on the other side of the door before it opened, revealing a sleepy Taeyeon.
Hi, Jessica greeted as she stepped inside the room. Were you sleeping? She added and laid the plate of cupcakes on Taeyeons
study desk.
Taeyeon just shook her head and pointed at the papers that were scattered untidily on the desk. Jessica shook her head with a
smile while stacking the papers in a pile and putting it aside.
You did help umma with these, right? Taeyeon teased and took a cupcake from the plate.
I.. actually.. made them. Jessica shyly admitted and sat on the bed while Taeyeon sat on her desk chair.
With a quirk of the brow and a smirk on her lips, Taeyeon said, Im surprised youre not covered with flour this time.
Jessica just rolled her eyes at her girlfriend before urging her to take a bite. She waited as Taeyeon took her sweet time, chewing
on the sweet delight.
So? Jessica asked when Taeyeon swallowed what she was chewing.
You sure you made this? Taeyeon asked skeptically.

Taengoo~! Jessica pouted and crossed her arms. I can bake you know!
Taeyeon snickered and moved closer to the bed, rolling the wheels of her desk chair. She leaned in, face inches away from Jessica
as she spoke, Why are you so perfect? You make the perfect cupcakes even more perfect.
Jessica blushed but brushed the shorter girl away and said, Youre not making sense.
Taeyeon then laughed heartily before retorting, But baby, love doesnt make sense.
Ew cheese! Jessica playfully made a vomiting sound, making Taeyeon laugh harder.
So, was it good? Jessica eagerly asked.
I just said they were perfect. Good doesnt even compare. Taeyeon answered as she finished her cupcake.
Youre exaggerating, Taengoo~
Am not. Im being honest.
Jessica smiled as her girlfriend munched on another cupcake.
**
A smile curved in the womans lips as her daughters loud laughter emitted from the room. She stayed for a while, listening to
her daughters laughter that she missed the most. Growing up, Taeyeon surrounded herself with books, confining herself inside
her room, with the exception of when Yuri and Sunkyo would drop by. And when Taeyeon had been spending more time outside
her room, Mrs. Kim cant help but notice the changes. She was worried at first, but when Taeyeon would come home with a smile,
she knew that there was really nothing to worry about. A smile graced her lips as she thought about her daughter finally finding
something to be happy about. Or rather, someone.
The laughter died down and Mrs. Kim took it as her cue to knock. The door immediately opened after three knocks, revealing
Jessica with a shy smile.
I just thought you girls would need something to drink, she said and laid two glasses of freshly squeezed orange juice beside
the plate of cupcakes.
Taeyeon smiled at her and said, Thank you, umma while Jessica bowed in gratitude.
I will be downstairs if you ever need anything, she added and made her way out of the room.
**
Your mom is so sweet. Jessica commented as soon as the sounds of Mrs. Kims footsteps disappeared down the hall. Taeyeon
just nodded while drinking from her orange juice.

So, have you finished the speech yet? Jessica asked and returned to her spot on the bed while Taeyeon finished her glass of
juice.
Taeyeon merely shrugged at the question.
Can I sleep while I wait for you? So tired. Jessica cutely whined and let her body fall on the soft bed.
Wiping her lips with a tissue, Taeyeon smiled at the sight of her girlfriend who was lying motionless on her bed. Taeyeon stood
up from her desk chair and went to the bed, hovered over Jessica, kissed her lips then collapsed beside the sleeping girl. Her arm
instantly wrapped around Jessicas waist before closing her eyes too.
**
Jessica woke up to her girlfriends arm around her body while she was cuddled close to the latter. Her eyes remained closed as
she listened to her girlfriend sing in a hushed voice, her warm breath brushing against the space between Jessicas nose and lips.
Sexy love.. girl the things you do, came Taeyeons little voice. Keep me sprung, keep me running back to you, she continued
while she stroked Jessicas back with her feather-like touch.
Oh I love making love to you, she continued with a smile, oblivious to the blush that had tinted Jessicas cheeks. Jessica peeked
under her lashes as Taeyeon continued her mini-performance, thinking that her girlfriend was still sleeping.
Baby girl you know youre my.. Taeyeon leaned in and leveled her lips to Jessicas lips. Sexy love, she finished and kissed
Jessicas lips tenderly and slowly.
Jessicas lips broke into a grin and her eyes opened before saying, You know its not good stealing kisses. You must return it.
Taeyeon chuckled and leaned in again, placing a peck on Jessicas lips before saying, There, I returned it already. Happy?
Jessica shook her head. That wasnt how you stole it. It was like this, she said and leaned in to kiss Taeyeons lips tenderly and
slowly, just like how the shorter girl had done earlier.
Aw, now youre the one whos stealing kisses. Give it back! Give it back~ Taeyeon playfully whined and pulled Jessica closer to
her. Jessica rolled her eyes before placing a peck on her girlfriends lips. They ended up giggling at their antics.
Move in with me. Taeyeon abruptly said as she looked deep in Jessicas eyes. The latter furrowed her brows at the question.
No wait, that wasnt a question. That was a statement.
Taengoo
I mean for college. We can live together in a dorm or apartment or something, you know? Taeyeon said, still holding Jessica
close to her.
Ill ask dad first. Jessica said and lowered her head, nuzzling it in Taeyeons neck.

They stayed like that for a couple of minutes, just holding each other tight before Jessicas warm breath brushed against the skin
of Taeyeons neck.
Oh baby what we do it makes the sun come up, she started singing, continuing where Taeyeon had left off.
Keep on lovin' 'til it goes back down, her nasally but sweet voice was sending shivers down Taeyeons spine as Jessica glided
her fingertips down to Taeyeons hips in a slow and agonizing manner.
And I don't know what I'd do if I would lose your touch, her fingertips settled on the exposed skin of Taeyeons thigh because
of her short shorts.
That's why I'm always keepin' you around... Jessica added in a whisper, still singing, as her fingers drew small circles in Taeyeons
thigh. Taeyeon moaned in anticipation.
My sexy love, she added and moved on top of Taeyeon. Hovering, knees bended on either side of Taeyeons hips, hands pinning
Taeyeon on the bed by the wrist, she moved her lips closer to the flustered girls lips, merely touching. Jessica leaned in closer
and slowly, much to Taeyeons distaste as she closed the remaining gap, capturing Jessicas lips in a greedy kiss, their tongues
fighting before dancing to the melody of their fast heartbeat that seemed to be in sync with each other.
Their lips parted and Taeyeon tried catching her breath as Jessica moved down to her jaw line, placed a peck there and continued
teasing the skin of her neck. Jessicas lips hovered near it, not touching the skin at all, just breathing warm air on it as her right
hand teasingly crept inside Taeyeons shirt. A peck was placed on the skin and Taeyeon felt Jessicas weight disappearing on top
of her. She then opened her eyes only to see a grinning Jessica standing at the foot of the bed.
I have to go now, Taengoo~ Jessica said casually and offered a hand to help Taeyeon up. The latter groaned in frustration before
putting her hand in Jessicas, allowing the girl to pull her up to her feet.
Such a tease, Taeyeon said with a pout as she enveloped Jessica in a tight hug.
Byuntae, Jessica snorted with laughter.
Byuntae for you. Taeyeon whispered in Jessicas ear, purposely blowing warm air.
Jessica playfully pushed Taeyeon away from her and pretended to gather her things to hide her blush. Taeyeon smirked before
laughing.
I love you, Sica-ah~ Taeyeon pulled Jessica again, hugging the girl tighter than she did earlier.
I love you, Taengoo-ah. Jessica answered in a whisper but with clarity and sincerity.
**

Mrs. Kim was on her way to the masters bedroom when she heard laughter emitting from Taeyeons room. She momentarily
stopped to appreciate the lively laughter.
Smiling, she started to walk away from the door when a deep, male voice spoke. Her steps came to a stop.
Whos in there? The man asked with a raised brow.
Oh, Taeyeons friend. She answered calmly, stepping closer to the man and kissed him on the cheek.
Friend? Yuri? Sunkyo? The man asked again, taking his tie off.
New friend. Mrs. Kim answered, taking the mans attach case.
The mans hand curled up into a ball and his knuckles were ready to knock on the wooden door but Mrs. Kim stopped him.
You should wash up now, I cooked your favorite food. She said, taking the mans hand with hers.
The man looked over the wooden door once more before letting his wife pull him to their room, mind still lingering on the hearty
laughter of his beloved daughter.

CHAPTER 12: Appa

Taeyeon tossed and turned on her bed, bringing her phone to her face every once in a while. No messages. No calls. No voice
mails. She frowned, missing the now blonde Jessica Jung. Graduation day came and went fast, as if everything happened in a split
of a second and High School was over. The following weeks were spent filling up University applications, and the weeks after that
was torture with Jessica applying for summer jobs, gradually decreasing the time spent with Taeyeon. Krystal will be in High
School in more or less two months and so Jessica needed the summer job to at least help her parents with the expenses. As much
as Taeyeon want to spend her whole summer cuddling with Jessica, she knew she should let Jessica do what she thinks is best for
her family.
She groaned as boredom consumed her. Two months, two more months and shell be moving in with Jessica and Sunny in the
apartment they found near Jessicas University. She and Sunny will be attending Dongguk University while Jessica enrolled in a
public college, the University of Seoul. She will be taking up Business Administration, a course that had been decided for her ever
since she was born, just like her brother. Jessica will be taking up Humanities, majoring in English Language and Literature. Sunny,
on the other hand, will be taking up Photography, making Taeyeon envy the aegyo queen. It was a course she wanted ever since,
but cant bring herself to disobey her Appas orders.
Her right hand raked her now black hair in frustration while her left hand held her smartphone, eyes staring at the small
screen. Still no messages. She sighed dejectedly before tossing her phone aside, deciding to just look for something on the
television and wait until Jessicas shift in the coffee house is over.
She was scanning through channels when her sight caught the face of a familiar man. Turning the volume up, she stared at the
man that was being interviewed. His face looked tired, the rings under his eyes a little visible, hair graying, smile not reaching his
eyes anymore. She stared as her father talked to the reporters, answering their questions. She didnt understand a word he was
saying because she was too focused on the man that had once been her playmate. His hearty laughter filling the house, his big
and calloused hands always wiping her tears away when Jiwon would bully her. That was then, though. Everything changed when
he became the business worlds Mr. Kim. He tried to balance his time with his business and their family, but his efforts werent
enough. Too busy to play with you. That was what he always tells her when she wanted some father-daughter bonding. And then
he stopped trying, Jiwon stopped bullying her, the house becoming more and more quiet each day. Taeyeon then became lonely
and her books had been her only companion until Sunny and Yuri came. Then there was Jessica Jung, coloring Taeyeons world
with her bright smiles. Okay, that was cheesy, but true.
Jessica. She frowned. Her father doesnt know about Jessica yet. What would he say? She had known her father to be a
conservative man. Old-fashioned. Her eyes refocused on the man that was still being interviewed. Something about a partnership
with Mr. so-and-sos company, big shot, thousands of millions of dollars. A merger in six years time. Tying bonds and whatnot.
Her father looked older, thinner, in her eyes. Eyes, his eyes, there is something there. Pain? Fatigue? Hurt. Physical? She gasped
as her father yelped inaudibly for a second before regaining his composure. Was he hurt? Is he sick? She seemed to be the only
one to notice as the reporters continued bombarding him with questions. Concern kicked in as her fathers interview was cut

short, excusing himself for a meeting. Taeyeon looked over her desk calendar, brows furrowing at the date. No meetings on
Tuesdays. Hes definitely lying. Her lips formed to a frown. Why did he have to lie?
She was so lost in her thoughts that she havent noticed her phone ringing. She looked over it and four missed calls were displayed
on the small screen. Biting her lips, she unlocked the smartphone and returned the call.
Taengoo! Are you okay? Jessicas panicky voice came after two rings. Taeyeon smiled.
Hi. Sorry I wasnt able to answer your calls, I was watching TV.
Oh, I thought something happened because you werent answering.
No, Im fine. Im at home. Bored.
I know, Im sorry I cant be there. Jessica said apologetically.
Are you done for today? Want to have early dinner together?
Okay. Will you pick me up?
Of course, Princess. Taeyeon said before they bid each other goodbye.
**
Jessica and Taeyeon sat across each other as they waited for their food. Jessica furrowed her brows, trying to think of something
that might have caused her girlfriends sad mood. For the first time in months, they were engulfed in an uncomfortable silence.
Not being able to contain her curiosity, Jessica voiced her inquiries.
Baby, whats wrong?
Taeyeon seemed to be taken aback by the question as she blinked at Jessica for a moment.
No-nothing. Nothings wrong, Sooyeon. She said, trying to smile at her girlfriend but no dimple showed.
Taengoo. No secrets, remember? Jessica said, eyeing Taeyeons hands that were interlaced on top of the table.
Taeyeon sighed before taking Jessicas hands in her, squeezing it lightly.
I think my father is sick, she said in a low and sad voice.
Are you sure? How did you know? Jessicas voice was full with concern. She felt sad for the man that she havent met yet, and
concern for her girlfriend.
I.. Im not sure.. yet. But I know, I saw the changes.
Did you ask him yet?

Taeyeon shook her head no.

Do you think its serious?
Taeyeon nodded her head.
Does your mother know?
Im.. not sure. I think hes hiding it.
Will you ask him?
Taeyeon looked at Jessica for a moment before shaking her head.
He wouldnt talk to me unless its about business, she added and squeezed Jessicas hand tighter.
Everything is going to be okay, Taengoo. Hes going to be okay. Jessica smiled at Taeyeon, hoping to chase her girlfriends
worries away.
The conversation was dropped as soon as their food arrived. They talked about Jessicas family instead. Her father being promoted
and how Krystal is overly excited for High School. Taeyeon forgot her worries momentarily.
After their early dinner, Jessica dragged the sulking girl out of the diner and into the streets of Downtown Seoul.
Where are we going? Taeyeon asked when she noticed that they were going into the opposite direction where her car was
parked.
Im treating you for something sweet. Jessica smiled and linked an arm with Taeyeons.
You mean your lips? Here? Publicly? Taeyeon grinned and Jessica smacked her arm playfully.
I was talking about ice cream, Kim Taeyeon! Jessica said and pulled the shorter girl into an ice cream van.
Jessica ordered two chocolate sundaes before she dragged Taeyeon again to a nearby park. They sat side by side on a bench
facing the swing where three children played.
Do you feel better now? Jessica asked, scooping from her sundae.
Taeyeon nodded and licked from her sundae like a kid.
Jessica giggled at the cute sight before taking a handkerchief out from her purse.
Gosh, you eat like a kid, she said and wiped Taeyeons chin.
This is gooooood. Taeyeon said with a grin like she was a three year old kid being treated with ice cream for the first time.

Jessica burst out laughing.

Seriously? Jessica asked incredulously.
Thank you. Taeyeon then said seriously and smiled at Jessica.
You are welcome, Taengoo. Jessica answered and leaned her head against Taeyeons shoulder as she watched the children run
about the park.
Do you think well be good parents someday? Taeyeon asked after a moment of silence.
Jessica straightened up on her seat and looked at Taeyeon with wide eyes.
You mean, us? Like us us? Or us with husbands?
Taeyeon chuckled before answering, I mean, us us. Like you and me and a child? Someday?
B-but.. isnt it too early to think about that? Jessicas mind went haywire at the thought of having a family with Taeyeon.
Taeyeon shrugged and said, I was just thinking though. It would be nice to have a family with you. She then smiled and interlaced
their fingers.
But that would mean finding a sperm donor and saving up a lot of money and whatnot. Jessica said matter-of-factly as her eyes
landed on their intertwined fingers that were placed in Taeyeons lap.
I know. Thats why we should start saving up. A grin was then plastered in Taeyeons face.
Oh Taengoo~
Jessicas head returned to its previous spot in Taeyeons shoulder and a comfortable silence engulfed them, forgetting about
Taeyeons troubles for the mean time. Her mind time traveled to the future as she pictured herself in a home with Taeyeon
playing with their son or daughter. They would be good parents, showering him or her with so much love. She would be teaching
in a college nearby and Taeyeon would work in her office. They would eat dinner together everyday. They would grow old
together. She smiled at the thought. Oh how perfect it would be to grow old with Taeyeon by her side. She would help Taeyeon
walk when the latters joints are failing her, and Taeyeon would do the same to her. Shell learn how to cook and cook Taeyeons
favorite dishes everyday. She mentally took note to enroll in cooking lessons if she has the time.
She looked up to Taeyeon momentarily. The girl looked like a lost child. A very cute lost child. Shes one lucky girl to have Taeyeon
in her life because besides the flawless features, the girl owns a big heart and a brain that she appreciates the most. Jessica smiled
and placed a peck on Taeyeons cheek. The girl looked at her questioningly but Jessica just looked ahead of them, feigning
innocence.
Were going to be housemates in two months time. Wow. Jessica said.

Taeyeon nodded with a smile.

Are you happy? Jessica asked and looked at Taeyeon.
Im always happy when Im with you. Taeyeon answered.
I hope you wont get tired of me when were already living together.
Ill never get tired of my Sooyeon. Taeyeon said, kissing Jessicas forehead.
**
After dropping Jessica off, Taeyeon came home to a quiet house yet again. She looked at her wrist watch, the watchs short hand
pointed at the eighth line from the center and its long hand pointed at the second line while its thin hand continued its round
without stopping. 8:10 in the evening. She was about to climb the stairs when she noticed a figured hunched in the living room,
hands leaned on the knees and faint grunts emitted from the persons mouth.
Appa? She asked loudly but the man didnt turn to face her. She decided to come to him instead.
Appa whats wrong? She asked again as she supported her father, bringing him to sit on the sofa.
No-nothing, Taeyeon. Im just.. just tired. The man answered, still grunting.
Youre not okay. Let me bring you to the hospital.
No.. no, Ill just sleep through this. It will be gone by tomorrow. Her father said stubbornly.
Appa, just let me bring you to the hospital. She insisted.
No, Taeyeon. Just bring me to my room instead.
Taeyeon hesitated but obliged when the man refused her offer to bring him to the hospital. She let her father lean on her for
support as they climbed the stairs and Taeyeon noticed that her father lost a lot of weight.
Appa, can I ask you something? She said as they walked the hallway to their rooms. The man hummed and nodded.
Are you.. Taeyeon started as Jessicas reminder lingered in her mind. Her girlfriend had reminded her to ask her father first
before drawing her own conclusions.
Are you sick? She finally voiced out.
The man kept mum as they stood outside the masters bedroom. He straightened up, his hand on the doorknob, ready to open
the door.

He didnt answer her question, instead he smiled and said, Are you free on Sunday? Lets go fishing. Remember how we used to
do that when you and Jiwon were younger? Bring your friends along.
Taeyeon blinked. Her father was smiling at her. Not just a smile, but that smile. The smile she had been so used to when she was
younger. Warm, welcoming, comforting and sincere. The lines beside his eyes showing and all. He glows when he smiles sincerely.
The smile was inviting and Taeyeon found herself mirroring her fathers smile.
Good night, Taengoo-ah. He called out sweetly, the old nickname that he had given her when she was a baby rolling out of his
tongue easily. He walked closer to her, hugged her tight and kissed the top of her head. Just like the old times.
Good night, Appa. Taeyeon said, her smile not fading.
Her father opened the door to their room and Taeyeon started walking away.
Ah, Taeyeon? He said, making Taeyeon stop in her tracks.
I love you, he added, bringing back so many happy memories from Taeyeons childhood.

CHAPTER 13: The Lake

Fumbling fingers took hold of a fishing rod. Jessica frowned. Fishing isn't her thing but Taeyeon had dragged the group along for
a weekend getaway with her parents. It was nerve-racking at first but Taeyeon's expectant eyes made Jessica indulge at her
girlfriends request. She wanted to spend some time with Taeyeon anyway.
But the girl had been evasive ever since Mr. and Mrs. Kim arrived. Even if it was understandable, sort of kind of, it was still
irksome. She just wanted to laugh with Taeyeon, cuddle or talk. She was bored and there was no fish eating her bait, making
her more irritated than she already is. She hissed before cursing under her breath. She turned to her right where the other girls
were happily chatting, laughing as Krystal told them her latest misfortune at the mall with Baekhyun. Another turn of the head
and her sight landed on Taeyeon and her father. They were sitting on a stool far away from the group; fishing rods in hand but
no words were exchanged between them. Jessica wondered if the Kim household had always been so silent.
"Have you gotten any, yet?" Mrs. Kim's voice bolted her back to life as the woman sat beside her on the wooden dock.
"H-hi.. Mrs. Kim."
"Oh sweetie, drop the formalities. Sunkyo and Yuri calls me Auntie, I think it would just be right if you call me Auntie too." Mrs.
Kim smiled and turned to glance at the other girls.
"Are those yours and Taeyeon's friends?" She added when her sight fell on Yoona, Sooyoung and Krystal.
"Ye-yes.. Auntie, she awkwardly said before continuing, The tallest and thinnest of all is Sooyoung, my childhood friend. The
other tall and pale girl is Yoona, one of my bestfriends and Yuris girlfriend. The red haired girl is Krystal, my sister."
"Oh, your sister is lovely. Your parents are lucky to have such beautiful children." Mrs. Kim said with a smile as her sight
lingered on Krystal before bringing her attention back to Jessica.
Jessica smiled and blushed at the compliment, not really knowing what to say.
"I apologize for Taeyeon's behavior just now." Mrs. Kim then said and Jessica looked at her questioningly.
"I know you might think that she's avoiding you. But believe me, right now all she wants is to sit here in my place," Mrs. Kim
chuckled and glanced briefly at her daughter before continuing, "But it had been a long time since she last went fishing with the
old man."
Jessica nodded and smiled.
**

Taeyeon sighed in relief when the figure of her mother sat beside Jessica in her peripheral vision. The girl had been sulking and
been quiet, but Taeyeon knew her evasiveness had something to do with it. Another sigh. Fishing is getting boring. She just
wanted to talk to Jessica.
"Tired?" Her father's voice brought her attention back to the lake. She shook her head no. She was bored, not tired.
"The fishes are being evasive today. Maybe they went to school? You know.. School of fish?" He added with a grin.
Taeyeon had to suppress her laughter before whining, "Appa~! Still the lamest joke ever. Go buy yourself a new joke book."
Mr. Kim laughed along with Taeyeon.
"Maybe I should really buy a new joke book." He said as he snickered.
Taeyeon just shrugged as their laughter died down.
"You have many friends now." Mr. Kim commented.
"Yeyeah."
"Schoolmates?"
"Was. Yuri and the two tall girls are still in their last year in High School. Sunkyo and the blonde girl," there was a pause as
Taeyeon looked over her girlfriend briefly. "Jes-ssica will be in college soon while the red haired girl, Jessica's sister, is a
freshman in High School."
Taeyeon's father nodded and glanced at the group for the last time.
"Your mother looks close with the blonde girl." He commented as his sight landed on her wife that was talking to Jessica.
"Ye-yeah. Guess you could say that. Umma taught her how to bake cupcakes."
Hmm, he hummed and nodded, bringing his full attention back to the fishing rod.
Youre starting college soon. Are you excited? Mr. Kim asked, breaking the silence that had occurred between them.
Ecstatic. Taeyeon answered with a smile, the thought of living together with Jessica clouding her mind.
Good. I know people from your department, it shouldnt be that hard. He said with a satisfied smile.
Appa?
Hmm?
What if.. Taeyeon trailed off, looking at her father first.

What if what? He said, urging her to continue.

What if.. I change my course? What if I dont want to take up business?
There was silence between them as Mr. Kim pursed his lips.
Taeyeon-ah, our company means a lot to me, and you are the only person I could entrust it with. Jiwon had started his little
business and wouldnt take over the company even if I asked him to. His eyes were sad.
I cant just let some random employee take over something I worked hard for a very long time. He added.
You understand me, dont you? He asked when Taeyeon fell silent.
Taeyeon nodded her head, throwing away all her dreams. For her Appa. For the man that had given her everything she ever
needed in life. For the man who loved her even before anybody else did.
**
Jessica stood under a big oak tree by the lake, taking in the beautiful sight before her eyes. The setting sun behind a hill was
giving off a perfect hue of orange and pink across the sky with white cotton candy-like clouds here and there. She had always
adored sunsets. There was something about them that pulls her every time. She smiled. Taeyeon is like a sunset, nice and
inviting. She suddenly missed the shorter girl. She looked over the cabin Taeyeons parents had rented for them, it looked small
because of the distance but she could still make out the figures inside it through the glass window. There was Krystal, Sunny,
Sooyoung, Yuri and Yoona but not Taeyeon. She wondered where her girlfriend could have gone to. She shrugged it off and
instead she took her smartphone from her back pocket, opened the Camera application and snapped a photo of the beautiful
sunset. A content smile lingered in her lips.
Jessicas smile widened when a memory replayed on her mind.
Kiss Kim Taeyeon. Now.
Sooyoung had a devilish smile as she brought a hand up to slap it against Yoonas and Jessica could only glare at them.
She looked over the nerd she was supposed to kiss before she stubbornly exclaimed no.
But then Sooyoung have her ways of making things work the way she wants them. And so Jessica found herself walking towards
the nerd girl who looked so out of place in the school. She was small, had child-like features with glasses too big for her small
eyes. She tapped the girls shoulder but she was ignored and irritation kicked in as she hastily pulled the small girl up, pressing
her lips against the plumped lips. The girl had stubbornly clamped her lips shut and Jessica glided her tongue across it, wanting
more. She cant help it. The girl was unexpectedly intoxicating. The world was spinning faster than it ever did. She definitely
wanted more.

Then the world stopped spinning and Jessica found herself seated on the misty ground, blades of grass poking her thighs. She
looked up only to see Kim Taeyeon glaring at her before stomping her way out of the ground. Her gaze followed Kim Taeyeon
until the girl disappeared inside the halls.
Her blood should be boiling by now because Kim Taeyeon had just pushed her away... But her skin was so smooth and so inviting
andwait, no not inviting, not pretty, not attractive. Nope. Definitely not.
Jessicas right hand touched her lips unconsciously as her left hand clutched her phone close to her chest, heart beating fast.
Short arms encircled her waist and warm breath brushed against her neck, making Jessica jerk back up to the present.
Whats on your mind, Sooyeon? Taeyeon mumbled against the skin in Jessicas neck.
Jessica stiffened a bit as tingles ran down her spine. N-nothing, she said before a smile formed in her lips again as Taeyeon
grazed her lips against the skin in Jessicas neck.
I missed you, Taeyeon mumbled again, arms tightening its hold around Jessicas body.
Missed you too. Jessica answered and turned her head to kiss Taeyeons temple before turning her body inside Taeyeons
arms to face the girl.
Why is my baby upset? She asked when her eyes connected with Taeyeons.
Its nothing. Taeyeon answered with a shook of her head before placing a chaste peck on Jessicas lips. Come, I wanna show
you something. She said before letting go of Jessica, taking her hand and pulling her towards a pathway. They stumbled a bit
through the dark pathway as rocks and branches littered the way. Darkness was slowly creeping in as dusk consumed the lake.
Taengoo, this is dangerous. Jessica whispered, tugging Taeyeons hand lightly so the girl would stop walking.
No, Im here. Dont be afraid. Taeyeon assured and pulled Jessica closer to her instead.
Taeyeon smiled as the wooden dock came into view and a boat was tied securely on it. She squeezed Jessicas hand, making the
girl turn to look at her; she then nodded her head towards the boat.
A.. boat? Jessica asked hesitantly. Taeyeon grinned, nodded and pulled her further into the wooden dock until they were
standing beside the boat.
A boat. Jessica uttered, eyeing the boat.
Get on. Taeyeon instructed.
Jessica looked out at the dark lake before shaking her head no.
Im afraid of dark waters, Taengoo~ She admitted in a low voice.

But you werent afraid when we were in Sooyoungs grandparents place. Taeyeon teased as her mouth formed into a wide
grin.
Jessicas blush was hidden, thank goodness to the night.
Come on. Taeyeon said, pulling her hand as she stepped inside the wooden boat first. Jessica protested for a while but was
soon dragged into the boat.
Do you even know how to make this thing move? Jessica asked incredulously as Taeyeon untie the knots on the dock.
Nope, she answered with a pop.
Kim Taeyeon! What in the world are you doing?! Jessica frantically said when Taeyeon pushed the boat away from the dock.
Making it up to my girlfriend? Taeyeon grinned and took hold of the paddles that were attached on either side of her.
But theres nothing to make up to. Im not mad. Can we just go back now? Please? Taeyeon shook her head with a smile as an
answer. Jessica looked at her girlfriend with amusement as the small girl skillfully propelled and steered the wooden boat with
the paddles, wondering if there is anything the shorter girl can't do.
Jessica saw the physical effort Taeyeon was exerting just for the boat to move, and she stopped whining, instead she closed her
eyes and let her skin feel the cold air and listened to the faint sounds the crickets were making.
Open your eyes, princess. Taeyeon whispered, face centimeters away from Jessica. The latter did as told and her eyes
connected with Taeyeons for a brief moment before the shorter girl closed all the distance between them, capturing her lips in
a slow kiss.
Jessica was about to deepen the kiss but before she could, Taeyeon had moved away a little. She pouted cutely. Taeyeon
chuckled and placed a peck on Jessicas lips before she moved back to sit on her side of the boat.
Jessica then looked around, noticing the change of location. They were now in a small lake with trees and flowers on the shore.
She turned to her back to see a small opening with branches of two opposing trees arching above it, making it look like an
entrance of a church. The moon graced them with her present, slightly illuminating the waters. Jessica then turned to her
girlfriend with delighted eyes only to find the shorter girl hugging a guitar.
Where did you get that? She asked, eyeing Taeyeon incredulously.
Taeyeon didnt say a word; instead she pointed below the center thwart that she was sitting on. Jessica looked over where
Taeyeon had pointed and saw a black guitar case lying on the bottom boards.
Taeyeon strummed a couple of chords before she cleared her throat. Jessica furrowed her brows as Taeyeon looked up to face
her again.

While you were working.. Taeyeon paused for a moment and wiped her sweaty palm against her jeans.
While you were working.. I was.. practicing, she smiled at Jessica before continuing. Im not that good yet.. its the only song
Ive learned.
Taeyeon started strumming on the guitar strings before her angelic voice blended with the guitar.
Settle down with me
Cover me up
Cuddle me in

Lie down with me

And hold me in your arms
Taeyeons fingers clumsily changed position on the guitar fret and she pouted cutely but she continued singing and strumming.
And your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck
I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet
And with a feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now
Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love
She looked up to Jessica again, connecting their eyes as her fingers got used to the changing of chords. Jessica looked back at
her with a sweet smile on her lips.
Settle down with me
And I'll be your safety
You'll be my lady

I was made to keep your body warm

But I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms

Oh no
My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed to my neck

I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet
And with this feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now
Jessica wanted to cry. Her feelings were overwhelming. Kim Taeyeon never fails to make her fall in love all over again.
Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love
The moment was beyond perfect. The moonlight, the steady water, the cold air, Taeyeons voice; everything was perfect and
Jessica fought the tears that were welling up on her eyes. She didnt want to ruin the moment with her overly dramatic actions,
but the sincerity and clarity in Taeyeons voice was making it hard to hold her tears.
Yeah I've been feeling everything
From hate to love
From love to lust
From lust to truth
I guess that's how I know you
So I hold you close to help you give it up

So kiss me like you wanna be loved

You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love
Her tears slowly streamed down her face. She wasnt sad. She was happy. Very, very happy that Kim Taeyeon came along,
making her feel special in every way she could.
Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
Falling in love
We're falling in love

By the time Taeyeon finished the song, Jessica was sobbing. She panicked and carefully moved near the mast thwart where
Jessica was seated, sitting her guitar down in the process. She knelt down in front of Jessica and cupped the crying girls cheeks.
Baby, whats wrong? She asked as she wiped Jessicas tears away with her thumbs.
Jessica didnt answer; instead she wrapped her arms tightly around Taeyeons neck, knocking the girl in the process.
Taeyeon grunts when her back hit the center thwart but Jessica didnt budge, instead, she buried hear face in Taeyeons neck
and straddled the shorter girls lap.
Sica, be careful. Youre rocking the boat. Taeyeon said as her hands rubbed Jessicas back in a soothing manner.
Whats wrong? Was my voice that bad? She asked when Jessicas body relaxed against hers.
Jessica shook her head against Taeyeons neck, nuzzling her nose against the skin.
Then why are you crying? Are you afraid? Lets go back then.
Another shake of the head before Jessica leaned back a little, staring intently at Taeyeons eyes.
That was.. the sweetest thing.. ever. She said in a strained voice.
Taeyeon then grinned upon hearing her girlfriends words.
Glad you liked it, she said and kissed the tip of Jessicas nose.
Are you kidding?! Who wouldnt? And I dont just like it. I love it! Jessica chirped and wiped the remaining tears on her eyes.
Taeyeon chuckled before pulling Jessica in for a tight hug as the girl straddled her lap.
Does it hurt? Jessica asked after a while, words muffled in Taeyeons neck.
What hurts? Taeyeon asked as her fingers glided to the bottom of Jessicas spine.
Your fingers. Do they hurt? Jessica asked again. Taeyeon nodded her answer.
Jessica kept silent and listened to Taeyeons breathing, chest rising up and down against hers.
But its all worth it. Taeyeon whispered after a while, breaking the silence that fell upon them.
Hmm? Jessica hummed with eyelids half-closed, half-opened.
The soreness and blisters. Theyre all worth it. I made you happy, didnt I?
Jessica opened her eyes fully and leaned back again so she was eye to eye with Taeyeon again.
Taengoo~ you always make me happy. Always. Remember that.

Taeyeon smiled before pushing Jessica by the back towards her. She leaned in and tilted her head slightly to the side. She then
closed her eyes and pressed her lips against Jessicas. Their lips danced to the rhythm of their racing hearts that synchronized
perfectly. Taeyeon nibbled on Jessicas lower lip before the tip of her tongue traced the nonexistent bite mark slowly and
teasingly. Jessica opened her lips slightly before they were engaged in a game of tonsil hockey.
Jessicas moans were muffled by Taeyeons dominant tongue and she felt the shorter girls hands gliding up and down her
thighs. Another muffled moan emitted from her lips, her hormones going haywire. She badly needs Taeyeon closer. She pushed
the shorter girl towards her, leaving no space between them as their bodies pressed against each other.
Pulling her lips away to breath, Taeyeon pressed her forehead against Jessicas chin, eyes still closed.
I love you.. I.. love you. I really.. love you. Taeyeon whispered breathlessly.
Jessica nodded with a smile. I know. I know, she says, I love you too.
She was about to get off of Taeyeons lap when she felt the shorter girls lips pressed against her neck, bodies pressed tightly
against each other again.
She smiled as Taeyeons singing voice replayed on her mind.
And your heart's against my chest, your lips pressed to my neck
I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet
And with a feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now
Taeyeon nibbled the skin on Jessicas neck and sucked on it, marking her as if she was her most prized possession. Jessica
groaned; her brain trying to tell her that its going to leave a mark, but her heart was telling her that it was okay because this is
Taeyeon, her Taengoo, and shell happily carry the mark for as long as she can.
Sica-ah~ Taeyeon called out lovingly, her lips moving against Jessicas neck. Be mine forever. Dont ever leave me.
I am yours. Forever.
Their bodies molded into one as they held each other tight under the moonlight. The flowers swayed, blessing them. The trees
bowed, wanting to kiss them. The water stayed still, symbolizing Jessicas place in Taeyeons life. Still. Definite. Clear.

CHAPTER 14: Oppa

Taeyeon's eyes followed the guy as he paced inside her room, hands grazing the spines of the books on the bookshelf before
stopping at a small story book. He smiled before pulling the book out.
"Thumbelina," he muttered before turning to face Taeyeon.
"You still keep this?" He asked with a smile, tapping the book against the palm of his left hand.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes.
A little girl living in a big and scary world, everybody wants her, but not everybody deserved her. He said and glanced at her,
Arent you just like her?
He inspected the small book once again; its thick covers almost worn-out but the pages were dog-ear free since Taeyeon had
always been careful with the things she cherished the most. Jiwon smiled, remembering how Taeyeon had jumped up and down
when their father gave her the small book. He scoffed back then, annoyed at the fact that their father would give anything
Taeyeon wanted while he had to work for the things he asked from him. Shes our princess, treat her well; the old man would
always say. He hated having Taeyeon because she stole all the attention. But he loves Taeyeon because as their father says; she
is their princess. He might bully her a lot of times when they were younger, but he had sworn to be the only one to make her
little sister cry. He loves the fact that he could pacify the little girl with his toy cars; and he feels proud when he does that, like he
is actually doing his task as her brother.
He was about to put the book back to the shelf when a shiny black thing behind the books caught his eyes. He took off one more
book from the shelf and a miniature toy car came in view. He took it before returning the books to the shelf.
"I missed this." He said, bringing a black Volkswagen toy car close to his eyes for inspection. It was his toy car. His favorite toy car,
to be exact. Taeyeon had cried one day, asking him to give the toy car to her. He was hesitant because it was the only thing their
father gave to him without him asking, but Taeyeon wouldnt stop crying and his heart is breaking at the sight. He gave in to his
sisters request with bitterness, but it was soon replaced with joy when Taeyeon happily hugged him, burying her face in his
stomach. Thank you, Jiwon! I love you! She mumbled in his shirt and Jiwons heart jumped at the words. It was the first and last
time he heard Taeyeon say those words to him.
Taeyeon stood up from the bed and grabbed the toy car, jerking Jiwon back to life.
"Dont touch it. Youre going to ruin it. She hissed before putting the toy car inside her desk drawer.
Still possessive over your most prized possessions, I see. He smiled sweetly.
What are you doing here anyway? Taeyeon asked, feigning annoyance.
I missed you, he says and opened his arms wide for Taeyeon to hug him.

Taeyeon eyed him skeptically and waved her hand, brushing him off.
What? I cant miss my baby sister now? He said and enveloped Taeyeon in a bear hug despite the girls protests.
Yah! Kim Jiwon! Let go of me now! NOW! She stomped a foot on the floor but her brother only tightened the embrace.
I missed you Taeng.. life had been lonely without you. He said lovingly, as if reconciling with an old lover.
Yah! What are you talking about?! Youre.. weird.. disgusting.. ew! She said, pushing him with force this time. Jiwon laughed
heartily before ruffling Taeyeons hair.
Kidding! He says, I do miss you though.
Taeyeon shook her head and returned to her previous seat on her bed while Jiwon sat on her desk chair.
So, anything happened while I was away? He glanced at Taeyeon briefly before his eyes scanned the things on the desk. There
were papers, Taeyeons sketch book, a cup holding assorted pens, a calendar desk and a picture frame. His brow quirked at the
lone picture frame. It was Taeyeon and a blonde girl. It looked recent because she wasnt wearing her glasses anymore and her
hair is darker. Taeyeon was grinning while the blonde girl smiled. It looked like it was taken on a lake or a pond because Jiwon
could make out the figures of a paddle and the water in the background. Taeyeon was back-hugging the blonde girl while the
latters arms were stretched forward.
I think something happened, he commented, holding the picture frame and showing it to Taeyeon.
Dont touch that! You might break it! Taeyeon hastily walked up to him and grabbed the picture frame, placing it back on the
desk.
Jiwon rolled his eyes before retorting, I was just holding it, how could I break it?
Because youre clumsy! She answered back, shooing him from the desk chair. He ended up sitting on Taeyeons carpeted floor
as his sister took his place on the desk chair.
Who is she? Jiwon asked, still eyeing the picture frame.
A friend. Taeyeon answered as she fumbled with her fingers.
Liar. Jiwon said casually and Taeyeon flinched.
I dont see any pictures of Yuri and Sunkyu lying around your room. I doubt shes just a friend, he added, A special friend,
maybe?
Taeyeon looked at him in the eye before nodding.
Shes Jessica, she turned to look at the picture once more. Shes my girlfriend.

Jiwons eyes widened for a second before he looked at Taeyeon with a skeptical look.
So.. youre gay?
Taeyeon nodded her head yes.
Since when?
Taeyeon shook her head before answering, I dont know. I only figured it out when I met Jessica. A small smile then grazed her
lips at the thought of the blonde. It had been two weeks since the night in the lake and Jessica had been busy as she took another
part-time job as a cashier in a bookstore. She merely sees Jessica these days and she misses the girl so much.
No wonder you liked my toys when we were younger, Jiwon said before continuing, Does she know that youre the heiress of
Appas company?
Yes. And before you could say something stupid, no shes not after our money or whatever. She loves me and I love her. She
said with much conviction.
Whatever you say, he rose up from the floor and ruffled Taeyeons hair. I dont want to see my Thumbelinas heart being
broken by some blonde girl.
Taeyeon swatted the hand away and hastily pushed his brother out of her room, blood boiling at how his brother could even
think of Jessica like that even before meeting the girl.

**

Jessica leaned against the front counter, eyes scanning the coffee shop. Her mind goes off to Taeyeon, wondering what the
shorter girl is doing at the moment. Is she practicing another song? She giggled inwardly at the memory of what happened two
weeks ago. She misses Taeyeon badly; two part-time jobs drained her energy most of the time, so they werent able to go to
dates anymore. But Taeyeon said it was okay and that they should just spend Jessicas free time sleeping at the Jungs. But Jessica
knew it wasnt okay, she saw the sadness and longing in those chocolate brown orbs.
The bell on the counter rings and Jessica jumped in surprise. She bowed apologetically before smiling at the new customer.
Im sorry I wasnt paying attention. What can I do for you today? She said, trying to sound cheerful.
The guy in front just looked at her with nonchalant eyes.
Sir? She tilted her head slightly to the side.

Your number, the guy said coolly, taking his phone out from his pocket.
Excuse me? Jessica raised her brow at the cockiness of the guy.
I said give me your number. You asked me what you can do for me today. I want you. He said in the same nonchalant tone.
Im sorry but can you step out now? If you dont want to order anything, just please get out. Jessica said as calm as she could
but it sounded harsh. She breathed in large amount of air to calm her down.
Fine, just give me a cup of Espresso and brownies. The guy finally said.
Jessica punched in his orders as fast as she could on the cash register, annoyance creeping in as the guy looked at her intently.
He paid for his orders and Jessica pushed a tray to him without uttering a single word.
You know, my offer is still available. Sit with me if you change your mind. He said, winked and then left the counter.
Jessica scoffed from his back, cursing under her breath as anger crept in. She needs distraction. She looked around first before
taking out her phone from the front pocket of her apron.
Sooyeon? Whats wrong? Taeyeons voice came after three rings. Jessica knew her girlfriend was worried because its unlikely
for her to call at this time of the day.
Nothing, Taengoo.. I just.. missed you. She said as a smile crept its way to her lips when she heard Taeyeon sigh.
I miss you too. But are you sure nothings wrong? Taeyeons voice was skeptical.
Yes, baby. I just wanted to hear your voice.
O..kay?
I miss you. Jessica said.
Taeyeon giggled before saying, Yeah, you just said that.
Taengoo~! Jessica whined, her voice going up a notch, making some of the customers turn towards her. She bowed her
apologies. I have to go now. Bye Taengoo~ I love you.
Bye baby. I love you too.
The call ended and Jessica slipped her phone back to her apron. She leaned on the counter again, the annoying guy long forgotten.
**
Jessica bowed to her co-workers as they stepped out of the coffee shop. It was already nine in the evening and she still needs to
catch a bus. She was dead tired. She lazily dragged herself to the bus stop.

Hi, A voice spoke from behind her and she hastened her pace as a reflex.
Hey, wait up! The voice shouts and she heard footsteps coming close to her.
Her brain was telling her to run but her feet are sore from standing in the coffee shop. She tried, but lost her balance. She closed
her eyes, waiting for her body to crash against the ground, but it didnt happen. Instead, two strong arms grabbed her by the
shoulder.
Are you okay? The person asked, jerking Jessica back to life and she immediately backed away from the guy from the coffee
shop earlier.
You! Why are you following me?! She yelled, pointing an accusing finger at the guy.
The guy scratched the back of his head awkwardly before shoving his hands inside the pocket of his coat.
I just wanted to talk to you, he said and looked at Jessica. I want to apologize for earlier. That was rude of me.
Jessica eyed the guy skeptically without uttering a word.
Look, Im really sorry. I was just fooling around. He said sincerely.
Fine. I dont really care. Will you just leave me alone now? I need to go home or Ill miss my bus. She said and started to walk
forward again but the guy caught her arm. She hissed before swatting his hand away angrily.
What in the world do you think you are doing?! She spat and glared at the guy.
So-sorry. Isorry. Not gonna happen again, I swear. The guy said, scratching the back of his head again. For some odd reason,
Jessica was reminded of Taeyeon as she looked at the guy.
Taeyeon. Right, the girl would be worried if she wont be home in time. She turned to walk away again, and this time the guy
didnt dare to hold her again but she heard faint shuffling of feet behind her, indicating that someone followed her.
Let me send you home instead! Jessica ignored the guy as the bus stop came into view.
You know, my sister would really kill me if shell know what I did today. At least let me make it up to you. He said as he walked
beside Jessica.
Jessicas ears perked at his statement. She turned to look at the guy. Brown orbs, buttoned nose, a dimple showing in his right
cheek as he smiled like a dork in front of her, and the smooth skin like the Kims. Kim. Could it be?
Are you
Your Taengoos brother. Hi, Jessica. He said, cutting her off and smiled widely.
Jessicas eyes widened for a second before annoyance took over.

Dont play around. I know you heard me while I was on the phone earlier. I dont know you and I dont trust you. So please, just
leave now and stop bothering me.
So stubborn, just like our little Thumbelina. Jiwon snickered, making Jessica glare at him.
Okay, at least let me accompany you until the bus arrives. Its late, you shouldnt be going home alone. Aish, that short thing,
she have a car and she doesnt pick you up after work? Tsk. Jiwon blabbered, shaking his head in disbelief.
Excuse me? Jessica said, raising a brow at the guy.
Huh? What?
You just called my girlfriend short thing! Jessica hissed, making Jiwon back away a little from the girl.
Yeyeah. Shes short and small and
Shut up! Dont call her that!
Woah, woah! She is short! Jiwon stubbornly yelled back.
Yah! I said dont call her short!
Yaaah! Dont yell at me! Im older than you! And Im your girlfriends brother! Shouldnt you try to be on my good side? I can
always tell Taeyeon to break up with you!
As if shell listen to you! She stomped on his shoe before glaring at him. Douche! She said in English.
Yaaah! I understand that!
Their bickering was cut short when the bus arrived and Jessica hurriedly ran to get inside it, not allowing Jiwon to follow her as
he continued kneading his feet.
Dammit Thumbelina, your girlfriend is really something. Jiwon muttered under his breath, shaking his head in amusement.

**

Taeyeon smiled widely at her girlfriend as they sat across each other inside the diner they frequent when Jessica has the time.
She extended her hand across the table, opening her palm upwards, asking for Jessicas hand. The latter put her hand on top of
Taeyeons as she mirrored the shorter girls smile.
Two more weeks, Taeyeon said as she squeezed Jessicas hand.

The blonde girl hummed and nodded.

I cant wait to move in with you. Taeyeon added, the wide smile not leaving her face.
Jessica chuckled at the sight.
What are we still doing here Taengoo~? Jessica asked when she noticed that they werent ordering anything anymore.
Taeyeons smile narrowed into an awkward one and Jessicas brows furrowed.
Iwell.. Someone.. want to.. err.. meet you.
Meet me? Who? Jessica asked, having the slightest idea of who the person might be.
My uh.. my
Hello, ladies. Jiwons voice cut Taeyeon off as he stood beside their table and sat beside Taeyeon afterwards, facing Jessica. He
was grinning which irritates Jessica.
Jessica quirked her brow at Taeyeon, lips forming to a semi-scowl. The shorter girl smiled awkwardly at her.
Jiwon, this is Jessica.. Taeyeon said as she introduced Jessica to Jiwon.
Sooyeon, this is my brother, Jiwon.. She added and looked at Jessica.
Hello, Jessica-ssi. Nice to formally meet you. Jiwon said, his voice full with sincerity, contrary to the guy Jessica bickered with at
the bus stop a week ago.
Hi. She curtly answered.
Taeyeon eyed Jessica questioningly at the attitude but the latter shrugged it off.
Jessica listened as the siblings talked about something Jessica couldnt bother herself with. She was lost in her own thoughts
when Taeyeon tapped her hand, excusing herself because she needed to use the restroom. Jessica nodded and smiled at her
girlfriend.
Sooyeon, huh? Jiwon spoke, breaking the silence but Jessica merely shrugged at the comment.
Tell me, are you still angry because I called Thumbelina short? He added.
Jessica quirked a brow at the question. She would have laughed if only she like Jiwons guts. Albeit the cute nickname he had for
her girlfriend, Jessica still hates his guts.
No. I just dont really like you. Jessica said in a cold tone. Jiwon shook his head at the rudeness.
Aigoo, arent you rude?

Only to you, though. Jessica scoffed.

Jiwon shook his head.
Fine, I wont try to get close to you anymore. But I have one question, Jessica-ssi. He stared intently at her before continuing,
What are you after?
Jessica furrowed her brow at the question, she dont understand what Jiwon was talking about. And as if reading her mind, Jiwon
spoke again.
Taeyeon will manage Appas company in four years. I believe you are aware that shes the heiress of South Koreas biggest mirror
manufacturer.
Jessicas eyes widened as the realization dawned on her.
I am not.. after your money. II love Taeyeon! Im not
I just wanted to make things clear here. Jiwon said, cutting her off.
I love Taeyeon, and I never saw her as the heiress of your fathers company. I always saw her as the dorky girl who always wants
to see me smile. I only see Taeyeon as the girl who loves me and the girl that I love dearly. I dont care how much money she have
in her bank or how big her company is, I just want to be with her. And Ill stay with her for as long as she wants me to. Jessica
said with much conviction, staring back at Jiwon.
A smile broke from Jiwons lips before he patted Jessicas hand on top of the table twice.
That was all I wanted to hear. Please take care of my Thumbelina. I cant always be there to watch over her. Shes a little clumsy
at times. He said and chuckled.
Jessica could swear shell go crazy at the sudden mood swings of Taeyeons brother. One time hes scary and all, then the next
hes chuckling like theyre long time friends.
Are you sure youre a businessman? You look more like an ex mental patient to me. Jessica commented, making Jiwon burst
into laughter. He was never called crazy before, not when all the people surrounding him treat him like a god because of his
surname.
Youre really something, Jessica-ssi. He commented, shaking his head with a smile.
**
So, how was Jiwon? Taeyeon asked as they walked hand in hand along the streets of Seoul. They left the diner as soon as Jiwon
bid them goodbye.
Hes a retard. Jessica answered nonchalantly as her fingers played with Taeyeons. Her girlfriend chuckled at the comment.

Hes a little playful at times, but hes a good person. Taeyeon said.
Jessica only hummed her answer as her fingers continued to play with Taeyeons.
Taengoo~?
Hmm?
What if.. if Im not good enough for you? I mean..
Sooyeon, where is this coming from? Did Jiwon say something?
No.. no.. I was just.. Im just wondering if.. someday.. youll take over your fathers company.. and me.. Im just me.. Jung
Sooyeon.. with merely a thousand bucks in her bank account while you..
Sooyeon-ah, youre not making sense. And since when did money become an issue to us? I mean, were happy, right? Im happy
with you. That should be enough, right?
I know.. its just that
And baby, thats still years away. Why are you stressing yourself with the things that dont really matter? Your body is tired
enough from work; dont strain your mind too.
Im.. sorry.
Taeyeon stopped on her tracks, causing Jessica to stop too. She cupped Jessicas cheeks and looked intently at the two light brown
orbs that were staring back at her before her lips formed to a sweet smile.
Remember what I asked you that night in the lake? She asked, tilting her head slightly to the side. Jessica nodded.
You said youll be mine forever. I know you keep your promises, but Im reminding you. Just in case you forget. Taeyeon leaned
in and placed a quick peck in Jessicas lips.
I dont like seeing you so insecure and so lost. I want the confident Jessica I had always known.
Jessica nodded her head in response, arms instantly wrapping around Taeyeons neck, pulling the girl in for a tight hug as they let
the world spin around them.
Lets move in tomorrow. Taeyeon said abruptly, making Jessica pull back from the hug and look at the girl with questioning
eyes.
That way, Ill get to kiss you goodnight every night and kiss you good morning every morning with breakfast in bed. Then I wont
miss you that much. I think Im going to go crazy soon. She grinned at Jessica.

And I really miss your.. Taeyeon trailed off, hand squeezing Jessicas butt briefly before her awkward laughter echoed inside
Jessicas ears.
Taengooooo~!

CHAPTER 15: Wedding

talized words are flashbacks and/or emphasis, while the bold ones are spoken in English.

Rubbing her temples gently, the young CEO leaned her head against the headrest of her leather swivel chair. She shook her head
lightly before opening the topmost drawer in her desk, hoping to find refuge from her migraine pills. She then took her compact
mirror from the same drawer and held it in her left palm, bringing it towards her face. She frowned when she noticed the bags
under her eyes that seemed to be growing each day. She glided her tongue across her pale and dry lips. Another frown. Shes so
pale. The long hours in the office had been taking its toll on her health. She had grown thinner for the past four years ever since
taking over her fathers company. Since then, maintaining her weight had been her biggest struggle.
Her friends had insisted she take a week or two away from work, but she couldnt afford that. Not when the company is miserably
falling. Shed do anything just to salvage their company. Or at least, whats left of it. She sighed. The company has so many debts
that they were not able to pay yet. Another sigh. Oh how playful time is; one moment they were South Koreas biggest mirror
manufacturer, the next theyre just one of those companies. But then its not always rainbows and butterflies, right? Truer words
were never spoken. She snorted, mocking herself.
A buzzing phone snapped her out of her reverie. Her eyes widened in shock when she realized why the person is calling.
Soo, Im coming! She answered while hastily picking her things up and shoving them onto her handbag.
Taeyeon! Where the hell are you?! We are all waiting for you! The weddings about to start!
I know, I know. Im sorry. Ill be there. She said as she hurriedly left her office and went straight inside the elevator.
Fifteen minutes!
What?! But the garden is thirty minutes away from here! Taeyeon complained while she tapped her foot on the metal floor
impatiently.
Bring your lazy ass here in fifteen minutes! You dont want to upset her, right?!
Fine! Fine! With that, Taeyeon ended the call, inwardly cursing as the elevator seemed to be taking more time than it usually
does.
Taeyeon stepped out of the elevator as soon as it reached the parking lot and ran towards her car, driving away with haste.

**
Youre late! Sooyoung hissed while handing Taeyeon a white dress and pulling the short girl into a dressing room. She expertly
put light makeup on Taeyeons face while Sunny braided Taeyeons now shoulder-length blonde locks.
There! Perfect! Sooyoung beamed at her masterpiece while Sunny gave her two thumbs up.
Now go and walk on that aisle, you midget! Sooyoung said, pulling Taeyeon out of the room.
A grass covered ground then came in her line of sight and her short legs had to keep up with Sooyoungs long ones as the girl
dragged her further into the red carpet that was laid on the ground in a straight line up to the altar where a judge stood.
She smiled and bowed at the people that turned to watch her as she marched on the aisle. The mini-band on the side played a
wedding song that Taeyeon could care less. She smiled as she locked gaze with the person standing at the end of the aisle. The
girl looked so happy that her aura seemed to be contagious. A few more steps and she found herself face to face with the girl.
They exchanged sweet smiles before briefly hugging.
Thought youd ditch my wedding. Yuri said, feigning annoyance at her short friend.
Never, Taeyeon said and flashed her brightest smile at her bestfriend before continuing, ..Ill never miss your wedding for the
world, you dork!
Yuri then patted Taeyeons shoulder as they stood side by side. Sooyoung came walking on the aisle next, her long white gown
complimenting her tall figure.
Yah.. Are you the one whos marrying Yuri? Why are you dressed like that? Taeyeon whispered to Sooyoung as soon as she
joined them. Sooyoung rolled her eyes before playfully smacking Taeyeons arm.
The three of them turned to watch Sunny as she walked down the aisle gracefully with a big smile plastered on her face. Taeyeon
smiled at her now brunette friend.
And this bunny acts as if shes the one whos getting married too. Seriously? Taeyeon whispered to Sooyoung again, earning
giggles from the tall girl.
She desperately wants to get married. Too bad she doesnt have anyone to marry right now. Sooyoung whispered back.
I heard that, you shikshin! Sunny pursed her lips at Sooyoung as she stood next to the tall girl.
Opsie. Sooyoung replied, covering her mouth playfully.
Here she comes.. Yuri said, bringing all their attentions back to the other end of the aisle.
A smiling girl came into view as soon as the song changed. It was a softer version of Jung Yups Nothing Better. Yuri searched for
the doe-eyes behind the white veil. Their eyes locked instantly and Yoonas smile widened when she saw a tear threatening to

fall from her lovers eyes. She took a deep breath before moving forward, holding her own tears in before mouthing a quick but
sincere I love you. Yuri then smiled before wiping her tears with the tissue that Taeyeon managed to pass to her.
Yuri-ah.. Yoonas mother smiled as soon as they reached the other end of the aisle. Yuri opened her arms before lunging herself
at Mrs. Im.
Im pretty sure you girls will take care of each other, Mr. Im said as he enveloped Yuri in a tight hug too.
..I love you both. He added, letting go of Yuri and turning to face his daughter again.
And you.. He pinched Yoonas cheeks, earning chuckles from Taeyeon, Sunny and Sooyoung.
Im so glad you finally found your happy ever after. He enveloped Yoona in a tight and long hug.
Taeyeon watched the interaction with sad eyes which Sooyoung instantly noticed. She draped an arm around Taeyeons shoulders,
bringing the girls attention to her. Sooyoung then tilted her head towards the chairs at the front, signaling her to take a seat.
Taeyeon smiled and nodded at Sooyoung before following the two girls.
The place became solemn as soon as the judge spoke, asking for anybody who objects to the marriage. When no one spoke, he
went on with the ceremony. And by the time he announced Yoona and Yuri wife and wife, Taeyeon found herself crying along
with her friends. The wedding was beautiful, the couple was beautiful. Everything looks so perfect. Even the heavens agreed, as
the sky cleared into a beautiful blue with white cotton candy-like clouds scattered all over it.
The reception was held at the same place. Taeyeon watched as Sooyoung went back to the buffet table for the nth time that day
while Sunny went around taking pictures of the newlyweds. Much like prom, she thought.
She was about to pour herself another glass of wine when Sooyoung snatched the glass from her.
Here. Eat. This is much better than wine. She said and pushed a plateful to Taeyeon.
Taeyeon made a face before shaking her head.
Not hungry. She said, snatching the wine glass back from Sooyoung.
Thats your fourth glass already but I havent seen you eat yet. Sooyoung commented as she watched Taeyeon pour wine to
her glass. Much to her dismay, Taeyeon just shrugged her shoulders, dismissing her.
Seriously.. you need to have a life, Taeng. She commented, eating the food she got for Taeyeon instead.
I have a life, Soo. A busy one at that.
No! I mean like, life life. Like really living, Taeyeon. Not just breathing and hiding in the confines of your office.
You dont get to tell me how I should live my life.

I am not telling you. Im merely suggesting.

But you are stepping on the lines!
What? So thats what I get for caring now?!
Damn it Soo!
No. Damn you, Kim Taeyeon! You know you brought this to yourself!
I know! Okay? I know! You didnt have to remind me!
Whats going on here? The two bickering girls turned their heads to the direction of the voice.
Nothing, Yoong. Sorry. Taeyeon said apologetically and brought her attention back to her glass.
Soo? Sunny asked before sitting down on the chair beside Taeyeon.
Nothing. Sooyoung answered, pushing her plate away.
Anywaaaay.. Yuri then spoke up, beckoning for Yoona to sit on the chair before sitting on the chair beside it. Taeng.. that guy
is checking you out, she said, index finger pointing at a guy sitting a few tables from them. The group turned to look at the guy
Yuri was referring to.
Taeyeon grimaced upon seeing the guy. Sure she loved mustache; but the guy overdid it as the facial hair almost covered his lips.
She shook her head no. He looks like a terrorist, she said before turning her attention back to her friends. By the time she
finished her comment, Sooyoung had already gripped the side of her stomach as she held her laughter.
Yah! Whats wrong with you?! Taeyeon asked, poking Sooyoung by the shoulder.
Oh my gaaahhh! Did you.. just see him.. wink at.. Tae.. Taeyeon? He looks like an.. ahjussi! Sooyoung said in between laughter,
causing the other girls to laugh too.
Oh Taeng.. youre such a charmer. Sooyoung said, pinching Taeyeons cheek.
Yaaaaahhhh! Choi Sooyoung!! Taeyeon protested, prying the girls hand away from her face but it was futile.
He wasnt that bad, you know. Sunny commented, swatting Sooyoungs hand away.
Not that bad? Sunny are you blind?! Taeyeon retorted, widening her eyes dramatically at the aegyo queen. Sunny rolled her
eyes before waving a hand at Taeyeon.
Okay, his beard is thick. But its not like shaving wont solve that, right?
Whano. No no. And I dont need another boyfriend, thank you very much.

Yuri rolled her eyes before saying, How about the nursery teacher guy.. whats his name again? Wasnt he so caring and all?
Jo Kwon? Oh my gaahh! He was caring alright, too caring that he made Taeyeon one of his students. Sooyoung said, snickering.
Tae, baby you should take a nap.. Tae, baby you should eat these cookies.. Tae, baby drink your milk. Yoona added, making the
group burst into laughter except Taeyeon.
Wasnt he gay though? Sooyoung added and Sunny nodded her head vigorously.
Oh! I know! I know! How about the psychology professor? What was his name again? Yuri said, looking at Yoona for answers.
Cant remember.. ugh.. Hyusong? Hyunseong? Oh! Right! Shim Hyunseong! Yoona beamed, clapping her hands together.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes.
Oh, Mr. Perverted Professor? The guy who almost raped Taeng?! No way! Sooyoung said, making a face and frantically shaking
her head.
Or Mr. Fianc Jang Wooyoung. Sunny commented, making the group fall silent.
The engagement was cancelled a long time ago, Sunny. Thats why I lost more than half of the company, remember? And I and
Wooyoung are close friends now. Taeyeon answered, breaking the silence.
Why are you so choosy, Taeng. Were not teenagers anymore. Yuri commented while Taeyeon merely shrugged her shoulders.
Or maybe because my long lost bestfriend still has her heart? Sooyoung said, making the group fall into another uncomfortable
silence.
Who? Sica? Yoona asked innocently.
Like I have other bestfriends. Sooyoung rolled her eyes at the youngest girl of the group.
I wonder what happened to her. Even her whole family disappeared. Didnt Baekhyun cry his eyes out for a week because of
Baby Jungs disappearance too? Sunny casted a glare at Yuri after her statement which she merely shrugged at.
A bitter smile found its way to Taeyeon lips as she say, She might even chop me into pieces if we ever meet again.
A sad and sympathetic smile plastered in Sunnys face while she tapped Taeyeons hand.
I miss Sica.. Sooyoung abruptly said, making all the girls turn towards her.
..what? I just miss my bestfriend, alright? It had been four years. She said defensively, looking straight in Sunnys eyes as the
aegyo queen glared at her to shut up.
Sorry, Soo. Taeyeon said, forcing a smile.

Its not your fault, Taeng. Sooyoung answered, draping an arm around the shorter girls shoulder.
**
That night, Taeyeon lay in bed as she waits for sleep to consume her. She brought the duvet up to her chin and turned to lie on
her side, facing the empty side of the bed. The bed was too big for her, but she couldnt bring herself to replace it. It was their bed.
There were a lot of Jessicas memories in it. She smiled unknowingly as images of Jessica flooded her mind.
She looked at Jessicas sleeping face. Her girlfriend looked dead tired from all the activities from last night. She smiled as she
leaned her face closer, breathing in Jessicas scent. Her eyes then landed on the inviting lips of her girlfriend, and before she could
stop herself; she dove in, indulging in her girlfriends strawberry scented lips. She sucked on Jessicas upper lip before the girl
stirred on her sleep. Taeyeons hand instantly rubbed Jessicas back as she pull away a little with a smile on her face.
Morning, Taengoo.. Jessica said groggily, snuggling closer to Taeyeon.
Taeyeons heart fluttered in nervousness as she found it hard to form the right words.
Marry me.. Sooyeon-ah. She whispered while her hand continued rubbing Jessicas back.
Jessicas eyes opened instantly. She looked at Taeyeon for a while before running to the bathroom to wash her mouth. Taeyeon
waited patiently, puzzled and nervous at the same time, thinking that she might have shocked Jessica. Or worst, her girlfriend
wouldnt want to marry her.
She watched as Jessica made her way back to the bed, sitting on her previous spot.
What did you just say? Jessica asked with incredulous eyes. Taeyeon smiled and got out of the bed too before entering the
bathroom. After a while, she sat on her previous spot on the bed, facing Jessica with a small box of dental floss in hands. Jessica
arched a brow at Taeyeon.
Taeyeon cut a short length of the thin filament before taking Jessicas hand in hers. She delicately knotted the floss in Jessicas
ring finger then kissed it.
When I was young I used to forget things a lot.. be it a word or a chore. So Umma would always tie a thread on my fingers. She
said that if I look at it, Id remember things.. Taeyeon paused, admiring Jessicas fingers.
..Im putting this in your finger now so you wouldnt forget that today, I asked you to be my wife. She added, kissing Jessicas
hand.
So..? Taeyeon asked, looking at Jessica with expectant eyes.
Yes.. yes Taeyeon. I will marry you! Jessica chirped as tears fell from her eyes before lunging herself at Taeyeon, making the girl
giggle as she steadied their bodies.

I love you Taengoo-ah~

I love you, Sooyeon~
Jessica reached for her smartphone at the bedside table as soon as she stopped crying. She raised the hand that Taeyeon had
knotted the floss on to, bringing it beside Taeyeons face.
Smile, Taengoo.. Jessica instructed as she pointed her smartphone at her hand and Taeyeon. The latter did as told and soon
enough, Jessica snapped a photo of Taeyeon and her hand.
So that I wont forget that today you asked me to be your wife. Jessica said with a smile before leaning in and capturing
Taeyeons lips in a deep and passionate kiss.
Taeyeons eyes fluttered opened and the image of Jessicas smiling face vanished into thin air. She brought a hand to her cheeks
as something warm and wet trailed down on it. She hastily wiped it before sitting up on the bed. Her gaze then landed on her
alarm clock; 4:02 in the morning. Another short slumber. With a sigh and shook of the head, she put on her slippers and got out
of the bed, then out of the room.
She brought the coffee cup near her nose before sipping from it. She waited until the hot liquid reaches her stomach. Her mind
wandered back to her dream. It had been eight years since she first met Jessica, four and a half years since she proposed and four
years since Jessica disappeared from their lives. She didnt tried tracking her though, because she knew she was to blame. Do
something! Anything! She remembers Sooyoung screaming bloody murderer at her with weary eyes. Jessica was nowhere to be
found. Even the Jungs. It was like they all vanished into thin air. But of course that wasnt the case; Taeyeon knew she was to
blame. Though Sunny and Yuri stood by her side back then, she knew her two bestfriends werent really happy of her decision.
But she needed to choose. And chose she did. Even if it cost her much more that she gained.
Sigh. Life had gone downhill since then.
The months after Jessica disappeared were spent inside the ICU. Talking and talking, and talking to her comatose father, as if it
would bring back his health. The doctor had shaken his head then. Lupus, terminal stage. He said with apologetic eyes. That was
the same time she found out about their companys debts. And her fathers words from a few months before he was rushed to
the ICU replayed on her head; Taengoo.. I dont want to lose the company. Im really sorry, Taengoo. But please, please do this
for me. Marry Wooyoung, thats the only way you can save the company. There, that was what he meant by a merger in six years.
She should have known. Well, who would have thought fixed marriage were still in? Not her, at least. Her mother had cried.
Because she was torn, she cried for Taeyeon but she also cried for her husband. Taeyeon.. the company, were her fathers last
words. Taeyeon nodded, accepting her fate.
Taeyeon shook her head as migraine crept its way to her head. Walking down memory lane was never a good idea to start your
day, eh? She sighed. At least she still have their friends. But what about Sooyeon? Her Sooyeon. Does she have friends too? How

did she cope up? Is she living happily now? Does she remember about her Taengoo too? Does she miss her? Questions. A lot of
them. But there were no answers. She will never know the answers to her questions.
**
Taeyeon lifelessly followed Sunny as they strode inside the supermarket. The aegyo queen had been going on and on about a
photoshoot she had a few days ago and how hot the guys were. Taeyeon nodded, not really listening to Sunnys blabbering. Her
mind still lingers on Jessica.
Taeng, are you even listening? Sunny asked while putting a box of cereal on her basket.
Huh? Yeyeah. You were saying? Taeyeon scratched the back of her head while her eyes scanned the cereals in front of her,
searching for the brand Jessica always bought for them before.
Here. Sunny said, poking Taeyeon with the box of cereal.
Thanks, Sunny bunny! Taeyeon beamed and grinned at Sunny.
The aegyo queen rolled her eyes before saying, I wonder when youll change cereal brand.
Taeyeon looked at her questioningly.
Dont play dumb. We all know that is Jessicas favorite cereal brand.
Taeyeon didnt answer and instead she brought her attention to the vegetable fridge at the back of the cereal rack they were in.
There was a girl standing in front of it, she looked like she was contemplating on what vegetable to buy. Taeyeon looked at the
girls back. Her gaze landed on the girls smooth, long and slender legs as they were exposed because of her short floral skirt. The
figure looks familiar. Taeyeon racked her brain for a name but found none. She moved a little to her left, hoping to get a glimpse
of the girls face. She froze on her spot as soon as she did.
Taeng? Sunny asked, moving to her side.
Its Jessica. Taeyeon whispered as if all hell would break loose if she says it a little louder.
Jessica as in Jessica Jung? Barbie? Sunny clarified, eyes searching the supermarket for the blonde.
Theres no other blonde here except you. Sunny commented as her eyes continued to scan the whole place.
No, not blonde. Dark brown wavy hair. Blue cardigan. Short skirt. Legs. Smooth legs. White. Long. Taeyeon rambled, making
Sunny pull her eyebrows together.
Taeng, you know you can tell me things.. right? She said, turning Taeyeons body to face her.
Taeyeon arched a brow at her friend before nodding.

Now tell me.. Sunny looked from left to right before continuing, ..are you on drugs? She whispered.
Whawhat?! No! No! There! Shes there! Taeyeon said, pointing at the girls direction. Sunny followed the direction Taeyeon
was pointing at.
Ssica? Sunny uttered with wide eyes.
Sica! She yelled happily even before Taeyeon could cover her mouth.
Sunny! What are you doing! Taeyeon hissed as she covered Sunnys mouth.
Sunny took the hand from her mouth and said, Saying hello to my friend?
She skipped happily towards Jessica, pulling Taeyeon along with her.
Sica~ Sunny greeted happily.
The girl turned to face them. Her eyes landed on Sunny before landing on Taeyeon, lingering for a moment. Taeyeon smiled
awkwardly at the girl.
You.. you called for me? The girl answered in perfect English.
Uh, yes? Sunny answered, glancing at Taeyeon for a moment. The latter merely shrugged.
Anyway, how are you? You look good! Sunny beamed again, reaching out to hold Jessicas hands but the girl immediately
shoved her hands inside the pocket of her cardigan. Sunny pouts and retracted her hands.
Im sorry, but do I know you? The girl asked Sunny with nonchalant eyes.
Taeyeon tilted her head a little, looking straight into Jessicas eyes but they gave nothing away.
Sunny. Remember? High school friends? Like really really friends. College housemates? Sunny said, eyebrows knitting to the
center again.
Im s-sorry. I had an.. uhm.. amnesia. Right, amnesia. I have amnesia from an accident four years ago, so I dont remember any
of my past. The girl said with calm and expressionless face.
Really?! Oh my gosh! Sunnys eyes widened even more.
Did you hear that, Taeng?! She added, shaking Taeyeons hand. The latter just nodded; her eyes never leaving Jessica.
Im really sorry if I dont remember you and your.. err, sister? The girl said, eyeing Taeyeon for a brief moment.
Oh, this is Taeyeon. Your.. err, Sunny looked at Taeyeon and the latter shook her head. ..your friend from High School too.
H-hi. Taeyeon said, smiling awkwardly at the girl.

Hello, Im Jessica. But I guess you already know that. Jessica said, giving them a small smile.
Uh. When did you.. when
Mommy! A little girls voice cut Taeyeon off mid-sentence as they all looked down on the little bundle of joy running towards
Jessica. She hugged Jessicas legs as soon as she reached her and Jessica bent down to pick up the girl, brushing their noses
together; making the little girl giggle.
Did you have fun? Jessica asked the little girl sweetly and the little girl nodded her head.
Mommy Hyo say she waits durr. The little girl pointed at one of the cash counters.
Alright, lets go then. Jessica said, as she put the little girl down.
It was nice seeing you guys but I have to go now. Sunny-shi.. and..? Jessica tilted her head in a questioning manner with
furrowed brows.
TaengTaeyeon.. Kim Taeyeon. Taeyeon said, extending her hand to Jessica but the latter chose to bow to them instead before
walking off to the cash counter.
Was that her daughter? Sunny asked after making sure Jessica was out of earshot.
I.. I think so..? Taeyeon answered in a low voice as her gaze followed Jessica to the cash counter, approaching a blonde girl.
Wow, so shes married now? Wow, just wow. This is too much. Sunny said, shaking her head as she picked up a vegetable.

talized words are flashbacks and/or emphasis, while the bold ones are spoken in English.

Rubbing her temples gently, the young CEO leaned her head against the headrest of her leather swivel chair. She shook her head
lightly before opening the topmost drawer in her desk, hoping to find refuge from her migraine pills. She then took her compact
mirror from the same drawer and held it in her left palm, bringing it towards her face. She frowned when she noticed the bags
under her eyes that seemed to be growing each day. She glided her tongue across her pale and dry lips. Another frown. Shes so
pale. The long hours in the office had been taking its toll on her health. She had grown thinner for the past four years ever since
taking over her fathers company. Since then, maintaining her weight had been her biggest struggle.
Her friends had insisted she take a week or two away from work, but she couldnt afford that. Not when the company is miserably
falling. Shed do anything just to salvage their company. Or at least, whats left of it. She sighed. The company has so many debts
that they were not able to pay yet. Another sigh. Oh how playful time is; one moment they were South Koreas biggest mirror

manufacturer, the next theyre just one of those companies. But then its not always rainbows and butterflies, right? Truer words
were never spoken. She snorted, mocking herself.
A buzzing phone snapped her out of her reverie. Her eyes widened in shock when she realized why the person is calling.
Soo, Im coming! She answered while hastily picking her things up and shoving them onto her handbag.
Taeyeon! Where the hell are you?! We are all waiting for you! The weddings about to start!
I know, I know. Im sorry. Ill be there. She said as she hurriedly left her office and went straight inside the elevator.
Fifteen minutes!
What?! But the garden is thirty minutes away from here! Taeyeon complained while she tapped her foot on the metal floor
impatiently.
Bring your lazy ass here in fifteen minutes! You dont want to upset her, right?!
Fine! Fine! With that, Taeyeon ended the call, inwardly cursing as the elevator seemed to be taking more time than it usually
does.
Taeyeon stepped out of the elevator as soon as it reached the parking lot and ran towards her car, driving away with haste.
**
Youre late! Sooyoung hissed while handing Taeyeon a white dress and pulling the short girl into a dressing room. She expertly
put light makeup on Taeyeons face while Sunny braided Taeyeons now shoulder-length blonde locks.
There! Perfect! Sooyoung beamed at her masterpiece while Sunny gave her two thumbs up.
Now go and walk on that aisle, you midget! Sooyoung said, pulling Taeyeon out of the room.
A grass covered ground then came in her line of sight and her short legs had to keep up with Sooyoungs long ones as the girl
dragged her further into the red carpet that was laid on the ground in a straight line up to the altar where a judge stood.
She smiled and bowed at the people that turned to watch her as she marched on the aisle. The mini-band on the side played a
wedding song that Taeyeon could care less. She smiled as she locked gaze with the person standing at the end of the aisle. The
girl looked so happy that her aura seemed to be contagious. A few more steps and she found herself face to face with the girl.
They exchanged sweet smiles before briefly hugging.
Thought youd ditch my wedding. Yuri said, feigning annoyance at her short friend.
Never, Taeyeon said and flashed her brightest smile at her bestfriend before continuing, ..Ill never miss your wedding for the
world, you dork!

Yuri then patted Taeyeons shoulder as they stood side by side. Sooyoung came walking on the aisle next, her long white gown
complimenting her tall figure.
Yah.. Are you the one whos marrying Yuri? Why are you dressed like that? Taeyeon whispered to Sooyoung as soon as she
joined them. Sooyoung rolled her eyes before playfully smacking Taeyeons arm.
The three of them turned to watch Sunny as she walked down the aisle gracefully with a big smile plastered on her face. Taeyeon
smiled at her now brunette friend.
And this bunny acts as if shes the one whos getting married too. Seriously? Taeyeon whispered to Sooyoung again, earning
giggles from the tall girl.
She desperately wants to get married. Too bad she doesnt have anyone to marry right now. Sooyoung whispered back.
I heard that, you shikshin! Sunny pursed her lips at Sooyoung as she stood next to the tall girl.
Opsie. Sooyoung replied, covering her mouth playfully.
Here she comes.. Yuri said, bringing all their attentions back to the other end of the aisle.
A smiling girl came into view as soon as the song changed. It was a softer version of Jung Yups Nothing Better. Yuri searched for
the doe-eyes behind the white veil. Their eyes locked instantly and Yoonas smile widened when she saw a tear threatening to
fall from her lovers eyes. She took a deep breath before moving forward, holding her own tears in before mouthing a quick but
sincere I love you. Yuri then smiled before wiping her tears with the tissue that Taeyeon managed to pass to her.
Yuri-ah.. Yoonas mother smiled as soon as they reached the other end of the aisle. Yuri opened her arms before lunging herself
at Mrs. Im.
Im pretty sure you girls will take care of each other, Mr. Im said as he enveloped Yuri in a tight hug too.
..I love you both. He added, letting go of Yuri and turning to face his daughter again.
And you.. He pinched Yoonas cheeks, earning chuckles from Taeyeon, Sunny and Sooyoung.
Im so glad you finally found your happy ever after. He enveloped Yoona in a tight and long hug.
Taeyeon watched the interaction with sad eyes which Sooyoung instantly noticed. She draped an arm around Taeyeons shoulders,
bringing the girls attention to her. Sooyoung then tilted her head towards the chairs at the front, signaling her to take a seat.
Taeyeon smiled and nodded at Sooyoung before following the two girls.
The place became solemn as soon as the judge spoke, asking for anybody who objects to the marriage. When no one spoke, he
went on with the ceremony. And by the time he announced Yoona and Yuri wife and wife, Taeyeon found herself crying along

with her friends. The wedding was beautiful, the couple was beautiful. Everything looks so perfect. Even the heavens agreed, as
the sky cleared into a beautiful blue with white cotton candy-like clouds scattered all over it.
The reception was held at the same place. Taeyeon watched as Sooyoung went back to the buffet table for the nth time that day
while Sunny went around taking pictures of the newlyweds. Much like prom, she thought.
She was about to pour herself another glass of wine when Sooyoung snatched the glass from her.
Here. Eat. This is much better than wine. She said and pushed a plateful to Taeyeon.
Taeyeon made a face before shaking her head.
Not hungry. She said, snatching the wine glass back from Sooyoung.
Thats your fourth glass already but I havent seen you eat yet. Sooyoung commented as she watched Taeyeon pour wine to
her glass. Much to her dismay, Taeyeon just shrugged her shoulders, dismissing her.
Seriously.. you need to have a life, Taeng. She commented, eating the food she got for Taeyeon instead.
I have a life, Soo. A busy one at that.
No! I mean like, life life. Like really living, Taeyeon. Not just breathing and hiding in the confines of your office.
You dont get to tell me how I should live my life.
I am not telling you. Im merely suggesting.
But you are stepping on the lines!
What? So thats what I get for caring now?!
Damn it Soo!
No. Damn you, Kim Taeyeon! You know you brought this to yourself!
I know! Okay? I know! You didnt have to remind me!
Whats going on here? The two bickering girls turned their heads to the direction of the voice.
Nothing, Yoong. Sorry. Taeyeon said apologetically and brought her attention back to her glass.
Soo? Sunny asked before sitting down on the chair beside Taeyeon.
Nothing. Sooyoung answered, pushing her plate away.

Anywaaaay.. Yuri then spoke up, beckoning for Yoona to sit on the chair before sitting on the chair beside it. Taeng.. that guy
is checking you out, she said, index finger pointing at a guy sitting a few tables from them. The group turned to look at the guy
Yuri was referring to.
Taeyeon grimaced upon seeing the guy. Sure she loved mustache; but the guy overdid it as the facial hair almost covered his lips.
She shook her head no. He looks like a terrorist, she said before turning her attention back to her friends. By the time she
finished her comment, Sooyoung had already gripped the side of her stomach as she held her laughter.
Yah! Whats wrong with you?! Taeyeon asked, poking Sooyoung by the shoulder.
Oh my gaaahhh! Did you.. just see him.. wink at.. Tae.. Taeyeon? He looks like an.. ahjussi! Sooyoung said in between laughter,
causing the other girls to laugh too.
Oh Taeng.. youre such a charmer. Sooyoung said, pinching Taeyeons cheek.
Yaaaaahhhh! Choi Sooyoung!! Taeyeon protested, prying the girls hand away from her face but it was futile.
He wasnt that bad, you know. Sunny commented, swatting Sooyoungs hand away.
Not that bad? Sunny are you blind?! Taeyeon retorted, widening her eyes dramatically at the aegyo queen. Sunny rolled her
eyes before waving a hand at Taeyeon.
Okay, his beard is thick. But its not like shaving wont solve that, right?
Whano. No no. And I dont need another boyfriend, thank you very much.
Yuri rolled her eyes before saying, How about the nursery teacher guy.. whats his name again? Wasnt he so caring and all?
Jo Kwon? Oh my gaahh! He was caring alright, too caring that he made Taeyeon one of his students. Sooyoung said, snickering.
Tae, baby you should take a nap.. Tae, baby you should eat these cookies.. Tae, baby drink your milk. Yoona added, making the
group burst into laughter except Taeyeon.
Wasnt he gay though? Sooyoung added and Sunny nodded her head vigorously.
Oh! I know! I know! How about the psychology professor? What was his name again? Yuri said, looking at Yoona for answers.
Cant remember.. ugh.. Hyusong? Hyunseong? Oh! Right! Shim Hyunseong! Yoona beamed, clapping her hands together.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes.
Oh, Mr. Perverted Professor? The guy who almost raped Taeng?! No way! Sooyoung said, making a face and frantically shaking
her head.
Or Mr. Fianc Jang Wooyoung. Sunny commented, making the group fall silent.

The engagement was cancelled a long time ago, Sunny. Thats why I lost more than half of the company, remember? And I and
Wooyoung are close friends now. Taeyeon answered, breaking the silence.
Why are you so choosy, Taeng. Were not teenagers anymore. Yuri commented while Taeyeon merely shrugged her shoulders.
Or maybe because my long lost bestfriend still has her heart? Sooyoung said, making the group fall into another uncomfortable
silence.
Who? Sica? Yoona asked innocently.
Like I have other bestfriends. Sooyoung rolled her eyes at the youngest girl of the group.
I wonder what happened to her. Even her whole family disappeared. Didnt Baekhyun cry his eyes out for a week because of
Baby Jungs disappearance too? Sunny casted a glare at Yuri after her statement which she merely shrugged at.
A bitter smile found its way to Taeyeon lips as she say, She might even chop me into pieces if we ever meet again.
A sad and sympathetic smile plastered in Sunnys face while she tapped Taeyeons hand.
I miss Sica.. Sooyoung abruptly said, making all the girls turn towards her.
..what? I just miss my bestfriend, alright? It had been four years. She said defensively, looking straight in Sunnys eyes as the
aegyo queen glared at her to shut up.
Sorry, Soo. Taeyeon said, forcing a smile.
Its not your fault, Taeng. Sooyoung answered, draping an arm around the shorter girls shoulder.
**
That night, Taeyeon lay in bed as she waits for sleep to consume her. She brought the duvet up to her chin and turned to lie on
her side, facing the empty side of the bed. The bed was too big for her, but she couldnt bring herself to replace it. It was their bed.
There were a lot of Jessicas memories in it. She smiled unknowingly as images of Jessica flooded her mind.
She looked at Jessicas sleeping face. Her girlfriend looked dead tired from all the activities from last night. She smiled as she
leaned her face closer, breathing in Jessicas scent. Her eyes then landed on the inviting lips of her girlfriend, and before she could
stop herself; she dove in, indulging in her girlfriends strawberry scented lips. She sucked on Jessicas upper lip before the girl
stirred on her sleep. Taeyeons hand instantly rubbed Jessicas back as she pull away a little with a smile on her face.
Morning, Taengoo.. Jessica said groggily, snuggling closer to Taeyeon.
Taeyeons heart fluttered in nervousness as she found it hard to form the right words.
Marry me.. Sooyeon-ah. She whispered while her hand continued rubbing Jessicas back.

Jessicas eyes opened instantly. She looked at Taeyeon for a while before running to the bathroom to wash her mouth. Taeyeon
waited patiently, puzzled and nervous at the same time, thinking that she might have shocked Jessica. Or worst, her girlfriend
wouldnt want to marry her.
She watched as Jessica made her way back to the bed, sitting on her previous spot.
What did you just say? Jessica asked with incredulous eyes. Taeyeon smiled and got out of the bed too before entering the
bathroom. After a while, she sat on her previous spot on the bed, facing Jessica with a small box of dental floss in hands. Jessica
arched a brow at Taeyeon.
Taeyeon cut a short length of the thin filament before taking Jessicas hand in hers. She delicately knotted the floss in Jessicas
ring finger then kissed it.
When I was young I used to forget things a lot.. be it a word or a chore. So Umma would always tie a thread on my fingers. She
said that if I look at it, Id remember things.. Taeyeon paused, admiring Jessicas fingers.
..Im putting this in your finger now so you wouldnt forget that today, I asked you to be my wife. She added, kissing Jessicas
hand.
So..? Taeyeon asked, looking at Jessica with expectant eyes.
Yes.. yes Taeyeon. I will marry you! Jessica chirped as tears fell from her eyes before lunging herself at Taeyeon, making the girl
giggle as she steadied their bodies.
I love you Taengoo-ah~
I love you, Sooyeon~
Jessica reached for her smartphone at the bedside table as soon as she stopped crying. She raised the hand that Taeyeon had
knotted the floss on to, bringing it beside Taeyeons face.
Smile, Taengoo.. Jessica instructed as she pointed her smartphone at her hand and Taeyeon. The latter did as told and soon
enough, Jessica snapped a photo of Taeyeon and her hand.
So that I wont forget that today you asked me to be your wife. Jessica said with a smile before leaning in and capturing
Taeyeons lips in a deep and passionate kiss.
Taeyeons eyes fluttered opened and the image of Jessicas smiling face vanished into thin air. She brought a hand to her cheeks
as something warm and wet trailed down on it. She hastily wiped it before sitting up on the bed. Her gaze then landed on her
alarm clock; 4:02 in the morning. Another short slumber. With a sigh and shook of the head, she put on her slippers and got out
of the bed, then out of the room.

She brought the coffee cup near her nose before sipping from it. She waited until the hot liquid reaches her stomach. Her mind
wandered back to her dream. It had been eight years since she first met Jessica, four and a half years since she proposed and four
years since Jessica disappeared from their lives. She didnt tried tracking her though, because she knew she was to blame. Do
something! Anything! She remembers Sooyoung screaming bloody murderer at her with weary eyes. Jessica was nowhere to be
found. Even the Jungs. It was like they all vanished into thin air. But of course that wasnt the case; Taeyeon knew she was to
blame. Though Sunny and Yuri stood by her side back then, she knew her two bestfriends werent really happy of her decision.
But she needed to choose. And chose she did. Even if it cost her much more that she gained.
Sigh. Life had gone downhill since then.
The months after Jessica disappeared were spent inside the ICU. Talking and talking, and talking to her comatose father, as if it
would bring back his health. The doctor had shaken his head then. Lupus, terminal stage. He said with apologetic eyes. That was
the same time she found out about their companys debts. And her fathers words from a few months before he was rushed to
the ICU replayed on her head; Taengoo.. I dont want to lose the company. Im really sorry, Taengoo. But please, please do this
for me. Marry Wooyoung, thats the only way you can save the company. There, that was what he meant by a merger in six years.
She should have known. Well, who would have thought fixed marriage were still in? Not her, at least. Her mother had cried.
Because she was torn, she cried for Taeyeon but she also cried for her husband. Taeyeon.. the company, were her fathers last
words. Taeyeon nodded, accepting her fate.
Taeyeon shook her head as migraine crept its way to her head. Walking down memory lane was never a good idea to start your
day, eh? She sighed. At least she still have their friends. But what about Sooyeon? Her Sooyeon. Does she have friends too? How
did she cope up? Is she living happily now? Does she remember about her Taengoo too? Does she miss her? Questions. A lot of
them. But there were no answers. She will never know the answers to her questions.
**
Taeyeon lifelessly followed Sunny as they strode inside the supermarket. The aegyo queen had been going on and on about a
photoshoot she had a few days ago and how hot the guys were. Taeyeon nodded, not really listening to Sunnys blabbering. Her
mind still lingers on Jessica.
Taeng, are you even listening? Sunny asked while putting a box of cereal on her basket.
Huh? Yeyeah. You were saying? Taeyeon scratched the back of her head while her eyes scanned the cereals in front of her,
searching for the brand Jessica always bought for them before.
Here. Sunny said, poking Taeyeon with the box of cereal.
Thanks, Sunny bunny! Taeyeon beamed and grinned at Sunny.
The aegyo queen rolled her eyes before saying, I wonder when youll change cereal brand.

Taeyeon looked at her questioningly.

Dont play dumb. We all know that is Jessicas favorite cereal brand.
Taeyeon didnt answer and instead she brought her attention to the vegetable fridge at the back of the cereal rack they were in.
There was a girl standing in front of it, she looked like she was contemplating on what vegetable to buy. Taeyeon looked at the
girls back. Her gaze landed on the girls smooth, long and slender legs as they were exposed because of her short floral skirt. The
figure looks familiar. Taeyeon racked her brain for a name but found none. She moved a little to her left, hoping to get a glimpse
of the girls face. She froze on her spot as soon as she did.
Taeng? Sunny asked, moving to her side.
Its Jessica. Taeyeon whispered as if all hell would break loose if she says it a little louder.
Jessica as in Jessica Jung? Barbie? Sunny clarified, eyes searching the supermarket for the blonde.
Theres no other blonde here except you. Sunny commented as her eyes continued to scan the whole place.
No, not blonde. Dark brown wavy hair. Blue cardigan. Short skirt. Legs. Smooth legs. White. Long. Taeyeon rambled, making
Sunny pull her eyebrows together.
Taeng, you know you can tell me things.. right? She said, turning Taeyeons body to face her.
Taeyeon arched a brow at her friend before nodding.
Now tell me.. Sunny looked from left to right before continuing, ..are you on drugs? She whispered.
Whawhat?! No! No! There! Shes there! Taeyeon said, pointing at the girls direction. Sunny followed the direction Taeyeon
was pointing at.
Ssica? Sunny uttered with wide eyes.
Sica! She yelled happily even before Taeyeon could cover her mouth.
Sunny! What are you doing! Taeyeon hissed as she covered Sunnys mouth.
Sunny took the hand from her mouth and said, Saying hello to my friend?
She skipped happily towards Jessica, pulling Taeyeon along with her.
Sica~ Sunny greeted happily.
The girl turned to face them. Her eyes landed on Sunny before landing on Taeyeon, lingering for a moment. Taeyeon smiled
awkwardly at the girl.

You.. you called for me? The girl answered in perfect English.
Uh, yes? Sunny answered, glancing at Taeyeon for a moment. The latter merely shrugged.
Anyway, how are you? You look good! Sunny beamed again, reaching out to hold Jessicas hands but the girl immediately
shoved her hands inside the pocket of her cardigan. Sunny pouts and retracted her hands.
Im sorry, but do I know you? The girl asked Sunny with nonchalant eyes.
Taeyeon tilted her head a little, looking straight into Jessicas eyes but they gave nothing away.
Sunny. Remember? High school friends? Like really really friends. College housemates? Sunny said, eyebrows knitting to the
center again.
Im s-sorry. I had an.. uhm.. amnesia. Right, amnesia. I have amnesia from an accident four years ago, so I dont remember any
of my past. The girl said with calm and expressionless face.
Really?! Oh my gosh! Sunnys eyes widened even more.
Did you hear that, Taeng?! She added, shaking Taeyeons hand. The latter just nodded; her eyes never leaving Jessica.
Im really sorry if I dont remember you and your.. err, sister? The girl said, eyeing Taeyeon for a brief moment.
Oh, this is Taeyeon. Your.. err, Sunny looked at Taeyeon and the latter shook her head. ..your friend from High School too.
H-hi. Taeyeon said, smiling awkwardly at the girl.
Hello, Im Jessica. But I guess you already know that. Jessica said, giving them a small smile.
Uh. When did you.. when
Mommy! A little girls voice cut Taeyeon off mid-sentence as they all looked down on the little bundle of joy running towards
Jessica. She hugged Jessicas legs as soon as she reached her and Jessica bent down to pick up the girl, brushing their noses
together; making the little girl giggle.
Did you have fun? Jessica asked the little girl sweetly and the little girl nodded her head.
Mommy Hyo say she waits durr. The little girl pointed at one of the cash counters.
Alright, lets go then. Jessica said, as she put the little girl down.
It was nice seeing you guys but I have to go now. Sunny-shi.. and..? Jessica tilted her head in a questioning manner with
furrowed brows.

TaengTaeyeon.. Kim Taeyeon. Taeyeon said, extending her hand to Jessica but the latter chose to bow to them instead before
walking off to the cash counter.
Was that her daughter? Sunny asked after making sure Jessica was out of earshot.
I.. I think so..? Taeyeon answered in a low voice as her gaze followed Jessica to the cash counter, approaching a blonde girl.
Wow, so shes married now? Wow, just wow. This is too much. Sunny said, shaking her head as she picked up a vegetable.

CHAPTER 16: Jessica

The blonde looked up to the clear blue sky. It was a beautiful day, everything felt perfect. She inhaled, breathing in the air of
spring.
Jessie, its time. Krystal spoke and a sweet smile plastered her face.
Krys.. Im.. nervous. Jessica admitted as she fiddles with the bouquet of purple lilacs on her hands.
Oh Jessie.. youre so pretty. Krystal glided to her sister before enveloping her in a long hug.
Taeyeon-unnie is so lucky to be your wife. She added.
Jessica smiled at her sister before saying, Im lucky to have her too.
You both are lucky. The siblings turned to face their mother as she spoke from their back.
Mom.. Jessica said, letting go of Krystal to hug her mother.
You look so beautiful, princess. Another voice came in, and Jessicas smile widened as her father opened his arms at her, asking
for a hug.
Ah, Daddy! Why are you making me cry? Youre going to ruin my makeup. I will look ugly in my own wedding! Jessica pouted
cutely as she moved to hug her father.
Dont worry, Taeyeon will still love you then. Mr. Jung said, stroking the back of the head of his eldest daughter.
Ah, I am getting old. Im already walking my daughter to the altar. Mr. Jung said, sniffing. Krystal rolled her eyes at her overly
dramatic father.
Alright, guys! Lets get going. We dont want Taeyeon-unnie to be waiting for long. Lets go! Lets go! Krystal announced, making
her father laugh at her.
You call Taeyeon Unnie but you only call Sooyeon Jessie. Arent you a little biased? Mr. Jung joked as he ruffled Krystals
perfectly braided hair.
Daaaaaddddd!!!! I spent hours and hours on my hair!!! Krystal whined, swatting her fathers hand away.
Laughter was her fathers response as he enveloped the youngest Jung in a tight embrace.
Aigoo, my Soojung. Dont go shocking me for a wedding like your sister did, alright? You girls are gonna be the death of me.
Seriously. He said, casting a glance at Jessica which the latter just cheekily grinned at.

You know very well that this was inevitable. Dont be so dramatic. Mrs. Jung then commented as she pat her husbands arm,
beckoning him to start walking.
I know.. He replied, smiling at his wife as he intertwined their fingers together.
Lets go, Jessie. Krystal extended a hand to Jessica with a smile, which the latter took happily; letting her younger sister guide
her to the garden where the guests were waiting.
Dont cry, alright? Just smile. Remember your makeup. Krystal whispered.
**
The place was how Jessica had always imagined it to be. Green, trimmed grass on the ground and Cherry Blossoms beautifully
sprinkled on either side of the pathway to the altar. The wind slightly blew as it kissed Jessicas cheeks. A smile found its way to
the blondes lips. This is it! She mentally cheered. The chairs were already occupied by their guests. Her friends from work, from
college and of course; Yoona, Sooyoung, Sunny and Yuri. They all stood up as Jessica approached the end of the aisle. Sooyoung
was the first one to approach her, enveloping her in a tight hug.
Soo! Cant.. breath.. Jessica protested; half-chuckling, half-choking.
Sorry.. its just.. youre so beautiful.. Sooyoung said, letting go of the older girl.
Thanks Soo.
Can I hug my savior? Yoona joined in, pushing Sooyoung aside.
Yoong.. Jessica grinned, opening her arms towards the younger girl.
You look perfect, Sica.
Now, now. Its my turn. Sunny chimed in, breaking Jessica and Yoonas hug.
Thank you. So much. For everything. For High School. For Taeyeon. Jessica rambled as she hugged Sunny.
I didnt do anything. It was all you and Taeyeon, okay? You dont have to thank me. I just want to see the both of you happy.
Sunny replied with little tears in her eyes.
Barbie.. you take care of the nerd, alright? And patience. Remember. Yuri grinned as she too, enveloped Jessica in a hug.
Yah! Im here! And youre calling her Barbie?! Yoona protested, breaking the hug between Jessica and Yuri.
Jealous Yoong is hot. Yuri whispered cheekily, making the younger girl blush.
Krystal just rolled her eyes at her Unnies antics.

Now, where is the grooerr, other bride? I dont see any short girl here except Jessie and Soonkyu-unnie. Krystal said, as she
scanned the garden for Taeyeon.
Yah! Were not short! You guys are just reeeaaallyyyyy tall, alright?! Jessica retorted, making everyone laugh.
As soon as the laughter died down; Mr. Jung spoke, Wheres Taeyeon, Soonkyu?
I.. well.. I havent heard from her since last night. Sunny said, taking her phone out from her purse.
Im being sent straight to voice mail. She added, waving her phone in front of the Jungs.
Jessica looked at her mother with worried eyes. Mrs. Jung smiled and nodded as she takes her daughters hand in hers.
Shes fine, Sooyeon. Dont worry, shell be here. She cooed; thumb rubbing the back of Jessicas hand.
What if something happened? She was never late, you all know that. Jessica asked as tears started building up on the side of
her eyes.
Mr. Jung was quick to wipe the tears as he said, Nothing happened, okay? Taeyeon is fine. She might be on her way. Dont worry.
Jessica nodded hesitantly at her father, brushing her negative thoughts away.
She was soon ushered to an empty chair on the back as her family and friends crowded around her, concern and worry evident
on their faces. Krystal had tried calling her Taeyeon-unnies phone but just like Sunny, she was sent straight to voice mail. Krystal
groaned inwardly before dialing Taeyeons number again and, this time, leaving a message asking where she is and to call her as
soon as she could.
An hour passed and there was still no sign of Taeyeon. Jessica started to be jittery by then. It wasnt in Taeyeons nature to be
late. She was never late. Especially when it comes to Jessica. She started pacing back and forth, still holding the purple lilacs; not
minding the hemline of her wedding dress as it grazed against the ground.
Jessie, will you relax? Please? Krystal pulled her wrists, snapping her out of her thoughts.
Three hours passed and there was still no Taeyeon. Some of the guests had walked out by then, casting Jessica sympathetic
glances. But she brushed them off. Taeyeon and her safety was more important at the moment.
Three hours dragged to four, then five, then six; and eventually all the guests had left after seven hours of waiting, leaving Jessica
with her friends and family. Yoona and Yuri looked at each other with knowing gazes. The couple then looked at Sunny who
shrugged her shoulders before they glanced at Sooyoung who was balling her fist.
Thats it! Shes not coming! Come on, Sica. Lets get you home. Sooyoung announced with much venom in her voice, making
all the attentions of the Jungs turn towards her. Mrs. Jung shook her head in disapproval, pointing her lips at Jessica before
Sooyoung nodded knowingly. Mr. Jung, on the other hand, extended his hand towards his eldest daughter.

Come on, princess. It had been seven hours. Lets wait for Taeyeons explanation at home instead? He said, smiling sadly at his
daughter.
But Jessica stayed rooted on her seat as she shook her head stubbornly. Dad, shes coming. She promised, she said as new tears
started running down her cheeks. Her father was fast at catching it again with his thumb. He looked to his side where his wife
stood. Mrs. Jung smiled weakly at him before nodding.
Alright. The old ones are heading home first.. He said as he stood up from crouching down in front of his eldest daughter.
Sooyoung, will you send Sooyeon and Soojung home, please?
Yes, Uncle. Sooyoung nodded before Jessicas parents bid them goodbye.
Im sorry, Jessie. Krystal said abruptly, hanging her head low.
Sooyoungs face contorted before saying, Yah! Jung Soojung! Why are you saying sorry?! Its that midgets fault! I knew she
couldnt be trusted!
Sooyoung.. Yuri said as she eyed Jessica who was now softly sobbing. She then moved to Jessicas side as she rubbed the crying
girls back.
Sica-yah.. dont cry. I know Taeng has an explanation. She added as Jessica continued crying.
Sunny then moved closer to the blonde, enveloping her in a comforting hug. Jessica.. Im sorry, she said as she too, shed little
tears. The sight before her was too heartbreaking. Taeyeon may have her reasons but Sunny cant help but get mad at her
bestfriend. She shouldnt have proposed in the first place.
Krystal then knelt in front of her sister as she kissed the older girls forehead. Jessica looked up to meet Krystals gaze. The younger
girl had a smile on her face as she said, you are too pretty to be crying over an irresponsible midget.
Jessica looked off to the side, not being able to hold Krystals sympathetic gaze anymore. Why does everybody pity her? Its not
like Taeyeon is going to break her promise, right? The together forever? No, Taeyeon would never do that. The girl loves her; that,
she is sure.
Sunny, have you tried her phone again? She said in a croaked voice. Sunny nodded with sad eyes.
She averted her eyes to the night sky and caught the sight of the Sirius star; the brightest and Taeyeons favorite star. Jessica
sighed before whispering, Taengoo..
**
Days turned into weeks and but there was still no messages or calls from Taeyeon. Jessica waits patiently, vowing to listen to
whatever her fiance would say. Yes, she will do just that. She was ready to forgive, ready to take Taeyeon back. But then Krystal

came barging in, with a newspaper in hand. The youngest Jungs eyes were ablaze as she handed Jessica the newspaper. With
puzzled eyes, Jessica tilted her head as she looked up to Krystal.
I knew this was the reason! Damn it! Krystal paced to and fro in front of Jessica, making the older girl dizzy.
Krys, your making me dizzy. Will you stand still please? Jessica commented as she tugged on Krystals wrist. However, she was
taken aback at her sisters crying face.
Krys, whats wrong? Did you and Baekhyun fight? She asked frantically, cupping her sisters face.
The younger Jung scoffed, Youre worrying about me when your fiance havent called you since the wedding... supposed
wedding. Ex. Fiance. She said, hissing the last words.
What?! Jessica arched a brow at her younger sister.
Krystal didnt answer. Instead, she moved to the bed and took the newspaper that Jessica had dropped when she stood up.
Krystal then raised the newspaper to Jessicas face, making the front page visible to her sister.
Jessicas eyes widened at the picture. Her heart twinge as her brain went haywire. Unstoppable tears unconsciously rolled down
her thinning cheeks. She blinked; once, twice, thrice. She lost count. Her vision was already blurred when her sisters long arms
wrapped around her body.
Kim Taeyeon and Jang Wooyoungs Engagement. The bold letters of the front page screamed, as if slapping her hard on the face.
Her body shook as she cried a river of tears in her sisters shoulder. Her world crumbled down. Whatever happened to together
forever?
The week after Taeyeons engagement with one Jang Wooyoung, Jessica finds herself seated in a plane bound for California with
a puffy-eyed Krystal sleeping soundly beside her and their parents on the seats before them. Her hand unconsciously rubbed her
belly and a small, sad smile found its way to her lips. It was time to start anew.
**
West Coast has been nothing but nice so far. The sun, the beach, the smiling people; Jessica loved all of it. They had adjusted well,
with Krystal continuing her studies and their father managing his brothers business. Their new life has been good so far. But
there was still that void in Jessicas heart. It still aches for Taeyeon after all. It had been exactly six months since they left South
Korea, cutting all communications from her friends. It was hard, but she needed to do it. She didnt need any reminder of Taeyeon.
Sure, Yoona and Sooyoung might hate her for what she did, but she thought it was for the best.
She looked ahead at the beach as her hand rubbed her bulging belly. A few months more and her baby will be out in the world.
Krystal had gone hysterical when she broke the news of her being pregnant a few weeks after they were settled in their new
home in California. Her father shook his head disapprovingly but her mother had the biggest smile on her face. Im happy for you.
What are we going to name him or her? She said happily as she hugged Jessica. Krystal had interrupted then, What?! No! That

child would just remind her of South Korea! Are you nuts?! Why would you do that?! She yelled, forgetting that their parents were
there. Fortunately, their father was there to pacify his youngest daughter, patting her shoulder. Are you sure about this, Sooyeon?
Being a parent is not an easy task, especially when youre a single parent. He said, cupping Jessicas cheeks. She looked straight
to her fathers eyes and nodded, making him smile before hugging her. Youre and idiot, Krystal commented before enveloping
her in a tight hug. Jessica smiled, thanking the heavens for her beautiful family.
Too lost in her thoughts to notice the other person that sat beside her, Jessica jumped a little when the person cleared their
throat.
Jeez! You scared me! Dont do that again! She said as she clutched her chest.
Jessi, Ive been here for the past fifteen minutes. The person beside her giggled before reaching out to rub her bulging tummy.
How are you feeling? The person asked again.
Im fine. My tummy doesnt hurt anymore. Jessica answered, smiling warmly at her companion before leaning her head on the
persons arm.
Dont stress yourself anymore or little Seohyun will suffer.
Jessica nods her answer and hummed.
What were you thinking just now? The person asked.
Life.
What about life?
How sad yet wonderful it turned out?
How can it be wonderful when its sad?
Well, I met great people. I met you, I have Seohyun coming up, I got Hyo. I still have my family. Although it didnt turn out the
way I had planned it; I could never ask for more.
Your hormones are making you overly dramatic. If I didnt know better, I would have thought you have some terminal disease
and youre actually saying goodbye.
Jessica rolled her eyes though the other person cant see it.
Thank you, Tiff. She said before straightening up to kiss the girls cheeks. A blush crept its way to Tiffanys cheeks before smiling,
eyes transforming to crescent.
**

Jessi, hold on.. were almost there. Tiffany said frantically as she rode the ambulance with Jessica holding her hand tight.
Cant this thing go any faster?! She yelled at the paramedics as she watched Jessicas eyelids fluttered open before closing again.
Maam please calm down. A paramedic checking Jessicas blood pressure said coolly, making Tiffany arch a brow.
I am suing all of you if something happens to my friend! She yelled, making the paramedics flinch.
Jessi.. Jessi stay with me, okay? Dont you dare sleep Jessica Jung! She said, tightening her hold on Jessicas hand.
A weak nod was Jessicas answer as tears after tears roll down her cheeks.
**
The patient is still unconscious but you can take little Seohyun home now. The doctor smiled warmly at Krystal as a nurse
handed Mrs. Jung a healthy baby girl.
Her gaze averted to Jessica before asking, Shes okay, right?
The doctor looked over Jessica too before answering, We will do everything for her to be okay. For now we cant really be sure.
He then excused himself.
Stupid unnie. Krystal whispered as she stroke Jessicas chestnut brown tresses.
Krys, shes going to be fine. Tiffany smiled at the sulking girl before squeezing her shoulder lightly.
**
She looks just like her.
Jessica turned to face her sister as they watch Seohyun run around their backyard.
Yeah. She answered, bringing her attention back to her daughter.
Are you accepting the modeling offer in Korea?
Jessica nodded.
But, are you going to be okay? Tiffany wont be there.
Hyo and Seohyun are coming with me. Ill be okay, Krys. Jessica gave her sister an assuring smile.
Im worried about you. If I could just come, I would. But I still have university. Krystal said, leaning her head in Jessicas shoulder.
Jessica brushed the stray hair on her sisters face before kissing the younger girls forehead.
Thank you, Krys. But Ill be fine, I promise.

Call me as soon as something happen, okay?

Will do.
**
A week and a half had passed since her talk with Krystal and Jessica finds herself standing outside Incheon International Airport.
She inhaled a lungful of South Koreas air as nostalgia crept in. What a way to welcome me. However, a tug on the hem of her
shirt had Jessica looking down to a pair of expectant eyes.
Mommy? Seohyun tired. Her daughter whined, pouting cutely. Jessica bent down before carrying the three year old girl in her
arm.
Lets get going. Her blonde friend spoke from behind them. Jessica smiled and nodded.
Thanks Hyo.. for being here. Jessica said before getting in on the cab that was waiting for them.
**
The day after Jessica signed the four months contract for a clothing line was the day she dreaded the most. It started to be a
happy day with them strolling around Seoul before ending up in a supermarket to buy grocery supplies. Seohyun happily skipped
on the sidewalk as she sang a nursery rhyme, making Jessica and Hyoyeon chuckle at the wrong lyrics.
You go get the vegetables and Ill take care of Hyunnie. Hyoyeon instructed and Jessica nodded.
When she arrived on the vegetable fridge, she grimaced at the cucumbers that occupied almost half of the fridge. She just finished
putting vegetables on her basket and was about to get a sweet potato for her daughter when a familiar voice suddenly yelled her
name.
She looked at the short duo that stood a few feet away from her. Her insides flipped as her eyes landed on the blonde that was
smiling at her.
You.. you called for me? She inquired in English, as if she didnt hear them.
The short brunette looked beside her before answering in English too, Uh, yes? The blonde beside the brunette shrugged.
Anyway, how are you? You look good! The brunette reached out for her hand but Jessica shoved her hands inside her pockets
as a reflex. Her mind was going haywire at the unexpected meeting. She wasnt prepared and she didnt want this to happen
either. She was fine, she was moving on with her life. Why did she have to see her here again?
Im sorry, but do I know you? She asked, shocking the short duo and herself. It all happened so fast. She panicked; she didnt
know what else to say.

The blonde girl looked deep in her eyes, like how she used to do, and fortunately Jessica had regained her composure. Wearing
that bored-looking expression she always wear on photoshoots.
Sunny. Remember? High school friends? Like really really friends. College housemates? The short brunette inquired expectantly
with her brows pulled together.
Im s-sorry. I had an.. uhm.. amnesia. Right, amnesia. I have amnesia from an accident four years ago, so I dont remember any
of my past. She answered, deciding to go on with her lie.
Really?! Oh my gosh! Sunny exclaimed with wide eyes and Jessica inwardly sighed. Soonkyu had always been the gullible one.
Did you hear that, Taeng?! The aegyo queen added and Jessica saw Taeyeon nod in her peripheral vision as she stared intently
at Jessica.
Im really sorry if I dont remember you and your.. err, sister? She went along, eyes glancing briefly at the blonde who stood
beside Sunny without uttering a word.
Oh, this is Taeyeon. Your.. err, She heard Sunny trailed off before looking at Taeyeon with questioning eyes, as if asking for
permission. Jessicas eyes wavered for a split second as Taeyeon shook her head.
..your friend from High School too. Sunny continued.
Did she just deny me in my face? Jessica mentally asked as anger build up. How dare you, Kim Taeyeon!
H-hi. The blonde said shyly, accompanying it with a smile. Jessica wanted to wipe off the smile on the blondes face but knew
better than to get caught.
Hello, Im Jessica. But I guess you already know that. She answered instead, mustering a small smile.
Uh. When did you.. when Taeyeon was about to ask something when her daughters voice came booming in.
Mommy! Jessica exhaled the breath she was unconsciously holding as she bent down to pick up her daughter.
Did you have fun? She asked Seohyun with her sweet voice, throwing all the cold faade away.
The little girl nodded before answering, Mommy Hyo say she waits durr. And pointed at the blonde who stood on the cashier.
Alright, lets go then.
It was nice seeing you guys but I have to go now. Sunny-shi.. and..? Jessica said, turning her attention back to the short duo.
No, she didnt forget Taeyeons name. She could never forget her name.
Taeng.. There was a slight pause and Jessica caught the hesitation in the blondes voice. Kim Taeyeon. The girl added,
extending her hand to Jessica expectantly.

Seeing Taeyeon again was too much, and holding her hand would most likely break the cold faade down. And Jessica didnt want
to tear up in front of her ex lover. So she did what was the most polite thing to do; she bowed before strolling off with her
daughter.
She held her tears as she approached Hyoyeon and the blonde looked at her questioningly.
**
Are you okay? Hyoyeon asked Jessica as the girl looked out the window with sad eyes. The girl had been zoning out since they
went home from the supermarket.
I saw Taeyeon, was her short answer.
What? Where? Hyoyeon asked, taking a seat beside her friend.
Earlier at the supermarket.
Then what happened?
I.. Jessica tore her gaze off the window for a second and looked at Hyoyeon.
I told them I have amnesia and dont remember them. She added.
You what?!
Jessica shrugged.
Why did you have to lie?
I panicked, okay. I thought I was okay. But she stood there, in front of me, smiling like nothing happened. What was I supposed
to do?
Oh, Jess.
Was it wrong?
I dont know. Maybe yes, maybe no.
My heart still aches.
Jessica leaned her head in Hyoyeons shoulder. She had been dying to call Krystal since they came home but she didnt want to
worry the younger girl. And there was Tiffany, the one she had confided most of her problems. But the girl didnt know about
Taeyeon, she only knew about an ex-fiance from Seoul and nothing more. Hyo, on the other hand, knew about Taeyeon and
was always trustworthy. Not that Tiffany wasnt. But by the time she met Tiffany, she was already moving on and decided to
burry in the past what had been in the past.

A frown found its way to her face. That was the right thing to do, right? Burry the past in the past? But why was Taeyeon still
pulling some strings in her heart? And why does the girls voice still send tingles all over her body? Why does she still feel bare
under Taeyeons gaze? And more importantly, why does she miss Taeyeon more than before? Where was the hurt? Where was
anger? The girl betrayed her before. It was only right to feel angry towards the girl, right? She left her hanging before.
But its not right. I shouldnt be feeling anything anymore, right? Jessica added, making Hyoyeon turn to face her, only to be
greeted by the older girls crown of the head.
Jess, we can just go back to California if its too much. Hyoyeon answered, squeezing Jessicas hand that was laid on her lap.
Jessica shook her head before straightening up.
No, I have signed those contracts. Four months wont be that long.
She smiled an assuring smile at her blonde friend.
Its not like Im going to see her again, anyway.

CHAPTER 17: Taeyeon

Taeyeon paced back and forth inside the hospital room as her father lay unconscious on the bed. They had been here since
yesterday and the old man have yet to wake up and it worries her to no end. She sat down on the chair beside his bed as she
pondered on her fathers words before the man fell unconscious.
Taeyeon.. youre taking over the company in a few weeks from now. He smiled as he beckoned his daughter to sit on the chair
on the other side of the desk.
Taeyeon nodded and smiled at her father. Thats the plan.
Finally, I can rest.
Taeyeon nodded again.
How are things with you and Wooyoung? Her father abruptly asked, making Taeyeon quirk a brow at the man.
Were okay.. why did you asked?
Oh, good. And nothing, I just really like him for you.
But Appa, were just friends and Im with Jessica. You know that.
The man smiled before waving a hand at her daughter.
That kind of relationship wont last, Taengoo. It wont be acceptable in our society. Especially when you become the CEO. He
said coolly, as if he had predicted his daughters future.
I dont care about what society says. Taeyeon answered with a stern voice, making her father frown.
Taeyeon, the company is going downhill. He admitted with a serious tone. The one he uses when he deals with investors.
I sold three-fourths of the company to Wooyoungs parents.. He trailed off, looking off to the side.
Why would you do that?! You worked hard for that company! Appa! Taeyeon didnt mean to raise her voice but it came rather
harsh as the shocking news sank in.
I didnt have a choice.. I will lose the company either way. He said dejectedly.
Your Umma doesnt know.. yet. He added.
Do you even plan on telling her? You always keep her in the dark. Taeyeon said coldly.
I do. I will. Im just waiting for the right time.

And when is that?

As soon as I settle everything. He looked up to his daughter.
Taeyeon held his gaze.
I would need your help though. He said, making Taeyeon arch a brow.
I.. Wooyoung, hell be the CEO by next week. He started, looking anywhere but Taeyeon.
His parents wants grandchildren.. He paused again as Taeyeon kept mum, brows knitting together.
I.. well, you see Taengoo.. they offered me.. something.
Taeyeon scoffed. Of course.
If.. if you marry him.. we will.. you will remain as the CEO while the company retains its name. if you.. marry him and bear his
child.
Taeyeon stood up, slamming her palms on the wooden desk.
NO! She yelled.
You have to do this. For the company.
All you think about is your god damned company! What about me?! Im your daughter! I have a girlfriend that Im marrying
soon!
This is the best for you. Do you think Jessica will stick around if you lose everything?
Jessica is not like that! Gah! How many times do I have to tell you?! She loves me! Me! Not my money! Not your god damned
money!
You can never be so sure!
NO! No Im not marrying Wooyoung! Never!
The company is all we have, Taeyeon! Think about this family for a second and stop being selfish!
Me?! Selfish?! How about you? Arent you just as selfish as I am?!
I am doing this. For. The. Family.
No! You are doing this for yourself! Why cant you just let your company go?! Its your fault it went downhill! Why do I have to
suffer the consequences of your actions?!

Taeyeon, the company is all we have. I worked hard for it. I spent all my time for that company. All Im asking is a little help.
Taeyeons father said in a softer tone.
Yeah, you spent all your time there, thats why you neglected your family. And little help? Little help?! Are you kidding me? You
want me to marry a person I dont love! Little help?! Ha! Taeyeon scoffed again, plopping back to her chair.
No, Appa. I am not marrying anyone but Jessica. I already proposed to her and the wedding will be in two days time. I am marrying
her whether you like it or not. She added in a monotonous tone.
You can disown me. I dont care.
Her father snapped his head towards Taeyeon as the ridiculous statement caught his attention. Disown? His own child? No, that
is not happening.
Taeyeon please, I dont have much time. Just this once. Grant me just this once.
No. She answered firmly, standing up from her chair before casting her father one last glance.
Im marrying Jessica and thats final. She added before turning her back towards her father.
She heard her father rose from his seat as well but she didnt mind as she continued walking towards the door. She was about to
twist the doorknob open when a loud thud caught her attention, making her turn back to her father instinctively. Her eyes widened
at the sight of her fathers lifeless body sprawled beside the wooden desk. She hurriedly ran to his side before shaking him but the
man wasnt responding. She started panicking and calling out for her mom. Everything afterwards went in a blur. The ambulance,
her mother crying hysterically, the emergency room, the doctors hurrying to her fathers aid.
Taeng? A voice broke her from her reverie as the person entered the room.
Taeyeons eyes briefly looked at the new comer before bringing her attention back to her fathers sleeping figure.
Thumbelina, you should rest. Jiwon said, squeezing his sisters shoulder lightly.
I.. did this to him. Im such a bad daughter. Jiwon.. I.. Im sorry. Taeyeon whispered, hanging her head low.
Shhh. You did not. He already had the illness, he was just so stubborn. He could have just rested at home instead of running that
company of his. So dont blame yourself, okay? Jiwon pushed his sisters head sideways lightly so it was leaning on his torso as
he stood beside the chair she was sitting at.
I dont want to lose him. I.. told him he can.. disown me.. but I didnt mean it.. I swear.. I was just angry.. and I said things.. I
shouldnt have.. She trailed off as tears started streaming down her face.
I know, I know. Dont worry about it too much, hell eventually wake up. And again, dont blame yourself. Jiwon cooed, stroking
his sisters black hair.

Should I
No, no, Taeyeon. Just because he has this illness doesnt mean youll submit to his plans. No, I wont let you suffer. Jiwon stated
in a stern voice, making Taeyeon sigh. She was so torn. Just yesterday she was so sure she is not considering her fathers plea.
But her fathers condition had unexpectedly made her mind go haywire. It was now between her father, her own blood, the man
who gave her everything and Jessica. Jessica who changed her world in a wonderful and pleasing way. Jessica who bent all her
principles in life. Jessica who she loves with all that she is. Jessica who is expecting to see her on the altar tomorrow.
You are contemplating. Jiwon stated matter-of-factly, breaking Taeyeons chain of thoughts yet again.
What happens when he loses the company? Taeyeon asked, gaze fixed to her father.
He would still have us, Taengoo.
But we will never be enough for him.
Then he doesnt have any other choice.
But I do have a choice.
..that you are not taking.
But I dont think I have to the heart to see him fall into depression.
And you think you have the heart to break Jessicas? What about her, Taeyeon? She wont make it through this.
Taeyeon opened her mouth to speak, only to close it again as words drowned in her throat. Stupid. Of course, why did she think
about breaking the lovely girls heart in the first place?
Pabo. Jiwon said, flicking Taeyeons forehead. He expected the girl to lash out on him, but was disappointed when she seemed
to be zoning out again.
Thumbelina, listen.. He said, bringing Taeyeons attention up to him.
The thing is, Appa can always build another business.. but you, you wont find another Jessica. You get me?
Taeyeon was about to nod when the door creaked open, revealing an elderly man in white suit. The siblings turned to gaze at
each other with arched brows before bringing their attention to the doctor.
Taeyeon and Jiwon. The man spoke with a stoic face. Both Taeyeon and Jiwon nodded without uttering a word.
The doctor cleared his throat before continuing, We reviewed your fathers medical files for the last four years..
Taeyeon looked at her brother questioningly who was met by her brothers equally puzzled look.

Wait, four years? But this is the first time hes been sick. Jiwon clarified to which Taeyeon nodded.
The doctor shook his head. He had been in and out of the hospital for four years. I think your mother knows about this.
Wait, Umma knows? Taeyeon cocked her brow at the elderly doctor.
The doctor nodded his head before continuing, As I was saying. We were reviewing your fathers medical files and Im sorry to
say that the Lupus had already damaged his kidneys and central nervous system. He will be transferred to the ICU as soon as you
sign some documents.
The siblings shoulders slumped at the news. The man who was the familys provider, the man who always had the most hearty
laughter they could ever remember, the man who they looked up to ever since they were kids; their father.. is dying. Taeyeon
could feel her eyes watering while Jiwon held her tight, steadying her beside him.
Where are the documents? Ill sign it. Taeyeon looked up to her brother as he spoke with a croaked voice. Jiwon had always
been the strongest one between them, but seeing him tear up just made Taeyeon cry even more. Oh how playful life can be.
Im sorry. The doctor looked at them with sympathetic eyes.
Taeyeon looked back to her father. Hes too young to die, she thought.
**
Their father had woken up thirty minutes after he was transferred to the ICU and Taeyeon insisted that she look after their father.
Jiwon shook his head disapprovingly, insisting that Taeyeon should take a rest first but as the stubborn girl that she is, Jiwon could
do nothing but allow his sister.
Taeyeon sat on the chair adjacent to her fathers bed as she stared at him.
How are you feeling, Appa? She asked, bringing her gaze to her father. The man smiled weakly at her before reaching out to
hold her hand. Not wanting her father to exert extra effort, Taeyeon reach out to meet her fathers hand.
You shouldnt be moving too much. She said, patting her fathers hand.
Taengoo.. The man spoke in a weak, broken voice through the tube connected in his mouth.
I dont want to lose the company.. Taeyeon caught a sight of a lone tear rolling down his temple.
Im really sorry, Taengoo.. He continued, voice sounding weaker and weaker each time.
But please, please do this for me.. He pleaded yet again, eyes fluttering as another wave of headache slowly made its way in
his head.

Marry Wooyoung, thats.. the only way.. you can.. save the co..company. He finished, tightening his grip on Taeyeons hand as
the unbearable headache racked his head.
Taeyeon saw her father closed his eyes as he succumbed to unconsciousness again. She pressed and pressed the buzzer beside
her fathers bed to call the attention of nurses and doctors in panic and fear that shell lose her old man. No, she wasnt ready for
that yet. Shell hold on to her father for as long as she can.
By the time the nurses and doctor came in, Taeyeon was already crying frantically. A nurse guided her outside the ICU as she
walked lifelessly. Jiwon approached her as soon as he saw her.
What happened? was Jiwons frantic question.
I.. Appa.. hes
The patient is in a state of coma. The doctor spoke behind them, breaking Taeyeons heart yet again.
Taeyeon wept even more. Why was everything happening all at once?
Hohow is he? Will he be.. Jiwon trailed off, not really knowing what to ask the doctor as his thoughts went incoherent. It was
too much to take in.
Im really sorry. But your fathers nervous system is failing. I cant promise you anything right now but rest assured that we will
do everything.
Where.. where is Umma? Taeyeon asked in a croaked voice as the thought of her mother abruptly came to her mind. She hasnt
seen their mother since they brought her father in the hospital.
Jiwon arched a brow at the doctor as he fidgeted on his spot, as if contemplating about something important.
Whats wrong? He asked the doctor, catching him off guard.
I.. uh.. no-nothing. I have to.. uh, go now. The doctor stammered, making Jiwons curiosity rise.
Dr. Park, whats wrong? Jiwon asked, not letting their family doctor go just yet.
Taeyeon furrowed her brow at her brother then at the doctor.
The doctor sighed before speaking, I think its time you both know.
Tayeon and Jiwon threw puzzled looks at each other before turning their attention back to the doctor.
I.. you can follow me. Im going to see her now. The doctor said as his eyes softened.
Who? Taeyeon asked before they all walked off.

Your mother.
**
She fainted when you brought your father here. The doctor stated in a softer tone, the one he always used around the Kim
household.
Taeyeon and Jiwon stared at their mothers solemn face as she slept.
Its just fatigue, right? Jiwon was the first one to break the silence.
The doctor shook his head, jerking Taeyeon and Jiwons head back to him.
Your mother is very ill. As ill as your father.
Taeyeon cant believe what she was hearing. No she wouldnt believe it. This is just one of those bad dreams. Wake up,
Taeyeon, she kept chanting inwardly as if it would wake her from the predicament she found herself in.
What.. what is.. it? Jiwon managed to ask, snapping Taeyeon out of her trance.
The doctor looked at them, hesitation evident on his eyes before he answered, Chronic Lymphocytic Leukemia.
Taeyeons world fell apart. First her father, and now her mother? How cruel life could get?
She had it after giving birth to Taeyeon. She wasnt aware of it until she felt her body weakening. She had been attending
chemotherapy since then. That was the time when she went home to her province, leaving you with your father. We were able
to fight the cancer cells away and she was back to normal but just last year, she complained that she feels weak again. And when
we ran some tests again, we were devastated by the results.
She asked me to keep it from you and your father. I was hesitant a first because it was a serious matter. But she pleaded, so I
agreed. The doctor stated apologetically. By the time he finished his revelation, Taeyeon had already settled herself beside her
mother on the bed, scooting closer as if the sleeping woman would vanish any time soon.
Jiwon noticed this and rubbed Taeyeons back in a comforting manner as the girl cried her heart out.
Will she wake up soon? Jiwon asked, not tearing his gaze off of his mother.
Yes, but shes very weak. And I have one request.. The doctor trailed off, waiting for a response from the Kims. When nothing
came, he continued; Please dont tell her that you know. She will eventually tell you.
Jiwon nodded, not looking back at the doctor, as his hand continued rubbing Taeyeons back. Seeing that the siblings needed
some privacy, the doctor walked out of the room with a heavy heart; mind wondering how the two Kims would handle the
unfortunate fate.

Taengoo.. shh.. its okay.. everything will be okay.. Jiwon said as he helplessly watched her sister cry like a baby.
**
Taeyeon woke up to a warm hand stroking her cheeks. She didnt know how long she had cried until she fell asleep but she was
sure it had been long enough to make her head throb. She snuggled her cheeks closer to the warm hand, afraid that it might
vanish soon and she would really lose her sanity this time.
Taengoo.. The weak but wonderful voice called out. She unconsciously smiled.
Taengoo wake up.. The voice cooed.
Taeyeon hesitantly opened her eyes, afraid that she might breakdown in front of her mother. Her mother smiled warmly at her
as soon as their eyes locked. Warm liquid welled up in Taeyeons eyes.
Dont cry.. everything is going to be fine. Her mother assured, but Taeyeon felt the hesitation in her words.
Why didnt you tell me? I could have been there for you. Taeyeons voice croaked but she didnt mind as she continued, I.. I
should have been by your side all this while.
Taeyeons mother didnt answer her but she enveloped Taeyeon in a tight hug, making the tears she kept at bay fall freely onto
her cheeks.
Mrs. Kim rubbed her daughters back, hoping to ease the girls hurt but it only made Taeyeon cry more. The thought of losing
both her parents is too much to bear, yet it wouldnt leave her mind.
They both settled after a while with Taeyeon laying her head in her mothers lap as Mrs. Kim stroked her hair gently. She missed
it so much. She cant remember the last time she was this close to her mother but she missed it a lot. It was comforting.
Why arent you in your wedding yet? Taeyeons mother asked, looking down at her daughter expectantly.
I.. Taeyeon trailed off as another tear rolled down her cheek.
Mrs. Kim nodded knowingly, and patted her daughters hand.
You dont have to answer me.. I was just
Taeyeon sat up on the bed when her mother abruptly stopped talking. Her eyes widened when she saw her mother gripping her
abdomen and her face contorted in pain.
Nurse! Nurse! Taeyeon frantically called outside the hospital room as her mothers whimpers echoed inside.
Nurses hurried inside and she was again ushered outside. She paced nervously in front of the door. She groped her pockets for
her phone so she could call Jiwon but unfortunately it wasnt there. She inwardly cursed.

Taeng? Whats wrong? Her brothers voice came from beside her. She immediately turned to her brother and lunged herself
towards him, making him stumble back a bit.
Umma.. we.. talking.. she.. pain.. she.. umma.. Taeyeon said incoherently against Jiwons shirt. His hands rubbed the back of
his sister by reflex.
They stayed on their spot for about half an hour before the doctor went out of the room. His face was glum and Jiwon knew it
was bad news. He looked down on his sister before looking back at Dr. Park.
Shes unconscious again. The cancer cells are spreading rather fast.
What can we do?
We can give her painkillers for now, but she would need a bone marrow transplant really soon.
She didnt have before?
The doctor shook his head, No, she didnt need it before.
Can you schedule a transplant as soon as possible?
I.. well, we still have to find compatible donors.
How long will it take?
Depending on the donors.
Jiwon pursed his lips as he looked over her distressed sister. The girl looked like a walking dead. She was supposed to be getting
married right now.
Im sorry, Jiwon. The doctor patted Jiwons shoulder before walking off.
**
Here, Jiwon handed his sister a cup of coffee before sitting beside her on a bench situated in the hospitals mini garden.
Why are you taking all of this so lightly? Taeyeon spoke with a broken voice as she looked up to the night sky.
I am not taking this lightly, Taeyeon. I am just as hurt as you. Jiwon answered, sipping from his cup.
Whats going to happen to them now? She asked as her eyes searched for her favorite star.
They are going to be fine. Jiwon answered, scooting closer to her sister.
Why do all these happen to us, Jiwon?

Its just a test, Taeyeon.

Well, its one hell of a test.
I know.
Silence engulfed them as they sip on their coffee.
Do you think Jessica will forgive me? Taeyeon spoke, breaking the silence.
Jiwon turned to his side for a brief moment before answering, For ditching your wedding?
Yeah..
I dont really know Jessica that well but I think she would.
What about the company?
What about it? Jiwon asked, arching a brow.
Do you think she will ever forgive me?
I think Im lost.
If I marry Wooyoung, will she forgive me?
Jiwon jerked up from his seat and grabbed Taeyeons shoulder, turning her towards him.
Why would you do that?!
Jiwon, Ill marry him. For Appa.
Taeyeon are you out of your mind?!
I want to retain Appas name on that company.
And give yourself to someone you dont love? Taeyeon you are not thinking straight!
Taeyeon didnt answer and looked off to her side, avoiding Jiwons accusing gaze.
Damn it, Taeng!
**
Taeyeon sat beside her college friend and fianc, Jang Wooyoung in front of the reporters. Questions after questions were thrown
at them and Taeyeon felt a little lost. She kept mum, choosing not to answer any of their questions. Jiwon squeezed her hand
lightly and smiled at her, making her reciprocate the action.

She knows the news of her engagement will hurt Jessica as much as it hurts her. But as the saying goes; blood is thicker than
water. And so she chose to grant her fathers plea, even if it meant losing Jessica. It had been a week since their supposed wedding
but she still cant bring herself to talk to the girl. Shes too ashamed of what she did and what she is doing right now.
The Jangs smiled warmly at the press, except for Wooyoung and it made her curious. He looked just as lost as she is.
So, the company retains its name and a wedding is to be expected in three months time, alright? Mr. Jang said cheerfully as he
shook Taeyeons hand.
Taeyeon just nodded.
Congratulations on becoming the CEO, by the way. Mr. Jang added.
**
It was a week after the engagement-cum-press conference when the news was printed on Seoul Times. It had been one hell of a
week for Taeyeon as she balanced her time with their company and her father who was still in the ICU. Her mother, on the other
hand, had regained consciousness but was still confined in the hospital.
The next week, she finds Sooyoung barging in on her office, yelling at her.
You idiot! I hate you! I hate you so much!
Taeyeon knew she deserved to be called that. She was the worlds biggest idiot after all.
Do something! Anything!
Bring her back!
Sooyoung had cried in the middle of her outburst and Taeyeons heart broke at the sight.
**
The day after Sooyoung outburst, Taeyeon decided that it was time to face Jessica and explain everything. She wasnt sure of the
outcome but she hoped there would be some closure between them.
She was about to knock when a neighbor walked by.
The Jungs just left yesterday, not gonna be back soon.
Taeyeon turned to ask the man who spoke but he already crossed the street. Her heart sank at the thought of her being a day
late.
**

It had been months since her father was transferred to the ICU, but he was still in coma. She always made it a point to visit him
every after work. Taeyeon frowned at her fathers physique. He had grown thinner over the months. The doctors had looked at
them with sympathetic eyes every time they visit. Mercy killin; one doctor had suggested, making Taeyeons blood boil in anger.
How could they just suggest that like her fathers life was of no value? But then Dr. Park told them that her fathers central
nervous system isnt responding anymore and it was only the machines that were keeping him alive. Her mother cried and cried
until her weak body gave in to fatigue. It was too much for Taeyeon, she felt like breaking too.
Signing the waiver was the hardest thing to do. The pen felt a thousand times heavier in her fingers. Dr. Park looked at her with
sad, sympathetic eyes as he accepted the papers. She moved to hug her father one last time before whispering, I love you, Appa.
Her world stopped spinning for a brief moment as the doctor turned off the machines that kept her father alive; and it finally
crumbled down when the heart monitor displayed a flat line.
Time of death, 6:02 P.M. Dr. Park announced, looking Taeyeon straight in the eye.
She held her father tighter and cried until her brothers arms wrapped around her small frame, bringing her up to her feet before
enveloping her in a hug.
**
The day her father was buried was the day that Taeyeon, Sooyoung, Yoona, Yuri and Sunny were reconciled. They looked at her
sympathetically, although there was still the hurt in Yoona and Sooyoungs eyes, they had comforted Taeyeon as she cried her
heart out while her fathers coffin was being buried six feet below the ground.
The day after that, Wooyoung announced the cancellation of their engagement; stating that he took over her parents share on
the company and that he was finally able to decide for himself. His parents went berserk when he announced that he didnt want
to be engaged with Taeyeon anymore but she could still retain her position in the company.
Everything was almost perfect with her mother recovering from cancer. Almost. If she still have Jessica, everything would have
been perfect. But shes not in the position to complain since it was her decision. The most stupid decision she ever made. And
every night, she finds herself staring at Jessicas side of the bed before tears rush down her face.

CHPATER 18: Friends

Taeyeon massaged her throbbing head with her left hand while her right hand blindly searched for her migraine pills on the desk
drawer. Drinking on a Sunday night was never a good idea. She shook her head, popping a pill to her mouth. That was one hell of
a weekend. From Yoona and Yuris wedding to seeing Jessica again, only the girl doesnt know her anymore. Then there was the
little girl and the blonde girl that could have possibly been Jessica's family. There was a moment of shock and hurt. She thought
it would be okay, that seeing Jessica happy would make her happy too. But those were all wishful thinking as she finds herself
drowning in alcohol that night. It will never be okay. Nothing could ever make it okay.
She willed herself to stop thinking about Jessica anymore. There are a lot of meetings scheduled for the day, she cant go moping
around. Her life is already miserable as it is. She glanced at her wrist watch; she still have thirty minutes to spare. And deciding
that a short nap would mend her throbbing head; she closed her eyes.
Taengoo~ your migraines are becoming more frequent. We need to get that checked. Jessica laid Taeyeons head in her lap
before massaging it.
Sooyeon, Im okay. Its just normal. Taeyeon said, hands reaching up to turn Jessicas frown into a smile but failed.
Look, its nothing serious, okay? I swear. Taeyeon sat up on the bed and faced Jessica while she cupped her girlfriends cheeks.
Im sorry. Im just.. worried. Jessica whispered with head hung low.
I know. Im sorry for worrying you. Taeyeon smiled and tilted Jessicas head back up so she would face her again.
Ill take better care of myself, okay? And the same goes to you. You know I dont really like the idea of you taking overtimes.
Taeyeon pursed her lips as she looked deep into Jessicas eyes, hoping to convey her distaste to her girlfriend.
Jessica smiled weakly before patting Taeyeons thigh.
I just needed some extra cash to buy something.
Sooyeon, I could buy you whatever you want. You dont need to work your butt off.
Taengoo.. weve talked about this before. Im not using your money.
Its the least I could do for my girlfriend.
Jessica shook her head and smiled at her girlfriend.
What did you want to buy anyway?
Jessica beamed at the mention of the gift and she reached towards the bedside drawer.
This, she said, holding out a gift-wrapped box towards Taeyeon.

Taeyeon eyed the box for a moment before arching a brow at Jessica.
Open it. Jessica said, putting the box in Taeyeons hands.
Taeyeon did as told and a black velvet box came in view. She opened the rectangular box and was greeted by a brown leather
strapped wrist watch with gold case and bezel; its hands were gold too while the dial was white. It was the watch Taeyeon had
been eyeing one time they were at the mall. She was supposed to buy it the following week but she forgot about it as piles and
piles of school work occupied her mind. She smiled widely at Jessica before hugging the girl.
Thank you.. She whispered, kissing Jessicas cheek.
Come on, lets put it on. Jessica said, taking the wrist watch from Taeyeon as her other hand took hold of Taeyeons left wrist.
Happy birthday, Taengoo~ Jessica said, bringing her eyes back up to meet Taeyeons gaze.
I.. I thought you.. forgot. Taeyeon admitted shyly, making Jessica chuckle.
Seriously? Weve been together for three years and you still think Id forget?
Taeyeon just smiled sheepishly at her girlfriend.
Now, for your other gift. Jessica says, smirking seductively at Taeyeon before straddling the girls lap and capturing her lips,
making time stop yet again.
Taeyeons senses woke up to the feeling of fingers on her temple. Her eyes stayed close, not wanting the person to stop what
they were doing.
Sooyeon-ah~ She unconsciously cooed, making the person stop what they were doing.
Youre sleep talking again. Aigoo, what would I do with you. She felt the persons palms pressed lightly against her cheeks. She
smiled at the familiar sensation.
Hey, Tae-tae.. lets go. The meetings starting soon. The person said, shaking her cheeks lightly.
She then opened her eyes to see her ex-fianc, back leaned against her desk, looking at her. She smiled at him before standing
up from her chair.
**
By the time the meeting was over, another set of migraine strikes and Taeyeon finds herself leaning against Wooyoungs arm.
You have to stop drowning yourself in alcohol, Tae-tae. Wooyoung commented as he walked them back to Taeyeons office.

Taeyeon didnt bother to answer and waited for Wooyoung to open the door to her office. As soon as he did, Taeyeon walked
briskly to her chair, popping another pill in her mouth. Wooyoung watched her as she massaged her temple; the bags under her
eyes showing, her lips dry and pale like always.
You didnt eat again. Wooyoung stated, taking a seat across Taeyeon on the desk. The girl merely shrugged at his comment.
What is it this time? The last time I saw you like this was when your father passed away.
Taeyeon instantly glared at Wooyoung while he brought his hands up defensively.
That was almost four years ago. Havent you moved on yet? He asked as soon as Taeyeon turned to look away from his accusing
gaze.
Its not that easy. You know how much I love him. Taeyeon said weakly as tears started building up on her eyes.
Sorry, Tae-tae.. Wooyoung said, apologetic eyes lingering on his ex-fiance. His college buddy. His partner.
A shrug of the shoulder was Taeyeons answer again before silence took over; thoughts wandering around.
..I saw Jessica. Taeyeon whispered, breaking the silence, voice croaking.
Wooyoung had to lean closer towards the girl to make sure he heard it right.
You what? He asked to confirm if he heard it right.
I saw Jessica. Yesterday at the supermarket. She looked so beautiful, almost glowing.. Taeyeon unconsciously smiled as her
mind replayed yesterdays scenarios.
And her daughter is really cute.. Taeyeon trailed off, smile faltering at the thought of Jessica already having a family.
Did you just say daughter?
Taeyeon nodded her head, avoiding Wooyoungs sympathetic gaze.
Oh, Tae-tae..
Its fine. She looks happy. Im happy for her.
Are you really?"
Taeyeon didnt answer.
"So, what did she say when she saw you? Wooyoung asked instead, changing the topic.
She doesnt recognize me.

What?! How come?

Amnesia.
Wooyoung quirked his brow at the answer.
For real? He said after a while.
Thats what she said.
And you believe her?
Her eyes looked like shes lost. I dont know but it sounds legit. I mean, I know when Sooyeon lies.
So youre saying.. she really has amnesia?
Taeyeon nodded.
Amnesias only happen in movies, Tae-tae.
**
Taeyeon entered the diner as soon as Sooyoungs head caught her sight. She smiled at her friends before sitting beside Sunny.
The four other girls, however, didnt return the smile.
You were out drinking last night. Again. Sooyoung was the first one to speak up.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes before commenting, Youre not my mother, Soo.
Okay, just drop the topic before this goes out of hand. Again. Sunny said, glaring at Taeyeon.
And we still need to talk about that little habit of yours. She added before laying a brown envelope on the table.
Everyone kept silent and averted their gazes on the brown envelope laying on the table.
I dont even know why it took us four years to do this. Seriously, did we not care enough for Jessica that we just let her disappear
like that?
The rest of the girls looked at Sunny questioningly.
Jessica Jung, free-lance model. Pretty famous in California, but not in Asia yet.. She added, looking at the girls before bringing
her eyes back to the paper she took out from the envelope.
She lives with Kim Hyoyeon and a child named Seohyun. Sunny finished.
Thats it? What about the accident? Is she married? How about Soojung and their parents? Taeyeon frantically asked.

Thats it. Apparently, she likes keeping her life private. Sunny answered, laying the paper on the table which Sooyoung took
almost immediately.
Wow, Sica looks a hundred times more beautiful. Sooyoung commented.
Wait, accident? Yoona said, eyeing Taeyeon with curious eyes.
We saw her yesterday at the supermarket. She claims to have amnesia from some accident four years ago. Sunny answered for
Taeyeon, shrugging her shoulders.
So, she doesnt remember Taeng?
Nope. All of us, actually.
Seriously?! Sooyoung blurted out in disbelief.
Theres no way shell forget me! She added, shaking her head.
She just did, Sooyoungie~ Sunny answered nonchalantly.
Can we see her then? Where does she live? Yuri asked.
No idea. Jessica seems to be discreet about her private life.
Taeyeon kept silent the whole time while her friends planned on how to meet Jessica.
Youre a photographer, shes a model. Why not invite her for a photoshoot? Taeyeon suggested, making all the girls turn their
attentions towards her.
Sunny pouts at the suggestion. But its not like I can just hire her for a fun shoot, you know. Shes a professional model.
Yuri nods her head before an idea came to her mind.
Why not hire her as a new image model of your company, Taeng? Im sure Wooyoung wouldnt mind. She said, nodding her
head.
Well.. Taeyeon trailed off, considering Yuris suggestion.
..well its a good idea! Why not do that? Soo would be the makeup artist while I and Yoong can be the shoot directors. Hows
that for a plan? Yuri beamed, smiling widely at her bestfriend.
The rest of the girls nodded their heads except for Taeyeon.

I dont think thats a good idea though. First, you are a chef and Yoona is a preschool teacher so none of you is actually qualified
to be hired as 'director'. Second, Sooyoung is not a makeup artist, and third she might not agree if she'll know it's my company.
She said as uncertainty crept in.
"She'll never know! She has amnesia, remember? And you're the owner of the company so you can hire us. And Soo is actually
good!" Yuri chirped.
"Still not a good idea, really." Taeyeon commented.
What?! That was the best idea ever! Sooyoung chirped shaking Yuris hand as if they were two businesswomen closing a deal.
Yoona laughed at them while Taeyeon rolled her eyes.
But the million-dollar question is.. Sunny said, casting a glance towards Taeyeon.
..is Taeng's heart ready to be broken again? Remember, theres a big chance that Sica might be married. She added,
emphasizing the last word.
You didnt have to rub it in. Taeyeon retorted, rolling her eyes at the aegyo queen.
At least we get to see our friend again.. right? That is whats important.. right? Sooyoung eyed the girls expectantly and smiled
when they nod.
**
The days after Jessicas reappearance had been hard for Taeyeon. Not only was she missing the girl a lot more but the thought of
Jessica being married wont ever leave her at peace. She was too close yet too far.
And today was the hardest day of all as she looked at Jessica's little family in the corner. It was the kind of family she had always
dreamt of having with Jessica. They were actually on their way to their happy ever after before. But things didn't go as planned.
Her eyes landed on the little girl on a swivel chair. For some odd reasons, she finds herself staring at the little bundle of joy as she
colored her coloring book away, tuning the world out. It was something that Taeyeon would like to do at the moment; tune the
world out and get lost in the world of pink unicorns and rainbows.
However, a tap on the shoulder snapped her out of the trance.
"Why are you smiling like a pedophile there? Seriously, you look like a creep." Sooyoung commented as she sat down beside
Taeyeon on the company's conference hall that now serves as the makeshift photo studio.
"How old do you think is she?"

"Who? The little girl? 3? 4? No idea. But have you heard her talk? She's like, older than me! I swear Taeng that child is something!
She even swatted the fries from my hands! She said that I would die early because of fast foods!" Sooyoung dramatically flailed
her hands in the air.
Taeyeon snorted a laugh as she answered, "She was right though."
"No, but seriously. When I was her age I was eating everything there is to eat! But she refused all the food here. She just wanted
her precious sweet potatoes." Sooyoung pointed at the little girl as she happily munched on her sweet potato.
"See? I wonder how Jessica managed to raise her. She's so uptight." She added.
"Must be the wife?" Taeyeon pointed her lips towards Hyoyeon.
"The blonde? No way! She eats everything she sees! I even had to hide my burgers because she was eyeing them!"
Yah! You cant do that! Taeyeon faced Sooyoung and flicked a finger at the taller girls forehead.
Yaaaah! Im taller than you! Sooyoung protested, flicking Taeyeons forehead in response.
The bickering went on for a couple of seconds before they settled down from their frenzy. Silence then enveloped them as they
let their gaze follow Jessica who was making her way in front of the camera which Sunny professionally set-up on the tripod.
She really doesnt remember all of us. Yoong was about to tear up when Sica asked her who she was. Sooyoung muttered
dejectedly.
Do you think its for the best?
Sooyoung tuned to look at Taeyeon with furrowed brows.
..the accident. Her having amnesia. Forgetting everything about the past and moving on with her life. Do you think it was for the
best?
I dont know.
I want to be selfish and wish that her memories wont ever come back. That way she could forget how terrible of a person I am.
But I cant do that Soo. As much as I want her to forget about the bad memories, I do want her to remember me too. Even if shed
despise me when that day comes.
But Sica doesnt hold grudges. You know that. We all know that.
But she should. Im a terrible person.
Dont beat yourself up, midget. It had been 4 years. Sooyoung said, patting Taeyeons thigh twice before returning her gaze
back to Jessica.

**
After her little talk with Sooyoung and gawking at Jessica like a lovesick puppy, Taeyeon decided to walk back to her office; hoping
to get some nap. She was about to turn the corner to her office when Jessicas daughter caught her sight. The little girl was
standing in front of a vending machine with furrowed brows. Unconciously, Taeyeon took a step towards the little girl until she
was standing beside the pouting girl.
Hey, She greeted, remembering how the girl had spoken in English.
The little girl tilted her head back and stared at Taeyeon for a while before turning her gaze back to the machine.
Is there something wrong? Taeyeon asked.
The girl pointed her index finger towards the machine before saying, How dat work? Where the man giving candies? Does he
hide?
Taeyeon stifled a chuckle before answering, Theres no man. Its a machine. You know what a machine is?
The little girl tapped her chin with her index finger, contemplating for a moment before she shook her head no.
Taeyeon smiled before taking a coin from her blazers pocket. She crouched down to the little girls level and gave her the coin.
Seohyun furrowed her brow to the odd woman before a squeal escaped from her lips as the woman scooped her in her arms.
Go on, Taeyeon urged as she tapped the coin slot of the vending machine. Seohyun looked at her for a moment before she
hesitantly put the coin inside.
Now, what do you want? Taeyeon asked. Without uttering a word, Seohyun pointed at the packet of gummy worms.
Taeyeons eyes lit up and another smile was plastered on her face.
Gummy worms. My favorite. She said before pressing the button. After a few seconds, the machine dispensed the packet of
gummy worms. Seohyuns eyes lit up instantly and she wiggled to get out of Taeyeons arms.
Alright, alright. Taeyeon said while laughing as she put Seohyun down on her feet.
Happy now? She asked and Seohyun nodded.
Thank you, unnie! Seohyun replied in Korean with a bow before leaving Taeyeon to run back to the conference hall.
Taeyeon was left dumbfounded. All this time she struggled to converse in English, turns out the little girl speaks Korean. She
shook her head with a smile before strolling off to her office, oblivious to the pair of black orbs that had been watching the
interaction from afar. The owner of the eyes smiled before strolling off to the conference hall, following her Hyunnie.
**

And thats a wrap! Sunny beamed as she bowed her thank you to the people inside the conference hall.
Oh thank goodness Im starving! Taeng, where are we eating? Sooyoung asked, rubbing her stomach.
Sorry guys, Im staying behind. Got to finish a presentation for tomorrows investors. Taeyeon answered.
Sunny rolled her eyes before turning her attention to Yoona and Yuri.
Chef, are you cooking something for us tonight? She asked, wriggling her brows at Yuri.
Too tired, Soonkyu. Yuri answered, waving a hand at Sunny but the aegyo queen turned her head towards Jessica that was now
engaged in a conversation with her daughter and their blonde companion.
Sica! Sunny called, making all heads turn to her.
Y-yes, Sunny-shi? Jessica stood up as the group approached her, leaving Taeyeon behind.
Yuri is cooking for us tonight. You guys want to come? Sunny turned to look at Yuri for a brief moment before her gaze returned
to Jessica as she eyed the girl expectantly.
Wha Yuri was cut off by an elbow in her ribs.
Aw, what was that for?! She hissed at Yoona who looked straight in Jessicas eyes.
Sica, it would really be nice to have you guys over for dinner. Since Taeng isnt going, that means more space for you guys.
Yoona stated with a smile as she too, looked at Jessica expectantly.
Err, Jessica turned to Hyoyeon with questioning eyes. The blonde smiled and nodded at her.
Fine, she answered with an inaudible sigh.
Where are we going, anyway? She asked and the group beamed.
Mr. Chois bar! They all chimed.
An uneasy feeling built inside Jessica. Should have said no. And as if it wasnt awkward enough to revisit their favorite hangout in
high school; a voice spoke, You guys, lets go. Its getting late and Im getting hungry.
They all turned to face Taeyeon as she walked straight to the door, avoiding everyones gaze.
Pfft. Staying behind my butt. Sooyoung scoffed.
**

Nostalgia crept in as soon as they all settled on their usual spot and Jessica finds herself fidgeting on her seat. Hyoyeon squeezed
her hand as she looked at her with concerned eyes. Jessica smiled and nodded at Hyoyeon before her attention was brought back
to the group.
So, Yuri-shi works here? Jessica asked to no one in particular.
No, Sooyoungs father owns this bar. He lets Yuri cook whenever were all here. Yoona answered proudly as her eyes landed
on the closed door to the kitchen.
Jessica nodded as her mouth formed to an o.
So, what was Jess like in high school? Hyoyeon asked, making all heads turn towards her before looking at Taeyeon. The girl sat
unmoving in her chair while she stared at her glass of beer.
Well, Sooyoung shifted on her seat as she propped her chin in the palm of her hands, elbows against the surface of the table.
She looked lazy but scary at the same time. Especially when she shot you those icy glares! Sooyoung exclaimed happily as her
thought wandered to the past.
Yeah! And she doesnt really like talking. She only had us as her friends. Yoona added, earning Sooyoung and Sunnys nod of
approval.
And she gets easily irritated! I dont even know how Taeng hand Sunny clamped her mouth shut as she caught herself.
Sooyoung rolled her eyes before catching saying, Yeah, Sica was like that. But we would never have her any other way.
Sooyoung locked gazed with Jessica before the latter looked off to her side.
IIm sorry that I forgot about you guys. Jessica said, eyes looking at everything but the girls around the table.
Pabo. Its not like you intended to forget about us, right? It was all because of the accident. So dont apologize. Sooyoung said
with a warm smile, making Jessica feel guiltier.
Shes right. Hyoyeon joined in, eyeing Jessica with knowing looks.
The table fell silent for a moment before Hyoyeon broke the silence again.
So, any former boyfriendserr, girlfriends from high school? Hyoyeon asked which earned her a kick on the shin. She
suppressed a squeal and rubbed her shin instead.
The group looked uneasy with Yoonas eyes darting from Taeyeon and Jessica every now and then. Taeyeon, on the other hand,
felt her heart pound against her chest.

Oh, come on. Its not like she had been in a relationship with one of you, right? Hyoyeon pressed when nobody seemed to be
answering. Sooyoung, Yoona and Sunnys eyes all went wide for a moment.
Err.. I dont think its really necessary to talk about that. I mean you both are Sunny was cut off when Yuri arrived in their
table with a tray of food. Taeyeon let out the breath she was holding.
We both are what? Hyoyeon asked, brows furrowed at Sunny.
Continue with the chitchat later, girls. Its time to eat! Yuri grinned as she sat beside Yoona.
Tired? Yoona asked when Yuri rested her head in her wifes shoulder. The tanned girl nods her head cutely, earning a kiss on
the forehead from Yoona.
Now Im energized! Yuri sat up with a dorky grin plastered on her face before stealing a kiss from her wife. Taeyeon and Jessica
unknowingly looked away from the endearing sight.
Yah! You two! Theres a child here! Sooyoung said, pointing at Seohyun who was so lost in the world of pink unicorns and
rainbows again as she silently colored her coloring book.
The group devoured the food Yuri had prepared like it was the last food on Earth. Taeyeon cant help but steal glances at Jessica
every now and then, only to frown every time she catches Hyoyeon taking vegetables from Jessicas plate. Like she used to.
Jessica and Hyoyeon thanked Yuri for the food, rating it five stars with two thumbs up. Yuri was more than happy at their
compliments as she smiled shyly at them.
Aw man, this is my favorite! Hyoyeon exclaimed as the band played a familiar song.
Come on, Jess lets dance! You like this too, right? She added cheerfully as she stood up from her seat.
But, Hyo, how about Hyunnie? Jessica asked the blonde girl who was now holding her wrist.
Dont worry, well watch over her. Yuri smiled at them before nodding.
Hyoyeon said her quick thanks before dragging Jessica to the makeshift dance floor.
Taeyeon watched as Jessica danced with Hyoyeon happily, tilting her head back as she laughed at the blonde who danced like a
maniac in front of her. Taeyeon narrowed her eyes at the couple before gulping her glass of beer. Unknown to the group, Seohyun
was making her way towards the entrance. Taeyeon immediately rose from her seat as soon as the little girls head caught her
attention.
Hey, where are you going? Taeyeon asked, scooping the girl in her arms but Seohyun squirmed against her grip.
Hey, calm down its just me. Your mommys friend. Taeyeon said, putting Seohyun down.

Go car? The little girl asked, pointing at Sooyoungs car that Jessica and her family rode going to the bar.
What about the car? Taeyeon crouched so she was eye to eye with the little girl now.
My crayon.
Oh, your crayons are there? You want me to get them?
The little girls eyes lit up before nodding vigorously.
Okay. Lets go. Taeyeon said, offering a hand to the little girl which Seohyun hesitantly took.
They walked the short distance from the bar to Sooyoungs car hand in hand in silence.
Its locked. Taeyeon announced with a pout when the car door wouldnt open.
Seohyun pouted too, before crossing her arms in her chest.
Dont worry, well just have to wait for them. Then well get your crayons, okay? Taeyeon stroked the sulking little girls black
hair.
Come lets sit. Taeyeon offered her hand to the little girl again before she guided them to the hood of Sooyoungs car. She
lifted Seohyun to sit on the hood first before settling herself beside the little girl.
Whats your name? She asked, hands firmly placed on the spot beside Seohyun so the little girl will not fall.
Me is Seohyun! The little girl beamed; thumb pointing at her own chest.
Your name is really nice. Taeyeon said.
What's unnie name? Seohyun asked, tilting her head to look up to Taeyeon.
Im Taeyeon. But your mommy calls me Taengoo. She said proudly, as if the nickname was some national title.
Tae.. tae.. yoon? Seohyun said with furrowed brows.
Taeyeon. But you can call me Taengoo too.
Taeng.. goo. Seohyun said with a smile.
**
Hello?
Baby,
Baby, whats wrong?

Nothing. I just missed you.

I missed you too."
A pause.
How are you doing?
Im fine, Im just bored. Everyone flew to Korea.
Everyone?
Yeah.
How is she doing?
Shes fine. She had been coping very well. It was like she wasnt even heartbroken in the first place.
Well, thats good to hear. Hows my niece?
She grew up really well. You should see her, shes a bright kid.
There was silence before the caller spoke again.
Baby?
Yes, babe?
Thank you. So much. And Im sorry if it had been hard.
Dont worry about it, okay? I like them, theyre good people. I like her, shes like the sister I never had.
Im so lucky to have you.
Then you should take good care of me.
A chuckle from the caller had the receivers brow rising.
I will. I promise.
I love you.
I love you more, jagiya.

CHAPTER 19: Stay, please

Jiwon jogged his way to the main entrance of Incheon International Airport with a wide grin plastered on his face. He immediately
engulfed the waiting girl in a tight hug and her eyes disappeared into inverted crescents.
Missed me? Tiffany asked, still in the arms of her fianc.
Nope, not a bit. Jiwon replied through his fiances dark tresses.
Yah! Kim Jiwon! Tiffany playfully smacked his shoulder, pulling away from his embrace.
Jiwon grinned before pulling Tiffany by the waist again. I didnt miss you because you are always here, he pointed his index
finger in his chest where his heart is. Stephanie Hwang Miyoung.
Tiffany tried glaring at her boyfriend but failed miserably when her warm cheeks gave her away.
Is my baby blushing? Jiwon teased, brows wiggling.
Come on, Kim Jiwon we still have so many things to do. We should meet up with Jessi and your mother, Tiffany said, walking
hastily past Jiwon as she hides the blush that seemed to be permanently residing on her cheeks everytime shes with the guy.
Aigoo, its so hot in here. She said as she fanned herself. Jiwon chuckled before taking her hand in his, guiding her towards his
car.
Umma says she misses you. Jiwon said, buckling Tiffanys seatbelt as she rides shotgun.
I miss her too. How is she? There was sadness in Tiffanys voice as the image of the weak woman appeared on her mind.
Shes almost recovering. But shes still on wheel chair. Jiwon said, maneuvering the car out of the parking lot.
Tiffany nodded before asking, Should we talk to Jessi first?
Her expectant eyes met Jiwons for a brief moment before the guy nodded.
**
Jessica found herself fidgeting as she looked at Tiffany, her bestfriend; and Jiwon, her ex-fiances brother, who sat across her on
the living room. Hands intertwined on Jiwons lap. She had just finished cleaning their old house in Seoul, the house where she
and Krystal grew up and spent their lives before flying to California, when a knock came on the door. She was hesitant to open
since she was sure she didnt order anything, but when her eye-smiling bestfriend appeared on the other side of the door, her
eyes lit up immediately but disappeared just as soon as her eyes caught the sight of the guy behind Tiffany.
Erm, Jessi? Tiffany broke the uncomfortable silence that lingered around the living room, snapping Jessica out of her thoughts.

Jessica didnt answer but looked at Tiffany with pensive eyes. She put on her cold faade again, like how Tiffany remembered it
the first day they met. This made Tiffany frown. Jessica is putting her guards up again.
Jessi, I know you have questions. I know that look. She added when Jessica refused to talk.
What is he doing here? Jessica asked coldly, casting a glare at Jiwon. The guy stayed muted, allowing his girlfriend to talk first.
Jessi.. Jiwon is my.. fianc. Tiffany noticed how Jessicas eyes wavered for a split of a second before putting her cold faade
again. Tiffany mentally rolled her eyes. She was used to Jessicas coldness, thats why she always blush at the small warm things
the girl does. Like hugs or pecks on the cheeks. Jessica was like the sibling that she had always wanted well, except for the
coldness.
How.. how long.. have you known each.. other? Jessica managed to ask as she tried processing what Tiffany had just said.
Since college? I forgot when exactly, but yes weve known each other for a long time now. We were supposed to get married
four years ago, but.. Tiffany trailed off as she moved to sit beside Jessica.
Jessi.. are you.. mad? Tiffany asked, reaching for Jessicas hand but the girl moved it. Tiffany frowned again.
Im.. con..fused. Jessica muttered.
Okay, first things first.. Tiffany said, taking a deep breath before continuing, I know of you and Taeyeons failed relationship..
Jessica opened her mouth to speak but Tiffany silenced her.
I knew what happened on the day of your wedding. Or supposed wedding. Or whatever it was. There was a pause before she
continued again, And I know how Seohyun was conceived.
Jessicas attention perked at the mention of her daughter. She looked at Tiffany before her gaze landed on the Kim that sat idly
across them.
I know that youre just her surrogate mother. Tiffany finished, bringing Jessicas attention back to her. She frowned when she
saw Jessicas panic-stricken face. She reached out to cup the younger girls face.
Whawhat do you guys.. w-want? Jessica asked as her voice broke. Thoughts ran wild on her mind as she let her eyes land on
Jiwon again.
Jessi.. relax.. relax.. we just wanted to talk. Were not taking Baby Seohyun if that is whats bothering you. Shes yours and
nobody elses. Tiffany said with an assuring smile when she heard Jessica sigh in relief.
Did you guys.. planned this? E-everything that happened in California? Jessica inquired, eyes settling on the floor. She felt
betrayed. All this times she had confided in Tiffany, only to turn out that she is Taeyeons soon-to-be sister in law.
I did, Jiwon spoke, earning the two girls attention. Tiffany smiled at him before nodding.

When I heard that you became the surrogate mother of Taeyeons child, you were already in California. And Tiffany was also
there for her work, so I asked her if she could keep an eye on you and make sure you and your baby are okay. He added.
How.. did you know? Jessica asked.
I was.. err, I hired a private investigator a week after Taeyeon introduced you as her girlfriend. Jiwon looked down at the floor,
unable to meet Jessicas gaze anymore because of shame.
You.. what? Jessicas voice croaked.
I didnt trust you at first, and I was afraid that you were only after her money.. Jiwon looked up to Jessica for a moment before
he looked at his girlfriend.
I know it was wrong.. and I asked him to stop what he was doing after a few months. Im sorry, Jessica.. I just wanted to look
after Taeyeon.
He paused before continuing, When you disappeared from Korea, I hired him again to look for you. And that was when he found
you on California. And then he found out about you being pregnant and all. At first I thought you cheated on my sister, but then
my investigator managed to dig some files from the hospital that had your name. That was when I knew about you being a
surrogate mother to Taeyeons child.
And then he asked me to look after you, which I did. Tiffany added.
Iwhy you? Why not Taeyeon? I mean, why did she not look for me? Jessica looked at Jiwon with pensive eyes.
She was a wreck, Jessica. She suffered from losing our father and learning about my mothers illness. Then she had the company
to take care of. And she was betrothed to Wooyoung. Jiwon answered.
Your.. father died? And your mother is.. sick?
Jiwon nodded, answering Jessicas inquiries.
He died a month after you disappeared. And we learned about Ummas condition the day of your wedding. He said, holding his
tears in as the image of his weak father replayed on his mind.
Why didnt Taeyeon tell me anything? I would have understood. I would have been there for her.
Thats what I told her. But she didnt want you to worry. And she cant face you, knowing that shed break your heart because
of her decision. She tried being selfless, Jessica, for our father but she still end up hurting you.
Jessica was left speechless. She didnt know what to say to Jiwon. Yes, Taeyeon had been selfless, but it still irked her that the girl
chose to just disappear without a word. Much more, leave her on their wedding day. But then, will she be able to handle Taeyeons
decision that time? No, definitely not.

Hows.. hows your mother? Jessica asked when she remembered what Jiwon had just said.
Umma is fine.. but shes still very weak. She chose to live in Jeonju after Appas death.
How sick is she?
She has cancer.
IIm sorry.. about your parents.
Its okay, Jessica. We all moved on. Well, except for one.. Jiwon smiled warmly as he locked gazes with Jessica.
Can I.. see your.. mother? Jessica asked shyly.
Of course! Shed be more than happy. Jiwon beamed.
Jessica smiled genuinely before she casted the couple a thoughtful look.
Does.. does Taeyeon know?
About Seohyun? No. I havent told her yet. I feel like its not my place to do so. You two should talk things out, really. Jiwon
answered.
About that.. err, I kinda made a.. mistake. Jessica smiled before continuing, I told her Im suffering from amnesia.
Jessica mentally counted up to three before Tiffanys loud voice came from beside her.
You what?! Jessi are you nuts?! Why would you do that?!
I.. Tiff I panicked, okay? Iwe met at the supermarket and she was smiling at me like nothing happened. I didnt know what to
do. I didnt want to bawl in front of her. I had to pretend.
But Jessi thats just unacceptable! Seriously?! Pretending not to know her? Oh come on!
Did she believe you? Jiwon joined in, cutting her girlfriends protests.
Jessica nodded and Jiwon chuckled.
Shes so dense sometimes. Seriously, amnesias only exist in books and movies. He said while chuckling.
And your friends? Tiffany asked.
They believed too. And Im feeling really guilty, Tiff. Jessica admitted, earning a roll of the eyes from the older girl.
Of course you are, you silly girl. Come here and hug me, you havent formally welcomed me yet! Before Jessica could even
protest, Tiffany already pulled her in a tight bear hug.

And Im hurt. You havent been telling me about Tae-tae. You only refer to her as your ex-fiance, you never mentioned her
name.
Whats the use? You already know her and did you just call her Tae-tae?
But still, it would have been nice if you didnt kept things from me. I thought we were bestfriends-slash-siblings, Jessi? Tiffany
complained with a pout.
Tae-tae? Jessica asked, as if she did not hear a word Tiffany just uttered.
Yes, shes Tae-tae for me. I actually met her when I started dating the older dork. Tiffany pointed at Jiwon.
But were not that close. I only get to see her when theres an occasion at their mansion. I would say house but you know how
huge that thing is.. so yeah, mansion.
Jessica rolled her eyes.
Youre lucky I really like your girlfriend, or else I wouldnt be able to forgive you for stalking. Jiwon flinched when Jessica glared
at him.
Hey, I just wanted to make sure youre okay. He answered defensively.
Thank you, Jiwon.. and Tiff. Thank you, really.
**
Jessica sat back on the couch after seeing Jiwon and Tiffany off the door. Seohyun was still sleeping upstairs and Hyoyeon was
spending the night with her family. She was left to walk down memory lane, which she always hated on her first months in
California. She hated to be reminded about Taeyeon and the void she left in her heart, but this time; she indulged.
Do you think well be good parents someday?
Taeyeons question had been irking Jessicas mind since the short girl had blurted it out some four years ago. Was Taeyeon
implying something then?
B-but.. isnt it too early to think about that? She had asked back then, unsure if she was ready for the idea. But Taeyeon had
proposed a few months ago, and they will be married two weeks from now. Maybe it is time to plan about family? Jessica giggled
at the thought of little Taengoos running around the living room.
I was just thinking though. It would be nice to have a family with you.
She remembers blushing at Taeyeons blunt statement back then. It would really be nice to have a family with Taeyeon. And so
she came to a decision that she knows will make her fiance happy.

Oppa? She approached the tall guy who sat on one of the benches of the hospital.
The guys eyes lit up as soon as she stood in front of him.
Sica! He stood up and engulfed Jessica in a short hug.
Seunghyun-oppa.. thank you so much for agreeing to be a sperm donor. Jessica shyly said as they settled on the bench.
I am more than happy to be of help, Sica..
And dont tell anyone, okay? Not even Soo. Its a surprise for Taeyeon.
I know, I know. Im keeping your secret for now. Okay?
Thank you, oppa.
A few moments later, Jessica was called by a nurse and was ushered inside a clinic. The doctor smiled warmly at her as she
beckoned Jessica to sit.
Miss Kims eggs were successfully fertilized with Mister Chois sperm. We can transfer the embryo into your uterus now. The
woman in her mid-forties said as she looked over her chart.
You mean.. right now?
Yes, Miss Jung.
Jessica wasnt sure what to feel. This was what she came here for, but she feels a little hesitant. She had been through a lot just
by trying to talk Taeyeon into preserving her eggs without giving away much about her surprise. Taeyeon always wanted a family
with her and she knows that. It was time to use the money that Taeyeon deposited on her bank account into something that would
make them both happy. And a baby would complete their upcoming family. Jessica smiled before nodding at her doctor. She was
then beckoned to lie on the bed.
Jessica smiled at the memory. It was one of the best decisions she ever made in her life. Having Seohyun inside her kept her from
doing irrational things. She needed to stay calm if she wanted to keep Seohyun inside her because her pregnancy was a little
sensitive. Seohyun was basically the reason why she didnt broke apart yet. Seohyun had been keeping her together all those
months. And finally, she was able to move on with her life as she kept a piece of Taeyeon with her. Little Seohyun was her miracle.
A knock came on the front door again, pulling Jessica out of her reverie. She looked up to their wall clock first before standing up
to answer the door. It was almost ten in the evening and Hyoyeon said she wont be going home tonight. She peered through the
peephole, only to be greeted by a tousled mop of blonde hair. Her heart skipped a beat at the recognition of the person behind
the door. She then slowly opened the door, trying to compose herself and putting a cold faade that she had used since meeting
Taeyeon and the group again.

Soo..yeon~ Taeyeon mumbled as she lunged herself into Jessica, surprising the girl.
Im.. sooorry.. Soo.. Soo.. yeooon~ Jesica grimaced at the girls alcohol reeked breath.
Taeyeon, were you drinking? She said, supporting Taeyeon with her shoulder as she drag the girl to the couch.
Taeyeon giggled before a hiccup escaped her lips.
You smeeeell gooood.. like alwayyyys. I like yooouuur smeeell. Taeyeon said in her drunken state.
How did you even get here? Were you drunk driving?! Jessica asked, plopping Taeyeon down on the couch.
I rode taaakshiiii. Taeyeon motioned her hands as if she was holding a steering wheel.
Jessica rolled her eyes before standing up to get a basin and a towel to wipe at the girl. She was about to walk away from the
couch when stubby fingers wrapped around her wrist, turning her back to the owner of the hand.
S-staayy pleaseeee. Taeyeon pleaded through closed eyes. A lone tear slipped down her cheek before she hastily wiped it with
her free hand.
Soo..yeon.. I-I may h-have beeeen a terrible.. terrible person.. but sstayy please. She added and Jessica finds herself biting her
lower lip as she tried holding her tears in. This Taeyeon was a stranger. Not only was she drunk but she was also pleading, as if
her life depended on Jessicas answer. This Taeyeon looked vulnerable; contrary to the Taeyeon she tried engraving in her head
for four years just so she would be able to hate the girl. She needed to hate Taeyeon. What she did was unforgivable. But how
could she ever hate Taeyeon when her heart flutters every time she thinks about the girl?
Just.. tonight.. please. She heard Taeyeon say before she finds herself being pulled towards the couch, lading on top of the
drunken girl.
I missed you.. so much.. Sooyeon-ah. Another tear slipped from Taeyeons eyes and another, and another until Jessica heard
the drunken girl sob.
Jessica eventually relaxed as Taeyeon held onto her while she cried. After Taeyeon had stopped crying, Jessica moved to lie beside
Taeyeon on the couch with Taeyeons arms wrapped around her securely.
Sooyeon.. I love you. Taeyeon whispered before she succumbed herself to sleep. Jessica stayed by her side until Taeyeons
breathing steadied. She then slipped out of the drunken girls delicate arms. She watched Taeyeon for a while before giving the
girls forehead a peck.
Sleep well, Taengoo.
Jessica then climbed up to the stairs to sleep beside her Little Seohyun; her personal piece of Taeyeon.

CHAPTER 20: Confrontations

Taeyeon grunted as the pounding in her head grew louder. Surprise then took over when she opened her eyes to see a pair of
brown curious orbs staring intently at her before the eyes widened and the owner ran off to hide somewhere. Taeyeon frowned
before sitting up. The eyes were vaguely familiar. She tried racking her brain for names but stopped as soon as the pounding in
her head returned. She cupped her head, hoping to ease the pain.
Taeng? A little voice spoke and the spot beside her shifted. She looked over her side to see Jessicas daughter fiddling with her
fingers. Her eyes immediately lit up at the sight of the little girl.
Seohyun? Why are you here? Whwheres your mommy? Did she leave you here?
The girls eyebrows knitted in confusion.
Mommy is there! She cook Taeng and Hyunnie breakfast! The little girl beamed, pointing at an archway.
Taeyeons eyes widened as the realization dawned on her. She slept in the Jungs house.
Mommy says Taeng drink this. Taeyeon turned to see Seohyun pointing at a glass and painkillers that was laid on the coffee
table.
Taeyeon smiled before taking the painkillers.
Thank you, Seohyun.
The two fell silent as Seohyun studied the woman beside her. Her eyes traveled from the tousled blonde hair to the dark circles
under Taengs eyes. Taeyeon, on the other hand, was lost in her thoughts. She remembers drinking the night before, but cant
remember what happened after she boarded a taxi.
She then focused her attention to the little girl beside her who was staring intently at her. She cleared her throat before speaking.
How old are you? She blurted out as her curiosity grew. She needed to know if Jessica cheated on her while they were together.
Hyunnie is three! The little girl replied with her index, middle, ring and pinky fingers standing erect.
Taeyeon chuckled before folding the little girls pinky finger back. That was four. This is three.
Seohyun looked at her fingers with a pout before nodding. She then brought her attention back to the blonde woman beside her
to ask, Taeng hungry?
Taeyeon smiled before shaking her head no. She was still having a hangover and she feels like every food shell take in at the
moment will just end up on the toilet bowl. Another frown adorned the little girls cute face with cheeks puffing and all. Taeyeon
willed herself to keep her hands from pinching the little girls cheeks.

Taeng eat breakfast with Hyunnie? Seohyun sounded like she was pleading but her face gave no expression at all. Taeyeon
wondered how the Jungs were always able to pull off a straight face with ease.
Taeyeon contemplated for a while. She was about to answer the little girl when a voice spoke from the archway.
Hyunnie come on, breakfast is ready.. Taeyeon turned to see Jessica standing at the archway before their gazes locked
momentarily.
Taeyeon, you should eat first too. Jessica added before disappearing inside the kitchen again, not waiting for Taeyeons reply.
A tug on her hand got Taeyeon looking at Seohyun who looked at her with expectant eyes.
Taeng eat with Hyunnie! The little girl cheerfully said in her not-so-fluent Korean.
Before Taeyeon could even stop the little girl, she was already on her feet while Seohyun dragged her to the kitchen. Seeing the
little girls struggle, Taeyeon decided to just comply.
She was ushered by the little girl to sit on a chair across hers; beside Jessicas. Taeyeon awkwardly smiled at Jessica before fixing
her gaze on the plate in front of her, contemplating what to say.
Eat up, Taeyeon. Taeyeon was surprised at the softness of the voice. It was something she gets to hear every morning back
when they were still together.
Taeng! Eat eat! Seohyun urged as she munch on her bacon and a slice of bread.
Seohyun looked over the blonde woman with concern before speaking, Taeng dont like Mommy food?
Taeyeon immediately straightened up on her seat and took a bite from the hotdog that was laid on her plate. She shook her head
at the little girl before smiling, Your mommys food is yummy.
Seohyun gave her a thumb up.
Jessicas heart skipped a beat as her daughter called Taeyeon Taeng.
Mommy? Where Mommy Hyo? Seohyun then turned to Jessica. I miss Mommy Hyo.
Taeyeons heart wrenched at the mention of the other blonde.
Mommy Hyo will be home later. She needed to visit her family, baby. Jessica explained with a smile while Seohyun nodded.
Taeng go with Hyunnie? Mommy Hyo says we go to park. But she not here. Seohyuns eyes travelled from her mother to the
blonde woman sitting stiffly beside her.
Hyunnie, Taeyeon is busy. She needs to go to work. Why dont we go together? Mommy is free today.

Err, actually I-Im free today.. too. I mean.. i-if you guys like.. I c-can drive for you. Taeyeon mumbled loud enough for Jessica
to hear.
You dont have to, Taeyeon. We dont want to bother you.
No! No, its not a bother. Really, Im free today. Taeyeon immediately answered, shaking her head vigorously.
No, really, Taeyeon its okay. Jessica smiled, melting Taeyeons heart.
Oh.. o-okay. She answered dejectedly.
The breakfast went on with Taeyeon listening as the mother and daughter conversed about things they should do today. She felt
envious and hurt at the thought of Jessica not wanting to be around her. Maybe the girl didnt trust her since she was practically
a stranger to her.
After breakfast, Taeyeon prepared to leave since Jessica wouldnt allow her to help on the kitchen. This worried Taeyeon more.
Jessica seemed to be so hell-bent on getting rid of her. Taeyeon frowned. Despite the girls loss of memory, Jessica seemed like
she didnt want to be around her. With a sigh, she turned the doorknob to walk out of the house, only to stop when a voice called
out after her.
Taeyeon? She instantly turned upon hearing Jessicas voice.
About your.. uhm, offer at the dining table. I was wondering if you still want to.. c-come with.. us? Jessica shyly said without
meeting Taeyeons observant gaze. Jessica was fiddling with her fingers, a habit Taeyeon knows the girl does when shes anxious
about something. She smiled seeing a little piece of the old Jessica; her Sooyeon.
Of course. Taeyeon answered with a dorky smile. She was so happy that Jessica actually asked her to come.
Thanks. Seohyun had been whining to ask you to come. And she wont.. wont stop until I say.. yes.
Oh.. There was a hint of disappointment in Taeyeons voice as she looked off to the side. Sure shes happy that shell be spending
time with Jessica and Seohyun, but a part of her wished that it was what Jessica wanted and not only because she was complying
to her daughters request. Well, there goes my wishful thinking.
So, uh, we will see you then?
Oh, yeah. I-Ill just fetch you guys here in an.. Taeyeon brought her left arm up to peek at her brown leather-strapped wristwatch,
oblivious to the wide eyes that stared at the same wristwatch as the owner kept her tears at bay.
..an hour. Ill see you guys in an hour. Taeyeon looked up, only to find Jessicas back turned towards her.
O-okay. S-see you.

Before Taeyeon could bid her goodbye, the girl already disappeared back to the house. Taeyeon sighed before closing the door
behind her.
**
Jessica sat on the same black Honda City that she had always rode shotgun back when she was still with Taeyeon. Nostalgia was
creeping in and she fought the urge to leap on the seat beside her and straddle the girls lap like she always does on their nightly
strolls. Good thing Seohyun was on her lap.
Mommy, it hurts. Seohyun complained when Jessica unconsciously clutched the little girls shoulders.
S-sorry, Hyunnie. Jessica said before kissing the crown of her daughters head. The little girl nodded with a smile and continued
staring at the blurry images outside the car window.
Where Taeng take Mommy and Hyunnie? The little girl inquired as she looked at the driver with thoughtful eyes.
Somewhere nice and quiet. Taeyeon smiled, eyes fixed on the road.
Jessica looked at the familiar road that leads to where Taeyeon had thought her how to drive eight years ago. The road looked
different yet the feeling of familiarity was still there. The place looked more secluded than before but the green grasses were
preserved and new trees were planted.
Mommy look! Water! Seohyun pointed at a small lake that lay on the center of a clearing not far away from the road.
Mommy can Hyunnie swim? Please? Please? She pleaded, giving her mother the cutest puppy-eyes she could muster.
Err, no Hyunnie. You might catch a cold. Jessica replied, tapping the girls nose twice.
Its okay, its not really cold. I can watch her for you. Taeyeons statement had Jessica turning her head towards Taeyeon.
She opened her mouth to speak but stopped when Taeyeon parked the car beside the road. The latter then turned to face Jessica
and Seohyun.
Lets go? She said before getting off the car to speed walk towards Jessicas side and opened the door.
Jessicas heart beat rapidly as Taeyeon bent and inched closer to her. Their eyes connected for a second and Jessica saw the
sadness and longing in those chocolate brown eyes, mirroring her own. She then felt Seohyuns weight disappearing from her lap
as Taeyeon scooped the little girl into her arms. Jessica was left to collect herself together on the front seat as Taeyeon took all
the breath away from her.
She sighed; this is harder than I thought.
She got off of the car and trailed behind Taeyeon who was still holding Seohyun in her arms. The two looked like a perfect fit.

Taeyeon had stopped at the bank of the lake, putting Seohyun down.
Do you still want to swim? Taeyeon asked while watching Seohyun hesitates at the water.
Seohyun shook her head no before turning to face Taeyeon.
Hyunnie dont want. Can Hyunnie play with Taeng?
Taeyeons eyes lit up before nodding.
What does Hyunnie want to play?
The little girl tapped her chin twice before grinning.
Hyunnie play tug o war with Taeng and Mommy? The little girl looked at her with expectant eyes. Taeyeon chuckled before
giving the girl a thumb up.
Mommy! Taeng play tug o war with us! The little girl cheerfully ran towards her mother who was standing a few feet away
from them.
Jessica was about to protest when she saw Taeyeon jog past them with a rope in her hand.
Where did you get that?
Uh, car? Why? Taeyeon answered, eyes shifting from the rope in her hand to Jessica.
Jessica shook her head and let her daughter lead her to where they will be playing.
Okay, you two against me! Taeyeon handed the other end of the rope to Jessica and Seohyun.
Mommy! Mommy! We beat Taeng okay? Okay? Seohyun jumped up and down in front of her mother hoping to get a
confirmation. Jessica smiled at her daughter before smirking at Taeyeon.
Yes, baby. Well beat Taeng.
Taeyeons breath hitched at the old nickname. Jessica might not have intended it but it sent tingles down Taeyeons toes.
Taeng? Seohyuns voice brought Taeyeon back from her reverie as the little girl looked at her questioningly.
Oh, right. Okay, lets start. She said as she tried hiding the blush that had crept its way to her cheeks.
The game commenced with only the three of them. Seohyun stood in before her mother as she tried with all her strength to pull
Taeng towards them through the rope. Jessica and Seohyun were about to win when Taeyeon surprisingly applied more force on
her hands, making the mother and daughter stumble forward. Jessica wrapped her arms instinctively around her daughters small

body as she waited for the loud crash as she lost her footing. The inevitable crash didnt come and Jessica opened her eyes when
a grunt emitted from someone. Her eyes widened as soon as her gaze was met by Taeyeons closed eyelids.
Taeyeon had caught them before they crash to the ground.
Mommy! Seohyun grunted as her body was sandwiched by the two women. Jessica immediately rolled to her side with an
erratic breathing.
You okay? She heard Taeyeon ask as the girl wrapped her arms around Seohyun.
Me is okay. Taeng hurt? Seohyun answered in a worried voice.
No, Taeng is okay. Taeyeon smiled brightly at the little girl, making Seohyun smile in return.
Are you okay? Taeyeon then turned to look at Jessica who lay still on the ground beside her.
I-Im okay.. t-thanks.
Im sorry, I shouldnt have pulled too much.
I-its okay..
Are you sure youre okay?
I-I am.. s-sure. Jessica managed to say as she calmed her beating heart down.
Taeng! Lets race! Cmon cmon! Seohyun jumped and down again, hands clapping in excitement.
Taeyeon grinned before standing up and offering a hand to Jessica which the latter took almost immediately.
Race you to the tree! Taeyeon announced before running with Seohyun trailing behind her. She looked back to see Jessica
walking behind them. Some things never change.
I win! Taeyeons attention was brought back to the little girl as she leaned her hands against the tree trunk with a wide grin
plastered on her small face.
Oh man! I lost! Taeyeon pretended to cry. Seohyun approached her with worried eyes before patting Taeyeons thigh.
Why Taeng cry? Hyunnie not win anymore. Taeng win. Taeng not cry okay? The little girl cooed, hoping to stop the blonde
woman from crying.
A smile crept to Taeyeons lips before she scooped Seohyun into her arms. Princess, won. Our princess won! She happily
exclaimed as she twirled her body around, holding Seohyun tight in her arms. The little girls giggles filled the silence of the place
and Jessica found herself smiling at the endearing sight. Maybe taking Taeyeon with them was the right choice.

Hyunnie is Princess? The little girl inquired after Taeyeon sat on the ground with her back leaned on the tree trunk as she
nestled Seohyun in her lap.
Yes, Hyunnie is our princess. Do you want to be a princess?
Yes! Yes! Hyunnie is Princess!
Jessica shook her head before sitting on the ground beside Taeyeon. She reached out to grab Seohyun and settled the little girl
on her lap.
You seem to be having too much fun little girl. Jessica said and nuzzled their noses together.
E.. esh.. esski.. Seohyuns brows knitted to the center as she tried recalling what the action was called.
Eskimo kiss, Jessica finished for her daughter, unconsciously smiling at the memories she had shared with the girl sitting beside
her. Seohyun grinned before leaning her forehead in her mothers shoulder.
Is my baby tired?
Seohyun nodded against the fabric of her mothers shirt as her eyelids slowly closed with a cute little yawn.
Thank you, Taeyeon. Jessica muttered as soon as she heard Seohyuns steady breathing.
Taeyeon turned towards Jessica only to catch her yawning too. She smiled and scooted closer to the girl before pulling Jessicas
head gently towards her shoulder. Jessica smiled when she felt Taeyeons arm snaking around her waist before her eyelids closed.
Oh how she missed the warmth Taeyeon always offers.
Taeyeon watched Seohyuns head rise and fall against Jessicas chest. There was something about the little girl that always pulls
her in. Maybe it was the fact that the girl was Jessicas and she had her mothers charm that Taeyeon could never resist. Not in
this lifetime, and maybe not on the other lifetimes. Jessica was her weakness... will always be her weakness.
A sad smile adorned her face as she stared at Jessicas sleeping face. She still longs for Jessica even if the girl was beside her. Shes
too close yet too far. Maybe she was meant to always long for the girl, as a consequence for her actions.
Taeyeon fought the urge to kiss Jessica, but like always, her self-control were futile as she ended up giving Jessicas forehead a
peck.
Maybe it was for the best, but I hope you get your memories back soon. You can hate me and all, but please just dont forget
about me. Taeyeon whispered as she rested her head on the crown of Jessicas head, oblivious to the lone tear that rolled down
the girls cheeks.
**

That night, Jessica lie awake on her bed beside Seohyun as her thoughts wandered back to the words Taeyeon had whispered
when the girl thought she was sleeping. Maybe its time to talk things out.
She sat up on her bed and reached for her smartphone. She scrolled through her contacts and stopped when she saw the number
she wanted to call. She tapped her thumb into the screen before bringing the phone to her ears.
Hello? A groggy voice answered, making Jessicas heart beat fast.
T-Taeyeon?
There was a pause before the receiver answered, Jessica?
Uh, did I wake you?
Oh, no, no. I was just about to go to my office.
Jessica frowned when she saw the time displayed on the alarm clock.
At this hour?
Y-yeah. I.. cant sleep. So I decided to.. do some work.
Oh.. was all Jessica could answer.
Hey, uhm, do want to go out? I mean just stroll around the city? I-if y-you cant sleep t-too. But if youre s-sleepy then never mind.
Jessica unconsciously smiled before answering, Ill wait for you outside.
She heard an audible sigh on the other line before Taeyeon say, Ill be on my way.
Jessica went to Hyoyeons bed as soon as the phone call ended. To her surprise, the girl was already awake and was smiling widely
at her before saying, Ill watch Seohyun. Dont forget to bring a jacket, okay?
Jessica nodded before kissing her bestfriends cheek. Hyoyeon watched with a sad smile as Jessica slipped out of the door.
**
Jessica and Taeyeon walked side by side silently as they strolled along the park of Han River. Both girls were trying to come up
with something to talk about. Taeyeon was the first to break the silence by clearing her throat.
I like taking walks here when I was still attending university. I used to walk here with someone really dear to me. She said as
she fixed her gaze in front of her.
Jessica, on the other hand, was thankful for the dimly lit park that hides the blush on her cheeks.
Where is that person now? Jessica managed to ask as their pace slowed down.

I.. did some things.. that were unforgivable. And she.. left. Taeyeon hung her head low as she shoved her hands inside the
pockets of her jacket.
Like? Jessica asked, wearing the same straight face. She was itching to know if the girl would admit about them being lovers
before.
Taeyeon looked up to Jessica for a moment before focusing her eyes to something else. Anything but Jessica. She was hesitating
to say, but more than that, she was ashamed. Talking about it in front of Jessica is actually nerve wrecking than she ever thought.
I.. Her eyes landed on a bench not far from them.
You want to sit first? She asked and Jessica nodded.
They settled on the bench with Taeyeon giving a decent distance between them. Jessica waited for the girl to continue talking as
she watched the reflections of street lights on the calm river. Jessica was reminded of the time Taeyeon had serenaded her on
the lake because of the still water. Those were distant memories but it all felt like it just happened a day before.
Taeyeon looked over to Jessica who had her gaze fixed on the water when she heard the girl sigh.
I let her wait for me on our wedding day. And I did not come. I heard from her bestfriend that she waited for seven hours,
worrying about my safety while I was somewhere thinking of ways to break up with her. Jessicas attention was brought back to
Taeyeon when the girl spoke. She could hear the remorse and shame laced on each word clearly.
Im a terrible person, Jessica. And she, she always thought about me first. I was always on top of her priorities. And she loved
me despite my shortcomings. She loved every bit of me. Taeyeons voice croaked as she fought her tears. She isnt supposed to
cry. She has no right to cry.
Have you.. tried talking to.. her? Jessica asked as she studied Taeyeons face through the faint light from the moon.
Ino. I cant face her. Im.. afraid. I dont know how to face her after everything I have done. Taeyeon once again hung her
head low.
But dont you think shed somehow understand if you talk to her?
I dont know where to start.
Start by apologizing.
Taeyeon looked up to the girl beside her, taking notice of the sparkling liquid that was rolling down Jessicas smooth cheeks.
Jessica? W-why are you crying? She scooted closer to Jessica on reflex, rubbing the girls back.
Jessica was taken aback by the action and instantly wiped her tears away.

Inothing. I was just reminded of something. She said while Taeyeon awkwardly retracted her hands from her back.
I.. Im sorry. Taeyeon stayed seated beside Jessica, her arms unconsciously rubbing against Jessica.
For what?
Things, was Taeyeons short reply and Jessica decided not to probe any further.
Taeyeon?
Hmm?
I.. have to tell you.. s-something. It was Jessicas turn to be nervous as she tried forming the right words in her mind.
Taeyeon just looked at her with furrowed brows, signaling her to continue.
When we met at the supermarket.. I.. I told you and Sunny that Im suffering from.. amnesia.. right?
Taeyeon nodded.
I.. Jessica drew in a deep breath before continuing.
I lied.. T-Taeyeon. I wasnt involved in a car accident and neither was I suffering from amnesia.
Taeyeons eyes twitched for a moment before opening her mouth to speak, only to close it again when no words seemed to be
coming out.
I.. panicked when I saw you again that day. Because for the first time in almost four years, I felt the hurt and betrayal. It was like
there was a deep cut in my chest that was healing but opened again when I saw you.
Tears ran down on Jessicas cheeks again and Taeyeon instinctively brought her thumbs up to wipe the girls tears away. It hurts
her to see Jessica crumble like this. And she was to blame.
Im sorry. Im so sorry. Im really really sorry. Taeyeon repeated as if it was a mantra, hoping the sincerity in those words would
somehow aid both their aching hearts.
Jessica broke down by then, letting all her pent-up emotions out as she cling onto the fabric of Taeyeons jacket while the girl
wrapped her arms around Jessicas shaking body. Taeyeon ended up crying for the girl that she held tightly in her arms. Never
mind her own aching heart, Jessica was more important.
It hurts Taeyeon.. it still.. hurts.. it wouldnt stop hurting.. Jessica said in between sobs as her grip on Taeyeon tightened.
Im sorry Sooyeon.. Im really sorry..

They stayed in that position for a while, with Taeyeon holding Jessica while she cried her heart out. Jessicas sobs eventually died
down but Taeyeon didnt want to let her go just yet. She continued holding the girl in her arms, afraid that it would be the last
time.
She looked down to find Jessica sleeping in her arms. She shifted Jessica into a more comfortable position, laying her down on
the bench with her head in Taeyeons lap. She brushed all the stray strands that covered Jessicas sleeping face, giving her a full
view of the face she had missed so much. Her gaze trailed down to Jessicas thin lips. She hesitated for a moment before finally
deciding that its now or never as she leaned in to taste the delicate lips that was once hers to indulge. Lips meet lips and Taeyeon
stayed like that for a few seconds, not moving, just pressing their lips together. Oh how she missed those lips.
She had kissed Jessica hundreds of times before, but the sensation that the peck is giving her was incomparable. All her insides
churned as tingles ran up and down her spine. She felt something she havent felt for a long time. It was weird in a good sense.
She wanted Jessica. All of Jessica.
Spiderman kiss, she whispered to the sleeping figure before kissing Jessicas forehead goodnight. She then took off her jacket
and draped it on top of Jessica.
Sleep well, Sooyeon.

CHAPTER 21: Bestfriends

Soo!
Sooyoung stopped munching on a piece of a pork rib when her cousins deep voice caught her attention. She reluctantly tore her
eyes away from the food to glare at her cousin.
Woah, whats up with the face? Seunghyun said, sitting on the chair opposite hers.
What do you need? Irritation laced the younger Chois voice.
Aw, come on. I dont get a hello?
Hello, dear cousin. Sooyoung said with much sarcasm then rolled her eyes.
Aw, you dont miss oppa? Ive been away for a while.
I know that. Thats why we have this welcome party in the first place, right? Sooyoung stated nonchalantly as she continued
munching on her pork rib.
Still a shikshin, I see.
Sooyoung ignored the snide remark and pretended that her cousin wasnt there in front of her, talking. She doesnt hate
Seunghyun, she just hates it when people interrupt her meal time.
Listen, Soo.. Seunghyun paused, waiting for the girl to bring her attention back to him.
Hey, listen up. I just have questions. After that, I wont be bothering you and your precious meal time, okay?
Sooyoung looked up to him with annoyance written all over her face. Seunghyun would have been scared for his life if only the
question that had been irking his mind wasnt that important.
Your question better be important or I swear Ill cut your ribs and eat it. The threat was absurd, alright. But Seunghyun couldnt
help but feel uneasy. Who knows what her cousin could do when the girl gets really angry. And hungry.
He swallowed the inexistent saliva down his throat before speaking in a croaked voice, How is everyone?
Sooyoung looked at him incredulously.
That was what you wanted to ask?!
Seunghyun immediately waved his hands in front of him to stop the younger Choi from murdering him.
No, no-I mean.. hows.. Taeyeon?

Sooyoungs brow quirked then, confused as to why her cousin would ask about the short girl since she doesnt have any
recollection of the two being close.
What do you mean hows Taeyeon? Her voice had a hint of curiosity that made Seunghyun confused. It had been almost four
years; surely the girls had already known of the sperm donation?
Was it hard? I mean, I heard that its more sensitive when you were impregnated through sperm donation. He hung his head
low, trying to hide his blush. Now, he doesnt have any romantic feelings towards the short girl, but the thought of having a baby
with a girl was wonderful. Although he never touched Taeyeon, of course. Jessica only asked him if he could donate a sperm for
Taeyeon one day, and he was in no place to reject the girls request. Jessica was like a sister to him, after all.
Whawhat?! Taeyeon? Pregnant? Youre not making sense, oppa!
Seunghyun then furrowed his brows as he looked at Sooyoung. He was sure that the day she met Jessica at the hospital, they
were doing the sperm transplant for Taeyeon. It was odd though, since he didnt see Taeyeon coming with Jessica. Or maybe the
short girl was just late? Since he went out of the hospital as soon as Jessica was called by the nurse and he didnt hear a word
from Jessica or Taeyeon since then.
Y-yeah. Sica asked me to be a.. s-sperm donor.. for Taeyeon.
Sooyoungs eyes widened at her cousins words while she unconsciously leaned her head towards Seunghyun who looked at her
questioningly in response.
You are not making this up, right? She inquired with a hushed voice, as if they were sharing their familys deepest secret.
Seunghyun shook his head vigorously before pushing Sooyoung by the shoulder to settle back on her seat.
Im telling the truth. Sica asked me not to spill it to you guys, so I didnt. You know how scary that girl gets when shes
very very angry.
Sooyoungs breathing became erratic as she tried putting the pieces together.
W-when did this.. happen?
Some four years ago? Two weeks before their wedding, I think.
Are you really sure?
Yeah, I was there with Sica in the hospital. Although I didnt see Taeyeon, Im sure that shes the one whos bearing the baby
since Sica told me that she wanted the baby to be Taeyeons.
W-wait. So.. Seohyun is.. Taeyeons?
A smile crept its way to Seunghyuns face before saying, So, Seohyun is the babys name? Thats cute.

Sooyoung ignored her cousin as she started doing the math in her head.
How does the baby look? Did he looked a little like me? Seunghyun probed, oblivious to his cousins zoned out state.
Soo?
Sooyoung snapped out of her trance and focused her eyes on her cousin who was grinning like a proud fatheroh wait, right, he
was a father. Seohyuns father.
Shes a she and no, she doesnt look anything like you except for the height maybe. And now that makes sense. She has Taeyeons
eyes and those chubby cheeks! Oh what the hell? Why were we so oblivious to those things?! B-but how could Seohyun be
Taeyeons when I never saw the midget pregnant? I mean, weve been with her since Sica left.
Sooyoung rambled, forgetting about her companion who looked at her with puzzled looks.
Soo, you okay?
No! Im not okay! This is not making sense at all! How can Taeyeon be Seohyuns mother when I never saw her pregnant?
II dont know, okay? Jeez, I was just asking about the baby. Why are you raging on me?
Seunghyun had to cover his precious face when his cousin stood from her seat and propped her palms on the table rather violently.
Jeez, Soo. Calm down, will you?
I cannot calm down! This is so absurd! Jessica will never lie to us. Especially me!
Wait, who said about lying? You saw their daughter, which means you know about Taeyeons pregnancy, right?
We saw her daughter, alright. And for the gazillionth time, Choi Seunghyun, TAEYEON DIDNT GET PREGNANT. Sooyoung said
as she settled back down on her chair with hands rubbing her temple. The pork rib in front of her was screaming for her attention
but it didnt look so appealing to her anymore.
What? That cant be possible. I swear when Jessica
Sooyoung and Seunghyuns eyes widened simultaneously as the realization dawned on them.
Jessica.. was a surrogate.. mother? Seunghyun uttered first with eyes widened ten times. He had always thought that Taeyeon
was the one to bear the baby. But of course, the Jung was an unpredictable girl. As always.
And she didnt tell all of you? He asked again.
Sooyoung shook her head and was unexpectedly much calmer now than earlier, her eyes wore a sympathetic look.

Maybe she forgot about it too, since shes suffering from amnesia. She heaved a sigh before slumping down on her seat. She
was happy and sad for the information. Happy that there was actually something that bound Taeyeon and Jessica physically. And
it was her niece too! But sad that the Jung cant remember anything about it, except that Seohyun is her child. She wonders what
kind of troubles Jessica had gone through with the pregnancy. It would have been the biggest shock of her life to wake up with
no memories and a bulging tummy.
Whats with the face again? Seunghyun inquired when Sooyoungs eyebrows met on the middle again, accompanied by a
deepening frown.
If the accident was so serious that it wiped off her memories, then how did the baby survived? I mean, Im thankful that Seohyun
is a healthy baby girl and all but Im confused. A fetus barely a month old cant survive that kind of accident.
Seunghyun rubbed his chin, pondering on the situation. Being a medical practitioner, he knows that Sooyoung had a point.
Are you really sure she has amnesia? He asked in a curious voice.
IIm not sure. She said she was involved in a car accident and suffered from amnesia since then.
Do you think shes telling the truth?
Do you think shes lying? Sooyoung asked back.
But why would she lie about something like that? Sooyoung added with furrowed brows. It just didnt make sense.
I dont know. You are closer to her, you would know why.
Sooyoungs attention perked up before saying, Because shes hurt?
It was Seunghyuns turn to cock a brow at his cousin.
What do you mean?
Sooyoung then filled her cousin with what happened four years ago. From the supposed wedding, to Taeyeons engagement and
eventually Jessicas disappearance.
..and now shes back with a child and a wife. Sooyoung finished her narration.
Wife? You mean Taeyeon?
Sooyoung rolled her eyes. For a medical practitioner, her cousin could be really dumb.
I told you, the wedding didnt push through.
Oh, right.. but whos this wife youre talking about?

Kim Hyoyeon, someone she met in Cali, obviously.

Now, where did I hear that name.. Seunghyun said, rubbing his chin.
Anyway, do you think Sica is pretending? Sooyoung inquired with curiosity and.. well, hurt. Jessica never lied to her. Ever.
I cant really tell if she is or she is not. But based on your story, the girl had gone through a lot. Well, not that Taeyeon didnt.
But she was the one who was more hurt being left with no explanation and all.
Sooyoung nodded.
But why dont you ask her? Seunghyun suggested.
Maybe she needs her bestfriend now more than ever. His eyes disappeared when he smiled brightly at Sooyoung.
Maybe..
Sooyoung could only sigh. What in the world was Jessica Jung thinking hiding all of these to her? She was hurt alright. But she
needed answers too.
**
Sooyoung observed as Jessica nodded at Yoonas stories. She had dragged Jessica along in the preschool where Yoona was
working. They brought Seohyun too, and the little girls eyes lit up as soon as she saw the story books on a cute little bookshelf
by the wall.
..and we were laughing so hard coz the guy almost peed on his pants because of your infamous icy glare. Yoona clutched the
side of her stomach as she laugh in a not-so-ladylike manner. Jessica was chuckling along with her and Sooyoung swears she saw
a glimpse of guilt on those lazy baby brown orbs.
Right Soo? You even had his picture, right? He was sweating like mad then. Yoona added and Sooyoung nodded.
Ah, good old times. High school was the best time for me since we spent every day together. Especially when you and Yoona
stopped herself before blurting out Taeyeons name.
Me and? Jessica probed.
Oh, uh, n-no one. You and Sooyoung. You were childhood friends while I came later. I owe you guys my sanity, actually. You
helped me through a break up. Yoona smiled widely at them.
Jessica returned the smile while Sooyoung continued studying her subject; Jessica Jung.
Sica, I was just wondering.. Sooyoung turned her gaze at her niece who was so engrossed in a colorful story book. ..how did
Seohyun came to be? I mean, you never mentioned about your pregnancy.

Jessica fidgeted on her seat then as her eyes wavered for a bit. She averted her gaze everywhere, looking at anything but the two
girls sitting in front of her, waiting for her response.
Ah, oh, Seo.. Seohyun.. she.. uh, She scratched the nail on her thumb with her index finger; a habit Sooyoung knows she does
when shes nervous or uneasy.
Yoona kept silent, waiting for Jessicas answer as she too became curious of Jessicas pregnancy.
Ahh, shes.. Jessica trailed off as her mind went haywire. Is this really the right time to come clean to her best buddies? But
they would hate her, she know that look in Sooyoungs face. The girl is doubting.
You were involved in a car accident, right? Four years ago? And Seohyun is what? Three? Four? Anyway, I was just wondering
how the kid managed to stay in your womb that time. But you dont have to answer if you feel uncomfortable talking about it.
Yoona looked at Sooyoung after the girls statement. The statement may sound nonchalant to others but Yoona knew Sooyoung
well. The words were laced with mockery and something she cant quite comprehend. Hurt? Why would Sooyoung be hurt if she
was just curious? And why would the older girl mock Jessica? It didnt make sense.
Jessica hung her head low as she found it hard to keep her tears at bay, before speaking in a hoarse voice; IIm s-sorry.. Yoong..
Soo.. I..
Yoona was taken aback by the nickname. Not that she didnt hear it from the other girls, but she havent heard Jessica call her
that since she reappeared.
You c-called me.. Y-yoong?
They saw Jessica nod before slowly bringing her guilt-stricken face up, cheeks wet with uncontrollable tears.
II pretended that.. t-that I have.. amnesia.. I.. Im so sorry.
Sooyoung scoffed, making Yoona look at her momentarily before she brought her attention back to Jessica who was still fiddling
with her fingers.
Sica.. y-you lied to us? Yoona inquired. Her voice sounded hoarse although she wasnt crying.
IIm so sorry.
Why? Sooyoungs voice sounded hostile although she didnt mean it to be like that.
Jessica didnt answer. What was she supposed to say anyway?
I thought we were bestfriends, Sica. Now, why? Didnt you trust us enough? You left us without even bothering to say goodbye
or keep in touch. And now, now you come back acting like you didnt know us because of your freaking amnesia? Sica, weve

practically known each other all our lives! Now, why was it so easy for you to lie to us? I get that you were hurt before. But why
did you have to lie to us? We were bestfriends, Sica! Bestfriends!
Sooyoungs outburst brought new tears to Jessicas eyes and she finds herself sobbing uncontrollably inside the confines of the
small classroom. All the childrens attention turned to her, including Seohyun who immediately dropped her book to approach
her mother with worried eyes.
Mommy? The little girl called out as she stood beside her sobbing mother.
Why Mommy cry? She turned her attention towards the other adults in the room. Yoona extended her arms towards her but
the little girl shook her head and climbed on top of her mothers lap before straddling her. She then cupped her mothers cheeks
with her tiny hands when they were face to face.
Mommy? Seohyun cooed.
Why Mommy cry? Mommy mad with Hyunnie? Hyunnie is sorry. She pouts before lifting herself to kiss her mothers lips.
Hyunnie no bad anymore. Mommy no cry please? Pretty please? Seohyun then buried her head in her mothers chest. Listening
to her mothers sobs.
Jessicas arms wrapped around her daughter before her right hand rubbed circles on Seohyuns back; an action she makes to
calm herself. Seohyuns tiny hands then gripped the fabric on Jessicas shirt.
Hyunnie sad when Mommy cry. The little girl mumbled.
Im sorry. Jessica said, looking at Sooyoung and Yoona for the first time since she started crying.
Yoona, being the calmer one, nodded with a smile before reaching out to hold Jessicas hand that was holding Seohyun.
I may be hurt because you lied, but that would never change the fact that you are my bestfriend, Sica. And I will forgive you, no
matter what. She said comfortingly to Jessica. She then turned to look at Sooyoung who had her head turned sideways, avoiding
any eye contact from Jessica. Yoona smiled sadly at Jessica before nodding.
Seohyun? Do you want me to read a story for you? Yoona said in a gentle voice as she rubbed the little girls back.
Seohyun, however, shook her head vigorously against the fabric of her mothers shirt.
Hyunnie stay with Mommy please. Hyunnie no like Mommy cry.
Jessica then pulled her daughter away from her and looked deep into those chocolate brown orbs.
Its okay, baby. Mommy is okay now. Mommy isnt going to cry anymore. Dont worry, okay? Jessica offered an assuring smile
to her daughter.

B-but.. Seohyun said as she fiddled with the fabric of Jessicas shirt.
Mommy needs to talk to Soo. Will you come with Yoona, please?
Mommy sure?
Jessica smiled and nod at her daughter.
kay. Seohyun said before lifting herself again to kiss her mothers lips.
Love you, baby. Jessica tapped Seohyuns nose twice, making the little girl smile.
Love you Mommy.
Yoona then took Seohyun from Jessicas lap and carried her back to the bookshelf. Soehyun looked back at her mother with
worried eyes.
Soo.. Jessica said as soon as she saw Yoona and Seohyun settled on the floor.
Sooyoung didnt bother to look at her as she coldly spoke. Do you even have any plans on telling us?
O-of course! Soo, you know I cant lie to you and Yoona.
But you did! You lied! You made us all look like total idiots! Sooyoung turned to face Jessica this time and Jessica found herself
cowering at the glare the tall girl is sending her.
I-Im sorry, Soo. Please.. Jessica muttered dejectedly.
Why? Why did you lie to me?
ISoo, I never intended to lie. I lied to Taeyeon without thinking that this would go out of hand. I would never hurt you or Yoona.
You know that.
But Im really hurt, Sica. Im really really hurt. I didnt do anything to you. I have always been there. I was even willing to kill that
midget when she ditched you on your wedding day. I was furious but I was even furious when you left. You left without thinking
about how I or Yoona would feel!
Im sorry.. I w-was selfish.. Im really sorry, Soo.
A cowering Jessica was too hard to see, and Sooyoung finds herself approaching her bestfriend. Her long arms wrapped
instinctively around Jessicas shaking body as the girl cried.
Im sorry too. I am not in the place to be scolding you right now. But I cant help it. I really missed you and the last thing I ever
wanted was for you to forget about me and Yoong.

Jessica shook her head before croaking, I.. I should a-apologize.. n-not you.. or Yoona.. I-Im really s-sorry.
You can never forget about me, Sica. Promise me. Sooyoung held Jessica tighter inside her arms. She felt Jessica nod her head
and a small smile plastered on her face as little tears started making its way out of her eyes.
I will never forget about you.. Choi Sooyoung. Never.
Sooyoungs smile widened when she felt Jessicas arms wrapped around her thin waist.
Now, now. You still have one question to answer.
Sooyoung then pulled away from the embrace to look Jessica in the eyes. The latter looked at her with puzzled eyes as she wiped
her tears with the back of her hands. Cute.
Seohyun.. Sooyoung looked at the little girl in Yoonas lap momentarily before turning to face Jessica again. Shes biologically
Taeyeons, right?
Jessica was taken aback by the question but she promised to never lie to Sooyoung and Yoona again so she nodded her head in
response. Sooyoungs eyes lit up in an instant.
I knew it! Those eyes were too small to be yours. And those chubby cheeks! Only the midget has those. And shes my niece too!
Oh goodness, I have a niece! Sooyoung said cheerfully and Jessica widened her eyes at the last words.
W-what are you t-talking about?
I talked to Seunghyun two days ago. He was asking about Taeyeon and her pregnancy. I was really surprised because I never saw
Taeyeon with a bulging belly. And then he mentioned that he was the sperm donor and told me about everything. Sooyoung
said, sounding like Sooyoung. Not the hostile Sooyoung anymore but the cheerful shikshin Jessica had always known.
B-but how? I mean about Seohyun being Taeyeons?
Well, we kinda figured it out.
Oh..
A comfortable silence fell upon them and Sooyoung settled back on her seat while Jessica calmed herself down.
Does the midget know?
Sooyoungs question had Jessica turning towards the tall girl.
I already told her that I wasnt involved in an accident. And I dont have amnesia.
Sooyoung nodded. And about Seohyun?

Jessica shook her head. She wasnt able to tell Taeyeon about Seohyun yet. She fell asleep on the night they went to the park
after crying. But was she willing to tell Taeyeon?
Do I have to? I mean, shes okay now. Im okay now. We both moved on. We already had our closure.
Sooyoung looked at her incredulously before shaking her head.
Of course you have to. Seohyun is Taeyeons daughter as much as she is yours. And really? You think shes okay? You havent
noticed those longing orbs yet? The regret and guilt were always there, Sica. It had always been there.
Jessica opened her mouth but Sooyoung beat her to it.
And you are not okay, either. Your eyes say so. None of you had moved on yet, Sica. You cant just forget a love that strong.
Jessicas heart skipped a beat as Sooyoung hit the spot. She loves Taeyeon, yes. But its not as strong as it used to anymore.
Maybe its just because of the memory that they once shared thats why the girl still holds a part of her heart. But Seohyun had
been filling the void Taeyeon left. And so maybe thats why she doesnt feel anything for her anymore.
I-I dont think I love her like that anymore.. Soo. And shes married already.
Sooyoung shook her head. No, Jessica Jung loves Kim Taeyeon just the way she did all those years.
Youre just confused. Your brain is telling you that loving Taeyeon isnt right and that you should feel hatred towards her because
it is the right emotion to feel when someone left you. But your heart, its telling you to forgive and forget because Taeyeon was
all you needed, all you need and all youll ever need.
Sooyoung spoke as if Jessica was a book that she was reading. The words came easily and wonderfully from her tongue.
And shes not married. The engagement was cancelled a few months later. Sooyoung added.
Jessica didnt answer and Sooyoung decided it would be best if the Jung would realize it herself. She then turned her head towards
her niece.
Shes a bright and loving little girl.
Jessica smiled proudly at the compliment before nodding her head.
I have Krystal to thank for. And Hyoyeon too. And oh, Tiff. They were a big help raising Seohyun.
Sooyoungs brow quirked at the last unfamiliar name. She knows Krystal and Hyoyeon but the Tiff person is unfamiliar.
Jessica noticed Sooyoungs furrowed brows and realized that she hasnt told her about Tiffany yet.
Uh, Tiff is Tiffany. The fiance of Taeyeons brother. She had been with me in California.

Sooyoung got even more confused at this. How come Taeyeon didnt know her whereabouts when her soon-to-be sister in law
is with Jessica all this while? Unless
Taeyeon didnt know about it. Jiwon had kept it from her. He also knew about me being a surrogate mother. Jessica then spoke
before Sooyoung could draw her conclusions.
She then told Sooyoung what happened in California and how the other Kim and his fiance got involved. Sooyoung nodded her
head before heaving a sigh. How did something so innocent and lovely turned into a whirlpool of emotions? She will never know.
**
By the end of the day, the trio bid their goodbyes with light hearts. Jessica was happy to be able to come clean. Theres only Yuri
and Sunny to worry now. But knowing the two girls, theyll understand her. Hopefully.
She was walking to the bus stop with a sleeping Seohyun in her arms when suddenly a honk from a car startled her, almost losing
her footing. She groaned in annoyance and turned to rage on the driver. However, she was greeted by the sight of her ex-fiance
in her black Honda City. Taeyeon then got out of her car with an apologetic smile.
I was driving home when I saw you. I-I startled you. Sorry. She said while awkwardly scratching her thigh.
I-its okay. Jessica answered before looking down at her daughter who was still sleeping.
Shes sleeping? Taeyeon moved closer to them. Jessica just nod at the question.
Come on, Ill drive you home. She added when she was standing in front of Jessica.
Iits okay, Taeyeon. You dont have to. Well just catch the bus.
No, no I insist. I mean, Seohyun is sleeping and riding the bus could be a hassle. I mean.. yeah. Taeyeon scratched her thigh
again.
Jessica looked around first. The bus stop was only a few feet away but there were too many people waiting for the bus. She
hesitantly nodded, not looking at Taeyeon.
Really? Taeyeons voice went a pitch higher. And Jessica fought the urge to chuckle at the childish voice.
Ah, yes. If you insist.
Oh, oh yes. So, lets go?
Jessica nodded and started walking towards the black car but stopped when Taeyeon held her arm.
I.. uh, l-let me carry her for you.. She shyly said, extending her arms to carry Seohyun. Jessica smiled at the thoughtfulness
before complying.

Shes pretty heavy, huh? Taeyeon commented as they walked the short distance to her car.
And really, really beautiful. She added as she put Seohyun down in Jessicas lap who settled on the front seat. Their arms
accidentally brushed, sending tingles down Taeyeons toes, making her a little giddy.
Taeyeon? Jessica said when the blonde girl seemed to be zoning out.
Oh, oh right. Taeyeon smiled before speed walking towards the drivers side.
Buckle up, Jessica reminded her.
Silenced engulfed them as Taeyeon starts driving. She stole glances from Jessica from time to time, not forgetting to focus on the
road. The car was filled with Jessicas scent. Her senses were filled with Jessica, making her insides flip. Oh how she missed this
scent. Shes definitely not cleaning her car for a week, just to hold Jessicas scent inside.
Her fingers reached for the power button of the car stereo and before she could even realize it, a song echoed inside the confine
of her car.
And
I'm

your

heart's

falling

And

for

with

Kiss

against

my

your

eyes,

feeling

me

chest,

your

but
I'll

like

lips

pressed

they

don't

forget,

you

I'm

to
know

in

my

neck

me

yet

love

wanna

be

now

loved

You

wanna

be

loved

You

wanna

be

loved

This

feels

like

falling

Falling

love

in

We're

falling

Settle

down

And

I'll

You'll

in

love

made

love

with

me

be

your

be

was

in

safety

my

to

keep

your

lady

body

warm

But I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms

Taeyeons eyes widened and immediately skipped the track that she had been listening to, since this morning. She looked at
Jessica through her peripheral vision and the girl looked like she was blushing, but Taeyeon cant be sure since she didnt fully
faced Jessica.

Taeyeon breathe out the breath she was holding when an upbeat song came. She was nodding her head to the tune when the
next lyrics caught her attention.
Girl

Girl

just

wanna

just

Girl

see

wanna
just

Goddamn

you

see

strip,

you

wanna

strip,

see

you're

right

now

girl

you

cause

take

your

strip

sexy!

it's
time

Goddamn

Goddamn

late,
with

you're
you're

babe
it
sexy
sexy!

Girl I just wanna see you...

A blush then graced her cheeks when her mind wandered to the first night she had touched Jessica on the beach. The temperature
inside the car felt too hot for Taeyeon and she had to fan herself. She again pressed forward and skipped the current song. The
next song was a slow and for Taeyeon, it was better than the previous sensual song. It was an old song but she cant remember
the tile. She remembers Jiwon singing this when they were kids. The song was okay, actually. She liked the tune. But it was like
the gods were making fun of her as her cheeks heat up again when the chorus of the song started.
I'll

make

love

to

Like

you

want

me

And

I'll

hold

you
to

you

tight

Baby all through the night

She mentally face palmed. She had put her iPod on shuffle and god knows why the song orders were like this. And for the fourth
time that night, she changed the song. She didnt care if it would be dub step or whatever. Just not songs like the previous ones.
Taeyeon frowned at the new song. The gods must really be playing a trick on her as Jessicas voice came booming out of the
speakers.
You

make

the

hairs

on

the

Just
And

back

my

neck

stand

one
I

erupt

Baby

like

volcano

girl
just

Than

to

hear

you

sing

(sing

do

our

thing

(when

we

and

can't

think

cover

her

make

(of

up
touch

you

And

When

of

we

my

me

anything
my

with

else

name
do

I'd
the

the

love
say

rather

do)

way

you

do)

things

we

do)

Baby girl you make me say

Jessicas cheeks heat up as she listened to her voice. It was a cover she had recorded once as an anniversary gift for Taeyeon. It
even had a message on the end of the song.
Taeyeon was about to change the song again when Jessica spoke, stopping her midway.

I.. didnt know you still.. keep this.

Taeyeon just smiled sheepishly as she retracted her hand.
I.. like it. I listen to it everyday. Taeyeon admitted openly with a shy smile.
Jessica just nod her head as the song went on.
Oh

love

making

love

to

you

Say baby girl you know you're my.. sexy love

They both blushed and Jessica had to turn her head sideways. Taeyeon, on the other hand, clutched the steering wheel tighter,
making her knuckles turn white. She bit the corner of her lips as she tried supressing a grin. Flashes of Jessicas naked body under
or on top of hers invaded her mind. She felt her ears warm up and before she could even hide it from Jessica, the girl already
noticed it.
Your ears are red. Youre thinking of perverted things again.
II wasnt. I-its just hot.. in.. in here. Taeyeon stuttered as she tried covering her ears with her hair.
Jessica rolled her eyes but chose to stay quiet, not wanting to embarrass Taeyeon more.
Taengoo-ah~ happy anniversary! I love you forever, okay? I will always be here for you. I love you, Taengoo-ah~ Jessicas voice
spoke from the speaker as the song came to its end.
The ride to Jessicas house was quiet. They didnt utter another word after the recorded song ended. And Jessica found the silence
actually comforting.
Thank you, Taeyeon. Jessica said while Taeyeon helped her with Seohyun. Her warm breath brushed against Taeyeons earlobes
as the blonde bent down to scoop Seohyun from her. Jessica stifled a laugh when Taeyeons ears turned bright red again.
I-itsnoproblem. Taeyeon said with haste and immediately straightened up with Seohyun in her arms.
Ill see you around then? Jessica said and took Seohyun from Taeyeons arms as soon as she got out of the car.
Yeah, see.. see you. Taeyeon stuttered again when their arms brushed.
Bye, Taeyeon. Jessica smiled before walking towards their front door, only to stop when Taeyeon called after her.
G-good night, Sooyeon-ah. Sleep well.
Jessicas heart skipped a beat and her world stopped turning for a millisecond. Oh how she missed that nickname. And it still
sounds perfect coming out from Taeyeons mouth.

CHAPTER 22: Jeonju I

The blonde darted her eyes from one table to another before taking a swig from her beer. Its only her second time in the place;
the first being with Jess and her friends. The place looked deserted today. Maybe because it was still early. She shrugged, bringing
the bottle back to her mouth. Thank goodness for whoever invented the beer and everything in the world that could make you
momentarily forget the pain. Momentarily.
A sigh. Of course its not true. There was never a thing in the world that makes you forget pain. Nothing but amnesia. But Jess
had tried that before, no? And she ended up hurting more; cried herself to sleep because Taeyeon was so close yet so far.
Taeyeon and Jessica. They were soul mates. She knows that. Time and circumstances had tore them apart but here they are,
falling perfectly back into each others arms. Jess might never admit it, but she knows, she feels it, sees it. Her Jess wants Taeyeon
back. But what was holding Jess back? A part of her wants to hope that it was her, but of course that isnt the case. That will never
be the case. She was like a sister to Jess. And thats what shell ever be.
Her make believe family with Jess will crumble down as soon as Jess sort her feelings out. And what would that leave her? Nothing.
No one. Jess could never stick with her like she stuck with Jess for the past years. But that wasnt Jess fault. It was hers, only hers.
She made herself believe she could replace Taeyeon in Jess and Hyunnies life. And Jess could not know. Because Jess being Jess,
shell surely holdback with her feelings for Taeyeon. And one broken heart is always better than two.. err, three.
A sigh.
Maybe coming to Korea with Jess was a bad idea or maybe good? Shell get over whatever she feels towards Jess.. right? She
just have to watch Jess and Taeyeon patch things up together, right? Then shell get really really hurt until shell feel nothing
because her heart will become numb--oh, the heart just pumps blood, silly. Its the mind, wasnt it? Her feelingswhatever it is
called, are just psychological, right? Because.. because she was just too attached to Jess and Hyunnie. Because.. because they
were her family. Because.. because she had no one else in her life but Jess and Hyunnie. Because.. because she died and left her.
Because Jess gave her the family she had always dreamt of having with her.
Here,
A bottle of soju was presented in front of her, bringing her back from her reverie. She looked up to see the intruders face, only
to be greeted by a giant shikshin. She raised a brow at Sooyoung before turning her head to the side. There was something in the
eyes of the giant. Sympathy? But why would she sympathize with her? She havent told a single soul about her fondness of Jess,
not even the annoying Tiffany Hwang who always steals Jess from her. Was she that obvious?
Its lonely to drink alone.. Hyoyeon, right?
She flinched when she heard a squeak from the chair across her when the giant dragged it. She furrowed her brows at the younger
girl who sat comfortably in front of her, invading her solitude.

So, wheres Sica? Why are you alone? There was something in the younger girls voice. Gentleness? She cant put a finger onto
it, but there was something.
Shes with Taeyeon. In Jeonju, was her short answer.
Really? Are they visiting Taeyeons mother?
She nods her head, hoping that the younger girl would leave her alone.
She felt the girl shifting on her seat... uncomfortably? She looked like she had something to say but too shy to do so.
Did you need anything?
The younger girl blinked rapidly before biting her lower lip.
I.. Sooyoung trailed off, remembering what Seunghyun had told her through the phone this morning.
Soo! I remember the Hyoyeon Kim you were talking about.
Huh? Remember?
Yeah, her wife died from a car accident.
Wife?
Yeah, wife as in a girl she married.
But isnt she and Si
I dont know. But yes, I was there when her wife was brought to the E.R. I was just an intern back then. She almost lost it, Soo.
Im surprised she coped up well.
Sooyoung? Hyoyeon inquired, tilting her head slightly to the side.
I.. uh, do you want to grab something to eat? Something not from my fathers bar? Say, fish cakes? Sooyoung flashed Hyoyeon
a blinding smile. Theres no need to remind the girl about the tragedy she had faced and coped bravely, right? All she could do is
befriend the blonde.
**
Jessica waited for her heartbeat to steady. She feels like her heart is going to explode any minute from now. Being in the same
car with Taeyeon for hours and hours of drive was not easy. And the blonde just decided to torture her more when she decided
to scoop Seohyun from her lap, faces centimeters away from each other. She could practically hear Taeyeons uneven breathing
at that moment, making her heart pump more blood than her body needed.

Jessi! Arent you coming inside? Tiffanys loud voice brought her back to her senses. She nodded and smiled at Tiffany who
waited for her on the door step of the big ancestral house.
The eye-smiling girl linked their arms as soon as Jessica stood beside her. She talked about how peaceful the place is and how the
air was so fresh and whatnot. Jessica only nodded in acknowledgement, mind still lingering on Taeyeon who smells so deliciou
no, wait, scratch that.
..anyway, Jiwon and Umma is waiting for you upstairs. Ill take care of Hyunnie, alright?
Jessica was ushered to a wooden staircase before Tiffany strolled off to the kitchen where Seohyun and Taeyeon were.
She knocked on the third door on the hall and the door opened immediately, revealing Jiwon and his dorky smile. Just like
Taeyeons.
Umma, your favorite in-law is here. Jiwon announced, opening the door wide and stepping aside to make way for Jessica.
Jessica hissed at him as she passed by him, letting him know that she wasnt happy with his joke. The guy just rolled his eyes
before getting out of the room.
**
So, Taetae. How have you been? Tiffany asked, index finger twirling her locks, back leaned on the sink.
Tae..tae? Taeyeon inquired with furrowed brows. The nickname isnt really new since Wooyoung call her that, too. But it
sounded foreign coming from Tiffany. They werent really close since she had only seen Tiffany in gatherings.
Yeah, I thought it sounded cute.
I.. I guess.. it.. it is. Taeyeon scratched the back of her head.
Anything new about you other than your new found fondness in sweet potatoes?
Huh?
Tiffany pointed at the half eaten sweet potato in her hand.
Oh.. uh, Hyunnie.. she.. she wanted me to taste it. Taeyeon looked off to her side to see Seohyun eating her sweet potato
happily.
Mommy Tiff, can I have juice? Pretty please?
Tiffany smiled at Seohyun before opening the fridge to get Seohyun her juice.
M-mommy Tiff? Taeyeon inquired as tiffany made her way back to Seohyun with a glass of orange juice in hand.

Jessi didnt tell you?

J-jessi? You call her Jessi?
Yeah. Why? Tiffany went back to lean her previous position on the sink, facing Taeyeon who was leaning on the island counter
with Seohyun beside her.
So anyway, Jessi and I are bestfriendssisters. Yeah, were like sisters in Cali. I was there when she was pregnant and I was the
one who brought her to the hospital.
Oh..
Wheres Hyo, by the way? Tiffany asked, changing the topic.
Sooyeon said shes with her family and cant come with us.
Oh, so youre calling her Sooyeon again?
They both turned towards the kitchen door to see Jiwon leaning on the doorframe with a wide grin on his face. Tiffany smiled
brightly at her fianc while Taeyeon frowned at the interruption. She had so many things to ask Tiffany.
Her frown deepened when Jiwon walked towards Tiffany to engulf the girl in a very, very tight hug and a kiss afterwards.
Y-yah! Theres a child in here! Taeyeon said and immediately moved in front of Seohyun.
Jiwon rolled his eyes before settling beside Tiffany.
So, what were you two talking about? Were you talking about how great of a guy I am?
Tiffany and Taeyeon both rolled their eyes.
Taetae was just asking me how I knew Jessi.
Oh..
Taeyeon looked at her brother then back at Tiffany again before speaking. Did Jiwon know you were with Jessica in California?
Yeah, Tiffany answered almost immediately.
What?! And you never told me?! What kind of brother are you?! Taeyeon said, anger lacing each word.
Calm down, Thumbelina. I didnt tell you because I thought you werent interested. And besides, you were coping and moving
on.
Taeyeon scoffed, Some brother you are.

Anywaaaaay, Tiffany interrupted, shooting Jiwon the look. Can you and Jessi pick the oranges from the market, please? I
forgot and Jiwon cant leave Umma here.
Wh-what? Why us? You can just ask someone else. Or y-you.. you can pick it up by yourself.
Im looking after Hyunnie, Taetae. And dont you think its nice to drive around town in the late afternoon? Tiffany smiled,
With Jessi?
**
How have you been, Jessica?
Jessica looked at the frail woman sitting on the wheelchair. Mrs. Kim had grown thinner, her eyes emptier than they ever did,
wrinkles showing and hair so thin. This wasnt the Mrs. Kim she had engraved in her mind. The graceful and young Mrs. Kim, gone
because of her illness.
Ive been good, Mrs. Kim
Oh, Jessica. How many times do I have to tell you to call me Auntie?
I-Im sorry.. auntie.
Mrs. Kim smiled, weak hands reaching to cup Jessicas. The latter obliged, moving closer to Mrs. Kim, kneeling in front of her. She
buried her face on Mrs. Kims left knee, uncontrollable tears damping the fabric of the womans pajama pants.
Dont cry, sweetie. Mrs. Kim cooed as she stroke Jessica tresses.
Everythings.. going to be.. fine w-with you.. r-right?
We are trying, sweetie. Taeyeon is trying to find the bone marrow that would match with mine. For now, I could only hold on to
therapies.
Jessica cried her heart out for the woman who treated her like her own daughter, the woman who had always supported her and
Taeyeon.
Im sorry, Mrs. Kims voice was low, almost hushed.
Jessica looked up to the woman with questioning eyes.
Im sorry Taeyeon had to take over the company. Im sorry she had to hurt you. Im sorry, sweetie.
N-no. please dont apologize, auntie. Whatever Taeyeon did, it was all her decision.
Decisions she had to make because of her sick mother.

Mrs. Kim saw the confused look in Jessicas eyes and continued, We needed money for the bone marrow transplant. So she
decided to comply with her fathers wish of taking over the company. Our family savings werent enough. And she said that having
the company was the only way for us to continue with the treatment.
Jessica fell silent. How could she blame a sick woman? No, she never could. It wasnt anybodys fault.
And Im assuming she never told you this?
Jessica shook her head. Taeyeon didnt.
You are still hurting, I can see it in your eyes. Mrs. Kim commented as she cup Jessicas face.
Your eyes look like Taeyeons. Always lost, empty and uncertain. The woman added.
Dont let this chance slip again, Jessica. Dont lose each other again.
Dry lips then landed on Jessicas forehead.
**
S-sorry.. I told them I can go by myself but Tiffany is being stubborn.
Jessica turned her head to the drivers seat after hearing Taeyeon speak for the first time since they were asked to pick up oranges
from the market.
And Im sorry if the car isnt comfortable. I cant bring mine since the oranges wont fit. Taeyeon added.
I-its okay.. Jessica managed to let out.
Your eyes are red. Why were you crying, Sooyeon?
Jessica didnt answer, instead she asked; Are we still far from the market?
Y-yeah.
Jessica hummed and nodded.
They settled into another comfortable silence. But it was cut short when the old pick-up truck abruptly stopped and the engine
died.
W-whats happening? Jessica asked, eyes darting from Taeyeon to the empty road. It was already late in the afternoon and the
sun will set soon.
Ill check, Taeyeon answered, getting out of the car to open the car hood.
After a few moments, Taeyeon came back with a frown. The engine over heated.

Jessica groaned before taking her phone out of her back pocket.
And no network coverage. Great, she said as frustration built up.
Taeyeon nibbled on her bottom lip before looking apologetically at Jessica.
I-I take f-full responsibility. J-just blame me.
Jessica turned to look at Taeyeon with incredulous eyes. She wasnt blaming anyone. Why would Taeyeon think like that?
Dont be silly, Taengoo. Im not blaming anybody.
She was taken aback at her own words. Did she just call Taeyeon, Taengoo?
O-okay.. Taeyeon bit the inside of her cheek just to suppress a grin and with hopes that the warm feeling in her cheeks would
vanish soon.
Their conversation died at that as they sat in their respective seats in silence.
Half an hour had passed and the sun was bidding Jeonju its temporary goodbye, spraying the sky a perfect hue of orange and
pink, making everything look romantic. Taeyeon took in the masterpiece the setting sun had made. She remembers watching the
sunset and sunrise with Jessica before. Jessica had always loved the sunset while she loves sunrises as it reminds her of new
beginnings.
New beginnings. Will she ever be fortunate enough to experience that? With Jessica? Maybe not. Jessica has a family now. And
as much as Taeyeon dont want to admit it, the girl looks happy. And it makes her happy too.. somehow.
But happiness.. happiness is Jessica. Happiness is being able to hold the girl to sleep. Happiness is seeing the girls sweet smile
every morning. Is she ready to let go of happiness? Of beautiful, precious memories shared for years and years? Is she ready to
let go of Jessica yet? Even after all those years, her heart still yearns for Jessica. Only Jessica.
Taeyeon?
Her eyes immediately opened when Jessicas sweet voice entered her consciousness.
S-sica?
Its hot in here. Can we sit on the carrier?
Oh.. s-sure.
Jessica smiled at her before getting out of the vehicle, which she followed suit. They sat on the carrier, feet dangling on the edge.
Taeyeon unconsciously hummed a song that had been on her mind for a week now. A smile graced her lips before craning her
neck to the side, looking for the guitar she knows Jiwon always kept on the carrier.

She reached for the black guitar case and opened it. It was the same guitar she had used when she and Jessica were on the lake.
Jessica just stared at the guitar Taeyeon was holding when she was reminded of that night in the lake. It was so perfect, so
beautiful. Taeyeon was beautiful under the moonlight, accompanied by her sweet, sweet voice.
I
I
It

talk
hope

to

you

thats

what

feels

as

as

to

you've

though

come

friend
to

we've

made

be
amends

Like we found a way eventually..

Taeyeon sang, accompanied by the strumming of guitar strings, captivating Jessica again.
..It

was

you

When
And

who

picked

was

then

glued

me

the

pieces
broken

up
soul

back

together

Returned to me what others stole..

Jessicas heart beats abnormally fast again as Taeyeons eyes caught her gaze, trapping her. She wanted to look away but the
intensity of Taeyeons gaze was just too much that she finds herself submitting to the older girl.
..I

dont

dont

Like

wanna

will

I've
I've

wanna

But

make

you

I've

done

not

do

it

been
my

now

you

know,

always
had

hurt

before
anymore

head

dreamer

among

that

sway

the

Im

clouds

coming

down

Wont you be my solid ground?..

Taeyeons eyes were speaking to her. Begging. Begging to be part of her life again. Begging to reclaim the spot in her heart that
no one had ever successfully occupied but Taeyeon. Only Taeyeon.
..I

look

hope

Are

we

at

you
thats

back

and
what

now

see

you
where

wanna
it

all

friend
be
began?

Have you finally forgiven me?

You
When

gathered
they

my
all

dreams
blew

in
away

And

then

tricked

them

back

into

me

You saved me I was almost dead..

And in that moment, Jessica knew it had always been Taeyeon. And it will always be Taeyeon.
..I
I

dont
dont

Like
I

wanna

I
will

I've
I've

wanna
make

Well

you

I've

done

not

do

it

been
my

now

you

know,

always
had

hurt

that

before
anymore

head

dreamer

among
Im

sway

the
coming

clouds
down

Wont you be my solid ground?

Will she be Taeyeons solid ground? Yes. Definitely yes.
Taengoo..
Tears welled up in Jessicas eyes and Taeyeon was fast at wiping them with her thumbs after putting the guitar down.
Will you forgive me? Taeyeon said, hands still cupping Jessicas cheeks as the girl continued to cry.
Jessica held Taeyeons hands, squeezing them a little before nodding.
Im so sorry, Sooyeon.
Another nod.
I love you. I always have. I always will.
And another nod as Jessicas tears stream down her cheeks.
Taeyeon moved closer to her and engulfed her in a tight embrace. Something she missed doing. Something she always wanted
to do since Jessica was back. Something shed never get tired of doing as long as Jessica permits.
She pulled back, eyes connecting with Jessicas. There was so much love, so much longing in Jessicas eyes that she had failed to
see for the past weeks. Her Sooyeon is back. Her Sooyeon. And just like gravity, Jessicas eyes pulled her in until her face was
merely centimeters away from the latter. She felt her heart going up to her throat as it pounded louder and louder until it was
the only thing she was hearing. She swallowed the inexistent heart in her throat before moving closer to Jessica, lips barely
touching.

She saw Jessica close her eyes and she did the same, waiting for the lips she had missed the most. And when it came in contact
with hers, the rain poured. Jessica was about to pull away but Taeyeon already had her hand on the back of Jessicas head, holding
her head in place as she move her lips against Jessicas. The latter eventually responded, melting in Taeyeons kiss.
It was wonderful and a first. Jessica had never kissed Taeyeon under the rain before. It was just something they have seen in
movies until now.
Kiss in the rain, Taeyeon breathed as they pull away, foreheads pressed, eyes connecting.
God, you are so beautiful, Sooyeon.
Before Jessica could answer, Taeyeon had pulled her into another kiss. Hearts flutter in every move their lips make. Souls
reconnecting, finally finding their solid grounds. The world around them long forgotten as rain continued to pour on them, like
the heavens were actually blessing them.

CHAPTER 23: Jeonju II

Tiffany tiptoed towards the bed where her bestfriend is currently lying, Is she awake yet?
Taeyeon, who was nursing a cold, shook her head before looking up at Tiffany.
TheyJessica, Taeyeon and the guitarwere already soaked in the rain when Jiwon and Tiffany arrived to pick them up. Turns
out Jiwon forgot to tell her about the old pickups engine condition or so he claims. But Taeyeon did not complain. She couldnt
even think straight because her mind was clouded by the kiss she shared with Jessica under the rain. Jessica had rested on her
arms after the kiss, both not uttering a single word, both so lost in their thoughts. But it was a comfortable silence and Taeyeon
was just so thankful Jessica was in her arms at that moment.
Did something happen? Why are you blushing, Taetae?
Tiffanys voice brought her back from her daydream. She was blushing? She held her cheeks to confirm, and her cheeks did feel
warm.
N-nothing. I think Im going to have a fever too.
Tiffany rolled her eyes before sitting at the edge of the bed, eyes never leaving Jessicas sleeping face.
Hyunnie is looking for Jessi. But she cant come close to Jessi since shes sick and we dont want Hyunnie getting sick too, she
diverted her gaze to Taeyeon, Youre the only one who could take care of Jessi for now while I look after Hyunnie.
Tiffany furrowed her brows at Taeyeon who looked like she was about to grin but then suppressed it.
At last, a time alone with Jessica. Never mind them being sick.
Mmkay. Taeyeon answered as nonchalant as she could but her attempt only made Tiffany giggle.
Oh, Taetae.. you know you can just grin and fist pump in front of me, right? I know youre secretly enjoying this.
Am not! Taeyeon answered quickly with wide eyes. Tiffany giggled again before standing up and walking towards the door,
walking out and closing it with an audible click, leaving Taeyeon alone with the sick Jessica.
Taeyeon looked over her shoulder and made sure Tiffany was already out of the room before standing up from the chair and
walking towards the bed, sitting on the edge that Tiffany occupied earlier.
Sorry I got you sick, she let out in a soft voice. Her left hand then hovered above Jessicas face before brushing an offending
strand away from the sleeping girls face.
So beautiful, she said, lips tugging upwards before breaking into a sweet, tight smile.

She stayed on her position for a while, eyes never leaving Jessicas face; as if memorizing the sleeping girls every curve of the
face. After what felt like forever, she felt her eyelids drooping as time dragged by and before she knew it, she was already under
the covers beside Jessica. She then succumbed to temporary oblivion.
**
Jessica stirred as she felt the cold spreading across her bones. Her body shook involuntarily and she pulled the life-sized pillow
beside heror whatever it was that was currently keeping her warmcloser to her body to stop the cold from spreading more.
The pillow did keep her warm, a little. She didnt bother opening her eyes for she felt really, really weak. She continued snuggling
on her pillow, crushing it inside her arms as she desperately searched for warmth. And when it soothed the coldness she felt, a
small smile grazed her lips before finally retreating back to sleep. But even before she could fall back to sleep, a coughing sound
had her snapping her eyes open; only to be meet by a pair of chocolate brown orbs that went as wide as saucers.
T-taeyeon?
The older girl nodded her head before letting out another coughing fit.
S-sooyeon.. c-cant.. b-breath.. Taeyeon struggled to let out as Jessica continued crushing her in her embrace.
Jessica was confused at first but then immediately retracted her arms as soon as she realized what Taeyeon had just said.
S-sorry, she said in a shy voice before scooting away from Taeyeon, body shaking violently as the cold settled back inside her.
But before she could move further away from Teyeon, the older girl stretched her arms towards her, pulling her back. She then
ended up in Taeyeons arms, too stunned to even react.
Let me warm you up. Taeyeon said, arms wrapped tightly around Jessica, body pressed close to the younger girl.
Jessica just nodded, not really knowing what else to say.. or do. As much as she want to move away from Taeyeons embrace,
she cant deny the fact that the coldness is gradually leaving her body. And it did feel good to be in Taeyeons arms anyway.
Sorry I got you sick, Taeyeon repeated her statement from earlier as she tucks Jessicas head between her chin and collarbone.
Jessica just hummed as she snuggled closer to Taeyeon, head resting in Taeyeons right arm; as if their bodies arent close enough.
Taeyeon had her arms on Jessicas back as her fingers made comforting patterns, swirling skillfully on the clothed skin.
Sooyeon.. c-can.. uh.. can I.. t-take care of you? F-for the mean time.. s-since y-your wife isnt here. Just until you recover..
Jessica furrowed her brows, head still pushed against Taeyeons neck. Wife?
I-I mean.. Hyoyeon.. Taeyeon trailed off, fingers never missing a loop.
Jessica chuckled weakly before answering, Hyo is not my wife.

Taeyeons finger stopped gliding as her eyes widened. R-really?

Jessica nodded, nose unintentionally brushing against the skin of Taeyeons neck. The older girl shuddered at the contact. Jessica
was doing it to her again; sending tingles all over her body in the most innocent form. She could only sigh before continuing what
she was previously doing on Jessicas back.
What made you think Hyo was my wife? Jessicas voice was muffled but Taeyeon was able to make out her question.
Well.. Taeyeon stared off to the window with its curtain drawn. She was asking herself the same thing, too. Why did she ever
assume Hyoyeon was Jessicas wife?
Hyoyeon is my bestfriend. Just like Tiff. Jessica said, before Taeyeon could make another conclusion.
Oh..
Jessica rolled her eyes even though Taeyeon wouldnt be able to see it. She kissed the dip in-between Taeyeons collarbones
before moving down, left ear pressed against Taeyeons chest. She smiled at the erratic heartbeat and the loud pounding it was
making.
You need to breath, Taeyeon. She teased as she slowly sat up on the bed, bringing the comforter with her and wrapped her
body with it.
Taeyeon smiled sheepishly before following Jessicas action so they were sitting face to face with each other.
You always take my breath away, she answered as her eyes locked with Jessicas.
Jessica smiled a little at the statement; too flustered to think of a witty comeback.
Anyway, are you hungry? You havent had dinner yet. Taeyeon then turned, feet dangling on the edge of the bed, What do
you want to eat? Ill cook for you.
I-I really dont have the appetite. Jessica said in a low, apologetic voice.
But Taeyeon had always been persistent, You are eating, okay? Im making you porridge.
She then stretched a hand out for Jessica to take, Do you want to come, or Ill just bring it up here?
Jessica shook her head and stood up from the bed as well, Ill go with you. Who knows what youll put on my porridge. She
then stuck her tongue out at the older girl as they stood face to face.
I was thinking cucumbers. But since youre coming with me, maybe some other time. Taeyeon retorted before walking ahead
of Jessica towards the door. She opened the door for the sick girl and interlaced their fingers as soon as they were out in the hall.
Jessica looked at their intertwined fingers before looking at Taeyeons side profile.

Just to make sure you wont fall, Taeyeon said, squeezing Jessicas hand, as she started leading the way towards the stairs.
Then youll be there to catch me, right? When I fall?
Jessicas question was harmless but it had Taeyeons heart pounding loud against her ribcage.
Of course, she answered, looking over her shoulder, eyes connecting with Jessicas for a brief moment.
**
Taeyeon, I can feed myself. Jessica said for the nth time.
Taeyeon shook her head, Now, open your mouth.
Really, Taeyeon. I can feed myself. She tried reaching for the spoon but Taeyeon moved her hand away. The older girl had
insisted on feeding her after cooking porridge.
Come on, Sooyeon.. the porridge is getting cold. You really have to eat now. Taeyeon tried moving the spoonful of porridge
back to Jessicas mouth but the latter wasnt opening her mouth.
Fine. Just dont make weird sounds, Im not Hyunnie. I will open my mouth without those weird sounds.Jessica huffed, finally
submitting to the older girls persistence.
Taeyeons fist pump made Jessica giggle. Dork, she commented before opening her mouth so Taeyeon could feed her.
Taeyeon just ignored her comment as she continued feeding Jessica with a wide and satisfied grin plastered on her face. She was
about to feed Jessica the last spoon of porridge when she abruptly sneezed, making the spoon fall onto Jessicas lap.
Bless you, Jessica commented.
Ugh, she groaned, rubbing her nose, Sorry, Sooyeon. Ill clean that up for you. She then stood up from her seat and went near
the sink to get a tissue.
Taeyeon came back shortly with a tissue in hand. Jessica was about to take the tissue from the shorter girl but Taeyeon was
already crouching, wiping her lap with it. She held her breath, trying to steady her irregular heartbeat.
After Taeyeons little ministration on her lap, a glass of water was presented in front of her, which she ended up drinking thirstily.
You need more? Taeyeon asked as soon as Jessica put the empty glass back on the table.
Jessica shook her head before standing up from her chair, hands gathering the bowl and glass she had used.
No, no. Just sit down, okay? Ill take care of this, Taeyeon took the utensils from Jessica and made her way to the sink to wash
it.

When she came back, she was sniffing because of her runny nose and Jessica took notice of this.
Are you okay? Wheres the medicine kit? Ill get you something for your cold. Jessica said, worry lacing her voice. Taeyeon,
however, waved her off.
We should get you something to change so you can go back to bed. Taeyeon, again, offered a hand for Jessica to take and the
latter did almost immediately before they walked back to the room they will temporarily be sharing.
The walk back to their room was silent, save for Taeyeons occasional sneezing. Jessica looks over at the girl worriedly once in a
while.
When they arrived inside their room, Jessica hurriedly rushed to the center, ready to collapse on the soft and warm bed.
Not yet, Sooyeon. You still have to change your clothes. She heard Taeyeon say and could only groan as the older girl rummaged
her closet.
But my clothes are in my room, and I cant go there because Hyunnie might catch a fever.
Yeah, thats why youre using my clothes for now. Taeyeon said, moving towards her with a pair of cotton shorts and an
oversized tee-shirt in hand.
Jessica looked at the clothes first before taking it, Fine.
Taeyeon smiled at the submission the brunette had been doing but it immediately dropped as panic sets in.
W-wait, what are you doing? she asked as Jessica took hold of the hem of her shirt, ready to pull it off her body.
You said I have to change clothes. What do you think Im doing? Jessica asked with her brows furrowed.
Y-yeah, I know. B-but.. Taeyeon felt her ears heating up and she knew it was too late to hide it when Jessicas lips form into a
smirk. Her eyes widened when Jessica continued pulling her shirt up, revealing her flat stomach, then her
And besides, its not like you havent seen me undress in front of you before.
Jessicas smirk was the last thing Taeyeon saw before her vision was covered by a shirt that Jessica had thrown onto her. If her
ears were oven, it could have cooked a turkey by now.
No perverted thoughts, Kim Taeyeon. She heard Jessica whisper in one of her ears. She was not sure which ear exactly because
her mind was going haywire and her senses seemed to be failing her. Giggles then echoed inside the confines of her room.
I-I wasnt.. thinking a-anything. She answered, taking the shirt away from her head, subtly inhaling Jessicas scent that had
lingered on it.
Jessica just rolled her eyes before covering herself with the comforter. Arent you sleeping yet?

Taeyeon scratched her thigh, C-can I s-sleep.. beside you?

Just sleep?
Taeyeons eyes widened and she could feel her ears heating up again. Oh for the love of god.
Just kidding! Of course you can, silly! Jessica laughed, lifting the comforter up, beckoning Taeyeon to lie down beside her.
Youre having fun teasing me, Taeyeon pouted as she settle down beside Jessica, leaving a decent space between their bodies.
Its because your ears always gave you away, Jessica shrugged, scooting over to Taaeyeon. The latter lifted Jessicas head and
put her arm under it as soon as Jessica closed the distance between them. She then turned her body towards Jessica, fingers
rubbing circles on the brunettes back; just like how she did earlier.
Jessica closed her eyes, enjoying the warmth that Taeyeons body was giving off as she entangled her legs with Taeyeons.
Sooyeon?
Jessica still gets surprised everytime she hears Taeyeon calls her by her Korean name, because besides Krystal and their parents,
Taeyeon was the only one who calls her that. It was like an endearment for her.
Hmm?
Y-you are n-not with.. a-anyone right now.. r-right?
Jessica hummed and nodded.
Taeyeon bit on her lower lip, contemplating on her next question. Is it too early to ask about Seohyun? Would it mean invading
privacy? But shes just curious. But would Jessica be willing to answer her? What if Jessica gets annoyed at her and decides that
Taeyeon?
It was her turn to hum her answer. Maybe she could ask Jessica about Seohyun some other time.
C-can you sing me.. a song? Jessicas voice sounded shy and hopeful. Taeyeon smiled before nodding, forgetting that Jessica
wouldnt be able to see it since she had her face hidden in her neck.
She nuzzled her nose on the crown of Jessicas head before kissing it tenderly.
On

the

don't

On

the

days

even
days

Well

I'd

rather

For

the

days

can't
want

to,
can't

sit

see

and
know

your
open

see

eyes
mine

your

smile

wait

the

while

you'll

be

near

'Cause

See

day

the

without

days

you

just

can

isn't

hear

your

fair
voice

I'm left without a choice..

Jessica smiled when Taeyeon started singing. The song was unfamiliar but she did not mind, she just wanted Taeyeon to sing her
to sleep.
..Plus

get

weak

in

the

knees

Fall

head

over

heels

baby

And

every

other

cheesy

clich

Yes

I'm

swept

off

my

feet

Oh

my

heart

skips

beat

But

there's

really

God

only

one

Damn

To

thing

to

you're

me,

say:
beautiful

you're

everything,

Yeah that's beautiful, yes to me..

Taeyeon moved her hand to stroke Jessicas dark brown tresses, an action she always do in the past when Jessica was having a
hard time sleeping. She looked down at Jessica briefly before kissing each of the girls eyelids, earning a small smile from the
younger girl.
..I
Just

can't
how

When
Oh,

you
I

'Cause

the

much

you

speak

to

stutter

'Cause
Well

find

got

when
look

I'm

me

me

my

even
I

words

explain

going

insane

sometimes

words

and

you

just

around
trying

to

say

seem
hard

find
nevermind

walk

to
so

you'll

by
occupied

to

hide

Yeah, all of these feelings inside..

Sleep was slowly taking Jessica when she felt a pair of lips landing on hers. Taeyeon just pressed her lips against hers, as she sang
in Jessicas lips.
..'Cause

get

weak

in

the

knees

Fall

head

over

heels

baby

And

every

other

cheesy

cliche

Yeah
Oh

I'm
my

But there's really only one thing to say:

swept
heart

off

my

feet

skips

beat

She fluttered her eyes open and saw Taeyeon staring intently at her before closing it back as tears welled up.
..God
to
Yeah,

Damn

you're

me,

oh

that's

beautiful,

Yes

beautiful

you're
yes

everything,
to

me.

to

me.

Yeah

you're

beautiful

Yeah

you're

beautiful

God

Damn

you're

beautiful

To

me.

To me.
When Taeyeons lips moved against hers, she found herself immediately responding, hands creeping to the back of Taeyeons
head, pulling the girl closer to her, deepening the kiss as tears of happiness escaped her eyes. This is finally it. No more holding
back. She loves Taeyeon and Taeyeon loves her just as much. All the years spent apart are long forgotten. The hurt, the tears, the
solitude she felt; all of it gone, replaced by a tingling sensation at her stomach as butterflies fluttered around or so it feels. She
had missed this; the giddy-for-no-reason feeling, the butterflies in her stomach, being lightheaded, feeling intoxicated with
Taeyeons kiss, breathing Taeyeons breath and being in Taeyeons arms. She had always craved for Taeyeon. Only Taeyeon.
Tongues darted out; battling, dancing. Each kiss burned but Jessica did not mind. Shes way too happy to mind.
And after what felt like an entire lifetime, Taeyeon pulled away, ending up on top of Jessica as she looked deep at the baby brown
eyes that were staring back at her with the same fervor. She opened and closed her mouth, wanting to say something.
I love you, she finally let out.
No, no. I-I think love is not enough. Ithis, this feeling.. it feels stronger.. stronger than l-love. I-I cant really describe it in words..
its like the wordwords for this.. havent been invented ye
She was cut off by Jessicas lips as the girl pulled her by the collar of her shirt. She immediately melted into the kiss.
Then act on it if words arent enough, Jessica said through the kiss. And Taeyeon didnt need to be told twice.
Clothes littered the empty space of the bed as they melted into each others arms in the cold night, molding their bodies together
perfectly; a work of art that defines love and more. Much, much more.

CHAPTER 24: Jeonju III

Her body felt sore; legs, arms, back and shoulders, you name it. Her hair felt like falling off from her scalp as Jessica gripped on it
last night like her life depended on it. But it was exhilarating, to say the least. It was like they never ran out of energy as they
scratched on each others skin; marking their territories, claiming each other again in the quiet night. That night, they skyrocketed
to seventh heaven and back; making the pain all worth it.
Her consciousness was actually awake, but she chose to let her eyes stay closed, fearing that if she opens them, it would all end
up being just a dream eventhough the soreness of her body says otherwise.
Lanky hands glided across her bare shoulder blades with feather-like touches and she finds herself smiling with closed eyes.
Sooyeon.. my bodys sore already.. Im too tired for another round. She intentionally made her voice sound a little hoarse,
wanting to tease the younger girl.
A loud, husky laughter echoing inside the room made Taeyeons eyes snap open. She slowly turned to look at the intruder with
wide, panicked eyes.
Ti-Tiffany? She instinctively wrapped the comforter tighter around her body, bringing it up to her chin.
The culprit just shook her head and waved a hand in front of Taeyeon, signaling that she cant talk at the moment as she continue
with her laughing fit.
Y-yah! You cant just come in and.. and.. t-touch other people like that!
Tiffany rolled her eyes as she straighten up, But Taetae, you are not other people. Youre basically my sister now.
S-still! Taeyeon averted her gaze from Tiffany, noticing the empty side of the bed for the first time. Her brows furrowed as
thoughts ran wild inside her head. Did Jessica leave her because she realized what had occurred between them last night was not
really what she wanted? Did she push herself to the younger girl? But Jessica submitted whole heartedly. She was even the first
one to take off Taeyeons shirt. So what could have been the problem?
Her lips unconsciously formed into a frown. Did Jessica really leave her just like that? After hours and hours of pure pleasure and
love? It couldnt be the case, right?
Jessis downstairs with Hyunnie. She asked me to wake you up coz she was feeding her daughter. She might have forgotten to
tell me that youre bare naked. And I never thought Id walk in on you dreaming about Jessi.. Tiffany trailed off, suppressing
another fit of laughter, So Im sorry.
Taeyeon could only sigh and nod at Tiffany.

Right. She asked me to wake you so you can eat breakfast with us, Tiffanys voice sounded a little cheerful. She clasped her
hands together before turning and walked towards the door, hand taking hold of the doorknob.
Taetae? She said without turning to look back at the naked girl, Dont ever make her cry again, okay? There are people who
are willing to love her, but Jessi never gave them a chance. So please, dont make her regret this, okay? She then turned the
doorknob to open the door and walked out, leaving Taeyeon.
**
Taeyeon wanted to look at Jessica who was sitting across her on the dining table but Tiffany, who was sitting on Jessicas right,
was distracting her. She would blush everytime she sees the smirk in Tiffanys lips, remembering the not-so-pleasant encounter
this morning.
Taeng? Finally, a little voice broke the silence in the dining table.
Taeyeon smiled before acknowledging, Yes, Hyunnie?
Can Hyunnie play with Taeng today? Pretty please?
Baby, Taeng is sick. We can play with her when she gets better. Jessica answered immediately, looking briefly at Taeyeon before
turning to her daughter, Dont you want to play with Mommy Tiff anymore?
But Mommy Tiff dont run. Taeng run faaaast! The little girl replied, eyes sparkling as she looked at Taeyeon across her.
Mrs. Kim giggled. The little girl is like a miniature Taeyeon.
But Taeng is really, really sick, baby. Jessica said, biting her lower lip as her daughters lips quivered a little, How about you
play with Mommy instead?
B-but.. The little girl trailed off, casting one last glance at Taeyeon before looking down at her lap and then nodding her head
yes, ..kay.
What does Hyunnie want to play today? Taeyeon asked with a wide grin, making Seohyun look back at the blonde, lips tugging
into a smile.
Taeng sure? Taeng not sick? Seohyun said, voice going higher by a pitch.
But Taetae, didnt you say your body is so sore and you are too tired? Tiffany commented cheekily, emphasizing on the words
sore and tired.
Taeyeon and Jessicas cheeks blushed simultaneously as images of last nights activity replayed on their minds. Their eyes
connected and Jessica cant help but giggle at Taeyeons ears that had obviously turned beet red.
I-Im fine.. I-I could play with Hyunnie.. t-today. Taeyeon managed to let out before downing her glass of water in one gulp.

Wow, what are you? Like, superman? You easily regain your energy, Tiffany commented with a smirk.
**
Jessica sat on a bench in an old park where Taeyeon had brought her and Seohyun after breakfast. It was a fine day, not too hot
and not too cold; an ideal day to go outside. Taeyeon and Seohyun were playing on the swing; the older girl was pushing her
daughter, who sat on the swing, gently and carefully. Taeyeons infamous ahjumma laughter mixed with Seohyuns cute giggles
and Jessica finds herself smiling. Taeyeon is a perfect mother, as much as shes a perfect lover. Everything about Taeyeon screams
perfection. Even her flaws seem perfect. She wonders how the girl had coped up from her fathers death to her mothers illness.
It would have been really hard. She would have gone crazy already if she was in Taeyeons shoes. Who was there to comfort
Taeyeon then? Not Jiwon, she suppose. Their friends? Well, maybe. But Taeyeon being Taeyeon, she might have just faked a
smile to her friends and said, Im fine. She was always like that. She didnt want to bother anyone.
Her thoughts were interrupted when she felt stubby fingers intertwined with hers. She smiled before looking up at the intruder.
Hey, Taeyeon said in a voice she uses only for Jessica. It has tenderness and love, warmth and something Jessica had yet to put
a word into.
Jessica leaned her head onto Taeyeons shoulder, eyes looking at the little girl a few feet away from them as she played with a
black poodle Taeyeon had brought from their house. Her whole body feels stiff and sore. She was trying hard not to walk limply
to the park earlier. All she really wanted to do today was lay in bed and maybe cuddle with Taeyeon.
Thank you, Taengoo.. for putting up with Seohyun.
Taeyeon hummed, head leaning against the crown of Jessicas head, thumb creating circles at the back of Jessicas hand.
But youre really spoiling her. You know you can say no to her when you feel tired.
Taeyeon chuckled and kissed the crown of Jessicas head before saying, I can never say no to your daughter. Not with those
puppy-eyes and cute pouting lips.
Hmm. She always does that when she cant get what she wants. Im afraid shes starting to act like a spoiled brat.
But shes not a spoiled brat. And shes really lovely. And cute. Cuter than ginger. Taeyeon grinned as Seohyun waved at them,
And besides, I feel satisfied whenever I make her laugh.
Jessica nodded before they settled in silence. A second had passed before Taeyeon decided to break it.
If the wedding pushed through, do you think we could've had a little girl as cute as Hyunnie? Taeyeon said innocently with a
wistful smile.

Jessica frowned, contemplating if it was the right time to tell Taeyeon about Seohyun. But is there really a right time? The truth
had long been overdue. Besides, what could she possibly lose if she tells Taeyeon? Its very obvious that the older girl loves her
own daughter without even knowing Seohyun was hers.
Taengoo.. theres.. theres something I got to tell you. Something happened to me before.. I f-flew to California.
Taeyeon lightly pulled away from Jessica, turning her body towards the girl and looked at her questioningly. Jessica was nibbling
her lower lip cutely and she seemed to be in deep thought.
Seohyun.. I-You.. you got me pregnant.. b-before everything happened and I flew to California,
Taeyeon looked at Jessica with incredulous eyes, What? Sooyeon, dont be absurd. I cant possibly impregnate you. Were both
girls.
I-its true, Taengoo.. you might have forgotten about it.. b-but Ive persuaded you to preserve your eggs.. I-I told you Ill have
the embryo transfer a-after we get married.. s-so it would feel like the baby is our h-honeymoon baby, remember?
Taeyeon furrowed her brows as she racked her brain for that specific date. Her eyes widened almost immediately when she
remembered the day Jessica had talked her into preserving her eggs. She remembers vaguely that she had protested then,
because she wanted the child to be Jessicas; but the younger girl wanted an embryo transplant so it would feel like the child was
both theirs. She had shrugged it off then, because they havent even found a sperm donor yet. However, she still ended up
submitting to Jessicas request. After all, she could never say no to her fiance.
H-hyunnie.. s-shes mine? She asked, eyes travelling to Jessicas daughter. Her daughter. Their daughter.
Shes ours, Jessica corrected, squeezing Taeyeons hand.
Taeyeon turned her attention back to Jessica, eyes wide in surprise, mouth agape; wanting to say something but words were
failing her.
Jessica noticed what she assumed to be hesitation in Taeyeons face. She smiled sadly at Taeyeon before letting go of the older
girls hand.
Taengoo.. its okay if you wont believe me. She said before turning to Seohyun.
She was about to stand up from the bench when short arms wrapped around her waist tightly, pulling her back and landing on a
soft lap. She smiled widely when she felt Taeyeon burry her face in-between her shoulder blades, tracing her clothed spine with
her nose.
I never said I dont believe you, Sooyeon. Taeyeon said with clarity as she turned her hands upward, palm facing the sky, before
intertwining her fingers with Jessicas again.

Even if she wasnt from my eggs, she is still mine because she is yours. And everything that is yours is mine too, be it good or
bad.
There was too much love in Taeyeons voice that it made the tears in Jessicas eye well up. How she ever deserved one Kim
Taeyeon, she doesnt know. All she knows is that she loves Taeyeon with every fiber of her being.
Was it hard? Taeyeon asked abruptly.
Jessica looked over her shoulder and was met by a pair of curious chocolate brown eyes.
What is? She let out.
Your pregnancy. Was it hard?
Jessica hummed before turning her head forward.
Sorry I wasnt there for you, she heard Taeyeon say in a guilt-ridden voice.
She shook her head before turning her body around to face Taeyeon, straddling the older girl's lap.
Its okay, Taengoo. You didnt know, she then kissed the tip of Taeyeons nose, bringing a small smile into the older girls plump
lips.
Taeyeon looked over Jessicas shoulder to see Seohyun still playing with Ginger with a stick as they run about. She then put her
arms around Jessicas body, hands resting onto Jessicas behind to support the girl. Her eyes met Jessicas baby brown ones,
connecting them for the umptenth time in Jeonju.
What if she doesnt want to be my daughter? She asked, bringing her right hand up to Jessicas face before tucking a loose
strand behind her ear.
There was too much uncertainty in Taeyeons voice and Jessica cant help but frown, She likes you. And I'm sure shell love you.
Youre very easy to love, Taengoo.
Does that mean you love me too? Since Im very easy to love?" Taeyeon asked cheekily, accompanied by a grin.
Jessica rolled her eyes before answering, Do I really have to answer that? Havent I proved it last night?
Taeyeons ears immediately heat up at the mention of their activity. It was still so fresh in her mind that she could still point out
every love mark she left in Jessicas body with closed eyes.
Their eyes met again, and before Jessica could react, Taeyeon had lean in to peck on the corner of her lips. It was an innocent kiss
but it didnt stop the fluttering feeling in her stomach. She smiled as Taeyeon pull away. She held Taeyeons right hand and
pressed it against her chest where the loud pounding could be felt.

I think I still go crazy for you after all these years. How do you do that, Kim Taeyeon?
Taeyeon shook her head and smiled, You have no idea what you do to my heart with the mere thought of you, Jessica Jung. I
feel like Im going to die from heart attack whenever youre this close. She said and pulled her hand from Jessicas chest, only to
replace it with her ear.
Your heartbeat is like melody to my ears, she added.
Jessica chuckled and kissed Taeyeons forehead as the girl continued listening to her heartbeat which havent steadied yet.
Im glad I still have this effect on you, Taeyeon then pulled away, grinning widely.
Jessica felt her cheeks heating up so she thought of something that would divert Taeyeons attention from the tinge of pink on
her cheeks. And knowing Taeyeon, there is only one thing that could divert the girls attention, so she leaned in and aimed for
Taeyeons lips. Just when their lips were about to touch, a loud and husky voice yelled from the parks entrance, making Taeyeon
groan in displeasure.
Time for lunch, lovebirds!
Jessica and Taeyeon looked at Tiffany for a moment before turning to Seohyun, only to see the little girl already running towards
her Mommy Tiff.
Shes such a cockblocker, Taeyeon commented as she help Jessica up from her lap.
Jessica intertwined their fingers as soon as they were both standing up. She then led the way back to the ancestral house.
Youll love her. Shes really nice.
**
Lunch was spent at the backyard of the ancestral house. The food was great and they conversed over lunch, laughing every once
in a while. After lunch, Seohyun had to take her nap and Taeyeon volunteered to accompany the little girl and Seohyun was more
than happy to sleep with Taeng. Jessica smiled before kissing Seohyun on the cheeks and Taeyeon on the lips. She then proceeded
to help Tiffany with the dishes after Taeyeon and Seohyun disappeared inside the house.
So.. Tiffany started as they cleared the table, Have you told her yet? About Hyunnie?
Jessica hummed and nodded as she gather the plates into a pile.
Then, what did she say?
She was shocked at first but I think shes more than happy to know that Hyunnie is hers.
Thats good, Tiffany let out one of her famous eye-smiles, Im happy for you, Jessi.

Jessica stopped what she was doing to face Tiffany with a warm, genuine smile on her lips.
Thank you, Tiff. Thank you so, so much.
Tiffany moved towards Jessica and engulfed her in a tight hug. The one she always gave Jessica when she was still pregnant and
coping from a heartbreak.
You are a good person, Jessi. You deserve all the happiness in this world. And I will always be here, alright? I will break that
shortys neck if she tries to hurt you again. I dont care if shell be my sister in law.
Jessica chuckled at the words of Tiffany Hwang who cant even kill a bug. I love you, Tiff. And dont worry, Taeyeon will never
hurt me. At least not anymore.
I love you too, Jessi.
**
Jessicas eyes lit up as soon as she saw the name on her caller ID. Without wasting another second, she tapped the answer
button.
Jessie! The caller said with much excitement.
Krys? Whats up?
Jessie were coming over! Ah Im so excited! I missed you so much!
R-really? Why? And dont you have University?
Yeah! Mom and Dad misses Korea, and besides were having a break from University. So yeah, were flying there tomorrow.
T-that soon?
Why do you sound like you dont want me there? Jessie, did something happen? Her sisters voice was laced with worry and
curiosity.
Ino! Its not like that. I was just surprised since I thought you guys cant come over.
Oh but you miss me, right?
Jessica chuckled, Silly girl. Of course I do. I miss you everyday.
Miss you too, Jessie! I cant wait to see you.
Me too, Krys.
Hey, I gotta go Jessie. Ill see you when I see you. Take care of yourself, okay?

I will.
Jessica stared at the screen of her phone as soon as the call ended. Krystal and their parents are coming. She should be happy.
But why is she feeling uneasy?
**
Jessica lay in bed with Seohyun beside her. It was their last night in Jeonju and tomorrow morning theyll be driving back to Seoul.
She wanted to stay a little longer but work is waiting for her and she cant go MIA from her photoshoots. A lawsuit is the last
thing on her list.
The night was warmer compared to the night before. The moon was shining high with her bright glory. She had left the window
open since it wasnt cold. She moved out of bed and walked towards the open window to sit on the chair that was adjacent to it.
The moonlight had coloured the flower field grey. It looked monotonous yet beautiful at the same time. She noticed that the top
of the trees were shining because of the moonlight. It was beautiful despite the lack of color and it had her heart fluttering. The
night scenery before her eyes is beautiful and she had always loved the moon.
A knock on the door pulled her back from her trance. She casted the door a glance before saying a low come in. She cocked a
brow as soon as the door opened, revealing Taeyeon in her pajama pants and white tee-shirt.
Cant sleep? She asked with a smile.
Taeyeon nodded before smiling sheepishly at her. Can I sleep with you two, tonight?
Jessica nodded, Of course, Taengoo. She then brought her eyes back to the scenery outside the window.
She heard Taeyeon tiptoeing towards her, and then a body was pressed on her back, hands rested on her shoulder.
Is there something bothering you? Taeyeons voice was low and soft, laced with worry.
Jessica shook her head before resting her head in Taeyeons forearm, I wanted to stay longer.. but I cant disregard my work.
Taeyeon nodded in understanding, forgetting that Jessica wont be able to see her.
We can come back some other time. We can bring the girls too.
Promise?
I promise, princess.
Jessica chuckled, Arent I too old to be your princess?
You will always be my princess, Sooyeon. Taeyeon answered and kissed her princess crown of the head.
Taengoo?

Hmm?
I really love you. And I think I love you better now. No more insecurities, no more jealousies. Not the puppy love we once had
but real love. Like I love everything about you. Every flaw, every weakness. I love you, Taengoo.
Taeyeon cant help but smile widely at the random confession. She silently thanked the moon who blessed them with her bright
glory which might have caused Jessicas mood.
And I love you more. Always, Sooyeon. I love you when were apart and I love you when were together. I love you when youre
mad and I love you when youre happy. I love you when you are insecure and I love you when you are confident. I can go on and
tell you all the when but it would all just go down to one thing.. She moved in front of Jessica and knelt on the wooden floor,
..I love you. Every bit of you. She then kissed each of Jessicas hands.
Jessica stared into Taeyeons eyes with much fervor before a smile found its way to her lips, You always beat me in these cheesy
lines. She chuckle and pull Taeyeon up to settle the girl in her lap.
But Im just cheesy when it comes to you. Taeyeon smiled when she felt Jessicas cheek pressed against her back as the girls
arms wrapped around her waist tightly.
I know, and I love you for that.
A comfortable silence then fell upon them. Taeyeon hummed her favorite song; the song she sang to Jessica on the lake. It had
become her favorite song ever since she had sung it to the girl. She smiled when she remembered the night on the lake. It had
been beautiful. Everything went perfect, she even got Jessica crying. And just then, an idea clicked inside her head. She stood up
from Jessicas lap and faced the girl who looked at her questioningly.
She extended a hand towards Jessica, Can I have this dance?
But Taengoo.. theres no music.
Who needs music when we have each other?
Taengoo.. youre being too cheesy, Jessica giggled but still puts her hand on top of Taeyeons letting the older girl pull her up
towards her body. She wrapped her arms around Taeyeons shoulders as the girl wrapped her arms around her waist, pulling her
closer, leaving no space between their bodies.
Taeyeon was humming as she sway them slowly. Jessica was smiling sweetly at her and she just cant help but peck at the thin
but inviting lips. She was about to pull away when Jessica put Taeyeon's lower lip in-between her lips, tugging it lightly. Taeyeon
smiled before connecting their lips again, only this time their lips were dancing in a slow pace, accompanying their swaying. The
kiss under the moonlight was beautiful. It may not be different from their other kisses from before but it was still special. Every
kiss was special for Taeyeon and Jessica. And tonight, they had the moon to thank for the mood it created.

She gave Jessicas lips another peck before pulling away to take a breath.
Foreheads pressed, eyes staring at each other, lips inches away, hearts beating at the same rate, insides churn in a good way,
souls calling for each others name.
..My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed to my neck.. I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet.. And with this
feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now..
If there is one thing in Kim Taeyeons life that she could confidently say that is constant, it is her love for one Jessica Jung.

CHAPTER 25: The Jungs

Left hand on the steering wheel, right hand interlaced with Jessicas on her lap; Taeyeon has the biggest smile as she drive them
back to Seoul. It was already forty-five minutes past five when they reached the outskirts of the city. Her smile grows a little wider
when she catches a glimpse of the sunset; something Jessica loves more than her. She turns her head momentarily to look at
Jessica who has a sleeping Seohyun cradled on her chest. Finally, their family is complete.
Sooyeon, do you see the sunset? She asks, squeezing Jessicas hand a little.
Jessica nods her head and smiles, Yes Taengoo. She squeezes Taeyeons hand back and moves to the edge of her seat before
leaning the side of her head on Taeyeons upper arm, And its so beautiful. But not as beautiful as you.
Taeyeon fakes a laugh to hide the tinge of pink on her cheeks, But you are more beautiful.
Yeah, yeah, Jessica rolls her eyes before biting Taeyeons arm playfully.
Ouch~ Taeyeon whines, not taking her eyes off the road.
Sorry, Jessica smiles before kissing the spot she had bit.
Taeyeon nods and smile before silence settles inside the car.
Jessica decides to break the silence, Taengoo.. She straightens on her seat as Seohyun stirs on her arm, My familys coming
home today.
Taeyeon tenses a little, eyes taking in the big buildings on the side of the road as they enter the city.
Jessica tightens her grip on Taeyeons hand, Ill talk to them. Dont worry, okay?
I.. Taeyeon turns her head briefly, connecting their eyes, I want to talk to them, Sooyeon.
A-are you sure?
Taeyeon nods as she turns to a corner, I am. I wont be a coward this time. Ill assure them that Ill never leave you again unless
you ask me to.
Jessica smiles shyly, You know Ill never ask you that.
A chuckle escapes Taeyeons lips, Cute.
**
Krystal rushes to the door as soon as a knock resounded inside the house. Ill get it, she announces happily with haste steps.

Jess Her eyes widens as she takes in the other girl standing beside Jessica with a sleeping Seohyun in her arms. W-why is
Hyunnie with her? Why are you with her? she shifts her eyes from Jessica to Taeyeon who smiles nervously at her. With furrowed
brows, she reaches to take Seohyun from Taeyeons arms.
I.. Ill get her inside, Taeyeon says and positions herself to walk but Krystal spreads her arms wide, glaring at her.
I can do that. You dont have to go inside, she says in a monotonous tone.
Taeyeon looks over Jessica with questioning eyes. When Jessica nods and smile at her, she let out a sigh and hands Seohyun to
Krystal.
Krystal turns around and carries Seohyun to her room, leaving Jessica and Taeyeon by the door.
Jessica turns to her side, Taengoo, she interlace their fingers and smiles a little smile, You can deal with them tomorrow or
whenever. I know youre tired because of the travel.
Taeyeon shakes her head and kisses Jessica on the forehead, Lets do it tonight. And besides, I missed them. She tugs on Jessicas
hand lightly before entering the house.
Dad? Mom? Jessica yells from the foyer, taking their shoes off.
Were here, Sooyeon. Taeyeon tenses up a bit when Mrs. Jung answered.
Jessica squeezes her hand before kissing her cheeks for comfort. Taeyeon nods before walking ahead of Jessica, fingers still
intertwined.
Oh, is that our Taeyeon? Mr. Jung says, standing up from the couch; a smile gracing his lips.
Taeyeon looks at the elderly man with surprised eyes; this was not the meeting she had in mind, she expects shouting and
throwing her out of the house, not smiling as if nothing happened. But shes not one to complain as she finds herself relaxing at
the friendly atmosphere the elderly man gives off. Mr. Jung hadnt changed at all; he still has that friendly eyes and the fatherly
aura in him. He was still the Mr. Jung Taeyeon had known.
G-good evening, Mr. and Mrs. Jung, she says with a bow.
Mr. Jung smiles at her before patting her on the shoulder, Polite as always.
Mrs. Jung stood beside her husband, eyes never leaving Jessica and Taeyeons intertwined fingers in front of her. The older girl
noticed this and immediately let go of Jessicas hand.
Mr. Jung rolls her eyes before swinging an arm around his wifes shoulders, How have you been, Taeyeon?
Taeyeon smiles a little, Ive been good. How about you, Mr. Jung?

The elderly man let out a chuckle before saying, Mr. Jung? What happened to Dad?
Taeyeons cheeks immediately heat up as she bites the corner of her lips to suppress a smile.
Ouch, what was that for? Mr. Jung asks, rubbing his left ribs where Mrs. Jung had elbowed him.
Why dont you prepare something to drink? I think Sooyeon and Taeyeon travelled far, he says and winks at the couple in front
of him.
Mrs. Jung scoffs but complies, walking past the couple to the kitchen.
Dont mind her, shes just mad she didnt know beforehand, Mr. Jung sits back on the couch, Come on Taeyeon and sit first.
Taeyeon nods before walking towards the couch.
Ill talk to Mom, Jessica says before kissing Taeyeon on the forehead.
Mr. Jung clicks his tongue, Hey! No PDA, remember?
Jessica rolls her eyes, Dad, were too old for your rules. And besides, we already have a daughter. Our daughter.
Mr. Jung chuckles and waves her off, Fine, fine.
**
With careful steps, Jessica calls out, Mom?
Oh, Sooyeon. Mrs. Jung answers in a flat tone, making Jessica nervous.
She scratches the nail on her thumb with her index finger as she contemplates on what to say.
I dont like what Im seeing, Mrs. Jung says, breaking the awkward silence that fell upon them.
M-mom Im sorr
Let me finish, Mrs. Jung says in a stern voice and turns to face Jessica, Sooyeon, I cant tell you what you are to do and what
you are not to do. You are old enough to decide on your own. But Sooyeon, have you thought about this thoroughly? Do you not
remember how she left you before? I may not be able to stop you, but please Sooyeon, please think about this thoroughly.
Jessica shakes her head, Im sorry, Mom, I know youre worried. I would also be if Im on your shoes and Seohyun just randomly
makes up with someone who left her broken before.. she moves closer to her Mom and hugs the elderly woman, But no matter
how I try, I always end up coming back to Taeyeon. I love her too much that I can just look past the tears, past the pain. Im really
sorry if this was the last thing you have expected from me when you came back.

Mrs. Jung lets out a defeated sigh. She knows Jessica, and if the girl decides on something, no one could really change that. Well,
except Taeyeon since she made up with the shorter girl despite promising Krystal that shell never fall for Taeyeons advances
again, shall they meet.
Fine, fine. She says and pats her eldest daughters back, But you need to talk to Soojung. She might not handle this like your
Dad did.
Jessica nods, chin rubbing against her mothers shoulder, Im scared, Mom. Soojung.. you know how she is.
Mrs. Jung pulls away a little and smiles at her daughter, Were here for you and Taeyeon.
Jessica mirrors her mothers smile, Does this mean youre okay with Taeyeon and me?
You know I have always liked that kid. Maybe a second chance wont hurt. If shell leave you again, then well just have to transfer
to another place.
Jessica giggled, She wont, Mom. Im sure this time. And besides, we dont have a lot of money to move around the world, so
she needs to stick to her promise this time or Ill get all her money in order for us to settle to another place.
Mrs. Jung chuckles, shaking her head, Youre just like your Dad.
That explains why Im so dense at times, says Jessica before engulfing her mother in a hug once again, but this time tighter.
**
Mr. Jung smiles at the giggles that had emitted from the kitchen, Guess thats settled now.
Taeyeon smiles awkwardly at him, I-Im sorry, Mr. JDad.
Nonsense! Mr. Jung waves his hand at Taeyeon, No need to apologize. Sooyeon had already forgiven you, why shouldnt we?
I mean, yeah I was a little hurt when you stood her up on your wedding day. Thats natural, right? Coz Im still her father. But
when we came to California, I realized it had done my family good. Not that having you out of our lives is good, but what I mean
to say is; I got a high paying job there without sacrificing my time with my family, Soojung was able to attend a good university,
Sooyeon was discovered and earned as a model, and Ive been closer to my wife more than Ive ever been. Plus.. we got Hyunnie.
Our precious Hyunnie. I say it was a blessing in disguise.
Taeyeon nods, understanding what the elderly man is getting at, Still, I have to apologize for my actions.
No worries, Taeyeon. I am human too, and more often than not, we make mistakes. Whats important is we dont do the same
mistake twice.
Taeyeon lets out a genuine smile this time.
Blonde looks good on you, Mr. Jung abruptly says, You look just like Sooyeon when she still had blonde hair.

Or.. was this, maybe, your way of keeping Sooyeon in your life? he raises a questioning brow, Because she had blonde hair
when you last saw her?
Taeyeon bites her lower lip.
Dad, you make it sound like I died. Taeyeon and Mr. Jung turn their heads towards the direction of the voice. Taeyeon smiles a
little, seeing Jessica walking towards their direction.
Well, technically you did. Remember? You didnt talk for a month? And almost got a miscarriage because you werent getting
enough sleep and wasnt eating properly? Mr. Jung smiles at his wife as she sits beside him, laying a tray of tea on the coffee
table.
Jessica noticed Taeyeon hanging her head low. She immediately pats the older girls thigh.
Dad. She says, eyes widening at her father.
Oh.. I.. He scratches his head.
Drink this, Taeyeon. Mrs. Jung smiles as she hands Taeyeon a cup of tea, It will calm your nerves. Sooyeon said you have been
driving for hours.
Taeyeon accepts the cup with a kind smile, T-thank you, Mrs. Jung.
Mrs. Jung nods, the smile never leaving her face.
Well, look at the happy family. Real sweet.
Heads turn to see Krystal standing on the foot of the stairs, arms crossed with a raised brow.
Krys.. Jessica stands up and reaches out to her sister only for her hand to be swatted away.
Soojung! Mr. Jung says in an authoritative voice.
I dont get you people.. Krystal says, taking a step towards the center of the living room with Jessica following behind her, You
all act like everything is fine. That our lives havent changed because someone decided to leave my sister without a word. No
closure, no breakup. She just left her. And she suffered for months and months of sleepless nights.
Mrs. Jung stands, looking at her youngest daughter with kind and apologetic eyes, Soojung.. Its nothing like that
No, Mom. It is like that. How come Taeyeon-unnie can just come and go in Jessies life as she please?
K-krys..
I-I.. have to.. g-go. Heads turn to Taeyeon who refused to look at everyone, choosing to walk to the front door with head hung
low.

Jessica looks at Krystal with apologetic eyes before walking to catch up with Taeyeon.
Shes unbelievable. Krystal mumbles as she walks towards the stairs.
**
Taengoo, wait!
Taeyeon turns towards Jessica, stopping in front of her car.
Sooyeon.. Im so sorry. She says in a low voice, eyes wavering but never leaving Jessicas.
Jessica smiles comfortingly, What are you talking about. I thought were past this? Were already okay, right? Everythings going
to be okay?
Taeyeon nods, moving close to Jessica before engulfing the younger girl in a tight and reassuring hug, Were okay. Everythings
going to be okay. I just.. Soojung needs some time. I understand where shes coming from.
Jessicas arms tighten around her waist, I love you, Taengoo.
I love you more, Sooyeon.
They pull away, eyes just staring at each other like how they stare into a star lit night sky.
What are we going to do with Krystal? Jessica asks, voice lacing with worry.
Taeyeon gives her an assuring warm smile, Well think of something.
Jessica nods, Well think of something.
Maybe a bag of Burritos?
Jessica laughs and playfully smacks Taeyeons arms, Maybe a new boyfriend?
Taeyeon intertwined their fingers and pulls Jessica with her towards her car, She cant have a boyfriend yet. She should finish
university first.
Jessica raises a brow, What are you, her adopted mother?
Taeyeons lips breaks into a wide grin, free hand fiddling her pocket for her car keys.
You wanna go for a short ride? Taeyeon asks, dangling her keys in front of Jessica.
Jessica nods and moves to open the front passenger door.
Taeyeon holds her hand, stopping her, Nuh-uh. Im riding shotgun. Youre driving.

Gladly, Jessica snatches the keys from Taeyeon before opening the front passenger door for her girlfriend, Ladies first.
Taeyeon giggles, Thank you, kind sir.
My pleasure, Jessica lets out before jogging towards the drivers side.
**
Sooyoung looks at the blonde girl that stood outside her apartment door with furrowed brows and questioning eyes.
Hi, Soo. Hyoyeon smiles shyly at the tall girl, fingers fiddling with the strap of her duffle bag.
Did Sica kick you out? Sooyoung asks, crossing her arms above her chest as she lean on the doorframe.
Hyoyeon chuckles, Its nothing like that. The Jungs are home. They said I could stay but there was really no room, she rocks her
body back and forth, C-can I sleepover? Just for tonight till I find a place.
Sooyoung heaves a relieved sigh, Are you sure nobody kicked you out?
Yeah, Im sure. Krys even begged me to stay. But I thought it would be better for them to be alone for now.
Sooyoung nods her head and takes Hyoyeons bag from her, Come on in.
Thanks, Soo. I promise Ill find some place first thing tomorrow.
Sooyoung rolls her eyes before closing the door, What nonsense are you talking about, Hyo? I live in a two bedroom
apartment. Alone. Theres an ample of space for you to bunk in here. Dont worry about a thing, okay?
Hyoyeon smiles again, eyes disappearing into inverted crescents, Youre really nice, I wonder why youre living alone.
No one can handle my huge appetite, Sooyoung drops Hyoyeons duffle bag on the couch.
Speaking of food.. have you eaten yet? Hyoyeon abruptly asks.
Sooyoung shakes her head.
Want to eat fish cakes?
Sooyoung nods her head vigorously before pulling Hyoyeon out of the door; their laughter echoing in the empty hallway.
**
Krystal shuts her eyes as soon as the door creaked open, hoping that her sister will be too tired to call out for her.
Krys..

She feels her bed dip beside her at her sisters added weight. Her eyes remains shut, not wanting to talk to her sister for the
moment.
Im sorry, Soojung.
Jessies voice sounds pleading and she finds herself fighting the urge to turn around and hug Jessie. Shes still upset. Jessie is
being an idiot. Shes being reckless again, like how she was when she accepted Taeyeons proposal four years ago, only to be
stood up.
Sleep tight, Krys.
A pair of cold, dry lips lands on her forehead before the sheets on the other bed where Seohyun sleeps ruffled.
Nobody can hurt her Jessie again. Especially Taeyeon. No, not ever.
She let herself drift into dreamland, promising to protect Jessie with everything she has.
Left hand on the steering wheel, right hand interlaced with Jessicas on her lap; Taeyeon has the biggest smile as she drive them
back to Seoul. It was already forty-five minutes past five when they reached the outskirts of the city. Her smile grows a little wider
when she catches a glimpse of the sunset; something Jessica loves more than her. She turns her head momentarily to look at
Jessica who has a sleeping Seohyun cradled on her chest. Finally, their family is complete.
Sooyeon, do you see the sunset? She asks, squeezing Jessicas hand a little.
Jessica nods her head and smiles, Yes Taengoo. She squeezes Taeyeons hand back and moves to the edge of her seat before
leaning the side of her head on Taeyeons upper arm, And its so beautiful. But not as beautiful as you.
Taeyeon fakes a laugh to hide the tinge of pink on her cheeks, But you are more beautiful.
Yeah, yeah, Jessica rolls her eyes before biting Taeyeons arm playfully.
Ouch~ Taeyeon whines, not taking her eyes off the road.
Sorry, Jessica smiles before kissing the spot she had bit.
Taeyeon nods and smile before silence settles inside the car.
Jessica decides to break the silence, Taengoo.. She straightens on her seat as Seohyun stirs on her arm, My familys coming
home today.
Taeyeon tenses a little, eyes taking in the big buildings on the side of the road as they enter the city.
Jessica tightens her grip on Taeyeons hand, Ill talk to them. Dont worry, okay?
I.. Taeyeon turns her head briefly, connecting their eyes, I want to talk to them, Sooyeon.

A-are you sure?

Taeyeon nods as she turns to a corner, I am. I wont be a coward this time. Ill assure them that Ill never leave you again unless
you ask me to.
Jessica smiles shyly, You know Ill never ask you that.
A chuckle escapes Taeyeons lips, Cute.
**
Krystal rushes to the door as soon as a knock resounded inside the house. Ill get it, she announces happily with haste steps.
Jess Her eyes widens as she takes in the other girl standing beside Jessica with a sleeping Seohyun in her arms. W-why is
Hyunnie with her? Why are you with her? she shifts her eyes from Jessica to Taeyeon who smiles nervously at her. With furrowed
brows, she reaches to take Seohyun from Taeyeons arms.
I.. Ill get her inside, Taeyeon says and positions herself to walk but Krystal spreads her arms wide, glaring at her.
I can do that. You dont have to go inside, she says in a monotonous tone.
Taeyeon looks over Jessica with questioning eyes. When Jessica nods and smile at her, she let out a sigh and hands Seohyun to
Krystal.
Krystal turns around and carries Seohyun to her room, leaving Jessica and Taeyeon by the door.
Jessica turns to her side, Taengoo, she interlace their fingers and smiles a little smile, You can deal with them tomorrow or
whenever. I know youre tired because of the travel.
Taeyeon shakes her head and kisses Jessica on the forehead, Lets do it tonight. And besides, I missed them. She tugs on Jessicas
hand lightly before entering the house.
Dad? Mom? Jessica yells from the foyer, taking their shoes off.
Were here, Sooyeon. Taeyeon tenses up a bit when Mrs. Jung answered.
Jessica squeezes her hand before kissing her cheeks for comfort. Taeyeon nods before walking ahead of Jessica, fingers still
intertwined.
Oh, is that our Taeyeon? Mr. Jung says, standing up from the couch; a smile gracing his lips.
Taeyeon looks at the elderly man with surprised eyes; this was not the meeting she had in mind, she expects shouting and
throwing her out of the house, not smiling as if nothing happened. But shes not one to complain as she finds herself relaxing at

the friendly atmosphere the elderly man gives off. Mr. Jung hadnt changed at all; he still has that friendly eyes and the fatherly
aura in him. He was still the Mr. Jung Taeyeon had known.
G-good evening, Mr. and Mrs. Jung, she says with a bow.
Mr. Jung smiles at her before patting her on the shoulder, Polite as always.
Mrs. Jung stood beside her husband, eyes never leaving Jessica and Taeyeons intertwined fingers in front of her. The older girl
noticed this and immediately let go of Jessicas hand.
Mr. Jung rolls her eyes before swinging an arm around his wifes shoulders, How have you been, Taeyeon?
Taeyeon smiles a little, Ive been good. How about you, Mr. Jung?
The elderly man let out a chuckle before saying, Mr. Jung? What happened to Dad?
Taeyeons cheeks immediately heat up as she bites the corner of her lips to suppress a smile.
Ouch, what was that for? Mr. Jung asks, rubbing his left ribs where Mrs. Jung had elbowed him.
Why dont you prepare something to drink? I think Sooyeon and Taeyeon travelled far, he says and winks at the couple in front
of him.
Mrs. Jung scoffs but complies, walking past the couple to the kitchen.
Dont mind her, shes just mad she didnt know beforehand, Mr. Jung sits back on the couch, Come on Taeyeon and sit first.
Taeyeon nods before walking towards the couch.
Ill talk to Mom, Jessica says before kissing Taeyeon on the forehead.
Mr. Jung clicks his tongue, Hey! No PDA, remember?
Jessica rolls her eyes, Dad, were too old for your rules. And besides, we already have a daughter. Our daughter.
Mr. Jung chuckles and waves her off, Fine, fine.
**
With careful steps, Jessica calls out, Mom?
Oh, Sooyeon. Mrs. Jung answers in a flat tone, making Jessica nervous.
She scratches the nail on her thumb with her index finger as she contemplates on what to say.
I dont like what Im seeing, Mrs. Jung says, breaking the awkward silence that fell upon them.

M-mom Im sorr
Let me finish, Mrs. Jung says in a stern voice and turns to face Jessica, Sooyeon, I cant tell you what you are to do and what
you are not to do. You are old enough to decide on your own. But Sooyeon, have you thought about this thoroughly? Do you not
remember how she left you before? I may not be able to stop you, but please Sooyeon, please think about this thoroughly.
Jessica shakes her head, Im sorry, Mom, I know youre worried. I would also be if Im on your shoes and Seohyun just randomly
makes up with someone who left her broken before.. she moves closer to her Mom and hugs the elderly woman, But no matter
how I try, I always end up coming back to Taeyeon. I love her too much that I can just look past the tears, past the pain. Im really
sorry if this was the last thing you have expected from me when you came back.
Mrs. Jung lets out a defeated sigh. She knows Jessica, and if the girl decides on something, no one could really change that. Well,
except Taeyeon since she made up with the shorter girl despite promising Krystal that shell never fall for Taeyeons advances
again, shall they meet.
Fine, fine. She says and pats her eldest daughters back, But you need to talk to Soojung. She might not handle this like your
Dad did.
Jessica nods, chin rubbing against her mothers shoulder, Im scared, Mom. Soojung.. you know how she is.
Mrs. Jung pulls away a little and smiles at her daughter, Were here for you and Taeyeon.
Jessica mirrors her mothers smile, Does this mean youre okay with Taeyeon and me?
You know I have always liked that kid. Maybe a second chance wont hurt. If shell leave you again, then well just have to transfer
to another place.
Jessica giggled, She wont, Mom. Im sure this time. And besides, we dont have a lot of money to move around the world, so
she needs to stick to her promise this time or Ill get all her money in order for us to settle to another place.
Mrs. Jung chuckles, shaking her head, Youre just like your Dad.
That explains why Im so dense at times, says Jessica before engulfing her mother in a hug once again, but this time tighter.
**
Mr. Jung smiles at the giggles that had emitted from the kitchen, Guess thats settled now.
Taeyeon smiles awkwardly at him, I-Im sorry, Mr. JDad.
Nonsense! Mr. Jung waves his hand at Taeyeon, No need to apologize. Sooyeon had already forgiven you, why shouldnt we?
I mean, yeah I was a little hurt when you stood her up on your wedding day. Thats natural, right? Coz Im still her father. But
when we came to California, I realized it had done my family good. Not that having you out of our lives is good, but what I mean

to say is; I got a high paying job there without sacrificing my time with my family, Soojung was able to attend a good university,
Sooyeon was discovered and earned as a model, and Ive been closer to my wife more than Ive ever been. Plus.. we got Hyunnie.
Our precious Hyunnie. I say it was a blessing in disguise.
Taeyeon nods, understanding what the elderly man is getting at, Still, I have to apologize for my actions.
No worries, Taeyeon. I am human too, and more often than not, we make mistakes. Whats important is we dont do the same
mistake twice.
Taeyeon lets out a genuine smile this time.
Blonde looks good on you, Mr. Jung abruptly says, You look just like Sooyeon when she still had blonde hair.
Or.. was this, maybe, your way of keeping Sooyeon in your life? he raises a questioning brow, Because she had blonde hair
when you last saw her?
Taeyeon bites her lower lip.
Dad, you make it sound like I died. Taeyeon and Mr. Jung turn their heads towards the direction of the voice. Taeyeon smiles a
little, seeing Jessica walking towards their direction.
Well, technically you did. Remember? You didnt talk for a month? And almost got a miscarriage because you werent getting
enough sleep and wasnt eating properly? Mr. Jung smiles at his wife as she sits beside him, laying a tray of tea on the coffee
table.
Jessica noticed Taeyeon hanging her head low. She immediately pats the older girls thigh.
Dad. She says, eyes widening at her father.
Oh.. I.. He scratches his head.
Drink this, Taeyeon. Mrs. Jung smiles as she hands Taeyeon a cup of tea, It will calm your nerves. Sooyeon said you have been
driving for hours.
Taeyeon accepts the cup with a kind smile, T-thank you, Mrs. Jung.
Mrs. Jung nods, the smile never leaving her face.
Well, look at the happy family. Real sweet.
Heads turn to see Krystal standing on the foot of the stairs, arms crossed with a raised brow.
Krys.. Jessica stands up and reaches out to her sister only for her hand to be swatted away.
Soojung! Mr. Jung says in an authoritative voice.

I dont get you people.. Krystal says, taking a step towards the center of the living room with Jessica following behind her, You
all act like everything is fine. That our lives havent changed because someone decided to leave my sister without a word. No
closure, no breakup. She just left her. And she suffered for months and months of sleepless nights.
Mrs. Jung stands, looking at her youngest daughter with kind and apologetic eyes, Soojung.. Its nothing like that
No, Mom. It is like that. How come Taeyeon-unnie can just come and go in Jessies life as she please?
K-krys..
I-I.. have to.. g-go. Heads turn to Taeyeon who refused to look at everyone, choosing to walk to the front door with head hung
low.
Jessica looks at Krystal with apologetic eyes before walking to catch up with Taeyeon.
Shes unbelievable. Krystal mumbles as she walks towards the stairs.
**
Taengoo, wait!
Taeyeon turns towards Jessica, stopping in front of her car.
Sooyeon.. Im so sorry. She says in a low voice, eyes wavering but never leaving Jessicas.
Jessica smiles comfortingly, What are you talking about. I thought were past this? Were already okay, right? Everythings going
to be okay?
Taeyeon nods, moving close to Jessica before engulfing the younger girl in a tight and reassuring hug, Were okay. Everythings
going to be okay. I just.. Soojung needs some time. I understand where shes coming from.
Jessicas arms tighten around her waist, I love you, Taengoo.
I love you more, Sooyeon.
They pull away, eyes just staring at each other like how they stare into a star lit night sky.
What are we going to do with Krystal? Jessica asks, voice lacing with worry.
Taeyeon gives her an assuring warm smile, Well think of something.
Jessica nods, Well think of something.
Maybe a bag of Burritos?
Jessica laughs and playfully smacks Taeyeons arms, Maybe a new boyfriend?

Taeyeon intertwined their fingers and pulls Jessica with her towards her car, She cant have a boyfriend yet. She should finish
university first.
Jessica raises a brow, What are you, her adopted mother?
Taeyeons lips breaks into a wide grin, free hand fiddling her pocket for her car keys.
You wanna go for a short ride? Taeyeon asks, dangling her keys in front of Jessica.
Jessica nods and moves to open the front passenger door.
Taeyeon holds her hand, stopping her, Nuh-uh. Im riding shotgun. Youre driving.
Gladly, Jessica snatches the keys from Taeyeon before opening the front passenger door for her girlfriend, Ladies first.
Taeyeon giggles, Thank you, kind sir.
My pleasure, Jessica lets out before jogging towards the drivers side.
**
Sooyoung looks at the blonde girl that stood outside her apartment door with furrowed brows and questioning eyes.
Hi, Soo. Hyoyeon smiles shyly at the tall girl, fingers fiddling with the strap of her duffle bag.
Did Sica kick you out? Sooyoung asks, crossing her arms above her chest as she lean on the doorframe.
Hyoyeon chuckles, Its nothing like that. The Jungs are home. They said I could stay but there was really no room, she rocks her
body back and forth, C-can I sleepover? Just for tonight till I find a place.
Sooyoung heaves a relieved sigh, Are you sure nobody kicked you out?
Yeah, Im sure. Krys even begged me to stay. But I thought it would be better for them to be alone for now.
Sooyoung nods her head and takes Hyoyeons bag from her, Come on in.
Thanks, Soo. I promise Ill find some place first thing tomorrow.
Sooyoung rolls her eyes before closing the door, What nonsense are you talking about, Hyo? I live in a two bedroom
apartment. Alone. Theres an ample of space for you to bunk in here. Dont worry about a thing, okay?
Hyoyeon smiles again, eyes disappearing into inverted crescents, Youre really nice, I wonder why youre living alone.
No one can handle my huge appetite, Sooyoung drops Hyoyeons duffle bag on the couch.
Speaking of food.. have you eaten yet? Hyoyeon abruptly asks.

Sooyoung shakes her head.

Want to eat fish cakes?
Sooyoung nods her head vigorously before pulling Hyoyeon out of the door; their laughter echoing in the empty hallway.
**
Krystal shuts her eyes as soon as the door creaked open, hoping that her sister will be too tired to call out for her.
Krys..
She feels her bed dip beside her at her sisters added weight. Her eyes remains shut, not wanting to talk to her sister for the
moment.
Im sorry, Soojung.
Jessies voice sounds pleading and she finds herself fighting the urge to turn around and hug Jessie. Shes still upset. Jessie is
being an idiot. Shes being reckless again, like how she was when she accepted Taeyeons proposal four years ago, only to be
stood up.
Sleep tight, Krys.
A pair of cold, dry lips lands on her forehead before the sheets on the other bed where Seohyun sleeps ruffled.
Nobody can hurt her Jessie again. Especially Taeyeon. No, not ever.
She let herself drift into dreamland, promising to protect Jessie with everything she has.

CHAPTER 26: Burritos and Pizza

Jessica slightly rocks her body back and forth, teeth clamping on her lower lip as she waits for the door to open. She had been
standing outside for almost fifteen minutes now, but nobody was answering her knocks. She tilts her head back a little, closing
her eyes to gather her thoughts. She had been unfair to Hyoyeon; she knows that. She had been neglecting Hyoyeon ever since
Taeyeon came in to the picture again. Not that Hyoyeon demanded time; no, the choding was just too kind to do that. Hyoyeon
was her only friend in California before Tiffany came. She helped her take care of Seohyun, treats the little girl like her own too.
Hyo was a blessing, a gift. Hyo was like the other sister she and Krystal never had. Hyo was family.

Jess?
Jessica instantly opened her eyes and whipped her head to her left; coming face to face with a
confused Hyoyeon. She grinned, molar teeth showing, before moving to engulf Hyoyeon in a very
tight hug; the one that speaks of everything without muttering anything.
Missed you too, Hyoyeon pats her back and chuckled; something that puts Jessicas heart at
ease. She had always love Hyoyeons laugh. The carefree, loud laugh was melody to her ears.
You choding, why havent you waited for me to come back? You just up and leave. Jessica spoke
through the blonde locks, not letting go of Hyoyeon just yet.
Because you will never let me. I know you, Jess.
Jessica pulled away, looking at Hyoyeon with concerned eyes.
Then whyd you go? If you knew I wouldnt let you.
Because, Hyoyeon paused, hands holding each of Jessicas shoulders, Because theres no room
for me anymore. Not in your house, not in your life.
Jessica shook her head vigorously, disagreeing to what Hyoyeon just said. Of course theres
always room for Hyoyeon. The idea was absurd. How can Hyo say that?
She opened her mouth to tell Hyoyeon that she was wrong but the blonde beat her to it, But
thats okay, Jess. Its okay. Were okay. Youre okay. Thats what matters, right?
Jessica took in Hyoyeons expression; the blondes lower lip was threatening to quiver and her
eyes shook before it shifted to look elsewhere.
Hyo

Do you want to eat pizza? Im sure Taeyeon havent treated you pizza yet. Hyoyeon smiled
before grabbing Jessicas hand, pulling her to the lift with her.
**
Krystal rubbed the sleep off her eyes, head whipping left to right, searching for her roommates
but saw no one else. She furrowed her brows at the made up bed beside her where her sister
and niece had slept last night. Jessie was never one to make up her bed; that, shes sure of.
She moved out of bed and went to the bathroom to wash up; after a few minutes, she went
downstairs as her stomach started growling at the delicious smell of bacon and ham.
Morning.
Krystals smile dropped at the sight of Taeyeon in an apron, beckoning her to sit on a chair beside
Seohyun who was happily devouring her plate of fried rice and bacon. Her dad sipped from his
coffee with newspaper in hand and her mother ate her ham and bread happily too, smiling at
Seohyun every now and then.
Wheres Jessie?
She asked coldly to no one in particular, purposely passing by her sisters girlfriend without
acknowledgement as she take a carton of fresh milk from the fridge and drank directly from it.
A loud yet cute gasp had all of them turning to the youngest person in the dining table. Taeyeon
was fast to approach her daughter with worried looks.
Whats wrong, princess?
Seohyun pointed at Krystal, Mommy Krys, no drink. Mommy Jess be mad.
Krystal choked on her milk, remembering how Jessica had always said not to drink from the
carton. She then sent Seohyun an apologetic smile, Sorry, baby.
She put the milk back inside the fridge and walked to her niece, Morning, baby.
Morning Mommy. Seohyun replied, not looking up from her bacon.
Soojung, come on and eat breakfast with us. Taeyeon prepared these, Mr. Jung pointed at the
food laid on the table.
Krystal made a face before skipping out of the kitchen, Ill go grab breakfast somewhere else.
Mrs. Jung smiled apologetically at Taeyeon while Mr. Jung shook his head.

Taeyeon took off her apron and kissed Seohyuns forehead before smiling at the eldest Jungs,
Ill go after her.
**
Krystal kicked a pebble on the ground as she walked to nowhere in particular. She thought about
Jessie and Hyunnie; maybe having Taeyeon back in their lives isnt a bad idea after all. But she
cant help but doubt the short woman after all she did. Whatever her reason was, it will always
be unacceptable to Krystal. There will never be an acceptable explanation as to why someone
would propose to her sister and stood her up on their wedding day. Her sister who wanted
nothing but to spend her life with Taeyeon. She hates it; she hates that Jessie was always so kind
and forgiving, she hates that Taeyeon had it the easy way. She hates Jessie for not consulting first.
And she hates Taeyeon hates her with a passion.
So, what are we having for breakfast today?
Krystal was startled by Taeyeons voice beside her. She sent the short woman a death glare
before scoffing, Will you please, leave me alone?
No can do, sorry. Taeyeon smiled at her; that warm and kind smile she always remembers
adorning Taeyeons face.
Krystal bit her lower lip; she always feels nostalgic when she looks at Taeyeons face. The
innocence it holds, the warmth, the love in her eyes whenever she looks at Jessie. Its all there,
was always there, and maybe will always be there. Taeyeon was her other sister, someone she
looked up to besides Jessie. She used to want to be like Taeyeon when she grows up; a nerd that
had so much more to give, a nerd that was more than meets the eyes. Taeyeon was her role
model, alongside with her own sister.
Soojung..
She didnt budge, didnt turn; afraid that she would give in like her family too. She cant give in.
She wants to protect Jessie. Needs to protect Jessi.
Soojung..
Taeyeon called out again, but this time she took Krystals wrist and made the younger girl turn to
face her.
Im sorry. I know I dont deserve any of your forgiveness; not your Moms, not your Dads, not
yours, and especially not Sooyeons. But Soojung.. she held Krystal by the shoulders, eyes

intently staring at the younger girl, hoping to convey her feelings. But I love Sooyeon. I love her
so much that I can never imagine life without her anymore.
Krystals blood boiled; how dare this woman say she cant live without her sister when she was
living without Jessie all this while.
Really now, she said through gritted teeth.
Taeyeon sighed, I know its hard to believe. But.. four years ago, I had to deal with my familys
problems. I.. I lost my father.. and my mothers sick. Very sick, Soojung. I know its not an excuse
but.. I did what I needed to do. I wanted to be the daughter my father could be proud of.. I wanted
to do something for him, in return for everything that he had given me.
Taeyeon breathes out loudly, My only mistake was I never told your sister. But I didnt want to
hurt her more than she was already at that time. It was better that she didnt know, it was better
that she hated me for leaving her. It was better that way than being hurt by the fact that I chose
the company instead of being with her.
Krystal shifted her weight from one foot to another as she digested what Taeyeon had just said,
But Jessie.. if you leave her again, she might not be able to handle it this time.
Taeyeon nods, And I dont plan on leaving her. Not anymore. You have to believe me, Soojung.
I.. I dont know.. its.. Im worried about Jessie. You cant just come back into her life and act like
nothing happened. I cant do that too. I cant just go on and smile at you like you didnt hurt my
sister before.
Taeyeon smiled before taking Soojung by the hand, leading the younger girl somewhere. Why
dont we talk about this over a plate Burrito?
Krystal groaned before letting Taeyeon drag her.
**
Hyoyeon watched as Jessica ate her third slice of pizza with a satisfied smiled on her face. She
missed Jessica, there was no denying in that. But Jessica looked happier these days, and she could
only thank one Kim Taeyeon for bringing the life back in the girls baby brown eyes. And in that
moment, Hyoyeon knew she would never trade this Jessica for anything, and that shed love to
see more of this Jessica.
Hyo, why arent you eating? Worry laced Jessicas voice as she wipes her mouth with a tissue.

Hyoyeon smiled before taking a slice of pizza, Your happiness is contagious.

It is? Jessica giggled, I am happy?
Hyoyeon rolled her eyes, And youve become dense. Is the hobbits idiocy contagious too?
Hyo~! Jessica pouts cutely, earning a giggle from Hyoyeon.
But seriously, Jess. Im really happy for you.
Jessica reached out to hold Hyoyeons hand that was laid on top of the table, But I would be
happier if youd return home with me. Hyunnie misses you so much.
Hyoyeon nods, But I cant leave your anorectic bestfriend too. Shes been feeding me rice cakes
and whatnot.
Jessica frowned, Are you ditching me for Soo?
Hyoyeon laughed before squeezing Jessicas hand, Silly girl. Of course not, Jess. That will never
happen.
Then why arent you coming home?
Because I want Taeyeon to be a mother to Hyunnie too. If Im there, your daughter would just
spend time with me and not Taeyeon. I hope you understand, Jess.
Jessica bit her lower lip, Are you sure about this?
I am. So dont worry, please? And I promise to visit.
Jessica nods before letting go of Hyoyeons hand as they settle in a comfortable silence.
Say, Jessica turned her attention back to Hyoyeon as the blonde spoke, breaking the silence.
..are you going back to California?
Jessicas heart raced at the question. She havent really thought about it yet, and her four months
contract in Seoul is almost coming to an end. Plus, her familys surely coming back to California.
You havent thought about it. Hyoyeon stated in a flat tone.
Jessica shook her head before looking off to the side, thought jumbling around her head. She
cant just leave her work. She cant just leave California, and Taeyeon cant just leave her work in
Seoul.

Sorry, Jess. I shouldnt have brought it up.

Jessica turned back and smiled at her bestfriend, Its okay Hyo. I almost forgot about it and thank
you for bringing it up.
Hyoyeon nodded, biting on her upper lip as she contemplated on her next question.
So, youre going to stay with Taeyeon?
Jessica shook her head before heaving a sigh, Im not sure yet. I.. would have to talk to Taeyeon.
Hyoyeon smiled at Jessica, satisfied with the girls answer, Everythings going to be fine, Jess.
**
Jessica stood by their front door; weight leaned on the door frame as she watched Taeyeon and Krystal made their way into their
front yard. Krystal looked more relaxed than the day before, although Jessica could still sense the hesitation in her sister as she
never meet Taeyeons gaze, it was better than Krystal shouting at her girlfriend.

Hey, arms wrapped instantly around her waist and she was pulled back from her reverie as she
came face to face with a smiling Taeyeon. She finds herself reciprocating the action and her hands
settled on top of Taeyeons shoulders. A peck was then given to her lips, making her cheeks burn.
Krystal cleared her throat before walking past the couple, mumbling about public display of
affection and gross couple. Taeyeon giggled and Jessica rested her head on the crook of
Taeyeons neck.
Have you talked to Hyoyeon?
Jessica nodded.
What did she say?
A shake of the head.
Sooyeon, is there something wrong?
Jessica straightens up, locking gazes with Taeyeon. Am I abandoning my friend?
Taeyeon furrowed her brows, not quite sure how to answer. I dont understand. Did you two
fight? Do you want me to talk to her?
Jessica smiled seeing the worry in Taeyeons eyes, We didnt fight. She just doesnt want to go
home.

Taeyeon nodded, signaling for her girlfriend to continue.

I feel guilty, Taengoo. I feel like Im abandoning her.
Are you abandoning her?
Whano! Taengoo, I could never do that. Hyo is a very important person to me, I can never
abandon her.
Taeyeon pouted at her girlfriends statement, Should I be jealous then?
Dont be silly, Taengoo. You are my Taengoo. Hyo is like the sister me and Krystal never had.
Jessica giggled and playfully slapped Taeyeons arm.
Taeyeons pout turned to a full smile, You love me so much, Jung Sooyeon.
Jessica rolled her eyes, trying hard not to blush in front of Taeyeon. Well, Ive got a lot of love to
give. Might as well give this poor little kid some love, right? She said and pinched Taeyeons
cheek, earning grunts from the shorter woman.
Im not a kid, Taeyeon said, putting her hand on top of Jessicas that rested on her left cheek.
But youre too cute to be an adult. I might get charged with pedophilia. Jessica giggled before
kissing the tip of Taeyeons nose.
Taeyeon grinned, Pedo-unnie. She then stuck her tongue out at Jessica.
The couple broke into a fit of giggles before a tug on Jessicas shirt had them turning their
attention to a grinning Seohyun.
Taeyeon let go of Jessica and crouched down to her daughters eye level, Hey, princess.
Seohyun giggled before kissing Taeyeon on the cheek, Mommy Krys says we go ice cream?
Taeyeon shifted her eyes from Seohyun to Jessica who looked equally puzzled.
Lets go, you guys. Krystals voice from behind Jessica had Taeyeon and Jessica turning their
attention to the youngest Jung.
Including me? Taeyeon pointed a finger at herself, making Seohyun giggle.
Taengoo go too! Taeng eat ice cream? Hyunnie likes ice cream! Taeng like ice cream too?
Taeyeon chuckled before scooping Seohyun in her arms, Lets go then.

Jessica and Krystal followed behind her as she lead them to her car.
Krystal linked an arm with Jessicas, startling her older sister. She smiled when Jessica looked at
her with questioning eyes, Sorry, Jesunnie.
Jessica smiled before a kiss landed on her cheek.
Thank you, Krys.
Love you, Jessie.
Love you too, Krys.
**
Krystal and Jessica watched as Taeyeon walked towards their table with a tray in her hands and
Seohyun walking closely beside her. The little girl had been following Taeyeon ever since they
arrived in the ice cream parlor like she was Taeyeons tail. Jessica just smiled while Krystal
complained how Seohyun had been ignoring them because of the short woman, but she was
pleased that Seohyun warmed up to Taeyeon rather quick; maybe because they were already
connected to each other even before they met.
Baby, you sit with Mommy Krys. Okay? Krystal said, patting her lap for Seohyun to climb on.
Jessica chuckled when Seohyun shook her head vigorously while she climbs on Taeyeons lap who
sat beside her. Krystal pouts at her niece as she fakes hurt but the little girl was too busy with her
ice cream to notice the pout.
Did you put something on her bacon this morning? I swear shes not my Hyunnie! Krystal said
as she started eating from her ice cream cup.
Taeyeon smiled and shook her head as she held onto Seohyun, making sure the little girl doesnt
fall off her lap. Jessica saw her girlfriend struggling so she took the cup of ice cream from Taeyeon
and started scooping from it then feeding Taeyeon, causing for a wide grin to appear on her
girlfriends face.
Krystal cringed, Jessie, no PDA please.
Sorry Krys, Taeyeons holding Hyunnie. Jessica said and sent her younger sister an apologetic
smile.
Krystal glared at Taeyeon, Youre enjoying this.

Taeyeon was about to speak but a familiar face caught her sight and she smiled before waving a
hand at the guy who immediately went to their table at the recognition.
Miss Kim, its nice to see you here, the guy went to stand beside Taeyeon and bowed.
Its nice to see you too, Minhyuk. I never thought you go to places like this.
The guy blushed before scratching the back of his head, I.. I was asked to accompany my brother..
so..
Taeyeon chuckled, Its okay. Theres nothing to be shy about.
The guy nodded before his eyes landed on the little girl on Taeyeons lap then to the other girls
on the table, lingering on Krystal as another blush crept its way to his cheeks.
Im sorry, I didnt notice you had company. It was nice seeing you, Miss Kim. Minhyuk bowed
once again and smiled apologetically at the people around the table.
Oh, no, its okay. By the way, this is my partner, Jessica and her sister, Krystal. And this cute little
girl is Seohyun.
Jessica blushed at Taeyeons words before she smiled at the guy.
Hi, Minhyuk said, sticking a hand out at Krystal which the latter took hesitantly.
Nice to meet you, he added and Krystal just nodded before letting his hand go.
I should go now, my brothers looking for me. Bye Miss Kim, Miss Jessica.. Krystal. Minhyuk said
and bowed once again.
Hes an intern at the office, Taeyeon said before Jessica could ask.
Jessica nudged Taeyeons side lightly before nodding her head towards the dazed-looking Krystal.
Taeyeon shook her head and smiled before helping Seohyun with her ice cream.
**
Jessica stood outside Taeyeons apartment with Seohyun in her arms as they wait for Taeyeon to
open the door. They had dropped Krystal off their house and asked her parents if Seohyun and
her could spend the night at Taeyeons which the eldest Jungs agreed almost immediately.
Nostalgia kicked in as soon as the door burst open; the apartment looked exactly how Jessica
remembers it. The interior, furniture, everything; Taeyeon didnt touch a thing.

Taeyeon smiled at Jessica before taking Seohyun from her arms.

Is my princess tired? Taeyeon asked and closed the door behind Jessica.
Seohyun nods her head before a yawn escapes her mouth.
Lets get you washed up first, okay?
Seohyun nods again.
You okay? Taeyeon then asked Jessica. The latter nodded before kissing Taeyons cheek.
You kept the house, she said as they walked towards the bathroom.
Of course. I can never leave this house.
Jessica smiled, Is your favorite pajama still in the box? Can Hyunnie barrow it for tonight?
Taeyeon nodded, Of course. She can keep it if shell like it.
Jessica wrinkled her nose, I dont think she likes Doraemon.
Shell love it. I loved it when I was her age.
Jessica rolled her eyes before getting out of the bathroom while Taeyeon continued her task at
hand.
**
Jessica sat on the bed beside Seohyun while stroking her daughters hair as they wait for Taeyeon
to finish washing up.
Mommy?
Hmm?
Can Taeng be Hyunnie Mommy too?
Jessica smiled at the innocence in her daughters voice, Do you want Taengoo to be your
Mommy?
Seohyun nodded her head before snuggling closer to her mothers leg, Taeng love Hyunnie?
Taeng loves Hyunnie so much. Jessica answered.
Like Mommy Tiff and Mommy Hyo and Mommy Krys and Grandma and Grandpa?

And Mommy Jess too. Jessica said as she lie down beside her daughter.
Seohyun giggled before kissing her mothers cheek.
Love you Mommy.
Love you, sweetie.
After a few pats on her daughters behind, Jessica soon heard Seohyuns steady breathing.
Is she asleep yet? Her attention was brought to Taeyeon who stood beside the bed with a towel
on her hair. Jessica nodded before sitting up and beckoning for Taeyeon to sit on the floor below
her.
Jessica took the towel from Taeyeon as soon as her girlfriend settled in-between her legs.
Did you have fun today? Taeyeon asked, fingers creating circles on Jessicas feet.
A hum was Jessicas reply as she continued drying Taeyeons hair with the towel.
Taeyeon smiled, remembering the last time Jessica did her hair for her.
Do you want to move in again? Taeyeon asked, halting Jessicas hands on her head.
She looked up at her girlfriend to see Jessica with a thoughtful look, Sooyeon? Is there
something wrong?
Jessica sighed, sliding down from the bed and sitting beside Taeyeon. Taengoo.. m-my contract
here was only for four months.
Taeyeon whipped her head towards Jessica, Y-you mean.. y-youll leave me.. again?
Jessica didnt answer and chose to stare on the floor instead. She bit her lower lip, hoping to find
the right words to tell Taeyeon.
B-but..youll be back.. right?
Taeyeons question had Jessicas head snapping towards her, Of course, Taengoo. And you can
visit whenever youre free.
Taeyeon nodded before intertwining their fingers, Our fingers still fits perfectly. I knew you were
always made for me.
Jessica smiled.

Can you stay this time? Taeyeons voice was low, almost inaudible and it breaks Jessicas heart.
I-I dont know.. Taengoo.
Please?
Jessica sighed before kissing Taeyeons cheek, Ill see what I can do.
Taeyeon nods and squeezes Jessicas hand.
Sooyeon?
Hmm?
I love you.
I love you too, jagiya.

CHAPTER 27: Mine

Small feet glided across the wooden floor; hoping she isnt too loud so her Mommy and Taengoo wont wake up. Curious eyes
looked around the foreign room, stopping at the rather big bookshelf situated beside a wooden desk. She had always fancied
books, especially the colorful ones; she loves being lost with Hansel and Gretel, or flying about with Peter Pan and Tinker Bell.
She loved books ever since she could remember and her Mommy Jess said that she got it from her other Mommy. She wondered
if it was Mommy Krys or Mommy Hyo or Mommy Tiff? But none of them finished a story for her; they ended up sleeping or just
giving up halfway to the story. It was only Mommy Jess who patiently read stories for her.
Tiny fingers grazed the spines of the books that were neatly stacked on the lower case of the shelf while teeth gnawed on her
bottom lip; wondering if she was allowed to touch anything. Eyes lit up as a colorful thin spine stood out from all the black and
white spines; she immediately positioned her fingers to pull the book, only to stop and look back at the figures tangled on the
bed. Surely, Taengoo wouldnt mind, right? But she was unsure. Her Mommys friend may smile and play with her all the time,
but Mommy Jess had told her before to never touch anybodys things unless she got their permission. Taking a deep breath, her
fingers carefully pulled the attractive book. Maybe Taengoo wouldnt mind.
She found a spot on the wooden floor and sat there crossed legs with the colorful book laid on her pajama-covered lap. Her brows
furrowed as she tries to make the word in purple with a girl inside a flower below it.
Tatum.. she stuck her tongue out, Tomtombolin..
She huffed at the weird letters, Thombthumbel.. lina.
Nodding her head, she continued on opening the book. Her eyes lit up at the pictures as she scans each page with haste and pure
awe; not bothering to read the words written above the pictures.
She was so engrossed in her new found book that she didnt realize the presence beside her, only to gasp when she was lifted
from the ground before being nestled in a comfortable lap. She looked over her shoulder and a smile instantly settled on her lips
as she came face to face with a smiling Taengoo.
The book was pulled out of her tiny hands and she froze in Taengoos lap; thinking that her Mommys friend might have been
angry at her for touching her book.
Why arent you reading? Youre just looking through the pictures. Taeyeon said with a chuckle, making Seohyun relax on her
lap as the little girl leaned the back of her head in-between Taeyeons chest; the spot where her heart is.
Seohyun shook her head, eyes fixed on the opened page of the book.
Taeyeon pats her head before flipping the book back to the first page, Once upon a time..
**

Jessica stirred on her sleep when she felt the warm bodies beside her disappeared. She groggily cracked one eye open to scan
the bed before fully opening both eyes. Her brows furrowed at the absence of the two important people in her life before giggles
caught her attention. She whipped her head to where the sound came from and was instantly greeted by the sight of her girlfriend
and their daughter on the floor with Seohyun settled comfortably in Taeyeons lap. A smile found its way to her lips as she took
in the endearing sight before her eyes. She moved out of the bed then, feet lightly walking on the floor before sitting beside
Taeyeon.
Morning, sweetie. She said, leaning down to kiss the crown of Seohyuns head.
Seohyun stretched her arms towards Jessica before hopping out of Taeyeons lap and into Jessicas lap, arms clinging on her
mothers neck as she showered Jessicas face with kisses.
Morning Mommy!
Jessica chuckled as she rubbed the back of their daughter, You woke up early.
A hum was Seohyuns response as she hopped back to Taeyeons lap who instantly wrapped her arms around the little girls body.
Then? Seohyun asked, eyes fixed on the book again, urging Taeyeon to continue on the story.
And then, they lived happily ever after. Taeyeon said as she closed the book, only to be opened again by Seohyun.
That it? No more? The little girl said as she examined the pages again.
Yup, princess. Did you want more?
Seohyun nodded and Taeyeons gaze travelled to her bookshelf, only to sigh when she realized that she didnt have any other
childrens book except for the one she was holding.
Jessica noticed the dejected expression in her girlfriends face and she leaned in to kiss the frown away. Good morning, Taengoo.
It would really be nice if you cook breakfast for me and Hyunnie.
Taeyeon looked over to Jessica who had a grin plastered on her face and she finds herself reciprocating the grin before she
nodded.
Come on, sweetie. Lets watch Taengoo cook, okay? Jessica stood up, arms stretched towards her daughter who stood up
almost instantly at the gesture.
Taeng cook for Hyunie? Seohyun said as they walked out of the room, one hand held tightly by her mother while the other was
in Taeyeons.
Would you like Taengoo to cook for Hyunnie? Taeyeon asked with a smile as she looks down at Seohyun.
Laughter echoed inside the humble apartment as the youngest of the three occupants nod her head vigorously.

**
Taeng cook for Hyunnie and Mommy erday! Seohyun said before stuffing another spoonful of the tuna fried rice Taeyeon had
prepared for them.
Taeyeon chuckled before wiping the corner of her daughters mouth, Slowly, princess. You might choke.
"I think she doesnt like my cooking anymore, Jessica commented with a pout.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes before scooting closer to the sulking woman, Dont worry, youre still the best cook.
Yeah right. Jessica commented and playfully slapped Taeyeons arm.
But you shouldnt really deep fry a bacon or ham.. or egg. And hotdog too. And ow! What was that for? Taeyeon said, rubbing
the sore spot on her arm.
You just said Im the best cook but youre just complaining!
Taeyeon let out her infamous laugh before engulfing Jessica in a bear hug, nose nuzzling the Jungs neck, Youre still the best
cook for me though.
A blush crept its way to Jessicas cheeks before she lightly pushed Taeyeon away from her.
Kim Taeyeon, finish your breakfast and drive us home. She ordered; an attempt to change the subject which only earned
laughter from Taeyeon.
I never thought youd still blush like that. Taeyeon mumbled.
**
Sunny groaned as she desperately reached out for the body that had just slipped out of the covers. Where are you going? she
said, cracking one eye open.
The dark haired girl raised a questioning brow as she slipped back in her black mini dress, Home, why?
Sunyoung, its six in the morning. At least stay for breakfast. Sunny sat up on the bed and reached for her shirt.
All the more I should be home. Jiyeon will wake up an hour from now.
Hyomin..
Hyomin heaved a sigh, never once glancing back at the girl she had spent the night with. She cant, or else she will never be able
to leave.
Hyomin.. Sunnys voice was low, pleading, and it breaks Hyomins heart, knowing that she doesnt deserve the girls affection.

Soonkyu, when are we going to stop this? Im hurting you. This is unfair.
Sunny shook her head as she engulfs Hyomin in a back hug, Dont say that. You saying that is hurting me more than you leaving
me in the morning. Please, just let me have this... have you... even in this way. This is enough for me.
Hyomin sucked in a deep breath, holding her tears in as she turns to face Sunny who immediately buried her face in the dark
tresses.
Im sorry for hurting you, was all Hyomin could say, hoping to ease Sunnys pain.
Sunny pulled out from the hug as she smiled brightly at Hyomin, Just love me, okay? No need for apologies.
Hyomin nodded, If only Jiyeon wouldnt try to kill herself every time I try to leave, life would have been very beautiful with you.
Sunny bit the inside of her cheek as she tries to calm her fluttering heart down, Now, go. I may not be able to hold myself and
lock you here for the rest of our days.
Hyomin smiled while shaking her head before closing all the gaps between hers and Sunnys lips, sucking all the air out from the
latters lungs. I love you, Soonkyu. Remember that, alright?
Yes.
Hyomin sent Sunny another apologetic smile before strolling off to the front door, leaving Sunny to drown in her own miseries.
**
Taeyeon gnawed at her lower lip as her eyes try to focus on the male and female standing on the platform with white backdrops,
arms linked together as they smile happily at the camera. She wanted to look away, but was too afraid that if she does, the male
model would come any closer to Jessica than he already was. It was just an ad for a clothing line and Taeyeon doesn't understand
why on earth would the guy be clinging to Jessica like a koala, and it irked her. She resisted the urge to swing her fist towards the
guy's face; if only the guy wasn't taller and her arms were longer, she wouldve had wiped the grin off the guy's face by now.
So, this is why Jessica hesitated when I asked if I could accompany her to the photoshoot today. Pft.
A tug on her right hand had her looking down at the chocolate brown orbs that were staring expectantly at her. Whats wrong,
princess? she asked, lifting Seohyun from the ground before settling her daughter in her lap.
Why Taeng angry? Taeng not like pretty dress? Seohyun asked, head tilting to the side while she reached out for Taeyeons
face; wanting to smooth out the creased brow, only for her fingers to stop just inches away from Taeyeons brow.
Taeyeon chuckled before leaning in so Seohyun would be able to reach her face. A sweet smile plastered on the little girls face
as her hands finally came in contact with Taeyeons brows.

Im not mad, princess. Taeng is just..." she casted one last glance at Jessica who was now wrapped in the guy's long arms,
"..tired."
Seohyun looked at her questioningly before burying her face in Taeyeons chest.
Hyunnie tired too.
Taeyeon leaned back to the backrest of the chair as she caressed her daughters hair. She rocked her body slightly, humming a
random song which had been stuck in her mind since she woke up to see Seohyun sticking her tongue out, brows furrowed as
she try to pronounce 'Thumbelina' correctly. It had been a long day and surely the little girl had gone tired from running around
the studio. Taeyeon mentally scolded herself for focusing too much on Jessica's photoshoot instead of paying more attention to
Seohyun.
She looked at her wrist watch before chancing a glance at Jessica. It had been four hours since the shoot started and 5 hours
since she sat her butt on the leather swivel chair that was situated behind the shoot directors and all the equipments, giving her
a good view of her girlfriend.
She continued humming as her eyes focused on Jessica who stood alone on the platform now, clad in an Aztec-patterned white
dress cover with a navy blue blazer, hair tossed to the side. Taeyeon's breath was trapped somewhere inside her chest as Jessica
smiled sweetly at her -tired, but sweet nonetheless. Jessica looked so elegant, so surreal under the lights that it was hard for
Taeyeon to tear her eyes away from her girlfriend. Jessica had always looked classy even when they were still in high school.
Everything looked gold on Jessica, even Taeyeon's old, over-sized, gray shirt that had been Jessica's favorite for years. And it
makes Taeyeon scared for a moment; thoughts of Jessica leaving her for someone better rushing about.
She heaved another sigh, tearing her eyes away from Jessica before kissing her daughter's head.
"Taengoo.."
Taeyeon instantly tilted her head back, eyes automatically locked with Jessica's baby brown ones and as a smile unconsciously
plastered on her face. She stood up and pecked at her girlfriend's lips, something she rarely does in public, earning a questioning
look from Jessica. She just smiled at her girlfriend before her gaze travelled for a millisecond to the pair of eyes that was looking
at them from Jessica's back.
"Tired?" she asked, beckoning Jessica to sit while her hand went back to rubbing Seohyun's back.
Jessica nodded but didn't sit, eyes examining her daughter who was in Taeyeon's arms.
"Shes sleeping already?"
Taeyeon nods, "She said she was tired." She chuckled, "She totally got this habit from you."

Jessica raised a perfect brow towards her girlfriend, feigning annoyance, to which Taeyeon just brushed off with another peck on
the lips. "Shall we get you home now?"
Jessica opened her mouth to ask Taeyeon about her suspicious behavior but was cut off by a deep, male voice from behind her.
"Jessica, would you like to join us for dinner tonight?"
Taeyeon cocked a brow at the male model as Jessica turned to face him, "Oh, hey, Dongwok-shi. I.. don't know. I'm really packed
tonight."
The tall male smiled brightly at Jessica, "Maybe next time, then? What do you say?"
Jessica looked over her shoulder to see Taeyeon biting the corner of her lips before she turned to face Dongwok again. She smiled
apologetically at him and said, "I'm sorry, Dongwok-shi but I don't think that's a good idea."
Jessica stepped back and intertwined her fingers with Taeyeon's free hand, smiling brightly at her girlfriend.
"Oh," Dongwok said before bowing at Taeyeon. "Sorry, I didn't.. know."
Taeyeon nodded, watching Dongwok turn to walk away.
"Dongwok-shi," she called out, making the tall male to turn back at her with a questioning look in his face.
"That's Jessica-shi for you, not Jessica." Taeyeon said before pulling Jessica to her dressing room.
**
"Taengoo?" Jessica's voice came low, just above the low hum of the car stereo as they drive back to Taeyeon's apartment. She
held Seohyun tighter in her arms as the little girl continued to sleep.
Taeyeon didn't say a word as she focused on the road, choosing to hum instead.
Jessica licked her lips, eyes looking in front of them; to the brake lights of the cars as they rush to go home, hoping to make it
before dinner.
"Are you.." finally glancing at Taeyeon's side, Jessica bit her lower lip. "..mad?"
Taeyeon smiled a little, "Seohyun asked the same thing earlier.." she casted Jessica a glance before turning her attention back to
the road. "Not mad, Sooyeon. I'm just.."
Jessica raised a brow when Taeyeon trailed off. She waited for Taeyeon to continue but only got frustrated when her girlfriend
didn't.
"Jealous?" Jessica asked, interest perking at her girlfriend's response.
Taeyeon chuckled, right hand reaching to hold Jessica's.

"Very."
Jessica laughed then, squeezing Taeyeon's hand.
"..and scared," added Taeyeon.
Jessica stopped laughing and looked at Taeyeon who still had her gaze fixed on the road, "Why?"
"Because.." Taeyeon intertwined her fingers with Jessica's before bringing it close to her lips, kissing the delicate hand she adores.
"..today I realized that there are a lot of people out there that are way better than me. And I can't help but think that one day,
you'll realize that too."
Jessica squeezed Taeyeon's hand again as their intertwined hands rested on Taeyeon's lap, "What nonsense are you talking about,
Kim Taeyeon?"
"I love you, Sooyeon."
"Taeyeon, you know I love you too. And if there was anybody that I thought was better than you, don't you think I wouldn't be
here with you right now?"
Taeyeon nodded. True, Jessica could have been anywhere but here by now, inside her old car, holding her hand, saying words of
assurance. But Jessica is here, and she just said she loves Taeyeon, and she rejected the gorgeous male's offer for dinner. That
should mean something, right?
"Sorry. I just.. sometimes.. my insecurities.. you know how I am."
Jessica nodded in understanding, "Let's just not talk about it, alright?"
Taeyeon smiled a genuine smile before kissing Jessica's hand again.
"Do you think Seohyun would like to spend the night with Hyoyeon and Soo?" Taeyeon said in a shy little voice as the street lights
exposed her blushing cheeks to Jessica.
"Why?" Jessica asked, biting her tongue so that she wouldn't burst out into laughter at Taeyeon's beet red face.
"N-nothing.. I.. j-just thought.. maybe H-Hyo would want t-to spend some time with Seohyun." Taeyeon stuttered, unconsciously
tightening her grip on Jessica's hand.
"Are we really going to leave our daughter in Soo and Hyo's care for your sexy time?"
Taeyeon frantically shook her head, "N-no! I wasn't thinking l-like that!"
Jessica smirked, "Oh yeah?" She unlaced her fingers with Taeyeon's before gliding it towards the beat red ear, "Then why are
your ears so red?"

"I--"
Taeyeon was cut off by Jessica's laughter, which woke Seohyun up, too.
**
Hyoyeon's eyes formed into crescents as soon as she swung the door open and little arms latched towards her, almost knocking
Jessica out as Seohyun giddily hopped towards her Mommy Hyo.
"Hyunnie?" Hyoyeon asked, sending Taeyeon and Jessica questioning looks.
"Mommy! Hyunnie miss you!"
As much as Taeyeon would like to say she was happy, a part of her was envious. Envious of the way Seohyun calls Hyoyeon
'Mommy'; something she wanted ever since she knew about the little girl being hers.
"You okay?" Jessica's voice snapped her out of her thoughts as lanky fingers found its way to hers, interlacing them like her hand
was magnet and Jessica's was metal.
Taeyeon smiled and then nodded before turning to face Hyoyeon and Sooyoung again who looked at them questioningly.
"Can Seohyun stay for the night?" Jessica was the first to ask.
"Why? Is there something wrong?" Sooyoung asked, worry lacing her words.
Taeyeon shook her head, "No.. I just.. wanted to spend some time with.. Sooyeon."
Sooyoung nodded while she mouths an 'oh'. Hyoyeon, on the other hand, smiled at the couple as she hugged Seohyun tighter,
emitting giggles from the small mouth.
"Alright then. You guys take care, okay?" Hyoyeon said.
Taeyeon nodded before sticking her arms out towards Hyoyeon. Seohyun saw the gesture and immediately moved out of
Hyoyeon's embrace and latched onto Taeyeon's neck, earning chuckles from her mother.
"Is it okay if you stay with Mommy Hyo and Soo tonight?" she said, smiling sweetly at her daughter.
Seohyun looked over her shoulder to look at her two guardians for the night before nodding her head at Taeyeon.
"Taeng read Hyunnie book tomorrow?"
Taeyeon grinned and nodded, "Of course, princess. And the day after that, and the day after."
Seohyun grinned too, before kissing Taeyeon's chin dimple. "Promise?"
"I promise."

**
Taeyeon tensed up a bit when the door to her room cracked open; revealing a Jessica Jung wrapped only in a white towel. The
sight wasn't new to her but it still makes her weak and wobbly. It always did.
Her gaze followed Jessica as she rummaged through the drawer, searching for her favorite over-sized gray shirt. Jessica was
sinfully beautiful even without anything on her and Taeyeon fought with all her might the urge to jump at the younger girl right
then and there.
"Taengoo, I can't find your shirt." Jessica complained, back still turned towards Taeyeon.
Taeyeon moved out of the bed and made her way towards the drawers to help Jessica out. She started at the bottom drawer and
there was the shirt they were looking for, along with all her old stuff.
"Here you go," she said, standing up and facing Jessica.
Jessica smiled, "Thanks, Taengoo."
Jessica was about to reach for the shirt but Taeyeon moved her hands to her back, hiding the shirt from Jessica.
"I don't accept thank yous, sorry."
Jessica rolled her eyes, "Seriously Taengoo, I'm getting cold."
Taeyeon grinned then, stepping closer to Jessica.
"Really now," Jessica said, noticing the reddening ear of her girlfriend. She smiled seductively at Taeyeon too, arms wrapping
around Taeyeon's neck as she pull her girlfriend closer to her body. Taeyeon's arms encircled around Jessica's waist, hands still
holding the gray shirt.
"What do you want, then?" Jessica asked, purposely blowing warm air towards Taeyeon's lips.
Taeyeon licked her lips when she felt like it was becoming dry, "A kiss would do."
Jessica giggled, mouth moving agonizingly slow towards Taeyeon's left ear, brushing it against the blushing cheek in the process.
"Just a kiss?" She whispered in a very low and sultry voice, making Taeyeon's insides do a somersault.
Taeyeon nodded, not being able to control the heat that had built up inside her lower abdomen.
"Are you.." Jessica moved her lips back in front of Taeyeon's, "..really, really sure, Kim Taeyeon?"
"Actually, no."

And before Jessica could say another word, Taeyeon moved to capture her lips, sucking and tugging the pink flesh like a hungry
wolf devouring her meal for the night. It was rare for Taeyeon to act like that; she had always been gentle towards Jessica.
Taeyeon continued kissing Jessica as she walked them slowly back to the bed, stopping for a moment when Jessica's calf hit the
bed and fell down. Taeyeon didn't waste any time as she move on top of Jessica, capturing back the swelling lips of her girlfriend.
Her hands roamed at the side of Jessica's body, caressing the curves that only she has the privilege of touching. Jessica didn't
mind the roughness and urgency in Taeyeon's kisses because, truth be told, she liked it as much as she likes gentle-Taeyeon.
Their lips parted for a moment as Taeyeon looked Jessica dead in the eyes; emotions swirling as she takes Jessica's left hand in
hers, intertwining their fingers and kissing each one of it.
Jessica took in long, deep breaths as she tried to calm her beating heart; eyes glazed with everything she feels for Taeyeon right
at the moment; love, lust and some things she can't really put into words.
Taeyeon leaned down again, slowly this time, before recapturing Jessica's lips in a slow kiss, pouring everything she had for the
girl; like how she kissed Jessica on the beach at Sooyoung's grandparents' place. Tingles ran down her spines when she was
reminded of Jessica screaming her name that night. That glorious night.
She drank every ounce of Jessica like the drug she was; intoxicating and definitely addicting. Even after all the years, she never
really gotten enough of Jessica. And maybe, she will never really get enough of her girlfriend. But she was fine with that. She was
perfectly fine with that.
Jessica's free hand went to Taeyeon's cheek; caressing the porcelain-like, smooth skin as she responds to Taeyeon's kisses with
the same fervor, if not more.
Parting their lips, Taeyeon then moved to kiss Jessica's jaw line before deciding that her tongue would do better, emitting moans
of pleasures from Jessica as her body arched towards Taeyeon a little. Taeyeon smiled, realizing that she still has this effect on
Jessica, as she continue gliding her tongue across Jessica's defined jaw.
She then kissed Jessica's chin before moving to kiss her girlfriend's neck. By the time that Taeyeon was sucking and nibbling on
the skin of her neck, Jessica's moans were becoming louder and uncontrollable as heat surges from her abdomen to her ears.
Taeyeon was barely doing anything yet but Jessica already felt like releasing for the night. Oh, the things Kim Taeyeon does to her.
"Do you have another photoshoot tomorrow?" Taeyeon asked in a husky voice, her warm breath brushing against Jessica's neck.
Jessica mentally groaned at the question. It was totally out of the mood.
She nods before letting out a shaky 'Yes'.
Taeyeon smiled against Jessica's skin then trailed her tongue down to the base of Jessica's neck before attaching her lips on the
skin once again; lightly biting it before sucking. Jessica's fingers were caught up in the mass of Taeyeon's blonde hair as she tries
to move her hand to the back of Taeyeon's head, wanting nothing more than to press Taeyeon's lips deeper into her neck. But

Jessica didnt need to press Taeyeon's head because the latter sucked on more skin, creating more marks that had Jessica's knees
shaking underneath hers.
"Taengoo.."
Taeyeon didn't say a word. Instead, she unlaced her other hand with Jessica's as she unwrapped the towel Jessica was still wearing,
revealing her girlfriend's glorious figure that hadnt changed much after the years, even after giving birth to Seohyun. She pulled
away for a second, admiring the marks she had left in Jessica's neck; a mark that would hopefully make every guy--and girl, stop
hitting on her girlfriend.
Satisfied of the glorious sight, she dove in; lips instantly connecting with Jessica's mounds as her hand gently caressed the other
mound. She sucked and licked at the skin before her tongue encircled the perked nipple, earning louder moans from Jessica; body
arching and all.
Taeyeon knows Jessica well, she knows when to be rough and when to be gentle; so when her nipple was inside Taeyeon's mouth,
she can't help but whimper at the sensation as her hormones went to an overdrive because of Taeyeon's ministrations. She bit
her lower lip, body arching upwards, wanting nothing more than to be closer to Taeyeon as her hand went to the back of
Taeyeon's head; pushing Taeyeons face closer to her body. Four years apart and Taeyeon still knows all the sweet spots.
Taeyeon's free hand went to hold Jessica by the small of her back, steadying her as Taeyeon continued pleasuring her other breast.
Throwing her head back, Jessica unconsciously brushed her exposed center against Taeyeon's thigh, earning a groan from
Taeyeon. Eyes rolled back and Jessica was officially in seventh heaven as Taeyeon trailed wet kisses from the space between her
breasts, down to her abdomen, stopping for a while to take off her shirt and expose her bare upper-body to Jessica.
Taeyeon then moved lower, stopping just when she was in front of Jessica's center, hands moving to hold each side of Jessica's
hips. Head moved again to trail sloppy kisses from Jessica's knee to her upper thigh.
Jessica didn't know how long she had been holding her breath, but she sure was when her lungs ached; demanding for oxygen.
She took in long and deep breaths, only to stop again when she felt Taeyeon's wet lips coming closer and closer towards her
center. Taeyeon was sending her to the brink of sanity with her slow and agonizing wet kisses.
And then Taeyeon abruptly stopped, moving up to Jessica's face again to kiss her lips, pulling Jessica down from cloud nine.
"I love you." Taeyeon whispered, placing a chaste kiss on Jessica's lips.
Jessica hugged her as she let out a shaky 'I love you too'.
Taeyeon then detached herself from Jessica as she moved down between Jessica's legs again, placing her tongue on the spot that
made Jessica scream her name like no other. Eyes rolled back and body arched upward as Jessica skyrocketed back to seventh
heaven, hands clutching Taeyeon's blonde hair, pushing her girlfriend deeper into her. Jessica's grip on Taeyeon's hair might have

hurt but she had long lost all control as she ride the wave of euphoria; adrenaline rushing through her veins as she rolls her hips
against Taeyeon.
Jessica's screams of 'I love yous' rings inside Taeyeon's head as they spent the rest of the night making love. And that, was enough
reassurance for Taeyeon that Jessica will always be hers.
Mine, she thought as her grip on Jessicas hips tightened.

CHAPTER 28: Make it work

Yuri looked at Jessica thoughtfully, contemplating whether to ask the question that had been irking her since the news of Taeyeon
and Jessica getting back together broke out. Her brows furrowed, seeing nothing on the finger she had expected to be adorned
by a diamond ring by now. Surely Taeyeon could afford that, right? And Taeyeon would make sure Jessica gets nothing but the
best.
She stared, and stared at Jessica's finger until a nudge on her left leg broke her out of her reverie. She turned to her wife, only
for Yoona to look at her questioningly.
Mouthing a 'what', Yuri proceeded to eat her Beef Teriyaki.
Yoona, on the other hand, gave her 'the look'; misunderstanding Yuri's stare. The tanned woman rolled her eyes before clearing
her throat; earning Jessica and her friend's attention.
"So," Yuri put her chopstick down and interlaced her fingers under her chin, "When's the wedding?"
Jessica almost spit out her food as Tiffany yelled from her side, eyes wide as saucers.
"Jessi! You're getting married?! And you didn't tell me?!"
Jessica rolled her eyes, "What marriage? I'm not getting married. Maybe Yuri's asking about your wedding."
Tiffany calmed down, "Oh." Her mood instantly changed into a giddy one as she put her chopsticks down, eyes sparkling and all.
"It will be on the--"
"No, I mean.. sorry for being rude but I was asking about Sica's." Yuri said, letting out an apologetic smile.
It was Jessica's turn to look at Yuri incredulously, like the woman just grew another head. No, three heads. Why the heck would
Yuri think she was engaged?
"Don't tell me you're not engaged?" Yuri said.
"Why on Earth would you think I'm engaged? I'm with Taey--"
"That's what I'm talking about! I was asking about yours and Taeyeon's wedding!" Yuri said, throwing her hands above her head
in exasperation.
Yoona squeezed her wife's thigh, making Yuri calm down.
"I was wondering about the same thing too." The youngest of the four spoke up in a calm and low voice.
Jessica nibbled on her lower lip, "We.... haven't really talked about... that."

Yoona was fast at catching the hesitation in her bestfriend's eyes. "You're not sure you want to marry her." She states matter-offactly.
Yuri and Tiffany shifted their gazes from Jessica to Yoona and back to Jessica again, anticipating for her response.
"I.. don't know. I'm scared.. t-that if I say yes.. history will repeat itself. But I love Taeyeon. I really do." She let out a shaky breath,
"..and besides, I don't think she wants to marry me either."
Tiffany's heart tottered at the sadness in her bestfriend's voice.She swung an arm around Jessica's shoulders, "Well, who needs
marriage when you've already got a child, right?" She squeezed Jessica's upper arm before her lips broke into a smile, eyes
disappearing and all.
Yoona smiled at the two women in front of her before nodding her head yes.
"Sorry, Sica. I shouldn't have brought it up." Yuri said, looking at anywhere but Jessica.
"Silly girl. It's okay." Jessica said, reaching across the table to squeeze Yuri's hand that was resting on the table.
"Let's just eat, okay? The dark girl cooks really well." Tiffany chirped, picking her chopsticks up; earning laughter from Yoona.
Finally looking up at Jessica, Yuri smiled before beckoning Jessica to resume her meal.
**
Taeyeon looked at Sunny who paced back and forth in front of her. The girl showed up in her office with puffy eyes and spewing
incoherent words. Taeyeon patiently waited for the short girl to calm down, occasionally sipping her water as she felt a migraine
coming up. She suddenly misses Jessica and Seohyun; she wonders what the two could have been up to. She wanted nothing but
for the clock to strike five so she can go home already.
"..and the wedding's next week!" Taeyeon snapped out of her daydreamas soon as the words entered her consciousness.
"What? Whose wedding?" She said, standing from her swivel chair to move in front of Sunny who, thankfully, had stopped pacing
about.
Sunny groaned, "You weren't even listening!"
"Sorry.. I was just thinking about.. something."
Sunny rolled her eyes, "More like someone."
Taeyeon's cheeks burnt at the words as her lips broke into a little smile.

"Anyway!" Sunny interrupted before Taeyeon could drift into her own world once again. She sat on one of the chairs that were
facing each other while Taeyeon followed suit; sitting on the opposite chair as she tries to focus on whatever Sunny was about
to say.
"Hyomin's getting married. Next week." Sunny let out, head hung low as her fingers fiddled with each other.
"Who? I don't think I know someone by the name of Hyomin." Taeyeon's brows arched as she tries recollecting where Hyomin
came from; only to come up with nothing.
"Right. Hyomin, she's..." Sunny swung one leg over the other, "..she's the one I've been seeing for months now. But we're not
official coz she's engaged with this girl, Jiyeon, and she can't leave her because the girl is suicidal."
Taeyeon nods, signaling for Sunny to continue as she process everything that's being said.
"She called me this morning," Taeyeon noticed Sunny's lower lip quiver and she moved to Sunny's side on reflex, hand rubbing
the dejected girl's back.
"She said she was sorry.. and that she loves me, no matter what." Sunny broke into sobs by then and Taeyeon's heart goes out
to the dejected girl.
"And what did you say?"
Sunny violently wiped her tears with the sleeve of her shirt, sniffling some. "I told her I was okay and that I love her too."
Taeyeon clicked her tongue, "But you are not."
Sunny nodded, "I am not."
"Then why did you let her go?"
"The same reason why you let Jessica go before."
Taeyeon opened and closed her mouth, only to come up with nothing.
"I can't be selfish." Sunny whispered.
"And you chose to hurt yourself instead."
"We all do sacrifices, Taeyeon."
Taeyeon couldn't agree more, but she's been through that and her actions just caused her unbearable heartbreaks after
heartbreaks. Her heart never stopped breaking the moment she chose to let go of Jessica. It's still a mystery how she managed
to survive for years.
"But you love her and she loves you. You're the one shes supposed to be marrying."

Sunny bit her lower lip. Taeyeon was right; she shouldn't just give Hyomin up without a fight. But didnt Hyomin choose this for
them? She had already decided, right? Dump Sunny and marry Jiyeon; that was it, right? Sunny breathed out a sigh; should she
really go after Hyomin?
Dont think about it. Do what your heart tells you. You love her, right? Taeyeons voice snapped Sunny out of her dilemma.
I do. I really do. Ive never felt like this for someone before.
Taeyeon nodded, Then you dont have a problem. Just tell Hyomin you dont want her to marry that girl and well, the best thing
to do is for Hyomin to admit to that girl that shes in love with someone else.
But Taeyeon.. Jiyeon, shes.. suicidal. She tried to kill herself once when Hyomin broke up with her.
Did she really attempted suicide? Or was she just threatening Hyomin?
Sunny tried to recall what Hyomin had told her, She said Jiyeon called her, threatening to kill herself.
Taeyeon groaned, Shes just threatening! How can she fall into that girls trap?
W-what are you trying to say?
Shes not going to kill herself. Believe me. Just talk to Hyomin, okay? Please dont make stupid decision, Soonkyu.
Sunny smiled, rising up from her seat before pulling Taeyeon in for a hug. I dont know if I should thank you.. but thank you.
Youre the best, Taeng!
Taeyeon cocked a brow at the younger girl as she pulls away from the hug, And why wouldnt you thank me?
Because you just made everything more complicated! Talking to Hyomin means more drama.. and crying.
Taeyeon flicked a finger at Sunnys forehead, Silly girl.
Sunny pouted before they settled back on their seats.
So, how are things with you and Sica?
Taeyeons lips broke into a grin, Were good. Better.
Sunny nods, So, are we expecting a wedding soon?
Taeyeons smile instantly dropped and was replaced by a frown.
Why? Whats wrong? Sunny inquired with innocence.
I.. were not.. getting married.. I think.

Sunny raised a brow at the older girl, Youre kidding, right? You have a daughter; all thats left is marriage.
Taeyeon sighed. ShesI think shes afraid. Weve never talked about it, and whenever I try to, she avoids the topic. I think.. I
left a pretty big scar on her heart and shes scared of promises.. proposals.. weddings.
"And you don't have any plan on fixing that?"
"I don't know.. really. I-I'm scared too. I'm not sure if we should talk about that yet. I mean, I really like being with her and I've
only been with her.. like together together. But I don't want to pressure her. And besides, she's going back to California a week
from now, we're not even sure if we'll be able to work things out."
Sunny looked at Taeyeon incredulously, hands clamped together so she wouldn't smack the older girl on the forehead. "I can't
believe how you just implied that Jessica is the one for you and speak like you're going to break up once she gets back to California
afterwards."
Taeyeon sheepishly smiled, "Because I'm not really sure if she'd still want to be with me by the time she gets back to California.
You're a photographer, you should know how a model's life is. They get to be invited in parties where the finest of the finest
bachelors go to. And what if some hotshot sweeps her off her feet?"
Sunny frowned, not liking how Taeyeon talks about Jessica.
"I'm not really that close to Sica and I may not know her the way Sooyoung or Yoona or you know her but.." she sighed, seemingly
forgetting about Hyomin for the moment. "..Taeng, I don't think Sica's that kind of person. And I think she really loves you. Even
after all the years. The girl's just as helplessly in love as you."
"Why are you doubting her, anyway?" Sunny added.
Taeyeon shifted uneasily on her chair, "I-I'm not doubting her. I'm doubting myself."
"Why?"
"Because.."
Sunny stood up from her seat, patting Taeyeon's thigh in the process. "You guys are going to be alright. Just compromise and
make sure you have a mutual understanding before she gets back to California. It shouldn't be that hard. We have video calls,
emails, text messages and so much more to cut the miles."
Taeyeon chuckled, following Sunny to the door. "You came here to talk about your problem and here you are, worrying for me.
How did I ever deserve an amazing friend like you?"
Sunny rolled her eyes before hugging Taeyeon goodbye.
**

"Hi, did you wait long? Sorry." Jessica said as she and Tiffany came closer to the black Honda City waiting at the parking area of
the restaurant they just ate at.
"No, don't worry." Taeyeon moved to place a peck on her girlfriend's lips before her eyes moved to Jessica's companion. "Hi,
Tiffany." She said, smiling at her soon-to-be-sister-in-law.
"Hi, Tae." Tiffany waved before getting inside the backseat of Taeyeon's car.
"So, are you going home with me?" Jessica asked, eyes expectant as she looked Taeyeon straight in the eyes.
Taeyeon's hand unconsciously glided from Jessica's arm to her hand, interlacing their fingers. "Hm," she hummed when she felt
Jessica's warm palm against hers, lips adorned by a smile.
Jessica looked down at their intertwined hands, admiring how Taeyeon's hand perfectly fits with hers. Her girlfriend had been so
touchy the past days and she was getting used to it. And she likes it. She likes it so much.
"Mom and dad called," Jessica said as they stood a few feet away from Taeyeon's car.
"What did they say?"
"They were just asking about me and Hyunnie.. and you."
"Me?" Taeyeon arched a brow, "What about me?"
Jessica shifted her gaze elsewhere then, "N-nothing."
"Are you sure?" Taeyeon saw the hesitation in Jessica's eyes before it was masked by a fake smile.
"Yes, Taengoo. It was really nothing."
Taeyeon hummed, choosing not to ask any more questions. "Let's go, then. I think Tiffany's getting bored." She said, pointing a
thumb at her car.
Jessica giggled before pulling Taeyeon towards her car, "She's giving me the look again."
"Is she going home with us too?"
Jessica nodded, "She's sleeping in my parents' room, don't worry."
Taeyeon's ears instantly went hot and a sloppy kiss landed on her right cheek before Jessica's cute giggles filled her ear.
**

"Taengoo!" Seohyun cheerfully exclaimed as soon as the front door opened, revealing her Mommy Jess, Mommy Tiff and the
person she missed so much; Taengoo. Letting go of her Mommy Hyo's hand, she immediately run towards the pale woman, arms
stretched above her head before she was lifted off the ground by comfortable arms.
"I missed you," Taeyeon cooed as she peppered kisses all over her daughter's face.
"Hyunnie misses you too!"
"Hey, no hug for Mommy?" Taeyeon and Seohyun turned to a pouting Jessica. Taeyeon tried hard to suppress her laughter at
how cute her girlfriend looked while Seohyun guiltily bit on her lower lip.
"S-sorry, Mommy. Hyunnie not see you." Seohyun said, head hung low as if she had committed something so unforgivable.
Jessica giggled before taking Seohyun from Taeyeon's arms, "It's okay sweetie. Have you eaten yet?"
Seohyun nodded her head rapidly before placing a smack on her mother's cheek. "Mommy Hyo cook for us."
Jessica nods her head before turning to the other blonde, "Thanks, Hyo. I hope she didn't give you a hard time."
Hyoyeon laughed before waving Jessica off, "You know she's a polite kid. She'll never trouble anyone."
"Yeah, anyone but Taeyeon. She asks her to read stories for hours." Jessica said, putting Seohyun down so she could go wash up
with her Mommy Tiff.
"You know I'd do that even if she doesn't ask." An arm snaked its way to Jessica's waist as Taeyeon's voice came from her right
side.
Hyoyeon rolled her eyes, "I shall go now. Sooyoung's been texting me for the past fifteen minutes. She wanted to try this newly
opened restaurant and whatnot." She said, waving her phone in front of them.
Jessica moved to hug Hyoyeon. "Bye Hyo," she said when they let go.
Hyoyeon smiled once again before moving to the door, opening it when Taeyeon's voice stopped her midway. "Thank you, Hyo."
Hyoyeon nodded with the smile still on her face, not bothering to turn around and face Taeyeon.
Taeyeon then engulfs Jessica in a tight back hug as soon as the door closed, putting her chin on the little dip in Jessica's shoulder.
"Taengoo? What's wrong?"
Taeyeon took note of the worried voice and she rapidly shook her head, hoping to assure Jessica that there was really nothing
wrong. In fact, everything feels right; being in the same place with Jessica and Jessica being wrapped securely in her arms. Maybe
Sunny was right; all that's left is marriage.
"Are you sure?" Jessica asked once again, this time turning to face Taeyeon and cupping her girlfriend's cheeks.

Taeyeon nods, putting her hands on top of Jessica's. "I love you."
"I love you too." Jessica's lips formed into a smile before Taeyeon leans in, kissing Jessica's worries away.
**
"Aren't you sleeping yet?" Taeyeon voiced out, startling the hunched figure on the dining table. A chuckle left her lips as Tiffany
glares at her.
"You almost gave me a heart attack!"
Taeyeon waved her off as she made her way to the kitchen counter, preparing a cup and a stirrer before pulling out the coffee
powder and creamer from the cupboards.
"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" Tiffany asked as she turned her attention back to the papers in front of her.
Taeyeon shrugged before taking a seat from across Tiffany. "I can't sleep."
"And coffee won't help either." Tiffany commented, eyes still glued to the papers.
"What are those?"
Taeyeon's question finally gained Tiffany's attention as the raven-haired girl looked up from her papers, lips already formed into
a smile as her eyes disappeared into crescents. She definitely is Jiwon's type.
"I'm finalizing the invitations for the wedding and some stuff that needs to be fixed."
Taeyeon nodded, "Alone? Why wouldn't Jiwon help? It looks stressful."
Tiffany chuckled at the mention of her fianc, "You know how your brother is. He doesn't want to stress himself."
Taeyeon frowned, "And he let you stress yourself instead?"
Tiffany shook her head twice, "I personally wanted to do this. He told me to let the coordinators do it but I wanted to personally
prepare for my wedding."
"Why would you do that?"
"Because it's my wedding and it's a once in a lifetime event?" Tiffany said with a pout, a little upset that Taeyeon had said the
same exact things Jiwon had.
"Oh, right."
Silence fell upon them as Tiffany continued scribbling on her papers while Taeyeon sipped from her coffee cup.
"Hey, Tiffany?"

Tiffany hummed to let Taeyeon know that she was listening even without looking up.
"I was just wondering," Taeyeon straightened up on her seat, fingers interlaced under her chin. "..if Jessica ever talked to you
about wanting to.. you know.. get married?"
Tiffany's head moved up by then, eyes connecting with Taeyeon's as she tries to read her soon-to-be-sister-in-law. "Actually.."
She looked around, making sure nobody was there, "Yuri asked her about your wedding earlier and Jessi said she's scared."
Taeyeon nodded; of course Jessica was scared. She made her feel that way. Sadness then engulfed her at the thought of the past.
"Sorry, Taetae." Tiffany added and Taeyeon tried to smile at her as she rose up from her seat, bringing her cup to the sink.
"I'll go ahead and sleep. Don't sleep too late, too. Jiwon would freak out if he sees dark circles under your eyes." Taeyeon patted
Tiffany's shoulder as she passed by the younger girl.
She was about to exit the kitchen when Tiffany called out for her, making her turn to face the girl once again.
"Jessi really loves you. Maybe she just needs time.. and reassurance.. that you'll never part again. That she'll always have you."
Taeyeon smiled, "I understand."
**
Jessica opened her eyes when she felt the space beside her dip and an arm held her tightly by the waist, face nuzzling the back
of her head.
"Taengoo?"
"Hm? Sorry, did I wake you up?"
Jessica nodded, turning to face her girlfriend. "It's okay. Where have you been?"
"Downstairs. Coffee."
"Hmkay." Jessica said before closing her eyes again, face snuggled close to Taeyeon's neck.
"Sooyeon?"
Jessica hummed, letting Taeyeon know she was still awake and is listening.
"You know I'll never leave you again, right? That I'll always be here, waiting for you."
Jessica nods her head before placing a peck on the dip in-between Taeyeon's collarbones.
"Sooyeon.. let's make this work, alright? I don't want to lose you again. I'd die if that ever happens."

Jessica nodded before letting out in a groggy voice, "We'll make it work, Taengoo. I promise. I don't want to lose you either."
Taeyeon smiled before placing a lingering kiss on Jessica's forehead, "I love you, Sooyeon."
"I love you too, Taengoo."

CHAPTER 29: Mommy Taeng

Fingers drummed against the denim-covered lap as she waits for her girlfriend. It had only been ten minutes but Taeyeon feels
like Jessica was taking too long to dress up. Stretching her arms above her head, she rose from the couch and proceeded to walk
to her room, only to stop when an angry looking Seohyun walked out of the room; lips formed into a frown, brows furrowing,
arms crossed above her chest as she walked right straight into Taeyeon. The sight would have been cute, if only her daughter
didnt look as scary as HellSica.

Hey, whats wrong? Taeyeon crouched down, stopping Seohyun in her tracks.

The little girl huffed from her nose before uncrossing her arms, letting it drop to her side.

Hyunnie no like dress.

Taeyeon stopped herself from chuckling, not wanting to enrage her daughter further.

What does Hyunnie want, then?

Seohyun casted her a thoughtful look before dropping her head low. Hyunnie wants Mickey. Mommy Jess say no Mickey.

Taeyeon nodded before standing back up. Do you want to go with Taengoo? She extended her hand for Seohyun to take.

Seohyun contemplated for a while before finally taking hold of Taeyeons hand, letting the woman guide her back inside the room.

Taeyeon slowly opened the door and was immediately greeted by the sight of Jessica sitting on the edge of her bed, face buried
in her palms. She wasnt crying, but Taeyeon knows her girlfriend isnt happy either.

Sooyeon, she called out, stopping just beside the dejected girl.

Sooyeon, are you okay? Her free hand went to rub Jessicas back.

Jessica sighed before bringing her hands down, revealing her stressed face to Taeyeon. The older girl frowned at the sight.

Hey, whats wrong? She repeated the same question she asked Seohyun just a while ago.

Taengoo.. Seohyun stormed out on me. Shes never done that before.

The little girl hid behind Taeyeons legs as soon as her mother mentioned her name.

Why? What happened? Taeyeon said, noticing the tight grip on her legs.

I told her to wear the dress, but she wouldnt. She wanted her Mickey Mouse shirt but she can't because it's a wedding. And
then she just stormed out of the room.

Taeyeon inwardly chuckled. What did she ever expect? Of course Seohyun would be as hard-headed as Jessica.

She turned to lift Seohyun in her arms before sitting down beside Jessica.

Well, shes here now and she wants to say something. Taeyeon sat Seohyun on her lap.

The little girl tilted her head towards Taeyeon and looked at the woman questioningly.

Shouldnt we tell Mommy, sorry?

Jessica looked at her girlfriend and their daughter as the two exchanged looks that she would never understand. She smiles a
little, realizing how Seohyun had become so attached to Taeyeon at a short time.

Hyunnie is sorry, Mommy. Seohyun said, head hung low as her bottom lip quivered. Familiar hands then took her from Taeyeon,
transferring her to the lap she had grown up with. She moved closer to Jessicas body as she wrapped her short arms around her
mothers body.

Its okay, sweetie. Just dont be mad at Mommy like that again, okay? I get upset when youre upset with me.

Seohyuns head rubs against Jessicas chest as she nods her head, causing for a smile to form in Taeyeons lips.

I have something for you, Taeyeon said, rubbing her daughters back. Jessica and Seohyun watched her as she stood up from
the bed and walked to her closet, rummaging the drawers before finally returning with a red paper bag.

What that? Seohyun asked, pointing at the paper bag.

Taeyeon smiled, offering the paper bag to Seohyun. Its for you. Open it.

Seohyun looked up to her Mommy Jess who nodded at her before taking the paper bag from Taeyeon. Her eyes sparkled as soon
as she opened the paper bag with a white Mickey Mouse shirt neatly folded inside. She took the shirt out and wrapped her small
arms around Taeyeons neck as she dived into the woman for a hug. She squeaked, causing Taeyeon and Jessica to laugh.

Thank you, Mommy Taeng!

Taeyeon stiffened at the word as her insides churned in a very, very good way. A blush settled on her cheeks as she looked at
Jessica who was smiling widely at her.

Y-youre.. w-welcome.. sweetie. Taeyeon let out, still too flustered at how the word seemed to roll out of Seohyuns tongue so
naturally.

Jessica giggled, Taengoo, you look like you had been kissed by your long time crush.

D-did you hear what she called me? Taeyeon said, a smile slowly breaking from her lips.

Jessica nodded, dropping her head into her girlfriends shoulder. I did, and it was so sweet. It sounded like how she calls me.

Exactly. Taeyeon broke into a full smile.

**

Fingers played with hers and a sweet smile settled in Taeyeons lips, eyes never leaving Seohyun who was busy running about
inside the garden.

You look like a love struck teenager, Jessica commented, poking Taeyeons chin-dimple with her free finger.

Taeyeons signature laugh resounded in Jessicas ear, traveling to her heart where she kept every laugh, every smile of Taeyeon.

But I am, Taeyeon said, bringing their intertwined fingers to her lips before kissing the back of Jessicas hand. Eight years and
it havent changed a bit.

A blush tainted Jessicas cheeks, giving her an instant blush-on to complete her light make up.

Eight years and youre still cheesy.

Taeyeon laughed once more. I am?

Jessica rolled her eyes, pinching Taeyeons nose before dropping her head into Taeyeons shoulder. How did you make her wear
the dress? she asked, eyes trained on their daughter.

Taeyeon shifted some so they could both sit comfortably. I dont really know. She said she wanted to wear it because Mommy
Jess will be upset again.

Silence fell upon them as they watched their daughter play with the flowers she was holding, giggling at it every once in a while.

Do you really have to leave?

Taeyeons question broke the comfortable silence and Jessica sighed; of course she knows how hard it is for Taeyeon.

She nods. You understand, right?

Youre not running away again, right?

Taeyeon, of course not. Id stay if I didnt have a contract in California.

Im sorry, its just that Im going to miss you and Seohyun.

Jessica sat up straight, facing Taeyeon. Taengoo, you can always visit, she bit her lower lip, Or you can... come with us... you
know.

Taeyeon looked at Jessica apologetically, Im sorry, Sooyeon, I still have to look after the company.

Jessica nodded, offering Taeyeon a comforting smile. "Look after Seohyun, I'll just go talk to Tiff," she placed a peck in Taeyeon's
temple before standing up and walking to where she thought Tiffany was.

**

"Nervous?"

Tiffany turned from the wide window of the room and a smile immediately settled on her face when she saw Jessica standing at
the doorway before she slowly made her way to Tiffany.

"Very," she answered, thumb fiddling with her engagement ring.

Jessica smiled, engulfing Tiffany in a comforting hug.

"Don't be," she pulled away just enough to look at Tiffany in the eyes, "You're so beautiful."

A blush crept its way to Tiffany's makeup-covered face.

"Give Hyunnie a playmate soon, okay?" Jessica's smile widened in a teasing manner, deepening the blush in Tiffany's cheeks
although it wasn't visible under her makeup.

"What are you talking about," Tiffany shyly looked away.

"Oh my gosh, don't tell me--"

"I-I'm not sure yet, okay. Maybe I'm just late," Tiffany answered in a low voice.

"Thank God your wedding was rescheduled earlier, I don't want to see you walking down that aisle with a huge bump on your
tummy," Jessica stuck her tongue out playfully at Tiffany, making the younger girl break out into giggles.

"Jessi, you're such a child."

Jessica just grinned and a comfortable silence fell upon them as they stood beside each other by the huge window, eyes looking
over Taeyeon and Seohyun who were happily chatting in the decorated garden.

"Do you think I should stay?" Jessica asked in an uncertain voice and Tiffany casted her a glance before turning her attention back
to the garden where her wedding will take place.

"Is that what you want?"

Jessica bit her lower lip. Of course she wanted to stay with Taeyeon, but a part of her wanted to go back to her life in California.
She loves her job, and she doesn't think she'll be able to give that one up just yet.

"I don't know.."

Tiffany pulled Jessica closer to her side, wrapping an arm around the slender waist of her best friend.

"I think you know what you want. You're just afraid."

Jessica looked at Tiffany incredulously. "What are you talking about?"

"You want to succeed in your job, but you're too afraid that Taeyeon and you will end up the way you did before."

Jessica looked away, not sure what to answer Tiffany. Yes, she's always been afraid ever since she got back with Taeyeon. Her
insecurities were still there and she feels like it's just a matter of time until Taeyeon chooses something over her again.

"You know she loves you so much, right?" Tiffany said in a comforting tone and Jessica nods her head.

Of course she knows that. Taeyeon had been so vocal about her feelings, and if that wasn't enough proof, Taeyeon had always
showed her through her actions. But Taeyeon has the tendency to act selfless at times that irritates Jessica how someone could
be so selfless as her; at the expense of her own happiness.

"Everything will work out just fine, Jessi. If getting back after four years apart isn't a proof yet that you are meant for each other,
then I don't know what is."

Jessica watched Taeyeon carry Seohyun in her arms. Their daughter was growing exceptionally fast and Taeyeon looked so
awkward with a big child in her arms but Jessica saw the contentment in her girlfriend's face and in that moment, she knew
Taeyeon was for her to keep this time around.

"You don't have to choose right now," Tiffany followed Jessica's line of sight. "I'm sure Taeyeon will wait for you. And if things
doesn't work out after a few months, then that's when you decide what you really want."

"But I want to be with Taeyeon," Jessica said, not tearing her eyes off Taeyeon and Seohyun.

"But you want to continue your job, too."

Jessica sighed, "I do."

"And I think Taeyeon understands."

"She does."

"Then I don't see any problem with that."

Jessica turned to face Tiffany, eyes filled with worry. "But Tiff, California's too far from here. What if she finds--"

Tiffany shook her head, "She won't, Jessi. She won't."

"How can you be so sure?"

"Because I can feel it. She loves you way too much to ever find someone else."

Jessica kept mum.

"She won't, okay? Why are you so worried?"

Jessica bit her tongue before a blush made its way to her cheeks. "I-I don't think I could afford losing her. And I-I don't think I'll
ever love someone.. o-other than her."

Tiffany's eyes turned into crescents. "Of course you won't, silly. You're in too deep for Kim Taeyeon." She laughed then, "And
she's equally into you."

Jessica clasped Tiffany's hands. "I'm sorry, today was supposed to be your day and here I am, venting all my worries at you."

Tiffany crinkled her nose in an adorable manner. "You made me forget how nervous I was and I couldn't get any more grateful
for the distraction."

Jessica pulled Tiffany in for a tight hug. "I'm so happy for you, Tiff. Really, really happy."

"Thank you, Jessi."

**

"I now pronounce you husband and wife, you may kiss the bride."

Taeyeon turned her head to the side and saw Jessica tearing up, she immediately took out her handkerchief, wiping Jessica's
tears.

"Why are you crying?" She said as she took Jessica's hand in hers, intertwining their fingers.

Jessica shook her head. "It was just so beautiful. They're so beautiful. Tiffany is so happy."

Taeyeon nodded her head, turning to watch her brother kiss her sister-in-law, Tffany. "I know."

She imagined kissing Jessica on the altar, too, and it made her heart flutter. The thought of Jessica being her wife was so lovely.
The thought of growing old with Jessica never really left her mind even after everything that had happened. She still believed
that Jessica was for her as she was for Jessica. And now that they're back together, she had every intention in keeping Jessica,
whatever it takes.

"Taengoo? Are you okay? You're spacing out."

She smiled and turned her head towards Jessica, placing a peck on her girlfriend's lips. "I love you."

Jessica looked at her questioningly before a smile showed up on her face, too. "I love you, too."

**

"Mommy Taeng! Come! Come!"

Taeyeon laughed as she let Seohyun drag her to the bedroom of her apartment. She was dead tired from her brother's wedding
but Seohyun's excitement effectively brushed off all the exhaustion in her body. Her daughter had been calling her 'Mommy'
since the morning and Taeyeon couldn't be any more happier.

"Careful, sweetie, Taengoo is tired." Jessica said, walking behind them.

"Mommy Taeng read book!" Seohyun announces, skillfully twisting the doorknob open and pulling Taeyeon inside the room
before pushing her Mommy Taeng to sit on the bed. She then walked to the bookshelf and took out her newly found favorite
book.

With sparkling eyes and a pout that Taeyeon could never say no to, Seohyun laid the book on Taeyeon's lap before climbing on
the bed, sitting beside Taeyeon. Jessica watched everything from the doorway with a sweet smile on her face

Taeyeon looked at Seohyun questioningly. "We've already finished this, didn't we?"

Seohyun nodded, hands reaching to open the cover. "Can Mommy Taeng read it again? Pretty please?"

"After you wash up, alright?"

Seohyun nods her head vigorously before hopping off the bed and running to her Mommy Jess. "Wash Hyunnie please Mommy!"

Taeyeon laughed and stood up from the bed. "Come on you two, let's go wash up." She scooped Seohyun in her arms before
pulling Jessica by the wrist towards the bathroom.

Taeyeon helped Seohyun with her dress and hair as soon as they were inside the bathroom while Jessica filled the bathtub with
water and bubble soap.

"Mommy? Is it ready yet?" Taeyeon purred, arms encircling Jessica's waist from the back and propped her chin on Jessica's
shoulder.

Jessica giggled, stroking Taeyeon's hands on her stomach. "Almost there, baby."

"Yay," Taeyeon semi-squealed in a very cute voice before placing a peck on Jessica's neck.

"Mommy Taeng ish weird," they heard Seohyun murmur as she, too, waited for the tub to be filled.

When the tub was finally ready, Seohyun immediately got in with the help of Taeyeon.

"Mommy bath too?" Seohyun asked with innocent eyes as she played with the bubbles on the tub, eyes shifting from Taeyeon to
Jessica.

"Yeah, Mommy, you should bath, too." Taeyeon smirked, unbuttoning her dress. Jessica rolled her eyes before she did the same
and followed Taeyeon who was already inside the tub with Seohyun, back pressed against the wall of the tub. Taeyeon pulled
Jessica gently towards her as soon as she went inside the tub. She held Jessica tightly, pulling her girlfriend's bare back towards
her chest. Jessica pulled Seohyun along with her, too, as their daughter played with a rubber penguin that Taeyeon owned. The
little girl squealed when a sound came out from the rubber penguin when she pressed it, eliciting laughter from her mothers.
Taeyeon smiled in contentment as she held the two most important girls in her life. This was how life supposed to be years ago.
In that moment, she knew this is how she wants life to be in the future. Seohyun and Jessica fits perfectly in her tub, just like how
they fit perfectly in her life.

She kissed Jessica's bare shoulder as her girlfriend put shampoo on their daughter's hair. Jessica looked over her shoulder and
when their eyes met, she smiled; the smile that was meant only for Taeyeon. She tilts her head more, reaching for Taeyeon's lips
before placing a chaste kiss on the awaiting lips.

Taeyeon placed another kiss on Jessica's shoulder before washing Jessica's back, scrubbing the milky-white skin ever so gently.

**

"A swallow was passing by and saw how sad she looked, and said, 'Come south with me to warmer lands--"

A pat on her thigh made Taeyeon stop her narration. She looked up at Jessica with questioning eyes.

"She's already asleep, Taengoo-yah." Jessica whispered, pointing at their daughter who was snuggled in-between their bodies.

Taeyeon smiled, closing the book and taking her glasses off. She stood up from the mattress to transfer beside Jessica. Her arm
immediately went to hold Jessica by the waist, spooning her, while they lie on the mattress that was placed on their living room.
Jessica had requested it because she missed sleeping on the living room like they always did in college when they had to cram for
their exams. Taeyeon perfectly remembers those, and how Jessica would always make sure she doesn't strain her eyes from too
much reading. Jessica was always like that, she always makes sure Taeyeon was taken care of and it makes Taeyeon love her
more.

"I'll surely miss sleeping with you," Jessica spoke, breaking the silence that momentarily engulfed them.

Taeyeon hummed, nuzzling her nose in the back of Jessica's head. "Me too."

**

It had been half an hour since Jessica had fallen asleep in Taeyeon's arms. The latter stayed awake, choosing to look at her family
as they sleep soundly. Their daughter was clinging onto Jessica's shirt while Jessica held Seohyun in her arms and it had Taeyeon's
heart fluttering.

She dipped her face into the crook of Jessica's neck, unable to contain her feelings. She trailed feather kisses down to Jessica's
shoulder, making the girl stir in her sleep. Jessica slowly opened her eyes, looking over her shoulder. Taeyeon smiled before
placing a chaste kiss on Jessica's lips.

"Sorry," she said, patting Jessica's hips in hopes that her lover would fall back to sleep.

"Why aren't you sleeping yet?" Jessica said in a groggy voice, shifting on her spot to face Taeyeon.

Taeyeon peeked over her shoulder -at their daughter- first before she pulled Jessica closer to her body again.

"I can't sleep," she said, grazing her lips along Jessica's lips.

"Why? Is there something wrong? Are you having a headache again?" Jessica was fully awake by now, worry evident in her voice.

Taeyeon lifts Jessica's right hand, bringing it to her lips and kissing it before intertwining their fingers. She smiled and shook her
head before answering, "No, I'm perfectly fine. I just wanted to watch you sleep."

Jessica looked at her in the eyes, seemingly unconvinced by her reason. They stared at each other for a while before Jessica's face
finally relaxed.

"What's bothering you, Taengoo?" she said in a soft voice that always had Taeyeon's insides doing somersault.

Taeyeon kissed the tip of Jessica's nose before landing another kiss in her lips. "Nothing, really. I just--you're so lovely, Sooyeon."

Jessica giggled. "You always say that when you run out of words to say."

"I do?"

"Yes. Yes, you do, you lovely dork." Jessica cupped Taeyeon's left cheek, her thumb rubbing the smooth skin ever so gently.
Taeyeon's eyes fluttered close and a smile crept back into her lips.

Taeyeon's eyes instantly opened when she felt the added weight on her stomach. She looked at Jessica questioningly as the girl
straddled her. Jessica just smiled while inching her face closer to Taeyeon's. She was just inches away from capturing Taeyeon's
lips when a pair of hands held her by the shoulder, stopping her from moving closer. Jessica raised a brow at Taeyeon and the
older girl just smiled sheepishly before pointing at the sleeping Seohyun.

"Sorry, baby." Taeyeon said with a playful smile.

Jessica groaned before climbing off Taeyeon, returning to her previous spot in-between Taeyeon and their daughter. Taeyeon
immediately pulled her by the waist.

"Cuddle?" Taeyeon asked and Jessica smiled, nodding at her lover before she hid her face in Taeyeon's neck like she always does.
It was her very own comfort zone.

"You smell nice," Jessica teased and she felt Taeyeon's body stiffen when her breath touched Taeyeon's skin. She inwardly giggled.

"I.. always smell.. n-nice." Taeyeon said, her grip on Jessica tightening.

Jessica nodded before kissing the skin on Taeyeon's neck, making the Kim's breathing turn ragged.

"S-Sooyeon.. d-do you want to.. err, go to the bed-bedroom?"

Jessica giggled before shaking her head no. "I'm sleepy, Taengoo."

"B-but--"

"And you should really sleep, too. It's late and we need to wake up early tomorrow because I haven't packed yet."

Taeyeon sighed as she loosened her grip on Jessica. "I can't believe you're already leaving."

"Me neither. Three months went by so fast."

They fell into a comfortable silence for a moment as they snuggled with each other.

"Hurry back to my arms, baby, I don't think I could last a year without you." Taeyeon whispered, occasionally brushing her lips
against Jessica's ears, sending tingles to the younger girl's toes.

Jessica pulled away a little, tilting her head to press her lips against Taeyeon's as she mumbled on the plump lips. "Don't you dare
fall in love with someone else while I'm away, Taengoo."

It was clearly a threat but Taeyeon can't help but chuckle at her lover's words.

"You know you're irreplaceable. I don't think I'd ever find someone as wonderful as you."

Jessica smiled, lips still pressed against Taeyeon's. "Good to know."

Taeyeon's hand went up to Jessica's cheek, brushing the stray hair away from her lover's face before her lips started moving
against Jessica's. They kissed, slowly and softly, just the way they both like it. Taeyeon sighed in contentment as they continued
kissing. She could never get enough of Jessica. Even after all the years, she was still irrevocably in love with one Jung Sooyeon
who stole her first kiss that afternoon at school. Who would have known that the lips that she despised for a brief moment were
the same pair of lips that were made for her and only for her.

Taeyeon's hands unconsciously slipped inside Jessica's shirt out of habit and before she could even deepen the kiss, Jessica pulled
away, swatting Taeyeon's hand away from her, making Taeyeon groan in frustration.

"Sorry, baby." Jessica pointed a thumb at their sleeping daughter, mimicking Taeyeon with a smirk on her face.

Taeyeon groaned again before she was pulled into Jessica's body.

"Good night, Taengoo. Sleep well," Jessica said in a sweet voice that had Taeyeon relenting.

"Good night, Sooyeon. I love you," Taeyeon answered, kissing the tip of Jessica's nose.

Jessica smiled with eyes closed before whispering, "I love you, too."

CHAPTER 30: Kiss me again

Taeyeon huffed as the lift door opened to the floor where her office was situated. She dragged herself listlessly towards the other
side of the floor -to her office. It had been almost three months since Jessica, Hyoyeon and Seohyun flew back to California but
Taeyeon still finds herself shedding tears every night. She missed her family. She wanted to file for an indefinite leave but luck
wasn't on her side because their company is going through a tough time and she can't afford to leave her employees and business
partner behind to deal with the problems. And so she waits, and does her best to find solution for the current problems, resulting
to more overtimes in the office and more arguments with Jessica over the phone or Skype.
Tough night?she raised her head to see Wooyoung sitting on the chair across her desk. She sighed before nodding.
Another argument with Jessica? Wooyoung added and she nods again.
It's been three days and she's still rejecting my calls. She hasnt been online, too. I tried asking Krystal but all I got was a 'sorry,
unnie' and it's so frustrating! Taeyeon flailed her arms above her head in exasperation. She haven't been sleeping for the past
few days, trying to match Jessica's time zone just to get hold of the girl but it was all pointless.
Giving up already? Wooyoung crossed his legs as he leaned back on his seat.
What? No! I didn't say I'm giving up. I just said it's frustrating. Taeyeon glared at her business partner before slumping on her
seat. She hates it when people tell her she's giving up on something she treasures the most. She will never give up on Jessica.
Are you frustrated with Jessica or are you frustrated with the situation?
Of course I'm frustrated with both! She won't even listen to my explanation and the distance is making it harder!
Wooyoung shook his head. You sound like you're giving up.
Taeyeon stood up, glaring at Wooyoung. What is wrong with you? I said I'm not giving up!
Wooyoung looked at her briefly before flashing another bright smile, enraging Taeyeon more. You know what she wants. Why
can't you give it to her? Just take a break for a week. Don't worry about the company, I'll handle everything.
Taeyeon scoffed as she sat back down on her swivel chair. The last time you said that, our company almost went into bankruptcy.
Wooyoung chortled before speaking in a deep voice, You worry too much. Go, chase after the love of your life and make more
babies than the both of you can handle.
Taeyeon's mouth fell agape as she stared at her friend in pure bewilderment. Who are you and what did you do to the workaholic
Jang Wooyoung?
Wooyoung laughed again before he pats Taeyeon's hand that was resting on top of her desk. Love changes people, doesn't it?

The question got Taeyeon's brow rising before she spoke in a low and amused voice, You're in love, aren't you?
Wooyoung looked away shyly and Taeyeon broke out into chuckles.
Really? Who's the unfortunate girl? Taeyeon said and Wooyoung narrowed his eyes playfully.
Lee Jieon, the girl from the advertising company. Remember her?
Taeyeon shook her head as a grin broke out from her lips, momentarily forgetting her own problems with Jessica.
Of course! The sweet girl. Ah, you lucky thing.
Hey! You sound like you're in love with her. I'm totally telling Jessica! Wooyoung warned.
Taeyeon frantically shook her head, No! I didn't mean it like that! Oh god no, please, you don't know how terrifying Sooyeon is
when she's mad. She's gonna eat me alive!
Taeyeon's panicky face had Wooyoung laughing so hard that he almost peed on his pants. Oh my god you are so whipped!
Taeyeon straightened up on her seat. No I'm not. I'm just.. being the.. good girlfriend that I am.. yeah, I'm just being a good
girlfriend. Yeah, I'm not whipped.
Wooyoung grinned when he settled down from his laughing fit. Whatever you say, buddy.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes. Now, if you'll excuse me, I still have things to do, so.. shoo!
Wooyoung stood up from his seat and went for the door. Think about what I said, okay? Don't let this argument last, he said
before walking out of the office.
**
Jessica stared at her food. It had been a busy week--actually, she had been busy with photoshoots ever since she returned from
Korea. It was exhausting.
Mommy, Seohyun's soft voice automatically brought a smile in Jessica's lips as she turned to face her daughter who was sitting
beside her.
What's wrong, sweetie? she coos.
Seohyun shook her head and looked at her mother worriedly, Mommy, are you okay?
Jessica's smile widened, pride evident in her eyes because, finally, Seohyun learned to talk properly; all thanks to Taeyeon's efforts
in Korea to teach the little girl. She nods her head before taking her daughter's hand, pressing the little girl's palm onto her cheek.
I'm fine, sweetie. I'm just a little tired.

She saw her daughter hesitating for a moment before bringing her head down, muttering almost inaudibly. I miss Mommy Taeng.
It was low but Jessica heard it clearly, causing a pang in her chest. She looked at her daughter, seemingly at a loss for words.
Why doesn't Mommy Taeng call anymore? I want to see her again on the screen, Mommy. Their daughter whines cutely,
referring to the video calls they ritually do until one week ago.
Taeyeon. Of course she missed the woman, too. But she stopped picking up Taeyeon's calls and declining her invitations for video
calls a week ago because she felt like Taeyeon was taking them for granted. She hates doing it but she wanted to let Taeyeon feel
what she felt all those days the woman was at the office doing god knows what; too busy to pick up her phone or too busy to
even leave a message to say she's doing fine. She started thinking that maybe Taeyeon was getting tired.
Three months of long distance relationship and she's getting tired, Jessica thought bitterly.
Jessica let out a sigh. Your Mommy Taeng and I, she paused, trying to think of the right words to say. Well, we are not really
in good terms right now, sweetie, she said in a sad voice.
But I get to see Mommy Taeng again, right Mommy? She promised to read me a story, Mommy, Seohyun pleaded with eyes
that mirrored Taeyeon's whenever the short woman would do the same gesture.
Jessica nods, Of course, sweetie. I'm sure your Mommy Taeng misses you too.
**
Taeyeon sighed after settling down on the table with Yuri, Yoona, Sooyoung, Sunny and Hyomin. The girls had insisted she go out
with them tonight. She didn't want to, at first, but Wooyoung practically threw her out of her office upon overhearing her
declining Sooyoung over the phone; he reasoned that her 'miserable' state was rubbing off on everybody in the office and that
she should at least spend some time with her friends.
After much persuasion, Taeyeon eventually relented.
You're not drinking, Taeyeon? it was Hyomin and Taeyeon instantly raised her head from her phone to look at the woman
across from her. She smiled a little smile before shaking her head, making the other girls look at her questioningly.
Really? Sunny said in an accusing tone.
Yah, Taeyeon narrowed her eyes at her best friend. Do I look like I need a drink?
Sooyoung snorted. Well, duh?
Taeyeon shook her head before bringing her attention back to her phone, checking if Jessica was online. She wasn't.
You know what, Yuri said, pausing to push a bottle of beer towards Taeyeon. This is a good stress reliever.

Taeyeon looked up from her phone to meet Yuri's gaze, scrunching up her face to the younger woman. I'm not in the mood to
drink.
You're always 'not in the mood' these days, Taeyeon-unnie. Yoona said, emphasizing the last word.
Taeyeon sighed, sliding her phone inside her pocket. I've been trying to call Sooyeon for days now but she wouldn't pick up,
she admits openly.
Sooyoung looked at her with an accusing look on her face. What did you do this time, Kim Taeyeon?
I didn't do anything. I promise! said Taeyeon, waving her hands in front of her.
Then why would she be mad at you like that?
I-- Taeyeon bit her lower lip. I've been busy, you see. There was a problem with one of our accounts and I wanted to make
sure I handle it personally, she unconsciously took the beer in front of her. Then Jessica thought I was cheating on her because
I haven't been calling her and Seohyun--
You're cheating on Jessica? Sooyoung interrupted, narrowing her eyes at Taeyeon.
I wasn't. I would never, ever, Taeyeon said in a firm voice. She thought I was cheating on her because of the lack of
communication. It's just that, I've been really busy. I barely sleep these days.
Well, Yoona said after a few seconds of silence.She called me this morning, asking how things here are.
Taeyeon's eyes lit up. Did she ask about me?
Yoona bit her lip before shaking her head. Taeyeon mouthed an 'oh' before gulping from her beer.
I thought she said she didn't want to drink? Hyomin whispered to Sunny, making her lover giggle.
Taeyeon looked at them with envy, missing Jessica's head on her shoulder and how they would lie awake in bed almost every
night. She missed every bit of Jessica.
There! Sooyoung exclaimed, making the rest of the group look at her questioningly. Your flight's on the day after tomorrow
so be sure to pack later, she said without taking her eyes off her phone. And you are to pay me back for the ticket, okay? That
was for my vacation in California, but that could wait.
What are you talking about? Taeyeon said.
I booked you a ticket to California, that's what. Sooyoung grinned at Taeyeon proudly before showing the confirmation message
in her phone.
You what? Taeyeon's eyes widened. You didn't even ask me! I have work, Soo!

Sooyoung waved her off. But work is not as important as Jessica, right? I mean, it's important but not Jessicaimportant, important, right?
Yeah, Taeng, you should go before this misunderstanding gets worse. Yuri butted in and Sooyoung gave her a thumb-up.
B-but work.. the company--
Can wait. So, I'm with the two tall things in this, Sunny said and Hyomin agreed, too, by nodding her head.
Besides, Yoona looked at Yuri before looking at Taeyeon.Wooyoung can handle the company for a week or two.
You worry for the company too much, Yuri nods her head. It's time to give yourself a break, Taeng. The last time I saw you
enjoy was three months ago.
So, Sooyoung said brightly. Are we packing your stuff for you or you do it on your own?
Taeyeon had a bewildered look for a moment before she shook her head. You are not packing my stuff for me, Choi Sooyoung!
I don't want to bring a suitcase full of cucumbers! she said, remembering that one time Sooyoung packed for her and Jessica
when they all spent their spring break in Jeju. That was in college, but she is sure evil Choi is still evil Choi.
Sooyoung laughed and soon the other girls joined in. Aw man, that was epic!
Yoona gave Sooyoung a thumb-up. I know right! Remember Sica's face when they opened their luggage? She was about to eat
you alive!
The rest of the night, they talked about their years in college, filling Hyomin in.
Taeyeon lay awake in her bed that night, unable to sleep. She called Wooyoung to inform him about the abrupt leave and
Wooyoung beamed upon hearing the news. She just wish Wooyoung could really handle the company while she's gone.
Sighing, she turned to lie on her side, facing Jessica's side of the bed. She wonders what her girlfriend and daughter could be
doing in California right now and if Jessica was also thinking about her.
With hopes of talking to Jessica, she reached for her phone and pressed the speed dial number one. But like the other times, she
was sent straight to voice mail.
Hey, Taeyeon said after the beep. I called because--I miss you, Sooyeon, and I love you, she said and ended the call.
A smile grazed her lips at the thought of finally seeing Jessica and Seohyun.
**
Two days after Taeyeon's last voice mail, Jessica finally decided to call back. A week was enough for a punishment and she misses
Taeyeon so badly.

Her brows furrowed when she wasn't able to reach Taeyeon's number.
Well, that's odd, she muttered to herself.
Jessica, come on, shoot's gonna start soon, the shoot director called out and Jessica nodded, deciding to just try and call
Taeyeon later.
**
Taeyeon stepped inside the huge gate, her eyes taking in the wide field in front of her and the buildings that surrounded the huge
field of the university. Her eyes lit up upon seeing the person she wanted to meet walking her way with haste, waving at her. She
waved back, opening her arms as Krystal lunged herself onto them. They pulled away shortly.
Unnie! Oh my gosh, it's so nice to see you here! Krystal beamed.
Taeyeon nodded. I thought I was lost, she grinned, So, this is where you study. It's nice.
Krystal shook her head and linked her arms with Taeyeon, dragging her sister's girlfriend to her favorite cafe inside the university.
Settling down on their table as they wait for their orders, Krystal started questioning Taeyeon.
So, what brought you here? And why can't I tell Jessie that you're here?
Taeyeon intertwined her fingers together before propping her chin on them.
She's mad at me, she shrugged, I think.
You think?
We haven't talked for a week now, she'd been declining my calls, Taeyeon looked at Jessica's sister, She was mad because I
was too busy the past week.
Krystal clicked her tongue. You guys are so immature, she laughed, But I know Jessie wouldn't be able to resist you when you
show up at home and kneel in front of her.
Taeyeon laughed. I'm not kneeling in front of her, she scrunched up her face, That will be so embarrassing.
Krystal nodded. Right. And Jessie wouldn't like that either.
Taeyeon took in a deep breath.
Soojung, I need your help.
Krystal looked at her and nodded, asking her to continue.
**

Jessica had a puzzled look after receiving a message from Krystal asking her to come to the address attached in her message. She
wasn't familiar with the place but she knew it was a famous private park that people always rented for occasions like birthdays
or anniversaries. She was sure she didn't miss any birthday today.
Wear a dress, Krystal said in her second message. Jessica replied and asked her what the occasion was but Krystal just told her to
hurry and come. So she just trusted her sister and went to the address.
Upon reaching the private park, she was handed a green post-it note but there was no Krystal in sight.
Take fifteen steps, the note reads. She recognized it as Krystal's handwriting. She did as the note said.
After fifteen steps, she reached a stair going down to a hall that was decorated with flowers and balloons. She raised a questioning
brow at the set up. It looked vaguely familiar but she couldn't remember where and when she saw it.
A post-it note was once again handed to her. Go down the hall and stand at the center, it reads. Once again, she followed the
instruction as her curiosity got the better of her.
She walked down the stairs and stood at the center of the hall, kicking some balloons on the floor, before she was handed a blue
post-it note by a guy who immediately disappeared.
Turn around, love. It was Taeyeon's penmanship and Jessica felt her heart skipping beats as she slowly turned around.
At the top of the stairs, standing, was Kim Taeyeon clad in a white tube dress and black Keds. The prom, of course. How could
she ever forget? The set up was like how the banquet hall was set up when they attended prom in high school.
Jessica wanted to run to where Taeyeon was but the woman signaled her to stop and wait as she slowly goes down the stairs. It
felt like eternity for Jessica before Taeyeon made it to the hall.
Hi, Taeyeon said as she stood a few feet away from Jessica.
Hi, Jessica replied with a soft smile.
You remember this? Taeyeon gestured around them and to her outfit.
Jessica nodded her head vigorously.
Taeyeon chuckled, snapping her fingers before the sound of a piano being played resounded inside the hall. Jessica turned to
where it was coming from and found Krystal seated in front of a grand piano at the corner. How she never noticed that a while
ago; she has no idea.
Krystal smiled at her before continuing.

Jessica turned back to Taeyeon to ask her what the set up was all about and when did she arrived in California and what was she
doing there. She had a lot of questions for Taeyeon but she was never able to voice them out because Taeyeon's singing voice
shut her up.
Forever can never be long enough for me, Taeyeon smiled, To feel like I've had long enough with you, she took one step closer
to Jessica, Forget the world now, we won't let them see.. But there's one thing left to do..
Now that the weight has lifted, she took Jessica's hand in hers, Love has surely shifted my way, she kissed Jessica's hand.
Looking straight into Jessica's eyes, Taeyeon sang softly, Marry me, today and every day, marry me...
Krystal continued playing the piano and Jessica forgot the world for a moment. It was only her and Taeyeon and their loud
pounding hearts.
Taeyeon moved closer to Jessica, pressing her lips into Jessica's forehead before staring back into her eyes. She smiled, showing
her chin-dimple to Jessica.
I missed you, Jessica said. Taeyeon nodded and Jessica noticed how nervous Taeyeon's features were.
Is everything okay, Taengoo?
Taeyeon took one step back, letting go of Jessica's hand. She didn't say a word for a moment, choosing to just stare at Jessica
before she cleared her throat.
God, Jessica can be so dense at times. The song was already too obvious.
I-It had been a long journey coming here, she shifted her weight from her other foot to the other, And I'm not just talking
about plane-ride-long kind of journey... but our journey... together... and apart.
Jessica blinked, she already has a feeling where this was going but she held it in. She wanted to hear what Taeyeon has to say.
I know that it wasn't the most ideal, most perfect journey you wanted in a relationship, Taeyeon smiled sadly, And I'm sorry
for breaking my promise the first time.
Jessica shook her head. That was the past and it all didn't matter to her now.
You know how I always tell you that you make me shine brighter, Taeyeon said. And that my smiles are brighter because of
you.
I would just like to say that you made me shine brighter. My smiles are brighter because of you.
Jessica smiled at the memory.

I wanted to do this the first time I saw you again, but I knew you were afraid.. I made you afraid," she cupped Jessica's cheeks
with her hands, rubbing comforting circles on Jessica's cheeks with her thumb.
Sooyeon, I may not be able to change what I did five years ago.. but if you'd let me, I would like to fill in that moment of your
life, Taeyeon said before the guy that gave Jessica the post-it notes approached them, handing Taeyeon a small box. Jessica's
heart pounded louder against her chest. This was it.
Silence engulfed the hall as Krystal stopped playing the piano, looking at the couple intently with a contented small smile.
I love you, Sooyeon, Taeyeon opened the box, showing Jessica a diamond ring.
Will you marry me and spend the rest of your life with me? she said, voice wavering as Jessica shifted her gaze from Taeyeon
to the ring and back to Taeyeon.
Jessica smiled and nodded her head. To hell with uncertainties.
Is that a yes?
Jessica giggled, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Of course, silly. I will marry you.
Are you really, really sure about it?
Yes.
Really sure?
Jessica laughed. Silly Taengoo, of course I am!
Taeyeon slipped the ring into Jessica's finger before pulling her fiance in a tight hug.
Is this why I wasn't able to reach you since two days ago? Jessica asked as she hugged Taeyeon back.
Taeyeon nodded. I arrived two days ago and had to ask Krystal for her help.
Jessica turned to face her sister who was making her way towards them, lips stretched into a wide smile as she hugged Jessica.
Finally, Krystal let out while she hugged her sister, The long wait is over.
Jessica nodded and pulled away from Krystal. Thank you so much, she said, eyes shining with tears.
**

Taeyeon sat on the couch of the Jungs with Seohyun in her lap, filling her in with what she missed for the past three months.
Taeyeons smile never wavered as she nodded her head at her daughter, commenting and praising the little girl every once in a
while.
And then my friend, John, he wanted to borrow my book, Mommy, Seohyun said, hands fiddling with the collar of Taeyeons
shirt.
Really? Then what did you say? Taeyeon said.
I said no because Mommy Taeng gave it to me, Seohyun smiled, You said I take care of it, remember?
Taeyeon nodded. But you can still share it with your friends.
Nuh-uh, Seohyun shook her head, No one can touch it except you, me and Mommy Jess.
Taeyeon chuckled before placing a peck on her daughters forehead.
Are you going to stay with us, Mommy?
Taeyeon bit her lower lip. I was hoping you and Mommy Jess could stay with me, she said, brushing the little girls fringe to the
side.
Really? We can stay with Mommy Taeng? Seohyuns eyes lit up, anticipating the bedtime stories shell definitely get from her
Mommy Taengoo.
Taeyeon nodded. Do you want to?
Yes! Seohyun laughed, throwing her little arms around Taeyeons neck, lifting her body to hug Taeyeon.
Taeyeon laughed and returned the hug just as tight as Seohyun was gripping her neck. She missed the little girl so much.
Having fun?
Taeyeon looked up and met Mr. Jungs gaze, his cheeks slowly stretching as he gave Taeyeon a kind smile. Taeyeon rose up from
the couch with Seohyun still clinging on her neck.
Dada! I get to live with Mommy Taeng! Seohyun beamed as she looked over her shoulder. Mr. Jung laughed before taking the
little girl from Taeyeon.
Good day, Mr. Jung, Taeyeon said in a shy voice and bowed at the elderly man.
I thought weve already talked about calling me Mr. Jung? Jessicas father made a face before ruffling Taeyeons hair. The action
made Taeyeon blush.
I-I mean.. D-Dad..

Thats more like it, Mr. Jung grinned, putting Seohyun down who immediately moved and sat on the couch as Taeyeon sat
beside her while Jessicas father sat on the armchair across from them.
I heard youre planning on a wedding again? he said and Taeyeon nodded.
Are you sure this time, Taeyeon?
Taeyeon nodded again.
Ive always had my trust in you, Taeyeon, he crossed his legs and looked at Taeyeon intently, I hope you don't disappoint me
again.
I won't, she let out, left hand unconsciously stroking her daughters hair.
I promise Ill take care of her and Seohyun, she smiled a little smile at Jessicas father, Ill do my best to give them what they
need.
Mr. Jung shook his head. They dont need much, he said, You just have to keep them happy. Sooyeon never needed anything
other than you.
Taeyeon blushed once again. It was heartwarming to hear those words coming from Jessicas father.
You keep her happy, okay? Mr. Jung said and Taeyeon nodded.
**
Taeyeon lay awake in her hotel bed. An arm holding her by the waist as legs entangled with hers and a head rested in her arm.
She received some scolding from Jessica after proposing about being too busy and not taking care of herself. Taeyeon just took
it all without protest and kissed Jessica sorry afterwards.
She had been staying in California for a week now. It had been two days since Jessica said yes but they were yet to talk about the
details of the wedding. It made Taeyeon think that Jessica was just caught up in the moment when she said yes and she didnt
really mean her answer. It terrified her.
Taengoo.
She turned to look at Jessica who cracked one eye open to look at her. She looked so perfect even under the dim light.
Taeyeon hummed and stroked Jessicas upper arm before placing a peck in her forehead.
Why arent you sleeping yet? Jessica asked as she snuggled closer to Taeyeons body. Taeyeon responded by wrapping her
other arm around Jessica and tucking Jessicas head under her chin.
Cant sleep, she said, I was just thinking about.. things.

Jessica nodded. Whats bothering my fiance?

Taeyeons breath hitched. The butterflies going wild in her stomach.
Do you really mean that? she asked.
Mean what? Jessica said in a low voice, eyes closed as she let Taeyeons warmth lull her back to sleep.
When you called me fiance, when you said yes, do you really mean all of it?
Jessica pulled away from Taeyeon, the question waking her up fully as she looked into Taeyeons eyes.
Of course I mean it, she said, Why would I not mean it?
Taeyeon shrugged and looked away from Jessica.
Taengoo.. I mean it, okay? Jessica reached for Taeyeons cheeks, cupping them. I love you so much and I will marry you.
Taeyeon smiled, looking back at Jessica. She leaned in and kissed Jessica long and deep, pressing their bodies together.
I love you so much, Sooyeon. Taeyeon said when they pulled away from the kiss. Jessica nodded, finding it hard to speak as she
catches her breath.
Then stop.. talking.. and kiss me.. again, Jessica said with shaky voice as she pulled Taeyeon by the collar of her shirt, connecting
their lips in another deep kiss.
Taeyeon huffed as the lift door opened to the floor where her office was situated. She dragged herself listlessly towards the other
side of the floor -to her office. It had been almost three months since Jessica, Hyoyeon and Seohyun flew back to California but
Taeyeon still finds herself shedding tears every night. She missed her family. She wanted to file for an indefinite leave but luck
wasn't on her side because their company is going through a tough time and she can't afford to leave her employees and business
partner behind to deal with the problems. And so she waits, and does her best to find solution for the current problems, resulting
to more overtimes in the office and more arguments with Jessica over the phone or Skype.
Tough night?she raised her head to see Wooyoung sitting on the chair across her desk. She sighed before nodding.
Another argument with Jessica? Wooyoung added and she nods again.
It's been three days and she's still rejecting my calls. She hasnt been online, too. I tried asking Krystal but all I got was a 'sorry,
unnie' and it's so frustrating! Taeyeon flailed her arms above her head in exasperation. She haven't been sleeping for the past
few days, trying to match Jessica's time zone just to get hold of the girl but it was all pointless.
Giving up already? Wooyoung crossed his legs as he leaned back on his seat.
What? No! I didn't say I'm giving up. I just said it's frustrating. Taeyeon glared at her business partner before slumping on her
seat. She hates it when people tell her she's giving up on something she treasures the most. She will never give up on Jessica.

Are you frustrated with Jessica or are you frustrated with the situation?
Of course I'm frustrated with both! She won't even listen to my explanation and the distance is making it harder!
Wooyoung shook his head. You sound like you're giving up.
Taeyeon stood up, glaring at Wooyoung. What is wrong with you? I said I'm not giving up!
Wooyoung looked at her briefly before flashing another bright smile, enraging Taeyeon more. You know what she wants. Why
can't you give it to her? Just take a break for a week. Don't worry about the company, I'll handle everything.
Taeyeon scoffed as she sat back down on her swivel chair. The last time you said that, our company almost went into bankruptcy.
Wooyoung chortled before speaking in a deep voice, You worry too much. Go, chase after the love of your life and make more
babies than the both of you can handle.
Taeyeon's mouth fell agape as she stared at her friend in pure bewilderment. Who are you and what did you do to the workaholic
Jang Wooyoung?
Wooyoung laughed again before he pats Taeyeon's hand that was resting on top of her desk. Love changes people, doesn't it?
The question got Taeyeon's brow rising before she spoke in a low and amused voice, You're in love, aren't you?
Wooyoung looked away shyly and Taeyeon broke out into chuckles.
Really? Who's the unfortunate girl? Taeyeon said and Wooyoung narrowed his eyes playfully.
Lee Jieon, the girl from the advertising company. Remember her?
Taeyeon shook her head as a grin broke out from her lips, momentarily forgetting her own problems with Jessica.
Of course! The sweet girl. Ah, you lucky thing.
Hey! You sound like you're in love with her. I'm totally telling Jessica! Wooyoung warned.
Taeyeon frantically shook her head, No! I didn't mean it like that! Oh god no, please, you don't know how terrifying Sooyeon is
when she's mad. She's gonna eat me alive!
Taeyeon's panicky face had Wooyoung laughing so hard that he almost peed on his pants. Oh my god you are so whipped!
Taeyeon straightened up on her seat. No I'm not. I'm just.. being the.. good girlfriend that I am.. yeah, I'm just being a good
girlfriend. Yeah, I'm not whipped.
Wooyoung grinned when he settled down from his laughing fit. Whatever you say, buddy.
Taeyeon rolled her eyes. Now, if you'll excuse me, I still have things to do, so.. shoo!

Wooyoung stood up from his seat and went for the door. Think about what I said, okay? Don't let this argument last, he said
before walking out of the office.
**
Jessica stared at her food. It had been a busy week--actually, she had been busy with photoshoots ever since she returned from
Korea. It was exhausting.
Mommy, Seohyun's soft voice automatically brought a smile in Jessica's lips as she turned to face her daughter who was sitting
beside her.
What's wrong, sweetie? she coos.
Seohyun shook her head and looked at her mother worriedly, Mommy, are you okay?
Jessica's smile widened, pride evident in her eyes because, finally, Seohyun learned to talk properly; all thanks to Taeyeon's efforts
in Korea to teach the little girl. She nods her head before taking her daughter's hand, pressing the little girl's palm onto her cheek.
I'm fine, sweetie. I'm just a little tired.
She saw her daughter hesitating for a moment before bringing her head down, muttering almost inaudibly. I miss Mommy Taeng.
It was low but Jessica heard it clearly, causing a pang in her chest. She looked at her daughter, seemingly at a loss for words.
Why doesn't Mommy Taeng call anymore? I want to see her again on the screen, Mommy. Their daughter whines cutely,
referring to the video calls they ritually do until one week ago.
Taeyeon. Of course she missed the woman, too. But she stopped picking up Taeyeon's calls and declining her invitations for video
calls a week ago because she felt like Taeyeon was taking them for granted. She hates doing it but she wanted to let Taeyeon feel
what she felt all those days the woman was at the office doing god knows what; too busy to pick up her phone or too busy to
even leave a message to say she's doing fine. She started thinking that maybe Taeyeon was getting tired.
Three months of long distance relationship and she's getting tired, Jessica thought bitterly.
Jessica let out a sigh. Your Mommy Taeng and I, she paused, trying to think of the right words to say. Well, we are not really
in good terms right now, sweetie, she said in a sad voice.
But I get to see Mommy Taeng again, right Mommy? She promised to read me a story, Mommy, Seohyun pleaded with eyes
that mirrored Taeyeon's whenever the short woman would do the same gesture.
Jessica nods, Of course, sweetie. I'm sure your Mommy Taeng misses you too.
**

Taeyeon sighed after settling down on the table with Yuri, Yoona, Sooyoung, Sunny and Hyomin. The girls had insisted she go out
with them tonight. She didn't want to, at first, but Wooyoung practically threw her out of her office upon overhearing her
declining Sooyoung over the phone; he reasoned that her 'miserable' state was rubbing off on everybody in the office and that
she should at least spend some time with her friends.
After much persuasion, Taeyeon eventually relented.
You're not drinking, Taeyeon? it was Hyomin and Taeyeon instantly raised her head from her phone to look at the woman
across from her. She smiled a little smile before shaking her head, making the other girls look at her questioningly.
Really? Sunny said in an accusing tone.
Yah, Taeyeon narrowed her eyes at her best friend. Do I look like I need a drink?
Sooyoung snorted. Well, duh?
Taeyeon shook her head before bringing her attention back to her phone, checking if Jessica was online. She wasn't.
You know what, Yuri said, pausing to push a bottle of beer towards Taeyeon. This is a good stress reliever.
Taeyeon looked up from her phone to meet Yuri's gaze, scrunching up her face to the younger woman. I'm not in the mood to
drink.
You're always 'not in the mood' these days, Taeyeon-unnie. Yoona said, emphasizing the last word.
Taeyeon sighed, sliding her phone inside her pocket. I've been trying to call Sooyeon for days now but she wouldn't pick up,
she admits openly.
Sooyoung looked at her with an accusing look on her face. What did you do this time, Kim Taeyeon?
I didn't do anything. I promise! said Taeyeon, waving her hands in front of her.
Then why would she be mad at you like that?
I-- Taeyeon bit her lower lip. I've been busy, you see. There was a problem with one of our accounts and I wanted to make
sure I handle it personally, she unconsciously took the beer in front of her. Then Jessica thought I was cheating on her because
I haven't been calling her and Seohyun--
You're cheating on Jessica? Sooyoung interrupted, narrowing her eyes at Taeyeon.
I wasn't. I would never, ever, Taeyeon said in a firm voice. She thought I was cheating on her because of the lack of
communication. It's just that, I've been really busy. I barely sleep these days.
Well, Yoona said after a few seconds of silence.She called me this morning, asking how things here are.

Taeyeon's eyes lit up. Did she ask about me?

Yoona bit her lip before shaking her head. Taeyeon mouthed an 'oh' before gulping from her beer.
I thought she said she didn't want to drink? Hyomin whispered to Sunny, making her lover giggle.
Taeyeon looked at them with envy, missing Jessica's head on her shoulder and how they would lie awake in bed almost every
night. She missed every bit of Jessica.
There! Sooyoung exclaimed, making the rest of the group look at her questioningly. Your flight's on the day after tomorrow
so be sure to pack later, she said without taking her eyes off her phone. And you are to pay me back for the ticket, okay? That
was for my vacation in California, but that could wait.
What are you talking about? Taeyeon said.
I booked you a ticket to California, that's what. Sooyoung grinned at Taeyeon proudly before showing the confirmation message
in her phone.
You what? Taeyeon's eyes widened. You didn't even ask me! I have work, Soo!
Sooyoung waved her off. But work is not as important as Jessica, right? I mean, it's important but not Jessicaimportant, important, right?
Yeah, Taeng, you should go before this misunderstanding gets worse. Yuri butted in and Sooyoung gave her a thumb-up.
B-but work.. the company--
Can wait. So, I'm with the two tall things in this, Sunny said and Hyomin agreed, too, by nodding her head.
Besides, Yoona looked at Yuri before looking at Taeyeon.Wooyoung can handle the company for a week or two.
You worry for the company too much, Yuri nods her head. It's time to give yourself a break, Taeng. The last time I saw you
enjoy was three months ago.
So, Sooyoung said brightly. Are we packing your stuff for you or you do it on your own?
Taeyeon had a bewildered look for a moment before she shook her head. You are not packing my stuff for me, Choi Sooyoung!
I don't want to bring a suitcase full of cucumbers! she said, remembering that one time Sooyoung packed for her and Jessica
when they all spent their spring break in Jeju. That was in college, but she is sure evil Choi is still evil Choi.
Sooyoung laughed and soon the other girls joined in. Aw man, that was epic!
Yoona gave Sooyoung a thumb-up. I know right! Remember Sica's face when they opened their luggage? She was about to eat
you alive!

The rest of the night, they talked about their years in college, filling Hyomin in.
Taeyeon lay awake in her bed that night, unable to sleep. She called Wooyoung to inform him about the abrupt leave and
Wooyoung beamed upon hearing the news. She just wish Wooyoung could really handle the company while she's gone.
Sighing, she turned to lie on her side, facing Jessica's side of the bed. She wonders what her girlfriend and daughter could be
doing in California right now and if Jessica was also thinking about her.
With hopes of talking to Jessica, she reached for her phone and pressed the speed dial number one. But like the other times, she
was sent straight to voice mail.
Hey, Taeyeon said after the beep. I called because--I miss you, Sooyeon, and I love you, she said and ended the call.
A smile grazed her lips at the thought of finally seeing Jessica and Seohyun.
**
Two days after Taeyeon's last voice mail, Jessica finally decided to call back. A week was enough for a punishment and she misses
Taeyeon so badly.
Her brows furrowed when she wasn't able to reach Taeyeon's number.
Well, that's odd, she muttered to herself.
Jessica, come on, shoot's gonna start soon, the shoot director called out and Jessica nodded, deciding to just try and call
Taeyeon later.
**
Taeyeon stepped inside the huge gate, her eyes taking in the wide field in front of her and the buildings that surrounded the huge
field of the university. Her eyes lit up upon seeing the person she wanted to meet walking her way with haste, waving at her. She
waved back, opening her arms as Krystal lunged herself onto them. They pulled away shortly.
Unnie! Oh my gosh, it's so nice to see you here! Krystal beamed.
Taeyeon nodded. I thought I was lost, she grinned, So, this is where you study. It's nice.
Krystal shook her head and linked her arms with Taeyeon, dragging her sister's girlfriend to her favorite cafe inside the university.
Settling down on their table as they wait for their orders, Krystal started questioning Taeyeon.
So, what brought you here? And why can't I tell Jessie that you're here?
Taeyeon intertwined her fingers together before propping her chin on them.

She's mad at me, she shrugged, I think.

You think?
We haven't talked for a week now, she'd been declining my calls, Taeyeon looked at Jessica's sister, She was mad because I
was too busy the past week.
Krystal clicked her tongue. You guys are so immature, she laughed, But I know Jessie wouldn't be able to resist you when you
show up at home and kneel in front of her.
Taeyeon laughed. I'm not kneeling in front of her, she scrunched up her face, That will be so embarrassing.
Krystal nodded. Right. And Jessie wouldn't like that either.
Taeyeon took in a deep breath.
Soojung, I need your help.
Krystal looked at her and nodded, asking her to continue.
**
Jessica had a puzzled look after receiving a message from Krystal asking her to come to the address attached in her message. She
wasn't familiar with the place but she knew it was a famous private park that people always rented for occasions like birthdays
or anniversaries. She was sure she didn't miss any birthday today.
Wear a dress, Krystal said in her second message. Jessica replied and asked her what the occasion was but Krystal just told her to
hurry and come. So she just trusted her sister and went to the address.
Upon reaching the private park, she was handed a green post-it note but there was no Krystal in sight.
Take fifteen steps, the note reads. She recognized it as Krystal's handwriting. She did as the note said.
After fifteen steps, she reached a stair going down to a hall that was decorated with flowers and balloons. She raised a questioning
brow at the set up. It looked vaguely familiar but she couldn't remember where and when she saw it.
A post-it note was once again handed to her. Go down the hall and stand at the center, it reads. Once again, she followed the
instruction as her curiosity got the better of her.
She walked down the stairs and stood at the center of the hall, kicking some balloons on the floor, before she was handed a blue
post-it note by a guy who immediately disappeared.
Turn around, love. It was Taeyeon's penmanship and Jessica felt her heart skipping beats as she slowly turned around.

At the top of the stairs, standing, was Kim Taeyeon clad in a white tube dress and black Keds. The prom, of course. How could
she ever forget? The set up was like how the banquet hall was set up when they attended prom in high school.
Jessica wanted to run to where Taeyeon was but the woman signaled her to stop and wait as she slowly goes down the stairs. It
felt like eternity for Jessica before Taeyeon made it to the hall.
Hi, Taeyeon said as she stood a few feet away from Jessica.
Hi, Jessica replied with a soft smile.
You remember this? Taeyeon gestured around them and to her outfit.
Jessica nodded her head vigorously.
Taeyeon chuckled, snapping her fingers before the sound of a piano being played resounded inside the hall. Jessica turned to
where it was coming from and found Krystal seated in front of a grand piano at the corner. How she never noticed that a while
ago; she has no idea.
Krystal smiled at her before continuing.
Jessica turned back to Taeyeon to ask her what the set up was all about and when did she arrived in California and what was she
doing there. She had a lot of questions for Taeyeon but she was never able to voice them out because Taeyeon's singing voice
shut her up.
Forever can never be long enough for me, Taeyeon smiled, To feel like I've had long enough with you, she took one step closer
to Jessica, Forget the world now, we won't let them see.. But there's one thing left to do..
Now that the weight has lifted, she took Jessica's hand in hers, Love has surely shifted my way, she kissed Jessica's hand.
Looking straight into Jessica's eyes, Taeyeon sang softly, Marry me, today and every day, marry me...
Krystal continued playing the piano and Jessica forgot the world for a moment. It was only her and Taeyeon and their loud
pounding hearts.
Taeyeon moved closer to Jessica, pressing her lips into Jessica's forehead before staring back into her eyes. She smiled, showing
her chin-dimple to Jessica.
I missed you, Jessica said. Taeyeon nodded and Jessica noticed how nervous Taeyeon's features were.
Is everything okay, Taengoo?
Taeyeon took one step back, letting go of Jessica's hand. She didn't say a word for a moment, choosing to just stare at Jessica
before she cleared her throat.

God, Jessica can be so dense at times. The song was already too obvious.
I-It had been a long journey coming here, she shifted her weight from her other foot to the other, And I'm not just talking
about plane-ride-long kind of journey... but our journey... together... and apart.
Jessica blinked, she already has a feeling where this was going but she held it in. She wanted to hear what Taeyeon has to say.
I know that it wasn't the most ideal, most perfect journey you wanted in a relationship, Taeyeon smiled sadly, And I'm sorry
for breaking my promise the first time.
Jessica shook her head. That was the past and it all didn't matter to her now.
You know how I always tell you that you make me shine brighter, Taeyeon said. And that my smiles are brighter because of
you.
I would just like to say that you made me shine brighter. My smiles are brighter because of you.
Jessica smiled at the memory.
I wanted to do this the first time I saw you again, but I knew you were afraid.. I made you afraid," she cupped Jessica's cheeks
with her hands, rubbing comforting circles on Jessica's cheeks with her thumb.
Sooyeon, I may not be able to change what I did five years ago.. but if you'd let me, I would like to fill in that moment of your
life, Taeyeon said before the guy that gave Jessica the post-it notes approached them, handing Taeyeon a small box. Jessica's
heart pounded louder against her chest. This was it.
Silence engulfed the hall as Krystal stopped playing the piano, looking at the couple intently with a contented small smile.
I love you, Sooyeon, Taeyeon opened the box, showing Jessica a diamond ring.
Will you marry me and spend the rest of your life with me? she said, voice wavering as Jessica shifted her gaze from Taeyeon
to the ring and back to Taeyeon.
Jessica smiled and nodded her head. To hell with uncertainties.
Is that a yes?
Jessica giggled, tears streaming down her cheeks.
Of course, silly. I will marry you.
Are you really, really sure about it?
Yes.

Really sure?
Jessica laughed. Silly Taengoo, of course I am!
Taeyeon slipped the ring into Jessica's finger before pulling her fiance in a tight hug.
Is this why I wasn't able to reach you since two days ago? Jessica asked as she hugged Taeyeon back.
Taeyeon nodded. I arrived two days ago and had to ask Krystal for her help.
Jessica turned to face her sister who was making her way towards them, lips stretched into a wide smile as she hugged Jessica.
Finally, Krystal let out while she hugged her sister, The long wait is over.
Jessica nodded and pulled away from Krystal. Thank you so much, she said, eyes shining with tears.
**
Taeyeon sat on the couch of the Jungs with Seohyun in her lap, filling her in with what she missed for the past three months.
Taeyeons smile never wavered as she nodded her head at her daughter, commenting and praising the little girl every once in a
while.
And then my friend, John, he wanted to borrow my book, Mommy, Seohyun said, hands fiddling with the collar of Taeyeons
shirt.
Really? Then what did you say? Taeyeon said.
I said no because Mommy Taeng gave it to me, Seohyun smiled, You said I take care of it, remember?
Taeyeon nodded. But you can still share it with your friends.
Nuh-uh, Seohyun shook her head, No one can touch it except you, me and Mommy Jess.
Taeyeon chuckled before placing a peck on her daughters forehead.
Are you going to stay with us, Mommy?
Taeyeon bit her lower lip. I was hoping you and Mommy Jess could stay with me, she said, brushing the little girls fringe to the
side.
Really? We can stay with Mommy Taeng? Seohyuns eyes lit up, anticipating the bedtime stories shell definitely get from her
Mommy Taengoo.
Taeyeon nodded. Do you want to?
Yes! Seohyun laughed, throwing her little arms around Taeyeons neck, lifting her body to hug Taeyeon.

Taeyeon laughed and returned the hug just as tight as Seohyun was gripping her neck. She missed the little girl so much.
Having fun?
Taeyeon looked up and met Mr. Jungs gaze, his cheeks slowly stretching as he gave Taeyeon a kind smile. Taeyeon rose up from
the couch with Seohyun still clinging on her neck.
Dada! I get to live with Mommy Taeng! Seohyun beamed as she looked over her shoulder. Mr. Jung laughed before taking the
little girl from Taeyeon.
Good day, Mr. Jung, Taeyeon said in a shy voice and bowed at the elderly man.
I thought weve already talked about calling me Mr. Jung? Jessicas father made a face before ruffling Taeyeons hair. The action
made Taeyeon blush.
I-I mean.. D-Dad..
Thats more like it, Mr. Jung grinned, putting Seohyun down who immediately moved and sat on the couch as Taeyeon sat
beside her while Jessicas father sat on the armchair across from them.
I heard youre planning on a wedding again? he said and Taeyeon nodded.
Are you sure this time, Taeyeon?
Taeyeon nodded again.
Ive always had my trust in you, Taeyeon, he crossed his legs and looked at Taeyeon intently, I hope you don't disappoint me
again.
I won't, she let out, left hand unconsciously stroking her daughters hair.
I promise Ill take care of her and Seohyun, she smiled a little smile at Jessicas father, Ill do my best to give them what they
need.
Mr. Jung shook his head. They dont need much, he said, You just have to keep them happy. Sooyeon never needed anything
other than you.
Taeyeon blushed once again. It was heartwarming to hear those words coming from Jessicas father.
You keep her happy, okay? Mr. Jung said and Taeyeon nodded.
**

Taeyeon lay awake in her hotel bed. An arm holding her by the waist as legs entangled with hers and a head rested in her arm.
She received some scolding from Jessica after proposing about being too busy and not taking care of herself. Taeyeon just took
it all without protest and kissed Jessica sorry afterwards.
She had been staying in California for a week now. It had been two days since Jessica said yes but they were yet to talk about the
details of the wedding. It made Taeyeon think that Jessica was just caught up in the moment when she said yes and she didnt
really mean her answer. It terrified her.
Taengoo.
She turned to look at Jessica who cracked one eye open to look at her. She looked so perfect even under the dim light.
Taeyeon hummed and stroked Jessicas upper arm before placing a peck in her forehead.
Why arent you sleeping yet? Jessica asked as she snuggled closer to Taeyeons body. Taeyeon responded by wrapping her
other arm around Jessica and tucking Jessicas head under her chin.
Cant sleep, she said, I was just thinking about.. things.
Jessica nodded. Whats bothering my fiance?
Taeyeons breath hitched. The butterflies going wild in her stomach.
Do you really mean that? she asked.
Mean what? Jessica said in a low voice, eyes closed as she let Taeyeons warmth lull her back to sleep.
When you called me fiance, when you said yes, do you really mean all of it?
Jessica pulled away from Taeyeon, the question waking her up fully as she looked into Taeyeons eyes.
Of course I mean it, she said, Why would I not mean it?
Taeyeon shrugged and looked away from Jessica.
Taengoo.. I mean it, okay? Jessica reached for Taeyeons cheeks, cupping them. I love you so much and I will marry you.
Taeyeon smiled, looking back at Jessica. She leaned in and kissed Jessica long and deep, pressing their bodies together.
I love you so much, Sooyeon. Taeyeon said when they pulled away from the kiss. Jessica nodded, finding it hard to speak as she
catches her breath.
Then stop.. talking.. and kiss me.. again, Jessica said with shaky voice as she pulled Taeyeon by the collar of her shirt, connecting
their lips in another deep kiss.

CHAPTER 31: Promises

Taeyeon glanced at the wall clock; it was about to strike four in the afternoon. She breathed out, adjusting her dress as she looked
at her reflection in the mirror. A smile graced her lips when she saw the person sitting on the wheelchair behind her. She turned
and hugged her mother.
You look so beautiful, Taengoo, her mother cooed, stroking Taeyeon's back.
Taeyeon pulled away and placed a peck on her mother's cheek.
Don't cry, Mrs. Kim said with a smile as she wiped Taeyeon's tears with her thumb. You're going to ruin your makeup.
Taeyeon laughed before hugging her mother once more. I love you, umma, she said and continued sobbing silently,
overwhelmed with emotions that she has yet to name.
After seven months of preparation, she will finally stand beside Jessica and exchange vows of forever.
**
Ready? a slight tug on her hand got Jessica turning to her side. Her gaze was immediately met with Taeyeon's smiling face. They
tried to keep their nervousness in but Taeyeon was never good at hiding her emotions. Jessica smiled, squeezed Taeyeon's hand
and placed a peck in the corner of Taeyeon's lips.
I was ready seven months ago, she said, making Taeyeon's smile widen.
They stood at the end of the golden carpet that was laid on the ground, ending up to an arch made up of flowers a few feet away
from the cliff that overlooked a beautiful sea and the endless horizon. It was breathtaking.
Taeyeon personally chose the place in Jeju. She knew the view of the sunset was clearer there, that's why they chose to hold the
ceremony at four in the afternoon. Jessica didn't protested at the idea; she just wanted the wedding to push through.
The weather was perfect, the sun was slowly setting and the sky was turning into hue of orange and pink. Taeyeon smiled, it
definitely was the perfect day to get married.
Chairs with golden ribbons lined up beside the aisle where guests sat. There were white rose petals scattered on the carpet. The
judge stood behind the flower arch. It was a simple set up but Taeyeon and Jessica loved it that way. They were never fond of
fancy looking things.
They both stood at the end of the line as they watched their friends and family march down the aisle before sitting down on their
respective chairs.
Tiffany and Jiwon volunteered to personally serenade the couple as they walked down the aisle. Jiwon played the guitar while
Tiffany sang for them. Taeyeon wondered if Jessica and her looked as perfect as her brother and his wife.

I've never been this close to anyone or anything, I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams..
Yuri and Yoona were the first couple to march down the aisle, clad in identical white dresses and silver high heeled shoes. Yoona
was all smiles as she held Yuri's hand tightly.
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side, forever and ever..
Next were Sunny and Hyomin. Sunny was wearing a cream-colored tube dress while Hyomin opted for a long gown that hugged
her figure perfectly. They were planning to get married in two months.
You touch every place in my heart, oh it feels like the first time every time..
Then came Hyoyeon and Sooyoung, looking as dorky as ever as they marched down the aisle. The two girls kept their
communication even after Hyoyeon returned to California. There was still no label between them but they both know they had
a special place in each other's hearts. As long as there was food to share and stories to tell.
Every little thing that you do, baby I'm amazed by you..
Krystal's cheeks were blushing as she marched down the aisle with Minho, Sooyoung's cousin. Taeyeon had an incredulous look
in her eyes as she grinned cheekily at Krystal. Who would have thought that the stuttering boy would actually capture Krystal's
heart?
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side, forever and ever..
Seohyun marched down the aisle with her little basket full of flowers. Taeyeon watched her daughter with glee as she cutely
strolled towards the end. The little girl had a confused look on her face when they were fitting for her gown and when they told
her she was going to be a flower girl.
What's that, Mommy? Seohyun had asked with furrowed brows and Taeyeon found herself getting nervous. Seohyun was too
young to understand marriage.
Jessica and Taeyeon had a hard time explaining to Seohyun about the wedding but at the end, the little girl just shrugged her
shoulders. I don't understand, she said, But we live with Mommy Taeng, right? Jessica and Taeyeon nodded their heads then
Seohyun smiled at them and hugged them. Okay, let's get married! she had beamed, making the couple laugh at her innocence.
When it was Taeyeon and Jessica's turn, the song changed. Taeyeon felt nervous and giddy at the same time.
She intertwined their hands before she pulled Jessica gently to start walking.
I see you smiling back at me, It's like all my dreams come true.
Jessica didn't know how or when they reached the end of the carpet but she found herself standing in front of the judge, beside
Taeyeon. The judge smiled at them warmly as he greeted them.

You are the love of my life and I'm so glad you found me.
Today, we are fortunate to witness a love that is strong and pure, the judge started, Not many people may understand it, but
for those of you that are here to witness this wonderful love, you are truly blessed.
Taeyeon squeezed Jessica's hand.
The ceremony went on. Jessica found herself tearing up as the seconds tick by. It all felt surreal. She was going to be married to
Taeyeon any moment now.
Please say your vows, the judge said, handing Taeyeon the microphone.
Taeyeon blushed, clearing her throat as she brought the microphone up to speak.
Err, hi, she smiled sheepishly at Jessica, I can't believe we're actually doing this, she said and the guests laughed.
Jessica, she looked straight into Jessica's glossy eyes, When we first met, I never really liked you. Not when you tried shoving
your tongue into my mouth. Jessica laughed, covering her mouth with her right hand as tears slowly dropped from her eyes.
Taeyeon wiped them before continuing, But as time went on, I found myself falling for the beauty that was you, she smiled,
And that fall was so hard I haven't ever recovered since.
Taeyeon took Jessica's hand in hers. Jessica, I can't promise you the world and I can't promise you things that are too good to
be true, a pause, But I will promise; to be your world, to love you more each day, to never get tired of you and to always be
your partner in whatever you do. I promise to be the partner that you deserve, the partner that you need.
Jessica's tears fell again.
I, Kim Taeyeon, stand before you today to promise that I will be yours for the rest of our lives.
The judge smiled, taking the microphone from Taeyeon and handed it to Jessica.
I never thought we'd end up here, Jessica said and sniffled. But I am grateful.
Taeyeon, she took in a deep breath, I could never find the right word to describe how I feel standing before you today, just
like how I can't find the words to describe how I feel whenever you look me in the eyes. It's as if the world is turning but we're
standing still, stuck in that moment. It feels so.. magical.. so wonderful.. so cliche that I sometimes find myself asking if I were
dreaming or not.
Taeyeon nodded. That's how she feels for Jessica, too. As if words were scarce everytime.
Taengoo, I know you know I can't cook that well, the guests laughed, But I promise to be your personal chef everyday. I promise
to take better care of you. I promise that, no matter where life takes us, we will always have each other and our daughter. I
promise to be by your side through good and bad times. I love you, Taeyeon.

The guests clapped their hands and Taeyeon found herself tearing up as the judge went on with the ceremony. The world didn't
exist for a moment and Taeyeon found it hard to focus on whatever the judge has to say.
She didn't know how but she managed to put the ring on Jessica's finger through her dazed state.
I now pronounce you partners in life, the judge said. You may now kiss.
Jessica stepped closer to Taeyeon when the woman just stayed rooted on her spot, seemingly daed. She smiled, put her hands
on each side of Taeyeon's jawline and pulled her gently before connecting their lips. Taeyeon didn't respond at first but eventually
snapped out of her daze as she put her hands on Jessica's waist, pulling her partner closer to her body. Time stopped and
everything froze. It was just them and the backdrop of the sunset. Everything looked so picturesque, so perfect.
I love you, Taeyeon said when they pulled away from the kiss.
Jessica gave Taeyeon an eskimo kiss before pulling her in a hug, I love you, too.
A smile of contentment graced Taeyeon's lips. This is where they belong; in each other's life.

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