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WELCOME
What is a creative writing magazine for? Or
perhaps a better question might be: WHO is it
for?
Theres a simple answer: this creative writing magazine is
for YOU. Whoever you are.
Chess is for you if youre a student who submitted work; you
will experience the frisson which comes with seeing your
lovingly-crafted words in print. You will also, I hope, take
pleasure in reading the pieces either side of yours; do you
like the juxtaposition? Does it add something new which
hadnt occurred to you when you wrote? Or does it bring out
new colours, subtle nuances which were perhaps halfformed as you worked to make your writing as effective as it
could be?
Chess is for you if youre a teacher here you can see some
of our liveliest and most imaginative minds at work, free of
the shackles of the classroom and joyously exploring the
many possibilities that come when they put pen to paper, or
fingers to keyboard.
Chess is for you if youre a parent you might be able to
read something written by a son or daughter, or perhaps
you dont know the writers. Either way, you will, I feel sure,
join me in delighting in the sheer quality at work here.
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And Chess is for you if you just happened to pick it up, on the website or at somebodys house. If this is you, welcome to our little cosy corner of the school community. Pull up a chair, settle down and
enjoy a glorious hotchpotch of fantastic writing talent.
So here it is the inaugural issue. Well done to all those who submitted and especially to those whose fantastic pieces of writing
ended up making the final cut. The magazine goes out both in paper format and electronic copy to students, staff, parents and
friends of the school. I hope you enjoy reading the pieces that feature. I also hope that many students will be motivated to get writing
and submit their own piece of creativity for a future edition.
We are delighted that the Art Department have kindly allowed us
to complement the terrific pieces of writing with some equally
stunning pieces of art, which you will see interspersed among the
sections. Many thanks indeed to Mrs. Blythe for providing such
fantastic reproductions of there. Many thanks also to Mr. V Lakhani
for his generous assistance with the technical side of the magazine.
And thanks, finally, to all the writers and artists whose splendid
work appears in these pages.
Enjoy!
Mr. AE OSullivan
Chesham Grammar School
July 2016
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After-party
The enormous mansion was situated on the outskirts of town. A tremendous marble fountain, on the most perfectly mowed lawn you have ever
seen, had been bombarded with drunken teenagers; and there was an
obvious stench of vomit everywhere. As I walked through the front door, it
hit me. The music had been turned up so loud I couldnt think, yet I could
sense a tiresome atmosphere, impending over the havoc it must nearly
be the end of the night. I snaked my way through hordes of continuous
crowds until I had found my way to the back of the house. Everywhere I
looked was rotten; there were shattered lightbulbs and broken doorframes. There were puddles everywhere, and the wet, decaying structure
of the house looked like it would collapse any second. How could anyone
survive here?
Then I saw her. She was a mess. Crouched down at the end of the corridor, cigarette stub in one hand, her head in the other. The floor around
her was littered with at least a dozen drained beer bottles and the odd
mound of shattered emerald glass. Most of the lights were switched off,
but you could still make out her ghostly, drunken features. The young
girls head was covered with lustrous, strawberry-blonde, almost golden
locks; yet I could sense they had been perfectly arranged beforehand.
You could barely make out her sunken, turquoise eyes but they still had
the angel-like glint that was distinguishable anywhere. A warm, orange,
silk shirt and mini-skirt was fitted to her bruised, broken body, and a pair
of red Louboutin heels beside her. She was wearing such warm, loving
colours in such a cold, dank, morbid place. She was too young to be treated like this, like me. She has her whole life ahead of her, but had chosen
the one path she would forever regret mine.
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Marbella, Spain
As we walked bare-footed along the hot, crowded streets of Marbella, the
sun scorched our backs and necks whilst we looked around. We had only
been in this country for (nearly) an hour and we still hadnt found the
apartment we were renting. It felt like hours walking along the sunheated, marble paths passing shop by shop. Restaurant by restaurant. We
had no choice, but to sit down in an outside ice-cream shop called La Fabrica. There was nothing I could do except to sit down out of the beaming
rays of the sun, eating an ice-cold mango sorbet, or to moan the whole
journey about how hot it was, then to still end up sitting down out of the
beaming rays of the sun, eating an ice-cold mango sorbet.
Of course we had a hard time ordering the ice cream because the waiter
was Spanish. Buenos dias, Senior and Senioritas! was what he seemed to
say every time he came over to check if we needed the bill. Finally we
finished up and left. As we started our journey to find our apartment, we
noticed a group of African men selling knick-knacks such as sunglasses,
bags and bracelets. Even selfie sticks. Eventually we found our destination. It was a grand and very tall building, painted pale yellow (it reminded me of sand) with big, bold, navy blue letters spelling SKOL. It was obvious it was our hotel because I found myself heading towards it.
Hours later, we were all settled on the balcony watching the tide come in
and the boats starting to head to the harbour. It was an astonishing view
from where we were. Watching the fading sun drop slowly downwards
like a spider descending downwards on a fine thread. It was a great feeling, the wind in my face and hair. To feel it flapping my clothes and my
hair in a cool evening breeze. You could almost taste the salt in the sparkling, turquoise ocean. The smell of barbeques on the sandy beach and,
faintly, the chlorine from the large pool below. No-one made a sound. It
was like the whole world had gone silent just for this occasion. I love the
way the Spanish people come to life in the evening, refreshed from their
afternoon siesta.
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Trespass
As our tiny, helpless excuse for a boat floated silently through
a curtain of miserable, grey darkness, everything seemed as
though it had been awakened from a deep, peaceful slumber.
The trees, draped in a blanket of sunlight, gave us a menacing
stare, as the impertinent breeze nipped at my skin. The wind
began a haunting whisper an almost sweet, whistling sound
that soon faded down a long path to nowhere. Plants began to
sway, as though they were attempting to lead us in the wrong
direction. We were trespassing in Mother Natures territory.
Although everything was constantly alive and moving, it all
seemed still. Not a peaceful still an uncomfortable still. The
sort of still that makes you think someone is watching you.
There was a slight chill in the atmosphere. The disturbed ripples of water gently yet cunningly drifted us away from the forest, only to be disappointed by the strength of our oars, pulling us back in again. The huge willow tree that stood in the
middle of the clearing grew even more melancholy. Leaves
rustled, as though frustrated. The air rang with anger and sadness. It did not take long for it to drive us away.
Isabella Thathapudi (Year 8)
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Trench Diary
Dear diary,
My frostbitten fingers tremble as I write this. They are blue and I cant feel
them. Many of us here will not live another day, never wake up again. Its
just nearing blackness but I will not sleep. It is the fear that keeps me
awake, the fear that I wont see the beautiful world again. The birds are
chirping their lullaby to drift my friends away. Its funny that they still sing
in the trees, in the middle of a horrid war.
We soldiers have every illness you can get. But our helmets protect our
heads to keep us sane. I dont want to die, Diary. Im only 20. Sorry about
you getting wet. I cant contain the river that is forming in my eyes. Ill
weep forever, forever remember this. I think I can hear Tom crying
now. I want to go and comfort the young soldier and tell him everythings
all right. But if I said that I would be lying to my best friend so I wont.
There were four attacks today. I want to stick my head over the top of this
pit. To see all my men that died for their country. If anything I want to die
like them. I already have one shiny medal. Its ribbon is in the English flag.
I wear it proudly in battle and I know that, with this, God will keep me
safe.
How everyone wishes in the trenches. I wish that I will see my parents
again. Tom wishes that he will see his Joy again. He showed me a picture
of her and she is beautiful. I wonder if Fritz feels the same. They are people too. Just like us. There will never be another war like this. I hope that
we are Germanys friends when I am older. If I get old that is, and survive
this petrifying war. I walked over to Tom just now and put my arm on his
shoulder. Dont cry, old boy, I whisper, and he says, Im not crying,
Sam. Hay fever. We share a laugh.
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We tell stories and jokes for a while and then sleep engulfs us whole and
in the morning I wake up. Im still here! And I shake Tom vigorously but
he wont move. HELP! I cry. I dont have hay fever. Im crying tears.
Theyre falling down my mucky uniform. Sergeant Tibbs comes over to
me and pulls me away from my friend. I try to fight against him but hes
bigger, too strong. I feel like a child, powerlessness overwhelms me as
two men carry Tom away. Tibbs tries to comfort me but nothing works so
he leaves my behind lines and lets me rest. I cry my eyes out sitting there
in the sunset. It was a crisp and sunny day but I was hardly happy.
Then the firing starts and I get up ready for action. Fritz killed my mate; Ill
kill him. My rifle fires. Im doing well until I feel a sharp pain in my head. I
fall and then I know Im injured. Tibbs looks over, drops his gun and runs
to me. He lifts my fringe and looks at the wound. Stay strong, Sam, he
whispers in to my ear. Then he carries me to the hospital room and places
me on a bed. The doctors run around me and I know Ive got no hope. The
last thing I see is a doctor and Tibbs peering over me and then black.
But I wake up. Theres a bandage round my head and it half-covers my
eye. I squint to see. Theres a man coming towards me. Tibbs, its Tibbs!
Sam! We thought you were dead, he smiles and I smile back. Then he
produces something from his pocket. I found these In Toms pocket. It
didnt feel right to take them but he showed me a medal and a picture.
It was Joy and the medal was Toms. Tibbs pinned the string to my uniform
and put Joy in my Pocket. Youll live to see another day, said Tibbs and I
knew he was right. Thank you, I said.
And, for the first time in the War, I felt happy.
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Trick or Treat
They made their way joyfully across the dark cobbled pavement, examining
their nights haul. Belinda and Johanna had been trick-or-treating earlier that
evening and theyd had great success in robbing the inhabitants of the nearest
houses of most of their Halloween supplies. They were just on their way to a costume competition in the centre of the graveyard with high hopes of attaining the
top prize for Spookiest Costume: a jar full of their very favourite sweets. After
spending two hours the previous night sewing, cutting and fraying their ghoulish attire and the same amount of time that night slaving over each others faces,
each plastering the other with whites and greys and deep sticky reds, they had
created horrific, warped, gaunt versions of themselves littered with patches of
rotting flesh. They were zombies. The shaggy hems of their thick cloaks
brushed the glistening floor as their high-heeled shoes made contact with the
ground and the sound of metal on stone resounded into the surrounding heavy,
ominous darkness which always seemed to come on Halloween night. As their
footsteps harmonised they made their way across the still night in silence.
Isnt it thoroughly disconcerting how one moment everything can be fine and
the next your world has been flipped and, in a second, you are in mortal danger? This was Belindas later thought as she watched her sister fall suddenly to
the ground like a puppet whose strings had just been cut. But before Belinda,
shocked into the silence and rooted to the spot, could begin to aid her motionless sister, Johannas splayed figure suddenly sat up, rigid and straight.
Slowly, the bones in her neck cracked and shattered as her zombified head
twisted sickeningly in a full 180 degree rotation. Her head still back to front, she
got up, her unseeing eyes still fixed upon Belinda. As Belinda looked into her
sisters eyes she no longer saw the warmth and laughter that was held inside
them. They were cold and soulless. She knew that this was not her sister.
Belinda fled. She flew through the forest towards the graveyard, the leaves
brushing her face and the trees gnarled fingers grabbing her backcombed
hair. Then she heard more movement beside her and there was her sister; she
had followed her without making as much as a rustle on the forest floor. Her feet
seemed to glide across the woodland debris as she ploughed onwards towards
her prey.
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But she was not alone. Equally grotesque figures emerged from the shadows and exposed themselves to the light of the full moon that filtered
through the leaves. There was now no way out. Belinda and the zombies
had reached the steel gate sectioning off the village graveyard and the
latter were closing in, a look of hunger glinted red in their dull eyes.
Belinda screamed. Her voice combined with the twelve chimes of the
nearby clock tower to make an eerie, piercing noise which they seemed
to absorb. The sound of pure terror was feeding their very souls. Belinda
fell, defeated, to the floor and closed her flooding eyes, clear warm and
salty tears rolled down her rotted cheeks.
Then the last sound that she ever expected to hear reached her ears:
laughter. Her friends fell about laughing as they pulled off their masks,
looked thoroughly thrilled with themselves. Realisation suddenly dawned
upon Belinda: It had been a prank!
Her friends helped her up and they walked home together, arm in arm.
How did you do it? Belinda asked. She was itching to know, it had all
seemed so real.
Do what?
Well, Johannas head of course! tutted Belinda impatiently. I saw it turn
one hundred and eighty degrees! Where is she anyway?
Johanna? We didnt know that she was with you. She certainly wasnt with
us.
But then ? Belinda and the others looked around. Fear settled upon the
group like an icy blanket. They all instinctively huddled closer together
like a pack, jerking twitchily around at the slightest rustle.
You mean to say, began Belinda, that you dont remember her being
with you at all?
Her friends silence was all she needed to know.
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Spooked
Night was closing in. A thick blanket of mist hung over the endless rows
of what remained of the houses, enclosing them in dense clouds of darkness. The moon was a glistening diamond against a dusty, coal-black
sky. The only sounds were the sounds of silence. The village was isolated. All one could see outside was miles and miles of a purple, moonlit,
desolate landscape, trapped in a world of emptiness. It soon became
clear that no-one lived here. That meant no places where we could stay
for the night. I knew this expedition was a terrible idea.
As we lethargically trudged down the never-ending road of darkness,
something quite extraordinary stopped us in our tracks. A gigantic monster, frowning down upon its victims from its great height. The few bricks
visible beneath a robe of ever-growing ivy were a faded black the colour of a cloudy night sky. They had been worn away by perhaps years of
rain and storms. The crooked roof, hanging on for dear life, seemed like
it would collapse at any moment. The windows (the ones that werent
shattered) had become a murky green colour. This house was slowly falling apart. However, despite its decrepit appearance, it still seemed
majestic. Something that would send chills down the spine of even the
bravest of souls, which I certainly wasnt. When I pressed my nose
against the window, all I could see, past a surface of grime and my own
ice-cold, cloudy breath, was a curtain of darkness, cobwebs and dust.
We only really had one choice. We had to knock on the door.
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Tough to Beat
The moon was on fire and the trees were screaming at the sight of it. It was
like my surroundings were emitting a poison and it was clawing at anything that moved. Never would there be clean air. Never would I truly live
again.
The ground surrounding the forest were nothing but pits of mist and unknown terror. Eyes from nowhere, howls supposedly from the wind and
breaths creeping down your back were only the smallest of your worries.
This was a devils hell.
Let off with no torture but to be trapped in a world of endless fear and
hope turning to dust. You thought you would be free? No, there were trees
in orderly lines, only to step out and trip you up and the drum of a heart
beating in your mind going round and round eternally. Only a mind so
powerful and evil would create such a place.
If one went to the edge of such a hell, one would see what used to be their
paradise. Lands of flowing green meadows and clear water, a rare occurrence in the nightmarish land behind you. The trees would sing melodies
so sweet you could laugh, and the sun would never stop beaming down,
apart from when it was replaced by a sky of stars and glowing planets. But
turn around and there would be the land of eternal darkness, a place with
dying trees and pits of death. This was not your average nightmare.
If you dare run your fingers over the once-blooming flowers surrounding
the trees, you would first feel the strange texture, which was like shrivelled-up skin. Until you felt spikes of poison running through your body. It
would be more painful than 1000 bee stings why, it would be more like
the pain was travelling through your body, playing games with your heart,
until it struck and took the final blow.
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The whole world was terrifying and it was a dungeon. You were playing a
game. But you werent the players, hell played you and hes a tough player to beat. You were simply an ingredient which was placed in the furnace
and was left to burn. If you tried hard enough, you could sometimes hear
screams. Perhaps they were your own.
Saoirse Hinchy (Year 7)
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Anthropomorphic
(Ascribing human form or attributes to a being or thing that is not considered human)
This is the 7th case, isn't it? Constable John asked, turning to his companion, who was staring at the dead body on the floor almost as if in a
trance. The body was at least a couple of hours old, and dried blood covered the remains of his white shirt.
Indeed, said Constable Poppins, looking up and covering his face with
a white handkerchief to mask the odour of death hanging in the air.
The sun was beginning to set, and the sky looked a pale peach compared
to its usual vibrancy. The air was cold, with the evening breeze sending
chills down the constable's spine. The sound of the police sirens pierced
the air and the sound of murmuring shoppers passing by had reduced to
a ghastly silence.
The crime scene was too horrific to describe. A limp body was found on
the floor, propped up against the garbage disposal bin, flies buzzing
around the open flesh wound across his chest. It was missing the chambers of the heart and the valves had been chewed at savagely. A pinkishgrey lung had collapsed into where the heart should have been. There
were professionals photographing the wound at various angles whilst the
van was being readied to take the lifeless form to the autopsy room. Forensic scientists on the scene immediately start taking samples of blood
from wherever they could. The detectives were also searching around
for any clues or objects that the offender had left behind.
I don't understand, Constable Poppins said. The culprit seems like he
has no desire to cause any damage
He paused.
Well, as little as possible beyond ripping their heart out. His intention
seems different. In every case we've dealt with so far, only the heart has
been taken from each victim. But why? he wondered aloud.
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Constable John didn't react to this, but instead, let out a sigh and walked
out from the alleyway. The constables were met by the shoppers and bystanders, restrained by the crime scene tape. Reporters talked over each
other, trying to dispatch their news story to the public. Like a moth to a
flame, they immediately swarmed around the two constables as they
tried to exit.
Excuse me, Constables! Any news that you could give us?
Constable John, a few words, please?
Constable, can we know more about what happened?
Constable Poppins sighed irritably and Constable John pushed his way
past people, trying to get to his police car. Constable Poppins followed,
swatting away the microphones shoved into their faces and they both got
back to the police car.
We can deal with this case tomorrow, Constable Poppins. We'll get the
results back from the forensic department and we can carry on investigating and catching this perp.
Constable John sighed and Constable Poppins agreed. The car started
up, and they drove away from the crime scene.
Shall I get the previous cases up for you so we can look at that tomorrow? Constable Poppins offered. Constable John nodded. The car wass
silent for a few moments before Constable John spoke up.
Shall we go out for dinner? Its been a long night.
John turned the bend and braked sharply. Both constables surged forward before being thrown back by the seatbelt into their seats.
They saw a young girl on her own, standing in the middle of the street.
The constables gave each other a look of confusion before Constable
Poppins got out of the car and walked towards the girl.
She looked no older than seven. Her hair was in pigtails, tied together
with pink ribbon, which had drooped downwards scruffily. She wore a
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peach pinafore dress with a plain light yellow top inside it. She had her
light pink ballet flats in her hand, but had on her yellow stockings, the
bottoms wet from walking on the damp tarmac underfoot.
Hello, do you need any help? the constable asks softly, looking down
at the girl, trying to look friendly and comforting, not wanting to scare
her away. She had been crying; her eyes were swollen and her cheeks
were flushed red.
I-I-I'm lost, she said and she breaks down crying again. She was softspoken but her accent was thick. Her hand curled into her palm whist
the other gripped onto her shoes tighter.
Okay, calm down. I'm a police officer. I can help you get home to your
mummy and daddy, the constable said gently. He crouched down and
he gave her a reassuring pat on the shoulder.
T-Thank you...
The constable smiled at her.
No problem. Now, tell me where you live, he said.
I live on 33 Marlborough Street, she said.
But we're on Marlborough Street...
Can you walk with me until I get home? It's scary, she pleaded. He
nodded.
John, could you park the car there for a second? Ill be right back.
Constable John nods and reverses the car before driving away to find a
parking spot. The constable and the little girl began to walk away and
the constable looked around for a quick surveillance of the area. Everything seemed to be in order but after tonights ordeals, the fragile silence had made him restless. The walk down Marlborough Lane was
silent, yet ominous. The sounds of their footsteps were pounding inside
the constables head. His eyes were flittering around nervously, and his
palms were sweating. His heart was thumping. His mind was racing. The
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girl suddenly tugged at his sleeve and he averts his gaze to the alley she
was pointing at.
I live down there, she said.
He walked in the direction of the alley in front of the girl to check for anything suspicious. He saw a shining gold pendant and he crouches down to
inspect it. His fingers wrapped around the cool surface of the pendant, he
placed it into the pouch with his gun. Then the constable felt a poke on his
shoulder. He looked up to see the little girl smiling at him, before her expression turns demonic. Her teeth glinted in the moonlight.
Just a minute later, the girl walked away as if nothing had happened.
Rukshia Sritharan (Year 10)
Spree: A Novel
CHAPTER I: ONCE UPON A TIME IN ENGLAND
Farseer Manor, Lancashire Street, Yorkshire, England, 1925
Annabelle Higgins was a small girl when she died. She was only seven years
old. She had had bright blonde curls that fell below her small forehead and
possessed the most beautiful, shining, India green eyes that would make
even the most well made dolls jealous. That is, if they could be jealous. The
young girl glanced around her room, admiring it; the olive green wallpaper,
dark oak bed with a white cloth cover, the butter-coloured carpet, the black
curtains and the beautifully crafted chest in the corner of the room filled with
her toys.
Annabelle, do come down and have your supper, else it shall get cold! Annabelles nanny, Catherine Sanders, called, her voice echoing up the stairs.
Wordlessly, Annabelle sprung to her feet, her white frock decorated with
pink and yellow flowers whirling around her, leaving the dolls that she had
previously been playing with motionless on the floor in a heap to be played
with later. She bounded out of the door of her lavishly decorated bedroom
and flew down the stairs to join her nanny in the dining room, where the butler, Daniel Forbes, was just finishing laying the patterned table cloth and setting the cutlery and plates. A single blue hydrangea had been put in a vase
and completed the look.
vegetables, a gravy boat, lightly roasted potatoes, a lemon cake and a crystal pitcher of water to match the one already on the table.
He gave her a pleasant smile and bowed slightly before pulling out a
chair so Annabelle could clamber up onto it, pushing it back in when she
was comfortable and tucking a serviette into the hem of the girls frock so
it covered her front.
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Three hours later
Annabelles eyes sprung open, bringing the deep sleep she had been in to a
swift end. She slowly sat up, wiping the sleep away from her eyes, and,
clutching the moth-eaten old teddy bear her mother had given her - or rather
that Catherine had got for her to present to her daughter - made her way
slowly over to the large bay window on the other side of her room, peering
into the darkness outside. She couldnt see anything out the window save the
black outlines of trees and the stables positioned at the bottom of the garden.
She placed a hand on a pane, but snatched it back instantly as the water that
had condensed on the inside touched her hand. She shivered, wiping her
hand on her white and pale blue nightgown. She sighed quietly to herself,
turning around and walking slowly back towards her bed, dragging her doll
along behind her. She pushed the plush cream carpet she was stood on between her toes, enjoying the softness of the material. She paused as she heard
a sound behind her, and turned back around. Her eyes widened and she
screamed, the bear dropping from her grasp and bouncing on the floor beside her.
***
Catherine dashed up the stairs, smacking into the door headfirst. She
groaned, rubbing the spot on her head where it had impacted into the wooden door. She shook her head to clear the spots from her vision and grabbed
the iron door handle, pushing it open forcefully and screaming, a hand
clasped over her mouth as she saw Annabelles body lying, motionless on the
floor, blood leaking from the gash across her throat and the scars covering
her once beautiful face, spilling onto the ground. The blood covered her
gown and spattered across the floor and the immediate wall around her.
Catherine fell backwards onto the wall, her vision going blurry as Daniel
sprinted up, pausing in the doorway to yell, Lawrence!, before moving over
to Annabelles corpse, gathering her up in his arms.
He bit back a sob, gawping down at the young girls face. The manservant
cleared his throat, but yelled out in shock and fear as Annabelle wheezed and
her eyes focused on Daniels face.
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Promise
Stupid. Ugly. Worthless.
Those are the words that I see in the graffiti that has messed up the walls
along the pier. Thats probably not what the graffiti actually says, but I can
barely think straight nowadays, what with all the rumours flying around and
accusations being pointed in my direction, jabbing me in the side whenever I turn the corner in the corridors at school.
I grip the iron bars with my hands, the sharp edges of the peeling black
paint poking at my skin. Leaning over the edge, dangerously close to toppling over, I watch the strong current crash against the supports of the
boardwalk. I definitely wont survive if I jump.
What are you doing, love?
I spin around and see an old man sitting on a bench behind me.
N-nothing, I stammer.
Well, come away from that bar. We dont want you falling over the edge
now, do we?
Of c-course n-not, I reply. If only he could see the thoughts running
through my brain. I look back down at the sea, take a deep breath, and
walk away. The old man smiles at me as I walk off. I still cant think straight
though. The sea air makes my head feel fuzzy. The graffiti catches my eye
once again.
Stupid. Ugly. Worthless.
Before I know what Im doing, Im sprinting back to the end of the pier, my
heart racing, my head pounding. The cold nights air stings my warm
cheeks. The iron bars get closer and closer. Finally, I am within arms
reach.
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We Turned Around
I could have sworn I had gone to bed, last night, so how could this feel so real? I'm almost certain that nightmares aren't so accurately detailed, and absolutely definite that faces nor objects can be seen, yet how is it so difficult to
believe?
It began with desire for entertainment. Boredom had overcome me and
where better to receive satisfaction than the study? The best way to assist my
rest is with a distraction. I remembered the gradually stacking up pile of letters waiting to be stamped, and so that's just what I did. Seconds went by.
Seconds felt like minutes. Minutes felt like hours. Hours felt like days. I still
couldn't relax! I knew something wasn't quite right, but I couldn't figure out
what. I decided to just stay focussed and carry on working. It didn't scare me.
I was used to working in the dark, anyway. I mean, stuck in the middle of a
forest with no light but candles, you kinda get used to it. It still doesn't solve
the problem of being here alone in that huge house in the middle of a forest,
though. That, you don't get quite so used to.
I had got through all the letters but one. One discoloured, old looking, letter.
It looked completely out of place with the other clean-white letters. It could
just be decoration, I thought. I told myself that I'm almost done and it won't be
long now, but some part of me didn't want to stop. I liked the distraction. It
made me feel like I wasn't alone and then it made me think of my mother,
when she used to do this with me. She would stamp them and hand them to
me to put into the delivery bag. She used to tell me stories, as we worked, to
cure the boredom.
All these thoughts strived me onwards. I opened the last queer looking letter,
had my hand out to grab the stamp, when in the corner of my eye, I noticed a
name on it. It read:
explored the possibilities of what could have happened to him, but nobody
truly holds the answer. She told me that he could have a bit too much to drink
sometimes, and often came home drunk and confused. That was one theory,
that he had gone out to drink afterwards and got confused so something happened. There wasn't a proper ending to that one even though it was probably
the most realistic.
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Morning was creeping up on me. I put the letter to one side and in doing
so, I saw that it wasn't the same postage number as the others in the stack. It
really wasn't surprising but it was reassuring to know that it was definitely
old. I stepped towards the book shelf and lay the letter on a fallen book, No
Returns. For some odd reason, at that point after reading the title, a spinetingling shiver went through me. It was a peculiar sensation which left me
thinking about Mr. Jenkins' no return and wondered if it was just a coincidence that a title of a book which I happened to place the letter on could
have such a strong link with the story behind it.
Peering at the old oak grandfather clock in the corner of the study, I read
the time to be 5:30. Where had time gone? Seconds no longer felt like
minutes. Seconds felt like milliseconds. Minutes felt like seconds. Hours felt
like minutes. I had no time to be wasting it. I needed to leave right away to
deliver them. After being reminded of this story, it made me feel anxious.
What if the same happened to me? No, what are you talking about? For a
start, I don't drink. Nor do I own a Post Office in debt.
I set off with my bag clutched in my left arm, as usual. The ten mile walk out
of the forest somehow felt much shorter this morning. Maybe because I ran.
Past every whispering tree, I ran. Past every crunching leaf, I ran. Past every lingering creature, I ran. Once every guardian of the forest was out of
sight, I steadied my pace into a slow jog. In fact they werent guardians.
Guardians are protectors which means that they were protectors of the forest, but they werent protecting anything. Quite the opposite actually. It
wasnt them I was afraid of. I was afraid of the unknown. Not knowing what
would happen when I return home, if I ever did.
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Houses were coming into sight, now. I could see the first delivery stop: Mrs
Dawkins dainty little cottage on the corner. Cooper, Mrs Dawkins dog, was
barking at me as per usual. He acted all cute and innocent in front of her, but
to me, he was a pest. Ive never had much luck with pets. I like them but they
just dont seem to show much affection to me. Its typical, bark at the postman, every other dog does it. Old Postie wont mind. Well I do! Im fed up
with it! I felt like shouting at the dog but I didnt want to get on Dawkins bad
side. I mean, when youre nice to her (and Cooper), shes a lovely lady, chatty and kind and caring but get on her bad side, I dont even want to go there.
Ive heard that she once banned the Milk Man from dropping the bottles
right by the door and ringing the bell as it meant that she had to wake up
early from her beauty sleep to collect the bottles. Apparently, she told him
to drop it off at the top of her driveway so that she could collect it in her own
time when shes awake. Mini Cooper didnt like it either, he got woken up
too. Haha, thats my nickname for the pest. Hes a very large dog so mini
Cooper is just a joke I have.
I made it past the dog quite alright and stayed on Mrs Dawkins good side
but my work wasnt done. The letters wouldnt post themselves, unfortunately! Every corner I passed was another one off the list. Until, finally my work
was done. There were a couple of dogs on my journey but they seemed
much calmer than Cooper, and a few cats. They are the worst! If I breathe,
they start chasing me with their sharp claws ready to pounce and attack, but
they kept their distance. Although their eyes were locked on me every step I
slowly took, they remained where they were.
My journey through the forest was approaching soon. One step further and
the evil guardians would begin their quest to catch me, again. So I ran. Past
every whispering tree, I ran. Past every crunching leaf, I ran. Past every lingering creature, I ran. When I got back home, I swiftly ran through the door
and made sure it was locked. I ran to the study, the bag trailing behind me.
By this point, I felt more relaxed. Home again. I peered at the blood-stained
letter on the shelf and I'm sure I felt a chill in the air straight after. No, what
am I thinking? It's just a letter, it won't hurt me. I tried to calm myself down. I
told myself what I wanted to hear, not what I needed to. It must have worked,
though, because I strolled straight up to the letter and, the next second, it
was in my hand.
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Monotony
The painting hangs
The people walk
The years go by
The end.
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Poppies
I walk in a drifting daze,
Blood-red they hit my gaze,
I am absolutely bewitched,
Their ruby red colour so enriched,
Those red graves so long forgotten,
They dance and sing for a love so long forgotten.
I idly walk and move about,
They show no sense of self-doubt,
Their black eyes fixed on me,
Their proud heads shake away; Free,
Their red manes a bright beacon,
Standing for a moral long forgotten.
All feelings go numb,
Their constellation of red printed on my mind,
Red of blood spilt long ago,
Red which helped these plants grow,
They nod their heads like going to sleep,
Dreaming of blood shed long forgotten.
They are strong,
I am weak,
The death long ago all to bleak,
The death of mother and of brother,
Turning their heads to a long dead fighter,
Thinking of a war long forgotten.
Rosie Field (Year 7)
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Ben Harris
(Year 13)
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The Forgotten
I never foresaw this moment. I never imagined the stories could ever be
true...not really. They were too horrible ever to be believed. But I guess I
was wrong. I was too naive to understand that, no matter how much I
hoped and prayed, the world was unfair and that this was the reality for
men like me: we were bound to be forgotten. I used to believe that Allah
controlled our fate but now I know the truth our fate is in the hands of
men, men of a higher status. Men who have power, men who have control
over people like me. No. My fate is not mine, my fate is in the hands of the
powerful. I am just a slave of the law, engulfed in a storm. A storm impossible to escape. Its like I dont even exist...when I die I will be just that;
another man who died like the other billions of men before. I will no longer be a person but a statistic written on paper and forgotten. And that will
be it. I will no longer exist. It will be like I never did.
My name is Wajid. I am a refugee from Syria I used to have a wonderful
life filled with love. It sounds so pathetic when you say it like that, but I
never realised what an amazing life I had until it was taken away from me,
with no warning; no sign from God. And now Im here; in a godforsaken
place, alone, without anyone in the world. I know my story is not an important one and I realise that people would rather hear a story about a
hero who saves thousands of lives. But in a way, I am. No, Im not going to
save millions from an atomic bomb and I wont save a group of orphans
from a fire but I will save people with words. If I can save just one man,
woman or child my work will be done. If I can stop anyone from making
my mistakes or running from what they know then I hope this will stop
them. I know its unlikely and that I will just be another refugee but I
wish someone had helped me. Or I wouldnt be here.
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It all changed one year ago, when my life was turned on its head. I was living with my wife Majia and my two sons Mo and Sakime. We lived in a busy
town near the border of Syria; it was a beautiful place, filled with colour and
life; everyone knew and liked everyone else we were like a family. The
buildings were intricate and adorned with lavish decorations, the houses
quaint and homely. There was a huge park, holding a large pond filled with
water, clear as crystal. When it was at its hottest, the children would bathe in
the pond. We were happy in our own little bubble, isolated from the bustle
of cities and the horrors of what was going on further in. But then the bubble
burst and we were no longer alone in our haven. An army stormed our tiny
walls, more soldiers entering each day. They took many people, burnt our
homes and stole our possessions. We tried as hard as we could to hold them
off but they were too strong. We werent built for this. We were built for
peace. No one was safe and from then it was every man for himself; a phrase
I had never dreamt I would say. As the days went by, more and more children were orphaned and found sleeping on the streets, often dead from dehydration. It was a horrible reality and many couldnt handle it.
After two months of living in this hell, families began to leave, trekking
across Turkey in an attempt to get to Europe. At that time I joined the resistance, and started fighting the enemy. That was probably my biggest mistake. I moved up the ranks, becoming more and more important in enforcing peace but we were getting nowhere. I had a pivotal role and yet I was
failing. Failing my family and failing my country. But I had to continue. Each
day I would walk down the streets and each day I would see all sorts of horrible things and know that I had no choice but to continue. But by doing that
I put my family in even more danger. After a couple of months, it all got
worse; more soldiers came in and the streets became more dangerous. So I
made a decision: I would leave the resistance and flee with my family to
England. I had realised how much I had put myself and my family in danger
and knew I had no choice but to leave and never to come back.
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