My name is mia I was a very happy person once, I thought that everyone was happy

all the time, then I turned five. Scratch that, lets start from the beginning.
I was born July 7, 1980 In Metairie Louisiana, at Lakeside Hospital, at 12:10 AM
. To Thomas Joseph Barraco and Janice Lynn Barraco, her maiden name was Atwell.
I do not know to much about my family, I just know that when I was born that mor
ning, I was born backwards. I was dilvered C-section, on the account of my
backwardsness. I am not writting to you as a learned person of all the things i
n the world, I am writting to you as an alien in your world. Though I look like
you,
am human like you, speak the words you use, I am far from this world, I know I d
on't belong here, i don't know why, but everything I am tells me that I am a won
dering star, I wonder about everything, plain and simple I am stuck in my head.
I want out, to experience the world, live through close calls, survive near dea
th falls, save lives at 100 miles per hour to a stop on a dime, yeah that me, th
e adrenaline junkie stuck in her mind, because she didn't experience all the rea
sons why.
But enough of that, lets get back to the story. For the first year of my life I
spent my night sleeping in iron boots. How do you like that. I gradually got o
lder and got out of diapers early, I was the young kid you know with the blue su
perman T-shirt hanging on a wooden fence with my mom, I seem to be a normal chil
d getting into trouble exploring double the chances I'll, Ow I stapled the paper
to my hand,
not bright for 2 years old who doesn't know what a stapler is yet. Then comes a
long my brother Matthew Scott Barraco born December 28, 1982, I am thankful for
my brother who cared for me so. He use to look up to me, but you know what, now
I look up to him. I got whats known as the first born syndrome. Endowed with
good looks, given wonderful eyes, that cheezy grin. There's just one thing wron
g with this picture, I am soo flawed, that half the time when I think I am doing
something for the good of all, I end up making myself look stupid. Sure things
might work out for a while, but I always find some way to screw things up. No
one is perfect I am sure, but I am here and I feel I just beat myself up with a
dunce hat. Pathetic. So it comes time for me to go to school, I am just turnin
g five, and then click,
something went wrong, I start making bad grades, I don't learn as easily as the
other kids do, wait what happened, mom held me back in Kindergarden, oh thats go
nna look cool on my transcripts. If that wasn't bad enough, one day when I was
playing with my toys, something like a light switch flipped on in my head, yeah,
that bad. I no longer preferred to play with GI-Joes, I Preferred to play with
Barbie Dolls, oh-yay!
Who am I? you may wonder.
Truly I say unto you even before Abraham, I am, I'm not superman, im not spiderm
an, im not Michael the Archangel, although he is my Guardian Angel and I do look
up to what he represents,and I do share his name , I'm not Joan of Arc, althoug
h we have some things in common like, her Guardian Angel is Michael, July 7, whi
ch was the day she was Sanctified, I was born in New Orleans, she led the battle
of Orleans, which the Father in Heaven with her help was able to make Charles k
ing of France. I am not much at all, but it's in my failure I That the Heavenly
Father is glorified. When the Time is right, he will send me to do his will.
It is in my failure and my sorrow that I lift you up, because I love you as a mo
ther should love her children. I see that great things can come of you, when yo
u work together with God, but when you allow temptation to cause you to backstep
, it echo's it through out the world and others experience it as well. Therefor
be ever vigil, strive to challenge yourself, strive to perserveer over sin to g
lorify the Father, that he may cause you to prosper in all that you do. For I ha
ve found, that it is true, without the Father ye can do nothing. Absolutely not
hing. No matter how close you think you are to finding Noah's arc, the Father c
an always raise a stumbling block.
I have Faith that all of you who read this, see a spirit striving for success, w
orking through the barbs of her mind.
My people, without Faith in God, have you seen how nothing prospers. Look at th
e nation of USA, how their bankers rob them through secret societies and merchan
ts, just as spoken of in the bible. Look at Is'-ra-el, do you see how they are
at constant confrontation. Even Greece is falling apart. Because none of you w
ill turn to God on your own. You are to busy worrying for your house bills, ten
ding to your weddings, cleaning up the messes of villains so that the innocent w
ill suffer more while the rich think up more ways to hoard for themselves. When
two or more gather in the name of Jesus Christ so much truth will flourish, but
nothing can be done without the Father in Heaven and the Holy Spirit. Try as y
ou might, I have seen from my own life, how nothing I did prospered unless I ask
ed the Fatherin Heaven or abided in the Father in Heaven.
People of the Earth who read this, do not let your fierce angers consume you, fo
r hate is the driving force of evil. Do not let the tempter cause you to indulg
e in things that you will not prosper in spirit from. Be very thankful he has n
ot wiped you off the face of the earth yet. For in his love he makes all things
new and allows for more time to come back to him.
For the last two thousand years the imposter has come in the name of Jesus Chris
t and under the guise of Christianity and other religions. He has only accompli
shed the swaying of minds that do not think rationally for the sake of their sou
ls and the sake of the Father.
He has only accomplished these things because you have let him. Jesus taught pe
ace, while satan murdered in Jesus name, Jesus healed with tender love, and comp
assion. In his passion he saught to save the souls of even those who knew him n
ot, for the sake of the Father and their souls. Love yourselves with righteousn
ess not self glorification. With that righteous love, love others who are diffe
rent from you. For even though you may even lose your life to those who might t
hink you foolish. It is your indiscriminating love that that the Father has tau
ght you through compassion with the Holy Spirit that can save you.
The Devils time is almost up and he knows it, so don't be swayed with warnings o
f 2012, Only the Father in Heaven knows that day and that time.