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Introduction ......................................................................................................................... 7
Chapter 1: The Assassination of my Music Library ........................................................... 8
Chapter 2: The Child Within............................................................................................... 9
Chapter 3: We are all murderers. ...................................................................................... 14
Chapter 4: The Red Chapter: The Inferiors ...................................................................... 17
Chapter 5: The Placebo Mechanism ................................................................................. 23
Chapter 6: Go away Mr. Delusion .................................................................................... 28
Chapter 7: The Destruction of a Snap ............................................................................... 31
Chapter 8: Omega, I am Sorry! ......................................................................................... 34
Chapter 9: Why One Should NEVER Test God ............................................................... 38
Chapter 10: Heaven and Hell, Simulation Earth ............................................................... 41
Chapter 11: Why the LOA system fails when Death approaches ..................................... 49
Chapter 12: The Spoken Word ......................................................................................... 55
Introduction
This book was primarily written for the sake of getting a burden off my chest that
emerged when I was only 15 years of age.
Everything in this book is a by-product of what happened.
The origin of Omega was written in Book 1 of the series.
Please understand that the conversations I have with Omega, my imaginary friend
are recalled and reconstructed from memory to allow for the usage of English as
opposed to Chinese, my native language, to tell the story.
The essence of our communication is primarily telepathy, though he did speak to me
often through visions and imageries.
I have left out and restructured some of the things he said to best convey what I feel
he is really telling me, but as I grew wiser in time, I might understand it at a deeper
level than what I am currently able to put into words at this point.
I want to take this space to thank my editors, for without them, my inferior grasp of
the English language would make the rendition of this book a challenge to read.
Omega said to me that I was wrong, the past, present and future are all happening
right now and what I am feeling...the need for acceptance at an unhealthy level, the
complete lack of self worth and the inability to accept really good things in my life
because I feel that I dont deserve it...all stem from abuses from my step dad in
moments like these, that these veins of causality runs through everything at this
very moment, past, present, and future, all happening right here right now, fix the
past and the present will self resolve.
I said to him that I accepted the cashiers rude behavior because I just wanted the
cake, that it is no big deal and pleaded with him to bring me back, he said to me I
have long accepted that abuse in my everyday life is ok, that it is normal and
acceptable to be treated badly, and it is high time I looked at the source of this.
As I looked on to the past that is happening in front of me right this moment, all
kinds of emotions are running up inside me, I wanted to walk towards the abuser
and ask him why cant he accept me, what could a child do that warrants being
chock hold feet off the ground, the child didnt choose to be someone elses step
child, it is already pity enough he dont even know who his real father is.
Omega: I know you have a lot of things you feel like saying and do to your step dad,
but we are not here to save or enlighten him, I bring you here to save you, go to the
child when his step dad stop choking him.
Omega: Tell the boy what you wish someone would tell you at this moment, lie if
you have to, just fix the boy.
Me: How are you doing this?
Omega: Ill tell you this; I will keep bringing you back to this moment if you dont
do what I say.
Me: This is blackmail!
Omega: Call it whatever you like, until you have learned to love yourself, I will have
to do.
I just stood there for about a minute or so.
Omega: You know you are not leaving this place without my help, for your own
sake, I suggest you get going.
I went to the boy who previously was totally unaware of my existence who is now
suddenly surprised that someone just appeared in front of him.
For some reason, he was not afraid of me...it was like he knew we were connected
somehow.
I kneed down to eye level with my younger self and said the following.
Me: Hi, I am you from the future; I want you to know that everything is going to be
ok.
My younger self just looked at me with his mouth closed, trying to hold back his
tears.
I understand him; he cant talk at this moment, because if he talks, he will start to
cry from all the emotional pain inside him from what just happened to him.
His silence was his last ditch effort to put on a strong front.
I remembered what Omega told me and I begin to fabricate what I believe my
younger self hope to hear.
Me: You will grow up to find out that the universe loves you, you will be surrounded
by people who will protect you from the bad man, you are not to hope that your
abuser will accept you, you are not to accept that this is normal in anyway, and
when you grow up, you will walk out from your abuser and will never allow yourself
to be abused again. This is your last chance to find out what kind of person you dont
want to be around with.
Tears from my younger self starts to flow despite him trying to keep silence.
I started to cry too.
Me to the Boy: I am so sorry, you didnt choose to be born without knowing who
your real dad was, and you didnt chose to be in this step family...no...this is not
family...I am sorry you will never understand how it feels like to be part of a family
with a loving mum and dad...you are not responsible for what happened at the
beginning...it is not you...it is not your fault...
I put my hands on the child and said: You cannot allow the irresponsibilitys of the
adults to ruin you for life...sadness and abuse are thrown on you now to allow you
can recognize it head on so that you will know what to go towards to instead when
you grow up, aim for strength when you grow up, aim for happiness, aim for Love !
My younger self hugged me tightly, and we cried together.
Omega was at the side and I heard him quietly whispered: Yes, love yourself
Bracer.
I walked slowly back to Omega.
Is it done? I said softly.
Omega: For now...
He smiled and I was back at the restaurant eating with my hand holding the fork.
Omega: There is a child inside every adult you see walking around...tap into that
child and they can all be controlled as easily as a joystick.
Me: Why are you telling me this?
Omega: You are really asking in your previous question if this is exclusive to you,
the answer is my indirect way of telling you...no.
Me: Approval...
Omega: Someday, you will learn that the only person you need approval from to be
you is you, even the criterias for that judgment will be very different from what you
feel it should be at this point.
I looked down and walk on as I continue to listen to what Omega is saying.
Omega: You owe the world nothing, NOTHING; you didnt beg the world to give
birth to you much less the situation you are born into.
You dont owe the world your opinion of yourself, much less the ridiculous notion that
others opinion of you are much more important than your own opinion of yourself.
Me: To absolutely not let other peoples opinion of me affect me...is that what you
are saying?
Omega: When it comes to you as a being yes. However that statement is a
contradiction and the LOA computer system will work against you if you think along
that line.
Me: How come?
Omega: You mentioned to absolutely not let other peoples opinion of you affect you,
thats sounds like a lot of work and effort, and the LOA system will comply and make
it so that it will be hard.
Me: So how should I think then?
Omega: You should, instead, allow your own positive opinion of yourself to override
any and all outside opinion of yourself.
Me: I dont think that is a good advice for a child, or a MURDERER!!!
Omega: Are you trying to tell me that I am able to tell you this because you are not
what you have described?
Me: Obviously...
Omega: From where I stand, you are both, you are definitely a child, no question
about that, dont even give me that look, you even take pride in that you ManChild!
Me: You want to explain the murdering part you crazy person?
Omega: You are the one that brought it up and now you are labeling me as crazy
for saying you are one which you are ?
Omega: Normally you wouldnt be able to tell physically if they dont open their
mouth, but you can feel it if you are sensitive enough, here are some technical ways
you could identify them.
Omega: Bracer, understand that these people are not perpetually condemned
because they too are creators and hence, are responsible for their current doom, but
due to where you are right now, you best just identify and stay away from them until
you have reached a stable level of generally good manifestations.
Me: Got it.
Omega:
1: These people have so trained themselves into negative thoughts, they have
manifested around them an unbreathable level of lethal situations, they cannot stand
anyone who have it better than them, they would use high morals to try to get the
mass to agree with them and they are very good at that, that is one of their many
weapons, they dont do this because they hate you, they do this because your
existence makes them see a life they have convinced themselves they will never
have, hence, they have a desire to destroy you or at least make you not in their
sight and mind anymore.
2: Instead of being happy of other peoples success, the Inferior People will feel an
unhealthy amount of jealousy, hence manifesting an unhealthy amount of situations
where it further confirms to them that they not only isnt successful in the measure
that they use to measure themselves, but also down right lacking in life.
They are manifesting a downward spiral that anyone caught in it will go down with
them; they cannot help themselves but to pull whoever that tries to help them down.
That is why the saying goes God only help those who help themselves, if you really
want to help a downed man, be sure to make sure he/she is on his/her way to help
him/herself and NOT just pretending to help him/herself, because these
viruses/vermins have evolved in time too, they would pretend in front of you that
they are helping themselves, all the while sucking up all of your resources like a
black hole and NEVER stop blaming you for their failures, you can never do enough
for these people, in the end, you will be so drown by guilt that you will be destroyed
along with them.
There is no way out, best not to get infected in the first place.
3: The Inferior People makes you feel guilty for having the good life or for having
anything good while they dont, they would use the phrases like Why are you
pursuing grandiose ideas like exploring Space when there are STARVING children in
some parts of the world ! as though no one should be happy until everyone decides
to manifest only good things around themselves which will require a massive mind
control technology that will wipe the free will out of everyone so that people can no
longer choose what they wish to experience whether they would admit it or not.
On the out-front it seemed very reasonable to those receptive to the virus but now
that you understand how the LOA system works, you realize how ridiculous this
notion is.
Unfortunately, these people would use the ignorance of others against you and make
you feel guilty for your expansion into all that is ideal in life.
They have the ability to make the rubber ducks in the ocean agrees with them, they
will crush you by their appeal to the masses, mostly via guilt.
4: Their enablers are the most dangerous of them all.
They are the bridge, the voice of reasons, they have the ability to make you feel
guilty of your manifestations of well being and they also have within them the ability
to make you feel so misunderstood, you feel extremely inclined to have to explain
yourself to them and others.
You lose the minute you establish dialog with them.
The very act of communicating with them establishes the flow of reasonable
negativity into you the listener, so much so that you will be destroyed from the
inside out.
You cant win, there is no way out.
Again, best not to get involve in their 101 reasons why life is not working out for the
people they are trying to help by making you feel guilty, DO NOT HELP ANYONE that
passively abuse you to help them via guilt, for by this action they have identified
themselves as vermins of this simulation.
Me: But arent all charity videos like this? Country X! Starving! Feel Bad! Give us
your Money!
Omega: Most people are not here to save the world, to be more exact, you cannot
save the world, you can only align yourself into that world which you seek to
experience.
Me: That last sentence is so...crazy...nevermind...how do I save myself from the
inferiors?
Omega: You have three options:
Option 1: You keep your mental projections positive so that you only attract positive
people into your life; this is the simplest and most difficult to obtain level for most.
Option 2: You take the path of least resistance and avoid them like the plague that
they are, dont fight with them, dont reason with them, dont engage, they WANT to
engage. Deprave them of the channels they want use to infect you.
Option 3: You destroy them mentally by behaving in a way that I am about to tell
you, those who survive will ascend rapidly out of their projected hell hole(s) and into
at least a state of normality, those who dont survive will manifest their own doom so
rapidly they will spiral even further into their hopelessness.
Me: Option 3 sounds brutal.
Omega: Funny enough, if you truly care about them you would execute option 3...
Me: I am listening...
Omega: Remember, not everyone can do this, and certainly not you in your current
state of development, but for those super enlightened beings, this is what they
would do naturally anyway even without listening to their own Omegas. Destroy the
vermins via their own logic, destroy them from the inside out, cause them to face
what they dont want to see so consistently that they starts to dis-identify
themselves with whatever they have identify themselves with that caused them to
be in the sorry state that they are in in the first place.
Many will resist and scream their slogans of perpetual victim hood and say things like
its complicated or you are ignorant, they are going to be very convincing, they
have had a life time of training and human version of factual gatherings, give up on
those people, they are the true Inferiors, they cannot be saved and no amount of
effort should be done to please them, dont reason with them, save those whom by
themselves, already felt something was wrong with their own thoughts of victim
hood and are already in the process of getting out of it.
Me: I dont think we can do that, the era I am living in is currently infected with a
diseases call political correctness.
Omega: You bring it upon yourselves you know, you entertained and give voice to
their enablers, the voice of reasons.
Me: You mentioned that their enablers are the worst of them all, how is that so?
They are probably just trying to help.
Omega: Their enablers are a whole different class of vermins, vermins on steroids
to use your term. Every now and then, those who suffers from the chronic perpetual
victim hood mentality have a sudden realization that they are responsible for the hell
that they have created for themselves, this is their shining moment, their moment of
clarity, and had they just continued on that path WHILE negating echoes of what
they have already previously manifested, they will be well on their way to all that is
beneficial to them in their life in time.
Me: Thats good !
Omega: And then they encounter, drum roll please...the so call *good will enablers*,
even though there are no such thing, in todays day and age, they may, for all
practical purposes, be termed the devil in disguise.
Me: Ooooo
Omega: Though they will NEVER admit it, their wealth and sick sense of well being
depends on convincing certain groups of people that they are the victim of society, of
weather, or of whatever they can convince the world and most importantly, their
victim of.
Me: Hmm...I dont think anyone would willingly be that which youve just
mentioned.
Omega: Its not a matter of willingness or not, its nature, a snake cannot stop
being a snake, a cow cannot stop being a cow.
Me: So...if these people dont exist, there would be no people who would grow up
believing they are helpless victims?
Omega: There will ALWYAS be people who will, at some point in their life, thinks
and hence, eventually manifest events that proves to them that they are victims of
circumstance, and the spiraling starts, but you see, eventually everyone will realize
that they are the creator of their destiny at some point, the LOA system will never
stop dropping hints every now and then, BUT then there comes the vermins, the
good will enablers, just when the victim is starting to take control of his or her life
into a better state, the enablers would convince them they cant do it, because
everyone and everything is against them, they will convince their victims that there
Me: Yeah, at least for now, because I dont understand what I am seeing and what I
have seen thus far is making me question things I would never spare a second
thought on...beside the fact that I am crazy and talking to my imaginary friend that
is you, I can only deal with one crazy thing at a time.
Omega: As you wish...I still think you are crazy to ask for that to be turn off
though...you crazy person...
Me: Well, I have you...
Omega: I cannot override what you have decided to come here to experience, so
dont expect me to save you from the doom of your own making if you choose to go
that way...you crazy person...
Omega: It is not just water; everything had some kind of glow to them isnt it? At
least to you?
Me: Yes, Food...Chair...basically everything, but the one that fluctuate the most is
water.
Omega: PURE Water
Me: Why do you have to stress the word pure so much ?
Omega: Try putting poison in it and see whether it changes color or not...
Me: Ok fine...normal water...what am I seeing?
Omega: Amplification in progress, that is what you are seeing.
Me: Water? Water!!!???!! Amplify what?
Omega: Pure water is an amplification device.
Me: Amplify What????!!!!!!
Omega: Manifestations
Me: Thats cool.
Omega: Not cool for the people who dont know it, they are fucked.
Me: Hows so?
Omega: Can you imagine people having a relatively good day manifesting good
things ahead, and then they sit down to eat and they watch the news with lots of
death and dying, the water soaks up all those energies, amplify them, and they drink
that INTO their body for their body to use ! People are fucked by the news 24/7 all
day everyday! Death and Dying, Death and Destruction! Everyone and Everything is
out to get you! And they wonder why Cancer rates are going up the hill...or whatever
new names they give to new bad health problems that are to come because of their
constant love for bad news !
You know that song the circle of life ? This is like that song except it is the circle of
fucked !
They are all fucked by their ignorance.
Me: I always watch Cartoons when I am eating...
Omega: Thats because you are a ManChild, but dont lie, you like to go to those
world news sites where you watch terrible things happening to people, why why why
Mr. Bracer would you do that ? Why would you want to integrate those energies into
your manifestations ?
Me: I dont know...curious? I am not thinking much about it...I am just looking...
Omega: Lies and Lies! Remember, you are manifesting 24/7, please please please
monitor how you feel often, and if what you are reading isnt making you feel good
is if they follow it to the letter...just plain water, if the water is poisoned, it will be a
whole other story altogether.
Me: Wait...that means all that holy water crap...
Omega: Yap...
Me: And...the placebo effect !...The fucking placebo effect!
Omega: Yes, the sugar pill does nothing, but the water you take along with the
sugar pill is actually what is doing the work, same thing with placebo injections, the
liquid that host the inert placebo chemicals that they inject into their subject is
whats doing the work, assuming the subject truly believe to the point of being child
like that he is to be cured by that magic liquid, the purer the water, the more evident
the placebo effect.
Me: This is so going to fuck up a lot of studies in the placebo effect department.
Omega: Why do you care ?!!! Please just focus on your own well being, you are
having enough challenge with that alone left alone global issues.
Me: I have to tell everyone about this!!!
Omega: No you dont...nobody would care, I have already told and will continue to
tell those who listens.
Me: No but the way you do it is wrong! Most think its a ritual! They think it is a one
off thing that they do every weekend on gatherings or something, you dont
understand! People are really stupid!
Omega: Ha ha ha Mr. Bracer!
Me: Yes ?
Omega: You REALLY need to tone down your judgment, hell you are even judging
me! One moment you have a severe case of inferior complex and the next you are
judging ME of all things? Haaaaaaaaa
Me: But...they need to know how it actually works! Billions of people are
unknowingly fucking themselves up watching/thinking about bad stuff and drinking
water at the same time !
Omega: Those who are technically challenged, and mind you, you are not that far
off from my perspective, I would tell them in a more magical bombastic way like
holding the cup up to the sky and pray or whatever it is they secretly wanted to hear
from me so that they feel like effort has been made.
For people who are more interested in how it actually works, I would explain it in
more details, Mr. Bracer, you have to understand, because of your intellect or lack
there of, I have had to hold back a lot of data just so that you may also comprehend
what you are hearing from me.
Me: So even this is not the complete picture ?
Omega: You will never be able to see the complete picture from your limited
intellect; you are not the smartest of your race.
Me: You know...if you were real...I would smack you.
Omega: Haaaaaaaa
Omega: Besides, you having this information is almost useless, knowing you, you
will be watching some news about death, dying and or victim hood in no time while
eating and drinking, you barely have any friends, all you do is watch YouTube while
you eat.
Me: Well you are my friend...
Omega: Thats nice to hear...I love you too Bracer.
Omega: Oh really? I didnt realize you were watching ALL of their lives throughout
to make such a definitive statement, you MUST be God! Let me give you a God gold
star right over here!
Me: Ha ha ha Yes Mr. Sarcastic, I guess what I was trying to say is I sometimes
wonder whether my life would have been any different if you have never appeared in
my life.
Omega: Assuming you followed the advises I have given you, regardless of whether
it is from me or anyone else, you will be alright.
Me: Before all these happens, you mentioned in a spike of frustration that you could
snap your finger and everything that I have will be gone, are you real enough to
actually do that ?
Omega: Why have you decided to bring up?
Me: I suppose...I really wanted to know whether you are real...or you are just...you
know...like I am crazy and stuff.
Omega: Why does it even matter after all these? Your life is better now isnt it?
Me: Yeah...but...did I get this from you or from myself anyway? I want to know.
Omega: I dont need any credit, you can take all the credit if you want, but
remember to be very cautious of the ego, overfeeding it ALWAYS leads to some kind
of destruction, generally speaking, nothing universally positive EVER comes out from
over serving the ego.
Me: I am not so sure if my question has anything to do with my ego per say...
Omega: "It REALLY troubles you whether I am real or not huh Bracer.
I was silence.
Omega: I dont desire to be any more real to you than I am right now.
Me: Can you...
Took me a very long time to say what I was going to say because of the relative
magnitude of the request.
Me: Can you snap your fingers right now...and like you said...take away all the good
things gathered so far?
Omega: I am afraid you might say that...
Me: But you know this will be said anyway right?
Omega: There is always freedom to choose until one has actually decided
something to be so.
Omega: That was why you wished destruction unto yourself, you wanted to destroy
two things at one go, unbeknown to you on a conscious level.
Me: Huh?
Omega: You are smarter than you think Bracer; your higher self took over and
requested the temporary destruction knowing I am never far behind.
Me: Wait...isnt my higher self...you?
Omega: Ha Ha Ha You are trying SO HARD to justify my existence in your life, you
are impossible Bracer.
Me: What were the two things I was trying to destroy?
Omega: Your higher self knows who I am, it cannot help but knows who I am, your
higher self is trying to kill your ego through me, it seems in your case, your ego is
out of control and your higher self have noticed that for quite a while, it knows that if
the ego is left unchecked, it will destroy you to the nth degree.
Me: Continue...
Omega: None of the goodness I show you will ever save you, because your ego will
absorb all the goodness and claim it as its own, it will absolutely convince you that it
is of its own doing, the self, the I AM BRACER, the Great and Mighty!
Me: Ok...
Omega: Your higher self realize the key is to go the other route, to show you just
how incapable you are without me, and so it began...when I raise my hand to
execute the slow destruction of your life, what you didnt know was I have made an
agreement with your higher self that I will return when it needs me.
Me: Great, now my higher self is talking to you now? How many versions of me are
operating at any moment that I am unaware of?
Omega: Infinite from your conscious perspective, but you are in no shape to do
philosophical talk with me at this point Bracer, I feel you must know that the ripple
effect of the initial manifested destruction are still unfolding, but they are only ripples,
just bear with it for a while, in the meantime, use every Law of Attraction techniques
that I have taught you to generate the closing of the gap to the next closest parallel
universe where things are going well for you.
Me: Why cant you just stop it immediately?
Omega: Every intention sets off momentum which leads to the final manifestation,
the main source of destruction has been cut, the momentum from the last effect
have to die down on its own, if I stop everything immediately, it will not be a good
thing, you will not understand why so dont ask. On your side, just remember to
focus on the belief that God is taking good care of you and things along that line.
NOT A SINGLE SENTENCE OF COMPLAINT, NOT EVEN ONE! I AM FUCKING
SERIOUS!
Me: Anything to get out of my current state, you have my full cooperation Omega.
Omega: I have never left you Bracer, but you have truly done a number on yourself
this time, dont ever test me again.
Me: Why?
Omega: Really? You are asking that now after all that has happened?
Me: Well, if you want to destroy me now, assuming you are NOT my imagination, it
would still be easy for you, I am not going to play the Lets please God so God
wouldnt harm me game, that is fucking lame and you are fucking pathetic if the
only way you can get someone to love you is by your threats...
Omega: You are cutting dangerous close Bracer...BUT what pisses me off the most
about what you have just said is you behave like you have TOTALLY forgotten it is
YOU who asked for this, not me; yet the way you say it now sounds like I am the
one that is doing this TO you, you word twisting manipulative Bitch, that almost
makes you sounds like every other Human!
Me: hmm not sure if you are complimenting me...
Omega: argh...whatever...I am just going to let this go, seeing that you are the
ignorant version of me, or at least the version of me that choose to behave like one
at this point...
Me: Ok, so lets be like super serious for a sec, why shouldnt we test God per say?
I dont exactly know when but one fine day Omega decided to show himself as I was
taking a quiet stroll at night again, I dont enjoy taking a stroll in the day, Singapore
is hot and humid, I hate sweating.
Omega: I see you are still not in a state of financial abundant yet, arent you
suppose to be like doing what you love and shit like that by now ?
Me: Well, stuff happened.
Omega: Oh no the Earth is falling off its Orbit???!!!! Or the Sun is dead? Why wasnt
I informed?!!! Omega responded sarcastically.
Me: Ha Ha Ha You...You are so crazy !!! Thanks for making me laugh though...
Omega: You cant put the weight of the world on your shoulder you know...if that
was what you wanted, you would have been born a giant with the Earth LITERALLY
on your Shoulder.
Me: Oh ha ha...
Me: Omega...
Omega: Yes?
Me: Why are you always dressed in white?
Omega: because you like that I dress in white, I can dress in pink if you want me to,
it is all just a fucking projection anyway, you think I care? I am just glad we are
talking.
Me: Omega...the law of attraction...makes no sense.
Omega: Well, the Law of Attraction is a simplistic explanation to begin with, it is
something along the line of your people using Newtonians law of motion to get some
stuff done because it is good enough but for more accuracy, your people would use
Einsteins theories of relativity, and then you also have Quantum Mechanics for other
applications.
Me: You would think that there is only one truth...
Omega: Truth...ha ha ha...Truth...
Omega was laughing for a good while as I looked at him with an unimpressed
expression.
Omega: You are not here for Truth for you are already truth, your very existence is
truth unto itself; all of you are here to aid in the expansion of God. Through contrast
of all kinds, opinions of all kinds, no matter how opposed they seemed to you,
through his greatest creation, his greatest destruction, his greatest act of kindness
and his greatest acts of what you would term evil and all the shades of grays in
between, God continuously seeks greater understanding for his own self realization.
Me: God is still trying to find out what he is capable of? Couldnt he just know? He
IS God...
necessary to facilitate the continuation of that which you feel would come with no
effort.
Me: I dont care about any new level of awareness, all I am saying is I dont see
how a group of people would want the same thing, particularly bad things so bad
that they all have it at the same time, and I do not believe people walk about
thinking about being killed by crazy religious fundamentalist on a regular basis
enough to attract that, much less gathering a bunch of victims like themselves at the
same time, it absolutely breaks the Law of Attraction theory.
Omega: Its time Bracer.
Me: Time?
Omega: Law of Attraction is Kindergarten School, time for higher Kindergarten
School.
Me: Not College?
Omega: No...you are so far away from College you might not even get there...
Me: I am smart...
Omega: You are as smart as my ass...no no...that would be an insult to my virtual
ass...
Me: ...What do I do?
Omega: You are in a relatively stable environment here, that is good, I will leave
your body right here running in bot mode.
Me: What ?
Omega snap his fingers and I find myself in what seems like a cinema; it was grand,
very grand.
Omega: Bracer, what you are seeing here is the closest approximation of the truth
as you are able to see it now.
Me: So...not the truth?
Omega: As far as you are able to understand it now, it is, but as you grow with me,
this environment will change to reflect your future better understanding of what is
going on, but this is as close as you are able to interpret as truth for now, someone
might look at what you are seeing now and see a totally different environment.
Its a very big cinema, and there are only two people in the cinema right in the
middle wearing what seems like virtual reality headsets, they are completely
submerged in it.
Omega: One of them is you.
Me: He...is me?
I tried to move my head to see him because I am only able to see his side view and
even then much is covered by the head device.
Omega stopped me from moving closer saying very gently no Bracer...dont.
Me: Who is the other guy sitting right next to me?
Omega just smiled and didnt respond.
Me: Is that guy you?
Omega: That is irrelevant, pay attention...
Just then the door was pushed open and a huge group of teens come in screaming
and shouting at each other having lots of fun, many have candies and popcorns in
their hands, I dont remember what they were saying but it soon occurs to me that
this is an amusement park and this cinema is just one of the many amusements.
One of the teens shouted to the whole group Ok GUYS, we only have about 2 hours
or less to play this game, after that we have to go on the rollercoaster ride !.
Another teen replied: But I want to play this game longer!
Yet another teen replied: You come here yourself then next time, this is a group, we
have to make sure everyone get to play what they wanted to play ok?!!!
Too many teens are talking by now, it doesnt matter, I will let you, the reader,
relegate who says what because it really doesnt matter.
Teen 1: Ok, so how do we want to end the game?
Teen 2: I want to jump down from a plane!
Teen 3: I want drama! Like epic revenge stories and shit.
Teen 4: Oh no no, the coolest way to end the game right now in the simulation is
this thing call terrorism, my friend did it, he says the ending is quite thrilling!
Teen 5: I dont wanna, I heard it is scary.
Teen 4: Really? This coming from someone that plays like two zombie games in a
roll just now?
Teen 5: Its different ok?!! When we are playing those games we are AWARE that it
is a game, this game temporarily blocks our memory engrams and we really believe
we ARE the characters in the game.
Teen 4: Thats why this is the hottest game in town stupid, are you guys going to
keep on talking or are we going to play the game ?
Teen 5: Now the question is who is going to play the one who kill us!?!!!
Everyone chunked.
Many of them took a while to recall who they are, one or two just got up as though
it is just another boring game.
Eventually, everyone left the cinema happy and one of them shouted before leaving
the cinema YEAH COLLARCOASTER RIDE NEXT!!!
And the Cinema door closed, leaving once again only me and the other guy in the
Cinema still wearing the headset.
I turned towards Omega slowly, trying very hard to find words to say.
Me: This?...THIS ?!!!
Omega: Whaaaaaat ?!
Me: But...Heaven !....Hell !...Punishment !...JUDEGMENT! All those....THINGS !
Omega: Ok ? What about it ?
Me: That teen that kills all of them in the simulation, after the game ended, it is like
nothing happens!
Omega: Nonsense! It is a good game, and someone has to end the game for all
because ROLLERCOASTER RIDE next!!!
Me: but...Judgments...
I kneed down, suffering some kind of mild break down from what I have seen...
Me: I mean...I dont REALLY believe in any Religion but...there is still this idea that
good people might maybe go to heaven and bad people to hell or at least some place
bad and stuff...
Omega: Well, that Rollercoaster Ride they are playing next might be tough on some
of their stomach so sure why not, it could be their hell...whatever.
Me: You are not even trying anymore isnt it? You are not going to smooth this out
for me is it?
Omega: What? You are not happy over the fact that everything is alright in the end?
That nothing really matters, that nothing serious is going on and you are all in it just
to have fun?
Me: but hard work...but struggle...but study...but...Science!...but...EVERYTHING !
This...THIS IS A FUCKING GAME !??!!!!
I looked at Omega right in his eyes and say THIS IS A FUCKING GAME???!!!!
Omega: Simulation Earth, one of the best games in town. And mind you, what do
you mean nothing matters, when you are playing your game which ironically, is
inside Simulation Earth the Game, you have to learn all the special moves to play the
game well but like all games, the skills for those games are only useful in that
particular game most of the time, when you play another game, you have to learn
different special moves depending on who is programming it.
Me: Is this...is this the truth?
I am already somewhat losing myself to my feelings at the moment.
Omega: Not quite, this is only as close as you are able to take it at this point, I will
reveal more to you as you are able to take, but remember this place, we will come
back to it soon.
Omega snapped his finger and I am back to where I was before.
Omega is nowhere to be seen, in a daze, I walked home, I remembered thinking to
myself soall these yearsI take life so seriouslyI have to prove myself to this
personto that personto myselfto achieve thisto get thatthis is a fucking
game ? Nothing here is real? No HeavenNo Hell? This is not real life? What I
achieved here I cannot bring to the world after this game? Even the law of
physicsso what even if we mastered it? It is only applicable to this game! I am
going to be sick!
I lay on my bed and just dont want to think anymore, nothingjustnothingSLEEP!
Me: But Circumstances and Situations seems very real, people feel trapped by it.
Omega: That Realness is why this is the hottest game in town! Gamers felt trapped
by the environment they have manifested, and then their feeling of being trap
manifests even more future circumstances that re-affirms their thought of being
trapped...and the endless victim of circumstances symptom spirals...
Omega walks gently towards me and say: Believe me Bracer...the single scoring
system based on happiness is more then tough enough for this game for most
players.
Me: Is there a Cheat Code for this game?
Omega: There are many cheat codes for this game, but the most powerful cheat
code of them all is the LOA system.
Me: Law of Attraction is the cheat code of this Game?
Omega: Yes, the most powerful of them all, the one who can master this cheat code
can have whatever he wants yielded to him with ZERO effort.
Me: Zero Effort...
Omega: Only if he or she or it or whatever have reached that level. But understand
that people who reached this level most of the time end up manifesting their own
death quite quickly when they realize their mastery of the LOA system have reached
God mode.
Me: Why?
Omega: Because it is BORING, you want a car boom here you go, you want a boat
boom here you go, you want this, you want that, Boom! All here! Delivered right to
your door step, you dont even have to walk an inch! You want to meet this person,
you want to meet that person...soon you realize no one is important because you
can summon them all if you want...nothing interest you anymore, the game might as
well end right here.
Me: And move on to the next amusement park attraction...
Omega: Yes, make no mistake about this, the enlightened beings of this game
always come to the realization that all this is a simulation, but they will understand
this in their own context based on their era, however they may phrase it, they all
know the minute they see through it all, that this whole thing is a joke, an
amusement, a simulation, or whatever new term you will give it as your culture
progresses.
Me: I pity Buddha.
Omega: ha ha Why ?
Me: Can you imagine he knows what is going on but he cannot explain the idea of
simulation to his followers? Cause they have no context by which to understand?
Omega: That player score so high on the happiness scale, you WISH you could
score like him, he should be the one pitying you Mr. Bracer.
Me: Is he still playing the game?
Omega: Simulation Earth is a popular game, what I am about to say is not
accurate but just so that you may understand for your era, I will use this analogy,
Simulation Earth is so popular, people are playing it on their mobile phones, when
they are taking a dump in the toilet or when they just want a quick play right before
they sleep, now you understand why there are quick and sudden deaths or why
people die young and stuff.
Me: A quickie...
Omega: Yap, but understand this, what you have learn so far is just an analogy to
the real thing, you are very very far away from truly understanding how vast this
simulation is, it will absolutely blow your mind once I start telling you more about
parallel time lines among other stuff, this game is very VERY popular, a lot of effort
has been put into this game you are playing right now.
Me: Can you give me a hint?
Omega: hmm...I can tell you this for now, because you are just regaining your
balance as you were...you are playing more then one thread at any one point in
time.
Me: There is another version of me playing? Where is he? Where is the other me?
Omega: erm...not one...many...in different time lines, some timeline close to yours,
some right here EXACTLY where you are but on a different time index, hence you
cant perceive him and some so different, you might as well call it a parallel universe,
but even that is not an accurate statement because time doesnt exist in the truest
sense if you are able to see the game from my stand point, this analogy gets out of
hand quickly, best to describe this using numbers than words.
Me: This...this is blowing my mind...
Omega: Ok, no more new information along this line until you re-adjusted.
Me: Ok...lets try something simpler...death.
Omega: No one dies.
Me: I get that now, but how does the system manages death?
Omega: For me to explain this, I will have to use another analogy, but this is easy
to follow, ready?
Me: Yes.
Omega: Ok, so imagine you are a school boy going to a seedy back alley internet
cafe with flickering neon lights.
themselves, those who choose to believe life is hard will continue manifesting their
life is hard game, those who choose to believe life is easy will continue to choose
the same, and all the in-between shades of grays will continue to choose their own
as well, there are also those who, once they realize the true power of the LOA
system, change the way they play the game forever, but everything is a choice,
there are no mistakes, everyone is where they are by choice, make no mistakes
about this.
Me: People who like to scream they are the victim of circumstance would disagree.
Omega: And so they do, and the system continue to offer them every opportunity
for them to say to their poor listeners See, I am right, I AM the victim of
circumstances!, the LOA always delivers, 24/7, big and small, choose your destiny
with your thoughts, feelings and words.
Me: Words?
Omega: Yes...Words...your final filter, there is a reason the Human form have been
given this gift to speak words, those that choose default settings that is, some
choose the difficulty settings and come into this Earth without the ability to speak,
you cant please all gamers with one settings you know, simulation Earth have a lot
of custom settings to allow for maximum emersiveness for the gamer, there are as
many settings as there are type of gamers.
Me: Tell me more about Words...
end, except that this time, this is not just an isolated tribe or country, but entire
globally connected media networks.
Me: Well meaning media...ha ha ha
Omega: Have it ever occurred to you why civilizations that have religions that
preaches how the world is going to end eventually ceased?
Me: No way...you...you are saying they spoke their entire civilization into
extinction ?
Omega: They are the death/end/destruction they seek. The LOA system always
complies, in small ways, in big ways, in all ways, so go! Preach about the END OF
THE WORLD, go on ! Preach about how you should or should not behave to please
God/Nature/Neighbors Dog so that the END OF THE WORLD can be delayed !
Me: Are you being sarcastic?
Omega: Oh you dont get it do you? We should like gather TEN, check that, a
HUNDRED different religion crazies that LOVES preaching about the end of the world
to talk about how the world is going to end every morning, check that, we should
like gather them along with all your modern priest cough *scientist* and let them
preach global warming/cooling or whatever new in fashion destruction scenarios they
are sprouting.
Me: Ok I get it...
Omega: No no you dont, we should like gather ALL of your politicians to talk about
how Terrorism is going to destroy the world too next to your Modern and Ancient
Priest !
Me: Ok I get it...
Omega: No no you dont, we should like gather THOUSANDS of...
Me: OK I GET IT Omega!!! Thank God global destruction hasnt happened yet.
Omega: Erm...hate to burst your bubble Bro, but it happened, many times, it is not
new and it is not surprising.
Me: What?
Omega: Yap, at any one point in time, multiple copies of the game is being played,
some are synced up to the main server, some running on small isolated servers with
only a few people playing in it, this usually happens when a small group of people
wants to try something really crazy like destroy the world or something, but really,
there could be many reasons, you also have your typical lone gamer that just wants
to play alone.
Me: But then he will be only player in the game!
Omega: It wouldnt look that way in the game, in situations like these, he will be
surrounded by bots.
Omega: There you go again asking who I am, I already told you, but you just
wouldnt take that explanation, no I am beyond this simulation which is a fucking
analogy anyway catered to your world view, but to play along, I am many layers
outside this and many simulations, it really is quite accurate for you to address me
as God.
Me: So you also beyond the gamers playing the game?
Omega: Yes, many layers above, I also talks to that version of you before you start
playing this game.
Me: Do I address you as Omega there?
Omega: I will not reveal the details of that world for it will ruin the illusion of this
simulation.
Me: Dude, you kinda already did.
Omega: Nope, all is still within tolerance.
Me: And me asking how do I address you outside of the simulation is outside
tolerance ?
Omega: Bracer, there are things you just wouldnt understand in this mode.
Me: You mention there are two more things to the filtering system.
Omega: Yes, so I have mentioned why the LOA system tries to keep the core intact,
there is also a matter of general well being, you could say there is ALMOST a leeway
that allows you to think whatever you want to think, but watch what you say,
because it is the stage where thoughts first translate into physical vibrations of some
kind.
Me: So we can actually think whatever we like?
Omega: In the truest sense, of course you can think whatever you want, you know
like in the ancient times where people are dumber, I would pretend to be like this
awesome God with like special effects and would tell them I would know what they
are thinking so they better dont even sin in their thoughts and some stupid shit like
that, now you know why.
Me: because of the Law of Attraction! You are trying to help them!
Omega: OMG yes, but then you know, people think that I am like this creepy dude
that goes around probing what they are thinking and writing it all down so that I can
like punish them later and stuff.
Me: Well...you sorta come across as rather forceful in the early days.
Omega: Please Bitch...you were not there, you have no idea how people re-write
their interactions with me to scare their friends, even worst, politicians often ask
their priest to write stories about me to help them rule their subjects better, like
dont question your rulers for they have been appointed by me and all that crap, it
makes me angry just thinking about it, that is why I no longer do fancy appearances,
it always get re-written into something bad! You Bitches are Crazy!
Me: Is that why you dont want me to write this book?
Omega: There are MANY reasons why I strongly suggest you delete these books
and never publish it but yes that is ONE of the reasons, one of MANY mind you Mr.
Bracer, seriously, you should just stop writing all these.
Me: Whatever...so Ok, so we better watch what we say then.
Omega: Yes, words are so powerful, that even when you dont feel good, you can
end up feeling good by first allowing yourself to say good things with your mouth,
like praising all the specifics of your life that is working out well for you, eventually
you will feel better and then...well you know what happen next.
Me: That is sorta like living in a delusion.
Omega: Hello you stupid fucker, this WHOLE FUCKING thing is a delusion, computer
codes everywhere! When people say to you to face reality, what they are saying in
their stupid brain is face the generated reality from past thoughts and stay right
there which is just retarded.
Me: Maybe the people who say that are bots.
Omega: Ha Ha Ha, no comment.
Me: Ok, what is the third part?
Omega: The closest analogy to what you have in real life to what I am about to say
is your Bitcoin block chain at this point.
Me: The Bitcoin block chain...
Omega: Yes, very crude analogy but this is what you have in your brain at the
moment for me to draw an analogy from that you can follow, I am basically trying to
emphasize a core copy. The point of the game is expansion, to become more and
more realistic so to speak but even that is not really correct to say because it will
lead to questions like realistic in comparison to what? There are no words in your
head I can use to translate this to your understanding for now so I am going to skip
ahead as it is not important, as time progresses and with so many copies of the
simulation running, some are bound to self destruct, or hang, or crash, but after a
while a few copies have proven to be rather robust, and after even more extensive
testing, they *might* be integrated into the main core simulation, and all future
copies of the game will have the upgrades, that is, when disconnected copies
choose to sync up to the main block chain so to speak. But to make sure there is no
long term bugs that only shows itself after a very long time, multiple copies of
simulation Earth at various stages are kept.
Me: System images...
Omega: Ha Ha Ha Yes, System Images...or in this case Game Images, ha ha ha.