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My parents are also very religious people. We are devout Catholics, no one in
my house was permitted to miss a mass, even if you were sick, it had better be
Ebola virus, else you must be in church.
I was quite active too, i was an alter girl, I also joined the legion of Mary.
My life revolved around 3 places; school, home and church. I dare not step out
of the house for a minute without a vivid reason. I attended a girls-only
school, so boys were off limits. Mum and dad took every little opportunity to
remind me that as the last born and only girl, i was so precious to them. They
wanted me to grow into a decent woman, who would make them proud. I was
everyone's pet. My elder brothers David and Daniel were always there for me.
Though 4 and 2 years older than me respectively, we were best of friends.
At 16, i was a shy, easy going princess. I had developed quite well for my age. I
had a slim figure, I had a fairly good height for a lady with gently curved hips.
My gentle dark eyeballs reflected my light African skin. I was a beauty to
behold, and mum always reminded me of that. She had warmed me
repeatedly never to go near boys, whom according to her were Wolves who
are ready to devour" waiting to plunder and destroy my future.(That was their
simple and single illustration about boys)
Dad kept a tight leash on me. Every Friday he would drive me to church
practice, and pick me up when I'm done. Other kids made fun of me for being
a daddy's girl". I protested and declared that i was old enough to find my way
to the church. Hence dad agreed that David should take me instead. He gave
us a stern warning "you must never divert on your way to church!"
I was glad at last that i had gained a part of my freedom, Little did daddy know
that Friday's practice in church would be the beginning of the greatest mistake
of my life.
Sit back, Relax & Grab a can of coke and chips cos the story has just started.
To be continued....
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can't fathom. Sarah in particular always filled my ear with stories of various
guys he has been engaged with and how they took care of her, most of whom
had either just returned from US or Dubai. She had a lot of expensive stuff to
showcase every week. She spends her weekends in highbrow hotels in the
remote part of Lagos. Sarah knew how to have fun, she had an exciting life
going for her.
My reason for choosing this two fun-loving class of friend is a question i can't
answer. I just love it when they gist me about how great and smooth their life
has been cause of the freedom they enjoy (So I thought). I'm often left to
bemoan my own lonely little life, in the cell my parents had created. Hannah
did not have the same freedom as Sarah, her parents were just like mine. But
unlike me, Sarah knew how to get around her parents. I knew she had a
boyfriend, so I guess i was the one always left out. I kept thinking about how
boring my life was all through the practice.
The day's practice went by pretty fast, we were done and ready to leave. It was
about 4:30 pm, so I was heading towards the gate hoping to meet my brother
David somewhere along the way. I was quite confused when I discovered that
only a handful of us were heading home. Others, including my friends were
hanging around. Even David was nowhere in sight. So I turned around, and
went back to the church compound to search for him. I know dad would be
furious if i returned late.
On my way back, I sighted Sarah from afar, deeply involved in a conversation
with a guy who is a member of the church also. His name is Matthew, he is a
little older than us. He was a tall, dark-skinned handsome guy. I have seen him
around a lot of times, he was a popular face. I stood far from them for a while,
hoping that the conversation will end soon, and Matthew will leave. I don't like
being around guys for whatsoever reason, maybe because of the environment
i grew up in or maybe it's because of the strict warning mum and dad gave me
about guys, "Guys are Wolves" so they said!..
There's a strange way i feel towards Matthew which is widely different from
the irritation i feel towards other guys around, i get nervous whenever he
came around or when we sit closer to each other during practice. He had this
humble, soft, gentle and sweet nature, whenever I spoke to him. I must admit
that most times, after practice I spend my entire night thinking about him.
I was so deep in my thoughts that I did not notice Matthew walking towards
me. Hey" his cool baritone voice jerked me back to reality. "Wow! You are still
he too was a student at UNILAG. He told me a lot about himself, and not
before long, he spoke on the part that he was genuinely interested in me
which I gave no response to. He asked about my family thereafter, and why he
has never seen me around after practice. I managed to find words to explain
my parents attitude to him, and how much I missed going out. He understood
how boring my life was.
After much talking and encouraging me, Matthew told me I wasn't the only
one with strict parents. He assured me that his parents were once like that,
but he found a way to cope and brake loose from such bondage after he was
of age. He told me he could help me handle my parents.
There was a long pause in our conversation, all the while I was looking at the
floor (I was shy a bit i guess). Matthew moved a little closer, held my hand with
one hand, and began to speak in a gentle and captivating voice. Ruth, you are
the most beautiful girl I have ever known, I think about you everyday, but I
have never had the chance to tell you how I really feel about you" (Seriously? I
asked myself that question) he pulled my chin, looked straight into my eyes,
and whispered softly " Ruth, I love you" I felt as if my heart was going to burst,
it was beating so fast. No one has ever told me that before.
The whole world stopped before my very eyes. (That was just the expression I
felt). I couldn't say anything, I didn't even know what to say. I just know that I
spend my night thinking about him too, he didn't seem like the wolf" my
mum described guys to be. I was so lost in my own thoughts, i barely noticed
when he brought his phone out, typed in something, and put it back in his
pocket. I was still lost in my thoughts and fantasies when Sarah's phone
buzzed from the other end of the building. I noticed she read something from
her phone and that prompted her up from her seat, she came closer towards
us and told me she was going to ease herself.
To be continued
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offended".
I stood up, feeling a little disappointed. I didn't want the sensation to end. I
grabbed his shirt, pulled him closer to myself and kissed him. I could tell he
was a little startled, even my own boldness surprised me, was I stupid or
something?. I have never felt anything like this before. Why then did mum lie
to me that guys are not different from a wolf? I asked myself, cos the
experience of my first encounter with a guy felt like living in heaven...
Suddenly, someone shouted from the window, " Children of Satan! I have
caught you today".
*Shocked*...What have i gotten myself into?..
We both turned around, and behold it was the Catechist. He started walking
menacingly towards us. I hid behind Matthew, and buried my head in his back.
I was deeply ashamed. Reality had struck me. The Catechist is a friend of our
family, he and my dad were in the church planning committee. He has always
praised my dad for having well-behaved children. I knew i was in big trouble,
there was no way I was going to get out of this, at least not without some
lashes from my father.
The Catechist tried to snatch me away from Mathew's back, but we kept
turning him in circles. He grew angry, and slapped Matthew. Matthew stood
motionless, holding his face in his palm, as the Catechist snatched me from
behind him. "You this lady, what have you turned to all of a sudden?" He lifted
his hands, and aimed a slap at my face. I shut my eyes tightly, anticipating the
sting from the slap. It never came. After a few seconds, i slowly opened my
eyes, and looked up. Matthew had intercepted the slap, he held the Catechist's
hand in the air as they struggled. Sarah hurriedly walked into the building, she
was shell-shocked when she saw Matthew and the catechist.
I could see the disbelief in her eyes as she held her mouth in her palm. She
beckoned on me to follow her, and bolted away. As i took the first step
towards my escape, the catechist shouted will you stop there" I froze. He let
go of Matthew, and grabbed hold of my hand. I will take you to your father
personally, he must know that you are now a prostitute" he taunted.
At this point, tears began to roll down my cheeks, i fell on my knees pleading
and sobbing, promising never to repeat this mistake. Matthew joined the
begging but all to no avail. He dragged me out of the building, all the way to
his motorcycle, order me to climb on, and zoomed off, to my father's house. I
was shedding tears all the way, i know my father will be at home at this time.
How bad can this get? I kept wondering as tears flowed freely.
To be continued.....
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He interrupted before David could finish the statement. He pushed him out of
the way, and dragged me along, I was already sobbing uncontrollably. David
locked the gate quickly, and ran after us.
The sitting room door flew open, there was my father. He was lying on the
sofa with a copy of the Hear My Story" Story written by Olajide, Oduniyi D.,
covering his face. His glasses Hung on his nose. He was so engrossed to notice
who just entered the sitting room.
"Ekurole sir" the catechist greeted in Yoruba language.
My father recognized the voice, and quickly sat up on the sofa. He turned
around, and immediately saw me cringing behind the catechist, sobbing
loudly. He sprang up from his seat, and rushed towards me.
Ruth, are you okay? Where have you been, what happened to you?.
The catechist jumped in.
You won't believe were i saw your daughter just now. This small girl is now a
prostitute"
My father was startled, a look of confusion enveloped his face.
"What is he talking about?" He quizzed, directing a stern gaze at me.
The catechist continued. " you know that house we are building for Reverend
father, the one at the other end of our compound. I have been going there to
inspect the place for more than one month now, each time i go there every
Saturday morning, i always pick up condom sachet, and even used condoms. I
wondered how this was made possible in the church premises. So today I said
I must go and see what is always happening there every Friday and to know
the perpetrators of such ungodly act.
On getting, behold! I saw your daughter, with that useless boy called Matthew.
The position i met them both ehn! I was really shocked. Even when i wanted to
correct them, the boy started fighting me"
Enough!" Thundered my father. He turned towards me with blood shut eyes,
Ruth, so you have decided to disgrace me? After all my discipline?"
No daddy, I did not.
A slap landed on my cheeks before I could finish. I had barely recovered from
the shock of the slap, before my father took off his slippers and began to give
me a thorough beating of my life. I tried to run away, but daddy grabbed hold
of me, threw me to the floor and kicked me, he was just to strong for me to
take any action.
"You want to bring shame to my name? You want to make me a laughing
stock? So this is why you wanted to go to practice alone eh? So that you can
turn to another thing . You refused to come home with your brother. I will kill
you before you disgrace me. Foolish!".
I was on the floor, wailing and screaming in pain.
My immediate elder brother Daniel rushed out from his room. My agonizing
screams must have alerted him. He rushed straight at me on the floor, and
shielded me from my father's wrath and slippers.
Daniel get out of my sight, let me kill this prostitute" Dad roared.
No, daddy, It's enough, she is the only sister i have, maybe you should kill two
of us." Daniel fired back.
Dad struck him in the head with the slippers, before putting it back on.
Your mother will continue from where i stop when she returns from work" he
said, As he made his way towards his room.
Daniel helped me up to my feet, the catechist and David were nowhere at
sight, as he carried me off to my bedroom.
I laid motionless on my bed, staring at the ceiling with tears falling freely from
my eyes. my whole body ached. A lot of thoughts rushed through my mind.
I was truthfully guilty, but the catechist exaggerated & fabricated the whole
event that ensued between I & Matthew. Daddy did not even listen to me. He
now thinks I am a....
Well maybe mummy will listen to me, she will understand that I am not a bad
girl. This is just a feeling I couldn't control cos i've never felt this before. All I
needed at this moment is just parental care, guidance and advise instead of
the beating am getting.
I await mum's reaction on the matter as I lay on my bed.
To be continued....
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So you have started sleeping with those small small boys in church abi?"
Mummy i did not.."
Shut up"
It wasn't. "
Keep quiet, i said! Now tell me, how long have you been sleeping with him?"
Mummy, it's a lie, I didn't sleep with anyone, i have not done it before, I'm a
virgin i swear.i replied, crying, hoping my tears would convince her.
Hmmm, we will see about that, I'm coming" she said, as she walked away
from my room.
I stayed on my bed, confused, and wondering what my mum was up to. I
couldn't tell if she believed me or not. At least she hasn't added to my father's
torture,yet.
Twenty minutes passed, i must have been falling asleep when my door flew
open again. My mum was back. She had taken off her uniform. She was
wearing a t-shirt and shorts. She was clutching on to a pair of surgical gloves.
Gently, she locked the door, and began to wear the gloves.
A lot ran through my mind. Why did she lock my door? What does she need
surgical gloves for? Today was the day all my affection for my mum died and
was buried!
To be continued tomorrow....
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David and Daniel were already outside my door, inquiring why my mum
wanted them. My crying intensified, a feeling of frustration enveloped me.
Oya I'm waiting, or should i open the door for them?" My mum said
impatiently.
Slowly, i obeyed her, with tears gushing out of my eyes in torrents.
I laid still, and moved my legs apart. What she was looking for, or hoping to
find I had no idea.
By the time she was through, i wasn't crying anymore. My countenance
changed. It wasnt just sadness anymore. I was bitter. A feeling of anger and
hatred overwhelmed me.
My mum, propped herself up, and walked away, without saying a word to me.
She probably discovered i had told the truth, but pride and shame won't let
her apologize.
I turned around and looked at the wall clock, it was almost 1 AM, i have been
deep in thought for hours. My mind went over the day's activities.
My parents have locked me in a cage, my mum humiliated me. My father
wants to kill me. I felt alone and depressed.
There was only one ray of sunshine for me today. Somebody loves me. He
told me himself. I had never felt so loved before.
Despite all that happened today, i ll do anything to get that kiss again, to fall
helplessly into his caring arms.
He 'll be my shoulder to cry on. I must see Matthew again, no matter what it
takes. He alone can help me find happiness in this little world of mine where
no one cares about my happiness.
But how do i escape from the watchful eyes of my parents? I know after today,
dad will never allow me attend practice again. But i must find a way, i know
just the right people who can help me. Sarah and Hannah. I can't wait to see
them.
To be continued...
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The devotion ended. I got up quickly, hoping to dash out of sight before
anyone noticed my presence.
Ruth come back here, we are not finished with you" My father's voice halted
me in my strides.
I turned around with a frown on my face, and hands folded across my chest.
My parents had already taken up seats side by side.
Sit down," My mum ordered.
"I'm okay like this" I replied, looking upwards with disgust. I have never replied
my parents like this before. I guess times have changed.
My father cleared his throat and continued.
You have now decided to bring shame upon me. To the extent that you now
sleep with small boys in the house of God.."
Daddy i did not."
Shut up!" My dad shouted, getting up from his seat,
"If you interrupt me again I'll break your head" He thundered.
As menacing as he sounded, i was largely unmoved. The anger that had built
up in my heart far exceeded the fear I had for my father.
Hence forth", He continued, in a harsh and authoritative tone. " You will not
go to that practice again. Infact go and tell them you are no longer part of
them"
Apart from church and school, do not leave this house to any place. If I see
you with that useless boy, or any boy for that matter, i ll kill both you with my
bare handssilly child"
"Okay, is that all?" I asked, in a mocking tone.
My friend get out of here" my mum replied, obviously irritated by my attitude.
I turned around, and walked lazily towards my bathroom. I wasn't ready to do
any house chores. Whoever wanted me to work, will have to kill me first, i
resolved in my heart. Thankfully, nobody disturbed me.
I returned from the bathroom, with a towel tied around my body,
I stood in front of my mirror, admiring myself. For once I appreciated how
pretty I was and i flashed back to Matthew's compliment on my beauty.
I opened my drawer, and brought out all my make up accessories, which in
total included a comb, face powder and body cream. My mum wouldn't allow
anything else. I applied everything meticulously, making sure it was all perfect.
My heart and soul were completely detached from the church. All I could
focus on was how to leave the hall without arousing my parent's suspicion.
I got up from my seat, and moved closer to my mum. I bent down and
whispered into her ear.
I want to buy sanitary pad, my period has suddenly started"
Didn't you know it would start today? Are you a small child, she answered in a
rather irritated tone.
It happens unexpectedly sometimes", which was a lie.
My mum put her hands in her purse, and brought out a #500naira note.
Hurry before you stain yourself"
I get to accomplish my mission, and also get paid for it, I thought to myself as I
made my way out of the hall.
A feeling of eagerness, and excitement coupled with a little guilt dominated
my heart. I wondered if Matthew was waiting for me there.
The church compound was much quiet now. The walk way was nearly devoid
of people, save for a few people who were probably on a mission too.
I headed straight to the description on the note. I could see a car parked
almost behind the house, a black, Toyota corolla, it had tinted Windows
making it impossible to see who was inside.
Sarah was standing right next to the car as I approached. She opened the
door to the back seat, and waved at me to go in.
My heartbeat raced as i saw Matthew inside the car. A smile enveloped my
face. I could barely hide my excitement. He smiled back at me, and hugged
me really tight.
He held my chin, and drew me closer to himself for a kiss. I closed my eyes,
anticipating when a hard knock on the car window sharply interrupted our
kiss. It was Sarah, she was trying to warn us of something.
I looked around, and saw my mother walking towards our location, with fury
and haste, clutching on to my bible.
It suddenly hit me, i left the note in my bible. My mum must have found it.
God, I'm in trouble again I said to myself.
Matthew saw the troubled look on my face. He smiled, and told me to calm
down. Sarah will take care of this.
I doubted him, my mum was quite a detective.
How do i get outta this without lashes from my dad again?
To be continued....
My heart and soul were completely detached from the church. All I could
focus on was how to leave the hall without arousing my parent's suspicion.
I got up from my seat, and moved closer to my mum. I bent down and
whispered into her ear.
I want to buy sanitary pad, my period has suddenly started"
Didn't you know it would start today? Are you a small child, she answered in a
rather irritated tone.
It happens unexpectedly sometimes", which was a lie.
My mum put her hands in her purse, and brought out a #500naira note.
Hurry before you stain yourself"
I get to accomplish my mission, and also get paid for it, I thought to myself as I
made my way out of the hall.
A feeling of eagerness, and excitement coupled with a little guilt dominated
my heart. I wondered if Matthew was waiting for me there.
The church compound was much quiet now. The walk way was nearly devoid
of people, save for a few people who were probably on a mission too.
I headed straight to the description on the note. I could see a car parked
almost behind the house, a black, Toyota corolla, it had tinted Windows
making it impossible to see who was inside.
Sarah was standing right next to the car as I approached. She opened the
door to the back seat, and waved at me to go in.
My heartbeat raced as i saw Matthew inside the car. A smile enveloped my
face. I could barely hide my excitement. He smiled back at me, and hugged
me really tight.
He held my chin, and drew me closer to himself for a kiss. I closed my eyes,
anticipating when a hard knock on the car window sharply interrupted our
kiss. It was Sarah, she was trying to warn us of something.
I looked around, and saw my mother walking towards our location, with fury
and haste, clutching on to my bible.
It suddenly hit me, i left the note in my bible. My mum must have found it.
God, I'm in trouble again I said to myself.
Matthew saw the troubled look on my face. He smiled, and told me to calm
down. Sarah will take care of this.
I doubted him, my mum was quite a detective.
How do i get outta this without lashes from my dad again?
To be continued....
house"
There was a look of disappointment on Matthew's face, he seemed a little
frustrated. Deep down in my own heart, I'd love to hang out with him. But
there was nothing i could do about it. My parents were everywhere.
What if I pick you up from school?"
I greeted the question with a look of confusion on my face,
How? " I asked. Still very confused.
I 'll come and pick you with a friend's car during break, i ll bring you back
quickly. No one will notice you were gone. Sarah will tell you how to leave the
school.
My mind went blank for sometime. I knew Sarah and Hannah usually sneaks
out of the school during breaks, but I had never followed them. I had no
reason to. I still wondered how they were able to leave and return unnoticed
and what actually was their mission out there.
I have always participated in the goodies they bring back from where ever they
go.
I was really scared, but I had to accept. It was worth the risk, so i thought.
I unlocked the door, and attempted to leave, Matthew held me back, and
pulled me closer to himself.
My head wanted to go, but my heart had a different plan, I was still consumed
in my thoughts when he kissed me.
We 'll continue from here, Promise?"
Yes"
Okay" he said, licking his lips in a seductive manner. I never knew what that
meant. I had no idea what i had just promised.
As i walked back to the auditorium, my eye-ball kept dancing from side to side,
incase someone had spotted me coming out of the car.
As i approached my parents seat, my heart began to beat faster. I felt like a
thief, i just hoped the guilt i felt in my heart hasn't registered on my face. I
stole a quick glance at my mum's face. She was still holding on to the note.
When did Sarah give you this?" She asked as soon as I sat.
Last week." I replied her.
My mum gave me a long suspicious look, and turned her attention to the
altar.
I was really nervous, but all I could think about was meeting Matthew on
Monday. I had made him a promise, even if I barely understood the nature of
the promise.
To be continued...
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There was a little silence, i faced the opposite direction looking outside the
window.
So, what about us? We still have , I'd love to show you were I stay, can I take
you there please" Matthew turned my head around gently.
I wanted to refuse, I knew I have had enough for one day. But i was too weak
to say No.i simply nodded my head in agreement. He started the engines
and drove off.
A lot of thoughts rushed through my head, as we journeyed to his house. I
couldn't believe this was me. I am taking a very bold step, i do not know how it
will turn out.
With this my state of ecstasy, it would take divine intervention to hold myself
together. I do not want to lose my virginity just yet, my mother may inspect
again.
I resolved in my heart to refuse his advancement and control my emotion this
time around, but will Matthew let me off after spending so much? I wondered
quietly.
What happened that day revealed something else about Matthew.
To be continued....
center.
I walked straight to the assembly hall with my bag firmly hung on my
shoulders, as I was already late.
The morning assembly was like every other one. We sang some hymns, recited
the national anthem and performed other daily routine.
The principal made an announcement, reminding all SS3 students of the
commencement of WAEC and NECO registration, we were to part with the
sum of 35 thousand Naira in all.
The announcement was welcomed with great happiness, it meant we would
soon be out of secondary school. I can't wait to be in the university, it would
mean one thing..Freedom!
We marched to our various classes, singing along.
As soon as we sat in class, i moved to Sarah's seat. I couldn't contain my
excitement. I wanted all the details of the escape plan. How exactly am i going
to leave this school compound?.
Sarah and Hannah looked at me with surprise and laughed hysterically. My
naivity must have amused them. I looked like a curious lamb perhaps.
"Did you bring extra clothes?" Sarah asked
Why? What for?" I asked, genuinely surprised.
Haba you can't be walking outside with your school uniform na, you want to
tell the entire city that you escaped from school?" Hannah replied, a little
irritated.
I didn't know I had to, so what do we do now?" I asked, with a worried look
Hannah will give you her own"
Will you?"
Sarah obliged, she always comes in handy for evil deeds. She was like the
devil's assistant to me.
I was about to ask other questions, when the class suddenly became quiet.
Our class teacher had just walked in.
I turned around and headed for my seat.
Last period before break" Sarah whispered to me. As I approached my seat.
The morning lessons went by slowly. I barely understood anything that was
said in class, thanks to the fear and excitement building up inside me.
The bell rang, to signify the end of the third lesson of the day, and the
It would be really difficult for anyone to spot them, because the rear gate was
quite far from the main school compound, and it was shielded by trees and
tall grasses.
It is rare for anyone to use the rear gate. It is mainly used during the morning
hours, to ease traffic.
As i stood and watched, i began to understand how the whole process works.
The gate man was merely making money off the girls. He collects, a fee of 500
naira from each girl, and allows them escape unnoticed. The gate house was
their changing room. The gateman even keeps their uniform safe when they
are gone.
It all seemed like a safe plan, at least for now.
"Here, put this on" Sarah ordered, as she handed me a pair of leggings and a
yellow top.
I struggled into the trousers. It felt really weird, I had never worn trousers
before, my mum doesn't like it on me, even if she wears.
Hannah opened her school bag, and brought out a box containing make up
accessories, and handed them over to me.
I held on to them, not knowing what exactly to do with them. I have never
used make up before. This was a whole new experience for me.
Sarah noticed my dilemma, and came to my rescue. She applied the make up
on my face, layer after layer. I felt like a different person already.
I grabbed a mirror from the box, and looked at my face. I couldn't believe how
pretty I was.
The red lipstick matched my earrings, the handbag went with the shoes.
Everything looked perfect. I wished i could look like this every day.
Sarah brought out her phone, and dialed a number. I guess she called
Matthew.
Few minutes later, we heard the sound of a car horn just outside the gate.
The gate man came out, looked around as usual, to make sure no one sees us.
He signaled us to go. Hannah handed over a thousand naira note to him, as
we made our way outside.
Sarah waved me farewell with a smile on her face, urging me to have fun. She
did not go with us, because I had borrowed her cloths.
A car was packed just outside the fence. I recognized it, it was the same car
from Sunday.
The door opened, and i sat in front. Hannah took the back seat. There was
someone else at the back, a boy. I haven't seen him before. But judging by his
Matthew and I sat side by side, facing Hannah and Joseph. A waiter came
around, and we made our orders.
because I had no idea what to order. I was quite lost. I have not eaten at a fast
food before.
The orders came eventually, i had a plate of fried rice and chicken with five
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alive.
Hannah ordered the same, but with a bottle of smirnoff ice. The guys opted
for local dishes.
Joseph requested for a bottle of coke, while Matthew took a can of lacasera.
As we ate, we discussed various topics. I was starting to feel a little more
comfortable.
Joseph dominated the conversation, he spoke quite fondly of his university
and NYSC days.
He was a graduate of Obafemi Awolowo University. He wasn't shy about
admitting that he was a rugged" man in school.
I became a little scared of him. For once i noticed his rugged" appearance. His
red eyes and dark lips gave me the impression that he is a smoker.
The Story of My Life...
I stole a quick glance at Hannah, she had been actively involved in the
conversation,
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and laughing when there's nothing funny.
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15
She didn't seem scared of Joseph as i was. But I could tell from the
.....Episode
conversation16that both of them had only met today!
Occasionally, Joseph would run his hands through Hannah's lap. She would
It was a beautiful gold wrist watch, worth all the money spent on it. The most
simply look at him and give a smile of approval.
expensive watch I have ever owned cost 800 Naira, it was a birthday gift from
my
brother,
Daniel.
I was
irritated
every time i saw this, this i really chose this kinda lady as friend?,
they were in public for crying out loud. It made Hannah look like a prostitute.
Where is your phone? Let's snap some pictures" Matthew said, stretching his
But she didn't mind.
hands towards me, hoping to collect it.
My displeasure was written all over my face. Joseph must have noticed this as
"I don't have a phone" I replied, feeling very much embarrassed.
he turned attention to me.
I was practically the only one in my class who did not have a phone. I had
requested
for one,
butyou?"
my parents insisted I must get done with secondary
So Ruth, how
old are
school
before owning one.
" I'm 16,"
Ah! you are a big girl nau, just relax and enjoy yourself okay? There's money
Seriously? But Why? Matthew persisted further
to be spent. You ll go home loaded"
My parents didn't buy for me" I stammered,
As soon as he mentioned money, Hannah gave him a peck. I started
"Which phone will you like to buy?" Matthew asked pointing towards the
wondering, is it all about the money?
opposite section where they sell phones.
Anyone
If she willwill
let do"
him do those nasty things because of money, does that not make
"I
know
what to get
you
darling"
her
a prostitute?
And
what
about me?
I turned my attention to Matthew, he seemed quite indifferent. He took my
He
ledand
metold
to the
phone catalog. Lots of phones were on open display,
hand
memobile
to relax.
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would
be really
cool to
own
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of these
told
myself.
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finished
our meal,
and
Joseph
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bills and we headed out of
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phone
after
another,
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listened
to the
restaurant.
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stairs
upwards,
and
entered
hallmark.
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conversation
between
Matthew
and
the
attendant.
complex fascinated me.
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and
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for
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looking
round
andafter
round.
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knowing
what
I was
and
she packaged
supposed
to do. our goodies in a customized polythene bag.
Matthew
brought
out
his wallet
and gave
the cashier
his ATM
card.
Joseph and
Hannah
walked
towards
a different
direction,
out of
sight.
She took it from him, swiped it across a machine (POS) and handed it back to
Matthew
put his hands around my waist, and pulled me forward as we
him.
continued walking. I felt special, but I was still a little shy. I wasn't used to such
We walked
back
the car. Hannah and Joseph had not arrived yet, so we
public
display
of to
affection.
waited
patiently
in the
car.
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what
will youfor
likethem
to buy?"
Matthew
asked, pulling me closer to himself.
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tookwhat
my hand,
and ifastened
wrist
to it.before. My mum
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i wanted,
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at my hand,
and smiled sheepishly.
buys
everything
i need.
Its
beautiful"
said in
between
gentle smile.
"Thanks,
but i Idon't
think
i wantaanything,
I'm okay" i replied politely
Just like you Ruth, I love you"
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come
on,had
i have
to buy
something
for you
today,
something to
provetohow
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words
a way
of making
me feel
weak
and vulnerable,
I began
much
i love
and adore
you" seemed genuine to me.
feel like
a princess.
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reply,
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standing
in, trying
to pick
out anything that may interest me.
those words
to anyone
before.
tags on them. I examined each price tag carefully, the cheapest was #4500.
The
sound
ringshook
tone interrupted
our activity.
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the kiss,
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upof
atMatthew's
Matthew, and
my head, indicating
thatHe
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and
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on my
chair,
still
wishing
we would
continue.
wristlet
watch
thought
they
were
too
expensive
to buy.
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What?" Me)
Matthew asked with a puzzling look on his face
Matthew
out his iphone,
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arebrought
too expensive"
repliedand answered his call.
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we still
deyabout
wait oh"
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worry
the price baby, i can do anything for you, even if it
Okay na,
quickwith
drop
am
for school oh"
means
paying
my
life"
Matthew
his and
phone
back in
his his
pocket
and
turned
mewith
again.
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a little
thanked
him,
words
made
metowards
fall in love
him
That was Joseph, he and your friend are staying a little longer inside, they
more.
won't
be coming
with us" wrist watch, he open the shelf and brought it out.
I pointed
at the cheapest
How will she get back to school?" I asked, feeling a little worried.
To
continued.....
Hebe
will
bring her when they are through"
There was a little silence, i faced the opposite direction looking outside the
window.
So, what about us? We still have , I'd love to show you were I stay, can I take
you there please" Matthew turned my head around gently.
I wanted to refuse, I knew I have had enough for one day. But i was too weak
to say No.i simply nodded my head in agreement. He started the engines
and drove off.
A lot of thoughts rushed through my head, as we journeyed to his house. I
couldn't believe this was me. I am taking a very bold step, i do not know how it
will turn out.
With this my state of ecstasy, it would take divine intervention to hold myself
together. I do not want to lose my virginity just yet, my mother may inspect
again.
I resolved in my heart to refuse his advancement and control my emotion this
time around, but will Matthew let me off after spending so much? I wondered
quietly.
What happened that day revealed something else about Matthew.
To be continued....
fridge and some other electronic appliances I don't think I have seen before.
Overall, the setting of the room provided more than comfort, it was pure
luxury. Just how much does his parents give him? I wondered silently.
Here, have your sit" he said, pointing towards the bed.
I sat down, feeling a little uneasy. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do or
say exactly. A fish out of water is how I would describe myself.
Your room is lovely" I managed to say.
Oh! Thanks, I'm glad you like it".
He grabbed his remote control and turned on his home theater. The music
came on, it was one of Frank Edwards song titled "If God Be For Me". I
nodded slowly to the beats.
Matthew pulled up close to me on the bed, and placed a palm on my cheek.
Did you mean it when you said you loved me too?" He asked in a rather
innocent tone.
There was a look of humility and sincerity on his face, he was like a little child
pleading for ice cream.
Yes" was all I could say.
Then prove it to me Ruth"
How?" I asked, genuinely puzzled.
While I was still anticipating a response, he pulled me closed to himself and
moved in for a kiss.
It was a continuation from were we left off in the car. The whole sequence was
repeating itself.
I tried to resist, but a certain weakness enveloped me. I just gave in and fell
back.
A feeling of guilt lingered around my head, I knew I shouldn't be here, but the
pleasure of the moment blocked my common sense.
No please don't " I pleaded when i knew he was on another planet already.
Ruth, i thought you said you love me?"
I do, but I can't do this, I'm scared"
Are you a virgin?" He asked, looking surprised
Yes, and my mum inspects me regularly, she did the last time the Catechist
caught us in church" i replied, trying to avoid his gaze.
What do you mean by inspect? You mean she checks you down there?" He
asked, pointing towards 'it'.
Yes"
He got up from above me with a resigned look on his face. He probably knew
if I was disvirgined, my parents will take it out on him.
I drew his sheet, and covered my Unclad body with it. For the first time i
realized i was Unclad, and felt really shy.
You know we can still have fun, and you will still be a virgin" he said with
some anticipation.
How?"
Just trust me" he replied, as he climbed over me again.
This time, he pulled my skirts down, without any resistance. I was completely
Unclad.
He did everything unimaginable which I cannot explain. I was powerless to
refuse. Partly because I enjoyed it, and partly because I wanted to prove i
loved him. (But is this the true definition of LOVE?)
It was around 10minutes before the end of our break, it was time to go.
I dressed up hurriedly, arranged myself in front of the mirror and we headed
out.
Did you have fun?" Matthew asked as he started the engines.
Yes" i replied shyly
We drove off and headed back to my school. Matthew did not pressure me to
have sex with him. Unknown to him, it has increased my love for him.
But on the other hand, he has introduced me to a habit that would complicate
my life. A life style that has led me to my current state.
To Be Continued....
That's much better, it's not a big deal, we all do it. Just grow up Ruth.
I nodded in agreement sheepishly, and started arranging my personal stuffs.
The break was already over, and the school compound was getting quieter as
students made their way into their classrooms.
A thought suddenly hit me, as Sarah asked
Where is Hannah"?
she went with Matthew's cousin, she will soon be back I'm sure"
Deep within me, i was really scared. Joseph did not look or sound like a decent
person. He looked more like a thug.
I also knew Hannah would follow him home, to sleep with him. But shouldn't
she have returned already?
We have waited for more than 20 minutes after the break. And our worry had
become pronounce.
I kept pacing up and down the gate house, worried that something bad might
have happened to Hannah.
Her number wasn't connecting either. Even the gate man joined my panic.
After 20 more minutes of waiting. We heard a weak knock on the gate. I
prayed silently for it to be Hannah. I couldn't bear the panic any longer.
The gate man opened up quickly. The sight before us heightened our anxiety
and panic.
Hannah was seated on the ground, looking weak and spent. Her face looked
nothing like the person who left the school with me today.
Her make up was ruined, something must have dried up on her face. Her
cloths were wet and dirty.
She wore the look of someone who had been through a lot.
We rushed forward to help her up to her feet, and carried her into the gate
house.
What happened to you?" Sarah asked with a shaky voice. I was too
dumbfounded to speak.
Hannah began her story from where we got separated.....
To Be Continued......
were smoking , and drinking all sort of drinks when Hannah and Joseph
walked in.
After a slight exchange of 'GUYS' greetings and handshakes, Joseph
introduced Hannah as his little girl" and escorted her into a room in the
house.
The room was untidy and stuffy, probably hasn't been swept for over a week.
The sheets smelled of sweat, with different colours of stains spattered around
it.
Joseph pushed Hannah to the bed lightly, and began to kiss and Uncloth her.
He met absolutely no resistance, not that it would have mattered as he was
slightly drunk, and Hannah knew she was there for that purpose.
They were both already Unclad when Hannah remembered that Joseph wasn't
using a protection
She questioned Joseph on this, which he declined giving a reply to.
Hannah insisted, and an argument ensued. She threatened to leave if Joseph
would not provide a protection.
Her threat obviously infuriated Joseph, as he slapped her across her face. She
tried to get up, but Joseph held her down on the bed, covered her mouth with
his palm and forced his way.
He molested her for more than 20 minutes, before letting go of her. Hannah
stood up and reigned insults on him.
Joseph walked out of the room, and Hannah began to dress herself up.
The door to the room flew open, and the 5 boys from the sitting room strolled
in, with a wicked smile registered on their faces.
She was still partially Unclad, she knew what she was in for and there was so
little she could do. The five of them took turns on her.
Joseph was no where in sight. She got nothing from the whole day's show, as
the money they gave her was barely enough for her transportation.
Cold shivers ran down my spine as i imagined the scenario. I started having a
second thought on sneaking out of school ever again. But on a second
thought, Thank God Matthew wasn't like his cousin, I thought to myself.
Hannah changed into her school uniform, we packaged our cloths inside her
bag, and walked towards our classroom. She was still very uncomfortable
walking, so we had to help her.
At this time, we had completely missed the first lesson after break. The
principal, reminding us that we would begin extra lessons the following week.
As soon as the teacher left, Sarah entered with Hannah's bag firmly rested on
her back.
She dropped it on Hannah's desk, and walked up to me. I was quite surprised
she got the bag.
So what happened?" I asked rather excitedly.
Forget about it, that man is a dog, I simply gave him what he wanted"
Sarah's response shocked the day light out of me. My mouth opened in
surprise.
Perhaps I had misinterpreted her response, so I asked again plainly.
"You mean you did it with him inside his office just now?"
what is your own?" Sarah fired, sounding a little angry. That was when I knew
the kind of friends am really involved with.
Or I should have allowed him to tell your parents? I did that because of you ,
so get over it."
I was perplexed. I wasn't sure which was more surprising, Ruth's affair with Mr
Makanjuola, or the complete indifference she showed.
I kept staring at her with my eyes and mouth wide open.
My gaze must have embarrassed her a little, as she waved her palm across my
face.
Do you think I'm the only one he has slept with"? Sarah asked defensively,
leading my gaze towards our class captain.
I shook my head, everyone knew Mr Makanjuola to be a serial womaniser.
Rumour had it that he almost Molested our class captain in his office, when
she went to submit assignments.
Seeing that Sarah was slightly upset, i thanked her for coming to my rescue,
and tactfully changed the subject.
Principal said we would begin extra lectures next week"
Really? Sarah said excitedly.
Hope your mother will not be coming to pick you after the lesson?" Sarah
asked, eagerly anticipating a response
Probably not" I replied
Good, because we are so grooving it. There's this place I ll like Matthew to
take us to.."
The closing bell interrupted her mid way, and we both got up. I transferred all
items belonging to me from Hannah's bag into mine and headed for the car
pack to meet my mum.
I looked around, and spotted her Black Mazda. In her usual spot. She was
often the first parent to arrive for school run, hence her spot was always free.
I greeted her as I took my seat beside her. She responded, fixing her gaze on
my wrist.
That's an expensive wrist watch, whose own is it?" She asked, focusing all
attention on me.
It belongs to Sarah, i forgot to give it back to her" I lied
Okay, better return it now before you spoil it"
I stepped out of the car, and carried my school bag along. I walked all the way
back to my classroom, in search of Sarah.
She and Hannah were walking towards the gate house when I sighted them. I
caught up with them, and handed my wrist watch and phone over to her.
My mum is asking questions " i said hurriedly.
Sarah accepted the items, keeping them safely in her bag.
Don't forget them at home, see you tomorrow"
I hurried quickly towards the car pack to meet my mum.
The rest of the week was uneventful. We were eagerly anticipating the
commencement of our lessons the following week.
It would turn out to be the week when the good girl" died.
To Be Continued....
had infused a lot of confidence into me. She told me Matthew will never leave
me for life for whatsoever reason if I can release my virginity to him. I can't
imagine loosing my one and only MATTHEW to those tiny-legged ladies.
I took my bath quickly, and got dressed for school. I looked through my
wardrobe, and picked my favourite blue gown, folded it carefully and tucked it
inside my bag along with my phone. I was good to go.
My mum was already seated in the car waiting for me. I took my seat next to
her, and we headed for my school.
To Be Continued....
so much like a prostitute. But who am I to judge? Aren't we very much the
same? I thought to myself as I slowly took off my uniform.
I put on my gown hurriedly, and sat quietly waiting for Sarah to make me up. I
still didn't know how to apply make up. Every time I tried was a disaster. Sarah
got dressed on time. She looked so pretty in her make up. She was naturally
endowed just like me. The tight-fitting short gown she wore made a fine print
of her shape.
I sat motionless as she applied make up on my face, she was quite meticulous.
She seemed so keen on making me look beautiful today
After a while, I looked at myself in the mirror. My own beauty made me proud.
I turned from side to side, trying out various poses. Everything seemed
perfect. Even the gate man couldn't help himself, I caught him staring.
I took my school bag, and we headed out of the school compound. Just
outside, Matthew car was packed in front of an Audi car.
I didn't bother to look at the occupants of the car behind, I simply took a seat
beside Matthew, while Sarah and Hannah entered the car packed behind.
You look stunning baby" Matthew said, moving in for a kiss.
His lips met mine without resistance, the shyness I use to feel was gone. I felt
bolder and more confident in the presence of Matthew.
That was how bad I've grown to become within those few days of getting my
freedom..
To Be Continued...
and unpredictable. I didn't quite know how it will turn out for me. I strolled to
the principal's office to check out the time-table for the day.
It was perfect for my plans, I had only one subject, which means I could leave
the school by 3:30. That would mean 2 hours with Matthew. As I walked back
to the class, i pinged Matthew, to inform him of the time-table. He agreed to
pick me up by 3:30. Everything was set.
The day went by very fast, I could hardly focus in class. All i had on my mind
was meeting Matthew later. I planned something special for him today. At the
end of lectures that day, we stayed behind as other students made their way
home.
The school was rowdy as usual, hundreds of students made their way towards
the gate. The car pack was fully occupied by different brands of cars, with
parents waiting eagerly for their wards.
It was a little strange for me. I wasn't hurrying to get my stuff together, I
wasn't rushing out to the car park to meet my mum.
I just sat there in class, looking out the window and enjoying. the freedom i
had. I could do anything I wanted, and walk back home without feeling any
remorse.
This is the time in my life when my parents control began to wane. There was
little that could be done to salvage me, my heart has chosen a poor course.
As time progressed, the compound began to empty slowly. Most of the
students had gone, the car park became empty. Only my classmates were left
in the school. Those who brought lunch had started eating, others went out to
buy snacks. I had neither. The money my mum gave me that morning was
barely enough for my transport. I didn't think I would need lunch, Matthew
would take care of that.
All i took was extra clothes. That was all i needed. I was becoming an expert at
absconding from school. I spent the lecture break chatting with Matthew,
giving him minute by minute update on events around the school.
At 2:30 the bell rang, signifying the commencement of the first lesson. The
subject was English. All through the lesson, i sat there fantasizing about what
my afternoon will look like.
The vibration from my phone jolted me back to reality. I rested my head on
the table, with my phone beneath the desk to check out who it was.
I tried to convince myself that I wasn't like them, afterall I wasn't selling my
body for money, I was in love.
The sound of the door-knob turning interrupted my thoughts. Matthew had
returned from the chemist, he carried a weird smile on his face. He locked the
door, and sat right next to me on the bed. We began a conversation about our
childhood and parents.
I told him how my parents had prevented me from having any kind of fun. He
seemed very understanding, and as usual was full of encouraging words.
Matthew turned towards me, and began his usual charade of words with his
soft appealing baritone voice.
Ruth, you know how much I love and cherish you. I'm willing to do anything
for you. I ll show you more love than your parents ever will".
His words had the usual effect on me. I could feel that flutter in my tommy
again. I made no attempt to resist as his lips touched mine.
All the muscles in my body relaxed under his touch, I felt so weak and
vulnerable and I eventually let myself loose for him. Someone I thought loves
me the most in this world.
I can't tell how long it lasted, but I was glad it was over. The pain was rather
excruciating. I sat up on the bed, and looked in between my laps. I noticed
trickles of blood flowing. It was then it dawned on me, I had lost my virginity,
my pride, my all.
A new feeling of sadness and regret overwhelmed me. I suddenly wished i
hadn't, I had loosed something which i can never regain back forever.
I looked towards Matthew, he was busy putting his clothes back on looking
rather indifferent. His eyes caught my gaze, he must have noticed the
apprehension on my face, as he moved closer and hugged me, but this time
around the hug had no effect on me. I never felt anything within my tommy
like I always did then when our body was in contact.
This looks strange!
What have I just gotten myself into?
To Be Continued....
The entire story shocked me very much. My mum knows definitely that I was
not in school. I couldn't tell her where I went either, that would spell the end of
lectures for me.
I had to say something, anything to get out of this mess. It was moments like
this I wished I had Sarah here.
"I went home with Sarah", I blotted out, without thinking it through.
Haven't i warned you never to go close to that prostitute?"
She is the only friend I have" i said, increasing my tears and hoping it would
soften my mum's heart. But that was not to be"
Friend indeed, how am I sure you haven't been sleeping with men just like
her"?
Mummy I swear i haven't"
In that case lie down let's see", as she tried to pull me up from my knees unto
the bed.
My excuses and lies were futile, my mum was bent on doing her inspection. I
knew exactly how bad this could get, the embarrassment would be extremely
terrible. I was determined not to allow it happen.
I made up my mind to stand up to my mother just like Matthew had advised. I
broke away from her grip, and moved away from the bedside towards my wall
mirror.
My friend lie down on that bed before I lose my temper", she yelled angrily.
" I'm not lying down, leave me alone" i yelled at her with the same ferocity.
The expression on her face changed, the anger was replaced with surprise and
disbelief. This was the first time I had yelled at her.
So Ruth, it has come to this?" She asked, walking slowly towards me.
I began to retreat, as she approached, I knew this was not going to end well
for a certainty, but knowing about the state of my virginity would hold far
more dire consequences. I had my back to the wall already, there was no
further room to retreat. My mum closed in on me and aimed a slap directly at
my face.
I caught her hand mid way in the air, and held on to it.
So you want to beat me too?" She asked, and began to scream.
Ruth must beat me today"
She broke free from my grip, and held tightly to my shirt, ripping it apart with
all her energy.
She gripped my singlet as well, and began to tear it apart. I had no underwear
As David began to walk towards me. I started to imagine what would happen.
Daniel would hold me down, while my mum parted my legs in the full view of
three adult males. It would be a terrible embarrassment when they all
discover that my hymen has been tampered with.
I couldn't take it anymore. All the remorse I felt disappeared. A new feeling of
anger and bitterness swelled inside me, I felt like exploding. I grabbed a piece
of the broken mirror on the floor, and made it visible to everyone.
David, don't come close to me" I yelled at the top of my voice, pointing the
Sharp object at him. The anger and ferocity in my voice, coupled with the
violent wave of tremor surging through my body shocked everyone.
They stood in amazement, with eyes wide open. The sight of me with the
fragment of broken mirror must have terrorized everyone.
David equally stopped in his strides and withdrew. An uncomfortable silence
followed. I looked around the room, and had a clear site of the door. I dashed
straight for my bed, raised my pillow grabbed my phone and headed for the
door.
Everyone gave way and allowed me through. I ran towards the sitting room,
hoping the main door was not locked.
Daniel ran after me, calling out to me, as if he knew what i was thinking.
Ruth wait, please don't go, wait Ruth, Ruth."
His pleas fell on deaf ears. I opened the main door and ran out, into the open.
It was around 7pm, and a little dark already. I could barely see where I was
going. I unlocked the main gate, and headed out into the streets, running
straight ahead. Where I wanted to go, i had no idea. But I resolved not to
return to that house that night. I was ready to stake it out alone in the open.
I was out on the streets on a cold night, I had run away from home. I put on
my phone, and began to make calls, trying to find a place to lay my head for
the night.
To Be Continued...
outdoors.
Matthew lifted me up and carried me in his arms, as we headed for his room,
the same room were I lost my virginity a few hours ago.
As we approached the room, I looked around once again. The compound was
still busy at night. Loud music rented the air, just like the day time.
When we passed by people's windows, I could see shadows of people on top
of each other. It was like a mini sodom.
Matthew dropped me at his door side, and fumbled with his keys before
getting the door opened. He lifted me once more, and dropped me gently on
his bed. I culled up immediately, to gather up some heat.
Have you eaten"? He asked, in the most innocent tone possible.
No, I haven't had my bath either" I replied.
Matthew searched through his wardrobe and brought out a shirt, and handed
it over to me. The size was pretty big for me, but i didn't mind. At least it ll
keep me warm. He poured water out of a flask, to make hot tea for me. I sat
up as he handed over the cup.
The taste of hot tea brought me a little warmth. I felt more relaxed and
comfortable. I brought out my phone again, and pinged Sarah, thanking her
for coming to the rescue.
Make sure your night is worthwhile" she replied.
I knew exactly what she meant, but I am presently not ready for that. But on a
second thought, even if I didn't, I do not have much of a choice. I was going to
sleep in his house. Besides, i had lost my virginity hence there was nothing left
to protect.
I was still busy with the chat when Matthew called out to me to join him in the
bathroom.
Is he planning to bathe me when am not a baby?
Will my foolish-self make me drag my feet and join him in the bathroom?
To Be Continued..
house.
I could feel my heart beating fast this time around as we approached my
house. I kept wondering what the reception will be like. I had no idea what
had happened the previous night after my prison break".
To Be Continued....
throughout the night. " My mum queried as she grabbed hold of my hand,
trying to pull me close to herself.
I felt a little embarrassed, the taxi man seemed more interested in our family
affairs than his money.
Why this sudden show of affection? Were they not the ones that chased me
out yesterday?, I thought to myself.
I kept my face as bold and expressionless as possible, despite my mum's
public display of affection.
My mum lead me inside the compound, and walked me into the sitting room.
As I entered, Daniel rushed forward to embrace me.
Jesus thank you" he whispered into my ear.
Where did you go? We couldn't sleep " he continued, with an expression of
relief on his face.
I had not replied anyone, i kept my calm, knowing that the real question and
answer session would soon commence.
My mum sat down, repeatedly doing the sign of the cross, and mumbling
some unintelligible words.
She picked up her phone, and called my Dad.
She has come oh" she said, and dropped the call.
I headed straight to my room, and fell on my bed. I brought out my phone
again and pinged Sarah and Hannah to inform them that I was home.
Sarah replied, telling me to stick to the story, and never admit I did anything
wrong the previous. That was already what I planned to do anyway. We
continued with our chat, they were both eager to hear the events of the
previous night.
I shared my ordeal with them. They seemed much fascinated by the fun" I
had. I mentioned to Sarah that Matthew and i had unprotected sexual
intercourse.
Are you crazy? How could you do that, do you want to get pregnant?" She
asked, with an angry smiley in front of the texts
I didn't even know, it just happened" i replied.
The very thought of getting pregnant fell on me like a cold shower in winter. I
couldn't imagine what my parents would do to me.
Remind me to give you something, we'll chat later, good to go" she replied.
I had no idea what it was, but I knew Sarah was an expert in these issues. She
could sneak in and out of her house to attend night parties without being
caught.
My door flew open, to my greatest surprise. Daniel entered, while I was still
typing with my phone. I thought I locked the door when I came in. He had
seen my phone already, there was no need hiding it.
Where did you sleep last night"? He asked, sitting on my bed.
Hannah's house" i replied.
To Be Continued....
Those bad friends you are keeping eh, hope they did not bring a boy to the
house?"
Mum please!, don't insult the people who took me in when you drove me
away" I shouted, feigning anger.
I wanna have my bath" I said, springing up from my bed and walking towards
the bathroom.
Mum just sat there, I could see the look of surprise and fear in her eyes. This
was clearly beyond my fleeing from the house last night. She was clearly afraid
of the person I was becoming.
The boldness, or perhaps rudeness with which I spoke surprised me too. It
just didn't sound like me anymore. I had changed, and I knew it.
I entered the bathroom, and shut the door behind me, listening to hear when
my mum will leave.
As soon as I heard her footsteps walking out, I came out of the bathroom to
prepare for school. I was already going to be late.
I dressed up rather slowly, looking at myself at the mirror to notice any
changes. Perhaps I looked a bit bigger.
Elsewhere in the sitting room, I could hear my dad's voice, he had returned
from the police station.
He sounded rather angry. My mum was trying to pacify his anger. Suddenly,
he stormed into my room, demanding to know where I slept. I stood aloof,
staring blankly ahead. I had no intention of replying him.
He motioned towards me, and lifted his hands to slap me. I made no effort to
dodge or resist the sting of the slap.
Luckily, mum held his hands in the air.
Leave her, she slept in Hannah's house" my mum said, attempting to defend
me.
"Is that what she told you? This little liar. that my police friend I went to see at
the station this morning told me that he saw Ruth with a boy, driving around
town at 4 a.m this morning. I'm very sure she slept with that boy."
My heart skipped a beat, that police officer definitely saw me. He was speaking
the truth.
Ruth is that true?" My mum asked with a resigned tone. She was almost close
to tears.
It's a lie, I slept in Hannah's house" I replied defensively.
Come and take us to Hannah's house, I 'll confront her mum personally" My
mum said, dragging my hands towards the door.
observe the compound carefully. I noticed a car parked inside, it wasn't there
when I first came. I guessed Hannah's mum was back. My parents got out of
the car, and we all walked into the compound, straight towards the front door.
Just as my dad was about to knock, the door swung open. It was Hannah, all
dressed for school. Her mum was right behind her.
Good morning ma, morning sir" she greeted, as soon as recognized my
parents.
Morning" my mum replied rather coldly.
My dad did not respond, his expression held a lot of bitterness. He shot a cold
disgusting gaze at Hannah.
Hannah's eyes met mine, she had a blank expression on her face. She was
neither terrified by my father's cold gaze nor my mothers emotionless
response.
Her mother stood aloof, appearing quite surprised and a little uncomfortable
with the expression on my dad's face.
Mr and Mrs Olatunde, I'm sensing all is not well" Hannah's mum said,
alternating her gaze between my dad and her daughter.
Did my daughter pass the night here?" My dad questioned, in a rather harsh
and authoritative tone, almost shouting.
Mr Olatunde, please calm down, I was away on night duty I didn't sleep here.
My daughters were alone." She replied, trying to pacify my dad.
Hannah, did Ruth slept here?" My mum cut in, trying to prevent my dad from
speaking any further on the issue.
Yes she did" Hannah replied, looking away from everyone with a little smile
hanging at the edge of her lips.
The expression on my dad's face clearly showed that he did not believe
Hannah. Her mum could see that expression too.
She called out to Hannah's elder sister, who ran out to meet us immediately.
Did this girl sleep here?" She asked, pointing at me.
Hannah's sister nodded in affirmation. My mum heaved a sigh of relief, so did
I.
Hannah's sister's response only seemed to infuriate my dad more.
How could you allow another person's child to sleep in your house, how
irresponsible are you?" My dad shouted angrily, loud enough to cause
discomfort.
Hannah's mother grew angry too and replied in similar fashion.
I just said I wasn't at home, I'm just coming in, and how dare you call me
irresponsible? You couldn't keep your daughter in your house, and you want
to blame me for your failure as a father?. There was a lot of venom in her
voice.
So you have the right to question my parenting skills? When your daughter is
a prostitute?" My dad vented, pointing at Hannah.
At least my daughter slept in my house while you were wondering where
yours was" Hannah's mother replied.
At this point, there was palpable tension in the air, i felt really embarrassed.
Somehow i blamed myself for everything.
My dad turned towards me
You see the insult you have brought to me you fool"? He raised his hand to
strike me as usual.
I docked, hoping to escape his slap. Luckily, my mum caught his hand in the
air.
Papa David, please we have embarrassed ourselves enough, please let us go"
she said as she dragged my dad's hand.
Your daughter is a bad influence" my dad continued.
Once again you are blaming someone else for your parental failure"
Hannah's mother replied.
My mum dragged him away before he could spit more venom. I tagged along
with my parents. They drove me off to school.
My dad kept insulting me all the way, while my mum tried to calm him down.
Her sudden change of attitude surprised me.
She wasn't attacking me, she still seemed very scared. But i couldn't ascertain
the reason for her fear. They dropped me off at school and drove away.
***
As soon as the morning assembly ended Sarah, Hannah , and I had a chit-chat.
We discussed everything that happened in the last twelve hours or so. I
described my entire experience with Matthew, and they all sounded really
impressed. We shouted and threw high fives in the air. At that point, i
remembered Hannah had promised to give me something today.
So Sarah, you said you ll give me something today." I said expectantly.
She reached into her pocket, and handed me something i never thought I
would need.
What is it?
To Be Continued....
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They are waiting outside please hurry " Sarah announced, as she rushed
inside to pick up her purse.
Hannah applied the make up hurriedly, without paying attention to details as
she would usually do. We grabbed our hand bags, handed the gate man his
usual fees and walked out of the school.
Just outside the school fence, a car parked beside the road. It had no plate
number, it was obviously new. I had never see that brand of car before. Who
ever owned this must be very rich I said to myself.
Sarah led us towards the parked car. The rear door opened as we approached.
A lavishly dressed young man, probably in his mid twenties alighted and held
the door open for us. I wasn't expecting to see guys at all because Sarah
explained we were keeping company of her friend who I misunderstood for
"Ladies Friend".
Sarah galloped towards him and threw herself at him in a hug. He held her
closely to himself and kissed her lips. Hannah greeted him, and extended a
hand to him. He took Hannah's hand in his and kissed the back of her palm. I
was a little disgusted by the entire public display, I merely greeted him
without going close. I opened the front door and took my seat beside the
driver.
Sarah and Hannah sat at the back. There were three boys seated inside the
car, the driver beside me and two others behind. They all looked over dressed
and irresponsible, while trying to speak in a foreign accent.
Sarah introduced the three boys. There was Folorunsho the driver, Ayo the
guy Sarah hugged and the rather quiet looking Samuel seated alongside Ayo
at the back.
As we embarked on our journey i would steal occasional glances at the rear
view mirror, to observe what was happening behind. Sarah and Ayo were
kissing lustfully, while Hannah was struggling to get Samuel to keep his hands
off her. It seemed she too was uncomfortable with the boys.
Folorunsho tried to engage me in small talk as he drove along. My short and
pointed responses killed almost all his attempts. He would turn side ways
from time to time to steal a glance at me, and lick his lips afterwards. I almost
felt like slapping him real hard cos I was boiling deep within myself at such an
irritable act.
My phone beeped, it was a message from Matthew.
Baby, can I pick you up during break? Want us to hang out with some friends"
I felt a little regret as I read the message over and over again. If i hadn't
listened to Sarah, I would have had a lot of time to spend with the man i love, i
thought to myself.
To Be Continued....
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follow me.
"Where are we going"?
To find Ruth of course "
She kept quiet and followed me sheepishly. It was almost time for extra
lessons to begin, but I didn't care about that. I just had to find
Hannah.
We changed our clothes at the gate house, and boarded a taxi heading
towards the hotel. I hoped anyone there would have a clue to where Hannah
was taken.
I couldn't help but wonder what could have happened to her, she did not look
sick when we left school together this morning. She was quite active and full
of life. I have never known her to have any health challenges either. I stared
out of the taxi window, playing up a lot of scenarios in my mind. I was
convinced that those boys had a hand in whatever happened to Hannah.
The taxi pulled up in front of the hotel, we handed the driver his money and
went in. I recognized one of the receptionist, she was
there when we came earlier.. I walked up to her, and asked if she knew about
a girl who was rushed to a hospital from the hotel earlier. Unfortunately, she
had no idea. She only gave us a list of hospitals around the hotel, they were
five in number including a psychiatric hospital.
We hurried out of the hotel into the street, hoping to move from hospital to
hospital in search of my friend Hannah. I prayed silently that nothing bad
happens to her.
The first hospital was just a few meters away from the hotel. Sarah and I
strolled along. She walked rather sluggishly behind me,
almost as if she was scared of finding Hannah. No doubt, she already knew
how much I hated her at this point.
As we walked by, a lot of thoughts gathered in my head. I was preoccupied
with the thought of what could have happened to Hannah, but on the other
hand I couldn't keep my mind off my
broken relationship with Matthew. I wondered if he would ever forgive me.
The identity of the girl in the room also troubled
me. For someone who claimed to love me and he has within few minutes
gotten a new girl to himself. Is this what love is all about?
Matthew moved on really fast. Images from the past few hours continuously
Could Hannah have gone mad? I wondered. I turned toward Sarah and
announced to her that we would be checking a
psychiatric hospital next.
To be continued....
Click Here For Episode 45
She neither lessened her pace nor stop to look at me. She was focused on the
file she was carrying. She walked and spoke at the same time.
Who exactly?" she asked, flipping through her
file and walking briskly.
It's my friend, her name is Hannah, I don't know
if.. "
She stopped abruptly and shot a horrible look at me immediately I mentioned
Hannah's name. I stole a glance at the file she was holding, it had" Hannah
Balogun" written on it, with a tag next to it stating clearly Emergency"
"Are you the Sarah? " she asked, grabbing hold of my hand.
"No ma, Sarah is just outside, I'm Ruth" I replied, trying to wriggle free from
her grip.
Take me to her" she ordered, as she pulled me towards the door.
My anxiety increased, at this point I was certain that Sarah had a lot to do with
what was happening.
Do you know your friends Parents or anybody we can contact ?" she stopped
and asked.
I thought about it for a while, if Hannah wanted them to contact her family,
she would have volunteered those information. I decided to
withhold answers myself.
No ma, i don't know anyone "
"What about your school? "
"School has closed" i replied.
She resigned from her questioning and continued towards the door, till we
were out in the open.
That's Sarah" i said, pointing towards her.
The sight of the nurse holding my hand firmly, and pointing at her frightened
Sarah. She began to retreat towards the gate as we
approached her.
"My friend stop there! the nurse ordered.
Sarah froze, with a frightened look on her face. The nurse approached her and
grabbed her by the hand.
"Come with me, you have some explaining to do" she said, as she led us all the
way up to her office. Sarah was shedding tears
already.
To Be Continued....
singlets and boxers. This time I paid no attention to their whistling and cat
calls. I walked straight up the stairs towards Matthew's room. I stood right
outside his door, drew in a lot of
breath and knocked on his door repeatedly, there was no response. I could
hear some movements within the house, I knew he was in
there.
I called out his name, and the movement in the room came to a halt. Few
seconds later, Matthew opened the door. He wasn't wearing any
shirt, his boxers hung freely from his hips. He was sweating profusely. He
planted himself at the doorway to prevent my entering. I looked down at the
floor, and discovered a female footwear. I looked up at Matthew in
disappointment. The look of
indifference in his eyes tore my spirit. He was definitely with another girl.
Matthew why? " I asked coldly, with tears running down my cheek.
"Why? Okay lets see. I wanted to take you out this morning, but you said you
were busy with school work. Only for me to find out you were doing my
cousin" he replied mockingly.
Its not like that, you are the only guy I have ever been with please believe me"
I fell on my knees and intensified my tears, hoping to
soften his heart.
Really? If I didn't catch you today I would have believed you. You are a cheap
prostitute, go and continue your runs, i'm through with you.
I have replaced you" Matthew slammed the door close, leaving me helpless on
the floor. I remained stationary for about five minutes,
before I could get up and walk. I struggled to my feet and made my way out of
the compound. I had to go back to school.
The ride back to school was exhausting, it felt like the longest ride I had ever
been on. My whole appearance was a mess. I was dirty and
sweating, with finger marks on my face. But I could care less.
Different thoughts surged through my mind, I kept wondering what would
change after today, as one fact had become obvious. I
wasn't the girl I used to be. Should I just go back to my parent and seek for
forgiveness then continue threading the right path which i have been place
through right from my birth. I was just clueless on how to approach things.
I arrived in school at the nick of time, the bell signalling the end of the break
had just sounded. I rushed into the gatehouse to change quickly into my
uniform. The gate-man kept staring at me with a surprise look on his face.
I dragged myself all the way to my classroom. Sarah was already seated, but
Hannah was nowhere around. She looked at me with contempt and hissed. I
couldn't care less. I rested my head on the desk and slept off. My whole body
ached. I had no idea how long i
had slept, but a stray thought woke me up. I hadn't seen Hannah.
I pinged her repeatedly, but the messages were not read. I called her phone
repeatedly, without response. At this point, I grew slightly
worried. But my sadness and aches prevented me from seeking further
measures.
Few hours past, and the closing bell rang. Hannah still wasn't back. Anxiety
overwhelmed me, I feared something bad might have happened to Hannah. I
was convinced she had no prior knowledge of Sarah 's plot. Could she have
met a more bitter consequence than me? I wondered within me.
We'll get to know in the next episode.
To Be Continued.....
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Sarah noticed the fury in my voice, she too was scared. I expected her to reply
harshly, but I guess she too saw the enormity of the
situation, and her undeniable involvement.
"I don't know where she went, I left her in the hotel" she replied, with a shaky
voice. She was almost crying.
Her sudden change of emotion made no difference to me. As far I was
concerned, she was as guilty as hell for all that might be happening.
Why on earth did you leave her there? " I inquired further, spitting out more
anger.
"I didn't see them any more when I wanted to leave, she wasn't answering her
phone either."
At that point, Sarah began to sob. Something told me she knew more than she
was letting out. She wasn't just panicking, there was more to it. What ever it
was, we had to find Hannah.
Get up, let's go and look for her" I ordered
Where would we start from " Sarah asked,
"The hotel of course"
They are not there, Samuel and Folorunsho took her away, I don't know
where they went. Non of them is answering their phones"
Fear gripped me when I heard those words, i knew there was something
wrong with those boys. Something must have happened to Hannah.
I walked back to my seat with resignation, my heart pounded. I kept dialing
Hannah's number over and over again. It rang repeatedly but there was no
response. I placed my head on my desk again, hoping to catch some sleep
before the extra lessons began. I was almost dosing off when my phone rang.
I picked it up in a hurry, i knew it had to be Hannah.
Hello? Where are you" i asked in a hurry
The voice at the other end of the phone wasn't Hannah's. It was a lady who
identified herself as a staff of the hotel we just visited. She called to find out
who owned the phone. Apparently, she found Hannah's phone in the room
while she was cleaning up.
It became obvious to me that my friend Hannah was missing. I turned towards
Sarah, she was still on her seat. This time, she was
shedding tears. She definitely knows what was happening.
I sprang up from my seat and ran to her, gripped her shirt by the neck line
follow me.
"Where are we going"?
To find Ruth of course "
She kept quiet and followed me sheepishly. It was almost time for extra
lessons to begin, but I didn't care about that. I just had to find
Hannah.
We changed our clothes at the gate house, and boarded a taxi heading
towards the hotel. I hoped anyone there would have a clue to where Hannah
was taken.
I couldn't help but wonder what could have happened to her, she did not look
sick when we left school together this morning. She was quite active and full
of life. I have never known her to have any health challenges either. I stared
out of the taxi window, playing up a lot of scenarios in my mind. I was
convinced that those boys had a hand in whatever happened to Hannah.
The taxi pulled up in front of the hotel, we handed the driver his money and
went in. I recognized one of the receptionist, she was
there when we came earlier.. I walked up to her, and asked if she knew about
a girl who was rushed to a hospital from the hotel earlier. Unfortunately, she
had no idea. She only gave us a list of hospitals around the hotel, they were
five in number including a psychiatric hospital.
We hurried out of the hotel into the street, hoping to move from hospital to
hospital in search of my friend Hannah. I prayed silently that nothing bad
happens to her.
The first hospital was just a few meters away from the hotel. Sarah and I
strolled along. She walked rather sluggishly behind me,
almost as if she was scared of finding Hannah. No doubt, she already knew
how much I hated her at this point.
As we walked by, a lot of thoughts gathered in my head. I was preoccupied
with the thought of what could have happened to Hannah, but on the other
hand I couldn't keep my mind off my
broken relationship with Matthew. I wondered if he would ever forgive me.
The identity of the girl in the room also troubled
me. For someone who claimed to love me and he has within few minutes
gotten a new girl to himself. Is this what love is all about?
Matthew moved on really fast. Images from the past few hours continuously
Could Hannah have gone mad? I wondered. I turned toward Sarah and
announced to her that we would be checking a
psychiatric hospital next.
To be continued....
Click Here For Episode 45
She neither lessened her pace nor stop to look at me. She was focused on the
file she was carrying. She walked and spoke at the same time.
Who exactly?" she asked, flipping through her
file and walking briskly.
It's my friend, her name is Hannah, I don't know
if.. "
She stopped abruptly and shot a horrible look at me immediately I mentioned
Hannah's name. I stole a glance at the file she was holding, it had" Hannah
Balogun" written on it, with a tag next to it stating clearly Emergency"
"Are you the Sarah? " she asked, grabbing hold of my hand.
"No ma, Sarah is just outside, I'm Ruth" I replied, trying to wriggle free from
her grip.
Take me to her" she ordered, as she pulled me towards the door.
My anxiety increased, at this point I was certain that Sarah had a lot to do with
what was happening.
Do you know your friends Parents or anybody we can contact ?" she stopped
and asked.
I thought about it for a while, if Hannah wanted them to contact her family,
she would have volunteered those information. I decided to
withhold answers myself.
No ma, i don't know anyone "
"What about your school? "
"School has closed" i replied.
She resigned from her questioning and continued towards the door, till we
were out in the open.
That's Sarah" i said, pointing towards her.
The sight of the nurse holding my hand firmly, and pointing at her frightened
Sarah. She began to retreat towards the gate as we
approached her.
"My friend stop there! the nurse ordered.
Sarah froze, with a frightened look on her face. The nurse approached her and
grabbed her by the hand.
"Come with me, you have some explaining to do" she said, as she led us all the
way up to her office. Sarah was shedding tears
already.
To Be Continued....
face was soaked with tears. For what reason, I had no idea.
The nurse placed her file on the table, and flipped through several pages,
clearly searching for something. She looked up, staring into our eyes,
alternating between I and Sarah.
Lets hear your own side of the story" she said, pointing at Sarah.
Sarah shrugged, and turned away from the nurse. She directed her gaze to
the floor, sobbing profusely. I was getting more agitated
and worried, I desperately needed to hear what happened.
I didn't know it was going to be like that, I thought she would agree Sarah said
in between sobs.
But why did you not offer yourself instead, or at least return their money?"
the nurse replied, in a stern voice. She was getting impatient and angry too.
Ayo wanted me to himself, I have spent part of the money. Hannah was the
only option left" Sarah continued.
So you sold your friend for how much? " She shouted, springing up from her
seat and banging her fist on the table.
Sarah's head dropped to the table, her sobbing had become weeping. I turned
my head from side to side, trying to decipher the
situation. I just couldn't gather the story in my head.
"Pray nothing happens to your friend, you prostitute. "
"And you" focusing on me how did you become friends with this girl?"
I looked sullenly at her, if only she knew how much I regret knowing Sarah.
What happened ma? " I asked almost inaudibly
"Your friend here was paid sixty thousand to arrange three prostitutes for a
boy and his friends. She took you and Hannah to them. Obviously you were
not open to the arrangement, I guess. I heard you threatened one of them
with a sharp object"
Yes ma, " I replied
"When you left, he demanded for his money or another girl. But I guess your
friend here has spent all the money. So they settled for Hannah instead,
without her knowledge.
Apparently Hannah refused to 'accommodate' two guys at the same time, so
they resorted to coercion. They forced a substance into her
mouth and nose. I'm not sure what it was, but from the description, it might
be cocaine.
Anyway Hannah passed out, she had no idea what happened. When she woke
up, she was bleeding and acting abnormally. So they brought her here and
disappeared. Well, your friend suffered from the effect of cocaine and the
trauma she also passed through. She had a miscarriage too"
Her last sentence shocked me, I almost jumped out of my seat.
How is that possible?" I asked, with tears falling freely from my eyes.
Well she told us she was six weeks pregnant, and Sarah here has been giving
her pills to terminate it. I guess she has succeeded now"
I stood up from my seat with uncontrollable anger, and grabbed Sarah by her
collar. I wanted to choke her badly.
What have you done, you devil. If anything happens to Hannah, I will kill you
myself " I screamed at the top of my voice.
Sarah sat helplessly, making no effort to defend herself. The gravity of her
actions must have sunk deep into her head. The nurse ran
across to us, and freed Hannah from my grip.
"Calm down, Hannah is stable now, the worst has past" she said as she pulled
me away from Sarah.
Can I see her? i asked calmly.
"Follow me" she ordered.
The three of us walked out of the office, as she lead us towards another room.
She stood by the entrance, and directed us to go in and be brief. I opened the
door and walked in, while Sarah held back. She was reluctant to see Hannah.
Of course she had to be, it was difficult to predict what Hannah's reaction will
be.
I got closer to the bed and called out to Hannah gently. She turned her head
towards me slowly. Her pillow was soaked with tears, her
eyes were pale and swollen. She looked nothing like the girl who left school
with me this morning. She was still sobbing quietly when she
signaled me to come closer.
I walked up to her and bent down to listen.
Tell Sarah that I 'll kill her and myself when I leave this hospital " she
whispered into my ears in between sobs.
I could feel the pain and anger in her voice, she never deserved this. I'd kill
Sarah too if I had the courage.
"Please don't bring my parents into this" she continued, as she burst in
another round of tears. I held her hand, and we cried together for a while. I
couldn't take it anymore, i had left the room.
Sarah and the nurse were still standing outside. I looked at her coldly, with
hatred and anger clearly visible. I felt the urge to choke
her again. The nurse placed her hand on my shoulder,
and spoke in a gentle voice.
You have to help Hannah, we need to contact her family, this is a psychiatric
hospital. We have done our part, we need to refer her to the teaching hospital,
she needs an ultrasound which we can't do here. So if you know any way of
contacting her parents, please tell me"
I thought about it for a while, if Hannah's parents entered the fray, it will only
be a matter of time before my parents would know too. All our dirty secretes
will be exposed. I'd probably get the beating of my life. But all that didn't
matter, i had to do the right thing, even if it would be a disaster for me.
Hannah needed help.
I know her house" i blotted out.
Fine, i will get my keys" she replied, and headed for her office
What are you doing? you are going to expose all of us" Sarah whispered .
I had no idea how to reply her, I simply swung my hand around and struck her
face. The slap startled her, but she made no attempt to
retaliate. She simply held her cheek. My reply was clearly delivered I suppose.
I knew our little hide and seek had come to an end, but what I was left to
anticipate was my parent's reaction when they find who I had become.
To Be Continued...
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In all, my life had taken a negative turn, i hated who i had become. Is there
any way back for me.? I wondered, as tears fell freely from my eyes. I felt the
car slowing down and pulling over. I knew we hadn't gotten to Ikeja yet. I lifted
my head from the dash board to see what was happening.
It all seemed clear in front of me, there was no reason for us to stop. I turned
towards her with my tear filled face, wondering why she
stopped. Her attention was solely focused on me. She had a look of sadness
and pity registered on her face. Her gaze provoked more tears, as i started
sobbing loudly.
Here, stop crying " she said, handing over a white handkerchief.
"I can tell that you are different from your friends she continued.
How did you get involved with them? " she asked
"I don't know, i thought we were friends i replied in between sobs.
I couldn't control my tears anymore, i was already crying bitterly. The reasons
for my tears were many, sadness and sorrow overwhelmed me. I just felt like
dying. I opened the door quickly and ran out of the car, i had no idea where i
was or what i was doing.
I came to a stop a short distance away from the car and fell on the shrubs. I
felt i was going mad. The nurse walked up to me, and
held me up. She hugged me, holding my head
tightly to her shoulder.
"It's okay, i know this must be difficult for you, just know I'm here for you." she
said, in the kindest voice i have ever heard.
I laid helplessly on her shoulder, crying profusely. My tears soaked her white
uniform. We were beginning to get attention from
passers-by. She held me by my waist and lead me back to the car, and held
the door open for me to sit.
Ruth, talk to me, what have you girls been up to"? She asked again.
I felt a little bit more comfortable, there was nothing else to hide, the truth will
soon be out and everyone will know. I revealed all the
events of the past few weeks, including all the minor details.
I told her about our regular escape from school, and how we usually pay the
gate man. She did not seem shocked to hear any of it, not even the escapades
with Matthew. She listened patiently and quietly to my story.
But why Ruth? Why did you choose to follow this path, why ignore your
parents discipline?
"She asked, looking straight at my eyes.
"I just wanted to be loved, i wanted someone to understand me. He was just
there for me, he. " i stopped to wipe the tear from my
eyes and control my weeping.
She held my head up, and turned it towards her.
I'm sure your parents love you, just give them a chance, you can be a better
person"
They don't, no one has ever spoken to me like this. " i replied coldly.
She let go of me and turned towards the windscreen.
No one is a perfect parent, my daughter was about your age when she gave
birth. " she said, as a feeling of sadness overwhelmed her.
I wiped my tears when i heard those words. I simply decided not to cry
anymore, knowing that it could have been worse. She looked at
me again and said" you can be a better person, don't give up on yourself "
She started the engines, and our journey continued. Few minutes later, we
were at Hannah's house. It wasn't exactly a mansion, it
was the habitat of people who earned decent wages.
Hannah's mother's car was parked outside. The nurse pulled over at the side
of the road, and we walked a short distance to Hannah's house.
The front door opened before we got to it. Hannah's mother came out of the
house, well-dressed with a bible under her armpit. She
looked set for evening service. We hurried quickly to catch up with her, while
she was struggling to lock the door.
Excuse me ma" the nurse called out, to Hannah's mum, as she hurried
towards her. I stayed back at the gate, fearing the reaction
from Hannah's mum when she hears about her daughter.
I was too far out to hear the conversation that ensued between them, but
Hannah's mother's countenance changed, she looked worried and began to
panic. She got into her car in a hurry and drove off. While the nurse and i got
into hers, and headed towards my house.
I still managed to get home a little early. My mum had returned from work,
she was watching a movie in the sitting room. I greeted her and walked
towards my room quickly to avoid being noticed. My eyes were swollen, and
my face was a mess.
I threw my school bag on the floor, took off my uniform and tied a towel. I
wanted to wash off the day's events from my body and mind. I needed to rest
badly.
As i headed for the bathroom, my room door opened. My mum walked in. I
tried to hurry into the bathroom to avoid any confrontation with her, i did not
want another fight.
Ruth wait " she called out, halting me in my stride.
I stopped, without turning around to look at her. I anticipated a question and
answer session.
"What is wrong my daughter, you don't look happy"she said in a rather nice
tone .
I was quite shocked, my mother doesn't usually speak to me in such manner. I
turned around to make sure it wasn't someone else.
My eyes met my mum's. She noticed my swollen eyes and battered face.
Have you been crying? " she asked, moving closer to me.
I paused for a moment, it was quite obvious. There was no use denying.
"Hannah is in the hospital " i muttered
"Oh what happened to her? "
She fainted" i replied, convinced within myself that i haven't told a lie. My mum
tried comfort me. Her attempts were lame but duly appreciated. I went into
the bathroom, as she left for the sitting room. I took my bath slowly,
wondering what would transpire
between Hannah and her mum.
I stepped out of the bathroom after about fifteen minutes. I wore my night
cloths, and retired for the day, hoping to fall asleep as quickly as possible.
However, sleep eluded me. My eyes remained wide open. I continuously
replayed the day's events in my head, wondering how it would all end.
The sound of my door handle turning interrupted my thoughts. My mum
walked in again, with her placed on her ear. She spoke
for a while with the person at the other end before turning her attention to
me.
That was Hannah's mother " she said, giving me a suspicious look.
I sat up on the bed, knowing fully well that the
game was up.
" She gold me a lot of things i don't understand. Ruth, what happened? Who
did you go to see in a hotel? Is what I'm hearing
true? "
My father burst into the room, and screamed at the top of his voice.
so you have disgraced me finally, you have brought shame to me"
He tried to hit me, but my mum held him back.
She is pregnant, don't hit her please".
I just laid motionless on the bed, at this point i couldn't care less if i was dead.
My life was empty and meaningless.
Who is responsible for this my father shouted
" Matthew" i blotted out without hesitation.
Get up, we are going to his father's house".
My dad dragged me roughly from the bed, he led me out of the door, not
minding my current state of health. My mum tagged along,
as we headed for Matthew's house.
*****
The atmosphere was tense, the reception was hostile. Matthew's dad had
labelled my dad a failure for not being able control the small prostitute" he
had in his house. He was convinced that his son wasn't responsible for my
pregnancy, even before hearing his side of the story .
He ordered us out of his house, but my dad insisted on hearing from Matthew
first. Matthew's Dad called him over the phone, and
ordered him to come home immediately.
We sat and waited quietly for about 30 minutes. I stood behind my mum who
was weeping profusely. My face was devoid of emotions, i had cried myself to
the limit.
Although i was falling apart inside, my countenance didn't reveal much.
Matthew arrived no sooner than expected, he entered the living room
unannounced, perhaps expecting to find his father alone. The faces before
him threw him back. He paused for a
while and examined our faces closely. No doubt, he must have deduced the
situation appropriately. He reorganised himself and
greeted everyone.
His father pointed a finger at me.
Do you know her?"he asked
We attend the same church" he replied calmly.
She said she is pregnant for you"
Jesus! Matthew exclaimed, putting his hands on his head.
"Daddy, i don't know what she is talking about" Matthew denied
Shut up, the catechist caught both of you in church the other time" my father
cut in
That was then, she was my girlfriend, but we broke up when i caught her in a
hotel with a man" Matthew continued.
"I told you she is a prostitute " Matthew's Dad contributed.
"She has been sleeping with my cousin, what ever she is carrying there must
belong to him," pointing at my abdomen.
"Did i not catch you with him in a hotel? " Matthew asked
The entire scene was inhuman and embarrassing for me and my family. Being
called a prostitute with circumstantial evidence made me want to die.
Who would have believed that Matthew would ever treat me like this? Few
weeks ago, he took my virginity, he was my knight in shining armour. Today he
is the one labelling me a whore.
I bent my head in shame, as everyone turned towards me, waiting for a
response . Any reply i give would make no difference, I'd be damned anyway.
His cousin has returned to Canada, you can take your prostitute daughter
and grand child to him there, but for now get out of my house" Matthew's Dad
barked.
My dad jumped to his feet and hurried out of sight. My mum and i walked
slowly towards the door. I walked closer to Matthew and
whispered to him.
You 'll come looking for your child someday "
He totally avoided eye contact with me, he knew deep within himself that he
was the father.
My dad's car was not parked outside anymore, he had left us in anger. My
mum and i took a cab home. We cried all the way home, other passengers
looked at us in amusement, wondering what was wrong.
We got home, me and my mum went in separate direction. I went to my room
and continued my tears. Daniel joined me in my
room, and cried along.
About 10pm, a sharp knock on the gate awakened everyone. Daniel went
outside to open. My father staggered into the compound, towards the house. I
came to the seating room
to have a good view of him.
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