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and return with nothing but beads and gushing talk about
lavish feasts given by the rich and powerful whom she
had met. He could not understand how his mothers
brother continue in blessed idleness while everyone
worked, how his father could hand over grain from the
communal granary to his favorite warriors who had not
even fought in Laud. There were times when the people
grumbled and had less to eat but the Ulo had brought
them peace, the right to work and live without the Taga
Laud descending from the mountain to badges their lives.
The war must stop, Father, he said quietly. And you
took slave, the Ulo hissed at him, This means that they
will seek revenge. His father was right and again, he was
clobbered not by superior intelligence but by his own
impulsiveness. If he had only carefully thought out the
consequences of the deed. And thinking about it later, he
recognized this magic compulsion about Waywaya that he
could not exorcise. Again, it came to him not as a flash of
lightning but just as scaring, the knowledge that his
perdition was in himself. He went down the wooden stairs
into the wide grassy yard once more; the urge to leave
Daya came. How often had he thought about it but
always, he seemed rooted in the land. When the ships of
the Narrow Eyes docked at the stone pier which they had
built from coral, he had often wondered if they could take
him so that the niggling doubts, the nagging sentiments
would be banished forever. However, after the Narrow
Eye had loaded the tobacco and the rice in exchange for
knives, plates and beads, they would leave and he would
not even tarry to ask that they take him. It was dusk
when he reached his house and from the distance he saw
Patbangon idling at the foot of the stairs strumming the
kutibeng. His younger brother would probably be with him
the whole night, asking a host of questions, listening to
what you are . . . . he told her. In the soft dark, her eyes
shone, the grateful smile. She chose to be elusive Dont
worry, she said. I can belong anywhere, I can even be
across the sea although I dont know what is there . . . .
But the greatest unknown, one that we can never get
into, is the mind of other people, Dayaw said. She was
not meant to do all that work, to bear all those insults.
She had become very thin and one afternoon, in the
month when the rains were to come again, Dayaw came
upon her at her weaving, the shuttle unmoving in her
hands. Tears were rolling down her cheeks. Dayaw was
engulfed by the pity and compassion he had felt for her
from the very start. In the morning, he prepared long
provisions for the long walk: dried meat, rice cooked in
coconut milk, salt and sugar, and the tubes of water. He
told her to gather her things, nothing really but her old
dress, the buffalo skinned sandals that were almost
frayed and the length of fabric that she had woven. They
left Daya before light broke upon the land and late the
following day, they finally reached the river. All through
the night, he had been quiet and now, looking at her
moving quietly, a great sadness filled him. He was taking
her back and he wanted to go as far as it was possible, to
cross the river with her, so he waited for darkness, until
the stars swarmed out of the sky. Once, she slipped over
a mossy boulder and he reached out to steady her and
her grasp firm and warm. The reached the curve at the
other side, and as he had planned, headed for the cove
where he had found her. After they had eaten the cold
rice and the dried meet and drank from the pool, she laid
on the sand the piece of cloth she had woven and they
lay down. He slept easily, and at the first sliver of light,
he woke up to find that she was still beside him. He
watched her, the slow rise of her breast, her parted lips,
and slow. The sun filtered through the leaves above them.
She lay beside him, unmoving, while his hand stroked her
smooth, flat belly. I hope I did not hurt you, he said
afterwards. I will be better next time, she said I am
sorry I dont know too well hot to please you. And no one
but you will teach me. She still slept in the kitchen
except on those nights when he called her in, but after
two months, when she was finally sure, Dayaw forbade
her to sleep there for always. That morning, before the
men went to the fields or put out to sea, he put on the
robe that she had woven and she slipped into her old
Laud dress, and on her head a garland of kalachuchi that
Parbangon had made. Then they went down the steps,
bright with happiness. Parbangon walked ahead of them,
blowing on the buffalo horn, the shrill blasts echoing in
the morning quiet. They walked hand in hand, first, to the
farthest end of town, close to the sea, and the people
peered out of their windows or paused in their yards to
watch them. The young men smiled, but none of the girls
greeted them. Liwliwa had done her words more than
that, she had cursed them. Their march around the town
ended in his fathers house beside the community hall.
They passed at the bottom of the flight while Parbangon
blew at the horn again and again. The Ulo came out, his
face glum and with a wave of his hand, he forbade his
younger son to continue the bleating. To Dayaw, he said
with a slow shake of his venerable head: Now more in
sadness than in anger Dayaw, you will never be Ulo
But I will be happy, Father, Dayaw said, looking straight
at his father. Within the house, his mother was waiting;
she shared her husbands sorrow and she must have
wondered what terrible deed of hers had displeased Apo
Langit. And that evening when Waywaya came with her
offering of rice and coconut milk, Pintas accepted both,