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To My Soulmate
Thyssen Carlisle
LUST IS A
FOUR LETTER WORD
With Thanks
Here is to the host of fascinating characters who have
coloured my life! To the Supermodels, Photographers,
Designers, Artists, Film Stars, Hollywood Producers, Pop
Icons. Princes and Prostitutes and to all the people I have
loved and lost on my journey through life and here is to
my Soulmate. Lets hope our paths will cross again
somewhere in time.
Contents
CHAPTER 1
Chloe Cambodia 1995
CHAPTER 2
Rogillio Rio de Janeiro
CHAPTER 3
Marisa Los Angeles
Chapter 4
Tyrese
CHAPTER 5
Bangkok, Thailand
CHAPTER 6
ROGILLIO
Chapter 7
Chloe
CHAPTER 8
Dusseldorf
CHAPTER 9
Chloe
CHAPTER 10
Thailand
CHAPTER 11
Marisa
CHAPTER 12
Bangkok
CHAPTER 13
Hollywood
CHAPTER 14
Pippa
Chapter 15
Romeo
Chapter 16
Thailand
Chapter 17
Supermodel
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CHAPTER 1
Chloe Cambodia 1995
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shower and stood for what seemed like an eternity under the
cold water hoping the cool flowing liquid would wash away
the pain that had overwhelmed her.
Wrapping a towel around her wet body she crept out of
the room past the sleeping guard in the corridor and through
the rooms of the large house.
She was pale skinned and extremely beautiful, her
parents had arranged the marriage and she had been forced to
wed this fifty-three year old criminal. She had been sold for
a pittance and her parents had not even turned up for the
ceremony. She had been married to this stranger in an
expensive lace dress only hours earlier, he was a cruel and
violent man whose only female companionship had been
with whores. Nan had been purchased by Chang to provide
him with an heir, he was a wealthy and powerful man and
her youth and extreme beauty had been the thing that had
drawn him to her. Her father had been working for him as a
gardener and as soon as Chang had seen Nan he had bid a
meagre price, her parents had accepted and from one day to
the next she had been married to this beast. After the
ceremony he had literally dragged her to the bedchamber,
ripped her dress off and raped her, it was her first experience
with sex and she had been startled and he had slapped her
and held his hand over her mouth when she tried to object,
not only had he robbed her of her maidenhood he had
damaged her soul. Arranged marriages were barbaric in her
opinion she had been sold like a piece of meat.
She wandered aimlessly through the rooms of the great
house that was to be her prison and she stumbled on the
kitchen. All the staff had been given the day off, they had
rejoiced at their masters wedding and everyone had seemed
to have enjoyed it except her.
Nan crept back to the master bedroom, the guard had
been drunk he was snoring and didnt rouse when she crept
past him. Nan held her breath and with one clean sweep cut
Changs throat from ear to ear, he made no sound but his
eyes opened and stared at her she dropped the mango knife
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and watched the pillows turn red with his blood enjoying
watching the beast die.
Calmly she wandered through the house in the white
lace, bloodstained wedding dress till she found the servants
quarters. She plucked some jeans, a peasants shirt and
dressed as a boy, rolling up her hair she put on the baseball
cap and sunglasses and walked out of the stately home by the
servants entrance. She spotted a bicycle at the back entrance
and jumped on it.
Chickens were waking and morning light was breaking,
as she cycled as calmly as she could past the guards, staff
were arriving and the previous shift were going home, no
one batted an eyelid as she passed through the large gates.
She started to go faster on the bike, her heart was beating so
loud that she thought it would burst. Hopefully they
wouldnt disturb their master on his wedding night surely
they wouldnt dare to wake him before noon and this would
give her time to cross the border.
At the end of the clearing she dumped the bicycle in a
verge and headed for the main road. She had no money
except for the large gold chain, bracelet and diamond ring
that had been a wedding present from her husband.
There were dozens of lorries passing every hour at this
point all the trucks heading for Thailand passed along this
road. She had been lucky within minutes of hitching a lift, to
her surprise the driver thought that she was a boy. They
stopped at a garage and the driver went to use the toilet,
while he was gone Nan raked through his wallet and stole his
ID, card he was young and slim and she would try and use
his card to get over the border.
At the border she thanked him and went to join the
queue of people that passed over the border every day to sell
goods at the Thai market on the other side. It was busy and
the guard never batted an eyelid as he looked at ID card, she
went to join the entrance queue and repeated the
performance at the Thai immigration side, they warned her
she had to be back by six pm. The driver had no problem
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getting through the border despite he had lost his ID card, the
guards knew him as he made he used the crossing on a
weekly basis.
This is just a suggestion.
Nan felt relief sweep over her as soon as she crossed the
border she had been responsible for slitting the throat of one
of Cambodias most corrupt criminals, a death warrant
would be out looking for her at this very moment and there
would be a fair price on her head.
Ironic that a man who had been surrounded by
bodyguards twenty-four hours a day and who had spent
millions on security, was wiped from this earth by his child
bride. She shivered thinking of his face as he lay there naked
with a red gash from ear to ear his eyes popping.
It had been so quick. Nan wished he had suffered more, she
knew one thing, she was glad that she had done it, she had
hated him and she would never be able to return to
Cambodia again she would start a new life here in Thailand.
She would sell the gold that should be enough for her to have
a good start. She would get a job work in a hotel or in a
restaurant. She would survive and whatever future fate dealt
her it would be better than an existence being held prisoner
at Changs mercy. She had been sold as a reproductive
machine for him to raise heirs for his criminal dynasty,
instead she had wiped out his dynasty with one clean swift
slash.
When the master of the house had not roused by three in
the afternoon his right hand man had knocked on the door of
the bedroom and opened it slowly, he shrieked at the sight of
his master lying on the bed, his face as white as the crisp
sheets. He was lying naked in a pool of blood a stray cat had
come in the window and was licking at the open wound flies
were hovering above his carcass. All hell was let loose at the
mansion, the guard outside his room was being beaten
almost to death by the other guards that were trying to glean
information out of him. The whole house was searched for
his bride they thought that perhaps she had been kidnapped
after Chang had been murdered, all suspicions were turned to
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She decided that one day she too would have a rich foreign
man, a blond Adonis like the ones in the western movies.
She realized that to attract such a man she would have to
look like the other girls in the city she would have to wear
make-up and high heeled shoes but she didnt know where to
begin. She had noticed a very glamorous neighbor who
usually came home around nine in the morning when Nan
was going to the market, she decided that next time she saw
her neighbor that she would ask her to help her with a top to
toe make over.
The next morning like clockwork she heard the click of
her neighbors high heeled shoes on the stairs. Nan popped
her head out and introduced herself, she was in awe of the
beauty of her neighbor who was tall and elegant and looked
stunning.
It came as a total shock when Candy, her neighbor
explained that he was actually a ladyboy. Nan was so green
that Candy had to fill in every detail and Nan looked
gobsmacked as she listened to her neighbor explaining about
all the surgery that he had gone through. At the end of the
sermon Nan didnt care, all she knew was she wanted to look
as sexy and elegant as Candy, they set a time to go shopping
for later in the afternoon as Candy slept by day and worked
by night. Nan was excited, Candy was going to organize
everything, a haircut, make-up and a shopping spree. Nan
couldnt wait, it would be a long day.
Candy worked as a showgirl at a nightclub near the
beach where she did three shows a night and received
handsome tips. She promised to take Nan to the club after
her make over. Candy had just finished the series of
operations that had transformed her into a woman, some of
the best surgeons specializing in transsexuals worked in
Thailand and patients came from all over the world entering
the country as a man and leaving as a woman.
Nan admired how hard it must have been for Candy.
Born a simple boy in the north of Thailand he had left home
at fifteen and worked as a male prostitute to save money for
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