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CHAPTER ONE
THOMAS
Brigid Kemmerer
the point where I just want to hang myself with it. Its yellow and navy, the colors of the ribbons on her wedding bouquet.
The colors of the bars on Stans police uniform.
Ironically, theyre the colors of the bruises on your neck
when you die of strangulation.
Trust me. I got a firsthand view.
Just this once.
My hands are shaking now, and I yank the tie free and
fling it on my dresser.
Stan knocks on the door and sticks his head in without
waiting.
He does that. I hate that.
I dont hate him, though. Not yet, anyway. I barely know
the guy.
Stan probably figured he was hitting the jackpot, marrying a single mom with an eighteen-year-old kid. Get the
stepdad brownie points without the work. At first I was worried that hed be a pain in the ass, being a cop and all. That
whole gotta-be-the-bigger-man crap. But I stayed out of his
way, he stayed out of mine. He treated her well and made her
happy. Good enough for me.
Hes still standing there, looking at me in the mirror.
What? I say.
You about ready?
I think about telling him I cant get the tie knotted, but
then hed offer to help me and this would be all kinds of
awkward.
This is already all kinds of awkward.
Yeah, I say.
He disappears from the doorway.
I ball up the tie and put it in my pocket.
Stan doesnt say anything during the drive to the church.
I dont either. When he makes a turn, the click of the signal
makes my head pound.
Its weird sitting in the front seat with him. I should be in
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Suspicious glances keep flicking my way, as if Im the oddball here, instead of all the people who dont even know the
woman theyre supposed to be mourning.
Maybe its just me. Cops make me nervous. Always have.
Maybe its a teenager thing, the way they always look at you
like youre on the cusp of doing something wrong. Maybe
its the year Mom and I spent avoiding the law because
Daddy was a very bad man, and we couldnt risk any kind of
trouble.
Maybe its the interrogation I had to sit through after finding Moms body.
I dont know what Im doing here. When we moved in
with Stan, I left my friends three hours away. Now were
way on the south side of Salisbury, in the middle of nowhere,
at this frigging church with death scenes embedded in the
walls and a bazillion cops who are all here for him, not her.
I yank at the collar of my shirt and feel someone watching me.
At first I think of the guy with the cell phone, but when
I glance across the parking lot, hes gone. Its a girl in a purple dress. She stands with an older woman, and by older I
mean that theres a chance her wrinkled skin might give up
the fight and slide the rest of the way down her body. Ol
Wrinkly is wearing an honest-to-god navy blue hat with a
veil. She looks emotional while she talks to Stan, dabbing at
her eyes with a tissue.
What a joke. If she knew my mother, she didnt know her
well. Ive never seen her before.
Ive never seen the girl before either, but since shes looking at me, I look back at her. Shes got to be about my age.
Thick, curly caramel hair, skin too pale for summertime,
dark framed glasses, curves in all the right places. Shed be a
challenge to sketch, because the tiny waist and the curves
would make her look like a superhero comic, especially with
that rack.
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