Jesus help us to understand one another.

Where there is hate, let us show love. Where there is anger, let us show kindness. Where there is
sin and pain, let us forgive and comfort. Jesus, keep us in Your love, now and especially at the
time of our departure from this vain world.
My blessed daughter Christina,
Tomorrow (August 15/28) we celebrate the Holy Day when the Mother of God (Panagia) left
this earthly life to be with Christ forever and to pray for all of us struggling to be saved through
Her prayers. Saint Tarso loved Panagia so much. The day before she left this world Saint Tarso
said: "I am going to Panagia 's home." One night the nun Marina went secretly outside Saint
Tarso 's hut and she heard the saint praying and saying with tears: "Panagia, my Panagia, help
me." YOUR MOM , KEEPS HOME YOUR HOLY THINGS FROM ST TARSO, AS YOU
TOLD HER.
Christina, let us ask Panagia 's help.
(I HAVE ATTACHED SOME PICTURES)
Christina, please read carefully, in peace, with an open heart and several times all this email so
that you understand everything and to feel that it is written with true love and concern for you.
Hope you and Anthony are both well. Mom and I always love you and miss you, both. Mom
came to visit me on Sunday. I must apologize for not coming to the computer sooner, but I am
not well at all and trying my best with rest and prayer. I understand that it is not easy for others
to comprehend what someone who is sick actually goes through. I was the same. But the time
came for me to appreciate and sympathize with the pain of others.
First of all thank you for keeping me informed about the new course. You write that you started
the PD course. What is its duration and how is it going? When will the school include the
Anatomy and Physiology Science in its program? It sounds exceptional. Will it be taught at the
same school you are teaching?
I can imagine Luis Anthony is quite busy. Will he be living on campus or commuting? We are
very excited about his starting university with the beginning of a new experience. We would be
so happy to receive a high school graduation picture of our grandson, whom we love and helped
so much. He is a precious and unique person.
I feel somewhat overwhelmed by the correspondence between you and Mom. I feel responsible
for all this, requesting that both you and mom forgive me. I am optimistic that one day soon there
will be reciprocal understanding; however, it requires the humility of Christ; patient endurance,
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and most of all sacrificial love. These are virtues which are considered weaknesses by the
standards of todays civilized society.
Despite my optimism, it is difficult to anticipate a true change in the situation until we believe
the words of Christ: You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free. Christina with
all my love that I have for you as my daughter and for the talents and gifts you possess, I am sure
that you realize that many things you refer to in your emails are not true. It hurts me that I have
to dig up the past which I hoped we could bury.
There is so much to write about that I fear I dont have the strength to accomplish it; not only
physical strength, but also mental and spiritual endurance. In this email I will try to address the
most important, yet tragic misconception and presentation of the facts.
1. CONCERNING THE STUDENT LOAN:
This is concerning the notorious Federal Student Loan which was to assist in payment for your
studies at Manhattan School of Music. You claim that mom forged your signature on five
applications (five semesters). At other times you have stated that she took the money to spend it
on herself. This is not you speaking my blessed Christina. I am forced, with much sadness to
remind you of the truth as I remember it.
As far as the student loan goes, I remember filling out applications for a Federal Student Loan
sending it to you by courier so that you could send it from NYC. I clearly recall that both you
and mom were incapable of filling out the forms, not only the difficulty, but because you did not
have the information they requested. I must admit I had difficulty in completing the applications
which was quite frustrating. I and mom always helped you with papers and everything else you
needed and asked us. Likewise she stayed with you in NYC for only the two years (if I
remember well) during your studies at Julliard. After you enrolled at Manhattan School of Music
(MSM) mom had to return to Greece to help me. Soon, after you started your studies there, you
met Luis Andrei and as you told us, you helped him considerably. You both studied there for six
years.
Most importantly, as you well know that with Federal Student Loans (and for that matter all
student loans) money is never given to the students but to the school of higher education where
the student is enrolled. You, nor mom, nor I ever took out a personal loan for you. If you have
knowledge or information to the contrary, that I am not aware, please inform me.
Also, I want to remind you, that you had promised me that after you finished Hunter College (for
which I paid all the tuition until you got your BS degree) you would start paying your student
loan on a monthly basis. I believe that you started to teach in 2006.
In August 2007 (after approximately 2 years work) you came for a visit to Greece and expressed
your fear concerning the loan and begged us to put your home and land in Mom's and Anthonys
name, since you feared the possibility of losing both. It was apparent that you had not arranged
any schedule for repayment once you started working.
So after YOUR REQUEST for the change we tried to find a notary where we could do this. In
August all the Notaries and the Courts in order to make up a new contract were closed for
holidays. One Notary who mom spoke with on the phone said FOR YOU to write up a WILL
leaving everything to ANTHONY, bearing your signature and that during the Christmas holidays
you promised to come and fix it or to do it through the Greek Consulate in NY. We have kept
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your Will for you and Anthony. If you had come to Greece during the Christmas holidays we
could have made the changes.
Later our Notary sent all the papers for your home and land to the Greek Consulate in NYC.
They told us there that it was necessary for you to go with Luis Andrei, who had to sign for
Anthony. Mom sent you 600EU for the expenses. You went alone to the Consulate in 2008, but
you NEVER signed and suddenly YOU CUT COMMUNICATION with us.
We still do not comprehend why you did not sign, something you had begged us for, when you
came to Greece in August, 2007 in order to secure your home and land for you and your son
Anthony, and why you suddenly cut all communication with us.
This abrupt change in your behavior was not normal, but rather irresponsible, and detrimental to
your security. All this came when you started to cohabit with Milorad Mirkovic.
Your heart and joy, was the knowledge that you had your home here and your piece of land
which would be exclusively yours and Anthonys.
You were the first to refer to your anxiety concerning the loan, but suddenly you said nothing.
On March 31, 2008 I sent you an email expressing my unease and concern about the payment of
the student loan. Mom spoke with lawyers from the American Embassy and they said that the
confiscation of property in your name was a possibility carried out by a loan collection agency.
You wrote back on the same day March 31, saying and I quote: I understand and checked my
status I am in deferment, meaning in good standing [it actually means postponement]. There is
no danger and I do not need to do anythingMY LOANS ARE NO REASON TO WORRY AT
ALL or change anything or sign anything more. I MIGHT NEED TUITION HELP FOR THE
FALL OR SPRING SO ITS BEST TO SAVE ANY POSSIBLE MONEY YOU COULD HELP FOR
THAT...
Never before had you maintained that mom was responsible and used your loans for her
PERSONAL expenses. But, you choose to do so now with Milorad.
Furthermore, consistent with what you prepared me for as you write in the email quoted above,
you asked for tuition help in 2008 (while cohabiting with Milorad) and I asked Mom to go to
NY and to pay your tuition fee for your Masters. When mom went to the Chief Accountant at
Hunter with the Invoice you and Milorad had given to her, the accountant was surprised and told
mom that your scholarship was still active so that is was not necessary to pay any tuition fee.
Seems, you did not finish your Masters studies for which you had only ONE PAPER to
complete. I will never forget the email Milorad sent to your mom (WHEN MOM BEGGED
HIM FOR HER TO COME THERE TO HELP YOU FINISH YOUR MASTERS) on July 23,
2010 and wrote: She [Christina] is very close to finishing masters ON HER OWN, without
yours or my help. What happened? You worked so hard; you deserved that degree; you wanted
so much to receive it.
As parents, we care; we are deeply concerned and worry for you. Wouldnt you worry as a
parent? Please answer me. Parenthood has NO age limit. You are our daughter and I fear that
you are being used and controlled.

Remember what you wrote in March 2008: I have cleaned up my status through my work and
my credit is in good standing and I plan to keep it that way so, there is no possibility of any
danger with the properties, my loans are no reason to worry at all.
What am I to conclude about your constant threats of courts and false accusations about the loans
towards your Mom? You have been controlled.
Christina, I repeat that NOT ONCE did you mention or ACCUSE YOUR MOM about her taking
the loans out for herself until you cohabited with Milorad.
Not only did your Mom not spend any loan money on herself, but just the opposite. As one
simple example I remind you of your graduation from Manhattan Conservatory of Music.
Mom sent you a large sum of money to have a Graduation party with the best catered GREEK
FOOD (I was furious when she told me that she sent so much money just for food and drink and
for a party, but she always did so as to make you happy). Also she would often send you
expensive clothing which continued for Anthony and Luis Andrei. She NEVER thought of
herself.
I was hoping to forget all this, especially concerning material things. However, I am human. I
have feelings. It hurts when I think about the struggle, the effort, the time, the suffering your
mom and I went through all the years to help you, Luis Andrei and Anthony to get settled, to be
happy. Now, from the time you started cohabiting with Milorad you threaten your Mom with
student loans and courts. We sent you over $350,000 to assist you, Luis Andrei and Anthony
(Hunter College, the car, insurance, hospital bills, dentists, several movings, rent, furniture, an
illegal nursery, court case about breach of contract you lost, for tuition to St Demetrius School
for our grandson, private lessons, etc.)
We provided this help with much love and joy to you, our beloved daughter and grandson and
we consider it our commitment with joy to help you both, always, as much as we can.
But suddenly you cut Anthony and yourself off from us, completely, because we would
not accept your cohabitation relationship, which is forbidden by the Christian Orthodox Church
and started accusing Mom about the loans and threatening courts.
Christina this behavior is not yours; you are a victim; a victim of Gurdjieffs occult theories that
Milorad teaches you as you told ME when you brought two of Gurdjieffs books to give me in
Greece in August 2007.
We ALL make mistakes, serious mistakes but we must try to recognize our responsibility, the
consequences of these errors, to feel regret, to correct ourselves, to make the resolution not to
make them again.
We had contact with Klaus Kenneth, a teacher and author of several books, his most popular
being an autobiography, "Born to Hate, Reborn to Love". In it he describes his bad experiences
with Buddhism, Hinduism, Islam and the occult, his addiction to alcohol and drugs and how he
was converted to Christ, was baptized Orthodox by the saintly Elder Father Sophrony (who was
abbot of a monastery in Essex, England), and NOW gives lectures on his experiences.
Klaus Kenneth wrote me that he had some contact with you and wrote to you about the
DANGERS of the Gurdjieffs occult Movement of which Milorad is an ardent follower and
teacher of this theory.
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You also had contact with Klaus Kenneth until Milorad took command of your correspondence
with him giving him an ultimatum that either he stop trying to reconcile Christina with her
mom or he will cut any communication (this is the freedom you have). After Klaus wrote how
the Mother of God intervened several times in his life saving him from sure disaster, Milorad nor
you ever wrote him again.
Klaus was deeply concerned, but well aware of the methods used by occult members and wrote
to me that It was so pleasing to have an exchange with Christina, but once Milorad took over
everything changed. It is clear that CHRISTINA IS TRAPPED; I will pray that the Mother of
God free her. It is so sad. He could have given you much official documentation concerning the
OCCULT METHODS, especially the use of ALCOHOL, DRUGS, HYPNOTISM, BRAIN
CONTROL, greed, worship and devil possession through Yoga. Klaus lived and even taught all
this until he was converted by seeing where he was being led; to total destruction. Hopefully, if
you find the courage, read his book Born to Hate, Reborn to Love.
Just as Milorad put an end with your contact with Klaus Kenneth, it seems that he was
instrumental in your CUTTING OFF contact with two of your professors at Hunter who had
great respect for you and believed that you would have a bright future. They both tried many
times to communicate with you especially Mrs. Theodosia who was concerned for you to finish
your MASTERS for which you worked so hard. Please start to understand what is happening to
you Christina.
Truly my daughter, my blessed daughter, from what you write and the way you express yourself
you are not yourself. Only Milorad gives ultimatums. But now you write your Mom: I have the
patience and hope that you and I do not have to take that road (to take mom to court) to find
peace. It's up to you though because I will not tolerate your ideas for MY living.
You are not yourself my blessed Christina. Your mind is being controlled. We worry with the
way others are destroying your life.
Ten months ago, in October, YOU WERE BEGGING YOUR MOM and telling her that you
were DYING FROM POISONS and pleading her TO COME TO GREECE and after a few
hours Father Nektarios saw you very sick ON THE FLOOR from too much ALCOHOL.
As scientists agree: ALCOHOL IS A TRUTH SERUM. We do care. How can we stop worrying
about you and Anthony? Is this interference?
MILORAD told Father Nektarios: "TOMORROW CHRISTINA WILL NOT REMEMBER
ANYTHING" . Does Milorad use hypnotism on you? Ask him.
I QUOTE ONE OF YOUR CARDS TO YOUR MOM, WHEN YOU STUDY
IN MANHATTAN SCHOOL OF MUSIC.
"To my great Mom! Thanks for always being there to pick up all the pieces I fall
through.
I love you always and thank you "
YOUR MOM LOVES YOU AND IS ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU AND YOUR SON.

2. THE VERY SERIOUS INCIDENT.

To me it was a MIRACLE that mom called you and you answered the phone at the moment
when YOU NEEDED MOM THE MOST as I just described above. It was a MIRACLE that Fr.
Nektarios, after moms call to him at St. Markella read prayers for you, and was a witness to all
this. He saw you so sick he even asked you if you wanted him to take you to hospital.
Imagine, it was hours from the time mom spoke with you until the priest was taken to where you
live by a friend. Milorad answered the door and told Fr. Nektarios that you had consumed A lot
of alcohol FROM THE DAY BEFORE. As I stated before, but want to emphasize Father saw
you very sick on the floor (even though a whole day and hours had passed). Milorad likewise
told fr. Nektarios that TOMORROW CHRISTINA WILL NOT REMEMBER ANYTHING. So
that would mean a TWO day hangover. Please ask Milorad about all this, HE KNOWS. Inform
him that people DIE from too much alcohol.
You can find information about it. Here are just two lines of what was written from a recent
study on alcohol consumption: Alcohol is both one of the oldest and most dangerous drugs,
responsible for about 2.5 million deaths worldwide, which is more than malaria or Aids. The
reasons for this are well known: alcohol is toxic to all body systems, and particularly the liver,
heart and brain.
I am not only shocked but astonished that Milorad showed NO concern AT ALL over the
condition that fr. Nektarios saw you in. And Milorad was so mad when he took YOUR phone
and answered it, when Mom called you back to see how your health was; he was MAD
BECAUSE YOUR MOM SENT SOMEONE TO HELP YOU, abruptly closing your phone on
her and not giving you the phone to speak with your mom.
Just five years ago July 23, 2010 Milorad sent an email to your mom, when she asked
permission to go there and help you with the problem you have with alcohol. She was
particularly worried because your neighbors in 2007, had told her that you are in great DANGER
with the use of alcohol. I quote Milorad s IRONIC answer: And I am not sure if you are going
to be happy about it or not, but she is not an alcoholic. So in that respect, she does not need any
help.
Here it is, five years later, and your condition is WORSE. Milorad says: she does not need
any help. In other words he finds it natural that a person lying on the floor in their vomit for a
day and a half or two days does not need help. I repeat that people die from over consumption of
alcohol and I dont know what else you may have been given.
I do know for a fact that the Gurdjieff Occult in practice allows the use of drugs. If he was
concerned he should have taken you to hospital as Fr Nektarios requested. But to him it seemed
something natural, a usual event in the life of Christina. He told Father, Tomorrow she wont
remember anything. Just like after being hypnotized, one remembers nothing.
Thats one of the basic reasons why Mom came there on May 2015 to see you, to ask about your
health and to see her grandson and give you some gifts from me also. You NEVER answered to
your mom's thousand calls and messages of concern. What kind of behavior is this; what attitude
is this; It hurts greatly to see you being desensitized in this way. This is not your true self, it is
another person.

Why cant your mom see you, her daughter and grandson, alone? Is that the behavior of educated
people? Couldn't you with Anthony spare a little time to have a coffee with your mom, grandma?
She came from Greece to see you, to see how your health is, how Anthony is doing. You even
promised your mom, when she saw you near the train station in Astoria on the day of the
celebration of Panagia that you would call her in order to arrange an hour to talk with you and
Anthony, in peace.
Is it so difficult to have communication even ONCE A WEEK by phone with the BOTH of you
for a few minutes; to see you ONCE A YEAR even for a little?
3. CONCERNING YOUR MARRIAGE.
Christina, I truly pray to understand you and not to insult or offend you. I wish to ask you what
was the logic or reason why you wrote us that you have been married with Milorad for two
years? You wrote that you married in Serbia, in the Serbian Orthodox Church.
First of all, let me be clear and point out that in order to remarry in the Orthodox Church you
must have an official divorce from the Archdiocese you were married in. The priest, who
married you, came to your apartment this summer 2015 and Milorad spoke with him. Milorad
told the Father that you are NOT married, but cohabiting. PLEASE ASK MILORAD. Why
should Milorad lie?
With all honesty, as an observation and trying to logically analyze the facts, I truly see that
Milorad and Windi are using you, controlling you and benefiting their own (3) children .
Milorad even threatened Mom with his email of August 12, 2010: Until you face reality and
accept it for what it is (he means cohabitation) you will struggle endlessly. Christina will not live
a life like she used to in the past [he means with Christ in the Orthodox Church] that is finished,
over. She is very far away from you and if you not see that, than you will not do anything
different to get her back. And your struggle will continue. What he writes here is more of an
occult position as emphasized by Gurdjieffs occult theories.
BEFORE you started cohabiting with Milorad, you and Anthony communicated frequently with
us. Everything was fine. We called you every weekend. Milorad knew that. He had knowledge of
the fact that you came to visit us in August 2007. He wrote to us emails, also, and I will quote
some of them to you in this email.
Five years ago (in 2010) you took out a restraining order against mom with such vulgar slander,
accusations, and lies that I feel embarrassed to write what you wrote and took her to court, but
you failed to appear. This happened as a means of revenge for not accepting your cohabitation.
Revenge because she loves, cares, worries for you and your son, your health and hope to have
communication as before.
My blessed Christina, these actions do not in anyway represent you. It is not the real Christina.
Cohabitation is not the real Christina.You left Christ and you are being used by those who follow
dangerous occult practices. It is not for you Christina. Please return to Christ, again.
The real Christina wants to be free from alcohol and cohabitation and that is why TEN
MONTHS AGO, ON OCTOBER, YOU WERE BEGGING YOUR MOM FOR HELP FROM
THE POISONS AND BEGGING YOUR MOM TO COME TO GREECE.
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Carleton Kendrick EdM, LCSW, a family therapist in Boston writes: "They say, the truth comes
out when you're drunk. As it turns out, published research proves that statement is surprisingly
accurate. When drinking alcohol, the tongue is freed up to say exactly what is in a person's
heart." Scientists agree that alcohol is a TRUTH SERUM. These are facts Christina from
research. Alcohol is a poison as you said to mom. This is true. It kills slowly. A mother's
instinct, especially when it is founded upon Christ, is based on true love. This is what your
mom has.
4.THE TRUTH YOU HAVE TO KNOW FOR YOUR MOM AND ANTHONY FOR HIS
GRANDMA
Your mom left her teaching profession in order to give you all the necessary help to nurture your
acknowledged unique talent in piano (and violin) by well-known and famous musicians who told
us enthusiastically that you were born with a great musical talent. Because of this we did as
much as possible to assure your career in music. Mom tried very hard to have you taught by and
the best private tutors, private schools, Peabody, Motsarteum Salzburg , Julliard, Manhattan
School of Music, a professional piano, which she keeps for you because she knows you love
music.
I quote from one of the many beautiful cards which you have sent us during your studies at
Manhattan School of Music and after:
To Mom and Dad
No love song ever written
Is more beautiful or rare
Than the very special caring love
That others see you share.
I admire your love, devotion and patience throughout all these years.
Enjoy in peace, love (Christina signature)
The truth is Christina when your Mom's father died of cancer she was ONLY 16 years old and
had to work hard in her fathers customs office for two years. It was hard work especially for a
girl of her age. At that time she was alone in Kalamata staying those two years in the home of
Katina Mavriki, having to pay for her food. With the money earned from her father's office, her
mother (your grandmother) built the first floor home in Amfithea, Athens. It was the
apartment that we lived in for two or three years, when we moved from the USA. The time that
mom was working in Kalamata, Sophia and Dimitris were living in Chicago while her Mom,
Aikaterina (nun Elesa) and Niki were living in Athens.
As an orphan, at the age of 18, mom came to the States. She entered Saint Basils Academy,
N.Y. a teachers college, overlooking West Point Academy. No one could help her financially.
She had to work very hard in a factory and restaurant in order to pay for her tuition and all her
expenses.

After her graduation she taught in parochial schools, kindergarten and elementary in
Massachusetts and later in Maryland. When we came to Greece she taught in a private
elementary school for two years. She was an excellent teacher. The children loved her and
parents, pupils and the administration expressed their grief when she decided to resign.

Why did she resign? Firstly, she stopped in order to devote herself to your unique and
acknowledged musical talent which required the best professors with many private lessons and
the best music schools, as I have described above. All this required great effort, much time and
courage. It must be remembered that we did not have a car until 1997. Bus transportation was not
that reliable. Your music lessons were at different times of the week and day.
Secondly, she had to take me to different medical specialists both for my physical and mental
problems. She had to spend an unbelievable amount of time teaching me how to teach,
helping me with the books, the students, calling parents and so many other tasks. Most
importantly, she took the initiative to find a home and land for you and Anthony to have (we
would have had nothing if it was not for mom).
Before meeting Milorad you never told us lies asking for financial help. In 2006 you told us that
you would move so you could be near Hunter, Andrei near his work, and Anthony a better
school. We sent you 25,000EU for expenses, but in truth you moved in alone. Anthony stayed
with his father the whole week and would be with you only at weekends. Anthonys grandfather
had to come from Brooklyn every day to take him home from school. You know yourself that
before you met Milorad you never left Anthony alone even for one hour. I can understand now
why Anthony had left under his pillow, the day before leaving Greece, a drawing which showed
an EVIL person with two knives killing you, his mom and his dad.
After you visited us in Greece August, 2007 you wanted to move with Anthony to Astoria, where
it was cheaper and for Anthony to go to Saint Demetrios High School. We sent you 12,000EU
for the expenses (moving, school tuition for Anthony). You moved, but Milorad 'conveniently
(for him)' MOVED IN with you. Anthony never went to the good private school that you had
wished.
Also, why didnt you buy the piano for yourself that you told us you needed to start private
lessons? Or for the student LOAN payment? Where did all the money ($37,000) we sent you in
2006 and 2007 years go? Where did all your hard earned money go; Anthonys money from
child support?
Was the money spent on Windy and Milorad s three children? Perhaps that explains why
Milorad wrote us that: Christina is so generous! He wrote this and more. He continues in the
same email: Christina is so generous but she has only one fault. She spends too much time on
her studies and teaching. He certainly took care of that, didnt he? She is free, free to destroy
her future. Then you started missing classes because you told us, you were VERY BUSY taking
care of Windi and Milorad 's three children; taking ALL three of them to THEIR MANY
private lessons, swimming, chess, art classes, birthday parties, etc.
Sadly, considering all this, there can be no doubt that Windi and Milorad are USING you, they
are taking advantage of you, they are brain-washing you through the use of occult methods. I
greatly fear that they want to eventually take possession of yours and Anthonys home and land
in Greece for their children. Is that why you suddenly refused to sign the papers and suddenly
stopping ALL communication? without ANY explanation?
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With your cohabitation you stopped your own sons private (Greek-Music) lessons and failed to
send him to the good private school. We remember how much you always protected, loved and
cared about your son for private Greek and music lessons (you took him to the Orthodox
CHURCH also) and you cared about your health, your MASTERS. When we kept insisting that
you complete your Masters, Milorad calmly wrote your Mom not to worry about her Masters,
that: Christina will complete her Masters without my help or your help. That was five years
ago. What happened? You never said anything about WHAT happened to your Masters studies.
What does Milorad have to say about it?
Did Milorad tell you that he pressed the door against mom (in front of a witness) on her chest,
causing her great pain in order that she could not enter to see her daughter who just a few months
ago, was begging her for HELP, that she was poisoned and dying, pleading to come to Greece?.
Milorad knew it. He should feel shame. On top of his showing his manhood by causing pain to
an old lady he called the police. He was not moved by seeing you on the floor for two days
because of an over consumption of alcohol?
Mom controlled herself and gave Milorad the flowers she had bought for you and told him:
Please give them to my daughter (and rightly asked him). Would you like to see your daughter
very sick, on floor? Poisoned?
Mom told me that the neighbors felt sorrow and sympathy for her having come all the way from
Greece to see her daughter and grandson; and that her daughter who just a few months ago
, begged her mom for help.
The most important thing to us, our blessed Christina is the health of your soul and body. You,
your soul is above all. Please return to Christ. Christ has given you a blessed and unique son,
Anthony. Christ cures our souls and bodies. He cured me.
All the good and humble fathers pray for you. Mom has met good, sincere people who love you
and want to help.
I would like to quote again from your card to Mom before you met Milorad: To my great
Mom! Thanks for always being there to pick up all the pieces I fall through. I love you always
and thank you.
Your mom and I are at fault for not having done something earlier. We fed all these actions with
money and assistance which were opposed to Christs teachings. I am really so sorry
Christina. Please try to have the courage to accept what I have written with love as a means of
recovery, as a way to help yourself, as a return to your true self. Most importantly, return to
Christ with your son , to the Orthodox Church. I dont want you to suffer as I have.
As I have written I have many sins, severe sins, which had separated me from Christ. I was
diagnosed with Major (Clinical) Depression. What I write to you may seem as condemnation, but
it is the opposite. I am speaking from my own experiences, my own faults, my own sins. I am
thankful that I had and have spiritual fathers and the sacrament of Holy Confession.
I supplicate and pray to Christ that soon, you will return to Him with all your heart and always
you will pray to Panagia and Saint Tarso (your spiritual mother) for your beloved, blessed son,
Anthony, Andrea, your mom and dad.
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In closing please remember that YOUR MOM , ASKS FOR SOMETHING SIMPLE,
SOMETHING HUMAN WITH LOVE, UNDERSTANDING AND FORGIVENESS: SHE
ASKS TO ALWAYS HAVE REGULAR COMMUNICATION WITH YOU, HER BELOVED
DAUGHTER CHRISTINA AND HER BELOVED GRANDSON ANTHONY.
May Christ forgive and show His mercy upon all of us. We have all sinned. The Orthodox
Church teaches that Christ will not condemn us because in our weakness we have sinned but
because we do not repent. Christ commands us to pray for those who have hurt us; for those who
have placed us in this temptation which you are going through Christina. They are victims of the
Evil One (as Saint Tarso would call the devil-KAKOS).
I only write what Christ teaches through His Orthodox Church and I pray for Luis Andrei that he
may RETURN to Christ and be reconciled with you (you are still married in the Orthodox
Church) and his son.
AND I pray for Milorad that his conscious will be awakened and for him to realize the evil he is
doing, the destruction of soul and body he imposes on you; that he may REJECT the occult
theories which are destructive to the soul and against Christ teachings; that he may return to
Windy and that they, with their children, find Christ. They are still considered to be married in
the Orthodox Church, as he said.
Life is too short and we do not know the moment when our souls will be separated from the
body. We must not leave the matter of our salvation for later. There may not be a later. Eternal
life is a fact. It will be a condition that will never change.
Please Christina, let all of us sincerely repent and start a new life in Christ before it is too late. I
personally have sinned greatly. With my serious sins I have no right to teach, but I tell you this
because I have lived the joy of being cleansed through Holy Confession and many tears.

In closing my final thoughts, we are thankful that you are using all the degrees you earned in
music, especially from MSM. We know that you are a talented and dedicated teacher and I
sincerely hope that you are teaching children to appreciate classical music and to encourage their
talent, just as several of your teachers did for you.
I am sad, however, and I cannot explain or understand why all that I have written is happening.
What occurred so suddenly that changed your life and left you open to become a victim to life
threatening conditions? What happened that you seem to have lost control of yourself, of your
priorities? Who is responsible for this happening to you?
My child Christina, I dont want you to die from the consequences of alcohol. I am scared;
I am frightened for you. I am alarmed and dont want you to die in sin, a sin which leads to
the death of the soul. I dont want you to die without the love for Christ in your heart.
Christina, know that Mom and I always love you and Anthony and you both always have your
home, your land and car here. .
With prayers to Panagia, forgive me,
Your Dad
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Christ says to all of us: "Come to me, all you are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest".
(Matthew 11:28)
St. Tarso pray for Christina

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