So a couple nights ago, I got really fucked up.

I, for whatever reason, decided to put my ego and selfconcept aside, and explore my psyche, and I believe I got closer to understanding the meaning of
existence from it. Not there, (I don't claim to be enlightened, a master, or have the answers to the
universe) but closer than I was before. I made a /pol/ thread to share it, but because of my intoxicated
state, it came off as incoherent rambling. The discoveries were also pretty simple, but I drew a lot of
conclusions about them and their significance, which made me sound like a drugged out, new-age
nutjob.
I meditated on my discoveries for a couple days, and refined them to become more sober and clear. Now,
I feel like I am closer to my search for truth, and I, once again, come to you, /pol/ to discuss and debate
them. Open-minded debate is the only way to grow. However, there was kind of a lot, so I'll do an "ask me
anything" thread.
Summary:
>the universe is one big "mind"
>everything in it, including humans, are subdivisions of it
>existence is like a big story/game, and the fun comes from subdivisions getting lost in their roles
>the goal of the game is harmony, which can be achieved by self-awareness
>we are the universe's "thoughts," and like in our minds, dissonance/internal conflict is the source of
stagnation
>our job is to learn and grow, so we can evolve and move closer to harmony
>humans' greatest desire is spreading their influence; reproduction/aggression is just a by-product of this
>spirituality is an instinct
>the elites have convinced themselves that humanity is stupid and needs their guidance to function;
misplaced altruism
>this is done through manipulation and suppression of instincts
>in order to attain happiness, one must break free of the elites and live in harmony with the Way, which
brings true happiness (rejection of ego)
>/pol/ is, in the weirdest way, right about a lot of things
Tear it apart, /pol/. Let's philosophize.

>What is our true nature, and what do our instincts tell us to do that we're not doing in this day and age?
To live in harmony with the universe. The only thing that remains consistent in the universe is constant
change, so basically, our instinct is to use our intelligence to adapt to change. This is why civilizations fall;
they're founded on ideologies/values, which people cling to rather than moving with the tides
>So you're an anarchist? What control would you like to regain that the government currently possesses?
I'm a confederate. I think like-minded people should come together in groups of varying sizes; some
tribes, some city-states, some countries, etc. I am of the belief that if we eliminate greed, a product of
control and manipulation, that eventually, these collectives will come together and share resources and
skills, as everyone has both strengths and weaknesses. People will eventually combine their skills and
resources, and unite together under a common pursuit of truth. However, that can never happen when
governments force differently-minded people to live together; societies are built on principles, and when
everyone has different principles, there is dissonance. It's like America's congress. We are in complete
stagnation because nobody can agree on what to do. Stagnation, like I said earlier, is the first stage in
self-destruction. This is the true purpose of multiculturalism and egalitarianism.