CHAPTER 1: CRUEL WORLD

Every cruelty others done to you.....You blame it on the world.....What a cruel world!....isn't it?
Hello,my name is Victoria Ivana I was just a normal human being living amongst my kind.Until I met
HIM.But first let me show you to my past.My cruel past that will change epically in the future.Many
cannot relate in my tragic past but I believe I deserve it.My cruel life was lost in my past now it can
never return to me.Please do not stop reading after you had started,because you might miss some
Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler related parts.I will show you my life with reality and myths joined together
to form this fanfic created by(her secret name) Fanglicia Zillake.
-NARRATORWhen Victoria was still a baby,her parents were suddenly killed in an accident and she was sent to an
orphanage.But after she was a kid,a couple took her in and lived peacefully together.But one day,the
couple found a peculiar talent hidden within the child but the child doesn't know it yet(because she's
just a child).The husband thought that it would be profitable to make her a freak show but with the
wife's complaint,the husband's idea backed up(for a while).The wife was very close to Victoria and
cared for her,never let her out of her sight and never did want her to get hurt.It's almost like she was her
real daughter for many years.But when Victoria reached the age of 6,the wife was murdered by an
unknown stranger and took all her jewelry together with her money.
After the funeral,the husband slowly gained Victoria's trust by teaching and unknowingly care fakely
for her health.But the husband's teachings were wrong and cruel because she was 7 by that time.She
learned that her adoptive mother that she loved was killed by a stranger and sought revenge.
A month later,their money was lesser than ever,not just because Victoria is taking her lessons on
acrobats,gymnastics,aiming,swimming and etc. but her father was also wasting the money they only
have by gambling.Her father lied to her by saying that she has to stop her lessons because it made
them lose more money. Afew weeks later,he made her sell her left arm to a stranger to get more money
for his gambling,she was speechless and she didn't mind him selling it.
A few months after her arm was sold,she was 8 but they never even celebrated any of it after someone
murdered the wife.Her father then,delievered her to an abondoned street.He let her sleep on his lap.As
she did,he slowly removed her headfrom his lap and walked away.
-THE FATHER'S POVShe was a great material and even a product. I thought to myself as I walk slowly on the middle of
the street.I stopped and looked back at her,I saw the cruelty I bestowed upon her while she still stayed
loyal.She really taught her that.Suddenly,I heard horses galloping.I turned my head to see an out of
control horse carriage speeding towards me.I turned back to Victoria and saw a silhoutte of my wife
crying and looking at Victoria ,she looked really depressed.Then,my wife looked at me with a smirk on
her face and she reached out her hand, and I reached out mine.Then,.......

I closed my eyes and.................

everything blacked out..............
leaving me with so much pain..
-VICTORIA'S POVI woke up and saw my father reaching out his hand,I reached out my hand to him and he saw me.I
moved a bit further from my place.I saw him lip syncing I'm sorry.I saw horses speeding from my
right and...........and...........killed my father.Lots of tears stream down my face.
Dad?..........DAD! I said as I saw blood sprouted from him.
A young woman, with eyeglasses and dark blue hair and navy blue colored eyes showed up from a
sudden.Then she leaned down to my dying father and whispered something to him.She stood up,pulled
out her sword and swiped the sword above my father's corpse and I saw a teardrop from his eye as he
closed his eyes.
INSERT MOLLY STORY HERE!!!

At midnight,I can't stop my tears from falling,I heard confettis from the other hollow street near
me,because of my curiosity,I went to look.
-NARRATORAs she peeked to the hollow street,she saw seven people in colorful clothing,a tiger and a little boy.
Then suddenly, a police arrived,blew his whistle and raced to the little boy,who was about to get in a
horse carriage.
Mr.Bear,Do you need something? the little boy asked as he turned away from the carriage.
What's the matter? the police said as the little boy giggled and the police stopped infront of them,one
of the seven people was beside the little boy.Then,a large man was behind the police,he was bald and
has yellow eyes, and he wore baggy yellow pants with elastic bandages wrapped around his shins, and short
black boots but was shirtless with red tattoos and a large medallion strapped across his chest .The police

dropped his whistle after he turned around.The large man smashed his fists on the police's head and lots
of blood sprouted out of his head as he dropped.The little boy gasped in enjoyment as his eyes
widened. More police came and witnessed their co-worker lying dead on the ground.Suddenly,there
were knives on one of the police's head and his chest.As she turned to where the knives came from,she
saw another one of the seven people,he was a slim male with sea-green eyes and black and blonde hair
and he has makeup around his eyes that consists of thick eyeliner, purple eyeshadow, and a painted red dot
under each eye and he wore a long-sleeved, white and black striped shirt with a jabot, worn under a plain
vest,he also wears black pants, over which is a black skirt, and a red and black hat ,juggling knives as he

threw one after another to the polices.He side flips infront of the little boy.
Cool!! the little boy said as he clapped.A woman, wears a revealing, black leather bodice, and a short,
black leather skirt with a red sash, she also wears thigh-high fishnets, held up by a garter belt, which stop
at diamond-adorned garters, she has matching fishnet gloves that extend to the area below her shoulders,
she also had accessories like a red headband, and her makeup consists of dark red lipstick, fake
eyelashes, and little red marks or stones painted under her left eye and she also had a whip and a tiger

beside her, and fished the neck of another police using her whip.

Go on, me soldier.The chariot is ready. I heard the man beside the little boy said.
Right!he responded and got in the carriage.One of the police was still walking covered in blood.
Damn it..... he held a gun on his hand and locked it on the running carriage but he was quivering.
S-stop! there was a woman which was one of the seven people, she was a young female with brown
hair, blue eyes, she dons a white wig, which appears to be made of white roses, with two feathers sticking
out the left side and beads dangling from the side, that ties under her chin in a large bow; it is worn to veil
her left eye, there is also design of thorny tendrils painted on her left cheek, that reaches down from her
covered left eye, she also sports fake white eyelashes, an off-white neckband trimmed in white lace, an offwhite sleeveless dress trimmed with a striped bow and more white roses, off-white sleeves with a poof cap
that extends from her shoulder to just below her elbow and also wears off-white ballet-style shoes with a
white roses over the toes, a thigh-high, black-and-white striped stocking on her right leg, and a similar
white stocking on her left; the stockings are held up lace garters and straps, and also had a white, fringetrimmed umbrella that shot the police on the back from the air and she landed safely on the ground.The

police crawled to her and grabbed her leg.

How dare you? he said as she pointed the sharp end of her umbrella to his face .She looked hesitated
to kill him.The man,that was beside the little boy before,killed the police that was holding her leg.
I told yee,never hesitate. he said looking down at her.He walked away angrily and the woman looked
disappionted by herself.
-VICTORIA'S POVI looked closer to the man as he walked pass me and he purple eyes and long orange hair bleached at the
tips and braided at the strands, he wore light-blue make-up, which he uses to paint a tear drop under his
left eye, and has four thick hoop earrings on each ear and yellow bow, a purple coat trimmed with gold
draped off his shoulders and used like a cape, a black and lavender checkered vest with a white ruffled
button up shirt worn underneath, puffy short pants with diamonds on the seam, and black and white boots
that reach to the knees and curl at the toes.and he also dons a white glove on his left hand ,he looked really

colorful. I rethought of whathappend earlier.

He killed those policemen just for a kid?! And I don't have any loved ones left,why should I even
live? I took his arm and he looked at me with wide eyes.Tears are still visible on my face.
Oh hello dear,what's yee name? And why is yee crying? he told me in a calm voice and leaned down
to wipe my tears.
Victoria...... I looked at him with a smile on my face.
Kill me. I said to him with a weak voice and he only responded with a confused face.He looked at
my missing left arm.
Why is that'dear?
I want to die all afternoon, so just kill me like those policemen,you did it quickly didn't you?!?! the
other six people and the tiger came behind him.
What is it,Joker? the woman in a fishnet top said and he looked at her.
J-Joker? Please do it..... I said and he looked back at me.He picked me up and carried me in bridal
style as he looked at the sky.He looked back at me with a smile.
It's about to be morning soon,why is yee still out? I don't have a home,friend or even loved
ones,because.........because they all died. more tears stream down my face.He looked at the others
behind him.

Come on all of yee,let's go back to the circus. he looked back at me.

Well,dear,do yee like circuses? he continued with a smile.
I don't know.I forgot.I never leave my last home because of my father's cruelty to me with chores and
now even he is gone.
Ahhhh,so it's better for yee new experience.So,stop crying,dear.... we all went to a circus.The sign
was colored violet and yellow, it said
Noah's Ark Circus.

CHAPTER 2: NOAH'S ARK CIRCUS

-NARRATORThey all entered Noah's Ark Circus and the others raced to their tents.Joker placed Victoria down and
they slowly walked to the tents.Joker opened up an empty tent which is one of the private tents.
We will talk about it later.Get some sleep. she wiped off her tears and layed on the bed.
-MORNINGJoker wanted to see if Victoria is alright.As he opened the tent's entrance, he saw that Victoria was not
inside but a tiny puddle of blood from another side of the tent.
-JOKER'S POVMy heart was racing as I saw her empty tent and that puddle of blood.The tent that was beside hers was
Dagger's and as I looked inside of Dagger's tent, it was also empty.I saw a knife on the middle of the
puddle of blood.I raced to Beast.
Where 're Dagger and Victora?!?!she jumped.
Why 're you so jumpy? You know that Dagger is still asleep at this hour. And who is this Victoria?
Yee wasn't in his tent. And Victoria is the little girl from yesturday.
HUH?! I don't know where they are but you can check out the circus tent.
Thank you,Beast. I flashed a smile and she blushed as I walked away. Before I could even enter the
circus tent, I heard screams from inside the tent. I hurried inside and saw Dagger staring at Victoria on
a giant beach ball,that was used for balancing. She was perfectly standing on one foot on the beach ball
, I wanted to yell at her so badly so she can come down but I can't because she might loose her balance.
After a minute,she saw me and jumped off the beach ball and I just stared at her and didn't move a
muscle.It's like I was suddenly hypnotized.
-DAGGER'S POVShe jumped from the beach ball and saw that she will fall onto Joker. He was just staring at her and I
have to take action. I had no other choice but to push Joker out of the way to safely catch her. As I

caught her,Joker came back to his senses and complained.

Why did yee push me?!
Sorry Joker,Victoria was falling and I saw you just staring at her.
Hey! I wasn't falling! I jumped off the ball myself, I didn't even need your help! she said and I was
surprised.She still has a soft and sweet voice even she is angry. I couldn't help but to simply blush right
infront of them.
Oh......Dagger you're blushing again... Victoria said with a giggle and my blush deepens.I placed her
down,leaned down to her sizeto look at her and touched her cheek.
I'm sorry to ruin your performance but are you alright?
Alright?! Am I alright?! I thought she was angry but instead of complaining.....
I feel amazing! I feel wonderful to escape that tiny room of my cruel childhood and it's all thanks to
all of you for taking me in and I must repay you any dept like helping you in this circus. she giggled.
Both of our eyes widen of how much this little girl just said. I stood up and looked at Joker.
Victoria have been training since the time she woke me up.Tee hee. Joker got angry of worrying him
about her and we told him what really happened...........
-BACK EARLIER-NARRATORVictoria woke up after 20 minutes of sleep, and went outside of her tent.She thought about walking
around or checking out on the others. She just picked her second thought. She decided on going to the
nearest tent, which was Dagger's. As she entered the tent,she saw Dagger sleeping peacefully and a
rack of knives. She thought of killing herself with Dagger's knives. She picked up one of Dagger's
knives and started slicing her wrist and blood started coming out. She didn't even know that a low
moan in pain can wake up Dagger. As Dagger woke up he wiped his eyes and Victoria with his knife
and the blood.He suddenly raced toher to grap his knife but failed. Due to his clumsyness he rolled to
the rack filled with his knives and landed on his back with his feet pointing upwards. As he shook the
rack, knives will defenitely fall on him. As he saw the falling knives ( approximately 3 of it on the top
shelf). Victoria saw the falling knives and decided to help with a sigh. She walked infront of him and
flicked all 3 knives away from him with 2 fingers. He stood up and thanked Victoria for her rescue and
suddenly gave the bloody knife to him. She licked the blood from her wrist.
Do you have any cloth?
O-oh,,, I-I do h-ave one h-ere. he picked a tiny napkin from the table and gave it to her.
Thank you for for this and the first feeling of ALMOST dying.
What is your name dear? And why do you want to feel death? Daggers still wants to hear her
pleasant voice.
My name is Victoria and I want to die, no one cares about me everyone dear to me has already died
and I know when I die I can meet them already.
How about we just enjoy the circus?
Okay, I would love to see it. Dagger and Victoria went to the circustent and saw only few workers
training.

 Everyone, evryone this is Victoria. She wants to see a circus act, how ' bout you all show her all your
talents. I shall go first. Dagger gone first and the others.
( Skipping all the other acts hehehe)
After the last act, everyone except Dagger walked closer to Victoria and said she was cute. She only
blushed and hid behind Dagger's back.
Everyone, you are all scaring her. Dagger leaned to her size and toucher her face.
Are you alright?
I'm fine, Can I explore this tent for a while?
Sure!
Thank you, ahhh?
Oh! Yeah I'm Dagger the knife-thrower.
Alright! Thank you Mr. Dagger!
-After a few minutes of exploring.....Dagger was moving crates of Daggers in the tent. Whe suddenly he heared large screams from circus
tent.
Oh goodness , Victoria! said a girl's terrified voice
Someone get her down , NOW! said a frustrating man as Dagger raced in the tent first then he saw
Joker inside.
-BACK TO PRESENT How could you leave a helpless child like 'ee? Joker said worriedly.
Hey I'm not helpless and not a child! Victoria said angrily.
I also have my duties you know! Dagger explained as Joker sighed and looked at Victoria.
Did you have some fun? he asked.
Lots of fun Mr. Joker. she giggles.
And Dagger why were you blushing? Dagger silenced and walked away. Victoria grabbed his hand
and said
Thank you again Mr. Dagger, you made me so happy today. She smiled and Dagger ruffled her hair.
You're welcome. Dagger walked away.
Do yee want to meet the others from last night? Joker asked Victoria.
Alright, Mr. Joker. she answered happily.
B-but first let's talk about why didn't you kill me yesterday. she said looking down. They went a quiet
open space.
I didn't kill yee, because yee looked like yee need someone to help you go on with your troubles. I
can't kill a kid like yee for no reason.
B-but I have more than 1 reason why.
I would love not to hear them because yee are a young lady that has no reason not to move on.
Uh....alright.

Now, how 'bout the first-stringers first? And I will treat you as the first-stringer for a while.
Alright, Mr. Joker, Thank you. Joker and Victoria giggles.
First of all, stop calling me a mister just simply call me Joker. The makes me feel old. they walked
out of the circus tent and I saw the woman with the tiger, she was training her.
Beast! Joker yelled
What?! I'm busy.
Just for a while.
Alright! Wait for a second!!, she yelled twice before making the tiger behave.
Beast this is Victoria, the girl I was looking for all day. He said placing his hand on Victoria's
shoulder.
Victoria, this is Beast. Beast looked at her wrist.
Oh! She is so cute but wounded. What happened to your wrist?
I tried to slice it, but Dagger stop me. Beast froze.
Oh well let's move on. Joker said leaving Beast in a frozen position.