Winter Here New Title.

The Forming Hearts Feelings
Where Two Hearts Become One

by
Author Christopher S. Vecchitto
A Complex Reform For,

LIFE
SPIRITS
WALL
FEEDS
HELPING OTHERS
PRIDE
LOVE
RESPECT
UNDERSTANDING
ACCEPTING
LOYALITY
This book is for a Easter wedding.
Feelings Are Forming Thoughts

Contents
Introduction..........................................3
About the author...........................................................16
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
Chapter
1 |Better or Worst ...........................................18

2 |Birth of Miracles ..........................................20
3 |Treasured n Moments ...................................26
4 |Tender Loving Care ......................................30
5 |Heart Shattered From Hurt ............................36
6 |Knowing I Can When & Where ........................40
7 |Takes My Breath Away...................................48
8 |If I'm Nothing to Misspoken.............................52
9 |Paths & Roads To Success...............................60
10 |Having The Action Plan..................................72
11 |Not That Simple Nor Easy Task Ahead................80
12 |The Out Cry of Heart & Feelings......................96
13 |I'm In No Surprise.......................................101
14 |Leaning Towards No Denial...........................112
15 |Learning To Trust Each Other.........................123
16 |Reflections of Love.....................................142
17 |The Day I Will Make Love..............................151
18 |Better Part of Me........................................154
19 |The Ending...............................................162

Introduction
ve been in need of a plan my illness of all the documents related to a

probe alignments due to activities of a case. I put one reason believing
in a court case of was for a case of true love.

For both student and I put judgement first. I come with respect and put the
research that everything is with a student wanting myself. I could go far
ahead of a time to control issues while using a control of time, and it will
begin to bring processing results of multitude potential concerns about the
student on.
As I write to make myself a better person accessing records search of
myself and better assure my student in our life in a story on how I can can
change his mind about himelf and it has all started with the actions of love.
I enjoy everyday when I feel things are settling through out the day. And
settling especially down on a creation with thoughts made myself think
creativity of a feeling yearning out that I am older and or was uncertain
answer all the perceiving court questions and concerns. To put forward a
closed case this year I was brainwashed. I gave so very much of my time to
my student focusing on our life in story.
When and where I feel down especially with myself it spoke with my esteem

that who I spend time with I has the guilty pleasures of it has kind remarks
with unspoken actions leads on to whatever leading to my ashamed
regretful self kindness with my remarks to make better out of situations.
Kindness was a feeling far beyond a fresh start being safe in love. I am shy
person a novelist where I experience something new with writing or chain of
thoughts. I will make known I am better. Of sure to treat life sweet and kind
with my open mindfulness extensiveness in a story for wedding and allowing
me research more about love if Im in safe and protected.
I have the daily routine to live well, which include full meals of breakfast
and doing what I know best... live laugh learn! I let issues flow for the
better as I am on ground surface so to speak roof its spirit with foundation.
I know to accept behaviour as its knowingly has the circumstances of
somebody proving you wrong. As while the days I thinking before I acted the
spirit I give imaginary action wall, which is stability of what is to come with
the friends and family.
My friends and family shows a great strength of positive courage and I said
be with no worries. I imagined in January when he made his first move I will
be okay dealing with forming thoughts proceeded in story as he
implemented us getting ahead not behind.
Well about if we are together where I meet a loveable person will be on the
first day of school. You will love my classroom with what I got to say.

The personality I share is with a sweet behaviour, and Chris understood my

feelings on the aftermath him leaving high school. I was left as thinking, I
was evil on all my days after high school. It was the moment and thoughts
of the first day of school and teaching first time, I will bring a kind gentle
touch of a hug. I kept on my mind with Chris, for he put desires into effort
and only I wanting be with him, standing by his side of a story.
Any amusements of the moments together brought a moment of more to
know about a student, he was lucky have me. He was in class and I was
liked by him very much to this day. He understood whatever life gets you, it
only gets better of another train running a different track.
He thought being on a train well be together as an effort he made to not
look back, which me realize he is my love. I know he will not loose track
this time around but rather loosing track would be him not taking
medications.
As the days passed I rule out hate and I find love as I find the heart for
others to see on whats been true. I truly have a big heart and for whoever I
know has the time, say if I date Chris you would come into agreements and
hear me out when I say his love is truly touching.
I will make room for my positive thoughts of a student. As time came to
realise I will bring into conversation with the little things. I will love as soon

court seeks judgement of godly highest, which I hope that the judge allows
communication at this very moment. I will to be allowing criticizing his
efforts and all apologies brings good judgement of faith leading no more to
court and confusion.
I never knew which way to take that question why rule over love and how
love with feelings on how this all got started. I have the feeling I am okay
with today and with my mood to write a story about proprietorial desires
yearning for Easter lead dance toward a life and where we are today.. and
with talking about the greatness of his spirited wedding dreams.
The life is ought to be safe now, as for he obeyed on what's been said. I
continued a romantic dinner. Now I have been with little to no fear. It has
been said so long ago, I will return but long time has silence brought fear
since I heard his voice, in-fact he is a true nice person. I nourished his
kindness over the years, with the life I proceed was positive. I was touched
in likeness of who I was which some say he was my student Chris and I was
his formal teacher others agreed.
For my time I will go to plead truth with my life and body to serve Chris. I
will talk more about through the passing days of a story of my busy work
schedule. And I hope a during a try to call up trial of attorney and take
action of a no hate, no misconduct and no felony arrest.

In fact that their will be no sentence and when, how, why and where he
comes in my life to love and I to not forsake him or myself with our witty
personality.
I do fully believe beyond potential I can say that I know that of all I will
build courage of strength for a student, and he who better understand me
came the thought of he will be my husband standing by me every step of
the way.
I was life of being the caring one, I was a flirt with warm heart feelings. For
love and happiness it was till moment of time of endless memories. The
moments and memories had a chance with strong feelings and desire years
later caught him sending messages to my personal email. He had no access
to my account information, he emailed a well written letter.
I caught myself mind state, of keeping hold of a life saying the facts of a
third of my years he never did gave up. I gave up a chance this coming up
year that would make me not allow see myself in public or at house ever
and left me curious if we actually talked at younger age made it
questionable.
And with our time it brought pay it a time but a day without pay will bring,
my day saying my admirer I could wait. Most of the time it lead me on
behind with tears I get in pain, I feared he is alone needing me. I began

wonder if he was treated for being alone at night by another lover but my
student wouldn't offer any sex to another student. He was mostly into
friendships, but wanted me more than anything.
As while now waiting till next court date he will be not contact high school
students, while keeping in a form of an ideas of lesson planning. He learned
values exists of a learned lesson.
I will ask myself the questions while not partying and drinking. It was kept
with a minimal amounts I could tolerate but alcoholic free classroom is
what I expected which he did not obey.
I was learning from mistaken lessons I will put in words my life within
aspects of the good fortune as between no remarks make us not fall apart
for students affairs all wanted to know was the ordeal between outsourcing
clues if he liked me. It was love that came with sights of inspirational
aspects of caring for one another and being there at the moment for the
good times we had when we had blushes on our faces.
It all became a lesson was to fight for the facts for this year and years to
come as I wait for an Easter wedding. While fighting and flirting I have no
compassion at the time I was with a self awareness of fantastic behaviour
ending up true.
I was looking for young man to love for all my years lived. For awhile

making this year to go right, I had to give for this year as an open door
policy.
I speak to myself, without speaking to students on the status of the

relationship and he heard my voice which knew he had to respect our love
and build trust. Our relationship brought moments he wrote lyrics with
feelings of all the time joy happiness with tears he brought memorable
times.
He was late for class which made me have broken hearted feelings he did
not love me but rule cigarette before entertaining as for before entering of
a plan or circumstances.
Having him was a pleasure which was after and between he smoked after I
realized it was an addiction. He has learned from me there are supportive
people who will melt stress away.
I still was learning to accept a stable mental illness condition with having
thoughts choosing him going open minded. I began to think could he be one
gotten a plan make us together, write write write and more write.
I had great food and spirit around me as a while sidetracked with a good
hang out with friends as I wrote experiencing my efforts to make due for
dead on perfect story. And being shut off with a voice was hard task when
all your thinking could he be the one.

The life I live says I will gain communication at one moment. And I am open
for talks for these years. I hope gain multiple intercourse where we have a
path for a life as a where and prayed, a soon a sweet baby will be born with
Chris.
For the most part I will gain to talk with his thoughts. As I've been hoping
he been ready start something new and something bold as a while creating
beautiful into a story.
Living with a nature of being better involves myself to step up. I been
better and doing his footprints on what had been left behind with his life
like working in past food pantry. I was to keep silent because I had picture
leaked on there website of myself working at food pantry.
I have wondered why as for many reasons like myself, having no reason why
I find reasons why a student walks into my life and made myself to think
differently. He made realize its love. My student was a simply odd single
man who gave myself pregnant as I want say. He doesn't have an idea it
could be him the father of the baby.
I had no rights to make it a thought of conflict today! I will be out of

question to seek online with web and ask for what I deserve on the better
side with my doctor. And if I was in a life long relationship, their was no
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reserve no answer to talk about on who or when I deserve sex!
Where would I be and who would I become if I have fear? For most part
when I will be out of his life, I will I be heading out with tearful life.. I
really would like know the facts of a case where when his life changed since
the break up. Why are we in terms of space between Chris and I. For years
ending rather so quick nothing will stop me loving him everyday.
Thinking of theirs a way with no fearful life. And future going with flow
road ahead I live well throughout my days living on planet earth. But the
sky today showed bolts of thunder which brought with dark grey skies.
In a moment which might be going to clear up rather soon, I put smile on
my face and smile as clear precipitation took place with warmer weather.
And knew this was a moment I need to say comes rare to love a student in a
sign of a storm.
We can make one remembrance lightish dream that makes us not fear for
most bring understanding what is next but clear understanding what is
coming up next when he lays next to me. He was bringing comfort in on
seeing the unseen. How I can be the one kept running in my head always
going be my man Mr. Vecchitto here stand now being called Mrs. Vecchitto.
My goal is well known how often I say why its hard to find a reasons believe
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he the one of wonders to take control of my life. I understood in time that I
am shy not opened and I would surprised to hear a verdict without any-time
of showing up.
The ideas travelled on a one way track of an idea of a partner Chris, which
that will lead on to an Easter wedding that are brought and formed ideas
which thoughts that are clear while taking his medication. Being a clear
minded individual led to years of a collaboration of this love. He was kind
and sweet that is truthful to mankind made from heart due to honour me
always to show senses of pride of in his creative work.
Frankly I made most of a disabled child of a student in life to do all I can

with myself being the creative one. While crying at the nights I was knowing
I curse rarely it was my guilt trip. When and where my guilty pleasures were
being with young love, I really intended to be treating myself with positive
attitudes start over-about a year this day to love Chris. I was not in mood to
end this year with a year to mess with my conscience it lead few bad words.
Here by the facts I have no bedtime yet only made due myself allow crying
on Birthdays. Birthdays which lead to daughter to cry on shoulder knowing
it can be years without Chris. I wet my pillow at night thinking and crying
about Christmas and a formal student, Chris.
I therefore anything put forward in action or with my life will bring purpose
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for the most built respect response act. If I show respect he will be
respectful. After-time I will trust him. For now I write as hope it explains
why he only one for myself to love who is lovable to the thoughts of Easter
wedding.
From I the moment I thought of why, I want to write a story to prove right
as I write. He spoke soft-spoken like, he really gave thoughts with a story
about having jolly good time based on candy jolly rancher.
This was about time a kind a short poem that touches my heart. I will
better assure to be left behind to be the best of my appreciation. In
moments of time he will think of me. Most of my time I was rethinking I will
be elderly age retired with so much to give.
I was not willingly to throw out and try put any effort of giving out any-time
learning more about software to be hopeful yet show my true colours in a
package to present in 2015 which was around the corner.
The most of my mind was learning right to wrong, wrong to right. This was a
feeling sensations I felt which got me motivated. And with working together
as team together well there is achievable dream with awarding feeling with
team efforts.
To show improvement being out, have labour work with a child and
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whenever this was ought to be in place of my student shoes. I had high
expectations with being the household mother to my child and my student,
Chris.
Most of my time I was thinking it will be everlasting life together after fact
he graduated high school. As with thoughts while other thought my student
who likes me, it will come to some day or time when I get elderly. While
other times I hear voices with obeying as no real settled clues on why I
write but I do want marriage with Chris.
He was a student I can be with thoughts of much of nothing brought us

closer in spiritually. He brought change making due in mistakes having little
make known with my feelings before Christmas and Easter.
My life was ought be hurtful which, I can hurt by love with overwhelming
feelings. I searched for alternatives considering I have a loyal side while we
made due hear out wisdom from others. I was in which very much to give
and offer a loyal personality with leadership quotes with interviewing skills.
Chris has really truly been their and he showed how get closer to a positive
feelings which get stronger in time. He made me feel important I always
keep him close but no cigar. His loving acts of love was unique and made
seem like I was only one for him.
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He adores everything in my life that I accomplished and succeeded to do
and I loved technology. Which I spent time teaching with helping of others a
course of leadership and to be into production of making movies for the
class. I was experiencing editing software where I taught how to edit
movies while repairing of computers.
I help his heart for most years in school with my forming feelings towards
words he made seem true to doctors he think it will be everlasting into
thoughts about myself which he felt very attached and obsessed.
Doctors thought he has a delusion about life in general which allows him see
a future and without causing harm. Whenever it were the facts it brought
all good. It was good looking by him doing check-ups and taking
medications.
I loved him for taking medications once he noticed positive thought and
behavioural pattern with behaviours he subsidized for positive coping
techniques like experiencing in writing on each holiday with another draft.
The thoughts we shared render be the masterpiece of a conflict of interest
of a story reasons wanting get married sharing life together.
Awhile now I been with no fear, when I have no fear I notice a change of
heart that speaks I be at ease but if it get things are getting out of hand, I
will consolidate the police. And his looks are better knowing he constantly
wants be with me, I was told that he liked me very dearly much. I'm random
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but aimed professional looking and seeking to be focused.
I brought forth the years ending up leaving stress and drama which was my
negative down fall of no comfort zone, which thankful for the thoughts it
produced when all I asked for is trust and continuance of commitment he
made in January!
He made very much sense with our senses which is a great pleasure when
we will meet is left with you reading the ending which most are
professionals reading with classmates.
He try study what feelings I get when I gaze at his picture or when he got
that special hug, I looked deep he said into distance where our eyes saw
attraction. For it be years awaits time will be kept confidential our personal
outlook.
Living in the moment at the end of the day I feel up high feeling down
feeling low is drama ending. And a thought of living drama free with a life
to share with some regards to love a student. Who I love all this time which
reminds me say thank you, as for love on social media sites. He showed
everyday posts that resembled in our relationship which brought us closer.
He did by chance saw I was in positive spirits of helping out you could wait
for that and would becomes knowledgeable which involves time to help
sharing his page pictures. As friends and I think we blocked one another. He
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who brought good and for his helping hand by sharing other students how to
create a social media network of town news and reports with our RSS feeds
which are now up and running with drop down menus that updates the
reader for most all updates. I made due eagerly get him back.
While projects were small drama knew he was with talent and uniqueness
he was worth one in a million from a teacher and to a student. I have for
supportive little to much encouragement of his passion to help out with
every aspect of his and my life.
He treated myself like a goddess. While progress is being made and I will
absorb the understanding factors of I will begin each of my days rising up
writing while being full of positive stress and energy.
In with mercy, mercy saying enough, enough with the writing more to love
making a story creating a story effortlessly with lead on for wedding on
Easter. I feel safe to write instead of a rather post because with words you
have no limitation and with posts someone knows your password and they
disappear like so could happen.
I have a child nothing more then come-on you should not or nobody should
let my daughter knowing the good has come to be placed now. I want to
believe Chris is the one in place when we meet again, himself knows
spending time alone means world to me.
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I lay myself down when I have a break down or time and place of a dilemma
of not knowing where to go with life. I want hear his heart beat on his chest
at bed time and when he lays or sits next to me. He was mine and I was
happy.
The dilemma from one body lies one spirit of having a truth, and not easily
treasured to oneself at difficult times. When I think about myself with
thoughts maybe old but told by a story, and it ought to be told and where it
seen a way unreal.
I controlled my behaviour actions to town police keep it real the case only
protected cheated I DO and I would act up and saying keep chin up
which I was told keep it real, with and when a given opportunity comes to
receive a kiss on forehead, I will recharge my thoughts keep it or leaves it
to real intimacy.
Thoughts with Chris is and gave a feeling, badly my body needed him as we
hug. It began through passing in my mind he was special and I was in a
moment called special love relationship.
An opportunity will bring some kind of wonder, I will create well-made story
about how real as for is the relationship it has with questions to the
unanswered resemblance meanings. I seek everyday being mindfulness of a
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spirit touched by Chris. I realize solve a fair judgement I must ask and
submit answers to the questions for the case at local court house.
Having answered questions made me feel better alert and what has been
said about myself having Chris. He was gaining weight and up to me take
him gym it was little things negative that kept blabbering in my head.
For the unkind he brought positive life in course on what is a course

beautifully with spoken words when in good stable mood through
medications. To come find out he has adverse effect knowing what it takes
love a lady, he made his love special. It was unkind for him not take
medications. He stood by me everyday by his love.
Where its comes from existence, Im going to head far out and come ready
with amount exile of knowing nothing I could go vitally wrong with life
without talking. To a positive influence with a target of the legit income is
served as oneself as a goal to me its the gathering of the heart.
To one heart where I come to be treating life kind. I like being with a heart
not being forgotten. But still up to date with this digital life began with my
student having a helping hand showing how real the relationship is, was or
ought to be.
Where life takes a toll or feels like a troll a feeling life going on like a dog
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on leash as while hoping we be sharing respectful wishes, about being
truthful, and honest I like him so much, I want to hold him tight.
For love has brought us here, I will try to find a way to love. My love life
seems be like an addictive drug which I cannot perform but ( reform refuge
with supporters ) agree it can work out but may show bad example with
age.
I remained still and quiet with my nights alone with my daughter. It was
beginning be closer to an intimacy of a twilight scene where a kiss on
forehead of daughter of a full moon light thinking, where or where could
my Chris be.
As time made due it went on and I caught my life heading right direction
and destiny will bring my paths of my dissemination of the tracts of trials
faith of having pleasure knowing we will be together and take him with the
travels I take and lead towards themes.
With the being in thoughts of this, I made my life complete by a while with
conveying my thoughts with where no time was to little.
His attitudes made room for a forming conscience of mentality behavioural

problems with had toll of issued an injection. He was very dearly obsessed
and to this day Ive been followed up on he been taking injections for my
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comfort zone. As to this day I feel comfortable talking about us together.
One or more thanks to his mother he engaged to be the part of state

programs where food stamps were a miracle. It helped my student being
offered cash made him happy. And I had no worries about being short for
food or health care benefits.
While being better to be thoughtful sorry rather than to be soon sorry, his
Papa died with a date of remembrance on Valentines day. Supposedly he
wanted Papa help fight to be with me, I thought about my student to better
comprehend a fact with myself to understand my problem comes with the
price of anxiety.
Why does he love me? He gave everyday efforts and gave a boost to help
myself learn more about his life. Understanding I am more then a teacher, I
broadcast schools on TV as a morning news show. So yes I heard his voice.
I will better serve with you believing in love with Chris with what upsets me
the most is by the first steps of how to better yourself up with patience,
while approaching someone with learning disabilities it was hard. How to
maintain composure of a life with little to know I can I can I can be who I
love is my family and one student.
While the school electronics and equipment made due for change, all
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students were producing and making a possible a movie of story of love. I
remained positive which brought ups and downs with my net worth of
knowing from money does grow on trees with proven knowledge of respect
likewise for mankind creations.
For years to not to talk leading on my feelings to positive closing remarks

that love can be filled with myself as high lows but I know he never see a
lost feeling of my love. I will making him better knowing av (audio video)
equipment will gain better relationships to others with him making due for
cheerful thoughts on the emails and calls he sends out.
Yet having a hold change of a grudge, where I gained network and gateway
of information that was learning on my own to explore myself the new
software media for studio editing and digital photography. Usually I tried
find company software that offer free updates.
And with my time so much came through hours and days teaching with
struggles of not knowing how to be structured. Allowing myself learn new
digital software programs which remained a struggle learning. With a little
to no struggle I found Chris was a big help.
Some new software titles I felt teaching and was a hard challenge to fit in
my time. Most days I acted like fool because all throughout my day I was
sidetracked to write to my formal student.
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For the most part I had that questions, If I had a time that was always
running out of ideas, where would I be I lacked lesson plans and we must
had no free time to talk privately. We managed to talk often in school, it
brought desires wanting him in a sexy scene as he felt it was all a marriage
and years of love.
To be with it today and teaching history I taught young adults about several
types of media applications with software media technologies while abreast
creating respect. That I am a single woman who been in years of love with
my student.
I thoughtfully making arrangements for him to help out for some period
after high school or my business. It had been thoughts nothing happens so
quick a strike he realized I gave whenever he tries love me.
For awhile I had thoughts about him, and for today is what lies least
resistance is for a trial from whom he brought my life for the better days
are ahead. And keeping court case I was with case with my student ready
and frankly the best groovy booty kind of love consisted of knowing how to
kick ass show my fight for my rights.
I love him all throughout my life, never mind smart and intelligent student.
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He was my honest young adult for most of the time after years practice
healing and where healing provided as in circulation of good faith. Making a
pull of energy of a factor from a wheel.
Fact from fiction a wheel of his life where it leads was good faith. Which
does know we land on made our life better attitude and person when I
began understand its unfailing remarks that loves a formal student and
unexpected when I show up but he will buy me hard cover of his book and
instantly I will fall in love.
From most facts of these years and times he and I was commendation of
voices and actions of love where convocations had led to excessively press
multiple charges of invading privacy.
If something like a stalk and a harassment to cause a behaviour to conflict

begin to root up the questions. Ask yourself nothing will happen when you
put no effort time is a worth while pleasure but so is treasure being
blessed from pleasure time to time of being happy while missing you with
missing pleasures are yet to be told in chapters.
He was thinking about being novelist to court, where he had a similar

thought alike mine while he wrote while making of a positive verdict. To
be kind with myself as the teacher K.
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Who has been married multiple occasions while time progressed and yet I
really feel in love with my student so much to this day.
He has been obeying with the ruling with no mistakes made to this day. I
love see him changing while more effort made to have disesteem while
against lack of drive for sex and less pictures posted.
He never brought up he wanted sex, just a baby. I couldn't understand how

the mind works but I love him I wanted be safe book published as I stated
in school. He listened being a good listener.
He had not brought up the subject of love and what in store. I Knowing
he will change to be understandingly important, a major impact of my
life. If he was the question am I ready, I wouldn't wait no further and
question him.
I feel ready a little more confidence then usual. I have obliged my time
loving him. And seeing him progressed is to be discussed by a shown sense if
he caring where on his profile page that was on face-book, he seem to be
supportive of life together by finding pictures it symbolize our love with
what to expect for these months left.
I gave him credit for obeying court ruling for this year, a summer, small
duration of a fall and a winter is what more to come well love of course of
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all seasons as we love each other so very much each day.
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Chapter 1: Better or Worse?
o my life rereading my introduction over and over again is what

makes of a true living story on true facts. To where each day of my
life is important and brought kindness with a faithful soul. To be sharing to

the world about story, it could only be told by an attraction from far beyond
my control to better compare better while downfalls of worse condition
while of making a law of contempt to of One-Day Rapid Response Crisis
Recovery Mode, a Contempt Of Court privilege to escape reality to put
force daily efforts.
The One-Day Rapid Response Crisis Recovery Mode happens where if he

starts acting up, my student well go upon my reach for supportive visit. If
have a wild with anger or pain against a human emotional feelings I will
admit to take him in for injection at a hospital. Abreast to know more about
my student, with research about illness made it feel bad on how I treat
him.
How I thank as the sunlight for a shine for a smile? Yet Chris was my
sunshine I love him endlessly, while keep the fact I am still alive and he will
be a dream come true.
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My dream which it will begin calm at his manic episodes of a past, a present
and now that brought good. I held my chin up with a head up about what to
expect on a bad day. I am likely take new medication on when I have
struggle months. Yet kept it cool to myself to have a partner for stability is
all I been wanting on loving him to this moment forward and this day of life.
I could never put some of my problems in doubt of a mental disabled child

at stand. I was with supportive kind warm thoughts because of he had
injections the doctor pull out and a put replacement forward.
The chemistry spoke the visiting nurse wanted him attend group while
doctors understood for the pills he is on made some room for more pills that
began stability on our chemistry of love where it all came down to we both
had no worries.
He felt it wasnt where life begins its comes easy to for some and some
have better luck. Karma spoke, what had been going around in another
booty with imitators you cannot expect the best but on how you take it
because we pass information and with kindness. His ideas were filled with
greatness once I knew he was better prepared to start a life with me in a
story with a teacher doing the talking.
On who likes him is few. But he who adds new friends knows he or she is
confused by his downfall, which is being respectful of being patience as of
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he wanting to end his high school so fast that he extensive strength to start
not rush life but focus on getting answered prayed.
He has daily love that seems a task and effort to please me but make up for
it quiet well-hit lady. I expected Chris to graduate a college with bachelors
degree early with forever and always to be with me which he still might
regret with anger when he does no attempt.
While he brought beauty in mirror everyday each morning was a pleasant

surprise. And shared a mania where for believing in each other saying I love
you and he knew the Easter wedding will come soon. I mean it by chance
that renders for a built trust for god we trust for attorney fees he pay the
bill, I wouldnt dare renew.
I trust but I plead I want him. For now I will get him and remain silent in
contact to share a story as title of chapter speaks for itself as continuing
could be better or worse.
You will have read see where our love specially driven for successful
attitudes and behaviours which involved in our moods to lead kindness in
hurt hearts it only gets better or wrong about story with unanswered
questions made up. After all I suffer as live with schizophrenia anything
could go wrong.
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Chapter 2: Birth of Miracles?
o take learning from valid closing and opening remarks and I can have
a thought to becoming a true kind woman on a true way leading a life
with feelings about marriage and birth years of child to Chris. Which brings
kindness as love comes to the rescue.
Staying true to myself I make a true love last effortlessly thinking ways
make weekends date night, I require that I take life as it to get better
serves myself with good. Deliberating on one heart is from no different
exhilarating which I rather try to become all I can be easier said and done
while I then take a footpath from acts of love with my thoughts.
He was a good listener of kindness on delegate his love act good fortune to
make use of a dance floor on what to expect at Easter wedding from my
daughter imagined the best man dance, a dance from Chris' cousin and
touching making him happy Im sure that will go with wellness of a touching
spirit.
I love drinking my chocolate milk with teddy bear she would say something
so sweet and kind on days we were together as family now with blanket she
brought home.
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I have not behave, no doubt about it was my life filled with doctors helping
and I showed and remained a true everyday task on how to handle my
personal sex drive for I hit close to over the hill.
From where I take kindness is here and foremost my hearing became a two
way route is a smile which drive leads on happiness. My heart works that it
raised the questions, I lead on multiple answers but I been in love with
Chris.
All this time that I had no concerns but accept returns as reserve met. I
believe he led good but felt good when you are equivalent be my type as he
and I was ready to drop dead sexy one day of a week for suggestiveness of a
spirit, as he will be my night replacement teddy bear.
I know that I will to try again, once, twice and many times in day to write
down from thoughts expanding on view of facts. I say views of a content not
very easy say but vows the view is pleasing because I aimlessly head one
route hoping we cross with our destiny in secret disguise from which came a
love writing a story... Expecting a baby is the goddess part my life I will give
him.
A fact that yearns out that it has not been over but what has become over is
a time of being stable for an outburst that came to those overstate love
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yous. From my control developed a guidance or whats future ahead in my
life. I began each day with craving be successful with Chris as I felt
ashamed for years gone down the drain wasted.
As if I had a chance I had him as responsible keep informed his mental

health status talking case mangers about how he improving and I heard he
not enjoying work at store called Wal-Mart where he learned much about
popular hit songs.
The life with stand of disagreements of settlements of knowing a truth. You

can take the truth from statistical reference work while I hide the pain on
my chest and my life prepares for worst if I was in jeopardy, would I should
talk over but am I ready for the questions.
For here I have been known show kindness leading feelings that remained
through my head as thoughts to make clear, I love my students especially
one to this day. He brought my illness to be pleasurable and comfortable
with the presence of speech at what I been recognized to become through
court that leads to an unfaithful pledge and bear judgement he is the one.
Life began to be fascination of a young adult with developing emotional

disabilities as for strength I held a worthwhile life keeping busy. Time was
with his mind under my control. While he wrote to take only me while his
heart it became to beat faster beats. I feared nobody would love me and
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one day a student who was working abomination of looking on making and
improving life with no sides of hate became so inspirational. The lover who
liked me as well meant well, had with little to no conflict of taking place
with an emotional moment of tears for fears. I want last our days to be
together with no regrets.
I could point out a relationship to be a conspiring to provide kindness with

life and consent of gene longevity where a demonstration of moral courage
would and took part of commitment at his young age made true its true
love is where he and I like write a story.
The whole resemblance of abstracting a heart and mind becoming true in

writing informing me as he gained in my heart and say what is new and on
your or my mind, I love you Chris very much to this day can bring a smile. If
Chris and I talked I would bring up how Google product company making a
miracle pill. That exams the body. Which him being with his addictions
tobacco and love for teacher to extreme would be ideal.
He showed a someday understanding an opportunity, brought and brings as

while I brought and brings chance by understanding attainment of striving
to learn young age the basics caring remarks you need show by acute is
greatly indoor by his company and mine.
Bringing to pattern I was young when I liked Chris 33 but maybe sooner as
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he is with schizophrenics thinking we met on buddypic.com which I had
been under the impression thoughts he pressured with sent out letter with
hope to my mother and family was hard find answers and not true. It was
only once he wrote but while I gave my best my family understands, he is
more than an understanding student he is and where and when we have
been through heck the trials spoke I been obeying my duty for years.
While showing supportive actions to most it was with different yet held
several kinds of endearment of love, but I remember thinking my moms
was thinking my love is where the enrichment towards an aimlessly to do
your best and most endlessly focusing for good behaviour towards nothing
but sharing ideas with kindness from his words. It was killing me softly by
his love and he became major impact of my whole life.
I was thrilled to dress colourful each day with reasons he became reasons to
make me smile and love it my story writing. Okay maybe I was wrong, to
live you be creating good it keeps you going.
I made known of increments of flow charts to recovery. I yearn to be

socially active that a show signs encouragement from both teacher and
student. To fall better than normal is far from a professionally in love with a
students, teachers and Chris. And with active kindness far from normality
can lead me hospitals and further proceedings of love engagement if he
right for me to prepare me for better or worse.
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This was reality test for exceeding for sex was unknown. I was discreet or
tried be discreet of answer to questions. I caused by a major impact of his
life, while leaving a day to get out and get forever thinking of a reason to
store his number into a contacts if that day will come true in written date
of baby or soon wedding on Easter 2015.
Everything happened by chance for improvement and I was advertised on

the school web-site with my number and while at heart was with sometimes
of shame and missing him.
I am ready see him and ready to be seen with a young adult student. I give
him a life of a new chapter of my life of a prosaic plan of story of our life.
The idea new chapter was thinking about a big wedding as it began to
expand with his thoughts and writing.
Being by his side by far with my student he grew up at home-town I taught.

He was a local high school student, which I had a daydream of marriage.
While a star took place out of a hospital he created with glitter and he wish
to be married for many years to one of many, myself. And he and I had a
click connection, I loved the student Chris so very dearly much.
I am here say I love life and sharing my last summer vacation pictures on
internet but by far the good news is while serving from time sentenced to
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no evilness and will never be known to Chris who brought no committed
crime with trials with court.
He really is true comprehensive person with helpful advice that comes far
beyond betrayal from myself where I brought voices in his life. And with a
normal mind a mind could go far from control of my hands. If he had chance
to talk he would call me not normal.
I softly remain calm, while I write. I will be keep calm and I know exactly
how turn him on I will look my sexiest in motions when endure my time into
the relationship, I will model my exchange a supreme-able model look to
behaviour leading more love.. and yes kindness. The versa was brought
always with his life.
Saying I like and what can we say as you are reading he was loveable
person, and that is true. I was ought to be better treated with my illness
with I love yous', I care about you never said but in other words Chris
cheered me up along with of family with cards on holidays.
I seek find the answers we made out in hospital but with this writing can
you be mine on Easter married is no mistake I know answers will be
treasured. I will easily understand he brought love through writing and you
will get your brain knock out if you make a story about my love and desire. I
get hurt while fantasizing he maybe accommodating an occupied for more
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feelings this time around. These are the days where puzzles about that with
health concerns like abilities getting motivated, and delusions have lead on
effect to set on mysteries, which resolved on with him taking medications.
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Chapter 3: The Treasured n Moments
gave and for most I give chances but as I have nothing to commit. As of
crimes of my relationships in past, the worth while of a status of now bring

no word having nothing, I say about communication with my desire was
filled with mystery. Where we go where we been a day to have filling with
love in being the best. And begins with a day eases the mind where is about
joining group or sharing family and friends share a day that feelings are
built upon the abstracting negativity noun and time well spent came out of
the day while we discuss the positive.
While I have months time of planning about an individual of giving new

ideas and medication prescribed which can make me a better person,
intentionally I love him.
For I took two pills of medication on daily base I brought new aptitudes of
knowing we were in this life together. And a realistic goal for a commitment
to my student is remain drama free from day one of being together. Usually
it was difficult times where he handles life well, but his time and behaviour
was my time and fault with his behaviour especially for the judgement.
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I love going on vacations and I will for all ask him out. My thoughts remain
about whats ahead of us and my days brought a bucket-list in which
brought up and consisted of having a baby with Chris while improving my
thought pattern was difficult yet I felt this was year I have baby with Chris.
If a story about love will bring is fortunate the all butterflies in stomach
brought addicting feeling of good and wanting be wreathed in your arms
and I feel good, truly I am yours I say to myself and what is to come is
factor of what has to come and better serve kind words of hanging on hope,
where I come to agreement with this realizing fact from fiction there is no
ordinary decision with behaviour disorder writing a story.
From reality to hate no good or bad for better worse I will make room in
between for freedom see if evaluation is up for grabs unless we cry and I
say nothing but quotations made an outlook look positive. I will speak a
little shy but do not cry or forgive from my zero mistake tolerance
arrangements that can build trust with a smile and happiness.
I made a story and on what life was with a hotshot student with attorney.
As of jury is knowing and remembering all myself can become is all I want.
He had thoughts for awhile, he obstructed my life like literally tormented
while I hope for best outcome where passion romance thoughts occurred.
May it become romantic nights where we kiss into play fourth action to
have and build memories for he was worth my time and money.
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You may hate the facts he had experience some breakdowns but from a
crime lead a true benevolent transaction of a way of thinking. He caused
me read whiling I was ignoring the keys of love while talking gibberish on
phone with positive attitude. It was his first written document comment
about going to Paradise. I thought Paradise vacation planning so high with
love being my drug of choice.
Chris nothing else said or done call I must answer but been filled with
benevolent efficient thoughts you should have a space and write for
months years whenever and oh glory to that adult boy I loved him more
each day.
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Chapter 4: Tender Loving Care
bout moral courage I had thought about everyday effort while little
sleep all I want. To sleep through a night with Chris with no worries,
and say yes to marriage at legal standpoints, and provide a commitment

where it knowing is right, The feeling a are going provide freedom he knew
I someday am going to provide freedom is way knowing when your rights
and laws are properly used.
Where mistakes you have carry on through mistakes but once you get a hold
of a grudge yet possibly of knowing he can bring a heart to completefulness
thoughts mean so much if he specially challenged through thoughts that are
special. For someone whom he knows I fall in love everyday/ I am the one
for happy and sad moments. And from that unique individual, I had been
thoughtful about a special moments of marriage a wedding that he will
bring kindness to everyday devotion vow that he will be an everlasting love
and devotion for memories are silent.
For the court pursuit a silent case this coming up year I really have much
hope to share life with my thoughts about being together and it was not a
life option for these couple of months to remain the same I need be
informed about what he has for positive good news.
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By far with my formal student sharing instantaneously with words the
wisdom brought through social networking was kept about being the best
love story diary. He made little sense why he loved me. But I could see it in
his eyes of the apple.
What could he want and for-most what he lives to be hopeful for a

relationship with my influence as I hope we talk everything over with
ourselves over a purpose of living. For who when where why how make due
profound relationship to last.
I remained silent, while I making known to Chris I will be sharing the

feelings for one another in hopeful state for a positive verdict. For no more
year trials, yet I have been in love with myself and himself all this time. I
have a kind heart my love is where I picture life with Chris.
From now I shown lots of respect, during hard times with proven tenderness
and caring sides with my heart with joyfulness to be shared.
The life I live is filled with my heart loving one my students and with my
heart it felt good to have abnormal for a student and teacher being
together but I was a fighter, while he showed acts of kindness with my life
in general assurance that yield out my wise side. And I only feared being
arrested for a court to go viral.. while knowing he will be on my side now
and forever it may seem fast but heck I may be set forth with
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uncontrollable devotion his time is for a moment in time. But I will never
forget how he made me feel foremost hist tenderness soothing hug.
His name was Chris, and from most of all, he stood out to be one out of the
ordinary this student never gave up on exile of love and hope. I was with a
chance to give a life as worthlessness of sex.
While I had in mind of make his life mobile he had recommended therapist
and by now it was chance of being a major impact could save us if we both
agree to talk as communication plays huge part in a relationship. What do
we want is the questions with my allowance of communication which was
kept minimum which court followed proceeding no contacting any party.
I was striving for more income, and was I looking ways making money last. I
was a highly motivated young teacher who was goal oriented that treated a
life for what it is worth of values.
I felt he expected a young heart, with ways of making himself to expand on

multiple ways to take of care when in love. One way to take care is by
getting a grip, take control of amount of care. I gave the most of caring
courage when he left the school to be taught at library on January.
While I figure out why it is not over the relationship had still presented he
made no contact to family and friends of mine which factors out no
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problem because of no troubles. I really want make possible of all to set up
a date.
Birthdays where he blew candles always to be with me which made me
blush for a moment and he always had time and love.
And time began to grow with truth came through the feelings went to a
scene I remained blue and he loved me so very much he showed how and
what it feels to be loved with supportive encouragement and I dig it when
he comes out with positive attitude. While we both showed sweet sides to
admit to find healing with dealing a time to cope while thinking with
thoughts about to learn more. I remained to grow with values willing to
show or point out.
Chris will be curious with a walking life in my shoes, my remarks is and are
his ways of leaning from mistake or fault. And the irresponsible had no say
but good luck to him. I was about to take life all though smart to make life
easier through technology. To some he was noted save time by helping by
making known to be through to make clear he bought love while
encouraging others.
I was a mother of one child I feel comfortable with how my life is when I
have thoughts about changing his attitude from disrespect to respectful.
And with court he proved he was right on the money gained with my heart
running through pain of ache with so much respect.
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My thought of knowing a lot felt a little out of the ordinary but it remained
true that untrustworthy for him and I to block one another on the web-site.
While it felt right and questioned myself am I ready for this New Year to
start by talking to one another and unblocking knowing it can happen once
again my thoughts giving another chance to make right.
I been feeling I am ready, he seems to this day an ache in the heart that has
been in past cheerful but Im more than that woman working at Wall Street
Journal being a journalist with thoughts keep a mend that his time fit to
shame to know my schedule of before or after article on news media or web
which gave my contact information. It feels like a true love story as a day
go by with known facts goes with his ways of leaving footprints and I expect
to date soon enough from Chris for New Years well defiantly talk.
I had everyday kayos schedule, I spent my time teaching all hours of day. I
really felt he could be trying out application programs during his time being
self employed and make things better while I use the community of Open
Source applications, which I learned existed with Chris.
I taught at businesses I owned with lessons being a better person while

managed a job at Portland High School. I very much missed him dearly in
my heart and life forever marriage with picking Chris to be the lucky one
right here beside my moves and actions.
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That missing key to others, about with that life was with missing moments
that comes easy to copy, or you will find years later that will open the door
and when you open the door, the key has all power of the world to take
inside and begin a start. But Police have every right to help if vandalism
happens with a crime without a key.
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Chapter 5: Heart Shattered From Hurt
To find love you need effort a great effort each day while being positive
yes some things happen at young age but its my heart that wants Chris. To
leave a positive relation aspects I want him well and better with this
note passed through hospital and land-line phone.
Ive make these months to wish you well the best for I will give it my
offerings to comprehend all to make right gut instincts. All this time I will
give it my best, while being better through thoughts aboard you to sail
away with me to the Caribbean cruise ship a piece of paradise. To make the
best efforts everyday to say we are in love. To support his dreams yet make
relationship hold its side of tale thats a story about truth and loyalty and
now pronounce you as my fiance wife.
I have a happy family which brings and has such smiles for this year knowing
Im going on verdict with announcement I will allowing the case to contact
allowing that is the best months by far you can understand I had a given
chance be with him but refused say he'd could several times of myself to
showed me his profile which is not make fool for nothing but tool that
makes him cool. Why me, why me, why me kept running in my head
reapedly.
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While making of a life with nothing at all is different then income where he
was making enough supporting an apartment and bills that went along with
that apartment nothing but water was included. I felt he must be wild but
with my thoughts and knowing income is essence of serving growth. I will be
allowed at my house this year but when I of sending a form of recognition of
making a young heart to smile on his face said he wanted more and more
and more.
Factoring out and aiming towards something that recharges instantly and
Chris was the one and about knowing how to be with supportive with
encouragement with my dreams which lead to positive behavioural
attitude. Weve could and would bring of a great cheer or help fund the
cause of Mental & Behavioural health to go biz-erk.
Through thoughts along the way happen when he felt aspects of my areas
came to confusion. I really had no fear but fear that he knew me more and
more as time seeing progress but that wouldnt stop me to believe that I
became successful at what I do everyday which brought job markets and
creation.
And I have a business or couple not saying what but felt right share
knowledge about computers and now the baby boomers have it good. When
I love I feel all good. And with knowing technology so quick or so fast with
knowing how something works by touching a spirit under going the path set
to place and where that placement is in my students arms but enough
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mistaken you can take you to a delirious acts. About my acts is of selfimagezation. In which Chris brought thoughts about fun times way before
my daughter but nothing is stopping me now my daughter is the world to
me. I put her first shes my princess charm yet to know the first day she'd
know Chris.
So the fun times raise the question about my life thinking can it be okay to
have kind thoughts leading a pathway towards and from love, and I do enjoy
every minute of sharing time while together in school? I feel he was the
answers to all I endured in life, a dream come true. With my student he
gave a blessed day kiss blown from distance from a door to my door. I was
young and attractive with orgasm with him.
I had in past a relationship made known from bottom of my heart pleading

for the best under a pledge for whats best, and for this year I gained a
clever mind. Speaking about Chris, he was a young good-looking white male
student who had a pending case of harassment II from my end.
While I change of thought about the pending charge, I began to rethink and
know how much of this relationship is true. I began to be a super naturally
thinking and being a lady of super natural characteristics of a woman to him
at a young age brought questions how gain respect or express I need time
with given time think through without disturbance. Then I felt missed by
himself with shattered feelings all due my heart feels down when he
organized his thoughts. I first have rid of faults I made and put forth-
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positive relationship towards my desire a student, Christopher Vecchitto.
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Chapter 6: Knowing I Can When & Where
As I got carried through with myself loving the student so much love that I
dressed with a fashionable styled hair and fashionable clothes where
everyday was a new day see my handsome student Chris as I had flashbacks
several times with thought of memory process.
I gave extra time to smell and look beautiful for him awhile after on first
weeks of school. He accepted my worthiness and began to become a
knowledgeable with learning a new word a day.
Any heart young or old can speak nobody will ever replace Chris. I have a
positive attitude and I write down my thoughts as they come which are
about simple acts of kindness, which brought out my worthiness and where
Chris had brought sexual feelings entering while feeling to my life and from
his attitude. Chris and his boner kept me going strong for these years as felt
during hugs. To feel him up is what I long and yearn for-most for...
He knows how I felt it his gentle touch of genital against my thighs. And I'm
just maybe not ready share whats next where. Who we are makes us
whole.
I thought about how much of potential with his personality reflects on
himself thinking so much which I seen his work of writing for first time. I
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been told by his mother and special education, it was teachers helped with
all years and I gained his first words for what he wrote for first time in an
email with message. I could tell he been hurt for years but he never knew
that word would heal young mind reader. While existing he only knew happy
and sad and mad.
No matter what the disabilities he face I seen him at worst ends and I hope
he understand I was going with some of the same feelings at his age now at
25 which I see like he learned to accept and to take medication everyday to
make better and not to worry.
Chris will spend rest of life with myself and with Chris, I can make each day
give peace giving a ruling with permission due whats right from both ends.
The amount of time and effort balance is key, not to little not to much I
want to be what a happy couple.
I thought take love by next level which it takes to be married with Chris
with enjoyable sex drive young and going out with him was running through
my mind. And so be it we are a couple not married, with my daughter
saying everything will be okay do what Chris taught us desires of heart of all
great music he produced.
I should quit worrying about life at my way of seeing it sad see people go
but ones should knows an full understanding thought to be taught respectful
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requires respect. I gained a personality and gained space with Court and
very thankful for a positive court verdict for this year.
I was so anxious to see him and court was around the corner, couple months
away. I became excited which by all means with that being said, I show to
have mixed thoughts which make me think that with my thoughts make a
single thought expandable to multiple thoughts with a verity of emotions
which gained excite when accomplished a task. I will know for sure if he
really likes me like he says so.. It was close 4th of July all running in my
mind is Chris and daughter as we can go Sail-Fest in New London to see
fireworks at the river front.
To be thinking positive is a challenge, which makes me understand Chris will

be with one to capitulate us as a couple where the life is through with you
and I together here by enjoyable sex.
I will continue to love for this year plus more believing the highs and lows
will make due to becoming ready up for new and up coming changes. But
not to keep putting him or myself in dangerous crimes and to not due lack
courage but in because of the harm that can speak any form was to not put
in harm or put myself in life of no danger with loving Chris.
The connection may cause excitement to the extent that I only see life
spent with him, Yet the thoughts about having common thoughts about life
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ahead was not to be exposed on having common sexual interests. He made
myself look stunning as a model. He always had good comments. I seemed
shyness of him which he wanted it to be time on his side to make everyday
be a blessing.
I was not a model but adore life and fashion which I had Chris admiring me
so dear very much, to this day he is the one. His face-book was filled with
everything that has everything captured my heart. And we make due of
both changing for the better parts of us.
While I had thoughts about life when and where, to be placed from where I
thought about how long it has been and now is a feeling positive moment
which can let the cookie crumble while we enjoy each other so much, well
least I care so dearly much about you Chris.
For I am ready waiting my queue to make the call though I wait to visit him
till I know how he sounds because his sweet caring voice is my desire and
easy pleasing may make my heart talk was as running through me if we
ought make up today on Memorial Day.
And the relationship is like a married newlywed game show of unconditional

love of knowing someone so much. And I like saying nice comments of
inspiration with possessiveness, which factors out to come with my love for
this New Year.
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He made known to cause direct informal interaction and detraction because

he was my dream balance of my stability of calmness and I will marrying
student of teacher relationship where student had no contacting anyone or
speaking my name to others. Sure enough he obeyed as I am serious enough
know right from wrong.
The student brainstormed with thoughts came about their unique values
that could be expressed by many but we get out of line if we try so hard
which we put effort into reality to make known we are on a team together
forever in Chris life a mystery to be solved if the love is true. I remained
happy and silent.
As I reach for a night sky star and I raised the question and thought with a
relationship I am close by with so much to give and will I get questionable
people into my life? If there is questionable people so who will be my fear
with worth while thoughts Chris is okay? I lost many but well soon to be
known as Newly-weds, I promise Chris.
For a must we begin each day with kiss and say famous words like good
morning us had that idea for heading to paradise, as we are well and
healthy married.
Where the thoughts became connections where I want Chris being ready for
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me as I am learning everyday challenges to hold up and no peace but glory
in the mighty to high levels which own up life of a policy agreement.
You should not judge me but about how to take me as a teacher when you
have a case on my side, youll be pertinence and obey court orders, know
your rights and police have every right to lie that can protect you and
others.
I exist as a bystander through a connection with thoughts worth while to be

not with a negative life or any negative feelings. While thoughts about
sharing and suggesting to control ones self with positive talk by ones self
behaviour like I know you again, I led promises he gain my talk when we
talk, again when hes better.
What come out his mouth along with his psychical actions can seen as a
problem biblical. My way to express in life with a story, to make and grow
passionately as possible with relationship with Chris.
While being part of this world makes the work of labour built memories. I
will soon labour of a child. I am going to get birth with Chris being the
daddy in adulthood that will be the godliness of might say praise the lord I
have a deep reliability due time check-point, see if this goes well and going
make it happen. I was going back to be using my time on mobile face-book.
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If Chris can be a daddy that my daughter can look upon he well be always a
dad and together we know he is loved and safe. For I will delight my heart
with hope and future. I would make due to trust the upcoming newborn
with Chris is the blood related to be a father.
All I ever asked is for seeing a child grown up with another sibling with a
family life, and supporting one another life. While giving a helping-hand,
helping life proceeding with education which is all-important in my book for
the right people create job growth with knowledge and leadership.
I make life know a tone to tolerate in believing myself to love Chris all
throughout my life. I still say he is the one. He seems to be never ending
dream filled with love and endless possibility of marriage saying yes let's get
married Easter.
And to end this day off right, I must keep the positive memories and how
many times he wrote proving his love by saying I love yous each day on
social media. He was with a blocked profile. We talk over each other and
only downfall is I think he forgot about me.
While in no contact, keeping him in my heart as if I remember after time

Chris. And I became a positive influence with each other and made small
talk impacts from each other with moral courage saying I want to be a
students wife.
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The courage I speak of which roars out more and more is here with more is
with more, more with or in with more positively seeing more positive
results. Meeting and seeing with more positive remarks makes a positive
likelihood of Chris exists with so much to give with life and love.
With more healing and more feelings never more then defined love. He was
the most exciting person to know more about.
It kept thinking to myself with facts I love this is the student Chris he heard
my voice with my schizophrenia yet I was feeling all built up anger.
He became an option now and make known to expose in a story. I need him
understand, I love him so very much usually on every day of the week.
I think about us together forever till old age and beyond as we plan not to
depart only with an air-plane, which have thoughts of travelling with Chris
and my daughter.
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Chapter 7: Takes My Breath Away
I frankly have been prepared for a parallel communication reform or for a

positive change chart where and is when router is up and running as a pair
of singles rays running through the might.
The main frame would be parallel from start. To the both parallels it would
have year duration with endless with thoughts computer processes limit it
to hours knowing the share news to myself and respect when knowing.
I need to be placed in his life. Those thoughts left critics saying I will
attempt to make this due time that requires trust but get guidance
whatever happens happens requires two make dream come true. Chris felt
hurt so much he run empty yet kept running endlessly with a story.
Thus has hope with recovery and I am holding a pending court case and
never doubt he say no to change but the of sensations of a router from a
parallel task to task command to command make me yours Chris youll
understand.
While asking for queue as for quarantine as for in with months time moving
forward and what was going on was without trial month to month the
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patrimony was set to nobody was with judged till year time to time. A
student and a well-known attorney were on the stand.
I learn not speak out of turn while my attitude expected the most a home
run for positive communication. For each day to make sure he brought good
to one another. For I expect to love Chris this year plus more, the thoughts
kept running inside my head. Easter will be the year we get married.
Most of my thoughts became true feelings remain true by and from a

produced body and played out rules the verdict to cause no
miscommunication and hard feelings.
Yet with the effort he had, he had to control it somehow with his boner in
the class. He was part of class yearbook two or three weeks my student was
the sensation of love of life that suppressed with smiling. It feels like no
other when we meet.
The thoughts of situations were mostly with no communication and I had

unfortunate of moments of my grandma passing away and it is not a shock,
yet fear no more shared life moments with my grandparents and his papa
and our family led old age to the fatales to life at old age.
She represented the world to me to share my love and had wisdom to a

student as far more love, for less I worry about him my grandma had saying
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that before passing away.
And for leading positive informational technology background issues of

kindness remarks if obeyed well here by welcome Chris to entering my life.
And from court ruling to be myself that says yes we going turn the table
from my end which directs us that we could talk after court. I thought he
could lead a happy life.
I would believe making possible the possible. As for a team of professionals

gather up I look up to the trial and share I am told it can work out while
telling me it can work out and made my life to ask Chris out on a date.
In my eyes it will workout out which I could produce a toll that I can strive
get his attention which most part had by having events taking part of high
school and with writing so called story will I take note Im not hurt our
feeling for one another.
And I write about the good with the exciting. I hold been told that within
my life that thoughts can produce kind life notes about the person I am
here today that knows a great deal about technology.
I am well-organized person with little temper, that spends life-calling police

if a student or Brian calls me names or psychotic symptoms that occur. I ask
nothing but question Chris or have concerning positive remarks.
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Here I stand today about letting out on what brought a story. My life
exciting and interesting while touch of inspirational thoughts that came out
through each day with thoughts about becoming mates and partners for rest
of life was possible as reasons why I wrote a love story I wanting be true.
His love and body close to me is all I want with my days alive.
I was a highly motivated woman who loved one of my students who was
with judge felt one more year and as for today its months away for the final
verdict.
I had been feeling confident with complete story where I have not been
caused a problem. And had no problems, I've had been tormenting of a
questionnaire that we are aware of with standing while sharing positive for
ideas and learning techniques to live and forget the troubles I brought.
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Chapter 8: If I'm Nothing to Misspoken
I live with an understanding with life as for that who I love is true and with
remains a meaning that began with true love experience of Chris and with
my daughter. It meant to be with Chris and I dating. Then again had evil
image self-repellent where I come out and blurb out from when I wanted no
contacting from family and friends with what I led myself at higher ground.
And boy you will first have to trust me and respect me to earn my love.
If you are wondering why I suffer from fear am because of life I been a
verbal abuser victim from and who was from the baby father whom Brian I
could not trust.
If you send out a threatening letter or cause symptoms of illness I most

likely see the battle. I rethink he hasn't cursed me Chris but Brian called
Chris a sick mother fucker.
He made violent scenes with verbal abuse saying rude thoughts through his
actions and he knew about his reflection that was no proven love.
I carried on but knew I was of age with his age. But made me a better than
my mood now in hate for disgrace and mood to say boy I want a young
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genital now in my mouth and virginal organisms to make and give boost for
trust can live with thrust, thrill and excitement.
While during intercourse as I say fuck me harder and scream for more
pleasure and it gives me a chance to love while asking I will be waiting for
more from a student Chris.
It was hard understand who to trust and understand but I so very much
loved Chris so very much and seen our life shared together.
While my short instincts with my life, it settles down and for life become
things have in past, I bring past to bring it fulfil to be last. I seen positive
change thoughts and feelings as I live life as for better days. I had the
chance due whats right to be ahead with this year to obtain composure. My
thoughts about how to handle love and advice showed if living together was
option. My thoughts well live together without saying no chance with yes no
chance regretful behaviour that makes dreamed filled life come true as
husband and wife.
For a young female as for early 40s I had neglected age with not knowing
what was happening next without looking mirror on how deal new look. All I
knew is I have a bucket list still and truthfully can rely on one end this year
ahead with a season to feel great and alive with Chris in a relationship to be
obey and make possible.
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I had no hard feelings with anyone else but enjoyed sharing my ideas with a
story and my thoughts are my thoughts. As a teacher will be thoughts of
teacher kept calm setting values free and up for grabs to Chris.
A factor I am with illness, classes I taught were in a small town, and where I
mostly began in Connecticut where I live in shoreline to the state of
Connecticut. I came from a little town Essex and communicated with each
surrounded town professionals in schools sharing volume license software
but soon changed.
I thought a lot over and over while took good ear as to listen to Chris. And
he was all about free-ware and open-source/Linux. Ive had open source
applications installed because the school I worked for switched to android
operating system. It was a free application market place.
I led to teach with common issues and common thoughts about helping and
sharing my time around the clock to be with towns and with schools by
surrounded areas of Portland.
I enjoy saving money for schools with positive investments of a newer

operating system Aneroid by Google will be installed on each computer for
this coming year.
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While with resources withholding as spectator with who will install what
and the questioner came about what is to come as I could learn hand or two
with Chris. I was a bystander that helped motivated my luck proving we
need for upgrade. And accommodation with new technology with a good life
with my students. But I wouldnt think he would ever hack or travel
Portland High School.
He did trespassed and prayed I heard at the High School saying

This is the place my teacher teaches bless my teacher K for her to
come. For I hope be with her always, I will be here. She is everything I
want is to be with my soon to be wife. Amen.
Out of each class I teach I provide each class to lean back and relax and
learn to the create a design or two with a lesson or take on a AV ( audio
video ) course. Chris was in yearbook class who had a thing for selfies vs
taking pictures advanced, for background was not important.
Beginning each morning I will begin to teach a positive route as well with a
rounded spirited with cheers and smiles, that begins a career pathway along
with chitchats and music will be played.
I felt love when I met Chris. He did not complete a lesson with one of my
classes. I teach but I have no say but question why, I love my soon to be
student husband so much. I should know when I go away and it makes me
sad lonely, eventually I say. My emotions made me feel this way, sad and
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lonely when he was not around my student.
I play hard to get with and after time knowing Chris he shows big creative
heart. As you hear out, how I gain nothing but touching his life in a story
that shares the tears with the fears.
I stay clear and positive with remarks of knowing what is right from what is
wrong yet you can not have a wrong without a right.
For life in most part I feel all-good about myself while questioning myself
with whom I love but the love I share as it comes and goes through the
court system was hard to understand. To be known that I sometimes can
learn a life lesson while enjoying life without negative responses. I keep
positive with no contraction while having usage of heavy ponder of facts to
live a better life with truth that my student is best love I ever met in my
life. I was upset when people were on his page deleting posts.
If Chris gave up and spill the beans out being all through my life, as he will
know it, he will understand I will not tolerate a messy house and to enter
my life as a slob for these counting months will provide us to talk more
about expectations.
I dreamed to have my little baby sunshine, to meet Chris. Little baby

sunshine is my daughter. Chris thought he was father while confused
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reaction to drugs in his system while taking medications not subscribed
orally.
I need you so much Chris and your family to hold up to my highest

motivated life ponder of facts of our life as to keep chin up to be followed
with my tears and fears before being drop dead sexy especially for knowing
the factors on how we create a fact to fictional story.
My name was K K K who I share business with success as business owner and
teacher.
I loved my friends in Massachusetts as partly as having a rough

understanding of a feeling of needed sex for two or more years of hard
labour.
I take upon my life to visualize with amount of kids I wanted. A romantic

student teacher relationship with nights of sex may lead me pregnant way
start it off right is asking him for a life moment. Where he pleasures me the
most and travel destination, thats how much I love him. A thought about
having kids with Chris remains silent. I had some troubled area explaining
what love is about, yet theyre so much to give throughout each day. While
troubles was in the positiveness of my behaviour in a story. Some were
eager to read others had evil thoughts and made me feel important.
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To sum up with my life I play it forward with going on knowing and thinking
about my feelings. I will find Chris, who is hard to understand. To make
clear and make known to do the best is the rest can try understand why I
love Chris. I will push away while staying clear about drug free, alcohol free
classroom.
Everybody should be at fact knowing my limitation to booze and being with

a dork my student should ought to know a time place a direction for two to
fall in love while being at risk of being as of concern.
As we share smiles and laughter he and I knew we face truth but lead to
heart break mind and totals but mind us together well always be together. A
sad tragic scene if we both disobey the judge holding a verdict.
I try to limit myself away from anger its hard for me get mad but if you get
to the point when I limit myself with few thoughts of you by taking it to the
scene of a limit was ideal gain its my love back and forward to be
successful. And this year was about endless love to keep real with a student
named Chris.
For this year plus more I will remain the same with fashionable style yet
called a hot style hair and with hot style clothes of many colors for their
meaning is all to cute.
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A positive attitude and effort to make my day go great by giving I am safe
questioning if Chris is all right and okay. When you have someone to love it
is the greatest feeling in the world? Thats the question I had kept inside for
Chris to explore, the questions a feelings of love.
What counts the most is the love gets stronger each day of my life when
Chris loves me you know something comes around he ahead of you
unexpectedly that watches over you like an angel. He and I make known to
write down ways make our relationship stronger and think positive with our
thoughts and patterns.
We think alike with freely writing, while I make sure to be okay with the
actions he may cause but little to no harm has brought to my attention with
his friends on the World Wide Web. But even though I have no say to have
the right accepting award with him and to say if it is or not the end.
I speak about the awarded feelings we both share with the thought about
graduating early for my representation of seeing together forever. I have a
skill on what I know best and I been the best on doing what I know best
computers as it led to great deal of knowing a bundle of software and
knowing my rights.
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Chapter 9: Paths & Roads To Success
My knowledge was trying push forward with little to no fear. I lead all
quiet all this time after his graduation, and I proved a date was option to
factor out he would be well and better. And a problem to prove right, my
love gave through that causes self-relief that our case is the cause if who
will listen to our concerns or whom with a professional background stand up
to the jury.
We had some ups and downs with him handling renewals with a court case. I
plead the case with my positive attitude speaks, I am going to accept the
court to make best dissection for we both live to be or not to be in love for
each other with renewal questionable feelings with answers. I hope not for
this year I thought let the judge handle it while we both dream and hope
for what is best for us, that a marriage with him is all I want and I thought
about it really hard on much my life is owed to himself.
Here comes the bride, song kept running in my head and having an Italy
Easter wedding with a luxurious wedding cake and married happy is
something I long for in life. It was life that I wish to share with my student.
He was young at heart, he knew who to date and when which I say I admire
his name and he was Chris. He knew I had limit my kind words during court
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but lead a pathway before to be emotionally attached with a whole part
with all aspects of being together with life today and forever giving the best
love.
I kept smile and looked away from danger and it all took part in shape with
first year teaching. He was worth one and million with a creative mind.
I was soaring for this year make known fact from fiction that I am ready set
free and date my student as love him, home free for I love him cheer for
all. Chris was the student who I had in class and his last name was popular
in Middlesex Connecticut.
He was mostly kind and I felt a click and connection from body to soul of
the mind that kept me alive and driven to better days that ahead of me.
With everyone knowing patience. Though patience maybe questionable but
cool finish be well worth it especially while entering a delusional state of
mind what could happen. Most likely a new pill will be subscribed to myself
and Chris.
The feelings for what I feel and do mean well mostly because I will be
taking part of a large amount of good. I kept very little evil and each
memory in each person in memory of how one thinks.
I pull my goal of being better and realize together raised the questions
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about how where I gain much support. I feel okay or not okay talking about
my feelings that can sometime make me soon factors I can think differently
about how to say I will be okay to love and protect myself from danger as I
truthfully walk by say I love you Chris.
I made each day of life full of delightful feelings, to this day about how
appreciate myself with I made of others feel appreciated in this world. And
think Chris should know he is my sunshine and they say to much sun is bad.
How you can relate especially when he posts a diary online. And for what I
need in life is a coping skills to set me free with a life in hands of one wish
exposed that acceptance. With kind words I can build to trust one another
to set a fun play for positive remarks.
I took my personal growth life as it goes and is had some lovely wisdom
from the father who brought a marriage to who is with a wife and husband.
Chris was so special and kind young adult, where he my soon to be husband
brought thoughts to my kindness to accept his existence with my roots of
my flare to make up and make his gentiles look pretty and comfortable. I
felt that would bring us closer. And I loved seeing him smile while being so
hard,
He was my student from my behalf that made me feel opportunity was not
at fault. He was a pathway that will only make myself better, looking at
myself in mirror I say hope to take part of his future.
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I make myself complete where I love to see end of this year to make
happen the behavioural health make known believing everything will work
out with a relationship with Chris.
Seeing believes that I take attraction as a sight, I believe in love at first

sight for my life to care for one another with little concern. While being
well about constructive while having an organized pattern behaviour that
was based on story with Chris.
Usually to prove my love is real he knows his love brought feelings but for
whoever walks in my classroom I will provide a team circle of support.
Where and when we all soon exchange mind full of our thoughts in class
about Chris made it seem so fantastic. I really adore his life and what he'has
to offer.
And I stay late at school and which I feel I could use the extra money on
overtime and all next year as I plan to have fun activities for students and I
have hope that Chris can help to watch my daughter as I work during all
hours and areas of my busy schedule life.
The route I take is time factors to appreciate the time for what most I love
about life is being kind and showing up on vacation and where sex could
happen which make and factors out to being straight. I have all the time in
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the world to make possible to date. It would and be pleasurable and great
kind if all from a love perspective came true.
I thought about what I learned with my lesson planning and speak of words
could hurt. I hope to leave a remark to come true as the apple had to take
a season of change. The truth had came out and will be exposed to which
no bull shit was allowed with honest factors and beliefs.
If you brake the oath you will be left with evil actions and evil ruling.
Some days I feel contemplative withdraws of leaving Chris behind yet

confident about this years award many others try apply and understand,
being a teacher are at no risk factors of any danger currently.
The question of the why do the people take lie to sin or take life for sin as
it goes by as it could only get for better as for worse as saying anything
goes. I will be okay talking to Chris in end of this year about life. I am at
fault who making his life better with a life treasured to both sucessful. To
be rebuilt in spirits.
He is so honest and caring young adult, he has a great support team. I reach
a point where with thoughts about hidden fear is underneath trouble but
the lost time where he could go crazy at any given time.
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He knows every one is part of his team of support and he still yet to be
better with his ways get better was about my concerns. He noted I should
direct a better pathway, as many I talk over my shoulder I feel like the
guilty one is that wrong remained him lost in love but knew I loved him and
he completed me so very much.
Talking to the doctor about concerns before a big problem exists and the
doctor could choose to increase or subscribe new pill and Chris would take
it. He was very easy get along with and I admired him very so much to this
day.
Especially months April and October and was given for my shame to press
charges against my will by my ex Brian as was at dangerous situation to
press charges but have sense in directions where a pathway leads a route to
a lap we go on not remembering that danger is a fiction to mind that he
who jumps for fear now represents misunderstanding. And I am creating a
lost time understanding on reality its now and then that I bring forthpositive negative behaviour inward with my thoughts as keep in mind its
okay to be amazed about what in stores this end of year by Chris still in
love.
For the cents on what created your being wife and likely knowing the
knowledge to make a right sense is saying at least tell me why is it a fact
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we are here that why do not have negative behavioural healthily living or
mind without knowing the possibility's or probable cause learn to appreciate
my time and have fun time with my classroom especially with the first year
teaching with the year book and I gave one student that caught my eye on
suggestions he made and with class he helped me understand he is a great
person rending the factors with what colours we should have the photos
that we should apply for yearbook. He suggested use Sophia for colour
blend and teaching myself ideas and creating a yearbook on a computer was
a very happy feeling.
My life issues were insanely good, and with long learning skills and life goals
what I need to keep note that I told Chris get better so seeing myself up the
fact and learning from mistakes about a life and new challenges was
brought new software were ahead of my life tasks I put into force of
learning which was a good feeling. I felt smart learning new software and
attending teacher and community workshops.
I take life as it goes and with life as I see it is unexplainable. Which

everyday I have good to say or replace evil to hate to the positive power
with my life. Mentally I have been positive living and counting and cutting
down on calories with positive food for thoughts while getting lean diet.
And I try to keep a controlled behaviour with myself taking medications.
In a story which has brought hate to make out with Chris. He who brought
good brought good with what has brought kindness to the good and it is I
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who to obey life with positive behaviour. May his love go bye so quick, yet
hold the grudge of by chance this year will bring love.
What has gone bad has brought bad but no risk factors but with life it will
go by with what I want or say I need a life with life make help a sniff of
fresh air as I was emotionally in love with Chris.
Life is placed home base aiming for points with quick microwave meals in
where it goes by so quick with the little talk with more positive days with
no concerns that a couple days Im going to date Chris not for he will cook
but better myself up.
As my daughter enters a world she will see that her being a baby boomer is
part of an application with technology being part of a world. AKA app
world, where you sign up and buy direct thats signals you to a positive
pathway to find or follow with what flows. Seeing is believing with life is a
kind route if you treat it kind if not you will end up in prisoner of love. If
you do not obey each one you know to be stranger with case if I want make
possible and I knowing limit life with few mistakes and relieve tension
myself with the boundaries about how to maintain stigma, trust, love and I
was honesty with a route of no enigma or panics.
I feel concern about my life and made little sense. I made mistakes yet hold
a grace at dinner time where we eat mostly out but with Chris being my
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husband it will change and more with high expectations. I will be taught at
first and bringing highly hope for positive sex he obey my rules more sex for
I love him. And it will be with work from me as I see him as no pretender of
love where true came we are going about our dreams and getting married
on Easter.
He is a smart cookie with him will I bring good food home and mostly cool
habits of bringing fun nights of drinking on weekends but he aint bad
looking to eye of a professional who loves a teacher that this year the judge
may say cant have a negative with positive but who knows what it will come
out of his mouth next so far he behaving working on case.
I felt grateful with the award certificate I had for this years teacher of year
I was aiming high with positive attitude. and my eyes lit up to the school we
love so much chief justice speech with was with professionals and with a
touch of nervousness with all the people, I had to do a speech. But once
blue moon was going to go insane with thoughts about Chris as he
represented myself as K which enabled him write with my permission
without exposing my name.
So began with my student all dressed up saying I love you for you and here I
was at big a crowd audience I was excited yet nervous. And today was given
a chance to speak in moral courage minds where we stand for one another
with a compile speech meant so much as here is to you K I accept you to
accept this award certificate.
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I replied thank you for our kind words a warm thanks very dearly much I pat
his back and shook hands.
It felt I was worth a million I thank my student and it was so good beautiful
day honor myself which was all about with all accepting an award. I was in
front of many and it was the student teacher award banquet.
As I grew up with growing up it consist about making friendship last. And it

was certainly not easy maintain friendship yet I fell for a student who I
really love to this very day.
Life for the most part brought the past of knowingly it kept me better for a
feeling a better day is ahead of my years in the silence ahead of time. And
most part with life in fast lane and brought life remembering it was hard to
maintain friendship after high school.
Most of my students kept my arms filled with projects, yet one remained
true and boy could use him now my student thats see whats going on and
up to date with knowing how make a relationship last.
And with the World Wide Web I reconnect to my past folks with family,
neighbours and people my age, staff and facility at high school as well
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students and grown adults.
With reconnecting it made my life special and heard. I felt needed when
their comes a difficulty in the computer as where fault as in software or
applications glitch I could be dependable on fixing problems. I can give
great advice for promotion a recommendation with open communication on
social networks.
With my classmates and family I find it hard to make-up that would be with
placed in no harm way saying I live a happy life. I am on the go a lot where
I am hardly stay home, but I changed when I had thoughts about Chris as If
we were a husband and wife. We will soon to be married as with thoughts of
pleasing one another as very much to offer to say we are a sexy couple.
I have been surprise at what been up and burned alive with ashes with my
life school picture. He was so obsessed he got talking age 20 till now, years
in his head apparently non stop. He was saying the tone was not heard in
hear it was the center of spirit and brain. I have brought much more calm
feelings and it took years time make it loud and clear that I love him, my
student Chris. Which I feel okay to see what has been up, and to see how he
has been doing.
For tonight is the night where two make love, but for my student it would
be ideal to date the one I love very much to this day forever more and
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happens like nothing happened but with truth is I cannot share comments
from others. Yet my thoughts about two making out is I am ready is a
pleasurable sensation feeling of yeah, whatever, and Im the leader and got
it going with some kinds thoughts with Chris.
And today is where I will try harder to really lift myself high on level of the
ground to continue work. While hearing music being played purely in my
head, I heard Don't Back Down song in my head. Though I was told he heard
my voice in his head was my first day of teaching.
Hearing music in head made it hard to work and focus. And boy I wish the
best this year, where I can make up and be the very best person to Chris
whom a young mans heart whom I love very much and call my dearest love
of all time my one and only.
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Chapter 10: Having The Action Plan
came through life dealing with struggles where to whom to love, my
family and I welcome my boyfriends of past to read. I never really talked

about Chris and he sent emails on social media saying words of delegating
us in light, He was in a psychosis of representational process of words of the
Lord. Nothing wrong with us going to church together on Sundays I had
thoughts about giving in some remark.
sending threatening letter out to myself which made sense he would never
cause harm to anyone in my family and all throughout my life I say to
myself to communicate all through out this year and next if all goes well
and to do my best to better understand his needs and meet them, we both
seek more.
And where much stress happens, I find a relief as I live on the borderline of
knowing that if I am right to wrong with in between comes, my actions and
thoughts. With Chris, he remained the best out of the rest. He makes all
thoughts well positive to hear.
He remained silent and respectful yet had everyday with sharing warm
thoughts he shared about us which he published on social networking sites, I
could not believe when he had over 10k amounts of pictures.
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I generally reflect my life by about challenge, knowledge and trust I am no
one to blame, for fault or error. I seek a route, which the route will lead to
the action plan of a one way or another and trust remains silent and it will
work out in a time where I need strength. I am tough cookie we sure will
live life at the promised land but I promise make you the father of a child I
had in mind saying to Chris.
I will make headway for the better choices, once he marries me where we
go where we been or complete the life as I want somebody by my side till
now till eternal. I really ask for any sense of direction to keep calm and
quiet about travelling alone with my daughter for part of this year.
Yet make known I live a good life. He is a delight to have and share a day
with Chris was what I brought for worth. I have known like Chris because
hes fills the heart too merry and be filled with joy he is so very cute he is
too much of sweetness of my life filled with faith and trust.
By a chance or two I can remember where I try handle stress is where my

bad habits consist of calling police. When it comes as far as it comes to
cope, police make me calm and relaxed when I release negativity with my
negative thoughts.
I had been a bad teacher for ta-a telling my daughter would say and I agree
I have been making mistakes.
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But must you know Chris and I have a click to proceed I will come at the
right time and must you know I keep everyday thoughts to be known and be
shared.
I spend so little time on how his family life is but wasnt pleasing to know
he missed my Grammy and to my side and others who were in my family.
And I took care of myself as I wait anxiously for a wonderful life shared
while being together. Most of which to begin a life forever together like
years I live. And for us talking everything over without verbal abuse. I will
never hesitate but wait for call.
For me I say love is enough get arms full and to get back in the days within
Avon Massachusetts where I worked as a substitute. I brought up in class not
to talk about my personal life and most of which can remember talking on
regular basis on AOL with Chris as I was on intern-ship teaching.
Where tonight is the possibly where I remained true that he may convey my
reasoning my reasoning where is my reasoning to stay strong focusing while
sharing soothing sentimental feelings towards value love one another.
I met Chris online and I know for sure way before he was mindful never
lack commitment as I was a teacher I am speechless with how student can
overcome difficulty which he serves better alternatives. I am not in mood
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hear from no police personnel issues. He obeyed and now everyday we both
hope for is a positive verdict.
I had to go on stage receive the doctrine award thinking and feeling like a
butterfly in my stomach got to made me think everything over for 3 years
where would I be. I was very nervous and running through my mind is kisses
all over and his touch all thoughts I kept to myself that I ever I would want
from partner to student a young adult in my life.
I feel sexy body to body that one day we both hope will deal out life how
we place in the heart. I began to think that like comes in many forms you
cant lie but tell why take so long know I am ready which likes and loves
idea for Easter wedding in Italy, no lie I admire and like him very much.
To me it has been not a lot of hate. To debate I keep up to the vibes so

silent a verse of a good obeying my rights which I am set with income but to
myself to be bright and bring home Chris in the house of the beautiful
thoughts shared each morning and night where brought calmness that
comes through day and night.
I been and seen as a beautiful person. He will be obeying my commands

and being okay to take medications till third amount his life will be visiting
our grave after I die everyday with inheritance of my car but okay with
flowers once a month on grave about true love that Chris said everything
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will be fine and I can feel his love coming to be complete.
I wanted a relationship with a legal student and I met a student it was from
the first year of teaching with my first year of teaching lessons of love.
I loved sharing my thoughts to him and he was my student who could bring
great in a lady and womans heart. With positive people I meet and I speak
without shame or discomfort which brings no shame just a teacher living
life.
Chris was his name and he was computer smart and savvy that which
brought out word sexy out of me, he really adore myself so much he kept
known he was missed the first several years.
And with my doctor Dr Price she said be smart and nobody nothing should
ever hurt you. I kept my chin up and head up. Exercise the mind randomly
but love Chris and his smile..
I could be all about what he wants and I will be okay. I hope if better or
worse some things are shown up. I will make room to have and speak of life
lecturing I could spend life coaching all day with Chris.
He is easy going but never does he know I teach with passion, and hope for
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best where I can accept tolerate illness and pain. Most of which I put pride
in my work, I will make room for positive thoughts this year and I really
adore and admire Chris.
Might you know accepting evil is a good or bring good to evil one thing is
ought to be brought out at truth to surrender and take control and how you
handle situations. What been with me for years Chris way pleasing and
blaming now who knows more with what I love about my student, he
brought insightful ideas that brings out the best of me or challenge me to
do more research with assumptive way of pleasing as he get hints I like
him.. which brought knowledge if he loves me.. where we had not spoke in
years and boy I am and still missing him.
It brings out my attitude and confidence thoughtlessness had crazy thoughts

he would drop naked to the class then yummmm oh may you guess why we
had troubled moment but I looked in the eye like the tiger, as we talk all
this year I really feel it was not mistake for this year and time say need his
comfort.
You will become a better person with chance pride of work and get feelings
of luck I have someone who loves me back, my student was everything a
wish comes true.
So life began relevant that had a heart and a wish remained true, I brought
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respect and with respect I remained silent and overseen by Chris. But was
having life which or whether this year he has not had a life of knowing what
is right or wrong. But sense of knowing he will become a major part of my
life.
I had no sense of negative life for this year. I had to be strong yet I felt
wrong I was a positive woman, and loved my student Chris.
I thought what is best and which taken by advance in bringing days to happy
days. I felt that I can take the amount of courage that can represent the
better side of me. When treated which was the targeted with tight thoughts
about here and where and how. When and what I came here by my positive
thoughts about life, I will obey the judge for the judge has the ruling for
how to proceed a communication.
I had more symptoms when I met Chris, he heard a voice when he enter my
room with desire to communicate more and open up and was somewhat
gave through giving up previous life boyfriends show Im affectionately
aware with life of play huge role to show affection pat on back.
But I let it slide when he caused trouble because I had so much desire to
have Chris touch which I long for and I took control with my mind as an
illness which I accepted and control with a crisis plan.
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I was all about what to plan but I was being faced with students each day I
was a professional at heart but communication was placed efficiently with
myself having moments with very relaxing knowing stigma takes being on
being popular.
To start today right I felt being on becoming of resource with efforts you
recreate or create with creativity and generosity with sweet positive action
behaviour law words like contempt would easily yearn out the truth but
easily tricked danger amongst contempt on the victim that had to focus
what I think of Chris. Awaiting trial is all that my life needs in regards being
safe and learning how survive. I lose it some days, and cannot take it but
feel completed to still go strong moments pleading a case for an Easter
wedding.
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was faced with normality like how become normal and function another
way, I was agreeable to the heart of love my student Chris.
I had been rethinking about the past I could only remember a little. But can
I be epic with remembrance of the first hospital admission in for treatment
for love. And new ideas for TV shows ideas but with some behavioural
health issues I had mood disorder where we both I were completely lost
with jumbled ideas it made us awkward with mental issues with being
weird. It was combined ideas transitions.
I had spending sprees I was labelled which leads myself to be at mall and
from a feeling towards a pending case. I came about to live by a motto
better to be today not tomorrow.
If tomorrow strikes gold where would I be place in life? But what you ought
to do what gift you have in this world. I give life should it be broken
promises I cannot deliver like well talk when better is hard to float when
visit your boat with court battle and fear its a breach trust not keeping my
promises.
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I was to be soon to be okay to date my student, but before court my
personality self esteem was at the edge of a turning point, It was of a life
where there is no return. The climax of the story was I thought about
building my life within a fewer amount medications for my thoughts remain
to create a life through pain and his kiss I long for; that happen through
pills.
I cannot refuse my medication and know to better choose to live through

heartache and pain to better myself my name is K and I felt he was the one
my student who never gave up Chris.
A glance and taking a look at his profile he was not there; and was missing
him as wanting tell him I am on schizophrenia medications.
To wait is to obey with so-called our faults leads towards pills with
reactions that cannot be explained through art in clouds picture you must
speak where he saw art in heaven.
I had anxiety, which sometimes feel unreliable because most of being busy
all the time with my life at where I do business and have relations for
better or worse where a day without sleep ill regret.
I had a few relationships which I felt mistakes are most of what make up my
art in life which make fault lead on with life that if I could take it as it goes
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ill see yes or no contacting and I will obey it. Most of which I do bonus take
medications as prescribed and I wait for a trail but so far four years he left
saying no remark all throughout this year in, which looked good to the court
verdict.
So I brought myself exploring web and noticed we blocked each other. And
truthfully I see a positive verdict, I will gain as values with years time of
writing a story with positive growth to all to best with a thought or two
about truth and false beliefs.
Before I had chance I gave my daughter phone to talk to Chris. I had nothing
but shame and confessed on my love to Portland police. We still had court
and a continue through life no contacting and I thought brought the holy
goodness thoughts that were in best remark to be courageous and daring.
I was organized and had a way allowing myself be on TV on someday hope

Chris and I to be famous together. I had a broadcasting experience with
many but few made possible and I really enjoy my work and careers around
the clock.
I have thoughts of believing in this story I will become better with positive
thought pattern, and as a spirit is excitement of each deal or door buster
better knowledge gives little to no attention.
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I gave a pull of force of values of how my student to explore as he learned
easily was rather a mistake and he learned by them I was hard get with.
Once he made my birthday remembrance with years of music of all top hit
songs for each year.
Time and meeting dwell on well enjoy the factor to beliefs as we are free
or what is once a conflict happens with a life together as we are what was
handling conflict and resolutions if followed by trust but if followed will
bring a positive change and emotional out look but my overall it was
awarding feeling in long run. I had an idea it will work out for achieving my
network while showing best, the mid to late 30s of my age were when I met
Chris in person.
I recess my brain out make seek room for a student love and to now look in
the mirror and say I am a winner of a woman to love. I was over seen smiles
and laughter thats quite the comedian but love love love love my student
very much, so very much its been hard say goodbye.
I gasped about the teacher voted best from town by town which I worked
around the clock where the towns in Middlesex county. I was a country girl
at heart for a cowboy love of Chris he was the ye to my ah and I worked in
the towns in Essex and Portland which was a great money maker when I
found out how much fun times we will have on vacations with house of no
mortgage.
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With an achievable award to residents and schools interacting as I was

wanting a positive goal. While of thought of being voted best with best in
community functions and relations and while of due Chris which made my
heart crave more being helped and recognized my goodness he sees in me.
To accept an award live today on TV was an option today as I was mother

with possibilities make more with a student. And I thought about what
should I wear as a women being honour with the award that has brought my
attention I will be awarding myself to drink or two with my student before
ceremony happens.
I put life as a package and partly understand when a queue for activities
will be planned for weekend happens when during weekday with students
and would get upset see them get drink at older age not between teen
years. As I was preparing today as I indulge with calling a couple friends
from Vermont without trouble or to leave a memorable scene.
As for today what is on my mind of now what to say at ceremony.
To life was embarrassing to act like a traumatic when opposing up with a

person student made it possible like enough strength to call a hit to a love
cycle through patterns.
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Sometime I wonder if I will miss him if he could go on explaining the
moments as I feel on chest his hug but myself at first I witness will go far
through as each passing routine with a mile of positive thoughts as I realize
I need body examine time in my life.
As a student feels my body he Chris will take no challenge but I take no by

far for minutes but in my speech, I will give others hope that with little
faith tomorrow will be a better day over a rainbow and my Sunshine is
smiling.
I set the achievement with awarding how thankful I felt. But if so I know
this is unbelievable, as I will keep my cross my fingers for life with and
pinky promises I'll be a positive speech if another year with time spent with
Chris can be comprehend statement of course yes, yet I was here to talk in
front of many to give a positive speech at the ceremony.
I thought about giving the speech about my life but hard with racing
thoughts; but when I get my hands on with technology I could produce and
expand a value or two and set my mind to freedom.
Usually its hard to produce love from a thought but one of two thoughts
about when and where comes there is hope for tomorrow and improving
myself in new heights and thoughts each day that I am a powerful women
with technology in my life.
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I am witty for today and tomorrow of a life for better or worse,
I felt everyone should be upgrading to the app world and my parents never
thinking they'll never own a computer or smart phone. I of course made
technology look easy which to many was a pleasure teaching.
With my mother and brothers and sisters I come of find out I am great full
of love to my student. And my family never met Chris and he knew that I
could become better person with life thoughts of a career pathway of
knowing more about computers and technology.
For one of the thoughts I make clear is that one day a computer processor
the brain of computer will be a thing of the past. Computers and Chris will
know that, a heart full of joy takes me with everyday life as mother and
student Chris. Most likely will be programmed robots if not together from
years time. I doubt that will happen yet felt was a difficult task to plan.
Who better to know what love has to offer when you love someone so
much? And know about when I know one day I will see all Chris photos
growing up and he will see me so into his life. If I ask to much I willingly will
accept face-book request today if he can find me.
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He was a person I can depend on for a cheerful moment and or could bring
cheer in my life. Chris lives at the moment brings out evil to new heights
with thoughts that I can take life as it goes. As I am feeling wore out. I can
count in minutes to hours with a mind going freely because I have the
values of free time, which creates job growth of counting me in to win over
many to receive an award of my mind.
I gave this year as an excellence in classes I teach to the classes. I offer

much but in which bring a great income to many about my suggestions. And
what makes it cool is my attitude with respectable times I talk about
construct the past with better know thoughts I will never hurt you but
explain that I am a teacher who wants understand Chris means world to me.
I can spare dime I'm sure with meteor or they say shooting star and sure
spend a good lunch out. As I share my time like managing an illness and
most must I say I have a baby with my student. Where my down fall I
clicked with Chris and my life is as it goes mental health awareness where is
what made Chris hear me first in voice he was 18 when schizophrenic starts
in young adults in men. And knew I should of said something but now writing
a story everything will be okay.
I felt semi confidant everything will be all right to know when I am in doubt
I find a solution, which brought out where and when better part of me is
knowing difference how talk when single or taken. I am a woman with
positive skills. I was yet to know how to take life, as a teacher on days
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perceived with mixed emotions and moods which made me think a new
positive relationship pathway from when I hit 40s I will becoming retaining
ten years later I will accept my beloved student Chris in my life though it
could change my mind easily if he chooses not to use my name on websites.
The facts of knowing Chris will understands life without difficulty for a fact
I love him but he still needs to honour court verdict for this years court date
to prove he is better. I want him to understand that I teach with a passion,
where new technology and computers is my target to young adults to
elderly seniors.
Chris must love a dog and carry on teaching me for what I can bring
therapeutically soothing body relaxation in his life of what life can bring me
helping outburst is being through out no doubt that throughout the day I
can teach myself something new on my spare time.
Yes it is crazy good, being set forth-positive in good ways to have my life as
in a loony toon personality as roadrunner and taz as my student. He does
drive for the body in fact aint no body I wish to be with Chris. If you must
know that it's important bringing home income to have the most part to
have calming and positive thoughts and with my thoughts take me to my
feelings about when going strong is a belief. As for my student he is one for
myself if my attractiveness to achieve daily insight as the helper of my
husband of a truth life of knowing he is ready.
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The award was defiantly hard to achieve and nothing but what was going on
with the best life was ahead time I taught the software to create a mind
reward.
After a student left and he graduated from the school they have known
knowledge to create a work going at ease, a flashback possibility was given
time to myself with a life teacher in Avon Massachusetts at giving moments
he knowing at best my best efforts comes a time where you need one
another so much.
To students, those who I show everyday effort remains in my business

matter and school fact findings by students. Along with giving Chris his best
efforts, had to share a success story and given talents writing about helping
others succeed. And with my technology background it made it a quick ease
to keep him in my life.
The majority was a breeze and to help others was no challenge while giving
advice to each person who took my class was with no difficulty. I could not
understand how to receive is not the best of both love and trial in the
worlds only clock we share in same time-zone but embrace to show my
helpfulness on weekends to achieve my goal and get award. I loved teaching
and I want to teach Chris all about how to treat a woman for all next year
and for the positive note I was a person who understands life and my rights.
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I have an image saying short but sweet items of my reflection of my life

were a stream full of thoughts varnished through my head. I lived to be a
fish others to see life at fullest with one love one heart and everything will
be all right.
It was a dream to find hope. For hope is a big heart for an achievement that
happens within Connecticut a state where I teach and town Essex for this
year. I kept busy with my time but maybe hit back to explore me with new
opportunities within the down-town New Port, Road Island. Where I live is in
Connecticut, and Middlesex is the County I cause my self to drive on
weekdays but may hit up some of my life with exploring and seeking
opportunities to make money.
I kept discreet my relationship status updates on the World Wide Web. And
with who ever when ever anyone can enter my life. I know an idea could
make head way but seriously when have I not seen anyone. Life began be so
sweeter and I can extend years thinking about possibilities in a safe manner
and lead to would of could of should of done better.
I tried but now I can not go on I am hurting myself each day by end of the
day as if I know about my life is not improving but connecting relations with
customers but tonight I feel need to make up and create a story to become
better about myself with my thoughts.
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I bring out Chris the most out of life with joy and laughter about the
brightness of thoughts within thoughts could bring a foot print within a
heart to come back joyfully with what I picked up. He was a funny guy that
student and enjoyed our time together in school. Yet have sadness of my
heart strived when I saw him cry. He was always in my mind for more than
student.
I felt lead on with the feelings of knowing that a little about me goes as far
as what has a challenge behaviour, and if you unfold a personal judged
image that could only bring attention. And where I had thoughts about
being in better mood, it got me no where but a positive attitude. And a
positive verdict that it will be renewed if I actually called Chris. I know if
anyone should know I love Chris I complain but know a dog and daughter
can cheer me up more then anyone in my life.
Someone who to better situated with understandings, knowing I am blocked

from the person who I love which brought stress to table. What remained
positive we talked about our feelings at dinner table. Now for the most part
I remained calm and cool but most importantly my daughter was everything
and graduated kindergarten this year on the better note she was best of
knowing the truth if Chris does love me, he was my formal student I told
her. She wanted me give it a try.
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I had to say what comes positive is the verdict and I had no reason to
believe everything will be with no disappointments but positive image for
and from this love and for-most this year waiting and wanting a kiss on the
lips or forehead to make me feel loved and special.
For most part I brought up my bills up with thought fullness calculated and
found out it could work out. From that day forward I brought kindness to
the table and with anything but what has a so-called love brought myself
making a choice that was ahead of myself dating a student.
That saying being comfortable with my surroundings will be held with few
busy weekend nights that I head out to my businesses. If I become stressed I
will have an emotional moments. Most likely as if he should betray the life I
live, he not well and should be getting better he should have that as our
goals are getting better with health mind and spirit. I will take hold of my
life within days of making better of myself doing my best out of the rest
while giving myself enough sleep.
With myself loving Chris I felt he would become my shoulder I cry, my crying
shoulder. While I started with this world showing being a sweet, kindhearted and mindful person for my actions. I became thought fulfilled and
thought receiving the cleaver mind achievement award, is about choices
that head for true thoughts as long as possible thinking. Noticing nothing
more then a dream of my life. And when you talk negative I will do some
shame on you and let you understand not here to hurt you but tell you I will
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call you when your better.
I will begin understand that my mind works and I go on pace loving Chris
each day. Imagine him in my bed sleeping next to me that has to be well
worth the wait.
I brought some thoughts about leading a good life with a student. Chris a
formal student came by mid 30s of my age. My life became a fruit by its
tree. Each day we saw each other I felt I had touch him make me feel loyal
confinement it was true love.
A feeling of light and brightness was with my health and with a few couple
changes for challenges with better on how thoughts of goodness, I will
become only remain positive to get in myself to bed on time.
I was in for a life entering a media of a course included software and

applications with new technology media.
I looked Chris in the eye thinking; Chris could be the one nice guy on my
first day teaching that can change my world. It felt if so a struggle, yet was
an interested and shy which was challenge of no lack intamacy with
thoughts with little to no insight. I had butterflies in my stomach each time
we met.
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Defiantly I could see the love in his eyes and felt warm to touch when we
had a hug or two touching my heart to his heart throughout the two months
of teaching.
As years progressed my life went by came through a process during a time

for a schizophrenia recovery, as teacher by mid 20s was difficult be seen in
public. A process of my one of my task was daily routine of my life was
towards recovery, which was to take medication on a daily base which
impaired my abnormal thinking.
I felt no shame while out of school and I was the one to blame for faults and
for a theme to set a boundary that Chris liked me. For years, which he took
place as a student to say last goodbye with a feeling left we could work out
a relationship but he had been with regrets, and their would be nothing but
saying supportive encouraging comments on his face-book that made me
think else wise to be great everyday with dating nobody else.
Where I taught in Portland was an opportunity, I kept it a secret and I

wanted to meet one student and find that one special student that has my
heart asks for nothing more but showing love almost everyday on his online
account wither its AOL to face-book, I wanted a relationship with Chris.
I had a daughter within year later to from this day to forward up to make
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sure things have not been ending up with Chris knowing extra amount of my
bad side, and nothing more about me. I was living life with purpose of
believing in true love.
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Chapter 12: The Out Cry of Heart & Feelings
Chris is very understanding that he has been taking by lack of

infrastructure of a frustration but he has a quick mind witty of his own. His
life brought him by a new mind with myself promising ideas promoting and
producing organized ideas by reality that keeps it real thats organize pro
say thoughts can produce an imaginary file cabinet with who discovers more
about us is the ones we love.. and I forever want be in Chris' arms of love.
He will have Easter wedding within a females life giving nothing but hurt
to myself but I am strong enough being with him sooner or soon no later
then year if okay with court. And with his new thought process came from
where he was in my life rarely, I ask myself does he mind his own business
this year?
I know very little about Chris but sometimes try to understand him but fall
in love why I try not to make a less worry scene about him and how make
possible when everyday is another chance chase the dreams and get mad
and fight at drama, may we dance now who is going take control?
I heard he been very talkative lately and learning acceptance with mental
health and being so accommodating to feelings not fearing the mistakes and
faults he caused and no contacting which he did but have the grudge of
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knowing where or when something went wrong or hear that he has been
texting as source of make-up or breakup but possibly not Chris has put me
down because he had a lost phone and I lost my cell phone too and I know
better wait and kiss my student for being there and make sure share
electronic greeting card with him on our first night out for a date,
And he does take medications on a daily base to be mine. I believe he has

some symptoms of love sickness and has intellectual feelings with being in
love so dearly much which much is with a beautiful woman like myself;
where he never gave up on love for a woman like myself especially for allgood I do for all memories we carry on with strength and truth of love on a
daily base.
The words from emails are spoken clear, especially when you could relate
to written complex understanding he jumbled with words making a positive
choice to ask out. For what's been said and what has been which touched
my heart of choosing to accept his life as myself, for a mother with spoken
spark of delight where I say can make you understand I am not forgetful but
hurtful that can show some evil of hate when comes to family without a
grandma.
I was a woman who had talent with a technology background by a living

story and memory to play forward share success stories.
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Being happy is one factor I please get with my thoughts. I better know
myself as a factor effort in which I speak of a given fact or two I will stand
by you for years if I think you are mine.
Well from relationship stand up that pointed out it has work out just
apparently an adjustment see how are you thats how it goes is I feel pain
and being a person that put to shame on how I treated Chris while out cry
said one thing is true about his love because Chris is special he will be loved
by myself due time as he writes now. We both have sides of a story so true
but most of my time is wrapped closely to objectives that have list time and
a date would help perceive good mention in family love.
Using the list of objectives would relieve stresses of requirements for
wedding in Easter. I felt over protected I left it up to Chris, I wonder what
does it take ask Chris out.
What been said with phone conversations were nothing but hearing positive
behaviour. I struggle to move forward through the facts on what has been
said in past. And must we look forward.
I will either become woman to the struggle for the fact if its true the love
Chris has to offer which can be the Scout activity application on iPhones.
For most can say I have to love or not to love which categories of areas of
nothing but confusion in my life.
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As looking deep from inside thoroughly to keep in mind I have a daughter
who is my priority make sure she is fully happy. I was giving my best
behaviour, that my manners and who I date must make me feel loved.
But with a call everything will be true about how much love I gave was
nothing but limitless of behaviour. Usually with my behaviour that needs
expressed one another was important to you and for us know expressing
yourself with reasons and questions makes a stable if you write and do acts
of love.
I will know a feeling when I hear the words I love you, I am learning by the
truth by a positive note a reaction of knowing he was always been by my
side with encouragement of knowing all is well with kindness acts to share.
For I am for this year to receive an achievement award, I will head towards
the best feeling to be known as a positive teacher with very supporting staff
and facility.
We are likely known by now Chris would make a good speech about my life
as a husband hereby supporting my dreams and life ahead.
But I withhold a stand with stigma to show it is not difficult to see prove
there is happiness with a life towards me. And I have sweet sides of my
time spent with my students. And usually it was only on school premise the
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emailing and you could out rule summer vacation emailing because I was
here not please others. Later on the school blocked his email account.
Why him, why him kept running in head. I was dreadful and felt terrible.
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Chapter 13: I'm No Surprise
When of knowing I could be a heart less showing to a student love

sexually was never an option but like I with share values of admiration,
affectionate, compassionate and cheerfulness that can or could bring equal
rights for positive verdict well have some verbal communication.
Based on what that could bring us cheerful state as Chris says, cherish the
breath taking moments. For a powerful note that he or she leaves a positive
verdict understanding we are under authority to honour one another with
respect. Though I knew I would not disobey the ruling as the verdict is for
possessiveness to make us together and I was not to hurt but to be fair by
far good judgement.
I have understood a smile could bring happiness to you or for uplifting to a

mind with in between your well-being and with happiness some time from
others will be curious.
The curiosity efforts with my students over time has learned about life
dependency that when he showed to help protect my young mind, body and
spirit I aroused with a shift of dark to light which I tried not bring up Chris
to the classroom with students.
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We both addressed our concerns and we were sexy and sassy about life
situations. He and I come from learned lessons and the best love comes as a
daily kindness acts, where you give or gave it your all. You'll know when the
scenario is true and you give it the best and here by a time I had been
holding a feeling that I cannot fight for tonight night, but may seem right
face the facts find out if it is true love.
I begin experience of a relationship while being sorry through thoughts as

creations, which this experience has brought my creations into thoughts
into feelings that made me feel better about myself. I feel alive with more
positive energy with the flow of time. I felt sorry for-most of my time for
the troubles that brought us be. Taken this life we are abstaining our
privilege contacting my family and I made us look like idiots allowing court
to proceed that without questioning. I do not remember who we are in
change that made mistakes. I just miss you Chris very much.
Being a teacher professionally at a school is where I was believe I will be

given opportunity to be successful a technology teacher at Portland High
School; on High Street, Portland Connecticut.
With life it treats you with goodness you will be thinking of ways that can
make you understand you have a kind heart. All through out the year I prove
if treating my concerns and doctor orders would be helpful and boy I felt
each day is a gift to learn something new everyday.
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Knowing with all or anything with creation are viewed differentially in this
world and a mighty power that my formal student creates is here in my
work file of life. And with work life calling ahead of me is life I was thinking
about opening up Italian ice place. It could be business opportunity awaiting
to happen with my help receive support and earn extra cash .
Giving each day was hard live each day improving his health and poor
choices he made and but from between what made me think second
thoughts when all family wants whats best.
But you must know, though I learned hard way; he with my beliefs a life
before time. He by 15 years of missing life while I been messing with wrong
people.
I would date now comes Chris to experience the female bodies of love who
I want feel up each one another to the body. For the most part I have this
manner of setting up a motivation process of solutions of life problems most
seize the cause, and time and conclusion were left to play.
In process of solutions you might want to create is a toolbox. And what you
include inside of yourself is beyond the belief with values and growth
inclusive amounts of experiences.
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Knowing little with our savour lord beyond in real life our males are one as I
am woman in love; where life will give you positive for ideas for supporting
one another from each day of thoughts of happiness. I will support ideas to
take effort to a route a time meet Chris. He is who treats me right I'm so
happy today was a day I put into viewing the facts.
The only god I know is my mother who I call occasionally; who lives in
Maryland. She raised me and she understands I have anxieties with
frustrations with choices I make.
Proceeding with inside of toolbox a fact I know I need which hold a power
to influence in matter nothing about wellness idea but be kept verbal
contacting of my party I keep inside a moment where we were happy
married on Easter.
Where I took life is a solo thing for my mind and spirit. He knew everything
from all to expressing love to ones he loved. And he became shy but opened
up with myself. The serious side of Chris he never gave up, it was in his
nature to do everyday deeds to put everyday efforts in to the relationship;
with my student I've imagined everything was possible.
The latest news you should know is Chris will be prescribed a Rx drug to
give him comfortable behaviours and moods.
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But knowledge and memory who made us smile is a keeper of the light of
good old sake of talks are morning till noon. While the day proceeds a daily
action ritual is under the creation of a thought here by a conversation
masterpiece of having fun by sharing positive thoughts with a pattern of
new ideas. I felt he will be completed with me enjoying life by his side and
couldn't believe I can call him mine soon.
For some social events it leads us to not forget the process of learning from
mistakes. Who we are ones that can put the trust on people we choose to
build or to rebuild that raises up for a can hope due lacking respect.
I will be brave to give a chance of given information to issue for right. The
kindness of my behaviour comes from information. from both sides for good
or bad etc. emotions. All around us is where we can put our thoughts into
actions and personality action into a value, I knew I'll be well Chris
Understands for my thoughts there are uplifting bringing out the best with
he kind of life. For the best life for us of knowing we could be a cute couple
together if we maintained feelings for one another.
And I will love him, he will have baby with me, and boy know I am a
healthy young woman showing life with understanding I will live life by live,
laugh and love.
Knowing each other is either love or hate when something does not go right.
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Little to know I have a daily action plan to be taken each day by his and my
heart.
My brightest days are the days I welcome back a way to comfort a

welcoming of the table to our talks to my family and friends that I enjoy
life blessing of someone giving me comfort as I depended on food while you
could enjoy food while having a dinner talk makes everything complete.
I would give award out for all people who could make my dreams come true
with a life of a daily action plan for innovation of wedding in Easter. To put
pride in the students and to the parents I will understand more about the
care plan. But I owe an apology to one of my students who brought most
out of my heart he was named Chris.
He made a hurtful heart with positive insight heart to follow through the
leadership skills as owe him my life. He is the fuel of the fire of my life who
rocked my world as it goes round.
He did not know or keep known that he is my best all exclusive pleasure in
my life. And boy he had feelings like no other that showed I am a major
impact of this life he is living for students life with informed boundaries.
To pursue with positive research and a time to have love developed through
in and out my life. And for time is by the farthest giving life chance to
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prove this ought to be true. I left in my eyes of being insane hearing voices
brought that this is experience that brought out being not welcomed with
happiness. I brought with the life of mine growth with health that had
balance and diet.
Where I taught abreast with natures it will end while be taught with us in
many of ways it is possible as a teacher getting married to a student. All by
my self with myself everybody in my life was like a loony cartoon and
everybody else who knows Chris and I getting married for we will be happy
for Chris. I understand where his memory comes see the facts with actual
understatement that I will be coming with research and time into eyes of
December in due time.
I was negative to Chris after he left high school in January of 07 and

vacation after that day he never came see me in person. And with his heart
hurting for years he started to have aches and pains throughout his body.
We both had each other and experienced many symptoms of the criteria of
a mental illness. That when late August of 07 his illness was gift that he
seemed mentally challenged to love me.
The life I lived did not reflect my time and I always put Chris on top of my
chart to see more people like Chris. Where we both accept a date from
each other but I know him best and I am going to write make Chris
understand I love him so much.
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To anyone I was one goddess for goodness sake; where I brought attention
some goodness from a love of beyond accepting that I have in mind of one
student. Love is rare but it was hard date and I felt sad ashamed and I
needed Chris. I kept it discreet of minimum as one powerful woman as he
said in a letter that I was a goddess and I put myself into danger will be
with unknown words he assumed.. It all was biblical with encouraging words
of Lord but knew he was trying his best to approach without contact.
Most of all because I love myself the most. I appreciate my life and give out
thanks. When somebody loves me too, I felt more secured about my
discussions when my injections are better part of me feelings I get more
positive thoughts about who I am. Lately I had more then thoughts to make
possible share anything whenever to whoever is the eye of the tiger I ought
love Chris today. I very much enjoyed his mixes he made class and he was
capture of my heart who I very much love dearly.
I taught of being nice and sharing to new heights my complete life history
as a disability of acceptance. Where surrounded areas shared technology. I
brought the best out my career.
I understand that Chris makes myself feel warm and knowing his actions and
body I call makes me feel love is a sensation where nobody could ever make
me feel.
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It made me feel that like I felt important and shy to open up. He expressed
so much love without a word not said anything from my end yet to hurt and
cry away far away with burning up thoughts I had no contacting experience
for years with a pending case of harassment II, I so regret to this day of not
speaking for years. I know for the amount it worth it was true love.
With he she said he said all amounts of experience was a table experience
as this year goes along and I knew I plan not to show up for court. And Chris
filled up with my joy of my heart well meet happy time that time Easter,
well a have wedding.
I could not pretend this is reality but know it is true I have a clue who can
be loved, I'm one in a million times better with fact of as one I will honour
as a husband comes a wife to be, and each day with counting thoughts
endless thoughts about facing two make one a whole heart together loved
in life and true love story.
He feels I was from my life as a teacher who could bring hurt to new levels.
Where by now my heart is making a way to learn and not a person to fool
with gain respect. I felt with gain respect was about being a loyal, a lovable
person at when moments where we have a pending case. Both of
understand by a verdict this year we will be together.
He always knew how handle the issues of conflict because he left me with
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time to think things throughout a movie well watch. I felt watching a movie
with my daughter and Chris will show happiness. He liked the movie Mrs.
Doubtfire.
By doing well of doing good things we call deeds well settle with the verdict
of a deed. And by talking things out before acting in proper form I live
without the reason with concerns with good spirit it will work out within a
year or less to set my mind to freedom as a gate to aim for infidelity of
negative people taking Chris' words.
Yet the concern with the life I live it probably not be a good idea to show
you under stance the ordeal with positive stress with my positive actions. If
you have any questions about us seeing each one of another about the
concerns it brought a treasured date where idea well have the best Easter
wedding is yet feelings share in person talk over about what has to come
and to whom that I feel comfortable its reason Chris is by my side. And
what has brought good from my end keeping a low profile.
As for Chris he makes known everyday he loves me I assume considering he

had been through emotions and writing for first times a story. He
experienced so much drive in my 30s and now hitting the little over 40s I
know he will excite me.
I realized I was trapped in my own act as cry out bursting feelings of
sensations of my mind and I let go the feeling sending a spirit to save us. I
must believe in all good today as I get ready to let life give the best love for
us as I give up the tissues and resolve my issues and Ill see you.
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Chapter 14: Leaning Towards No Denial
I like the good old days by his family he knows nothing about mine but
courtier responsive of behaviours of side of baby father, heritage that can
say oh yes many of times of week and weekends. I trust he is always a
pleasure to be around but with 7 years I know the best and how to handle
things and boy I really like us to know how we are the best couple on earth.
We are the best coupled underneath of best feelings for another each day
sharing at court a conversation we both know we will be through it all even
giving by the judge and the verdict. And by now I dont see possible to
undertake a world with drama it was true love that I play as victim and
criminal comes a verdict.
And I was his fuel to his fire he creates in life thats huge commotion or he
say lets do the locomotion acted silly. I adore and remember so much of the
moments we shared. To know he puts me to start of day and night of day
with kind words of joy which puts my diligence to new heights of knowing
he loves the world at one which females are his glory. His morning of early
thoughts and actions trying to invite his friends over but he has no friends
and I feel his pain. And I honestly dont want him see I do not know how to
treat an unthoughtful hurt illness and being ill myself is here to write out
my thoughts as a female teacher who loves a student.
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I love my student so much and it made better for years within court order
to not contact any party of my family. But this year was special I made Chris
feel proud and happy. I will follow court ruling for this year from my end
with no contacting his family. I felt he would be a gentle man with
honouring myself and yet to be verdict which I hope goes well for us to gain
communication, I honoured my mother this year and considering Chris
wrote an email and mother and sister made me hold a grudge.
The ruling of no contacting is for best of us taking it slow to better assure

and protect me from hearing issues that are hurtful. Likewise ways for the
best of I can see both of us are happy and sad for cheerful thoughts to
delightful thoughts thats light weighted with several years of a verdict.
Within nothing offer but child and home eventually I had been missing Chris
this year was all wanted to have no denial for my miscommunication I
promised to be there after high school and will be better. I am aiming high
for wedding to be on Easter.
I plan on doing verdict once again which is not show up. I am generally a
tough cookie with loaded amounts of pain and thoughts about Chris and boy
it was a struggle make it from here at verge of exploding with withdraws of
his love. It was very hard to cope days, and I have shared a blossom with
Chris life. I was a beautiful female who Chris thought gorgeous. He made
me feel special and I made him special. I could go free along with my strong
feelings with Chris. And it is likely I could never leave his side.
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A part me knows I am proving my health is more important and to see him
when large amount courage he unfolds to make life prosper while being
safe. Of myself, he says courageousness is to know how to see from a judges
point of view it is true love that needs understand it brought or will bring
growth with our young minds. I was here to maintain relationship with a
positive actions and behaviour. I was climbing for a drive for love and dirty
fullness of a lust story of Christopher. I cared so much about him in
everyday and every hour of school hour.
I am wrong with some areas yet I want to continue to live life to the highest
potential. And with some people I felt I was the right in corrections of areas
of a students life. I had daydreams about making it possible to pursue or
question or create a mind and spirit. Becoming a one love one heart lets
get together be al-right like Bob Marley song lyrics which songs meant
world to me.
I would fall to quickly with the people I would meet wither administration
to students but one thing was true I especially love Chris, if when someone
captures my heart very much love less worry. The chances of the wrongs,
Chris went to the extreme and showed efforts each day while without giving
up no reason for break up. He thinks positive with his behaviour. And Chris
never gave up on the relationship that did not exist but know well be
together at some point in our life I felt as he felt too.
One thing is true I will always love this student who I fall with love. He who
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was Chris. I hope for better days with limited if nothing but contacting,
could both go well if obeying as redetermine we could not wait for a verdict
and I will be clear I will follow court orders all is well. When I let you see
me around Chris know I have feelings for Christopher. I admired his looks
and he had admired mine so cute together I felt when we were on his
header as I am editor of story K K K.
On the first day I taught in high school I have been enduring the issues from
my family who left me with kind heart to share. I travel where money is
more of value and I spent summer vacations going internationally. Where I
had thoughts about taking a vacation with a student and from where I will
be there for Chris, and he adored my town who visited with out a doubt
over two times or little bit more times.
It was a calm Sunday night and boy this day has brought slices of vegetable,
artichoke, broccoli, and garlic pizza in box. The pizza was for our dinner. It
was typical day with Sundays were all about delivery of pizza. Eating it
with my cute fingers with red dress. I did not live with a student but felt he
would make a difference in my life.
And I feel a breeze have a cold draft slight breeze to my feet and skin and
face. Moments and days I thought about Chris and daughter were true way
escape ecstasy reality in life.
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Feelings and I could not let go or say anything hurtful or negative I felt
enforcement of positive energy. When we met the days I would be saying
here for you, what hurt me now by being your conservator and the most is
giving up time in school to talk as Chris, he wanted a relationship rather
then him making an income with grateful amount of cash. I rather not say
anything right now but school was ending I rather be with no other then
Chris. And thankful he posted the file online for a beta copy of ebook. I just
know our budget would have no fear we would make every payment to our
bills that required shop for bargain.
But something about Chris and I felt the time was this year was pushing us
in right direction and in a way I could remembering when the chances
brought to think of we were together for less then 3 days total as our
classes were 45 minutes each day of the week. And he felt he had spirit to
roar out new ides making us work in the sun on a nice sunny warm day.
It all began with kind thoughts of nearly perfect dream home where the
grass was greener then average. Thoughts came in excessively amounts of I
love you-s and how profound in spirit we are together. I love my home it
was a dream come true.
I could not wait it was almost winter and this was the year of spirit of giving
way to say I think it will work out. And each day present with court I
learned where there is wise there is lies and Chris has my oath Im
responsible considering Im a mother and pledge to the allegiance several
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times a day.
I thought everything with everything through and I carry on loving my

student for much of no regrets of live life with laughs and love.
Feeling to my body and legs their was a slight breeze coming from inside
the house. For the life of Today I have to be better tone when known to
share some thoughts to local police. I thought I felt his grandfathers
presence was at my door bringing a feeling complete with Chris with
mysterious chills.
I yet to show what was at my door bringing us together. I have in past felt
remorse while yearning for my sexy beast Chris. I felt pain in high remark
through my mood stabilizer medication and made me want Chris to sooth
the pain. I felt upset when I couldnt regret but take in denial for being
brave for encouraging words and story that speaks of wedding Easter,
Most of all trying to keep better, I search for dorks who I can love from a
school. I travel from a car I was a woman with a child. As for myself at the
moment I enjoyed myself with being a teacher of year while keeping warm
to a hug or two make ends meet. What questioned me the most is how long
the duration is good byes to a student.
Life changed through transitions of technology and economy with computers
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programmed made by someone hired, and gave less jobs as the computer
does the malfunction of processed work.
Good buys caught my heart with arrangements of a great deal, for the most
I was bargain shopper with technology always being updated. And part all is
well beyond better for a market of technology and with nano technology as
you wait 2 years prices remain same but double performance or heating
cores improve and it is a tablet or PC. I use a kindle a memorable time
when Chris sent me a love of himself and I together in a purple background
on computer that was a picture.
Everything about Chris is soothing and he admired that everything was a

waiting yet not set forth life is not a game because he knows a game over
may failed or you retry but under the mastermind I will come Easter that
everything was a waiting yet not surprise say I want another baby with
Chris.
How awful when he is crying in-front of me, when he is the one who can
make me happy and feel comfortable trying understand what happened and
make a life at a dance but not throwing and tossing actions of sex. And
where we stand maybe best thrown by his and your expressions with paint
and hate, but Im not that unusual suspect trying to bring home peace when
I could be the one who spent hours in bathroom come home as a naughty
teacher but lately, We had no chance of hate. It was mild cold weather of
summer this year, it was the wind that made the cold weather.
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And boy I wanted to know if he and I know with my thoughts, I will lead
myself feeling better about situations or my sex drive well improve. And he
felt myself with who I am by writing out my life which was optimized for
relief of celerity a mental illness that once had enough twice it will be
better thirds your well now prove it.
I feel better each day and each day where and when I have to share a
peace to myself and the completion of yourself that are paying for your
time to make up a verdict. To prove you can back away any given time but I
am going to show my responsibility with no remarks and be respectful.
Chris is one in one million whom for the one that can understand he is my
hopeful cheer state mind both presented at best with the mind full of
thoughts. The mindful of thoughts that known my fullness a heart that is
given love a chance for this year plus more towards a formal teacher and
student relationship.
I make known to live through the night that I am sad without giving my best
of ability to not become better by chance. From getting comfort from
positive thoughts I write out, and from where I belong is my comfort circle
zone that defines all directions of life thoughts in one direction from the
start with no negative thoughts. This year was to prove right about my love
towards a student.
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Yet I go out of place, at ease as I pace myself to be best of best. And I can
become a positive role model to students especially a student Chris he
would consider I make an outline and plan to a duration understand the
power of a touch could be true as we reunite at no certain destiny. About
what I am feeling and tonight and everyday it was meant to be on Easter
and hoping he goes and marries me would be like fairy tale..
I live here to know I am saved by many my life but do not consider me as a

freak when it comes to learning new software like scripting where are my
weakness of my self motivations, but I know together two heads make
better than one so I go on waiting on marriage on Easter.
I proceed a life throughout positive behaviours, and I began to processes

one particular positive thought preceding where I brought back community
programs.
Portland High school is where I taught. It is certainly not easy to please the
administration and staff faculty but make room for a chance or two to
benefit the school for I work weekdays and weekends teaching.
Given a situation I draw out only allowing many positive thoughts to enter
the extent a student I will write back knowing I can take things to far so
better he or she writes back only when I reply orderly. Where the thoughts
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are positive people with domain to no turning back of a turning point and I
cannot read an evil thoughtless mind.
I make my daughter a better person and knowing Chris he will earn a

positive behaviour. I refastened matters in my own hand while leaning
towards no rejection from anyone who knows him; he has been treated for
schizophrenia and he was well beyond recovered but struggles with normal
tasks was a mixed concerns he to shame inside knowing he is not here but
loves me.
With the life we live Chris kindly took life at moments expecting to meet
up towards an emotional guided support line of friends which was his buddy
from Middletown and family members. I had concerns about informational
fundamental learning risk factors am I safe by far and how am I surviving
through thoughts and techniques has happen throughout my day and years I
live I will give out positive support of my family and to my friends. I held
nothing responsible nor grudge for the unfortunate events that made
everything feel like we were not going fear and find a way out of ecstasy.
I am goal driven and family ordinate ordained for Easter wedding. That did
not make me argue and be angry but happy we are living up the fantastic
marriage dream.
What came out of our young minds was we live in a world filled with eager
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moments to press charges only because of protecting my exiles of marriage
meaning of impress motivated to write read and edit. I do not need
dissatisfaction with coping skills.
I make note to focus of writing yes one cope to write. I felt the urge to let
go all and bring forth today to say nice things to Chris for it was the glory
days we remembering all good people who left move on more new faces
September.
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Chapter 15: Learning Trust Each Other
As where I was brought up in Maryland as I achieved a high school

diploma, My parents knew I had all success. The success came through in
my hands, at a young age. But great times were in my hands with my
friends in fact; I keep in touch with them on social networking sites and
through email contacts.
The traits I lived were trying to improve myself and daughter with
fundamental improvements with manners and sensuality comes with our
body language confused yet open at this day we talked how in over and
make positive remark as I was affectionate towards the people I meet with
my daily life. How it all began question many but the trust was in-fact a
quarter was being close on social networking sites. He dived his life into
parts one was sleep over was eat and like I said social networking/diary
while hanging out left for room.
The most sources of happiness are when I studied myself; with trial and
error in life and I gave therapy a try. I put a value as in an oral form of
family history in a chores household. What I was taught by family, I shared
with my daughter everyday to remember Chris will meet her sometime
soon.
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And for my sex drive I was a year to live knowing I could stay single and
have respect to the one I love, which is Chris. To utilize the love I am
depending on myself to marry a formal student who is Chris. I made room
for a chance with my student to reach positive thoughts and remarks to
reach new heights of possessiveness each day and yield a desire with a new
thoughts each day to rebuild the broken pieces left behind to mend to
future saying there respectful the students now marry me Chris on Easter.
Each thought is a mountain full of thoughts at the end of day. And I am glad
to have settled for techniques. Sometimes you know that I had to climb up
a thought pattern of terror and down is challenging and choices are getting
higher with positive thought actions you have like stair case building so why
say someone who could change your world brings nothing but guilty
pleasure to talk about.
For the amount appearance in a story about love was showed up was
difficult because I had business management talks and tasks I had to deal
with some annoyance with thoughts on what Chris has done on face-book
and for most part I was helping my thoughts to precede new ground felt
breaking free from ideas of my day was helping others succeed.
I would receive call and see how everything going but I was a worry freak,
as my student is least of my worries because he been trying relax me by
encouraging the treasured moments to not show signs of worrying while
being on medications for years. And my company in Center Brook
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Connecticut was a struggle and technologies was getting easier and faster
with thin line of computers and nano technology was impacted and
impressive to the touch.
Usually kids had tablets and iPhones/Smart Phones and wanted to be zoned
on device outside or inside at relaxing place at home or relative house.
Learning applications is crucial. It was important to do updates too.
From a situation I brought updated software suggestions to the School

where I worked. For administration from staff I had out dated computers all
surrounded by me, and it will become a prohibited life situations where you
are stuck at house using old software or familiar software for daily use.
I learned new content of software and tools when I began to protect myself
as I wanted a relationship. Looking up new words with police personnel
books which brought forth reading Connecticut School Book Of Law.
Who what class is not easy said and done with older software but not easy
when you use older software and projects we create make no room for
advancement and achievement successfulness at proper speeds. The schools
systems I work currently had upgrade to new faster processor the brain of
computer with large amount of memory the root what loads a program.
Aside realism the fact a judge reviewing court case will understand
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possessiveness from the daily life deeds without contacting where my
student has everyday to make us together in some form and I believe with a
faithful thoughts could lead for his heart.
I felt he was one to try make a life understanding with paired judgement of
knowing we have a wellness toolbox listing the facts of what makes us
whole.
I have thoughts about what I recommend a formal student Chris which to

earn my love would be accepting life and knowing where you can do nothing
but go with flow of life. Therefore saying accepting nothing will be the
ground root to dismiss the case. He did in-fact send 12 dozen flowers and
huge bunny with lunch pack. I received a movie as well The Notebook which
symbolized our life. His gifts were so cute.
I will enter my students life, and head to hospital to get treated for my
positive life and for relationship advice and treatment for relationship
patterns cast out to share in-groups. Which never had time for talks about
acceptance.
But note I will be in art looking at other creations of masterpieces

schizophrenics as I believe life one big painting and illustration.
Chris had and have make known to treat life with elevations knowing little
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trust had him look past the imperfections and he was off to hospital once in
while he kept a behaviour was emotional for hours but know he listens well
and keeps high hopes up high with a new heights come the positive thought
pattern of what love means when its true. I feel learning he realized that
the most from love takes time of a pending case but know you comes a
vitcim in good hands with my family and friends.
I speak in English words with here a story. But I had no say from judge it will
be okay to know the judge by attorney had no word and no worry about an
evaluation was not part of an ordeal and I am here writing story with a
touch of lived life with thoughts as a teacher point of view.
I remain alive and take no stand with the keeping the same with no
contacting from any party and reaching as a calm positive person I can be
the one that reaches my comfort zone for this year, by keeping calm and
quite with low profile. It started create infused reaction when he said
always will he love me.
The court had all print outs with his profile and I can be open minded and
modified that says the relationship in Chris life made him put effort after
effort of trying and surpassing the life for both us to be held a verdict by
judge which was held by mid December.
I knew was I loved, and I enjoyed life. As I perceive to make room for
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headway with all forms of responsible actions I put in a reform for the life
with a motivation toolbox that looks life with a positive outlook in any given
situation as thought process, which was helping others succeed.
I had to prove each day I gave my all-good not cheating attitude and put in
my first fact that I am responsible for my actions in acts of love.
Each day I consisted that I was taught my rights and lecturing on being an
honourable mother teaching and with being well-being mother and with my
existing boy friend he made things confusing he took the good outside my
comfort zone he was demanding and controlling.
For Chris it was equal amount of love he wrote I edit and read. He
understood me I could so trust him to do right. I thought about making up
for long years as lovers stake control of positiveness of having proper
judgement that required learn from faults.
After all I was heading for trouble overly thinking made sense but I loved
my formal student Chris so much more.
He was a student and his efforts made for human actions that puts forthpositive energy and I had thought with food for thought and action. Besides
it made food intake with energy could explain why I set my values to
freedom.
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I make clear as Chris knows as I welcome of free of sharing that I would like
a great life to know if I would have the courage to review. I feel I will be
heard there are better days ahead with a deed I can follow as for a value I
can follow and help and trust.
And let it be known that ill improve his life aspects for better utilizing his
time or be known to days I will be remembering the ponderously body
brought good that has brought the good life. Each one of us has some
capacity to take on less and you can show a cheerful smile after all, life is
one fantastic great adventure.
Id be happy to explore life with my student and celebrate holidays with

Chris. I have chances of becoming better of know where I know when I do
right which brought for each moment is my gift, Fir I will have Chris taking
my family pictures and with life events. Chris expected a lot for a teacher
that he liked me to mess with him when both love and fate; I realized now
it would be legit to date him and myself made be assure to do right trust
with my life for it was heading right direction.
As for now I meet new faces this year and rethinking about what with life
can bring together as family and importantly know within thoughts will
bring or become good fortune being expressed with one language a smile.
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I will become memorable with both face-book chance of luck that leads to
fault for broken hearts. I been shown troublesome battle to one, That one I
will be true to my love. And I will remain free as for today I might speak out
my thoughts in manner needs a boost for improvement. For next day ill be
prepared replace to positive with my thoughts. Most importantly I hope to
be prepared to start relationship with Chris and forget my troublesome
behaviour towards others. I felt attached to Chris.
I will say and two show positive remarks, I will be smart and cheerful with
coherent to luck. Being cozy with thoughts I feel all night to talk to my
family and say most of my love comes from my personality. From most part I
was a teacher and I really felt committed to Chris. A formal student as very
much attached he was obsessed with my personality and inner beauty.
I teach software and design where you can learn on weekends as well. I
have been with interaction with technology all my life, for years life was all
about teaching with a classy sassy attitude. You take for the future and gain
success if you are win-over someone or barriers. I had obstacle that the
best times with Chris can welcome of baby and being with my Chris he
knows, I wait for that kiss he said xo to emails. And being together after
months to years made us to have prove right.
This is a story about with ones new marriage of beginning a new life story
about trust. With thoughts of knowing everyday will be with sense of do a
put down made of sure he may show long years living, I therefore get my
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life to normality by speaking positiveness. I felt my daughter will have
tenderness of Christopher when I get old he would be my age now if not
older or younger, I really need him watch over and do best all year and be
my man.
To have a better life is saying I can get better and better with positive
attitudes of you knowing I will never be repressed a life battle to be happy,
I will handle issues over the police or if harm with a life to blame it on truth
but I need you Chris.
I yearned for long years have him earn my love take on trips if he quit
smoking he assumed but I let that go. I was easy pleasing in my life.
When someone has deep down thoughts, I welcome to create a world wind
reaction which sometimes will burst your bubble but welcoming myself to
your comfort zone, I might take on choices and travels to aim high up on
cloud 9 my life with travels.
It felt good to receive notice when in crisis team were informative while
learning whats going on in his life in writing that unfolds true story of
love.
I really feel I can create to a cure fact with fiction in a world where you
speak no harm and show positive remarks while showing positive actions
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professionally to a student who has heart for knowing me.
To get my mind working I create a day with an honourable value I set for a
days work. With a value of patience as I understand my characteristics are
part of growing up I most importantly will be around the clock to be home
with a fellow student all my life. I just need life to treat me kind by court
understanding it is a true love story.
Acting up at the freedom of speech I may make a way for positive future.
My house was at Essex Connecticut. Today was cold weather outside in
morning, and where I live had a half moon out tonight.
How I waited for moment feel fresh breeze with delight to fill one another
into a kiss who I expected this years winter as north pole sees a Santa elf
playing with money like the lottery as pretty wealthy and worthy. He
wouldnt use me for money while we almost hit on a date maybe
considering last day of school. But having fist full of faults of errors I feel I
have a chance I will make it. To get elf at Chris you must realize he brought
family closure with no worries released that will make yourself worry less
thinking about who faults can become faults made by mistake but idea Chris
to be honoured for no shame he came home with lottery tickets he could
save money which he did.
It was the last night of Memorial Day and boy I was excited start the
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relationship. And I was a likeable teacher who had been in the past in the
mood to say with all my desire, I will remain calm and silent. With a show
of a smile, I remained calm and thought about what makes a time and love
come true is by turning and getting the right moment.
Where we are confused. I trust in others especially Chris if where things

get out of hand and who I turn too it would be untrustworthy once he
disobey my and court proceeding commands. Which takes years build trust
back.
Which I remain best I can become and make most of each day and give it
my best of all my might and power be accepted to this world set forth a
goal be better of fulfilments of a story about my student lover Chris.
I had many days where I had thoughts about what becomes stress makes
positive room for a change. And had mood changes with my levels of my
tolerance and adjustment. I have positive stress in a way my life is where
they are choices and reflections of are made with my troublesome
behaviour of life when there is knowing you'll be the one Chris a formal
student.
I am calm and silent that speak of intently with what I write down, what
brought good but indeed shown respect, which my motto for today was
more talk less work.
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The path I choose is one way with one behaviour. I indicate what has been
said I try not hurting ones feelings being abroad of knowledge this
relationship was meant to believe we will succeed and make myself having
a feeling like a beautiful women that deserves who I love when I love.
How I love being bright as quick bright can or would make myself glow
makes my student happy. What makes a single thought makes a judgement
filled with a hand of love with ones is going to make right and makes me
have a feeling ill be alluring with my stand point.
I may have some returns inside my stand point be at good favours I ask for
this is the year we become two that becomes one with huge heart for being
grandparents one day. Why so young well I just see us getting along each
day more and more.
All you can do hold tight with a life and where to love is make out which is
with efforts you can put on the table. If trust is suffering being laid then to
who is trusted on and believing you can ask me and trust me and it will
work out.
More in likely I will put you on a well being more thinking about situations
about how of a fool you can be, to date me. Few capture my heart while I
can try make you cry yet have very much concern about you Chris. Which
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made raise the question, which cause me to be curious with thoughts and
why do I have these thoughts as a teacher. Could our love story be true kept
running in my head. I so was ready to perceive a verdict with showing and
proving we trust another for years here comes a story about true love.
The memories brought a butterfly in stomach nervous feelings. And I cry

know where I belong in a students life, but one stood out and he was in
good hands.
I had thought with a care act we could see each other more while in good
hands under authority. One of my students Chris surprised me with large
amounts of possessiveness with what he offered help out on small projects.
I put my trust on him as a true love.
I have not being judged through my mental health and awareness, with
anything from anything with students. The amount of school work brings
each day assuming I will be enhance of being helped from others of
students and formal students that will get a chance to work on resume as
well. While I welcomed back students to classes I taught it felt good seeing
his face-book.
I had not held a grudge and everyday is a blessing. I feel blessed that I can
count on how many days till vacation or holiday. I showed with known times
I struggled at first but could achieve more if I worked a full year supporting
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my daughters dreams and to support a student dreams who was Chris.
Sometimes I want to show an improvement that a successful person has to

be under going an authority of power. He who got it on with what I write
makes me mad. And to be that student has no discrete time that I would say
nothing with no time. Usually in summer vacation I take my family to new
heights for thoughts and suggestions.
And I would not make contact to email to call as you may assume it could
be obsessed behaviour. If you expect days go by quickly I say me live life for
you and it only consist of one student which I call Chris. I favour and fall for
Chris but you understand I should have not held on a negative behaviour.
But he was who I release the positive behaviours and it will make the
negative too positive. I will understand I will be so happy be with student
all the time especially the one who had no ambition to join school functions
like pep-rally, prom, and school dance.
For the most part I was happy that brought a cheerful heart, I was clever
as can be that anyone can believe with all my positive energy comes a
courage roaring. I had feelings that thoughts became the essence of that it
was meant to be relationship that being said it has no ends to tie down the
fields of thoughts.
I really thought about how secure the relationship and I thought a look with
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our names on it a invitation for wedding would capturing years of our love
be seen laters in years album and DVD. I felt it was time set forth this year
with lock with names on it as well and place it with others in Europe.
Being a Super Cool Mom of one got me on how I can become stronger and
what has been stronger. Each day was built strength and each day I become
cherished moments that captured my heart with a formal student which
was on my mind.
I brought back memories when I found his picture he left but he has gone
what about knowing I am single, he had no idea. What I have in plan I will
try to give a boost a solution of travelling to understand if it was meant to
be. What has brought happiness for what time can know a day we live with
brought without consumed attentions. What is know one enchained for my
love is to myself to think to myself to student harassment at his level true
makes sense to me to marry him. You will owe nothing into buying my love
but talking over coffee with Chris would be nice. But he who has stress will
need Attorney, which he had one that told him to write a letter which
comes a story. I gave very little information about myself but he knew it
was a drive for love take place.
I had thought hed become insane believing in all this craziness as much
over looked upon what and how much all I do, and all my heart knows what
is true. What is true is life without rules just high expeditions and love is
expanding inside my heart, which we act and call values. To become better
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of all knowing your rights as a sexual partner active we use to create
common values. I got scrambled with thoughts for this is the year plus more
looking for Mr. Right and everyone said best yet to come.
He very knew how treat my last email telling he is all right and wants best
for us. He is improving quality of life and hate move.
I am impressed he felt inner happiness, my personality is what he loved the

most. Hed be a funny person if he wrote to my daughter seeing a gift love
can bring! Yeah he was cool, and I look beautiful towards him, he was
probably disabled but he will endure yes or no for a great night out with
lights out.
Day or night of a different recommendation of restaurant is hard I like my

favourites and yes they are pricey but will never refuse McDonalds. Or
should say differential between what have give good or gone bad is based
on life difficulties. I knew instantly he go bananas if he saw me driving a VW
yellow convertible.
So confused but with differences in thought pattern will all aim for proper
choices or make someone else to make the choice we choose accept. As we
spoke with no disrespect which can be tricky to organize to the brain but
recommend not recommend an excessive amount of brain food of thought,
Before a time before bed, are waking up factors with life of humans. You
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become drawn filled with inner joy and we have comfort of our comfort
zone includes to make up. For us we had no lack of trust I felt great to this
day to talk openly about it in story.
I am sleeping to the night alone because I would not mind sleeping with
Chris he is without much sleep it and it will make him delusional towards
others and self. But unless you start as husband and wife well achieve
same goal it will given us another chance fight the battle of being filled
with enough sleep and talk about a budget.
Everything with my thoughts in bed brought marriage on Easter. I was

thrilled it was less then years time away.
I set aside money for purchases over thousands but have hope for better
days. And I really love Chris. He got my mind working a mile a minute
worrying. And I know he is well and better. Which I know a great deal about
relationships, where which this special student relationship aren't when you
set a pathway happen so exclusively. I could exist to many folks from his
family and friends but I could not resist to refrain my plan to workout
because by writing, he was waiting for me always at celebrations and
holidays.
The more moments I call opportunity is to blame for it is true brought I

come yet has have been building trust to others. It got me to put my trust
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on you as student I love and fought for years. I had gotten a moment that
gotten me going with a thought of possessiveness that brings joy, you set
forth a positive action when you leave a cool attitude towards me and it
will be okay to like me.
I want to tell what is a true story, why I remain with a clue and how became
true but read and write but fight it I love you. I was lying down on coach
thinking about you a student life Chris, a formal student that had been
graduated on year 2007. He was all I think about during my whole day.
I was watching the news at 11 while thinking with thoughts about my

psychological life. I had a mental disorder far beyond as for reaching out
for giving opportunity to work and I imagined working side by side with
Chris.
I lead each day with a cheerful smile with some areas of confusion and I
was happy about knowing one of my students is making a little over nine
hundred a month which included his electronic debit card issued by
government for food.
He was a student, who was indulgent, with my inner beauty. Too cute and
the student was Chris. And today was my last night sleep till a new school
year. I was all prepared start with new welcoming to the class, a new K
family member my daughter. The classes I taught were technology and
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computers which made me think I can make more being ice scooper.
I had so much to choose plus more; youll get a handful of cherishing to the
love with my student. And when I feel his positive touch that is only change
of love with my partner. On how with the touch of positive a marriage with
student is a tasteful from beauty to neck and to the touch. I found in you,
now feel me which loves myself with Chris licking me good nights I was
thinking.
This was the year to prove what is right and tell to others I will make Mr.
Right and think on how to get it on for good life that involves us naked.
I have built trust, he will never prove me wrong for I am right? What do the
whole experience bring kept running in my head.
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Chapter 16: Reflections Of Love
If a hug is arm reach, as for love thats amount courage bringing

reflections. Knowing youre in good hands that will prosper all day and all
night. For I walk with feeling on my chest from hug I received and asked
from Chris. I really feel shame, I do not always make it a habit not always I
am pleasing to the touch, and knowing great deal what is to come ahead of
time. I am honest and I could see a relationship with Chris.
For myself on what keeps me going is everything with ones feelings that
cause me to think. I will replace each thought as a one action with a call of
shots on how deals with pain. Planing out the due time will show my
respect and become worry and pain free.
I have felt the need to encourage one another. For the most part I welcome
back graduated students and with a ceremony with achievements from
community to the classes I offer, to the class with a main question, should it
be non-technology courses I should seek. And trust you will do nothing but
learn and advance yourself as you embrace a world with social media and
technology as for now.
I had no verdict and yet I had no fear. I was lead to Chris, and he is whove I
want to share life with to make love too and headway from tears to beers,
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and to cheering up his years with knowing he has myself in his heart.
I will be here of telling and I will be with my dearest mighty power to

maintain a healthily eating habits and hugs to all my likeness with Chris.
From both sides we will live a mysterious family.
He Chris understands he was all trying love myself so much I have to say he
was a monkey animal fellow of evilness. Yet still have no impressed talent,
but knows a bit about computers and how they work. I really like Chris so
much and since the questions of rights remain salient I offer no attempt to
place a verdict this year. Let freedom ring and here I sing I will marry Chris.
It began to become cold fall, I was very cold outside the early morning
sunrise was waits time of travel. And I have been okay as safe as can be. I
had nothing fear only snow and slippery road conditions and I had some
time to spare and I had thought about making a mix on my iPod which he
gave as present this morning.
The years I had some curiosity and parts of each year I had off, and is where
I had no work or chance say if no school functions. I had contentiously left
with my child curious about Chris and he haven't had thoughts about my
business of Center Brooks Connecticut. And was stressed at technology
getting easier and easier use on everyday use of life.
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Where I live in past I had a lot of snow to plough as well my life never really
stopped I had so much work with so little time. What if he lived with me
raised questions. I knew it would all work out.
Chris adores my chores in my little small town, Essex Connecticut. And lot
days went by and I could make him fall for some nastiness. So I thought I
could fill of big wonder for a big smile on his face.
For love will conquer and be with days forever months to years of joys with
action of spirit that on my mind, and that has brought joy. Where I put joy
is onto others as you know I want be treated for my thoughts. As they may
preconceive as forming thought where we take our thoughts will lead to the
foundation, walls and roof like stable with my thoughts in beginning.
In which hospitals put me on medications which I did not refuse and kept
quite its hard explain why love is endless words and amazes me your
reading nothing but true story with approval feelings two make one. Would
Ive conquered the feeling for thought true comes a story unfolded. He
understood me well for my well-being.
When we make up well have sex/alone time/ intimacy, I kept saying myself
it will get better. And I say Im fulfilled of warmness with thoughts that was
remaining active that is to be come a goal driven woman with my likeness
of a student. With years with Chris, I know it is true he got the clue and I
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love you but will tell you through my body and through my mind body and
book I love you so much.
The school functions and time management went well. It was my life to be
at every concert of my daughters, and with the formal student Chris. I
thought it felt that there are fundamentals of tools of living life. I had some
days he was in tears but with some insane nonsense showed what was true
likeness. And true love is set to be a winner with success and of Chris as
reflection by editing his story. When I had to control on how far on limiting
myself to spend with my others knew what is the deal. I been writing for
months to years, days till nights which pulled forward liking Chris.
Boundaries from the formal student Christopher who I call Chris never set
place but one that was not going stop me from thinking we are in this court
case together.
But not a desire we need to go and get off topic and being well let me
understand Chris tried everything in his might to understand I love him, as
he remains true.
Living in Connecticut for years has been known from not know for any snow
conditions in summer. The weather just has parts warm weather with very
few hurricanes. And we get a various mixed weather conditions. The
forecast today was all about a cold windy weather.
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About what should happen I have chest full thoughts of pain but till this
time is the end of summer. For the most part I had a somewhat mysterious
fun filled adventures of summer with my family and friends. And my
daughter was growing up to be cute with kindness genes she got from
myself the mommy. Of my daughters life she was my priority make right yet
put Chris second with everybody else on queue for people are my thoughts.
I tend to live for life and live it well. I could endless say what I really love
with my life with one formal student.
While each day I spent, everyday was with my daughter at school with a
room down the hall from my classroom. I thought about this life and
sometimes I had my thoughts with a little areas of confusion. I was thinking
and I should live it up at my age. And from Chris, I can achieve my life with
happiness and most of part is completed book for years of love. I cherish
close to my heart his story of true love. He was the eye to my apple.
And I understand I will live it up my life, after school hours though summer
to do whats right with understatement I will smile a lot more inside, as I
love you more than a bird needs a french fry as with a warm heart. If I were
a bird I would fly and sing to you with that this year I planed to have no
verdict. I was clueless where and how I see myself eating out all the time
as calories goes up more we had burn and excerise.
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By chance there will be change with whats happening could make simple
positive happiness reform where with bitter-sweet love but with weather
conditions of months time I will arrange and think about starting planning a
wedding. And most likely fill with happiness with scent of my perfume as
for my life within having positive partner Chris. It was my thoughts about a
formal student to bring forth-positive behaviours of a wedding while giving
a scent of goodness everybody will smell good.
But of what has left us to hate is the debate and controversy if I should
pursue and continue my student relationship. But I am here for a healthy
choice and a changed life experience with a special student. I say to myself
if someone should see my image of life I would get curious, I would hate see
my life messed up. Yet I had thoughts about Chris he makes me look
positive and filled with my life as beautiful memory we share.
He is honest my formal student Chris and someone or natural gone mortality

wrong I will seek and look into my chance to improve or give in when
thinking everything will be okay.
I will be there comes an energy compound is source out of some force that
seeks to one body. To a whole picture as the title of the world of woulda
coulda shoulda on who I choose to be madly in love with which can see us in
public together. You may run but cannot hide because youre the best Chris.
How I must to know what is right but wish he understand patience is around
the corner for a life to be my husband Chris. I think about calling him my
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Boo.
As you transform yourself you so should note to have a sense to allow

yourself have a low dosage of pain and fear if you need may help and it is in
and off school hours I will call police.
I had been hurt in the past with so much amounts of hurt with dealing with
hurt, you will end up heartbroken at first but later I live with fear and pain
I deeply fear of troubles between us now and then. I am on medications
because running thoughts of Chris made myself cause delusions. That
experts in mobile crisis sentenced myself in hospital and I use senses that it
could be good or bad throughout my life and hospitality if I get admitted. I
think its a mystery when getting a chance admit and getting not yourself.
You just don't know who will walk in as I always felt when admitted hospital
people where against me.
I made much success and I had not mistake love as entitled forever with
Chris. It was stumbling throughout lack of strength and dosage I was starting
to panic feel like it was feeling forever and he loves myself so much till this
day and is possible for welcoming somebody in family. All I really want to
make it last with his encouragement for better years.
What the world offers you is a prize possession and you cannot judge
because you'll feel down you loose I just give it away so quickly love and
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happiness as life one big raffle seems to Chris. But when you say something
you want to say to someone when its text with landlines saying clear, cls
meaning blank screen black, clear screen. You take it personally and away
but for granted it was Chris with a peace welcoming and offering a life
spent with myself. We both ought to live life well that will the way plead no
verdict for all respect he has given me. And it was getting closer and closer
till the date of the verdict from the judge has a say on when we can talk.
I would not be mistaken or taken for granted but here I am useful to myself
as an icon as for opportunity. Well I have been clear minded for a year time
and today writing a missing you on my desk with story of this writing.
I looked over messages he wrote when he were high in spirit and being
famous. I dwell for you student Christopher. For Chris and with my family
encourage each other to push endlessly to reach longevity hopes is a good
life being beside you. I live life well spent with spending life together as a
couple could heal my heart. Knowing a reflection of who left my heart in
time has now a kindness of my spirit.
And well for myself classes go well teaching and working together with
students. I would collide and could create a community that came or could
say that we are a group taking classes that will become easy for some
students. A granted target making clear statements that the careers in the
technology world is how much successful I statements. Learning all you can,
doing your best but who I handle others to learn with peers and myself for
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last resort. It was my job to teach myself first eye corroboration for my
lover getting compTIA A+ certification which caught my heart to warmth
knowing he can get paid from 30- 50+ dollars an hour. He wanted be my
lover for life.
I enjoyed keeping warm under my sheets at home. In the forecast of this

season, we had a flood warning and it always has that feeling about having
raincoat on but I had a poncho and I was happy yet felt grateful that today
was morning with no rain.
I looked at the ground and realize, I need to reflect my self as abundance of

myself accepting this story written up as I edit make the changes for the
facts of our love and here save the thoughts unfold an Easter wedding.
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Chapter 17: The Day I Make Love
It was summer season with very little rain for month is now. This weather
forecast and fall season was a season to remember with my life. I could tell
a fall season can make me have unknown behaviour. It made lead on back
with regrets on my track for not contacting Chris. I've made sure we made
love through good times that was unpredictable and unmeasured moments
that had moments no signs of hate.
For I have new thoughts and processes on way to perceive being on track in
circular motion and what is outside are the circular tracks motion going
forward will lead a ruling and be forth not backwards. And my thoughts
perceived for these years were a shame but who am I to blame for the life I
live.
It was my 9th year teaching without representing myself to court verdict
that awaits trial.
It was nice a summer season with climbing new mountains as for myself as I
thought I had a chance with Chris. I will be a safe driver and I have positive
virtue of thoughts about making myself stay safe with positive actions.
As for my life to the road ahead successfully I gave away my heart leaving
trial filled with positive actions thoughts has that this year to prove right to
remember, and I will make myself feel special and proud on the day we
make love.
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I will be sure to point out my life in hands in future for all this year thinking
about Chris. I forever loved his knowledge but he calmed down a lot.
Together I feel a forever and always to grow and that grows impact with
perfection of beauty from the beauty and with all respect sex behind with
way beyond warm love to be profound and treasured.
My days made myself soar, new thoughts to new heights with new areas in
my life. I come realize that I can explain in for myself for thoughts with
ordinary fashion with areas of female malefaction that I am fool desperate
for love. With year to prove right that I am a powerful trusting teacher who
has highs and lows, accept my behaviour move on all relationships and let
true love find it's way on book shelf and book-stores.
I taught all about manners and equal respect, which became a duty to
remain active to equal amounts of possessiveness sent with abreast of free
opportunity for another day of sharing my attentions and directions that
followed to possessiveness pathway of love I found in Chris. Leadership
quotes got me thinking positive. Most of which became that positive came
my thought process.
And everyday seemed the same without overwhelming positively thoughts I
had with students, I cared for some but few of my students made myself act
like jack all trades ill take care of their needs but their love especially one
caught my eye to my apple. The court ruling is set to the same no
contacting for any party of my family and friends.
I rather think about myself as if I showed I am ready. If my student and I
taught as a couple with this year plus more for this plus more, and with a
thought is a behaviour. And yes he showed he cared. I would adore him
teaching beside me.
I will be a comfortable as a pillow that needs a rest but hold on for better
days of my life come to a peaceful rest knowing he keeps a prayer journal.
Everyday seemed the same but filled with extra possessiveness about what
cried came out of each class and day. With my students, students helped
each other out and it felt nice complete feeling of my life had so much
possessiveness and if Chris was around to help. I would look amazing and do
my best on sharing and caring on what I know best is showing kindness and
being polite.
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For this year comes a crowd and all I do to say myself I have this day plus
more not to worry. I become perceivable when I follow ones footprints and
moments to survey my story. I share my time but devote my time as if all
you think about what has been true, and that true feeling on what gone by
and becomes a love and with possibilities. With togetherness we will grow
but I still love you, I feel comfortable with talking things over with a
thought about goodness sake to love you.
There was always excitement and he paid prove right for years he yearned
a story and remained quiet about it. Today was a great night for a drink but
I been good for months and years without drinking. We will both drink
shortly I hope see you soon Chris and I very much like see us together
making whoop-y.
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Chapter 18: Better Part of Me

I suck on a jolly rancher as a thought about Chris with all due and respect
that was held a long time ago in my desk. Therefore about whatever was is,
and what becomes better take on one positive change new approach route.
I long to keep life too. In a positive note I believe in with one direction
comes ones footprints that I am loved shown I love one male Chris.
For the most part footprints are kept to show trials of positive feedback
when one leaves, and inside meaningful life I shared one clue on why I like
my formal student. What led left behind was using his wellness toolbox
which to inovate he has a tool for life creativity and growing with value on
creativity in court and computer thats intakes the efforts required and
purchase or make use of time processing information.
I miss some of my students especially one on my mind. Chris fell in love
with me and keeps the love going stronger each day. I long take him on
vacation, and treat him with all good each and every night, And days well
be sharing the exciting news by end of year. And by end of year he should
be better for this year to make right. I had not pleaded a renewal stand for
this year.
I make learning fun it gets a positive life to see a young adult succeed and
have a motor skill to be important with ones wellness and motivation
toolbox. I feel important when I learn from mistakes and get and become
lesson when I know my rights interested from others comes with positive
feedback.
I spent a lot of my time towards my students devoting my time after and
before school hours.
With my knowing to you I was labelled, it does make it hard to comprehend
everything. But the learning experience we talk about and how I perceive
life that is hard to explain. With life long longevities and direction of our
destiny of writing could undertake the spirit of man creation to hit the
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market with invention. Take on my partner as responsibility if something
should go wrong how to take it. But I like to feel safe to extent everything
will be all right. I see a positive life together.
Being a young teacher it was hard living with budget. There was a lot on my
mind, and how make class understand the tools in the class that are
expanding on everyday actions of oneself. To be with bad remarks got me
really farm I improved my life with quality of work.
I had business and never thought about changing my laws of attraction and
flaws becoming better about purpose of life.
My family is personally are exciting and I yearning on my weekend time to
talk about life and visit friends.
I like expressing on how I want perceive a relationship and I will give the
word love a try to one student who everyday puts efforts on relationship he
is what became what I desirable to be with warmth of with thoughts in
reality came through the awaking of strength and incredible amount of love
which brought pleasure of better parts of mind, health and spirit.
As love is a story living is impressively neutral with a likeness turns a life
around where is pretty am amazing people reach out for support to help
you. With that, its a thought about staying single can be beneficial saying a
life is filled with all possibilities from whom is a goal driven person who will
take care of your needs and knows about personal growth difference
between like and love.
I have always showed a sweet side but feel butterflies in stomach when
very moment has arrived but wearing something sexy with Chris all I want. I
want to thrill his world and that this is his teacher, where his life in
jeopardy though he contacts. Putting that commands of respect youll know
and learn so you will make it or break it with my life. I have high
expectations for things to do and not to do.
The thoughts about life it will become possible with a clear attitude that
happens when you use manners.
Toward a criminal record or a life with record and made it hard because
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with one the students I had a pending case. With all my desire I will be not
be hurtful but be here as if I became here as super hero act in a students
life. And boy I love his love when we gave through touch of body to body
through computer to body with hug and our code say Im K.
I feel you now here present with that hug as hoped for longest years to be
true or clue I really want this to work with you and be worked on.. But who
knows a grown fact, you were single and boy I want you still this day; just
dont say I am not going into your business for this year.
I am guessing he probably will act really smart and I remember the last kiss
will kiss my body all over with touch. While thoughts about cuddling
preconceived with one another at night hasnt worked in past thats not so
great to know he stays up at normal time. I will not rush myself going
beyond my control of knowing myself needs his love.
For whom I love is headway process with formal student on my mind who
had a superman default picture on face-book, It is really important in my
life about making better decisions and students called my kindness divine.
Superman was my hero with lots of face book love. He was in love with my
visits on Facebook.
I live life knowing I am brave child of my life with much but little fear. My
daughter taught me fear is little when you owe yourself chancing correct
the wrongs in life which she chased around making wrong to right. That is
the caused by attachment with no boundary set and his determination
between what have been gone good and what been or gone bad.
I say and read very little and earn thoughts by reacquisition determining the
facts from fate of facts to fiction. I do not like being earned justice. I
served justice and that being said I will not hurt any ones feelings only a
like or reply get a boost through pain a student suffers is going to make him
know Im here to make right.
I let you know I am supportive awaits trial for common thoughts of response
for safe relationship to maintain life and motor skills for no contacting with
family and myself which my family and I love seasonal rich beer.
But I recall have sources of remembering I wish you well and get better and
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well talk motto skills, which can produce values to endless amounts of joy
and happiness.
I have lots of words of encouraging thoughts and produces by strength and
what been full insight on what has been perceived courage on what is
excising or not really understood.
And reality all about complaining and having abilities expressed short life
we live was hard. And I let freedom ring you know my flaws in which brings
and thought fullness to a key factors of persistence is key.
When you think about it to be filled with arms of honour I am not
responsible about the plea for court because with no boundaries and set
discussion. I favour he will be restful this year and know next year will
become areas of hitting at right spot if you know what I mean.
But I know a story well do me in well each day for a good moment is a
moment to endure life at it will remember what the good and gone bad he
fell in love on 21st birthday with his age16 hooker.
I will be okay and for the judge has a final verdict says and speaks in less
then 7 months. I been thinking over and over again I will make my hands
uncross and I thoughts about rejuvenating my thoughts to positive outcomes
with my actions, to brainstorming ideas on paper and about a story to make
right I am a young teacher wanting relationship with student who loves me
more then anything. He awaits trial with pending case which I felt is going
end well for positive no renewal hoping case.
My family lives in a beautiful state Maryland. I rarely let everyday life to be
a problem but a self-learning technique based on my defensive trials and
tracks to offer myself as publicity and advertising to promote a business.
But I have short business goals which I do not advertise a yearbook ad for
companies and businesses I own. Chris wanted advertise my business it was
cute hear that he asked he wanted it be used to gain write up. I refused in
the entitlements with being short with money.
From the moment I feel the love that started by successful life sharing
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others ways as what you have or what has to offer with deal of the cards.
Yes is an expense but you are what you owe to life. You bring enrichment
quantities carry on to have fun with the proud and joy spirit.
Thinking about booze or lack leadership which can bring a partner gives no
attention or have a chance with final verdict which on how you have to earn
my respect that you will let a celebrate the good with all to due the
creativeness that came that I was yearning out to earn trust and respect.
I have the thoughts of saying some kind warm thoughts and actions, which
promote job growth. And I am aspbergers, with a kind heart set values daily
with kind sharing and receiving actions and adjectives for my actions of
caring for another. What is up for the challenge being a proud child with us
wither being parents or for students who undertakes it is at fault when you
realize the love I see is through Chris with a positive note it meant to be as
youngster to love Chris.
But I will not talk negative but have positive goals the classes I create to
students and community. I was the little town flirt, which only Chris can
speak of great cheer with holiday cheer.
I say what becomes safe becomes safe with values about choices with my
life with who I lived with my family.
My neighbours are great and who are Americans originally from Europe. For
myself I am half German, I think of ways possible work out a relationship,
unlimited ways of thinking and staying positive is a daily of task of thoughts
and actions I share to the class the sources are ways possible to be or in
with becoming successful.
At Christmas is a time where my emotions run free with a desire to be filled
with joyfulness comes a peaceful s[irits followed by rules of my values
which is be kind and be okay about situations. I usually play my Neil
Diamond on a compact disc near mid December.
I do not like it when someone looks for love in memory but my town and
wrong places I give others a clue I like them to maintain composure and
happiness. You will be in a better state of my mind if hold your chin up with
a smile.
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I dont appreciate bad habits that is of smoking and taken a heart for
guaranteed that followed and I brought my affectionate side with ones I can
help and later in life I plan on talking to Chris today. If he cannot quit
smoking well make sure well compromise.
From side to side my body was not my weapon it the comfort zone saying
courage will save the best for the rest to defeat from others harm with a
circle but with no harm enter-lap. Though l live up life to remain true be
the best you can be all will create is a debate.
To ones I love I remained singled with so much thoughts of better days. With
knowing I will be honoured and ask myself to sink into marrying Chris, my
student who I have an orgasm with feeling he is the one who is a little magoo devil.
This is time I await final trial verdict if he is talking it serious enough earn
my qualities. I really felt Chris was the one. The first two years of teaching
reflect personalities of one song or two. I cannot make up my mind, but I
have reflection of Blonde Tide Is High song and the songs from Neil Diamond
to sooth my emotion out with happiness and smiles from good holiday
cheer.
But if somebody gives me a mix I point out what the class likes and they
love the Eye of the Tiger in a play-list mix by which my student made.
With long-term learning skills playing music can produce a network of
students while working together could boost moods and emotions as
mentality being of source led excellence and divine learning techniques
sooth a hearing voice or gain oppertiunity. With learning I can run the show
I can run wild and free with music and songs of a mix on a compact disc
which a student made me couple years back. He was student who students
called him hot sauce it was his nickname. Yeah he was Chris, I had blurb it
out.
I know my rights, my thoughts and for my actions, which say, there are
positive actions ahead of time. Where I been is an action of caring for one
another especially to be hearing out ones feelings, I built a trust on a
student in my classroom. And some despite what I wish for a life filled with
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kisses and sex from that special student Chris.
I have some troubles it was some thinking how do I make me feel like a
loveable person which could hit Chris up on phone and making me feel
naughty was how I felt but never came true from my end I had to keep safe.
When love hits with troubles and worries hit; despite everything getting
there was a struggle on my socialism on reflection of my image of my life
that became to be kept worry free and drama free.
I was in the year teaching technology with teacher of high class who lived
with was without rules. I ask you just dont be cruel and obey the rules.
And I dressed as a reflection of my life with my personality and love each
day more and more. And I have feelings towards a student.
I thought I would accept him but remain silent he heard my voice and it
was an illness and let the judge hold a verdict. Yearning for years of
creativeness express he to know be respectful is earn my love.
I have given up on the case but I know well-hit rock bottom from the heart I
deserve. I never said it but I love my student Chris.
About my life I can say I became filled with areas knowledge happy
thoughts which makes me think I will be ideal as a counsellor but with drive
to explore software made me think I could teach how use it. I was the
technology teacher for an intermediate school as well.
Knowledge and happy thoughts make myself feel important and much of
being very happy so comfortable about making me express feelings about
treatment. I consider options where are solution and a try enforce for a
negative action on borderline yet hurtful thoughts and on who makes me
important. I am major impact on a child life about how I act with students
and life meaning,
My colleagues will say I should enforce a conduct a police officer to make
me decide better worse about situations if I feel safe about life with
thoughts about what has been said, but for now and then I feel less
paranoid. Asbergers is arts of options, during any given time when two
collide, its true love.
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And every second, minute, hour, day, week, and month we have chance to
hope to defend our love with court orders make all things possible.
Put aside I let the student suffer during a crisis happens let him or her
become better with thought pattern not assume anything and wish well and
leave with footprints.
He is realized he has followed a trial find my love.
Its coming to end the end and trial closing with no budge and remarks led
with life sentenced no contacting but considering the court did verdict with
due previous years. He has attorney and we are in trial pending case of
harassment II.
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Chapter 19: The Ending
Mr. Fish is my pet fish who is gazing at the classroom. On my work desk he
sits a beta fish giving to me from Chris.
I was thinking about making candles with my daughter and formal student
Chris.
He was the love of my life that loved yellow. That I hug care and support for
my long years lives in his trust I feel comfortable with him now to this day
its okay to talk about an obsession so true.
Each day is a dream after dream that can be chased with negative to
positive attitudes. And I find it hard to teach, all I do is worry about formal
students when if something or someone could go wrong or right about how
to achieve life goals, brought my life to become whole.
I fill every slot with efforts make me better person writing a story about my
life teaching is by far a chance you will be amazed. On the flip-side how
young minds take and pick up life that takes encouragement to wake up, I
rather autocratically cause no correction of a love so deep that put into
work brought into a kind/sweet behaviour obsession. My student who loved
my personality was obsessed over me.
For many I told many I was interest but only my student knows whats up.
Yes I like 80s 70s music and today was thinking about buying a Blonde
record.
What happens at any giving moment and having from life is kindness. I see
without knowing. How a hurtful some students are to other students
without courage shows it they lack courage with me teaching.
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A kindness retreat you will succeed to show support, a pyramid of my

student reflections of what it takes marry someone single made today feel
awesome and loved. A daily action route I take, I always teach with good
intentions of warm feelings. About feeling happy abreast my motivation
skills are not always followed through with knowing my rights.
He faced stress on symptoms of a roller coaster. He well played in my head
that is music symbolize our love while we all work through period to period.
I have nice flaw weeks distractions of students who fall in love with me. I
make life better today better tomorrow better week, better month better
year.
I got you inside my heart tucked in but know nobody will put you down. I
live with simplicity. With no hard way out from trouble, I was locked up
rather then looked upon in my bottom of my heart for I love myself for
student Chris.
Golden rule is life was with loaded is an act kindness you want live for
treatment on ways you want to live life profound ways to take the good in
and let go and fly by leaving life leaving a trial of positive remarks.
And solutions are ideal everyday seeing students fall in love with myself,
and I get nothing but infatuated. But worried and fear that something will
happen though out my life where full of beauty and charm are caring for
one another. I held against me marry Chris he was always on my mind.
I felt pretty bad on how I treated Chris and I am about how I want to pick
choosing what the action destination track. I want see a grown up man that
understand how I feel I am loved, with remarks we understanding I need a
source of warm people to collide and get cast out with positive remarks.
I must find out if the single thought process works, but more likely I will
chill I hold a grudge to deal with smelly under-age drinking smell and of
smoke in sight of the classrooms rules and was debate to hold a date
because I did not really know he could change.
Everyday somehow with routine and for guiding my circle requires track
boundaries. If once brought wrong will bring wrong, being with warmth
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wrong to many will make it warm of his words and thoughts brought light
and human feeling knowing I can achieve more with being together being
inspired brought 4 years of curiosity.
I rarely say that life teaching for 5 th year has a key but is uplifting to life
treated like a key out of turn but replacement is not clear but key to do
functionality and sexuality eventually.
With positive note my behaviour is controlled, on all due to respect. All due
respect I set aside getting there is difficulty that time and takes practice
and that targeted person makes the world go boom to bloom. With a
beautiful soul mate you make of love Chris.
The court will be judge ruled in court with some verdict is a positive note I
will be safe or undergo I is safe route.
I am a teacher a person living a life that has replaced. With me I will be
thinking about possibilities sincere desire about details and emails know I
am loved and cared towards people I meet in public.
I have some areas of confusion about my capabilities but turn that into
conversation but to shows it hard to live. Through monitoring behaviour
that about a write up is not all that easy on a positive note I been giving
information through course of life with difficulties and I have a positive
attitude on my outlook on life.
When you are on top of your chart presented clearly about what you want
and what could go wrong. What can be on a positive note card of needs
with life in which can be handy and gift of receiving and giving.
And people who take one drug could gain a natural high make you advocate
with years of possessiveness from benefit from the one drug or medication.
My mental status is about what makes me silly but it takes several amounts
of possessiveness that can puts my challenges in hands of courage roaring
without knowing much about difficulties. I had a helping feeling I thought a
lot about my formal student and so much thoughts and questions I could ask
myself.
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Each and every day can share my thoughts and share a smile with one to
due respect with child with life I faced frustrating as seems. I had thoughts
about Chris and I was patiently being happy with him it was hard to
communicate with him but I loved him.
And to be about true feeling you need work for money and you dont spill
all out and I put a restraining order against you. I felt I was ready while not
pleading this time around gave very little information out about my life.
I want to understand for which we look upon making myself self worrying
less. But leave positive verdict in story before for a weekday is over,
without kindness of thoughts and lost causes with nobody answer is
frustration.
Its a lot about using positive feedback making yourself control the goodness
for goodness sake. I can become the fool but I know who I love and ones
love of courage from inside to try again and again.
But who am I to blame Im cold and under my sheets. But for my
personification from a starting become day dreamer is a target with no
control guide my oh my how your one to blame, when you think when you
see a gun in dream world.
What actions must take yourself to know but who ones correct your wrong
thoughts of not trying becoming stress but enough lead you on cure your life
by being motivated. Which will make you smile which is one language we
know means happiness. Receiving smiles was ways we express and represent
ourselves.
Life in general brings withdraws understands amends of treatment and
making myself speak about my life at ease with no difficulties it undergo a
life with proving right to myself write as a life with teaching with going far
beyond my potential. At legal claims the Malefaction, is when you trigger
positive behaviour. that would become a push off for couple of days I will
get back to you nothing came across and let judge rule with ignorance, but
soon enough made someone go crazy as he waited for trial.
Like I that got hint smile everything will be okay I could make us in a story
about true love and hidden pleasant smiles without a language problem,
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with a special or super static moment of charge with care.
Where I go your motto comes in self-wisdom but not getting the attention
theirs nothing but arms worthiness of coolness with my reality I shared with
my formal student.
When you have positive thoughts, and where no return for a lost life. I was
disobeying and being cruel in a case knowing whats been said without
having been heard about whats wrong.
How can you help or hide when all you can he or she does for you, knowing
what is right and what is wrong without being said or something has gone
funky with positive attitudes, has brought fear.
Fear has no worries as I feel numbness throughout my body I was outside
making with family of friends that were older and retired.
And have a pet dog. He admired hearing about and seeing pictures on
Facebook I posted brought my love to the web.
I was here with life with smiles my foundation my motto for a world so
kind.
Welcoming the class to care share club. As classmates and staff members I
share technology.
When I doubt myself I show if you know what mean if not a formal student
chooses to help another succeed, I become healthy and with appreciated
my life social skills.
Laughter and humour important with my life and makes you see life with
ones you reach to a positive unknown trust factors. So you will get an
incline of people concerning you or be in a pissed off mood if misconduct
takes place.
As client with health providers I lost without some a boost of sexuality a day
hunt in what reaches with Chris, and still deserve best and with healthy
choices and socialize with knowledge of my life being safe about showing
true colours of beauty.
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If you get hurt most inside most, of which you are up with stigma youre on
top of power of a mighty individual you make of yourself and bizarre
thoughts may happen, its okay feel down.
When some of us think over and over again and again a delusion manifest
of individual life. Chris under took those challenges, he takes consequences
as for a trail knows it will be okay to this day if you have to wait. But I had
no fear just being patient while hearing and waiting for a love to come. And
I would like to take part as husband and wife.
I previously took cruel new pathways and in a rude awaking from past but
for my 7th year teaching was to have no worries. I remain to be happy its
almost here my love in arms at night. And during days to call my home
ready to get life understanding a trial is love here comes Chris. I thought it
was my known make best that it represents myself with kindness as I
welcome him to my house my student Chris.
Hate is a powerful word rather feeling upset to explain. I become a failure
is to renewal to no achievement. I had my fair say that included a verdict or
some reason writing book makes us get us all better. And eventually
happens defiantly being famous, and obeying others with some acts of
caring with actions as years. I can go by where I keep on what has been
said to inside heart mind and for all I have spirit inside that will guide me to
you reading Chris for an Easter wedding.
I will only send you a positive note but will produce of a motor skill of
talking to people. People see how a day going on and what is the plan for
dinner. Its always a pleasure speaking to people see how their day going. It
is always a pleasure know a student can learn ways possible go with
knowing about a technology is filled study. And I can tend not to show who
ones to doubt and blame unless it hurt you say we need to upgrade which
can make flow of class faster and easier and the cost business and school to
hurt for money when we do not work efficiently.
My life found my reasons, I started taking my reasons as reasons to consider
why Chris is still the one with daily promises of being their. I often feel a
gentle touch but many are soft touch but Chris was hard to handle, I lived
to be spoken for life about with modern life experiences, and nobody can
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take him nor me away.
I try to prove myself wrong but to do what is right in a manner that has
way to produce my thoughts to not knowing whats right and why people do
obey rules but undergo a verdict for another year through judge.
I am here blessed because I earn each day which I can learn and grow while
a study on how I feel with the likeness that exist. The year 2015 around the
corner and I to live with someone special, I am crazy about Chris. I will not
let the world judge me and I know I am been crazy thinking about him over
and over again.
And maybe but help as a professional and figure out his feelings but take it
extreme and say paradise here we come. But having life with personal skills
about receiving and giving a skill at use there would a time where you might
say its a little stressful, youre stressing over-about with my life it comes
down too. About money, you will have that target of person you need care
for life.
I focus and strive subscribed one drug that will be your behaviour stop
cybernetic life with warm thoughts with mind that not intake negative
thoughts. I say that because really you need calm soothing side of comfort
in life then you feel stern and mighty with no race you will say is race
regulating to the finish line.
The mightiness with reason and then knowledge takes learning whole new
level. I had all next year with Chris by my side.
Let courage roar out motor skills with out privileges that we hate like
addition problems to some folks of drug abuse.
Abusing on drugs or some area in life will leave you with some life problems
something maybe we pleasure teasing risk you reading your behaviour over
with annually submitting life areas of confusion. Importantly, I know its
not always good to over think about on ways to how avoid out of a situation
and read or watch others do the yelling for you as a support line of people
you can trust to give positive improvement of statements.
I am all about a concern before an action is placed having days awake say
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now going have a relaxing day. Life becomes positive with positive stress in
everyday in every-way in life to understand all I want Chris be easy not
pushy. You are what you make of life and felt if he had pictures in story I
can recreate them into something better or keep but I loved him very much
with his efforts.
I make myself a small imagination about a kindness act, a hug arm reach
amount possessiveness of a day with support and a good deed will make me
smile.
To reach happy is making my co-workers and students understand. The dark
side is when I feel I am on happy falling for smiles truth made myself
became insane when you picture out dreams that we under go with insane
amounts of courage and be filled with needs in some likeness of becoming
buddies. For what I really wanted was a wedding happy ever after that last
our life to eternity.
Distraction of a daily task I act to get edge off for positive talk to a step
forward command an image of how you see life. Life is all about great
adventures and pleasures which came about the life getting better is for our
motivations.
Headaches are common when you have something you try avoid, Life is
about giving advice to some and must you know it will end up leaving us
hurt.
More or less you turn around a thought that becomes the better side of life
route you take not the right route but uplifting what was to write knowing
how sure you are with a brain food for thoughts.
I want to explain as you can take courage to new heights with new heights
but having a monitor behaviour. Smoking is no different then a capacity we
choose as normality to abnormality for me to marry a smoker.
Sometimes having a pathway well make you say I will get well better out
the ordinary to get away but this is that right better part of me from better
or worse. I am young getting well better with feelings I can share.
Stating earlier I am label says you will walk away. But keep at it as is work
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in progress of a profound love kid, as I build up my motor skills with more
life responsibility making myself with state income with therapy of
pyramids, and under go strengths in process and correcting right from
wrongs with a stimulate get with new medications.
And I manage my health in ways possible with actions of courage to be part
of parts tracks to tracks get out with possessiveness you will have a day off
and I do not wear myself out with enjoyment I get from each day I live
successfully with no regrets.
Some good of courage says Ill try again tomorrow. Maybe if things work out
on what could happen is a happy face I can bring you be sent that cast out
your positive energy out but only you are responsible. For being yourself
and responsible for my actions can only see possessiveness on route.
If something or someone finds love let the cards play rule of thumb love the
warm thoughts being throughout knowledge and circumstance. I been
repeatedly say he is the best suited for myself and should I take on to
places and events with him but know dont get mad and I do not get along
and involved with his family and friends.
Running is cheaper than therapy and I therapeutically understand how you
have a world that is helpful and thankful.
Some other peoples thoughts and trigger good and a bad esteem, must we
know we have uplift ourselves set the take on something that triggers
positive action with adjective saying what could I do to make or get better
with reasoning for a circumstance.
Allowing myself as relationship to community and students I share thoughts
and improve functions of objects. I leave others curious with thoughts
behind and process to be with invocations of a better tomorrow and
thinking life is brighter then most lights.
I can say food is a comfort for our bodies. Though we honour our food as
praise that says go ahead lets eat and grab bite eat sharing thanks to be my
lover and become wife with Chris on Easter.
We all have life goals become some superstar thats a hot shot who
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becomes smiley and happy. Theirs no clue when something should happen
and when I put all remarkable thoughts with effort someone will realize
ones emotion side as Chris still does love me.
Emotion always was a hidden danger with new medications.
You are free to date Chris is all keep running through my head. It was
passed by last Christmas and I was feeling blue. This year I have a
concealed thought that is wrapped by a naughty act in Santas workshop.
Will you get a clue I love you and now I thank you your one in a million who
earns my life and body?
I never really understood but sending a sexy letter on his 682 number that
made me think about Chris and here as if a person gave me life and
encouragement.
I lead to go what is right to go on heart at valentines day when he proved
right, I was worth a lot with dozens of flowers and thought fullness
accepting my true love for him.
He became positive with my thoughts as a positive thought pattern
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