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11:26 PM 4/25/2014
It's 25th April. Today is the day I finally decided on
what I want to pursue as a career, for the rest of my
life. It's a normal Friday, like any other, but to me, it's
Good Friday; as though Jesus himself came forward to
bless me. I feel elated, enthralled and excited. Three Es
eh? I'm mentally laughing as I type this in the dead of
the night. I feel feverish, tired but too happy to sleep. For
2:14 PM 5/21/2014
Ya sorry, I did say 'tomorrow' on my previous diary
but sadly it didn't happen. Not just the diary entry
but the whole ground-shaking discovery that I had
believed to have made on the night of 25th April. I'm
back to square one; hopeless and ambition-less...now
more like soul-less actually. I sit here trying to crack
GRE. It's not difficult but it's absurdly
boring....mind-bogglingly boring. Why....can't I just
stay home and relax for the rest of my life like the
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11:06 PM 6/29/2014
Every time, EVERY_FREAKING_TIME, I do just one
unit on the eve of an exam. Suppose the exam was at 9
instead of 2, I'd probably have a nervous break-down.
Even now, instead of studying, I'm writing a stupid
diary entry while trying hard not to cuss. LIFE SUX;
thought I was in a better shape for this exam, I can
already see myself falling asleep at 12 and doing
8:14 PM 7/28/2014
Hello. *Sweet Smile* It's...the day before my results
will be announced. Surprisingly, I'm not scared. I
guess suffering through three years of Engineering
has made me wiser and less anxious about it. I hope
'The Secret' works. All this positive energy, how can the
cosmos possibly ignore? ^_^ I just hope I was as
positive as this for my future US admissions,
Harvard? Stanford? Ha! Piece of cake. Well, wiiiiish
that were it, the thing is, when you don't work hard
and still hope for the best, there's always that nagging
feeling in you that you may fail, your conscience
cannot ignore it. What my point is, I don't mean to
preach, its life! Ok, my diary entries are starting to
get stupid; I better end this, Ill talk once my results
are out! ^_^ Annyo!
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8:34 PM 8/18/2014
Er, sorry. Long time I know. I had promised myself
that I'd write my entry as soon as the results would be
out but...I didn't. My apologies. I passed btw. At this
point, I wasn't really afraid. Afraid that Ill fail that
is. The scores have always come out the way I've
predicted them to be. 'The Secret' worked after all ^_^
Right now I'm trying to crack my head over the lab
progs that I have to mug up for tomorrow. It's raining
heavily outside, it's a pity that the sky has darkened
so soon, thought I could enjoy a cuppa while it was still
light. :/
Hope in future, our hoobaes have a better life while
doing Engineering. Doing engineering? Babe,
Engineering does you.
Sad linethat above one.
Was I trying to make a joke?
Shrink, Im coming!
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9:09 PM 9/9/2014
Have two exams tomorrow, today's sucked, a bitch from
college sent a hate-mail which, surprisingly, doesn't
perturb me (although-according-to-human-laws, itshould) and my hard-disk has stopped working. Can
life be anymore depppppppressing? No matter how
much I want to dock off those 'p's from the word
depression, the amount of work for tomo just makes me
want to add more. Okay, my entries are getting so
"intellectual" that they are borderline genius. Like I had
previously stated, I do need to see a shrink...from the
past two-three days I've been having a funny rash
throughout my body. It's not unbearable but there's
that nagging itchy sensation that no matter how
much I scrub myself while in the shower, it wont go
away :-/
So along with a shrink, I need to make a trip to the
medical doc too...skin or allergic specialist at that -.Hmmm...Currently listening to the song "I'm Sorry",
while occasionally of course, thinking about Kim
Hyun Joong as Gummy croons "Miiiiyyyaaanayoo!"
(Which,btw, means 'sorry' in Korean :P) Noticed my
last diary was kinda dramatic so, Ill be honest here.
12/8/2014 11:36 PM
HmmmMust say dairy aka laptop entries are
funalthough the digitalized versions may never
match the authentic penned diaries, using a Nataraj
pencil or a coveted pen to pour your heart out on a white,
earthy textured paper of a diary book.
Xo
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